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12 Days Of Miracles · We Talk Back

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  Speaker 1: Welcome to We Talk Back Podcast, the production of iHeartRadio
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  Speaker 1: and the Black Effect Network.
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  Speaker 2: So we're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion
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  Speaker 2: who talks. What's up y'all?
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  Speaker 3: As your girl a j Holiday. I heard that, bitch,
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  Speaker 3: damn for real already? Yeah damn, y'all, Why this girl
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  Speaker 3: like this? Like the lay down and record?
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  Speaker 2: Y'all work so hard. Okay, I'm too tired, but guess what,
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  Speaker 2: I love y'all. So I'm gonna show up every week
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  Speaker 2: tired or not period. How was your weekend?
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  Speaker 1: My weekend was trying to get ready to go out
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  Speaker 1: of town. That's about it. I cannot fucking wait. I
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  Speaker 1: must have emailed a hundred car mental places because Barbados
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  Speaker 1: don't have no carbon, no cars. But I found somebody
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  Speaker 1: to actually come into an office on Christmas Day.
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  Speaker 2: You god man, I saw that playing and packed. Bitch.
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  Speaker 2: You got your eyebrows microplated?
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  Speaker 1: No girl, you know a pacosta with these things?
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  Speaker 2: Oh damn, they look good.
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  Speaker 1: I would driving my eyebrows at least in sixth grade, y'all,
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  Speaker 1: at least.
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  Speaker 2: Yours look good. My eyebrow fell out. You see that.
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  Speaker 2: I've been using that treck knowing. I don't know if
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  Speaker 2: I'm pronouncing it right, but I've been rubbing it down
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  Speaker 2: my face and they pulled my eyebrow out. What is that?
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  Speaker 2: That's treck knowing? I don't know if that's how you
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  Speaker 2: said that skincare shit for acne. You don't get acne?
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  Speaker 2: Why you need that? I have been getting like on
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  Speaker 2: my jaw line, I've been getting like hormonal acne. So
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  Speaker 2: then the doctor prescribed me that. And then instead of
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  Speaker 2: just putting it on, I just I just put some
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  Speaker 2: of my hand and went like, you know, it's going
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  Speaker 2: like that, lazy about it, And then it took my
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  Speaker 2: eyebrows out, and.
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  Speaker 1: I ain't about to be like me. I ain't never
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  Speaker 1: had no eyebrows. You know how my my eyebrows grow,
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  Speaker 1: you know how people cut those lines in their eyebrow,
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  Speaker 1: Like my shit literally grow like that. So it'd be
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  Speaker 1: like here up here and then the rest of it
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  Speaker 1: here be down here.
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  Speaker 2: Way down there, just split down the middle, recussing your eyebrows,
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  Speaker 2: trying to wild out like Jayson, let me tell you,
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  Speaker 2: but what I found that I do like there's a
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  Speaker 2: new Anastasia Beverly Hills. They brow pin no it's the
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  Speaker 2: pen now, and you can just draw like hairstrokes and
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  Speaker 2: they look like hair. I like that.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I got a lorio one like that, but it
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  Speaker 1: don't last that long. I need to try that.
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  Speaker 2: It's new by and it's good. You should try it.
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  Speaker 2: It's a good one. But what's the sayings? We're doing it? Oh?
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  Speaker 2: Hold on, we skip something?
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  Speaker 1: You what did you do this weekend? I ain't do
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  Speaker 1: nothing but pack and get ready to go on vacation.
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  Speaker 1: That I needed real bad.
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  Speaker 2: So I ain't do nothing but work, work, work. I
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  Speaker 2: slept ate work, that's it. It's been so busy. But
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  Speaker 2: it's that time of year, you know, right before holiday.
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  Speaker 2: Everybody want to look nice. They got holiday company parties,
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  Speaker 2: family gatherings, friends, miss so I just been working like
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  Speaker 2: a dog. Look at my head, baby, I've.
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  Speaker 1: Been nothing wrong with their head, and that hair look good.
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  Speaker 2: Still. If I take this headband off, the whole weave
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  Speaker 2: gonna fall off. It's down bad. I'm just trying to
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  Speaker 2: wait till the new year to do something in my head.
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  Speaker 1: You know, I'm young getting braids right. It's not like
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  Speaker 1: what you think, though.
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  Speaker 2: And that's because I was gonna say something about that
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  Speaker 2: I was so busy at work when I heard when
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  Speaker 2: I saw you was getting braids, I was like, you
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  Speaker 2: ain't had braids since we went. What you think?
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  Speaker 1: Here's what I'm doing, brain in a week. I'm getting
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  Speaker 1: like a braided style to put my wig on top of.
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  Speaker 1: So I'm using human hair, real small, and I do
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  Speaker 1: want like the stitch shit feeding.
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  Speaker 2: So when I take my.
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  Speaker 1: Wig off, I got like braid design small enough to
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  Speaker 1: Sti'll put the wig on top.
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  Speaker 2: Women and I don't.
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  Speaker 1: And I still want to wear my wig like. I
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  Speaker 1: still want to take pictures with my fucking wig, but
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  Speaker 1: I want to swim like, so I'll have like some
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  Speaker 1: lemonade braids. Don't just wear them braids because I my
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  Speaker 1: head is fucking huge.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, I don't want it.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, your head is.
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  Speaker 2: You have a normal hair, bitch, So I got my
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  Speaker 2: mama had. It's a whole fucking football when you had
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  Speaker 2: those braids when we went to see Cuddy or whatever
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  Speaker 2: her name was, that was what's nice. That was a
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  Speaker 2: long time ago too. I don't want single I don't.
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  Speaker 1: I don't really like braids, right, So this is not
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  Speaker 1: a thing where I want braids for vacation you know
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  Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I just want to be able to
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  Speaker 1: swim and not have to worry about my hair for real,
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  Speaker 1: right doing it in any capacity, I could slap my
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  Speaker 1: weight back on and be going by my business. So
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  Speaker 1: that's what I want to. Yeah, I'll see you a
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  Speaker 1: picture girl.
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  Speaker 2: You doing the Whyn't you leave that wig off the
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  Speaker 2: whole time? Why don't you say fuck it? It's gonna
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  Speaker 2: be hot. You're gonna be like fuck that week, and
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  Speaker 2: it's gonna be in the suitcase the whole time. You
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  Speaker 2: ain't gonna touch it? What act like? You know me?
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  Speaker 2: You know you're gonna have living that brains underneath, and
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  Speaker 2: you're gonna get them long, but they're gonna.
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  Speaker 1: Be No, they're not even gonna be wastlength and none
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  Speaker 1: of that. Like, it's gonna be like natural looking, you
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  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But I want them to last.
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  Speaker 2: The braids. So you're just getting a break down basically, Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: with like some little zig zags somewhere. What did you
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  Speaker 2: like the ball had braid? You seen that, remember? Oh
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  Speaker 2: the braid of ball? Yes, So why don't you do that?
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  Speaker 1: I don't know, I'll decide tomorrow. Yeah, when my Homeboy,
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  Speaker 1: get over here to break it down for me.
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  Speaker 2: Well, anyway, let's get in this head. It's just really crazy.
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  Speaker 2: You can't stick too.
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  Speaker 1: I know, man, listen, the only thing we have going
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  Speaker 1: on this week percent because it is Christmas.
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  Speaker 2: Y'all marry chrismas criminals.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, man, I know everybody saw all the headlines, right
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  Speaker 1: because I feel like I'm trying to figure out why
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  Speaker 1: people think I didn't see it and they're sending it
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  Speaker 1: to me. So Charlamagne the God right just ain't the
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  Speaker 1: deal with iHeartRadio for two hundred yeller dollars to extend
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  Speaker 1: the Black Black Effect Network and I guess whatever other
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  Speaker 1: endeavors he has in his partnership with ip iHeartRadio. I
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  Speaker 1: just want y'all niggas to know that I don't got
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  Speaker 1: two hundred million.
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  Speaker 2: Dollars, right, But don't call me for no money. Everybody like,
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  Speaker 2: what's yo? Cood? What? I don't what? First of all,
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  Speaker 2: that's not how that works. But I am going to
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  Speaker 2: see Charlamagne a video the snippet of coming to America
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  Speaker 2: with our cdeo go to the Western Union. He'd be
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  Speaker 2: like three hundred thousand dollars. She's like five hundred thousand dollars.
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  Speaker 2: She's like, why don't you just ask for a cool million?
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm talking about. You don't think that'll
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  Speaker 2: be too much?
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  Speaker 4: Man?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, look you got two hundred of them, all right,
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  Speaker 1: get a cool m y'all been playing a lottery that
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  Speaker 1: I should have a billion dollars right now to par ball.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm gonna play my number tomorrow. I played. I
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  Speaker 2: ain't check my numbers yet, and you know, in my mind,
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  Speaker 2: want to come out Wednesday, Yeah, the next one, I think.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, in my mind, I win every time, Like I'm
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  Speaker 1: always just shocked I didn't win too, God me too,
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  Speaker 1: Like I knew I was gonna win, Like why did
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  Speaker 1: I win?
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  Speaker 2: It'll be our when it's our time, right, what's our
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  Speaker 2: topic today? All right, y'all? So what I have been doing.
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  Speaker 1: I've been doing this this thing right because y'all know
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  Speaker 1: i'd be into all the things I.
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  Speaker 2: Want to do.
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  Speaker 1: Twelve days of miracles, manifestation, accountability, and minding your own
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  Speaker 1: goddamn business, because y'all know, even if you're not an entrepreneur,
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  Speaker 1: your life is the biggest business you will ever run.
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  Speaker 1: Mismanaging it, you're sucking up right, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: So what this is is for you to take a
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  Speaker 1: basically like a personal audit of your life. You know,
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  Speaker 1: my whole life, my whole life. I've felt like I've
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  Speaker 1: been worth two hundred million dollars in my mind. When
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  Speaker 1: I sit back and actually do an audit, What did
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  Speaker 1: I really do to get that.
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  Speaker 2: Two hundred million dollars? Nothing?
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  Speaker 1: Right, so that stops. Now, it don't have to be
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  Speaker 1: two hundred million. But what did I do? You know,
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  Speaker 1: what have you done thus far to reach your goals?
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  Speaker 1: And if you're not doing the things, here's.
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  Speaker 2: Where you start. Okay, So we're going to get into it,
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  Speaker 2: but after this commercial we'll be right back.
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  Speaker 1: All right, y'all, we're back. And this is not church
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  Speaker 1: in any shape, weight or form. And I know y'all
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  Speaker 1: super duper Christians. I don't think no super duper Christians
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  Speaker 1: listening we talk back.
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  Speaker 2: I'm sure they do.
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  Speaker 1: Super duper Christians who like scatter magic and shit like that,
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  Speaker 1: who I don't know go to church and do communion.
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  Speaker 1: But then y'all don't believe in rituals and shit like that.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, y'all in there drinking the fake blood and
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  Speaker 1: eating the fake.
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  Speaker 2: Flesh of Jesus Christ. But I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: It's a ritual, no, that is all day long, right,
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  Speaker 1: and it's the weirdest one I could think of.
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  Speaker 2: But yeah, So twelve Days.
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  Speaker 1: Of Miracles is essentially like you know, your twelve Days
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  Speaker 1: of Christmas. And I'm sorry, y'all, I started on Sunday. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: Obviously we do pre record a couple of days in advance, So.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I'm gonna start with y'all because I don't know
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  Speaker 2: nothing about it either, So go ahead, right, even if
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  Speaker 2: you're starting to date on Christmas, you want to count
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  Speaker 2: out to twelve days, Okay, So this is twelve Days
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  Speaker 2: of Miracles from the Cabbala, which is simply like Jewish mysticism.
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  Speaker 1: It's nothing demonic or satanic, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: So basically, you're doing a cosmic audit where you ask
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  Speaker 1: the universe or that universe actually ask you, right, are
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  Speaker 1: you sure you want the life you ordered? Are you
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  Speaker 1: living the life you in your mind you think you
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  Speaker 1: should be living, right? And what are the things that
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  Speaker 1: you're doing to reach those goals? So each day lines
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  Speaker 1: up with the month of the year, meaning this is
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  Speaker 1: your chance to preload your blessings or at least stop
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  Speaker 1: blocking them. Okay, so that is what we're doing with
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  Speaker 1: the twelve Days of Miracles. Sorry, y'all, both of us sick. Sniffles,
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  Speaker 1: Jesus Christ. I'm taking all the type of drugs vitamin
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  Speaker 1: C overload, probably my pea. But to be orange in
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  Speaker 1: a minute.
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  Speaker 2: Get you some elderberry.
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  Speaker 1: I got all of that, girl, I got life everlasting.
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  Speaker 1: All that all right, So y'all, this is how it works.
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  Speaker 1: So each day equals one month of the year. So
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  Speaker 1: you're supposed to reflect, not spiral.
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  Speaker 2: Okay.
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  Speaker 1: There is no manifestation without accountability, right, So just like
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  Speaker 1: I said, I'm asking myself, what did I do to
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  Speaker 1: get to the bag? Like the major bag. You gotta
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  Speaker 1: be honest with yourself. It's nothing, you know, because a
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  Speaker 1: lot of times when we are praying or meditating on
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  Speaker 1: a thing, God answers prayers with ideas, and if you're
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  Speaker 1: not acting on the ideas that He puts in your mind,
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  Speaker 1: it goes back into the universe and somebody else gonna
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  Speaker 1: do it. So anytime you have an idea, you gotta start.
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  Speaker 1: You gotta start creating. Basically, is what I'm saying. Right
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  Speaker 1: and execute. And that's one of my biggest things for
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  Speaker 1: this year. I lack discipline and I'll be executing.
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  Speaker 2: See that's my thing. I have all the greatest ideas
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  Speaker 2: is execution that I struggle with. And I mean I'll
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  Speaker 2: even start.
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  Speaker 1: I have started so many things in my life and
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  Speaker 1: no finished them. So I'm tired of saying that. And
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  Speaker 1: I know this about me, right, So when do you
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  Speaker 1: change it so that you can get the results that
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  Speaker 1: you say you want?
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  Speaker 2: Right? That part? So yeah, look, I will say this.
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  Speaker 2: One thing that I'm proud of is we have come
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  Speaker 2: together every week and put out an episode for five
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  Speaker 2: years straight. Yeah, five years, so even something and this
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  Speaker 2: is not simple and it's not easy, no, but the
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  Speaker 2: consistency is how you get to where you're going. It
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  Speaker 2: may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but
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  Speaker 2: the time is going to come. We're gonna have some
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  Speaker 2: good shit happen this year coming up twenty twenty six.
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  Speaker 1: Absolutely, because I've been working, I feel like for the
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  Speaker 1: last I don't know, man, for the last five years,
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  Speaker 1: I've been working on my mom.
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  Speaker 2: I've been doing a lot of shadow work.
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  Speaker 1: I be standing in the dark girl with the candles
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  Speaker 1: lit like really looking at myself naked it and I
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  Speaker 1: challenge you all to do it too.
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  Speaker 2: You might start crying, right.
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  Speaker 1: Because it's just you versus you at the end of
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  Speaker 1: the day, even when you got situations where you feel
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  Speaker 1: like somebody else did something or caused something, Hold on yourself,
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  Speaker 1: Hold on, bitch, you be naked in the darken the mirror,
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  Speaker 1: button naked, no wig on, no lashes, lights off, with
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  Speaker 1: a candle lit.
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  Speaker 2: It's just me, myself and I and so the candle
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  Speaker 2: is the only way you can see. Your reflection is
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  Speaker 2: through the candle.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, and you're looking in the mirror. It's hystere at yourself. Yes, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: Can you record that from me?
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  Speaker 2: Why? Why would I record that for you? Because I
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  Speaker 2: want to see me doing? What do you see? Huh?
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  Speaker 2: You gayo? You still I thought it was delivered out
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  Speaker 2: every down there? You still right?
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  Speaker 1: First of all, I'm selling pussy, okay, but I sent
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  Speaker 1: that to you.
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  Speaker 2: I expect money back. I'm joking, all right, go ahead,
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  Speaker 2: So stupid girl.
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  Speaker 1: So day one each twelve days, right, each day represents
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  Speaker 1: the zodiac. Also, right, so you know how we celebrate
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  Speaker 1: New Year's like right now? The real New Year's is
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  Speaker 1: you know in April, March, actually March twenty. It starts
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  Speaker 1: with the summer, so yeah, at equinox, the springs, it
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  Speaker 1: starts with the spring equinox, right, so you got the egg,
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  Speaker 1: the rebirth, all these different things. You know, Easter is
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  Speaker 1: actually stolen right from Istar, which is Egyptian mysticism, which
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  Speaker 1: is also borrowed Kabbala also borrowed at right. But that's
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  Speaker 1: the real new year for real, which.
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  Speaker 2: Kind of makes sense because everything is like renewed. The
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  Speaker 2: plants are growing. That's when the plants are pollinating, and
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  Speaker 2: they're fucking all over the place, and you are a
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  Speaker 2: part of the orgy, and you sick because all the pollen.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know in other states, but in the South,
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  Speaker 2: in South Carolina especially, everything is covered in pollend and
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  Speaker 2: it is it feels like I'm part of a plant orgy.
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  Speaker 2: But anyway, go ahead, see it.
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  Speaker 1: In the era, especially in Columbia, it's crazy. It looks
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  Speaker 1: like a storm, a fallen storm.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, all right, so day one.
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  Speaker 1: This is how everything is inverted, right, Why would we
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  Speaker 1: be celebrating a new year when things are dying?
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  Speaker 2: Right? Your new year.
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  Speaker 1: Should be like or you could see this as the
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  Speaker 1: shedding period, right, and your rebirth comes in March, right,
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  Speaker 1: So day one of your twelve days is a month
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  Speaker 1: of air. So the theme for day one month of
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  Speaker 1: areas is the beginnings, courage, leadership, reflection.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, so wait, are you supposed to write that down? No?
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  Speaker 1: This is this is These are ideas, right, this is
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  Speaker 1: what the months represent. So yes, something kind of aligned
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  Speaker 1: with what I'm gonna go over right here. So ask yourself,
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  Speaker 1: how do you start things? Okay, and be honest. Do
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  Speaker 1: you start things healed or hyped? I can say I
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  Speaker 1: started a lot of things from a feeling hype about it,
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  Speaker 1: right versus because I think I would actually get things
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  Speaker 1: done if my mind was even more clear, right, from
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  Speaker 1: a healed place, not always thinking about the past and
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  Speaker 1: things that are transpired, because those things really hold you back.
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  Speaker 1: The past really holds you back if you lived there
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  Speaker 1: long enough. So are you starting from a healed or
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  Speaker 1: a healed place or just hype?
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  Speaker 2: Okay? Where do I rush or self sabotage.
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  Speaker 3: Or do you?
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  Speaker 2: Right?
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  Speaker 1: I think I don't know. I don't self sabotage, and
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  Speaker 1: I just.
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  Speaker 2: Get I get overwhelmed with the amount of steps and
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  Speaker 2: then just stop.
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  Speaker 1: You know. My problem is I don't like nothing that
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  Speaker 1: feels like work, you know. And the thing is I
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  Speaker 1: know that God is gonna give me everything I want.
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  Speaker 1: But I also know and I have talked to so
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  Speaker 1: many psychics who have told me the same shit.
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  Speaker 2: You're gonna have to work for yeah, every time. But
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  Speaker 2: you know what, Remember that psychic we had and he
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  Speaker 2: said that I was just gonna marry rich Win we
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  Speaker 2: five years.
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  Speaker 1: Then, I think it's good you was looking for a
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  Speaker 1: young he said, an NBA player. You that nigga retired.
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  Speaker 1: He's not in the fucking league right now?
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  Speaker 2: Where is he?
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  Speaker 1: Where is my husband golf golfing? I don't know, at
• 17:58
  Speaker 1: the Ritz Carlton, I don't know where he's at. But
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: stop looking at the motherfucking young niggas, Drea.
• 18:06
  Speaker 2: I'm done with them. I'm not thinking them with me
• 18:08
  Speaker 2: to twenty twenty six. They all right, headache, all right?
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: So intention here, Your intention here would be to start
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: with clarity, not impulse. That is what you're doing for
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: the for day one, for day one, this is what
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: I have been doing right starting on the twenty first.
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: So you write down twelve wishes or intentions on twelve
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: small pieces of paper, and I then want you to
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: take those small twelve piece of paper and fold them
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: in half towards you. Okay, put all twelve of them
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: in a bowl, a jar or something like that. Shake
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: it up, Shake it up, Shake it up. And every
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: night during the next twelve days, I want you to
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: pick a piece of paper without looking at it and
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: burn it with a pillow candle. Pillar candles are like
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: the big thick ones.
• 19:03
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: You can dress your candle up till you can listen.
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: Magic is like cooking like Tammy gave her give me
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: her macaroni and cheese recipe. I don't cook the macaroni
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: and cheese like Tammy gave it to me. I add
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: my own shit, you know what I'm saying. So that's
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: what That's how magic is. It's all about intention.
• 19:18
  Speaker 2: Bitch. Don't tell nobody I gave you that, because bitches
• 19:20
  Speaker 2: is gonna be mad because I do not share that
• 19:22
  Speaker 2: recipe out and they're gonna be like, oh, you gave
• 19:24
  Speaker 2: me the ehing cooks the trade.
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: Don't just ask somebody for a recipe and not get
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: them something, right, Okay, So but.
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: Okay, so on each piece of paper, what am I writing.
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: Your intentions for the next twelve months essentially, So like
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: I want to be or am I writing it in
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: prison present?
• 19:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah?
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: Everything needs to be in the present, Okay. So it
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: is that I am I feel.
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: I feel healthy, I am wealthy, I am happy, I'm healed,
• 19:58
  Speaker 2: I am loved, I'm loving.
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: Or if it's just like you want to work out,
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: you can you can write whole statements, right like I
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: am going to wake up every morning at six thirty
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: am for the next twelve months.
• 20:12
  Speaker 2: I mean, so now I'm going to I wake up
• 20:17
  Speaker 2: every morning at six thirty am.
• 20:21
  Speaker 1: Yes, okay, but again it doesn't have to be any
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: in any particular format because it's yours, right, So what, yes, whatever,
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: you whatever, you write down, those are.
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: Your goals essentially.
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: Just write your goals down, okay, the next twelve months
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: on these twelve pieces of paper, fold in a half
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: towards you, right, put it in the bowl, put it
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: in a jar or something like that, and every night
• 20:48
  Speaker 1: you're gonna burn one of those.
• 20:49
  Speaker 2: Not looking at them, you just pick one out, don't
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: look at it, don't open it. No, no, okay.
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: See, because when magic is like you got to set
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: it and forget it. You write the thing down and
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: then like when it happens, you'd be like fuck, Like
• 21:06
  Speaker 1: I you know what I'm saying, Like I this is
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: I forgot about.
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: This thing that I want it to happen, or this
• 21:13
  Speaker 2: thing I wanted.
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying That that's what is setting setting,
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: setting your intentions and forgetting it. And like I said,
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: you could use a don't use a lighter. I like,
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: y'all gotta get serious about this stuff. Get y'all some
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: nice candles, y'all go to the dollar Tree actually and
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: get those little clear little candles and matches. Use matches
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: to light your candle. You can make your candle look
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: all cute. You can put some caffetti on it, what's it?
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: What's the ship?
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: Like some sprinkle stuff? No, I mean you could put
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: salt on it. You could dress it up though. You
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: could put some glitter glitter, Yes, you could put some
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: glitter on it. Put some glitter inside there. Yeah, put
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: some glitter in there. Little razzal dazzle, a little some
• 21:56
  Speaker 1: green money, some green food coloring and something like that.
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: From money, or buy a green candle and that's what
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: you're using, you know, if that's what you want you
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: know for next year.
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: Anyway, let me go back to where was I? Day two?
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: Okay, so Day two is a month of Tourists. The
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: theme for the month of Tourists is money, self worth,
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: and stability. Ask yourself, do you believe in abundance?
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: And see?
• 22:26
  Speaker 1: This is why I was like, this ain't really for
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: the churchy people, right, because a lot of them don't
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: believe that they're supposed to have everything. God wants his
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: people to to do well and be well and have
• 22:35
  Speaker 1: all the things they heart that your heart desires.
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: They don't.
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: He doesn't want you to be, you know, a poper.
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: That's not what he wants for his people. You know,
• 22:44
  Speaker 1: Black people are literally made of gold. If you put carbon,
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: which is what melanin is made of, if you bury carbon,
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: we turn into gold. So this is why you got
• 22:52
  Speaker 1: melanin on the fucking stock market essentially, like they're out
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: here trying to replicate it. This is why you got
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: somebody missing black people in America?
• 23:00
  Speaker 2: What are you at? Right? I like this one though,
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: because it says, do I believe I deserve abundance? Why
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: do we want luxury? But panic when the bill comes
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: Being low maintenance is not a flex is often unhealed scarcity. Ooh,
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: and am I attached to comfort or security? The intention is
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: to build wealth without fear. Yes.
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: So you got a lot of people who operate out
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: of place, a lack probably because how they were raised,
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: not having and you have this scarcity mindset that you'll
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: go back to that place one day. So people are
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: willing to sacrifice their integrity because the fear of having
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: to go back.
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: To that struggle period that they remember all so well,
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: you can't be afraid, man.
• 23:50
  Speaker 1: You you deserve it. You deserve everything. And the worst
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: people this is why all the billionaires are not like
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: the good people, because they don't have this shit on
• 23:58
  Speaker 1: their conscience, right, they don't have these hang ups. They
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: go get it and they don't give a fuck who
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: they got to shit on.
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: To get it.
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: You don't have to do it like that. But this
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: is why those people are that successful. Some of us,
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: some people operate, you know what, integrity, and most of
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: them don't, right, most of them don't.
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: So all right, let me ask you this question just
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: so I can be clear and so the listeners can
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: be clear. The questions for the theme for each day
• 24:26
  Speaker 2: and the reflection question should they be writing this down
• 24:30
  Speaker 2: and doing it each day.
• 24:32
  Speaker 1: You know, I was thinking about posting this or even
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: maybe making people a PDF if they're interested in it.
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and posting it on the page when we talk
• 24:42
  Speaker 2: back page. But you can listen along, and if you're
• 24:44
  Speaker 2: listening along, you can write this shit down as we're
• 24:46
  Speaker 2: saying it. So Day one was Month Areas, and the
• 24:50
  Speaker 2: thing was beginnings, courage, and leadership, and the reflection question
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: how do I start things? And you gotta be honest
• 24:58
  Speaker 2: with yourself. Two was montha Tars and the theme was money,
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: self worth, in stability, and the reflection question was do
• 25:09
  Speaker 2: I believe I deserve abundance? Because the universe?
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: So they say that the devil hears you when you
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: speak outloud, but God hears your mind, right, So you
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: gotta work on your subconscious mind because those are the
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: things that's not on the front of your brain that's
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: really controlling your life. So you can say all day long,
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: I deserve this, but do you believe it?
• 25:32
  Speaker 2: Right? You really truly?
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: Like you gotta be so fucking delusional. Okay, you gotta
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: be so delusional and you will be amazed at the
• 25:44
  Speaker 1: things things you can create. I feel like, my problem
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: is I'm not delusional enough, right, right, I'm too much
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: of a realist.
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: I'm too too grounded in the reality that I'm in
• 25:54
  Speaker 2: now that I can't shift to the reality that I want, right.
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: Like, I just it's too It's like, no bullshit with me, right, Yeah,
• 26:04
  Speaker 1: you got you gotta get a little dumb, you gotta
• 26:07
  Speaker 1: get a little retarded. You got to That's the only
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: way shit happens. You just really got to be delusional, right,
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: be delusional about your dreams. It's nothing is too big, nothing,
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: all right? So day three month, Yeah, day three month
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: of Gemini, my month communication, Thoughts, contracts, and reflection. Is
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: am I honest with myself and others? And see, this
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: is what I was talking about about that shadow work.
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: You know, it's hard. It is very hard, right because
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: there's nobody else to blame but yourself for your current predicament,
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: nobody else. Even if somebody was there with you while
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: the ship was going bad, you allowed it.
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: That part allowed it. And that's the hardest part is
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: it ain't even being honest with everybody else. It's like
• 26:58
  Speaker 2: really looking in the mirror and telling yourself the truth
• 27:01
  Speaker 2: and not making excuses and it's because it is it's
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: because of that. No, it's just because of you looking
• 27:08
  Speaker 2: at the mirror and own your shit.
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: And even once you do that, right, And I know
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: a lot of people that they blame a lot of
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: things on childhood, childhood trauma, right, but healing does have
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: a destination. So at what point, at what point are
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: you going to take self accountability at your big age
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: and realize your parents they were just they were young
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: as fuck trying. I realized my mom was thirty eight
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: years old with three kids, bitch cheating as his fucking husband,
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: she pulling up at nightclubs, and shit, this nigga coming
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: home with blonde here on his box.
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: All types of shit was happening.
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: To my mom at thirty and she was fucking traumatized.
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: She had me at thirty eight, she started having babies.
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: At twenty one. Think about that, right.
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: Right, So she definitely did the best that she could do.
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: I have a lot of empathy for my mom, A
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: lot of it, because I understand.
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: I just don't wanting people to have empathy for me now.
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: When I was young, I wasn't as understanding, But looking
• 28:03
  Speaker 2: through the lens of a grown woman is different. Yeah, yes,
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: you see how they can go right. So all right,
• 28:11
  Speaker 2: here's some questions you can ask yourself for day three?
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: Do our gossip or avoid difficult truths? And intention is
• 28:18
  Speaker 2: to speak with alignment? So do you say what you need? Yeah?
• 28:24
  Speaker 1: The intention is to speak with alignment, So be impeccable
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: with your word. Right, Basically that's one of the four agreements. Agreements, Yeah,
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: being peckable with your word. You know, we we we
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: on social media. There's a bunch of bullshit, gossip shit.
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: That's why I unfollow all the gossip pages. Of course
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: they still feed that ship to you because you in
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: an algorithm, but I don't. I don't subscribe or follow
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: any of those pages. I unfollowed all that ship during
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: monkey pocks, Why the fuck is this on my timeline?
• 28:54
  Speaker 2: I don't see this right, you're talking about with my
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: app as monkey oh my, and I ain't see not
• 29:01
  Speaker 2: a single monkey with a pox. And they had us
• 29:05
  Speaker 2: all scared up. That shit was period in COVID, AND's
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: some people who had monkey pox. You saw somebody need online,
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: That's what I'm talking about.
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: It was like people online. I don't want to see
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: that on my timeline. I'm sorry, that's how happened to you.
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: But I don't want that in my stob conscious mind
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: that that could possibly happen to me.
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: Right, No the fuck? All? Right? Day four my month,
• 29:29
  Speaker 2: I want to do this one. This is the month
• 29:31
  Speaker 2: of cancer and the theme is home family, emotional safety.
• 29:37
  Speaker 2: And the reflection question is what emotional patterns do I
• 29:42
  Speaker 2: carry from childhood? Do I nurture or not? And the
• 29:50
  Speaker 2: intention is to create emotional security from within. Yeah, that's
• 29:56
  Speaker 2: a really good one for me. Remember I told y'all
• 29:59
  Speaker 2: how I did that meditation and how I saw my
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: older self going to pick up my younger self from
• 30:06
  Speaker 2: waiting by the window on my dad, or I went
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: to hold my hand. I was swimming with myself and
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: we were floating together. But it was my younger self
• 30:18
  Speaker 2: and my grown self and we were floating in the
• 30:20
  Speaker 2: ocean together. I was crying like that shit was so powerful.
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: That shadow work man. Next year, I'm gonna I'm want
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: to Costa Rica. It's probably like March April, I'm doing
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: the ayahuasca. I want another different experience. Yeah, I mean,
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: I feel like I'd be tapping in without it, but
• 30:39
  Speaker 1: I wanted to be more like I just want to see, you.
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: Know, I want to see.
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: I've been hearing some things from people who have actually
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: actually done it. Ooh, some of y'all apparenting your parents.
• 30:53
  Speaker 2: This is some homework.
• 30:54
  Speaker 1: It says, identify one emotional or trigger you refuse to
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: keep defending m M yeah, all right. So Day five
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: is a month of LEO. That's my book. He's a
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: LEO confidence, visibility, creativity. And the reflection is do I
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: need validation? Do I dim myself or overperform? And the
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: intention is shine without ego.
• 31:20
  Speaker 2: That's hard for Oh, this one is very hard for
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: me too. Would you still do this if nobody clapped?
• 31:27
  Speaker 2: I struggle and it's just me being honest. I'm gonna
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: share this with y'all, and I'm like kind of embarrassing
• 31:37
  Speaker 2: to share this, but it's true. I will post a
• 31:40
  Speaker 2: picture and if I don't get no likes or nothing,
• 31:44
  Speaker 2: I'll take it down.
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: That is why social media is fucking with our mental health, right,
• 31:49
  Speaker 1: because you realize it's not that nobody likes that picture,
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: is that the app didn't put it in front of people.
• 31:57
  Speaker 2: You see how they fuck with us.
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: That's why you have to disc from that, Like I
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: push it up for me at somebody can see it.
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: Right in my head. At first it's like this shit fire,
• 32:08
  Speaker 2: I love it, and then for some reason, I feel
• 32:11
  Speaker 2: like others validating it too makes it worthy and if
• 32:16
  Speaker 2: it don't do it, then now it's no longer worthy.
• 32:18
  Speaker 2: And that is mental illness to me. And I know
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: it's mental illness, but I keep letting it happen. Yeah,
• 32:24
  Speaker 2: you can't do that.
• 32:25
  Speaker 1: You know how to know like your shit is fucking fire?
• 32:27
  Speaker 2: And it is and I know that though that's the
• 32:29
  Speaker 2: crazy part. And I know it's fire and I know
• 32:31
  Speaker 2: on fire, but just something I gotta work on. And
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: that's just me being honest. And I know I'm not
• 32:36
  Speaker 2: the only one. I know somebody listening to me like
• 32:38
  Speaker 2: I do that shit too.
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: Oh this says posting for validation is renting self worth
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: by the hour. Oh all right, here's a mirror question.
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: Where are you performing instead of being authentic? That's DI
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: can write down, all right, somebody can think about right
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: to write down an intention about I think we talk
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: back is a place where I can just be my
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: full self and I don't care like I want you
• 33:14
  Speaker 1: all to love it, but I also don't care if
• 33:17
  Speaker 1: you don't like child listen, but I g.
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: Just be fucking with my head. Its to likes talk
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: about somebody still doing shit.
• 33:26
  Speaker 1: When people don't clap motherfuckers hate me, I'll be seeing
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: y'all comments and shit.
• 33:30
  Speaker 2: And I still do.
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: This because guess what, I know exactly who I am,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: and everybody doesn't think like me because I think like God.
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: That people don't hate you. People just disagree with the things.
• 33:43
  Speaker 1: For what you know, but they don't disagreed with me.
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: And I have then followed up with information and then
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: they don't say nothing back. That anised the fuck out
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: of me because oftentimes I'm talking about things maybe you
• 33:57
  Speaker 1: just didn't know you know what I'm saying, not to
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: say I know more than you, but I do.
• 34:01
  Speaker 2: I be like what have you? But when you're wrong,
• 34:05
  Speaker 2: do you say? Do you follow up with? Okay?
• 34:09
  Speaker 1: Talk about I don't really talk about things that I
• 34:11
  Speaker 1: don't know, And if somebody's talking to me about something
• 34:14
  Speaker 1: I don't.
• 34:15
  Speaker 2: Know, I listen. I don't. I'm not.
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: I don't easily dismiss what people are saying, ever, because
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: how are you going to learn if you think you
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: know everything? Earth is definitely a school. So if you're
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: not learning, like you're all right, so every day you need.
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: To be learning.
• 34:33
  Speaker 1: If somebody says something to me that sounds super crazy,
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: like nothing is far fetched to me, right, I'm gonna
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: go look into it.
• 34:38
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna go research it.
• 34:39
  Speaker 1: I'm always gonna be my primary you know, I'm gonna
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: do my primary research myself. So if somebody tells me
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: something I don't believe, I don't just dismiss what people
• 34:48
  Speaker 1: are saying because.
• 34:49
  Speaker 2: I don't agree with that.
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: There's there's some things that have absolute truth. You know,
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: look into it before you be dismissive of what somebody
• 34:57
  Speaker 1: is saying. And then also, yes, some things are opinion based, right,
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: And even with opinions, a lot of times people be
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: saying the same shit and don't even realize it. They
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: just want to argue.
• 35:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes people are committed committed to misunderstanding. And when
• 35:14
  Speaker 2: I find someone that is committed to misunderstanding or someone
• 35:17
  Speaker 2: who's always going to try to one up me, I
• 35:22
  Speaker 2: just just I'll let you.
• 35:23
  Speaker 1: Have it shine shine without ego. Like really I don't
• 35:28
  Speaker 1: really have it ego, especially when it comes to people
• 35:30
  Speaker 1: I love.
• 35:31
  Speaker 2: Like I'll about out you.
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: Know what I'm I'm not gonna let you disrespect me, right,
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: But I'm not leading with ego, like trying to beast
• 35:38
  Speaker 1: up on you at any point, you know, like I
• 35:41
  Speaker 1: feel like people really need people need to check their
• 35:43
  Speaker 1: ego at the door. Month, this is my this is
• 35:48
  Speaker 1: my rising sign month. Day six is month of Virgo
• 35:52
  Speaker 1: and the theme is health service discipline. And the reflection
• 35:58
  Speaker 1: is where am I over critical? This is why motherfucker's
• 36:04
  Speaker 1: got a problem because I'm I. I do I criticize,
• 36:09
  Speaker 1: I got something.
• 36:10
  Speaker 2: But I think you're overly critical of yourself as well
• 36:13
  Speaker 2: sometimes Yeah, and I feel like that's who you should
• 36:17
  Speaker 2: be most critical with, right, but I mean overly critical how.
• 36:25
  Speaker 3: You will record a video and put the way.
• 36:28
  Speaker 2: Up not not I mean yeah, I was thinking about that,
• 36:33
  Speaker 2: but yeah, but also like posting a video like the
• 36:40
  Speaker 2: holiday video seven business Things to mean that video.
• 36:47
  Speaker 4: I wanted it to be perfect and it was, you
• 36:50
  Speaker 4: see it was, but I'm perfect before then, I'm sure
• 36:55
  Speaker 4: it was, but.
• 36:59
  Speaker 2: Over over overly I don't know. It took me a
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: while to do it.
• 37:09
  Speaker 1: Okay, all right, Okay, So reflection is where am I
• 37:13
  Speaker 1: overly critical? Do I confuse per perfection with worth? And
• 37:19
  Speaker 1: the intention is serve without self punishment?
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: Is it excellence or self punishment? All right? So y'all.
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: The challenge name one thing you do half ass on purpose?
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: If I start something like, see, this is why I
• 37:39
  Speaker 1: like kind of because usually if I commit to something,
• 37:43
  Speaker 1: I'll finish it up.
• 37:44
  Speaker 2: But I really only need one reason not to finish.
• 37:46
  Speaker 1: It up though it's like I am, I'd be full
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: of shit and I'd be bullshit and yeah, I do
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: half ass a lot of shit on fuck your purpose.
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: I'd be like, that's good enough, you see.
• 37:57
  Speaker 1: So then when I take I don't know, seven ten
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: twenty takes to do a video, I don't know if
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: that's me being overcritical. That might be my other Gemini
• 38:06
  Speaker 1: kicking in like that wants it to be perfect, you know,
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: whereas I could have put it out at one and
• 38:14
  Speaker 1: probably would have taken it down when the other Gemini
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: kicked back in again like bitch, that's not good enough.
• 38:21
  Speaker 2: I don't know, all right, Day seven Monthly Libra. All right.
• 38:29
  Speaker 2: The theme is relationships, balance and partnership and the reflection
• 38:34
  Speaker 2: question where do I compromise myself for peace? M Am?
• 38:39
  Speaker 2: I choosing harmony or avoidance? And then tension choose alignment
• 38:46
  Speaker 2: over attachment.
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: I talk about this a lot about like, you know,
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: black women having not been able to date as young girls,
• 38:55
  Speaker 1: and then now when we do start dating, we got
• 38:58
  Speaker 1: these attachment issues to these niggas. You should have been fired.
• 39:03
  Speaker 1: That's that's pretty much where this comes in at.
• 39:07
  Speaker 2: This is a good one for me too. You gotta
• 39:09
  Speaker 2: know where to let go. Yeah, I struggle with that,
• 39:13
  Speaker 2: and I be bending my boundaries when I like somebody
• 39:16
  Speaker 2: like I'll stretch him to the furthest length instead of
• 39:22
  Speaker 2: and it says, what boundary do you keep explaining instead
• 39:25
  Speaker 2: of enforcing? And baby, ooh, I keep telling him over
• 39:32
  Speaker 2: and over again what the boundary is and he living
• 39:35
  Speaker 2: outside of it, you know, So.
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: Get you a line, steppery like y'all ain't tired of talking.
• 39:42
  Speaker 1: I want y'all get fed up. Is a relationship that
• 39:45
  Speaker 1: you know was supposed to end two years ago.
• 39:46
  Speaker 2: Get out of there, Get out of there. But baby,
• 39:49
  Speaker 2: when I do get fed up, because I'm a cancer,
• 39:54
  Speaker 2: please understand that when I get fed up, you could
• 39:57
  Speaker 2: be burning on the side of the road and I
• 39:59
  Speaker 2: would walk bye. I will pass by you, R pray for.
• 40:01
  Speaker 1: You might stop you and them a little bit just
• 40:04
  Speaker 1: side pissed.
• 40:06
  Speaker 2: I don't pass by you because when I would love
• 40:08
  Speaker 2: you so hard, but when I stop, it is done.
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: Man, you will search for me and you will never
• 40:15
  Speaker 1: find me again.
• 40:17
  Speaker 2: I know I.
• 40:18
  Speaker 1: Give the type of love that a nigga can only
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: dream of. So if you fumble at you gotta like
• 40:27
  Speaker 1: and I really act like a nigga never existed.
• 40:29
  Speaker 2: For sure.
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: When I because I think I got a high tollance
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: for bullshits, I'll deal with it.
• 40:34
  Speaker 2: For a long time.
• 40:35
  Speaker 1: I'm I don't do that anymore. And that's one of
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: my things I probably figured out this year. It's not hard.
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: Relationships shouldn't be hard. So that is the thing. It
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: don't even have to be a romantic relationship with your parents,
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Like with your friends, you
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: gotta you got a homegirl, you always gotta fucking argue with,
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: Like I don't fuck women. Why we always argue, you
• 41:01
  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, especially if it's just a friendship, Like,
• 41:03
  Speaker 1: what the fuck are we arguing about?
• 41:06
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 41:06
  Speaker 1: Is this happening?
• 41:09
  Speaker 2: Why is this happening?
• 41:10
  Speaker 5: Oh?
• 41:10
  Speaker 2: You know what I think? In friendships you might have arguments,
• 41:14
  Speaker 2: but if you keep arguing with a motherfucker that's just
• 41:18
  Speaker 2: your friend. Like y'all ain't got no business together, y'all
• 41:22
  Speaker 2: ain't got no money together.
• 41:23
  Speaker 1: Y'all don't live And what the fuck is y'all arguing
• 41:26
  Speaker 1: about cho's alignment over attachment. You have to do all
• 41:31
  Speaker 1: things that aligns.
• 41:33
  Speaker 2: With who you are to your core. If it doesn't,
• 41:36
  Speaker 2: do not move forward with it. And we be knowing, especially.
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: Women, we have this innate thing called intuition, right, and
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: we be really like not paying attention to be sitting
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: on our shoulder telling like bitch nagging at your neck,
• 41:50
  Speaker 1: and you ignoring it because the dick, because of stability,
• 41:56
  Speaker 1: because of obligation, You're just ignoring it.
• 41:59
  Speaker 2: You know.
• 42:00
  Speaker 1: Oh you before you even got here, you knew the
• 42:02
  Speaker 1: ship wasn't for you.
• 42:04
  Speaker 2: So yeah, so are you are?
• 42:06
  Speaker 1: If you're in a relationship, are you peaceful or just
• 42:09
  Speaker 1: avoiding conflict?
• 42:11
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: So that's me because when I when I'm done fighting,
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: I just be quiet. We've got nothing nothing else to say.
• 42:18
  Speaker 1: When I was arguing and yelling and stuff, I probably
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: still wanted it when I stopped talking.
• 42:23
  Speaker 2: It's awful. I talk a lot, my fuck, am I
• 42:27
  Speaker 2: talking to you like that? Shit is done? Right, you
• 42:31
  Speaker 2: get paid to talk. You pay to talk, all right,
• 42:35
  Speaker 2: Day eight month of Scorpio, and the theme is transformation, sex,
• 42:42
  Speaker 2: power and secrets and the reflection What am I afraid
• 42:47
  Speaker 2: to face? Where do I hold resentment? An intention? Release
• 42:53
  Speaker 2: control and trust? Rebirth? Mm hmm. That's a deal new
• 42:59
  Speaker 2: year for sure, because you know what, you find out
• 43:03
  Speaker 2: A lot of the shit that you were afraid to
• 43:05
  Speaker 2: face don't even be shipped when you face it, Like
• 43:10
  Speaker 2: it's so Crazy'd be like, damn, I was holding off
• 43:13
  Speaker 2: from doing that. There wasn't nothing right, Yeah, just let
• 43:19
  Speaker 2: that shit go.
• 43:20
  Speaker 1: And earlier this year when I was getting the colonics
• 43:22
  Speaker 1: and all that which and I need to plan my
• 43:24
  Speaker 1: little sixth round. Sometime in January or February, we had
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: an episode let that shit go when we were talking
• 43:30
  Speaker 1: about colonics. But literally, like those sessions with this woman
• 43:35
  Speaker 1: were so therapeutic because it was in February and by
• 43:41
  Speaker 1: May I was out of my last relationship and it
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: started with those colonics. They started with that, and then
• 43:47
  Speaker 1: a weekend of you know, Portobello Mushrooms. I was up
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: for a while and like just in my thoughts and
• 43:56
  Speaker 1: having all these introspective thoughts and looking at myself because
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: that's where it starts, and I had to get the
• 44:04
  Speaker 1: fuck about it.
• 44:04
  Speaker 2: This is no longer aligns with me. So I want
• 44:07
  Speaker 2: you all to ask yourself, who do you still resent
• 44:11
  Speaker 2: and why are they still renting space?
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: I still resent my ex fiance. My mom will still
• 44:17
  Speaker 1: be talking to that nigga. That's why we know you.
• 44:19
  Speaker 1: You mentioned him a lot on these junks, because that
• 44:23
  Speaker 1: is still trauma. I'd be trying to get over like
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: and talking, talking it out. That's all you're gonna do
• 44:29
  Speaker 1: when you go to therapy, right, So.
• 44:31
  Speaker 2: Talking it out so I can. Are we supposed to.
• 44:34
  Speaker 1: Just forget and act like shit didn't happen to us?
• 44:36
  Speaker 2: Or is that how it's supposed to work. No, it
• 44:39
  Speaker 2: don't work like things happened.
• 44:41
  Speaker 1: Yeah, And so I don't ever want to forget it, right,
• 44:44
  Speaker 1: because I don't ever want to allow somebody else to
• 44:47
  Speaker 1: ever play with me like that again, m h in life, right,
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: So it's not like I don't take these things into
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: next relationships, but I don't. I'm not a forgiving person,
• 44:59
  Speaker 1: so that that might be I don't. I guess forgiven.
• 45:02
  Speaker 1: They always say forgiveness is for you, but I'm karma.
• 45:06
  Speaker 1: I do the coming around, but maybe you shouldn't do
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: the coming around.
• 45:12
  Speaker 2: Maybe you should just let it go and go on
• 45:14
  Speaker 2: go forth and don't come back around.
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: I do be going forward though, Like this is a
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: podcast we be talking about relationships and shiit, Like how
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: do I talk about things without giving my experience about it?
• 45:27
  Speaker 2: Yeah?
• 45:28
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, how do how do
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: we do that?
• 45:32
  Speaker 2: You don't you talk about it until you don't talk
• 45:36
  Speaker 2: about it? Yeah, we're done.
• 45:38
  Speaker 1: That's why we're doing this type of shit for at
• 45:40
  Speaker 1: least for the first two months of January. But this
• 45:47
  Speaker 1: here has a shadow work moment. Oh you already said that. Yeah,
• 45:50
  Speaker 1: who do you still resent?
• 45:52
  Speaker 2: Yeah?
• 45:53
  Speaker 1: And you know, I'll be honest, A lot of that
• 45:56
  Speaker 1: resentment is towards myself. When you are in these situations,
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: you and then you start being honest and take accountability,
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: Like I resent myself for having a loud shit.
• 46:08
  Speaker 2: You see what I'm saying. So it's like, how the
• 46:10
  Speaker 2: fuck you know? You walking around thinking you the ship
• 46:13
  Speaker 2: and you got.
• 46:14
  Speaker 1: A nigga really mistreating you? Right, And I'm never like
• 46:18
  Speaker 1: an abused person. I'm never like a victim. It's an
• 46:22
  Speaker 1: upheld battle fucking with me. Okay, you're gonna end up
• 46:25
  Speaker 1: broken before me. But I just remember, like really screaming
• 46:32
  Speaker 1: to God.
• 46:33
  Speaker 2: Help, Help, by God for real, damn.
• 46:38
  Speaker 1: In a real way. Is that you're Are you swallowing
• 46:43
  Speaker 1: over there?
• 46:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah? Swallow? I don't feel good. I don't feel good.
• 46:50
  Speaker 2: That was deep? That was did y'all hear that? Girl? Fuck?
• 46:55
  Speaker 2: You're paying y'all? Stay focused.
• 46:59
  Speaker 1: Day nine, be the faith, oh faith, expansion.
• 47:04
  Speaker 2: Truth, And this is a month of centtarious.
• 47:08
  Speaker 1: Yep sagittarius reflection. What do I believe about life and God?
• 47:17
  Speaker 2: Okay?
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: Do I escape or commit? And your intention here could
• 47:23
  Speaker 1: be expand with responsibility. Again, this is do do you
• 47:29
  Speaker 1: believe in abundance or you just talk about it?
• 47:31
  Speaker 2: Okay? And what belief would you change? Excuse me? What
• 47:37
  Speaker 2: belief would change your life if you lit it? That's
• 47:43
  Speaker 2: a good one, and that's a deep one.
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: I think some people are You know, you got some
• 47:49
  Speaker 1: people who like go to church. They really super Christian? Right,
• 47:53
  Speaker 1: And I don't know I said this before we started recording.
• 47:55
  Speaker 1: Y'all know, Jesus Christ is not a Christian, right, he
• 47:57
  Speaker 1: was a Jew if he was anything? Right, So you
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: have people subscribing to a religion that that Nigga ain't
• 48:06
  Speaker 1: tell you to do. Like I ain't tell you to
• 48:08
  Speaker 1: be worshiping me.
• 48:09
  Speaker 2: I told you that you could be christ Like I
• 48:11
  Speaker 2: told you that you also are the child of God.
• 48:15
  Speaker 2: It's not just me.
• 48:16
  Speaker 1: You think Jesus is only the child of God and
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: the rest of us are bastards.
• 48:21
  Speaker 2: No, no, ma'am.
• 48:24
  Speaker 1: Period, I carried a crystal's energy the same. And when
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: you realize that God is in you and not outside
• 48:31
  Speaker 1: of you, you move different. You take accountability for how
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: you treat people, right, You take accountability for the things
• 48:39
  Speaker 1: that you do. You don't blame other people. That is
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: what being a Christian, if anything, is. And I feel
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: like Christianity lacks accountability, right because you always got big
• 48:50
  Speaker 1: Daddy in the sky that you could put all your
• 48:53
  Speaker 1: your bad shit, or like, oh God pay, Jesus died
• 48:56
  Speaker 1: for us so I can just stole sittles.
• 49:00
  Speaker 2: I think people like not being accountable. Again, I don't
• 49:04
  Speaker 2: think Christianity is not unaccountable. I just think it's the people.
• 49:10
  Speaker 1: Yeah, So I think sometimes people, once they get out
• 49:13
  Speaker 1: the thing right, they then go looking for something else
• 49:16
  Speaker 1: to believe in. So once you leave the church. What's next?
• 49:18
  Speaker 1: You go find people? You got all these gurus on
• 49:21
  Speaker 1: social media, all these different people. Then you start subscribing
• 49:24
  Speaker 1: to You're still fucking up because you're not searching within,
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: You're still looking for something outside of you. And that's
• 49:32
  Speaker 1: what this practice is about. It's about you.
• 49:38
  Speaker 2: You.
• 49:39
  Speaker 1: Okay, basic instructions before leaving Earth.
• 49:43
  Speaker 2: That's it. It's about you. Ten month of Capricorn. The
• 49:51
  Speaker 2: theme is career, authority, legacy, and the reflection question do
• 49:58
  Speaker 2: I define success by statu or purpose? Am I afraid
• 50:04
  Speaker 2: of failure or success? And then the intention lead with integrity? Yeah.
• 50:11
  Speaker 1: Man, I've always been afraid that I would and reach
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: my full potential and that is still one of my
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: only fears today, not reaching my full intentional. So that's
• 50:21
  Speaker 1: why full potential. So that is why I do all
• 50:25
  Speaker 1: these different things, just to just to get Like, if
• 50:31
  Speaker 1: you say you want to do this, commit and do
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: the things. I've been writing a fucking book since twenty eleven. Okay,
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: I got two movie scripts half written, Like why.
• 50:42
  Speaker 2: Are I finish it? Right?
• 50:43
  Speaker 1: I got a whome boy who has a fucking production company?
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: What am I doing? You got all the tools God
• 50:50
  Speaker 1: gave me everything I need at my fingertips, literally, this
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: podcast at your fingertips. Whatever you want is yours here.
• 50:59
  Speaker 1: But you got to meet God halfway. You've gotta do
• 51:02
  Speaker 1: the work. You gotta do the work for sure. I agree,
• 51:08
  Speaker 1: gotta do the work. So I define success by purpose.
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: Living in your purpose is always gonna make you money.
• 51:14
  Speaker 1: It's going to make you money. Like I have never
• 51:16
  Speaker 1: not wanted to be able to be myself for a living.
• 51:19
  Speaker 1: This is all I've ever wanted to do in life.
• 51:21
  Speaker 1: I never dreamed of a life of labor where I
• 51:24
  Speaker 1: got to work for somebody else.
• 51:25
  Speaker 2: That is never my ship. Yeah, me, neither. I don't.
• 51:29
  Speaker 2: I've never have. I've always worked for myself.
• 51:37
  Speaker 1: And I'm not afraid of afraid of failure. And if
• 51:39
  Speaker 1: you're afraid of failure, I mean that's that's where the
• 51:42
  Speaker 1: lessons come in. It's not the endpoint, because life is
• 51:45
  Speaker 1: the marathon, right, It's all the hiccups and the things
• 51:47
  Speaker 1: along the way.
• 51:49
  Speaker 2: It's the journey because every every l every failure is
• 51:54
  Speaker 2: just a step closer to where you're going. Period. All right, Yeah, legacy, question,
• 52:03
  Speaker 2: what do you want your name to mean? Don't answer?
• 52:07
  Speaker 2: Don't answer it, though, answer it for yourself as you
• 52:10
  Speaker 2: do this on your days. Don't answer it here, but
• 52:13
  Speaker 2: I think I want everybody to think long and hard
• 52:15
  Speaker 2: and write it, write it down, or internalize it, or
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: however you're going through these questions. I want you to
• 52:20
  Speaker 2: think about what you really want your name to mean.
• 52:24
  Speaker 1: You know, one day I was thinking, like, how you
• 52:26
  Speaker 1: actually become royalty is from creating, because you get paid royalties,
• 52:30
  Speaker 1: like for movies and music and stuff like that. That's
• 52:32
  Speaker 1: literally how you live forever. How to create, That's how
• 52:36
  Speaker 1: you write it forever on this realm. How you go
• 52:40
  Speaker 1: Michael Jackson, right, you have to create. That's how you
• 52:48
  Speaker 1: become royalty.
• 52:49
  Speaker 2: I don't know if I really care about that. I
• 52:51
  Speaker 2: just want to love the people who I love me,
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: bring joy everywhere I go and be happy. I don't
• 52:59
  Speaker 2: have to be remembered for generations. I don't need that.
• 53:05
  Speaker 2: I just want the people around me to feel good
• 53:08
  Speaker 2: when I'm in that space and bring joy. That's it.
• 53:14
  Speaker 2: They don't have to be.
• 53:16
  Speaker 1: To the We went over Gemini, right, So Gemini is communicating.
• 53:20
  Speaker 1: I got a lot of shit to say, and I
• 53:23
  Speaker 1: have a lot of even things I read and even
• 53:27
  Speaker 1: things I don't read. I just be in my mind,
• 53:29
  Speaker 1: i'd be knowing, and maybe that's where we get some
• 53:31
  Speaker 1: people nerves. I don't know, and I got like Kanye
• 53:35
  Speaker 1: be saying, I'm not right now for people, right, but
• 53:38
  Speaker 1: I know my purpose is to gather information and tell people.
• 53:43
  Speaker 2: That's what I'm doing.
• 53:45
  Speaker 1: Right, So maybe it doesn't make sense to you today,
• 53:49
  Speaker 1: but maybe you'll remember something I said. I'm like, damn
• 53:51
  Speaker 1: AJ said that ship three years ago. So that's my purpose.
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: I just I'm just here to give spread information, give information.
• 53:59
  Speaker 1: Sometimes people don't want to sit down and watch all
• 54:01
  Speaker 1: the shit. I watch everything. I see everything, literally, like
• 54:06
  Speaker 1: I know a little bit about everything that's going on
• 54:08
  Speaker 1: in the world because I just want to know. I
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: just it's like I gotta know. I'm nosy. Oh this
• 54:16
  Speaker 1: just say maya business, my business.
• 54:24
  Speaker 2: That's the last one.
• 54:25
  Speaker 1: Alright, all right, So y'all. A month eleven is Aquarius.
• 54:28
  Speaker 2: Boom.
• 54:28
  Speaker 5: If you're the Quarius, fuck you. If no, we like you,
• 54:31
  Speaker 5: not the girls. I like the girls, boys boyfuck you?
• 54:35
  Speaker 5: Bo Okay, So do I I excuse me? Community, innovation, humanity.
• 54:41
  Speaker 5: That is the month of Aquarius, Day eleven. Do I
• 54:45
  Speaker 5: isolate or collaborate? Do I fear being different. Now, motherfuckers,
• 54:50
  Speaker 5: this different boy. Intention share wisdom, not superiority. That's a
• 54:56
  Speaker 5: big one, and that's what I ego kicks in at right.
• 55:00
  Speaker 5: You think you can't learn from somebody else. That's the
• 55:05
  Speaker 5: problem with a lot of people. You see that in
• 55:07
  Speaker 5: the conscious community.
• 55:09
  Speaker 2: It's like, do you feel like I think that's what
• 55:11
  Speaker 2: people be feeling like you about you, even though that's
• 55:14
  Speaker 2: not who you are. But I think to it comes
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  Speaker 2: off like you can't learn from anybody else, or you
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  Speaker 2: know better than everybody else, And I think that's what
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  Speaker 2: they be mad about. But you that's not really who
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  Speaker 2: you are. It just maybe comes off like that in
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  Speaker 2: the audio sometimes.
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  Speaker 1: But if I'm talking about something that you haven't heard of,
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  Speaker 1: how do you know I'm lying or not?
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  Speaker 2: You haven't even explored this thing, But how do you
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  Speaker 2: know the listener hasn't heard of it?
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  Speaker 1: Like I gave examples right of where I have said
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  Speaker 1: things here and then somebody like message me trying to
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  Speaker 1: check me about it, and I.
• 55:52
  Speaker 2: Give them hear them. Yeah, like engage.
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  Speaker 1: I like to exchange and for me like that is
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  Speaker 1: one of my things over like that I need that
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  Speaker 1: in a relationship with anybody. I like to exchange information.
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  Speaker 1: I like to learn shit, so let it be an exchange.
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to talk at people either, But it's
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  Speaker 1: just me and you right here, right now, I'm talking
• 56:16
  Speaker 1: you talking. We share an information in real life. That's
• 56:20
  Speaker 1: how I would prefer my relationship. So if it comes
• 56:23
  Speaker 1: off one sided on a podcast, that's because it's just
• 56:26
  Speaker 1: me and Tammy. So if this is why you're hating me,
• 56:33
  Speaker 1: you might need to look in the mirror. Okay, do
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  Speaker 1: this is eleven steps we want to Yeah, share wisdom
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  Speaker 1: not superiority. Do you want to be different or understood?
• 56:44
  Speaker 1: At some point you got to knock care.
• 56:46
  Speaker 2: I was about to say, I don't need to be
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  Speaker 2: either one of those.
• 56:49
  Speaker 1: Yeah, at some point you got to knock here. Healing
• 56:52
  Speaker 1: isn't isolation, it's integration. Yes, and the challenges do who
• 56:58
  Speaker 1: do you need to collaborate with instead of compete against?
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  Speaker 2: Right?
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  Speaker 1: So, a lot people think they can do things by themselves.
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  Speaker 1: A lot of times, Right so you'll have black people
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  Speaker 1: talking shit like oh Charlamagne till Andy and Dale like
• 57:12
  Speaker 1: why he doing that? Why you just can't do your own?
• 57:14
  Speaker 1: Sometimes sometimes you have to in order to grow. You
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: have to partner and if you don't understand business, just say.
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  Speaker 2: That, right. I agree, you can't do everything. What he's
• 57:25
  Speaker 2: doing is amazing, and anybody got anything negative can say this,
• 57:30
  Speaker 2: it's just whack okay. And so day two.
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  Speaker 1: I was about to say, then you have people that
• 57:36
  Speaker 1: say shit like he got a bunch of podcasts or
• 57:38
  Speaker 1: people nobody know what. We got over a million downloads annually.
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: Somebody know us, right.
• 57:43
  Speaker 2: Okay, So so everybody.
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  Speaker 1: I don't think that he should be just putting on
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  Speaker 1: a bunch of celebrities either, right.
• 57:50
  Speaker 2: I agree. I feel like.
• 57:51
  Speaker 1: Celebrities should just like actors, just keep acting, Singers keep singing,
• 57:55
  Speaker 1: and then podcasters can do this.
• 57:57
  Speaker 2: And keep paying. Day twelve and this is the final day.
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  Speaker 2: You guess. It's month of Pisces and the theme is spirituality,
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  Speaker 2: endings and surrender and the reflections. What am I still
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  Speaker 2: holding onto? Do I trust divine timing and intention? Release
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  Speaker 2: with faith? Yes? I love this one. H What are you.
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  Speaker 1: Still holding onto because you're afraid of the void?
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  Speaker 2: These niggas a lot of y'all listeners. Think about that.
• 58:31
  Speaker 2: Y'all look to the right in the bed, sleep right
• 58:34
  Speaker 2: next to you while you're listening to this, I don't listen.
• 58:37
  Speaker 2: I don't want to encourage anybody to leave anything healthy, honestly,
• 58:40
  Speaker 2: but if it ain't healthy, if it ain't growing, it's dead.
• 58:46
  Speaker 2: Let it go. Yeah.
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: And if you think you deserve better, you probably need
• 58:50
  Speaker 1: to be better, right right, because you might be in
• 58:53
  Speaker 1: that situation because that's who you were at a point,
• 58:56
  Speaker 1: like I always be saying, like you are who you beat.
• 58:58
  Speaker 1: You are who you are what you are.
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  Speaker 2: Who you beat.
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  Speaker 1: So it's something about this person that aligns with some
• 59:06
  Speaker 1: aspect of you. You got to kill that aspect in
• 59:09
  Speaker 1: order to move forward in that part you think you deserve.
• 59:15
  Speaker 2: And the quiet power endings aren't losses, their graduations, So
• 59:19
  Speaker 2: you're just moving forward. Let that shit go.
• 59:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Name one thing you're surrendering this year.
• 59:28
  Speaker 2: I'm going to am I am I answering it for
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  Speaker 2: the crowd? Or am I just gonna you can? I'm thinking,
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  Speaker 2: you know what I want to think about that one
• 59:39
  Speaker 2: thing I'm surrendering this year, I don't know. I'm gonna
• 59:42
  Speaker 2: think hard about it and then I'm gonna write it
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  Speaker 2: down as I do these steps on the twelve days,
• 59:47
  Speaker 2: because I want to have a good answer. For that.
• 59:50
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I think mine would just be like just release
• 59:53
  Speaker 1: all the things in faith, just knowing everything is going
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  Speaker 1: to work out exactly how you want it, because why
• 59:58
  Speaker 1: wouldn't it, and really, truly, deep down believing that all
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 1: things are going to work out for your greater good.
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 1: You're just surrendering to letting the universe guide me.
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 1: I'm going to ask less questions, you know, and with
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 1: the roll with the.
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 2: Punches, Yeah, I want you know, I already feel like
• 1:00:23
  Speaker 2: God is moving me in the direction that I'm supposed
• 1:00:26
  Speaker 2: to be going, and everything is already in alignment. Honestly,
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 2: I just got to think about what I need to surrender.
• 1:00:35
  Speaker 2: I gotta think about it. It might be that Rose
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 2: bitch it I know it's in the band.
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 1: Get rid of that room.
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 2: Precious, precious, like the fucking lord of the reason.
• 1:00:54
  Speaker 1: Listen, when my ex left and I thought he had
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 1: like kill all my vibrators because why one plugs up
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 1: any other users batteries and both of them were simultaneously
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 1: like dead. And remember we had just did that episode
• 1:01:06
  Speaker 1: with Old Girl and she was like, DJ, bitch, I've
• 1:01:09
  Speaker 1: been DJ in ever fucking since.
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 2: And that ship is different. Oh really, what DJ? I
• 1:01:17
  Speaker 2: can DJ two? I can go back and forth if
• 1:01:20
  Speaker 2: it ain't if I can't feel reach forward in the
• 1:01:22
  Speaker 2: band and it's not close by DJ straight up, sometime
• 1:01:27
  Speaker 2: my arm gets tied at DJ and bitch, I'll be
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 2: scratching so hard running back DJ jan z aj dj
• 1:01:36
  Speaker 2: AJ on the ones and clips? Girls, what's your last? Last? Foolishness?
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 1: Manifestation does not work without accountability. Right, you have to look,
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 1: but then you have to take note and audit and
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 1: see where you fucked up at right, do better going forward?
• 1:01:59
  Speaker 2: Right. Miracles don't come from pretending. They come from participating
• 1:02:04
  Speaker 2: in the process. You gotta get in there. You gotta
• 1:02:06
  Speaker 2: get in to feel, y'all six running strict programs this year, period,
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 2: okay to it.
• 1:02:14
  Speaker 1: My favorite affirmations is health, happiness, love, success, prosperity.
• 1:02:20
  Speaker 2: And money period in that order.
• 1:02:24
  Speaker 1: Rich, okay, in spirit and in this physical world you
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 1: gotta be rich.
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 2: You need money. Amen. Yeah, that's it. That was great.
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 2: I love that. Yeah, that was good. Y'all like this
• 1:02:36
  Speaker 2: type of stuff.
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 1: Wrap it up, bitch, Yeah we have y'all enjoyed this episode,
• 1:02:42
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• 1:02:53
  Speaker 2: Okay kick and Tams y'all It's official tam band on
• 1:02:56
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• 1:02:58
  Speaker 2: if I told you at the beginning, but I tell you, yeah.
• 1:03:02
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• 1:03:05
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• 1:03:16
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• 1:03:20
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• 1:03:25
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