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EP. 33 “Side Knegah Sunday’s” with Orlando and Tahoe · We Talk Back

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Speaker 1: Talk talk. We're just too unapologetically black women with an
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Speaker 1: opinion who talks back. Hey, so, welcome to a new
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Speaker 1: episode that we talked back. It's your girl a j A,
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Speaker 1: It's Tam Bam, y'all. I love y'all. Hey, and we
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Speaker 1: got some side nigga is on the show today. I
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Speaker 1: am so bothered that he is really stroking his chest
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Speaker 1: with coconut oil. Bro. I just we like it. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I'm joining it. Don't worry you do that the whole episode.
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Speaker 1: Y'all are really enjoying this. Women are freaks, bro. This
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Speaker 1: is why y'all haven't started. Know why you got your
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Speaker 1: shirt on. It's the question why don't you have Because
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Speaker 1: I'm not and you're not. Baby, you got because this
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Speaker 1: is the side nigger episode, not the side bit naked
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Speaker 1: side to somebody and them things heavy too, So I
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Speaker 1: want to we are here cheating. We're gonna cheat together, y'all.
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Speaker 1: So we have two lovely gentlemen on the show today.
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Speaker 1: We have Orlando and Tahoe from the Hardest of Podcastle's
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Speaker 1: Properly Fling today my favors. I really just don't like
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Speaker 1: how naked my partner is, but this is him living
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Speaker 1: in his freedom. I can't hate. But it's it's all good.
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Speaker 1: That's the cover of y'all podcast. Like this nake is naked,
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Speaker 1: so it's he's always naked. He's always rubbing his legs
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Speaker 1: and talking about his curved dick. It's ridiculous, bir Like,
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Speaker 1: I'm from Brooklyn. I'm not used to this behavior. I'm
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Speaker 1: not what burrow you from, Orlando, Venus from Venus. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I was born in Jamaica, raised in Brooklyn. Is that
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Speaker 1: where you are now? Brooklyn? Both of you? Well, I'm
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Speaker 1: in best Yeah, I'm in best side whenever he's at
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Speaker 1: thank God doesn't have to WiFi. So so all right,
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Speaker 1: tell us a little bit about how you became a
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Speaker 1: signing to some woman or some wife. That's how we're
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Speaker 1: gonna start. I want to hear about it. Let's get
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Speaker 1: into it the ship. Yeah, I want to hear about it. Orlando,
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Speaker 1: just talk, just get um. I live in the realm
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Speaker 1: of being a side that I actually love it just
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Speaker 1: like more reward less risk. Um, and you get treated
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Speaker 1: much better as a signing and than having to worry
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Speaker 1: about like maintaining your women. Um. And I'm good at sex.
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Speaker 1: So they just have me around for that as far
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Speaker 1: as around put me on the shelf and take me
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Speaker 1: off when they were whenever they're ready for me. Um.
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Speaker 1: I was even a signing or to a woman that
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Speaker 1: was married, and that was my favorite because she flew
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Speaker 1: me out. She pulled me out to Miami. Um. We
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Speaker 1: linked up. She left her husband at home with the kids,
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Speaker 1: and we just had an amazing night. We cuddled, we
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Speaker 1: had sex on the balcony. It was all on her.
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Speaker 1: And then after we had done, she went back to
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Speaker 1: her family and I went back to being a side
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Speaker 1: nigger women. And they say women have to get their things.
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Speaker 1: Orlando was one of their things. Okay, nothing about that
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Speaker 1: makes you feel like devalued at all. No, you don't
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Speaker 1: have no pride. Look at them. Don't talk about my
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Speaker 1: friend like that. It doesn't listen, It doesn't bother me.
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Speaker 1: Or when I was young, Um, I used to hear
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Speaker 1: stories about women like having bad sexual experiences, and I said,
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Speaker 1: I'm going to take it upon myself to make sure
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Speaker 1: that any woman that I sleep with or I haven't
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Speaker 1: experienced with, has an amazing time and nothing to complain about.
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Speaker 1: And sometimes the women that I have to help already
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Speaker 1: be in relationships. So I'm here to be a shoulder
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Speaker 1: for you to lean on, and air to listen to you,
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Speaker 1: and dick for you to sit on. So you're just
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Speaker 1: like a superhero did the same who are unfulfilled in life.
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Speaker 1: So basically, Orlando is the ten percent the woman and
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Speaker 1: may be missing in a relationship. So it was like
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Speaker 1: Orlando would be times, which is just marrying niggas. That's
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Speaker 1: not sucking the shift out them. That's right, would be happening.
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Speaker 1: They're good providers and they're good fathers, but they did
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Speaker 1: game trash or they've been with him forever and enable
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Speaker 1: postibility and streets. It out that a lot of women
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Speaker 1: don't go through whole phases young in life and they
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Speaker 1: get used to you know, a high school sweetheart or
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Speaker 1: whoever they met in college, and they find out, especially
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Speaker 1: now with the Internet doing what it's doing, it's showing
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Speaker 1: you old types of ship that you ain't seen before.
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Speaker 1: Women was now buying them black label porns in the
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Speaker 1: nineties and ships and now hold on squirt in it.
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Speaker 1: The other thing is it's using floggers and walking people
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Speaker 1: around on dog chains. Hold on, I want to walk
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Speaker 1: around like a dog. Oh yeah, baby, yeah, yeah, that
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Speaker 1: was a situation with me. Um so funny. As Orlando said,
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Speaker 1: I also met a young lady that was married. Um.
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Speaker 1: We wore all that crunch and she was gorgeous and
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Speaker 1: I was so attractive to her. You know, you ever
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Speaker 1: get into a brunch situation where you, of course you're
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Speaker 1: all talking across the table. Everybody's talking some people and
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Speaker 1: their friends. You don't know them, so it's just a
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Speaker 1: bunch of people you're getting together. I'll start playing games whatever.
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Speaker 1: And she said something along the lines of my husband,
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Speaker 1: and I was just like a boy, she's married, so
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Speaker 1: you know me in me immediately, I just crossed it
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Speaker 1: off like it's nothing gonna happened. Towards the end of
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Speaker 1: the conversation or the end of brunch, when Mayor was
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Speaker 1: paid for and I believe I was going to the bathroom,
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Speaker 1: she must have been leaving, and she like stopped me
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Speaker 1: and was like, oh, you know, I'm interested in your show. Um.
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Speaker 1: I really enjoyed our combo. And she gave me her number,
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Speaker 1: and I was confused, like why don't you married? Like
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Speaker 1: what why would you give me your numb right? Um.
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Speaker 1: We were talked for about two years. No sex just
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Speaker 1: linking up wild up, started kissing and rubbing and you know,
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Speaker 1: just meeting in weird spaces. That was very um, no
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Speaker 1: sex for a while. The line right, but what I'm
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Speaker 1: telling been started cheating two years prior because he was
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Speaker 1: cheating the whole time. Because I'm drinking the popping she
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Speaker 1: jerking me off in the hooka spine like we wow,
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Speaker 1: but she would never let me in there. And then
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Speaker 1: um and then I would. You know, she became right,
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Speaker 1: we became really close because I hate her husband, the
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Speaker 1: things that she would tell me about him. I hated
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Speaker 1: that nigga. One time she told me. I remember we
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Speaker 1: went for a walking the park one day and she
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Speaker 1: was like, yeah, my husband he came to me last night.
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Speaker 1: I was like, what getting this car? We went, goe
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Speaker 1: to car. I went right to seevs, walked it out
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Speaker 1: to the plan be out, grabbed the signing out the shelf,
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Speaker 1: throwing I put it on her tongue right, take this water,
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Speaker 1: you know you gotta drink all, I said, drink it all.
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Speaker 1: I hated that dare he coming up coming? My big
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Speaker 1: wrong with this nigga, that nigga something um. And that
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Speaker 1: was still before I was even fucking man. Damn niggas
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Speaker 1: always thinks some pussy on reserve for him. Had um y'all,
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Speaker 1: like did you catch feelings for her? Like genuine? That
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Speaker 1: was like, yeah, that was my shorty and dad. You know.
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Speaker 1: Over time we got to the point where she took
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Speaker 1: me on vacation and we wind up having sex. We
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Speaker 1: wind up going crazy. I was wound her body out
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Speaker 1: in ways that she is never well, that she told
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Speaker 1: me she had never experienced. I was bounding her body
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Speaker 1: out like I was taking her in the sight clone too. Na,
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Speaker 1: I got too many kids just coming to people my ship,
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Speaker 1: the thought of coming and somebody just turns me the
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Speaker 1: off like I'm just not that's not for me. I
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Speaker 1: got too many kids. Um. But yeah, it's so crazy
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Speaker 1: because we don't talk anymore. And the reason we don't
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Speaker 1: talk anymore, it's because she hit me. We had both
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Speaker 1: gotten a relationship and she wanted Oh I had gotten
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Speaker 1: a relationship and I had spoken to her like eight months,
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Speaker 1: nine months, and then she hit me one day and
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Speaker 1: I was like hey, whatever, whatever and told me that
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Speaker 1: she had had a baby. And I was like, huh,
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Speaker 1: like what you mean you had a baby? You had
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Speaker 1: a baby with the nigga, and she was like, yeah,
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Speaker 1: I didn't want to tell you. I was like, so
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Speaker 1: you're telling me that we was seeing each other and
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Speaker 1: he was pregnant by that nigga and you never told me,
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Speaker 1: and I felt so betrayed. I just stopped talking to
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Speaker 1: Is that crazy? You felt betrayed by the married woman
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Speaker 1: who had a baby for her husband. I was. I
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Speaker 1: was totally turned off, but I could not believe it.
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Speaker 1: I felt like disgusted. Why do you seeing like I'm bunny,
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Speaker 1: It's kind of crazy that you was feeling away about
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Speaker 1: a woman getting pregnant by her husband. Just the thing is,
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Speaker 1: all right, it was more than nine months. It was
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Speaker 1: more than nine months. You gotta imagine that me and
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Speaker 1: this woman had a relationship for five years. You hid
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Speaker 1: an entire pregnancy from me and now have a baby
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Speaker 1: and never once reached out to me to tell me
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Speaker 1: anything about it. You feel like you feel like she
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Speaker 1: told you that. You told me that, like you it
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Speaker 1: was you lied to me like I was the lying,
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Speaker 1: probably perfectly because she was sucking your husband and get pregnant.
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Speaker 1: But that's her husband. She probably never stopped sucking him, right,
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Speaker 1: she was sucking him the whole five years. That's fine,
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Speaker 1: But lying to me about a pregnancy and a baby
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Speaker 1: that felt like I was now him and he was me,
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Speaker 1: except he didn't know he was. She didn't lie to you,
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Speaker 1: She just omitted the truth. Are your grown ass man? Alright?
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Speaker 1: She'd be thinking like a nigga oftentime. You don't. You
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Speaker 1: don't hide a whole nigga, a whole little baby. You alight?
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Speaker 1: How do you She's already deceitful. You know that because
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Speaker 1: she's deceiving her husband right well, loyalty that she's not
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Speaker 1: giving her own husband that she made bounce to the
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Speaker 1: nigga Because I'm the person that you're supposed to be
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Speaker 1: telling the truth to. I'm the personal to why are
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Speaker 1: you like me? For I've accepted every single thing about you,
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Speaker 1: Like why the fact that you have now changed positions
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Speaker 1: and now I'm in the space that you're hiding from me?
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Speaker 1: That that's the loyalty. So if she had told you
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Speaker 1: from the beginning that she was pregnant, would you still
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Speaker 1: be her friend? Pregnancy ways that that nigga probably wasn't
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Speaker 1: even doing because I know how he is all that ship.
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Speaker 1: I would have been there with her walking her in
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Speaker 1: with her planning parent announce planning. Um, I would have
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Speaker 1: worked exactly. That's what I was thinking. I was down
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Speaker 1: her throat. She couldn't die. Nigga chronicles not SIMP series.
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Speaker 1: It's all in the same gang. Okay, the same gang.
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Speaker 1: But yeah, man, that was my boot, like you don't
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Speaker 1: hide much of it like that for me. Yeah, we
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Speaker 1: women better at being a side person, a woman or
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Speaker 1: a man. I don't think I can do that by general.
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Speaker 1: I don't think I can do that by gender. But
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Speaker 1: because if they don't care, they don't care. It's once
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Speaker 1: feelings get involved. Once feelings get involved. A man is
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Speaker 1: a horrible side that nigga showing up to your door
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Speaker 1: and they're blowing up your phone and get popping up
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Speaker 1: on your places with your man. You're looking across the
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Speaker 1: table like yo, just nig sitting there like get your
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Speaker 1: kind of my crib after while your man out man
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Speaker 1: up starting the conversation with your man for no reason.
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Speaker 1: The nigga man looking at the nigga like, don't even
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Speaker 1: know this nigga? You know what I mean? The women
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Speaker 1: are wild as well. A woman left her ring under
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Speaker 1: my girl's pillow once like I'm like, why would you
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Speaker 1: do that? Why would you take off your ring and
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Speaker 1: leave it under my girl's killer that she was marking
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Speaker 1: her territory. That's like panties behind the bed. I'll be
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Speaker 1: pulling your hair out and leaving it all over the crip. No,
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Speaker 1: but I'm not like I've done that to me though, Nick,
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Speaker 1: especially Nick with beers, like why are you leaving all
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Speaker 1: this fucking bear and pew beer in my bathroom? Like
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Speaker 1: that's hating that. If my hair came out, it was
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Speaker 1: an accident. I need all these pieces that need all
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Speaker 1: my strings. Man, so frustrating. I had a girl do
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Speaker 1: that before, and she had red hair. I went to
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Speaker 1: go pick up my shorty. She had a short cut.
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Speaker 1: She pulled out that long red hair and she was like,
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Speaker 1: who's is this? I looked before I left their hand
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Speaker 1: said I ain't got no excuses. I don't know how
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Speaker 1: to explain it. So whatever's on your mind, just assume
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Speaker 1: you're like women, and I would have came up with
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Speaker 1: something good, like yo, I went to my man house.
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Speaker 1: This girl got that here. It must have been on
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Speaker 1: the bottom of my shoes. Thing like, I don't know
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Speaker 1: what the women have, like a built with like magnifying eyes.
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Speaker 1: For she could walk in the house. Nigga, your girl
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Speaker 1: walking the house over here and be like, what's that?
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Speaker 1: Pick up some single glass sitting there? Like? How the like? Yo,
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Speaker 1: this is not my texture what you're talking about? How
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Speaker 1: did you tell from one strand of hair? How did
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Speaker 1: you tell that this is for seeing? This is not
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Speaker 1: for seeing? Bro. I ain't never left bed here though,
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Speaker 1: but I know women have left panties. Women. I leave
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Speaker 1: some lash a lash How the fun? You don't healed
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Speaker 1: your whole ile and threw it somewhere. I will do that.
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Speaker 1: And y'all must know women, because women always see it
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Speaker 1: before the nigga steal. So y'all must know that she's
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Speaker 1: gonna look like y'all leave it next to the bathroom. Shit, crazy, bro,
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Speaker 1: Like I couldn't believe it. So I'm sleeping this crazy
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Speaker 1: because if chick came to my crib when I had
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Speaker 1: a girl and my girl didn't come to the creep
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Speaker 1: for like two days, I never looked under that pillow.
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Speaker 1: Who two days? That Christian sitting? You put your girl
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Speaker 1: in the same she's as the other girl. Yes, oh
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Speaker 1: my god, the ship, this is the ship, right here
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Speaker 1: you have your girl laying in another woman's juices. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I didn't think about it like that. Why do y'all
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Speaker 1: really think, like what happens with the juices? Like what happens?
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Speaker 1: I don't want to lay in another girl's nut stain.
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Speaker 1: So you've never had a nigga, a new nigga come home?
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Speaker 1: I'm probably I'm sure I probably had nigga. No, No,
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Speaker 1: you buy new sheets, just wash them, wash them. But
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Speaker 1: do you buy new sheets if you get a new relationship?
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Speaker 1: So you were sucking the nigga in these sheets regardless
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Speaker 1: whether you wash them or not. This is you don't
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Speaker 1: get that blue like the come stains is all. No,
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Speaker 1: it's not. You use some tie. You'll be good at
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Speaker 1: a little nigga babies. Wash the babies out, It says
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Speaker 1: it on the box. Look at it, wash the babies away,
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Speaker 1: not black that right in the bottom black babies. I
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Speaker 1: refuse to believe that it's a lie. Yeah what so,
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Speaker 1: so you're saying nigga's be wilding out too, because that
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Speaker 1: was under the impression that men are are the better
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Speaker 1: side niggas because women, you know, the feelings get involved
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Speaker 1: and it start off cool. They accepting it, but then
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Speaker 1: they want to be the main So women, um when
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Speaker 1: they have a sideman, like I feel like women are
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Speaker 1: more honest, like you said, old girl was telling you
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Speaker 1: about what the hell she had going on until the pregnancy, right,
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Speaker 1: so that allows and they got to play their part.
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Speaker 1: But men be pillow talking with the side bach. So
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Speaker 1: now the sidebage, you know, all the negative shit about
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Speaker 1: you whenever she's ready with the ammo, is she hitting
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Speaker 1: your ass up on Instagram or literally? She told me
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Speaker 1: everything about the thing. I knew where he worked, I
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Speaker 1: knew his schedule. I know what, Jim, But are you
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Speaker 1: more more? Who's more liable A while out though? The
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Speaker 1: man or the woman? Personal feeling okay, because what if
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Speaker 1: her pussy? What if she hit him with that that
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Speaker 1: got if he's not getting that action like that he
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Speaker 1: started depending on how to be there now that feelings
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Speaker 1: start rising, it's all about who catches feelings. I'm gonna
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Speaker 1: tell you right now, whoever catches feelings first loses bro.
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Speaker 1: But is it because he wants the bitch ma? Like?
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Speaker 1: Is it because he wants this bitch now? Or is
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Speaker 1: it because somebody else got her? So if the nigga
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Speaker 1: leaves his wife, right, do you still want his wife?
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Speaker 1: That's a good question because has become wives all the time.
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Speaker 1: Side bitch has become main bitch all the time. But
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Speaker 1: in my mind, like any time I've ever been with
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Speaker 1: somebody who I thought was with somebody else's like, I
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Speaker 1: don't want I don't want you to because I want
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Speaker 1: you to make the conscious decision and leave her for me.
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Speaker 1: For me, So that's not what's happening. I can't participate, right,
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Speaker 1: I'm not going to be the consolation prize nigga back. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: But so for your point, to your point, I was
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Speaker 1: happy she was in the relationship with the nigga like
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Speaker 1: that was it was good that I was able to
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Speaker 1: hate him and she was able to go back to him.
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Speaker 1: That was our situation. If she left him, like hey,
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Speaker 1: I left him, I'm coming over, I'd have been like,
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Speaker 1: oh my god, did you don't even like you? Like that?
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Speaker 1: But that's not like the unavailable you. Yeah, the unavailable you.
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Speaker 1: That might be like the experience the unavailable you. I
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Speaker 1: don't know. I've had to check myself sometimes from like
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Speaker 1: get my emotions, like caught up with women even has
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Speaker 1: a side nigger. I have a girl who um, I
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Speaker 1: could always tell what her what her boyfriend does something
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Speaker 1: right or like takes her oute or surprises her or
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Speaker 1: some ship, because she'll go from like complaining, will be
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Speaker 1: on facetom master being together on FaceTime, and then the
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Speaker 1: next day I don't hear from her like that, and
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Speaker 1: then the day after she's like short with me the
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Speaker 1: whole day, like good morning, queen, She's like morning at
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Speaker 1: like twelve oh one. I try to talk about the day. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: he he surprised that with flowers and ship like that.
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Speaker 1: Now she's tweeting about night. She feels guilty. She felt guilty.
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Speaker 1: He did something right exactly. So now that's I'm seeing
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Speaker 1: it just like this nigga does something. He got flowers,
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Speaker 1: probably cheap. She treated She treated you like you know
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Speaker 1: if you watch porn and you close the lamptern out there,
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Speaker 1: just disgusting. Why am I hurt? What about doing? I
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Speaker 1: mean almost immediately like so did you call me like
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Speaker 1: you know I'm a nasty He was like good more
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Speaker 1: and she was like I don't think right, stay away
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Speaker 1: from me and my family. Really fun, shut out your
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Speaker 1: bitch last night. So she's gonna she's gonna treat me
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Speaker 1: like that. That that means he really put that working
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Speaker 1: on her last night. Because for a woman to cheat
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Speaker 1: on her man, her husband like that, for me, he
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Speaker 1: really got to be a funked up type nigga, or
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Speaker 1: she a funked up person. We're not just just out
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Speaker 1: just out doing. While she liked that, a lot of
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Speaker 1: times I'll judge a woman for cheating if her niggas
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Speaker 1: I remember, oh my god, remember. But sometimes sometimes because
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Speaker 1: I remember this one time, this chick I had known
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Speaker 1: another her whole life, and I met up with her
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Speaker 1: later in life after we hadn't seen each other in
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Speaker 1: five or six years or whatever, and um, she was
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Speaker 1: in the relationship. But I ain't anunk about that, nigga.
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Speaker 1: I didn't know me, you know what I'm saying. So
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Speaker 1: I remember she came to my crib with the whole
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Speaker 1: ox tail platter of food and ship, gave it to me,
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Speaker 1: and like, I'm on one hand, I got like the
21:24
Speaker 1: ox tail over here. She's laying in my lap sucking
21:27
Speaker 1: my ship while I'm beating the oxtail. I'm like, yo,
21:30
Speaker 1: she's bad good. The nigger calls the phone and I hid.
21:35
Speaker 1: She literally got my hand, my ship in her hand
21:38
Speaker 1: and the phone and the other hand, and I get
21:41
Speaker 1: head and because she right here, thank you, my thank
21:43
Speaker 1: you so much for this food. This tastes so good.
21:46
Speaker 1: This that the other the bitch brought him food first,
21:50
Speaker 1: the same play of food, brought it to him and
21:52
Speaker 1: then came to me with the same play of food
21:54
Speaker 1: over here right. So I'm like, Wow, this nigga really
21:58
Speaker 1: love her because he called her, he telling her how
22:00
Speaker 1: much he appreciates it. He telling her how much he
22:03
Speaker 1: loves her. And I can't hear the niggah when she
22:06
Speaker 1: literally my ship in her hand while this nigga, you know, blessed,
22:09
Speaker 1: you know, talking so good to her. So I'm sitting
22:11
Speaker 1: there really like, wow, that's crazy. This nigga really showing
22:14
Speaker 1: appreciation like that. That's crazy, because no, niggas don't be
22:17
Speaker 1: caring niggas. You don't take you out for granted and ship,
22:19
Speaker 1: which is why I would think a nigga a chicken
22:21
Speaker 1: is chicken because nigga taking up granted. I wind up
22:24
Speaker 1: seeing them out and amongst a friend circle, and I
22:29
Speaker 1: got to know the nigga, and the nigga was mad
22:32
Speaker 1: who working man worked like two jobs? This nigga was
22:37
Speaker 1: like doing everything having empathy. She ain't have no job,
22:42
Speaker 1: She's like living her dreams like failed business. At the
22:45
Speaker 1: failed business. He's just financing everything, working all of these jobs.
22:49
Speaker 1: And I grew to have a real disdain for this moment, like, Yo,
22:54
Speaker 1: you're foul last bitch, like the nigga loves you and
22:57
Speaker 1: you just out here doing whatever the funk you want. Yo,
23:00
Speaker 1: you're a real scum. You started working with her absolutely.
23:04
Speaker 1: I started working one of that day that day because
23:08
Speaker 1: I heard the love of his voice and I was
23:10
Speaker 1: just like, that's corny like that, like this nigga loves
23:13
Speaker 1: her man. I just imagined like the box of oxtails
23:16
Speaker 1: on her head and he was bobbing up and down
23:18
Speaker 1: while you're eating out of the box and ship like.
23:21
Speaker 1: And then you just stopped working with her right after that.
23:24
Speaker 1: Now he came first, though he facts I did not come.
23:28
Speaker 1: I did not come, damn, because I tried to after
23:32
Speaker 1: the nigga hung up, and I just wasn't into it,
23:34
Speaker 1: like it was so you feel good about sucking vies
23:39
Speaker 1: who niggas ain't ship though, Yes, okay, go ahead, now
23:44
Speaker 1: that was it? Yes, I do. I don't feel bad
23:47
Speaker 1: about it. If they any ship, yeeh, I could go
23:49
Speaker 1: for that a little bit. I don't think I feel
23:51
Speaker 1: good about it, but I'll make allowances for it because
23:53
Speaker 1: you know, a lot of times you be in a
23:54
Speaker 1: relationship for a long time and you're not getting what
23:57
Speaker 1: you want, and so I feel like kind of like
23:59
Speaker 1: I'm saying, even you know what I mean a little bit.
24:02
Speaker 1: I remember this one time I was working a little bit,
24:04
Speaker 1: you know, one time I was sucking chick and I knew,
24:07
Speaker 1: you know, she had a man, and she finally came
24:09
Speaker 1: to me after her man. I guess they had broken up.
24:14
Speaker 1: And I'm sucking up from the back and I look
24:16
Speaker 1: over and she's crying, and I'm like, damn, what happened
24:22
Speaker 1: you all right? And she's like, you know, I just
24:24
Speaker 1: I just really love him and I can't believe this.
24:27
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, oh shit, some we ain't gotta
24:31
Speaker 1: do this, you know. She's like, no, no, finish. You
24:33
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I want you to finish, you know.
24:36
Speaker 1: So after I finished, I was like, yeah, you know,
24:44
Speaker 1: you know, if you could come over any times one,
24:46
Speaker 1: you know, you could just chill. We ain't got to
24:47
Speaker 1: do nothing. You know what I mean, But I did.
24:49
Speaker 1: I did feel bad, but I definitely kept going. Pussy
24:52
Speaker 1: was all right, bro, what's sucking the sad pussy? Pussy?
25:00
Speaker 1: I could have to make it winter, make it okay.
25:09
Speaker 1: Hold that thought one second, Let's play some bills. I
25:16
Speaker 1: don't think I've ever been a side bag, so I
25:18
Speaker 1: used to one of my I consider him an ex
25:20
Speaker 1: boyfriend anyway, but I didn't know like the situation with
25:24
Speaker 1: him and his kid's mom initially until a bitch called
25:27
Speaker 1: me at work one day. So I feel like, at
25:29
Speaker 1: that point, did you know what it is? And I
25:31
Speaker 1: know what it is? So we both got a choice
25:33
Speaker 1: to make right. That's our at this point. So did
25:37
Speaker 1: you kept him? Yeah? I kept working with him for
25:40
Speaker 1: like two more years, and then I finally was like,
25:42
Speaker 1: you know what this is? It? So that no, no, no, no,
25:49
Speaker 1: I could have I could have called her the same way.
25:51
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying, because he had me feeling
25:53
Speaker 1: like I was this girl too. I could have called
25:55
Speaker 1: her to say I could have went through his cell
25:56
Speaker 1: phone and saw what the funk he had going on.
25:58
Speaker 1: I could have hit her up. Could have been the
26:00
Speaker 1: same thing. I just don't go through nigga ship, but
26:02
Speaker 1: they're not calling. Did they have a family living at
26:07
Speaker 1: my house the same way he was living at her house?
26:10
Speaker 1: This is younger. I'm from Charles, South Carolina, South Caronla okay,
26:16
Speaker 1: country towns. Niggas be having time. They could be out
26:20
Speaker 1: like it takes forty minutes to drive somewhen ship like bad,
26:23
Speaker 1: like keep me out all day? You only know because
26:26
Speaker 1: you can't sit in the house. There nothing to do.
26:28
Speaker 1: So you know the nigga over there over there, you
26:29
Speaker 1: know what I mean? Yeah, but sleeping out? Like if
26:31
Speaker 1: this your nigga, how come he be he don't be
26:34
Speaker 1: at your house at night? Yeah? Come home? So that's
26:38
Speaker 1: why I just I never knew at that night they
26:43
Speaker 1: just be in the strict Is it just understood that
26:44
Speaker 1: the cub Like, I don't know what he was selling her.
26:48
Speaker 1: I don't know if he told her he worked a
26:50
Speaker 1: third shift job. I just knew he was at my house.
26:53
Speaker 1: So when she called me when I was at work,
26:54
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, well, I didn't know anything about you
26:57
Speaker 1: asked him who I am? Because she was like, who
26:58
Speaker 1: are you to him? I'm like, ask him. They can't
27:01
Speaker 1: answer that you've been a side check before. That is
27:04
Speaker 1: not a side chick. I don't think you know. It's
27:06
Speaker 1: a side chick. And he was spending more time with
27:09
Speaker 1: you than you was the side chick because he was
27:11
Speaker 1: trying to get away from his real girl. Because obviously
27:14
Speaker 1: you was the side. It was RUSI to be with you,
27:17
Speaker 1: he was the side. This is the math is just
27:20
Speaker 1: mathive right now? So is that how it goes? And
27:23
Speaker 1: the girl, Wow, don't want to be around that girl.
27:29
Speaker 1: I mean you could just pick another girl like what
27:31
Speaker 1: he did and he had his Yeah, that's the difference. Okay,
27:38
Speaker 1: So that goes into a whole another thing. So men,
27:41
Speaker 1: men will go out and complete their happiness. Like women,
27:44
Speaker 1: we may be more um inclined to tell you what
27:47
Speaker 1: the problem is. Men don't tell you what the problem is.
27:49
Speaker 1: They just go find somebody else. You can't complete their
27:52
Speaker 1: happen is, Yes, you can can. Women moves on the
27:56
Speaker 1: board the moment I'm telling you all the ship I
27:59
Speaker 1: don't funk with about you, like you should be coming
28:00
Speaker 1: back with some ship so we could then fix it.
28:02
Speaker 1: But you're going on and do some side ship because
28:05
Speaker 1: you can't communicate. Basically, I'm gonna get into some they're
28:11
Speaker 1: not gonna want it. Like just this morning, I woke
28:15
Speaker 1: up to some random woman posting my dams with her
28:21
Speaker 1: nigga on her Instagram page and going off, like going
28:25
Speaker 1: off me and like seven other women he's been in
28:29
Speaker 1: all our d ms. Me and him was just chit
28:31
Speaker 1: chat and the rest of these women here talking about, Oh,
28:34
Speaker 1: I'm gonna pull up on you as soon as I
28:36
Speaker 1: get that. He's on the birthday trip with the bitch,
28:38
Speaker 1: like for her birthday, and he's messaging other women how
28:42
Speaker 1: he about to get with them as soon as he land,
28:45
Speaker 1: as soon as you land. God damn, he at the
28:47
Speaker 1: dinner table with the bitch texted me talking about you
28:51
Speaker 1: want me baby, and all this ship like he's sitting
28:53
Speaker 1: with it, Like why do men do ship like that?
28:55
Speaker 1: Why was she and his phone on her birthday trip?
29:00
Speaker 1: Why what you're doing your birthday like that? I would
29:05
Speaker 1: have had that nigg in the mall racking ship up
29:07
Speaker 1: and then I'm going out my ass crazy. But when yeah,
29:12
Speaker 1: I wouldn't. Let's just think yeah, because let's just think
29:15
Speaker 1: about this. If if she was in his phone, I mean,
29:17
Speaker 1: she already I don't know who he is. She already
29:20
Speaker 1: knew who it was first exactly why would you take
29:23
Speaker 1: him with your home girls on a trip? Were just
29:27
Speaker 1: girls anyway? No, it's just deal on the trip, right
29:29
Speaker 1: Sam her on the group, it's a whole group. So
29:33
Speaker 1: why did you invite this nigger that's gonna stres you
29:35
Speaker 1: out anyway? Because now you don't know what he's doing.
29:37
Speaker 1: When he walked out the group, this nigga be on
29:39
Speaker 1: the beach trying to suck it to you. You might
29:41
Speaker 1: as were just left that nigga South Carolina and you
29:44
Speaker 1: went off to fucking Cobo with your home girls and
29:46
Speaker 1: got your ship together, right right, don't make my my
29:52
Speaker 1: d ms on your page. I ain't got nothing to
29:53
Speaker 1: do with that. And there's a couple of niggas I
29:55
Speaker 1: talked to follow her like you're blowing up my spot. Now,
29:58
Speaker 1: let's be real. Let's be real, ladies, let's be real.
30:02
Speaker 1: Monogamy society. You know where I'm going, Oh, favorite topic,
30:08
Speaker 1: Hold me that monogamy and society. You really think I
30:14
Speaker 1: want a general scale that a man can say, Listen,
30:18
Speaker 1: I love you, I want to be with you forever.
30:22
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take care of you. But I want to
30:24
Speaker 1: suck them bitches over there too. You can do that,
30:28
Speaker 1: but and you let's I'm gonna tell you a hundred
30:30
Speaker 1: percent a man can say that to me. But I'm
30:34
Speaker 1: then gonna say that's fine as long as we have
30:38
Speaker 1: that understanding. Now, how do you feel about me doing
30:43
Speaker 1: the same things? And that's the thing. Okay, that goes
30:46
Speaker 1: into a whole bigger See me personally, I'm in a
30:51
Speaker 1: relationship with and I don't want to put my ladies
30:53
Speaker 1: business out there, but with a Gemini want to. I
30:57
Speaker 1: want to. I want my lady to be happy with
31:01
Speaker 1: me as a life parton, not as a subservient or
31:06
Speaker 1: anything like that. So whatever she means in life, I
31:08
Speaker 1: want to be able to provide. That's just who I am, period,
31:11
Speaker 1: That's who That's the role that I choose to play. Now.
31:13
Speaker 1: So now if she comes to me and she says, hey,
31:16
Speaker 1: that's the situation that we're gonna have to deal with,
31:18
Speaker 1: Like if she want to go fun tim or whoever,
31:21
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm able to deal with it.
31:23
Speaker 1: But I know that she understands certain desires that I
31:29
Speaker 1: have and she tries to provide. So I'm trying to
31:31
Speaker 1: keep my mind open for the same thing. Thank God,
31:33
Speaker 1: she ain't doing that yet, thank you. I was gonna
31:36
Speaker 1: say so. My objection to that is whenever a man
31:39
Speaker 1: says something that benefits him in some type of way,
31:43
Speaker 1: and we're not just talking about y'all, we'll tell generally
31:45
Speaker 1: women overall, there always has to be a well I
31:48
Speaker 1: want to do that too, or there has to be
31:51
Speaker 1: some kind of transaction with it. But if a woman
31:54
Speaker 1: were to come to her man and say, oh, you know,
31:58
Speaker 1: I want you to do more things around the house,
32:01
Speaker 1: it's it's always comes across as like you're a man,
32:04
Speaker 1: you're supposed to do that. And if I'm asking, you're
32:06
Speaker 1: supposed to do these things already, because that's what we're
32:08
Speaker 1: expecting it from you as a man. As a man.
32:11
Speaker 1: But if a man were to say, all right, I'm
32:12
Speaker 1: gonna do these things around the house, I want you
32:15
Speaker 1: to start picking up and paid half the rent, half
32:18
Speaker 1: the mortgage, Sandy Popper sending the mortgage. Now, now if
32:21
Speaker 1: he makes it transactional, it becomes a matter of like, oh,
32:25
Speaker 1: you're a pitch ask nig I can't believe you would
32:26
Speaker 1: ask me to do something just because I'm asking you
32:29
Speaker 1: would to pick up some kind of slack. But in
32:32
Speaker 1: the essence in the sense of we're saying, like, yo,
32:35
Speaker 1: this monogamy thing isn't really working for me. I kind
32:38
Speaker 1: of want to open it up. It has to be
32:41
Speaker 1: transactional to where a woman has to want it the same.
32:45
Speaker 1: So okay, So so you're camping more pussy to washing
32:50
Speaker 1: the dishes, And the thing isn't that women want to
32:57
Speaker 1: have sex with you and other people just is just
33:00
Speaker 1: about the same amount. But we have a little bit more.
33:05
Speaker 1: Never on your mind to fuck the mother niggas until
33:07
Speaker 1: I said I want to funk other women. Not true,
33:13
Speaker 1: but that is not true. I'm telling y'all, fu y'all
33:16
Speaker 1: fucking women that's got husband, so obviously that's not true.
33:19
Speaker 1: You would like to be open. So you mean to
33:22
Speaker 1: tell you while he's in a relationship, you was thinking
33:24
Speaker 1: about other niggas some days. Very well, what happened to
33:31
Speaker 1: think about telling you? It's not the same. I don't
33:34
Speaker 1: believe this is the same. So y'all don't think about
33:36
Speaker 1: smashing another woman. This is the thing you just said. Oh,
33:39
Speaker 1: we was fucking married women. They was sucking just us.
33:42
Speaker 1: They wasn't out at the club. I'm not saying I
33:45
Speaker 1: want to be I'm not saying I would like to
33:47
Speaker 1: be in a relationship where I'm just if you meet
33:50
Speaker 1: somebody organically, I feel like it's okay at that point.
33:53
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, do y'all realize
33:55
Speaker 1: that there are differences between men and women and our
33:57
Speaker 1: sexual urgencies, like the way that we instinctively, the way
34:02
Speaker 1: that we are. I believe it's different. Women have the urges,
34:04
Speaker 1: but I think that women have a different I think
34:07
Speaker 1: that also the way that jealous science. I think that
34:10
Speaker 1: the way that society raise y'all towards wanting to be
34:14
Speaker 1: play house Barbie Ken dollhouse. Yeah, like that's kind of
34:18
Speaker 1: the way women are raised, whereas men are raised that way.
34:21
Speaker 1: We're kind of raised to be out there, do whatever.
34:24
Speaker 1: And I think that instinctively we are meant to appropriate.
34:29
Speaker 1: I think that, and I was saying this today on Twitter.
34:31
Speaker 1: I think that it starts the room once it once
34:34
Speaker 1: it kind of no. I think that once it lessons.
34:38
Speaker 1: That's why, actually older, you're able to fight the urgers
34:42
Speaker 1: when you're when you're young and you're dumb, you do
34:44
Speaker 1: mad dumb ship because you did get hard. You're just dumb.
34:46
Speaker 1: You're just out in the street run around because you
34:48
Speaker 1: take hard, you take card, you take hard. But that's
34:50
Speaker 1: because your stars room is crazy, your instinct is crazy.
34:52
Speaker 1: Just appropriate. As you get older, that lessons a lot past.
34:58
Speaker 1: Now that's why you have to wait for man, but
35:01
Speaker 1: women when it increases, and that's crazy. But that's science.
35:06
Speaker 1: And I don't understand why it's like that. I can
35:09
Speaker 1: only think about men and how my body is and
35:11
Speaker 1: how it has also defected my mind age to stop
35:16
Speaker 1: her own sex drivee instinct, choice and these things. I'm like, Okay,
35:20
Speaker 1: as I've gotten older, I'm able to push it back,
35:23
Speaker 1: say all right, I'm not gonna sunk up my whole
35:25
Speaker 1: life for this urge. I'm also a lot more confident
35:28
Speaker 1: with financing and not fit, not faring judgment for my partner.
35:32
Speaker 1: And then I'm able to provide, so I'm not worried
35:35
Speaker 1: about calling me abomass nigger. If I say, hey, I
35:37
Speaker 1: do want to fun somebody, You know what I'm saying,
35:40
Speaker 1: I'm able to. I have a lot more confidence and
35:43
Speaker 1: having that conversation. When you're younger, I don't believe that
35:46
Speaker 1: you have that confidence. I don't believe that you have
35:49
Speaker 1: that emotional intelligence to be able to express what you're
35:52
Speaker 1: feeling and in an adequate way to be able to
35:55
Speaker 1: really have that conversation with women who are superior and
36:00
Speaker 1: thought processing superior, and emotional intelligence superior, and almost any
36:07
Speaker 1: and everything when it comes to family or conversations, like
36:10
Speaker 1: men don't know how to do it. We're literally like
36:14
Speaker 1: a daring headlights with these conversations about our body and urges.
36:19
Speaker 1: We we're like lost. And women will run a mile
36:23
Speaker 1: around you trying to have a conversation as most of y'all.
36:27
Speaker 1: Both of y'all have already done with maybe one sentence.
36:30
Speaker 1: The nigger said, Oh, it's transactional. Oh so you're comparing
36:33
Speaker 1: pussy the dishes like, it's very easy to shut us down.
36:37
Speaker 1: It's very easy for y'all to shut us down because
36:39
Speaker 1: y'all are smarter than us, y'all are better arguers than us,
36:42
Speaker 1: and you have been training for this relationship your whole life,
36:48
Speaker 1: whereas men have not. We usually fall into relationships. We're
36:52
Speaker 1: usually be in a relationship where it's like we was
36:54
Speaker 1: just oh, I ain't I ain't ready for all that
36:57
Speaker 1: right now, And next all of a sudden, you asked
36:58
Speaker 1: me to marry that's your girl, girl. You wasn't ready
37:02
Speaker 1: for that. You're scared to tell your boys you actually
37:05
Speaker 1: have a girlfriend. Your girls. Your boys be like, oh,
37:07
Speaker 1: that's your girl. You'd be like, nah, bro, like that's
37:09
Speaker 1: your girl. I definitely was in a relationship, and I
37:13
Speaker 1: didn't realize I was this girl until his cousin he
37:15
Speaker 1: hadn't seen for some years, came over and he was like, yeah,
37:18
Speaker 1: that's my old lady, a j whatever. And I'm like, oh, yeah,
37:22
Speaker 1: I never knew, nigger. I never knew. That's another thing,
37:28
Speaker 1: like men expect commitment without asking for a commitment. How
37:34
Speaker 1: do y'all feel about that? Do you feel like a
37:35
Speaker 1: woman should just fall into a committed role with you
37:39
Speaker 1: she continued to date until you asked her to be
37:41
Speaker 1: in the committed situation. I feel like it's a lot
37:44
Speaker 1: of entitlement to assume that women should um just be
37:48
Speaker 1: only committed to me. I like attention from who I
37:50
Speaker 1: like attention from, so I would like if I was
37:54
Speaker 1: the only one. But if I'm being I'd like to
37:57
Speaker 1: also be fair, so i'd rather her be dating also.
38:01
Speaker 1: But it also gives me like the drive and motivation
38:04
Speaker 1: to show her why I should be the only one.
38:06
Speaker 1: If she was dating multiple, multiple people that if I
38:08
Speaker 1: was the only one, then I'm like a little bit
38:10
Speaker 1: more lax, Like I know I'm good enough for her
38:12
Speaker 1: to stay right here and she's not gonna go venture out.
38:14
Speaker 1: But if she's dating more people other than me, it's
38:17
Speaker 1: just like it's me, why would you? Yeah, so it
38:20
Speaker 1: motivates me to keep going and show her like, yeah,
38:24
Speaker 1: I'm gonna break your fucking back, I'm gonna wear your ass.
38:27
Speaker 1: Soundn't let you know you can't be going nowhere else?
38:30
Speaker 1: Let you know where home. I don't think that women,
38:37
Speaker 1: did you feel like this? It's crazy now word from
38:50
Speaker 1: our sponsors. I don't believe that women understand how much
38:58
Speaker 1: ego's in with men and sex and relationship. Our ego
39:05
Speaker 1: is everything, even coming down to having sex with you.
39:09
Speaker 1: It's more about our ego. How well we fucking you?
39:12
Speaker 1: If we made you come like are you? Am I
39:14
Speaker 1: able to pull your head? Choke you, spank your ship? Like?
39:17
Speaker 1: Am I even to dominate this pussy like that? Like
39:20
Speaker 1: that's all ego serving because spanker, you really don't do
39:23
Speaker 1: nothing physically for me right you're here, don't do nothing
39:26
Speaker 1: physically for me. It's the ego is to how it
39:29
Speaker 1: serves my ego that she's allowing me to do these things?
39:32
Speaker 1: To now, what happens if she's allowing anybody to do that,
39:37
Speaker 1: How does that serve my ego? It's like, oh, ship,
39:40
Speaker 1: it's not about me. It's not about how much she
39:42
Speaker 1: cooks with me. It's not about like my my opulence.
39:49
Speaker 1: It's literally just who she is. And now I have
39:51
Speaker 1: to look at her as a physical sexual person, which
39:53
Speaker 1: is like, oh my god, because that's not what what
39:57
Speaker 1: drives men. And it's it's it's it's because we haven't
40:01
Speaker 1: had these type of conversations where men don't have the
40:04
Speaker 1: intelligence that we think we have when it comes to
40:06
Speaker 1: the ship, like we're learning now and this generation is
40:10
Speaker 1: social media has opened the doors so we have to
40:15
Speaker 1: learn ourselves all over again. And then you got the
40:18
Speaker 1: older ones that cut of my age and older to
40:20
Speaker 1: be like, I'm not trying to hear none of that
40:21
Speaker 1: ship out of here, right, But ego drives a lot
40:26
Speaker 1: of this ship, bro so um and I don't I
40:30
Speaker 1: don't really have no big ego, especially when it comes
40:32
Speaker 1: to people I love. You know what I'm saying, Like
40:34
Speaker 1: men will let their egos drive the ass to the grave,
40:38
Speaker 1: which is why I say that when men and women
40:40
Speaker 1: are doing differently when it comes to relationships, man, women
40:44
Speaker 1: get different things from relationships their men get. So it's
40:46
Speaker 1: not about y'all. Of course, I think for women, loyalty
40:51
Speaker 1: it's more important than their personal ego when it comes
40:53
Speaker 1: to relationships. But that's just um. You know, I'm nurturing
40:57
Speaker 1: to you. I'm pouring my heart into you, my my
41:00
Speaker 1: God complexes to give life. I'm actually here to build
41:03
Speaker 1: this home for you and violent and me it's like
41:06
Speaker 1: slap in the face. That's that's what drives most, right, um.
41:12
Speaker 1: But that's completely different when it's man, because the conquest
41:16
Speaker 1: came from me and that's the divide and that's where
41:21
Speaker 1: we can't stay together. We can, but the conversation exactly
41:26
Speaker 1: comprehension bottom line. You know what I'm saying. If you've
41:29
Speaker 1: got two people and y'all can effectively comprehend whatever each person,
41:36
Speaker 1: here's what I feel like. It's wrong. Women have ego too,
41:39
Speaker 1: because you could come to her and be like, baby,
41:42
Speaker 1: I love you and I do everything for us and
41:44
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be with you, but I just what's some
41:47
Speaker 1: extra pussy on the weekend. This is is not going
41:49
Speaker 1: for that. They're not really going for that. They don't
41:52
Speaker 1: want to share you. That's the problem. We don't want
41:54
Speaker 1: to share you with nobody else either. But that's you
41:58
Speaker 1: hate women. I love women. I love women, man, until
42:05
Speaker 1: you don't. Yeah, women could walk through the room and
42:12
Speaker 1: something about women women where the hairy y'all back in
42:16
Speaker 1: y'all neck just goes up and y'all just like, I
42:19
Speaker 1: don't like that. Those are hating bitches. We hate love women,
42:24
Speaker 1: especially when she looks good. I'm like, okay, so that's
42:26
Speaker 1: exactly that's my energy is like we definitely ain't your
42:30
Speaker 1: man say yes, she looked good. Your man says she
42:33
Speaker 1: looked good to point out that, yeah, look look, and
42:39
Speaker 1: he'd be acting like he can you see it before me.
42:47
Speaker 1: I definitely don't care about women in that way. YEA
42:50
Speaker 1: find it so interesting that women, Um, my understanding of
42:54
Speaker 1: respect for women has a lot of times has to
42:58
Speaker 1: be forced by women. Um when I'm explaining, like my girl, right,
43:03
Speaker 1: I remember, you know, she and I were dating for
43:06
Speaker 1: a long time and I was like, listen, I want
43:08
Speaker 1: to do me, but I can't. I ain't gonna suck
43:10
Speaker 1: with you like that if you just out there doing
43:12
Speaker 1: you like we you know, we were just dating at
43:15
Speaker 1: the time, you know what I'm saying. I was like, listen,
43:17
Speaker 1: you're my main chip. I take your trips, I buy
43:20
Speaker 1: you stuff and all that, but I ain't really ready
43:22
Speaker 1: to be in a relationship. I'm out here in these streets,
43:24
Speaker 1: I'm living really well and I'm just not ready to
43:27
Speaker 1: be in a relationship. And she was like, so you
43:32
Speaker 1: could do you and I'm just gonna be your main
43:36
Speaker 1: chick and I can't do me or you're not gonna
43:38
Speaker 1: suck me. And I was like basically she was like
43:44
Speaker 1: back and she went and did her. She was like, Okay,
43:50
Speaker 1: you hold all the power, so you're not gonna allow
43:53
Speaker 1: me to be an equal partnership in this situation. You're
43:55
Speaker 1: not gonna allowing because you hold all the powers. You know.
43:57
Speaker 1: You know I'm in love with you. Your hold all
43:59
Speaker 1: the power. But what you're not gonna do just treat
44:02
Speaker 1: me like a sucker. When I found out, I was
44:07
Speaker 1: like I was first, I was felt betrayed. Oh my god,
44:10
Speaker 1: you funked up. You could have told me just on
44:13
Speaker 1: the oven. And she was like, what you expected me
44:16
Speaker 1: not to take care of myself first. I had to
44:18
Speaker 1: take care of you, like I do everything for you
44:21
Speaker 1: the same way you do everything for me. But you're
44:22
Speaker 1: taken care of yourself, expecting me not to take care
44:25
Speaker 1: of myself first, Like that's what you expect, that's what
44:28
Speaker 1: you want out of a party. And I had to
44:30
Speaker 1: realize that I was being selfish and I didn't respect
44:33
Speaker 1: her as a human being. I did not respect her.
44:36
Speaker 1: I thought that she was under me. How did she
44:39
Speaker 1: find out? How did you find out that she was
44:41
Speaker 1: doing her? Because you would have never found out with me?
44:44
Speaker 1: Why not? Though? But I think she told me. She
44:47
Speaker 1: told me it was she told me after some time,
44:50
Speaker 1: and then after that I made him my girl after
44:54
Speaker 1: she told me. Why do men? Why do men have
44:57
Speaker 1: to be heard into submission in that way? Though? Why
45:00
Speaker 1: do I have to? Why do I have to because
45:02
Speaker 1: I've been in the same similar situation? Right? Why do
45:06
Speaker 1: I have to basically like play you hurt you into
45:12
Speaker 1: being the NYE attentive, showing intimacy like not cheating? Why
45:18
Speaker 1: I gotta go make you think I fucked somebody else
45:20
Speaker 1: for you to act right? WHOA? Why Why is it
45:25
Speaker 1: such a game? It goes back to like our ego,
45:28
Speaker 1: to where we feel like once we have you, once
45:31
Speaker 1: we conquered you, like we feel unstoppable. We feel like
45:35
Speaker 1: the sense of ownership. Y'all are like our castle and
45:39
Speaker 1: we have y'all are like our indestructible castle. Nobody can
45:43
Speaker 1: get in, and then once somebody gets in, then we
45:46
Speaker 1: start paying attention more. Now we gotta we gotta line
45:49
Speaker 1: of defenses, we gotta know what's going on, who's walking where.
45:52
Speaker 1: That's how we feel, y'all are men's men's mind state
45:55
Speaker 1: is about conquering in all different aspects. And once we
46:00
Speaker 1: feel like somebody has infiltrated anything that we've built, then
46:05
Speaker 1: we just pay attention more than before when we felt like, YO,
46:08
Speaker 1: know what, I can trust that over there, I could
46:10
Speaker 1: trust it is going right. And once things just don't
46:12
Speaker 1: go right, that's when our senses get high end and
46:14
Speaker 1: not like women, where your senses are high end all
46:17
Speaker 1: the time. And then you already talked about it. I
46:20
Speaker 1: had to look at myself and figure what was more
46:22
Speaker 1: portant to me. For me, I had to look at
46:24
Speaker 1: it like why am I chasing and see the street
46:26
Speaker 1: when I have it right? Why am I forcing her back?
46:28
Speaker 1: Out into the street. What like she's giving me everything?
46:32
Speaker 1: What am I looking for? You know what I'm saying.
46:34
Speaker 1: I was playing boyish games with a woman, so I
46:37
Speaker 1: chose my woman. I'm smart. How long has every good man?
46:43
Speaker 1: It's fire too, I'm in love. Oh congratulations, that's beautiful episode.
46:50
Speaker 1: Now Orlando is still out here. You still out here
46:53
Speaker 1: saving lass, still out here currently saving life. I am
47:00
Speaker 1: want to be saved though here a little younger, Sam,
47:04
Speaker 1: I'm a young thirty years old. But it's more so
47:07
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't mind. I'm open to and I wouldn't
47:10
Speaker 1: mind being in a relationship. It's just I'm just waiting
47:13
Speaker 1: for that person. I feel like I bring so much
47:16
Speaker 1: um that I could bring so much the relationship that
47:21
Speaker 1: I want somebody that I feel like has equity in it,
47:25
Speaker 1: that I can feel like, you know, I can look
47:27
Speaker 1: at you and be like, you know what, we have
47:30
Speaker 1: some kind of equality to where I have all these
47:34
Speaker 1: things going on with me, and you're gonna help whatever
47:38
Speaker 1: I'm going through, help ease it and ease my mind
47:41
Speaker 1: by being this relationship. I don't want to feel like
47:43
Speaker 1: I'm coming to the relationship and it's even more work
47:46
Speaker 1: or it's harder work than already what I'm I'm doing.
47:48
Speaker 1: I enjoy the hard work, but I don't want to
47:52
Speaker 1: be working and not enjoy and it it feels like
47:55
Speaker 1: more pressure. No, no, no, don't want no. I don't
48:00
Speaker 1: need you know, I don't need you to like do
48:03
Speaker 1: my work for me. What I'm saying is, I want
48:05
Speaker 1: to work on the relationship, but I don't want to.
48:07
Speaker 1: I don't want to work to not be enjoyable. I
48:10
Speaker 1: enjoy working. I enjoy working on my relationship. But if
48:13
Speaker 1: I feel like the work that I'm doing is more
48:15
Speaker 1: pressure or it's harder than when I was single, it's
48:17
Speaker 1: like I just might as well be single for all
48:20
Speaker 1: of that relationship. Yeah, we would you be open? Would
48:31
Speaker 1: you be open to a non monogamous relationship? Yeah? I believe.
48:35
Speaker 1: I believe in the fairness um of relationships. So if
48:39
Speaker 1: I'm gonna sit here and be like, oh, you know,
48:41
Speaker 1: I want to suk with other people, I'm going to
48:42
Speaker 1: allow you to also do that. Or we could just
48:45
Speaker 1: communicate and like have some type of like whatever stipulations
48:50
Speaker 1: we need for our relationships to for our relationship to
48:53
Speaker 1: like move along. Really, well, have you ever been in love?
48:57
Speaker 1: Twice and you would have been were you open with them. No,
49:03
Speaker 1: I was younger then. So now you feel like, if
49:06
Speaker 1: you were in love with a woman, you could let
49:09
Speaker 1: her suck some dick and have tears coming down with
49:12
Speaker 1: her eyes because he's choking her in the back of
49:13
Speaker 1: her that would be okay, and come kiss you in
49:18
Speaker 1: the mouth. I mean I wouldn't. I wouldn't know. But
49:22
Speaker 1: if if, if I feel comfortable and we're in that
49:25
Speaker 1: type of relationship, it's not gonna bother me because honestly,
49:29
Speaker 1: there's gonna be some girl sitting on home, sitting on
49:31
Speaker 1: my face with her pussy juices, like just covering all
49:35
Speaker 1: my whole nose support, Crispy cream, donut, make me look
49:39
Speaker 1: like Christ, some water. Just what's going on? Something up?
49:55
Speaker 1: But yeah, we gotta wrap it up, all right. So y'all,
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