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- 0:07So
- 0:08in
- 0:08all
- 0:08actuality,
- 0:09your.
- 0:09Your
- 0:10chiron
- 0:10is
- 0:11in.
- 0:12In
- 0:13the
- 0:13second
- 0:14house
- 0:14of
- 0:14value.
- 0:16And
- 0:16so
- 0:16for
- 0:16you,
- 0:20everything
- 0:20that,
- 0:21in
- 0:21a
- 0:21way,
- 0:23everything
- 0:23that
- 0:24hurt
- 0:24you
- 0:25and
- 0:25wounded
- 0:26you,
- 0:28you
- 0:28found
- 0:29value
- 0:29in
- 0:29it
- 0:30because
- 0:30that's.
- 0:31That's
- 0:31where
- 0:31you
- 0:31teach
- 0:32from.
- 0:33Yes.
- 0:33And
- 0:33that's
- 0:34the
- 0:34wisdom
- 0:34of
- 0:34the
- 0:35wound.
- 0:35Yes,
- 0:35the
- 0:36wisdom
- 0:36of
- 0:36the
- 0:36wound.
- 0:37Yes.
- 0:37So
- 0:37that.
- 0:38That
- 0:38shows,
- 0:38Bibi,
- 0:39that
- 0:39in
- 0:39a
- 0:39way,
- 0:40if
- 0:40you
- 0:40was
- 0:43being
- 0:43judgmental
- 0:44of
- 0:44yourself.
- 0:47Yeah,
- 0:47I
- 0:47use
- 0:48that
- 0:48word
- 0:48on
- 0:49purpose.
- 0:53Sounds
- 0:53like
- 0:57you
- 0:58done
- 0:58the
- 0:58work.
- 1:00Yes.
- 1:00Because
- 1:02if
- 1:03you
- 1:03haven't
- 1:05this
- 1:06time,
- 1:07you
- 1:07would
- 1:07just.
- 1:08You
- 1:08will
- 1:08be
- 1:08feeling
- 1:09different
- 1:09and
- 1:09doing
- 1:10different
- 1:10things
- 1:10in
- 1:11this
- 1:11time
- 1:11period.
- 1:12Yes,
- 1:13yes.
- 1:14And.
- 1:14And
- 1:15that's.
- 1:17That's
- 1:17why
- 1:18I
- 1:18keep
- 1:18going
- 1:18every.
- 1:19Every
- 1:20time
- 1:20I
- 1:21ever
- 1:22preach
- 1:22the
- 1:22sermon
- 1:23or
- 1:23every
- 1:23time
- 1:23I
- 1:24ever
- 1:24teach.
- 1:25I
- 1:25cannot
- 1:26just
- 1:26step
- 1:27up
- 1:27into
- 1:28this
- 1:28space
- 1:29and
- 1:29teach
- 1:29you
- 1:30something.
- 1:30I
- 1:31first
- 1:31have
- 1:31to
- 1:32walk
- 1:32through
- 1:32it
- 1:33before
- 1:33I'm
- 1:34allowed
- 1:34to
- 1:34teach
- 1:34it.
- 1:35And
- 1:36that
- 1:36has
- 1:36been
- 1:36this.
- 1:37That's
- 1:37been
- 1:37the
- 1:37story
- 1:38of
- 1:38my
- 1:38whole
- 1:38life.
- 1:38Now,
- 1:38I
- 1:39got
- 1:39a
- 1:39question.
- 1:41Do
- 1:41you
- 1:41ever
- 1:41give
- 1:41yourself
- 1:42enough
- 1:42credit
- 1:43for
- 1:46the
- 1:47distance
- 1:47you've
- 1:47traveled?
- 1:50You
- 1:50ever
- 1:51sit
- 1:51back
- 1:51long
- 1:51enough
- 1:52to
- 1:53reminisce
- 1:53and
- 1:53give
- 1:54yourself
- 1:54that
- 1:54credit?
- 1:55Sometimes
- 1:56I
- 1:56will.
- 1:57Sometimes
- 1:57when
- 1:57it.
- 1:58Yes,
- 1:58I.
- 1:59Sometimes
- 1:59I
- 2:00do
- 2:00sit
- 2:00back
- 2:00and
- 2:00say,
- 2:00wow,
- 2:01this
- 2:01has
- 2:01been.
- 2:01I've
- 2:02lived
- 2:02so
- 2:02many
- 2:02lifetimes
- 2:03and
- 2:03died
- 2:04so
- 2:04many
- 2:04times.
- 2:05Died
- 2:06and
- 2:06been
- 2:06reborn
- 2:07so
- 2:07many
- 2:07times
- 2:07in
- 2:08this
- 2:08lifetime.
- 2:09Just
- 2:09in
- 2:10this
- 2:10one,
- 2:12I've
- 2:12resolved
- 2:12a
- 2:12lot
- 2:13of
- 2:13karma.
- 2:13I
- 2:14would.
- 2:14You
- 2:14know,
- 2:14I
- 2:15was
- 2:15a
- 2:15drug
- 2:15addict,
- 2:15so
- 2:16I
- 2:16came
- 2:16out
- 2:17of
- 2:17that
- 2:17and
- 2:17I
- 2:17built
- 2:18a
- 2:18ministry
- 2:18for
- 2:18drug
- 2:19addicts.
- 2:19You
- 2:19know,
- 2:19I
- 2:20was
- 2:20a
- 2:20pastor
- 2:21that
- 2:21kind
- 2:21of
- 2:21probably,
- 2:22you
- 2:22know,
- 2:23used
- 2:23the
- 2:23sword
- 2:24to
- 2:24cause
- 2:24some
- 2:24religious
- 2:25trauma.
- 2:26So
- 2:26I
- 2:26walked
- 2:26out
- 2:26of
- 2:27the
- 2:27church
- 2:27and
- 2:27created
- 2:28a
- 2:28place
- 2:28for
- 2:28people
- 2:29who
- 2:29had
- 2:29religious
- 2:29trauma.
- 2:30And
- 2:30then
- 2:31I
- 2:31created
- 2:31a
- 2:32space
- 2:32for
- 2:32people
- 2:32who
- 2:33were
- 2:33rejected
- 2:34all
- 2:34the
- 2:34way
- 2:35around.
- 2:35You
- 2:36know,
- 2:37especially
- 2:37in
- 2:37Mississippi.
- 2:38I
- 2:38have
- 2:38this
- 2:39crystal
- 2:39shop,
- 2:39this
- 2:39beautiful
- 2:40shop
- 2:41that's
- 2:41that
- 2:41we
- 2:42have
- 2:42all.
- 2:42If
- 2:43you
- 2:43walk
- 2:43in,
- 2:43you
- 2:43see
- 2:44Hinduism.
- 2:45And
- 2:45Buddhism
- 2:46and
- 2:48speaking
- 2:48of,
- 2:48how
- 2:49is
- 2:49it
- 2:49having
- 2:50a.
- 2:50A
- 2:51crystal
- 2:51shop
- 2:52in
- 2:52the
- 2:52heart
- 2:52of
- 2:53the
- 2:53Bible
- 2:53belt?
- 2:54You
- 2:54know
- 2:54what?
- 2:55I
- 2:55wouldn't
- 2:55have
- 2:55it
- 2:55anywhere
- 2:56else.
- 2:56I'm
- 2:56just
- 2:56gonna
- 2:57tell
- 2:57you
- 2:57it's
- 2:57amazing.
- 2:58It's
- 2:59kind
- 2:59of
- 2:59like
- 2:59you
- 2:59setting
- 3:00up
- 3:00shop
- 3:00on
- 3:01enemy.
- 3:01Enemy
- 3:02lands.
- 3:02Every
- 3:03time.
- 3:03Every
- 3:04time.
- 3:04I
- 3:04do
- 3:04that
- 3:05every
- 3:05time.
- 3:05That's
- 3:06why
- 3:06I
- 3:06got
- 3:06a
- 3:06queer
- 3:06church.
- 3:07I
- 3:07got
- 3:07a
- 3:07queer
- 3:07church,
- 3:07for
- 3:08God's
- 3:08sakes.
- 3:08I
- 3:08got
- 3:08a.
- 3:09I
- 3:09got
- 3:09a
- 3:09magic
- 3:09shop.
- 3:10Do
- 3:11you
- 3:11think
- 3:11you
- 3:11an
- 3:11antagonist?
- 3:14I'm
- 3:15a
- 3:15disruptor.
- 3:17Well,
- 3:18non
- 3:18conformist.
- 3:19I'm
- 3:19a
- 3:19non
- 3:19conformist.
- 3:22All
- 3:22right.
- 3:24Where
- 3:24do
- 3:25you
- 3:25sit
- 3:25on
- 3:26the.
- 3:27With
- 3:27fate
- 3:28and
- 3:28free
- 3:28will.
- 3:29Where
- 3:29do
- 3:29you
- 3:29sit
- 3:29with
- 3:30that
- 3:31fate
- 3:31and
- 3:31free
- 3:32will?
- 3:32I.
- 3:32You
- 3:32know
- 3:33what
- 3:33I
- 3:33think?
- 3:35I
- 3:35think
- 3:35that
- 3:36my
- 3:36will
- 3:36is
- 3:37thy
- 3:37will.
- 3:37At
- 3:37this
- 3:38point
- 3:38in
- 3:38my
- 3:38life,
- 3:40I
- 3:41have
- 3:41realized
- 3:42that.
- 3:45Let
- 3:46me
- 3:46tell
- 3:46you
- 3:46a
- 3:46story.
- 3:47Let
- 3:47me
- 3:47tell
- 3:48you
- 3:48this.
- 3:48Let
- 3:48me
- 3:48tell
- 3:48you
- 3:48a
- 3:48story.
- 3:49So
- 3:49Jesus
- 3:50went
- 3:50into
- 3:50the
- 3:50wilderness,
- 3:51right?
- 3:51For
- 3:5140
- 3:51days
- 3:52and
- 3:5240
- 3:52nights,
- 3:53just
- 3:53like
- 3:53all
- 3:53Moses
- 3:54did
- 3:54it,
- 3:54Josh,
- 3:54you
- 3:54know,
- 3:56and
- 3:56that
- 3:5640
- 3:56significant.
- 3:57But
- 3:57I
- 3:57won't
- 3:57go
- 3:58into
- 3:58all
- 3:58that.
- 3:58But
- 3:58it
- 3:58said
- 3:59he
- 3:59wrestled
- 3:59with
- 3:59Satan.
- 4:01Now,
- 4:01I
- 4:02believe
- 4:02that
- 4:02Satan
- 4:03and
- 4:03Jesus
- 4:03are
- 4:03the
- 4:03same.
- 4:04Satan
- 4:04is
- 4:04the
- 4:05shadow
- 4:05of
- 4:05Jesus,
- 4:05and
- 4:06Jesus
- 4:06is,
- 4:06you
- 4:06know,
- 4:07he
- 4:07was.
- 4:08Everything
- 4:08Satan
- 4:08said
- 4:09was
- 4:09true.
- 4:10What
- 4:10a
- 4:11twin
- 4:11brother,
- 4:12right?
- 4:12It
- 4:13was
- 4:13the
- 4:13extremity
- 4:13of
- 4:14the
- 4:14truth.
- 4:15Jesus
- 4:15said,
- 4:15oh,
- 4:16but
- 4:16let's
- 4:16do
- 4:16this.
- 4:17And
- 4:17so
- 4:17he
- 4:17was
- 4:17tempering
- 4:18his
- 4:18own
- 4:19nature.
- 4:19Okay?
- 4:20And
- 4:20then.
- 4:21Then
- 4:22after
- 4:22it
- 4:22was
- 4:22all
- 4:22over
- 4:22with,
- 4:23the
- 4:23angels
- 4:23came
- 4:23and
- 4:24dealt
- 4:24with
- 4:24him.
- 4:24All
- 4:25right,
- 4:25so
- 4:25let's
- 4:26fast
- 4:26forward
- 4:26to
- 4:27the
- 4:27Last
- 4:27Supper.
- 4:28All
- 4:28right?
- 4:28The
- 4:29Last
- 4:29Supper,
- 4:29Jesus
- 4:30had
- 4:31washed
- 4:32all
- 4:32the
- 4:32feet
- 4:32of
- 4:32the
- 4:32disciples,
- 4:33including
- 4:33Judas.
- 4:34And
- 4:35then
- 4:35he's
- 4:35sitting
- 4:35there
- 4:35and
- 4:36he
- 4:36says,
- 4:36I'm
- 4:37going
- 4:37to
- 4:37paraphrase.
- 4:37He
- 4:38says,
- 4:38but
- 4:38one
- 4:38of
- 4:39you
- 4:39will
- 4:39betray
- 4:40me.
- 4:41And
- 4:41they're
- 4:41all
- 4:41like,
- 4:41oh,
- 4:42my
- 4:42God,
- 4:42who
- 4:42will
- 4:42it
- 4:43be?
- 4:43And
- 4:44he
- 4:44said.
- 4:44And
- 4:44it
- 4:45says.
- 4:45He
- 4:46said,
- 4:46it's
- 4:46the
- 4:46one
- 4:46to
- 4:47whom
- 4:47I
- 4:47feed.
- 4:47And
- 4:47he
- 4:48dips
- 4:48the
- 4:48bread
- 4:48and
- 4:49he
- 4:49feeds
- 4:49it
- 4:49to
- 4:49Judas.
- 4:50And
- 4:50it
- 4:50says
- 4:51the
- 4:51devil
- 4:52entered
- 4:52him.
- 4:53So
- 4:53Jesus
- 4:53used
- 4:54his
- 4:54shadow
- 4:55to
- 4:55possess
- 4:56and
- 4:56influence
- 4:57Judas
- 4:57to
- 4:58betray
- 4:58him.
- 4:59Because
- 4:59Jesus
- 5:00knew
- 5:01that
- 5:01he
- 5:01was
- 5:01going
- 5:02to
- 5:02betray
- 5:02himself
- 5:03and
- 5:03betray
- 5:03his
- 5:04own
- 5:04dharma
- 5:04and
- 5:05his
- 5:05own
- 5:05fate,
- 5:06because
- 5:06he
- 5:07knew
- 5:07that
- 5:07he
- 5:07was
- 5:07going
- 5:07to
- 5:07go
- 5:08into
- 5:08that
- 5:08garden
- 5:09and
- 5:09he
- 5:09was
- 5:09going
- 5:10to
- 5:10pray
- 5:10that
- 5:11it
- 5:11be
- 5:11removed
- 5:11from
- 5:12him.
- 5:12And
- 5:12he
- 5:12knew
- 5:13that
- 5:13when
- 5:13he
- 5:13prayed
- 5:14that
- 5:14it
- 5:14be
- 5:14removed
- 5:14from
- 5:15him,
- 5:15that
- 5:15it
- 5:15would.
- 5:16So
- 5:16he
- 5:16needed
- 5:17Judas.
- 5:17He
- 5:17needed
- 5:17an
- 5:18outside
- 5:18influence
- 5:19to
- 5:19come
- 5:19in
- 5:19and
- 5:20take
- 5:20that
- 5:20from
- 5:21him.
- 5:21Take
- 5:22that.
- 5:22And
- 5:23so
- 5:23Judas
- 5:23came
- 5:23in
- 5:24and
- 5:24betrayed
- 5:24him
- 5:25and
- 5:25got
- 5:25him
- 5:25to
- 5:26his
- 5:26faith.
- 5:27Okay?
- 5:27And
- 5:28so
- 5:28what
- 5:28I'm
- 5:28saying
- 5:28to
- 5:28you
- 5:29is
- 5:29I
- 5:30believe
- 5:30that
- 5:30sometimes
- 5:31we're
- 5:31Jesus
- 5:31and
- 5:32sometimes
- 5:32we're
- 5:32Judas.
- 5:33And
- 5:33sometimes
- 5:33the
- 5:33people
- 5:33around
- 5:34us
- 5:34are
- 5:34Jesus,
- 5:35and
- 5:35sometimes
- 5:35they're
- 5:35Judas.
- 5:36But
- 5:36both
- 5:36of
- 5:36them
- 5:36are
- 5:37necessary
- 5:37to
- 5:37get
- 5:37us
- 5:37to
- 5:38our
- 5:38destination,
- 5:39to
- 5:39make
- 5:39sure
- 5:39that
- 5:39we
- 5:39get
- 5:40to
- 5:40our
- 5:40faith.
- 5:41Now,
- 5:41I
- 5:41do
- 5:42believe
- 5:42that
- 5:42we
- 5:42can
- 5:43override
- 5:43it,
- 5:44but
- 5:44I've
- 5:44surrendered
- 5:45to
- 5:45that.
- 5:45And
- 5:45so
- 5:45I
- 5:46understand
- 5:46that
- 5:46if
- 5:46I
- 5:46have
- 5:47a
- 5:47betrayal
- 5:47in
- 5:47my
- 5:47life,
- 5:48it's
- 5:48direct.
- 5:48It's
- 5:49redirecting
- 5:49me,
- 5:50and
- 5:50it's
- 5:50not
- 5:50an
- 5:51enemy.
- 5:51My.
- 5:52Our
- 5:52higher
- 5:52self
- 5:53does
- 5:53not
- 5:53have
- 5:53enemies.
- 5:54Our
- 5:54higher
- 5:55self
- 5:55only
- 5:55has
- 5:56gurus.
- 5:56And
- 5:57so
- 5:57I
- 5:57believe
- 5:58when
- 5:58I.
- 5:58When
- 5:58I
- 5:59don't
- 5:59understand,
- 5:59when
- 6:00I
- 6:00know
- 6:00that
- 6:00something,
- 6:00when
- 6:01I
- 6:01just
- 6:01pause
- 6:02and
- 6:02I
- 6:02just
- 6:02say,
- 6:02I
- 6:02trust
- 6:03you.
- 6:03I
- 6:04trust
- 6:04my
- 6:04divine
- 6:05connection.
- 6:06I
- 6:06trust
- 6:06my
- 6:07divine
- 6:07self.
- 6:08And
- 6:08I
- 6:08don't
- 6:09understand
- 6:09what's
- 6:10happening.
- 6:10I
- 6:10don't
- 6:11understand
- 6:11how
- 6:11it's
- 6:12going
- 6:12to
- 6:12happen.
- 6:12I
- 6:13just
- 6:13know
- 6:13that
- 6:14I'm
- 6:14in
- 6:14the
- 6:14right
- 6:14place
- 6:15at
- 6:15the
- 6:15right
- 6:15time,
- 6:16and
- 6:16I'm
- 6:16not
- 6:17judging
- 6:17any
- 6:18of
- 6:18that.
- 6:21You
- 6:21know,
- 6:21you
- 6:22brought
- 6:22up
- 6:22the
- 6:22story
- 6:23of
- 6:23Judas.
- 6:24Yeah.
- 6:24And
- 6:25I
- 6:25heard
- 6:25something
- 6:28recently
- 6:29that
- 6:29kind
- 6:30of
- 6:30had
- 6:30me
- 6:30thinking.
- 6:31I
- 6:31was
- 6:31like,
- 6:32wow,
- 6:32I
- 6:32never
- 6:33heard.
- 6:33I
- 6:33never
- 6:33thought
- 6:34about
- 6:34it
- 6:34like
- 6:34that.
- 6:37Now,
- 6:39Judas's
- 6:43position
- 6:43within
- 6:44the
- 6:44Disciples,
- 6:46he
- 6:46was
- 6:46the
- 6:47treasurer.
- 6:48Yeah,
- 6:48he
- 6:48was.
- 6:49And
- 6:51when
- 6:51you
- 6:51think
- 6:52about
- 6:52the
- 6:52treasure,
- 6:55who
- 6:55is.
- 6:56Who's
- 6:57usually
- 6:57picked
- 6:58to
- 6:58be
- 6:59the
- 6:59treasurer?
- 7:02The
- 7:03most
- 7:03trusted.
- 7:06That's
- 7:06right.
- 7:07And
- 7:07that's
- 7:07good.
- 7:08That's.
- 7:08That's
- 7:08it
- 7:09right
- 7:09there.
- 7:09And
- 7:09look,
- 7:10there
- 7:10it
- 7:10is.
- 7:10I
- 7:10love
- 7:11that.
- 7:11And
- 7:11look.
- 7:13And
- 7:13the
- 7:13reason
- 7:15he
- 7:16picked
- 7:17Judas,
- 7:19because
- 7:19he
- 7:19was
- 7:20the
- 7:20most
- 7:20trusted
- 7:22to.
- 7:22Even
- 7:23though
- 7:24he.
- 7:25He
- 7:25loved
- 7:26Jesus,
- 7:27he
- 7:27was
- 7:28gonna
- 7:28go
- 7:28get
- 7:28the
- 7:28job
- 7:29done,
- 7:29do
- 7:30what
- 7:30was.
- 7:31What
- 7:31was
- 7:31entrusted
- 7:32in
- 7:32him
- 7:32to
- 7:33do.
- 7:33Right.
- 7:34That's
- 7:34really.
- 7:35They
- 7:35had
- 7:35a
- 7:35contract.
- 7:36When
- 7:36Jesus
- 7:37says,
- 7:37do
- 7:37what
- 7:37you
- 7:38came
- 7:38to
- 7:38do
- 7:38swiftly,
- 7:39my
- 7:39friend.
- 7:40That
- 7:40word
- 7:41friend
- 7:41is
- 7:41a
- 7:41contract.
- 7:42They
- 7:42had
- 7:43a
- 7:43contract.
- 7:43And,
- 7:44and.
- 7:44And
- 7:45at
- 7:45that
- 7:45point,
- 7:46it's
- 7:46kind
- 7:46of
- 7:46like
- 7:47shifted
- 7:48the
- 7:48perspective
- 7:49of
- 7:50Judas
- 7:50in
- 7:50a
- 7:51way.
- 7:51When
- 7:51I
- 7:51started
- 7:52thinking
- 7:52about,
- 7:52I
- 7:53was
- 7:53like,
- 7:53huh,
- 7:54that's
- 7:54very
- 7:54interesting.
- 7:56I
- 7:56love
- 7:56that
- 7:56piece.
- 7:56Thank
- 7:57you
- 7:57for
- 7:57that.
- 7:57Yeah,
- 7:59yeah.