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Extremely blessed to be accepted by these neighbors · An ASMR Practice

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  Speaker 1: Um all right i just got extremely emotional trying to
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  Speaker 1: make coffee this morning holy crap it's hot damn okay
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  Speaker 1: i need like an umbrella.
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  Speaker 2: Or some shade i.
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  Speaker 1: Wonder if there's shade on the front porch okay let's
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  Speaker 1: go see i don't know where i am really i
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  Speaker 1: was like oh maybe i could sit okay i'll just
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  Speaker 1: take this chair over to the shade.
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  Speaker 2: I don't need, I don't need a table. I'll just
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  Speaker 2: take the chair.
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  Speaker 1: The problem is like, the paranoia agents seem to be
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  Speaker 1: whispering that I should be scared of mosquitoes here. Like
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  Speaker 1: the mosquitoes might kill me or something. Personally, I'm feeling
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  Speaker 1: a little bit protected. Like I had a tick disease
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  Speaker 1: and it did kind of ruin my life, but I
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  Speaker 1: also had a pretty bad fucking boyfriend.
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  Speaker 2: At the time as well, that was also ruining my life.
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  Speaker 1: So who's to say if it was a lifestyle thing
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  Speaker 1: or if it.
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  Speaker 3: Was a.
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  Speaker 2: Tick disease, if it was like a poverty thing, you know,
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  Speaker 2: I didn't have a whole lot of money or just, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: let's just leave it at that.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, so something that's been really helping me lately, or
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  Speaker 1: maybe I shouldn't say that. I like the way my
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  Speaker 1: friend phrased it. She brought my own words back to me.
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  Speaker 1: And then I was reading my poetry, you know, because
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  Speaker 1: I burned my empire down. I burned my poetry empire down.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: So now I have a file that I hid from myself.
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  Speaker 1: I literally hid it from myself. Because I was like,
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  Speaker 1: I gotta stop reading my old poems. It's just literally
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  Speaker 1: making me crazy. But I wrote them, I think, because
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  Speaker 1: I enjoyed remembering. And I was having good memories. And
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  Speaker 1: I enjoy the activity of reading my own stuff. Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: I'm struggling these days to read anybody else's stuff. I
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  Speaker 1: start and I'm like, nah, I want to read my
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  Speaker 1: own stuff. And like, today, this morning, I was like...
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  Speaker 1: I was considering... Posting some old podcasts. That were just
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  Speaker 1: coming to mind pretty strong. And ultimately though, like I...
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  Speaker 1: I recently said that... History is....
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  Speaker 2: I don't know the word. It's, it's not helpful. And
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  Speaker 2: it's not, listen, listen, it's not exactly that. I think
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  Speaker 2: some history is probably like useful or something.
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  Speaker 1: Um, but I think, so I don't know, I'm sort
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  Speaker 1: of going back and forth on this idea right now
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  Speaker 1: of How much am I willing to return to my
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  Speaker 1: old work? And how much do I think I probably
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  Speaker 1: want to just focus on moving forward? And so that's
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  Speaker 1: sort of the question I'm simmering on right now.
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  Speaker 2: And that's all I have to say on that.
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  Speaker 1: So something that was really helping me, or it was
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  Speaker 1: tickling me, this is what my friend returned to me.
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  Speaker 2: Like, my words.
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  Speaker 1: Because I kept saying that things were tickling me, like,
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  Speaker 1: in my old poems and stuff, which I didn't... I
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  Speaker 1: hadn't even... I don't know if she read them.
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  Speaker 2: It's possible that maybe she did, and she's, like, pretending
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  Speaker 2: like she didn't. I don't know. I don't know. It
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  Speaker 2: would seem as though she hasn't.
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  Speaker 4: Um.
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  Speaker 2: Just, frankly, because I really haven't asked, and I don't
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  Speaker 2: want to know.
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  Speaker 1: Um... But I, you know, I use the word tickled
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  Speaker 1: a lot. And she asks, we're in a beautiful estate
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  Speaker 1: right now. This guy was a Marine, is my understanding.
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  Speaker 1: And I have a love for the Marines. I got
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  Speaker 1: to say, the Marines have been pretty good to me.
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  Speaker 1: You know, the Marines have been pretty good to me.
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  Speaker 1: And just military.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know. I don't know about every branch,
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  Speaker 2: to be honest. I think some are better than others.
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  Speaker 1: My understanding is the Marines might be the best.
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  Speaker 2: It's like special ops. Like, it's literally special ops. It's specialized.
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  Speaker 2: Like my freaking bike, dude.
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  Speaker 1: Um....
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  Speaker 2: And, you know, the problem with a specialized kind of
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  Speaker 2: thing is... Okay, maybe we don't... I think I probably
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  Speaker 2: need to, like, interview a Marine or something. I don't
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  Speaker 2: think I can just.
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  Speaker 1: Speak on this without somebody to keep me on the rails. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: so something that used to tickle me, like, in my
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  Speaker 1: imagination a lot, because.
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  Speaker 2: I think.
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  Speaker 1: So in my last relationship, which was pretty bad and abusive,
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  Speaker 1: I would say, I really escaped into my imagination or
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  Speaker 1: fantasy or like a dream world, whatever you want to
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  Speaker 1: call it.
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  Speaker 2: A portal.
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  Speaker 1: I really escaped into my imagination in a big way.
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  Speaker 1: And this is, I mean, it's something I've done a
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  Speaker 1: lot in my life.
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  Speaker 2: I would say.
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  Speaker 1: High school is a very big example.
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  Speaker 2: Um, not so much college.
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  Speaker 1: I think I was keeping pretty busy and taking a
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  Speaker 1: lot of sleeping pills in college.
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  Speaker 2: So, but yeah, so in this relationship.
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  Speaker 1: I don't even want to talk too much about it.
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  Speaker 1: Holy crow.
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  Speaker 2: What the heck was that? I think a squirrel just
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  Speaker 2: did parkour on the fence. That was probably freaking him.
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  Speaker 2: This fucker. I think he's sorry, I really do. I
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  Speaker 2: know he's sorry, in fact.
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  Speaker 4: I mean.
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  Speaker 2: And I'm sorry too. I think I wasn't ready for...
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  Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, the squirrel's still doing parkour. He's trying
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  Speaker 2: to impress me... If it's not him, it's some other
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  Speaker 2: freaking guy that wants me back pretty bad. Oh my gosh. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: the squirrels. Alright, I think the mosquitoes might be actually
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  Speaker 2: a problem. It's giving Florida. It's giving Florida in a
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  Speaker 2: big way. It's giving Maine.
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  Speaker 1: Ugh. This coffee is freaking divine. But, okay, so let's focus.
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  Speaker 1: We're staying on the rails. Particularly when I was listening to, like,
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  Speaker 1: my girly coded music, I was sort of imagining, I
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  Speaker 1: was receiving images of, like, men that I've, like, I
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  Speaker 1: don't know if platonically, men that I've loved, but maybe
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  Speaker 1: it wasn't sexual, you know? Because I think a lot
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  Speaker 1: of the guys that our love became sexual, I think
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  Speaker 1: their image is quite haunted or something for me.
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  Speaker 2: If that makes any sense.
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  Speaker 1: And so I really, I try to keep them out
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  Speaker 1: of my images as much as I can. Because it
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  Speaker 1: just like makes me a little sick. But so then
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  Speaker 1: I have a plethora of like coworkers and bosses and friends.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, less so friends, honestly, mostly like coworkers and bosses.
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  Speaker 2: And so I was just receiving these images. I don't
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  Speaker 2: necessarily feel like I was... Okay. A leaf just fell
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  Speaker 2: into my cleavage. Thanks, guys.
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  Speaker 1: Um....
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  Speaker 4: This.
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  Speaker 2: Oh gosh, I'm scared.
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  Speaker 1: Oh, the squirrels, they're so cute. They're playing chase. Wow,
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  Speaker 1: they're very skilled. Okay, I gotta freaking focus. Okay, I
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  Speaker 1: might have to go for a walk. I literally might
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  Speaker 1: have to go for a walk, because.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know if I can focus. Okay.
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  Speaker 4: Fuck.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, I'm going for a walk. I'm chugging the coffee
• 9:38
  Speaker 2: and I'm going for a walk. Alright, I'm getting really
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  Speaker 2: fucking annoyed. I'm wondering if I start recording, if maybe
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  Speaker 2: anything will make some fucking sense.
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  Speaker 1: Because I just like can't find.
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  Speaker 2: I have, I literally brought like four pairs of headphones
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  Speaker 2: and I can only find, and frankly I don't even
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  Speaker 2: know if I can find that pair. I just assume
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  Speaker 2: it's in my purse. And maybe that's the trick here.
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  Speaker 1: Maybe I'm supposed to just have faith that those are
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  Speaker 1: going to work, but historically, I feel like maybe they
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  Speaker 1: didn't always work so good.
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  Speaker 2: And I received a message that maybe I'm not.
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  Speaker 2: And I think I'm overthinking it, it's what it is.
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  Speaker 1: I think I just need to go use those. But
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  Speaker 1: watch them not be in the fucking bag. Like, watch
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  Speaker 1: them not be in the fucking bag. And I know
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  Speaker 1: they were in the bag, so.
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  Speaker 2: I'm about to freak out.
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  Speaker 1: I'm about to freak out. I'm literally about to freak out.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, how many pairs of headphones did I bring?
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  Speaker 1: And none of them are here with me?
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  Speaker 2: How is this possible?
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  Speaker 6: Testing, testing.
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  Speaker 5: So, okay, we're here. We're literally here. I'm here with
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  Speaker 5: my shittiest headphones and my swishy. Um, and I got
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  Speaker 5: my purse because you.
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  Speaker 6: Just, I just never know where you, never know where
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  Speaker 6: you're going to end up. And it's probably good to
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  Speaker 6: have like your ID and like a card and maybe
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  Speaker 6: your cash because we have now entered shady individual territory. And, uh, Okay,
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  Speaker 6: so the image that.
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  Speaker 1: God, now I'm thinking the audio probably doesn't sound good
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  Speaker 1: on these headphones because.
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  Speaker 6: Of the wind.
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  Speaker 2: All right, so I'm an idiot. I'm a dumbass. I'm
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  Speaker 2: a fucking dork, dude.
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  Speaker 1: And so I think I'm supposed to just hold the
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  Speaker 1: phone because, yeah, I think the.
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  Speaker 2: Headphones make the wind sound pretty weird.
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  Speaker 4: So the....
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  Speaker 2: They've stolen my assets yet again.
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  Speaker 1: They've stolen the other headphones I had and they left
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  Speaker 1: me with like the shittiest pair. And they said, baby girl,
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  Speaker 1: you better freaking keep an eye out for these.
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  Speaker 2: Or that's maybe not, not an eye out. Keep a,
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  Speaker 2: you better keep an eye on these. That's what they said.
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  Speaker 1: Wow, this really reminds me of Maine. See, at first
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  Speaker 1: I was thinking it reminded me of Florida, but it
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  Speaker 1: actually reminds me of Maine.
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  Speaker 4: Lanta lanta lane okay oh literal k um.
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  Speaker 1: Okay so the image the image i was having that
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  Speaker 1: was it was just making me.
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  Speaker 2: Giggle like a school girl like.
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  Speaker 1: So anytime i was listening to my girly pop music
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  Speaker 1: trying to like cope it's like these men that i've
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  Speaker 1: loved platonically or however you would put it like non-sexually essentially.
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  Speaker 2: But i loved them They were appearing to me in images.
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  Speaker 2: And they were.
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  Speaker 1: They were go-go-boying the... Like, it was like a music video.
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  Speaker 1: It was like a music video.
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  Speaker 2: And they were, like, in wigs. And costumes. And, like,
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  Speaker 2: wearing makeup.
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  Speaker 1: And, like, dancing around. But they weren't, like, making fun of... Like,
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  Speaker 1: they were genuinely enjoying and celebrating femininity. And....
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  Speaker 2: It was just, they were appearing to me. They were
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  Speaker 2: appearing to me in costume and they were making me
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  Speaker 2: giggle because.
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  Speaker 1: There's an amount of shame that historically I have felt
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  Speaker 1: about my.
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  Speaker 2: Taste in music because the haters like to hate. This
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  Speaker 2: is what.
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  Speaker 1: Me and my gang were talking about last night. My
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  Speaker 1: friend who's like not.
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  Speaker 2: Really into.
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  Speaker 1: Taylor Swift was like, Yeah, have you heard Taylor Swift's
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  Speaker 1: new music? I heard from other people that it's gotten bad.
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  Speaker 2: And I was like, yeah, well.
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  Speaker 1: They've been saying this. They've literally been saying this. This
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  Speaker 1: motherfucker has a leaf blower, so I guess we gotta
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  Speaker 1: turn around.
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  Speaker 2: Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Okay. This is what coffee on an empty stomach will
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  Speaker 1: do to you. This is what a double shot of
• 14:18
  Speaker 1: espresso on an empty stomach will do to you.
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  Speaker 2: It's... You know, and that's what the freaking dorks will say.
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  Speaker 2: Is that, ooh, you can't have coffee on an empty stomach.
• 14:30
  Speaker 2: Whitney Cummings is the one who said that. I'm coming
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  Speaker 2: for your ass, bitch. I'm literally coming for your ass.
• 14:37
  Speaker 2: She was like, ooh.
• 14:39
  Speaker 1: Girls with ADHD be drinking coffee on an empty stomach
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  Speaker 1: and then they wonder why they have anxiety.
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  Speaker 2: I don't have anxiety. You have anxiety, bitch.
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  Speaker 1: Whitney Cummings is here with me now. She's at a
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  Speaker 1: respectful distance. I think she might be scared.
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  Speaker 2: I'm just kidding. I'm literally just kidding. Um....
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  Speaker 1: But, um.
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  Speaker 2: I gotta get my squishy.
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  Speaker 1: Ooh.
• 15:08
  Speaker 2: A solitary drop in the swamp. Haters gonna hate. That's
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  Speaker 2: the thing. Okay so. But it was nice. And it
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  Speaker 2: was helping me. Reframe.
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  Speaker 1: You know.
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  Speaker 2: Cause I think it's also.
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  Speaker 1: Problematic or jarring or something. To picture like the actual singer.
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  Speaker 1: Like someone like Taylor Swift is like extremely beautiful to me.
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  Speaker 2: Someone like. You know.
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  Speaker 1: Well, you know, Ariana in her prime before she got
• 15:45
  Speaker 1: all skeletal is like extremely beautiful to me. Selena Gomez,
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: extremely beautiful. And then I think about Selena Gomez and
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: I think about how like every guy was like thirsting
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  Speaker 1: over her. Like literally every single guy in the world
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  Speaker 1: was like, Selena.
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  Speaker 2: Gomez is my girl crush, whatever. And don't get me wrong,
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  Speaker 2: I like Selena Gomez. I was literally just at Benny's house.
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  Speaker 1: Like, I.
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  Speaker 2: Was literally just at Benny's house. Okay. And so, and.
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  Speaker 1: It's just like, they're extremely beautiful. They're like so beautiful
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  Speaker 1: that part of me is like, is.
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  Speaker 2: It AI or something? They were extremely beautiful. And so,
• 16:30
  Speaker 2: all right, we got a big ass truck coming. Come on, guy.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, okay.
• 16:47
  Speaker 2: He waved at me.
• 16:48
  Speaker 1: He gave me an extended wave because sometimes, you know,
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  Speaker 1: they only give you, they'll just, like, show you their hand.
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  Speaker 1: I think that's kind of how, like, my parents maybe
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  Speaker 1: taught me to do it. My parents would, like, show
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  Speaker 1: me the hand. Or, you know, you show someone your hand. Like, oh,
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: I acknowledge you. You know, a certain Mary I went
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  Speaker 1: to school with, which I'm pretty sure she now works
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  Speaker 1: for the company my dad was working for when he died.
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  Speaker 2: A certain Mary. I love the way she.
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  Speaker 1: Made eye contact because she would make eye contact. She
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  Speaker 1: would smile and she would give like a at least
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  Speaker 1: a two second like wave back and forth with her
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  Speaker 1: hand like, hi.
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  Speaker 2: Like a leaf.
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  Speaker 1: Like when the leaves blow in the wind and you
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: wave at the leaves. Maybe not everybody does that, but...
• 17:39
  Speaker 1: Because sometimes it'll be like there's no wind and there's
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: like one solitary fern waving.
• 17:47
  Speaker 2: You know? What do they call this? I don't think
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: it matters.
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: Somebody ask the freaking fairy community what they call this
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: because there's a word for it. I don't recall. I
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: haven't been on TikTok. or tumblr in a long.
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  Speaker 2: Time um so yeah.
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  Speaker 1: I love the way she waved and so I've been
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: I've been hitting that I've been hitting that emote lately
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  Speaker 1: with people just like eye contact smile two second wave
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  Speaker 1: you gotta give them that two second because you know
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  Speaker 1: there's like the princess Diana right with kind of like
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: a cupped hand very princessy and then there's like the
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: My understanding is, I don't know, is it Bill Clinton
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  Speaker 1: or Obama?
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  Speaker 2: Something with a thumb. Somebody ask Mr.
• 18:34
  Speaker 4: Sheetin.
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: Somebody ask him. Roy, I need you to ask him,
• 18:40
  Speaker 2: who was it?
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: Because I remember we were on the side of the
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: street holding signs, telling people to vote for something. And
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: he was doing some kind of thumb thing. And he
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: told me who it was, but I don't know. I've
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  Speaker 1: sort of repressed memory of him a little bit.
• 19:10
  Speaker 2: He was good until he wasn't. I think he just.
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: Preferred hanging out with dudes, is my understanding. He thought
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: I was trouble, I think. This fucking story of.
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  Speaker 2: My goddamn life. God forbid. God forbid. God forbid. God
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  Speaker 2: forbid a woman.
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: Accomplishes things academically and otherwise, God forbid, and don't get
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: me wrong, I understand where he's coming from, I know
• 19:38
  Speaker 1: what I.
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: Did wrong, but wouldn't you?
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: I mean, shit, if you were me, but, you know,
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: he was on some fucking guy's mom's side, so, whatever.
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: The moms are just fucking out to get me.
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: Not anymore, though.
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  Speaker 4: Well, hmm.
• 20:00
  Speaker 2: I don't think so anymore.
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  Speaker 1: I believe that the moms are, like, Like the doctors
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  Speaker 1: and like the state, I believe the moms are doing
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: their best.
• 20:08
  Speaker 2: I think they're a little overwhelmed. I think they're quite busy.
• 20:12
  Speaker 2: I think they're doing a lot.
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  Speaker 1: I think they've selected a... Honestly, I don't even know
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: that they selected it.
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: That's the thing.
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  Speaker 1: I think it might have been an accident, but they
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: have fallen into a life that is extremely.
• 20:26
  Speaker 2: Busy and loud.
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: And my understanding is it's pretty war-like. You know, I
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: wrote in a journal once. It was like a manifesto
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: I wrote.
• 20:47
  Speaker 2: Or something. About pro-choice kind of situation stuff.
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: Where I said, the thesis was, if I'm ever pregnant
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: and abortion isn't an option, I'm killing myself.
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  Speaker 2: Period. Period.
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  Speaker 1: End of discussion, I'm not having a child that I
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: didn't distinctly and deliberately plan for, like, if I didn't
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: go into the sex, like, I want a baby, I'm
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: killing myself, straight up, double homicide, and that's not, listen,
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: this is art, so it's protected, okay, and, but I
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: wrote that somewhere, I was probably, like, 16, if I
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: had to guess, and, um, And I wrote how I
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: planned to write a manifesto. I was like, not only
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: am I killing myself, I'm writing a manifesto to leave
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: with my corpse about how the state fucking did this
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: to me. Because what do you mean?
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: And ultimately, you know, it seems like it's a state's
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: rights kind of issue. Because what? Because literally what? Okay,
• 22:03
  Speaker 2: I wonder if these people will let me sit at
• 22:05
  Speaker 2: their picnic table.
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: This is beautiful over here. Oh, see, this reminds me
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: of when I was staying with my aunt. When I
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: was staying, oh, they.
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: Have a pool over there, oh my gosh. I wonder
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: if I sit at the picnic table long enough if
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: they'll invite me into the pool. That'd be just fucking sick. Mastercraft. Mastercraft.
• 22:40
  Speaker 2: And Brute. I got Mastercraft and Brute here with me.
• 22:43
  Speaker 5: Oh, boy.
• 22:44
  Speaker 2: Pit Boss. That's Trevor. Royal Gourmet. Aw, that's Nick.
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: They got two smokers here for smoking meats. And they're
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: tied together with green.
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: Pit balls.
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: Okay, it could also be freaking like Terry and Corey.
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: It could also be Terry and Corey. And it could
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: also be.
• 23:15
  Speaker 2: Caleb and Stephanie. Alright, these are my people. Brute, I
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: know who this is and I don't want to talk
• 23:22
  Speaker 2: about him.
• 23:22
  Speaker 5: Mastercraft.
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: Mastercraft. That kind of reminds me of what I was
• 23:27
  Speaker 2: originally going to talk about, but now I'm thinking I
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: don't want to. What was I going to say about him?
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: My old boss.
• 23:39
  Speaker 4: Oh.
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: I feel like, so sometimes the technology is kind of stubborn,
• 23:44
  Speaker 2: it would seem.
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: And.
• 23:48
  Speaker 5: All.
• 23:50
  Speaker 2: Right, pause.
• 23:51
  Speaker 4: Okay.
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: Okay. There's a stone bench I really, really, really wanna
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: sit on. But this is definitely somebody's yard. Okay, but
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: there's no car here. So I don't think they're home
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: and hopefully I'm just like unthreatening enough that.
• 24:09
  Speaker 2: They're not gonna freaking kill me.
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: Surely they won't kill me, right? Okay.
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: Like, this is just beautiful. How am I supposed to
• 24:24
  Speaker 2: resist this? How am I supposed to resist this?
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: Ugh. Time. So....
• 24:38
  Speaker 2: Do I want to talk about that guy? Well, whenever.
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: Okay, so sometimes the technology is stubborn, and it takes,
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: you know, like, excessively long, in my opinion.
• 24:48
  Speaker 2: And sometimes it's, like, very... And I would use the
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: word diligent. It reminds me of some poems I've written.
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: And a.
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: Lot of diligence in my universe. And sometimes it's, like,
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: very commandable or whatever. And so I, like, the image
• 25:11
  Speaker 1: always appears to me whenever the machine is, like, going
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: good or.
• 25:17
  Speaker 2: Fast or, like, you know, like a shooting star. like, it'll, like,
• 25:21
  Speaker 2: load really quick, it always shocks.
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: Me, because it's, like, usually it's not doing all that,
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: you know, and it's okay, like, it's okay to wait,
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: and I like waiting, but sometimes when it's, like, going good, I'm, like,
• 25:31
  Speaker 1: or maybe not good, but fast, I'm, like, oh, and I,
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: the image appears to me of my old boss going,
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: okay maybe it's not my old boss it's just like
• 25:49
  Speaker 1: it's usually like a guy it's just like a guy
• 25:52
  Speaker 1: okay it reminds me of the guy his stage name
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: was paradise and i have his sticker on the back
• 25:58
  Speaker 1: of my phone and it says paradise it gets worse
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: and it's like it's like the hollywood sign but it
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: says paradise it gets worse and i just remember when
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: he like parted the red sea for me of freaking
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: comedians or whatever.
• 26:16
  Speaker 2: Oh boy, I think some guy's coming to talk to me.
• 26:20
  Speaker 2: He parted the Red Sea and he was like, right
• 26:24
  Speaker 2: this way, ma'am. It's always like, right this way, ma'am.
• 26:29
  Speaker 2: Here you go, ma'am.
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: I always just like picture some certain individuals who.
• 26:37
  Speaker 2: Are helpful. Hi, is it okay I'm here? I'm sorry.
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: Okay.
• 26:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I thought this would be, like, cool to sit on. Like,
• 26:46
  Speaker 2: you know, chilly.
• 26:47
  Speaker 3: Do what?
• 26:48
  Speaker 2: I thought it would be, like, chill to sit on.
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: Is it okay? Is this yours?
• 26:52
  Speaker 3: No, this is my neighbor's. That's why I was curious about,
• 26:56
  Speaker 3: you know. I mean, she'd be all right with you
• 26:59
  Speaker 3: and that, too. I'm cool. Are you around here?
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: I'm staying for now. My friend's, like, boyfriend is here.
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: So I'm just walking around.
• 27:10
  Speaker 3: Oh, in that little white house?
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it's white, yeah.
• 27:17
  Speaker 3: Is that Airbnb?
• 27:19
  Speaker 2: No, I thought it was his house, but I don't know.
• 27:21
  Speaker 6: Oh, really?
• 27:21
  Speaker 2: I don't know. It's on this street?
• 27:24
  Speaker 4: Yeah. Oh, okay.
• 27:25
  Speaker 2: Judith, right?
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: Hmm?
• 27:28
  Speaker 2: Judith is the street there?
• 27:29
  Speaker 3: Yeah, it is Judith, right.
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I was walking around. I wasn't really paying attention
• 27:31
  Speaker 2: to where I was going, to be honest. I was
• 27:34
  Speaker 2: just looking for a nice seat and a view. What's
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: your name?
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: Mike.
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: Mike, okay. Good name.
• 27:40
  Speaker 3: What's your name?
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: Faith.
• 27:42
  Speaker 3: Daisy?
• 27:42
  Speaker 4: Faith.
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: Oh, Faith. Faith.
• 27:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 27:48
  Speaker 3: I'm just curious. We kind of watch each other's places,
• 27:51
  Speaker 3: you know, and stuff like that. Sometimes we've got people
• 27:55
  Speaker 3: come around here and shouldn't be around here, but you're okay, Faith.
• 28:01
  Speaker 2: Thank you. Oh, yeah, that's my name. I found this
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: at the store yesterday. I was like, where are the
• 28:09
  Speaker 2: freaking odds? And then look, on the back it says blessed.
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: Blessed and then I'm here I'm here I'm feeling blessed.
• 28:18
  Speaker 3: Enjoy your view well thank you if she happens to
• 28:22
  Speaker 3: show up just tell her that you.
• 28:24
  Speaker 1: Just said yeah I figure you too.
• 28:28
  Speaker 4: Thanks so yeah it's all good it's all good in
• 28:41
  Speaker 4: the hood.
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: I noticed while he was talking to me, this is
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: like killing me.
• 28:47
  Speaker 2: It's a picture of a bass, like Bass Pro Shop.
• 28:50
  Speaker 2: And it says all about that bass.
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: So Meghan Trainor is here with me.
• 29:00
  Speaker 2: Meghan Trainor is here with me. I'm dead.
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: I almost died laughing when I saw the flag. I
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: was like, okay, keep it, keep it serious. Literally keep
• 29:10
  Speaker 1: it serious.
• 29:13
  Speaker 2: And there's an Ole Miss flag across the way, across
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: the water, and.
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: At first I just saw the Ole, and I was like,
• 29:20
  Speaker 1: ole for Jose's, let's freaking go right now. I used
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: to love, my family used to always go to Jose's
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: on Dixon, and now, like, since my dad died, they closed,
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure he was keeping it alive, I'm pretty
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: sure we as a family were keeping it alive, and
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: then he died and we had less money and so
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: now like once or twice a year the remaining of us.
• 29:47
  Speaker 2: The remaining of us we go to um The one
• 30:04
  Speaker 2: in Tawny Town. Sometimes.
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: Last time we went, I think, was for, like, my
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: mom's birthday, but we might have gone more recently than that.
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: I don't really remember. Apparently, I heard from a certain
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: Marco that it was a holiday yesterday. What holiday was it?
• 30:24
  Speaker 2: Does anybody know? I forgot to check. It literally doesn't
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: even matter, but I am kind of curious. Columbus Day.
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: Ugh.
• 30:34
  Speaker 2: Okay, Indigenous Peoples Day, let's freaking go.
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: See, this is proof that I do not be, like,
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: scrolling on my phone all that much. I saw some
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: people saying some stuff about Indigenous. You know, I click on, like,
• 30:49
  Speaker 1: my favorite people's stories and stuff. But, and, you know,
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: they were speaking on Indigenous stuff. I don't know that
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: I'm really qualified to... I especially don't know anything about
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: the indigenous people where I currently am.
• 31:02
  Speaker 2: The only thing I do know is about the... Yeah, see,
• 31:06
  Speaker 2: this is not about the indigenous people. I know about
• 31:09
  Speaker 2: the French people that came down here. Unfortunately. They liked fur.
• 31:15
  Speaker 2: They were into fur and they were... You know.
• 31:20
  Speaker 1: Okay, well, this is maybe a little interesting. Because I
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: think they kept trying to settle on the east coast.
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: Is my understanding vaguely that I sort of kind of know.
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: The Acadians, I think. It's like a French genre of
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: Canada or whatever. My understanding is they were bumbling around.
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: And they kept getting kicked lower and lower south. Until
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: they were kind of able to settle in Louisiana. And
• 31:53
  Speaker 1: this is where the word Cajun comes from.
• 31:55
  Speaker 2: Like Acadia. you know, as they're bumbling down, became Cajun.
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: I think.
• 32:05
  Speaker 1: This is what I heard, and it had something to
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: do with fur. They were into fur trapping and, like,
• 32:09
  Speaker 1: wearing fur, which.
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: Which, I mean, I think we're all free to choose
• 32:16
  Speaker 2: our own things. I once.
• 32:21
  Speaker 2: I was given a mink jacket. I wasn't given it.
• 32:26
  Speaker 4: I was....
• 32:28
  Speaker 1: I think it might have been offered to me and
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: I was told to not accept.
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: But I could be making that up. I really, really could.
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: I'm not sure.
• 32:38
  Speaker 1: And I really liked it. I'm not even going to lie.
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: It was extremely soft. It was extremely soft.
• 32:52
  Speaker 2: I have like a... I think I have like a
• 32:54
  Speaker 2: faux fur... Jacket.
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: Um, because I did love that jacket very much. And
• 33:02
  Speaker 1: then I went to a certain like overstock store.
• 33:09
  Speaker 2: Um, and.
• 33:17
  Speaker 1: They had it, it was like front and center. It's
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: like right when you walk in, it's the first thing
• 33:20
  Speaker 1: you see. And I was like, Oh, I need it.
• 33:22
  Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, I'm going to come back.
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: This is what I do when I love something in
• 33:26
  Speaker 1: the front, because usually the The deals are in the back,
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: you know?
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: So I'll go peruse the deals.
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: And if I'm still thinking about the thing in the front,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: like if it's still like present in the front of
• 33:36
  Speaker 1: my mind, then I might consider getting it.
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: And I did, I got it.
• 33:40
  Speaker 1: Cause I love that jacket that the person let me
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: try on so much. And I was like, okay, I
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: just need, I just visually, I think, cause I think
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: that's the thing too is I love.
• 33:54
  Speaker 2: The visual of it. And it's like, yeah, it felt
• 33:56
  Speaker 2: pretty good. I have a lot of love for animals,
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: so I don't know that I'm trying to like necessarily,
• 34:03
  Speaker 2: you know, how many minks you got to kill to
• 34:05
  Speaker 2: make a jacket? Anybody know? I don't want to know.
• 34:11
  Speaker 2: So I got a faux fur. I got a faux fur. Yesterday,
• 34:18
  Speaker 2: oh my God, my haul. Oh, I have Wi-Fi at
• 34:20
  Speaker 2: this house. Okay, perfect. I need to post my haul
• 34:23
  Speaker 2: from yesterday. Everybody go check out my YouTube. I did
• 34:26
  Speaker 2: a haul. I did an extremely chaotic haul.
• 34:31
  Speaker 4: So.
• 34:33
  Speaker 6: Yeah.
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: Anyways, I think I'm going to go for now. This
• 34:36
  Speaker 1: has been great. I love that that guy approached me.
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: I could tell by the pace he was walking that
• 34:43
  Speaker 1: he was not trying to hurt me. Because usually if
• 34:47
  Speaker 1: I've been yelled at by people and usually they will
• 34:50
  Speaker 1: shout from a distance.
• 34:52
  Speaker 2: You know, they'll be like, hey.
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: Hey. what are you doing, you know, but he was
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: just walking over, that's usually how you tell, if they
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: start shouting, just fucking run, just literally fucking run, or
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: it depends, if you think you can, you know, it
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: depends on their stature, I think, you can take them
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: in a fight, like, you know, maybe try to talk
• 35:16
  Speaker 1: it out first, and then go from there, Usually, I
• 35:20
  Speaker 1: don't really feel like I can take people in a fight,
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: but I often feel like I could probably persuade someone.
• 35:24
  Speaker 1: I'm pretty persuasive sometimes. Unless it's like, well, I don't
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: want to speak that into reality, actually. I don't want
• 35:36
  Speaker 1: to speak that into reality because if the situation arises,
• 35:39
  Speaker 1: I don't want to have spoken that into reality.
• 35:43
  Speaker 2: So, that's all I know.
• 35:50
  Speaker 1: Anyways, this has been me and Mike and Meghan Trainor here.
• 35:54
  Speaker 2: M-M-M-M. M.
• 35:57
  Speaker 1: M.
• 36:01
  Speaker 1: M.
• 36:04
  Speaker 2: This has been me, Mike, Meghan Trainor, and Marco here. And, uh...
• 36:11
  Speaker 2: We're saying.
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: Um.
• 36:16
  Speaker 2: We're on.
• 36:18
  Speaker 2: We're on stolen land, guys. Remember that. Okay, baby.