Latest / The BlackSheep Podcast: Presented by HM Magazine / Peter Espevoll and Jon Reichardt: InTheosis
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- 0:00Speaker 1: We must all pass through the fight.
- 0:04Speaker 2: We will all be passed.
- 0:30Speaker 3: Today we've got Peter and John from In Theosis, which Peter,
- 0:36Speaker 3: you've been on this podcast a number of times, mostly
- 0:39Speaker 3: because of Extell stuff and Harada as well, but John,
- 0:43Speaker 3: you're a brand new guest on the Blacksheet podcast, but
- 0:48Speaker 3: super stoke for this new project. Peter, you've just been
- 0:51Speaker 3: like doing all sorts of music with Harada obviously the
- 0:55Speaker 3: last couple of years. It sounds like there might be
- 0:57Speaker 3: some other new music that might be coming out of
- 0:59Speaker 3: your camp sometime soon. We can maybe chat about that later.
- 1:02Speaker 3: But new music that's happening right now in your life
- 1:05Speaker 3: with John is In Theosis, which is such a killer project.
- 1:09Speaker 3: I'm super stoked about, you know, kind of where this
- 1:12Speaker 3: ends up going for you guys, but so so stoked
- 1:14Speaker 3: about talking about it more. But before we dive into
- 1:18Speaker 3: the music, how are you guys doing today?
- 1:21Speaker 4: Really good? Thanks?
- 1:24Speaker 1: Yeah, thanks thanks for having us. I'm quite all right.
- 1:27Speaker 1: It's been it's been a really easy going Christmas and
- 1:32Speaker 1: New Year's holiday, so just you know, with the with
- 1:36Speaker 1: the family chilling.
- 1:39Speaker 5: So it's any ice fishing.
- 1:43Speaker 1: No, no fishing unfortunately, but I'll try to because it's
- 1:48Speaker 1: been really mild here. It hasn't been freezing like yeah,
- 1:52Speaker 1: but some a couple of more weeks with the really
- 1:56Speaker 1: really cold weather, and I want to go out on
- 1:57Speaker 1: the ice and try to get some trouts, very good trouts.
- 2:01Speaker 5: Love it is that?
- 2:02Speaker 6: Is that a Is that a plural? Is that how
- 2:04Speaker 6: you'd say that trouts? Or is it just trout? I've
- 2:07Speaker 6: always was one of these, like.
- 2:09Speaker 1: Deer or deer's there's no s just trout, justus.
- 2:14Speaker 5: It's one of it's like moose.
- 2:16Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, makes us all are you Are you drinking
- 2:20Speaker 6: from a Herada mug?
- 2:21Speaker 2: There?
- 2:21Speaker 4: Is that?
- 2:22Speaker 6: Is that right?
- 2:23Speaker 4: Oh?
- 2:23Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm actually not trying to plug.
- 2:25Speaker 3: In that.
- 2:27Speaker 5: Fair Yeah, you know what you're doing, Peter.
- 2:30Speaker 3: I think last time we chatted you said that Norway
- 2:33Speaker 3: is known for your salmon. I did just smoke some
- 2:37Speaker 3: salmon for uh, for New Year's Eve. Had some friends
- 2:41Speaker 3: over smoked some salmon. I've got a little smoker grill
- 2:44Speaker 3: uh and uh. I have a friend one of my
- 2:46Speaker 3: actually one of my co workers, was able to get
- 2:48Speaker 3: some fresh caught Alaska salmon and so I had some
- 2:52Speaker 3: Alaska salmon that I smoked and it was delightful but
- 2:56Speaker 3: are you able to are you able to actually fish
- 2:58Speaker 3: out salmon out of that lake you live whether the
- 3:00Speaker 3: fjord that you live by, or is the same more
- 3:03Speaker 3: of like an ocean thing for you all?
- 3:05Speaker 1: No, No, you can fish it here in the in
- 3:08Speaker 1: the fjord, but it's not really easy. It's actually more
- 3:11Speaker 1: up in the rivers because it comes back, it goes
- 3:13Speaker 1: out to the ocean and it comes back up in
- 3:16Speaker 1: the river where where it was born. So that's basically
- 3:21Speaker 1: where you can fish it in Oway. But you have
- 3:23Speaker 1: to have a license and it costs like ship loads
- 3:25Speaker 1: of money to to do it. Yeah, and it's really
- 3:29Speaker 1: really strict rules and everything. So I don't do it much.
- 3:32Speaker 5: But mine do you eat?
- 3:33Speaker 1: A father? My stepfather, He fishes a lot of salmon
- 3:38Speaker 1: and has a friend who runs like yeah, whether like
- 3:43Speaker 1: a smokery or whatever you call it. So I got
- 3:47Speaker 1: some really nice smoke salmon from him for Christmas.
- 3:50Speaker 3: I don't know if there's a meat that I enjoy
- 3:52Speaker 3: more more than smoke salment. It might be one of
- 3:54Speaker 3: my favorite types of meat.
- 3:56Speaker 5: It's so good.
- 3:57Speaker 6: Yeah, you know something I've always been interested in. And
- 4:00Speaker 6: I'm sorry, Peter, but you're you're the you're the Norwegian
- 4:03Speaker 6: that I know. Okay, So around my so in the
- 4:08Speaker 6: mac family where I'm my my my familial ancestry, they
- 4:12Speaker 6: love Norwegian culture even though none of them are new Norwegian.
- 4:16Speaker 6: And every Christmas we would have ludafisk. Is that something
- 4:20Speaker 6: that actually goes on in Norway?
- 4:24Speaker 4: Oh yeah?
- 4:24Speaker 6: I wasn't sure if it was just like a cultural
- 4:26Speaker 6: thing that like people thought that Norwegian still did, but
- 4:29Speaker 6: it's true.
- 4:29Speaker 1: No, we still lud It's like a feast, you know,
- 4:34Speaker 1: food more or less only around the Christmas time. And
- 4:39Speaker 1: I can't.
- 4:39Speaker 5: I love it.
- 4:40Speaker 1: I love everything, the consistency, it's just so like even
- 4:45Speaker 1: when I get it really really well prepared, I can't.
- 4:49Speaker 1: But apparently a lot of people can.
- 4:51Speaker 6: So I think it's great. John, have you ever had ludifisk?
- 4:54Speaker 4: Is that a smelly one?
- 4:57Speaker 5: Yeah?
- 4:58Speaker 1: No, no, that's it.
- 5:00Speaker 4: Okay, So yeah, that's what we do in Sweden. Yeah okay, okay.
- 5:06Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, guys, yeah, yeah, that's right, that's right.
- 5:14Speaker 4: Okay.
- 5:14Speaker 2: So just just in context, So, I'm half Swedish and
- 5:18Speaker 2: I lived there for six years as a kid, So
- 5:21Speaker 2: that's yet another kind.
- 5:23Speaker 7: Of connection point between Peter and I.
- 5:25Speaker 2: Except I was in the south of Sweden, right, so
- 5:27Speaker 2: that was kind of like, I don't know, like if
- 5:32Speaker 2: this is a good analogy, but actually I'm not going
- 5:35Speaker 2: to use the analogy because it could be offensive.
- 5:38Speaker 4: So in the south of Sweden.
- 5:41Speaker 2: There's a lot of farming and a lot like the
- 5:44Speaker 2: rest of Sweden. I used to think that we're unsophisticated
- 5:48Speaker 2: and funnily enough, like the third biggest city in Sweden, Mama,
- 5:53Speaker 2: is in the south, in the state where I live.
- 5:56Speaker 2: But anyway, yeah, so I lived there for six years.
- 6:01Speaker 2: I still speak a bit of Swedish and that's a
- 6:03Speaker 2: kind of funny connection point between Peter.
- 6:05Speaker 5: And you still think that Blindside's better than next?
- 6:08Speaker 2: All right, Oh well, you know why, I.
- 6:14Speaker 5: Just pretend Peter's not here right now. Pretend he's not here.
- 6:18Speaker 4: No, no, I sound like a suck up, But I
- 6:20Speaker 4: do prefer ext do I do? Yeah? I have.
- 6:29Speaker 2: I have a little bit of prog in me right
- 6:31Speaker 2: and and and Petter's working on pulling that more, you know,
- 6:34Speaker 2: more out of my soul with with the mpiosis stuff that.
- 6:39Speaker 2: But you know what, Blindside, that album, I forget what
- 6:43Speaker 2: it's called, but that had one big album. I think
- 6:45Speaker 2: the one that Howard Benson produced to blow them up?
- 6:48Speaker 5: What was it called Silence Silence?
- 6:50Speaker 2: Yeah, that was a great album, some really killer songs
- 6:53Speaker 2: on that one.
- 6:54Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 6:55Speaker 6: But yeah, you know, I think we should all just
- 6:58Speaker 6: acknowledge for a second modern world that we live in.
- 7:02Speaker 6: Where Peter's at, it's it's eleven o'clock at night, where
- 7:07Speaker 6: I'm at and Mason's at it's four pm in the afternoon,
- 7:11Speaker 6: and John is it nine am? There is that right Australia.
- 7:14Speaker 5: So you're at Friday, You're at Friday right now, right.
- 7:17Speaker 6: He's in the future.
- 7:18Speaker 7: Baby, that's right.
- 7:23Speaker 6: Isn't that wild that we can just do this like
- 7:25Speaker 6: and and you know there's no there's no disconnection problems
- 7:29Speaker 6: or anything. We're just we're just floating right along.
- 7:33Speaker 3: It is like, but first time in human history, this
- 7:35Speaker 3: is like this sort of thing has ever been able
- 7:37Speaker 3: to happen.
- 7:37Speaker 5: It's pretty cool.
- 7:38Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 7:40Speaker 1: And I think we should talk more about food. It's
- 7:42Speaker 1: much more fun than.
- 7:46Speaker 6: All right, well, let's do one more food related topic then,
- 7:48Speaker 6: because I am interested. What do Australians do on Christmas?
- 7:53Speaker 4: All right?
- 7:54Speaker 5: What do they eat?
- 7:56Speaker 4: Okay, so we can go. I have one friend that.
- 8:01Speaker 5: Probably beat the ship out of a kangaroo.
- 8:03Speaker 4: You's a funny thing.
- 8:05Speaker 2: In some places kangaroos are actually pests. So I think
- 8:08Speaker 2: they're actually I've.
- 8:10Speaker 5: Heard I've heard they're like they're like squirrels here in America.
- 8:13Speaker 6: Literally, I have I have kangaroo leather boots now because
- 8:18Speaker 6: it comes from like a place where it comes from
- 8:21Speaker 6: Australia obviously, and the boots are made because there are
- 8:26Speaker 6: so many that get run over that they actually use
- 8:31Speaker 6: those those kangaroo that get run over for their production.
- 8:35Speaker 4: Yeah, it doesn't surprise me. And also that they are pasts.
- 8:38Speaker 2: So we have this this phrase called root shooting or
- 8:41Speaker 2: you know, to say it in all is the accent
- 8:43Speaker 2: roosts shooting?
- 8:44Speaker 4: Are you gonna go?
- 8:45Speaker 6: Do you do that? Is that what you do at
- 8:47Speaker 6: the bar in the evenings?
- 8:49Speaker 1: Try to shoot?
- 8:51Speaker 2: We get to get a shotgun and go shoot some
- 8:53Speaker 2: some some us no.
- 8:56Speaker 4: We uh no.
- 8:59Speaker 2: So I'm I mean obviously, like, yeah, getting your hands
- 9:03Speaker 2: on a gun in Australia is a lot more difficult.
- 9:06Speaker 4: Then than in America.
- 9:08Speaker 2: We had this, We had the Port Arthur massacre I
- 9:11Speaker 2: think in the nineties.
- 9:13Speaker 4: Anyway, after that, like they legislated.
- 9:15Speaker 2: That it was much harder to get weapons, so but
- 9:18Speaker 2: it's easy for farmers, I think. And yeah, like they
- 9:23Speaker 2: have this thing where it's like, okay, we've got too
- 9:26Speaker 2: many kangaroos that are destroying the crops, that are you know,
- 9:30Speaker 2: just being a pest, you know, jump on the back
- 9:33Speaker 2: of you. Let's go shoot some kangaroos.
- 9:37Speaker 6: I mean it sounds so American but also Australian at
- 9:41Speaker 6: the same time. I love it.
- 9:42Speaker 2: Well, that's a big I think there is like some
- 9:45Speaker 2: pretty strong parallels between certain states in Australia, like Queensland
- 9:51Speaker 2: North Queensland.
- 9:51Speaker 4: For example.
- 9:53Speaker 2: In australia's kind of like, you know, some of the
- 9:56Speaker 2: more perhaps some of the more southern states in America,
- 9:59Speaker 2: you know, more conservative, more guns, more yeah, more shooting.
- 10:05Speaker 4: Crocodiles, you've got alligators. Yeah, Yeah, there's definitely some parallels. Yeah.
- 10:12Speaker 6: Do they also have a megalomaniac president who owns a
- 10:16Speaker 6: golf course there?
- 10:20Speaker 2: Well, right now, politics is a funny one. Right now,
- 10:23Speaker 2: We've got we've got our so called leftist party, which
- 10:28Speaker 2: isn't really left us, that left us at all, but
- 10:31Speaker 2: you know it's it's establishment leftist that's their empowered.
- 10:37Speaker 4: They're in power right now.
- 10:38Speaker 2: And he's as you get with a lot of the leftists,
- 10:44Speaker 2: establishment politicians.
- 10:45Speaker 4: He's a lot more well.
- 10:46Speaker 2: Spoken than his his opposition right now. But I think
- 10:55Speaker 2: then there's probably a bit of a shift, just.
- 10:57Speaker 7: Like you know, much of the rest of the world
- 10:59Speaker 7: right now.
- 11:00Speaker 4: Because of the we have a housing crisis right now.
- 11:03Speaker 7: And across the living.
- 11:04Speaker 2: Crisis too, and so you know, with when people are afraid,
- 11:11Speaker 2: nationalism and right wing kind of.
- 11:14Speaker 4: Rhetoric seems to work a lot better.
- 11:16Speaker 2: So yeah, we seem to be having a bit of
- 11:18Speaker 2: a move towards a life right now anyway.
- 11:22Speaker 4: Yeah, so that's that's where we're at politically.
- 11:26Speaker 6: We're only halfway done with a decade.
- 11:28Speaker 5: Here, just getting started.
- 11:32Speaker 3: Yeah, well, let's talk about in theosis. I'd love to
- 11:35Speaker 3: just know how this project started for both of you. Obviously, Peter,
- 11:38Speaker 3: you've been in music for quite some time. Yeah, John,
- 11:41Speaker 3: I don't for you, like if you've been in bands
- 11:44Speaker 3: your whole life or not, But yeah, I just love
- 11:45Speaker 3: to hear kind of how this whole project started.
- 11:48Speaker 4: Do you want do you want to start it off?
- 11:52Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 11:52Speaker 4: I mean.
- 11:54Speaker 1: This is my my version, and I'm don can tell
- 11:57Speaker 1: his version.
- 11:59Speaker 3: No.
- 12:00Speaker 1: We we met some years back at a mutual friends
- 12:04Speaker 1: box party, butres's party. So John came over to Norway
- 12:09Speaker 1: and we basically just ended up, you know, connecting straight
- 12:15Speaker 1: away over some beers and went straight down into the
- 12:20Speaker 1: darkness of our souls talking about mental health issues and
- 12:28Speaker 1: other trauma, other kinds of darkness traumas. Yeah, so we
- 12:33Speaker 1: bonded immediately, and then there were some some carousels involved.
- 12:41Speaker 1: Got lost.
- 12:42Speaker 6: You guys went on a carousel for a bachelor.
- 12:45Speaker 4: That's a pretty funny story. Do you want me to
- 12:48Speaker 4: take from here? Do you want to keep going?
- 12:50Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 12:51Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, So Pedal was very responsible that night. I
- 12:55Speaker 4: think only had a few.
- 12:56Speaker 2: The rest of us had a pretty decent amount of alcohol. Uh,
- 13:04Speaker 2: and some one of the the bucks that's what we
- 13:11Speaker 2: call it here in Australia.
- 13:12Speaker 4: What do you guys call it in America?
- 13:14Speaker 6: Bucks?
- 13:14Speaker 4: The buck? Like the main the guy he's getting.
- 13:18Speaker 1: Married, the bachelor.
- 13:21Speaker 3: Yeah, we call the Yeah, that's way better than the
- 13:26Speaker 3: Bachelor Australia.
- 13:31Speaker 4: Around here. Yeah yeah, yeah.
- 13:34Speaker 2: Anyways, so yeah, the bachelor, he he, he's.
- 13:40Speaker 4: One of his brothers. Just drank a lot and it
- 13:42Speaker 4: was a bit of a loose unit. Sorry, that's another
- 13:45Speaker 4: Aussie slang for like just the crazy guy.
- 13:48Speaker 2: And well, actually before we get to the carousel story,
- 13:52Speaker 2: So what happened is I drank more than Peta did
- 13:55Speaker 2: and then I lost my phone and you know, like
- 13:59Speaker 2: this was was this Ramen.
- 14:00Speaker 4: Or was this an Oslo? I can't remember?
- 14:02Speaker 6: It was multiple cities involved. Even wow, this is a great.
- 14:07Speaker 5: This is this sounds like the beginning of the hangover.
- 14:12Speaker 3: Yeah, except at what point did you guys hang out
- 14:15Speaker 3: where Zacht fallon an Ascis or whatever is galvin Akis
- 14:22Speaker 3: or whatever?
- 14:26Speaker 2: Yeah, well I don't know. I mean shout out to Conrad.
- 14:29Speaker 2: That's that's Kieran's brother. He's kind of like the Zach character.
- 14:32Speaker 2: Perhaps he's the one who, yeah, just like drank way
- 14:36Speaker 2: too much, ate too much. And then we were like
- 14:41Speaker 2: you know, stumbling home. And then all of us see this, like,
- 14:44Speaker 2: you know, this kind of entertainment park that was open
- 14:47Speaker 2: to who knows what time, and you know, for whatever reason,
- 14:52Speaker 2: because we're all idiots who decided to go.
- 14:54Speaker 4: On the on the most kind of hardcore.
- 14:56Speaker 2: Ride where you're like upside down and you just like
- 14:59Speaker 2: spin heading around.
- 15:00Speaker 4: In circles and you go up like twenty meters in
- 15:03Speaker 4: the air.
- 15:04Speaker 6: And in America that's called the zipper okay classic.
- 15:09Speaker 2: Well, yeah, something like that. And this guy, Zach let's
- 15:16Speaker 2: call him Zach, Let's call him. He'd been drinking all night,
- 15:23Speaker 2: it'd been going hard and he he had some hot
- 15:26Speaker 2: dogs as well, I think right before went on the ride,
- 15:30Speaker 2: and so you know, when it's just spitting around like that,
- 15:33Speaker 2: he decided to start puking in the midst of that.
- 15:36Speaker 4: So it's like.
- 15:37Speaker 2: Projector what just like that the.
- 15:43Speaker 3: Middle of the sandlight. So we moved on from the hangover.
- 15:46Speaker 3: Now we're in the middle of the sandlight. What other
- 15:48Speaker 3: movies did you guys reenact?
- 15:52Speaker 2: Well, I mean I held my Bobby here, but yeah,
- 15:54Speaker 2: I waited until after. But I was just thinking of
- 15:57Speaker 2: these poor like peace loving, no wages just getting hit
- 16:01Speaker 2: with Australian gummet.
- 16:06Speaker 1: I wasn't on the right responsible other guys, like seriously,
- 16:13Speaker 1: his pupils just everywhere and people down there, so it
- 16:19Speaker 1: was it was fun.
- 16:20Speaker 6: So that's how is this one of those rides where
- 16:23Speaker 6: there's like two people and like one of like the
- 16:25Speaker 6: carriages or cars or whatever it is that spins.
- 16:29Speaker 4: I think it was about four of us per carriage.
- 16:32Speaker 6: Oh my gosh. Okay, so all of you guys are
- 16:35Speaker 6: just getting spray.
- 16:36Speaker 2: But the thing is like it went so high and
- 16:38Speaker 2: so fast that who knows, like how far that went?
- 16:42Speaker 5: You know, Well, Colin, you have a similar story with me.
- 16:48Speaker 6: I do.
- 16:48Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 16:49Speaker 6: We were at a Jimmy World concert and Mason is
- 16:52Speaker 6: just pounding.
- 16:54Speaker 3: They had two glad, I had two bottles of wine,
- 16:57Speaker 3: bottles of yeah.
- 16:58Speaker 6: And on the way He's riding in the passenger seat
- 17:02Speaker 6: and I'm riding in the backseat and all of a sudden,
- 17:06Speaker 6: Mason opens up the window and we're going seventy miles
- 17:11Speaker 6: an hour down the road, and none of it goes
- 17:13Speaker 6: out the window. All of it goes directed into my
- 17:16Speaker 6: face and into my mouth, and I'm like, wow, it
- 17:19Speaker 6: was the worst thing in the world.
- 17:21Speaker 4: It was discussing.
- 17:24Speaker 3: Yeah, but now you got to tell the whole world
- 17:26Speaker 3: on a podcast about it, So it must have been
- 17:28Speaker 3: like not that bad.
- 17:29Speaker 4: Yeah, it's still fresh.
- 17:32Speaker 6: I lived, right, So.
- 17:35Speaker 5: I love that origin story.
- 17:39Speaker 3: Okay, but at some point you had to realize like, Okay,
- 17:41Speaker 3: there's got to be it can't be just a puke
- 17:44Speaker 3: drunk fest, Like it's got to turn into music.
- 17:46Speaker 5: So how at what point did that switch happen.
- 17:50Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean fast forward some years and John and
- 17:55Speaker 1: I had a little bit of contact after the after
- 17:57Speaker 1: the wedding when he went back after a while. I
- 18:01Speaker 1: think I asked you to produce some stuff for the
- 18:04Speaker 1: Rada Christmas album last year.
- 18:07Speaker 4: I think first was Pearl. You wanted some yeah, additional
- 18:13Speaker 4: production for Pearl.
- 18:14Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, because Errata. We did the extoll Pearl cover
- 18:19Speaker 1: and John.
- 18:20Speaker 5: Which I think like more than the regular Pearl.
- 18:24Speaker 6: Depends on the mood I'm in.
- 18:28Speaker 1: I've been working on that cover for so long. I
- 18:31Speaker 1: was like, I can't really find some of the vibe
- 18:34Speaker 1: I'm going for because everything felt wrong. And then, sort
- 18:38Speaker 1: of like a last resort, I was like, maybe I
- 18:41Speaker 1: should ask John.
- 18:42Speaker 4: Yeah, let's just ask drunk and Aussie. Maybe no, but.
- 18:51Speaker 1: It's like I don't know what to do. And then okay,
- 18:53Speaker 1: maybe I should ask John to see, you know, if
- 18:56Speaker 1: you could put some some production on it to give
- 18:59Speaker 1: it the vibe I'm dreaming on. And yeah, I think
- 19:03Speaker 1: what you did with it just it felt finally it
- 19:06Speaker 1: felt like something I wanted to release, So that was
- 19:09Speaker 1: really really cool. And then I guess we after that
- 19:13Speaker 1: we started talking a bit more every now and then,
- 19:15Speaker 1: and then you joined me on some production for the
- 19:17Speaker 1: Rather Christmas album, and I guess some always started to
- 19:22Speaker 1: talking about like why you haven't done any metal?
- 19:27Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, well, I mean that was kind of
- 19:30Speaker 2: part of the conversation, like your journey of coming back
- 19:34Speaker 2: to music, and I think that kind of brought up
- 19:36Speaker 2: the conversation as to why why am I still just
- 19:42Speaker 2: mostly producing hip hop in Australia.
- 19:47Speaker 4: When I am a metal head?
- 19:49Speaker 2: Yeah, and then I think that was kind of like
- 19:52Speaker 2: I feel like Peta was the.
- 19:55Speaker 7: You know, the lynch pin or the.
- 19:59Speaker 4: The catalyst, the.
- 20:02Speaker 2: You know that perhaps the final catalyst of me thinking oh,
- 20:06Speaker 2: you know, maybe i'll.
- 20:07Speaker 4: Ask the last exactly.
- 20:10Speaker 2: Well, actually no, you were the final thing that that
- 20:14Speaker 2: that you know, propelled me into into like having a
- 20:17Speaker 2: crack at doing doing metal because he's the thing, like
- 20:23Speaker 2: you know, the I mean, there's all kinds of things
- 20:26Speaker 2: going on for me, like which we can dig into
- 20:30Speaker 2: deeper when we start talking about theology and stuff.
- 20:33Speaker 4: But I think, you know, you kind of come up.
- 20:38Speaker 2: With all of these reasons, like you're like, oh, I'm
- 20:40Speaker 2: in my late thirties.
- 20:42Speaker 7: You know, what's the point, you know, because.
- 20:47Speaker 2: You know, the kind of capitalists kind of model that
- 20:50Speaker 2: we have where it's like I'm lesser successful, you know,
- 20:53Speaker 2: what's the point. But you know he was better just
- 20:57Speaker 2: doing his rada and getting back into X style and
- 21:00Speaker 2: just just loving music.
- 21:02Speaker 7: For what it was.
- 21:03Speaker 2: And that was a big part of me going, oh,
- 21:07Speaker 2: you know, you know what, maybe I should do it
- 21:09Speaker 2: as well.
- 21:09Speaker 4: I'll make the time and then.
- 21:12Speaker 2: And then I think, as we worked so well together
- 21:16Speaker 2: as as friends, and you know, there's definitely some connection
- 21:22Speaker 2: points in our taste and there's definitely other ways that
- 21:25Speaker 2: were quite different, but there are there are enough kind
- 21:28Speaker 2: of connecting points taste.
- 21:29Speaker 7: Wise, taste wise fast to collaborate.
- 21:33Speaker 4: Well.
- 21:34Speaker 2: So yeah, that's kind of what led to to the
- 21:38Speaker 2: to the origin of in theosis.
- 21:41Speaker 5: Wait, John, did did you have any metal background then
- 21:44Speaker 5: at all? Did you? Did?
- 21:44Speaker 7: You?
- 21:45Speaker 4: Here's yeah, that's here's here's the weird part.
- 21:47Speaker 2: So I got into music, like really got into music.
- 21:52Speaker 4: I still remember the first time I.
- 21:58Speaker 2: Heard met on MTV and Sweden when I was like,
- 22:04Speaker 2: oh gosh, eleven years old or something like that, and
- 22:08Speaker 2: I was like, this is so scary. It was like
- 22:10Speaker 2: the film clip for Until It Sleeps, you know, from
- 22:14Speaker 2: the load album. It's a creepy ass album, well creepyss
- 22:18Speaker 2: video clips.
- 22:19Speaker 4: Sorry, And.
- 22:22Speaker 2: You know, I was only eleven, so I was like, what,
- 22:24Speaker 2: this is really creepy, but there's something about the sound
- 22:27Speaker 2: that just pulled me in. And then you know, I
- 22:30Speaker 2: was like went home and I was like, Dad, I
- 22:34Speaker 2: want to start playing guitar. So yeah, that was kind
- 22:37Speaker 2: of the thing that propelled me into like wanting to
- 22:40Speaker 2: become a guitarist, and metal was very much the genre
- 22:46Speaker 2: that appealed to me most. You know, I picked up
- 22:48Speaker 2: the guitar, started learning and getting lessons and getting into
- 22:52Speaker 2: like you know, first Metallica, Pantera, Slayer, all of that stuff,
- 22:58Speaker 2: some of the grunge stuff as well. And then I'll
- 23:03Speaker 2: try and make this as short as possible because I'm
- 23:05Speaker 2: sure this will come up in later conversations as well,
- 23:08Speaker 2: because it was very much a part of my whole
- 23:10Speaker 2: deconstruction and reconstruction journey as well.
- 23:15Speaker 4: But in a nutshell, yeah, I was a metalhead. And
- 23:20Speaker 4: then I had.
- 23:24Speaker 2: A conversion experience when I was sixteen and a few
- 23:30Speaker 2: years into my kind of you know, gung ho evangelical Christianity.
- 23:36Speaker 2: I did the cliche thing, and you know, throughout like
- 23:38Speaker 2: ninety percent of my my music collection, yeah exactly, you know,
- 23:43Speaker 2: just literally through them in the bin. And it was
- 23:50Speaker 2: a massive journey for me to kind of return back
- 23:53Speaker 2: to my first love, and way longer than it should
- 23:57Speaker 2: have been, you know, because I had all kinds of
- 24:00Speaker 2: pacological barriers and white not. But yeah, it was that way. Yeah,
- 24:07Speaker 2: that was a big thing for me coming back to
- 24:09Speaker 2: meddle and psychologically feeling okay about that and the Domain project.
- 24:16Speaker 2: But it sounds ridiculous, you know, because I'm nearly forty.
- 24:18Speaker 2: I'm thirty nine now, and it took me so long,
- 24:21Speaker 2: and then I kept doing all these other kind of
- 24:24Speaker 2: musical things in between, you know, because it's less scary
- 24:27Speaker 2: if it's you know, if you're just producing for someone
- 24:30Speaker 2: else and you're just following a brief, you know, it's
- 24:36Speaker 2: way less scary and you can just do it as
- 24:39Speaker 2: a job, you know, and just and that's what I
- 24:41Speaker 2: did for so many years. I'm still doing and I've
- 24:44Speaker 2: grown to love it, you know. But doing something you know,
- 24:47Speaker 2: that was really from the center of.
- 24:49Speaker 7: My heart, which in theosis is.
- 24:52Speaker 4: Huge journey for me to be able to become brave enough.
- 24:58Speaker 2: I know that sounds ridiculous, But it was really difficult
- 25:02Speaker 2: for me to become brave enough to come back to that,
- 25:06Speaker 2: you know, my first love and go all right, well,
- 25:09Speaker 2: I need to be one hundred percent myself, you know
- 25:11Speaker 2: in the music, the content, you know, lyricism, the themes.
- 25:16Speaker 4: All of it. Yeah, anyway, sorry, that wasn't really a
- 25:19Speaker 4: short answer that.
- 25:21Speaker 6: No, it makes sense. You know something that I think
- 25:23Speaker 6: is interesting, just based off of the songs I've heard
- 25:26Speaker 6: thus far, is that time off. You were definitely cross
- 25:31Speaker 6: pollinating with quite a few different ideas. I think if
- 25:37Speaker 6: you listen to music, it feels very groovy, almost almost
- 25:41Speaker 6: hip hoppy. I mean, obviously there's a song with Damien
- 25:45Speaker 6: which is a whole other thing in itself, but like,
- 25:48Speaker 6: there's so much there's so much more going on than
- 25:51Speaker 6: what we would typically hear in you know, the modern
- 25:54Speaker 6: metal landscape. So I think that that time that you
- 25:59Speaker 6: did take off was not all or not. I think
- 26:03Speaker 6: that was quite useful time. Yeah, what are your thoughts?
- 26:08Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I'm so so grateful that I was
- 26:12Speaker 2: still able to be in the music industry and I
- 26:15Speaker 2: didn't kind of you know, because you know, religious trauma
- 26:20Speaker 2: and trauma in general can have such power over you that.
- 26:25Speaker 4: That even like.
- 26:28Speaker 2: You know, being right on the kind of periphery of
- 26:30Speaker 2: something can be difficult enough and kind of can push
- 26:34Speaker 2: you away from doing it. I mean, for instance, you know,
- 26:36Speaker 2: Peta just didn't want to have he hated music as
- 26:39Speaker 2: he you know, I'm sure maybe perhaps he's told you before.
- 26:43Speaker 2: I never got to stage where I hated music, but
- 26:50Speaker 2: but it was, you know, it was still very challenging
- 26:55Speaker 2: to remain in it. But I feel like all of
- 26:59Speaker 2: his opportunities kept popping up, and you know, I don't
- 27:04Speaker 2: know exactly what I think about, you know, divine intervention
- 27:07Speaker 2: and you know, God presenting opportunities to you and someone
- 27:10Speaker 2: these days.
- 27:11Speaker 4: But it felt like there.
- 27:13Speaker 2: Were a lot of moments where you know, I was
- 27:16Speaker 2: working in a very like in a job that you
- 27:19Speaker 2: wouldn't expect to meet other people.
- 27:21Speaker 7: That you know were in the music industry, but they were,
- 27:24Speaker 7: and you.
- 27:25Speaker 2: Know, one thing led to another, and then I, you know,
- 27:28Speaker 2: somehow I'm back in the music industry now producing hip hop,
- 27:32Speaker 2: you know. And it's just strange things like that that
- 27:36Speaker 2: you know happened where circumstantially.
- 27:38Speaker 7: I just couldn't stay away from from music.
- 27:40Speaker 2: And and I think like meeting all these different you know,
- 27:46Speaker 2: producers and rappers and other artists through my journey. Yes,
- 27:51Speaker 2: it's definitely shaped me.
- 27:54Speaker 4: Yeah, very much.
- 27:56Speaker 2: So yeah, especially when you think you consider like how
- 28:02Speaker 2: much hip hop has changed, like the pop landscape in
- 28:06Speaker 2: the last.
- 28:06Speaker 4: Ten years too, for sure. So yeah, definitely.
- 28:12Speaker 2: And yeah, it's funny you use the word groove because
- 28:16Speaker 2: I think groove has always been something that I've loved.
- 28:22Speaker 2: You know, Pedal likes to take the piss out of
- 28:24Speaker 2: me because I love new metal.
- 28:26Speaker 4: Right, but.
- 28:28Speaker 2: I don't care like I'll copy it because I'm loud
- 28:31Speaker 2: and proud about loving loving new metal.
- 28:33Speaker 4: But one thing they got right.
- 28:35Speaker 2: You know, sure that you know, there's a lot of
- 28:38Speaker 2: like kind of like whiny, immature lyrics and.
- 28:43Speaker 4: Whatnot, But what they did get right was groove.
- 28:47Speaker 5: You know, like, oh it's so well done.
- 28:50Speaker 6: Yeah, listen to mud Vain and tell me that that's
- 28:52Speaker 6: not awesome groove.
- 28:53Speaker 2: Exactly, you know, like Korn's first album, you know, yeah,
- 29:00Speaker 2: you know, and like it makes sense to David. The
- 29:02Speaker 2: drum was influenced by Primus and you know, and I
- 29:07Speaker 2: mean John Otto from them Biscuit. He was a trained
- 29:10Speaker 2: jazz drummer, and you can hear it, you know, it's
- 29:13Speaker 2: just so much groove. So yeah, definitely, Yeah, to come
- 29:17Speaker 2: back to your question, it really did has shaped me
- 29:20Speaker 2: a lot, and it's also shaped me in terms.
- 29:23Speaker 7: Of like.
- 29:26Speaker 2: Not like my world view as well, in terms of
- 29:30Speaker 2: not just doing this kind of living and inner binary,
- 29:33Speaker 2: but being able to see beyond, you know, the kind of.
- 29:38Speaker 4: Cultural divisions that the Christians often.
- 29:41Speaker 7: Draw and realize, hey, like.
- 29:44Speaker 2: These things are not at all and I would argue
- 29:47Speaker 2: even scripturally.
- 29:49Speaker 7: Like it's not meant to be that way at all either.
- 29:53Speaker 2: And just seeing this the creativity and the sacred and
- 29:57Speaker 2: in everything, you know, not just slide this little.
- 30:01Speaker 7: Tiny little holly hoddle.
- 30:03Speaker 6: But yeah, you know, Peter, going back to you for
- 30:09Speaker 6: a second, I did kind of get like this vibe
- 30:14Speaker 6: of reluctance. I mean, and we did talk about how,
- 30:17Speaker 6: you know, you weren't you weren't really vibing with music
- 30:19Speaker 6: at all for a while there. We had you on
- 30:23Speaker 6: last time, and uh, you know, we talked Herata and
- 30:27Speaker 6: all that stuff, and then all of a sudden, it
- 30:30Speaker 6: was like, I don't know, a week or two later,
- 30:32Speaker 6: all of a sudden, here's in theosis. I'm like well,
- 30:34Speaker 6: what the hell? But and he told us about this,
- 30:37Speaker 6: this is this, this stuff is amazing, and it just
- 30:40Speaker 6: came out of nowhere, right. Yeah, it seemed like like
- 30:44Speaker 6: there's like there's not just a little bit of new
- 30:48Speaker 6: interest in all these new ventures that you're a part of,
- 30:52Speaker 6: but a lot of interest. And it seems like it's
- 30:55Speaker 6: some of the most heartfelt and you know, straightforward kind
- 30:59Speaker 6: of you know, Peter Espival that we've ever seen. So
- 31:04Speaker 6: where did that change happen for you? What was the
- 31:07Speaker 6: really big catalyst that all of a sudden like, hey,
- 31:10Speaker 6: I'm back in full force.
- 31:15Speaker 1: I think actually I touched a little bit on it
- 31:17Speaker 1: the Yeah, one of the other times I talked with
- 31:21Speaker 1: you guys. But yeah, no, like music, for me, I
- 31:27Speaker 1: was one hundred percent sure that I wouldn't never do
- 31:29Speaker 1: music again. Ever. Yeah, I was so fed up with
- 31:32Speaker 1: the whole thing, and everything was so tied up to
- 31:36Speaker 1: my faith and you know, starting as a worship leader
- 31:42Speaker 1: as a fourteen year old kid, which is the same
- 31:44Speaker 1: time I started extall everything is just like blended together
- 31:48Speaker 1: with faith and music and you know, being sort of
- 31:52Speaker 1: like this being like a calling from God, and yeah,
- 31:59Speaker 1: it's so tied up to you or to who you
- 32:01Speaker 1: are as a person, and then to me like suddenly
- 32:06Speaker 1: when when yeah, my my life kind of fell apart
- 32:11Speaker 1: at some point around two thousand and six, music just
- 32:17Speaker 1: went away and then everything else went away, Like it
- 32:20Speaker 1: was like the rug was just pulled out from beneath you.
- 32:25Speaker 3: Kind of like if I can interrupt really quick kind
- 32:27Speaker 3: of along those lines too, do you feel like even
- 32:30Speaker 3: just like your appearance changed because of that, Like like
- 32:34Speaker 3: I remember like the first time I had ever seen you,
- 32:36Speaker 3: like again, knowing you from what you look like in
- 32:39Speaker 3: extole and then seeing you, and I remember, like I
- 32:41Speaker 3: think Colin and I like commented, it's like you're just
- 32:43Speaker 3: like you look like a dad now, Like you don't
- 32:46Speaker 3: you just look like a guy who has like grass
- 32:48Speaker 3: stanes on his like white white new balances or whatever.
- 32:51Speaker 3: Like you just you look like so much like a
- 32:53Speaker 3: dad now, And I'm like, it's it feels so different
- 32:55Speaker 3: than what you would have been like an extle where
- 32:59Speaker 3: I can imagine like if you're sort of wanting to
- 33:01Speaker 3: remove yourself, especially from extoll, like you're physically going.
- 33:04Speaker 5: To like look different too.
- 33:06Speaker 3: I would imagine maybe like that's a part of that
- 33:08Speaker 3: processing for you to like navigate, just like trying to
- 33:11Speaker 3: remove yourself from something that maybe at some point became
- 33:14Speaker 3: a little harmful in in your on life.
- 33:17Speaker 1: Yeah, sure, probably some of those years were a little
- 33:21Speaker 1: bit of that for sure. But now, like when you
- 33:24Speaker 1: guys first met me, it's just I'm just an old dad,
- 33:26Speaker 1: so you are.
- 33:27Speaker 5: It's not even an act anymore.
- 33:30Speaker 1: That's just that's just how it is. Anyway, when I
- 33:36Speaker 1: turned forty, I hadn't done any music for yeah, like
- 33:40Speaker 1: ten plus years. Of course I did the Extole album,
- 33:45Speaker 1: the Extole Extole Album, but that was it was a
- 33:52Speaker 1: okay experience, but it didn't come as much from my
- 33:57Speaker 1: heart as it probably should have. So like for me,
- 34:02Speaker 1: I had been sort of yeah, not doing music for
- 34:04Speaker 1: every long time. And I had a big party for
- 34:10Speaker 1: my yeah, when I turned forty, and me and a
- 34:13Speaker 1: friend we sang old Friends bookings by Simon and Gartha. Yeah,
- 34:20Speaker 1: and for the first time in so many years, and
- 34:23Speaker 1: like even before I quit music, like it was like
- 34:27Speaker 1: the feeling of autopilot all the time and just not
- 34:30Speaker 1: authentic at all, And like for the first time in
- 34:34Speaker 1: so many years, I was like, wow, this was like
- 34:39Speaker 1: it was just one song and it was just for fun.
- 34:41Speaker 1: It was just like really simple, but it felt so genuine,
- 34:47Speaker 1: like it came from my heart. And that's really sparked
- 34:52Speaker 1: something inside of me. And then yeah, me and that
- 34:55Speaker 1: friend we started rather together. And what really sparked my
- 35:01Speaker 1: my like sort of the volcano eruption during the COVID
- 35:07Speaker 1: times was actually your President Donald Trump. Because I was
- 35:12Speaker 1: sitting here in a way, not able to talk to
- 35:15Speaker 1: any won or meet and one, and he was running
- 35:18Speaker 1: for re election and the shit that went on, you know,
- 35:22Speaker 1: for those that last year before that election, that was
- 35:27Speaker 1: just mind blowing.
- 35:28Speaker 3: Well, I remember the first album is a lot about
- 35:31Speaker 3: that kind of political climate.
- 35:33Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. So that was like I guess, like like
- 35:38Speaker 1: an inspiration to express myself or like I had to
- 35:43Speaker 1: express myself somehow, and luckily for me, music came back
- 35:49Speaker 1: into my life with full force. And since then, I'm
- 35:54Speaker 1: not joking, this is twenty nineteen, Like that's five years.
- 35:59Speaker 1: It's still feels like a volcano eruption within me of creativity.
- 36:04Speaker 1: It doesn't stop. It's it's insane.
- 36:06Speaker 4: Yeah, So.
- 36:09Speaker 6: What I still struggle to understand is is, you know,
- 36:15Speaker 6: there was there was some some damaging parts of this
- 36:17Speaker 6: idea that hey, I have to do this for for
- 36:20Speaker 6: God because I've been called or I've been chosen to
- 36:22Speaker 6: do this or whatever. And the projects now still that
- 36:28Speaker 6: you're a part of have at least some adjacency too
- 36:33Speaker 6: theology or to religion of some sort. Right, So when
- 36:38Speaker 6: you're when you're looking at it that way, does that
- 36:41Speaker 6: do you have like that same you know, anxiety about
- 36:45Speaker 6: the early days at times based off of.
- 36:48Speaker 1: That, No, not so much.
- 36:55Speaker 4: Now.
- 36:55Speaker 1: I'm I have gone through a long process of yeah,
- 37:02Speaker 1: just deconstructing my faith and going through you know, working
- 37:08Speaker 1: through some traumas, and I think I'm at a place
- 37:15Speaker 1: now where I have quite a lot of peace and
- 37:17Speaker 1: rest when it comes to this for myself. And yeah,
- 37:22Speaker 1: whatever I expressed or we express within theosis, or what
- 37:25Speaker 1: I express through rada or anything else lyrically, it's it's
- 37:30Speaker 1: sort of reflecting my journey and where I am right now.
- 37:34Speaker 1: And that's also probably going to change, you know, for
- 37:37Speaker 1: the next ten years.
- 37:38Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, I definitely want to talk more like faith
- 37:42Speaker 3: and theology stuff. But before diving into that, are most
- 37:46Speaker 3: of the is most of the screaming in some of
- 37:48Speaker 3: these songs you Peter.
- 37:50Speaker 1: Mm hmm, what what is it screaming a little bit
- 37:53Speaker 1: as well?
- 37:54Speaker 5: Oh okay, nice? What what what is it like for you.
- 37:56Speaker 3: To go to what's it like for you to go
- 38:00Speaker 3: back into screaming?
- 38:02Speaker 1: No, that's it's like riding a bike. Right, it's uh,
- 38:07Speaker 1: you've done it since you were a kid, and it's
- 38:09Speaker 1: all good.
- 38:11Speaker 6: We have talked to some who have been doing this
- 38:12Speaker 6: for a long time that's say that they can't do
- 38:14Speaker 6: it anymore.
- 38:16Speaker 4: Wow.
- 38:16Speaker 1: Oh really yeah, yeah, well they suck.
- 38:22Speaker 6: We'll be sure that says that they suck.
- 38:27Speaker 1: No, No, it's like to me, it's it's I've been
- 38:30Speaker 1: doing it a little bit with Extole as well, right,
- 38:32Speaker 1: because we're like last year we released a couple of
- 38:34Speaker 1: Extole songs and we're working on new material for Extol
- 38:37Speaker 1: as well. So yeah, it's it's.
- 38:40Speaker 4: There, you know.
- 38:40Speaker 3: I will say, I'm a little surprised that, you know,
- 38:43Speaker 3: there's going to be new Peter Extole stuff, because gosh,
- 38:46Speaker 3: Bruce killed it at Furnace fast.
- 38:49Speaker 5: And I I was I was convinced he was going
- 38:52Speaker 5: to become the new lead singer of Extoll.
- 38:56Speaker 1: Yeah, sorry to disappoint.
- 39:02Speaker 5: Did you did you watch any of their set?
- 39:04Speaker 4: I thought, are you kidding me.
- 39:06Speaker 5: I thought Bruce killed it. He was awesome.
- 39:08Speaker 1: Yeah, it was awesome. I was in Norway. I'm not
- 39:13Speaker 1: doing Live with Extol. I will never do it again.
- 39:17Speaker 1: But I'm doing everything else. I'm doing studio and booking
- 39:21Speaker 1: and blah blah blah. So I'm very much involved still.
- 39:24Speaker 1: But when I yeah, it was the first show in
- 39:27Speaker 1: the US for nineteen years, right, so it was exciting,
- 39:31Speaker 1: and of course I had a little bit of fomo.
- 39:33Speaker 1: That's one should but uh so I.
- 39:36Speaker 3: Would have been able to hang out with Colin, and
- 39:38Speaker 3: I feel like that's gonna be worth a ticket, right, Yeah,
- 39:40Speaker 3: come on, now.
- 39:41Speaker 1: You guys need to come here.
- 39:42Speaker 6: We'll hang out.
- 39:44Speaker 5: I seriously, I want to go to Norway so bad.
- 39:47Speaker 1: Well I hear you say that, but nothing is okay.
- 39:50Speaker 6: Well, this a lot of money.
- 39:54Speaker 5: Hey, I'm one of those people though.
- 39:55Speaker 3: I I love doing like the Google flight tracker things,
- 39:58Speaker 3: so I get I will put on I'm guess seen
- 40:00Speaker 3: Oslo would probably be the cheapest place to fly into
- 40:02Speaker 3: I will put right after we're done with this, I
- 40:04Speaker 3: will put Oslo on my Google flight tracker and I'll
- 40:07Speaker 3: start seeing if there's any cheap flights to go.
- 40:10Speaker 1: Hell excellent, my friend, you are very welcome. Anyway, I
- 40:15Speaker 1: was I think it was like three or four at
- 40:18Speaker 1: night in Norway when they went on stage on Furnesstfest,
- 40:21Speaker 1: and I was on my phone just refreshing the Instagram
- 40:25Speaker 1: stories so that I could see people tagging extolls. I
- 40:29Speaker 1: was on the Extole account on the Instagram and just
- 40:33Speaker 1: like refreshing to see and then basically I got to
- 40:36Speaker 1: see the whole sets because like there was like hundreds
- 40:38Speaker 1: of stories.
- 40:39Speaker 5: Probably in like livetime too, yeah.
- 40:42Speaker 1: Lifetime, yeah exactly. So it was it was.
- 40:45Speaker 5: Funny, that's awesome, that's pretty cool.
- 40:49Speaker 3: It's gotta be interesting to like see somebody that is
- 40:52Speaker 3: like singing your parts. But I would imagine you love
- 40:54Speaker 3: Bruce enough where it's like if anybody's gonna if anybody's
- 40:58Speaker 3: gonna sing any like extoll stuff from you, it's got
- 41:00Speaker 3: to be Bruce.
- 41:02Speaker 1: It's got to be Bruce. It's lovely. And I mean
- 41:04Speaker 1: Elijah Mullins al so he did some live shows with
- 41:06Speaker 1: Exol as well. So yeah, both of them are really
- 41:10Speaker 1: really lovely guys. And of course Bruce, like he was
- 41:13Speaker 1: my hero when I you know, got.
- 41:15Speaker 3: Into I do love that, like Bruce is where like
- 41:18Speaker 3: he's a grandpa now basically, I mean, I don't know
- 41:20Speaker 3: if he's actually a grandpa, but he's like at that
- 41:22Speaker 3: age it could be, and he's still killing it at
- 41:25Speaker 3: grandpa age.
- 41:26Speaker 6: Ye.
- 41:27Speaker 1: Yeah, so I mean he was a huge influence or
- 41:30Speaker 1: DJ of course the first vocalists like on non existent
- 41:33Speaker 1: and in habit Like I was just blown away by
- 41:36Speaker 1: living sacrifice back in the days.
- 41:37Speaker 4: So yeah, all.
- 41:39Speaker 3: Right, well let's talk about some faith and theology stuff.
- 41:41Speaker 3: I normally try to avoid asking a band the question
- 41:45Speaker 3: why the band name, because I think it's a very
- 41:47Speaker 3: boring question typically. However, knowing for both of you, like
- 41:50Speaker 3: it sounds like you both kind of like grew up
- 41:53Speaker 3: in maybe like a conservative religious environment, and like you know,
- 41:56Speaker 3: things have changed in your faith and theology and everything.
- 41:59Speaker 3: Why the band in Theosis? And I'm really curious, like
- 42:01Speaker 3: why the inn in Theosis? I'm just really curious just
- 42:04Speaker 3: the name in general. So I don't know who can
- 42:07Speaker 3: speak to that, but I'm really just curious about the
- 42:09Speaker 3: name and like what maybe was behind or what's the
- 42:12Speaker 3: story behind that name.
- 42:14Speaker 2: Oh So my faith started falling apart when I was
- 42:22Speaker 2: a missionary in two thousand and eight.
- 42:26Speaker 4: Okay, And I left that position and.
- 42:34Speaker 2: Started, you know, a decade long wrestle with trying to
- 42:39Speaker 2: see if there's anything that I could hold on to still,
- 42:42Speaker 2: or if there was a way of re reapproaching my
- 42:45Speaker 2: faith in a way that felt like it wasn't a
- 42:49Speaker 2: dangerous and damaging to me and a lot of people
- 42:54Speaker 2: around me, and b it was life giving and see
- 43:00Speaker 2: that it had.
- 43:02Speaker 7: Some intellectual legs to stand on.
- 43:05Speaker 4: And I ended up that year.
- 43:12Speaker 2: In part through one of the friends that I had met,
- 43:17Speaker 2: he was a Coptic Christian, started discovering discovering like the
- 43:22Speaker 2: Eastern Father's like Athanacious and Gregor Avnissa and a whole
- 43:28Speaker 2: bunch of others, and that began, Yeah, the decade long
- 43:33Speaker 2: process of me going okay, like this sort of like
- 43:38Speaker 2: this conservative evangelicalism that I had inherited in part. And
- 43:49Speaker 2: even that's a bit of a complicated story because my parents,
- 43:53Speaker 2: especially my dad, has a way more complicated faith than
- 43:56Speaker 2: just being an evangelical.
- 43:58Speaker 4: He's he's tired now, but he was a.
- 44:01Speaker 2: Theologian and a minister, and the two of them were missionaries.
- 44:06Speaker 2: So I was kind of I was born into this right,
- 44:08Speaker 2: but my dad's theology was definitely more sophisticated than the
- 44:13Speaker 2: one that I stepped into once I converted myself as
- 44:18Speaker 2: a teenager.
- 44:18Speaker 1: But.
- 44:21Speaker 2: So kind of jumping back into my deconstruction, the faith
- 44:26Speaker 2: that I had really grabbed a hold of was yeah,
- 44:29Speaker 2: pretty much like a formal, fairly extreme conservative evangelicalism, and
- 44:43Speaker 2: extreme in the sense that it was very I mean,
- 44:46Speaker 2: I call it extreme. Now having you know, way more
- 44:50Speaker 2: knowledge of the kind of spectrum of Christianity and theology.
- 44:54Speaker 4: Out there, but.
- 44:57Speaker 2: It's discovering these Eastern fathers kind of woke me up
- 45:03Speaker 2: to the fact that, hey, like, we have this ancient
- 45:06Speaker 2: faith that is so much deeper and.
- 45:18Speaker 4: Compelling to me.
- 45:19Speaker 2: Anyway, then the last few hundred years, you know that
- 45:24Speaker 2: you get from from from evangelicalism. And that's not to
- 45:29Speaker 2: dislike Wesley and William Booth and a bunch of those
- 45:31Speaker 2: guys that are amazing, but you know, I guess the
- 45:34Speaker 2: current manifestation of conservative evangelicalism is, in my mind, is
- 45:40Speaker 2: pretty piss poor. And yeah, discovering these Eastern fathers, diving
- 45:48Speaker 2: into Twin Terran theologians like Bart and the Torrants brothers
- 45:55Speaker 2: and Maltman and so on, and then later on discover
- 46:00Speaker 2: bring Brad Jersac, David Bentley Hart, just tons and tons
- 46:05Speaker 2: of different theologians.
- 46:06Speaker 3: I not to to my own horn, but I am
- 46:09Speaker 3: cited in a Brad jers act.
- 46:10Speaker 2: Yes that's awesome. Yeah, Yeah, Brad's been Yeah, he's been.
- 46:17Speaker 7: Very helpful in me kind of reconstructing my faith.
- 46:23Speaker 2: But yeah, once I came across the concept of theosis,
- 46:29Speaker 2: it kind of things theah, It's like light bulb went
- 46:33Speaker 2: on and I realized, Hey, like that sort of trajectory,
- 46:41Speaker 2: all that sort of tell us, you know, the purpose
- 46:45Speaker 2: of humanity is to become divine, and for us to
- 46:54Speaker 2: participate in the divinity of Christ, but then to become
- 46:57Speaker 2: divine ourselves through all of the hardships and all of
- 47:01Speaker 2: the suffering that we face. Made so much more sense
- 47:06Speaker 2: to me than the sort of judicial framework that I've
- 47:09Speaker 2: been handed of. Like, hey, which especially you know, from
- 47:13Speaker 2: a Calvinists perspective, was just so so yeah, messed up
- 47:20Speaker 2: on multiple levels, whether you're talking about the atonement or
- 47:23Speaker 2: whether you're talking about election or whatever. And realizing that
- 47:28Speaker 2: this wasn't some sort of kind of you know, gain
- 47:32Speaker 2: for God where you were a puppet, you know, and
- 47:34Speaker 2: he's like just playing with all of his his puppets,
- 47:38Speaker 2: and like, you know that it's more so this sort
- 47:44Speaker 2: of cosmic drama that you're a part of and that
- 47:52Speaker 2: you through your own sense of agency, but also working
- 48:01Speaker 2: towards having that agency liberated so that you can, you know,
- 48:06Speaker 2: choose what is truly good, you know, to kind of
- 48:10Speaker 2: paraphrase David Bentley hart Is, that was way more compelling
- 48:14Speaker 2: to me. So, you know, the process of becoming you know,
- 48:19Speaker 2: more divine, more like you're truly called to be, and
- 48:25Speaker 2: then being in that process of theosis. That's kind of
- 48:28Speaker 2: how the phrase for me came about. You know, you're
- 48:31Speaker 2: in theosis. You're in this process of theosis.
- 48:35Speaker 4: So yeah, I brought that to Pat and he liked it,
- 48:40Speaker 4: and yeah, sorry, I hope that didn't sound too convoluted,
- 48:45Speaker 4: But it's trying. I'm trying to like kind of.
- 48:49Speaker 2: A summarize and condense all of these, like you know,
- 48:52Speaker 2: years and years of thoughts that somehow became.
- 48:55Speaker 4: This band name.
- 48:57Speaker 5: I love that.
- 49:00Speaker 3: I'm I'm very Protestant in a lot of ways, like
- 49:05Speaker 3: I find Protestantism, especially in terms of its ecclesiology, really compelling. However,
- 49:11Speaker 3: I'm very much like the kind of Christian where you know,
- 49:13Speaker 3: there's parts of Catholicism and Eastern Orthodoxy that I find
- 49:17Speaker 3: very compelling as well, and certainly for me in terms
- 49:21Speaker 3: of Eastern Orthodoxy, to me, one of the most compelling
- 49:24Speaker 3: things that Eastern Orthodoxy has contributed to the breath of
- 49:27Speaker 3: and richness of Christian tradition is theosis. I just find
- 49:31Speaker 3: that an extremely compelling theological concept. And I'm very grateful
- 49:36Speaker 3: for the Eastern tradition for contributing that to Christianity because
- 49:41Speaker 3: I just find it extremely compelling.
- 49:46Speaker 6: How about for you, Peter, Yeah, I was gonna say,
- 49:48Speaker 6: there you go.
- 49:53Speaker 1: How about work for me?
- 49:55Speaker 5: I mean, like, what like, what is that? What does
- 49:57Speaker 5: the name mean for you?
- 50:02Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 50:03Speaker 4: I mean.
- 50:05Speaker 1: I'm not a theologian, and I don't speak so eloquently
- 50:09Speaker 1: as a John does. But to me, like this process
- 50:19Speaker 1: of life which we are, you know, a part of
- 50:24Speaker 1: walking through becoming a more and more whole. I guess
- 50:29Speaker 1: that's that's my hope anyway. But as I walk through
- 50:33Speaker 1: this life, all the hardships that I go through makes
- 50:37Speaker 1: me more whole. To me, that that's theosis. That's a
- 50:44Speaker 1: process that I'll be in until the day I die.
- 50:49Speaker 1: And I think we talked about like thematically that we
- 50:53Speaker 1: wanted to be before we had the band name, also
- 50:57Speaker 1: that we wanted to to be real in our lyrics
- 51:01Speaker 1: about you know, stuff that we're going through, in the
- 51:03Speaker 1: processes that we have gone through and are going through.
- 51:07Speaker 1: So yeah, just makes makes a whole lot of sense
- 51:09Speaker 1: to to have that as a name.
- 51:13Speaker 3: Now, Colin, you know asked you earlier about like, you know,
- 51:16Speaker 3: there's so much theology still in the lyrics that you're writing,
- 51:21Speaker 3: especially in a band like this. Uh, and obviously the
- 51:25Speaker 3: the theology of a band like in Theosis is so
- 51:29Speaker 3: much different than you know when you were first writing
- 51:32Speaker 3: in Next All.
- 51:33Speaker 5: And so I'm just curious, like.
- 51:38Speaker 3: When you're writing lyrics, like very theological type of lyrics
- 51:42Speaker 3: maybe for both of you, because I think are both
- 51:43Speaker 3: of you kind of writing lyrics?
- 51:47Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, we we were Brainstorm Yeah, so far I think.
- 51:54Speaker 7: Does most of the writing.
- 51:56Speaker 2: But you know, it comes out a lot of discussions
- 51:59Speaker 2: that we have and then.
- 52:04Speaker 1: Yeah, and then I write some lyrics and then you
- 52:07Speaker 1: you make them better.
- 52:11Speaker 5: He's got to make sure that there's no heresy in them, right.
- 52:15Speaker 2: Well, gosh, I mean we've already been branded as as Heretics.
- 52:20Speaker 4: So that ship's gone.
- 52:23Speaker 6: Hey, that's metal.
- 52:26Speaker 3: I was gonna say, you know, with like having Theosis
- 52:30Speaker 3: as a concept or you know, having that like part
- 52:33Speaker 3: of the name, what's funny to me is like, you know,
- 52:36Speaker 3: there are a lot of metal band even like non
- 52:38Speaker 3: Christian metal bands that will use Christian concepts or the
- 52:42Speaker 3: theological concepts as their name. And what's you know, like
- 52:46Speaker 3: Orthodox for example. I've heard that as like a band name,
- 52:48Speaker 3: and it's funny to me. Like, to me, like Theosis,
- 52:52Speaker 3: like it does sound kind of metal, but when you
- 52:55Speaker 3: like think of the actual concept of it, it's like
- 52:57Speaker 3: it sounds like it should be like an indie band
- 52:59Speaker 3: or something.
- 53:01Speaker 5: It's not like.
- 53:02Speaker 3: Super metal at all in its concept, but like the this,
- 53:04Speaker 3: the word itself feels very metal.
- 53:07Speaker 4: It's kind of it's kind of the opposite of metal,
- 53:09Speaker 4: isn't it.
- 53:09Speaker 2: You know, like metal is all about death and decay, right,
- 53:12Speaker 2: and then like Theosis is like the opposite is about flourishing,
- 53:16Speaker 2: you know, becoming more divine.
- 53:21Speaker 6: Yeah, it makes sense.
- 53:22Speaker 5: Yeah, to me, it should be like an indie pop
- 53:24Speaker 5: name or something.
- 53:25Speaker 4: Yeah, maybe we should do that as our next single.
- 53:28Speaker 3: Pet I would actually Peter, you'd have actually a great
- 53:32Speaker 3: voice for indie pop, I.
- 53:33Speaker 6: Think, And you look like an indie pop artist now, yeah, with.
- 53:38Speaker 5: Just the like slightly shaky hair.
- 53:40Speaker 4: Yeah that's true. It's true.
- 53:44Speaker 5: Yeah, opening for two Door Cinema Club or something here
- 53:47Speaker 5: soon and then we lost Peter.
- 53:52Speaker 3: Oh yeah, there you are.
- 53:56Speaker 4: It's just deep in contemplation.
- 53:58Speaker 1: I think, to me, like those lyrics I would say
- 54:05Speaker 1: to me or again a little bit like I said
- 54:09Speaker 1: about the name, I care more about talking about my
- 54:13Speaker 1: life than talking about something theological, if you understand what
- 54:17Speaker 1: I mean. But I also like that I think you John,
- 54:24Speaker 1: you're very good at sort of putting this into into
- 54:27Speaker 1: this yeah framework that we are, Yeah, within the themes
- 54:34Speaker 1: and the theological themes that we have decided to sort
- 54:39Speaker 1: of incorporate us some of our expression and imagery and
- 54:43Speaker 1: stuff like that. So yeah, But to me, it's not
- 54:49Speaker 1: really a goal to to me personally, it's not a
- 54:53Speaker 1: goal to to sort of make this something theological in
- 54:57Speaker 1: some way. It's I just want to write lyrics about
- 55:00Speaker 1: my life how I see things.
- 55:02Speaker 2: For sure.
- 55:03Speaker 6: I mean it makes sense to me that there's kind
- 55:06Speaker 6: of this this interesting like play between you guys, you know,
- 55:13Speaker 6: you got, you got a couple of different perspectives, not
- 55:19Speaker 6: not only of life, but also of of religion and
- 55:24Speaker 6: of family and friendship, all that. All this, I mean,
- 55:29Speaker 6: you guys are you guys are very very far apart,
- 55:31Speaker 6: but also very very close together in many ways, which
- 55:34Speaker 6: is it's it's very interesting to see how you guys
- 55:36Speaker 6: play off each other because I think it creates a
- 55:38Speaker 6: very very dynamic relationship that comes through in the music.
- 55:43Speaker 6: And I think that's what Mason and I appreciate about
- 55:45Speaker 6: in Theosis. But I think what everyone's really wondering is
- 55:50Speaker 6: how much in Theosis are we going to get? Are
- 55:52Speaker 6: we going to get more?
- 55:56Speaker 4: Oh?
- 55:56Speaker 1: Yeah, there will be more. We are working on our
- 56:02Speaker 1: fourth single as we speak, with very special guests.
- 56:10Speaker 5: Really wow, I'm who's lead on you know who?
- 56:21Speaker 6: Okay? I thought she was worldwide?
- 56:27Speaker 1: Yeah, no, so so and we're working on. Yeah, We've
- 56:31Speaker 1: got some ideas laying around and also some new days
- 56:34Speaker 1: in the writing, and so our our plan is to
- 56:38Speaker 1: to release an album hopefully during this year, by the
- 56:42Speaker 1: by by the end of the year, if if life
- 56:45Speaker 1: will have it that way, Yeah, and yeah, how many
- 56:51Speaker 1: singles we will release before the album? I don't know,
- 56:53Speaker 1: maybe a couple more, let's see, and then yeah, we're
- 56:58Speaker 1: going to be rich off of those songs and do
- 57:05Speaker 1: whatever you want in life after that.
- 57:07Speaker 6: Yeah, you're never too old to dream.
- 57:16Speaker 3: There might only the only chance that might be the case.
- 57:19Speaker 3: If you guys like go new metal.
- 57:23Speaker 6: Well, I mean there's some songs that kind of play
- 57:24Speaker 6: with it.
- 57:25Speaker 4: I'm not gonna lie.
- 57:25Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's pretty, it's funny. Isn't it that? The
- 57:29Speaker 2: new metal renaissance that that's happening right now.
- 57:33Speaker 5: I love it. I'm a big fan. I am so
- 57:36Speaker 5: happy about it.
- 57:37Speaker 6: I think Peter and I might be on the same
- 57:39Speaker 6: the same ship here.
- 57:40Speaker 4: You hang out on your.
- 57:41Speaker 7: Own boat over there.
- 57:45Speaker 1: Yeah, it's I don't know. Is this some sort of
- 57:49Speaker 1: music genre we're talking about. I haven't heard of it.
- 57:50Speaker 6: It just news, but they spell it weird. Yeah, that's it.
- 57:54Speaker 1: Yeah, strange French.
- 57:57Speaker 5: Just imagine all the good music in the world Peter
- 58:00Speaker 5: in one genre.
- 58:02Speaker 4: Wow.
- 58:03Speaker 6: Okay, all right, well, speaking of of a lot of
- 58:08Speaker 6: great music, let's get into our our top our top
- 58:12Speaker 6: music here. For Peter, it's going to be bands that
- 58:15Speaker 6: he should like on paper but really doesn't so.
- 58:22Speaker 1: And it's going to be really, So I'm just gonna go,
- 58:25Speaker 1: I'm just going to be rude.
- 58:26Speaker 6: I'm just it's not rude.
- 58:27Speaker 1: Go Metallica, our Maiden, Metallica.
- 58:33Speaker 6: The same band twice. Yeah, I mean, I mean.
- 58:38Speaker 4: Oh wow, that hurts man far dang.
- 58:42Speaker 6: I mean you could argue that there are basically two Metallica's.
- 58:46Speaker 6: There's the Yeah, there's like there's like the like the
- 58:50Speaker 6: better version that was earlier on the thrash version, and
- 58:54Speaker 6: then there's like the even worse, the worst version afterwards.
- 58:57Speaker 6: And Peter hates both of them, which is amazing. And
- 59:00Speaker 6: I know I can't say I quick get on board
- 59:02Speaker 6: with the Iron Maiden. I can kind of get on
- 59:05Speaker 6: board with Metallica at times, but.
- 59:08Speaker 1: Iron Maiden Iron Man is the most boring bad ever
- 59:13Speaker 1: ever in the history of humankind and the universe.
- 59:18Speaker 6: Okay, I agree, I agree with like eighty percent of that.
- 59:21Speaker 6: But Bruce Dickinson's voice is one of my favorites because
- 59:24Speaker 6: it's it's fun to try to like match him. All Right, Well, good, Peter,
- 59:29Speaker 6: I think I think you pretty well nailed it.
- 59:33Speaker 1: Thanks.
- 59:36Speaker 5: You need to be a music critic.
- 59:39Speaker 1: Oh, I can continue on if you guys more, Yeah,
- 59:43Speaker 1: you might as well.
- 59:43Speaker 6: Take at least two more, but it can't more times.
- 59:50Speaker 1: I'll be nice. No, I'm done. I'm done.
- 59:53Speaker 6: You're such a Norwegian all right, Uh, straight to the
- 59:57Speaker 6: point and and mostly polite about even things that they hate,
- 1:00:01Speaker 6: which is.
- 1:00:03Speaker 5: It's pretty great, including the Swedes. You. I mean, you're
- 1:00:07Speaker 5: nice enough to let a sweet in your band. That's awesome.
- 1:00:10Speaker 3: Yeah, well, what do you guys want to plug? Obviously
- 1:00:15Speaker 3: there's a few singles already out. Sounds like a new
- 1:00:17Speaker 3: single is going to be on the way here soon.
- 1:00:18Speaker 3: But yeah, what do you guys want to plug?
- 1:00:22Speaker 1: Yeah, just hope people want to check out the songs
- 1:00:25Speaker 1: that we have out and be on the lookout for
- 1:00:28Speaker 1: new things coming. We have merch and it's sick.
- 1:00:32Speaker 5: By the way.
- 1:00:32Speaker 3: Also, all the all the artworks so far on all
- 1:00:35Speaker 3: the singles there they are, it's so sick, it's so
- 1:00:38Speaker 3: well done.
- 1:00:38Speaker 1: I agree a thank you. Yeah, so check out yeah,
- 1:00:45Speaker 1: check out the merch.
- 1:00:48Speaker 4: Uh.
- 1:00:50Speaker 1: Yeah, if you want to support us in that way,
- 1:00:52Speaker 1: that's awesome. I have some new music coming out with
- 1:00:57Speaker 1: Brado this year as well, work new new full length
- 1:01:02Speaker 1: album together with a guy from Canada.
- 1:01:07Speaker 6: You are mister worldwide, aren't you.
- 1:01:10Speaker 1: I'll tell you what, my wife is a little bit
- 1:01:14Speaker 1: upset about it, to be honest, Like I'm like having
- 1:01:18Speaker 1: these kind of meetings are interviewer sessions every like whenever.
- 1:01:24Speaker 6: I thought she just had like a hatred for Canadians
- 1:01:26Speaker 6: or something like that. But that makes more sense.
- 1:01:31Speaker 1: We are writing a full album about death. That's a
- 1:01:36Speaker 1: theme on that the New Right album. Yeah, yeah, so yeah, yeah,
- 1:01:45Speaker 1: And of course, as I said earlier, ext all be
- 1:01:47Speaker 1: on the lookout for new extole songs coming soon to
- 1:01:51Speaker 1: to your ears, It's gonna be fun. It's gonna be
- 1:01:53Speaker 1: pretty awesome. So yeah, yeah, in Theosis is it's it's
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: gonna be some really cool songs coming up. And I
- 1:02:08Speaker 1: think we're kind of I think you said it that
- 1:02:14Speaker 1: we we that our differences are sort of coming all
- 1:02:20Speaker 1: nicely together with a bunch of quite varied songs, but
- 1:02:26Speaker 1: within sort of this semi progressive modern metal expression, which
- 1:02:33Speaker 1: I really love it. I really really enjoy the things
- 1:02:35Speaker 1: that we do, so hopefully check it out.
- 1:02:39Speaker 6: Anything else you'd like to plan.
- 1:02:41Speaker 1: Yeah, we are going to the US within Theosis, and
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: we are going on on the Warp.
- 1:02:48Speaker 3: Oh yeah, there there are a couple of Warp tours
- 1:02:51Speaker 3: coming up now I saw it's coming back.
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: It's coming back baby, and we're on board.
- 1:02:57Speaker 6: Nice in Theosis You're like yes, but you're like, extell no,
- 1:03:02Speaker 6: never live again.
- 1:03:03Speaker 4: Huh.
- 1:03:04Speaker 6: Of course makes sense. Who wants to hang out with
- 1:03:06Speaker 6: and those guys anyway.
- 1:03:07Speaker 1: So hope to see everyone there.
- 1:03:10Speaker 5: Well.
- 1:03:10Speaker 3: Peter and John super stoked about all the new music
- 1:03:13Speaker 3: coming out and coming out of in Theosis, just really
- 1:03:16Speaker 3: really stoked about it. It's such it's so great. It's
- 1:03:19Speaker 3: i mean, we're just already big fans. So thanks so
- 1:03:22Speaker 3: much for chatting about it. And hopefully we can hang
- 1:03:24Speaker 3: out with you guys.
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: Again for sure, and then Norway next time, Man.
- 1:03:28Speaker 5: And Norway, and I'll try to be there as soon
- 1:03:30Speaker 5: as I can.
- 1:03:30Speaker 3: I'm telling you right after this Google flight Tracker awesome.
- 1:03:35Speaker 1: Thanks for having us