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Farron Dozier Show: Duel of the Dual: Altered Ego : Stimulating or Enticing? · Military Broadcast Radio | MBR Talk

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right here on the Military Broadcast Radio Network.
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That's right, MB Radio. Thanks for tuning this.
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And then if you caught the PSA at the beginning of the show,
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for our athletes, we're doing some real work around some of
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these conditions and these red blood cells and, and we're and
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we're tying it to it on the spiritual aspect as well.
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So that's what that's what you've been watching here
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lately, right? Spiritual conversations, right?
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So the sickle cell trade is my cause very important
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conversation. Just so you understand that if
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you have information or you want more information or you got
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questions, you know somebody with the trait, hit me up and we
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can get those conversations started with them.
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All right, I want to have a talk with you just real quick.
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You know, I have been asked to be a part of the grief portion
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of our sickle cell community and there was a post today that I
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read from a young lady and what caught my attention was how she
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articulated. So I did invite her to come on
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the show today, but she was tired coming back from Hawaii.
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She said jet lag, but we are going to agree to a day, a
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Wednesday, and the time for her to come and actually share this.
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Personally, it ties into my conversation because I used to
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do a segment called quality of life versus a cure, right?
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And a lot of times when we deal with these illnesses and chronic
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illnesses, you know, there's so many, again, there's so many
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opinions in the world about what we should do with our health.
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And, and this is not a right or wrong or good or bad, right.
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People do stem cell transplants and all the things like
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everybody, you have a choice, right?
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We want you to just have an informed choice.
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But I used to do a segment called quality of life versus
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cure back in 20. I think I start that like in
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2014, fifteen through 16. And so I, I, I found a clip of
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that conversation, but I, I, I, I want her to come back and talk
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about her post because she was, she really made some key points
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about if she dies. And then she, she laid it all
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out for the community. So I'm going to play this clip
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that I had from my, one of my talks.
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So you can see that and kind of hear about the quality of life
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for history. We'll play a little couple clips
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of those and then we're going to get into this episode here
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today. So let me share my screen where
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we at we there all right cool we're going to do this This is
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what happens when you live, ladies and gentlemen so we're
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going to go right here and we're going to play this clip we.
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Return you now to your regular program you.
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Are now to D. There we go, here we go.
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We. Return you now to your regular
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program. For now, today to WDC Radio.
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The quality of life, I think is, is important and important topic
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to have because we, we, we, we, we live our lives, you know, in
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these moments in time and, and we plan for the future and, and,
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and, and having all that going on in life.
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Some of us deal with illnesses, which impacts us in another
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level of part of life. And you, we're worried about
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this. We're worried about if, if this
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is the last crisis, you know, so much different aspects.
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What I noticed when I look back now was it's in some languages,
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it's called the future of uncertainty.
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We can't control what happens in the future, right?
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We we just have all right, so that's one all right, not as not
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as one right, That's one. So I got one more for you that I
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found in the play. Where is it at?
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Here's right here. Let's do this one.
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And and coming to this realization that you know and
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true and this is very difficult to attain, easy to say,
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difficult to attain, but truly God is enough for me.
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And if this is what I'm supposed to?
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We're going to start that over from the beginning.
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Who elevates spiritually to a place that most people can't get
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to? Yeah, and that's when you begin
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to realize the blessing of that God has put in it in the midst
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of it. Because if you're going to make
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it through this disease, you have to elevate and in the
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process of elevating, you have a beautiful light to shine and
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give and share with the world, you know, and, and to begin to
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stop seeing ourselves as victims and realize that we're going
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through a process, you know, the diamonds are formed deep under
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high pressure, you know, and, and, and coming to this
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realization that you know, and truly, and this is very
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difficult to attain, easy to say, difficult to attain.
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The truly God is enough for me. And if this is what I'm supposed
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to be? Going through.
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There's something in it. All right, so that is you know
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Doctor Maisha, she we work together and let me make sure I
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can stop this over here. All right, So if you heard that,
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that is a real life conversation, a part of our
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community around sickle cell, right?
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And these genes are inherited, right?
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And so it's, it's, it's a sensitive topic, but it's, it's
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a real life conversation because people, you know you, we just
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want you to have an informed choice.
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If you want to do the bone marrow transplant, you want to
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do the same steel transplant. We're not saying it's right or
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wrong, good or bad, but just make sure that you do your
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research, your family does their research, because sometimes
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people look at the quality of life versus a cure.
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And sometimes the quality of life is not as bad, especially
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if you can get their emotional state right, in alignment with,
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with, with God and with some peace, right?
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And, and for me, even with my trait condition in the Rabdel,
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in the arthritis and blah, blah, blah stuff that I deal with
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secondary, it was living to that future of uncertainty, right?
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And we talked about grief, we talked about life and death and,
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and sometimes, you know, we know that we, we all have that death
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in common, right? But Christ took this thing out
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of death. If you believe that, right?
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And then you also got to look at, you know, sometimes we've,
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we, we know we're going to pass away, but we don't want to die
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too soon, right? So there's so many things that
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go on in this conversation. So I just appreciate my sickle
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cell community or allow me to be a part of that discussion again
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and quality of life versus the cure.
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You may see that segment appear here on the show because that is
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a important topic for us to discuss in around stress, around
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mental toughness, around mental health, all these different
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things that we deal with in life, right?
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All the different circumstances and the concerns and the worries
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that stress can trigger. Stress is, is bad on the body,
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right? We already deal with these
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inherited genes and then you add stress, the chemicals, the free
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radicals, all that stuff. If you believe and understand
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the biology and the all of that stuff around the cells.
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And like we're going to do more talks about that because it is
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so important, right? And maybe that will give people
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a level of peace when they can really understand what's going
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on with their bodies, right? And so we're going to work that
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out. I thank you for again Tune
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listening today. I got a very impactful show for
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you again this week and let's just get started, right.
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So what's my guy at that? What's happening, Sir?
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How's. It going.
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What's happening? Can you hear me?
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Yeah, you can hear me. Yeah.
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We good? Yeah, man, I had to die.
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It was, it was a scramble session today.
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I was like, yeah, I got everything.
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I'm I'm, I'm up here with my cousin.
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We working on my AI video now. I'm working with AI on my music
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video for the NFL and Christian believers.
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You know, I got a good song coming up that I make it and I
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ended up leaving my headphones downstairs in the car and I was
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like, Nope, I forgot the fabric softener.
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They were right downstairs and grab their headphones real
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quick, slam them on, praying to God I don't have to come up
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first. And then I got back up here and
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I had to talk with the landlord about to take it up parking
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spots. It was just a big scramble
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session. I'm like, this is just the enemy
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trying to stop me. This ain't happening.
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Watch we go. So your video's a little your.
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Video's a little a little staticky too, so just make sure
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you're going to get some. OK, yeah, I got some clear
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though. OK, you can hear me, Sir.
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All right, So I'm just going to do this real quick.
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You see that in HD? Do you see that in HD or it must
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have glitched on? My end it's.
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Not HD. It's it's static.
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Oh, this is bad, this is bad, this is bad.
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All right, well, today is supposed to be the day we go
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into the other part of the segment of the dual versus the
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dual nature. And we was talking about, I
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wanted to get into the part of enticement.
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And the reason being I kind of noticed that even with our body
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language or even with our speech, sometimes our
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conversations get curved into enticing, persuading, debating,
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or trying to get someone to think how we think.
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So that's the reason why Proverbs in 10/19, it says that
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a multitude of words lack. Well, if you're trying to
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manipulate a conversation and you're you, you find yourself
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willing to get the person's attention when the person really
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doesn't agree with what they're saying.
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That does lead to sin. It leads to manipulation, which
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is witchcraft. It leads into forced ideology,
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which is witchcraft. It leads into that was my stereo
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don't trip. And that leads into other forms.
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That leads to sin. Because then you're adding,
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you're opening up portals for negative emotions to come in the
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middle of it. Where that's the reason why in a
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lot of cases in today's age, we have a lot of young people in
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generations. And I and the younger generation
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of this 2020 generation, they don't want to comply to Christ,
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Christ teachers because of how it's being fed to them, how it's
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being brought to them. And that's because we're using
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old school force tactics thinking that we're supposed to
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be the ones. By the words of casting out the
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demons out of them that we're doing.
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No, it's God doing it, but all we're doing is presenting with
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spirit and love. All we're doing is giving them a
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chance. So if we're not thinking about
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them in the process and we're not loving on them in the
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process, then how are we winning them over?
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Yeah, Hey, do me a favor, man, I need you to log out and come
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back in because you're a little bit you, you're glitching a
20:30
little bit. So I want to make sure that
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everything is cool. People can hear you and see you
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properly. So I got I'm gonna drop you out
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and I'm gonna come back because I got another guest in the
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building. This is real life we live.
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We was live yesterday on KC Radio.
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So yesterday if you happen to catch the show KC Radio, I had a
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guest, Melinda. She's a veteran as well.
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So she fits right into the topic over here.
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So I'm gonna bring her to the deck while my man Ariana gets
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his self situated over here. What's happening, lady?
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What's up, What's up, What's up? How are you doing?
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I'm doing good. Like my daddy said, you got the
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best hand. Do me a favor, introduce
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yourself to the listeners here on the military broadcast.
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All right, I am Christine. Melinda Pier.
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I go by Melinda. However, if the military looking
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for me, America's Most Wanted right or the police, then it
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will be Christine. But I go by my middle name
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'cause I run a nonprofit called Refocus on You.
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I am an Air Force. Shout out to my Air Force peeps.
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You know, in the house, I'm an Air Force I.
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Appreciate the Air Force. I appreciate them for finding my
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sickle cell trait. I appreciate them.
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Yes, yes, yes. And also a Department of Defense
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retiree as well. And I am single, no kids living
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my best life and I run a nonprofit or called refocus on
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you. So yeah, that's let's let's
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this. This is this is the military
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platform. So let's let's go back in time a
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little bit. What was going on in in that
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thought process of military college?
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What, what what was what was life like at that?
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This, those. Society factors.
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Wow. Yes, Yes, yes, yes.
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Let me break this down. Excuse me?
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You're. Good.
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You're good. You're good.
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I was like, let me get some water here.
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So, so I went in the military late.
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You know, I was about 26. I was an old head, right?
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I was old. I, I had, I what I did was I
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went to college a little bit late as well.
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I was working, I went to travel school, did all of that.
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And so I decided to go in the military when I was 25 and I was
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old. That was, that's old.
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That's old. Because The funny thing about it
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is I had a place, I was working for the Postal Service.
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I was making great money at 25. And The funny thing about it is
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I'll never forget when, you know, during basic training at
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the TII had he would call me magic, right?
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That's my, that's my maiden name.
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He said magic. And oh, he wasn't, oh, I did not
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like him 'cause he now telling me, get up, do this, get up and
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do this, get up. I want to say, do you know who I
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am? I, I had a job.
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I had a career. What you talking about?
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But I couldn't do that. I couldn't do that.
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So, so, yeah, I, I went in, you know, like I said, I had worked
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for the Postal Service a few years before I went in.
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I had a two year degree. I had, you know, I, I was about
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established, but I went in for a couple of different reasons.
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You know, I went in because my, my parents was going through a
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real ugly divorce and it was just something like, you know
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what? I need to, I need to get away
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from this and then all, you know, right.
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And then also another reason I went in is I had so many family
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members telling me that I wasn't gonna make it that I, you know,
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I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, you're not that kind.
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You're not the type. You know, you, you can't do it.
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You can't survive. And if you know, Christine,
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Melinda Pier, oh, my goodness. Look, you don't tell me what I
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can't do. Oh my goodness.
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You know, you know, giving me an identity, right, giving me my,
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giving me an identity and they and you know, I'm, I'm so
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grateful for God because he already had my plans laid out.
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He already had them laid out and he's like, no, you going to go
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my child, you going through this?
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And so I went through it. I had yeah.
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But they were like, shoot, I was, they were making bets and
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everything like, yeah. Wow, she.
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She ain't gonna survive. She ain't gonna.
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Survive. That's cold.
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That's cold. She ain't.
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Gonna make it right. That's cold.
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So yeah, I I made it. I had to prove them wrong.
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But I And how many? How many?
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How many years? You.
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She was you, Sir. I.
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I did only four years. I did four years in the military
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and the reason why I did four years because, you know, I'm
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looking around. I was stationed in Japan.
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I was stationed overseas my time.
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Wow. And so I never forget.
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I was in the office and I'm looking around.
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I'm looking around at these civilians, right?
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I'm like, let me get this straight.
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They doing the same job I'm doing, but they getting paid
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more money. Yeah.
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Then they ain't got to do all that.
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You know, they ain't got to, you know, deal with all the the you
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know, you got to do this. You got to do that.
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And I said, I said. Let.
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Me get this straight, you know, I think I'm and so I did my four
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years I got out, but the ironic thing is when I went civil
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servant, you know, civil servant where I went and worked on an
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Air Force Base, I did the exact job, the exact job in the
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military, exact traffic management, traffic management.
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So it was like, yeah, so I, I did that, yeah, I did, I did
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that for, I did that for like an additional four years with the
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government and then I transferred over to doing
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government contracts from. The contracts I'm, I'm going to
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bring you back to, to do some more, some more military talk
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'cause you got a lot of things covered today.
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But I do want to give you an opportunity to discuss your,
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your, your refocus on you and, and, and where that came from
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'cause that's going to lead into our conversation today as well.
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Well, you know, like we had talked about before it, it came
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from an illness and you know, they, they, they, you know, the,
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the and, and you know, this is this is for us really important.
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If we ever talked about like disability percentage in the
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ratings and stuff like that, that people go through and
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sometimes have a hard time and problem.
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But my, my situation came from a diagnose diagnosis that, you
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know, doctors couldn't figure out, didn't know whatever.
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And I got tired of being, I got tired of so many people being
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undiagnosed and misdiagnosed. And that's how I was
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undiagnosed, misdiagnosed for several years.
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I would watch people come out of the doctor office in tears or
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depressed because they don't have a diagnosis, right?
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Military friends of mine as well have, excuse me, gone through
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the military and they're battling with some illness and
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they didn't even try to see if they could get service connected
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or anything like that. You know, a lot, a lot of these
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things I was watching and I was seeing and I'm like, wow.
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And I'm like, this is crazy and you know, it, it, it actually
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started because I got when I was working for the government, I
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got pulled off the job. You know, department of
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Defensive, they ain't playing that when they got wins saying
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finding out that I only had a couple years left to live.
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They're like, we don't have to let you go.
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We're gonna have to let you go. You ain't dying on our you ain't
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dying on our time. It's so, and so, you know, when
28:43
I, when I had to come off work, it was like one of those things,
28:47
Lord, what do I do? And I remember one day God said,
28:52
we got work to do, you know, we got work to do.
28:56
And that's what started helping those who have been undiagnosed,
29:00
misdiagnosed with illnesses. They don't know what to do.
29:04
They don't know where to go. And that's, that's what we,
29:07
that's, that's how it got started.
29:09
You know, advocacy. Advocacy is real, you know,
29:13
advocating for others and, you know, helping them out.
29:16
So that's all. I mean same, same with my sickle
29:19
cell trace awareness conversation, not knowing that
29:22
that not knowing I had the gene until the Air Force Base that I
29:26
was connected to do my blood work.
29:28
All that process and then collapsing a few years later and
29:31
then the rap dough and all that and then finding out that those
29:33
two were connected. It was like.
29:36
You know. Slow.
29:36
So taking that conversation and, and, and creating a, a platform
29:40
to bring awareness, you know, right, that that's, that's
29:43
we're, we're kind of stimulating.
29:44
Those same. Conversations.
29:46
And you was in the military at that time, right?
29:48
Faron when? Yeah, I was still.
29:50
Yeah, I was. I was you.
29:51
Know which is which, which helps.
29:54
But you know, you think about what about the people who have
29:57
gone out of the military they've done.
29:59
And then, like you said this, you know, some things happen to
30:02
them, they won't even go back and work on their benefits, you
30:06
know, or work on, you know, or see the connection or anything
30:09
like that. And a lot of people miss their,
30:12
their connections, their, you know, they, they think.
30:16
Sorry, their entitlements. That right, you know they don't
30:21
like I give you an example. I had a situation when I was
30:26
stationed in the outstation in Azores.
30:29
I I was having. Yeah, I was in the Azores.
30:35
Yeah, I. Stopped.
30:36
I stopped by the Azores on my way to Germany.
30:40
They provided us they, they provided us some lunch on the
30:44
way to Germany and we stopped over there.
30:46
I'm trying to get back over there.
30:49
Yeah, I would love to myself. I would love to myself.
30:51
I got some people over there, definitely.
30:53
Yes, I was. I was over there for 2 1/2
30:57
years. No way in the middle of the
30:59
Atlantic. On the island yes, and I had and
31:02
you know what I was living off the base, right and I had me a
31:05
nice little house and it was right there at the ocean Oh man,
31:08
it was nice. It was nice.
31:10
OK, OK, OK. I can't take.
31:11
It I can't take it. We we'll talk about that later.
31:15
So I'm going to bring my God, I'm going to play APSA
31:18
commercial real quick and then we're going to come back.
31:20
Ariana's back here. So we're going to get into that
31:22
and you're more than welcome to join into this conversation as
31:24
we talked. About sounds good, sounds great.
31:26
But we've been dealing with the alter ego and what that looks
31:29
like and, and he's got some topics.
31:31
So I appreciate him for bringing that to the table.
31:33
So I'm going to play APSA and then let me see what we got.
31:37
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32:40
ladies and gentlemen, we're going to get this segment
32:42
started. I'm as if you seen the Instagram
32:44
post you watch the last previous episodes.
32:48
My guy here has been bringing some of these spiritual
32:52
conversations with us and let's see how you are.
32:55
You good man I'm. Back now, Now can you?
32:59
I'm not good on your end. Yeah, you still a little fuzzy,
33:02
but we going to make it work. Still a little fuzzy.
33:05
I don't know what's going on with the Internet, but it's not
33:08
nothing to do with my phone, because my phone, it could be my
33:11
phone acting up. I don't know.
33:12
It's been overheating lately and acting, you know, crazy.
33:15
But all right, I only can do what I can.
33:18
I only can do what I can. Yeah, yeah.
33:20
It's just the end of me trying to stop the message.
33:22
Just trying to stop the message that.
33:26
Was. Me I I tried something and it
33:30
worked. Well, what happened?
33:32
Here's what's wow. So why is my my phone is totally
33:37
on blackout mode, so I'm going to have to reset.
33:43
Good. As long as you can see me, we're
33:45
going to continue just like this when we were all all in the
33:49
black screen. I'm still going to talk to you
33:51
and get this through. So where did this go?
33:56
I was explaining about the enticement and the conversation
34:00
and understanding that. It's not, it's not going to
34:03
work. You got to, you got to come back
34:04
because it's you're talking and it's choppy.
34:06
Is it? Is it something else on,
34:08
Something else on that's going on?
34:10
Maybe turn, maybe turn the Wi-Fi off.
34:13
Maybe turn the Wi-Fi off and just use your.
34:16
I got I got to rebuild my whole phone all.
34:19
Right we're. Going to come, We'll come back
34:21
to you. This is what happens when you
34:23
live on radio. Yeah, yeah, I understand.
34:26
No, I I know. You gotta.
34:27
You gotta make it work, right? I understand.
34:30
Let's let's talk about last night's episode.
34:34
You, you, you came on last night.
34:41
What, what, what's your what's your thought process?
34:44
What is your experience of that whole female woman?
34:48
I mean, this is what you these are the conversations already.
34:50
So I know you got some insights on that, but what, what, what
34:53
did what's, what's your take away from that episode?
35:00
You know, I hadn't really, I hadn't really thought about so
35:02
much of it. I enjoyed it.
35:04
It was great. I thought what it was really
35:07
interesting is each of us had different experiences.
35:11
That's one thing I can tell. You know, I feel like one person
35:16
is still healing, another person maybe is just got there, another
35:20
person is done, you know, but it was great.
35:24
You know, it's important to have a variety of opinion because
35:30
what you know, somebody may not know what I or I don't want to
35:33
say that, but somebody may can relate to what what another what
35:40
the other woman said about, you know, her going through and how
35:44
she deals with life and how she deals with healing and things
35:48
like that. Somebody might relate to myself,
35:50
somebody, you know. So I love the fact that we had
35:54
different takes. You.
35:55
Know on it, but it's real. It's real when it boils down to
36:02
it. Healing is real.
36:04
And I still say this, you know, forgiveness, Israel, if you, if
36:10
you can't forgive that for and you know, like I said, a lot of
36:12
people think that, oh, if I forgive them that, you know, it
36:15
just means that, you know, it's OK for them to treat me like
36:19
this or it's OK for you to do these things.
36:21
No, for forgiveness. Is for you to.
36:24
Say like, hey, you know what, I'm a move on and I, you know,
36:29
I, I, I haven't. The only the only thing I have
36:32
went through is the illness, you know, being diagnosed with a
36:36
terminal illness and the doctors constantly saying any minute
36:40
now, any minute now, you know, we, we you know, it's
36:45
impossible. You ain't gonna live this year,
36:47
OK? You made it last year, but it
36:48
ain't gonna be this year. And so that's the only thing
36:51
that I have had to go through. But like I said, with God
36:55
everything is possible. And when, when, when, let me ask
36:59
you, let me ask you when you say that that's what you had to go
37:01
through, right? You had to go through that,
37:03
right? Dealing with, you know, my own
37:07
personal, you know, stuff that I do with the future of
37:09
uncertainty. That's kind of like the future
37:11
of uncertainty, right? Because you don't know like you,
37:14
you've got a diagnosis that that your life is coming to an end
37:19
like. How did you?
37:21
How did How? Did how do you how do you make
37:24
peace with that though? Can I ask you that?
37:26
Well, well, do you even make peace with it?
37:29
You'd, you'd Yeah. You, you have to make peace with
37:32
it. You have to make peace with it.
37:34
And in the beginning, I'm gonna tell you.
37:38
In the beginning, when they told me this, I was doing the cabbage
37:41
patch. I was like, hey, And I'm gonna
37:43
tell you why, right? Because for two years I went
37:48
undiagnosed and misdiagnosed. So two years I'm taking 10
37:52
different drugs. And that's not even the, the
37:55
illness that you have. And, and Can you imagine when
37:59
you go into doctor offices and you know, they, you, you got to
38:03
write down what, what's going on, What's your diagnosis?
38:05
And he's like, I don't know, right.
38:08
And then think about it for a while before you even got
38:12
diagnosed. You're probably having episodes,
38:15
you're probably having flares. Body probably ain't acting
38:18
right. And you don't understand like I
38:20
don't know what's going on. And so, you know, you're, you're
38:24
right, uncertainty. You're in that fear.
38:27
You know, you're in a fear state of mind where I'm afraid to go
38:31
somewhere. I'm afraid to go.
38:34
I'm afraid to do this. I'm afraid to do that because I
38:37
never know when when something's going to break down.
38:41
So for that. And that's how it was for two
38:44
years, right? And and and the problem was I
38:49
was paralyzed from head to toe. I couldn't feed myself, I
38:55
couldn't bathe myself. I couldn't walk, I couldn't go
38:58
to the bathroom, I couldn't drive, I couldn't do nothing.
39:03
So for them to say, hey, you don't have a a muscle, I mean,
39:08
you don't have a bone disease, you got a muscle disease, you've
39:12
got polymyositis. All right, what anti synthetase
39:17
syndrome? So that that shortens the life
39:19
right there and interstitial lung disease, right.
39:23
And basically what I have, it means that my lungs will go out
39:31
and, and right now, if I went to the doctor, if I went to
39:35
hospital, they're all white. Right now, they're all white.
39:39
They're about, they're gone, They're gods.
39:42
So that's what I'm saying, the power of God.
39:44
That's why I said, you know when you when, when God pulls you
39:48
through something. You said you said your lungs are
39:51
white. They're all white.
39:54
You know, you have. You know when you go, when you
39:56
go and do ACT scan, Alright. They're black.
39:59
They're all white, Yeah. They're gone.
40:02
They're about gone. They're about gone.
40:06
So that's why I said you come to a point in life when you when
40:13
you have experienced some real things.
40:18
Yeah. Yeah.
40:18
I had made peace. I was like, OK, Lord, you know
40:21
what? OK, No, I didn't want to die,
40:25
but I was about I need to get my life right.
40:29
Right now. I, I, I, I need to focus on God.
40:31
I need to focus on what he has for me.
40:34
And, and, and so that that's what I was about then.
40:38
You know when, especially when, especially when I've been given
40:41
this last time where they said you'd be lucky if you you go 2
40:46
years, you know you're going to have to have a double lung
40:49
transplant. And.
40:51
That is where it became real for me.
40:53
That's where it became real. I was like, OK, alright.
40:55
I, I, I need because, yeah, I need, I need to get on the ball.
40:58
I need to get on the ball, you know, like, you know, before
41:02
it's funny. Oh.
41:04
My God. I used to think about different
41:07
things like, oh, what am I going to wear?
41:09
Oh man, I ain't got this. I ain't got the heck with that.
41:15
Your your your whole object, your whole life changes.
41:20
Yeah, yeah, yeah. When, when you know, when you're
41:23
giving, when they're like, hey, you know, you, you're going to
41:27
be going. We see it, you know, and, and
41:30
you know what it wasn't like, you know, it was I had like
41:34
what, 4 hospitals tell me the same thing, including the VA
41:39
hospital, including the VA, you know, so.
41:44
You, you are. We call it a walking testimony
41:46
for sure. So.
41:47
Yes, for sure. So yeah, I got I got no time.
41:51
I got time for the the what ifs, the drama that he said she.
41:55
I got time for that. I got time for that.
41:58
All right, thank you so much for being open and sharing with our
42:01
community. I pray that some veterans who
42:03
are dealing with their own, you know, health complications,
42:07
secondary health complications of their service or those
42:09
inherited genes that were born with or, or the, or the
42:12
environments that trigger those genes, right, So that we find
42:16
peace in these conversations that they hear from us.
42:18
So thank you again for sharing. That and, and, and, you know, I,
42:21
I want to offer myself, like I said, you know, you know, I, I
42:25
want to offer my services, meaning, you know, for veterans
42:29
out there who are struggling with various things and help and
42:34
they are not sure how to file their claim or they're not sure
42:37
what to do, you know, Yeah. You know, you know, don't give
42:42
up. Don't give up.
42:43
You know, don't give up. No, don't give up at all.
42:46
Thank you. Thank you for that.
42:47
All right, ladies and gentlemen, this is the Frondoze show right
42:50
here on the military broadcast radio network.
42:52
We're streaming live. We're on Roku TV, Facebook,
42:55
Youtubes. I mean, you know this what it is
42:57
when you're streaming live, you got to be able to deal with all
43:00
of the technical difficulties. I might be sweating over here,
43:03
but never let them see you sweat.
43:05
And this is what? And I'm freezing.
43:08
So we're going to get back into this episode with my guy.
43:13
Ariana. See, he's cool.
43:14
Today you. Cool man.
43:17
Oh yeah, he. That is, that's it.
43:19
That was the enemy. He he entered, he infiltrated my
43:22
phone, shut it down. I went all black screen and I
43:25
said, you know what, consider all joy when you go through
43:28
various trials of tribulations for the test of your face.
43:31
Breathe patients that patients have this perfect word for you
43:34
shall be perfect and completely black and nothing.
43:36
So I'm still sitting here with a smile like I'm back again.
43:39
You tried, it didn't work. Let's take it from the top, man.
43:52
There's so much going on. We've discussed two weeks ago,
43:56
week before last, right? We kicked off this conversation
43:59
here with the ego and easing, we call it easing God out at my
44:04
church, you know, and now you, you're bringing another
44:07
conversation. That's very important because we
44:09
don't even realize how powerful our language and our
44:12
conversations are, right? And and how I look at it as as
44:16
sometimes we're even sincere with our language, right?
44:20
But we do manipulate, we control by dominant with our language
44:25
too. So what had you create this this
44:28
segment for this week for the topic member?
44:31
But I started, man, what I started realizing was that I
44:38
learned this from a friend of mine.
44:39
Actually, she was, she was me and her were hanging out and OK,
44:45
I crush. I, I'm a dude, I'm going to
44:47
crush. I'm a single dude.
44:49
I'm going to crush. She's beautiful.
44:51
So I'm going to crush. I don't know any man.
44:54
I, I was crushing, you know, I don't know any man that's not
44:57
going to crush. I mean, if a man is not going to
44:59
crush that a man I, I got a question.
45:01
What's going on with him? Well, it says kindergarten.
45:04
The extra chocolate milk. That extra chocolate milk.
45:08
If I had met her back when he was in kindergarten, I would
45:11
have talked to the lady to give me the whole crate full of
45:13
chocolate milk and I would have brought it to it.
45:15
Like you have all the chocolate milk you want.
45:16
I got it for you. That's exactly how that goes.
45:20
But see, the concept of what I've understood from her was
45:23
understanding this conversation and the right displays of
45:26
affection, a displays of reflection.
45:29
You still have to let God do His time when building relationships
45:32
and connections, regardless of you cool at night.
45:36
It doesn't matter if it's a lady or a man.
45:38
It doesn't matter if it's a romantic relationship or it's a
45:40
relationship at all, or in fact it's just a friendship, politic,
45:43
connection. It doesn't matter.
45:45
The thing is, we have to understand how to lead a
45:49
conversation. If you're using enticement to
45:52
lead your conversation, you're not being yourself.
45:55
You're promoting propaganda. You're promoting your ideas.
45:59
You are now stuck in that mode where you're not being yourself
46:02
when naturally you leave the spirit of conversation.
46:05
You just have a conversation. Like what we're right now, we're
46:08
having a conversation. Yeah, it's just a simple
46:11
conversation. So.
46:13
But if I need to get something from you now I'm about to turn
46:17
into strategies of enticement so I can get it out of you because
46:24
now I want something or I am going to go on the head and
46:28
let's just say me and you disagree to a point.
46:31
You disagree. Now I'm going to go on ahead and
46:33
use persuasive power and mechanisms and well, why don't
46:36
you just try to see it from this angle?
46:38
Oh, why did you try to see it from my angle here?
46:40
Oh, why did you try when you already said no the first time?
46:44
I understand a person must be persistent.
46:47
But once you said no the second time, that's what you want to
46:49
just unless it's a really a stress pressure sales call or
46:53
some crazy stuff, you kind of want to just back off.
46:57
Yeah. And then let the person have
46:59
their mindset to know it's OK, then ask more questions, right.
47:04
And that's OK to say that not everybody's going to think like
47:07
you. Yeah.
47:08
So don't get mad at the people that don't think like you,
47:12
disrespect what they think like. And maybe you could Corp how
47:15
they're thinking on to you if you choose to or not.
47:18
So instead of taking it, it's a it's a phrase called eat the
47:23
meat and spit out the bones, right?
47:25
That's any conversation. So, so far.
47:28
I find like many people, especially in the spiritual
47:31
community, they kind of like feed the meat and make the choke
47:34
on the bones too. So they forcing the bones down
47:36
their throat along with the meat.
47:38
What does that? Look.
47:39
What does that look like in real time if I had to see?
47:42
Some real time what does? That look like in real time.
47:45
In real time, you're going to see a person doing that by
47:47
saying, yo, man, I understand, you understand the sky is blue.
47:51
But you know what, man? The sky is actually black.
47:53
It's sort of blue because it's a Dome around it.
47:56
And it's only a Dome around it because you know, there is the
47:59
the firmament that's around the earth.
48:01
That's what keeps us breathing. Well, wait a minute, dog.
48:03
God made the no man, No, you got to understand this.
48:06
Yo, listen, listen, listen. It's a firmament, man.
48:08
I was like, well, God made no, no, look.
48:10
And it's like I never do. God man, this got something to
48:12
do that is considered making a person force down the meat and
48:15
the balls. So you're trying to take the
48:18
stuff that they don't disagree with and make them swallow it
48:21
just so you can get the stuff that you do agree with down on
48:23
their end. In other words, if you're
48:25
dominated. And I have.
48:26
I'm still learning this as I speak, but I've forgotten way
48:29
better at understanding so let me ask.
48:32
You let me ask you a question then, because I'm I'm, I'm, I'm
48:36
listening to you and I'm looking in my life for these
48:38
conversations. What what's what do you think is
48:42
behind the dominating approach? Do you?
48:47
Think you still? Connect is it trying to?
48:49
Is it? But is it you trying to be
48:51
connected to the person forcefully?
48:53
Like is is there a belonging? What?
48:55
What is what Is that an opinion? Yes.
48:57
Is your opinion that important to be heard?
49:00
What do you think? You basically, This is why, This
49:02
is why I call it. I say it's in in the form of
49:04
witchcraft when people do it, because what you do is you're
49:07
trying to control the person to bend to your will.
49:12
To some kind of an outcome or to some kind of agreement?
49:15
Whatever purpose is in that person's head.
49:17
In other words, that person. In your head, right?
49:19
We had to be, whatever your intentions.
49:21
Are right, it has to be whatever my intentions are, but it has to
49:24
be something dealing with the selfishness of myself.
49:27
In other words, something to inflate me, something to make me
49:31
bigger. In other words, you have a lot
49:33
of narcissistic attitudes. With that, you have a lot of
49:35
people who are idolizing themselves a lot vanity.
49:39
These things are forced into where those conversations turn
49:43
out like that because they're not taking time to look at God
49:46
in the situation. They're not taking time to
49:49
surrender their ego to understand, let the Spirit
49:52
shine. And in other reverse worlds,
49:55
it's because people are scared to let themselves shine, so they
49:58
hide behind their egos and let the ego speak for them now.
50:02
And in that case I want to. Ask Melinda.
50:06
Do you got anything you hear, Melinda, do you want to chime in
50:08
from from from your perspective or are you?
50:10
You're good. No, I, I mean, I, I'm good.
50:13
I, I understand exactly what summarize is saying.
50:18
I, I, I completely agree. You know, you know, you also
50:22
have to look at it. The fact that too, where does it
50:24
come from? You know, where, where does that
50:27
come from? You know, is it, is it from the
50:29
parents? Is it from the, you know, the
50:30
womb, you know, where, where does that, where does that come
50:33
from? And like, like samurai saying
50:35
who they're trying to be, you know, what that what that person
50:39
is trying to be. And like you said, some people
50:41
don't want to show the real, their real selves as well.
50:46
So yeah, I I got you. The speech from place of damage.
50:51
See, now we're talking. We've spoke about trauma, but
50:54
now we're speaking about damage. You're on mute, my friend.
51:00
So with oh, OK, so we're talking about the trauma part is
51:04
basically people won't face their trauma.
51:07
So they went around with their damage and then the trauma keeps
51:10
causing more damage because they keep reliving the trauma instead
51:12
of facing the trauma, eliminating it from the root.
51:15
So with that in mind, they're not being their true selves
51:18
because the what caused the trauma is exactly what the
51:21
trauma caused is exactly what the person made the person get
51:25
into defense mode to create that ego.
51:29
As me and him was talking a couple weeks ago about childhood
51:32
when your heart got broken, boy, you swole up now.
51:36
Now my heart is never going to get broken again.
51:39
You was you you you dropped your candy bar and you're crying
51:43
about it now. You extra careful with the candy
51:45
bar that you got next time and you don't put it in a basket in
51:48
the case. And now you older grown and
51:51
you're still wrapping up your candy bar and carrying extra
51:55
holding on to something that happened to you in the past.
51:58
So these things are what we build around us right now.
52:01
The ego is nothing but a false shell that we built around us
52:05
putting our real cells inside this egg that needs to be
52:08
hatched. So just imagine.
52:13
So this about. I'm listen.
52:16
So just imagine the overgrown chicken trying to hatch out of
52:19
an egg. Do you see what I'm saying?
52:23
And they can't imagine a big huge chicken fully grown,
52:27
stuffed inside a egg. You're killing yourself.
52:31
You're smothering yourself. So that's what the ego does over
52:34
time. That's the reason why in the
52:36
word, we want to be able to understand that whatever voids,
52:39
whatever problems that we're, that we're feeling the scars,
52:42
the the wounds, the word heals those wounds.
52:47
God will comfort you in those times of mourning.
52:49
God will place a way for you to have rest because now you're not
52:53
smashed up no more because God is expanding your aid to the
52:56
point where it'll hats correctly.
52:59
I got. I got a question for you.
53:00
I got a question for you. Let's let where we go.
53:03
Can we go three ways over here? Where do you go?
53:06
So you. Go three ways higher than you
53:08
want. It we talk, we're talking.
53:09
About we. We talking about people, right?
53:12
And, and we're talking about and, and we're talking about
53:16
meeting people where they're at, right?
53:18
Right. So from, from a way to listen to
53:26
someone, if, if you have, if you have developed your listening
53:31
skills, I can, I can listen to people and I can tell when
53:34
they're describing life, right? Versus saying that what's
53:37
happening, actually what's happening.
53:40
And I know that I can ask more questions to pull out more
53:42
information, or I could listen to their tone, your choice of
53:46
words, right? So if you, if you're in a
53:49
situation where you're being, you feel like you're being
53:51
controlled and dominated by a person who's having a
53:53
conversation, you're pushing their agenda on you because it,
53:56
this is real life, right? This is what's happening right
53:58
now. How do you meet that person
54:02
who's not ready to talk about what what Christ said, God said
54:05
you got to do this because that could also turn that person's
54:09
ears off and they're listening to you and go straight to the
54:12
word first without meeting them where they are.
54:16
And what their? Beliefs are right.
54:18
So I know we, we, we all three of us here, we can relate to
54:21
that. But those people who are
54:22
listening? To our show.
54:24
Who? Not in that space right now and
54:26
they. Experiencing.
54:27
These conversations with somebody, how would you meet
54:30
that person, you know? For you I knew.
54:32
What I would do, but what would you do?
54:34
To meet that. Person if if you on the other
54:36
side of that person, that's. OK, I do this all the time.
54:41
All right, being on the other side.
54:42
I've been on the other side before, so I know it's not
54:44
comfortable. And definitely I know when
54:46
people started doing that with me, weaponizing the words,
54:48
smacking me over my head, tell me what I need to do, it turned
54:51
me completely off. And I would just simply dismiss
54:54
the conversation and walk away as a done deal.
54:56
I've walked away from churches because they have done that kind
54:59
of stuff in the way they formed their ministries.
55:02
And like I said, you know my history, I've been gone for 22
55:05
years from ministry and now this is my first time back from being
55:09
gone 22 years from walking away from Jesus because I thought
55:13
Jesus was religious. But the one thing is, is that
55:16
it's in Proverbs also, it's software.
55:18
A software, a soft answer turns away wrath.
55:22
The thing is, is that I meet them where they at, but I don't
55:26
compromise where they at, where I'm at to meet them where they
55:30
at, Yeah. Where you are right I.
55:31
Meet them where they at. It's OK, right?
55:33
I meet them where they at, Where I'm at.
55:35
I'll, I'll meet you. I'll come to your house.
55:37
I'll be in your environment and I'll be chilling because I'm
55:40
already protected by the blood and I'm already protected by
55:42
God. So it doesn't phase me.
55:43
Nothing because I know where my walk is.
55:46
But I don't have to say that to put you down neither I don't
55:51
have to say that to crush your spirit even further because you
55:54
already hurt me. So why would I come out of my
55:57
body and try to make myself superior to you just because I
56:01
found something that might work for you and it could help you
56:04
with your answer? Let me still be myself in my
56:07
spirit is saying act like that doesn't even exist for a second.
56:12
Let's go to your world and now let's talk about what you're
56:15
going through. Now.
56:16
I'm empathetic with you. If I could relate to it, I'm
56:19
empathetic with you. I'm showing you empathy, not
56:22
sympathy, because sympathy puts the person in a place of
56:26
superiority over the other person.
56:28
So it says in Romans 14 one, so, and I will pull it up in black
56:34
and white too, Romans 14 one, it says that for those who are
56:37
weaker in the faith that we are to embrace them, not turn them
56:40
away, That's what. I'm that's what I'm saying,
56:42
because I learned, I learned in my second round, like you coming
56:45
back to church, that I even in my walks the last seven years, I
56:50
could cause another brother or sister to stumble that are
56:54
weaker than me. And I'm like, I could do, I
56:56
mean, I could do that. That's a responsibility.
56:59
It became as a responsibility. Melinda, you want anything you
57:01
want to? Yeah, I, I, you know, what I
57:03
want to say to you is I remember right before I started the non,
57:10
you know, I was in the beginning stage of starting the nonprofit
57:13
and I'll never forget, you know, I had a thought of like, OK, I'm
57:17
going to, I'm going to start the nonprofit where people so they
57:21
could be plant based. And, and because I had learned a
57:25
lot of things, you know, with when you have autoimmune
57:27
diseases, you got to be very careful with inflammation, OK.
57:30
And so I was like, I'm going to do this, you know, for plant
57:34
based and all that. And I remember God came to me.
57:37
I'm telling you, it's clear as I mean, just crystal clear.
57:40
And he said, my child is not about them.
57:45
It's not about the food, he said.
57:47
It's about it's about me. It's about me.
57:51
It's not about the food, it's about me.
57:53
That's what that's what God came to me.
57:54
And then he said, and then I said, but Lord, how in the world
57:59
I had this conversation with God?
58:01
I said, how in the world am I going to get these people to
58:04
come back to you? You know, to, to, to and he told
58:08
me, he said it will be your character.
58:12
And we have to look. At it like this.
58:13
You know, you say it'll be your character that draws the people
58:17
back to me. So if I.
58:18
Have the right. Character.
58:20
A mind like Christ. If I have Christ in me, you.
58:23
Ain't got to tell us. You ain't got to do.
58:25
This you got to. Do that you got to do none of
58:28
that they. Excuse me?
58:30
They will see the God. Holy Spirit activate.
58:35
Holy Spirit, activate. When?
58:40
You, Holy Spirit, activate. I, I've learned, I've learned
58:43
being back at church, some of the stuff that we, we especially
58:46
from the word, you got to catch that in the spirit.
58:48
Your our carnal mind can't understand the word.
58:51
It wants to so much, but we got to catch the word in the spirit
58:56
realm. And when you catch it like that,
58:59
I felt that because that's what he told me, the same thing.
59:01
In my own. Version.
59:03
Like, no, it's. Not even about the.
59:06
Food on my end. I'm watching all of you on the
59:10
floor. I was just talking to that with
59:11
my cousin about how we don't need to say anything.
59:15
We already got our passes and our apostles to speak in roof
59:18
and war a hollow over the pulpit.
59:20
What we need to do is start shooting mortars that our
59:22
characters to our talents and through our gifts speak the same
59:26
message to back them up and that will show it.
59:28
Like right now me and him are unifier and we're coming
59:31
together, making projects and we're coming together.
59:33
I just gave him out of my song library.
59:35
Now his play is complete to unity.
59:38
But the whole point is when my apostle was speaking about it
59:41
last night on Bible study, that's why I said Holy Spirit
59:43
activate because they weren't getting it.
59:46
They were like, well, you know this, you know, they, it was
59:49
like going out. I could tell it was going and
59:51
wearing out the other. But then again, I said now it's
59:53
time to start putting into action because like my apostle
59:56
said, he said there are three forms to a miracle to make a
59:59
miracle manifest that happen. He said you got to have first
1:00:01
the giver, the receiver, then you have to have the believer.
1:00:05
And now if you got the giver, if you got the giver.
1:00:08
And the receiver, obviously they're both believers because
1:00:11
one believes enough to give it and the other one believes
1:00:14
enough to accept it and receive it.
1:00:15
So therefore that's where it connects it.
1:00:17
So the receiver and the believers between two believers.
1:00:20
That's why it says it 2 and a miss with two are in agreement.
1:00:24
I am a miss. So in other words, meaning that
1:00:27
and then what is also understand is the concept that it even
1:00:30
manifests in you because God works within you out.
1:00:33
My apostle said according to the Scripture and this goes into
1:00:37
what I'm learning the class also according to the scripture in
1:00:40
Matthew. It says that the prayer up to
1:00:44
God back then at the time that Jesus was walking in alive.
1:00:47
He said art thy Father's art in heaven hallowed the hallowed,
1:00:52
hallowed thy be thy name right, right.
1:00:55
What about now? Because since Jesus is dead and
1:00:57
he said you got Christ in you and God is in you now we said,
1:01:03
oh Father, that is in me. How loud the hollow DB thy name
1:01:08
The thing is, is that it? Change after Christ after Christ
1:01:12
ascended. Everything as in transition
1:01:14
exactly they don't. The thing is the education of
1:01:18
understanding Hebrews and eight and understand the covenant
1:01:20
change understand that he fulfilled it with his death.
1:01:23
Understanding all of these things that has been stated.
1:01:26
We have to know that what it is said.
1:01:28
It's time for us to start putting into use and start
1:01:31
reutilizing tradition, which is old school people.
1:01:35
I, I love my elders, I love my big Mamas.
1:01:38
I love my Mama. I love my daddy's Mama.
1:01:40
I love them all. I love them all because they are
1:01:43
beautiful that God put them here.
1:01:44
But here's the thing, you can't do like they did in the past.
1:01:47
They were trying to teach us like it was a book.
1:01:50
Yeah. This is not just a book.
1:01:53
This is a tune principle. It's a tune going to be used.
1:01:57
By the. Word principle.
1:01:59
There's a book. There's a certain type of book
1:02:01
that's called a tomb. Now I'm going to show you the
1:02:04
resemblance. You know what a tomb is?
1:02:06
A tomb is where a person lays to rest and has their belongings
1:02:10
and everything in it. Their life is inside that tomb,
1:02:13
right? This is why the book is original
1:02:16
version of what they call a tomb.
1:02:19
Jesus life is not the only life in their tomb.
1:02:22
It's his lineage. This is in the tomb.
1:02:24
It's his genealogy that's in the tomb, but it's also His word
1:02:28
that is going forth, the word spiritual genealogy that's going
1:02:32
forth in the future in this tomb of books because the books are
1:02:38
66 books, so each one is an individual book.
1:02:42
Now, mind you, if you study correctly, each one of these
1:02:45
books is 100 to 1000 years apart from each other in the order
1:02:49
that is written. So it's these things are over
1:02:53
the course of time, right. That all line up.
1:02:57
So you can't teach it like it's a structured book.
1:03:01
I can go to a math book. I can go to a English book and
1:03:04
teach it like it's a book. But the word is alive.
1:03:08
Yeah, because of that, that, that space in between.
1:03:12
So let me. So let me ask you this.
1:03:13
Let me ask you the Melinda, you can answer this question too,
1:03:16
because the word is alive, right?
1:03:20
Depending on what matters to you in the moment that you're in the
1:03:23
space to read that book, it might take you to all parts of
1:03:26
your life at any given time. Oh well.
1:03:30
Because it's not. It's not I.
1:03:31
Got one for you. It's so hilarious because.
1:03:33
It's not linear. So if I'm dealing with
1:03:36
strongholds and anger, the Holy Spirit is going to lead me to
1:03:39
the stuff that I need to learn about for that it.
1:03:42
Could be. That season of of me to go.
1:03:44
Through that's right with. My anger, that could be a five
1:03:47
year process, that could be. AII know how long.
1:03:50
That season is. Yeah, I I think it's amazing.
1:03:52
That's why it's alive. Go.
1:03:55
Ahead, I think it's amazing how you can read something in the
1:03:57
Bible and at that particular time it might not hit you, but
1:04:02
let's say later on in life when you're actually going through
1:04:06
what you're reading about, you like, whoa.
1:04:10
There it is, right there you've. Read it before, but this time is
1:04:13
different. It's just different, you know,
1:04:16
and I think that's what's I think that's what's powerful.
1:04:18
I always say, you know, when I'm reading scripture, I always say,
1:04:21
Lord, you know, show me what you got there.
1:04:24
Yeah, those. Lyrics.
1:04:27
No, these aren't lyrics. This is actually Bible
1:04:29
journaling. OK, OK.
1:04:31
I was connecting scripture to scripture to scripture to
1:04:33
scripture based on the footnotes in my NKJV version, right?
1:04:38
Check this out. I'm going to keep flip.
1:04:39
I'm going to flip through the pages.
1:04:41
This was me doing it constantly in me thought right and me
1:04:46
thought right, and me thought and me thought while still doing
1:04:50
it, and me thoughts while I was still doing it.
1:04:52
It was just going. Holy Spirit was leading me.
1:04:55
These are all pathways, right? I was doing good.
1:05:00
I'm about to show you where I found out how the Word was
1:05:02
alive. I found out the hard way.
1:05:05
I said, God, I wouldn't study you.
1:05:06
I'm going to study what you really trying to tell us and I'm
1:05:08
going to try to connect these scriptures together to get a
1:05:10
different message because I know you're telling us something.
1:05:13
And God said, OK, go on ahead. This is my tower bell moment.
1:05:17
He said go ahead. Now mind you, I'm still flipping
1:05:19
right and I'm still flipping right.
1:05:22
I look at where he's taking me. I get all types of random
1:05:24
scripture. If I'll try to read this right
1:05:26
now, I wouldn't know what pathway I was on anymore because
1:05:28
the men thought he shut it down while I was writing wait and
1:05:32
here and actually kept doing it actually.
1:05:35
Well, I'm trying to figure out what you was trying to tell.
1:05:38
It's like I'm really trying to get it.
1:05:39
And then finally, well, look what happened.
1:05:42
Look what happened. Redirection error.
1:05:47
All right, I'm going to try it again.
1:05:48
I said. I got over back to Genesis 11.
1:05:51
I did it again, right? I started going through.
1:05:53
I started going through. I got to John 1030 redirection
1:05:57
error. So I did it again.
1:05:59
I said I was trying, I was trying.
1:06:05
I was trying to link every scripture of what God was trying
1:06:08
to tell us in a complete understanding context as one
1:06:12
long voice right out of all these 66 books and scriptures.
1:06:17
And I kept trying to do it. And I did it again.
1:06:19
And he, I stopped after, I think after this one, I think I
1:06:22
stopped because I realized God was like, now you now you're
1:06:26
getting, you're making me irritated because you ain't
1:06:28
understanding what I'm trying to tell you.
1:06:30
And I was like, OK, well, God. Yeah.
1:06:32
And he shut it down. And then when he realized, when
1:06:35
I realized he, he told me right there.
1:06:37
He said, because I'm not a book, I'm alive.
1:06:40
Every word that came out in this book printing is all it is alive
1:06:46
because you're going to you get a different meaning.
1:06:47
You're going to get a different pathway.
1:06:49
You're going to use rewiring your brain.
1:06:51
Why? Because when you look at the if
1:06:53
you look at the word in itself, and I was just telling this to
1:06:55
somebody last night, when you look at the word in itself.
1:06:59
And I'm trying to find the last redirection where I just gave up
1:07:02
and I'm not doing it no more. And this time, Oh, well, sorry,
1:07:06
here we go. There you go.
1:07:07
Redirection again. Because I got lost, so I had to
1:07:11
do it again. I went back to Genesis 11 again.
1:07:14
Look, he did it to me again. Redirection.
1:07:17
I keep trying to show it because people don't understand like,
1:07:19
well, you know, it's the book. The book is.
1:07:22
And then it stopped again. I'm done.
1:07:23
I got a question. I.
1:07:24
Was going to say so when you're going to be obedient.
1:07:28
No, I was obedient. Notice I haven't no wait
1:07:34
redirection. Well, I could, I could because
1:07:36
every, every time I write down redirections, I was like, I'm
1:07:39
going to go ahead and put a rope right here and I'm going to try
1:07:41
to do this again. We're going to go back to jail.
1:07:44
And each scripture after redirection was a different
1:07:46
scripture. He taught me the hard way.
1:07:49
Now I will tell you why you taught me the hard way.
1:07:51
Are you ready for this one? If I if I wish I could do a
1:07:54
whole presentation with a slide video so you can see it.
1:07:58
But have you seen your brain? Have you ever seen your brain
1:08:01
operate before? Like have you ever seen that
1:08:03
like a cagey scan in your brain? How is operating?
1:08:06
Like maybe doing a soup study or something?
1:08:08
Neurons firing. Yeah.
1:08:10
All right. So, yeah, that's what I'm
1:08:12
talking about. Well, this is God's brain, and
1:08:14
he said stop tampering with it because his neurons firing.
1:08:18
Do you see what I'm saying? Every single time.
1:08:20
That's the reason why he's talking about the mind and the
1:08:22
heart and every single time. And then the Bible is literally
1:08:25
printed to be a web of connections of his thought of
1:08:31
you and what you're supposed to do with him.
1:08:35
So your relationship it could. Be that scripture could be for
1:08:38
anger it could be for upset it. Could be for that one it.
1:08:41
Could be anything for. For that, for that person who's
1:08:44
reading it right in that moment, for them that.
1:08:48
Moment exactly. So that's why he says be
1:08:51
renewed. He says be transformed or
1:08:53
renewed in your mind. So when I thought about that
1:08:58
said, well, that's how he's doing it.
1:08:59
That's why we in our word. It's not just his word, it's his
1:09:02
brain, it's his mind. So his mind is being a part of
1:09:06
our mind. So his thoughts are greater than
1:09:12
that. Exactly So what I understood
1:09:15
that again my I was in class for my prophetic class and I love my
1:09:18
apostle so much. I love my apostle for teaching
1:09:21
me and I love her sister in Christ who is also long time ago
1:09:26
delivered me from my life out of my rage.
1:09:28
And I get shouts out to the both of them Apostle eunuch because
1:09:30
she is very much a powerful woman of God and she is a true
1:09:33
prophet like without a joke. She doesn't play no games.
1:09:36
And I give shouts out to my my my spiritual auntie, Pastor
1:09:41
Darlene, Doctor Darlene Bryant, who my cousin is her son and we
1:09:45
all sit here chilling. I really, and I give her props
1:09:50
because if it wasn't for her, it wasn't for God speaking to me to
1:09:54
join her class, I wouldn't have realized this, this moment of
1:09:57
revelation, the word is what's recorded.
1:10:02
And this is what I heard from from Apostle unit.
1:10:05
The word is what's recorded. Just because Revelation is
1:10:11
printed and recorded and the last page is there doesn't mean
1:10:15
that God stopped talking. So God is still talking right
1:10:20
now that people stop writing. So that's the reason why I'm
1:10:26
able to come to you with these things about words of enticement
1:10:29
and able to stare because this is still Scripture.
1:10:33
It's still coming from the root of the word that's recording.
1:10:36
But also there are other styles and other areas, other
1:10:40
directions, because time has moved forward since the book has
1:10:44
been finished or completed for that each.
1:10:47
Each one of us is getting testimony to continue the word
1:10:50
by delivering the message that we've got from the mess from the
1:10:53
word. And that's how the Holy Spirit,
1:10:54
the word, there you go, and that's the Holy Spirit because
1:10:58
it's the Spirit of prophecy. It doesn't never stop.
1:11:01
And the whole thing with that, it never stops.
1:11:04
So when I'm going back into understanding this, this is what
1:11:06
I was trying to explain about leaning into your own
1:11:09
understanding, which is a form of enticing yourself.
1:11:13
When you have the power of the Word and you're in the
1:11:15
prophetic, you have to still be humble before God.
1:11:19
You can't step in front of Him and you can't step beside Him.
1:11:21
You can't step behind Him. You have to walk with Him.
1:11:25
If you're not walking with Him, that's why it's two sets of
1:11:28
footprints right beside you, because he's walking with you
1:11:31
and you're walking with Him. That's the intimate relationship
1:11:33
between you and God. But you know you.
1:11:36
Know what I heard you say? Though you know what I heard you
1:11:37
say, though? We was we.
1:11:38
This is the military network. This is we're military.
1:11:42
God bless. Sometimes.
1:11:44
Sometimes that title get in the way.
1:11:49
Does it not Then go your enticement?
1:11:53
Then go your enticement, your heart?
1:11:55
That's why James Yes heart. Posture and all that.
1:11:58
So. Sometimes even.
1:11:59
Apostle title or prophet title, They're still people.
1:12:02
Oh yeah, sometimes. Those titles?
1:12:07
Well, let's go back into the time since we're on the military
1:12:09
broadcasting network, let's hit it in the form of the military
1:12:12
brackets. And I'm not even a Marine, but I
1:12:14
love my Marine. So I'm going to say.
1:12:17
But here, here's the thing. The thing is, is that let's go
1:12:20
back to those times in the Vietnam War where they let their
1:12:23
titles in their positions go to their head and they started
1:12:25
killing innocent civilians instead of the target that there
1:12:28
was supposed to be ordered. There was some Marines that went
1:12:30
a while that they had to go to the firing squad because they
1:12:33
rejected their commands because they let the title get in the
1:12:38
way. Everybody could be in tights
1:12:42
even no matter what. Exactly.
1:12:44
Stoppers in law enforcement, yes, because whenever you are,
1:12:49
whenever you are, hard posture shifts to what you think you
1:12:53
deserve. And you don't put God first
1:12:56
automatically you lost the fight.
1:12:58
Military, our military, our police officers, they all say,
1:13:02
well, you know, they, they, the government founded they,
1:13:05
they're, they're evil. They're trying to oppress us.
1:13:07
No, they're not. I'm going to tell you right now,
1:13:09
if you didn't have law and order, you'll be more afraid.
1:13:12
If you didn't have law, order or military, you'd be way more
1:13:15
afraid. Why I love my why I love my
1:13:18
veterans and I'll hug even each and every one of them, whether
1:13:21
they mean or whether they nice. Because I can tell you right
1:13:23
now, if they didn't go over there and drop them nukes, bust
1:13:26
up the Iods came over there with the M fours and M sixteens.
1:13:29
They eradicated the terrorists before they came over here to
1:13:32
our soil. There would be a problem.
1:13:34
Oh. Yeah.
1:13:35
Seriously, we have a National Guard for a reason.
1:13:39
Exactly. But that's the whole point.
1:13:41
Because there are. The reason why we take oaths is
1:13:44
because we take oaths under God. So let's so let's go there.
1:13:48
So let's so so so. Go ahead.
1:13:50
Let's go down that street. We're here.
1:13:51
We're. We're we're military National
1:13:54
Guard AGR so now that I now now that I understand that I'm
1:13:58
retired right and I still have my rake as my identity.
1:14:01
I get to keep that I earned that started the first class.
1:14:04
Forever. Yes, you did.
1:14:05
Yes, Sir. However, now that I'm a Kingdom
1:14:07
citizen, I understand that I don't fight wars as a Kingdom
1:14:11
citizen. No, you don't fight wars.
1:14:14
Will you fight wars? The thing about it is this is
1:14:17
where they messed up at. That goes through U.S. history.
1:14:19
That's another conversation. Maybe we'll make that the next
1:14:21
topic so we can start breaking these generational national
1:14:24
curses on the US of A soil, because a lot of people don't
1:14:28
understand the concept of what America originally was before
1:14:32
America was warped into what it was after 1776.
1:14:35
But I'm not going to go all deep into that because I could go on
1:14:37
forever for that one. We'll be here for five hours and
1:14:39
I'll give you a whole crash course lesson in U.S. history
1:14:42
that people did not know and they didn't teach us in high
1:14:45
school, in college. My point is, in United States,
1:14:51
the citizens don't fight wars. The National Guard reserve fight
1:14:55
wars. So if I'm a Kingdom citizen,
1:14:58
what I what what's, what gave me, my piece of my mind was that
1:15:02
when I became a Kingdom citizen, yeah, I put on the armor, I and
1:15:08
I go stand and pray. I don't go fight the angels, go
1:15:11
I, the angels go fight the wars in the spirit realm.
1:15:13
I don't fight wars. But we still have tradition.
1:15:16
But that's what I'm looking to do.
1:15:18
But, you know, wait a minute, wait a minute.
1:15:20
I mean, isn't that what Ephesians 610 is all about?
1:15:23
That's put on your. ARM sure is so.
1:15:26
We put yeah. And people.
1:15:27
Used to fight against flesh and blood.
1:15:29
Right, we put it right. But a powerful principality?
1:15:32
Yes. That's right.
1:15:34
We put it in high places, yeah. We put it.
1:15:36
In the spirit realm. The.
1:15:39
Angels go fight those. Battles two different worlds,
1:15:43
right? But.
1:15:44
We talk like. In the you, not in our world,
1:15:49
it's a. Different, No, it's a different
1:15:51
realm of that, but it's also when you're that's in the
1:15:54
prophetic realm and that's in the realm of the spirit.
1:15:56
The one thing about it is when you're in the spiritual realm,
1:15:59
prayer is the one thing, but there's also revelation that you
1:16:02
get throughout the prayer that God will teach you how to line
1:16:04
yourself up to be there for the blessing and for the victory.
1:16:07
And that's one thing about it is the for every soldier that came
1:16:10
back unharmed, for every soldier such as a sufferer and such as a
1:16:13
self Belinda for every soldier that came back unharmed because
1:16:17
they were protected by angels, because they were fighting in
1:16:19
both realm and in spirit. You see what I'm saying?
1:16:22
Physical realm and I know my. Mom, Perez was over there bro,
1:16:25
so I got. Right.
1:16:26
Because somebody was playing. And that's the whole thing about
1:16:28
it when we look at it. And we go back to the times,
1:16:33
when you go back to the times of Jerusalem, the times of the
1:16:35
tribes of Judah, and you go back to the times of David.
1:16:38
Do you think they're wives and their children weren't praying
1:16:40
for them? They prayed every night that
1:16:41
they got up. They prayed every morning they
1:16:43
woke up when they saw Goliath, they were praying.
1:16:45
That's why they didn't move because they were too busy
1:16:46
praying. Like God, strike this drive.
1:16:48
Strike this giant down, please. Or send somebody because really
1:16:52
fighting no giant, Right. And then what happened?
1:16:54
David came down there and David was anointed.
1:16:56
But guess what? Those prayers going up, saying,
1:16:59
Lord, get rid of this giant. Yeah, that way into David, that
1:17:03
went into David. So David had the power, the
1:17:07
valor, the strength, the champion.
1:17:10
He was like, who is this dude disgracing our truck?
1:17:13
Why are you letting him get out the way?
1:17:17
You don't know what you do, you know what I'm saying?
1:17:19
And he goes out there with three rocks and stones.
1:17:22
Why do you think that was so miraculous?
1:17:24
Because there was some believers and there was some givers the
1:17:27
prayers. And then David was the receiver,
1:17:30
the believer who got the prayers and then to that mention him and
1:17:34
he came in with the rocks. What you think God did stepped
1:17:36
right in the middle of that. They pray for this giant to
1:17:38
drop. OK, so foul, there you go.
1:17:41
The slingshot went off and it hit the giant and it jacked him.
1:17:45
So that's the whole point of the concept of seeing how prayer
1:17:48
works. But we just can't just they just
1:17:51
can't sit alone and everybody praying.
1:17:52
Then David came along and said, well let me start praying too.
1:17:55
No, it was David said OK, it's time to line up and put in the
1:17:59
work along with y'all praying. I get it.
1:18:01
But where is your faith at? Because right now Prairie is
1:18:04
stopping this man from talking, and he's talking every day and
1:18:07
he's monstrous and I can't let me read.
1:18:10
That let me read that. What was that?
1:18:12
Proverbs in Proverbs 10, right? Proverbs 10/19.
1:18:16
OK, so in the in the amplified it says when when there are many
1:18:20
words transgression and offense are available.
1:18:25
Yes, OK, that's your version. That's the translation.
1:18:27
Beautiful way of saying that. Amplified, that's amplified.
1:18:31
So let's go ahead and take that. Let's take that transgression
1:18:35
and offense, offense, right? Offense, offense, OK, are
1:18:40
available, right? Unavoidable.
1:18:43
OK, so they're unavoidable when that happens, right?
1:18:46
It's going to happen because if you keep on talking, right?
1:18:49
So let's go ahead and go to my version, and I'll go to Proverbs
1:18:52
10/19 myself because it's probably says that if I'm not
1:18:55
mistaken, and I'm not. I'm pretty much sure it says
1:18:57
what I think it says. But I'm going to read it just so
1:19:00
I don't butcher it because you don't want to butcher the word
1:19:02
because then he gets sent off wrong and we can't take that
1:19:04
back. And that's when God going to get
1:19:06
mad. So I'm going to go to 10/19 on
1:19:08
my own, right? You said transgression and
1:19:11
offense is unavoidable with too many words, with multiples of
1:19:17
the words, right? Unavoidable.
1:19:20
And a multitude of words. Spin is not lacking.
1:19:24
OK, oops, excuse me, let's go on ahead.
1:19:26
Transgression. Transgression and offense is
1:19:30
unavoidable. So that means that sin, because
1:19:36
sin is not lacking, sin leads to transgressions, sin leads to
1:19:42
offense. Alright.
1:19:46
The gateway of that, the key that opens that up when people
1:19:51
do too much of this work spirit of operation only come into
1:19:55
agreement with the with the what?
1:19:56
What is that? It starts with AP.
1:19:58
It starts with. AP What word is that?
1:20:01
The spirit of operation? What pride?
1:20:07
Where does your eagle feed off of you're plied?
1:20:12
So it. Goes back to what makes a person
1:20:15
entice what here's here's a good question.
1:20:17
And Melinda, you could probably agree with this and I'll use
1:20:19
this as an example. You're doing your time.
1:20:21
You're spending your time out with your girlfriends.
1:20:23
He got all out in the local club.
1:20:25
Just, you know, children doing your thing.
1:20:27
And what does this man walk up doing?
1:20:29
What is the first thing you see in this man?
1:20:32
He walks up to you with his chest out, right?
1:20:34
He got his head slicked back or whatever he got going on and
1:20:37
swag is on point. He got everything down.
1:20:39
Jewelry smell like sweet perfume, right?
1:20:42
And he starts what? OK.
1:20:47
And you can tell by his conversation already that it's
1:20:50
enticement because the first thing he leads with his
1:20:54
enticement conversation rather than just leading with himself
1:20:57
or he doesn't leave with his regular tone.
1:21:00
He really leads with this macho Hey, my name is, I'm John, I'm
1:21:06
a. Leo.
1:21:08
Right. Excuse me, did I ask you what
1:21:17
you had? Did I ask you about the cause?
1:21:19
Did I even ask you the name? Right.
1:21:20
That's the first thing you in your mindset now.
1:21:23
Now let's change the narrative a little bit, right?
1:21:26
Here's a guy, he's kind of nervous.
1:21:27
He's trying to get involved, he's trying to enjoy himself.
1:21:30
He's out at the same club and he sees you and he sees the God in
1:21:36
you and he just walks up to you very commonly and just says hi,
1:21:40
my name is Ariana. What's your name?
1:21:44
Do you see what I'm saying? See the difference?
1:21:47
Sure of. Course.
1:21:48
It's it's the body language, the tone tells you the heart
1:21:51
posture, because the heart posture cannot lie, not lie.
1:21:56
That's the reason why you can't pass a pornographic they hook it
1:21:58
up to you, gone ahead and try. It's not going to happen because
1:22:01
your heart is in your chest. It's in your chest, your mind.
1:22:07
Now they won't have to put a whole bunch of scopes on your
1:22:10
brain and do an EKG scan to see if you lie in your mind.
1:22:13
But your mind has so much going on they don't have no way of
1:22:15
tracking it because of random thoughts pop in your mind.
1:22:18
So that's the reason why you don't have a helmet for a lie
1:22:20
detector test. They got a heart Doppler, the
1:22:23
monitoring to check your test right, but the body knows.
1:22:29
But why does the body know? Because where your heart is, is
1:22:31
where your soul and your spirit is.
1:22:33
Yeah, let. Me.
1:22:34
Ask Melinda. You.
1:22:35
That's the house. I, I, I, I was, I was, I was
1:22:39
trying to look up a scripture and I, I do see that I, I don't
1:22:45
know if it's, I don't know if it's so much my, the heart,
1:22:52
because the scripture also says the heart is deceiving as well.
1:22:58
But I do have. The answer there I'm.
1:23:00
Right, I'm I'm I'm right with you when you know, like you
1:23:03
said, the body, you know you know what does it say when it's
1:23:07
talk about you know so that whatever man think it you know
1:23:12
it comes up you know these are the things I'm wondering if
1:23:15
there's so much going on in the mind if.
1:23:18
It's yeah. And, and, and, and that's what's
1:23:21
going on in him in the mind. And that's how he comes out in
1:23:24
a, in a, in a messed up way, because.
1:23:26
That's all because that's all he knows.
1:23:27
Because that's all he knows. That's how that's all he knows
1:23:30
what is. What is a samurai?
1:23:32
You know, when you think it, you know, is is who you are.
1:23:37
There's a scripture that talks about that.
1:23:40
I know, I know. One of the scripture is, is that
1:23:43
in the, in the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.
1:23:46
Yeah, there's A and the abundance of the heart of mouth
1:23:48
speaks. So is the man thinking.
1:23:51
So is he? There's a curious right?
1:23:52
A man thinking there is he. Thinking so is he.
1:23:54
Right. I'm just wondering if if, if
1:23:58
like you said, like you saying Samurai, if you are focused on
1:24:03
your success, it's definitely going to come out it's.
1:24:07
Going to come out. It's definitely going to come
1:24:10
out. You know, it is definitely like,
1:24:13
you know, it's almost like you know when they say you are what
1:24:15
you eat. If.
1:24:17
You, if you are focused, if it's all about you, you can tell when
1:24:21
a person is, when it's all about them and not about God, you
1:24:27
know? Exactly.
1:24:28
You know, like that scripture that you was talking about,
1:24:33
right? And yeah, 10. 19 yeah. 10:19 We
1:24:35
didn't finish. We didn't finish the second.
1:24:37
Point look at. Another piece of that.
1:24:41
I got you on it. Yeah, I got you.
1:24:42
Don't worry. I was gonna say, you know, like
1:24:44
you said, too much talk, too much talk, just like you said,
1:24:47
you know, but it also says be sensible and keep your mouth
1:24:51
shut. Now that's that's the version I
1:24:52
have, you know, be sensible. Yeah, that I got you.
1:24:55
Be beat, but he who sprays his lips is wise.
1:25:00
The reason why I say that, the reason why I bring out this
1:25:03
concept, because when I understood how to do this, I
1:25:06
understand how to see people and see spirit of operation versus
1:25:09
understanding that these people are just who they are.
1:25:12
Because now we're passing judgment when some people just
1:25:15
don't even understand that they even attached to the spirit of
1:25:17
operation. And the one concept is, is that
1:25:20
when it comes down to that, when you let your spirit speak
1:25:24
instead of your flesh speak, that's where you control what
1:25:30
your heart accepts and puts in and filters in.
1:25:34
Because in the mind, when your mind is racing, if you let your
1:25:38
flesh go, your mind is going to race.
1:25:40
I tried this once before and it does work.
1:25:43
If you close your eyes in the middle of a dark room in a
1:25:45
blackout and don't say, don't say, don't, don't put nothing on
1:25:48
it. Just close your eyes and think
1:25:50
about 1 positive thought. And then you got that positive
1:25:53
thought. Hold on to that positive thought
1:25:55
for about a minute, then go on ahead and let your mind wander.
1:25:59
That positive thought is an experience or memory inside your
1:26:01
brain. It's going to access other
1:26:03
memories, other thoughts relating to that thought.
1:26:06
If you let it wander and you let it wander, and you let it wander
1:26:09
and you let it wander, you realize you thought about a
1:26:11
whole bunch of negative stuff and you forgot about the
1:26:13
positive thought that you was thinking about.
1:26:16
You can't chase it back. Go back to Melinda, because I
1:26:19
was, I was tracking where you was headed with the conversation
1:26:22
of the person that approaches you with the pride.
1:26:25
Pride is not all pride is not negative.
1:26:28
Ego is not bad. It's the heart process.
1:26:31
So what I, what I'm hearing you say, Melinda, is at the end of
1:26:34
the day, because if the person is not walking in Christ, he's
1:26:36
not walking in the Lord we're living in.
1:26:39
What's the opposite of that is the rebellion.
1:26:41
It's the sin. It's the rebellion though.
1:26:43
So that mindset is going to be pulling from all of the ego
1:26:46
driven stuff, right? And that doesn't make that
1:26:49
person a bad person. No, of course not.
1:26:53
No, no, no, no. So.
1:26:54
If we so if we know that it's just.
1:26:56
What comes? Yeah, it's just what comes out
1:26:59
of them. I mean, you know, I, I have, I
1:27:01
have a good, I have a good friend that when you come into
1:27:08
his space, the first thing he got to do is show you all his
1:27:12
trophies and all his stuff. Oh, I did this.
1:27:16
Trophy. Look at that.
1:27:18
Look at that. Right, Right.
1:27:19
And, you know, you know, somebody else would say, oh,
1:27:24
Lord, you know, and you know, yeah, he got some pride issues,
1:27:27
but he is a good person. His heart is good.
1:27:29
He does have a good heart. He's just got to work on himself
1:27:33
a little bit more and work on what he's doing.
1:27:35
And I think, I think it it comes with maturity.
1:27:39
You know you don't. Get.
1:27:41
Yeah, you don't get where you're at with Christ overnight.
1:27:45
God has. Got Oh, no.
1:27:46
Oh yeah, no. And work on you and work on.
1:27:49
And so he's one of those newborns right now, you know, I
1:27:53
see that and I'm like, and, and, and So what I'll do is oh, OK,
1:27:58
that's, that's nice. That's nice.
1:28:00
And my concern, do I get into that?
1:28:03
No, you know, I, I, I've got several degrees, but you would
1:28:07
never know it. I, I don't have, you know,
1:28:09
because when I started, when I started looking to God and
1:28:15
focusing on God, it took my mind off of every materialistic thing
1:28:20
that I know about do about and all that it is.
1:28:24
It's to me it is meaningless, just like what Solomon says
1:28:29
everything is. Vanity is vanity, you know
1:28:32
exactly. And so you.
1:28:35
Know for people like that, you know, when they come too strong
1:28:38
or come too hard or, you know, when they get to flip flopping
1:28:41
and what they do, I just to be honest, I just have to pray for
1:28:44
him. I that's what I do.
1:28:46
I just pray for him. You know, I, I don't be like,
1:28:49
well, you need to be doing it. That's, that's not me.
1:28:52
That's not Melinda. I just silently pray for him and
1:28:55
say, Laura, you know their hearts because I'm going to tell
1:28:57
you God knows their hearts, right?
1:28:59
We might look at it and say, oh man, you know, this person is
1:29:03
this, this, this, But God knows their hearts, you know?
1:29:08
And so that's why that's why Melinda, for me, what you point
1:29:11
to is the work I had to do for myself was my I have to I have
1:29:14
my identity. My identity was trapped in so
1:29:17
much stuff in the world and my basketball identity and the
1:29:21
military identity and The Who am I as the son and the father and
1:29:24
the husband and the ex-husband and divorce like those
1:29:27
identities get trapped. So my behavior was in the dance.
1:29:31
It was in the dance and stuff and messed up and you know.
1:29:34
Also. That's I was just going to say
1:29:37
just really quick summer. I don't know what you have it,
1:29:39
but you know, that's the thing, you know, life and people and
1:29:44
our families and and, and and you know, our surrounding, They
1:29:48
give us an identity that God hasn't given us.
1:29:51
That's not that's not what God believes about us.
1:29:53
That's not what God says about us, But we take, you know, what
1:29:57
so and so and said about us, what so and so on thinks about
1:30:00
us. We take that and then we we form
1:30:02
like, OK, that's who I am and I love early.
1:30:05
Early, early, early. Exactly.
1:30:08
And I love the story where Gideon, you know, you know, when
1:30:14
God came to him, God called him a warrior.
1:30:17
He called him a, you know, courageous.
1:30:20
And Gideon is in like I ain't that, you know, I'm up in the
1:30:24
field hide, hiding from the enemy, you know, but God saw
1:30:28
something different. Can you imagine all the people
1:30:31
who talked about Gideon and said, Oh, you ain't this, Oh,
1:30:34
you, this you, you know, you, you, you are scaredy cat or you,
1:30:38
you know, you, you got all this. But God said, no, you know what,
1:30:43
you know, courage, warrior, all these things.
1:30:47
And I think, like I said, God sees something in US different
1:30:51
than what we see. You know, I I'll let you have
1:30:53
it, samurai, you know, speak a speak a word to us.
1:30:56
Speak a word. The word, the word comes
1:30:59
actually from Romans 10. Everybody wants to think Romans
1:31:02
10 about to go straight to the Savior Scripture, which is
1:31:04
Romans 10/9 and 10 that's. All that's all they go.
1:31:07
To they go to there everybody like Romans 10, you profess with
1:31:10
your heart in your mouth. No, it's Romans 10/9 and 10.
1:31:12
But I'm there's other scriptures before that that you should be
1:31:15
paying attention to right, right.
1:31:16
So Romans 10, Romans 10, actually one through 3 brother
1:31:22
in my hearts, desire and prayer to God for Israel is that they
1:31:26
may be saved. OK, but I bear them witness that
1:31:31
they have a zeal for God, but not according to knowledge.
1:31:36
Deal without wisdom is dangerous.
1:31:40
Now let's get down to so they say, for they for they be
1:31:46
ignorant of God's righteousness and seeking to establish their
1:31:51
own righteousness. This goes to the whole part of
1:31:55
this conversation. Yeah.
1:31:57
Yeah. Have not submitted to the
1:32:00
righteousness of God because you can't have both in the same
1:32:04
rocket. So you can't have yourself
1:32:06
righteousness and then disguise it as God's righteousness.
1:32:09
Half believe in God's righteousness with your own
1:32:11
righteousness, because that brings perversion.
1:32:14
Right that. Brings perverseness.
1:32:17
So wait, it didn't tell you. So with the submission, you have
1:32:24
to submit. You're all to God.
1:32:27
You have to submit all of yourself.
1:32:29
Now, here's the thing that this goes back to the altered ego.
1:32:32
Yeah, you gonna alter that ego when you submit yourself back to
1:32:37
your beatitudes because that is God.
1:32:43
And that's where he said, like I said, Remember Me and me and
1:32:46
Pharaoh spoke about this when we talked about the choice when
1:32:49
that time, that episode, when Jesus was explaining all those
1:32:51
things, he looked at Matthew for the final one.
1:32:53
And Matthew was like, well, God, what are all these for?
1:32:55
He said, if you're looking for me, this is how you will find
1:32:59
me. So when you think about that,
1:33:04
right, the Beatitudes is who we were when these kids, before we
1:33:10
got the chocolate milk snatched from this room before she went
1:33:13
in the June bug because he had right before you wet your pants
1:33:18
in front of the classroom. Yeah, all those things.
1:33:22
That was. Your Beatitudes, that's where
1:33:24
they got altered. So now you altered into the ego
1:33:28
now as grown adults, because now it's the harvest time, because
1:33:32
that's when the enemy planted tears in your harvest when he
1:33:34
was little. You can't touch it because
1:33:36
you're going to tear yourself up in the process.
1:33:39
We got to wait until you fully mature, which is the harvest.
1:33:42
Now we separate the wheat from the tails.
1:33:45
So now you're separating, you're alternating that ego, you're
1:33:50
altering that ego out of you that you have.
1:33:55
So because, you know, come on now, all of us was young and
1:33:58
teenagers in high school. We had the swag on us like there
1:34:01
was nobody's been. Oh no.
1:34:02
I'm. Going to tell you, I'm going to
1:34:04
tell you. You know what I'm saying?
1:34:06
We had. I'm working on my identity in
1:34:09
Christ right now. That has been my transformation,
1:34:12
giving up my identities from 2 years old to 40 and I'm peeling.
1:34:18
The layers off. And now I'm looking at my when I
1:34:21
got the Beatitudes, I told you when I got.
1:34:23
The Beatitudes. I was like, oh, that's what I've
1:34:25
been going through the last seven years.
1:34:27
This is the bee. Attitude.
1:34:29
I was poor in spirit when. The cherry on top, yes, the
1:34:33
chair is the cherry on top of all of that is that's how you
1:34:36
find your wife. That's how you find your
1:34:37
husband. You don't find him out there
1:34:41
with your ego. If you do, that's a worldly
1:34:44
marriage. You might be in a little bit of
1:34:46
trouble because once the real Beatitudes come out, they're
1:34:49
like, you change. I didn't know that about you.
1:34:51
Oh, you lame. Oh, what?
1:34:53
Huh. What she do?
1:34:56
No, you know, she's like man. You know she's going to be like
1:35:00
this. I know she's going to be like
1:35:02
that. No, man, I got to get a pound of
1:35:04
this. No, go ahead.
1:35:06
Go ahead it. Reminds me you guys are talking.
1:35:09
It reminds me of that that movie.
1:35:12
I'm going to get you sucker. Y'all remember that?
1:35:14
Oh. My goodness, she went there.
1:35:20
Yeah. She put off the wig.
1:35:21
And she's like, don't make me come back to you.
1:35:28
I like the. I like the one I love, The one I
1:35:30
love. The one I love the most was the
1:35:32
Will Smith episode with Tisha Campbell.
1:35:34
And they were stuck in the basement.
1:35:36
And he was like, man, can you leave me a hand?
1:35:38
She was like, hey, you want a nail here?
1:35:40
Cook, cook, cook, cook, cook. Here, you can have it.
1:35:42
And we was like and then later while he was singing, shot to
1:35:48
the base and start throwing the tricycle.
1:35:51
This girl getting on my nerves. She love you.
1:35:53
Here we go here we go. We're.
1:35:55
Going to play APSA comeback. We we going to wrap it up.
1:35:59
I think for those of you who are watching in this moment, we
1:36:03
appreciate you and and hopefully you heard something for yourself
1:36:08
in this opportunity to share as you talk about the word, this
1:36:12
is, this is, this is, this is life.
1:36:15
And when you put your life in that word and use it as a
1:36:18
mirror, there's you will, you, will, you, will, you will peel
1:36:23
those. If you willing to tell the truth
1:36:24
to yourself, you will peel those layers off.
1:36:27
And there is so much joy and peace on the other side of that.
1:36:31
I'm trying to tell you, I'm trying to tell you, but you got
1:36:34
to be willing to do the work. We can, we can listen to you and
1:36:37
point it out to you, but it's it's not for me to point that
1:36:39
out to you is for me to guide you to be an example of the word
1:36:42
and to guide you, if you're willing for me to show you where
1:36:45
I got it from. That's what people are.
1:36:46
Where did you get that? Why you, you are different.
1:36:48
You act, you don't act like where did where did that come
1:36:50
from? Now I can tell them where it
1:36:53
came from. I can, I could go.
1:36:55
I did therapy and this and this, but I could also say the word.
1:37:00
I. I, I I set.
1:37:02
Myself. Free.
1:37:03
I set myself free from my stories, but the word set me
1:37:07
free indeed. So I I have a testimony that I
1:37:10
can say I use the word to get free for me, right.
1:37:13
And so we go play this PSA, come back, wrap up the episode.
1:37:16
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1:37:19
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1:37:45
Thank you for those of two of you who are listening and tuning
1:37:49
in right now, in this moment, in this time, in this opportunity
1:37:52
to hear something for yourself. Melinda, thank you for for
1:37:56
hanging in there. I mean, we've been here for an
1:37:57
hour, 37 minutes. We need that balance and the
1:38:12
balance is also going to show in the future, man.
1:38:14
It's going to show that. It's going to show this.
1:38:16
This right here is what the world needs to see more of
1:38:19
because right now we got this women smacking dudes inside the
1:38:23
head and telling them what it's going to be.
1:38:24
And we over here cowering and caves like Elijah and forgot who
1:38:27
we were. You know what I'm saying?
1:38:29
And you know we ain't stepping out.
1:38:31
You know, we letting her run all rampy.
1:38:33
Like dude, if you don't get a control of the Bronco what is
1:38:37
wrong with you? Before we get out of here,
1:38:41
Melinda, I'm going to give you the I'm going to give you the
1:38:43
piece. Now what do you want to say from
1:38:45
this episode? You know, you know, I, I have, I
1:38:47
have, I haven't really enjoyed myself.
1:38:50
Samurai Farron, I appreciate. I'm honored.
1:38:52
Thank you. Thank you for allowing me to,
1:38:55
you know, come on the show and, you know, I want I want to leave
1:38:59
it. You know where you know.
1:39:01
Proverbs 3 five. Trust in the Lord with all thy
1:39:04
heart, and lean not on our own. Understanding.
1:39:07
And you know, right, we get in positions where we think this is
1:39:14
this, you know, oh, we, we need to be this way.
1:39:16
We need to be that way or. We gotta figure it.
1:39:20
Out right exactly. But God says lean not on your
1:39:23
own understanding. That's real.
1:39:26
I have seen it many, many times where I thought a certain way
1:39:30
and it ain't, it ain't that way and so.
1:39:33
As creature in the spirit, it's a different realm, a different
1:39:36
view, it's a different perspective, it's a.
1:39:38
Different I I just encourage people, like I was saying last
1:39:42
night, if you don't know God, get to know him.
1:39:45
Get to know him. You know, you will find yourself
1:39:50
coming out of a lot of trouble. You will find yourself avoiding
1:39:52
trouble. You'll find yourself avoiding
1:39:55
chaos drama. You'll find yourself, you know,
1:39:59
not stressed out. Get to know him.
1:40:01
And so that's that's what I want to tell people.
1:40:04
You know, like I said, why go to everybody else when you go to
1:40:09
the maker himself? Get to know him.
1:40:12
That's all. That's all I got to say.
1:40:14
All right. All right, guys, I'm going to
1:40:16
sign off. It's.
1:40:19
A pleasure, man, it's a pleasure.
1:40:23
I just want to leave the people with the
1:40:40
understanding that you don't have to entice to get your point
1:40:45
across. You don't have to attack to get
1:40:48
your point across. All you have to do is be
1:40:51
yourself. When you beat yourself and let
1:40:54
God do the work, you going to be far more in with relationships,
1:40:59
far more in with opportunities in your life, far more in with
1:41:03
the having people that are going to support you and love you.
1:41:07
You just have to be yourself. Stop trying to entice and
1:41:12
impress God and be a part of God.
1:41:16
That's all you have to do. Thank you man, Thank you.
1:41:19
I'm going to leave it with the scripture of the day from the
1:41:21
episode as a Proverbs 10/19. When there are many words,
1:41:26
transgression and offense is unavoidable.
1:41:30
But he who controls his lips and keeps thoughtful silence is
1:41:35
wise. OK.
1:41:38
And I'm going to say this state is not lacking transgression and
1:41:44
offense is sin, right? Thank you for your time.
1:41:51
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