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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter fifty nine of The Brother's Karametzov by Fayodor Dostoyevsky,
- 0:09Speaker 1: translated by Constance Garnet. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 0:15Speaker 1: public domain recording by Tony Addison, Chapter five, the Third Ordeal.
- 0:26Speaker 1: Though Mitya spoke sullenly, it was evident that he was
- 0:30Speaker 1: trying more than ever not to forget or miss a
- 0:34Speaker 1: single detail of his story. He told them how he
- 0:39Speaker 1: had leapt over the fence into his father's garden, how
- 0:43Speaker 1: he had gone up to the window, told them all
- 0:45Speaker 1: that had passed under the window, clearly, precisely, distinctly. He
- 0:51Speaker 1: described the feelings that troubled him during those moments in
- 0:56Speaker 1: the garden, when he longed so terribly to know whether
- 1:00Speaker 1: Grushenka was with his father or not, but strange to
- 1:05Speaker 1: say both. The lawyers listened now with a sort of
- 1:09Speaker 1: awful reserve, looked coldly at him, asked few questions. Mitya
- 1:16Speaker 1: could gather nothing from their faces. They're angry and offended,
- 1:22Speaker 1: he thought, well. Bother then, when he described how he
- 1:27Speaker 1: made up his mind at last to make the signal
- 1:31Speaker 1: to his father that Grushenka had come, so that he
- 1:35Speaker 1: should open the window. The lawyers paid no attention to
- 1:39Speaker 1: the words signal, as though they entirely failed to grasp
- 1:43Speaker 1: the meaning of the word in this connection, so much
- 1:47Speaker 1: so that Mitya noticed it coming at last to the moment,
- 1:52Speaker 1: when seeing his father peering out of the window, his
- 1:56Speaker 1: hatred flared up, and he pulled the pestle out of
- 1:59Speaker 1: his pocket. He suddenly, as though of design, stopped short.
- 2:05Speaker 1: He sat gazing at the wall, and was aware that
- 2:08Speaker 1: their eyes were fixed upon him. Well, said the investigating lawyer.
- 2:14Speaker 1: He pulled out the weapon, and and what happened? Then? Then?
- 2:19Speaker 1: Why then I murdered him, hit him on the head
- 2:22Speaker 1: and cracked his skull. I suppose that's your story, that's it.
- 2:26Speaker 1: His eyes suddenly flashed, all his smothered wrath suddenly flamed
- 2:31Speaker 1: up with extraordinary violence in his soul. Our story, repeated
- 2:38Speaker 1: Nikolay Parfenovitch. Well and yours. Mitya dropped his eyes and
- 2:44Speaker 1: was a long time silent. My story, gentlemen, Well it
- 2:49Speaker 1: was like this, he began softly. Whether it was some
- 2:53Speaker 1: one's tears, or my mother prayed to God, or a
- 2:56Speaker 1: good angel kissed me at that instant, I don't know,
- 3:00Speaker 1: But the devil was conquered. I rushed from the window
- 3:03Speaker 1: and ran to the fence. My father was alarmed, and
- 3:07Speaker 1: for the first time he saw me. Then cried out
- 3:09Speaker 1: and sprang back from the window. I remember that very well.
- 3:14Speaker 1: I ran across the garden to the fence, and there
- 3:17Speaker 1: Grigory caught me when I was sitting on the fence.
- 3:21Speaker 1: At that point, he raised his eyes at last and
- 3:24Speaker 1: looked at his listeners. They seemed to be staring at
- 3:28Speaker 1: him with perfectly unruffled attention. A sort of paroxysm of
- 3:35Speaker 1: indignation seized on Mitya's soul. Why you're laughing at me
- 3:40Speaker 1: at this moment, gentlemen, he broke up suddenly. What makes
- 3:46Speaker 1: you think that, observed Nikolay Parfenovitch. You don't believe one word.
- 3:52Speaker 1: That's why I understand of costs, that I have come
- 3:56Speaker 1: to the vital point. The old man's lying there now
- 4:00Speaker 1: with his skull broken. While I, after dramatically describing how
- 4:05Speaker 1: I wanted to kill him and how I snatched up
- 4:08Speaker 1: the pustle, I suddenly ran away from the window. A
- 4:11Speaker 1: romance poetry, as though one could believe a follow on
- 4:15Speaker 1: his word. Ha ha, you are Scopper's gentleman, and he
- 4:20Speaker 1: swung round on his chair so that it creaked. And
- 4:25Speaker 1: did you notice, asked the prosecutor suddenly, as though not
- 4:29Speaker 1: observing Mitya's excitement. Did you notice when you ran away
- 4:34Speaker 1: from the window whether the door into the garden was open? No,
- 4:39Speaker 1: it was not open. It was not it was shut.
- 4:42Speaker 1: And who could open it? Bah the door? Wait a bit,
- 4:46Speaker 1: he seemed suddenly to bethink himself, and almost with a start.
- 4:51Speaker 1: Why did you find the door open? Yes, it was open.
- 4:56Speaker 1: Why who could have opened it? If you did not
- 4:59Speaker 1: open it? Yoursel, cried Mitya, greatly astonished. The door stood open,
- 5:06Speaker 1: and your father's murderer undoubtedly went in at that door, and,
- 5:12Speaker 1: having accomplished the crime, went out again by the same door.
- 5:17Speaker 1: The prosecutor pronounced, deliberately, as though chiseling out each word separately.
- 5:25Speaker 1: That is perfectly clear the murder was committed in the
- 5:29Speaker 1: room and not through the window. That is absolutely certain.
- 5:34Speaker 1: From the examination that has been made, from the position
- 5:39Speaker 1: of the body and everything, there can be no doubt
- 5:44Speaker 1: of that circumstance. Mitya was absolutely dumbfounded. But that's utterly impossible,
- 5:55Speaker 1: he cried, completely ut a loss. I didn't go in,
- 5:59Speaker 1: I tell you latively, definitely. The door was shut the
- 6:03Speaker 1: whole time I was in the garden, and when I
- 6:05Speaker 1: ran out of the garden, I only stood at the
- 6:08Speaker 1: window and saw him through the winter. That's all. That's
- 6:11Speaker 1: all I remember, to the last minute. And if I
- 6:15Speaker 1: didn't remember, it would be just the same. I know it.
- 6:19Speaker 1: When no one knew the signals, accepts my diacup and
- 6:22Speaker 1: me and the dead man, And he wouldn't have opened
- 6:25Speaker 1: the door to anyone in the world without the signals? Signals?
- 6:31Speaker 1: What signals? Asked the prosecutor with greedy, almost hysterical curiosity.
- 6:40Speaker 1: He instantly lost all trace of his reserve and dignity.
- 6:44Speaker 1: He asked the question with a sort of tringing timidity.
- 6:48Speaker 1: He scented an important fact of which he had known nothing,
- 6:52Speaker 1: and was already filled with dread that Mitya might be
- 6:56Speaker 1: unwilling to disclose it. So you didn't know, meet your
- 7:01Speaker 1: winketerton with a malicious and mocking smile. What if I
- 7:06Speaker 1: won't tell you? From whom could you find out? No
- 7:10Speaker 1: one knew about the signals except my father Smadayakov and me?
- 7:14Speaker 1: That was all heaven knew too, but it won't tell you.
- 7:21Speaker 1: But it's an interesting fact. There's no knowing what you
- 7:27Speaker 1: might build on it. Ah Ah, take comfort, gentleman, I'll
- 7:34Speaker 1: reveal it. You've some foolish idea in your hearts. You
- 7:39Speaker 1: don't know the man you have to deal with. You
- 7:42Speaker 1: have to do with a prisoner who gives evidence against
- 7:46Speaker 1: himself to his own damage. Yes, for I'm a man
- 7:50Speaker 1: of honor and you are not. The prosecutor swallowed this
- 7:55Speaker 1: without a murmur. He was trembling with impatience to hear
- 7:59Speaker 1: that new fact. Minutely and diffusely, Mitya told them ever
- 8:05Speaker 1: a thing about the signals invented by Fyodor Pavlovitch Forcemardakov.
- 8:12Speaker 1: He told them exactly, whatever he tapped on the window
- 8:16Speaker 1: meant tap the signals on the table. And when Nikolay
- 8:21Speaker 1: Parfenovitch said that he supposed he Mitya had tapped the
- 8:26Speaker 1: signal Grushenka has come when he tapped to his father,
- 8:30Speaker 1: he answered precisely that he had tapped that signal that
- 8:36Speaker 1: Grushenka had come. So now you can build up your tower.
- 8:42Speaker 1: Mitya broke off and again turned away from them contemptuously.
- 8:48Speaker 1: So no, one knew of the signals, but your dead father,
- 8:52Speaker 1: you and the valets Mydyakov, and no one else. Nikolay
- 8:57Speaker 1: Parfenovitch inquired once more, Yes, the valet Smerdyakov and heaven
- 9:03Speaker 1: write down about Heaven that may be of use. Besides,
- 9:07Speaker 1: you will need God yourselves. And they had already, of course,
- 9:12Speaker 1: begun writing it down. But while they wrote, the prosecutor said, suddenly,
- 9:18Speaker 1: as though pitching on a new idea. But if Smerdyakov
- 9:23Speaker 1: also knew of these signals, and you absolutely deny all
- 9:28Speaker 1: responsibility for the death of your father, was it not
- 9:32Speaker 1: he perhaps who knocked the signal agreed upon, induced your
- 9:36Speaker 1: father to open to him, and then committed the crime.
- 9:42Speaker 1: Mitya turned upon him a look of profound irony and
- 9:46Speaker 1: intense hatred. His silence stir lasted so long that it
- 9:51Speaker 1: made the prosecutor blink. You've caught the fox again, commented Mitya.
- 9:57Speaker 1: At last, you've got the beast by the tale. Ha ha,
- 10:02Speaker 1: I see three you missed, the prosecutor. You thought, of
- 10:06Speaker 1: course that I should jump at that catch at your prompting,
- 10:11Speaker 1: and shout with all my might, I it's my diaco.
- 10:16Speaker 1: He's the murder at confess, that's what you thought. Confess
- 10:21Speaker 1: and I'll go on. But the prosecutor did not confess.
- 10:26Speaker 1: He held his tongue and waited, you're mistaken. I'm not
- 10:31Speaker 1: going to shout. It's my diacup, said Mitya. And you
- 10:37Speaker 1: don't even suspect him. Why do you suspect him? He
- 10:41Speaker 1: is suspected too. Mitya fixed his eyes on the floor.
- 10:48Speaker 1: Joking apart, he brought out gloomily. Listen from the very beginning,
- 10:54Speaker 1: almost from the moment when I ran out to you
- 10:57Speaker 1: from behind the curtain, I've had the thought of my
- 10:59Speaker 1: dia in my mind. I've been sitting here shouting that
- 11:03Speaker 1: I'm innocent and thinking all the time s my Diacop.
- 11:07Speaker 1: I can't get my diacof out of my head. In fact,
- 11:10Speaker 1: I too thought of s my Diakov just now, but
- 11:14Speaker 1: only for a second. Almost at once, I thought, no,
- 11:18Speaker 1: it's not my Diakov, it's not his doing, gentleman, in
- 11:23Speaker 1: that case, is there anybody else you suspect? Nikolay Parfenovitch
- 11:29Speaker 1: inquired cautiously. I don't know anyone. It could be, whether
- 11:34Speaker 1: it's the hand of ev Noor Satan, but not Sma
- 11:38Speaker 1: Diakov Mitya jerked out with decision. But what makes you
- 11:44Speaker 1: affirm so confidently and emphatically that it's not he from
- 11:49Speaker 1: my conviction, my impression, because my Diakov is a man
- 11:54Speaker 1: of the most abject character and a coward. He's not
- 11:58Speaker 1: a coward. He's the pit to me of all the
- 12:01Speaker 1: cowardice in the world, walking on two legs. He has
- 12:05Speaker 1: the heart of a chicken. When he talked to me,
- 12:08Speaker 1: he was always trembling for fear I should kill him,
- 12:12Speaker 1: though I never raised my hand against him. He fell
- 12:15Speaker 1: at my feet and blobbered. He has kissed these very boots,
- 12:19Speaker 1: literally beseeching me not to frighten him. Do you hear it?
- 12:25Speaker 1: Not to frighten him? What a thing to say? Why
- 12:29Speaker 1: I offered him money? He's a pewling chicken, sickly, epileptic,
- 12:34Speaker 1: weep minded. A child of eight could thrash him. He
- 12:37Speaker 1: has no character worth talking about. It's nut Smartdyakov, gentleman.
- 12:42Speaker 1: He doesn't care for money. He wouldn't take my presents. Besides,
- 12:47Speaker 1: what motive, buddy for murdering the old man? Why he's
- 12:51Speaker 1: very likely a son, you know, his natural son. Do
- 12:54Speaker 1: you know that we have heard that legend. But you
- 12:57Speaker 1: are your father's son too, you know, yet you yourself
- 13:01Speaker 1: told every one you meant to murder him. That's a
- 13:04Speaker 1: thrust and a nasty, mean one too. I'm not afraid, oh, gentlemen.
- 13:09Speaker 1: Isn't it too base of you to say that to
- 13:11Speaker 1: my face? It's base because I told you that myself,
- 13:15Speaker 1: I not only wanted to murder him, but I might
- 13:18Speaker 1: have done it. And what's more, I went out of
- 13:21Speaker 1: my way to tell you of my own accord, that
- 13:23Speaker 1: I nearly murdered him. But you see, I didn't murder him.
- 13:27Speaker 1: You see, my guardian Angel saved me. That's what you've
- 13:31Speaker 1: not taken into account. And that's why it's so base
- 13:34Speaker 1: of you, For I didn't kill him. I didn't kill him.
- 13:38Speaker 1: Do you hear I did not kill him. He was
- 13:43Speaker 1: almost choking. He had not been so moved before during
- 13:49Speaker 1: the whole interrogation. And what has he told you, gentlemen?
- 13:54Speaker 1: Smartdocaf I mean, he added suddenly, after a pause. May
- 13:59Speaker 1: I ask that question? You may ask any question, the
- 14:04Speaker 1: prosecutor replied with frigid severity, any question relating to the
- 14:11Speaker 1: facts of the case. And we are, I repeat bound
- 14:15Speaker 1: to answer every inquiry you make. We found the servant Smerdyakov,
- 14:21Speaker 1: concerning whom you inquire, lying unconscious in his bed in
- 14:27Speaker 1: an epileptic fit of extreme severity that had recurred possibly
- 14:32Speaker 1: ten times. The doctor who was with us told us
- 14:36Speaker 1: after seeing him that he may possibly not outlive the night. Well,
- 14:42Speaker 1: if that's so, the devil must have killed and broke
- 14:45Speaker 1: suddenly from Mitya, as though until that moment he had
- 14:49Speaker 1: been asking himself was it Smerdyakov or not? We will
- 14:55Speaker 1: come back to this later, Nikolai Pavanovitch decided, and now
- 15:02Speaker 1: wouldn't you like to continue your statement? Mitya asked for
- 15:07Speaker 1: a rest. His request was courteously granted. After resting, he
- 15:14Speaker 1: went on with his story, but he was evidently depressed.
- 15:19Speaker 1: He was exhausted, mortified, and morally shaken. To make things worse,
- 15:26Speaker 1: the prosecutor exasperated him, as though intentionally, by vexatious interruptions
- 15:33Speaker 1: about trifling points. Scarcely had Mitya described how, sitting on
- 15:40Speaker 1: the wall, he had struck Gregory on the head with
- 15:43Speaker 1: the pestle while the old man had hold of his
- 15:47Speaker 1: left leg, and how we had then jumped down to
- 15:50Speaker 1: look at him when the prosecutor stopped him to ask
- 15:55Speaker 1: him to describe exactly how he was sitting on the wall.
- 16:01Speaker 1: Mitya was surprised. Oh, I was sitting like this, Astride,
- 16:08Speaker 1: one leg on one side of the wall and one
- 16:10Speaker 1: on the other, and the pestle, the pessl was in
- 16:13Speaker 1: my hand, not in your pocket. Do you remember that precisely?
- 16:19Speaker 1: Was it a violent blow you gave him? It must
- 16:22Speaker 1: have been a violent one. But why do you ask?
- 16:25Speaker 1: Would you mind sitting on the chair just as you
- 16:28Speaker 1: sat on the wall then and showing us just how
- 16:32Speaker 1: you moved your arm and in what direction? You're making
- 16:36Speaker 1: fun of me, aren't you? Asked Mitya, looking haughtily at
- 16:40Speaker 1: the speaker, but the latter did not blinch. Mitya turned abruptly,
- 16:45Speaker 1: sat Astride on his chair and swung his arm. This
- 16:51Speaker 1: was how I struck him. Fat's how I knocked him down.
- 16:55Speaker 1: What more do you want? Thank you? May I trouble
- 16:59Speaker 1: you to explain why you jumped down, with what object
- 17:04Speaker 1: and what you had in view? Oh? Hang it, I
- 17:08Speaker 1: jumped down to look at the man I'd hurt. I
- 17:11Speaker 1: don't know what for though you were so excited and
- 17:16Speaker 1: were running away. Yes, though I was excited and running away.
- 17:22Speaker 1: You wanted to help him? Help? Yes, perhaps I did
- 17:25Speaker 1: want to help him. I don't remember. You don't remember then.
- 17:30Speaker 1: You didn't quite know what you were doing, not at all.
- 17:34Speaker 1: I remember everything, every detail. I jumped down to look
- 17:38Speaker 1: at him and wiped his face with my handkerchief. We
- 17:42Speaker 1: have seen your handkerchief. Did you hope to restore him
- 17:45Speaker 1: to consciousness? I don't know whether I hoped it. I
- 17:49Speaker 1: simply wanted to make sure whether he was alive or not.
- 17:53Speaker 1: I you wanted to be sure? Well what then? I'm
- 17:57Speaker 1: not a doctor. I couldn't decide. I ran away thinking
- 18:00Speaker 1: i'd killed him, and now he's recovered. Excellent, commented the prosecutor.
- 18:07Speaker 1: Thank you, that's all I wanted. Kindly proceed alas it
- 18:13Speaker 1: never entered Mitcha's head to tell them, though he remembered it,
- 18:18Speaker 1: that he had jumped back from pity, and standing over
- 18:21Speaker 1: the prostrate figure, had even uttered some words of regret.
- 18:26Speaker 1: You've come to grief, old man. There's no help for it. Well,
- 18:30Speaker 1: there you must lie. The prosecutor could only draw one
- 18:35Speaker 1: conclusion that the man had jumped back at such a
- 18:39Speaker 1: moment and in such excitement, simply with the object of
- 18:44Speaker 1: ascertaining whether the only witness of his crime were dead,
- 18:49Speaker 1: that he must therefore have been a man of great strength, coolness, decision,
- 18:56Speaker 1: and foresight even at such a moment. And so on,
- 19:01Speaker 1: the prosecutor was satisfied. I provoked the nervous fellow by trifles,
- 19:08Speaker 1: and he has said more than he meant to. With
- 19:13Speaker 1: painful effort, Mitya went on, but this time he was
- 19:18Speaker 1: pulled up immediately by Nikolay Parfenovitch. How came you to
- 19:25Speaker 1: run to the servant Fedoscia mark Kotner with your hands
- 19:30Speaker 1: so covered with blood, and as it appears, your face too.
- 19:35Speaker 1: Why I didn't notice the blood at all of the time,
- 19:38Speaker 1: answered Mitchya. That's quite likely. It does happen sometimes. The
- 19:44Speaker 1: prosecutor exchanged glances with Nikolay Parfenovitch. I simply didn't notice.
- 19:51Speaker 1: You're quite bight there, Prosecutor Mitya assented. Suddenly, next came
- 19:57Speaker 1: the account of Mitcha's sudden determination to step aside and
- 20:03Speaker 1: make way for their happiness. But he could not make
- 20:07Speaker 1: up his mind to open his heart to them as
- 20:10Speaker 1: before and tell them about the queen of his soul.
- 20:14Speaker 1: He disliked speaking of her before these chilly persons who
- 20:19Speaker 1: were fastening on him like bugs, and so in response
- 20:24Speaker 1: to their reiterated questions, he answered briefly and abruptly, Well,
- 20:32Speaker 1: I made up my mind to kill myself. What had
- 20:34Speaker 1: I left to live for? That question stared me in
- 20:38Speaker 1: the face. Her first rightful lover had come back, the
- 20:42Speaker 1: man who wronged her. But he'd hurried back to offer
- 20:45Speaker 1: his love after five years and atone for the wrong
- 20:49Speaker 1: with marriage. So I knew it was all over for me,
- 20:53Speaker 1: and behind me disgrace and that blood grigories what had
- 20:57Speaker 1: I to live for? So I went to redeem the
- 21:00Speaker 1: pistols I had pledged to load them and put a
- 21:04Speaker 1: bullet in my brain tomorrow, and a grand feast the
- 21:08Speaker 1: night before, Yes, a grand feast the night before. Damn it,
- 21:13Speaker 1: old gentleman, do make haste and finish it. I meant
- 21:17Speaker 1: to shoot myself not far from here, beyond the village,
- 21:21Speaker 1: and I'd planned to do it at five o'clock in
- 21:23Speaker 1: the morning, and I had a note in my pocket already.
- 21:26Speaker 1: I wrote it at Burhoton's when I loaded my pistols.
- 21:30Speaker 1: Here's the letter. Read it. It's not for you I
- 21:33Speaker 1: tell it, he added contemptuously. He took it from his
- 21:37Speaker 1: waistcoat pocket and flung it on the table. The lawyers
- 21:42Speaker 1: read it with curiosity, and as is usual, added it
- 21:47Speaker 1: to the papers connected with the case. And you didn't
- 21:53Speaker 1: even think of washing your hands at Pehotein's. You were
- 21:57Speaker 1: not afraid then, of arousing suspicion. What suspicion? Suspicion or not.
- 22:04Speaker 1: I should have galloped here just the same and shut
- 22:07Speaker 1: myself at five o'clock. And you wouldn't have been in
- 22:10Speaker 1: time to do anything. If it hadn't been for what's
- 22:13Speaker 1: happened to my father, you would have known nothing about
- 22:16Speaker 1: it and wouldn't have come here. How it's the devil's doing.
- 22:19Speaker 1: It was the devil muthered bother. It was through the
- 22:22Speaker 1: devil that you found it out so soon. How did
- 22:25Speaker 1: you manage to get it so quick? It's marvelous a dream.
- 22:29Speaker 1: Mister Perhoutin informed us that when you came to him,
- 22:34Speaker 1: you held in your hands, your blood stained hands, your money,
- 22:40Speaker 1: a lot of money, a bundle of hundred rouble notes,
- 22:44Speaker 1: and that his servant boy saw it too. That's true, gentlemen,
- 22:50Speaker 1: I remember it was so Now there's one little point
- 22:56Speaker 1: presents itself. Can you in almost Nikolay Parfenovitch began with
- 23:03Speaker 1: extreme gentleness, Where did you get so much money all
- 23:08Speaker 1: of a sudden when it appears from the facts, from
- 23:12Speaker 1: the reckoning of time, that you had not been home?
- 23:17Speaker 1: The prosecutor's brow contracted at the question being asked so plainly,
- 23:22Speaker 1: but he did not interrupt. Nikolay Parfenovitch. Now I didn't
- 23:28Speaker 1: go home, answered Mitya, apparently perfectly composed, but looking at
- 23:34Speaker 1: the floor, Allow me then to repeat my question. Nikolay
- 23:39Speaker 1: Parfenovitch went on, as though creeping up to the subject,
- 23:45Speaker 1: where were you able to procure such a sum all
- 23:49Speaker 1: at once? When, by your own confession, at five o'clock
- 23:54Speaker 1: the same day, you I was in want of ten
- 23:58Speaker 1: roubles and pledged my pistols with perhotin, and then went
- 24:02Speaker 1: to Madame Hohlakov to borrow three thousand, which she wouldn't
- 24:07Speaker 1: give me, and so on and all the rest of it.
- 24:11Speaker 1: Mitya interrupted sharply, Yes, gentlemen, I was in want of it,
- 24:16Speaker 1: and suddenly thousands turned up. A do you know, gentlemen,
- 24:21Speaker 1: you're both afraid? Now what if he won't tell us
- 24:24Speaker 1: where he got it. That's just how it is. I'm
- 24:27Speaker 1: not going to tell you, gentlemen, you've guessed right. You'll
- 24:30Speaker 1: never know, said Mitya, chipping out each word with extraordinary determination.
- 24:37Speaker 1: The lawyers were silent for a moment. You must understand,
- 24:43Speaker 1: mister Karamtzov, that it is of vital importance for us
- 24:48Speaker 1: to know, said Nikolay Parfenovitch, softly and suavely. I understand,
- 24:56Speaker 1: but still I won't tell you. The prosecutor, too, intervened
- 25:02Speaker 1: and again reminded the prisoner that he was at liberty
- 25:07Speaker 1: to refuse to answer questions if he thought it to
- 25:11Speaker 1: his interest, and so on. But in view of the
- 25:14Speaker 1: damage she might do himself by his silence, especially in
- 25:18Speaker 1: a case of such importance as and so on, gentlemen,
- 25:22Speaker 1: and so on. Enough, I've heard that rigmarole before. Mitya
- 25:28Speaker 1: interrupted again. I can see for myself how important it is,
- 25:33Speaker 1: and that this is the vital point. And still I
- 25:36Speaker 1: won't say, what is it to us? It's not our
- 25:40Speaker 1: business but yours. You are doing yourself harm, observed Nikolay
- 25:46Speaker 1: Parfenovitch nervously. You see, gentlemen joking apart. Mitya lifted his
- 25:54Speaker 1: eyes and looked firmly at them both. I had an
- 25:57Speaker 1: inkling from the first that we should come to loggerheads
- 26:01Speaker 1: at this point. But that first, when I began to
- 26:04Speaker 1: give my evidence, it was all still far away and misty,
- 26:09Speaker 1: It was all floating, and I was so simple that
- 26:12Speaker 1: I began with the supposition of mutual competence existing between us.
- 26:18Speaker 1: Now I can see for myself that such confidence is
- 26:22Speaker 1: out of the question, for in any case, we were
- 26:25Speaker 1: bound to come to this cursed stumbling block, and now
- 26:29Speaker 1: we've come to it. It's impossible, and there's an end
- 26:33Speaker 1: of it. But I don't blame you. You can't believe it
- 26:36Speaker 1: all simply on my word. I understand that, of course
- 26:40Speaker 1: he relapsed into gloomy silence. But couldn't you, without abandoning
- 26:46Speaker 1: your resolution to be silent about the chief point? Or
- 26:50Speaker 1: could you not, at the same time give us some
- 26:54Speaker 1: slight hint as to the nature of the motives which
- 26:57Speaker 1: are strong enough to induce you to refuse to answer
- 27:01Speaker 1: at a crisis. Soapull of danger to you, Mitya smiled mournfully,
- 27:08Speaker 1: almost dreamily. I'm much more good natured than you think, gentlemen.
- 27:14Speaker 1: I'll tell you the reason why and give you that hint,
- 27:17Speaker 1: though you don't deserve it. I won't speak of that, gentleman,
- 27:21Speaker 1: because it would be a stain on my honor. The
- 27:25Speaker 1: answer to the question where I got the money would
- 27:28Speaker 1: expose me to far greater disgrace than the murder and
- 27:31Speaker 1: robbing of my father if I had murdered and robbed him.
- 27:35Speaker 1: That's why I can't tell you. I can't appear of disgrace. What, gentlemen,
- 27:40Speaker 1: are you going to write that down? Yes, we'll write
- 27:44Speaker 1: it down a list. Nikolay Parfenovitch, you ought not to
- 27:49Speaker 1: write that down about disgrace. I only told you that
- 27:52Speaker 1: in the goodness of my heart. I needn't have told you.
- 27:56Speaker 1: I made you a present of it, so to speak,
- 27:58Speaker 1: and you bounce upon it at once a while. Right,
- 28:01Speaker 1: write what you like, He concluded, with scornful disgust. I'm
- 28:05Speaker 1: not afraid of you, and I can still hold up
- 28:08Speaker 1: my head before you. And can't you tell us the
- 28:12Speaker 1: nature of that disgrace? Nikolay Parfenovitch hazarded. The prosecutor frown darkly. No, no, Sippini,
- 28:23Speaker 1: don't trouble yourselves. It's not worth while soiling one's hands.
- 28:27Speaker 1: I have solved myself enough through you as it is.
- 28:30Speaker 1: You're not worth it. No one is enough. Gentlemen, I'm
- 28:33Speaker 1: not going on. This was said too peremptorily. Nikolay Parfenovitch
- 28:41Speaker 1: did not insist further, but from Ippolyte Girillovitch's eyes he
- 28:46Speaker 1: saw that he had not given up hope. Can you
- 28:51Speaker 1: not at least tell us what sum you had in
- 28:55Speaker 1: your hands? Or when you went into mister Perhotin's how
- 28:59Speaker 1: many roubles? Exactly? I can't tell you that you spoke
- 29:04Speaker 1: to mister Bohoughton. I believe of having received three thousand
- 29:09Speaker 1: from Madame Hohlakov. Perhaps I did enough, gentlemen, I won't
- 29:13Speaker 1: say how much I had. Will you be so good
- 29:16Speaker 1: then as to tell us how you came here and
- 29:20Speaker 1: what you have done since you arrived? Oh, you might
- 29:23Speaker 1: ask the people here about that, but I'll tell you
- 29:26Speaker 1: if you like. He proceeded to do so, But we
- 29:30Speaker 1: won't repeat his story. He told that dryly and curtly,
- 29:35Speaker 1: of the ruptures of his love. He said nothing but
- 29:39Speaker 1: told them that he abandoned his determination to shoot himself
- 29:44Speaker 1: owing to new factors in the case. He told the
- 29:49Speaker 1: story without going into motives or details, And this time
- 29:54Speaker 1: the lawyers did not worry him much. It was obvious
- 29:58Speaker 1: that there was no cential point of interest to them.
- 30:01Speaker 1: Here we shall verify all that. We will come back
- 30:06Speaker 1: to it during the examination of the witnesses, which will
- 30:10Speaker 1: of course take place in your presence, said Nikolay Parfenovitch
- 30:14Speaker 1: in conclusion. And now allow me to request you to
- 30:19Speaker 1: lay on the table everything in your possession, especially all
- 30:24Speaker 1: the money you still have about you. My money, gentlemen,
- 30:28Speaker 1: certainly I understand that that is necessary. I'm surprised, indeed
- 30:33Speaker 1: that you haven't inquired about it before. It's true, I
- 30:37Speaker 1: couldn't get away anywhere. I'm sitting here where I can
- 30:40Speaker 1: be seen. But here's my money. Count it, take it,
- 30:43Speaker 1: that's all I think. He turned it all out of
- 30:46Speaker 1: his pockets, even the small change two pieces of twenty
- 30:51Speaker 1: kopecks he pulled out of his waistcoat pocket. They counted
- 30:56Speaker 1: the money, which amounted to eight hundred and thirty six
- 31:00Speaker 1: rubles and forty kopeks. And is that all, asked the
- 31:06Speaker 1: investigating lawyer. Yes, you stated just now in your evidence
- 31:14Speaker 1: that you spent three hundred rubles at Plotnikups. You gay
- 31:20Speaker 1: perhotin ten your driver twenty. Here you lost two hundred.
- 31:26Speaker 1: Then Nikolai Parfenovitch reckoned it all up. Mitya helped him readily.
- 31:35Speaker 1: They recollected every farthing and included it in the reckoning,
- 31:41Speaker 1: and Nikolai Parfenovitch hurriedly added up the total. With this
- 31:46Speaker 1: eight hundred, you must have had about fifteen hundred of first,
- 31:51Speaker 1: I suppose so, snapped d Mitchya, how is it? They
- 31:56Speaker 1: all assert there was much more. Let them assert it,
- 32:00Speaker 1: But you asserted it yourself. Yes, I did too. We
- 32:06Speaker 1: will compare all this with the evidence of other persons
- 32:11Speaker 1: not yet examined. Don't be anxious about your money. It
- 32:15Speaker 1: will be properly taken care of and be at your
- 32:18Speaker 1: disposal at the conclusion of what is beginning. If it appears,
- 32:23Speaker 1: or so to speak, is proved that you have undisputed
- 32:28Speaker 1: right to it. Well, and now Nikolay Parfenovitch suddenly got
- 32:33Speaker 1: up and informed Mitya firmly that it was his duty
- 32:38Speaker 1: and obligation to conduct a minute and thorough search of
- 32:43Speaker 1: your clothes and everything else by all means, gentlemen, I'll
- 32:47Speaker 1: turn that all my pockets if you like, and he
- 32:50Speaker 1: did in fact, begin turning out his pockets. It will
- 32:54Speaker 1: be necessary to take off your clothes too, what undress?
- 32:58Speaker 1: Oh damn it, won't you search me as I am can't. Yo,
- 33:03Speaker 1: It's utterly impossible, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, you must take off your
- 33:07Speaker 1: clothes as you like, Mitya submitted gloomily. Only please not here,
- 33:14Speaker 1: but behind the curtains. Who will search them Behind the curtains,
- 33:19Speaker 1: of course. Nikolay Parfenovitch bent his head in assent. His
- 33:25Speaker 1: small face wore an expression of peculiar solemnity. End of
- 33:33Speaker 1: Chapter fifty nine,