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- 1:38Speaker 2: for an intense episode. Our guest is Jericho the Man,
- 1:43Speaker 2: and Jericho is a military advisor on film sets and
- 1:47Speaker 2: television shows. And I've never had someone like him on
- 1:50Speaker 2: the show before because he's not just a filmmaker. He
- 1:53Speaker 2: is a veteran and he's been in Afghanistan. He was
- 1:57Speaker 2: there as the US was exiting Afghanistan. He tells us
- 2:01Speaker 2: stories about what happened there, how he was able to
- 2:04Speaker 2: deal with PTSD using psychedelics, and and this is just
- 2:08Speaker 2: such an interesting conversation, not only about the filmmaking side
- 2:13Speaker 2: of his life, but about the military side of his
- 2:15Speaker 2: life as well. You are in for an intense treat.
- 2:18Speaker 2: So without any further ado, please enjoy my inspirational conversation
- 2:23Speaker 2: with Jericho. Demand I like to welcome to the show,
- 2:27Speaker 2: Jericho Deadman.
- 2:27Speaker 3: Hi doing Jerko dam great. Thanks for having me on.
- 2:30Speaker 2: Hey Man, thanks for coming on. Brother. You are a
- 2:33Speaker 2: unique guest to the show because I've never had a
- 2:37Speaker 2: filmmaker slash soldier, slash media slash ayahuasca taker and and
- 2:47Speaker 2: so many other things. You know, when when when you're
- 2:51Speaker 2: when our mutual friend connected us. I just fascinated by
- 2:57Speaker 2: your story in general, man, and I have all sorts
- 2:59Speaker 2: of question for you. So and by the way, the
- 3:02Speaker 2: best quote I think that pretty much sums you up,
- 3:05Speaker 2: if I may be so bold, is one of your quotes, sir,
- 3:08Speaker 2: h I don't want to be rich er famous, I
- 3:10Speaker 2: just want to be a fucking storyteller. Pretty much sums
- 3:14Speaker 2: it all up.
- 3:16Speaker 3: Yeah, Well, I've told some stories and I'm pretty far
- 3:18Speaker 3: from being rich or famous.
- 3:20Speaker 2: So going far then you're you're right on tracks or
- 3:24Speaker 2: you're right on your mission. You're right on mission. So, so,
- 3:28Speaker 2: first question, man, how did you get involved in the military,
- 3:30Speaker 2: How did you become an army ranger all that kind
- 3:32Speaker 2: of stuff.
- 3:34Speaker 3: Uh, yeah, I got of all I was. I was
- 3:36Speaker 3: an army brat, So I grew up in a military household.
- 3:39Speaker 3: My dad served over twenty years. He's Vietnam, VET, uh,
- 3:43Speaker 3: Desert storm grenades and a few wars. So I just,
- 3:47Speaker 3: you know, for me, it was kind of normal. He
- 3:50Speaker 3: did want me to join the Air Force, so I
- 3:51Speaker 3: got treated better than an army guy. But I I, uh,
- 3:55Speaker 3: I pulled a fast on him and I joined the
- 3:57Speaker 3: Army just like just like he was in. So yeah,
- 4:00Speaker 3: you know, growing up in a military family, it was
- 4:03Speaker 3: kind of a natural pacing for me. I was, you know,
- 4:07Speaker 3: as a kid though, I was pretty artistic. I drew
- 4:09Speaker 3: a lot, painted and stuff like that. My dad really
- 4:11Speaker 3: wanted me to go to art school, so I always did.
- 4:14Speaker 3: I was always very creative. But I also wanted to
- 4:19Speaker 3: go in the military. I wanted to do it, get
- 4:20Speaker 3: some adventure. I wanted to get out of my parents' house.
- 4:23Speaker 3: I hated school. So it was just a natural progression.
- 4:27Speaker 3: It was either you know, it be Jeremiah Johnson living
- 4:30Speaker 3: in the mountains or join the military. So I chose.
- 4:32Speaker 3: I chose the military, and then my brother also joined
- 4:37Speaker 3: the military and we both you know, kind of went
- 4:39Speaker 3: down the ranger track. Just I'm not sure how familiar
- 4:44Speaker 3: you are, but you know, uh, number the Ranger community.
- 4:48Speaker 3: The Ranger Regiment is is basically the only special operations
- 4:51Speaker 3: unit at that time. You know, I joined in the
- 4:54Speaker 3: late nineties. It was the only special operations unit you
- 4:57Speaker 3: could go to or assess and select for off the street.
- 5:02Speaker 3: So back then, at least when I went to the
- 5:04Speaker 3: Navy recruiter, you couldn't get a BUDS or a seal contract, right.
- 5:08Speaker 3: You had to join the Navy with some other job
- 5:12Speaker 3: that they had assigned you and then just hope that
- 5:14Speaker 3: you were able to get to BUDS or assess for
- 5:17Speaker 3: the seal teams. Same with the Air Force, same with
- 5:21Speaker 3: the Marine Corps, all those other branches basically said hey,
- 5:26Speaker 3: you can come and be a cool guy, but you
- 5:28Speaker 3: have to sign up for this and hope that we
- 5:29Speaker 3: accept you into the selection process. Whereas to become a Ranger,
- 5:33Speaker 3: you walking off the street and say, hey, I want
- 5:35Speaker 3: to arrange your contract, which doesn't guarantee you're going to
- 5:37Speaker 3: become a Ranger, but it does guarantee that you will
- 5:40Speaker 3: be given the opportunity to assess and select or assess
- 5:44Speaker 3: and be selected. So that was the reason that basically
- 5:47Speaker 3: the whole reason I became an Army Ranger is because
- 5:49Speaker 3: it was the only one you could sign up to
- 5:51Speaker 3: go directly to the selection.
- 5:53Speaker 2: So what I mean I've heard. I mean, obviously the
- 5:56Speaker 2: Seals is a legendary selection process. It's been talked a lot,
- 6:00Speaker 2: but I don't know a lot about the Rangers, which
- 6:02Speaker 2: I hear. It's no joke.
- 6:05Speaker 3: Yeah, it's you know, all all those selections are. You know,
- 6:08Speaker 3: they're similar. They just they choose different things by which
- 6:12Speaker 3: to torture you with, and and they you know, every
- 6:16Speaker 3: selection process in the military or the special operations community,
- 6:20Speaker 3: it's just a series of gates through which you have
- 6:22Speaker 3: to pass before you you you know, you can call
- 6:25Speaker 3: yourself whatever that may be. And uh, you know, in
- 6:28Speaker 3: in Buds they use a lot of like maritime stuff,
- 6:31Speaker 3: swimming and and you know, zodiac rafts and all these
- 6:34Speaker 3: all these things physical things, but most of them having
- 6:37Speaker 3: to do with the water. Whereas you know, the the
- 6:41Speaker 3: selection pipeline for the Ranger Regiment is you know, it's
- 6:45Speaker 3: very ground based. It's a it's a the Ranger regimen
- 6:48Speaker 3: is known as the most elite light infantry in the world.
- 6:51Speaker 3: So every gate we passed through is an assessment in
- 6:55Speaker 3: your skills in that in that environment. Right, So you
- 7:00Speaker 3: go through. So when I went in, you you go
- 7:03Speaker 3: to you join the army, You go through basic training
- 7:05Speaker 3: as an infantryman, you go to airborne school, jump school
- 7:09Speaker 3: where you learn how to jump out of a plane,
- 7:11Speaker 3: which is it's like a little break, honestly, it's not
- 7:14Speaker 3: not a hard school. And then you go to a
- 7:17Speaker 3: thing that is now called RASP, the Ranger Assessment Selection Program.
- 7:22Speaker 3: It's an eight week course and it's just physical and
- 7:26Speaker 3: you know, academic tests that test your metal in you know,
- 7:30Speaker 3: doing ground combat, right, so patrolling in the woods, doing raids,
- 7:35Speaker 3: recon ambush and then just like physical things, rock marches, runs,
- 7:41Speaker 3: you know, pt events. And one of the big differences
- 7:45Speaker 3: in being a Ranger and being in a couple of
- 7:48Speaker 3: these other units is in the regiment we have. I'll
- 7:52Speaker 3: refer to it as the regiment because you know it is.
- 7:56Speaker 3: And but at the end of that process, you basically
- 8:00Speaker 3: you're assigned to a ranger battalion. But a difference with
- 8:05Speaker 3: us is once you're assigned to the range of battalion,
- 8:06Speaker 3: that's when we say, okay, you're through RASP. Now the
- 8:09Speaker 3: hard part starts, right, So you get placed in kind
- 8:12Speaker 3: of an unofficial probationary status, much like a you know,
- 8:18Speaker 3: a probationary firefighter their first year on the job. They
- 8:21Speaker 3: do anything wrong, they're gone, right, So you have that
- 8:24Speaker 3: same kind of environment as a new guy in the
- 8:27Speaker 3: Ranger regiment, and then there's this kind of a confusing
- 8:30Speaker 3: thing for a lot of people go to You then
- 8:34Speaker 3: go to Ranger School, right, which is a school run
- 8:39Speaker 3: by the Training Detachment of the US Army. It's a
- 8:42Speaker 3: it's an army school. It isn't necessarily a special operations course.
- 8:47Speaker 3: It's very old school, but it's another gate, right, And
- 8:51Speaker 3: in order to become a leader or really to survive
- 8:55Speaker 3: past a year in the Ranger regiment, you have to
- 8:58Speaker 3: complete Ranger School. So all in, you know, your pipeline
- 9:03Speaker 3: is around a year and a half from off the
- 9:08Speaker 3: street to then getting there and being like, okay, i
- 9:10Speaker 3: am an established ranger. So you know, Rangers School is
- 9:18Speaker 3: it's mainly it's a leadership course, that's what they say.
- 9:23Speaker 3: But they basically don't let you sleep and they don't
- 9:26Speaker 3: let you eat, and they have you patrol for you know,
- 9:29Speaker 3: two and a half months constant raid recon ambush patrols
- 9:36Speaker 3: throughout carrying about one hundred pound rucksack in three different phases.
- 9:40Speaker 3: You do your first phase Forebenning, Georgia, which is just
- 9:44Speaker 3: kind of like run of the mill woods, and then
- 9:46Speaker 3: you go to Mountain phase, which is in Delanaga, North Georgia,
- 9:50Speaker 3: which is the base of the Appalachian Trail.
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- 10:05Speaker 3: So pretty pretty legit mountains there. You do patrols there,
- 10:09Speaker 3: and then you go to Florida and you do what's
- 10:10Speaker 3: called like Florida Phase or Swamp phase, and you're yeah,
- 10:14Speaker 3: in the swamps for the last last little bit there
- 10:17Speaker 3: and then hopefully you graduate and you know, you can
- 10:20Speaker 3: get recycled, dropped, all those things. So it lasts anyway
- 10:24Speaker 3: from about two and a half months to if you're
- 10:27Speaker 3: just not a lucky fella, you can be there for
- 10:29Speaker 3: you know, a long time.
- 10:31Speaker 2: So it's it's just like filmmaking but different.
- 10:34Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you know, it's I found a lot of
- 10:38Speaker 3: parallels in the in the film community. I think you're
- 10:40Speaker 3: making a joke.
- 10:40Speaker 2: But I know, I know, I know there is. I mean,
- 10:42Speaker 2: I've been directed for real almost thirty years. It's always
- 10:46Speaker 2: I always looked at it. It's very much like a like
- 10:48Speaker 2: a military unit, even though I had never been in
- 10:50Speaker 2: the military, but from from watching and understanding and just
- 10:53Speaker 2: studying what that's like, you know, seeing just movies, you
- 10:57Speaker 2: just go, oh, this seems like a group of guys
- 10:59Speaker 2: or of people trying to make something happen, different apartments,
- 11:04Speaker 2: central leadership, and and then there's sub leaderships all around,
- 11:07Speaker 2: and you just got to keep going. And it's and
- 11:09Speaker 2: it's you just move into an area that wasn't there before,
- 11:13Speaker 2: generally speaking, occupied by force. Yeah, yeah, exactly. I always say,
- 11:17Speaker 2: we're carneies. We just put up tents. We should do
- 11:19Speaker 2: a show, and then the carney pulled the tents down
- 11:22Speaker 2: and then you're off. Because I don't know about you
- 11:24Speaker 2: if if you've met any people in the industry, carney like, yeah,
- 11:28Speaker 2: it's I mean.
- 11:29Speaker 3: And that's one of the things that attracted me to
- 11:30Speaker 3: the film industry too, is it's a very kind of
- 11:33Speaker 3: a nomadic lifestyle. Like you're not nomadic in the sense
- 11:36Speaker 3: that you don't have a home, but like you get
- 11:38Speaker 3: to go all over the place. You know, you get
- 11:39Speaker 3: to go see you know, I don't know a lot
- 11:42Speaker 3: of other things where you're like Oh, I'm gonna go
- 11:43Speaker 3: live in New Orleans for three months. You know, it's great.
- 11:45Speaker 3: I think it's awesome.
- 11:46Speaker 2: I'm going to New Zealand for six months or a year.
- 11:48Speaker 2: So I'm like that some things like that. Yeah, it
- 11:50Speaker 2: is a very it's a sexy business. Uh on the outside.
- 11:54Speaker 2: The inside isn't that so much? So the one thing
- 11:57Speaker 2: I you know, there's a lot of misconceptions about military
- 12:01Speaker 2: and soldiers and you know, and especially in the world
- 12:04Speaker 2: that we live in today. What's the biggest misconception uh
- 12:07Speaker 2: that you you feel that people have of military, of soldiers,
- 12:12Speaker 2: of you know, people you know going out there and
- 12:14Speaker 2: doing their job.
- 12:16Speaker 3: Uh. Yeah, I think hmm, that's a really good question.
- 12:21Speaker 3: The biggest misconceptions I'd say is just it's kind of
- 12:24Speaker 3: like how society in general is right now. Right Like,
- 12:28Speaker 3: as a veteran, I find myself either completely lionized like
- 12:32Speaker 3: oh man, you're you. If you fart, it doesn't stink
- 12:35Speaker 3: to you, to being completely demonized like, oh man, that
- 12:40Speaker 3: guy's probably got PTSD is probably crazy, you know, that
- 12:42Speaker 3: type of thing. So it's just that I'd say that
- 12:46Speaker 3: the biggest, you know, misconception is like we're not Jason Bourne,
- 12:52Speaker 3: you know, but we're also not Travis Pickele, you know,
- 12:57Speaker 3: like the we live in the middle somewhere.
- 13:01Speaker 2: Right, they see exactly because movies have and that helped
- 13:05Speaker 2: the stereotype they used to they go to the extreme
- 13:08Speaker 2: most movies exactly, I mean other than Full Metal Jacket, right.
- 13:12Speaker 3: Yeah. You know, I think within my community, and the
- 13:16Speaker 3: thing I often thatt with is like, I volunteered. I
- 13:20Speaker 3: really enjoyed my time in the military. I loved it.
- 13:22Speaker 3: I liked deploying, I liked doing missions. I liked I
- 13:25Speaker 3: liked it so was there was there some degree of sacrifice, absolutely,
- 13:30Speaker 3: but they're they're ones that I chose, you know, Like, yeah,
- 13:33Speaker 3: I missed a bunch of birthdays and I didn't do
- 13:35Speaker 3: this and that. But I also got to do some
- 13:37Speaker 3: really really really cool stuff that not a lot of
- 13:40Speaker 3: get people get to do.
- 13:42Speaker 2: And you get to play with some pretty pretty narly toys.
- 13:46Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah that too. I'm I've never really been a
- 13:49Speaker 3: gun guy or gear guy or whatever. I just like
- 13:51Speaker 3: kind of like whatever they get me out of the armory,
- 13:53Speaker 3: I'll take it and use it. But there are a
- 13:55Speaker 3: lot of there are a lot of people in the
- 13:57Speaker 3: military that they're really into that. So like every day
- 13:59Speaker 3: they come to work, they're like, this is awesome. I
- 14:00Speaker 3: get to have this you know, widget or this rocket
- 14:05Speaker 3: or this whatever. And I was like, whatever, man, it's
- 14:06Speaker 3: just Wednesday to me. You know.
- 14:10Speaker 2: Now, you and you said you enjoyed your time in
- 14:12Speaker 2: the military. Apparently you did because you had is it
- 14:15Speaker 2: fifty four months of combat?
- 14:19Speaker 3: Yeah, that's correct, that's what was it?
- 14:21Speaker 2: Fifteen tours?
- 14:23Speaker 3: Yeah, fifteen tours. So in the regiment, you know, we
- 14:26Speaker 3: were part of the special operations community, so our deployments
- 14:30Speaker 3: weren't as long. So a conventional army unit usually deployed
- 14:34Speaker 3: twelve to fifteen months for deployment, but just because of
- 14:38Speaker 3: our op tempo, our operational tempo, we were like hit
- 14:41Speaker 3: it so hard and did so much, our deployments were
- 14:45Speaker 3: generally shorter. So my you know deployments, those of those
- 14:49Speaker 3: fifteen those were anywhere from like sixty to one hundred
- 14:52Speaker 3: and eighty days each. They weren't years long, but when
- 14:55Speaker 3: you add them all up, it's yeah, they're about four
- 14:58Speaker 3: and a half years or however long that is.
- 15:02Speaker 2: So, you know, being in the military, as long as
- 15:04Speaker 2: you haven't seen as much combat as you have. H
- 15:07Speaker 2: what do you think is the mentality that you need
- 15:10Speaker 2: to have in order to survive that kind of you know,
- 15:15Speaker 2: that kind of not trauma, but just that whole the
- 15:17Speaker 2: whole thing. I mean, there's a special kind of human
- 15:20Speaker 2: that goes into that. Like I I can't comprehend going
- 15:23Speaker 2: into that, even though I'm a filmmaker. I can pretend it,
- 15:26Speaker 2: but like it's there's a certain mindset, there's a certain
- 15:28Speaker 2: mentality that that you need to have. What do you
- 15:30Speaker 2: what's your experience and what do you think it is?
- 15:34Speaker 3: It's another good question. It's almost like you do this
- 15:38Speaker 3: for a living.
- 15:38Speaker 2: It's that it's not my first rodeo sir.
- 15:43Speaker 3: No, Yeah, the uh I think I think it's finding
- 15:47Speaker 3: whatever your motivation is. And it's different for everyone, you know.
- 15:50Speaker 3: For me, uh as corny as it sounds, for me,
- 15:55Speaker 3: it was it was service, not so much a grandiose
- 15:59Speaker 3: service to our nation, while that did come in, you know,
- 16:03Speaker 3: as a youngster, but for me it was again these
- 16:05Speaker 3: are all cliches, but cliches come from somewhere. It was
- 16:09Speaker 3: service to the people. With me, I I I never
- 16:13Speaker 3: wanted to you know, punch out and then you know,
- 16:18Speaker 3: find out on the next deployment, one of my friends
- 16:20Speaker 3: got hurt or killed. So it was it was kind
- 16:22Speaker 3: of a you know, almost a selfish act. It's like
- 16:28Speaker 3: a fomo kind of thing.
- 16:29Speaker 2: You know.
- 16:30Speaker 3: You get on these deployments, you start, you know, stacking
- 16:32Speaker 3: up accolades, you start to develop a reputation, and you
- 16:36Speaker 3: just you just want to keep you know, feeding the beast.
- 16:40Speaker 3: It can also be a bit of an addiction. Yeah,
- 16:45Speaker 3: So while I was well, I would love to say
- 16:49Speaker 3: it was like, oh man, I really like I it
- 16:52Speaker 3: was it was fifty percent motivation to do it again
- 16:54Speaker 3: and fifty percent fear of missing out on the next one.
- 16:58Speaker 2: That's a that's a really interesting one because I've heard
- 17:00Speaker 2: that from from you know, other military people. I've seen
- 17:04Speaker 2: that it's just kind of like it's an adrenaline rush,
- 17:06Speaker 2: like you're on on like a high, an adrenaline high
- 17:12Speaker 2: all the time. Like you can't rest when you're on deployment,
- 17:14Speaker 2: almost to a certain extent if I'm not if I'm
- 17:16Speaker 2: not mistaken, right, Yeah.
- 17:18Speaker 3: Yeah, And and you know, now we're finding there's like
- 17:20Speaker 3: a lot of physiological effects of that in that environment
- 17:24Speaker 3: that we're in, you know, like just the hypervigilance, and
- 17:26Speaker 3: you know a lot of hormonal things that that have
- 17:30Speaker 3: happened to guys just because it takes you know, it
- 17:32Speaker 3: takes a long time to unpack that and like reverse
- 17:34Speaker 3: the effects of that. But absolutely, you're you're you're in
- 17:38Speaker 3: that environment all the time, and you're just like you
- 17:40Speaker 3: kind of need it after a while.
- 17:43Speaker 2: It's yeah, it's almost like a yeah, it's it's from
- 17:47Speaker 2: what I hear and from what I've heard that a
- 17:49Speaker 2: lot of soldiers that have been out into deployment they say, look,
- 17:52Speaker 2: I'm I'm not fighting for my country, I'm fighting for
- 17:54Speaker 2: my brother next to me. Absolutely, yeah, that's that's basically
- 17:57Speaker 2: because you know, there's the macro and then there's the
- 18:00Speaker 2: micro of what you're fighting for. And you're like, right now,
- 18:03Speaker 2: I can't think of the macro. I'm thinking about these
- 18:05Speaker 2: guys next to me, this this my unit.
- 18:08Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, and and and you know you also really
- 18:12Speaker 3: don't have time to think about like the macro. You know,
- 18:15Speaker 3: at kind of the tactical level, like Okay, we're gonna
- 18:18Speaker 3: go out and raid this house or raid this place.
- 18:20Speaker 3: Like you're you're like, oh, actually should we Like are
- 18:23Speaker 3: you don't have time for that. So it does you.
- 18:27Speaker 3: You you really circle the wagons with the group you're
- 18:30Speaker 3: with and and do the best job you can and
- 18:33Speaker 3: hope that it's all chipping away at the grant the
- 18:35Speaker 3: greater good. But it doesn't so.
- 18:42Speaker 2: Fair enough. Now, you know, from for my research on you,
- 18:45Speaker 2: I did hear that you, uh, you took ayahuasca. Now,
- 18:49Speaker 2: I I've been fascinated with that that stuff. I haven't
- 18:53Speaker 2: taken any, nor do I plan on taking it, but
- 18:55Speaker 2: I'm always I always love asking people what they saw
- 18:58Speaker 2: because from what I understand, and it is not only trippy,
- 19:03Speaker 2: but it's like, and I've gotten deep into the psilocybin
- 19:06Speaker 2: and all of that stuff that it's kind of in
- 19:08Speaker 2: the similar biote and all that stuff. It opens up
- 19:12Speaker 2: doorways in your mind that you can't even comprehend. I'd
- 19:15Speaker 2: love to hear straight from the horse's mouth, no pun intended.
- 19:17Speaker 3: Sorry, absolutely, if I were to describe it, say indescribable.
- 19:25Speaker 3: But you know, I've had a few years now to
- 19:26Speaker 3: sit with it, and I do. I do a lot
- 19:29Speaker 3: of work with plant medicine and with with psychedelics in general.
- 19:31Speaker 3: I think they're really really good when done intentionally. I
- 19:36Speaker 3: think there are a lot of people that are running
- 19:37Speaker 3: from their problems with them. But when done with intention,
- 19:42Speaker 3: you know not only the spiritual changes in myself but
- 19:45Speaker 3: also the physiological changes that can be proven through science.
- 19:49Speaker 3: You can't argue with it. But as far as things
- 19:52Speaker 3: I saw, the big takeaway for me and the thing
- 19:56Speaker 3: that I think, I will say openly that like I
- 19:59Speaker 3: think ayahuasca saved my life.
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- 20:11Speaker 3: Not in that I was going to go kill myself,
- 20:15Speaker 3: but I was just miserable. As just a miserable person,
- 20:19Speaker 3: I couldn't experience happiness. I couldn't. I couldn't. I couldn't
- 20:22Speaker 3: meaning I couldn't connect with people in a meaningful way.
- 20:27Speaker 3: But I can't know, And I credit ayahuasca with that,
- 20:30Speaker 3: and what it really did for me. The thing that
- 20:33Speaker 3: I can like really take out of it is that
- 20:38Speaker 3: it put me into such amazingly dark places like fear
- 20:43Speaker 3: and terror and just bad stuff, indescribably bad, like really
- 20:50Speaker 3: feeling that and then being able to pull myself out
- 20:54Speaker 3: of it in my own mind. Gave me back the
- 20:59Speaker 3: power to feel how I want to feel, if that
- 21:04Speaker 3: makes sense.
- 21:05Speaker 2: It makes all it makes all the sense in the world.
- 21:07Speaker 2: It seems like it's from what I've heard it just
- 21:10Speaker 2: like it does open up different your consciousness opens up.
- 21:15Speaker 2: It like if your consciousness is normally this way, you
- 21:18Speaker 2: have a window of opportunity of maybe a few hours,
- 21:20Speaker 2: like a few hours if I'm not mistaken like this,
- 21:23Speaker 2: And it's a lot that comes in and it's all personalized.
- 21:26Speaker 2: It's not like everyone we're all going to McDonald's now.
- 21:28Speaker 2: Everyone has their own own experience in that time period.
- 21:33Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, And it's I mean like when you when
- 21:35Speaker 3: you talk about it being indescribable, it's like, you know,
- 21:39Speaker 3: there was no sense of time, no sense of space,
- 21:42Speaker 3: absolute just being in not even being it's just it's
- 21:49Speaker 3: it's very hard to explain. But again it once you
- 21:52Speaker 3: once you're in there and your mind can kind of
- 21:54Speaker 3: like navigate your way out, it gives you this power
- 21:59Speaker 3: again to you know. I still i still get in
- 22:03Speaker 3: bad moods. I'm still sad, I'm still angry, but now
- 22:06Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, I'm feeling angry. Is this like, is
- 22:12Speaker 3: this a a logical response to what's going on right now? Yes?
- 22:16Speaker 2: It is?
- 22:16Speaker 3: Okay, Okay, good you know whereas before, you know, I
- 22:20Speaker 3: would put myself in a loop of like anger and
- 22:23Speaker 3: depression and anger and depression, and I'm able to kind
- 22:27Speaker 3: of pull myself out of that now.
- 22:29Speaker 2: So it's kind of like it it almost simulates the
- 22:32Speaker 2: darkest parts of your soul in many ways and allows
- 22:35Speaker 2: you to figure your way back out of that. So
- 22:38Speaker 2: it's almost a training in a virtual environment. It's almost
- 22:43Speaker 2: like you know, virtual VR training of the soul. And
- 22:47Speaker 2: then you come back and you're like, is that good.
- 22:49Speaker 3: It's a very good way of putting it. Yeah. Yeah,
- 22:51Speaker 3: And you know, one of the kind of physiological ways
- 22:53Speaker 3: I've had it explaining to you because it's a very
- 22:55Speaker 3: spiritual experience, but I'm also like I like to figure
- 22:58Speaker 3: things out, you know. So the way it's kind of
- 23:02Speaker 3: been explained to me is, you know, when when our
- 23:04Speaker 3: brains experience trauma, when we experience trauma, whether it's childhood
- 23:08Speaker 3: or adult trauma, our brain is a is a living
- 23:12Speaker 3: being that figures out, Okay, I'm going through this. I'm
- 23:15Speaker 3: just gonna like, you know, if there's a pathway between
- 23:17Speaker 3: here and here, my brain just says, okay, I don't
- 23:21Speaker 3: like it here, I'm going to go around this spot, right.
- 23:24Speaker 3: So then we have these coping mechanisms for our traumas,
- 23:27Speaker 3: whether it's you know, not feeling safe as a kid
- 23:30Speaker 3: or experiencing, you know, a blunt trauma of seeing something
- 23:33Speaker 3: really bad, our brain shuts off certain pathways.
- 23:37Speaker 2: Mhm.
- 23:38Speaker 3: Those pathways, however, are very necessary for our brains to
- 23:41Speaker 3: work and for us to be at our true top
- 23:43Speaker 3: form self. So what ayahuasca does, or a lot of
- 23:47Speaker 3: psychedelics do, is they go back in and they turn
- 23:50Speaker 3: those pathways back on. But in doing so, we have
- 23:54Speaker 3: to reexperience whatever level of trauma there was that made
- 23:58Speaker 3: that turn off, Like the brain remembers and it puts
- 24:02Speaker 3: us back through it. But then we come out and
- 24:04Speaker 3: they're turned back on and we have a better brain
- 24:06Speaker 3: for it.
- 24:07Speaker 2: Sure, it basically goes in and rewires you in many ways.
- 24:10Speaker 2: It's kind of like the groove in the in the record,
- 24:14Speaker 2: there was a scratch. They went in and that right
- 24:16Speaker 2: out and made that connection again exactly.
- 24:19Speaker 3: Yeah, And you know, I'm not a scientist or anything,
- 24:21Speaker 3: but I like that way.
- 24:23Speaker 2: It's very scientific. That's proven science, sir, the record theory.
- 24:29Speaker 2: So but you mentioned something a few times in our
- 24:32Speaker 2: conversation the spirituality aspect of it, and I've heard that
- 24:36Speaker 2: as well. What did you you know when you walked
- 24:39Speaker 2: in were you a very spiritual person? Or when you
- 24:42Speaker 2: walked out did you become more spiritual? Did you see
- 24:44Speaker 2: something in there that just made sense to you? Because
- 24:47Speaker 2: I've heard many different scenarios, I.
- 24:51Speaker 3: Wouldn't call myself spiritual. I do, Hey, there's somebody up
- 24:55Speaker 3: there pulling the strings on something, right, but I can't
- 24:59Speaker 3: put my finger on it. I'm not a religious person.
- 25:01Speaker 3: Never happened. I wasn't raised that way, you know. I
- 25:04Speaker 3: do feel I do feel a really strong bond to
- 25:06Speaker 3: the earth, you know, I like with nature, with animals.
- 25:09Speaker 3: But as far as I wouldn't describe myself as a
- 25:12Speaker 3: spiritual person, and I think if anything coming out of it,
- 25:19Speaker 3: I feel a stronger bond at the mac like we're
- 25:21Speaker 3: talking macro level like to the universe. Like I absolutely
- 25:25Speaker 3: think that we are a spec in in in something. So,
- 25:33Speaker 3: you know, I feel like coming out of that, I
- 25:36Speaker 3: was in some places, whether it was in my mind
- 25:38Speaker 3: only or not, that are you know, I recognize that
- 25:42Speaker 3: there's a lot bigger of a There's an indescribably big
- 25:46Speaker 3: something out there and I can't ignore that anymore. So
- 25:52Speaker 3: it just gives me universal rather than spiritual.
- 25:55Speaker 2: Maybe been either either. I mean you could say either
- 25:59Speaker 2: one really, because spiritual has a connotation to it and
- 26:02Speaker 2: understanding that's your greater part of a larger universes in
- 26:06Speaker 2: many ways a spiritual a spiritual thing. It just all
- 26:09Speaker 2: depends on how you look at it. And it sounds
- 26:11Speaker 2: to me that it also kind of humbled you and
- 26:15Speaker 2: humbled the ego a bit, because when you say we
- 26:18Speaker 2: are a spec that is diminishing the ego dramatically.
- 26:23Speaker 3: Yeah. Absolutely, I mean there is yeah, no ego left
- 26:27Speaker 3: coming out of it. Coming out of that oh yeah yeah.
- 26:32Speaker 3: The first ceremony and you call them ceremonies, I did four.
- 26:35Speaker 2: Oh you did four ceremonies. Yeah, what you did, because
- 26:39Speaker 2: that's who you are.
- 26:41Speaker 3: But I'm telling you that after coming out of that
- 26:44Speaker 3: first one, I was like, I mean, just like bug eyes, like,
- 26:48Speaker 3: I don't know how I'm going to.
- 26:49Speaker 2: Do that again, Like I was, you know, how how
- 26:51Speaker 2: how long of time did you have between I did?
- 26:56Speaker 3: So I did four ceremonies. I did one one night,
- 27:00Speaker 3: on the next night, took a day off, and then
- 27:01Speaker 3: did two more.
- 27:02Speaker 2: Yeah, you are a soldier, brother, I mean that's a mentality,
- 27:07Speaker 2: that's a that's a military mentality to this thing. Like
- 27:11Speaker 2: you're like, I don't care it. It almost killed me
- 27:13Speaker 2: the first time. Screw it. I'm going back in.
- 27:15Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah. And you know, I've I've talked to you know,
- 27:18Speaker 3: I get a lot of questions from people in the
- 27:19Speaker 3: in the veteran community about ayahuasca, and I kind of
- 27:23Speaker 3: tell people the best time to go into it is
- 27:26Speaker 3: if you've got nowhere else to go. It's it's best
- 27:29Speaker 3: to do it when you kind of feel like you
- 27:31Speaker 3: are out of options because I was able to, you know,
- 27:36Speaker 3: with a lot of a lot of turbulence obviously give
- 27:40Speaker 3: in to it and and just say hey, like here,
- 27:44Speaker 3: I am like you can kill me if you want
- 27:45Speaker 3: to do whatever, but I am at your mercy. Basically,
- 27:48Speaker 3: you you.
- 27:50Speaker 2: Surrendered, which is not in your nature as a general statement,
- 27:54Speaker 2: which is fascinating because you, as a soldier, you're not
- 27:57Speaker 2: built to surrender. But in that environment, the ayahuasca, it
- 28:01Speaker 2: pushes you to a place where you like I'm done.
- 28:05Speaker 2: I have and that's basically spirituality, and you give up.
- 28:09Speaker 2: You like fine, I just go take me yeah, and
- 28:13Speaker 2: and then that and then you come back from that,
- 28:15Speaker 2: and I mean it changes you forever. And I understand
- 28:17Speaker 2: that so many PTSD and traumas are being saved being
- 28:23Speaker 2: like with one or two doses of psilocybin or peote
- 28:27Speaker 2: or ayahuasca. These kind of psychedelics are doing some really
- 28:32Speaker 2: amazing things clinically. Like they're doing it clinically too.
- 28:35Speaker 3: Yeah, There's there's people out there doing really really amazing
- 28:38Speaker 3: work with it. There's a couple of you know, veteran
- 28:42Speaker 3: nonprofits out there that are setting veterans up with with ceremonies,
- 28:46Speaker 3: like very responsible ceremonies. You know, There's there's a lot
- 28:50Speaker 3: of there's a lot of weirdos out there, you know,
- 28:52Speaker 3: like ayahuasca in the basement in West Hollywood. Like that's
- 28:56Speaker 3: not where you want to go.
- 28:57Speaker 2: But I've I've I used to live in a sir,
- 29:00Speaker 2: I understand exactly what you're talking about. I've I've heard
- 29:02Speaker 2: of these. Hey man, we're gonna go to Ayahuasca and
- 29:05Speaker 2: West Hollywood. I'm like, you let me know how that
- 29:06Speaker 2: works out for you, brother, because I don't want to
- 29:09Speaker 2: go to Ayahuasca and walk out to West Hollywood.
- 29:12Speaker 3: Oh Man, that would be, that would be I'd much.
- 29:14Speaker 2: Rather be in the jungle with a panther somewhere.
- 29:18Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's funny.
- 29:21Speaker 4: So speaking of Hollywood, you go, you've gone, You've lived
- 29:25Speaker 4: a fairly exciting life, and then Hollywood comes a calling
- 29:30Speaker 4: and you get you get caught up in this insanity
- 29:32Speaker 4: that is Hollywood as a as a military specialist, a consultant,
- 29:37Speaker 4: right me, a tech advisor.
- 29:40Speaker 2: So tell me why and how did you get in?
- 29:47Speaker 3: So I think the how became came before the why,
- 29:50Speaker 3: which was I was, you know, I was getting ready
- 29:54Speaker 3: to retire. I was working teaching college r OTC in
- 29:58Speaker 3: New York City.
- 30:01Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor.
- 30:07Speaker 2: And now back to the show.
- 30:10Speaker 3: And a friend of a friend who was a Navy guy,
- 30:15Speaker 3: seal team guy, which seals kind of have Hollywood that
- 30:19Speaker 3: market corner, right, It's no secret teck advising thing. It's
- 30:23Speaker 3: it's it's very seal heavy. So rent of a friend
- 30:26Speaker 3: got called for a job tech advising on a limited
- 30:30Speaker 3: series by nat Geo called The Long Road Home. That
- 30:33Speaker 3: series was about Army guys in Solder City, Iraq, and
- 30:40Speaker 3: just one major battle they had. So this Navy guy
- 30:43Speaker 3: got the job. Call for the job, and he's like,
- 30:45Speaker 3: I don't know anything about the Army and I'm not
- 30:47Speaker 3: gonna be a shithead and and take a job that
- 30:52Speaker 3: I really am not qualified for. So he called another
- 30:55Speaker 3: guy and was like, hey, you know he this other
- 30:57Speaker 3: guy had worked in the in the industry a little bit,
- 31:00Speaker 3: in like stunts and things like that, and helped out
- 31:04Speaker 3: on set, you know, being a PA here and there,
- 31:06Speaker 3: so he knew the business a little bit, but he
- 31:08Speaker 3: was also not necessarily very experienced army guy. So he
- 31:12Speaker 3: he called me and said, hey, they allowed him to
- 31:16Speaker 3: have a second guy just for pre pro, just for
- 31:20Speaker 3: you know, the table reads and the getting getting wardrobe,
- 31:24Speaker 3: getting props, getting all that stuff together. So he called
- 31:27Speaker 3: me because he knew I was getting ready to retire.
- 31:28Speaker 3: He's like, hey, do you want to come check this out?
- 31:30Speaker 3: I know you were in Solder City. You really experienced guy.
- 31:32Speaker 3: You can help out. I'll handle the movie stuff, you
- 31:35Speaker 3: just handle the army stuff. I was like, okay. So
- 31:38Speaker 3: I went and did it, did the pre pro thing,
- 31:40Speaker 3: and they they liked my work, so they said, hey,
- 31:45Speaker 3: you can stay on for the run on the show.
- 31:46Speaker 3: So I stayed on for the run the show doing
- 31:48Speaker 3: tech Advisor stuff. And you know, at this point I
- 31:51Speaker 3: was retiring. I knew that I didn't know what I
- 31:54Speaker 3: was going to do when I grew up. So I
- 31:57Speaker 3: was like, all right, I'll kind of pursue this. So
- 32:01Speaker 3: you know that Navy guy, his name's Raymondoza. He's uh,
- 32:06Speaker 3: tech advised and produced on a lot of things. He
- 32:08Speaker 3: just got done doing the run a show for Terminal List.
- 32:12Speaker 3: He's he's got a great, you know list of credits
- 32:15Speaker 3: in that world. So he's like, yeah, man, I'll kind
- 32:18Speaker 3: of champion you into the Indian industry. Anytime I got
- 32:23Speaker 3: a job, will bring you along and we'll be a team.
- 32:26Speaker 3: So him and I just, you know, we worked several things.
- 32:30Speaker 3: Kind of we had a deal, like we called it,
- 32:32Speaker 3: you you eat what you kill. So we all went
- 32:35Speaker 3: out and tried to you know, you know, you know
- 32:38Speaker 3: how it is trying to get jobs. Hustle yeah, hustle yeah, hustle. Yeah,
- 32:42Speaker 3: you're on that hustle. So getting jobs, and then you'd
- 32:45Speaker 3: get a job and be like initial entry on the
- 32:48Speaker 3: job like hey, I can't do this a lot, and
- 32:49Speaker 3: they bring another guy and if they're you know, if
- 32:52Speaker 3: the Penny Pinchers say, well, we only got room for one.
- 32:54Speaker 3: We're like, all right, and it is what it is. So,
- 32:58Speaker 3: you know, did that for a long time, like four
- 33:02Speaker 3: years with Ray, you know, both of us on a project,
- 33:06Speaker 3: him doing a project alone, me doing a project alone.
- 33:10Speaker 3: And you know, once I was into it, I guess
- 33:15Speaker 3: the why coms is like I really enjoyed it. It was
- 33:17Speaker 3: like a really because something I struggled with in my
- 33:23Speaker 3: you know, transition out of the military and civilian worlds.
- 33:25Speaker 3: How do I take all this knowledge I have. I'm like,
- 33:29Speaker 3: you know, I retired as a master sergeant. I am
- 33:31Speaker 3: a master of this craft. How do I take all
- 33:34Speaker 3: that knowledge and use it? You know, I don't want
- 33:38Speaker 3: that to be a waste. There are there are these
- 33:40Speaker 3: intangible things of work, ethic and leadership and and you know,
- 33:43Speaker 3: these things that I've learned, But the actual skill set,
- 33:46Speaker 3: the things that I am an absolute master of. How
- 33:49Speaker 3: do I use those and not carry a gun anymore?
- 33:53Speaker 2: Right?
- 33:55Speaker 3: This was it? It was all right. I can be
- 33:58Speaker 3: I can be creative, I can be engaged, and I
- 34:02Speaker 3: can use these skills to like make art and to
- 34:06Speaker 3: help people, you know, bring their visions to life and
- 34:11Speaker 3: I loved it and I loved how you know a
- 34:14Speaker 3: set it works like a military unit. There are people
- 34:16Speaker 3: who do X Y Z. They do those things. They
- 34:19Speaker 3: perform or they don't work. You know, reputation carries you
- 34:23Speaker 3: a long way in the industry. There were a lot
- 34:26Speaker 3: of different things that once I did it, I was like,
- 34:29Speaker 3: I really like this and that was that was kind
- 34:32Speaker 3: of my why it wasn't I had to get into
- 34:34Speaker 3: it to see it, but once I was there, it
- 34:36Speaker 3: was like, Oh, this is this is what I want
- 34:37Speaker 3: to do with my life.
- 34:39Speaker 2: That's awesome, man, and it's and you've worked on some
- 34:42Speaker 2: pretty cool shows along the way. Without the question. I
- 34:46Speaker 2: have to ask though, because I've been in the business
- 34:49Speaker 2: for a few years and you know, Hollywood actors they
- 34:52Speaker 2: could tend to be a little flaky sometimes a little little,
- 34:56Speaker 2: a little soft, but they feel like they they they pretend,
- 35:02Speaker 2: they forget that they're pretending to be a tough guy
- 35:04Speaker 2: until they run into a tough guy. So off the record,
- 35:09Speaker 2: you don't have to say names. You don't have to
- 35:10Speaker 2: say a show. Have you ever had to check somebody?
- 35:12Speaker 2: Have you ever had to say, dude, you're gonna hurt somebody?
- 35:15Speaker 2: Shut the f up.
- 35:18Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I mean yeah, and that's like a lot.
- 35:23Speaker 3: That's one thing that's really good about Ray and A's relationship.
- 35:26Speaker 3: I will tell I'm like, hey, man, I don't care
- 35:29Speaker 3: if I get fired, Like, you're not gonna make me
- 35:31Speaker 3: fucking look bad.
- 35:32Speaker 2: You know.
- 35:33Speaker 3: I don't like it is you do take ownership of
- 35:36Speaker 3: these projects. Like you know, when when a thing that
- 35:40Speaker 3: I'm on comes out, I'm I'm nervous because my friends
- 35:43Speaker 3: are gonna watch it. Andy be like, would you let
- 35:45Speaker 3: this dude do that?
- 35:48Speaker 2: Peer pressure?
- 35:49Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, but I will say, and I get I
- 35:52Speaker 3: get this question a lot from people from the military.
- 35:54Speaker 3: They're like, oh, man, Mark working with actors, all those
- 35:56Speaker 3: prima donnas, like they must suck. I've had I would
- 36:01Speaker 3: say ninety five percent positive experiences at the end of
- 36:05Speaker 3: the day. The actors they want to look good, you know,
- 36:08Speaker 3: and if you present yourself as a professional that can
- 36:10Speaker 3: make them look good, they'll listen to you. Oh there
- 36:13Speaker 3: is one guy. There's one time when I would say,
- 36:16Speaker 3: like I had to check someone and be like, hey,
- 36:20Speaker 3: shut the fuck up and listen to me. You don't
- 36:22Speaker 3: know what the fuck you're talking about. It happened, Yeah,
- 36:25Speaker 3: and uh, yeah, I won't name names.
- 36:28Speaker 2: Of course, not off the record. Well, when the camera
- 36:31Speaker 2: stops recording, well.
- 36:32Speaker 3: I will say he took very like he took this
- 36:36Speaker 3: feedback very gracefully and was like, you are absolutely right.
- 36:40Speaker 3: I'm sorry, but he did have to get checked.
- 36:43Speaker 2: Yes, Like the stories are here of stunt coordinators and
- 36:47Speaker 2: people who like you know, play kung ful guys on
- 36:50Speaker 2: screen and they try to test the stunt guy who
- 36:53Speaker 2: happens to be like a martial arts expert, and yeah,
- 36:55Speaker 2: you know, well I will.
- 36:57Speaker 3: Say too, you know, in doing what I do in
- 37:01Speaker 3: the tech advisor world, some of my biggest issues are
- 37:04Speaker 3: usually with stunt guys.
- 37:07Speaker 2: Yeah, it's you know what I because I've I've had
- 37:09Speaker 2: I've had a lot of big stunt guys on the show,
- 37:11Speaker 2: and I've worked with stunt guys. They're all nuts. I'm
- 37:14Speaker 2: not sure as nuts as you guys are, but nuts nevertheless,
- 37:18Speaker 2: And I can imagine those two hitting on a set
- 37:22Speaker 2: must be interesting.
- 37:24Speaker 3: Well, it's it's I get it. It's uh for me,
- 37:28Speaker 3: I don't I don't have ego. I just want the
- 37:30Speaker 3: movie to look good, you know, And I think what
- 37:33Speaker 3: it is is a lot of times, you know, when
- 37:35Speaker 3: you're a stunt guy. If you're on an action movie,
- 37:37Speaker 3: there's not usually a tech advisor on like an action movie, right,
- 37:39Speaker 3: And I've done some action stuff. It's like sci fi centric, like,
- 37:45Speaker 3: but I still want the people shooting to look right,
- 37:48Speaker 3: you know, for their character or whatever. And I'll be like, oh, man,
- 37:52Speaker 3: I was in such and such and I was and
- 37:54Speaker 3: so and so, and I was like, all right, great, man,
- 37:55Speaker 3: I don't care that looked. Yeah, I watch that. You
- 37:57Speaker 3: looked fucking stupid when you're shooting a rifle, so listen
- 38:00Speaker 3: to me. But you know, for for the most part, uh,
- 38:08Speaker 3: stunt guys are great. There's and and stunt coordinators are
- 38:11Speaker 3: are always awesome. They all. I always have a very
- 38:14Speaker 3: relationship with the coordinators. It's it's usually like the guys
- 38:17Speaker 3: who have been as stunty for you know, a year
- 38:19Speaker 3: or two, and they're like, oh man, I know.
- 38:21Speaker 2: It's ego, the egos. Yeah. Yeah.
- 38:23Speaker 3: I have a friend who is in Special Forces. I'm like, okay, cool,
- 38:26Speaker 3: Like I don't care he's not here now and I am.
- 38:31Speaker 3: I am your the guy that you're saying, like told
- 38:34Speaker 3: you something like that. I'm the same as them, so
- 38:36Speaker 3: like shut the fuck up and listen to me.
- 38:38Speaker 2: Yeah. No, stunt coordinators always because they have to be.
- 38:41Speaker 2: They're they're the leaders, they're that they're the majors, they're
- 38:43Speaker 2: the masters of that of that craft, and if they
- 38:46Speaker 2: screw up, someone could get hurt or or gy.
- 38:48Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 38:49Speaker 2: So every stunt coordinator I've ever met, they're like, they're
- 38:53Speaker 2: right on the money all the time, no messing around.
- 38:55Speaker 2: But the stunt guys are the hey, man, can I
- 38:58Speaker 2: jump off that roof? I only need you on the floor,
- 39:00Speaker 2: but I want to do it off the twentieth floor.
- 39:01Speaker 2: I could do it off the twentieth floor. I'm like,
- 39:03Speaker 2: the camera, I don't need it, but let me try
- 39:05Speaker 2: it for my real I'm like, no, fith the floor
- 39:07Speaker 2: is five.
- 39:08Speaker 3: That's definitely a guy that's definitely a stunt guy that's
- 39:10Speaker 3: been in the business for like less than five.
- 39:11Speaker 2: Years, right exactly. And then there's the old guy who's
- 39:14Speaker 2: been around twenty years. He's like, I'll do it off
- 39:16Speaker 2: the third floor and just move the camera over here
- 39:19Speaker 2: like that, throw the light over there. It's gonna look
- 39:21Speaker 2: like it's on the seventieth the floor. Let's go exactly now,
- 39:26Speaker 2: what was now during all of your tech advising. What
- 39:32Speaker 2: was the most difficult day you've ever had to overcome
- 39:36Speaker 2: and how did you overcome it? Either mentally or either
- 39:40Speaker 2: just the day, because you know how it is on
- 39:42Speaker 2: a set, things don't go right, things go off things.
- 39:44Speaker 2: You know, the guns didn't show up that day because
- 39:47Speaker 2: they get fucking traffic something like that. What was that
- 39:50Speaker 2: thing for you? I know it's not like a director
- 39:52Speaker 2: who's like the entire world's gonna come crashing on around you,
- 39:55Speaker 2: But was there something really difficult that you were able
- 39:57Speaker 2: to overcome and how did you overcome it? We'll be
- 40:01Speaker 2: right back after a word from our sponsor and now
- 40:07Speaker 2: back to the show.
- 40:10Speaker 3: Yeah, I'd say, you know, when I when I tech
- 40:13Speaker 3: advise for The Outpost, there were just a lot of
- 40:18Speaker 3: a lot of challenges in that I wouldn't put it
- 40:21Speaker 3: to a day, but I think like the pre production,
- 40:22Speaker 3: you know, it was all Bulgarian crew, you know, doing
- 40:26Speaker 3: it in Bulgaria, a lot of a lot of like additionally,
- 40:30Speaker 3: doing it with a studio that wasn't used to doing
- 40:33Speaker 3: kind of semi documentary style like war movie. They're used
- 40:39Speaker 3: to doing action, they're not used to doing war totally
- 40:41Speaker 3: different genre, which was kind of hard to explain to
- 40:45Speaker 3: them at times. But you know, there were there were
- 40:48Speaker 3: producers and even you know studio guys who really understood that.
- 40:54Speaker 3: But sometimes things would happen, you know, and you'd get
- 41:01Speaker 3: just the wrong guns, you know, or you know. One
- 41:07Speaker 3: of the things that happened with that was like the
- 41:11Speaker 3: it kind of worked differently over there with the crew
- 41:13Speaker 3: and the you know, the the prop master was kind
- 41:17Speaker 3: of handling a lot of stuff that like an armorer
- 41:19Speaker 3: would handle here, so he was just kind of out
- 41:25Speaker 3: of control, like kind of an ego maniac and just
- 41:27Speaker 3: didn't order me any AMO for training for the boot
- 41:30Speaker 3: camp that the actors had to do. So just getting
- 41:34Speaker 3: really creative in because I had to produce, you know,
- 41:39Speaker 3: a good end product of these these cast members being
- 41:42Speaker 3: able to portray professional soldiers, and you know, every step
- 41:48Speaker 3: along the way during that process, I was just thrown
- 41:52Speaker 3: you know, thrown resistance because and I'm not done at
- 41:56Speaker 3: the end of the day. I know that that guy
- 41:57Speaker 3: was probably getting told some by some line producer somewhere
- 42:01Speaker 3: like they don't need AMMO for training, that's just save
- 42:03Speaker 3: it until the movie. It's gonna save us, you know,
- 42:07Speaker 3: X number dollars or whatever. So, yeah, it was it
- 42:11Speaker 3: was getting through the pre production in that in that
- 42:14Speaker 3: movie in a way that's still accomplished the director's intent
- 42:20Speaker 3: for what he wanted these these guys to step on
- 42:22Speaker 3: set for day one, acting and feeling like and it
- 42:28Speaker 3: was it was I had hardly any gray hair before
- 42:30Speaker 3: I started that movie. This industry, this is she will
- 42:35Speaker 3: do that to you, that movie. Ag I'm twenty I'm
- 42:38Speaker 3: twenty two years olter, look at me. So I have
- 42:44Speaker 3: to ask you, though, man, you mean, obviously.
- 42:46Speaker 2: You've seen movies over the years. You know, I see
- 42:48Speaker 2: that you have mister colonel is it Colonel Hicks? A
- 42:51Speaker 2: Corporal Hicks. Corporal Hicks behind you? From Aliens? You know,
- 42:56Speaker 2: obviously Full Metal Jacket is considered one of the classics.
- 42:59Speaker 2: What is the best, you know, one of the best
- 43:02Speaker 2: films that you think that really capture what it's like
- 43:06Speaker 2: to be in the military, even if it's a sci
- 43:07Speaker 2: fi movie. They didn't like they nailed it because I
- 43:09Speaker 2: think I've heard Aliens it's pretty pretty bad, like rock On.
- 43:13Speaker 3: I love Aliens. Uh, it's so good. My favorite My
- 43:18Speaker 3: favorite movie is Platoon.
- 43:20Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's real, that's as real as it gets.
- 43:26Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean there there are you know, some technical
- 43:29Speaker 3: aspects that are that are weird, but I wasn't in
- 43:31Speaker 3: Vietnam also, so yeah, I think just the how it feels,
- 43:38Speaker 3: it just feels just it feels right, you know. The
- 43:44Speaker 3: and how they they really captured in platoon. They they
- 43:47Speaker 3: showed how you never really, at least in my experience,
- 43:54Speaker 3: you never really hate your enemy like you hate your
- 44:01Speaker 3: chain of command, like you hate your leadership, right right right.
- 44:07Speaker 3: It it showed that in a really thoughtful and beautiful
- 44:10Speaker 3: way that like, yeah, these people are trying to kill us,
- 44:14Speaker 3: but our real enemy is this and I love that
- 44:19Speaker 3: about it. It Also, you know, it showed how many
- 44:24Speaker 3: different walks of life people come from in the military,
- 44:28Speaker 3: you know, and and those people's strengths and like, you know,
- 44:32Speaker 3: you have a you have Chris Taylor, who's a rich
- 44:35Speaker 3: college kid, and then you have guys you know, who
- 44:38Speaker 3: are rednecks or who are whoever. And they you see
- 44:41Speaker 3: their strengths and their weaknesses and their their their scar
- 44:44Speaker 3: tissue from home, and their their fears and their hopes
- 44:48Speaker 3: all coming together and that and that's what it's like.
- 44:51Speaker 3: It's it's it's a lot less your your experiences, there
- 44:56Speaker 3: are a lot less focused on the enemy and then
- 44:58Speaker 3: the actual fighting as they are in the in the
- 45:01Speaker 3: in the mundane, in the every day. And that's why
- 45:05Speaker 3: I love Platune.
- 45:06Speaker 2: Yeah, it's I had Oliver on the show and we
- 45:09Speaker 2: talked to the stories he told on air and off
- 45:12Speaker 2: about how he got that thing made is it's it's insane.
- 45:16Speaker 3: It's amazing. Anything anything that even has a whiff of
- 45:19Speaker 3: platoone on it, all all in jest. I've read all
- 45:21Speaker 3: his books, like watched every behind the scenes, like I
- 45:24Speaker 3: love that. I love that movie.
- 45:26Speaker 2: Yeah, And there was one I think it's one story
- 45:28Speaker 2: that I think it was one of the making of
- 45:30Speaker 2: that that all the all the actors were like huffing
- 45:32Speaker 2: up a hill and they were just dying because he
- 45:35Speaker 2: treated him like soldiers. And then he just drove up
- 45:38Speaker 2: on a jeep just like smoking a cigar and just
- 45:40Speaker 2: going to set and they're like, this is the freaking
- 45:44Speaker 2: general here. This is horrible. And he hated he hated that.
- 45:47Speaker 2: They hated the command. They hate it.
- 45:50Speaker 3: I mean he nailed it.
- 45:51Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, he knew how to do it, man, no question.
- 45:56Speaker 2: Now I wanted to ask you also another about another
- 46:00Speaker 2: part of your life where you were on the ground
- 46:02Speaker 2: level of Afghanistan when we were when we were leaving
- 46:05Speaker 2: Afghanistan over a year ago. But you were like right there,
- 46:09Speaker 2: you were at the gates, you were at the airport.
- 46:12Speaker 2: What what was that like, man? Because all I saw,
- 46:15Speaker 2: I mean we all saw the video. We all saw
- 46:17Speaker 2: the footage and we saw, you know, people crying and
- 46:19Speaker 2: trying to escape, you know, before the Taliban came in.
- 46:23Speaker 2: What was that like, brother, Yeah, that.
- 46:26Speaker 3: Was I mean in it, you know, so it was
- 46:32Speaker 3: it was so just like I don't know if irony
- 46:34Speaker 3: is the right word, ironic it's the right word. Whatever.
- 46:36Speaker 3: But you know, I went through you know, I did
- 46:38Speaker 3: all this deployments in Afghanistan. I kind of I came back,
- 46:41Speaker 3: I got the filmustry, and then you know, between jobs
- 46:44Speaker 3: and stuff, I just kind of trying to find hustle,
- 46:46Speaker 3: you know, side hustles and stuff. So I got into,
- 46:49Speaker 3: you know, doing a little bit of freelance journalism, writing,
- 46:51Speaker 3: writing articles, doing a little bit of stuff. And you know,
- 46:56Speaker 3: I was, you know, presented with the opportunity to go
- 47:00Speaker 3: to to the gate to the airport during the evacuation,
- 47:06Speaker 3: and I thought I was just going to go on
- 47:08Speaker 3: a plane land, watch a bunch of evacuees get on
- 47:11Speaker 3: the plane and fly out. Well, then I got there
- 47:15Speaker 3: and I realized, like no one was going to keep
- 47:16Speaker 3: me from getting off the plane like I I I
- 47:18Speaker 3: anticipated there being the military person on the ground to
- 47:21Speaker 3: like I was like, shit, I'm gonna get off. I'm
- 47:23Speaker 3: gonna get a better story.
- 47:26Speaker 2: And once a soldier, always a soldier.
- 47:29Speaker 3: Yeah. And because of my background and the you know,
- 47:32Speaker 3: the network I have, I was able to kind of
- 47:33Speaker 3: get a little bit of a support network there of
- 47:37Speaker 3: basically a room to go to and plug my phone
- 47:39Speaker 3: in to charge it and get a couple hours of rack.
- 47:41Speaker 2: And but.
- 47:45Speaker 3: It was it was weird because I, you know, I'd
- 47:47Speaker 3: spent years kind of deprogramming myself from the things that
- 47:56Speaker 3: like helped me survive there. And then I went back
- 48:00Speaker 3: and it was a lot of the experience was a
- 48:03Speaker 3: lot more profound and wrang right. Gunfire and things like
- 48:10Speaker 3: that were like, oh, that's a big deal, you know,
- 48:13Speaker 3: whereas before it was totally within context. It was never
- 48:17Speaker 3: something that like raised my hackle or got my heart
- 48:20Speaker 3: rate going because it was in context. If I'm an award,
- 48:24Speaker 3: this is what I'm supposed to do it. But then
- 48:26Speaker 3: you go back and you're there with no rifle. You're there,
- 48:30Speaker 3: you know, as a non combatant, you don't really affect it.
- 48:35Speaker 3: The experience just became a lot more profound, and you're
- 48:40Speaker 3: a lot more of a human in that. Not to
- 48:42Speaker 3: say that like I was a sub human or something
- 48:45Speaker 3: like that before, but I was there to do a
- 48:47Speaker 3: very specific job and task, So I feelings didn't have
- 48:51Speaker 3: a big part in my experience, right, But in at
- 48:58Speaker 3: those gates, just seeing the the scale of like human
- 49:03Speaker 3: suffering there was like a really big, profound time, you know,
- 49:08Speaker 3: And it took me a little bit of time to
- 49:10Speaker 3: unpack that and and kind of like process it. And
- 49:14Speaker 3: you know, I'm healthy with it now, but you know
- 49:16Speaker 3: I did have as as my time there war on.
- 49:20Speaker 3: I was only there about a week, but you know,
- 49:23Speaker 3: the first couple of days, I was like, all right,
- 49:25Speaker 3: I'm here to get a story. And then you know, I,
- 49:27Speaker 3: as you saw probably in the news, like the evacuation,
- 49:29Speaker 3: things started to happen, so people figured out I was there,
- 49:32Speaker 3: and I started getting calls and texts and WhatsApps and
- 49:34Speaker 3: signal messages and you know, hundreds of messages a day, Hey,
- 49:39Speaker 3: my superpreter is there, My my so and so is there. Whatever.
- 49:44Speaker 3: So my my my focus shifted from just journalism to
- 49:49Speaker 3: helping pull people through those gates. And yeah, and I
- 49:54Speaker 3: did that as long as possible. I had, you know,
- 49:56Speaker 3: people on the ground there that were still in the military.
- 49:58Speaker 3: I was talking to you.
- 49:59Speaker 2: They're like, hey, we'll be right back after a word
- 50:03Speaker 2: from our sponsor, and now back to the show.
- 50:10Speaker 3: You gotta get the fuck out of here, you know,
- 50:12Speaker 3: like we're leaving, so you gotta go. So I left,
- 50:16Speaker 3: and I left kind of right in the nick of time,
- 50:19Speaker 3: right before the bombing, that final bombing that happened. I
- 50:22Speaker 3: left about a half hour before that.
- 50:27Speaker 2: Really, so you you would have been in that area.
- 50:30Speaker 3: Oh yeah, that's where I spent you know, eighty percent
- 50:32Speaker 3: of my time the whole week was on that Abby Gate.
- 50:36Speaker 2: So yeah, it's.
- 50:38Speaker 3: It's crazy, you know, crazy, It's what movies are made of,
- 50:42Speaker 3: you know. And it was everybody, you know. I I
- 50:49Speaker 3: had that long Army career, but like since i've been out,
- 50:51Speaker 3: I've been like, what the fuck I'll be I'll be
- 50:54Speaker 3: in that perspective perspective. When I have this perspective, I'm
- 50:57Speaker 3: like what the fucker, Like.
- 50:58Speaker 2: What are you doing?
- 50:59Speaker 3: Bro?
- 51:00Speaker 2: Like this is weird, this is wild, you.
- 51:03Speaker 3: Know, like I mean, use your own adventure book and
- 51:06Speaker 3: I'm like, pick the wrong.
- 51:08Speaker 2: Page exactly, and I mean god, I mean, so you're
- 51:11Speaker 2: you're helping as many people as you can, but then
- 51:13Speaker 2: you know, obviously you can't help everybody because you're getting
- 51:16Speaker 2: bombarded with so many messages and things like that. It
- 51:21Speaker 2: was heartbreaking to watch from our perspective. I can't even
- 51:24Speaker 2: imagine what it was like from you and for others
- 51:27Speaker 2: on the ground there.
- 51:29Speaker 3: Yeah, it was, it was. It was rough, it was
- 51:31Speaker 3: it was it was a It's one of the worst
- 51:33Speaker 3: things I've witnessed in my life.
- 51:35Speaker 2: Really, yeah, it's.
- 51:37Speaker 3: It sucks, I mean, but you know it, it's something
- 51:44Speaker 3: like that. Being a soldier prepared me for It's like
- 51:47Speaker 3: I don't make policy, you know, I just I can
- 51:49Speaker 3: just do the best I can.
- 51:51Speaker 2: So and I saw that picture that you took in
- 51:54Speaker 2: the in the in that big giant jumbo carrier with
- 51:57Speaker 2: like you know, a thousand people or whatever behind you.
- 52:01Speaker 2: You know, you're one of those guys that took I mean,
- 52:03Speaker 2: you were one of the people that the news was
- 52:05Speaker 2: showing that image around constantly. I mean you were you
- 52:08Speaker 2: were in as they say, the ship.
- 52:11Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, I well, I mean literally yeah.
- 52:13Speaker 2: Literally, well brother, I mean I I appreciate you sharing
- 52:17Speaker 2: that with us and and uh and doing what you
- 52:19Speaker 2: could when you were there. Man, I do appreciate that.
- 52:22Speaker 2: Now switching gears to another insanity, your new film that
- 52:28Speaker 2: you're working on, Triple seven. Oh yeah, yeah, you forgot
- 52:33Speaker 2: all about that. Uh oh yeah, well you call it.
- 52:36Speaker 3: I'm not I it is going to be a documentary film,
- 52:39Speaker 3: but I'm like, I'm not even there yet, Like I'm
- 52:41Speaker 3: my mind's not in that part.
- 52:43Speaker 2: But yeah, so Triple seven. To talk to the audience
- 52:45Speaker 2: about what Triple seven is and what you guys are
- 52:48Speaker 2: trying to accomplish with it.
- 52:50Speaker 3: Yeah, So Triple seven is, uh, seven skydives into the
- 52:57Speaker 3: seven continents in seven days, hopefully to break a world
- 53:00Speaker 3: record for seven skydives into seven continents. The current world
- 53:04Speaker 3: record is is months long. So we're definitely gonna break
- 53:07Speaker 3: the world record for the skydiving into the seven continents.
- 53:10Speaker 3: I mean, unless I like burn in on Continent three
- 53:13Speaker 3: or something like that. But it's, uh, it's basically we
- 53:17Speaker 3: are doing this as I don't want to call it
- 53:20Speaker 3: a stunt, but we're doing a stunt to raise awareness
- 53:22Speaker 3: and funds for a an organization called Folds of Honor.
- 53:28Speaker 3: Folds of Honor raises money to give scholarships to gold
- 53:32Speaker 3: Star Kids, so kids whose parents were killed in either
- 53:36Speaker 3: combat or as a first responder. And the reason that
- 53:40Speaker 3: we're we're kind of constant. There's you know, you can't
- 53:43Speaker 3: swing a dead cat without hitting a veteran nonprofit these days,
- 53:46Speaker 3: everybody knows. But the reason we picked Folds of Honor
- 53:50Speaker 3: is because, you know, the war has been over for
- 53:53Speaker 3: a year now and people are already forgetting. And you know,
- 53:56Speaker 3: if there's a there's a kid out there right now
- 53:58Speaker 3: who's five years old whose parent was killed in Afghanistan,
- 54:01Speaker 3: you know, for four years ago, okay, and in you know,
- 54:07Speaker 3: twelve years whatever, whenever that kid's applying to college, we're
- 54:11Speaker 3: definitely going to have forgotten about these wars. So we're
- 54:14Speaker 3: trying to, when things are fresh in people's minds, go
- 54:18Speaker 3: out do things that are crazy to raise awareness for
- 54:24Speaker 3: this nonprofit so we can put as much money in
- 54:26Speaker 3: their bank as possible so that as all these kids,
- 54:29Speaker 3: you know, it's in the it's in the thousands of
- 54:31Speaker 3: kids whose parents were killed in these wars, So having
- 54:36Speaker 3: funds ready for when they hit, you know, those years
- 54:40Speaker 3: that they're taken care of. So that's the long and
- 54:44Speaker 3: short of that's the why and the how is uh,
- 54:49Speaker 3: you know, it's myself, about nine other guys are jumping,
- 54:53Speaker 3: former Marines, former Seal Team guys, former SF guys. Yeah,
- 54:59Speaker 3: and we're starting to Antarctica on one January and.
- 55:03Speaker 2: This year this coming up just January?
- 55:05Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, so about what is that about six seven
- 55:08Speaker 3: weeks away?
- 55:09Speaker 2: So it is it just because I'm not familiar with
- 55:12Speaker 2: Antarctica's weather patterns. January first hot or colder.
- 55:17Speaker 3: As it goes, it's summer there.
- 55:19Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, good, so you did choose that at least, so.
- 55:23Speaker 3: When we jump, if we jump at you know, around
- 55:26Speaker 3: thirteen grand, it'll be negative seventy five at jump altitude.
- 55:30Speaker 2: At jump altitude, and then on the ground it'll.
- 55:32Speaker 3: Be like hawahi negative forty ish. Yeah, and that's and
- 55:37Speaker 3: that's in the summer. Yeah.
- 55:39Speaker 2: Yeah, So I have to ask, will you guys all
- 55:42Speaker 2: drunk one night and said, you know what would be fun?
- 55:45Speaker 2: Because this sounds like a bunch of guys hanging out shooting, pool,
- 55:49Speaker 2: drinking and going. You know what we should do, man,
- 55:51Speaker 2: we should just do seven continents in seven days and
- 55:53Speaker 2: raise some money for some kids. Man, what do you think?
- 55:56Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, I got brought on a little later,
- 55:58Speaker 3: but that's probably exactly what happened.
- 56:00Speaker 2: Because this is not the same idea. It's it's a
- 56:04Speaker 2: fairly I mean, just to travel alone, and the fatigue
- 56:07Speaker 2: on the traveling alone. I mean, I know you're being
- 56:09Speaker 2: strategic about where you're going in the world, but still
- 56:12Speaker 2: it's like.
- 56:12Speaker 3: Yeah, I we'll just drink a lot of coffee, you know,
- 56:15Speaker 3: and it'll be fine.
- 56:15Speaker 2: Black rifle coffee obviously.
- 56:17Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, for sure to throw that. Yeah, but it's uh,
- 56:21Speaker 3: it is going to be very very difficult, and like
- 56:23Speaker 3: that's that's kind of the point I think for me
- 56:27Speaker 3: and one of the things in doing you know, all
- 56:30Speaker 3: the social media activations and then the documentary, for me,
- 56:34Speaker 3: something that's very important to me in being a storyteller
- 56:36Speaker 3: is inspiring my generation of veteran to realize that, like,
- 56:43Speaker 3: our best days aren't behind this, Like, yeah, those are
- 56:46Speaker 3: the glory I call them the glory days too. It
- 56:48Speaker 3: was you know, I did a lot of living, but
- 56:52Speaker 3: like we've got so much time left and we've learned
- 56:54Speaker 3: so many lessons and we've done so we put so
- 56:57Speaker 3: much in our like life experience. We can't waste that.
- 57:01Speaker 3: We have to continue to find ways to serve and
- 57:06Speaker 3: you know, hear it, Black Rifle work coffee where I work,
- 57:09Speaker 3: that's what we do. We try to go out and
- 57:12Speaker 3: inspire veterans, inspire young people to find a purpose, you know,
- 57:18Speaker 3: find something that really makes you passionate, makes you want
- 57:22Speaker 3: to do things for that thing that suck you know.
- 57:26Speaker 3: I mean it's like anyone with there are it's like
- 57:29Speaker 3: being a filmmaker, like you know, getting that first movie
- 57:33Speaker 3: across the line as a filmmaker that almost kills people,
- 57:37Speaker 3: and people go work their whole life trying to do that.
- 57:40Speaker 3: But that's what's that's what makes people wake up in
- 57:43Speaker 3: the morning, is like having a struggle having a purpose.
- 57:46Speaker 3: And for me, this is just a great example of that. Like, yeah,
- 57:50Speaker 3: it's crazy, but I mean, no one's going to watch
- 57:54Speaker 3: something to make crazy, so.
- 57:55Speaker 2: Well, I mean not in today's world. I mean, that's
- 57:57Speaker 2: for sure. You gotta get you gotta get attention. Well,
- 58:00Speaker 2: I mean I not only do I appreciate your service,
- 58:04Speaker 2: and I thank you for the service as well, for
- 58:06Speaker 2: all the years and time that you put into your
- 58:09Speaker 2: defending our country. But what you're doing now is really
- 58:14Speaker 2: that this project seems so wonderful, and I'll make sure
- 58:17Speaker 2: to promote it as much as i can through this
- 58:19Speaker 2: interview and through all my platforms as well, because it's
- 58:21Speaker 2: a wonderful charity of what you're trying to do. And
- 58:24Speaker 2: I love insanity. Obviously, I do have been in the
- 58:28Speaker 2: film industry for close to thirty years, so obviously I'm
- 58:31Speaker 2: not wired well either, but it's just a different kind
- 58:34Speaker 2: of rewiring that is needed.
- 58:37Speaker 3: You.
- 58:38Speaker 2: Now, I'm going to ask you a few questions I
- 58:40Speaker 2: ask all of my guests, and this is going to
- 58:42Speaker 2: be interesting. I'm going to be interested to see what
- 58:44Speaker 2: you say about this. What advice would you give a
- 58:47Speaker 2: filmmaker trying to break into the business today, coming from
- 58:50Speaker 2: your experience, coming.
- 58:53Speaker 3: From my experience, I would give them the advice of,
- 58:56Speaker 3: you know, a to use an analogy, don't be scared,
- 59:01Speaker 3: don't like start in the mail room, right Like I
- 59:06Speaker 3: my first job, I went and shared a hotel room
- 59:09Speaker 3: with my buddy because they weren't paying me at first.
- 59:11Speaker 3: You know what, I mean you can't. You don't get
- 59:13Speaker 3: to skip the line. So drop your ego and start
- 59:17Speaker 3: in the mail room, even if you're not getting paid
- 59:19Speaker 3: to be in the mailroom, Like, you just got to
- 59:20Speaker 3: get your foot in the door and show your value.
- 59:24Speaker 2: With all the training you've had over the course of
- 59:26Speaker 2: your career, is there any lesson that you can pull
- 59:29Speaker 2: out of that that can help filmmakers deal with the
- 59:32Speaker 2: industry because the industry is so absolutely brutal.
- 59:38Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess a couple of things. One is be
- 59:43Speaker 3: an absolute master of the basics. That's that's uh, yeah,
- 59:47Speaker 3: that's something I tell people. For everything you know, in
- 59:50Speaker 3: the military and the special operations community, we always said,
- 59:53Speaker 3: like we don't do anything special. We just absolutely master
- 59:55Speaker 3: the basics.
- 59:57Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
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- 1:00:08Speaker 3: That's the first one, and then the second one is like,
- 1:00:09Speaker 3: it's not personal. It's not it's not it's not show friends,
- 1:00:13Speaker 3: it's show business. So get over yourself and realize it's
- 1:00:18Speaker 3: not personal. For for every time you get your feelings hurt,
- 1:00:21Speaker 3: there's ten people behind you that won't. So thick skin
- 1:00:25Speaker 3: and realize it's it's not about you know.
- 1:00:29Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean you're breaking hearts all around the world
- 1:00:31Speaker 2: right now, sir, I mean, what do you mean it's
- 1:00:33Speaker 2: not about me and my vision? Come on, Jered, I mean,
- 1:00:38Speaker 2: oh god, I'm sure you've met a few people along
- 1:00:40Speaker 2: the way. Uh. Now, what is the lesson that took
- 1:00:44Speaker 2: you the longest to learn, Whether in the film industry
- 1:00:47Speaker 2: and the military or in life.
- 1:00:54Speaker 3: I guess it would be listening to my own advice.
- 1:00:58Speaker 3: Like I I I take things too personally. H m hm, Yeah,
- 1:01:08Speaker 3: I think it's uh, it's it's just realizing that you're
- 1:01:11Speaker 3: a cog in the wheel, you know, and and you're replaceable.
- 1:01:16Speaker 3: But yeah, I think for me that's the hard that's
- 1:01:20Speaker 3: been the hardest thing. I have to learn it every
- 1:01:22Speaker 3: day and and not not so much like I get offended.
- 1:01:26Speaker 3: I take it personally, but I just really care, you know,
- 1:01:29Speaker 3: and sometimes I care too much.
- 1:01:32Speaker 2: It's not about you and you and you could be replaced.
- 1:01:36Speaker 2: That's a really tough lesson, like because when you're coming up,
- 1:01:39Speaker 2: you're like, I am replaceable until you get fired and
- 1:01:42Speaker 2: you're like, oh, there's three other people look at too
- 1:01:44Speaker 2: much job. Oh lookly not that special Mommy lied to me. Yeah,
- 1:01:50Speaker 2: I'm not a special snowflake.
- 1:01:53Speaker 3: Yeah, there's two kinds of people, people whose mom told
- 1:01:55Speaker 3: them they're special too much, and people whose moms didn't
- 1:01:57Speaker 3: tell them they're special enough.
- 1:01:59Speaker 2: Right exactly, You're absolutely right. There's those are two very
- 1:02:03Speaker 2: specific groups of people and three of your favorite films
- 1:02:08Speaker 2: of all time.
- 1:02:10Speaker 3: That's a. That's a tough one because you know how
- 1:02:12Speaker 3: like they.
- 1:02:12Speaker 2: Always they always change right now this moment.
- 1:02:17Speaker 3: Yeah, Platoon always gonna be number one. I love the
- 1:02:21Speaker 3: film Big Wednesday, Big Wednesday. I love it. Oh yeah, that's.
- 1:02:25Speaker 2: A good one. John.
- 1:02:27Speaker 3: Yeah, I can't get through that movie with with dry eyes.
- 1:02:29Speaker 3: I cried.
- 1:02:30Speaker 2: That's a that's a dude movie though. That's like A yeah,
- 1:02:34Speaker 2: that's a that's Oh it's such a sentimental do testosterone film. Oh,
- 1:02:40Speaker 2: it's spiritual with the waves and offense. Great.
- 1:02:43Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, it's it's so good. And I think you know,
- 1:02:47Speaker 3: I've been watching Dunkirk a lot lately. Yeah, and I
- 1:02:51Speaker 3: love the I've been kind of like working on a
- 1:02:54Speaker 3: project in my own, uh creative space that has that,
- 1:02:58Speaker 3: you know, those parallels worries. I just the way they
- 1:03:01Speaker 3: did that. And it's also just gorgeous, like you can
- 1:03:04Speaker 3: mute that movie and watch it and it's still great.
- 1:03:08Speaker 2: It's it's Christopher Nolan. I mean, I mean, I can't
- 1:03:10Speaker 2: wait for Oppenheimer. I mean, who else gets like two
- 1:03:13Speaker 2: hundred million dollars to make a movie about Oppenheimer? Like,
- 1:03:16Speaker 2: who else is gonna get that? No one is really
- 1:03:19Speaker 2: going to get a move two hundred million bucks ago
- 1:03:21Speaker 2: make an Oppenheimer? And is he shooting to get a
- 1:03:22Speaker 2: black and white too? I think it's like, it's is
- 1:03:25Speaker 2: he I've seen black and I've only seen black and
- 1:03:27Speaker 2: white images of the movie. So oh, let Chris do
- 1:03:33Speaker 2: what he does. Come on, it'll be.
- 1:03:37Speaker 3: That number three spot. It's it's constant rotation. But I've
- 1:03:40Speaker 3: been watched. I've just been like, you know, you have
- 1:03:42Speaker 3: your rewatchables that come up every now and again. And
- 1:03:45Speaker 3: for me, right now, that's Donekirk Brother.
- 1:03:48Speaker 2: Jered Man. I appreciate you coming on, man, and thank
- 1:03:51Speaker 2: you so much for being so raw and honest about
- 1:03:53Speaker 2: your experiences and your story that you're telling and and
- 1:03:56Speaker 2: the good work that you continue to do, not only
- 1:03:58Speaker 2: in Hollywood make make these actors and these things look good,
- 1:04:02Speaker 2: but the work you're doing with your your new project
- 1:04:05Speaker 2: and uh and charity, So I appreciate you, brother. Where
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: can people find out more about you and the and
- 1:04:11Speaker 2: the Triple seven, and and where they can donate if
- 1:04:13Speaker 2: they want to.
- 1:04:14Speaker 3: Yeah, so the Triple Seven you can find out all
- 1:04:16Speaker 3: about that on Legacy Expeditions dot net, just as it's spelled.
- 1:04:21Speaker 3: And then I'm Jericho Denman. I guess Instagram's where I'm
- 1:04:25Speaker 3: kind of like the most active. My handle's kind of funny.
- 1:04:27Speaker 3: I made it years ago. It's laid back Berserker as
- 1:04:32Speaker 3: spelled that great handle.
- 1:04:33Speaker 2: That's amazing, lead back Berserker. That's all that's a yeah.
- 1:04:39Speaker 3: And then, uh, you know, I'm currently you know, working now,
- 1:04:43Speaker 3: I'm uh see, I don't even know my title. I make.
- 1:04:47Speaker 3: I make long form content for Black Rightful Coffee, So
- 1:04:51Speaker 3: you know, go on our YouTube channel check out our
- 1:04:53Speaker 3: work there. We we've done some pretty awesome lifestyle stuff
- 1:04:56Speaker 3: here recently and then getting ready to start, uh kind
- 1:05:00Speaker 3: of a bigger lift on this documentary about the Triple Seven.
- 1:05:04Speaker 3: So yeah, all things on YouTube, Black Rifle Coffee, we
- 1:05:08Speaker 3: have podcasts, we do all kinds of stuff, and then
- 1:05:13Speaker 3: Legacy Expeditions on that.
- 1:05:15Speaker 2: Man, you are a busy, busy man. Man, your retirement
- 1:05:19Speaker 2: is it's not very relaxing, sir, Yeah, I know. I
- 1:05:23Speaker 2: appreciate you again, man, Thank you so much again for
- 1:05:26Speaker 2: doing everything you've done done. I appreciate you.
- 1:05:28Speaker 3: Thanks a lot for having me on.
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: I want to thank Jericho so much for coming on
- 1:05:31Speaker 2: the show and sharing his journey with all of us.
- 1:05:34Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Jericho. If you want to get
- 1:05:36Speaker 2: links to anything we talked about in this episode, head
- 1:05:38Speaker 2: over to the show notes at Bulletproof Screenwriting dot tv.
- 1:05:42Speaker 2: Forward slash three seventy nine. Thank you so much for listening, guys.
- 1:05:45Speaker 2: As always, keep on writing no matter what. I'll talk
- 1:05:48Speaker 2: to you soon.
- 1:05:49Speaker 1: Thanks for listening to the Bulletproof Screenwriting podcast at Bulletproof
- 1:05:53Speaker 1: Screenwriting dot tv.