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- “Walking in Purpose with Angela”—broadcasting live from Lagos, Nigeria, via WBNN-Beverly Nation, · DA CREW Podcast

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  Speaker 5: Recording started, good evening, good evening, good evening, and welcome, Welcome,
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  Speaker 5: Welcome to Welcome in Purpose with Angela live from Legos, Nigeria.
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  Speaker 5: worldwide through Talk Shoe. I am a part of the
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  Speaker 5: marks our four thousand, four hundred and fifty eight presentation
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  Speaker 5: by a Gosie Time Multime Media LLC. Tonight's topic is
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  Speaker 5: walking in Purpose. Unapologetically. I want you to call in
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  Speaker 5: the conversation. Nine Live with us tonight. You're getting ready
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  Speaker 5: for an inspiring journey on tonight. I am joined tonight
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  Speaker 5: by two extraordinary guests. I have Monique dul She is
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  Speaker 5: the twenty twenty six finalist for Women Changing the World
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  Speaker 5: Award for disability, inclusive impact, a leader advocating for the
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  Speaker 5: voice often left unheard. And we have Nolan P. Holloway
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  Speaker 5: Junior aka Mister Stripe, one of eighteen nominees four the
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  Speaker 5: Poet of the Year on behalf of Aspiring Authors magazine,
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  Speaker 5: sharing his passion for the word and purpose. I'm excited
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  Speaker 5: tonight to have these amazing guests in the studio. As
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  Speaker 5: our guests unpacked their journey, you'll be empowered to reflect
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  Speaker 5: on what walking in purpose, your purpose is and what
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  Speaker 5: it looked like unapologetic, jetically, fearless, and authentically. This is
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  Speaker 5: more than a talk show. It is a movement and
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  Speaker 5: you are a part of it. So grab your favorite drink,
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  Speaker 5: settle in, and get ready for an unforgettable night. Let's
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  Speaker 5: inspire one another, up our voices and continue to create
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  Speaker 5: and leave a legacy for generations to come. Tonight, listeners,
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  Speaker 5: we want you to engage in the conversation by calling
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  Speaker 5: in and giving a purpose. Shot out. What is a purpose?
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  Speaker 5: Shout out? Listeners, you have an opportunity to call in
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  Speaker 5: and shout out someone that's walking boldly in their purpose.
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  Speaker 5: So call in diwal that number, punch in that access code,
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  Speaker 5: I promise you you won't be disappointed, so call in
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  Speaker 5: and join the conversation. I'm excited. I'm excited. I'm excited
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  Speaker 5: always given the opportunity to be a part of the
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  Speaker 5: wbn INN here on the Beverly Nation, I tell you,
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  Speaker 5: I never thought that this would be me. I've been here.
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  Speaker 5: I'll be celebrating six years soon, y'all. I think another month,
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  Speaker 5: I'll be celebrating six years here on the WBNN. I
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  Speaker 5: always have to give a shout out to doctor Oh,
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  Speaker 5: my big brother who saw something in me and allowed
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  Speaker 5: me to be a part of this amazing network. So,
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  Speaker 5: without further ado, y'all, I want to go ahead and
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  Speaker 5: bring my guests up because I know that they're gonna
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  Speaker 5: drop some nuggets. They're gonna share some things tonight that
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  Speaker 5: will hopefully educate in power and encourage you to stay
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  Speaker 5: on this journey we call life, y'all, because we all
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  Speaker 5: got a purpose and are you walking in it tonight.
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  Speaker 5: So my first guests, I'm gonna ask her to come
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  Speaker 5: on up and introduce herself. We have Monique Duel in
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  Speaker 5: the house, if you would and y'all know I'm bad
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  Speaker 5: with names, so if I missed your last name up,
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  Speaker 5: please charge it to my mind and not my heart.
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  Speaker 5: Come on in the building and introduce yourself.
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  Speaker 6: Queen a queen, Hey, how are you, confidence, Monique Duel,
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  Speaker 6: I'm well.
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  Speaker 2: Thank you for having.
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  Speaker 1: Me, you know, it's always the time we get together.
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  Speaker 2: Oh yes, so thank you once again for having me.
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  Speaker 1: Once again. I am Profertence w Need Duel.
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  Speaker 6: As she said, I am one of the WCW nominees
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  Speaker 6: for Disability, including award.
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  Speaker 1: For twenty twenty six. I am the founder of Disability
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  Speaker 1: a LLC here at Chris Georgian.
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  Speaker 6: County, Maryland. I am an author, I'm a podcaster, host
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  Speaker 6: of Having a Moment with Money radio show.
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  Speaker 1: And a Partridge in the Party. I'll do a raide
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  Speaker 1: of things.
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  Speaker 5: That's what we do. That's what we do, I tell you,
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  Speaker 5: that's what we do. Brave and we also have mister
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  Speaker 5: Nolan P. Holloway aka mister Strives in the building tonight.
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  Speaker 5: If you would come in and briefly introduce yourself. Mister Stride, Yeah,
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  Speaker 5: I'm here. How are you.
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  Speaker 1: I am doing well. I have to try to stay up,
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  Speaker 1: you know, just after my bedtime, But I'm happy to
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  Speaker 1: be here. Angel be still, I haven't met yet, but
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  Speaker 1: I just appreciate all the different things that you do.
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  Speaker 1: If you've allow me to be on your platform a
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  Speaker 1: number of times, and I'm very very appreciative.
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  Speaker 5: Amen. Amen, Well, I think both of you guys for
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  Speaker 5: being in the building tonight. Tonight we are talking about
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  Speaker 5: walking in purpose unapologetically. So I want each one of you.
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  Speaker 5: I have a couple of questions that I'm gonna be
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  Speaker 5: asking you guys, and I just want you to share
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  Speaker 5: your perspective, share from your heart that you want to
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  Speaker 5: share with those that are tuned in tonight. If you would,
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  Speaker 5: miss Monique, if you could just share what walking and
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  Speaker 5: purpose looks like for you.
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  Speaker 6: For me, walking the purpose means that I'll endrable God
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  Speaker 6: has pgestined me to do.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not just ily, you know, just.
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  Speaker 2: Blindly going through life, being reckless, being unproductive and all
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  Speaker 2: of that.
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  Speaker 6: For me, I know that God has called me for
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  Speaker 6: a purpose. This is why I'm here today. I did
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  Speaker 6: not see myself being here the things that I had
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  Speaker 6: gone through, all of those pieces that put together before I.
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  Speaker 1: Responded my mother's wounds to.
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  Speaker 6: Bring me to this place where I can now speak
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  Speaker 6: to the niches and tell you that God has a
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  Speaker 6: purpose for your life. It doesn't matter what it looks
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  Speaker 6: like and you're out of circumstances and things like that.
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  Speaker 6: It does not negate the fact that God's different callings
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  Speaker 6: of their life, all without repentance, and you are required
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  Speaker 6: by God to fulfill them and should the day of
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  Speaker 6: Jesus Christ. So that's what walking the curpase looks like
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  Speaker 6: for me.
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  Speaker 5: So can you share with me what was a the
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  Speaker 5: find a moment where you realize that you were truly
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  Speaker 5: walking in your purpose.
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  Speaker 2: I would have to.
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  Speaker 6: Say it was after you built my life after going
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  Speaker 6: through a traumatic divorce due to domestic violence, after I
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  Speaker 6: went through feeling suicidal and having to be and a
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  Speaker 6: psyche woid on psych holes for twenty four hours, I
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  Speaker 6: was like, no, this is not the life God pre
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  Speaker 6: destined for me to do. And my grandmother raised me
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  Speaker 6: in church, even though she wasn't fully in it at
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  Speaker 6: the time. She raised me in church, and so the
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  Speaker 6: word was already envy.
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  Speaker 2: And going through that process, I.
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  Speaker 1: Asked God to take me. I was like, Lord, and
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  Speaker 1: this is what.
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  Speaker 2: My life is going to be like I need to
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  Speaker 2: take me and.
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  Speaker 6: My kids now so I can. So we could just
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  Speaker 6: go ahead and you know, feed up the inevitable. And
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  Speaker 6: then Wold not allowed me to do that.
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  Speaker 2: He said, No, you have a character as you do
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  Speaker 2: to be here.
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  Speaker 6: I need you to tell other specialis Bombs and other
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  Speaker 6: women who've gone through a beat that you can overcome
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  Speaker 6: because I made a way of escape for you. Tell
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  Speaker 6: your story, even the ugly cars tall your testimony.
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  Speaker 1: So that's where it all started.
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  Speaker 5: Missus scribe, same question, what does purpose look like for you?
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  Speaker 5: And what was a defining moment when you truly realized
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  Speaker 5: that you were walking in your purpose?
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  Speaker 1: Wow, that's a really really good question. Starting young, I
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  Speaker 1: would go to church at nine or ten years old,
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  Speaker 1: teaching Sunday school, teaching an adult Sunday school class, and
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  Speaker 1: at that particular point in my life, I was on fire.
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  Speaker 1: So my faith favored because of my whole situation where
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  Speaker 1: I thought I was doing everything that I needed to do,
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  Speaker 1: start being a son, doing well in school. But it
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  Speaker 1: seemed like my dad was a very straight day and
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  Speaker 1: it seemed as though the restrictionency put on me I
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  Speaker 1: didn't understand. So I think a teenager and a young
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  Speaker 1: man and I don't know if I was angry with God,
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  Speaker 1: but I lost my faith at that time. So I
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  Speaker 1: drifted away from all the things that I had done
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  Speaker 1: when I was young. And it took me a number
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  Speaker 1: of years of going through different things, I raising my children,
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  Speaker 1: being married, being divorced, being a fixed at one point relocating.
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  Speaker 1: But all these different things culminated and me being from
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  Speaker 1: New York to Georgia. And my turning point really came
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  Speaker 1: when I was in an apartment, billion enough money just
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  Speaker 1: to get to work and to put gas in my vehicle.
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  Speaker 1: I was blessed enough to have those things. But God
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  Speaker 1: finally got my attention when he took all the other
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  Speaker 1: trappings of life away, and then I began to listen
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  Speaker 1: to him. So at that point my life became the change.
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  Speaker 1: I reconnected with my children, my life started to be
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  Speaker 1: blessed and little bits, not anything big, which is little
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  Speaker 1: things I noticed about me and my growth and my
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  Speaker 1: relationship changing. I got back into the church, and moving
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  Speaker 1: through that took me to a point where in my
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  Speaker 1: early fifties, God blessed me with the gift of writing,
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  Speaker 1: and I started writing poetry at fifty one, and just
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  Speaker 1: from there I know he has a hand in it
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  Speaker 1: because from that point, I now have four published books
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  Speaker 1: of poetry, and each book, each journey of begetting to published,
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  Speaker 1: is the story and testimony in itself. I have you
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  Speaker 1: return to the church, thurding and just growing. It's a
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  Speaker 1: day to day grind. We know that the type of
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  Speaker 1: times we live in. But I understand where my hell
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  Speaker 1: comes from. I understand that I'm still going and I'm
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  Speaker 1: not whereppy to be, but my mind has taken on
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  Speaker 1: a different mindset to know I'm not there, but I
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  Speaker 1: continue to work hard and continue to work on anything.
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  Speaker 5: So I've heard you both share some experiences that you
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  Speaker 5: have experienced on this journey. I want you to pick
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  Speaker 5: one experience and share how that experience helped your purpose
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  Speaker 5: evolve over the years. I want to start with you misdescribed.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, one of the journey points that I could think
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  Speaker 1: there are a number of it, but this one really
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  Speaker 1: stands out. There was a time in my life that
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  Speaker 1: I was addicted to clack cocaine and I was living
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  Speaker 1: a double life. I was being a family man, raising
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  Speaker 1: my family, but on the other side, I was doing
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  Speaker 1: things outside of that. There was a place that I
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  Speaker 1: ended up going to one night and a gentleman just
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  Speaker 1: supposed me out of nowhere. It was in an apartment building,
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  Speaker 1: but in the basement where you know, you go around
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  Speaker 1: the back of the apartment and go down where people
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  Speaker 1: were just smoking and getting at and he walked up
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  Speaker 1: to me and said, you don't need to be here,
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  Speaker 1: and I'm looking at him strangthenly because out of all
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  Speaker 1: the different places, Robbie, he picked me and started talking
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  Speaker 1: to him. Me after that sat I knew that that
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  Speaker 1: was God speaking to him, kind of telling me where
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  Speaker 1: was my life going, what was I doing. I knew
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  Speaker 1: what I was doing wasn't right, but I really needed
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  Speaker 1: to wake up Paul. And that particular night I couldn't
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  Speaker 1: get high at all because that jawed me. And even
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  Speaker 1: though I stayed there for a while, I just had
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  Speaker 1: to leave. And the next night I was planning on
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  Speaker 1: shaking that off and going back, but the Holy Spirit
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  Speaker 1: came to me in that moment and said don't go.
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  Speaker 1: And at that particular point I wasn't obedient and the
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  Speaker 1: place was raided. So had I been there the next night,
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  Speaker 1: I possibly most likely would have lost my job, lost
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  Speaker 1: my income, probably lost my family. We ended up in
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  Speaker 1: a totally different place than why I am right now.
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  Speaker 1: But that took me a while to circle back from that.
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  Speaker 1: But that, to me is a moment that stands out
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  Speaker 1: in my mind of where God double left and at
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  Speaker 1: that particular point, it's one of the pieces that I
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  Speaker 1: remember where he definitely stucked in and knew he had
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  Speaker 1: my back even though I was still kind of turning
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  Speaker 1: away from Wow.
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  Speaker 5: Wow. And Miss Monique, if you would same question what,
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  Speaker 5: I know you shared a couple of things, but what experience,
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  Speaker 5: what experienced mostly shape your journey over the year, I would.
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  Speaker 2: Say it had to be in twenty twenty one with
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  Speaker 2: my grandmother and my sister Actuutes Cart that was the
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  Speaker 2: moment where I don't think my.
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  Speaker 1: Faith had ever been shaken.
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  Speaker 2: And to that moment, to the point where I was
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  Speaker 2: not sure if I was going to walk with God
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  Speaker 2: anymore or even the lean Kim, I know we did.
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  Speaker 1: A show previously to this, so you kind of know
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  Speaker 1: this story. We were prepared for my grandmother.
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  Speaker 6: She was almost mighty, so we God prepared it for
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  Speaker 6: her transition, but my sister had I was broadsided by
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  Speaker 6: it and I was like, God, why did you do
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  Speaker 6: that why why you know you didn't heal her body
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  Speaker 6: and all that? You know, we faster than praying things
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  Speaker 6: like that.
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  Speaker 1: And it was one of those.
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  Speaker 6: Things where I was just stuck in time. I was
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  Speaker 6: doing everything. I was smaller at people, you know, still
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  Speaker 6: going to work, still do, but on the inside I
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  Speaker 6: was literally in them and black.
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  Speaker 1: And that was the.
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  Speaker 2: Defining moment where I can't realize, listen, life, at some point,
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  Speaker 2: your dash is going to be over on me, and
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  Speaker 2: either you're gonna live the way God has progressed for
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  Speaker 2: you to live, or you gonna die.
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  Speaker 6: And everything in you, like them, everything in you that
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  Speaker 6: got a place with then you were going to die
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  Speaker 6: with you.
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  Speaker 1: What are you going to do? And it was at
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  Speaker 1: that moment.
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  Speaker 6: Through the darkest grief of our life, that God had
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  Speaker 6: to write my book, Grief Is Againster.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't want to write this, and I didn't want
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  Speaker 1: to talk to nobody. I didn't want to do anything.
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  Speaker 6: But God had me to write Griefs Againster and pretty
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  Speaker 6: much very my soul. And I'm grateful for that because
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  Speaker 6: at some point you're gonna have to live the faith
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  Speaker 6: that you keep talking about. It's easy to talk faith
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  Speaker 6: when you have to live it and you face and
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  Speaker 6: death total.
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  Speaker 1: So David, either you're gonna put up or you're gonna
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  Speaker 1: shut up.
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  Speaker 5: That part, that part, so that that kind of goes
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  Speaker 5: into my next question, what does it mean to walk
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  Speaker 5: in your purpose unapologetically? I know, sometime we feel like
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  Speaker 5: we're gonna just earn you by ourselves because it seemed
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  Speaker 5: like the world is against us and we having to
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  Speaker 5: fight for our purpose and that that we know that
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  Speaker 5: we are called to faith. You know, I keep telling people,
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  Speaker 5: you know, if you're not putting in the work, and
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  Speaker 5: sometimes it's seemed like you on this journey by yourself,
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  Speaker 5: you putting in all this work, and it just seemed
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  Speaker 5: like ain't nothing happening. So what does it mean for
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  Speaker 5: you to walk in your purpose unapologetically, without excuses, without anything?
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  Speaker 5: What does that look like for you? Monique?
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  Speaker 6: For me, I am who I am twenty four seven
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  Speaker 6: sixty five, whatever God has called me to be.
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  Speaker 1: Whether you we would or not, it doesn't matter, you know,
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  Speaker 1: whether you you know your opinion, doesn't matter.
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  Speaker 6: I'm still who God called me to be, even despite
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  Speaker 6: my own self though, because let's be honest, we doubt
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  Speaker 6: ourselves a lot because we don't see those things that
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  Speaker 6: God is placing us.
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  Speaker 1: And this is why we have to go through charge
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  Speaker 1: of tribulation. It is pushing us closer to our purpose.
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  Speaker 6: And so me being unapologetic to me what I call
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  Speaker 6: the public if people call me propertists, and I'm gonna
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  Speaker 6: be honest, y'all.
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  Speaker 1: I used to cower, like, don't call me that because
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  Speaker 1: I felt like I wasn't living up to that. Don't
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  Speaker 1: call me minutes, so what I know, I'm only just
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  Speaker 1: call me mo money and God check me.
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  Speaker 2: He's excuse you, excuse me?
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  Speaker 1: You don't want people to know.
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  Speaker 6: Are we in a secret relationship or something?
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  Speaker 1: And I had to repent. Girl.
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  Speaker 6: I was like, oh, hell, I am profited money wherever
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  Speaker 6: I go. Some people call me propheted, some people call
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  Speaker 6: me more, other people like my passes and things like that.
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  Speaker 6: Because don't see what God's plays to me. They call
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  Speaker 6: me apostle, and that's who God has called me to be.
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  Speaker 6: So hey, that's who I am twenty four to seven.
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  Speaker 6: Whether anybody likes it or not. I have to do
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  Speaker 6: what God has called me to do because I'm going
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  Speaker 6: to stay alone before God and give an account as
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  Speaker 6: to what I.
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  Speaker 1: Did or didn't doing why I can't worry about what
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  Speaker 1: you think.
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  Speaker 6: Just because you don't believe doesn't mean that I am
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  Speaker 6: not the person God has called me to be. It
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  Speaker 6: does not mean that God is not Really he doesn't exist.
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  Speaker 6: Judges means you're blinded and you're injured and you need
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  Speaker 6: God to say he that's all.
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  Speaker 5: Well you talking to me tonight handed because I'm telling
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  Speaker 5: you they they always said minister, evangelist, pastor, and I'm like,
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  Speaker 5: I'll be looking around like who is they talking to?
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  Speaker 5: I'll be looking around like who is talking?
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  Speaker 2: Like I'm not.
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  Speaker 5: Well, he's still working with me on that now. I
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  Speaker 5: accept pre warrior. Look, I accept prayer Warrior. I accept
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  Speaker 5: that one. But the rest of them, I'm like, it
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  Speaker 5: come with a lot. But he dealing with me.
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  Speaker 1: He he.
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  Speaker 5: Dealing with me. He dealing with me, mister scribe. And
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  Speaker 5: you know what, and I have but guess what. He
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  Speaker 5: has made me uncomfortable and in this year, he has
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  Speaker 5: put me in a place where I can't be comfortable,
• 21:48
  Speaker 5: you know. And I know that he is yet working
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  Speaker 5: and he's yet doing some things yet I pressed, but yeah,
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  Speaker 5: he's he's yet working too. And yeah, he had me
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  Speaker 5: in a place where he's dealing with me. But I'm
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  Speaker 5: unapologetically about the things that he's called me too. You know,
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  Speaker 5: I know that I'm supposed to be walking in those
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  Speaker 5: roles and those titles, and he's dealing with me. Mister Scrives,
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  Speaker 5: What does it mean for you to walk in your
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  Speaker 5: purpose unapologetically?
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  Speaker 1: You know? The thing is that that's a good question
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  Speaker 1: to being a man, being a black man. I walk
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  Speaker 1: unapologetically and my purpose because just you know, I'm reading
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  Speaker 1: through the Bible right now. Right now, I'm in the
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: Book of Numbers, and I started on January first, reading
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  Speaker 1: through it. Not that I haven't read the Bible for
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: because to day focused chronological journey that I'm on right
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  Speaker 1: now and meet being unapologetic, I've learned we all have
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  Speaker 1: senseful nature, And the difference with beliefs is that we
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  Speaker 1: understand that we have a sinful nature, but we mean
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  Speaker 1: on God and we know what he looks at us
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  Speaker 1: seeds righteous sins, and he doesn't see sins because we're
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  Speaker 1: covered in the blood of the sacrifice of His son.
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  Speaker 1: So being that as a name, I work with bondness.
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  Speaker 1: I'm fully trusting him. If I'm put in certain places
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  Speaker 1: where I may feel nervous or I may feel uncomfortable.
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  Speaker 1: All I do is this thing I'm not in my
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  Speaker 1: whole stream. God is standing with me, and he's giving
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  Speaker 1: me the Holy Spirit to God and direct me and
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  Speaker 1: to give me wisdom. All I have to do is
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  Speaker 1: just path for him. He's always there, but I have
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  Speaker 1: to acknowledge him. I have to believe that he's there,
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  Speaker 1: and that's what gives me Mohamed unapologetic, but regardless of
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: much other people think, because he's changing my mindset. Yes,
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: I see the good in people. Yes I listen to
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: people's stories and need them where they are. But we
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: need to understand we're living in a time. To see,
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: we're living in a time where rightfulfore our eyes, things
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: are happening around him and a different generations than our
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: way and our random We're living in the generation where
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  Speaker 1: the Bible has always been real, but even more so
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  Speaker 1: now with all the things that we stay around him.
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  Speaker 1: So unapologetic.
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  Speaker 6: You know, I know about.
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  Speaker 1: All and the things that he went through and how
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  Speaker 1: even as strong as he was in the faith, he
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: still struggled. So I look to those type of things
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  Speaker 1: that I lean on to know, you know, if they
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  Speaker 1: crucified Christ and do what they did to him, you
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  Speaker 1: know they're going to do it to us. So why
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: not be bold? Why not be unapologetic and be strong
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: in our faith? And when people mock us or make
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: fun of us, we know that He went through that,
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  Speaker 1: so he can go through it. We know we're not
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  Speaker 1: going to be perfect, but we know that he understands
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  Speaker 1: what we're going through because He is good. And that's
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: what keeps me unapologetic and keeps me humble. Not that
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  Speaker 1: not to think that I'm better than anybody else, just
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  Speaker 1: because God has given me a gift that I'm no
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  Speaker 1: better than anybody else. In one day, I'm gonna have
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  Speaker 1: to stand perform, But I understand the ramification of the
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  Speaker 1: responsibility that He's given me. Even if it's a small thing,
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  Speaker 1: s noileling at somebody or sharing my faith with somebody.
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  Speaker 1: It doesn't have to be a huge, big thing. But
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  Speaker 1: as long as I know I'm walking with hands, i
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  Speaker 1: know I'm on the right path.
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  Speaker 5: Wow, and and and we share one thing in coming.
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  Speaker 5: We both are poets. Tonight, I have prepared a poem
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  Speaker 5: for you, guys that I want to share with you guys.
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  Speaker 5: It's called unapologetically. I rise each day with the sun
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  Speaker 5: on my skin, unfolding like pedals, brave, wild within. I'm
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  Speaker 5: not the echo of anyone's fears, nor the shadows of
• 25:57
  Speaker 5: yesterday's tears. I moved through this world shoulders unbowed, unshaken
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  Speaker 5: by judgment or whispers aloud, My laughter, my scar all
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  Speaker 5: woven in gold. I wear every story, unbroken, untold. I
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  Speaker 5: am soft as the done, and fierce as the flame.
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  Speaker 5: Not here for approval or fitting in the frame. I
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  Speaker 5: carry my history, my pain and delight. They fuel my purpose.
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  Speaker 5: They color my light. No more shrink and small to
• 26:32
  Speaker 5: fit in their space. No more hide in truth or
• 26:36
  Speaker 5: masking my face. I shine incomplete. I speak all my names.
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  Speaker 5: I am who I am through the thunder and rain.
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  Speaker 5: So let the world wonder, Let critics deride my spirits unruly,
• 26:53
  Speaker 5: my soul open wide, my courage, my compassion, and my audacity.
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  Speaker 5: Each day I choose to be uh apologetically me. And
• 27:06
  Speaker 5: that's that piece.
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  Speaker 1: You know, you know, step and that's awesome, that's so beautiful.
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  Speaker 1: It's so you know, I know that the spirit is
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: moving because there's huge reading your piece of apologetic. I'll
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: open up one of my books, and I have a
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  Speaker 1: piece of sell that peaks to being unapologetic. If you
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  Speaker 1: don't mind, if I.
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  Speaker 5: Can read it, yes, please.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, this one is and I just opened up book.
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  Speaker 1: The name of this book is Life Between the Words,
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: which is my third book. And this one is called
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: A Blessing Sadness Morning cart it was here. Why is
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: sadness impressing me? When happiness had me in her embrace?
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: I know my father loves me. Still saw the flesh
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  Speaker 1: grabbing down that in a suit of earthiness, brightness hidden
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  Speaker 1: behind the drophins, searching, just searching. My needs are being provided.
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  Speaker 1: Yet life's reign is raging, not soft droplets that soothe
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  Speaker 1: and correct, the hard, felting blast that sting the skin,
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  Speaker 1: bending the body and making a negative art face towards
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: the ground is surrendered, no reason where life beauty is
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  Speaker 1: present but can't be felt. When the mind is focused
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  Speaker 1: on the storm, moving to reach the edge of the chaos,
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: continuing to move into purpose, beginning to understand that this
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: moment is necessary, dipouraging and releasing of the pain of
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: what happens when the storm is raging and destroying. Precious
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: things are lord never to be seen again and fluted
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  Speaker 1: the wave of a win. The queen to the notion
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: that circumstances are temporary and sky will open help the
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: queenness the glue populated with the softness of white happiness
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  Speaker 1: is the reward with sadness is enjoy whether it has
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  Speaker 1: passed through.
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  Speaker 5: High And that's that piece. So y'all or tune in
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  Speaker 5: to walking in Purpose with Angela. We are talking about
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  Speaker 5: walking in purpose unapologetically. Y'all can call in at six
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  Speaker 5: oh five five six y two zero four four four
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  Speaker 5: or seven one seven seven three four six nine zero four.
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  Speaker 5: You gotta press that assets code which is five four
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  Speaker 5: six one one five zero pounds and then press one
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  Speaker 5: will simply press star two and I tell you it's
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  Speaker 5: gonna be worth that sacrifice. On tonight, I want you
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  Speaker 5: to go ahead and call in. We are doing a
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  Speaker 5: shout out. It is called the purpose shout out. So
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  Speaker 5: if you know someone that is walking in purpose unapologetically,
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  Speaker 5: no matter what they're doing, if you know they're walking
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  Speaker 5: in purpose, shout them out tonight. Let them know that
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  Speaker 5: you see them and you want to encourage them to
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  Speaker 5: continue on this journey. So now we're moving on. We're
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  Speaker 5: moving on to overcoming obstacles because we know that on
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  Speaker 5: this journey that we're on, trials, tests and tribulations are
• 30:41
  Speaker 5: gonna come. These weapons are gonna form, but guess what
• 30:45
  Speaker 5: they won't. Prosper Tons are gonna rise, but they will
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  Speaker 5: they will be condemned. So we know that things are
• 30:52
  Speaker 5: gonna come at us. So overcoming obstacles, Was there ever
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  Speaker 5: a moment when you are gave up? And what kept
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  Speaker 5: you going? We're gonna start with, mister scribes, what was
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  Speaker 5: that moment that you may have given up on and
• 31:14
  Speaker 5: what kept you from giving up?
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  Speaker 1: Boom Man. Going through my addition, back when I was
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: living in New York, it just seemed that I was
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: overwhelmed because I was living through different lives and trying
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: to balance both, but was losing on both, having issue
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: at home and trying to stay away participation that kept
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: dragging me back to the darkness. But God always was
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  Speaker 1: there and I had a praying mom. My mother would
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: always let me know she could keep a sense when
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: I was going through different things, and she always praised
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  Speaker 1: me a lot of facts. She didn't have to tell
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  Speaker 1: me that she was that I knew that she was,
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  Speaker 1: so when she got sick, by that time, I had
• 32:05
  Speaker 1: relocated to Georgia, and I would go back to New
• 32:09
  Speaker 1: York when I could to really not to really try
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  Speaker 1: to take care of it, just to visit her as
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: much as I could, because my sister was still in
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: New York. So she was my mother's primary can giver
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  Speaker 1: when she's first diagnosed with cancer. Then she slipped into dementia,
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  Speaker 1: and then the all time and just transitioning from being
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  Speaker 1: able to speak to her every day. Every day I
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: would drive home from work, I would call her and
• 32:36
  Speaker 1: we would desire conversations as I was driving home to
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  Speaker 1: go from that to she didn't know who I was,
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: or she saw me as a small child or a
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: little boy, because if dementia hadn't settled in and our
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: communication changed, she'd be lost a lot of weights, became
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  Speaker 1: very frail. And to see her like that, it didn't
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: really make me want to give up my faith, but
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  Speaker 1: I did question God because it was like, Wow, you know,
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: my father had passed away and my mother's still here,
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: but she's really not here. But she would have moments
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  Speaker 1: where her eyes would light up and I knew she
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: was there, and then her eyes would get gone and
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: she would stay back into until the old time was
• 33:21
  Speaker 1: right before she passed. But then I had to think
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  Speaker 1: about it. He gave me that time whence I was
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  Speaker 1: able to bring her to the church that I had joined,
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: and some of my poetry was inspired by just the
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: relationship that we had, and my faith was I would
• 33:40
  Speaker 1: say it was shaken, but I still remained strong because
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: I leaned on him when I was getting weak and
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: questioning why and you know, I'm trying to do what
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: I'm supposed to do and why is this happening to me?
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: Rather than going through the self pity, I just thought
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: back on all the things she did and she prayed,
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  Speaker 1: and she intervened for me and helped me when I
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: needed it. Gave me that stace that I needed when
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  Speaker 1: I thought when I felt that my life was falling apart,
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  Speaker 1: and just being grateful for those things help bring me through.
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  Speaker 1: But it wasn't through my strength. Don't get me, don't
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: get it, don't get it twisted. It was God's providing
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  Speaker 1: me with what I needed at that particular time, not
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: just my physical being, felt my mind as well, because
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: the enemy was attacking me with full form the same
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: thing to me, like.
• 34:35
  Speaker 2: Why are you serving God?
• 34:36
  Speaker 1: Look what he's doing to you. Look at how your
• 34:39
  Speaker 1: life is, Look at all the things that he's throwing
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: at you. If it's not worth you wanting to believe,
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: you need to just go ahead and just do what
• 34:47
  Speaker 1: you want to do and live your life the way
• 34:49
  Speaker 1: you wanted to live. But in the fact of that mind,
• 34:52
  Speaker 1: all the seeds, all the conversations that she poured into
• 34:56
  Speaker 1: me rose to the occasion and the whole spirit brought
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: all those things back to my attention, and I basically
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: was like, get behind me, Satan. You know you know
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: you're trying to treat me that I'm not going to
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: fall for it. So those were times where I was
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  Speaker 1: in dark place at that time. But just the thoughts,
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  Speaker 1: the things that She's done, the things that the Holy
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  Speaker 1: Spirit brought to my to my being, got me through
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: those those those difficult days.
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  Speaker 5: Amen, Amen, face face, because I tell you it will
• 35:30
  Speaker 5: be tested on this journey we call life, Monique, Well,
• 35:34
  Speaker 5: what was a moment where you may have wanted to
• 35:37
  Speaker 5: give up? And what kept you from giving up?
• 35:42
  Speaker 2: And I'm going back to this again going through my
• 35:45
  Speaker 2: divorce and living, and then shelter like I was, you know, like.
• 35:50
  Speaker 6: I was on drugs or something. I was in a
• 35:52
  Speaker 6: shelter for women, but they ran it like a drugs shelter.
• 35:55
  Speaker 6: So I had to be in the house a third time.
• 35:57
  Speaker 6: I had to you know, do certain thing by a
• 36:00
  Speaker 6: certain time. I was being controlled.
• 36:02
  Speaker 2: I was like, Lord, No, I was embarrassed because.
• 36:05
  Speaker 6: I had been in the BEASA relationship. I did not
• 36:09
  Speaker 6: know what equally YO commit because nobody was honest enough
• 36:12
  Speaker 6: to tell you what it really mean and.
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  Speaker 1: What it would really look like. So I had to
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  Speaker 1: walk through it.
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  Speaker 6: And so here I was, young mother, two small boys,
• 36:20
  Speaker 6: one with cerebal.
• 36:22
  Speaker 1: Palsy that I didn't.
• 36:23
  Speaker 6: Really know nothing about, and I'm about to become a
• 36:24
  Speaker 6: single mother, just like my mother was and her mother,
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  Speaker 6: which is all the things that I did not When.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like God, this is what I prayed for, not to.
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  Speaker 6: Be like now, not to go through.
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: The things that they went through, not to be if.
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  Speaker 6: I did the right thing, I'm like, I'm married my
• 36:38
  Speaker 6: son's father and did all that so we wouldn't be
• 36:40
  Speaker 6: a sin and stuff like that.
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: I did all of that, So why why are.
• 36:44
  Speaker 6: You allowing this to happen, and I was just at
• 36:47
  Speaker 6: that point, I was like, Lord just ended, and so
• 36:51
  Speaker 6: if he wouldn't, I started just doing stuff and hoped
• 36:54
  Speaker 6: that I would get and hoped that I would.
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  Speaker 2: Just end up either dying by accident.
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: Or whatever, because I was so angry and you know
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  Speaker 1: what my life had become and embarrassed by it.
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  Speaker 6: Because here I was a Christian and the Christians gives
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  Speaker 6: a voice.
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: The Christian you know, was in a beeful relationship, the
• 37:11
  Speaker 2: Christian living in a homeless show said everybody shout.
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  Speaker 1: And get in their BMW's on Sunday and leaves and
• 37:15
  Speaker 1: me and my kids at the bus stock God, where
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  Speaker 1: are you?
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  Speaker 6: And that was the moment for me, And that was
• 37:21
  Speaker 6: like God was like, I've been here the whole time.
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  Speaker 2: If you would have talked to me, I would have.
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  Speaker 2: I would have told you what you needed to know.
• 37:30
  Speaker 2: And that was the defining moment for me when I
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: really heard God's voice the first time, you know, for
• 37:35
  Speaker 2: the first time that I recognized, when he told me
• 37:37
  Speaker 2: that my life had a purpose and that he loved
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: me and I could live and I would be fine
• 37:43
  Speaker 2: if I you know, followed him and okayed And from
• 37:47
  Speaker 2: that point on the rest is literally history.
• 37:52
  Speaker 5: Wow, amazing. I know one thing that me and you
• 37:56
  Speaker 5: share in common, and that is domestic violence. I am
• 38:02
  Speaker 5: a survivor shot point blank range with the salt off shotgun.
• 38:05
  Speaker 5: Never thought that that would have happened to me. I
• 38:09
  Speaker 5: am also a suicide attempt survivor. You know, I wanted
• 38:15
  Speaker 5: to unlive myself so many times because of situations and
• 38:21
  Speaker 5: different things that I was experiencing. But one day I
• 38:26
  Speaker 5: realized that, you know, he keeps saving me, so he
• 38:30
  Speaker 5: has a plan for me. You know that there's something
• 38:33
  Speaker 5: that I'm supposed to be doing. And I remember December,
• 38:37
  Speaker 5: it was December twenty twelve, and not knowing that I
• 38:43
  Speaker 5: was going to experience the massive violence two years later.
• 38:46
  Speaker 5: But when that that that Jeremiah twenty nine to eleven
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  Speaker 5: was dropped in my spirit, I just began to just
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  Speaker 5: speak it over my life and just begin to apply
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  Speaker 5: it to my life and even going through domestic violence.
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  Speaker 5: You know, I realized now that I had to endure
• 39:04
  Speaker 5: that so that I can be able to do the
• 39:06
  Speaker 5: things that I'm doing now. With individuals, you know, sometimes
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  Speaker 5: we don't understand when we're going through things. While we're
• 39:13
  Speaker 5: going through but he know everything about us because he
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  Speaker 5: created us. He knew what we would be able to endure,
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  Speaker 5: and everything that we have endured, he knew we would
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  Speaker 5: get through it because he already knew what the end
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  Speaker 5: was gonna be. So I counted our joy. I counted
• 39:31
  Speaker 5: our joy. We have calling number one and Q and
• 39:35
  Speaker 5: missus Strips. You wanted to say something. I'm sorry, I
• 39:37
  Speaker 5: thought I heard you wanted to say something.
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  Speaker 1: I just want to command you women. Oh, it just
• 39:44
  Speaker 1: seems to be in all of my life that when
• 39:47
  Speaker 1: I've grown you know, yes, I've met some brothers that
• 39:49
  Speaker 1: were strong in the faith, but you with it set
• 39:52
  Speaker 1: a faithful y'all, y'all walks or something else. Learning for
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: both of you to go through what you're going through
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  Speaker 1: and to deal with that. I can't I being a man,
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  Speaker 1: I can emphasize with what you're going through, but I never,
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: you know, being a man, I can't these men that
• 40:07
  Speaker 1: go through domestic violence as well. But the fact that
• 40:10
  Speaker 1: God brought you out on the other side, because I
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: read so many different stories of so many women and
• 40:16
  Speaker 1: you don't end up being here in Georgia, so many
• 40:19
  Speaker 1: women that it was too Laine.
• 40:22
  Speaker 5: They don't make it out.
• 40:25
  Speaker 1: That they got unlived by people that they thought that
• 40:30
  Speaker 1: they cared about them. And that's why my heart breaks
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: that time, Because if you're stateful, God will show you
• 40:37
  Speaker 1: things and he will keep you from walking into certain things. Yes,
• 40:41
  Speaker 1: certain things you go through and you make it to
• 40:44
  Speaker 1: the other side and you can tell other people about it.
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: And then so many times that I see people moving
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: into situations where if you just open yourself to who
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: God is, he'll keep you safe. He he'll protect you,
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: he'll watch over you. Too many times we act on
• 41:01
  Speaker 1: my emotions. We know whe're sinful creatures by nature, and
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: it's only through the blood of Christ that transformation starts.
• 41:10
  Speaker 1: And I see so many people just going down that
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: wrong path. And I know I can't say to everybody.
• 41:15
  Speaker 1: I know I wouldn't even try. But in my way,
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: if I can talk to people, I pray to God
• 41:20
  Speaker 1: if he could put me in a situation that I
• 41:22
  Speaker 1: could use my poetry or I could speak as a
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: man to talk to other men, to talk to them.
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: These are the signs, these are the red flags, these
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: are the things to look out for. And you, guys,
• 41:32
  Speaker 1: living through what you lived through, you have a testimony.
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: You have a story, and I know that you share
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: those stories to other women and other people in general
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: to get them to understand. God shows you things. He
• 41:48
  Speaker 1: tries to reach out to you, but if you hard
• 41:51
  Speaker 1: your heart and don't want to listen, you may end
• 41:54
  Speaker 1: up the situation that He would never want you to
• 41:57
  Speaker 1: be in.
• 41:58
  Speaker 5: Exactly, we have colin number one in Q Colin number one.
• 42:05
  Speaker 5: If you would please state your name and where you're
• 42:07
  Speaker 5: calling from.
• 42:11
  Speaker 7: Well, I'm my darling Angela. It's Aba Holly calling from
• 42:14
  Speaker 7: just outside of Atlantic City, New Jersey, and I'm mustered
• 42:18
  Speaker 7: up all my strengths tonight to come on and support
• 42:21
  Speaker 7: you and your amazing guests and co hosts. Just the
• 42:27
  Speaker 7: stories are unbelievable, and you know, we all have a story.
• 42:31
  Speaker 7: Everybody has a story to tell. We were talking about
• 42:34
  Speaker 7: this on the show the other night, and I say,
• 42:36
  Speaker 7: you know, you got to write a book. You got
• 42:39
  Speaker 7: to get your book out there, because somebody is going
• 42:41
  Speaker 7: to relate to your story. You know, your your story
• 42:44
  Speaker 7: may not be for everyone, but it could be for someone.
• 42:48
  Speaker 7: You know. First of all, I'm going to give a
• 42:50
  Speaker 7: shout out to Samina Mugle. She's an international fashion designer.
• 42:54
  Speaker 7: I'm trying to get her up on the show, but
• 42:56
  Speaker 7: she's always always traveling.
• 43:00
  Speaker 1: Are Lyne in five.
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  Speaker 7: Countries and she's a cancer survivor and I am a
• 43:05
  Speaker 7: cancer survivor. We were diagnosed through the same week and
• 43:10
  Speaker 7: she has a type of skin that doesn't kneel well.
• 43:13
  Speaker 7: So as I went through one major radical surgery, she
• 43:17
  Speaker 7: went through six already and she's still fighting the fight,
• 43:22
  Speaker 7: you know, and no one has promised tomorrow. So when I,
• 43:26
  Speaker 7: you know, found out I had cancer and I was
• 43:28
  Speaker 7: going to do radical surgery to get rid of it,
• 43:31
  Speaker 7: I didn't know what was going to happen after that.
• 43:33
  Speaker 1: I didn't know.
• 43:34
  Speaker 7: I don't know that I thought about giving up, but
• 43:37
  Speaker 7: I definitely didn't know if I was going to make
• 43:40
  Speaker 7: it out of the hospital, even though we caught the
• 43:43
  Speaker 7: cancer early. I was on during the knife for twelve hours,
• 43:47
  Speaker 7: so I had no idea. But I guess it's not
• 43:51
  Speaker 7: in any of our nature yours either Angela daughter O's
• 43:54
  Speaker 7: to give up because we have to be the ones
• 43:58
  Speaker 7: that step it forward for other peop people. We have
• 44:01
  Speaker 7: to be those speaking for light and the change we
• 44:03
  Speaker 7: want to see in the world.
• 44:04
  Speaker 1: You know.
• 44:05
  Speaker 7: I am back in two thousand and nine, early two
• 44:10
  Speaker 7: thousand and nine. I started my business in late two
• 44:13
  Speaker 7: thousand and early two thousand and nine, I lost my mom,
• 44:17
  Speaker 7: my dad, my father in law, and my daughter's grandfather
• 44:20
  Speaker 7: and my father in law at the time live in
• 44:23
  Speaker 7: weeks for a couple of months, and that was before
• 44:28
  Speaker 7: I found out I had concert.
• 44:29
  Speaker 1: But it was crazy.
• 44:31
  Speaker 7: I mean, I have just been going non stop to
• 44:34
  Speaker 7: bring awareness to different charities, to bring awareness to what
• 44:38
  Speaker 7: killed my mom, to you know, bring awareness to what
• 44:41
  Speaker 7: I've been through.
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: So I don't know that there's a way that we
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: stop doing what we do.
• 44:51
  Speaker 7: You know, I often question what happens, but I have
• 44:55
  Speaker 7: faith and I pray every day and I keep going.
• 44:59
  Speaker 7: I mean, right there, we're going through a lot of
• 45:00
  Speaker 7: things too, and I know a lot of people are.
• 45:03
  Speaker 7: And again, everybody's story may not touch everyone, but it
• 45:07
  Speaker 7: will touch someone. So thank you, Angela for all the
• 45:11
  Speaker 7: opportunities you have put in front of me, for doctor Oh,
• 45:15
  Speaker 7: for this platform on the Storied Network, and God bless
• 45:18
  Speaker 7: you and your guests tonight Amazing Stories.
• 45:22
  Speaker 5: Well, thank you for stopping by and sharing your story.
• 45:25
  Speaker 5: If you would please tell those that are tuned in
• 45:30
  Speaker 5: who you are and when is your next show.
• 45:34
  Speaker 7: Sure, so on Asa Holly again. I'm right outside of
• 45:37
  Speaker 7: Atlantic City, New Jersey for the time being. And our
• 45:41
  Speaker 7: next show is coming up on March eleventh, The Casual Chat,
• 45:45
  Speaker 7: nine thirty pm Eastern. We are going to have International
• 45:49
  Speaker 7: Internet Hall of Famer Jerry Patito on the show and
• 45:52
  Speaker 7: a surprise guest in the entertainment industry.
• 45:55
  Speaker 1: So we're excited about that. And then we come back.
• 45:58
  Speaker 7: On the Storied Network to Pop on March twenty eighth
• 46:02
  Speaker 7: with Siness and we're wrapping up the series.
• 46:05
  Speaker 1: The Colors of Music.
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  Speaker 7: So thank you Angela, God bless you and your guests,
• 46:09
  Speaker 7: and I love you.
• 46:10
  Speaker 5: Guys, thank you, thank you for stopping by and sharing. Again.
• 46:15
  Speaker 5: I tell you we all have a story that this
• 46:18
  Speaker 5: life that we live, it's a journey. We've never been
• 46:21
  Speaker 5: here before. So everything that we experience, you know, the
• 46:26
  Speaker 5: word say we should do greater works, And how would
• 46:28
  Speaker 5: they know the greater works if we don't share it.
• 46:31
  Speaker 5: So it is very important that we share our story.
• 46:34
  Speaker 5: You're talking to somebody that has over one hundred The
• 46:38
  Speaker 5: last time I checked, I had one hundred and sixty
• 46:40
  Speaker 5: one literary works available through Amazon, Blurb, mad Cloud, you
• 46:47
  Speaker 5: name it, every possible outlet that you can purchase a
• 46:52
  Speaker 5: book through. I try to utilize it and I try
• 46:54
  Speaker 5: to share my story because I don't want nobody telling
• 46:57
  Speaker 5: my story. I want people to know who who I
• 47:00
  Speaker 5: was and what I did in my perspective and not
• 47:03
  Speaker 5: in nobody else perspective. But we have another calling, y'all.
• 47:07
  Speaker 5: We have calling number two in Q Calling number two.
• 47:10
  Speaker 5: If you would please state your name and where you're
• 47:12
  Speaker 5: calling from.
• 47:16
  Speaker 1: Yeah, money was Vanetta.
• 47:18
  Speaker 8: I'm actually one of this duels friends, and I'll lose
• 47:23
  Speaker 8: my first time actually.
• 47:24
  Speaker 1: Listening to the show.
• 47:26
  Speaker 8: And I just want to stay talented all joy and
• 47:28
  Speaker 8: I am grateful just to to you know.
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: We've been finding for a very long time.
• 47:35
  Speaker 8: But some things that she said that I didn't know
• 47:38
  Speaker 8: anything about, you know, and.
• 47:41
  Speaker 1: I say her statement a possum his statements as well.
• 47:48
  Speaker 1: But to me with my connection with I call it you.
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: I didn't know you know.
• 47:56
  Speaker 2: But God, you know what I'm saying.
• 47:58
  Speaker 1: He won. Let's through our darkest time. I know you
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: walk me through, manie me dark times and.
• 48:05
  Speaker 7: You know, low vibration situations that I put myself in.
• 48:11
  Speaker 2: But God, in that's all I can say.
• 48:16
  Speaker 1: You know, I'm on my own spiritual journals and I'm
• 48:19
  Speaker 1: finding out different things about me. But God.
• 48:23
  Speaker 8: Needs everything beginning whoever relationship you have God in.
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: But I really, really, I just want to thank.
• 48:33
  Speaker 8: You for inviting me to listen to your show because
• 48:38
  Speaker 8: it has actually reignited something that I lost.
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: I mean, once you gets triggered.
• 48:45
  Speaker 2: Or you can get hurt or her bad enough, you
• 48:48
  Speaker 2: shut the door.
• 48:49
  Speaker 1: You don't even bother. It's too painful.
• 48:51
  Speaker 8: Not nothing with that, but really it brings back to
• 48:57
  Speaker 8: just the fire that I have.
• 48:59
  Speaker 2: I'm not a burden, but I.
• 49:03
  Speaker 1: Want to thank you, thank you both.
• 49:05
  Speaker 6: I'm really enjoying the show.
• 49:08
  Speaker 5: And that's what we're supposed to do. We're supposed to
• 49:12
  Speaker 5: be able to I said, And that's what we're supposed
• 49:15
  Speaker 5: to do. You know, we're not supposed to let that
• 49:17
  Speaker 5: flame go out. You know, sometimes it may get it
• 49:20
  Speaker 5: may get dim, but we're not supposed to let it
• 49:23
  Speaker 5: go out that that We're supposed to be helpmates one
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  Speaker 5: to another, you know. And my desire is to be
• 49:29
  Speaker 5: that change that I want to see in this world.
• 49:31
  Speaker 5: And how do we do that? We have we have
• 49:34
  Speaker 5: to show up, We have to be willing to share
• 49:37
  Speaker 5: what we've been through because you never know who it
• 49:39
  Speaker 5: may impact, you know who life, it may what nugget
• 49:42
  Speaker 5: they may be able to take away. You know, everybody
• 49:45
  Speaker 5: may not be able to take everything that we say away,
• 49:48
  Speaker 5: but there may be something that was spark something inside
• 49:51
  Speaker 5: of someone that will get them back on the right course.
• 49:56
  Speaker 5: You know, I was go ahead, sleepy, I was.
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: Thinking of whole close your stories of sibling. You hit
• 50:07
  Speaker 1: rock bottom, but it's not You're not out?
• 50:10
  Speaker 5: Is that when you're in.
• 50:10
  Speaker 8: The boxing ringing, you're just about to get your your
• 50:13
  Speaker 8: life knocked out?
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: But yet and still God is.
• 50:18
  Speaker 6: Right Like my gray I've been in some dark spaces.
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  Speaker 8: That people will not even believe, but God is even
• 50:27
  Speaker 8: though I'm walking through the shadows of death, I feel
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  Speaker 8: no eas right.
• 50:33
  Speaker 1: So that's that's that's my story to add. You know,
• 50:36
  Speaker 1: I'm just grateful. I'm grateful.
• 50:41
  Speaker 5: And what's your name again? My name is Vanetta Vanetta. Well,
• 50:47
  Speaker 5: thank you for calling Miss Vanetta and sharing with us
• 50:50
  Speaker 5: on tonight. You definitely, you definitely, you definitely have sparked
• 50:59
  Speaker 5: something within us too as well by pressing that start
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  Speaker 5: too and coming on and enjoying the conversation. We thank
• 51:07
  Speaker 5: you for supporting on tonight.
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: Thank you, Bessie.
• 51:13
  Speaker 5: I love you, Monique. Do you have anything you want
• 51:17
  Speaker 5: to say to her? Miss Monique prophetess.
• 51:22
  Speaker 6: Oh look, I'm home here crying because I didn't expect
• 51:25
  Speaker 6: her to call it.
• 51:26
  Speaker 1: We've been through some.
• 51:26
  Speaker 2: Stuff together, y'all all. A no, we went to elementary
• 51:30
  Speaker 2: school together. That's how long we've been friends. And we
• 51:33
  Speaker 2: have walked through some of the darkest days together and
• 51:36
  Speaker 2: time together, and to still be here together.
• 51:39
  Speaker 6: With each other after all these years. I am so
• 51:42
  Speaker 6: grateful for a true friend.
• 51:45
  Speaker 2: I am grateful for her friendship. I am grateful for
• 51:48
  Speaker 2: her support. No matter what I'm going through, she is
• 51:52
  Speaker 2: like right, she on it, She right there, ain't nobody
• 51:54
  Speaker 2: else is gonna show up. Nethers going to show up.
• 51:58
  Speaker 6: And so I love her and appreci and thank her.
• 52:01
  Speaker 2: Supporting me as always supported me, whether she's out the full.
• 52:05
  Speaker 1: Pro as the background. Thank you so much. I appreciate you.
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  Speaker 5: Amen. Amen. So I just want to share this because
• 52:14
  Speaker 5: God is so strategic and he's so funny. He's always
• 52:18
  Speaker 5: in the mist. Because I prepared these questions, our next
• 52:23
  Speaker 5: question was about impact and inspiration, So this was our
• 52:30
  Speaker 5: next set of questions. So we definitely know that by
• 52:35
  Speaker 5: us just showing up tonight that we impacted one person
• 52:38
  Speaker 5: if we didn't impact nobody else. So again, I'm grateful
• 52:44
  Speaker 5: and thank you for pressing that start to and joining
• 52:46
  Speaker 5: the conversation. So my next question for you guys, who
• 52:51
  Speaker 5: inspired you or influenced your path the most? And what
• 52:55
  Speaker 5: lesson did you learn from them? Start with off this.
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  Speaker 6: I was very saying are you about to ask you firs,
• 53:05
  Speaker 6: because I was trying to think about it. Wow, that's
• 53:09
  Speaker 6: the great question, because I've had so many. But outside
• 53:13
  Speaker 6: of my children, I would have to say my grandmother,
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  Speaker 6: who was going to be with the Lord, watching her
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  Speaker 6: and her pois see, you know, pois into me.
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  Speaker 1: She was an intercessor.
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  Speaker 2: So watching her lay on her face to fast and pray,
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  Speaker 2: watching her fish yello and stuff and sup broth because
• 53:31
  Speaker 2: she was determined to get closer to God and break
• 53:34
  Speaker 2: generation curses. You know, those kinds of things still stick
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  Speaker 2: with me to this day. When I'm going through my
• 53:39
  Speaker 2: darkest day, I remember her, you know, praying and seeking
• 53:44
  Speaker 2: God and sometimes just sitting there just humming, sitting in
• 53:48
  Speaker 2: her rocket chief, just humming to the Lord. She was
• 53:51
  Speaker 2: my one of my biggest supporters. She was there for
• 53:54
  Speaker 2: every single thing that.
• 53:55
  Speaker 6: I went through, until, of course, she went home to
• 53:58
  Speaker 6: be with the Lord.
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  Speaker 2: So that impact that she that she left on me
• 54:01
  Speaker 2: and those seeds of righteousness he has already taken you.
• 54:05
  Speaker 2: And a lot of the things that she has praved
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  Speaker 2: for and even spoke into my life when she was
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  Speaker 2: here has now come to pass, and I wish.
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  Speaker 6: That she was here to see it.
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  Speaker 2: And so I honor God because she raised me.
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  Speaker 1: She was my father's mother.
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  Speaker 2: So that's a testimony all in itself, because you know
• 54:22
  Speaker 2: what they say, mama's baby, papa's maybe.
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: So God set me up.
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  Speaker 6: From the very beginning because he knew my parents, you know,
• 54:31
  Speaker 6: needed that that type of support and that type of help.
• 54:34
  Speaker 2: And boy was she something. She was definitely grand. She
• 54:38
  Speaker 2: wasn't just a mother, she was.
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  Speaker 1: Grand and she was a grandmother. My honor God for
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  Speaker 1: her life.
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  Speaker 6: Although she's a positive in me because now I get
• 54:45
  Speaker 6: to the positive in my children.
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  Speaker 5: Amen. Amen, what a testimony, mister Crown.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, going back to my youth, I can remember me
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  Speaker 1: and Daniels on me bactors that I grew up in
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  Speaker 1: the thoughts of the shames. They've all transitioned, but I
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  Speaker 1: can remember them paying there's the love of God into
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  Speaker 1: me and dak and days the super special. Even when
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  Speaker 1: I would go back to New York, I would always
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  Speaker 1: go back to the church and always look him up
• 55:22
  Speaker 1: because he truly inspired me to read the Bible, even
• 55:27
  Speaker 1: when I moved away from it. You know Happendent too.
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  Speaker 1: You know when you sow seed, sometimes those seeds say garment,
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: but they never leave you, and they I get. You
• 55:38
  Speaker 1: put them in the ground and you put water on
• 55:40
  Speaker 1: them and they grow. Sometimes you don't water them, but
• 55:43
  Speaker 1: eventually they're gonna grow. So all those things when I
• 55:46
  Speaker 1: was a young man they put into me and even
• 55:48
  Speaker 1: later in life they sprouted. But I have to think
• 55:52
  Speaker 1: them my Momi ken as well because she always she
• 55:56
  Speaker 1: never told me. I know she prayed for me, but
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: we shouldn't compensation. Just before she got sick and she
• 56:02
  Speaker 1: can shared with me, you know how many times I'm
• 56:03
  Speaker 1: praying to you and you were going through this. Now
• 56:06
  Speaker 1: I kind of knew, but hearing her verbalize it really
• 56:09
  Speaker 1: hit home. And again I'm not ashamed to crime. When
• 56:15
  Speaker 1: he is the joy come home to me. I leven't
• 56:17
  Speaker 1: to you flow. You know the world has a certain
• 56:21
  Speaker 1: thing that they do. Old men supposed to be this
• 56:24
  Speaker 1: way in that way. But with God, you can be
• 56:26
  Speaker 1: any way. You know, you can be yourself because He
• 56:30
  Speaker 1: knows you already. But you have to know that he
• 56:33
  Speaker 1: knows a lot of times people don't understand his power.
• 56:37
  Speaker 1: People don't understand who he really true, he is just fact.
• 56:41
  Speaker 1: We're having this conversation tonight, and I'm getting to know
• 56:46
  Speaker 1: popular tonight, meeting her for the first time. Angel. We
• 56:49
  Speaker 1: have a physically man, but I know you from our
• 56:51
  Speaker 1: conversation that we've had. That's how our relationship with God
• 56:55
  Speaker 1: to be where we can just pro to him like
• 56:58
  Speaker 1: I'm talking to you, guys, and you'll see to us.
• 57:01
  Speaker 1: Sometimes it's verbal, sometimes it's nonverbal. But I would say
• 57:05
  Speaker 1: the people at my my in my youth that poured
• 57:09
  Speaker 1: into me my mom not poort into me. And even
• 57:12
  Speaker 1: though my dad and I had a multiple type of
• 57:16
  Speaker 1: relationship before he passed, we became very close. So those
• 57:21
  Speaker 1: are the things that I know that God in indeed
• 57:24
  Speaker 1: and said I'm gonna I'm gonna bring you guys back together,
• 57:29
  Speaker 1: even though I couldn't see that of a happening though.
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: It's those things that I could think in between that
• 57:36
  Speaker 1: I can remember those moments that that really impacted my life.
• 57:42
  Speaker 5: Wow, that is amazing. I tell you, I think that
• 57:50
  Speaker 5: there were a couple of people on this journey that
• 57:53
  Speaker 5: inspired me. I tell you one person in particular that
• 57:58
  Speaker 5: influenced me in amaze Joey, and that was my physical
• 58:04
  Speaker 5: education teacher, my pe teacher in eighth grade. She saw
• 58:09
  Speaker 5: something in me. She put me on the JV basketball team.
• 58:15
  Speaker 5: I never played basketball before a day in my life,
• 58:17
  Speaker 5: never thought about playing basketball, didn't know how to do nothing.
• 58:20
  Speaker 5: Matter of fact, every time I touched the ball, they
• 58:23
  Speaker 5: blew the whistle. But she saw something in me, not
• 58:30
  Speaker 5: knowing that she was going to be the very person
• 58:32
  Speaker 5: that was there for me when I lost my mom
• 58:37
  Speaker 5: two years later. She drove her personal car to every
• 58:42
  Speaker 5: basketball game so that she can take me to the
• 58:45
  Speaker 5: hospital after the game so that I can be with
• 58:48
  Speaker 5: my mom when my mom was transitioning. So she really
• 58:53
  Speaker 5: impacted my life. Because of her seeing something in me,
• 58:58
  Speaker 5: I was able to get a scholarship. I was one
• 59:01
  Speaker 5: of the first females in my family to go to
• 59:04
  Speaker 5: college on an athletic scholarship. I went to junior college
• 59:09
  Speaker 5: for one year. I did not like it. So I
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  Speaker 5: ended up in Atlanta at an HBCU, Morris Brown College,
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  Speaker 5: and I played at Morris Brown. Didn't know nothing about
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  Speaker 5: the HBCUs because they just didn't talk about it when
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  Speaker 5: I was growing up from where I'm from, so I
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  Speaker 5: didn't know nothing about HBCU. So I was working at
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  Speaker 5: Harty's and I would go to work in the mornings
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  Speaker 5: and I would come home and I would just start
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  Speaker 5: calling colleges because I said, you know what, I got
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  Speaker 5: to get in somewhere, because I just can't let this
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  Speaker 5: talent go to waste. And I thank God for Steve Daniels.
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  Speaker 5: He's also someone that inspired me and impacted my life
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  Speaker 5: because he gave me another chance when I walked away
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  Speaker 5: from the scholarship that I had. He allowed me to
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  Speaker 5: walk on to Morris Brown. He gave me a scholarship,
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  Speaker 5: never seen me play a day in his life. All
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  Speaker 5: he asked me to do was to go out to
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  Speaker 5: Being Hill and to play in the summer league and
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  Speaker 5: meet some of the girls that was on the basketball team.
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  Speaker 5: And that's what I did. And I'm grateful because they
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  Speaker 5: impacted my life. You know, they allowed me to break
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  Speaker 5: some generational curses in my family. You know, at that
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  Speaker 5: particular time, I didn't graduate, But since then I have
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  Speaker 5: received my bachelor's and I'm working on my second masters.
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  Speaker 5: So it was those things that were instilled in me.
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  Speaker 5: You know, no matter what I experienced, I didn't let
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  Speaker 5: the flame go out. You know, it was something always
• 1:00:41
  Speaker 5: keeping it it licked. Whether it was flaming high or
• 1:00:47
  Speaker 5: it was low, it was always something that was keeping
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  Speaker 5: it lit. So we're gonna move on to the next question.
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  Speaker 5: The next question is, and we're gonna start with profits, Monique,
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  Speaker 5: how do you hope to inspire others, especially those who
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  Speaker 5: may be struggling to find their own purpose.
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  Speaker 6: I hope that something that they read in my books
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  Speaker 6: inspire them. And I hope that if they ever see
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  Speaker 6: me as public, that my actions and my behavior inspires
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  Speaker 6: them over the head. You know, because sometimes we go
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  Speaker 6: all in public, we just you know, we might be
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  Speaker 6: having a bad day and things like that, and so
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  Speaker 6: I'm hoping that even if they see me heavy and not.
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  Speaker 1: So pleasant day, that I'm still exhibiting the level.
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  Speaker 2: Of God in my attitude and how I talk.
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  Speaker 1: To people and things like that. You always want people
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  Speaker 1: to see the same youth that you are.
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  Speaker 2: When they are no cameras, you know, when there are
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  Speaker 2: no interviews and things like that.
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  Speaker 6: So I'm hoping that one of those ways, or even
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  Speaker 6: encountering me and parsising, you know, because I'm a people person.
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  Speaker 6: I talk to everybody, So even if they encountered me
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  Speaker 6: that I have, I have a word of good courage
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  Speaker 6: with to give them, whether I feel like it or not,
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  Speaker 6: because you know, we're going to own things, the pleasures.
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  Speaker 1: The last thing I want to to carriage anybody.
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  Speaker 6: So you know what, being mindful that wherever I am,
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  Speaker 6: that God is in being with me.
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  Speaker 1: And that I always have a word to give someone.
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  Speaker 1: So that's how I hope to inspire others.
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  Speaker 5: Amazing, amazing, And mister Strives, what about you, how do
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  Speaker 5: you hope to inspire others?
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  Speaker 1: Just the same thing that prophet has said in reference
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  Speaker 1: to my walk. Just some people can see, you know,
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  Speaker 1: when they look at me, they see something not me,
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  Speaker 1: not my ego or anything like that, but they think
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 1: there's just something about him. Got a sparking conversation. You
• 1:02:41
  Speaker 1: can do my poetry that I recite or the words
• 1:02:45
  Speaker 1: that I speak to him that they and I truly
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 1: believe just for me that they see when they see me,
• 1:02:52
  Speaker 1: they want to know more about me in reference to
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 1: who I served and why I am the way I am,
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  Speaker 1: which will spark a conversation. And that's just that he
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  Speaker 1: used me to en.
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  Speaker 5: Glory and not for mind that part, that part, because
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 5: He's given us all gifts and talents, and and I
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  Speaker 5: say that everything that we do should point back to Him,
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  Speaker 5: the one that created us. So that's that's what I want.
• 1:03:18
  Speaker 5: I want people to be able to see him and
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  Speaker 5: me and not me in the flesh and allow my
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  Speaker 5: journey to inspire them, to educate, to empower and encourage
• 1:03:31
  Speaker 5: them to stay on this journey we call life. And
• 1:03:34
  Speaker 5: and how do we how do we do this? We
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 5: can't just be out here just doing anything. We have
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 5: to be walking in purpose. And how do we walk
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 5: in purpose? We gotta love more, we gotta inspire more,
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 5: and we got to have the fear of God while
• 1:03:50
  Speaker 5: we are educating, empower and encouraging others alone this journey
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 5: we call life, That's that's how we live this life
• 1:03:57
  Speaker 5: that we we're on. So with that being said, we
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 5: gonna keep the conversation going. We y'all often hear me
• 1:04:06
  Speaker 5: talk about creating and leaving a legacy. And I have
• 1:04:10
  Speaker 5: to give a shout out to Brother Oh because I
• 1:04:13
  Speaker 5: never thought that I would be doing broadcasting. He has
• 1:04:17
  Speaker 5: allowed me to come on this this network going on
• 1:04:21
  Speaker 5: six years. April would be six years. Another month, y'all,
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 5: not even another month. It will be six years that
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 5: I've been a part of this network. You're talking about
• 1:04:30
  Speaker 5: a country girl from Leveland, South Carolina, born in Anderson,
• 1:04:34
  Speaker 5: but raised in a small community called Levelland that people
• 1:04:38
  Speaker 5: never heard of. But to think that I would be
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 5: a part of a network, and not only that, be
• 1:04:47
  Speaker 5: inducted into the International Internet Radio Hall of Fame for
• 1:04:51
  Speaker 5: Broadcasting and elected to be a Lifetime Achiever this year.
• 1:04:58
  Speaker 5: So I'm just honored, and I thank God for the
• 1:05:02
  Speaker 5: opportunity and for him touching Brother Oh's heart and him
• 1:05:06
  Speaker 5: seeing something in me. And it's all about creating legacy
• 1:05:10
  Speaker 5: and leaving that for others that are coming behind us.
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  Speaker 5: I want to ask y'all two questions. The first question
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  Speaker 5: is what kind of legacy do you hope to leave
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  Speaker 5: through your work and your story? And I'm going to
• 1:05:26
  Speaker 5: start with mister Stripes, if you would what kind of
• 1:05:31
  Speaker 5: legacy do you hope to leave through your work and
• 1:05:34
  Speaker 5: your story?
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  Speaker 1: Well, all my work is state based. Work is state based.
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  Speaker 1: So and when I'm no longer heat about, my words
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 1: will touch people and resonate with them to know a
• 1:05:51
  Speaker 1: little bit about me, but to know through my struggles
• 1:05:55
  Speaker 1: who I leave on for my strength, for my stage,
• 1:05:59
  Speaker 1: or the different things that broughtup me through that they
• 1:06:03
  Speaker 1: see that through my words, and that that I remember
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  Speaker 1: that as a man of states, not perfect by no means,
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  Speaker 1: but always striving to improve and always striving to serve
• 1:06:19
  Speaker 1: and always trying to attempted to be a light in
• 1:06:23
  Speaker 1: the world that we know is full of God.
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  Speaker 5: Exactly and profitence.
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  Speaker 6: For me, I believe that my legacy has already started
• 1:06:42
  Speaker 6: and I'm still here. So I honor God for that.
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  Speaker 2: Our books and.
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  Speaker 6: Our podcasts and things like that has already gone into
• 1:06:51
  Speaker 6: the atmosphere. Remember the Bible says our words have powered,
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 6: So our words that.
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  Speaker 2: We've already released has already gone out into the atmosphere
• 1:07:00
  Speaker 2: taking ruth and so it's going to go to where
• 1:07:03
  Speaker 2: it needs to go, and it's going to do what
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  Speaker 2: it needs to.
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  Speaker 6: Do while we're still here, as well as when we're gone.
• 1:07:09
  Speaker 6: Because legacy is not just about what you did when
• 1:07:13
  Speaker 6: you live, but it's about the fact that you did
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 6: live and you lived through it and you were able
• 1:07:17
  Speaker 6: to tell the story. So at the end of the day,
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 6: when my dad show up, because you know that's what
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 6: evidence when my dad show up, I wanted to be
• 1:07:27
  Speaker 6: said that I lived, I lived what I wrote about.
• 1:07:32
  Speaker 6: I was transparent, I advocated. I loved the way I wanted,
• 1:07:37
  Speaker 6: you know, the way I wanted to be loved and returned.
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 6: I showed Christ loved the way I believed he wanted
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 6: me to show it, and for my son to be
• 1:07:45
  Speaker 6: proud and filled with inspiration so that they too were
• 1:07:50
  Speaker 6: forced to head and what God has caused them to
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 6: do because they saw their mother go through the fire
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 6: and the flood and God brought her out over and
• 1:07:57
  Speaker 6: over and over again.
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  Speaker 5: Wow. So y'all know, I got another poem for you guys,
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  Speaker 5: call Legacy Envision. But I want y'all that'll tune in.
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  Speaker 5: I want y'all to press that star too. Call in.
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  Speaker 5: All you have to do is dial six o five five,
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  Speaker 5: six two zero four four four or seven one seven
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  Speaker 5: seven three four six' nine oh four press the assects
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  Speaker 5: cold five four, six, one, one five zero, pound and
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  Speaker 5: then you press one pound to enter the studio and
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  Speaker 5: to join the. Conversation you're gonna hit that star. Two
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  Speaker 5: i'm gonna share this, poem and then we're gonna get
• 1:08:45
  Speaker 5: back to the. Conversation so the poem is call Legacy.
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  Speaker 5: ENVISION i plant hopes like see beneath the restless, earth
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  Speaker 5: dreams that tremble waiting for the, sun and honest. Birth
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  Speaker 5: let every WORD i, speak each gentle DEED i give
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  Speaker 5: ech kindness and, courage and memories that live beyond my giving.
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  Speaker 5: YEARS i send my vision fourth a river of, understanding of,
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  Speaker 5: love of growing, worth not for stone or feeding praise
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  Speaker 5: to wear my name so, bold but the, compassion quiet
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  Speaker 5: tides and hearts THAT i. Console may my laughter linger
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  Speaker 5: softly on a grandchild's hopeful. Face may forgiveness bloom and
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 5: gardens that have tended with. GRACE i dream of bridges
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  Speaker 5: built where division try to, rain and healing hands extended
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  Speaker 5: in the shadows of. Pain let my struggles be a
• 1:09:57
  Speaker 5: lattering to the wanderer. Behind may they find a flame
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  Speaker 5: of purpose WHERE i once was. Blind and as my
• 1:10:08
  Speaker 5: story settles gently with the dust. Embrace may others walk
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  Speaker 5: their past with, vision with, mercy with, Grace for legacy
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  Speaker 5: is not a, marble nor in trophies, bright but the
• 1:10:25
  Speaker 5: lies transformed by love and dreams rekindled by. Night SO
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  Speaker 5: i walked today with vision and tomorrow's. SEED i saw
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  Speaker 5: trusting the future harvest for every LIGHT i. Grow and
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  Speaker 5: that's that. Piece it's called legacy and. Vision so with
• 1:10:53
  Speaker 5: that being, said what piece of advice would you give
• 1:10:59
  Speaker 5: someone afraid to step into their? Purpose what would it, be,
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  Speaker 5: Prophetesce do it?
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  Speaker 2: Anyway do it? Anyway because what you don't realize, Is
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  Speaker 2: i'm just in collors that all with our, retenttions hasn't
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  Speaker 2: attachment to it for other people and for other souls
• 1:11:22
  Speaker 2: that were meant to hear it wasn't just for. You
• 1:11:25
  Speaker 2: and if you be selfish enough to keep it in
• 1:11:27
  Speaker 2: and hold it in that the people that will assigns
• 1:11:29
  Speaker 2: for you won't get healed as a livered not from,
• 1:11:32
  Speaker 2: you which is what your assignment, was Whatever god has
• 1:11:36
  Speaker 2: called you to. Do your assignment comes with.
• 1:11:38
  Speaker 1: People places and.
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  Speaker 2: Things that comes with, Blessings it comes.
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  Speaker 6: With, Favor it comes with all of those.
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  Speaker 2: Things but if you choose not to do, it.
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  Speaker 6: Then you won't get to experience, it and neither with
• 1:11:49
  Speaker 6: the people that is asige for.
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  Speaker 1: You so it's much bigger than. You if you don't
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  Speaker 1: open your.
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  Speaker 2: Mouth your family bloodline will say cursed Because god has
• 1:11:57
  Speaker 2: called you to be the curse. Breaker if you don't say,
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  Speaker 2: nothing the person that you need to expect that you
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  Speaker 2: did not know that you were going to impact had
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 2: you started your, podcast is going to underlive. Themselves this
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  Speaker 2: is how serious it, is and this is why it's
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  Speaker 2: important for us to be.
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  Speaker 1: Obedient if you say yes To.
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  Speaker 6: God yes and the, absolute it's not a yes with.
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  Speaker 6: Condition that means you fully agree with What god is
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  Speaker 6: going to do in your.
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  Speaker 2: Life so obedience is not. Optional if you call yourself A.
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  Speaker 6: Christian and you're going to follow the laws Of, god
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  Speaker 6: obedience is not.
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  Speaker 1: Optional this is why you have to do it anyway.
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  Speaker 5: A man and missus, strives what piece of advice would you?
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  Speaker 1: GIVE i just go think it goes With moneath said
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  Speaker 1: sac of, obedience of stack of. Right you have to.
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  Speaker 1: Obedience it's going to continue to give you what you
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  Speaker 1: need to be. Doing because you know what's. Right you
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  Speaker 1: don't know what's right and. Wrong and If god gives
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  Speaker 1: you a property psychic, talent are the one increase the
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  Speaker 1: talent the other one thinking all this buried minded leading?
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  Speaker 1: You so what have to the Hen but the thing
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  Speaker 1: to be that light that's up on the. Hell The
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  Speaker 1: bible says you can't it's in the, valley nobody can see.
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  Speaker 1: It but if the light is on the, hell everybody
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  Speaker 1: can see. It and that's what we're supposed. To that's
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  Speaker 1: what we're supposed to, be that, life even if it's
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  Speaker 1: in the, corner we still should be the light. Regardless
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  Speaker 1: and life on me, said it's up to us Because
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 1: god gonna hold each of us. Accountable and, like if
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  Speaker 1: he gives us a gift and you don't use, it
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  Speaker 1: you're gonna have to answer for. It and that's how
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  Speaker 1: serious it. Is we know the consequences of rejecting, it
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  Speaker 1: and we see. It we see it on into the.
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  Speaker 1: World but we're seeing is the absence Of god when
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  Speaker 1: we look to the because with, people not even just
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  Speaker 1: in the world, itself in the Church mham.
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  Speaker 2: We, seemaha we see we See.
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  Speaker 1: God's words, manipulated, perverted twisted in all the different. Things
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  Speaker 1: we know what the truth, is and by being into
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  Speaker 1: The bible and you know what that truth, is whether
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  Speaker 1: it's being falsified or whether it's being, twisted we see
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  Speaker 1: it and we're not supposed to. Be we're Not we're
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  Speaker 1: not judging. ANYONE i don't have a. Problem plenty out
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  Speaker 1: in a proper. Way that's not, biblical that's not where they're.
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  Speaker 1: Comes that's not what he. Says there's too many people
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  Speaker 1: talking on one side and forgetting the other. Side Oh
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  Speaker 1: god loves, everybody which is. True god loves everyone the
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  Speaker 1: way they. Are that's not true. REPENTANCE i don't hear.
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  Speaker 1: THAT i hit a law, part BUT i don't hear
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  Speaker 1: the repent. Part H. Exactly people want to people want
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  Speaker 1: to Serve god the way they want to serve. Them Oh,
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  Speaker 1: god he's outside of faith and. Time he created us
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  Speaker 1: from just. Speaking mm. Hmmm he he did all the
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  Speaker 1: things in The bible to bring us back to. Him
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  Speaker 1: that the whole biblical first is when man, fell What
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  Speaker 1: bible had had both sides of The, father the love
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  Speaker 1: of sacrifice of bringing his son in the, flesh but
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  Speaker 1: the other side of punishment and people want us to
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  Speaker 1: get that.
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  Speaker 5: Part Wow wow The. Nuggets tonight we got color number
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  Speaker 5: three AND q and color number three is our new
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  Speaker 5: intern to the WB n in welcome Miss Yolanda Mitchell, taylor.
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  Speaker 1: Thank, you and good, night and how you guys feeling,
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  Speaker 1: beautiful beautiful.
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  Speaker 6: Show i'm loving, everything AND i just wanted to end to.
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  Speaker 6: THAT a lot of people run from, pain but you
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  Speaker 6: usually find your purpose in your.
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  Speaker 7: PAIN i KNOW i.
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  Speaker 1: DID i was Your sometimes you know you have to
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  Speaker 1: go through something that you weren't looking through the advocate or.
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  Speaker 1: Something so don't run some paigns you. Go pain brings
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  Speaker 1: you into your purpose at. Times and also you have
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  Speaker 1: to go through you have to go through. Situations it's
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  Speaker 1: not That god mess to, you but you don't if
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  Speaker 1: you can't testify by going through. It as The gophor,
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  Speaker 1: said you don't never know the power you had was
• 1:16:55
  Speaker 1: walking in the presence of The. Lord so remember that
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  Speaker 1: you gotta go a test to have a, testimony and
• 1:17:02
  Speaker 1: you're gonna go through a message to have a. Message
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  Speaker 1: so and brace what you're going through because you know
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  Speaker 1: that you know that you, know then you're gonna be.
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  Speaker 1: Alright you're gonna make it on the other, side.
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  Speaker 5: Of, course, exactly. EXACTLY i tell people all the time
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  Speaker 5: that test it's only for a moment that you can
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  Speaker 5: have that. Testimony that your moment may be five, days
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  Speaker 5: it may be five, years it may be ten, years
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  Speaker 5: but it's only for a moment that you may have that.
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  Speaker 5: Testimony and it only comes to build your, character to
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  Speaker 5: mold you and to me and you and to who
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  Speaker 5: he already know you gonna.
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  Speaker 1: Be ah.
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  Speaker 5: Huh he just wants you to. Align he just wants
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  Speaker 5: you to, align that's. All he just wants you to
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  Speaker 5: align with that that he's already mapped out for. You
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  Speaker 5: it's already mapped. Out he told us In jeremiah twenty
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  Speaker 5: nine and. Eleven he didn't drop us out of the, sky.
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  Speaker 5: Y'all he. Said he declared that he had a plan for,
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  Speaker 5: us and it was to pross for, us not to harm,
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  Speaker 5: us for us to have hope in the. Future so
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  Speaker 5: his word is not going to return to. Him, boy
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  Speaker 5: he's gonna watch over that thing and to it's perfected
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