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Autumn in My Heart | Full K-drama Review / Ep. 69 · Daebak K-Rambles Podcast: K-drama Reviews

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  I'm Jessica and this is Teba K Rambles, where a couple of
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  friends review Korean dramas and we are going back in time.
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  I'm talking Y2K back in time today and I have my good friend
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  Naz with me to go on this time traveling journey back to the
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  year 2000. Naz from the Swoon Diaries
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  podcast. How are you today?
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  I'm good Jazz. I'm so excited to be back and
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  talk about this show. I'm so excited.
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  I am pumped. We have been DM ING each other,
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  sending each other voice memos and stuff because the hype is so
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  high for this episode, for the episode that will be coming out
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  also on your podcast, because you're covering three of the
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  four endless love dramas. Yes, I'm so happy.
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  I'm ecstatic for you. But the reason why I'm covering
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  Autumn in my heart is because I looked at some photos of Autumn
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  in my heart and I was like, you know what?
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  I'm feeling this vibe. I'm feeling it.
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  I did not read anything about the show, I did not spoil
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  anything about it. I didn't know anything about the
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  plot. I just walked in blind.
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  But I chose it because I felt like I really wanted to watch
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  Autumn in my Heart. I thought it was time.
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  I knew it was part of the Endless Love series and boy am I
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  glad that I did this. And I asked you to join me on
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  this journey. So before we get into Autumn in
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  My Heart, Nas, why don't we do a little quick K catch up in honor
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  of Swoon Diaries. What are you watching recently?
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  What are you up to? Just let us know.
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  Yes, yes. So I just finished Lovely Runner
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  this week that wrapped up very cute drama.
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  Very, very cute. And then I am currently watching
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  a typical family, which is so good.
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  Like it's really taken me by surprise.
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  It's really engaging and like, it keeps me on my toes.
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  So it's really fun watching a drama that I can't like, predict
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  what's gonna happen. I like that.
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  So yeah, I like it a lot. I think you'd like it too.
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  Like I think you'd, I think that's one you'd really, really
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  like. And then yes, you know, I really
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  do think you'd like that one. And then I'm also watching
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  Summer Scent, so we'll be doing that one on my podcast.
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  So I'm super excited for that. That's right, you heard it here
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  first, so we're covering summer scent, I'm guessing over on soon
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  Diaries. So pay attention to her feed and
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  my feed because I'll tell you guys when that happens.
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  But for me, I have been watching a lot less K drama lately just
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  cause I've been so busy. But what I've been doing is
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  watching a lot of stuff with my family and my sister in
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  particular. We re watched House of the
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  dragon. Oh, which is not at all K drama
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  E well I mean in some respects it is.
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  But House of the dragon HBO show it's the game of Dragons
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  prequel. Listen, I did not do anything
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  like I didn't touch Game of Dragons with a 10 foot pole.
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  I did not succumb to FOMO. I was not part of that
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  revolution that was Game of Thrones.
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  Everybody and their mom was watching Game of Thrones.
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  I'm telling you, it was everywhere.
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  You could not escape Game of Thrones.
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  Everybody was talking about Game of Thrones, especially the last
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  season. Yeah.
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  I didn't care give didn't give a shit.
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  Then House of the Dragon comes out and I was my sister was
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  watching it and I just popping in and out.
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  I was like, oh whatever, like not very interested.
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  I watched the last two episodes and I was like, oh, this is a
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  lot. Then I saw some promos for the
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  season 2 that was just coming out next month and I was like,
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  you know what? You know what?
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  Like the? Season.
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  Two looks really good, like it looks like it's going to be so
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  much drama, like so much hair pulling and Dragons.
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  Like it's pure fantasy. I love fan.
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  I'm fantasy girly. Yes, yes.
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  So I said to my sister, I think I want to watch House of like
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  legitimately watch House of Dragon season one so that I can
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  jump specifically so I can jump in on season 2 when all hell
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  breaks loose. And she was like, OK, bet.
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  So we did it. I binged Maxton House on Amazon
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  Prime. Highly recommend it.
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  I've heard so much about that show.
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  Highly recommend it. I've been watching Somerset.
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  Oh, Somerset, like lots of yeah. So that's kind of like where I'm
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  at. Plus movies I watch movies all
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  the time go to the movies every weekend yes so yeah just but on
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  top of all that like life working full time like there's
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  not a lot of time to sit and watch K dramas especially when
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  I'm not I'm not as interested I but I've been loving the podcast
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  season like dead box season 5 is so much fun for me I'm having.
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  A great time. Yeah.
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  I love all the shows that you've picked.
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  Like it's been so fun. It's literally just me and my
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  sensibilities and what? I wanted to watch, personally
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  wanted to watch, yeah. And that's how it should be
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  like. That's how it like you keep it
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  fun for yourself. So I love that you're doing that
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  and focusing on what you want to watch, I hope.
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  Everyone else is loving it too. And I hope everyone is ready for
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  autumn in my heart as we as we get into it.
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  OK, here we go. Autumn in my heart.
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  Oh, yay. Let's do it.
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  Oh my God. The, the, the, the anticipation.
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  All right. The Vicky synopsis for the show.
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  Junsul and Unsul are a brother and sister who grow up in a
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  happy and wealthy family. Shinsei grew up in a tough life
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  with her mother who runs a restaurant, and she is always
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  jealous of Unsul, who has everything she wants.
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  When she bullies Unsul out of jealousy, she is scolded by
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  Junsul. Unso is hospitalized after a car
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  accident one day, and the truth is disclosed that Unso is not
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  the biological daughter of Professor Yun's couple.
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  OK. Unso leaves.
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  I don't like Professor Yun's couple.
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  Like what is that set up? What is that like?
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  Construction. OK, Unso leaves Professor Yun's
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  couple to again. Why Professor Yun's couple?
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  It must be a translation. Yeah, a lot of editing for the
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  synopsis. It's all right, This was the
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  best one 'cause I was looking at my drama list and I looked at
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  Asian Wiki and I was like, these are worse both.
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  Of them were bad, yeah, yeah, I had the same problem, yeah.
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  Yeah, yeah. Unso leaves Professor Yun's
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  couple to find her birth parents.
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  Well, OK, And Professor Yun's family leaves for the United
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  States. As an adult, Unso works at a
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  hotel. She runs into a drunken Tesak,
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  the son of the CEO of the hotel, and Tesak falls in love with
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  Unso. However, Unso and Junso fall in
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  love with each other after they are reunited as adults.
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  Debatable. Debatable with the ACT.
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  Debatable. Yeah, what will bring from what
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  will bring from the heartbreaking love and
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  separations between these four people?
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  I don't. They don't even mention who the
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  4th person is. Right.
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  OK, it's a mess. It's a mess, but OK, so you four
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  people, meaning there's it's two couples, there's a second female
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  lead and a second male lead. They mentioned the male lead,
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  the second male lead Tesuk in the synopsis, but they just like
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  whiffed on the second female lead, but OK.
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  Anyway, this aired from September 2000 to November 2000
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  in Autumn Crazy. It is also has alternative
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  titles like Autumn Tale, Autumn Fairy Tale, you know, as as
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  these shows tend to do. Let me take you back to 2000
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  though. Let me take the year 2000 three
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  911. This was the year The Sims was
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  released. Bill Clinton was president.
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  Gladiator with Russell Crowe was released.
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  It was the number three movie of the year.
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  Number one was How the Grinch Stole Christmas with Jim Carrey.
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  Wow. Eminem released his third LP,
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  which included The Real Slim Shady on it.
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  I can freaking still. I can hear the harpsichord like
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  Oh my gosh. The very first X-Men Movie with
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  Hugh Jackman as Wolverine. We had never seen Hugh Jackman
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  as Wolverine before the year 2000.
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  This was released in 2000. Harry Potter and the Goblet of
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  Fire, the fourth Harry Potter book, was published in the year
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  2000. There were no other Harry Potter
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  books, only four. At this point in time.
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  Coldplay released their debut album.
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  This is the first time we hear Coldplay in the year 2000.
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  That's. Crazy, I know.
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  So this is the year. This is the year that we get
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  autumn in my heart. OK, just setting the scene here.
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  Now, I mentioned Endless Love series.
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  That's because this is this kicks off the endless Love
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  series, what has come to become, well, what is now known as the
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  Endless Love series. It's the unofficial title for a
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  set of 4K drama series directed by the same director, Unsoko,
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  produced by KBS from 2000 to O6. The show's endings.
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  This is from Wikipedia, by the way.
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  The show's endings not only have evolved with the times.
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  Parenthetical tragedy used to be the trend, but now lighter,
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  happier endings are preferred. Say it louder for the people in
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  the back. Yeah.
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  And you could definitely see that transition.
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  Oh, yes. Watch, like, all of them, for
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  sure. Yeah.
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  But have kept with the theme getting progressively more
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  positive as spring approaches. So you're missing spring in your
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  line up to get a little bit more like with the with the seasons,
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  you know, a few of the actors who portray the show's
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  supporting characters return in different roles as the series
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  progressed, such as Kim Heisuk. But only Song Songgun played two
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  different characters, both as leads for Ottoman Summer.
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  So we are on this Song Songgun journey together because we're
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  watching Autumn in my heart and Somerset, which stars the same
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  man. Yes, yes, we're we are pressed,
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  shaken together like no for the little man.
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  Literally I'm like, where have you been all my life?
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  Like where have you been all my? Life girl girl it's so hard to
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  like keep it together No, it really is it's truly I'm like
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  blushing so I'm turning red so hard it's.
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  Like, wow. And, you know, we'll talk about
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  it more when we get to his part in the cast list, but like, holy
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  hell. OK.
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  Anyway, the order, the release order for the Endless Love
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  series is Autumn in My Heart, Winter Sonata, Summer Scent, and
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  Spring Waltz. Yeah.
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  So I don't know why they did Summer Scent before Spring
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  Waltz. Yeah, I thought that was
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  interesting. That's a little weird, but yeah,
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  whatever. I don't make the rules.
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  It's been 24 years since the first one came out.
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  Autumn in My Heart is 16 episodes long.
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  It's the only one that's 16 episodes.
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  The rest are 20 episodes long. And we already mentioned the
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  director, Yun Soko. He's directed all of these.
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  He had other dramas throughout the 90s.
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  He has only done dramas for KBS. He has not done any dramas for
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  any other cable network, any other channel.
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  Yeah, he also did Love Rain from 2012.
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  I always love to throw that out there because Love Rain, if
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  you've never watched an older K drama and then you kind of go
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  and dip your toes in pre 2015 and get to Love Rain.
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  Love Rain is very reminiscent of these older K dramas.
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  Oh. OK I need to is it on Vicky?
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  I need to add that to my list. Oh, I don't know if it's on
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  Vicky, but buyer beware, it stars Yuna.
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  Oh, I'm looking at the ground. Fire view where?
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  Fire view where? Oh, it is on Vicky.
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  Oh it is. Oh OK.
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  So I watched Love Rain probably right around the time when it
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  aired. Love Rain is 2 very lovely
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  introverted people in I think the 70s who love each other but
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  can't really make it work, never really get the relationship off
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  the ground, and then they go their separate ways.
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  It's like the one that got away situation and later on in life
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  when they're adults, like in their four 50s, I think their
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  children meet and they're obviously it's played by the
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  same actors, Yuna and what's his face?
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  I can't remember his name. He's from you're.
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  You're beautiful. OK, I'm going to Google him.
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  You when you see him, you'll be like, oh, I've seen this guy.
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  It's played by the same young actors from the 70s.
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  They fall. Their children fall in love as
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  the adults. Their parents, who'd play by
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  different older actors, rekindle their romance.
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  So there's this threat of the fact that they might be step
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  siblings. Oh my gosh, that the children
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  might become step siblings. Oh no.
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  Oh no, I'm telling you bro, I'm telling you.
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  What is with this like could they be siblings thing that was
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  happening like the 2000 that's. What I said love Rain is very
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  reminiscent of older K dramas of the previous decade.
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  And if you're not ready, you're just not ready for it.
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  If you and the fact that Yuna is the Anyway anyway, moving on,
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  Autumn in My Heart is written by Osuyon.
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  She has written Conky who, which is a 1999 drama that was
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  directed by the same director. So she's worked with the
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  director before Four Sisters. She wrote Winter Sonata.
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  Oh. Yeah, she, she wrote one of the
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  other endless love shows, Love Letter, Wedding Stars, Lover,
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  and she wrote Love Rain. But still, they work together.
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  So they've worked together before.
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  Yeah. They worked together in 2012 for
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  Love Rain. Yeah.
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  All right, so here's the cast. My heart's beating.
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  My heart. My heart is beating.
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  OK, so Song Sung Hoon or Song Hoon plays Yun Juno.
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  Oh my God. I'm.
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  I'm so nervous just talking about them that I'm messing up
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  their names. So the the character's name is
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  Yun Jun. So.
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  Yes, Sung Sung Hon was only 24 years old when he did this show.
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  Oh my goodness. I know.
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  He's done about 13 movies, 18 TV shows.
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  In the grand scheme of things, not that many projects, right?
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  Right. I did notice that.
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  Yeah, yeah. But he did Scent of Summer, you
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  know, Three years later, he starred in Scent of Summer,
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  which is also in the Endless Love series.
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  He did. He's done East of Eden.
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  I first saw him in My Princess from 2011.
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  Have you seen like that one? I like that show on my list.
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  OK, OK, My Princess Throwback show 2011.
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  It's this girl. Oh, Princess Diaries.
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  Oh, I love that that Princess Diaries.
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  Yes. And then he is like a, oh God,
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  he works for the palace. I think he's like a like a
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  bodyguard or something like that, sort of like a handler and
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  he goes to get her. I remember him going to get her
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  like it's been so long the the, the actual details of the show
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  gone. But I really like that show and
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  it's it's really like sort of a ROM com.
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  She's very bubbly of a personality.
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  It's it's basically Princess Diaries.
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  If you love Princess Diaries, you're going to love my
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  Princess. Oh my gosh, I I really want to
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  watch that regular girl finds out she's a Princess.
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  Yeah, I love that. And he's the male lead.
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  Other than My Princess and then this show in Somerset, have you
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  seen any of the others? No, I haven't seen him in Doctor
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  Jin or When a Man Loves Time Time Thong Memoir of Colours.
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  I started it, but I but I dropped it.
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  It was kind of, I don't know, it was a little bit strange to me.
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  OK, that's a 2017 show and I remember starting it and being
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  like, what is this? It was threw you back in a
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  flashback and then I was like, what's the is there a painting?
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  She's a painter. It was it was a little bit
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  strange. I wonder how I'll feel about it
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  now. And I don't think he came out in
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  like the first few episodes. If he did, I don't remember him
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  because it's this long story. I don't even remember all the
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  details because I was like so confused.
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  ANYWAYS, that show Black, which is an OCN show that should tell
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  you everything you need to know. He plays the title character
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  Voice 4. He's in voice 4, Black Knight,
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  which is a next Netflix show. And then I think he's currently
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  promoting the Player 2 Master of Swindlers.
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  Yeah, yeah, which is 2024 show. So that's it.
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  Like that's sung, sung Hon. Oh my God, I'm getting tongue
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  tied on his name. I had it earlier.
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  He the way he looks in the show and the way he acts.
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  Oh my God. I have my head in my hands.
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  Like honestly, he could not be more attractive.
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  No, literally, literally. Like he could not be more
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  attractive. Man, like when he first comes on
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  the screen, my mouth fell on the floor like I was like, I think
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  this is the finest man I've ever seen in my life.
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  Like literally I was like I, I had to rewind the scene and I
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  feel like the director knew that him coming on the scene, you
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  know, in the, in the time jump was a moment because I was, I
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  literally breath like the breath was gone.
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  Like I was like. Breathless.
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  Leave me breathless. He left me breathless and him
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  crying, his acting, it was all amazing.
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  Amazing. No bad, no notes. 10 out of 10.
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  I was invested completely in his journey.
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  In his Descendants of Madness, at points in the angst.
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  And if the synopsis didn't give it away, this is a very angsty
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  melodrama, a tearjerker. Yeah. 100% I was crying.
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  I I mean I was crying almost every episode.
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  It's a tearjerker, Yeah. You literally will cry every
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  episode. Every episode, Yeah, it's very
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  emotional. His Co star, the female lead is
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  Song He Kyo. Yes, that's Song He Kyo.
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  She plays Yun enso slash che unso.
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  She was all of 19 years old when she did Autumn in My Heart or
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  when it was released, so you might have.
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  We've covered a lot of her shows actually on Tebot.
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  So we've covered her in Full House which was four years later
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  2004 with rain and we've covered Descendants of the Sun from 2016
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  with her ex-husband. So why did I crack myself up
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  with ex-husband? But anyway her ex-husband Sung
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  Jung Ki and of course we covered The Glory from 20/22/2023 so big
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  shows for her. She's also been in Worlds Within
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  that Winter The Wind Blows someone.
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  When I was asking people if they could guess the show that was
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  coming up for autumn's concerto because I said, oh, it has a
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  season in the title, Yeah, someone was like, I don't know,
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  but I hope it's that winter the wind blows.
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  I was like, I'm sorry, it's not. You know what's funny, though,
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  like in speaking about Descendants of the Sun, when I
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  posted like, oh, like next week's reviews, Like, I'm going
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  to be reviewing a show with, you know, song.
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  Hey, Kyoto. Yeah.
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  And someone messaged me like I hope it's not Descendants of the
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  Sun and I. Was I hope it's not descendants
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  of the Sun. Yes, I was like Yikes, I've
• 22:11
  never watched that yet. Never seen so much descendants
• 22:14
  of the Sun slander as I have in the last like four years.
• 22:17
  I was like, what in the world? I thought this was like, you
• 22:19
  know, you know, this ground breaking show.
• 22:21
  I honestly you just. Had to.
• 22:23
  I feel like you just had to be there.
• 22:24
  Yeah. It was one of those where you
• 22:26
  just had the same for goblin. I've never seen so much Goblin
• 22:28
  slander as well in the last four years.
• 22:30
  I think the goblin. Slander the last few years has
• 22:33
  like really hurt my heart. I'm like what?
• 22:36
  What? How do you not like?
• 22:37
  Goblin and I'm the first one to to rip things that I love.
• 22:42
  Yeah, I love roasting things that I love yeah.
• 22:46
  I, I, you know, I have AI, have a healthy, you know,
• 22:50
  relationship to, to the television.
• 22:53
  It's television. OK.
• 22:54
  They're TV shows serious, yeah, but the slander is really.
• 22:58
  It's vile. Yeah, it really is.
• 23:00
  I'm like, where Is this coming? Too harsh, Yeah.
• 23:05
  Anyway, Songhai kills in this. She's beautiful.
• 23:10
  She's so. Stunning, stunning, stunning.
• 23:13
  Yeah, anyone who looks good with grey lipstick, that's a skill.
• 23:19
  That's a, you know, we should elevate this person.
• 23:23
  And that's so good. Gray lipstick.
• 23:25
  Yeah. Like that brownish Gray.
• 23:28
  Yeah. Yeah, and I know it's it.
• 23:32
  This is 2000. It came out in 2000.
• 23:34
  It's basically the late 90s. Yeah, yeah.
• 23:38
  Yep. And she looks really good still.
• 23:42
  Like, I don't know, that's looking at it like always.
• 23:47
  Beautiful no matter what state she's.
• 23:49
  In so So I will say I didn't put down the second female lead.
• 23:57
  I have her name. Her name is Han Nana.
• 24:00
  Yeah, it's her real name, but this is the only thing she's
• 24:04
  ever done. Which, yeah, I remember when I
• 24:06
  was looking up, like, what, all the Asian wiki profiles from
• 24:10
  everybody, and I was just like, why hasn't she done anything
• 24:13
  else? Like a lot of the actors in the
• 24:15
  show actually haven't done much after this show.
• 24:18
  Yeah. Which I found very interesting.
• 24:20
  Yeah, this is the only the only thing she's ever done.
• 24:22
  So I didn't really put stuff down for her.
• 24:25
  But I think we we need to have a little conversation about one
• 24:29
  being because one being the second mentally.
• 24:32
  Yeah, like he was all of 23. Oh, it's just babies.
• 24:40
  So he was 23 years old when he did this show.
• 24:43
  He has had a wonderful longevity to his career, even though he
• 24:48
  has almost no career. Yeah, people know Wongbin.
• 24:53
  Yeah. He's a household name.
• 24:54
  He's a household name. And he still does CFS.
• 24:57
  Like, what are they called? Commercials.
• 25:00
  And. OK, OK.
• 25:01
  Yeah. Like, he still does that sort of
• 25:04
  thing because he's so recognizable.
• 25:08
  Like, as far as acting, he's like, as far as his acting
• 25:12
  career, he is content to just live with his wife in, I think,
• 25:18
  the countryside. And he got away from everything.
• 25:21
  He didn't. He doesn't need whatever money
• 25:22
  he made from doing television shows and being a model.
• 25:28
  Like it sustains him in a way that he doesn't.
• 25:31
  Need. Yeah, he doesn't need it.
• 25:35
  I maybe he's just not interested anymore, but I love one bin.
• 25:38
  I would I would pay money to see him in a drop.
• 25:43
  Oh my God, if one bin came back in a drama, I would lose my
• 25:46
  shit. Like the whole page payback that
• 25:49
  the socials would turn into like A1 bin page.
• 25:52
  I would lose it. So he's been before he was in
• 25:57
  autumn in my heart. He starred in Clunky, which is
• 26:01
  one of the projects that the writer and director had done
• 26:04
  together before, so he worked with them before, of course, KBS
• 26:08
  and then after or the same year as Ottoman by Heart.
• 26:13
  He did Tough Guys Love, which also brought him some notoriety.
• 26:16
  Friends from 2002. Only six TV shows.
• 26:21
  That's wild. And it's always hard to be like,
• 26:23
  as like huge as he is. And he hasn't even been in that
• 26:27
  many things like crazy. Now I know one bin from the
• 26:32
  movies that he's done, so he's only done 5 movies, but two of
• 26:38
  the five are really I I think they're amazing.
• 26:42
  So he did mother in 2009 with the The director of that was
• 26:47
  Bong Joon Ho. Oh my gosh, parasite.
• 26:50
  Parasite So this is 2009. Early Bong Joon Ho mother.
• 26:55
  He plays a mentally disabled man who gets accused of murder.
• 27:01
  Wow. And the the mother, his mother,
• 27:05
  it's about her and her figuring it out, coming to terms with it,
• 27:09
  figuring out what happened and trying to absolve him of blame.
• 27:15
  And it's really powerful. It's it'll Rock You.
• 27:19
  It'll totally Rock You. So mother.
• 27:21
  And then the Man from Nowhere, which the Korean title, Oh my
• 27:26
  God, it's one of my favorite Korean movies of all time.
• 27:31
  Oh my gosh, of all time. And the Korean title is Ajashi.
• 27:37
  So just Mr. Oh, wow. Oh, wow.
• 27:39
  Yeah. So the English title of the Man
• 27:41
  from Noah is so mysterious and like, yeah.
• 27:44
  Oh, cool. No, it's just Ajashi and Korean.
• 27:48
  So that's from 2010. Wow.
• 27:51
  And that's it. That's it.
• 27:53
  That was the last thing he did was the Man from Noah 14 years
• 27:57
  ago. That's crazy.
• 27:59
  It's crazy, it's crazy. I love one bit.
• 28:04
  Like even before I watched. 1. Bit even before I watched on
• 28:09
  him, in my heart I loved one bit.
• 28:12
  I think he's an excellent actor. Oh he's amazing.
• 28:16
  This was my first show I've seen him in.
• 28:17
  I've only ever heard of him because he's mentioned so much
• 28:21
  in other dramas. It's just like, oh, Wong Bin,
• 28:23
  like Wong Bin, Like, oh, you look like Wong Bin or like, and
• 28:27
  I'm just like, and now I'm like this.
• 28:28
  Is this is this is Wong? Bin, you're like this is this is
• 28:32
  the Wong Bin and I understand like the hype, like his role in
• 28:36
  this show, Gold, gold, gold, gold, like so good.
• 28:41
  Yeah, yeah, I have here. I saw this on the Asian wiki for
• 28:45
  him. It said he shot stardom with his
• 28:47
  popular role as Tesak in KBS. Is autumn in my heart with his
• 28:51
  famous famous line on my I can't even know because I'm already
• 28:58
  laughing on my own day. How much becoming a much
• 29:03
  imitated slogan by his fans. Wow, do you remember that scene?
• 29:06
  Yes, that was the line that did it for everyone on.
• 29:10
  My own day. Wow.
• 29:15
  I was like, that's the lot I, you know, it was.
• 29:19
  That's iconic that this show is iconic.
• 29:21
  It really is. It really is.
• 29:23
  So I had a time watching this show.
• 29:27
  I don't think it's a surprise to say that I really love this
• 29:32
  show. Yeah.
• 29:34
  Absolutely, I love it too. I how did you feel like might
• 29:38
  have tell me what your thoughts were?
• 29:40
  How was your experience? Oh, my gosh.
• 29:43
  So first I have to say my friend Susie from One is on Opah's pod.
• 29:47
  Yeah, she was the one that told me about this show 'cause she's
• 29:49
  been watching K dramas forever. And like, we were at brunch one
• 29:52
  day and she was like, telling me like the the brief, like the the
• 29:55
  premise. And I was like, that sounds
• 29:56
  really juicy. So you knew the premise.
• 29:59
  Yeah, I knew the premise of it. And so I was like, OK, like, I'm
• 30:01
  gonna watch this. So I did to my watch list.
• 30:03
  It's the oldest drama I've ever watched still to this day.
• 30:07
  And I started it and I was like, OK, let's see how this goes
• 30:10
  because obviously it's really dated.
• 30:11
  So like, you know, it's really tiny inside the screen.
• 30:14
  And I was like, I need to get past the aesthetics of this
• 30:16
  tiny, But it's like the aspect ratio is almost square.
• 30:21
  Yeah, yes, yes. But literally I got over that in
• 30:24
  like 10 minutes because oh, my goodness.
• 30:27
  Like from the beginning, it sucks you in.
• 30:30
  The child actors in this show, Oh my gosh.
• 30:36
  Oh my God. Plays young Unso and TE Wuhuk.
• 30:40
  Plays young Junso and they carried.
• 30:44
  Oh my goodness. Like the way that they grip your
• 30:47
  heart. And like we were saying earlier,
• 30:48
  like I cried like every episode, especially those early episodes
• 30:51
  with when it was like them as kids.
• 30:53
  But I was gripped from the beginning and like all
• 30:55
  throughout the show, like I just couldn't stop watching it.
• 30:58
  And I was so invested in the storyline and like the
• 31:02
  relationship and the romance and like the the push and pull and
• 31:05
  the love triangle, more of a love square and like it, it was
• 31:09
  just so gripping and so beautiful, but also like so
• 31:15
  incredibly heartbreaking to watch.
• 31:17
  But the story itself was just beautiful and like the lines in
• 31:21
  this show. Oh my gosh.
• 31:23
  I just, I had an amazing time watching the show.
• 31:26
  Like I love every moment of it. Like I literally have no
• 31:30
  complaints. Like I just love the show so
• 31:32
  much. I agree I have nothing to add to
• 31:37
  that. I stayed up till 2:30 in the
• 31:40
  morning one night just getting, I think it got to from one to
• 31:45
  episode six. Wow in one night.
• 31:48
  Just binging it because it was that good, so good.
• 31:53
  It had me it. I was hooked.
• 31:56
  I was hooked. You could not tear me away from
• 31:58
  it. I was watching it on my lunch
• 32:00
  break. I was trying to fit it in
• 32:02
  anywhere I could because I wanted to see how this was going
• 32:06
  to end, how it was going to resolve.
• 32:09
  I wanted to see the journey and. Yeah.
• 32:12
  They just don't make them like this anymore.
• 32:14
  That's literally just like, that's literally what I was
• 32:17
  saying when I was watching the show.
• 32:18
  I was like, they don't write dramas.
• 32:20
  Like they don't. Anymore because I think the
• 32:21
  thing that I found the most fascinating is because the
• 32:23
  premise of this show was crazy, right Yeah, the show has such a
• 32:27
  crazy premise without being mock Jong it's not mock Jong at all
• 32:30
  and that's what and I'm. Glad you brought this up.
• 32:33
  Yeah, I was like, how did they make the the cab has this crazy
• 32:36
  dramatic plot without it being like Mock Jong?
• 32:38
  Like, I'm not, I'm not unintentionally laughing because
• 32:42
  things are too landish or anything like that.
• 32:43
  Like you're literally gripped like you're gripped.
• 32:46
  And I, I just thought it was genius.
• 32:47
  And I was like, they don't write shows like this anymore.
• 32:49
  And even like with like the turns the plot took that I
• 32:52
  didn't see coming, I was just like, I whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
• 32:56
  Like they don't do this anymore. They don't.
• 32:58
  They don't do it anymore. They don't pace dramas like this
• 33:00
  anymore. You're wondering why you can't
• 33:02
  get through a 16 episode drama it This is why they don't write
• 33:06
  it like this anymore. This was so well paced.
• 33:09
  It was tight. Each episode ended on a crazy
• 33:13
  Cliff hangover. You're like every single. 1.
• 33:16
  Every single one you're just like dragged to the next
• 33:18
  episode. You could not not press play.
• 33:22
  You were invested. Yep.
• 33:25
  And it was so well written and it had these these great ebbs
• 33:32
  and flows in the episode. The pacing was phenomenal and
• 33:37
  that's why I was always this is This is why I was drawn to K
• 33:40
  drama in the 1st place was because it had this type of
• 33:44
  pacing and I could easily get through an entire story in 16 to
• 33:49
  20 episodes and that was it Like no season 2.
• 33:54
  I just felt fulfilled. I knew what I knew and I just
• 33:59
  this was the old school nature of this felt like the like it
• 34:05
  was a shot of adrenaline. Yeah, into my body.
• 34:11
  This is why I started watching K drama in the first.
• 34:13
  Place yes and I love that you said that because when I watched
• 34:16
  this show I was like I feel like this format and this show
• 34:20
  captures the essence of K dramas so well.
• 34:23
  I was like, This is why I love K dramas and now I'm like, I wanna
• 34:27
  watch all these ancient shows because I was like I need this
• 34:30
  feeling like This is why I like Hadron was like you.
• 34:33
  It gives you that all-encompassing feeling.
• 34:36
  Oh my goodness. And I told you in the DMS, I was
• 34:39
  like, it felt like I was watching Michael Jackson's
• 34:41
  Thriller for the first time after living my whole life
• 34:46
  watching Thriller for the hearing Thriller for the first
• 34:49
  time. I'd be like, Oh my God, this is
• 34:51
  it. Like this is the end all be all.
• 34:53
  This is where pop music gets it from.
• 34:57
  Yep, right. Like this is the original, this
• 35:01
  is the formula. Yeah, This is why we have music
• 35:04
  videos. You know what I'm saying?
• 35:07
  And there's something about going to the source of it,
• 35:09
  right? Looking at the ingredients and
• 35:11
  being like, oh, this is how you get a pie versus like getting
• 35:15
  some like fusion food later down the line.
• 35:20
  You're like, I wonder how they got this concept.
• 35:23
  This is how. I 1000% agree.
• 35:26
  This is like the blueprint, the blueprint and Wikipedia had like
• 35:30
  this great section called Running similarities.
• 35:34
  And I just want to read. I was like, I don't have no
• 35:36
  notes. This is perfect.
• 35:37
  I just want to read it out loud. So it says it says this.
• 35:40
  Many elements of the formula of Korean drama are evident in the
• 35:44
  shows. Talking about the entire Four
• 35:47
  Seasons, not Four Seasons, but the endless love series.
• 35:51
  I call it The Four Seasons as well, just because it's Four
• 35:54
  Seasons. But anyway, Four Seasons, The
• 35:55
  Four Seasons. Anyway, the The many elements of
• 36:01
  the formula are evident in the shows but are retained even more
• 36:04
  clearly in all four shows. The shows mainly begin with the
• 36:07
  love that begin at some point in the early childhood or teen
• 36:10
  years. So this is where we get they met
• 36:13
  as children. Yes, childhood connection,
• 36:15
  childhoodness, child connection and continues on until
• 36:18
  adulthood, usually after a long separation.
• 36:21
  Yes. This is slightly bent in the
• 36:23
  third of third of the series as the main characters.
• 36:26
  First loves are not the main characters.
• 36:27
  I will not continue that sentence because there's a
• 36:30
  spoiler for Summer. Yeah.
• 36:31
  Yeah. The shows also seem to emphasize
• 36:34
  the scenery, making it into one of the main characters.
• 36:36
  The rice fields in autumn, the lake in winter, the tea garden
• 36:40
  in summer, the island in spring. These are all like setting in
• 36:45
  place and vibes. That is huge in this series, but
• 36:50
  that carries on into the rest of K drama.
• 36:53
  You have summer series that have the essence of summer in them
• 36:58
  and you watch them and you're like, I feel like this is just
• 37:01
  the takes place in the summer and it's dealing with summer and
• 37:06
  it's almost like city as a place or setting as a as a character.
• 37:11
  Yeah, yeah, yeah, absolutely, absolutely.
• 37:14
  And they do look such a great job with up with like the
• 37:16
  settings and. Absolutely.
• 37:18
  Yeah. The show also follows a pattern
• 37:21
  of having a third wheel, the second male lead, and the
• 37:24
  jealous girl, the second female lead.
• 37:27
  Yes, always, always. There was also a third couple in
• 37:31
  each show, mostly to provide Comic Relief from the otherwise
• 37:34
  dreary situations presented in each show.
• 37:37
  Yes. After all, also all the
• 37:41
  characters in all the series have had the leads endure the
• 37:44
  disagreement of the parents of both leads, so disagreeing pair
• 37:49
  like disapproving parents that trope.
• 37:52
  As for the soundtrack, main instrumental themes for all the
• 37:55
  series are known classics such as Romance, Anonymal or
• 37:59
  Anonymous Romance, A piece for guitar in autumn, Moonlight
• 38:02
  Sonata by Beethoven in winter, Serenade by Franz Schubert in
• 38:05
  summer, and Clementine in Spring.
• 38:08
  Yes, and I was telling you before we got on that I still
• 38:11
  have Clementine in my playlist because of when I watched Spring
• 38:17
  Waltz. Yes, I love that.
• 38:20
  In the year 2012 or something like that.
• 38:23
  It was over 10 years ago, but it was such an intimate part of the
• 38:27
  show, so intertwined with it, and it left me like I listened
• 38:33
  to that sound, that soundtrack, and it puts me right back into
• 38:39
  the drama. Oh I love.
• 38:41
  That right? That's what OST should do.
• 38:43
  That right? This concept of OST's, this
• 38:46
  concept of music being intrinsically linked to the
• 38:50
  drama. I think people to this day think
• 38:54
  of these songs and they think of the drama.
• 38:57
  Yeah, absolutely. They listen to Serenade and they
• 38:59
  think of Somerset, They listen to Moonlight Sonata and they
• 39:03
  think of Winter Winter Sonata. It's like this is the original
• 39:08
  blueprint for having such a memorable OST.
• 39:13
  Oh, I agree. I totally agree.
• 39:14
  Yeah. So a couple more fun facts.
• 39:17
  The series was super successful as you can imagine, averaging
• 39:21
  viewership ratings of 38.6%. That's crazy.
• 39:26
  Wow. And reaching a peak viewership
• 39:28
  of 46.1%. Almost half of everybody in
• 39:33
  Korea was watching this show. I love that.
• 39:35
  I love that for autumn in my heart.
• 39:38
  Yeah, it's considered a pioneer in Korean melodramatic series,
• 39:42
  launching a worldwide fever commonly referred to as the
• 39:45
  Korean Wave. So yeah, this launched the
• 39:48
  Korean Wave in the early 2000s and there's a been a few remakes
• 39:54
  of it. There is an Endless Love
• 39:55
  Filipino remake, There's a Thai remake and a Chinese remake.
• 39:59
  Autumn Fairy Tale is the Chinese remake.
• 40:01
  And Rakhni. Oh, I'm gonna put you this.
• 40:06
  Chuan Niran is the TIE remake. Yeah, amazing.
• 40:11
  One Bin won best new actor at the Beck Song Awards. 31st
• 40:16
  Daniel Beck Song Award. I know when I saw that I was
• 40:19
  like damn straight, damn fucking straight.
• 40:24
  So Kyo won most popular actress at that same Beck Song Awards.
• 40:30
  But I think that's all the fun facts that I have.
• 40:33
  But I really, I think this show should be watched by everybody.
• 40:38
  I agree. I agree.
• 40:41
  I think if you haven't watched the show and you really want, if
• 40:46
  you, there's AK drama drought happening right now, by the way.
• 40:49
  Oh, there is, there is. It's a problem.
• 40:51
  There's a after lovely runner. People were like, I don't know
• 40:53
  what to watch. There's a drought.
• 40:55
  Yeah, yeah, literally. Look, I don't want to be the one
• 40:59
  to be like, there's 20 plus years of cage dramas to look at.
• 41:04
  Yeah. But yeah, I it's also, I hate to
• 41:09
  be this person, but my sister is one.
• 41:12
  I'll just drag my sister in for a second.
• 41:15
  My sister is one of those people that doesn't like black and
• 41:17
  white movies. Mm, Hmm.
• 41:19
  And I'm like, look, there's so many good black and white
• 41:24
  movies. Yeah.
• 41:26
  You're missing out on all of this stuff.
• 41:28
  Mm Hmm. All of this great content that I
• 41:32
  know you would love. Yeah.
• 41:34
  Just because it's black and white.
• 41:37
  And I feel the same way toward people that are like, I don't
• 41:41
  like older K dramas. Yeah.
• 41:44
  They're so cringy. The acting is so bad.
• 41:49
  No, you're missing. Out the production is so bad,
• 41:54
  the whining on that I can't stand it.
• 41:57
  Yeah. Also, like if you look back at
• 41:59
  shows that came out of the US in the 2000s are just like that.
• 42:04
  So come on now. Like, it's the same thing.
• 42:07
  It's the same thing. Yeah.
• 42:14
  I was saying a few weeks ago on my podcast how I was like, you
• 42:16
  know, if you are, if you call yourself AK drama lover, like I
• 42:20
  just think it's so important to like go back and see like where
• 42:24
  K dramas came from because these stories are so good.
• 42:28
  They're relevant. Yes, they're relevant.
• 42:31
  And I was like, and I think that honestly, truly like, like this
• 42:33
  series is so worth the watch. Like all of the dramas, like
• 42:36
  they're just they're so good and I think they're important and
• 42:39
  they're referred to so much in like the dramas that come out
• 42:42
  now, like they'll refer to like, Oh yeah, like winter stand on
• 42:45
  the they'll refer to those these dramas.
• 42:48
  And so like, it's nice to have that context too.
• 42:52
  Out of the three that I've seen, so I've seen Autumn in my heart,
• 42:56
  I'm almost done with Summer Set and I've watched Spring Waltz.
• 42:59
  The order that I love them in is #1 Autumn in my heart.
• 43:02
  And I'm not even saying that because of recency bias.
• 43:04
  It's Autumn in my heart all the way.
• 43:05
  All the way. Yeah, yeah, yeah. #2 spring
• 43:08
  waltz and #3 summer set. Yeah, and I haven't watched Moon
• 43:13
  or Sonata yet. I love that.
• 43:15
  I love that. Yeah, so I hope you get to watch
• 43:18
  Spring Waltz. Me too.
• 43:20
  Oh my gosh. That's the first time I ever saw
• 43:23
  Han Yoju. Oh my gosh, I need to watch it.
• 43:27
  I need to find it somewhere. Watch that one.
• 43:31
  Good times, good times, amazing. I don't know.
• 43:35
  Is there anything else you want to say before we get into the
• 43:37
  spoiler section 'cause I have. I took episode by episode now.
• 43:43
  Oh yeah, me too, girl. I'm ready.
• 43:45
  OK, I don't know. I don't, I don't really don't
• 43:50
  want to spoil it, 'cause I just, that's how I went into the show
• 43:53
  was like brawling. I did not know anything.
• 43:57
  Yeah. And I just kind of want to
• 43:59
  preserve it for people. Yeah.
• 44:01
  And not tell them anything. It's just, yeah, just watch it.
• 44:05
  It just, yeah. I had someone come into my DMS.
• 44:08
  What did I put? I said something, I told people
• 44:11
  about the 2:30 AM thing on my stories and I had a bunch of
• 44:14
  people say like, what are you watching?
• 44:16
  Because it drama drought, right? Like everyone's like, what are
• 44:18
  you watching? Wait, what drama is this?
• 44:22
  Please help me out. So and I was telling them it's
• 44:26
  autumn in my heart, a 24 year old drama.
• 44:29
  And one person said I started it today.
• 44:35
  Yeah, it was a work day. She's like, I started it.
• 44:38
  I'm already on episode 6 and I've worked full time and I was
• 44:44
  like OK. Because you can't.
• 44:46
  You can't stop. You cannot stop.
• 44:49
  With this? No, no.
• 44:51
  I was like, I told her you can cut the melodrama with a knife.
• 44:55
  Yeah, yeah. And she said say less.
• 45:01
  I was like, I was crying every episode.
• 45:04
  It's so emotional. I mean, what's not to love?
• 45:09
  I've already said this. I'm an angsty bitch.
• 45:12
  This is full of angst. This is so much angst.
• 45:21
  So anyway, what would you rate this show out of five?
• 45:23
  Hold your bottles. So I have to say first I
• 45:27
  reviewed this show with Lola on my podcast and I at that time
• 45:32
  when we reviewed it, I think I gave it a 4.5.
• 45:36
  Yeah. And now I would give it A5 the
• 45:40
  way. No, because like every time,
• 45:43
  like Jess, I watched this show in January.
• 45:46
  I have not stopped thinking about this show.
• 45:49
  I've watched other 2024 dramas this year.
• 45:51
  Autumn in My Heart is the best drama I've watched this year.
• 45:54
  I love. It I cannot stop thinking about
• 45:56
  this drama like it's in my heart forever.
• 45:58
  Yes, it's one of my favorites of all time.
• 46:00
  It's going the five S 5 so 5 I just.
• 46:05
  Obsess. I love to hear it.
• 46:08
  I love to hear it. Do you know what?
• 46:12
  You've inspired me. I'll give it a five out of five
• 46:14
  as well. Oh, I love it.
• 46:16
  I was going for a four and a half and I and I, I was going to
• 46:19
  say why, but then I'm like, you know what?
• 46:20
  That spoiler territory. Yeah, I'll just give it a five
• 46:24
  out of five. It left me with such a feeling
• 46:27
  like it stuck to your bones. You know what I'm saying?
• 46:29
  Yes, yes. Yes, it.
• 46:33
  Really impacted me. There's nothing like watching
• 46:36
  the original. Nope, it's nothing like it.
• 46:39
  Nothing like watching the real thing.
• 46:43
  Nope. Not a copy, not an imitation.
• 46:47
  And you know, I saw a recent thing on TikTok and I can't
• 46:50
  remember what it was about. Oh, it was about movies?
• 46:54
  No, it was about Star Wars specifically.
• 46:56
  Uh huh. I.
• 46:57
  Don't know if you're a Star Wars person, but.
• 46:59
  I've never watched any I I know. Oh well this is perfect then.
• 47:03
  It's a perfect conversation to have.
• 47:04
  Low risk. Low risk cause the Star Wars
• 47:08
  fandom is completely bonkers. It's like Alchemy of Souls times
• 47:11
  10. So man.
• 47:13
  Yeah, yeah, maybe 20 * 20. So the conversation was about
• 47:19
  how the new content that's being produced for Star Wars is so
• 47:24
  disappointing and not, not sort of as magical as the original,
• 47:33
  right, series by George Lucas, which is, you know, started in
• 47:37
  1977 and went into the 80s. And those first three movies
• 47:41
  were something to behold, right? And it started this whole thing
• 47:45
  like, it snowballed, right? But what they were saying was
• 47:50
  the people that are writing Star Wars content now are, are fans
• 47:54
  of Star Wars, yes. And they're writing it because
• 47:57
  and they're writing it based on this is all the content that
• 48:00
  they have consumed. They've consumed Star Wars
• 48:03
  content, right? But George Lucas, the creator
• 48:07
  did not consume Star Wars content.
• 48:10
  He consumed the real thing, like the real like sci-fi serials
• 48:14
  from the 50s and 60s. And he was taking inspiration
• 48:18
  from Dune, the book he was taking inspiration from, like
• 48:22
  the original sci-fi of the era and turning it into something
• 48:27
  completely original and new. Yeah, yeah.
• 48:30
  And I was like, that is so applicable to K drama.
• 48:34
  Wow. And how the old K dramas were
• 48:37
  not taking inspiration from itself.
• 48:40
  Right. They were taking inspiration
• 48:42
  from other places. Yes.
• 48:44
  From different places and, and the way society was and.
• 48:48
  And it was so unique. Yeah, yeah.
• 48:53
  And you'd never seen these tropes before.
• 48:56
  And if you did, you'd never seen them like this.
• 49:00
  Wow, that's an amazing metaphor. Yeah.
• 49:02
  And then now the K dramas that you see are being written by
• 49:06
  people usually who love K dramas, who've been in the
• 49:09
  industry, who grew up on K dramas, right, who have a
• 49:15
  different set of inspiration. Yeah.
• 49:19
  And education. And it feels recycled because it
• 49:24
  is recycled. Yup, Yup, Yup.
• 49:28
  Wow, that's such a good point. That is such a good.
• 49:30
  Point. So I thought that was relevant
• 49:33
  to K dramas, the Star Wars conversation.
• 49:36
  Yeah, no, I love that. I love that.
• 49:38
  Wow, that's that's a really good metaphor.
• 49:41
  It's really good. Bravo.
• 49:42
  It's really. Good.
• 49:43
  Thank you. So with that being said, I think
• 49:45
  we're going to get into some spoilers right after.
• 49:48
  I know, right after this. Excuse me, I can't.
• 49:54
  You know, I have. No, I'm sorry.
• 49:58
  I swear. Discussing shit?
• 50:01
  What? All right, we're on the other
• 50:06
  side of spoilers, so anything goes.
• 50:07
  We are going to talk at length about Autumn in My Heart and
• 50:10
  everything that happens, all of the plot points and beats, each
• 50:14
  of us has brought notes to the table.
• 50:17
  They might be very robust. Yes, episode by episode notes.
• 50:22
  So I I would love to throw it to you and see where you'd like to
• 50:26
  start. I think a good place to start
• 50:29
  probably is like we see like at the very beginning that Unsaw
• 50:34
  and Shanae are switched at birth, the switched.
• 50:37
  At birth thing. Yeah, they're, they're both, you
• 50:40
  know, born in the same hospital, of course.
• 50:42
  And unfortunately, little Jinsa, he's a little toddler.
• 50:46
  He just, you know, stumbles into the nursery, he's touching
• 50:50
  stuff, and he drops, you know, the name tag.
• 50:53
  And then the nurse comes and she just puts the name tag and the
• 50:56
  close to this bassinet and was the wrong bassinet.
• 50:59
  And, you know, Jinsa's father is like, oh, Jinsa, come here, da,
• 51:03
  da, da. Let's go see your sister.
• 51:04
  And I was like, oh, no, I was like, yeah.
• 51:07
  And the fact that it was Jinsa as well that did it.
• 51:11
  Yeah, he. Swapped their fate, oh man.
• 51:14
  He did it himself. Wow, just.
• 51:18
  But it's it's a child and I really blame the father.
• 51:23
  Yeah, I mean, why was your two year old stumbling around by
• 51:26
  themselves to the hospital? I blame two things.
• 51:29
  The hospital #1 mm hmm. Right, because what is that?
• 51:33
  Shabby ass way of identifying the children.
• 51:36
  Because the babies, in addition to the the sign on the bassinet,
• 51:39
  there should be a bracelet as well.
• 51:41
  Everything should add up. You're just depending on this
• 51:43
  little flimsy index card to indicate whose baby this is.
• 51:50
  Yeah, that was, it's super janky.
• 51:53
  And then the father for leaving his toddler alone in a hospital.
• 51:57
  Yeah, yeah. But the father showed poor
• 51:59
  judgement all throughout. Yeah, oh, super poor judgement
• 52:05
  throughout the drama. Absolutely.
• 52:08
  So I, I don't blame the male lead.
• 52:13
  Oh, yeah, no at all. Like even though he did it, it's
• 52:16
  like it's a, it's a freaking toddler.
• 52:19
  Yeah, no, he's a baby. It was just unfortunate that
• 52:21
  like, it was like him that like. It wasn't even a toddler that
• 52:25
  could talk to you. It was like a 2 year old.
• 52:28
  It was like a one year old. He was.
• 52:30
  A baby like a little baby. Yeah, so I don't know what to
• 52:37
  say about the childhood episodes because they are so much they
• 52:44
  they're so much like the and they're so vibrant, like in my
• 52:47
  mind too. Mine too.
• 52:48
  Mine too. Right, because they show this
• 52:51
  idyllic home life. They're laughing together at the
• 52:55
  kitchen table and you're just like, what's going to go wrong?
• 52:59
  Yeah, they're the sweetest family ever.
• 53:01
  They're the sweetest, most perfect family, but when you see
• 53:05
  Jinsong and Unso together, you're like, what is this vibe
• 53:08
  between them? What is this vibe I.
• 53:14
  Chose to ignore the. Vibe no no you.
• 53:23
  I don't know. I I'm not even going there.
• 53:26
  I was like, I am ignoring this. It's not happening.
• 53:28
  Look, I have to say I don't have any brothers.
• 53:30
  I only have a younger. Sister.
• 53:32
  Yeah, same here. Oh.
• 53:33
  Oh, OK. I was hoping you had a brother
• 53:35
  so you could like speak to like having a brother and being like,
• 53:39
  no, brothers are gross. I always wanted a brother I've
• 53:47
  always wanted. One really I no, I can't even
• 53:50
  say I want a brother. I want an older brother
• 53:53
  specifically like. Really.
• 53:55
  Well, why did you want an older, older brother?
• 53:58
  I don't know, it just like I I think maybe like the shows I was
• 54:00
  watching growing up and I'm like having an older brother just
• 54:02
  seems like a old brother protect me and look out for me and like,
• 54:06
  I don't know, something like that.
• 54:08
  Oh, I love my sister though. Me and my sister had a great
• 54:10
  time. But yeah, OK.
• 54:12
  Yeah, yeah, yeah. I just, I felt backward when I
• 54:17
  saw how they were interacting and how there were there was
• 54:22
  electricity between them. Let me say this.
• 54:25
  I I don't think it was. I feel like it was all jinsal
• 54:28
  They like unsal was not those are not the not the Yeah, it
• 54:32
  was. She was.
• 54:33
  No, she was. Jockeying some stuff back.
• 54:35
  No, yeah. I know.
• 54:38
  It was mutual. I really feel like it was all
• 54:40
  Jones. No, it was.
• 54:41
  Mutual. I didn't want to admit it like
• 54:44
  he clearly had a crush on her which.
• 54:46
  He had a crush on. His sister.
• 54:48
  Yeah, I'm gonna. He had a crush on her brother,
• 54:50
  especially when she took off her little skirt when it got wet in
• 54:52
  the rain. No, I know.
• 54:54
  And she was like. She kind of looked facetious.
• 54:58
  No, she did it. No.
• 55:00
  And I was like, what are you doing?
• 55:01
  And she was like, it's OK, I have a a underskirt on and you
• 55:05
  can clearly see her little white underwear is underneath.
• 55:08
  The under score No no, no. No.
• 55:10
  And I was like, we're not going to talk about this.
• 55:12
  We're not going to talk about this.
• 55:14
  I have to say, like when I saw that scene, I texted Susie and I
• 55:19
  was like, Susie, what's happening with these?
• 55:23
  I was like, I don't, I don't what's what's going on?
• 55:26
  I don't like can you break this down for me?
• 55:30
  And I was like, I'm going to keep going, but I was like, I
• 55:32
  don't like I don't like this is weird.
• 55:35
  And that's why I like just literally like shut put it in a
• 55:37
  corner of my brain and I just shut it off.
• 55:38
  And I was like, we're not I refuse.
• 55:41
  I refuse. It was, I was like, this is so
• 55:44
  problematic, but you as an audience know they're not
• 55:47
  biologically related, right? Right.
• 55:49
  That's not really his sister, but they grew up together.
• 55:53
  Right, and there's a brother they know.
• 55:55
  And as far as they? Know they're brother and sisters
• 55:58
  so I'm like this is I'm like sweating like I was like
• 56:02
  sweating watching the first couple of episodes like this is
• 56:06
  this is they don't know but they but they but they got a little
• 56:13
  rapport going here. They don't act like brother and
• 56:17
  sister. It was he was shutting down
• 56:22
  crushes left and right. He was throwing love notes in
• 56:24
  the trash when the people when the girls would come up to him
• 56:27
  at school. Yeah, no, he was it was he was
• 56:32
  down bad. Yeah, I just and she.
• 56:35
  Chose to ignore it. I hate I was like I can't.
• 56:39
  Is so this was so it was very icky, but you're like, the only
• 56:46
  thing that saves it is that they told you immediately.
• 56:48
  Exactly. They're not brother and sister.
• 56:51
  Exactly which I guess like explains his like pool towards
• 56:55
  her I guess. But what they're saying is that
• 56:58
  I think the implication is that they always knew.
• 57:03
  Like in their. Yeah, mind and body and
• 57:06
  subconscious. They just knew.
• 57:08
  They're not brother and sister. Yeah.
• 57:12
  Yeah, absolutely. That was the implication.
• 57:14
  Yes, which is good. They told us literally what
• 57:16
  them. The show starts that right.
• 57:18
  That is not the case. Yeah.
• 57:20
  But the character, they've somehow, someway always knew.
• 57:25
  Yeah, that. But the parents didn't know.
• 57:29
  No, they did not. The parents did no and the whole
• 57:33
  thing about like her developing body and they're sitting at the
• 57:36
  kitchen table and the mom goes, oh, her boobs are coming in.
• 57:38
  And the truth sounds like her boobs.
• 57:41
  Let me see. And then he starts chasing her
• 57:43
  around the house and I'm like like in the fetal position, like
• 57:50
  on the floor. Oh my God, honestly chose to
• 57:55
  ignore. I'm like turning red.
• 58:02
  Like it just it, it's so it's, it's crazy.
• 58:09
  Like it's so crazy. It is.
• 58:13
  But then she has this bully at school.
• 58:17
  Yes. The bully is simply jealous of
• 58:21
  her, and the bully turns out to be the real sister.
• 58:27
  Yes, that reveal when they revealed that wild not.
• 58:33
  Wild. Yeah.
• 58:35
  And Shanae was so nasty to Unsa. Unsa was like, the sweetest
• 58:39
  thing, like, the sweetest girl ever.
• 58:42
  And Shanae was just, like, making her life a living hell,
• 58:45
  like, you know, framing her for things, making fun of her, all
• 58:49
  this stuff. And, you know, Shanae doesn't
• 58:52
  have a loving home. She lives with just her mom.
• 58:54
  Her mom is not that nice to her. Yeah, she came from an abusive
• 58:58
  car. Yeah, her brother abuses her as
• 59:00
  well, and she's angry and she's really jealous of Unsuck 'cause
• 59:04
  she's like, why does the school have everything and I have
• 59:05
  nothing? Yeah, and that's the that's the
• 59:08
  thing that I was like trying to rationalize my hate away.
• 59:15
  I was like, I need to forgive this little girl because she
• 59:21
  grew up in really in squalor. Yeah.
• 59:23
  And she has no opportunities. She should be the president of
• 59:29
  the class, but she's not because and so is rich and she's well
• 59:34
  liked. And so she gets voted the
• 59:36
  president. It it was like things are, I
• 59:40
  don't know. But then I didn't have any
• 59:42
  forgiveness for her at all. No, no.
• 59:45
  I just I have a list of things in here called Bitch sister.
• 59:51
  Oh my God. It's an in order.
• 59:52
  I have everything she did to Enso, so.
• 59:54
  Oh, my gosh. We'll just go through it now.
• 59:57
  Let's talk about the sister now. Yes.
• 59:58
  So the sister, Sheenay, she was jealous of Unso in school and
• 1:00:05
  like, jealous in like I want to kill her.
• 1:00:08
  Jealous. Yeah.
• 1:00:09
  It wasn't a normal type of jealous.
• 1:00:10
  So just like I want you gone. Yes.
• 1:00:12
  Like I want you to disappear. Yes.
• 1:00:15
  Yeah. She steals her fancy underskirt
• 1:00:17
  and violates it with graffiti. Hangs it up high in a tree for
• 1:00:21
  the whole school to see, then makes her OPA Jinsol beg on his
• 1:00:28
  knees to end the bullying if he paints this poem for her in the
• 1:00:31
  school project tip or tat. Yep.
• 1:00:35
  Immediately starts cozying up to her her stuff in her room and
• 1:00:41
  trying on her clothes. She has no respect for her
• 1:00:43
  boundaries and her stuff her like, this is her room.
• 1:00:49
  She has. No, she's like, this is my room.
• 1:00:52
  Yeah, she's materialistic and entitled.
• 1:00:56
  Yeah, absolutely. She manipulates the mom into
• 1:01:01
  accepting her as her biological daughter with tears and all of
• 1:01:05
  this drama and fanfare. And I was so.
• 1:01:09
  Pissed. Yeah.
• 1:01:10
  She was really manipulative and like, honestly, like kind of a
• 1:01:15
  sociopath. Yes.
• 1:01:17
  Kind of like the way that you just like up and we're like so
• 1:01:20
  excited to leave your mom's house.
• 1:01:21
  Granted, I know she was coming from an no, not an ideal
• 1:01:24
  situation, but she's like, oh, this is my house and I'm just
• 1:01:26
  going to plug myself in. Oh, yeah, I'm going to wear
• 1:01:28
  these clothes. I'm going to do this.
• 1:01:29
  I have money now. Yay.
• 1:01:30
  Like, like literally like bye bye old life.
• 1:01:33
  Like she just didn't care at all.
• 1:01:35
  Yeah, she was hateful on her birthday and hesitant to invite
• 1:01:41
  Unzo to her party. Yeah.
• 1:01:44
  She was a bragger in front of the whole school with her new
• 1:01:48
  found wealth in a way that Unso never was.
• 1:01:52
  Like Unso was kind hearted. She was willing to share her
• 1:01:57
  stuff and the attention just came sort of naturally.
• 1:02:01
  Yeah, yeah, exactly. Because she's so nice girl.
• 1:02:04
  Yeah, nice. Then she frames her on the
• 1:02:09
  birthday for the theft of the watch and does the whole
• 1:02:15
  manipulative tears gimmick again.
• 1:02:18
  That scene made me so angry. I was, oh God, I was punching
• 1:02:23
  pillows. I was so pissed.
• 1:02:26
  Off I was ripping telephone books.
• 1:02:28
  I was like, Oh no, I was so mad then.
• 1:02:33
  This is all in childhood. Then in adulthood, she
• 1:02:37
  manipulates Unso into trying to leave Junso in the middle of the
• 1:02:41
  night, convincing her that they would all be better off without
• 1:02:45
  her, that the mom is mentally fragile, she's been sick for
• 1:02:49
  years, seeing her would do no good, so she should just leave.
• 1:02:54
  No. And this whole girl like this.
• 1:02:55
  Too. Yeah, when it's like the
• 1:02:57
  opposite. Because the mom is sick, because
• 1:02:58
  she misses Enzo so much. Yeah, and but she doesn't care
• 1:03:01
  about her mom. She doesn't care about anybody
• 1:03:05
  but herself. She's.
• 1:03:06
  Selfish. Mm hmm.
• 1:03:08
  She's a narcissist. Yeah, she is.
• 1:03:11
  And then she slaps unso in front of Junso at the family reunion
• 1:03:14
  meal. When she laid hands on her, I
• 1:03:16
  was like, Oh no, not in front of the whole family.
• 1:03:22
  Yeah, I was in front of Deemable about Shanae.
• 1:03:26
  She cancelled her staff accommodation so that she had
• 1:03:29
  nowhere to live. Yeah, and my thing is like, why
• 1:03:32
  are you still mad? You got everything you wanted.
• 1:03:34
  You got everything you got. You got your family, you got to
• 1:03:37
  study abroad. You have a cool job, so why are
• 1:03:41
  you still angry? That's what I didn't understand
• 1:03:44
  about her. I'm like, there's no reason for
• 1:03:45
  you to be that that bitter. But she's jealous again because
• 1:03:47
  she knows that her family loves unsub probably more than they
• 1:03:51
  love her. So that's why she was still
• 1:03:53
  bitter about it. I'm just like girl, like get a
• 1:03:56
  grip. It was bad and then she stole
• 1:03:59
  the letter. Unsol wrote to Unsol saying that
• 1:04:01
  she loves him and declared it at the family meeting that they
• 1:04:04
  love each other so they can't become adopted siblings because
• 1:04:08
  they're in love with each other. And even like she had the letter
• 1:04:11
  in her possession so she like throws it down to her shocked
• 1:04:15
  parents. And if she was ever concerned
• 1:04:16
  about her mom's health, she would have never done that shit.
• 1:04:19
  Yeah, she doesn't care. She doesn't care anyone.
• 1:04:22
  Yeah, it was bad. It was.
• 1:04:25
  I was like, Oh my God. And then she kind of calms down
• 1:04:29
  and they they didn't write enough stuff for her like in the
• 1:04:32
  back half for. Her to Oh yeah, so nothing for.
• 1:04:34
  Her to do. Yeah, Yeah.
• 1:04:35
  Which is, I mean, it's fine, but I was genuinely angry with her.
• 1:04:41
  Yeah. She was a horrible person.
• 1:04:43
  She was a terrible person. Yeah.
• 1:04:45
  Yeah. And the last time that I saw
• 1:04:47
  this actress, she was the. She was in Boys Over Flowers.
• 1:04:52
  Do you remember her in Boys Over Flowers?
• 1:04:54
  I've only seen one episode of Boys Over Flowers, is she in the
• 1:04:56
  first? Oh my God, only one episode.
• 1:05:00
  No, cause yeah, I couldn't go on.
• 1:05:01
  I. Couldn't go on.
• 1:05:03
  OK, what about delightful girl Chunyung?
• 1:05:05
  Have you seen that? I haven't seen that one, Oh my.
• 1:05:09
  OK, well, she's the delightful girl.
• 1:05:11
  Chunyang also, she was nice in that show.
• 1:05:13
  She was that, yeah. So she was nice.
• 1:05:19
  Yeah. So seeing her be like this vile,
• 1:05:23
  crazy sociopath manipulating her own blood family, slapping
• 1:05:29
  people, I couldn't handle it. I couldn't.
• 1:05:32
  She was nasty, she was horrible. Yeah, so the childhood stuff was
• 1:05:36
  totally marred by her nonsense. I had a question, though,
• 1:05:42
  because in childhood on the birthday June, so is like, I'm
• 1:05:46
  going to take this what? He gives SHINee a watch for her
• 1:05:51
  birthday and he's like, I'm going to take this watch that I
• 1:05:53
  gifted to Unso for her birthday last year to her.
• 1:05:57
  It's the one thing she wants. Yeah.
• 1:05:59
  So she goes, OK, I'll give it to her pause.
• 1:06:04
  Why would June so trust she didn't?
• 1:06:07
  That's her school. That's unso.
• 1:06:09
  School bully. I don't know if he thought that
• 1:06:12
  like, oh, like, you know, because she's in the family now
• 1:06:15
  and she's my sister. She's not going to do anything
• 1:06:17
  bad. Like I think he was just giving
• 1:06:19
  her the benefit of the doubt. No, no, like it's just doesn't
• 1:06:23
  work that like he. Shouldn't have given her the
• 1:06:25
  benefit of that, but I think that's what he was doing because
• 1:06:27
  I think he wanted to believe the best because just on.
• 1:06:29
  And so we're both just like very like well meaning, like naive,
• 1:06:33
  but like kind people. It's like, I really feel like
• 1:06:36
  they believe like the best in people.
• 1:06:38
  And so like he was just like, you know, Shanae's my sister.
• 1:06:42
  I she's not going to hurt Lunso. He knows, like she, she knows I
• 1:06:44
  love Lunso as a sister. So, you know, but yeah, no, she
• 1:06:49
  she did what she does. Yeah.
• 1:06:52
  Were there any moments in the childhood episodes that you were
• 1:06:54
  like, Oh my God, this broke me or this stood out to me?
• 1:06:58
  Well, Oh no. The scene when so you know,
• 1:07:03
  Lensol finds out that she's not, you know, the biological
• 1:07:06
  daughter, so she goes running away and this.
• 1:07:10
  Is because of SHINee also? Yeah, like SHINee just.
• 1:07:12
  Shows up. Exactly.
• 1:07:14
  She shows up and just this dramatic thing and just like
• 1:07:16
  you're not their daughter. I am.
• 1:07:17
  And it was just like so sad and like, you know, Lensol runs away
• 1:07:21
  and Jensol finds her and he like gives her like a piggy back on
• 1:07:25
  back ride on the way back home. Stop it.
• 1:07:29
  And it was just, it was just so sad.
• 1:07:31
  But the one scene when so Unsal's mom went to.
• 1:07:37
  And so I was like, you know, adoptive.
• 1:07:40
  I don't know, her mom went to like her biological mom.
• 1:07:43
  Yeah. And was like, can I take Unsal
• 1:07:45
  and SHINee to the US? Like, can I please take both of
• 1:07:49
  them? And because she, of course
• 1:07:51
  doesn't want to like Unsal, like that's her daughter too.
• 1:07:53
  And so, you know, Unsal's biological mom is like, well,
• 1:07:58
  she's like, I guess I can just live as if I've never had a
• 1:08:01
  child. And you can, she's just like
• 1:08:03
  walking away. And you could tell that she's
• 1:08:05
  still defeated. Like I went from have like I
• 1:08:07
  don't, I don't have a child anymore.
• 1:08:09
  And until I was there witnessing that conversation and she said
• 1:08:14
  sorry to her mom. And she was like, I'm sorry,
• 1:08:16
  like I can't, I can't leave my biological mom like this.
• 1:08:20
  I, I feel bad. And so she's ran up to her and
• 1:08:23
  she called her mom for the first time and like, you know,
• 1:08:26
  officially, like moved into her house.
• 1:08:28
  And it was just devastating. Like that scene is just like
• 1:08:32
  always in my head or just like how heartbreaking.
• 1:08:35
  It was. Yeah.
• 1:08:37
  Because Unso comes across as someone who's extremely
• 1:08:39
  truthful, even to herself. She rarely lies.
• 1:08:44
  And something that she couldn't lie about was calling her her
• 1:08:46
  mom, her biological mom. Mom.
• 1:08:49
  She couldn't say, oh, Ma, she would always stop short of
• 1:08:53
  calling her mom when she moved in with her.
• 1:08:57
  And to the point where her mom says if you can't call me mom,
• 1:09:01
  just call me Ajima. Yeah.
• 1:09:03
  Yeah. And she try.
• 1:09:05
  She's kind of like being a little more gentle with her than
• 1:09:07
  she was with Shenay. Absolutely.
• 1:09:09
  She was so much nicer to her, so much.
• 1:09:11
  Nicer to her, yeah, just 'cause I think she felt guilty and bad
• 1:09:17
  and also they're two different personalities.
• 1:09:20
  They're going to require two different methods of raising.
• 1:09:23
  Yeah, so she was just very careful with her.
• 1:09:28
  And yeah, that conversation between the moms and she was
• 1:09:30
  like, please, like I'll take her and I'll raise her, blah, blah,
• 1:09:34
  blah. I'll take her to the United
• 1:09:35
  States. And she was like, I OK, like it.
• 1:09:38
  It was such a difficult conversation to see.
• 1:09:42
  And when she when Unso spots her, what are we going to call
• 1:09:49
  OG mom? We'll call her OG Mom.
• 1:09:51
  Yeah, when she spots her OG mom and calls out Oh my to her in
• 1:09:58
  front of the bio mom. Oh my God, the tears that we're
• 1:10:02
  running down. With these, Yeah.
• 1:10:04
  And like, they both broke when like both moms broke when like
• 1:10:08
  she said that it was. 'Cause she feels that that's her
• 1:10:14
  mom. Like, up until like a week or
• 1:10:16
  something. Yeah, yeah, Ago.
• 1:10:18
  That was her mom. Exactly.
• 1:10:21
  It's not like you could just switch at the drop of a hat, all
• 1:10:24
  of this. Like that's she breastfed her,
• 1:10:26
  she took care of her. She taught her how to speak.
• 1:10:29
  She taught her how to walk. Like that's their child.
• 1:10:32
  Yeah, yeah. And it was just so emotional to
• 1:10:36
  see her run back to the the OG mom.
• 1:10:41
  The OG mom say we're going to go to the US.
• 1:10:43
  You're going to you're coming with us and her tearfully think
• 1:10:48
  to her about her bio mom Yeah yeah and and negate this negate
• 1:10:54
  what she really wants. Exactly.
• 1:10:57
  And it, like, goes to show the type of person that she was.
• 1:11:00
  She's such an empathetic, like, a passionate person.
• 1:11:04
  And she was like, I'm not gonna just let my biological mom just
• 1:11:07
  go off by herself as if she's never had a child when I'm right
• 1:11:10
  here. Yeah, like, I don't want to do
• 1:11:12
  this. And this is really hard.
• 1:11:13
  But like, she felt like it was the right thing to do.
• 1:11:15
  Yeah. And she would always.
• 1:11:17
  Do the right. Thing.
• 1:11:18
  And she would always do the right thing.
• 1:11:19
  Yeah, it was rough. But the other scene I had was
• 1:11:22
  when this is like one of like, Jinsong, Jinsong's like last
• 1:11:27
  meetings. And he was like, if you could be
• 1:11:31
  born again, like, what would you be?
• 1:11:33
  And she said I would be a tree so I don't have to part with
• 1:11:36
  anyone. I would just play, grow my roots
• 1:11:41
  down where I am and Oh my God. Oh my gosh.
• 1:11:46
  Yeah, it was. It was very emotional when she
• 1:11:49
  said tree. It's such a natural thing, too.
• 1:11:53
  Like she didn't say birds, I can go where I want.
• 1:11:56
  She didn't say, you know, fish like it's, you know, swim and,
• 1:12:00
  you know, be where I want. She said tree.
• 1:12:03
  She wants stability. She wants, oh, she wants to put
• 1:12:09
  down roots. She wants, you know.
• 1:12:12
  Oh, it's very. It's just a lot like it was just
• 1:12:16
  all their very poetic yes, and like all their parting scenes,
• 1:12:20
  like even with like the little like they had these like family
• 1:12:22
  mugs and like when unsafe first left the house, she took her mug
• 1:12:27
  and like no, she left her mug actually.
• 1:12:28
  And like when her and Jusama at the beach one time he brought
• 1:12:31
  like her mug to her. She's like this belongs to you.
• 1:12:33
  This is yours. I'm like, it's just.
• 1:12:36
  The mug just killed me. The mugs.
• 1:12:38
  My gosh, the. Ceramic cups that she.
• 1:12:41
  She takes hers. So she removes her mug from the
• 1:12:44
  fam and it has her face on it. Yeah.
• 1:12:49
  It killed me when she took her mug.
• 1:12:53
  And she's so childlike, right? I know she's a child, but she's
• 1:12:56
  very childlike. Yeah.
• 1:12:58
  Having these sort of conversations with the mugs as
• 1:13:00
  if they were her family. Mm.
• 1:13:03
  Hmm. And, you know, she removes
• 1:13:05
  herself from the family. It's very symbolic.
• 1:13:08
  Sad. And then like he brought his mug
• 1:13:10
  to her and like, it was just like, come on.
• 1:13:14
  Like how in My dude, this is like the first three episodes.
• 1:13:17
  And I'm literally. Like I'm tired of crying.
• 1:13:20
  Like it was just, it was so much.
• 1:13:22
  Every episode they're crying. Let me just yeah.
• 1:13:25
  And every single episode and these kids can cry big fat
• 1:13:28
  tears. Kids were crying big fat tears
• 1:13:31
  like and then even like the scene when like the family was
• 1:13:34
  leaving for the US, her running after the car.
• 1:13:37
  I was done. I was finished.
• 1:13:41
  And like I wish why couldn't they tell her?
• 1:13:43
  I I know she told sad that she didn't want to know when they
• 1:13:45
  were leaving, but like I wish they could have had something
• 1:13:48
  because she's literally running after the car and like crying
• 1:13:51
  and it was just so sad. Like I it was so sad.
• 1:13:55
  I know, I know. It was super sad.
• 1:13:59
  And they they just leave her like that's her.
• 1:14:01
  Oh God. So then we get to adulthood and
• 1:14:06
  we meet the second male lead and of course he's a chaebol, of
• 1:14:10
  course, of course. But he is basically undercover
• 1:14:18
  at this seaside resort. Golf.
• 1:14:22
  I think it's like a golf golfing resort or something.
• 1:14:25
  Yeah. Staying in one of the villas.
• 1:14:26
  Yeah. And she's a telephone operator.
• 1:14:30
  When I saw that she was an operator at the hotel, I was
• 1:14:32
  like, well, this job doesn't even exist anymore.
• 1:14:36
  It just doesn't even exist anymore.
• 1:14:39
  Right. And he's been flirting with her
• 1:14:41
  over the phone. Yes.
• 1:14:44
  And he's doing that thinking she because she says at some point
• 1:14:47
  that she's a 37 year old woman with two kids.
• 1:14:50
  Yeah, yeah, She's like, get off my back.
• 1:14:52
  Get off my back. Because he was like bitching at
• 1:14:54
  her and she was like, you can't talk to me that way.
• 1:14:56
  I'm a 37 year old woman with two kids.
• 1:14:58
  Yeah. And so he continued to flirt
• 1:15:01
  with her, thinking she was a 37 year old woman with two kids.
• 1:15:04
  He lo and behold, she's not. She's like 22 and perfect.
• 1:15:09
  Yeah. No kids.
• 1:15:10
  Yeah. And he's like completely
• 1:15:15
  infatuated with her. Yes.
• 1:15:16
  Yes, completely infatuated with her.
• 1:15:19
  I think somewhere inside episodes 4 through 6, the he
• 1:15:25
  like there's like an attempted sexual assault.
• 1:15:28
  Yes. Yes, we have to talk about this
• 1:15:30
  because this was marrying my my impression of the second medal
• 1:15:37
  lead for the longest time. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I agree.
• 1:15:42
  I have crazy eyes right now. Yeah, it was jarring cause yeah,
• 1:15:46
  he like, you know, she came to the room 'cause I think she
• 1:15:49
  like, also was like a maid. He makes her a maid.
• 1:15:52
  Yeah, he makes her a maid. And like, he basically, like,
• 1:15:54
  pushed her up against the wall. He was like trying to forcibly,
• 1:15:56
  like, kiss her. And she's like, Oh my gosh,
• 1:15:58
  like, get off me. She literally had to run away.
• 1:15:59
  Yeah, yeah. And but I have to say, like, I
• 1:16:02
  was like, oh, no, I'm done with him.
• 1:16:03
  Like, we're done. Me too.
• 1:16:04
  But then like, as the show progressed, you like, like,
• 1:16:06
  'cause he literally, he really did turn on a new leaf though.
• 1:16:10
  Like, cause a lot of times when things like that happen to show,
• 1:16:12
  I'm like, yeah, we're done here. We're done.
• 1:16:14
  Like, I'm not, I hate you. But like, he really, like when
• 1:16:18
  he said he was sorry, he was actually sorry and he like stuck
• 1:16:21
  to his word and he showed that he was actually, you know, like
• 1:16:25
  a good guy. He just, but like I, I was
• 1:16:28
  scared for a minute, 'cause I was like, Oh my gosh, I'm gonna
• 1:16:29
  hate you for the entire show, right?
• 1:16:31
  And like, I and I hate that he, I hate that like, he did that
• 1:16:34
  'cause there's no excuse for it. And I think, like, how did they
• 1:16:36
  make him do that? Like, yeah, I wish they, I wish
• 1:16:40
  he didn't do that though. But I I appreciated the
• 1:16:42
  character development because they took it as a character.
• 1:16:47
  There would be no competition between the second male lead and
• 1:16:52
  the male lead as it is. I had second male lead syndrome
• 1:16:59
  pretty bad. I never had second male lead
• 1:17:01
  syndrome. Wow.
• 1:17:02
  I was like Down bad. But by the end of the show, by
• 1:17:07
  the end of the show, I was down. Bad.
• 1:17:09
  Yeah. Like, after watching the show, I
• 1:17:10
  was like, this, this is the, this is what second male lead
• 1:17:14
  syndrome should feel like. And this is what it is.
• 1:17:17
  Yes, Yeah, This is what what it should feel like.
• 1:17:20
  But he really did turn a new leaf.
• 1:17:22
  And he, like did a complete 180. Yeah, which I appreciated.
• 1:17:26
  I think he turned into 'cause you're even.
• 1:17:29
  She's questioning him and his intentions if he's a good
• 1:17:33
  person. Episode 7, she says.
• 1:17:35
  Like, I don't even know if he's a good person, but yeah.
• 1:17:38
  Yeah, I think I just want to give it a try with, you know,
• 1:17:41
  One Bin's character. Yeah.
• 1:17:43
  She hasn't had anyone like her in a long time, not since OPA,
• 1:17:47
  like June. So her brother, it's a lot.
• 1:17:56
  And she really, I think it's presented rather.
• 1:18:00
  How do I put this? When you watch the show, you
• 1:18:03
  don't feel it as much, but when you look back on it, she was
• 1:18:07
  very, she used him. She used the second male lead.
• 1:18:12
  Oh yeah, absolutely. A lot.
• 1:18:14
  I do think, yeah, I think and I don't.
• 1:18:16
  Think like she was like, no, exactly.
• 1:18:19
  It wasn't malicious. Yeah, but she was using him and
• 1:18:24
  taking advantage of his feelings for her to make the relationship
• 1:18:30
  seem like more than it than it was, especially in front of
• 1:18:34
  June. So mm.
• 1:18:36
  Hmm. Yeah, I it's weird though,
• 1:18:38
  because like, I don't know, like I feel like, I don't know, I
• 1:18:42
  don't know if she, I don't think she ever.
• 1:18:44
  I don't know how I feel the relationship was complicated
• 1:18:48
  because I feel like she was honestly that relationship
• 1:18:50
  against her own will. So I don't even really think
• 1:18:53
  that she was consciously like trying to like use taysock to
• 1:18:56
  like, you know, help help Jinsong move on or whatever.
• 1:18:59
  Like in because I feel like there was.
• 1:19:01
  She would always say something that was like, Oh yeah, I'm
• 1:19:04
  going out with PSOC now. Oh, he picked me up.
• 1:19:09
  Oh, this, that and the other and made the relationship seem like
• 1:19:12
  a relationship versus PSOC likes me and it's one sided and I'm
• 1:19:17
  like I've got him at arm's length at all times.
• 1:19:20
  Yeah, yeah, I think I took that at her just being passive 'cause
• 1:19:24
  she was a, she was extremely passive.
• 1:19:27
  And like, I'm like, you're letting this relationship happen
• 1:19:30
  to you. I don't think you ever actually
• 1:19:32
  like confirmed with TESOL that you wanted to be engaged like.
• 1:19:36
  Right, like it all was just. Kind of like happening at this.
• 1:19:38
  At this point in time, if she says nothing, I think TESOL is
• 1:19:43
  going oh she's OK with whatever. Yeah, like it's a yes,
• 1:19:47
  literally. Like that's an OK for me versus
• 1:19:52
  what are we because she hasn't said anything.
• 1:19:55
  At all. Like she was just kind of like
• 1:19:57
  letting it happen. And yeah, I don't, I don't know.
• 1:20:02
  And also we didn't include the fact that TSOC and Jinsa are
• 1:20:06
  besties and. Yes, they're best friends.
• 1:20:09
  They're besties and Jinsa is engaged to a girl named Yumi
• 1:20:15
  and. Yo, fuck Yumi, Yumi, Yumi.
• 1:20:20
  Yeah, he's engaged. He's the real villain of this
• 1:20:22
  show. She yeah, she's yeah, they're
• 1:20:24
  engaged and like they were at their engagement ceremony.
• 1:20:27
  And you mean Ashton saw who was your first love and he said
• 1:20:30
  Namu, which means tree, which is referring to Unsaw and I yeah,
• 1:20:36
  yeah. Mouth.
• 1:20:38
  Yeah, a gape. My flabbers have been gasted.
• 1:20:45
  I can't believe you said that to her.
• 1:20:46
  And he asked her the same question.
• 1:20:48
  His fiance. He asked her the same question
• 1:20:51
  that he asked unso, which is if you were to be born again, what
• 1:20:55
  would you want to be? And she says treat.
• 1:20:57
  And he goes, OK, perfect. You're going to be my
• 1:20:59
  replacement, Unso. Right.
• 1:21:01
  He's like, OK, you can be my replacement for.
• 1:21:03
  Unso you can see the aid of B. Can do in his yeah yeah, he's
• 1:21:07
  like you'll you'll do like yeah oh.
• 1:21:10
  My God. So inside episodes 4 through 6,
• 1:21:15
  the fiance finds the drawings that Junso has done of unso.
• 1:21:20
  Yeah, which pause right here. Junso cannot draw.
• 1:21:25
  But Junso's drawings of unso were fugly.
• 1:21:31
  Oh my God, The fugliest drawings.
• 1:21:35
  They had another like Tayasak also went to art school and he
• 1:21:39
  drew Unso at some point and I was like the most beautiful
• 1:21:44
  drawing I've ever seen. It was.
• 1:21:46
  So they just cut to it for a second and I was like.
• 1:21:48
  We're not going to talk about. How beautiful that drawing is
• 1:21:51
  that he did of her. Meanwhile Jinso doing mediocre
• 1:21:57
  after mediocre portrait. He's like a whole artist, he's
• 1:22:02
  like a whole professor. He's a whole professor and I'm
• 1:22:05
  like, you can't, you can't be serious.
• 1:22:08
  You can't be serious. But anyway, fiance Yumi finds
• 1:22:12
  the drawings that he's done of ENSO.
• 1:22:14
  She's shocked because he consistently said that he won't
• 1:22:19
  draw her. He does not draw Yumi and he
• 1:22:25
  breaks up with her. He breaks up with Yumi, and
• 1:22:29
  here's when I'm like, oh, this is going to get so fucking ugly
• 1:22:34
  because Yumi tells him outright she won't let him go.
• 1:22:38
  Yeah, She doesn't want to break up even after.
• 1:22:42
  So I was like, if you were you, me, and you found out your
• 1:22:46
  fiance, who gives you some contrived reason for not drawing
• 1:22:53
  you. Yeah.
• 1:22:55
  Has drawn his sister in quotation marks.
• 1:22:59
  Yeah, scare quotes. And he's breaks up with you.
• 1:23:05
  It's as you've feared he loves his ex sister.
• 1:23:14
  Why would you stay with a man who doesn't live with you, who's
• 1:23:18
  not in love with you? Why would you stay with a man
• 1:23:20
  Yumi didn't is practically crippled with love for his
• 1:23:27
  sister. Yeah, the reason is that Yumi
• 1:23:30
  did not respect herself. Yumi had zero self respect.
• 1:23:34
  She had zero self-confidence, she had zero self esteem.
• 1:23:37
  She had no shame at all. Like she was, she was like the
• 1:23:42
  most desperate person I've seen in any K drama.
• 1:23:45
  Like the desperation and like the lack of self respect.
• 1:23:50
  And I'm like, girl, you really need to learn to love yourself
• 1:23:54
  because this is not it. Like it was frightening.
• 1:23:57
  It was so bad. It was so.
• 1:23:59
  Bad. It spiraled out of control
• 1:24:02
  because she commits. She tries to commit suicide.
• 1:24:06
  Yeah, she's like, I will not live without Jinsa and I will
• 1:24:10
  die if he's not with me, which puts Jinsa in such a bad
• 1:24:14
  position because he's like, well, I'm not going to be like
• 1:24:17
  this, like, you know, like jerk about it.
• 1:24:20
  Like if she's saying she's going to kill herself, like I'm not
• 1:24:22
  just going to leave her, but like it puts them in such a hard
• 1:24:26
  position. It's just like, why would you do
• 1:24:27
  that to someone? It's so manipulative.
• 1:24:29
  It's so exclusively manipulative and you hear.
• 1:24:32
  About this all the time. Like, Oh, my mentally unstable
• 1:24:37
  ex would say this is how he would get me not to leave him.
• 1:24:41
  Is like, oh, he would threaten that he would.
• 1:24:43
  He was going to kill himself and all this stuff.
• 1:24:44
  And that's literally what she does.
• 1:24:46
  Yeah, she literally does that. And then her mom is like, oh,
• 1:24:49
  like she's going to kill herself because of you.
• 1:24:52
  I'm just like she's. Like blaming June so.
• 1:24:55
  I'm like, check your daughter. Your daughter is emotionally
• 1:24:58
  unstable. Yes, your daughter doesn't love
• 1:25:01
  herself. That's the real problem.
• 1:25:04
  Let's address that. She probably needs medication,
• 1:25:07
  yeah. It's like that girl, I mean, I
• 1:25:11
  was like you. I mean, you were like the Public
• 1:25:13
  Enemy #1 like, Oh my God, seriously.
• 1:25:15
  Like, I just, I can't believe her.
• 1:25:18
  And she was just so, like, pitiful.
• 1:25:21
  Yeah, just like a very, like, pathetic person.
• 1:25:23
  So it's hard to like on one hand, I know I I empathize with
• 1:25:28
  her because I'm like, oh, this girl does not have any sort of
• 1:25:31
  self esteem. But on the other hand, I'm like,
• 1:25:33
  you're saying that you love this man, but like you manipulating
• 1:25:36
  him by saying that you're going to kill yourself.
• 1:25:38
  Is, is not love, not love. So.
• 1:25:41
  To try to trap him. Mm hmm mm hmm.
• 1:25:45
  And she does like she's successful for the most of the
• 1:25:47
  show. Yeah, yeah.
• 1:25:50
  What I did like the one thing I'll give her though, is that I
• 1:25:52
  like that she wasn't like nasty to unsaw like I was like, wow,
• 1:25:57
  she's like, well, she I she wasn't like hostile or like.
• 1:26:02
  Oh, like openly hostile to her? Yeah, like openly hostile to
• 1:26:05
  like unsolved, like, like of course when we're doing what
• 1:26:07
  she's doing hurts and saw indirectly, but like she wasn't
• 1:26:10
  like a nasty, you know, like girlfriend, fiance, like that
• 1:26:15
  she wasn't that nasty jealous, like, you know, ex figure.
• 1:26:18
  Yeah, which I appreciated. She had her own issues, but
• 1:26:21
  yeah, hot mess. She even says in episode 7, I
• 1:26:26
  know you don't love me and you've never loved me.
• 1:26:30
  That's a. Direct quote Yeah.
• 1:26:32
  And like, that's the problem. Like you knew that he didn't
• 1:26:35
  love you, so why are you with this I?
• 1:26:37
  Know you don't love me and you've never loved me.
• 1:26:41
  So you know what's going on? Like why are you fucking here?
• 1:26:45
  Like I was. Like, oh, I was so glad.
• 1:26:47
  Respect herself. No.
• 1:26:49
  And then he tells her he likes someone else.
• 1:26:51
  Mm hmm but stops short of saying it's unso yeah and then she says
• 1:26:58
  direct quote. I have no intention to leave you
• 1:27:01
  even if you love someone else, I don't want to let you go.
• 1:27:05
  You know that red flag man on Tiktok that like.
• 1:27:08
  Oh, that's. All his content is is like, I'm
• 1:27:11
  like please stick him on this girl because this is such a red
• 1:27:15
  flag. Yeah, it's gonna be if I can't
• 1:27:17
  have you, no one will. Yeah, it's like textbook
• 1:27:20
  toxicity. I can't, but then I have had
• 1:27:23
  this quote at the end of episode 7.
• 1:27:25
  This is, I can't remember who says this.
• 1:27:28
  It's either Unso or Junso. They say to each other, because
• 1:27:31
  of you, my life became so beautiful that it is
• 1:27:33
  incomparable. Let's stay together for the rest
• 1:27:35
  of our lives as brother and sister.
• 1:27:38
  Oh my. God.
• 1:27:45
  They because they flip flop, right?
• 1:27:47
  Like the angst is in this push and pull of will they, won't
• 1:27:50
  they? Act on their love, right?
• 1:27:52
  Right. And like they just keep making
• 1:27:58
  this decision to stay as brother live as brother and sister,
• 1:28:02
  quote, quote UN quote. But in episode eight, I think
• 1:28:06
  there's like the an overnight stay at the cabin.
• 1:28:09
  Yes, yes. They basically ran off and went
• 1:28:12
  to like the cabin and no. No, no, this was this was before
• 1:28:15
  like they ran off. Which cabin?
• 1:28:18
  What part was this? This was the, I think it was
• 1:28:22
  like a day trip or something and they were supposed to come back
• 1:28:25
  in the day and the day, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, he said.
• 1:28:28
  OK. But then it started, yeah, like
• 1:28:29
  they got a call on the phone and the management was like, yeah,
• 1:28:32
  the roads are down or something. I remember I.
• 1:28:35
  Remember. Yeah, yeah.
• 1:28:36
  So he was like, what are we going to do?
• 1:28:38
  We have to stay the night. And I was like, oh fucking
• 1:28:40
  course we have to stay the night.
• 1:28:42
  Like. I love that trope.
• 1:28:43
  I, let me just say, love. It that microtrope every time.
• 1:28:47
  They have to stay the night. It's only one room.
• 1:28:49
  I love those tropes. So there's this overnight stay
• 1:28:52
  at the cabin episode 8. We're halfway through the show.
• 1:28:54
  Yeah. And they had those dual phone
• 1:28:57
  calls between one Bin is talking to Unso and Yumi is talking to
• 1:29:03
  Junso. Yeah.
• 1:29:04
  And the two second leads are together, like in the art
• 1:29:10
  studio, 'cause they, you know, they somehow meet up there,
• 1:29:13
  right? Right.
• 1:29:14
  And they're like, oh, and so is here.
• 1:29:17
  Oh, and so is here. And they're like, wait a minute.
• 1:29:19
  And they put two and two together.
• 1:29:21
  And by the time they get this phone call from each of them
• 1:29:23
  almost at the same time, yeah, they know that they're lying
• 1:29:28
  about where they are. Yes, yes.
• 1:29:30
  And what they're doing, they know that they're together.
• 1:29:33
  Exactly. And the tension of that is just
• 1:29:40
  so good. And the ensuing conversation
• 1:29:42
  between the second leads is fantastic.
• 1:29:44
  Yeah. Because I think it was Yumi that
• 1:29:49
  asked Tessa, when did you find out?
• 1:29:54
  And they don't. I love it because they don't
• 1:29:55
  exactly say what it is. Right, right.
• 1:29:59
  They're dancing around like saying what it is they're
• 1:30:02
  talking about. So they're they're being super
• 1:30:05
  ambiguous, talking about the elephant in the room.
• 1:30:09
  And he goes, oh, he just found out because of the previous
• 1:30:13
  episode ended with like a back hug in the in the night.
• 1:30:16
  And he pulls up in his car and he sees them hugging and he's
• 1:30:20
  like, Oh my God. He puts two and two and two
• 1:30:22
  together and she says she's known for a while.
• 1:30:25
  Yumi says I've known for a while and it's been so hard and she
• 1:30:30
  asks him if he believes in fate and Pesach angrily says he
• 1:30:35
  doesn't, he only believes in himself.
• 1:30:39
  Yumi says she didn't either, but lately she's thought there might
• 1:30:44
  be fates that are predetermined. Don't you think we are going
• 1:30:46
  against fate? Wow.
• 1:30:49
  And I'm like. Wow.
• 1:30:50
  God, wow. Wow, wow, wow.
• 1:30:56
  Oh man. Meanwhile, back at the cabin,
• 1:30:59
  we're having another big conversation between the couple
• 1:31:02
  where and so says being siblings forever is better trying.
• 1:31:06
  They're trying to convince themselves that this is going to
• 1:31:08
  work, that they can do this and whatever because they're
• 1:31:11
  violently in love. Yes, definitely.
• 1:31:15
  And he says, what if he dies first?
• 1:31:18
  Who'd take care of her? Who would be there for her?
• 1:31:22
  And she says she will die. First direct quote is I don't
• 1:31:27
  want to lose you again. I'll be by your side when you
• 1:31:31
  die, is what he says. I'll hold your hand and I'll
• 1:31:34
  laugh with you. I won't let you go alone.
• 1:31:36
  I'll always be with you. Oh, alarm bells should be
• 1:31:42
  ringing. In.
• 1:31:43
  All of our minds at this specific line where she says
• 1:31:50
  she's going to die first and he can't live without her.
• 1:31:54
  Wild. I was like, I can't do this.
• 1:31:57
  I was like, Oh no. When she said this you should
• 1:32:00
  have seen how big my eyes got. Yeah, I was like, Oh no, not
• 1:32:04
  foreshadowing. Yes.
• 1:32:06
  Yeah, Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness.
• 1:32:09
  Yeah oh God. So then Taysock spills the
• 1:32:14
  sibling love. See secret out loud at like a
• 1:32:17
  friend's gathering cause the third couple is there.
• 1:32:20
  Right. Plus the two couples.
• 1:32:24
  Right. And I don't know, this was a red
• 1:32:28
  flag moment for me because Tesak goes in order to get unso.
• 1:32:31
  I could even kill you. He says that to Jinsa.
• 1:32:35
  And I was like, say what? He had like an angry face for
• 1:32:39
  sure, like when he was trying to come to terms with what was
• 1:32:42
  going on. OK.
• 1:32:44
  But then she apologizes. Unso apologizes to Tesak, saying
• 1:32:49
  she thought it was going to work.
• 1:32:50
  She didn't mean to use him. Yeah.
• 1:32:52
  And this is what Taysock says to her.
• 1:32:55
  He says then don't hurt me. I don't care if you loved you.
• 1:32:57
  And so just like this moment, even if you break my heart so
• 1:33:01
  much, I don't care. I don't care about anything.
• 1:33:03
  All I need is you. You are all I need Who?
• 1:33:08
  So like they're both both second leads are just varying levels of
• 1:33:12
  the Lulu? Yeah, definitely.
• 1:33:14
  They're both and they both lack lack self respect.
• 1:33:18
  Like it's just like, I don't care if you love someone else.
• 1:33:20
  I just want you to be with me. Like I don't care.
• 1:33:21
  Like yeah. Just like no, that's not what
• 1:33:23
  you should want for yourself. Yeah.
• 1:33:26
  She want better for yourself. Tessa is so delulu he goes to
• 1:33:31
  her bio mom to ask for permission to marry her.
• 1:33:34
  Yes, and he's been proposed like a million times.
• 1:33:37
  Yeah, he's proposed in the post several times, and she never
• 1:33:41
  says yes. She's kind of like, either she
• 1:33:43
  says nothing or she's just like, like diffuses.
• 1:33:47
  Yes. What's the time?
• 1:33:48
  She's just like, she doesn't say anything.
• 1:33:50
  And she's just like. I guess it's like.
• 1:33:52
  Awkward. Awkward.
• 1:33:54
  So he goes. After this.
• 1:33:55
  He realizes that she's in love, they're in love, and he decides
• 1:33:59
  now's a great time for me to reveal myself to her bio mom and
• 1:34:02
  ask for permission to marry her. So he does.
• 1:34:05
  And one of the first things that her bio mom asks.
• 1:34:08
  And I thought this was so telling.
• 1:34:10
  She asked him, Have you talked with Unso already?
• 1:34:13
  Yeah. And I was like, that's great.
• 1:34:17
  Because instead of I I feel like the immediate thing would be.
• 1:34:22
  Yeah, like, that's great. You live in squalor.
• 1:34:26
  Her brother's a gangster. He's constantly gambling.
• 1:34:29
  Yeah. He steals money.
• 1:34:31
  He beats her. We live a bad life.
• 1:34:33
  Yeah, you're a rich man. You seem like a good person.
• 1:34:39
  I've never seen you before, but you seem like a good guy.
• 1:34:42
  You're asking for permission to marry my daughter.
• 1:34:45
  Yeah. The automatic response would be,
• 1:34:50
  yeah, you have my permission. But instead she asks, have you
• 1:34:55
  talked with UNSA? What's her?
• 1:34:57
  What does she want? What does she say?
• 1:34:59
  Yeah, Yeah. I thought that was so great, you
• 1:35:04
  know, giving agency back to ENSO where she hasn't had so much
• 1:35:09
  agency in her life. Nope.
• 1:35:11
  Her brother's trying to sell her off to some skis ball earlier in
• 1:35:15
  the show, and she has to work for the family.
• 1:35:18
  Her paycheck doesn't go to her. And, you know, she's just so
• 1:35:23
  pitiful. And one thing that I found that
• 1:35:26
  was really sad about the show, more so than the actual like
• 1:35:29
  situation that they're in, was that Unso was so vibrant when
• 1:35:35
  she was younger and so happy. Yeah.
• 1:35:38
  And the switch, them switching back robbed her of her joy.
• 1:35:44
  Exactly. She just been through so much.
• 1:35:47
  So to just see, like, everything she goes through from like the
• 1:35:50
  beginning of the show to the end, you're like, wow, like
• 1:35:52
  this. It's just terrible to see, like
• 1:35:54
  everything that she had to go through.
• 1:35:56
  Yeah. You just feel terrible for her.
• 1:35:58
  You feel like she she lost a part of herself.
• 1:36:04
  And one thing that she says to June, So when they meet up
• 1:36:07
  again, when they reunite, is I try not to think.
• 1:36:11
  I've, like, blocked all that time period when I was younger.
• 1:36:15
  And I try not to think about it because I was so happy then and
• 1:36:19
  I'm so unhappy. Yeah.
• 1:36:21
  Now it was just, it would just wreck me if I continued to think
• 1:36:26
  of that time. Yeah.
• 1:36:30
  So. It's so sad.
• 1:36:32
  Oh my God, it's so sad. At the end of episode 8, the
• 1:36:36
  fucking sister reveals to the parents that they love each
• 1:36:40
  other because there was this whole thing.
• 1:36:42
  There were Two was going to get adopted.
• 1:36:43
  They were going to officially adopt her.
• 1:36:46
  That scene had me. I like literally they her
• 1:36:50
  parents were so excited. They were like, and so we have
• 1:36:54
  such amazing news. We're going to adopt you.
• 1:36:58
  And literally everyone just freezes.
• 1:37:00
  Everything goes looking at each other.
• 1:37:02
  And the parents are like. And then she needs was like, no,
• 1:37:06
  no, like they're in. She stands.
• 1:37:08
  Like, yeah, she literally stands up, starts screaming.
• 1:37:10
  They're in love, in love. And then the parents are like,
• 1:37:14
  excuse me, Like they're like horrified.
• 1:37:16
  Like they are shocked and like June.
• 1:37:19
  So I was like, it's true. I do love her.
• 1:37:21
  And so I was like and like, no, like I'm the one that loves him
• 1:37:24
  and he's like, no, I'm the one that loves her.
• 1:37:25
  Like we're in love. I and that's how the episode
• 1:37:28
  ended. And I literally sat up straight
• 1:37:31
  like it was just like the what a way to end an episode.
• 1:37:37
  Imagine watching that episode and having to wait a week to
• 1:37:40
  watch the next one. That's wild.
• 1:37:42
  Murder. Murder in the streets.
• 1:37:44
  Oh my God. Oh my gosh.
• 1:37:46
  So the next episode I have a quote here from and so and I
• 1:37:51
  think June, she's talking to June.
• 1:37:53
  So she says if I were to take root in one place, I would be
• 1:37:56
  heartbroken if things were to go wrong, I wouldn't be able to
• 1:38:00
  move or be moved. He says if it hurts, are you
• 1:38:05
  going to move? And she says no, I won't.
• 1:38:08
  Even if it hurts, I'll always be by your side loving you.
• 1:38:11
  Even if you won't look back at me, I'll live my life looking at
• 1:38:14
  you. Wow.
• 1:38:16
  And he says I'll do that, too. I will.
• 1:38:18
  I'll always look at you. Oh, my gosh.
• 1:38:20
  And this is during that time they absconded.
• 1:38:23
  Like they just. Yeah.
• 1:38:24
  So this time like this is when they ran away.
• 1:38:25
  Yeah, this is when, like, like the family is up in arms and
• 1:38:28
  they like, literally like hightail it out of there and
• 1:38:30
  they like, run away to the cabin and it was really beautiful.
• 1:38:35
  Like in this episode we really get to see all of that beautiful
• 1:38:37
  like autumn scenery 'cause they're like taking walks and
• 1:38:41
  like, it's just like, really, really beautiful.
• 1:38:44
  But in this episode, her nose starts bleeding.
• 1:38:48
  And I was like, oh, oh, no. I was like, I know what the I
• 1:38:53
  know. For God, I know what this.
• 1:38:55
  Is I was like, Oh no. Yeah, yeah.
• 1:39:00
  Girl, this isn't happening. This isn't happening.
• 1:39:02
  No, no, no, no. I was like, I know exactly where
• 1:39:04
  we're going now. This is terrible.
• 1:39:05
  Oh no, you can see the drop coming.
• 1:39:09
  Yeah. Yeah, it's.
• 1:39:12
  Oh, so she called what I liked about the not liked.
• 1:39:16
  But what was interesting about this episode is that she calls
• 1:39:18
  her mom on her birthday. Yeah, they're still in this
• 1:39:21
  cabin in the woods. Yes.
• 1:39:23
  She gives away her position to her gangster older brother
• 1:39:28
  because he overhears the mom on the phone talking to her, the
• 1:39:31
  bio mom, I should say. And the mom says, how can you be
• 1:39:37
  happy when you're breaking your parents hearts?
• 1:39:39
  You'll get punished. It'll all get back to you.
• 1:39:44
  And this is the second time that concept of punishment for their
• 1:39:48
  this love comes up. And I don't know if it's cosmic
• 1:39:54
  punishment for being unfilial, for breaking taboos because they
• 1:40:00
  grew up as brother and sister, for eloping, for breaking other
• 1:40:05
  people's hearts, because they were both presumably in
• 1:40:08
  relationships at this time. Yeah.
• 1:40:12
  I don't know exactly what it is or if it's everything.
• 1:40:15
  I think it's everything. I think it's literally all of
• 1:40:18
  the above, like the taboo nature of it, the fact there's other
• 1:40:21
  people involved, the fact that parents on both sides are
• 1:40:24
  heartbroken because it's like this is dramatic.
• 1:40:27
  Like what are we supposed to do now?
• 1:40:28
  Like you grew up as with us as your, as our daughter and now
• 1:40:31
  you, you're like, they're like, what, what is this?
• 1:40:34
  So I think it's like a combination of all of those
• 1:40:36
  things. She has the Nosebleed like you
• 1:40:39
  said. He comes to her like running
• 1:40:44
  because he sees her like upturned head.
• 1:40:48
  Yeah. Dealing with the Nosebleed later
• 1:40:51
  on, she says, were you scared? He says yes, she goes, I should
• 1:40:56
  be sick all the time. Then I would like you to rush
• 1:40:58
  toward me with concern. Oh my gosh.
• 1:41:01
  I have in my notes Shut up bitch in all caps Oh.
• 1:41:04
  My gosh, just like not you speaking illness over yourself.
• 1:41:10
  I don't do that. Oh my God, you.
• 1:41:13
  Know, you just know, as an audience, if you have two brain
• 1:41:19
  cells to rub together, you just know, yeah, this is going
• 1:41:23
  downhill. Yeah, Fast.
• 1:41:25
  Yeah, 'cause if you see a Nosebleed in any show, that
• 1:41:29
  person has leukemia. That's literally the universal
• 1:41:32
  sign of leukemia. Any show I've watched, it's like
• 1:41:36
  all in that wedding she has leukemia.
• 1:41:38
  But you know that her father died before she was born.
• 1:41:41
  Yes. They just don't say what he died
• 1:41:44
  of exactly. Yes.
• 1:41:46
  And later on when she gets diagnosed with leukemia, they're
• 1:41:52
  like, oh, is anyone in your has anyone in your family died of
• 1:41:55
  leukemia or been diagnosed with leukemia?
• 1:41:57
  And she said, my father died of leukemia before I was born.
• 1:42:03
  And as an audience, you're going, oh, shit.
• 1:42:06
  That's what it was. I was like, oh, no.
• 1:42:08
  Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
• 1:42:15
  But they, it's, I mean, there's so much more drama before we
• 1:42:18
  even get to that because they announced they're going to get
• 1:42:20
  married. Yes.
• 1:42:23
  Everyone and their mom is against it.
• 1:42:26
  Yeah. Everyone is pissed.
• 1:42:29
  The fiance, Yumi, you think she's OK because she goes over
• 1:42:35
  to pick up her stuff. If you remember in episode 10,
• 1:42:37
  yes. And she even says we're not
• 1:42:39
  meant to be together and she uses the word inion here when
• 1:42:46
  she says we're not meant to be together.
• 1:42:47
  I remember that translation being we're not meant to be
• 1:42:51
  together, but she used the word inion, which I was like, oh,
• 1:42:55
  that's great. And I go, she finally gets it.
• 1:42:59
  I had no idea that in this same episode she was going to attempt
• 1:43:05
  suicide. Yup, Yup, Yup.
• 1:43:07
  And I was like you. Me.
• 1:43:12
  I mean even Tessak is acting crazy in this episode.
• 1:43:15
  Yeah, everyone's losing it because it's a, it's a
• 1:43:17
  bombshell. It's a bombshell.
• 1:43:19
  So everyone's like coping with it in whatever way they choose
• 1:43:24
  to. Tessak was crazy though, because
• 1:43:26
  he comes. And the bio mom as well, she
• 1:43:30
  says, how can you hurt him? And she's like, yeah, pushing
• 1:43:35
  Unso and stuff, like, you know how they do.
• 1:43:37
  Yeah. Unso's mom says this when Teso
• 1:43:41
  comes crying and wailing, banging on the front door slider
• 1:43:45
  in the middle of the night with a bouquet of flowers, begging to
• 1:43:48
  see Unso. He was losing his mind.
• 1:43:51
  Losing his mind. Yeah, yeah.
• 1:43:54
  Waking up the whole neighborhood, it's just like
• 1:43:56
  ugly. And yeah, I mean, they're having
• 1:44:02
  doubts. Like Unsel's having doubts.
• 1:44:04
  Yeah, she says. I was so happy to meet you.
• 1:44:06
  I've never thought of being happy without you.
• 1:44:08
  Actually, that's what he says. He says it to her to reassure
• 1:44:13
  her after she's crying. She says she shouldn't.
• 1:44:16
  They shouldn't have done it. Everything is a mess.
• 1:44:18
  The mom is sick. The the stress.
• 1:44:22
  OG mom is sick. Yeah.
• 1:44:24
  Maybe everything would be better had they never met.
• 1:44:27
  Yeah. And then Yumi commits tries to
• 1:44:29
  commit suicide. Yeah, it's a lot going on.
• 1:44:32
  There's so much going on and the quote from Yumi when she's this
• 1:44:36
  is her second suicide attempt because she escapes from the
• 1:44:39
  hospital. Yeah.
• 1:44:41
  And goes to the. Beach and she tries to drown.
• 1:44:43
  Herself. It tries to drown herself.
• 1:44:46
  I just want to like, strangle her.
• 1:44:47
  I'll like I'll do it for you if you let me.
• 1:44:49
  So she says I'm so mad at her so she says don't leave me, don't
• 1:44:55
  leave me I'll kill myself. Promise me you won't leave me
• 1:44:58
  and I have my notes. This psycho bitch in all caps.
• 1:45:02
  Yeah, so manipulative. So manipulative.
• 1:45:06
  Couldn't stand her. I couldn't stand her.
• 1:45:09
  And what was more concerning was that he actually decides to stay
• 1:45:14
  with her. Exactly.
• 1:45:16
  And I was like, no, no, we're going backwards again.
• 1:45:22
  I know because it took so much for them to admit their
• 1:45:27
  feelings. Yes, yes to each other.
• 1:45:30
  And then so much for them to admit their feelings in front of
• 1:45:34
  the elders, in front of their parents and for a hint to double
• 1:45:38
  down and say I love her and we're getting married.
• 1:45:43
  Yeah, Yeah. And for him to propose to her.
• 1:45:45
  It was this whole thing and fucking you, me, bro, I hate
• 1:45:52
  you. He's.
• 1:45:53
  Terrible. So he decides to stay with her
• 1:45:55
  so that she won't kill herself. She's holding him.
• 1:45:58
  Hostage, literally holding him hostage and literally holding
• 1:46:01
  him hostage. It's so wrong.
• 1:46:02
  It's so wrong. And the last thing that I think
• 1:46:06
  unso says to Jinzo was that I absolve you of your sins thing.
• 1:46:12
  Mm Hmm. Oh yes.
• 1:46:15
  Which is a call back to earlier in the show.
• 1:46:17
  I I was like, oh. My God.
• 1:46:19
  Yeah. And it's like a common thread,
• 1:46:21
  like throughout. It's like a thing between them.
• 1:46:23
  And they do it like a few more times.
• 1:46:25
  But this concept of sin and mm, Hmm.
• 1:46:27
  That they're sinning by being together.
• 1:46:30
  Right. Oh man, I.
• 1:46:35
  Can't Episode 11, she faints. I know it's too much.
• 1:46:40
  She faints in episode 11. What I thought was funny was
• 1:46:43
  Tessa, like before she faints, she goes to his villa and Tessa
• 1:46:48
  is having this little tirade about he won't die until he sees
• 1:46:52
  how happy they promise they're going to be.
• 1:46:54
  And he's aggressive, he's drunk, and he scoffs that Yumi didn't
• 1:46:58
  even succeed in committing suicide.
• 1:46:59
  And I was like, oh, that's dirty.
• 1:47:04
  It really is like, that's low. That's really low.
• 1:47:08
  Here's when I think he starts to redeem himself is because he
• 1:47:12
  knows that she loves June so June so loves her.
• 1:47:15
  And he doesn't know that they've broken up yet.
• 1:47:19
  And she collapses on his watch. Yeah.
• 1:47:23
  And he immediately, like, picks her up.
• 1:47:25
  He they've got he's got her in his arms and he takes her to the
• 1:47:27
  car to take her to the hospital. And he immediately calls June so
• 1:47:33
  and he tells her. He tells him she's fainted.
• 1:47:36
  Yeah. I'm going to take her to the
• 1:47:37
  hospital. And he realizes that you, me or
• 1:47:42
  somebody is there with him. There's a woman in the
• 1:47:44
  background. Yeah.
• 1:47:47
  And he incredulous. Are you with someone?
• 1:47:51
  And he doesn't even let June so finish his haltering explanation
• 1:47:56
  about you, me being hurt real bad, blah, blah, blah.
• 1:48:01
  Click. He like hangs up the phone.
• 1:48:03
  Oh my gosh. I was like, points given because
• 1:48:06
  there's really no excuse. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 1:48:09
  Like once I tell you that your girl is down for the count,
• 1:48:12
  right you? Should like act yeah, yeah,
• 1:48:16
  yeah. So I was like, oh, points given
• 1:48:20
  for taysock. Yeah.
• 1:48:22
  At that moment, later on in this episode, Yumi books the hotel
• 1:48:28
  that and so works at or June So's art exhibition.
• 1:48:33
  Yeah, like a witch. And she doesn't.
• 1:48:35
  Detest him. She's so terrible.
• 1:48:37
  Like I just, I just don't understand like how you can be
• 1:48:43
  this desperate. Like if you have to do all of
• 1:48:45
  this stuff, then like, he's not the one for you.
• 1:48:48
  Let it go. Yep, she says.
• 1:48:52
  He's like an empty shell around her, and she gets angry that she
• 1:48:57
  doesn't have, like he's not all there.
• 1:48:59
  Yeah, yeah. But I don't understand because
• 1:49:02
  this is what she wanted that she got exact she she knows he
• 1:49:06
  doesn't love her and that she trapped him.
• 1:49:08
  Why is she expecting more? Exactly.
• 1:49:11
  Well, that's the thing. It's just like you, I I don't,
• 1:49:14
  yeah. I don't know what she was
• 1:49:15
  expecting already knowing from jump that he never loved her so
• 1:49:19
  like, but then at the same time, she wants to feel that love from
• 1:49:22
  him. So it's like, I feel like she's
• 1:49:24
  dissatisfied, but it's just like you're the one that settled for
• 1:49:27
  a man that doesn't love you. So what do you what do you
• 1:49:30
  expect? What do you expect?
• 1:49:32
  So then she rips up his photos of Inso that she found while
• 1:49:35
  cleaning. That's why I was like, it's not
• 1:49:38
  like she's not hostile to Inso. Yeah, yeah, she was.
• 1:49:41
  It was like she, but never to her face.
• 1:49:43
  I was, I'll say that. Never to her face, but like
• 1:49:46
  passive aggressive for sure. I just this is when I was
• 1:49:50
  starting to be like she can exit the show.
• 1:49:53
  She can leave. Because, like I, there's no
• 1:49:56
  reason for you to be here. Still you need to go this
• 1:49:59
  relationship is over leave like get out.
• 1:50:03
  I just could not deal with her. Leukemia diagnosis in episode
• 1:50:07
  12. Yeah, we get this quote from.
• 1:50:10
  And so they say that if it's true love, you don't need any
• 1:50:13
  reasons. Here's when I was like, Oh, my
• 1:50:19
  second male lead syndrome is like skyrocketing because she
• 1:50:22
  has this moment with the second male lead with TESOL where he
• 1:50:27
  finds out about our cancer and they're walking along the beach.
• 1:50:30
  Yes, yes. This moment I was like, my heart
• 1:50:33
  was like, oh, yes, I couldn't handle it.
• 1:50:37
  My ovaries. He begs her for one more chance.
• 1:50:40
  Yeah, Yeah. And she says playfully to him,
• 1:50:44
  like, give me 3 reasons why you love me and then I'll give you a
• 1:50:47
  shot. I'll give you a chance.
• 1:50:48
  Yeah. But he can't find a reason.
• 1:50:54
  He's like I, I don't have any reasons.
• 1:50:57
  Oh, but it's a call back to that line.
• 1:51:00
  Yeah, but if it's true love, you don't need any reasons.
• 1:51:02
  Reasons yes and I also really loved that scene too because he
• 1:51:07
  he that this is when he also was like I he said I won't ask you
• 1:51:12
  to love me. Let me help you beat cancer.
• 1:51:15
  I will fix your disease when you get well, I will leave you.
• 1:51:18
  I won't stick around stubbornly. I'll leave you.
• 1:51:20
  So please let me get it cured. And I was like, I can't.
• 1:51:25
  Oh my gosh. Like he, he genuinely was like
• 1:51:28
  he got to the point that he was like, I if you, if we can't be
• 1:51:32
  together, if you won't let me love you, like at least let me
• 1:51:36
  pay for all of your treatment. Like no strings attached.
• 1:51:40
  And I was just like, wow, yeah, that is love.
• 1:51:45
  That's love. When you hear these horror
• 1:51:48
  stories of husbands leaving their wives when they get sick,
• 1:51:51
  when they get cancer and stuff, the statistics are not good on
• 1:51:55
  that. Yeah, really, really bad on
• 1:51:57
  that. You don't want to look it up.
• 1:51:59
  But when he said that, I was like, keep him.
• 1:52:02
  Just keep him. I.
• 1:52:05
  Just I mean that is true love right there.
• 1:52:08
  Like, and it's not every time that you see a second male lead
• 1:52:10
  that's like genuinely in love. Like this isn't just like this
• 1:52:15
  isn't just I have a crush. Like no, like in love, like I
• 1:52:18
  want to see you live. I will pay for your treatment.
• 1:52:20
  You don't even need to be together.
• 1:52:22
  I just want you to be well, like, come on, Like, oh man.
• 1:52:28
  Beautiful. More you me nonsense in this
• 1:52:29
  episode though, because she goes to Seoul to patch things up with
• 1:52:33
  her mom and to get her hand checked out.
• 1:52:36
  Yeah, Oh my gosh, this is so annoying the.
• 1:52:40
  Doctor says she's going to make a full recovery, that she'll be
• 1:52:43
  able to paint again. And just when she's going to
• 1:52:45
  call June. So she does it.
• 1:52:48
  Yeah. She comes back and lies outright
• 1:52:51
  that she will never be able to paint again, that she has
• 1:52:54
  permanently damaged her hand. And this is from her own suicide
• 1:52:58
  attempt. She did this.
• 1:52:58
  To herself. She did this to herself all to
• 1:53:01
  make June so feel like he can't leave her because Oh my gosh,
• 1:53:03
  I'm permanently injured because you try to leave me and like,
• 1:53:07
  I'll never be able to draw again.
• 1:53:10
  I don't know why. Like what's wrong with you like?
• 1:53:14
  Then at this, at the same time, like, Yumi sees Unso at the bus
• 1:53:17
  stop wearing Junso's black jacket.
• 1:53:19
  Yeah. And when she's inside, she goes
• 1:53:23
  searching for his black jacket and questions him.
• 1:53:26
  Where's your black jacket? It's getting colder outside,
• 1:53:29
  blah, blah, blah. He doesn't even lie.
• 1:53:31
  He says he gave it to Unso. Yeah, she starts scoffing at
• 1:53:36
  him. She's like and says why couldn't
• 1:53:39
  he he even lie about it? He should have lied and she
• 1:53:42
  would have lied if she were him. She'd be fucking pissed if she
• 1:53:49
  caught him in a lie. But now she's pissed because he
• 1:53:52
  told the truth. And that's the thing I really
• 1:53:54
  enjoyed about Jinsal's character.
• 1:53:56
  He was so honest. He didn't.
• 1:53:59
  He never lied to Yumi about where he was.
• 1:54:02
  Like he he just did it like a woman That's yeah, yeah, being
• 1:54:05
  engaged in when you don't love is that's not good.
• 1:54:08
  But even after like everything started coming out, he was just
• 1:54:11
  like he tried to break up with her multiple times, like
• 1:54:14
  multiple times like, and she just would not take no for an
• 1:54:17
  answer. So like, whatever happens now,
• 1:54:19
  it's on you because I. Don't know.
• 1:54:21
  She saw the terms and conditions.
• 1:54:23
  Yeah, like I've told you everything I need to tell you.
• 1:54:26
  Like I've, I broke it up with you and you keep coming back
• 1:54:29
  like there's nothing I'm more I can do for you.
• 1:54:31
  Yeah. And like, he, he got to the
• 1:54:32
  point that he was like, I'm not going to placate to you in your
• 1:54:35
  manipulation anymore. Unsal has the jacket now.
• 1:54:39
  What it's like, and you can see it running through his mind like
• 1:54:42
  he's sitting there like. And then he's finally like,
• 1:54:45
  Unsal was here. She stopped by.
• 1:54:47
  She has a jacket. Yeah.
• 1:54:50
  What are you going to do? What are you going to do?
• 1:54:53
  The love of my life has a jacket.
• 1:54:54
  What are you going to fucking do?
• 1:54:57
  I don't know what to tell you. Exactly.
• 1:54:59
  Exactly. So episode 14 happens yes, the
• 1:55:04
  family is finally told that she has cancer.
• 1:55:08
  Yes everyone and this is I was a mess.
• 1:55:12
  I I think I ran out of tissues at this point because the bio
• 1:55:18
  mom goes to beg the OG mom, the OG family to save her daughter.
• 1:55:24
  She takes her life savings, which is very little like
• 1:55:26
  nothing yes and she goes and she's like take this money.
• 1:55:30
  I know it's very little but it's all I have please save her.
• 1:55:34
  And they're like. Confused.
• 1:55:36
  They have no idea what she's talking.
• 1:55:37
  What are you talking about? Which made it even more painful.
• 1:55:40
  Because they didn't know and she has.
• 1:55:41
  She breaks it to them that she also is dying of cancer, the
• 1:55:44
  same disease that killed her father.
• 1:55:47
  Heartbreaking. Devastating.
• 1:55:50
  So devastating. Heart wrenching.
• 1:55:52
  And like, did you make it through?
• 1:55:53
  Did you make it through? I, I was not OK.
• 1:55:56
  Like that whole episode, I was like, this is going down.
• 1:56:00
  It's going down. And I just, I couldn't handle
• 1:56:03
  it. Especially like you just think
• 1:56:05
  about like when Saw's trajectory, especially like
• 1:56:08
  there are scenes like with the dad that like they, they have
• 1:56:12
  these scenes that he would just be sitting by himself and just
• 1:56:14
  be like, wow. Yeah.
• 1:56:15
  And Saw has been through so much like and now for this to happen
• 1:56:20
  to her, you know, it's just it's to it.
• 1:56:24
  It was just devastating. And like I remember in this
• 1:56:28
  episode, she was like not doing well.
• 1:56:31
  Like she's starting to, you know, look pale.
• 1:56:33
  They. Have the crusty the.
• 1:56:34
  Crusty lipstick and stuff on her and.
• 1:56:37
  Progressively throughout the show, she would look more and
• 1:56:39
  more, more and more ghostly. Yeah, And it was really sad.
• 1:56:43
  And she decided like she she like, you know, she gets on the
• 1:56:46
  bus. I think she just wants to
• 1:56:47
  escape. And she was, I think she was.
• 1:56:48
  I think she's probably going to go to the cabin and she sees
• 1:56:51
  Jinsal's car like drive by the road and she literally gets off
• 1:56:55
  the bus and she's just standing in the road and she's really
• 1:56:58
  weak. And Jinsal comes reversing back
• 1:57:03
  and like when. He reversed down the road the
• 1:57:07
  gasp that I guess. Girl, girl, reverse, reverse
• 1:57:11
  backwards for like 200 feet. Yeah, like, you know, and she
• 1:57:16
  sees him and then she's like, why can I not get away from you?
• 1:57:20
  Because they have this magnetic pull towards you.
• 1:57:22
  So there's no reason why he should have known that she was
• 1:57:25
  there. And like, the fact that
• 1:57:27
  something was just telling him, let me go back.
• 1:57:29
  Like I it just goes. It was such a beautiful picture
• 1:57:32
  of like their relationship and like this whole.
• 1:57:35
  So they went. They're together now and they're
• 1:57:38
  like frolicking in the autumn field and they're sitting down
• 1:57:41
  in the grass. This.
• 1:57:42
  Is because she left the hospital for a day.
• 1:57:44
  Yeah, she left the hospital for a day.
• 1:57:45
  Yes. And they're sitting in the grass
• 1:57:47
  and he said, I miss you even when I'm looking at you.
• 1:57:51
  No. And and mind you, he didn't even
• 1:57:55
  he doesn't know that she has cancer yet.
• 1:57:57
  And like they're just like sitting in there cuddling.
• 1:57:59
  And he says, can we stay like this just for a day?
• 1:58:02
  Not just for a day. But I wish I could still like
• 1:58:03
  this forever. I wish I could die like this.
• 1:58:05
  And she said, we'll love each other forever only in our
• 1:58:08
  hearts. Even if we run away, we can't be
• 1:58:10
  together. So I will only have your heart.
• 1:58:12
  You already took mine. And then he says, you already
• 1:58:14
  have mine too. And then they kissed.
• 1:58:18
  Make kiss in the pampas grass field and I.
• 1:58:22
  I was done. Like I didn't expect it.
• 1:58:24
  I wasn't expecting a kiss. Me neither.
• 1:58:27
  And the IT was just like bubbling, bubbling, bubbling
• 1:58:29
  like because they're literally pouring their hearts out to each
• 1:58:31
  other and it was just like beautiful and like, and then he
• 1:58:35
  was going to say like in that after they kissed like he loved
• 1:58:38
  her, but then she was like, she felt it and she was just like,
• 1:58:40
  wait, She was like wait, and she was like, I want you to wait to
• 1:58:42
  tell me. And she was like, I promise to
• 1:58:44
  wait for you to tell me. Mind you, she knows that she's
• 1:58:46
  dying. So like it has a double meaning.
• 1:58:49
  Yeah. And he and he has no idea.
• 1:58:51
  Like what? That he has no idea she's dying.
• 1:58:53
  But the I always miss you even when I'm looking at you girl.
• 1:58:58
  I almost went to cardiac arrest right there.
• 1:59:01
  Oh, revive me. Revive me.
• 1:59:03
  Revive me. Oh my.
• 1:59:06
  God. Oh my gosh.
• 1:59:12
  But then, like at the end of that episode, she has like a
• 1:59:16
  medical event. She gets back to the hospital
• 1:59:18
  and she like ends up in that coma.
• 1:59:21
  And that's when he finds out everyone in the family knows
• 1:59:24
  except. Which I thought was just was.
• 1:59:27
  So I was like, no. Like they kept it from it.
• 1:59:30
  Yeah. In the grand scheme of things,
• 1:59:31
  it's only an episode. Yeah.
• 1:59:32
  And he doesn't know. Yeah, but it's like.
• 1:59:34
  Literally everyone in the show, like, at this point, no, except
• 1:59:38
  him. So he's like running to the
• 1:59:40
  hospital. She's like in a coma and he's
• 1:59:42
  like running. And he's like, I need to see
• 1:59:44
  her. There's something I need to tell
• 1:59:45
  her. And then he said, he yelled.
• 1:59:47
  He yelled I love you. And I was like, Oh my God.
• 1:59:50
  That's how the episode ends with him.
• 1:59:51
  Screaming I love. You.
• 1:59:53
  Oh my God. My dream, that's episode 14.
• 1:59:56
  Imagine again waiting a whole week to watch episode 15 after
• 2:00:01
  that. Oh my God.
• 2:00:03
  I'm like rocking back and forth. Look, this episode is brutal.
• 2:00:09
  Brutal. Just no reprieve, No.
• 2:00:15
  From here on out, where you don't get a break, no.
• 2:00:18
  Well, you don't get a no. Oh shit, so an episode.
• 2:00:23
  Oh God, him coming to the to the hospital and him screaming.
• 2:00:27
  I have no, but I have something to tell her.
• 2:00:30
  Oh God. Unreal.
• 2:00:35
  Unreal. Like I was not OK.
• 2:00:39
  All right, we're at the end of the show.
• 2:00:41
  Episode 15 comes up. She is still in a coma.
• 2:00:45
  The second male lead. This was very surprising to me,
• 2:00:48
  this really touching thing that he would do.
• 2:00:50
  He said he'd walk into her room with his eyes closed.
• 2:00:54
  Yeah. Hoping that she's gone and that
• 2:00:58
  she's run away with June. So and he says, like he says
• 2:01:01
  this to her, that even if it'll break his heart again, he thinks
• 2:01:03
  he can handle it now because it's what she wants.
• 2:01:06
  It'll it it means that she's alive.
• 2:01:08
  Yeah. That she's happy.
• 2:01:11
  That's love. That right there.
• 2:01:13
  I just got the show cut the show.
• 2:01:18
  No, that's like. And that's again, like that is
• 2:01:21
  Taystalk was in love with Unsaw. This wasn't a situation.
• 2:01:24
  This wasn't a crush. Like he was in love.
• 2:01:27
  Yeah. Yeah.
• 2:01:29
  Oh, I know. We're just like emotional.
• 2:01:35
  So then June so like June so has like a a psychotic break.
• 2:01:40
  He's basically non verbal. Yeah.
• 2:01:43
  And he vows to keep the US plan that he's just going to go to
• 2:01:49
  the US with Yumi and never paint again.
• 2:01:53
  Yeah. He burns all the paintings that
• 2:01:56
  he has with Unso, Unso as the faceless, faceless subject in
• 2:02:00
  all of them. Yeah.
• 2:02:01
  And when Tessa finds him towards the end of the episode, he's
• 2:02:07
  basically in the fetal position up against a tree.
• 2:02:09
  Yeah. Yeah.
• 2:02:11
  Because obviously, like, it's a call back to her saying she
• 2:02:14
  wants to be a tree in her next life.
• 2:02:16
  Yeah. His reasoning for not going to
• 2:02:18
  see her in the hospital and not be with her as she's in the
• 2:02:21
  coma. Is he scared that if she knows
• 2:02:25
  he's there, she will be so relieved?
• 2:02:29
  Yeah. That she'll just die.
• 2:02:32
  So relieved that she's he's finally there, that she'll be at
• 2:02:35
  peace and die versus the expectation and the anticipation
• 2:02:40
  that he could come. That she.
• 2:02:42
  She's waiting for him. Right.
• 2:02:44
  We'll keep her going. We'll keep her alive.
• 2:02:46
  Right. Right.
• 2:02:48
  Wow. That is.
• 2:02:49
  Yeah. That's heavy.
• 2:02:51
  Heavy. It's really, really heavy.
• 2:02:53
  But Tesak drags him there. He's talking to her as she's
• 2:02:58
  unconscious in the coma. It's emotional.
• 2:03:03
  The next morning you hear OPA OPA coming from her.
• 2:03:09
  You don't know if he's dreaming it yet, but he wakes up.
• 2:03:12
  She's awakened. Yes, Oh my.
• 2:03:15
  God, she's out of the coma. Oh my gosh.
• 2:03:19
  And that's how the episode. Is Yeah, yeah.
• 2:03:23
  And like they immediately leave and they like, go like to the
• 2:03:29
  beach like. And that's what the Tessa, the
• 2:03:33
  second male lead, had wanted. That's exactly Daydream.
• 2:03:36
  Yeah. So when he comes in with his
• 2:03:39
  eyes closed again, yes. And he opens his eyes and he's.
• 2:03:42
  And she's gone. It's like you could see that he
• 2:03:46
  was. Happy the relief, the relief.
• 2:03:48
  Yeah, and man, but again, Oh my gosh, it's so beautiful.
• 2:03:52
  Oh my gosh, I yeah, it's just. I just don't like the sun.
• 2:03:58
  I. Don't know how to do this.
• 2:04:00
  Oh goodness, Yeah, it's a lot. It's a lot.
• 2:04:03
  So heading into the final episode, yeah, they basically
• 2:04:07
  stop treatments for her because she's too weak.
• 2:04:11
  Yeah, to take any sort of bone marrow transplant.
• 2:04:15
  Mm Hmm. And they're like, it's better to
• 2:04:18
  just do some outpatient treatment.
• 2:04:21
  And Jenso takes her, and she lives with him until you know
• 2:04:27
  the very end. Yeah, and like before that, like
• 2:04:32
  they there was some there was a scene when this is after Unsa
• 2:04:36
  and Jinsa left the hospital, but on they haven't seen when Tesa.
• 2:04:40
  Tesa was at a church and he was praying for Unsa to live so her
• 2:04:46
  and Jinsa can be together. Yeah.
• 2:04:48
  And I was like, what is happening here?
• 2:04:52
  Like I just my heart. Yeah, I couldn't handle it.
• 2:04:55
  And like they just had so many tender moments in this last
• 2:04:58
  episode. Like he was, she was living with
• 2:05:01
  him. He had like plans to take his
• 2:05:04
  own life. After.
• 2:05:05
  Oh, yeah, he saw passed away. I think he had some sort of
• 2:05:08
  pills he was going to take. And until I find it found them
• 2:05:11
  and she like got rid of them. And she's like, you're not going
• 2:05:13
  to do this. And he was like, I don't want to
• 2:05:15
  live without you. Like yeah, I like.
• 2:05:17
  And she's like, you're not going to do that.
• 2:05:19
  You're not. You will not do that.
• 2:05:21
  You have to promise me that you'll live, yes.
• 2:05:23
  Yes, promise me that you'll live.
• 2:05:24
  And like shortly after they had like a private like wedding like
• 2:05:29
  just for the two of them. I can't when she opens like the
• 2:05:35
  curtains or whatever and looks out the window and he's there.
• 2:05:39
  Oh my gosh. Girl, so beautifully.
• 2:05:42
  I'm trying not to cry. I can't.
• 2:05:44
  I can't. With the show I can't.
• 2:05:46
  I'm trying not to cry. So yeah, they have a private
• 2:05:49
  little ceremony just between them and they go to the the
• 2:05:55
  final beach scene. Yeah, of her at the beach with
• 2:06:00
  him and he's drawing her like they were like when they were
• 2:06:04
  kids and he is drawing her face in the sand.
• 2:06:09
  Thank God they didn't show what it looked like because I knew it
• 2:06:11
  would have been ugly, but it's the thought that counts the the
• 2:06:18
  final piggyback ride. Oh gosh.
• 2:06:21
  I was not OK. I Yeah.
• 2:06:24
  Jinsa had Jinsa on his back and they're walking.
• 2:06:28
  And they had this thing, like, all throughout the time she, she
• 2:06:31
  was staying with him. Like, you know, she would just,
• 2:06:33
  like, rest on him and he would just talk about his day and,
• 2:06:36
  like, what he needs to do. And she's like, I just want to
• 2:06:38
  hear you talk. I just want to hear you how?
• 2:06:40
  Tell me about your day. Yeah.
• 2:06:41
  So, you know, it was the same thing when he was giving her the
• 2:06:44
  piggyback ride. And he was like, oh, I think I'm
• 2:06:46
  going to go here. Yeah, what are we doing?
• 2:06:48
  See. This person, yeah, like, this is
• 2:06:49
  what we can do tomorrow. And he's just like talking and
• 2:06:51
  talking. And then her hand goes like
• 2:06:54
  limp, limp. And like when in that moment,
• 2:06:58
  like there was music playing, it goes silent.
• 2:07:01
  Cut. It goes completely silent.
• 2:07:03
  And like literally the, you know, the life just gets sucked
• 2:07:07
  out of the scene. And you can feel it.
• 2:07:09
  You can hear it. And his face, like when he
• 2:07:13
  realized that she was gone and he just kept talking.
• 2:07:17
  He just kept he kept talking and he's holding back tears and he
• 2:07:22
  just keeps talking. And like, you see that he just
• 2:07:25
  kept walking on that beach until it got dark.
• 2:07:27
  Yes. Oh, my goodness.
• 2:07:34
  Oh my. You know Mr. Sunshine did this
• 2:07:36
  too. You're so right.
• 2:07:38
  You're so right. Yeah, I was like, well, this is
• 2:07:42
  where Mr. Sunshine and any other drama that did this gets it
• 2:07:46
  from. Absolutely.
• 2:07:48
  Autumn in my heart did it first. Yes, the.
• 2:07:50
  Blueprint, he doesn't finish the funeral.
• 2:07:57
  He asked TESOL to finish out the funeral rites, Yes.
• 2:08:01
  And he sort of goes on this little memory lane trip, goes
• 2:08:04
  back to where it all started. And right where she gets this is
• 2:08:09
  where like their fate changes. Where they get switched back is
• 2:08:13
  because she got run over and the her blood type they figure out
• 2:08:17
  her blood type is not the same as her parents.
• 2:08:19
  Right. Right.
• 2:08:21
  Right where she got run over. There's a truck barrelling
• 2:08:25
  toward him and in his sort of grief stricken stupor, he
• 2:08:31
  doesn't dodge it and he gets run over, presumably guys, and he
• 2:08:37
  goes airborne. And I was like, I got true
• 2:08:39
  beauty flashbacks. Yeah, I, I screamed because I I
• 2:08:45
  was hope because, OK, just to pay.
• 2:08:48
  I wasn't expecting this. Yeah, just because he had
• 2:08:49
  already seen it. Not at all.
• 2:08:50
  And. He reiterated to test.
• 2:08:52
  Like, I'm not gonna go and kill myself.
• 2:08:54
  I made a promise to unsung. Yeah, I'm gonna live.
• 2:08:58
  Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, absolutely.
• 2:09:00
  And like, he's going, he's walking through their hometown
• 2:09:03
  and he's like they're they're the show is playing scenes of
• 2:09:07
  like all of Jinsong Unsaw's moments, their whole.
• 2:09:09
  It's very yeah. And it's very beautiful and it's
• 2:09:11
  very touching. And then you know.
• 2:09:16
  I. I was, I literally, I think I
• 2:09:19
  was finishing this episode at like 2:00 AM and I literally sat
• 2:09:22
  up and I was like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
• 2:09:28
  Because I was like unsaught. We we've already had a death.
• 2:09:33
  I've never seen anything like it before because I was like, oh,
• 2:09:36
  like no one's safe. And like, and mind you, like
• 2:09:38
  they're playing like he gets hit by the truck.
• 2:09:41
  His body is like flying through the air.
• 2:09:43
  But then they're still playing these, you know, scenes of like
• 2:09:46
  throughout the show. And I was like, what's
• 2:09:48
  happening? And I honestly, I know you said
• 2:09:51
  that like, he was like in a grief, grief induced to me.
• 2:09:54
  Like, I, I interpreted this scene as him letting the truck
• 2:09:57
  hit him. Like, no, me too.
• 2:09:59
  I I think he let the truck hit him.
• 2:10:01
  Like, I don't think. I don't think he wanted to.
• 2:10:02
  I said in my notes, I said he waits for the truck.
• 2:10:05
  Yeah. He literally waits for the truck
• 2:10:06
  to hit him. He didn't move.
• 2:10:07
  He hadn't more than enough time to move.
• 2:10:09
  Yeah, and like he said he didn't want to live without her and I,
• 2:10:13
  but when I tell you I was shocked, like I just felt like I
• 2:10:17
  was like slapped in the face. And then they said thank you for
• 2:10:21
  watching Autumn in my heart. Yeah, that was it.
• 2:10:23
  And I was like, I, I, it just added insult to injury, like him
• 2:10:28
  dying as well. I was like, I was, I did not see
• 2:10:31
  this coming at all. And I was like, wow, they don't
• 2:10:33
  write shows like this anymore because no one's safe.
• 2:10:35
  I was like literally holding my holding my head when I was
• 2:10:39
  watching the sea because I was like, that didn't just happen.
• 2:10:42
  Hold on, hold on, hold on hold. On I was fighting off by this
• 2:10:45
  point I was fighting off some sleep because I watched it
• 2:10:46
  pretty late as well and when he get when he got hit, you should
• 2:10:50
  have seen how I was like my eyes got so big like the sleep just
• 2:11:01
  like immediately like gone just. Your face.
• 2:11:08
  Oh, I was shocked out of my mind.
• 2:11:10
  I was like, shocked, like. I know.
• 2:11:16
  I thought one death would be enough.
• 2:11:17
  I was. Not enough.
• 2:11:19
  Not enough, apparently. And like, honestly, at the end,
• 2:11:22
  all I could think about was their parents.
• 2:11:25
  I was like, they've been through so much.
• 2:11:29
  They've lost both of their kids. I so sad.
• 2:11:36
  It's it's devastating. The whole show is really, really
• 2:11:41
  sad. And I had a wonderful time
• 2:11:46
  watching it. I I really am not mad that he
• 2:11:51
  got run over by a car and died in the same way that she got run
• 2:11:55
  over as a child. Yeah, you could say that she
• 2:12:00
  died that day. Yeah, in a way.
• 2:12:04
  In a way, her little life as she knew it, life as she knew it was
• 2:12:07
  over at that day. For sure.
• 2:12:10
  I wasn't. I think immediately after I
• 2:12:12
  watched the end, I was a little bit annoyed that he died too
• 2:12:17
  'cause I was like, we're doing too much, like this was like
• 2:12:20
  going to touch too far. But I think that it kind of
• 2:12:24
  brought everything full circle in regards to the fact that like
• 2:12:27
  these two were just like faded and their fates are intertwined.
• 2:12:32
  And if one goes, the other is going to go right shortly after.
• 2:12:36
  And so I've, I've see like the beauty in it, but like, this is
• 2:12:39
  a tragedy through and through. This is a tragic show.
• 2:12:44
  And I was not ready. And like I said, they don't
• 2:12:46
  write shows like this anymore because I feel like nowadays
• 2:12:48
  people feel like they're owed a happy ending.
• 2:12:51
  And in this show, it's like there's like literally no one is
• 2:12:55
  safe. Like you think like, oh,
• 2:12:56
  terminal illness, one person will die.
• 2:12:57
  The show will end da, da, da, like, Nope, we're all we're
• 2:13:00
  everyone's dying. Both of them are going to die.
• 2:13:02
  And I did not see that coming at all.
• 2:13:04
  But like, yeah, like the whole idea of like every show, he
• 2:13:06
  said. And happily and all that stuff.
• 2:13:08
  I was like, wow, that was not the case in 2000 at.
• 2:13:11
  All no, and this is probably why I feel the way I feel about
• 2:13:16
  happy endings now is because when I started watching K drama,
• 2:13:19
  I was in the middle. I I came in right in the middle
• 2:13:23
  between, you know, happy endings and these kind of endings.
• 2:13:26
  Yeah, right. Both were being written.
• 2:13:30
  It was like a nice crossover moment.
• 2:13:32
  Yeah. And I was dipping my toes into
• 2:13:34
  older dramas, and I was watching currently airing dramas as well.
• 2:13:38
  And so I was getting a nice mix. Yeah.
• 2:13:41
  And I could see the merit in both.
• 2:13:43
  Yes, definitely. And, like, to me, this just like
• 2:13:47
  it does make sense. They were faded, like, from the
• 2:13:50
  very beginning. Yeah.
• 2:13:52
  Like, how is Jones all supposed to really live without?
• 2:13:54
  Yeah, Like, yeah, me as the audience, we know that.
• 2:13:58
  Like that's impossible for him, so it makes sense, but it's who
• 2:14:02
  it hurts. It really hurts.
• 2:14:05
  And what would his life have been like?
• 2:14:06
  Was it going to be you, me, pestering him to be with her all
• 2:14:09
  over again? Right.
• 2:14:10
  And who would want to go through that?
• 2:14:12
  Was it him in the fetal position, like next to trees the
• 2:14:16
  rest of his life right? What was his life going to be
• 2:14:19
  like? Was it him losing the ability to
• 2:14:21
  paint? Or was it him painting only her
• 2:14:22
  for the rest of his life? What was what is the She was the
• 2:14:27
  light to his life. Exactly.
• 2:14:29
  I don't know what life would have looked like for him after
• 2:14:32
  So like it. I think it ended the way it was
• 2:14:34
  supposed to. I don't think it's beyond the
• 2:14:36
  realm of impossibility. I know, I know not.
• 2:14:39
  And even natural deaths, Yeah, there's so many people that have
• 2:14:43
  stories that looks like, oh, my grandparents, my grandfather
• 2:14:46
  died, and then my six months later, my grandmother died.
• 2:14:48
  And it was really tragic. But like, they loved each other
• 2:14:51
  so much. I think she died of a
• 2:14:52
  heartbroken heart. Like that happens in real life.
• 2:14:56
  It does. It does, absolutely.
• 2:14:59
  So I do people like them that were like destined from the
• 2:15:02
  start. It's like, yeah, one can't be
• 2:15:06
  without the other. Yeah.
• 2:15:07
  I don't think it's beyond the realm of impossibility that
• 2:15:09
  like, either he waited for the truck or he was really dazed.
• 2:15:15
  Mm hmm. In his grief and like he got run
• 2:15:21
  over. Yeah.
• 2:15:23
  In a very symbolic. Spot yes, yes, sorry like what A
• 2:15:28
  and like literally I've never seen such an abrupt.
• 2:15:32
  And that was an abrupt the the there was no like aftercare.
• 2:15:35
  It was like nothing. It was like his body is flying
• 2:15:37
  through the air and they're showing you a montage of
• 2:15:39
  pictures from the show and the they literally said thank you
• 2:15:42
  for watching all of my heart. And the show was over.
• 2:15:44
  And you don't even get a chance to like fully.
• 2:15:47
  So like take in what you just saw.
• 2:15:49
  Like I had no time to like recover from what I just
• 2:15:53
  watched. They're like.
• 2:15:55
  Walking off, guys. Yeah, walking off, literally.
• 2:15:57
  And I was just like, what just happened?
• 2:15:59
  I actually rewinded it because I was like, hold on, Like, what
• 2:16:03
  Did I just watch? Yeah.
• 2:16:06
  Yeah, So that's it. That's the show.
• 2:16:10
  I don't have anything else in my notes.
• 2:16:12
  Yeah, me neither. OK.
• 2:16:15
  I love this show. Still five out of five.
• 2:16:19
  I'm just me. Yeah, me too.
• 2:16:21
  I I loved it. I'm so happy you love this show
• 2:16:23
  as much as I did 'cause like I was like, I really hope, just
• 2:16:25
  loves it. I'm just so glad you did.
• 2:16:28
  It was beautiful. Everything is sad and romantic
• 2:16:34
  and awful and madding and all the things you want AK drama to
• 2:16:38
  do. Yes, yes, it like it.
• 2:16:40
  Really captures the essence of like why I love K dramas.
• 2:16:44
  I was like This is why I watch these and it just captured it
• 2:16:48
  perfectly and it's definitely my favorite from the series so far.
• 2:16:53
  Of course I enjoyed Winter Sonata, I'm enjoying summer
• 2:16:55
  scent but like this one is, it just hits different.
• 2:16:59
  It's hard to top. Yeah, Yeah, it's hard.
• 2:17:04
  It's so hard to top. Anyway, before we get out of
• 2:17:07
  here, I want to thank you, Nas, for going on this journey with
• 2:17:10
  me and for covering this basically twice because you also
• 2:17:13
  have a an episode with Lola coming out pretty soon.
• 2:17:16
  But where can people find you online in case they haven't
• 2:17:19
  heard you on Tip up before and know where to find you on Soon
• 2:17:23
  Diaries? Yes, so you can find my podcast
• 2:17:26
  on Spotify or Apple, the Swoon Diaries podcast and then you can
• 2:17:31
  also follow me on Instagram at Swoon Diaries Pod.
• 2:17:35
  Nice. All right, well, that's been our
• 2:17:37
  show. We're going to recover.
• 2:17:39
  I'm Jessica and this has been the Teva K Rambles podcast,
• 2:18:19
  the.