Latest / Two Personal with Joy Taylor / The Untold Stories Behind Kobe, Jordan & Iconic NBA Jackets | Jeff Hamilton x Joy Taylor
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- 0:00Speaker 1: It's kind of like an artist that paints on a canvas.
- 0:03Speaker 1: My jacket is my canvas, and more than anybody else
- 0:07Speaker 1: could be understood that.
- 0:08Speaker 2: Your brand is generational. That is not a small thing legacy.
- 0:13Speaker 1: It's very pretentious, but it's so very humbling. You're not
- 0:17Speaker 1: going to be here to see the result of how
- 0:19Speaker 1: good that fruit taste.
- 0:21Speaker 2: At the end, I mean, you came here as an
- 0:23Speaker 2: immigrant and are completely integrated in the culture of American society.
- 0:30Speaker 1: The beauty of being an immigrant, and where I see
- 0:33Speaker 1: what the advantages that we have is we're hungry.
- 0:36Speaker 2: Do you think that the Kobe jacket is the most
- 0:39Speaker 2: important piece that you've made in your career?
- 0:50Speaker 3: Hey, guys, welcome back to Too Personal. I'm Joy Taylor.
- 0:52Speaker 3: Thanks so much for joining us.
- 0:54Speaker 2: Make sure that you hit subscribe if you haven't already,
- 0:56Speaker 2: and follow us on all of our socials. At two
- 0:58Speaker 2: Personal shows, I am so excited for today's episode. You
- 1:02Speaker 2: are going to love this conversation with Jeff Hamilton. Jeff
- 1:07Speaker 2: is a legend. He has an incredible story. He's an
- 1:10Speaker 2: iconic fashion designer known for his leather jackets that you've
- 1:14Speaker 2: seen in every rap video on every athlete, on the
- 1:17Speaker 2: top seventy five and the top fifty NBA players, NASCAR, everywhere.
- 1:21Speaker 2: He will tell you his incredible story. But I love
- 1:24Speaker 2: this conversation with Jeff, so we'll get to him in
- 1:26Speaker 2: a second. But I have been dying to talk about this,
- 1:30Speaker 2: so I don't know if you guys saw, but there
- 1:33Speaker 2: is a housing development in Ravendon, Arkansas, and the founders
- 1:38Speaker 2: say that in orders to live there, you have to
- 1:40Speaker 2: be white and heterosexual. It's called return to the Lands.
- 1:47Speaker 2: They are call themselves whites identitarians. So one hundred and
- 1:52Speaker 2: sixty acre compounds, which has about forty residents, including twelve
- 1:57Speaker 2: homeschooled children, and applicants to the community are screens with
- 2:01Speaker 2: an in person interview, a criminal background check, questionnaire about
- 2:05Speaker 2: their ancestral heritage, and sometimes photos.
- 2:10Speaker 3: Of their relevant relatives.
- 2:12Speaker 2: Now, of course, civil rights advocates are claiming that the
- 2:15Speaker 2: group could be sued under the nineteen sixty eight Fair
- 2:17Speaker 2: Housing Act and the US Civil Rights Act of eighteen
- 2:20Speaker 2: sixty six. I have to tell you I've thought a
- 2:24Speaker 2: lot about this, and.
- 2:27Speaker 3: I think they should go for it. I'm here for it.
- 2:30Speaker 3: If these fucking weirdos.
- 2:32Speaker 2: Want to go out into some patchy lands in Arkansas
- 2:35Speaker 2: and live amongst themselves and turn their family tree into
- 2:39Speaker 2: a wreath. I say, let them have it. I don't
- 2:42Speaker 2: want to move to raven Den, Arkansas.
- 2:48Speaker 3: Send them there. For years, I've been saying.
- 2:50Speaker 2: Let's get them all together and send them somewhere. Ravendon,
- 2:53Speaker 2: Arkansas sounds like the perfect place for a white people
- 2:56Speaker 2: compound that don't want to interact with anyone else. Listen,
- 2:59Speaker 2: I have no desire to move to raven Den, Arkansas.
- 3:04Speaker 2: These white people with their with their little compounds are
- 3:09Speaker 2: not changing my life in any way. And I have
- 3:11Speaker 2: to tell you, while this seems troubling, it's really not
- 3:15Speaker 2: to me. But the one thing I will say about
- 3:18Speaker 2: these white identitarians who have created this little village in
- 3:24Speaker 2: the woods, I'm going to need them to fully and
- 3:30Speaker 2: completely commit to this racism and bigotry, because what is
- 3:35Speaker 2: exhausting me is this racism light and this bigotry light.
- 3:39Speaker 2: Stop serving up Greek yogurt racism when we know you're
- 3:43Speaker 2: really full sour cream babes. Your ancestors would be so disappointed.
- 3:49Speaker 2: You're just not going all the way. If you're gonna
- 3:51Speaker 2: build a compounds where you are screening people to make
- 3:54Speaker 2: sure that they are pure white. I'm also going to
- 3:58Speaker 2: need you to live off of the land. I don't
- 4:01Speaker 2: need you coming into the city and buying things from
- 4:04Speaker 2: stores where black people are working. I don't need you
- 4:08Speaker 2: buying vegetables from brown immigrants who have farmed them.
- 4:12Speaker 3: No, no, no, no no.
- 4:13Speaker 2: If you're going to live amongst yourselves, if you're going
- 4:16Speaker 2: to go as far as buying a one hundred and
- 4:20Speaker 2: sixty acre compounds and sourcing families of pure white heritage
- 4:27Speaker 2: to come and live in this rocky patch in the woods,
- 4:30Speaker 2: I need you to commit, because this beta version of
- 4:34Speaker 2: racism is really corny to me.
- 4:36Speaker 3: I don't believe you. I don't actually believe you.
- 4:39Speaker 2: I think you're up to something, actually, something much more
- 4:41Speaker 2: sinister than just racism and not wanting gay people around.
- 4:45Speaker 2: Because you have to live off the lands, Go be
- 4:49Speaker 2: farmers in Arkansas. Get the well, get your water, you
- 4:52Speaker 2: know from the little creek, grow your own vegetables, have
- 4:56Speaker 2: your little farm. But we don't want you back. If
- 4:58Speaker 2: you're gonna go and live in your pure white, identitarian, elitist,
- 5:06Speaker 2: superior race, shit.
- 5:07Speaker 3: Prove it, baby, prove it. Prove it, because you're going
- 5:11Speaker 3: so light with this. It's really not enough. I need
- 5:14Speaker 3: to see you commit. Please. I don't want you popping
- 5:16Speaker 3: up a no Taco Bell. I don't want to see
- 5:18Speaker 3: you at a Taco bell. Baby, You're not going to
- 5:20Speaker 3: taco bell.
- 5:21Speaker 2: I don't want to see you at no restaurants with
- 5:23Speaker 2: any spice. All right, stay your ass in the woods,
- 5:26Speaker 2: in the rocky patch, in the woods that you sourced out.
- 5:29Speaker 2: You got plenty of room, and stay the fuck out there.
- 5:32Speaker 2: We don't want to see you amongst the browns. We
- 5:34Speaker 2: don't want to see you amongst the blacks. We certainly
- 5:37Speaker 2: don't want to see you amongst the gays. You're not
- 5:39Speaker 2: coming in town for no decorations, baby, Stay.
- 5:41Speaker 3: In the woods.
- 5:43Speaker 2: This is a good thing. We are looking at this
- 5:45Speaker 2: the wrong way. These people should be isolated. They should
- 5:49Speaker 2: have their own place in society where they can share
- 5:51Speaker 2: each other's views. And the reality is they just want
- 5:54Speaker 2: to fuck their cousins.
- 5:55Speaker 3: So let's just.
- 5:56Speaker 2: Send them into the woods and let them have their time.
- 5:59Speaker 2: I don't want these people walking around me. I don't
- 6:01Speaker 2: want them anywhere near me, and I would really like
- 6:03Speaker 2: signs to know that I'm not welcome. Oh did I
- 6:06Speaker 2: find myself in Ravendon, Arkansas. Time for me to turn around.
- 6:09Speaker 2: They don't want me around here. Let me just go
- 6:11Speaker 2: ahead and just do a little u turn. Thank you
- 6:13Speaker 2: for the sign, Thank you for the sign. No Blacks,
- 6:16Speaker 2: no Browns, no Spice, and no gays. They're nothing in
- 6:20Speaker 2: there for me. Let me get the fuck out of
- 6:22Speaker 2: here in a hurry.
- 6:23Speaker 3: Baby, don't worry. You don't have to worry about me.
- 6:27Speaker 2: But I want them to be serious because it's weak shit.
- 6:33Speaker 2: You're Irish, Polish, French, British, Scottish, Scandinavian ancestors are are
- 6:42Speaker 2: are looking at you from hell wondering why you didn't
- 6:44Speaker 2: just fully commit to this white heritage shit, because.
- 6:47Speaker 3: You're just not going strong enough. Of course I say
- 6:50Speaker 3: that because all white people.
- 6:53Speaker 2: In the United States come from immigrants. Of course, I'm
- 6:59Speaker 2: assuming that most of the people who are going to
- 7:01Speaker 2: this compound do not read much, so they don't know that.
- 7:04Speaker 2: But actually, this is not your ancestral land. Like, if
- 7:09Speaker 2: you have the ability to track your ancestors back that far,
- 7:13Speaker 2: you're gonna get a little bit of news. They're not
- 7:15Speaker 2: from the United States of America. They're from a place
- 7:19Speaker 2: called Europe. That's where white people are from but don't
- 7:22Speaker 2: let me bother you with any type of facts. Gone
- 7:25Speaker 2: and build a little rocky compounds. I hope the ground
- 7:28Speaker 2: is good because you're going to need some farm there.
- 7:31Speaker 2: We don't want you over here, We don't want we
- 7:33Speaker 2: don't want you over here either. Baby, don't ask for
- 7:35Speaker 2: don't ask for no salt, don't ask for no imported
- 7:38Speaker 2: nothing from an Asian country. I don't want to hear
- 7:42Speaker 2: anything that you need from South America. Stay committed and
- 7:48Speaker 2: say the fuck in Whiteville or what's it called?
- 7:51Speaker 3: What are they calling it?
- 7:52Speaker 2: What's the official name of it? Return to the land,
- 7:55Speaker 2: the lands. That's where you need to be. That's where
- 7:58Speaker 2: you need to be. And while I'm saying this a
- 8:00Speaker 2: little bit of jolly in my tone, I'm actually quite serious.
- 8:02Speaker 3: I don't want these people anywhere near me.
- 8:04Speaker 2: I have been hoping and praying for the day that
- 8:07Speaker 2: all these people will just go to an island. But
- 8:09Speaker 2: Arkansas is good enough. Get the fuck out of my
- 8:11Speaker 2: face and go to this little corner of the earth
- 8:14Speaker 2: and live there and farm and be amongst your people.
- 8:17Speaker 2: Be amongst your people. I mean, this is a brilliant idea.
- 8:21Speaker 2: We don't want you over here. Fucking anyway, So go
- 8:26Speaker 2: live off the lands.
- 8:27Speaker 3: Don't come around here.
- 8:28Speaker 2: Ask them for no spices, nothing from any other country.
- 8:32Speaker 2: Get your shit together and prove your ancestors right. You're
- 8:35Speaker 2: the superior race. Figure it out now. I have my
- 8:38Speaker 2: doubts that you're gonna be able to pull this off.
- 8:40Speaker 2: But if you are fully committed to your white dum,
- 8:44Speaker 2: I believe that you're gonna have to do it. You're
- 8:46Speaker 2: gonna have to prove me wrong, because right now it
- 8:48Speaker 2: just seems like you know, you want to fuck your cousins.
- 8:55Speaker 3: So that being said, let's get to Jeff Hamilton. All right.
- 9:00Speaker 2: I am so excited to have my dear friend, Jeff Hamilton,
- 9:03Speaker 2: the legends fashion designer behind some of the most iconic
- 9:09Speaker 2: sports looks of all time, of course Michael Jordan and
- 9:13Speaker 2: Kobe Bryants. His championship jackets. I'm wearing one, which I
- 9:22Speaker 2: got a compliment on immediately as soon as I put on.
- 9:25Speaker 2: I haven't worn to a heat game yet, though, but
- 9:27Speaker 2: I do have an I have an exclusive Jeff Hamilton,
- 9:28Speaker 2: which is which is really nice.
- 9:30Speaker 3: But welcome to too personal. Thank you for coming down.
- 9:32Speaker 1: I wanted to be here, so Jeff.
- 9:35Speaker 3: One thing about Jeff.
- 9:36Speaker 2: The first time that I met Jeff, I thought I
- 9:38Speaker 2: was selling a really cool story and I forget who
- 9:41Speaker 2: I was talking about, but I was talking about the
- 9:44Speaker 2: Rock or I don't know somebody. And every person that
- 9:49Speaker 2: you bring up Jeff has a cooler story, like a
- 9:52Speaker 2: cooler interaction than you have with this person. Guaranteed, no
- 9:57Speaker 2: one on the planet has more stories with more people.
- 10:02Speaker 2: You have so many genuine friendships and relationships that span
- 10:08Speaker 2: across your career, but one of the more fascinating things
- 10:11Speaker 2: from a sports perspective is just the moments that you
- 10:15Speaker 2: have been a part of because you've made the jackets
- 10:18Speaker 2: for these championship teams.
- 10:22Speaker 3: So well, I guess I'll start with the Kobe story.
- 10:27Speaker 3: We can the Kobe story.
- 10:30Speaker 1: You know it is, it is kind of I'm still
- 10:32Speaker 1: amazed after doing over over forty years, forty five years
- 10:36Speaker 1: I've been fashioned and I'm still amazed by the power
- 10:41Speaker 1: of the jacket. Yeah, you know, it's amazing that I've
- 10:44Speaker 1: been able to basically have access to everywhere I've wanted
- 10:48Speaker 1: my whole life, you know, from the White House to
- 10:52Speaker 1: the guns and Roses studios to the locker rooms of
- 10:56Speaker 1: you know, of Mike Tyson or is training for his fights,
- 11:00Speaker 1: and being friends with Muhammad Ali and of course Michael
- 11:05Speaker 1: Jordan since nineteen eighty six, and Kobe and Lebron and
- 11:09Speaker 1: so it's been, you know, like a like a dream life,
- 11:14Speaker 1: especially because I love sports and being around it, and
- 11:18Speaker 1: also have them look at me in a different way
- 11:22Speaker 1: than somebody else because I bring something to the athletes
- 11:25Speaker 1: and the culture that they don't have. So it's kind
- 11:31Speaker 1: of they look up to me in a certain way
- 11:33Speaker 1: without sounding pretentious, and and it's but I'm still a groupie.
- 11:38Speaker 1: I'm still a fan. So for me, when I look
- 11:40Speaker 1: at it, I count my blessings every day you have.
- 11:44Speaker 2: I mean, you just ran through a list of obviously
- 11:47Speaker 2: some of the biggest legends in all of.
- 11:49Speaker 3: Sports I think.
- 11:54Speaker 2: I mean, when I think of your jacket, obviously the
- 11:57Speaker 2: Jordan jacket, the Kobe jacket is like the image that
- 12:02Speaker 2: pops and like, you know, Kobe's leaning over the.
- 12:04Speaker 3: Trophy and he has it on. But your jackets have really.
- 12:11Speaker 2: They've been commemorative of some of the biggest moments in
- 12:15Speaker 2: culture and fashion and music in sports. When you see
- 12:20Speaker 2: some of those old photos, do is it like take
- 12:22Speaker 2: you back to those moments.
- 12:24Speaker 1: It has only it only hit me like only five
- 12:28Speaker 1: or six years ago when I came out of retirement
- 12:32Speaker 1: right before COVID. You know, I never really just did
- 12:37Speaker 1: anything calculated. I mean really, I was in I just
- 12:41Speaker 1: it was an immigrant, you know, like moved in nineteen
- 12:44Speaker 1: eighty and with the wife and two kids. You know
- 12:47Speaker 1: at the time I married when I was nineteen years old,
- 12:49Speaker 1: and h and I just kind of like really wanted
- 12:53Speaker 1: to hustle and I wanted to work to make money.
- 12:55Speaker 1: I really would. I mean, I was really passionate about
- 12:59Speaker 1: what I designed, and I really was a perfectionist that
- 13:01Speaker 1: I didn't care if I lost money when I created
- 13:04Speaker 1: a design, but it had to be something that I
- 13:08Speaker 1: would wear or something that would fit that There is
- 13:12Speaker 1: a choice that you do when you become a designer
- 13:15Speaker 1: or a host or anything like that. You put your
- 13:17Speaker 1: name on it. It's it's it's a reputation behind it.
- 13:19Speaker 1: So you have to stand behind the quality. And so
- 13:24Speaker 1: even I made some jackets sometimes you know that I
- 13:27Speaker 1: didn't make any money, I lost money, but I made
- 13:29Speaker 1: sure that I did it and did it over and
- 13:31Speaker 1: over again, Teel. I found it perfect. So and in
- 13:39Speaker 1: the last five six years, I started looking at it
- 13:41Speaker 1: and say, oh, oh my god, I can't remember. I mean,
- 13:43Speaker 1: I can't imagine I did that like thirty years ago.
- 13:46Speaker 1: And it's just like very rewarding for me. Not from
- 13:50Speaker 1: an ego standpoint, but it's just like, where did I
- 13:53Speaker 1: come with that idea at the time.
- 13:57Speaker 3: Well, when you're in the moment of it, all.
- 13:59Speaker 2: Right, you're just you're kind of just putting out your work,
- 14:03Speaker 2: right like once you perfect it, and then you're you're working.
- 14:07Speaker 2: And I mean I've I've seen your your space, like
- 14:11Speaker 2: Jeff's working a lot, so you kind of don't really
- 14:15Speaker 2: come up for air to like appreciate all of it.
- 14:17Speaker 1: Correct, Yes, I don't. I I really have made a
- 14:22Speaker 1: decision like many years ago that I just don't. Really,
- 14:25Speaker 1: I mean, I ask cliche that it might sound, I don't.
- 14:30Speaker 1: I don't live in the past and I don't live
- 14:31Speaker 1: in the future. Really, it's just like really truly live
- 14:34Speaker 1: in the present. I you know, I appreciate the past
- 14:37Speaker 1: and it's great for storytelling and anecdots, you know, and
- 14:42Speaker 1: the future is who knows, you know. So for me,
- 14:46Speaker 1: it's I do everything with love and passion in a
- 14:51Speaker 1: moment and whatever happens after happens after. It's like blenting
- 14:57Speaker 1: a seed every day and maybe the seed will take,
- 15:01Speaker 1: maybe the seed won't take. Maybe if I put the
- 15:03Speaker 1: right amount of love and and and sunshine to that
- 15:08Speaker 1: that seed, maybe a little twig will come out, Maybe
- 15:10Speaker 1: a little trunk will come out, maybe a branch, maybe
- 15:13Speaker 1: a leaf. Maybe one day a fruit will come out.
- 15:16Speaker 1: And when that freako comes out, I might not be here.
- 15:21Speaker 1: But that's why I'd like to think that I might
- 15:24Speaker 1: have a legacy. So legacy, legacy has it's it's overused
- 15:31Speaker 1: by a lot of people, but legacies it's very pretentious,
- 15:35Speaker 1: but it's so very humbling because who do have to
- 15:39Speaker 1: do a thing that have a legacy one? And but
- 15:45Speaker 1: also it's like very selfless because you you're not going
- 15:48Speaker 1: to be here to see the result of of how
- 15:53Speaker 1: good that fruit taste at the end. So who's going
- 15:57Speaker 1: to taste it? Maybe my grand kids, maybe my family,
- 16:02Speaker 1: maybe maybe the little kid that that that is listening
- 16:05Speaker 1: to this show. And and it might be inspired by
- 16:08Speaker 1: by what I do, and and it gets motivated that
- 16:11Speaker 1: to try to follow some of the things that I do,
- 16:14Speaker 1: and and that would be the that's my biggest reward
- 16:17Speaker 1: for me. I'm I get fed from trying to help
- 16:22Speaker 1: out people and try to inspire others.
- 16:25Speaker 2: Do you feel like you've done everything that you want
- 16:29Speaker 2: to do in your career?
- 16:31Speaker 1: No, No, that's that's kind of like the fear. That's
- 16:35Speaker 1: probably the only thing that's kind of I'm not gonna
- 16:37Speaker 1: say it haunt me, but it bothers me. I mean,
- 16:39Speaker 1: I just don't want to be on my deathbed. Who
- 16:42Speaker 1: knows when tomorrow morning or in thirty years from now
- 16:45Speaker 1: or whatever. And and and say, you know what, I
- 16:49Speaker 1: did not maximize my potential. I mean, right now, I
- 16:52Speaker 1: have so much to to to give. I mean I have.
- 16:56Speaker 1: I mean, it's just it's like I have to control
- 17:00Speaker 1: the faucet. I mean that by fire, I have to
- 17:03Speaker 1: control it. You know. I don't want the fire to
- 17:05Speaker 1: go out of control. It's just, you know, and all
- 17:08Speaker 1: I do is, like I said, same thing with the
- 17:10Speaker 1: seats a plant. Every day I create sparkles and people
- 17:15Speaker 1: around he tried to build up those sparkles and try
- 17:17Speaker 1: to build up the fire and then hopefully when the
- 17:20Speaker 1: fire is built, I go and dance around it. But
- 17:23Speaker 1: I just don't want the fire to go out of control,
- 17:25Speaker 1: because it's just even as I now, I'm still working
- 17:27Speaker 1: ten twelve hours a day and people leave. People look
- 17:33Speaker 1: at me and they look that through my page and
- 17:35Speaker 1: Instagram and say, what, this guy is blessed? I mean,
- 17:38Speaker 1: he's like everywhere. He's in Paris, one day, is in Tokyo.
- 17:41Speaker 1: The next day he's there. He's there, he drives his
- 17:43Speaker 1: scar But really it's just, you know, they don't see,
- 17:47Speaker 1: like you said, the backwork. And the backwork could be accounting,
- 17:52Speaker 1: could be, production, could be but fortunately enough, I'm passionate
- 17:56Speaker 1: about all of it.
- 17:57Speaker 2: Well, I think that's important with art because being a
- 18:02Speaker 2: creative can sometimes push you in a space where you're
- 18:06Speaker 2: maybe only good at the creative part. And I'm sure
- 18:10Speaker 2: you've worked with people over your career that have unbelievable talent,
- 18:15Speaker 2: but they don't have the focus and the discipline and
- 18:18Speaker 2: they don't have the fire, as you said, in all
- 18:22Speaker 2: areas of business, and to be as successful as you
- 18:24Speaker 2: have been for as long as you've been requires those
- 18:28Speaker 2: other things, or at least the awareness that you don't
- 18:30Speaker 2: have those skills, and to put the right people in
- 18:32Speaker 2: place so that you can build and like scale the
- 18:35Speaker 2: business because being creative is more than just having the
- 18:38Speaker 2: talent to make something beautiful.
- 18:41Speaker 1: What really matters is the fact that through the journey
- 18:49Speaker 1: of life, you know, the most positive moments in my
- 18:54Speaker 1: life were my biggest failures. The more I failed, the
- 18:59Speaker 1: better I came. I made better, I came up, you know,
- 19:02Speaker 1: the the you know, I became better at it, at
- 19:06Speaker 1: everything I did, because I kind of again, it sounds
- 19:10Speaker 1: so cliche, all the things I said, but it's just
- 19:12Speaker 1: learning from new mistakes, you know, and learning the discipline.
- 19:17Speaker 1: And I attributed my discipline maybe to my education. And
- 19:22Speaker 1: you know, I was a really good math student, and
- 19:25Speaker 1: I was, you know, because I grew up as a nerd.
- 19:27Speaker 1: So for me, it was very important for me to
- 19:29Speaker 1: know to be to try to be accepted. And and
- 19:34Speaker 1: I learned that I refuse to procrastinate. I don't. I mean,
- 19:39Speaker 1: I don't want procrastination in my world. I mean I don't.
- 19:43Speaker 1: And also I don't want to be entitled. You know.
- 19:46Speaker 1: When I came to America in nineteen eighty and nineteen
- 19:50Speaker 1: eighty three, you know, I just don't know anything about fashion.
- 19:53Speaker 1: I barely speak English. I learnt even to have a
- 19:55Speaker 1: green card. And but I ways to do things. And
- 20:02Speaker 1: I knew about licensing, and it just got the first
- 20:04Speaker 1: license of Guest Janes the man. I found the company
- 20:08Speaker 1: for the of the Men's company as a license. See
- 20:11Speaker 1: next thing I do is next thing next year or
- 20:15Speaker 1: two years later. I'm like seventy five million cells and
- 20:20Speaker 1: I'm we're talking about the eighties, I mean, and I'm
- 20:22Speaker 1: in barely in my twenties, you know, And and you
- 20:27Speaker 1: start believing you on BS, you start believing like I'm
- 20:31Speaker 1: the man, I'm the one, and of course you built
- 20:34Speaker 1: up the confidence, and you know, you get the money
- 20:37Speaker 1: and you get the reward, and you get also like
- 20:40Speaker 1: the side things you know, like like But it's fortunately enough.
- 20:44Speaker 1: I never was into drugs. That was one thing that
- 20:47Speaker 1: I had. In fact, you know, when I moved to America,
- 20:48Speaker 1: I never had a drink before, never smoked a cigarette,
- 20:51Speaker 1: and never did a thing, you know. So and you realize,
- 20:58Speaker 1: you know, those it took me maybe forty years to
- 21:04Speaker 1: to to find out that thirty five forty years to
- 21:08Speaker 1: find out that really you cannot be entitled to anything
- 21:13Speaker 1: in that way, and you have to be grateful for
- 21:15Speaker 1: what comes in because whatever you have today could be
- 21:19Speaker 1: done in a second. You know, it's just you never know.
- 21:24Speaker 1: I mean, it takes you know, if if if it
- 21:26Speaker 1: took the growth the victory in a Semitic park, you know,
- 21:30Speaker 1: the old, the general, the grand old Psychoia tree. Right,
- 21:35Speaker 1: if you take that that, I don't know how all
- 21:38Speaker 1: that tree is and you chop it up and chop
- 21:40Speaker 1: it up and chop it up. And as many you
- 21:42Speaker 1: have millions and millions and millions of matches, takes only
- 21:46Speaker 1: one match to burn the whole tree. So that's how
- 21:51Speaker 1: how sensitive of life is, how we hold by a thread,
- 21:57Speaker 1: and we whether we are really and are religious, I
- 22:01Speaker 1: believe in the loss of universe, and we're basically nintendna.
- 22:06Speaker 1: We are channeling what we are and through our process
- 22:11Speaker 1: we educate ourselves to be better. That's what we do.
- 22:14Speaker 1: And we know more the right way to the right path,
- 22:18Speaker 1: how to do it a longer, however long it takes
- 22:21Speaker 1: to get there. But you you enjoy the moment because
- 22:27Speaker 1: you don't know if tomorrow morning you're going to be here.
- 22:29Speaker 2: What is it like when you're interacting with young the
- 22:35Speaker 2: young people? Now, I mean, you've had a career that
- 22:38Speaker 2: has spanned so many different.
- 22:40Speaker 1: What do you mean to say them.
- 22:42Speaker 3: No, I mean I am they're young. They're young to me.
- 22:45Speaker 3: I'm saying, like, you know you have.
- 22:47Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is like your brand is generational.
- 22:52Speaker 2: That is not a small thing. And you are in
- 22:56Speaker 2: these spaces and known and in songs and in videos
- 23:00Speaker 2: and like it's it spans generations.
- 23:05Speaker 1: I don't. I don't. I don't feel my age. I
- 23:08Speaker 1: mean I feel like I'm like I said, so, it's
- 23:18Speaker 1: like when you live in the moment and you you
- 23:22Speaker 1: stay relevant. You know the problem of people, even very
- 23:29Speaker 1: successful people, they get stuck in a moment in time
- 23:35Speaker 1: because there was a moment in time where they were
- 23:38Speaker 1: happy and they were successful. Maybe they had great girlfriend,
- 23:43Speaker 1: they had a great boyfriend. Maybe they had that great
- 23:45Speaker 1: car and it was twenty years ago or so. They
- 23:49Speaker 1: still had that earring, they still have the long hair,
- 23:53Speaker 1: they still have the do rag, they still have the
- 23:56Speaker 1: lower pants or whatever. Because I was they want to
- 24:00Speaker 1: there is that moment, and you don't want to evolve
- 24:02Speaker 1: with the time. You know. I choose to kind of
- 24:06Speaker 1: evolve with my time and knowing and try to know
- 24:10Speaker 1: what's going on. I want to, you know, the minute
- 24:14Speaker 1: you want to start learning. That's why you start slowing down.
- 24:18Speaker 1: You know, for me, I'm passionate about learning about AI
- 24:22Speaker 1: am passionate about learning about you know, educate myself. I
- 24:26Speaker 1: mean now I want to take lessons of I'm a
- 24:29Speaker 1: good accountant actually, but i'm and I'm not certified the
- 24:33Speaker 1: clients account But but I love it. I love numbers.
- 24:36Speaker 1: I love to learn new things and new techniques, and
- 24:40Speaker 1: I'm always exploring to try to be better just from myself.
- 24:45Speaker 1: It's just that hunger makes you create the desire. So
- 24:51Speaker 1: I always have the desire, always build up the desire
- 24:53Speaker 1: for everything that I do, and my passion drives all that.
- 24:58Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not saying relevant is a It is a
- 25:01Speaker 2: tricky thing to do, but the quality of your work
- 25:05Speaker 2: always cuts through.
- 25:09Speaker 1: I'd like to think it does. And and and also
- 25:11Speaker 1: it's kind of like also you're protective, you know. I mean,
- 25:15Speaker 1: I want everybody that looks up to me to be successful,
- 25:18Speaker 1: but I don't want anybody to come and compete with me.
- 25:21Speaker 1: So I mean, I mean, I mean a lot of
- 25:23Speaker 1: people want to compete with me, but but I kind
- 25:26Speaker 1: of always try to raser bar. I always try to
- 25:28Speaker 1: reser bar. So when when people start copying me, or
- 25:31Speaker 1: I try to get closer. I start because my name
- 25:34Speaker 1: was bigger than theirs. I start signing my jacket and
- 25:37Speaker 1: I start dating them, or I start creating certain things,
- 25:40Speaker 1: or I start creating a piece of art to go
- 25:42Speaker 1: with it, and uh, you know, but every so often
- 25:46Speaker 1: I come up with something more to add to to
- 25:49Speaker 1: the product. That to the point that I don't sell
- 25:56Speaker 1: a jacket because you are cold, you know, I've used that.
- 25:59Speaker 1: Many say, you don't buy a Jeff Helmand jacket because
- 26:02Speaker 1: you're called, Like you don't buy a rolex because you
- 26:04Speaker 1: know what time it is. It's kind of like it's
- 26:07Speaker 1: kind of a flex but also it's more flex for
- 26:11Speaker 1: yourself than for somebody else, you know. I always tell
- 26:15Speaker 1: people like I have flex, I mean certain things, but really,
- 26:19Speaker 1: if I was not flexing myself for myself first, there's
- 26:23Speaker 1: no there's no purpose. You know, you have to feel
- 26:26Speaker 1: good in your skin with you certain things, you know,
- 26:29Speaker 1: and in life, I think it's it's very important to
- 26:33Speaker 1: be as authentic as you can, you know, so to
- 26:36Speaker 1: that extent, you want to people to read you the
- 26:39Speaker 1: way you you really are. And but we all have filters,
- 26:43Speaker 1: you know, I have my filters I have my glasses,
- 26:46Speaker 1: I have my tan, I have my beard, I have
- 26:47Speaker 1: my hair, I have my jackets. Those are like my
- 26:50Speaker 1: security blankets that I have. But I'm aware of it.
- 26:53Speaker 1: And like a woman goes out and she she puts
- 26:59Speaker 1: her makeup and she puts our high heels, and she
- 27:01Speaker 1: puts her bag or so we have to have certain
- 27:05Speaker 1: things that make you feel good. When you look at
- 27:07Speaker 1: Steff in the mirror, you feel good. Then you build
- 27:09Speaker 1: up the confidence you know, and I think it's important
- 27:12Speaker 1: to the ultimate goal is always to try to be
- 27:16Speaker 1: as authentic as you can be, and nobody is really
- 27:20Speaker 1: one hundred percent. But if you can do that, I mean,
- 27:23Speaker 1: that's where you can control your destiny. You know, you're
- 27:27Speaker 1: not depending on on the boss to tell you what
- 27:31Speaker 1: to do, or or a banker to tell you have
- 27:35Speaker 1: that much line of credit and this and that, and
- 27:38Speaker 1: and you're independent, whether it's financially or or intellectually.
- 27:45Speaker 3: What do you get inspired by?
- 27:48Speaker 1: My life? Every moment? Everything inspires me such But it's
- 27:53Speaker 1: also it's not as sexy as we could make it
- 28:00Speaker 1: to be. And it's just not like I wake up
- 28:02Speaker 1: in the middle of the night and I put my
- 28:04Speaker 1: finger and I just start thinking at like painting on
- 28:08Speaker 1: a piece of paper and waking up, and it's just
- 28:10Speaker 1: like you know, I've done it so much that we
- 28:13Speaker 1: know we know the road. I mean, you've come so
- 28:16Speaker 1: many times to the same destination that you know how
- 28:20Speaker 1: even if you don't take the main road, you can
- 28:22Speaker 1: take the side street. You're going to get to the destination.
- 28:24Speaker 1: The point is for me to get to the destination
- 28:26Speaker 1: at all time, and I don't care how long it
- 28:28Speaker 1: takes me. And so in that way, we are mechanical
- 28:33Speaker 1: in a way. But it's rather than mechanical, is experience
- 28:41Speaker 1: and knowledge that we have. It's like you when you
- 28:43Speaker 1: do an interview, you know what sensitive point to take,
- 28:48Speaker 1: you know what research you need to do. It's every profession,
- 28:52Speaker 1: every art form has has his own direction.
- 28:59Speaker 2: Have you had a point in your career where you've
- 29:02Speaker 2: had a lull or a lack of inspiration?
- 29:05Speaker 3: You had to break through very much?
- 29:06Speaker 1: So yeah, yes, I Ah, I was very successful up
- 29:13Speaker 1: to two thousand and two. Sold my company, made a
- 29:17Speaker 1: lot of money. Ah. And that was a CEO of
- 29:21Speaker 1: a big public company, the company about me. And and
- 29:27Speaker 1: again the entowments, you know, sets in and you know,
- 29:31Speaker 1: starts spending the money and living the high life and
- 29:35Speaker 1: and uh, being successful has everything in life is balanced.
- 29:44Speaker 1: So being successful has this advantage and the perks and
- 29:49Speaker 1: it has also did this is it's by points, you know,
- 29:54Speaker 1: so it's it's it's a blessing that occurs. So when
- 29:58Speaker 1: you're very successful and you're young, and you you know,
- 30:01Speaker 1: you move better than the people that bought the company
- 30:04Speaker 1: from you, and you're more famous that they are, and
- 30:08Speaker 1: you're getting the attention. You know, there is like in everything,
- 30:14Speaker 1: every relationship that you have, business, personal, there is any
- 30:18Speaker 1: time there is something emotional that gets in the middle,
- 30:23Speaker 1: it affects the relationship, whether it's jealousy, whether it's like ego,
- 30:29Speaker 1: any kind of it's very hard to control egos or
- 30:32Speaker 1: emotions like that or jealousies. And I was too successful
- 30:36Speaker 1: for those people, so they did I was making too
- 30:38Speaker 1: much runny, and so they tried to find a way
- 30:40Speaker 1: to push me out so and I didn't care. So
- 30:44Speaker 1: in two thousand and five, I kind of like left
- 30:46Speaker 1: the company. They didn't pay me the rest of the
- 30:49Speaker 1: money they owed me, and then we got into the
- 30:52Speaker 1: American system of the legal system with the lawyers and
- 30:55Speaker 1: this and that which they all made the money. But
- 30:58Speaker 1: you know, I'm sad. I don't have to worry, so
- 31:01Speaker 1: I keep on not changing my bid in my life.
- 31:04Speaker 1: You know, I'm still being on Beverly Hills and on
- 31:08Speaker 1: the Rose Voices, and then then the Shelby and the
- 31:12Speaker 1: Viper and the Bentleys and and the Travels and all
- 31:17Speaker 1: over in San Tropez and this and that and that
- 31:19Speaker 1: so and and then you realize, like you know, Favier
- 31:23Speaker 1: had gone by, you know, like a lot of your
- 31:25Speaker 1: capital has gone down, and and you just you're not relevant,
- 31:30Speaker 1: you know, you don't even know what's going on. And
- 31:33Speaker 1: then you try something. It's decide, you know what, I'm
- 31:36Speaker 1: going to go back and try something, and it's not working.
- 31:38Speaker 1: And he said, you know what, maybe I'm sober up
- 31:40Speaker 1: because those people I've had so much jealousy in my life,
- 31:44Speaker 1: of people that try to take my energy. I call
- 31:48Speaker 1: them vampires. You know that that's a real meaning of vampire.
- 31:51Speaker 1: People don't want you your blood, people who want to
- 31:53Speaker 1: take your energy. And uh, and I really didn't want
- 31:59Speaker 1: to be in the fashion business. I didn't want to
- 32:01Speaker 1: use my name Jeff Hamilton, and everything I was doing,
- 32:04Speaker 1: I kind of like wanted to. I just wanted to
- 32:07Speaker 1: switch to another business, I can, you know. So I
- 32:09Speaker 1: got into private equity, I got into into art, you know,
- 32:15Speaker 1: and because I'm an artist as well. But then I
- 32:18Speaker 1: wanted to I create an art art fair. But nothing
- 32:22Speaker 1: was really working. I mean, because you're dealing with people
- 32:26Speaker 1: that that really were so needy and so entitled and
- 32:34Speaker 1: so and I could not babysit people. I could not
- 32:38Speaker 1: do things like that, so to the point that basically
- 32:42Speaker 1: I kept deploying parachutes after parachute. You know, when I'm
- 32:45Speaker 1: in a parachute, selling a home, you know, selling this property,
- 32:49Speaker 1: selling my memorabilia collection, which was like over two thousand
- 32:53Speaker 1: pieces of everything from the championship belts to the seventeen
- 32:59Speaker 1: jersey of my Call and jerseys with Kobe and championship
- 33:03Speaker 1: rings and this and that, and you know, and I mean
- 33:06Speaker 1: I can't even tell you how much I but you know,
- 33:08Speaker 1: you start selling all the stuff and the properties, and
- 33:11Speaker 1: then it comes to point you said, you know what,
- 33:12Speaker 1: I'm here, like, you know, six years old, and and
- 33:20Speaker 1: I cannot make I cannot survive with that going out
- 33:23Speaker 1: and working. And you start you following the depression, which
- 33:30Speaker 1: is a great feeling. By the way, I mean you
- 33:31Speaker 1: feel the depress it's just like it's like you start
- 33:34Speaker 1: feeling for yourself, sorry for yourself, and then suddenly you
- 33:43Speaker 1: try to get out of it, and you try to
- 33:45Speaker 1: get out of it, and it's like you fall. You
- 33:47Speaker 1: tried to get up and you cannot think, and ultimately
- 33:49Speaker 1: you get up. And when I got up or five
- 33:53Speaker 1: years ago, and it was like for me and miracle,
- 33:57Speaker 1: I didn't even expect it. I mean, that's kind of
- 33:59Speaker 1: like got all the universe telling you, you know what
- 34:04Speaker 1: you paid your dues now. Because I never was lazy.
- 34:07Speaker 1: I never was, you know. I really wanted to work,
- 34:12Speaker 1: but I just could not find my way. I had
- 34:15Speaker 1: lost my mojo. I honestly didn't look at myself in
- 34:21Speaker 1: the mirror. I didn't like myself. I didn't want to
- 34:24Speaker 1: have anything to do with it. You know. It's just
- 34:26Speaker 1: like my family. My family fell apart, you know, just
- 34:31Speaker 1: and and it was a very very trying time for me.
- 34:37Speaker 1: In twenty nineteen, I did not I didn't want to
- 34:41Speaker 1: be around. And then I got got into a car
- 34:47Speaker 1: accident in twenty nineteen, broke my arm, broke my my wrist,
- 34:53Speaker 1: my elbow, my shoulder fracture, my shoulder fracture, my stereinum.
- 34:58Speaker 1: I mean, I was like five d in a hol
- 35:00Speaker 1: hospital and like at all. I've never done drugs, you know,
- 35:03Speaker 1: to start taking pills and pills and pills and smoked
- 35:07Speaker 1: a little weed. Like maybe ten fifteen years ago I started,
- 35:11Speaker 1: which I don't have a problem with that. I don't
- 35:13Speaker 1: do it a lot, but occasionally I don't mind. The
- 35:17Speaker 1: Only reason why I don't do it because it makes
- 35:19Speaker 1: me lazy, that's but I enjoyed the feeling. And but
- 35:25Speaker 1: I was overdoing everything like that. But I was not
- 35:27Speaker 1: doing like hard drugs, you know, just like pills, and
- 35:32Speaker 1: suddenly it's just like things start opening up. I didn't
- 35:38Speaker 1: understand why in twenty nineteen I had a million two
- 35:42Speaker 1: a million three doAnd followers. I had no idea why
- 35:46Speaker 1: I did not get it. I mean I never posted
- 35:49Speaker 1: anything new because I didn't like myself. I only posted
- 35:53Speaker 1: like a picture of that's on Mandela I wear in
- 35:55Speaker 1: my jacket, or or Michael Jordan or Kobe or Guns N' Roses,
- 36:00Speaker 1: Martley Crewe, pictures of me when I was young riding
- 36:04Speaker 1: my bike and then my cars, and you know my home.
- 36:08Speaker 1: Stuff like that made me feel good. I didn't do
- 36:10Speaker 1: it for and certainly like like, I start getting a
- 36:15Speaker 1: different energy. And you know a couple of rappers you
- 36:20Speaker 1: know from you know, I did the original dip set
- 36:22Speaker 1: stuff with Cameron and Jim Jones and Jos Santana that
- 36:27Speaker 1: you know. Jim Jones called me. I said, you know
- 36:29Speaker 1: him and Vado do we want to write a song
- 36:31Speaker 1: about you? What would you? In my mind, you know,
- 36:34Speaker 1: what would you? Who cares? Really? And uh so you
- 36:39Speaker 1: have jackets? I said, I really didn't have any more jackets.
- 36:41Speaker 1: I mean I had maybe ten jackets left, you know,
- 36:43Speaker 1: in my closet, And said, would you learn it to
- 36:46Speaker 1: us for the video? Want you to come and say,
- 36:48Speaker 1: I'm not going to go to New York and spend
- 36:50Speaker 1: two or three thousand dollars just to go for a video.
- 36:52Speaker 1: And I don't care. You know, nobody's gonna here to
- 36:55Speaker 1: start with. So I sent them the jackets and and
- 36:59Speaker 1: they tell back to me, of course, And then another
- 37:03Speaker 1: day I opened they wrote a song called Jeff Heilton,
- 37:06Speaker 1: you know, and everybody's just saying it, you know. And
- 37:09Speaker 1: but in the meantime, also when I went to different places.
- 37:12Speaker 1: You know, people said, you're Jeff Hamilton, legend, legend for
- 37:18Speaker 1: what you know, and and you're twenty years old. I mean,
- 37:23Speaker 1: Kobe was was was was when he won the championship?
- 37:27Speaker 1: Was was eighteen years ago when you were two years old?
- 37:29Speaker 1: How do you know of me? You know? So suddenly
- 37:32Speaker 1: Instagram opened the door for me for people to re
- 37:34Speaker 1: understand the body of work I've done before. And didn't
- 37:38Speaker 1: realize that I had that behind me. And then one
- 37:41Speaker 1: day I opened my my DM and there was a
- 37:47Speaker 1: somebody that that came as you know, I'm a big
- 37:49Speaker 1: fan of yours. You know, I love what you've done
- 37:51Speaker 1: with all the athletes, and I'm from Harlem, and I
- 37:53Speaker 1: love what you know with the athletes and and and
- 37:55Speaker 1: and hip hop, and you've really made a mark in
- 37:59Speaker 1: the culture. And I'm a big fan of yours. In patential,
- 38:06Speaker 1: thank you, my friend. I've always always answered at the MS.
- 38:08Speaker 1: I don't care. I have five hundred MS today. I
- 38:10Speaker 1: answer every single one of them, whether it's an EMOGI
- 38:13Speaker 1: or little Heart or something, but I always do. And
- 38:20Speaker 1: and I said, thank you, my friend. That's it. And
- 38:21Speaker 1: the guy goes on and say, well, if you ever
- 38:24Speaker 1: in Beverly Hills. Let me know, I'd love to take
- 38:26Speaker 1: you out to lunch. I'm not working. I mean, let
- 38:31Speaker 1: me see who is. And I look at the page
- 38:33Speaker 1: and honestly, I didn't know who was. I knew the name,
- 38:36Speaker 1: but I had no idea who was was Asa Rocky
- 38:40Speaker 1: At the time, it was like, you know, the end
- 38:42Speaker 1: of twenty nineteen, end of the probably the nineteen they
- 38:45Speaker 1: had like fifteen sixty million followers. He said, sure, I'll
- 38:50Speaker 1: go for lunch. So we went, we had lunch, and
- 38:52Speaker 1: I said, you don't know what you mean to us.
- 38:54Speaker 1: You know, we saw us with with Cam and Deep Set,
- 38:57Speaker 1: and then what you did with with all the with
- 38:59Speaker 1: Co and Michael and we you know, for us, you know,
- 39:03Speaker 1: it was always the holly grail to get a Jeff
- 39:07Speaker 1: Hamilton because you know, obviously, I mean, and you know,
- 39:09Speaker 1: I appreciate all the other brands like the Vanson's and
- 39:13Speaker 1: the Avior Eggs and the Pelotpealay. I mean, they always
- 39:15Speaker 1: did a great job, whatever it did. But but I
- 39:18Speaker 1: was three times four times a price. So you could
- 39:21Speaker 1: buy a a pilet pal for four or five hundred dollars.
- 39:24Speaker 1: Mine was two thousand and three thousand dollars a jacket.
- 39:26Speaker 1: I'm talking in ninety eight, ninety seven, ninety six. And
- 39:31Speaker 1: we loved it because we could not afford it. And
- 39:34Speaker 1: we loved it because also my work was different. There
- 39:36Speaker 1: was more detailed to it, and we had more you know,
- 39:39Speaker 1: there was more investment to the product. And and I say,
- 39:45Speaker 1: you mean a lot to us, and you need to
- 39:49Speaker 1: come back again. And you know, just we're always speaking
- 39:52Speaker 1: to with Virgil, we're speaking with down't see about you
- 39:55Speaker 1: all the time, and you inspire them to do what
- 39:58Speaker 1: they are doing. And for me, like it's all news
- 40:02Speaker 1: to me. I mean, how come everybody around me never
- 40:08Speaker 1: supporting me? Like here like a whole new generation of
- 40:13Speaker 1: young kids like I appreciating me. So he said, I
- 40:18Speaker 1: really want to make a jacket for me. I said, sure, Honestly,
- 40:21Speaker 1: I didn't have any idea of how to make a jacket. Again,
- 40:24Speaker 1: I didn't have the factory, I didn't have the workers,
- 40:27Speaker 1: I didn't have anything. And I said, anyway, there's no
- 40:33Speaker 1: way I can make a jacket in two weeks. It
- 40:35Speaker 1: was for Yam's Day and Brooklyn Center. Ah. So I said,
- 40:42Speaker 1: but if you want to loan, you want to my
- 40:44Speaker 1: jacket and and he said, sure, but I want you
- 40:49Speaker 1: to come and bring it to me. I say, I
- 40:50Speaker 1: really don't want to go to New York. I mean, like,
- 40:53Speaker 1: I really don't want to spend the money. I didn't
- 40:54Speaker 1: want to be there. I really didn't feel good in
- 40:57Speaker 1: my skin. I still had like my big slip and
- 41:00Speaker 1: I had my cast and I was like in pain.
- 41:03Speaker 1: And you know my beard was big like that. I
- 41:07Speaker 1: just like and I died it like black like this.
- 41:09Speaker 1: I just like, I just hated myself. And uh. So
- 41:15Speaker 1: he convinced me to go to to so. So I
- 41:22Speaker 1: was on the phone when he asked me to come,
- 41:23Speaker 1: and I hung up the phone. Ten minutes later, I said,
- 41:27Speaker 1: I'm I'm Rocket's assistant. So we have a first class
- 41:31Speaker 1: ticket for you to New York. We have you staying
- 41:34Speaker 1: in this hotel. We'll have a car service picking you up.
- 41:37Speaker 1: Rocky really wants you to do and bring the jacket.
- 41:39Speaker 1: So I didn't have the jacket that he wanted, which
- 41:42Speaker 1: was a young Borghini jacket, so we did. I told
- 41:46Speaker 1: him I would loan you the Kobe jacket and the
- 41:49Speaker 1: Kobe jacket that I had. Nobody knows, but it was
- 41:52Speaker 1: the actual first one that was ever made before I
- 41:55Speaker 1: even made the jacket for Kobe, and it's called the
- 41:57Speaker 1: Kobe jacket, but this was the jack jacket at the
- 42:00Speaker 1: same time, So when need the Kobe jacket? Nobody That
- 42:05Speaker 1: was kind of like my sample of how I tried,
- 42:08Speaker 1: like the colors that change and I played, because before
- 42:10Speaker 1: we didn't use that much. We were not as we
- 42:14Speaker 1: didn't have that many graphic and graphic artists where we
- 42:16Speaker 1: could visualize. I always have that gift of being able
- 42:20Speaker 1: to visualize an idea and see and projected in my
- 42:24Speaker 1: mind of how I would see the product finish, just
- 42:29Speaker 1: by knowing what the project is. And so I got
- 42:33Speaker 1: lean in the jacket and then they came out, and
- 42:36Speaker 1: so I ended up going there. I was backstage and
- 42:39Speaker 1: suddenly like out pouring of love from everybody from two
- 42:43Speaker 1: chains and from from from who was like Lil Yati
- 42:48Speaker 1: and Rihanna. It's just when it started going out with Rihanna.
- 42:51Speaker 1: So I had made some jackets for her over the
- 42:53Speaker 1: years in between when I stopped in two thousand and
- 42:56Speaker 1: five till twenty nineteen, I still made jackets. One here
- 43:00Speaker 1: when for Rhianna I did drakes When when when Kobe retired.
- 43:04Speaker 1: I did a couple of pieces here and there, but
- 43:06Speaker 1: really was not you know, it was not a business
- 43:10Speaker 1: for me. I really wanted sometime to come back, but
- 43:12Speaker 1: I really wanted to. I went. I was attracted, but
- 43:15Speaker 1: I was trying to push it myself, because that's just
- 43:17Speaker 1: what I had been hurt so much by my success,
- 43:21Speaker 1: hurt me, hurt my with my my family, with with
- 43:24Speaker 1: with my friends, you know, because I was that was different.
- 43:29Speaker 1: And uh and after that, I mean the next stage,
- 43:33Speaker 1: so I was there, I shouted my name out on stage,
- 43:37Speaker 1: you know, I was with him on stage, and there
- 43:39Speaker 1: was sixteen thousand people, and Virgil was there. Everybody was
- 43:42Speaker 1: at the next day, Supreme post Me, Virgil post Me,
- 43:47Speaker 1: and just like I don't know, since we've got like
- 43:49Speaker 1: one hundred thousand more followers. And then just next the
- 43:52Speaker 1: next week or so after that, and suddenly everybody and
- 43:55Speaker 1: everybody legendy is legend legend for what I'm just making, Jack,
- 43:58Speaker 1: That's all I'm doing. I invented like a rein surgery
- 44:04Speaker 1: or like like a cure for for for cancer. And
- 44:06Speaker 1: then then but they ignited that that flame in me,
- 44:11Speaker 1: you know that as a combination of people showing me
- 44:14Speaker 1: the love and as the songs, as seeing the audience
- 44:20Speaker 1: of my Instagram engaging with me and mean more. And
- 44:23Speaker 1: I really my fire got engaged and get more. And
- 44:26Speaker 1: maybe from an ego's standpoint, because I lead, they knew
- 44:29Speaker 1: the name Jeff Hamilton, which I was trying to push
- 44:33Speaker 1: Awaven when in during those tough years, I came up
- 44:36Speaker 1: with another brand. I didn't want to use the name
- 44:38Speaker 1: Jeff Hamilton. I didn't want people to know I was
- 44:40Speaker 1: even behind that brand. And and I think it might
- 44:44Speaker 1: have been the best designs I've ever made in my life,
- 44:46Speaker 1: but people did not did not understand it. I was
- 44:49Speaker 1: probably ten years too early for that. And then then
- 44:57Speaker 1: I started. A friend of mine gave me an office,
- 45:01Speaker 1: a desk in one of his warehouse, and I start
- 45:04Speaker 1: going and working every day at least like I had
- 45:06Speaker 1: a purpose to do something. I didn't know what I
- 45:07Speaker 1: was doing. I was doing the list, I was making emails.
- 45:10Speaker 1: Then people start calling me, people want to do collaborations
- 45:12Speaker 1: with me, and that's just like within the first two weeks,
- 45:16Speaker 1: and then the used tragedy, you know, Kobe dies Janney
- 45:21Speaker 1: twenty six. Then suddenly we all devastated you know, because
- 45:28Speaker 1: he was just meant so much to us, you know,
- 45:31Speaker 1: especially when you I mean, I'm not going to say
- 45:33Speaker 1: specially assentage. I think he hit everybody across the world,
- 45:36Speaker 1: whether you knew and personally or didn't know him, It
- 45:39Speaker 1: all hit us in a very very strong way, and
- 45:45Speaker 1: especially the way the trategy happened. But in a way
- 45:49Speaker 1: somewhere I think I have a blessing of Kobe. So
- 45:56Speaker 1: blessed Kobe kind of bless me at that moment because
- 46:00Speaker 1: the whole world suddenly realized that they connected him with
- 46:07Speaker 1: him with that jacket, that moment, that sad moment when
- 46:11Speaker 1: he was in a shower, and we all know we
- 46:14Speaker 1: might not know why at the moment why he was
- 46:17Speaker 1: sad at that moment. You know, he was in Philly,
- 46:20Speaker 1: he won a championship. He grew up as a Philly fan,
- 46:23Speaker 1: you know, and that played for the Sixers, you know,
- 46:27Speaker 1: and people booing him the whole night, and then he
- 46:31Speaker 1: had a falling out with his parents as well during
- 46:33Speaker 1: that time, and then he was like he needed that
- 46:36Speaker 1: moment to meditate and have that alone moment, and that's
- 46:42Speaker 1: what he was sad. He was really in a trance
- 46:45Speaker 1: when it happened, But that picture became the most iconic picture,
- 46:54Speaker 1: and that jacket became the most famous piece of fashion
- 46:58Speaker 1: in sports history. Has been voted that much. It's not
- 47:02Speaker 1: the most famous picture in sports history. I think the
- 47:04Speaker 1: Sonny enlisted picture might be might be more famous or Jordan. No,
- 47:09Speaker 1: but it's going to that. And suddenly, so certainly Instagram
- 47:14Speaker 1: start blowing after me, and I'm getting people say I
- 47:18Speaker 1: need to get the jack I need to get the
- 47:19Speaker 1: two thousand, and it doesn't want it doesn't two. I
- 47:22Speaker 1: need to do two back. I needed to repeat. So
- 47:25Speaker 1: I cannot make those jackets. I don't have a license
- 47:27Speaker 1: in the NBA. I call the NBA and just you know,
- 47:31Speaker 1: and I always had an amazing relationship with the NBA,
- 47:33Speaker 1: all the way from David's turned to to it. I
- 47:36Speaker 1: am silver or too, And since nineteen eighty eight, you know,
- 47:43Speaker 1: I had designed the fifty greatest players in the NBA
- 47:46Speaker 1: in nineteen ninety seven, I call them. I said, I
- 47:49Speaker 1: don't know what to do. I have people on the
- 47:51Speaker 1: jacket and again I still don't know how to produce
- 47:52Speaker 1: a jacket. But I have an idea, you know, and
- 47:55Speaker 1: the people I was doing for me I mean, they
- 47:57Speaker 1: were charging me four times the same pride that they
- 48:00Speaker 1: charging me fifteen years ago, you know. And so he said,
- 48:05Speaker 1: I'm selling that jacket for two thousand dollars, I have
- 48:08Speaker 1: to sell at six seven thousand dollars suddenly, you know,
- 48:11Speaker 1: but I don't find the resistance. People want it. It's
- 48:14Speaker 1: like a part of part of history. And so the
- 48:18Speaker 1: NBA said to just go ahead do it. You know,
- 48:19Speaker 1: if it becomes a real business, then then then we'll
- 48:23Speaker 1: talk again, and then then we'll address it. Right now,
- 48:26Speaker 1: you just go ahead and do it. Do they get
- 48:28Speaker 1: me also the blessing to do that? And suddenly I
- 48:31Speaker 1: start doing it. Then there is the All Star Game
- 48:33Speaker 1: in Chicago, and obviously and the Super Bowl in Miami,
- 48:38Speaker 1: where you know it was actually sick. One Barklay call
- 48:42Speaker 1: me and he wanted to wear my jacket, and Obj
- 48:47Speaker 1: wore my jacket too, So they all calling me. I'm
- 48:51Speaker 1: loaning them those ten same tan jackets. I'm kind I'm
- 48:53Speaker 1: floating them around. And then at the All Star Game
- 48:56Speaker 1: and sent one to Dave East and want to lu
- 48:58Speaker 1: lu Lacris and want to check as a rapper. And
- 49:01Speaker 1: you know, all the studies economies say what do you
- 49:03Speaker 1: have for us to wear? So I really want to
- 49:04Speaker 1: have the present. But I'm still not going to Chicago.
- 49:06Speaker 1: I'm still kind of like still holding back a little bit,
- 49:09Speaker 1: but I'm starting to build up my whole are and
- 49:14Speaker 1: energy into me, and I say, now I want to
- 49:18Speaker 1: work because I feel an opening, certainly like COVID hits
- 49:24Speaker 1: now suddenly shut down, and I say, this is a
- 49:29Speaker 1: moment for me too. This is the sign of God
- 49:33Speaker 1: that I need to come out even strong enough. When
- 49:36Speaker 1: everybody's going to be on their bed watching MSNBC in
- 49:42Speaker 1: my case or other people Fox, I'm going to be
- 49:48Speaker 1: working and I'm just going to be very careful because
- 49:52Speaker 1: obviously I want my family, you know that, to be healthy.
- 49:56Speaker 1: I don't want to get sick. So I believe in science.
- 50:01Speaker 1: So any opportunity I had to do vaccines or being tested,
- 50:05Speaker 1: I did it. So I was speciically tested once a week.
- 50:09Speaker 1: I never quarantined one minutes in my life. I never
- 50:12Speaker 1: had COVID up to now. And I still I say,
- 50:20Speaker 1: when people will wake up from their comma, I'll be
- 50:27Speaker 1: a hundred miles ahead of them when they woke up.
- 50:30Speaker 1: I was ten thousand, ten thousand miles ahead of them,
- 50:33Speaker 1: whatever it was, And that's that's kind of like I
- 50:35Speaker 1: took advantage of that thing for me to rebuild where
- 50:39Speaker 1: people were standing seals, so I could run ahead and
- 50:42Speaker 1: get a head start for that. And I decided I'd
- 50:45Speaker 1: also changed my whole perspective of ah I wanted to
- 50:48Speaker 1: run a business. I said, I want to be authentic.
- 50:52Speaker 1: I don't care to scale my business like I did
- 50:54Speaker 1: in the past and the multi you know, millions of dollars.
- 50:59Speaker 1: You know, I'm not complaining, but I I'd rather be
- 51:06Speaker 1: smaller but controlling my own destiny. I don't want to
- 51:09Speaker 1: know that I have my mortgage in my house. Towards
- 51:12Speaker 1: twenty eighteen, my mortgage was thirty eight thousand dollars a month.
- 51:15Speaker 1: I mean like I was not working. I mean how
- 51:17Speaker 1: you come up with every month? And I was stressed
- 51:20Speaker 1: and stress and stressed. I don't have I want to
- 51:22Speaker 1: live a stress free life. And if I don't have
- 51:26Speaker 1: it in my pocket, I'm not spending it. I'm not
- 51:28Speaker 1: gonna spend a great card. I'm gonna spend if I
- 51:30Speaker 1: don't have a car. If I have my car, I
- 51:32Speaker 1: own it. If I have a if I buy from
- 51:34Speaker 1: a supplier. I pay in advance. I don't care if
- 51:36Speaker 1: I have six months credit. I still pay it when
- 51:40Speaker 1: I use my card and I have thirty to pay
- 51:42Speaker 1: up in the next morning. And in a way, that's
- 51:45Speaker 1: me try to build up, letting go of everything. And
- 51:50Speaker 1: just if I can eliminate any source of getting a problem,
- 51:55Speaker 1: I can focus completely my life into my baby, which
- 52:01Speaker 1: is my business and my passion. And and I rediscover
- 52:05Speaker 1: my passion. I rediscovered that I really love to do
- 52:09Speaker 1: what I do, and I really enjoyed the process of
- 52:13Speaker 1: creating and and and be around people. I mean, that's
- 52:18Speaker 1: my most rewarding. I mean, I love working, and I
- 52:22Speaker 1: love being behind a computer. But really where I think
- 52:25Speaker 1: I'm better artists just when I'm on the road, when
- 52:29Speaker 1: I'm when I'm at an event where I meet people.
- 52:33Speaker 1: I'm non transactional. I like the idea that you know.
- 52:38Speaker 1: Of course, I love I want to be financially successful
- 52:41Speaker 1: and and but I love the fact that I don't
- 52:46Speaker 1: want to chase anything. I don't chase money, I don't
- 52:48Speaker 1: chase I don't want to chase anything. I mean, I
- 52:50Speaker 1: love to put all the right energy. The same way
- 52:53Speaker 1: I told you the analogy about that. See that you
- 52:55Speaker 1: plan on the ground is I just want to give
- 52:57Speaker 1: all my best right here. Let the tree go grow
- 53:02Speaker 1: of its own and let the leaves go up and
- 53:04Speaker 1: let the fruit come out of the end. And that's
- 53:06Speaker 1: the way I chose to live my life. And I'm
- 53:09Speaker 1: very happy. I mean, there is it's very tempting because
- 53:11Speaker 1: there is a lot of great opportunities coming in. But
- 53:14Speaker 1: that means I have to scale up my business, and
- 53:17Speaker 1: that means I have to take, you know, investments, I
- 53:20Speaker 1: have to take partners, and you know, of course, it's like,
- 53:22Speaker 1: you know, short term, it's very enticing because you say, well,
- 53:26Speaker 1: you know, I'm cashing in and doing it. But at
- 53:29Speaker 1: the end of the day, I said, you know, I
- 53:31Speaker 1: have not a plan that I want to ever retire.
- 53:34Speaker 1: I don't care if my last day in my life
- 53:37Speaker 1: is on my desk or or on the phone. I
- 53:41Speaker 1: don't mind. I mean that I'm okay with it, you know,
- 53:44Speaker 1: just as long as I'm doing something out of I love.
- 53:49Speaker 3: Jeff is the best. It was interesting on the planet
- 53:55Speaker 3: to church. I'm back.
- 53:58Speaker 2: I'm like, listen, I'm writing a book right now. Jeff's
- 54:01Speaker 2: just repeating all the lines from it.
- 54:04Speaker 3: That's that is really a well, it's the first time
- 54:09Speaker 3: I've heard that story from you.
- 54:11Speaker 2: For lots of very interesting stories for you, which you
- 54:14Speaker 2: kind of touched on a lot of them anyway, you see,
- 54:16Speaker 2: like casually just mentioned Nelson Mandela. Yeah, like just cat
- 54:21Speaker 2: I Managager for Nelson Mandela very casually. Your story is
- 54:26Speaker 2: incredibly inspirational because that moment specifically, I think I think
- 54:31Speaker 2: everybody goes through some version of that, but speaking just
- 54:35Speaker 2: specifically to creatives, you can lose your way and you know,
- 54:41Speaker 2: you say you have you have Kobe's blessing. I believe
- 54:44Speaker 2: it like you you have the moment of clarity almost
- 54:48Speaker 2: That's what it sounds like. That puts you in a
- 54:50Speaker 2: place where you could dig in not just professionally, but
- 54:54Speaker 2: also emotionally and spiritually into yourself and pull yourself out
- 54:58Speaker 2: of that space. That's an amazing thing to have happened
- 55:02Speaker 2: in your life.
- 55:04Speaker 1: One of the things that you know, and I just
- 55:06Speaker 1: don't want to be that kind of touched on it earlier,
- 55:10Speaker 1: is just like often when when when when I do interviews,
- 55:13Speaker 1: want to speak to people, and when I even think
- 55:15Speaker 1: about it, you know, it's obviously I try to be
- 55:21Speaker 1: spiritual and learning about it. But really the key is
- 55:24Speaker 1: not about learning about spirituality and is try to apply
- 55:30Speaker 1: to everyday life. If you can really apply spirituality in
- 55:33Speaker 1: your everyday life. I mean, this is where this is
- 55:35Speaker 1: a hard part. I mean, we can all preach all
- 55:37Speaker 1: we want and all stuff, but if we don't act
- 55:41Speaker 1: like what we're doing then And I'm not saying I'm
- 55:46Speaker 1: the perfect human being and I'm I do everything about
- 55:49Speaker 1: the rules. I mean I try my best, you know.
- 55:52Speaker 1: But one of the important things that I realize is
- 55:57Speaker 1: because I went through the dark times. And I often
- 56:00Speaker 1: say it's when people say, what was the best time
- 56:03Speaker 1: of your life? If you had to think back like
- 56:06Speaker 1: the last you know, six seven decades almost, you know,
- 56:12Speaker 1: what were your best part of your life? The best
- 56:15Speaker 1: part of my life where it's not like youth, it's notarking,
- 56:17Speaker 1: of course, you know my first kid, you know, when
- 56:20Speaker 1: you had this and that, and you know the first
- 56:22Speaker 1: million or not even that. I mean, it's just the
- 56:25Speaker 1: best part of my life. Was the darkest starting of
- 56:27Speaker 1: my life when I was doing the darkest time, when
- 56:31Speaker 1: I was on top of that building and it was
- 56:34Speaker 1: all dark in the room and I was in a corner,
- 56:36Speaker 1: curled and depressed and feeling sorry for myself because you
- 56:42Speaker 1: think about that time you look through the window, nobody
- 56:47Speaker 1: can see you. You can see the world clear moving
- 56:50Speaker 1: around and you see all the moving parts, whether it's
- 56:54Speaker 1: your family, whether your friends with it's the world at large.
- 56:59Speaker 1: And you kind of if you get the inn strands
- 57:03Speaker 1: to to to to evaluate that and take that as
- 57:07Speaker 1: a lesson. It just motivates you to to just come
- 57:12Speaker 1: out even stronger and and also give you the perspective,
- 57:16Speaker 1: you know, the perspective. Listen, if would we see probably yeh,
- 57:21Speaker 1: but which would we see Michael Jordan play every single game?
- 57:26Speaker 1: If every time he got the ball and he shot
- 57:29Speaker 1: it from everywhere in the court, he would make it
- 57:31Speaker 1: with Steph Curry, we don't want to go see the game.
- 57:35Speaker 1: It wouldn't be interesting. What's interesting is the fact that
- 57:38Speaker 1: once in a while he misses, and it gives you
- 57:42Speaker 1: the perspective of that. And it's just and to give
- 57:45Speaker 1: another analogy of Michael Jordan. You know, when I talk
- 57:48Speaker 1: about the passion, if Michael Jordan was not the biggest
- 57:52Speaker 1: icon there is, you know in sports right now and
- 57:56Speaker 1: after forty plus years and and and it was not
- 58:02Speaker 1: worth the money that he's worth. I mean at sixty
- 58:05Speaker 1: three years old, sixty three years old, he'll be in
- 58:07Speaker 1: his backyard shooting hopes and then being happy because that's
- 58:12Speaker 1: his passion. And that's that's the way. I'd like to
- 58:15Speaker 1: think that if I was not designing, I will be
- 58:19Speaker 1: doing some kind of art stuff, which is what I
- 58:21Speaker 1: did when I was out. I was, I was creating
- 58:23Speaker 1: art and I was I wanted to be in a
- 58:25Speaker 1: creative space in anything because it needs to get out
- 58:29Speaker 1: of me. I mean, I need to just go out
- 58:31Speaker 1: and I have the urge of doing it. And that's
- 58:35Speaker 1: the reason why it's my biggest fear is not being
- 58:37Speaker 1: able to maximize my potential. And I want to be
- 58:44Speaker 1: whenever I'm channeling from God or the universe, I want
- 58:48Speaker 1: to be able to put it out there as much
- 58:50Speaker 1: as I can. And that's why there's no time to
- 58:52Speaker 1: sleep right now.
- 58:54Speaker 3: You definitely don't sleep. I don't know how he sleeps.
- 58:56Speaker 2: You are in a three different countries and in a
- 58:59Speaker 2: week speaking of you have a partnership with the World
- 59:03Speaker 2: Cup coming up, and you have this incredible I mean
- 59:14Speaker 2: kind of always evolving brands like you have all these
- 59:17Speaker 2: new partnerships. I mean, if you don't follow Jeff on
- 59:19Speaker 2: social media, should go follow me. Always has something do
- 59:23Speaker 2: coming up. But has there been anything that you've worked
- 59:27Speaker 2: on recently? I mean World Cup is obviously a massive,
- 59:30Speaker 2: massive deal that's really been an extra boost of or
- 59:36Speaker 2: just like something that you weren't expecting to come across
- 59:38Speaker 2: your place.
- 59:39Speaker 1: There is a lot. I mean, you know, obviously, you
- 59:41Speaker 1: know World Cup is amazing. You know obviously growing up
- 59:43Speaker 1: in being born in Morocco and being raised in France,
- 59:47Speaker 1: I mean, like I always had been a basketball fan.
- 59:49Speaker 1: So for me, basketball was like like a dream for me,
- 59:53Speaker 1: Like I always wanted to play basketball. I was a
- 59:55Speaker 1: good player when I was a kid in France. When
- 59:57Speaker 1: I came to America, I was not that good of
- 59:58Speaker 1: a player. Uh, But I had a poster of uh
- 1:00:02Speaker 1: World Chamberlain and lu Asendor and Jerry West in my
- 1:00:06Speaker 1: room when I grew up, and and little I knew
- 1:00:10Speaker 1: that was going to meet all those people and create
- 1:00:13Speaker 1: for them and then befriends them. So basketball is always
- 1:00:19Speaker 1: kind of like my go to for for for that
- 1:00:23Speaker 1: excites me, and and I believe the basketball is also
- 1:00:26Speaker 1: the seed of a culture of a current culture. I
- 1:00:30Speaker 1: think with that basketball, there's no sneakers, there's no Michael Jordan,
- 1:00:34Speaker 1: there is no Alan Iverson and streetwear and there's no
- 1:00:39Speaker 1: street art. And I believe that hip hop everything is
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: all interconnected. And then through through that, and then that
- 1:00:47Speaker 1: evolved all the way to to to to the big
- 1:00:49Speaker 1: luxury brand La Lui Vito and Balanciaga and and and
- 1:00:52Speaker 1: Pride and all intertnected that. But I believe that basketball
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: is the seed level for that. So but having said that,
- 1:01:00Speaker 1: soccer was very important for me because that's all we
- 1:01:03Speaker 1: watched on TV when I was a kid and growing up,
- 1:01:06Speaker 1: so it's for me. It's also kind of what we
- 1:01:08Speaker 1: were talking a little bit earlier, walking back getting back
- 1:01:12Speaker 1: to my roots. It's it's kind of like it's going
- 1:01:15Speaker 1: back to my roots just going to soccer and and
- 1:01:18Speaker 1: going to to to Zurich a couple of weeks ago,
- 1:01:21Speaker 1: a couple of months ago, I don't even know where
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: it was, and and uh and being in the FIFA
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: headquarters and see all that history and the pellet and
- 1:01:29Speaker 1: and and you know, like just like Maradonna and just
- 1:01:33Speaker 1: all those Michelle Platini and just all those beautiful moments
- 1:01:36Speaker 1: stuff and and the history of it is so so strong,
- 1:01:40Speaker 1: and going through the museum and going through all the
- 1:01:42Speaker 1: archives and and being able to be able to get
- 1:01:47Speaker 1: that contract with that and again, and that's something that
- 1:01:51Speaker 1: in Chase, they came to me for that. So it's
- 1:01:55Speaker 1: overly flattering and very reward for me to be able
- 1:02:00Speaker 1: to not take that opportunity and not to be able
- 1:02:04Speaker 1: to to do the best I can with it. So
- 1:02:07Speaker 1: I have that. You know, we're probably working on one
- 1:02:10Speaker 1: hundred and fifty different projects. I mean literally between a
- 1:02:13Speaker 1: hundred to two hundred projects at all times. You know,
- 1:02:16Speaker 1: there is so so we have a couple one hundred
- 1:02:19Speaker 1: and fifty to two hundred projects at all times. It
- 1:02:21Speaker 1: can revolve it, so we work from right now. We
- 1:02:24Speaker 1: have a couple of jobs with Supreme that are coming up.
- 1:02:30Speaker 1: You know. One of the projects I'm really very interested,
- 1:02:33Speaker 1: most interesting for me also because it's also going back
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: to my roots and I grew up dreaming and loving
- 1:02:41Speaker 1: it was Holom globtroters. So I start working with them.
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: You know, I'm designing that the new it's one hundred anniversary.
- 1:02:48Speaker 1: You have the glob chtrots Holm glob Chorters and obviously
- 1:02:52Speaker 1: again also in hip hop. We believe I believe that
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: the culture's hip hop starts in Harlem. So it's kind
- 1:02:59Speaker 1: of like growth Oders basketball, Harland, you know, Red white,
- 1:03:04Speaker 1: and Blue in a way that we love it. Being
- 1:03:08Speaker 1: the two hundred and fiftieth anniversary of America next year,
- 1:03:11Speaker 1: I think it's just everything is just all all the
- 1:03:15Speaker 1: alignment is there to just to be a beautiful, creative
- 1:03:19Speaker 1: moment and then hoping for better politics in our world.
- 1:03:28Speaker 2: Yes, we are, we are. I mean you you talked
- 1:03:32Speaker 2: about it earlier. I mean you came here as an
- 1:03:35Speaker 2: immigrant and have built an unbelievable legacy and business multiple
- 1:03:42Speaker 2: times over, and are completely integrated in the culture of
- 1:03:48Speaker 2: American society. And it's you know, it's very not that
- 1:03:54Speaker 2: we have to get political, but you brought it up.
- 1:03:57Speaker 2: It is sad for me to see the growing hatred
- 1:04:03Speaker 2: towards immigrants because there's there's so much beauty and all
- 1:04:08Speaker 2: of our you know, I mean gather diversely.
- 1:04:12Speaker 1: I mean, like you know, I mean Mask is an immigrant,
- 1:04:15Speaker 1: his wife is an immigrant. You know. I mean it's
- 1:04:17Speaker 1: just like, you know, we're not going to go there,
- 1:04:18Speaker 1: but like, but it's just like the beauty, the beauty
- 1:04:22Speaker 1: of being an immigrant, you know. And and where I
- 1:04:25Speaker 1: take advantage of where I see where the advantages that
- 1:04:28Speaker 1: we have is we're hungry. We come mean, we want
- 1:04:33Speaker 1: to be the best we can. We want to elevate ourselves.
- 1:04:36Speaker 1: We want to rise above what we had for better life,
- 1:04:41Speaker 1: for for our families, and and and you want to
- 1:04:44Speaker 1: be the best at what you do, and and and
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: we're not users. We fit into a system, but we
- 1:04:53Speaker 1: want to excel at what we do to try to
- 1:04:55Speaker 1: bring it. And one of the reasons I think I
- 1:04:58Speaker 1: succeeded in culture is because I watched the American culture
- 1:05:03Speaker 1: through a different lens. I mean, I looked at the
- 1:05:07Speaker 1: varsity jacket when I was a kid, and it was
- 1:05:10Speaker 1: a big dream for me to have a varsity jacket.
- 1:05:12Speaker 1: So when I came in nineteen seventy four for the
- 1:05:15Speaker 1: first time in America, and I had one hundred and
- 1:05:19Speaker 1: twenty bucks for a whole month, I walked to UCLA
- 1:05:22Speaker 1: and I just paid eighty dollars and about the varsity jacket.
- 1:05:26Speaker 1: I had no money for the rest of the other thing.
- 1:05:28Speaker 1: I mean, I believe that the sleeve were made out
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: of plastic. I mean I'm not plastic like full leather.
- 1:05:34Speaker 1: They were actually plastic, kind of the plastic he used
- 1:05:37Speaker 1: for the Halloween costumes, you know. And but you know what,
- 1:05:41Speaker 1: I put that jacket on and I felt like I
- 1:05:45Speaker 1: was two feet taller and about myself that set skin,
- 1:05:50Speaker 1: and that's where I felt building up my love for that,
- 1:05:55Speaker 1: even though I was not a taller designer. I had
- 1:05:57Speaker 1: no dream of becoming designer. I had no dream of
- 1:06:00Speaker 1: fashion and then liter on after I discovered, you know,
- 1:06:05Speaker 1: after I succeeded with Guest Jeans as the first lescency
- 1:06:09Speaker 1: of in the men squear and I left Guests, I
- 1:06:13Speaker 1: didn't know what I was going to do. I was
- 1:06:14Speaker 1: going to do a fashion another fashion line, but I
- 1:06:16Speaker 1: really started gravitating through more through jackets because you know,
- 1:06:20Speaker 1: I mean I was I thought I was a hot shot.
- 1:06:23Speaker 1: I was, you know, in my twenties riding Harley's with
- 1:06:26Speaker 1: Billy Idol and Martley Cruze and and James Kahan, so
- 1:06:31Speaker 1: we would write with felt like we were rebels in in
- 1:06:34Speaker 1: in Malibu, and you know, but you also, I wanted
- 1:06:38Speaker 1: to look good. You know, my hair was after my
- 1:06:42Speaker 1: shoulder looked like a downtrom here. I was red earrings
- 1:06:45Speaker 1: and the whole thing, and and so I started making
- 1:06:48Speaker 1: jackets for myself, and everybody's going quite crazy, said, did
- 1:06:52Speaker 1: you know I even I made them, I would tell
- 1:06:56Speaker 1: my sources, get the piece of leather and make it
- 1:06:59Speaker 1: like that and just aplicate put it like, I don't know.
- 1:07:01Speaker 1: It's easier for me to make it out of leather
- 1:07:04Speaker 1: than to make it in embroidery. And I discovered new techniques.
- 1:07:09Speaker 1: But as I was going through the process doing that,
- 1:07:12Speaker 1: and when in left to the other people start wanting
- 1:07:15Speaker 1: to buy the jacket. So those are one of the
- 1:07:21Speaker 1: most important part of my happiness and in my successes
- 1:07:29Speaker 1: is that I was able to be relatable through my jackets.
- 1:07:37Speaker 1: I was able to send a message of the jacket,
- 1:07:38Speaker 1: like when somebody puts one of my jackets on, the
- 1:07:42Speaker 1: feel a little bit different, can confirm. And it's just
- 1:07:48Speaker 1: it's amazing that I've been able to get that much
- 1:07:51Speaker 1: of a following just by people just going out and
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: getting that feeling. And that's the feeling I feel. And
- 1:07:58Speaker 1: I will never design something that I would not wear myself.
- 1:08:01Speaker 1: So I don't care if somebody gave me twenty thousand
- 1:08:05Speaker 1: units of a style, and I felt good, and I
- 1:08:08Speaker 1: was simply doing for the money. I wouldn't do it,
- 1:08:12Speaker 1: and as I would not do certain things. I mean,
- 1:08:14Speaker 1: I was invited to go to the Red House five
- 1:08:16Speaker 1: years ago. I turned it down. I am not for
- 1:08:22Speaker 1: sale and I'm happy the way I am.
- 1:08:27Speaker 3: Well, we're grateful you're here. Jeff. You have unbelievable, unbelievable
- 1:08:32Speaker 3: stories and you do. You are a legend.
- 1:08:34Speaker 2: I know you don't like to hear that, but you
- 1:08:36Speaker 2: are a legend. I I don't know.
- 1:08:40Speaker 1: I'm like.
- 1:08:42Speaker 2: Speechless for the first guessing got me speechless.
- 1:08:45Speaker 3: It really is.
- 1:08:46Speaker 2: It's just fascinating you have, like you're just casually talking
- 1:08:49Speaker 2: about riding bikes in Malibi with Billie Idole.
- 1:08:51Speaker 3: What do you mean.
- 1:08:55Speaker 1: So?
- 1:08:57Speaker 2: But it's like, Jeff, when you say things like that,
- 1:09:00Speaker 2: you don't think that's crazy.
- 1:09:03Speaker 1: May I mean it is? It is what it was.
- 1:09:05Speaker 1: I mean for me, it was like I looked at it,
- 1:09:08Speaker 1: my heart was palpitating orders around them. It still does.
- 1:09:11Speaker 1: I mean, like I've known Michael Jourdan since nineteen eighty six.
- 1:09:15Speaker 1: I mean, m one hundred times at least, but every
- 1:09:19Speaker 1: time in Miami, I kind of try to find some
- 1:09:21Speaker 1: kind of excuse to go to Growth twenty three. You know,
- 1:09:25Speaker 1: you know, I want to show you somefing not not
- 1:09:26Speaker 1: to him, to his people. I have a new thing.
- 1:09:28Speaker 1: I we just made those jackets, we made that sample.
- 1:09:31Speaker 1: I want to show you where to get your thought.
- 1:09:33Speaker 1: I end up going just to be around Michael, and
- 1:09:36Speaker 1: there's nothing but love and humility from him. People don't
- 1:09:40Speaker 1: see that from him, you know, because we go back
- 1:09:42Speaker 1: for so many years. But still I'm gonna be with
- 1:09:47Speaker 1: Mike on Wednesday. I mean, Mike Tyson. It's the same feeling.
- 1:09:51Speaker 1: I mean, I just collect. Those are people that my
- 1:09:53Speaker 1: heart beats every time I'm around them because they have
- 1:09:57Speaker 1: such an aura, such an energy. I feel like I'm
- 1:10:01Speaker 1: a two year old kid going to this land for
- 1:10:03Speaker 1: the first time and see Mickey Mouse, and I have
- 1:10:05Speaker 1: that same feeling every time. And I just love that
- 1:10:08Speaker 1: energy that I have from from them, and I'm that
- 1:10:12Speaker 1: drives me all the time. So when I had guest
- 1:10:16Speaker 1: jeans I was buying, I came up with the idea
- 1:10:21Speaker 1: of putting leather on denims at the time in the eighties,
- 1:10:25Speaker 1: and you know, there was a guy that was selling
- 1:10:28Speaker 1: me the leather, so and there was everybody I was
- 1:10:30Speaker 1: buying leather for whoever wanted to sell me leather because
- 1:10:33Speaker 1: I couldn't buy I couldn't find enough leather to do it.
- 1:10:36Speaker 1: Who were selling, you know, twenty thousand pairs a week
- 1:10:40Speaker 1: of jeans? So this is this kid used to come
- 1:10:44Speaker 1: and you know, Skinny, it was my age, you know,
- 1:10:47Speaker 1: but I was a kid. So and it was coming right,
- 1:10:50Speaker 1: Harley and came and delivery middle and just show me
- 1:10:54Speaker 1: the letter. Would I'd rather give the orders to him
- 1:10:57Speaker 1: because I was relating to him rather than and all
- 1:11:00Speaker 1: white dude from from Connecticut that was selling me like
- 1:11:03Speaker 1: from an old tannery, you know. I mean they were nice.
- 1:11:05Speaker 1: I was giving them business, but I'd rather just support
- 1:11:08Speaker 1: somebody that was kind of like I could relate to.
- 1:11:12Speaker 1: But it would come. So I started getting the love
- 1:11:15Speaker 1: of bikes and things like that. And then he decided
- 1:11:18Speaker 1: to start his own company. And so I said, I'll
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: finished guests. Can I borrow you, Harley? I'm going to
- 1:11:26Speaker 1: do a photo shoot on the harlest I took a
- 1:11:29Speaker 1: photo shoot and when in Malibu, like like like in
- 1:11:36Speaker 1: the countryside, kind of like there was an in dirt
- 1:11:38Speaker 1: road and I'm riding the holly and my hair flowing
- 1:11:41Speaker 1: the wind with my fringe's jackets and things like that,
- 1:11:44Speaker 1: you know. And and that was like one of the
- 1:11:47Speaker 1: pictures that when I finished Guests and you know, uh,
- 1:11:51Speaker 1: the magazine started publishing because now Jeff is free as
- 1:11:55Speaker 1: a bird, that he can do whatever he wants to
- 1:11:57Speaker 1: do now, and it was versed. This picture is very
- 1:12:01Speaker 1: symbolic for me. So actually somebody just did a painting
- 1:12:03Speaker 1: of this one. And it's not that it's not an
- 1:12:06Speaker 1: ego thing, but it means a lot to me. So
- 1:12:08Speaker 1: it's in my office, not in my office, in my studio.
- 1:12:12Speaker 1: And and and that kid was when he started his
- 1:12:15Speaker 1: company was Chromehearts, and so when he came out, I
- 1:12:19Speaker 1: just went out and I want to support him. I
- 1:12:22Speaker 1: wanted to support it because I I love the kid.
- 1:12:25Speaker 1: It was a nice, nice guy. So I started buying
- 1:12:27Speaker 1: from him. So I probably have the first of the
- 1:12:31Speaker 1: first five at ten belts that were ever made of Cromharts.
- 1:12:35Speaker 1: And I've been offered stupid money for it. I would
- 1:12:38Speaker 1: never sell it, you know. And over the years I
- 1:12:40Speaker 1: probably lost most of all the stuff I had from him.
- 1:12:42Speaker 1: And and he's been obviously very successful, and I'm very
- 1:12:46Speaker 1: proud of his success because he was he was always
- 1:12:51Speaker 1: a great guy and he deserved it.
- 1:12:56Speaker 3: So it's so casual all that.
- 1:12:59Speaker 1: It just like, you know, but.
- 1:13:01Speaker 2: It's like you you have mentioned Nelson, Mandela, Michael Jordan,
- 1:13:09Speaker 2: Kobe Bryant, Brianna Drake, Like I can't even remember all
- 1:13:21Speaker 2: of the people that you mentioned today. It's like your
- 1:13:25Speaker 2: your influence is uh, it's and now you're saying that,
- 1:13:30Speaker 2: you know, you just were at the beginning of Crumbheart's.
- 1:13:33Speaker 1: I was out. That was all the credit to him.
- 1:13:35Speaker 1: I mean, I had nothing to do with it, but
- 1:13:36Speaker 1: he was like you know, I mean it was he
- 1:13:38Speaker 1: was already in a leather business.
- 1:13:39Speaker 2: It's not like, uh, but your influences a lot in
- 1:13:43Speaker 2: a lot of places.
- 1:13:44Speaker 1: I you know, listen people that work for me over
- 1:13:47Speaker 1: the years. I mean, if I give you names of
- 1:13:49Speaker 1: people that you know, I mean, I'm not going to
- 1:13:55Speaker 1: say something that has not been said before and that
- 1:13:58Speaker 1: but you know, don't see. Dancy was Virgil's partner and
- 1:14:04Speaker 1: he said it on camera that you know, he wrote
- 1:14:06Speaker 1: me gave me a trophy one time. He said, you
- 1:14:09Speaker 1: know you inspired us. You were our mentor growing up
- 1:14:15Speaker 1: in the nineties, Virgil and Iron and Kanye, which I
- 1:14:19Speaker 1: will not do business with. We were inspired by you
- 1:14:26Speaker 1: because in the nineties in Chicago, there was only Jeff Hamilton,
- 1:14:30Speaker 1: it was only Michael Jordan and that's all there was.
- 1:14:32Speaker 1: You know, every year we had six championship. Everybody's going
- 1:14:36Speaker 1: crazy over the just those jackets, and everybody needed to
- 1:14:38Speaker 1: have one of that. So were we're following. We were
- 1:14:42Speaker 1: following you through through those years, through the fifty Greatest Players,
- 1:14:44Speaker 1: through Cleveland in nineteen ninety seven, through through even so
- 1:14:51Speaker 1: it is what we wanted. And for me, I mean
- 1:14:57Speaker 1: I didn't know those things still three four years ago,
- 1:15:01Speaker 1: I didn't even know that when Cameron did get them girls,
- 1:15:05Speaker 1: and you know, I knew he mentioned name like Jeff
- 1:15:09Speaker 1: Hamilton Genesis at the time, you know, I mean that
- 1:15:11Speaker 1: was the song. You know, I knew that, I mean
- 1:15:15Speaker 1: mentioned in many songs, But I did you know that
- 1:15:18Speaker 1: Kenye was in the video and this guy was in
- 1:15:21Speaker 1: the video and Virgin with the video. Dancy was in
- 1:15:24Speaker 1: the video like in the back in the background, like
- 1:15:26Speaker 1: like all like like the posse, you know, and Cameron
- 1:15:31Speaker 1: was wearing nothing but my jackets. Then you know a
- 1:15:34Speaker 1: few years later, I mean, like last year or two
- 1:15:36Speaker 1: years ago, Drake had a concert at the Apollo Theater
- 1:15:39Speaker 1: and and and then and Dipset came out and Cameron
- 1:15:43Speaker 1: Lone name all those jackets and he actually Drake shouted
- 1:15:46Speaker 1: me out like on stage, look, I'm still have the jackets, Hamilton.
- 1:15:52Speaker 1: So so I never realized that. So the people from
- 1:15:55Speaker 1: from true religion, you know, I won't put a time
- 1:15:58Speaker 1: when when I was I guess you know, I mean,
- 1:16:01Speaker 1: I they couldn't get certain dnams. I would seldom my
- 1:16:05Speaker 1: dNaM because I had access, unlimited access because we were
- 1:16:09Speaker 1: the big dog at the time. You know, the people
- 1:16:11Speaker 1: from j brand, the people from uh, the brand Casablanca
- 1:16:16Speaker 1: for instance, you know, I mean it's one of my
- 1:16:19Speaker 1: dear friends that I founded the brand. And I'm I mean,
- 1:16:21Speaker 1: obviously you always see me wearing Casablanca and I'm I'm
- 1:16:24Speaker 1: a big fan of the brand because it really took
- 1:16:26Speaker 1: it to a different you know, it's something that I
- 1:16:31Speaker 1: I just I love and I appreciate because it's just
- 1:16:35Speaker 1: getting to a different level. And the guy is just
- 1:16:41Speaker 1: thirty years younger than me, and he's born in Casablanca,
- 1:16:46Speaker 1: like I'm born in Casablanca's Muslim I'm Jewish. But you know,
- 1:16:50Speaker 1: we have that brotherhood that you know, that's the beauty
- 1:16:54Speaker 1: that we have in Morocco, that we have no separation
- 1:16:56Speaker 1: between religion, rich or poor. We all we're very proud
- 1:17:04Speaker 1: of our heritage, you know, and whatever religion that we have.
- 1:17:08Speaker 1: You could be walking in I could be walking in
- 1:17:10Speaker 1: Morocco and and and here him. I'm on top of
- 1:17:15Speaker 1: a most calling for prayers, and it resonates with me
- 1:17:18Speaker 1: when I get my heart, I get bidding because I
- 1:17:21Speaker 1: feel the sensitivity and the love that there is, even
- 1:17:25Speaker 1: though from a different faith, and it's just And he
- 1:17:30Speaker 1: told me, I said, you know, I was in a
- 1:17:32Speaker 1: club business. Ah, and I was. You know, we always
- 1:17:37Speaker 1: loved you know, we loved the Kobe jackets. You know,
- 1:17:39Speaker 1: we saw those jackets, you know, And that's what I
- 1:17:42Speaker 1: wanted to do. I want to do something that inspired me.
- 1:17:45Speaker 1: And then you don't know, but I was inspired by
- 1:17:48Speaker 1: you when I want I started my company. I said,
- 1:17:50Speaker 1: I didn't know, I'm inspired by you, by what you're
- 1:17:53Speaker 1: doing right now. So we ended up doing collaborations together.
- 1:17:55Speaker 1: We're doing We did a collaboration with with Bidding Ape.
- 1:17:58Speaker 1: We did collaboration with with with being in this Boys Club,
- 1:18:05Speaker 1: just finished something with Pharrell, so we really are pretty
- 1:18:08Speaker 1: much all over the world. So we're doing something right now.
- 1:18:11Speaker 1: I'm going to Tokyo in ten days from now, and
- 1:18:15Speaker 1: you know, we have like four or five big projects
- 1:18:18Speaker 1: ongoing that that you know, hopefully we will do it.
- 1:18:21Speaker 1: Then we're going to Korea, you know, so we're planning
- 1:18:23Speaker 1: to open storage in Korea. We already have the frog
- 1:18:27Speaker 1: plan to to to basically open a hundred storage in
- 1:18:31Speaker 1: China within the next couple of years. So it's just
- 1:18:34Speaker 1: it's it's there, it's moving, it's just not like you know,
- 1:18:38Speaker 1: it's just not It's a passion project for me, and
- 1:18:42Speaker 1: I want to keep authentic to that. But it's also
- 1:18:45Speaker 1: building up in a way that it's okay, we can
- 1:18:48Speaker 1: build and and and and be happy with it, you know,
- 1:18:51Speaker 1: as long as I'm I'm not there making every sell
- 1:18:55Speaker 1: in every single store.
- 1:18:57Speaker 2: Well, we started asking about Kobe. Do you think that
- 1:19:01Speaker 2: the Kobe jacket is the most important piece that you've
- 1:19:06Speaker 2: made in your career. There's a tough question because about
- 1:19:10Speaker 2: everything that you've just thought, well, you.
- 1:19:13Speaker 1: Know, it's every design of mine for me has a
- 1:19:17Speaker 1: special meeting, but from a commercial and the most famous jacket,
- 1:19:25Speaker 1: without any doubted the Kobe jacket. My most favorite jacket
- 1:19:30Speaker 1: is probably the Michael Joran jacket. Repeat the three bit,
- 1:19:33Speaker 1: because it's kind of like really opened the door to
- 1:19:37Speaker 1: understand that the jacket is more than just a bit
- 1:19:42Speaker 1: of clothing. It was the actual trophy. When you win
- 1:19:47Speaker 1: a championship, and you've been your whole life in sport
- 1:19:50Speaker 1: with your family and you understand sports, the biggest achievement
- 1:19:56Speaker 1: that you have when you win a championship is at
- 1:19:58Speaker 1: that championship rink. So you win a championship in June,
- 1:20:02Speaker 1: you have to wait till October. End of October for
- 1:20:05Speaker 1: the beginning of the season, when it's ring night, that's
- 1:20:08Speaker 1: when you get the validation. We live in a world
- 1:20:11Speaker 1: of instant gratification. We just don't want to wait. We
- 1:20:17Speaker 1: want to see things right away, you know, we we
- 1:20:21Speaker 1: we're anxious. Time is shorter. So in ninety eight, that's
- 1:20:27Speaker 1: a radio over thirty years ago. Close to thirty years ago.
- 1:20:32Speaker 1: We when I made I did the first jacket ninety one,
- 1:20:35Speaker 1: so it's actually thirty four years ago. So I I
- 1:20:40Speaker 1: didn't know what I was doing, but I guess it
- 1:20:42Speaker 1: got a channel to the point where when the athletes
- 1:20:46Speaker 1: start wearing that jacket. When michaels I wearing the jacket
- 1:20:48Speaker 1: ninety one, it didn't become as public till it became
- 1:20:52Speaker 1: really hit heavy in ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven,
- 1:20:56Speaker 1: ninety eight, it becomes the validation. So on anneya jacket
- 1:21:03Speaker 1: there was six trophies. It showed the record that they
- 1:21:07Speaker 1: had of this year. They had the finance logo on that.
- 1:21:10Speaker 1: It showed the map of the kind of Chicago he had,
- 1:21:13Speaker 1: the red, the black, he had, the basketball material, he
- 1:21:17Speaker 1: had whatever it was in you know, it was in
- 1:21:20Speaker 1: the seventy six. I kind of picked up the pattern
- 1:21:23Speaker 1: leather shoes that he was wearing and I put some
- 1:21:25Speaker 1: accent on the things with It's kind of like an
- 1:21:30Speaker 1: artist that paints on the canvas. My jacket is my canvas.
- 1:21:34Speaker 1: I'm able to tell my best storytelling. Rather than do
- 1:21:39Speaker 1: it on a piece of canvas, I can do it
- 1:21:40Speaker 1: with something that people can put it on and tell
- 1:21:43Speaker 1: the stories. So and more than anybody else could be
- 1:21:48Speaker 1: understood that because he was such the way he revered
- 1:21:56Speaker 1: Michael Jordan, the way even the way he spoke, the
- 1:21:59Speaker 1: way he can herod himself, and and I think he
- 1:22:02Speaker 1: took it to another level, you know where even in
- 1:22:05Speaker 1: his game where he was so dedicated just to be
- 1:22:08Speaker 1: the best at and then creating the home mentality that
- 1:22:12Speaker 1: we say, but he was really focused of being the
- 1:22:14Speaker 1: best and and but even off the court when that
- 1:22:19Speaker 1: jack when he won the championship, that was very meaningful
- 1:22:22Speaker 1: to him. And even even Lebron. When Lebron, you know,
- 1:22:27Speaker 1: was interviewed for TNT during the twenty twenty two seventy
- 1:22:32Speaker 1: five Greatest Players, he said, the only thing I remember
- 1:22:35Speaker 1: during the fifty Greatest Players, I mean it was like
- 1:22:39Speaker 1: I saw all those great players, you know, like all
- 1:22:42Speaker 1: coming out with those leather jackets. I mean that's kind
- 1:22:44Speaker 1: of like I want to be one of those. And
- 1:22:47Speaker 1: it's just we don't understand how success is only through
- 1:22:54Speaker 1: our lenses, through other people's lands, you know. And just
- 1:22:58Speaker 1: to go back to to to what we talked about
- 1:23:00Speaker 1: it as to my point of an immigrant, when look
- 1:23:03Speaker 1: at it, I see the beauty of America. I see
- 1:23:07Speaker 1: the beauty of of of of the western stuff. I mean,
- 1:23:11Speaker 1: I see the beauty of the cowboy hats, I see
- 1:23:14Speaker 1: the beauty of of of the vintage stuff. Of the
- 1:23:18Speaker 1: You know, I just did a jacket for for for
- 1:23:20Speaker 1: for for. I'm promise you I'm not flexing, and I'm
- 1:23:24Speaker 1: a train name that you say, oh my god, you
- 1:23:26Speaker 1: did No. I just did a jack for for for
- 1:23:28Speaker 1: n g K for for for his new album, and
- 1:23:32Speaker 1: I really wanted to be Americana, and what was Americana?
- 1:23:37Speaker 1: So we kind of two the look of the Marlborough cigarettes,
- 1:23:43Speaker 1: you know, and kind of like let the jacket around
- 1:23:45Speaker 1: the same theme without coping better inspired by that, you know,
- 1:23:49Speaker 1: so those are I love. And his album is called
- 1:23:54Speaker 1: Last Americana, which is exactly where the space I want
- 1:23:57Speaker 1: to be. I love. I love the tankers of that
- 1:24:02Speaker 1: are all full of chrome, and and then the old
- 1:24:05Speaker 1: vintage cars and and you know, just that for me,
- 1:24:08Speaker 1: that's that's how I get high, just by looking at
- 1:24:11Speaker 1: that beauty. And I was in I Spen like a
- 1:24:14Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago and looking at the beauty of
- 1:24:17Speaker 1: how beautiful America is and and and the beautiful things
- 1:24:20Speaker 1: that we have, and and we have to be appreciative
- 1:24:23Speaker 1: of the good stuff and not for the negativity that
- 1:24:27Speaker 1: we have. And and you know, like every every night
- 1:24:32Speaker 1: or any the dark time, we'll have a morning and
- 1:24:35Speaker 1: a bright time. So I believe we stay the course,
- 1:24:39Speaker 1: we don't give up, and we always will be If
- 1:24:43Speaker 1: we do everything right, everything will be right.
- 1:24:47Speaker 3: I don't know how we're gonna top this one, Jeff.
- 1:24:49Speaker 3: It's really really tough. I really appreciate you coming down.
- 1:24:55Speaker 2: You're the best I know. This is like fifteen percent
- 1:24:59Speaker 2: maybe of your STUF can't confirm, but I really appreciate it.
- 1:25:04Speaker 2: And you being so open about about your story here.
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- 1:25:42Speaker 2: on Instagram. This one says, I'm still having PTSD from
- 1:25:47Speaker 2: a past relationship. It's been five years, and I still
- 1:25:50Speaker 2: find myself in flight mode at a sign of anything
- 1:25:52Speaker 2: I don't like. Nobody is perfect, and I'm sure it's fear.
- 1:25:56Speaker 2: How do I reset going forward? Well, well, look, it
- 1:26:02Speaker 2: sounds like that relationship was pretty stressful and toxic.
- 1:26:09Speaker 3: Reset going forward is tough.
- 1:26:11Speaker 2: I have to tell you, I deal with this a
- 1:26:13Speaker 2: lot myself.
- 1:26:16Speaker 3: PTSD is a very real thing.
- 1:26:18Speaker 2: Obviously, as I do with most things, I suggest therapy.
- 1:26:22Speaker 2: I did very intensive therapy after one of my more
- 1:26:26Speaker 2: traumatic relationships, and it definitely helped prepare me to be
- 1:26:30Speaker 2: in a healthy relationship. It helped me identify the issues
- 1:26:34Speaker 2: that I was having, and personally, the issues that I
- 1:26:36Speaker 2: was having was I was very.
- 1:26:37Speaker 3: Bad with boundaries.
- 1:26:39Speaker 2: I don't know, obviously, what it is that it allowed
- 1:26:42Speaker 2: you to be in a situation like that and what
- 1:26:45Speaker 2: it was that happens. Obviously, I'm not saying that is
- 1:26:49Speaker 2: your fault, but when I left that relationship, I found
- 1:26:52Speaker 2: a pattern in myself that I wanted to heal, and
- 1:26:54Speaker 2: obviously I also wanted to process everything that happened to me.
- 1:26:57Speaker 2: So I don't know on a I don't know how
- 1:27:00Speaker 2: to reset going forward. The best advice that I can
- 1:27:03Speaker 2: give is to continue to try and find pockets of peace,
- 1:27:08Speaker 2: to be still, find things that do not trigger your.
- 1:27:14Speaker 3: Your emotions in a negative way.
- 1:27:16Speaker 2: Don't surround yourself with people that are toxic because they
- 1:27:19Speaker 2: will also trigger you. Definitely find your version of therapy,
- 1:27:23Speaker 2: whether that is working with a therapist, whether that is
- 1:27:25Speaker 2: going to a group and working in group therapy, reading,
- 1:27:31Speaker 2: listening to materials that are about healing, and you know,
- 1:27:35Speaker 2: processing trauma. It's all just it's all just a journey
- 1:27:39Speaker 2: to move on from something that is incredibly traumatic. And
- 1:27:43Speaker 2: everybody has a different way of processing trauma and it
- 1:27:47Speaker 2: can in some cases take a lifetime. So again, I
- 1:27:52Speaker 2: don't know what your situation is. I know for me,
- 1:27:55Speaker 2: I'm still processing and I'm still healing, and I definitely
- 1:27:58Speaker 2: know the feeling of being in flight and it can
- 1:28:01Speaker 2: be exhausting. Sometimes you want to just relax, but the
- 1:28:05Speaker 2: fear and anxiety of putting yourself in a situation because
- 1:28:08Speaker 2: you have let your guard down of another traumatic problem
- 1:28:12Speaker 2: or traumatic person is a lot. But as I always say,
- 1:28:17Speaker 2: professionals have great tools to help you with this and
- 1:28:21Speaker 2: the biggest thing is to also be easy on yourself,
- 1:28:24Speaker 2: like be kind to yourself, don't talk badly to yourself
- 1:28:27Speaker 2: or about yourself, reflect on the situation in a positive way,
- 1:28:31Speaker 2: identify if there are any patterns for me, there definitely were,
- 1:28:35Speaker 2: and you know, just be kind to yourself and source
- 1:28:38Speaker 2: the things that make you feel like.
- 1:28:40Speaker 3: You are entering a journey of healing.
- 1:28:42Speaker 2: But it can take a really long time in some cases,
- 1:28:45Speaker 2: and you shouldn't put a time limit on yourself.
- 1:28:48Speaker 3: Obviously.
- 1:28:49Speaker 2: It can feel exhausting to be going year after year
- 1:28:51Speaker 2: without feeling like you can exit that situation, but sometimes
- 1:28:55Speaker 2: your body and your spirit needs that kind of time
- 1:28:57Speaker 2: to feel at peace again. So I hope that I
- 1:29:00Speaker 2: hope your journey is positive and wishing you the best.
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