Latest / HAVE FAITH LET IT BEGIN® / S7Ep: 2008 Nurturing a relationship with Jesus Christ
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- 0:00Dear God, I know that you told me once that no matter what I do,
- 0:06no matter what I say, you are always with me.
- 0:10In my 20s, I did some things that I wasn't too proud of. I heard people.
- 0:16I said things that weren't true.
- 0:18I even told stories. One thing I remembered, though,
- 0:23was that when I took the time to get to know my Lord and Savior,
- 0:28Jesus Christ, I realized there was no reason to lie. There was no reason to tell stories.
- 0:34There was no reason to be someone that I wasn't because God created me in His image.
- 0:40So, where are you at with Jesus Christ?
- 0:44Have Faith, Let It Begin starts right now.
- 0:47Have Faith, Let It Begin. When it starts right now.
- 0:54Welcome to Have Faith, Let It Begin. Here's your host, Angel Santana.
- 1:23This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
- 1:28This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
- 1:32This little light of shine. I'm going to let it shine. Let it shine.
- 1:38Let it shine. Let it shine. Yes!
- 1:44Daddy, I'm so excited! But I have one question. What's your question?
- 1:48I'm going to be a pastor or a minister?
- 1:51Good question. I don't know, but it is all in God's hands. Good morning.
- 1:55You're listening to Have Faith Let Begin, and it starts right now.
- 2:01Good morning, everyone, and welcome to Have Faith Let It Begin. It is a Wednesday.
- 2:06I can't believe it. May is just quickly, quickly coming upon us.
- 2:12It's crazy days ahead of us here at
- 2:14have faith let it begin i'm walking cody this morning it
- 2:18is my day off big shout outs to justin and
- 2:21nick for helping me out so as
- 2:23i'm walking cody this morning and as i was sleeping last night i started thinking
- 2:27about my past i started thinking about just everything that has built me up
- 2:34to what i am doing today and all the people that have helped me along the way
- 2:39but the one person that has always been there with me,
- 2:42the one person that I could count on, the one person that I know that no matter
- 2:47what will always be with me, and that is Jesus Christ.
- 2:52So I started thinking even deeper.
- 2:54How did my relationship really begin? And where am I at with him now?
- 2:59So as I tell you a little bit about my story, I want you to think about yours
- 3:03and see how it relates to the topic at hand.
- 3:07Where are we at with Jesus Christ?
- 3:11In my 20s, I had to make a really big decision, found out that my ex was cheating on me.
- 3:17And at the same time, the job that was beginning my career was closing in the
- 3:24location of the Hudson Valley.
- 3:26So a transfer opportunity became available.
- 3:30And lo and behold, I took a leap and I took a position in Providence,
- 3:35Rhode Island. So off I went.
- 3:37What I didn't realize was for the next two years, I would be in a huge depression.
- 3:42What didn't help was the branch manager that accepted me and a fellow colleague didn't want us there.
- 3:49We didn't know that because they played the politics and they took us in,
- 3:54but they really didn't want us there.
- 3:56They were trying to expose us because our mentor was an individual that he did not like.
- 4:02So for two years, on my side, I cannot speak for my colleague, I was treated unfairly.
- 4:08I was picked on. I was humiliated.
- 4:12I was told that I was not worth anything, that I was a waste,
- 4:17that the company that had invested money and time with me didn't like me.
- 4:23All these things filtered in my head, all this while dealing with a depression,
- 4:28knowing that the girl that I thought was the girl of my dreams and the girl
- 4:32that I really loved, my first and only love at the time.
- 4:36You know, when you're in your 20s, you think that that's the only one that you'll
- 4:39ever meet. She also kind of ghosted me.
- 4:43Ghosted me, by the way, for those of you that don't know the term,
- 4:46just stopped talking to me.
- 4:48So for two years, I went into a depression. Lost a lot of weight. Was unhealthy.
- 4:54Thank God I didn't result to drinking. I didn't do any drugs.
- 4:58But at my lowest point, I started to almost see things.
- 5:03I started to have visions that people were around me and they weren't.
- 5:10So I called my mom and my dad and they came up immediately and they got me back on my feet.
- 5:16And the first thing my mom said on the last day of the weekend that she was
- 5:20up, we're going to church.
- 5:22You're living next to a church. We're walking to a church next store. Let's go to church.
- 5:27And on the first day we go to church, which is right next to where I was living,
- 5:31they unveiled a brand new piano.
- 5:33And the first song they played was Amazing Grace.
- 5:38And when I heard those lyrics for the first time without, you know,
- 5:43maybe dazing off, I mean, I
- 5:45knew the lyrics, but when I first heard those lyrics at the lowest point,
- 5:51It broke me, but it allowed me to get out all that.
- 5:55Hard feelings. It allowed me to get all that depression, all that sadness out.
- 6:01Little did I know that my mom had made a couple friends during our fellowship
- 6:07hour and expressed how I was new to the area.
- 6:11What I didn't realize was they were going to surround me with love and compassion.
- 6:16They were going to knock on my door and tell me everything was okay.
- 6:19They're going to tell me and share with me the love of Christ.
- 6:24So as I gotten wiser and older, and I started to work on Christ in my relationship.
- 6:31Things just started to change for the better. Now, you know the rest of the story.
- 6:35I'm happily married. I have two children. I have a dog, Cody,
- 6:39which I'm walking now, and I'm blessed. I'm in ministry school.
- 6:43I'm following the world, the word of God.
- 6:46So here's my question. Where are you with Christ?
- 6:50When's the last time you had a conversation with him? Not even so much as a
- 6:53prayer, but just a conversation.
- 6:57Hey, God, it's Angel. How you doing?
- 7:01It's been a while. I miss you.
- 7:04I'm sorry. Can we make things work?
- 7:08Sometimes people will call God and say, you know, Heavenly Father,
- 7:11my father, I need you. I need my dad. I need you to be with me, Dad.
- 7:16I've heard people talk about Christ that way. It's awesome.
- 7:21And, you know, as we get to that point of relationship with Christ and we start
- 7:26to realize, hey, you know what? God is with me.
- 7:30God truly is trying his best to be a part of me.
- 7:34See, what I started to realize was it wasn't about praising God only on the
- 7:39good days. It's praising him on the bad days.
- 7:41Think about that for a second. When times are rough, sometimes people turn their back on you.
- 7:47When times are not going in your direction and maybe you look bad or maybe you
- 7:50said something that people don't like, people just start talking, stop talking to you.
- 7:54People move away, right? But you know who doesn't do that?
- 7:58Do you know who's with you in the midst of the storm?
- 8:02Do you know who's there as hail comes down and he protects you,
- 8:06he shields you, and he takes the blows?
- 8:09Do you know why he died on the cross? Do you know why he sacrificed?
- 8:13His only son for us. Do you know why every time those nails were pierced into
- 8:19his flesh and he was in pain, he took that for us.
- 8:23So let's stop taking it for granted.
- 8:26He took all that for us. How many times have you said that the phrase,
- 8:32I'd take a bullet for that person. I'd do anything for that person.
- 8:36But we say that, right? We say that and we don't even know when or if that's gonna even happen.
- 8:42Christ knew it was going to happen. Christ knew the plan.
- 8:47Imagine, he knew what was gonna happen. Could we do that? Would we do that?
- 8:54Have we done that? Where are you with Jesus Christ today? Where do you wanna be with him?
- 9:01I'm gonna tell you right now where he wants to be with you. He loves you.
- 9:05He believes in you. He trusts in you, and he's never going to walk away from
- 9:12you because he loves you so much.
- 9:15I want you to think about that this morning. Where are you with Jesus? Amen.
- 9:21Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come.
- 9:27Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
- 9:33Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
- 9:41Lead us not into temptation.
- 9:44Deliver us from evil, for yours is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever and ever.
- 9:52In Jesus' name we pray. Amen. I will see you all this Sunday,
- 9:58live on Facebook, a simulcast on TikTok.
- 10:03May God be with you. May he shine his light upon you and grant each and every
- 10:07single one of you peace on earth.
- 10:11And never forget, have faith, let it begin.
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- 11:17This Sunday at May 25th, live from First Reform Church, I will be back to deliver a message.
- 11:23Entitled, God is Always With You. See you then.