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Spiritual Update: Psychic Gifts, 9D Energy, Past Lives & More · Beyond Limits With Olivia Marie

• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the Live Well Podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm your host, Liv, a naturopathic doctor, a mentor, energy healer, a content reader, intuitive, energetic business mentor, and honestly, so much more.
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• 0:54
  SPEAKER_00: And with that, let's get into the show.
• 0:57
  SPEAKER_00: Hello everyone, and welcome back to another episode of the podcast.
• 1:01
  SPEAKER_00: This has been a highly requested one, and that is an update, if you will, on my spiritual journey awakening, kind of what's transpired in the last year.
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_00: I haven't done one of these episodes probably since a year ago.
• 1:16
  SPEAKER_00: And if you haven't listened to the ones from last year, all about how to tap into your gifts, what are the Akashic Records, kind of like my spiritual awakening journey for the first uh maybe 10-11 months of my journey.
• 1:30
  SPEAKER_00: Um, definitely go ahead and listen to that because this is going to be a part two building on that.
• 1:34
  SPEAKER_00: So we're gonna leave those down below if we can like list the episode numbers for people.
• 1:40
  SPEAKER_00: Thanks.
• 1:41
  SPEAKER_00: Just telling my assistant, and we're gonna dive into what this year has been like and how gifts have opened up, how things have kind of shifted.
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_00: I was already surprised in the last episode.
• 1:54
  SPEAKER_00: If you would have told me, you know, the things I mentioned in the last episode, I would probably not believe you in this episode.
• 2:01
  SPEAKER_00: Oh boy, oh boy.
• 2:03
  SPEAKER_00: So, with that being said, let's go ahead and dive in.
• 2:06
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm gonna start kind of like with a timeline.
• 2:08
  SPEAKER_00: I think timelines is the only way I can organize this into some sort of like cohesion for you.
• 2:14
  SPEAKER_00: So let's start like November last year.
• 2:18
  SPEAKER_00: It was the we're gonna start with my Tulum trip.
• 2:21
  SPEAKER_00: And that my first time in Tulum was honestly a very spiritual journey, a very spiritual, uh, I guess you'd say jumping off point for me.
• 2:31
  SPEAKER_00: I had known that people talked about Tulum being spiritual and like a bunch of different um energies being there and portals and etc.
• 2:41
  SPEAKER_00: Let me tell you.
• 2:42
  SPEAKER_00: So I had signed up to do this kind of like plant journey with someone that my friend had gone and seen, so like I trusted and I knew, and I'd been feeling really called to go on some sort of journey.
• 2:59
  SPEAKER_00: I am a very I was actually talking to my spiritual mentor about this.
• 3:02
  SPEAKER_00: I'm a very extreme person.
• 3:04
  SPEAKER_00: I like all in or nothing, I'm like full throttle or kind of nothing at all.
• 3:09
  SPEAKER_00: So no surprise when I like I either love something or I hate it.
• 3:12
  SPEAKER_00: I'm kind of yeah, anyways, that's a little thing about me.
• 3:16
  SPEAKER_00: But I wanted to really kind of dive in and go deeper into myself, into my consciousness, etc.
• 3:22
  SPEAKER_00: And this was like right before the attunement for soul sension level one last year.
• 3:28
  SPEAKER_00: And if you guys are part of that attunement, I still see every specific thing of that attunement in my brain, in my mind.
• 3:36
  SPEAKER_00: It is burned in there because it is so significant to my journey, and I know to so many of your journeys, people listening.
• 3:43
  SPEAKER_00: Um, if you were in the round last year, you know that was there was real life before that day, and there was your life after that day.
• 3:49
  SPEAKER_00: You'll never be the same, just like I was not the same.
• 3:52
  SPEAKER_00: But we're gonna rewind a few days.
• 3:54
  SPEAKER_00: And it was through this journey that I really had the intention of surrendering deeper to my gifts and kind of doing a clearing.
• 4:02
  SPEAKER_00: And during this journey, um, and the person who did it with me, he kind of like facilitates the ceremony, he guides you, um, he does clearings, he he plays a bunch of like music and kind of takes you on this for yourself.
• 4:17
  SPEAKER_00: And that was truly the first time that I think I fully, fully felt what pure consciousness was like.
• 4:25
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't mean like when you meditate, I mean like the pure feeling of having like limitlessness, like true, limitless.
• 4:35
  SPEAKER_00: Your body isn't there.
• 4:36
  SPEAKER_00: You are just a soul in the void of limitless, pure consciousness.
• 4:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not gonna lie, it is a very it is a slightly overwhelming feeling.
• 4:44
  SPEAKER_00: I had a lot of trouble letting go.
• 4:47
  SPEAKER_00: Um, this is something that I've worked on a lot in the past year.
• 4:50
  SPEAKER_00: Each level I'm at, I'm like letting go deeper, letting go deeper.
• 4:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I've talked about this before, and it's only through letting go that like your gifts open up more.
• 4:58
  SPEAKER_00: So I knew in order for my abilities, my gifts, and for me to raise in consciousness, I would need to let go a lot more.
• 5:05
  SPEAKER_00: So I needed some assistance letting go, and this is honestly why I've talked about this before.
• 5:11
  SPEAKER_00: I always tell people to like get yourself in like the room, get help, work with me, work with people, right, to help you where you can help yourself.
• 5:18
  SPEAKER_00: So I do the same thing.
• 5:19
  SPEAKER_00: So I don't tell you guys to like get help of mentors.
• 5:22
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, no, no, I get the same thing.
• 5:24
  SPEAKER_00: So I needed help holding space for me to let go, anyways.
• 5:28
  SPEAKER_00: And on this journey, it was like thousands and thousands of years of like I don't want to say conditioning trauma had like left my body in like a in a spiritual way, and it's like you I just completely stepped out of it into that void of pure consciousness, and the only way to that I can explain it is that you are everything and you are nothing at the same time, and it's not like you're falling, I don't want to say like you're falling, but in order to get like the physical sensation in your body, you know that sensation when you're falling in like in a dream, and you're falling, falling, falling, it's like that scared, like you're falling, dropping feeling.
• 6:10
  SPEAKER_00: That's what it was feeling as I was trying to like let go in order for my conscious to fully come through because like it's your ego letting go, right?
• 6:18
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember in my head, all I kept hearing, I'm gonna call it higher self source, whatever you want to call it, was like it's safe to let go, it's safe to let go.
• 6:28
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, when you're in it, you you can't really get out of it, right?
• 6:33
  SPEAKER_00: So there's not really an option to like not be in it, you kind of just have to surrender and kind of go through the process, which is again why I chose it because I didn't want to give myself an out, right?
• 6:42
  SPEAKER_00: It's like once you sign up to do something, you don't have an out, you kind of have to go through and do it.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_00: Same thing I kind of did.
• 6:48
  SPEAKER_00: So I remember kind of just like hearing this voice and hearing this voice, and then all of a sudden, there was this big like release of energy that came up through my body, through like my chest and out through my throat, and it was like if I try to put words to it, like this honestly, like a release of energy, like how you would expect like a projectile lama without actually anything moving out of my body, if that makes sense.
• 7:22
  SPEAKER_00: They also do get you to fast beforehand.
• 7:24
  SPEAKER_00: This is probably why, because if I had had a full stomach at breakfast, it probably would have come up, but I had fasted the night before, like I hadn't eaten since like dinner before, and it was like 11 a.m.
• 7:33
  SPEAKER_00: So pretty empty.
• 7:35
  SPEAKER_00: And kind of so that energy-wise, if you imagine that coming up, and then that that kind of release, and through releasing so much of that, remember he told me there was like a lot of courage that was coming out.
• 7:49
  SPEAKER_00: Honestly, I don't remember all the details.
• 7:51
  SPEAKER_00: I'm trying to share as many details as I can because it was like a whole well, A, it was a year ago, probably should have wroted it this then, and B, there was like a lot energetically going on.
• 8:00
  SPEAKER_00: I'm trying to describe it in like words you could understand versus just sensations.
• 8:04
  SPEAKER_00: So, anyways, this feeling came up and it will like rose all the way through, like, you know, it's kind of like when you feel like you're gonna have a big burp.
• 8:11
  SPEAKER_00: That kind of feeling, slash that feeling I've never projected vomited, but that kind of intensity of like how the energy moved out and through my mouth, and it was like releasing that allowed me, it was like what I needed to let go of to step into the next part of my gifts because it's ever since then that all of a sudden I could speak light language instantly, I could speak light code instantly, I could not only speak it but I could understand it, I could feel it.
• 8:39
  SPEAKER_00: Different beings different things started coming to me, and I felt like I had so much more oomph and power behind my gifts.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_00: And if you had a reading or energy healing with me before that, they were super powerful after that, huh?
• 8:51
  SPEAKER_00: And then now now it's even on another level.
• 8:54
  SPEAKER_00: So it was like a I want to say like an initiation up into my gifts, and actually, I was speaking with about this with my spiritual mentor last week, and she'd gone into kind of my not my records, but kind of like my soul's path journey.
• 9:10
  SPEAKER_00: I mean that's kind of like your records.
• 9:12
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but she isn't officially tapping, she just kind of looks at your soul and she's like, I I know that like when you did that, that was like the moment that source codes, or like you can call it God codes, source codes, light codes that were activating you.
• 9:24
  SPEAKER_00: She's like, I fully felt in that moment that that was a defining thing for you in this journey of like boom, they were done, they were activated, and it's like you went through that initiation, which is always just nice to like hear a confirmation that I already felt.
• 9:38
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so anyways, I had gone through that experience, and then like two days later, I was like integrating for like a day, and you kind of just feel like jello, it feels like nothing else around you is kind of real.
• 9:49
  SPEAKER_00: You really, really be able to see that like reality is liquid, the reality is fluid, it's kind of it's really really a matrix, and you kind of start to see that on a whole different level that you are just co-creating your video game, and that well, you have the option, right?
• 10:04
  SPEAKER_00: You have the free will, you can either be a pawn in the video game or you can co-create in your video game, anyways.
• 10:10
  SPEAKER_00: And so then I led this kind of backtracking a bit, integrated for a few days, and then it was time for the soul ascension kind of attunement and the profound feeling that I felt, like I felt that same feeling of consciousness or like pure consciousness in that I did a few days prior while I was attuning everyone and the light language that was coming through, and we were, you know, getting everyone's stuff personally attuned for them because I was attuning everyone separately to be able to really tap into the records and really use that energy.
• 10:47
  SPEAKER_00: What I like to explain is the reason that I attune people to the Akashic Records is because there are, yes, anyone can read your records, or anyone can read you can anyone can read your own records.
• 11:00
  SPEAKER_00: However, there is an art to it and there's a magic to it.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_00: So I like saying it's like cooking, right?
• 11:05
  SPEAKER_00: There's a secret recipe, a secret sauce for learning how to do it and how to do it in a way that makes a really delicious meal versus trying to do it and getting no answers.
• 11:14
  SPEAKER_00: I've had friends tell me they tried to do it before and they just don't get the specificity specificity and they don't get the intensity of answers that which I get.
• 11:23
  SPEAKER_00: So that's kind of what I teach in soul ascensions.
• 11:25
  SPEAKER_00: So that's kind of like how the attunement was really like helping them open up spiritually and providing them with the cleansing to be able to receive this higher frequency energy.
• 11:34
  SPEAKER_00: Because it is a higher frequency energy, and your body needs to be able to hold that.
• 11:37
  SPEAKER_00: So it needs to be able to clear stuff out so that you can hold it.
• 11:41
  SPEAKER_00: So basically, I clear you and then I attune you.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_00: So kind of like what I went through is like a deep clearing so that I I knew I could hold people.
• 11:47
  SPEAKER_00: And it was very, it's like I knew all this was gonna happen.
• 11:50
  SPEAKER_00: It's like I knew I had to do this, that it was gonna prepare me to be able to attune people to a higher level because the higher you know I go, the higher I can take people with me, right?
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_00: As I kind of elevate and grow.
• 12:01
  SPEAKER_00: So that was honestly a very profound like shift in terms of like one of the top three times that shifted my whole entire being, spirituality, consciousness.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_00: So came home, fast forward, then I feel like I started going through another dark night of the soul, which they are very intense, but I want to say the matter with which you move through it can be it's like the amount of grace you have beholding them.
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just gonna go put a whole blanket statement of this whole year of 2022 has been massively transformational to me, and I think some people might label it as difficult, but I honestly think it's like one of the best, most transformational years of my life.
• 12:44
  SPEAKER_00: Like there's been ups and downs.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_00: We're gonna get into it, anyways.
• 12:49
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm just saying, to me, like a dark and eyed soul isn't necessarily a bad thing, but I think this catapulted me into a dip deeper initiation of what needed to be let go so that I could step into my powerfully.
• 13:03
  SPEAKER_00: And I've said this before: when you ask for your desires, you don't simply receive them, you receive the lessons, experiences, and personal power that is required to hold it.
• 13:12
  SPEAKER_00: So everything that I was trying to manifest and bring about require different levels of me.
• 13:17
  SPEAKER_00: So it required me to go through some things, and we're gonna kind of get into that in order to hold it.
• 13:21
  SPEAKER_00: And that's like I always want to remind you guys of that is that it's not that I'm not holding things, is that maybe I'm holding things not necessarily with more grace, maybe a bit more grace, I'm not sure, but I'm able to move through it.
• 13:33
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so let's fast forward.
• 13:35
  SPEAKER_00: We get home in like November, December was uh good.
• 13:39
  SPEAKER_00: Let's go back to like February.
• 13:40
  SPEAKER_00: So December, January, there's a lot of like new things coming up in terms of again my abilities, my gifts just waking on.
• 13:47
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like the volume had got turned up like some, so everything was a bit stronger.
• 13:53
  SPEAKER_00: That's the best way I can explain.
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_00: Is like instead of there being like quote unquote new gifts or new abilities, it was more everything had just dialed up and it was more intense, meaning I could not only see through people a lot quicker, see through a lot of people's BS, I knew things that were happening, and then I'd ask people and like things that I would know no way.
• 14:12
  SPEAKER_00: I would describe like two people and their conversation and everything like the room they were sitting in, everything I saw in detail, and then I'd ask, and I wasn't there, and I would got it like nail on the head, that's exactly what happened, and like that's that's kind of freaky people, but I would see these things and flash and just knew that they were happening, but I also started seeing through a lot more kind of BS.
• 14:34
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so I had to make a lot of changes in my life in terms of who was allowed in my energy, which is I've always preached this, and this is super important, but it's like as the veil was lifted, things started coming to light, and I was like, Oh, gotta clean that up, right?
• 14:50
  SPEAKER_00: And this is just more about like as you grow, you step into greater, greater alignment, then the veil gets lifted, and like you just see things from a different way because as you grow, right?
• 15:00
  SPEAKER_00: The the pieces may not fit together as much, right?
• 15:03
  SPEAKER_00: So this is also when I started working a lot more with 90 energy.
• 15:09
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like this is when it was kind of like downloaded/slash activated into my system.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_00: Was that first, like that that trip into Loom, especially when I then um attuned people for the first time, which was also like an initiation for me, especially like as a leader in this space and as a leader, like spiritually and spiritually guiding people.
• 15:27
  SPEAKER_00: That is like a huge big initiation to like hold that many people.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_00: I think it was like maybe like 18 people that we maybe 18 to 20 that we ended up doing, so it was a massive ceremony, and it was I was exhausted for days, but it was so great.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_00: So in the new year, like I said, I started really having my gifts kind of turn on more and more.
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_00: I started really seeing more past lives that needed to be cleared that needed to be worked on.
• 15:54
  SPEAKER_00: What I always say is that you do need to do a lot of current life healing before past life healing is kind of like irrelevant.
• 16:01
  SPEAKER_00: So people like past lives can be really informative and they can be really helpful, but I always say to work on current life first before going to past life because you need to clear your current day stuff.
• 16:12
  SPEAKER_00: It's like otherwise, it just doesn't make sense.
• 16:15
  SPEAKER_00: Let me take a sip of water, okay.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_00: I am sorry this episode is I'm trying to tell this in the most like form way I can.
• 16:24
  SPEAKER_00: I tried to plan it, but I was like, no, I can't plan.
• 16:26
  SPEAKER_00: I was just like, source, take the wheel.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_00: That's what's a whatever is get said is what's gonna happen.
• 16:32
  SPEAKER_00: So gifts started carrying on.
• 16:34
  SPEAKER_00: I really had to, like I said, refine my boundaries and refine who was allowed in my energy, but also refine my energy in general, uh, especially because as I became, I don't want to say more of a bullshit meter, more sensitive, and not in the terms of like where people were affecting me, because I can protect my energy really well.
• 16:55
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, this is got a massive compliment during this time.
• 16:59
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I was told that like, oh, I can't tap into your your energy because it's like there's I just can't get through, like there's like a barrier, there's a wall put up, and I was like, Yes, because I'm very protective of my energy, so I can't be like you can't psychically like tap into my energy without my consent.
• 17:17
  SPEAKER_00: I'm very unlike Fort Knox, you cannot tap in, which is very important.
• 17:21
  SPEAKER_00: So it wasn't that I was getting overwhelmed by what I was feeling that was solid.
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_00: It was like I had no space for anyone's intentions that weren't pure.
• 17:34
  SPEAKER_00: Let's put it that way.
• 17:35
  SPEAKER_00: So clean that up.
• 17:36
  SPEAKER_00: Now by this time, I'm kind of like heading back to Toronto now.
• 17:39
  SPEAKER_00: Um, after being, oh no, we went to Toulum again first.
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I almost forgot that.
• 17:43
  SPEAKER_00: Couldn't forget that.
• 17:44
  SPEAKER_00: So um we knew we had to, I was gonna leave Florida, and so not being sure where I wanted to go.
• 17:51
  SPEAKER_00: This was also a time of like, I don't know where the hell to live.
• 17:54
  SPEAKER_00: But Florida not being it, I also had my astro cartography done, which by the way, I highly recommend if you haven't done it.
• 18:00
  SPEAKER_00: Basically tells you places in the world where that are best for you.
• 18:04
  SPEAKER_00: And anyways, that's a separate thing.
• 18:06
  SPEAKER_00: I knew Florida wasn't meant for me, but Tulum was an option.
• 18:10
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, I don't know.
• 18:12
  SPEAKER_00: Alcohol, like, let's try that out, anyways.
• 18:14
  SPEAKER_00: Long story short, I hated it.
• 18:15
  SPEAKER_00: Lasted two weeks.
• 18:16
  SPEAKER_00: I was supposed to try it for a month, I couldn't stand it, had to come home.
• 18:20
  SPEAKER_00: That's besides the point.
• 18:22
  SPEAKER_00: And that's not from it, that's just from a I don't like the environment of Tulum.
• 18:26
  SPEAKER_00: There's just a lot of especially if you're like living there and it's on a vacation, it's a lot for your nervous system, and like I just don't need that.
• 18:34
  SPEAKER_00: I don't need to be on that hyper-vigilance.
• 18:36
  SPEAKER_00: I don't, it would take to me like a lot of work to maintain your nervous system to live there.
• 18:40
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and it's like I said, if you're not like on the beach at a resort, it's there's a very unpleasant dark energy that I think people aren't aware of.
• 18:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I've spoken to some people about this, and a couple people feel what I like felt the same.
• 18:55
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, it's not saying it's there's no good energy, there is still good, beautiful energy, but there's just so much maintenance I feel like I had to do to really regulate my nervous system to be there, and it's just like living there is difficult, anyway.
• 19:08
  SPEAKER_00: So that's a side story.
• 19:09
  SPEAKER_00: So went back to Tulume again, of course.
• 19:12
  SPEAKER_00: Decided to go on another one of these journeys because again, letting go, like I am a full throttle rider die.
• 19:20
  SPEAKER_00: Like, let's go, let's expand, let's grow, let's heal.
• 19:24
  SPEAKER_00: I am always curious to see what's on the other side for me, how I can develop my gifts more, how I can tap into consciousness.
• 19:31
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I should mention this.
• 19:32
  SPEAKER_00: This is now the time where like I could start practicing weird things, like I can move things with my my hands, with the energy of my hands, and get them to like sway and move without touching them.
• 19:43
  SPEAKER_00: Like, just weird, like energy was lots of energy was going.
• 19:47
  SPEAKER_00: It was like I my tap was open, anyways.
• 19:49
  SPEAKER_00: I wanted to take the opportunity while I was there to work with this person again, um, and just had to have him lead me through a a journey to really let go of anything else that needed to be let go, and that's the thing about healing, right?
• 20:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's not so much a becoming someone different, it's letting go and shedding of the things that need to be shed in order for you to step into that pure aligned version of you.
• 20:13
  SPEAKER_00: So that's kind of like the intention that I had going into it.
• 20:17
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, let's let go of more, let's let go of more.
• 20:20
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I feel like if I was a Harry Potter, like if I was in one of the houses, I'd definitely be in Gryffindor because one thing I feel like a lot of people have always told me is like my courage to kind of go into the depths without fear is like very special.
• 20:35
  SPEAKER_00: I've had several mentors told me that my mentor told me that, like my spiritual one told me that last week.
• 20:40
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and he's told me that it was just like the the courage to go into it is massive, anyways.
• 20:45
  SPEAKER_00: So on this one, this one was just as bad, if not worse, as the previous one.
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I don't think I mentioned the previous one.
• 20:54
  SPEAKER_00: So this is what I mean.
• 20:55
  SPEAKER_00: Like the new details are coming back as I tell the story.
• 20:58
  SPEAKER_00: I've had, like I said, this person was recommended to me from other people who'd been like, oh my god, like my journey was amazing.
• 21:05
  SPEAKER_00: I felt pure love and bliss.
• 21:08
  SPEAKER_00: I felt so much joy, you know.
• 21:09
  SPEAKER_00: I was visited by this, I saw all these wonderful, I saw love.
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, I did not like it was beautiful in the sense of like I could feel the shutting, but like I want to be honest, there was I always say you get what you need, necessarily not what you want out of an experience, right?
• 21:27
  SPEAKER_00: So you get what you need.
• 21:28
  SPEAKER_00: I also need to let go.
• 21:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so both of them were very intense for me.
• 21:32
  SPEAKER_00: Both of them really felt like um an ego death times like a million on fast track.
• 21:38
  SPEAKER_00: Let's put it that way.
• 21:39
  SPEAKER_00: And so again, the second time, no expectations, but knowing possibly that you know it wouldn't be all sunshine and rainbows, but also knowing that like that's not what I came here for.
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_00: And like I know the power of intention is also clear.
• 21:51
  SPEAKER_00: So if you go without the if you go with the intention of like, okay, let's really shed, like like let's remove those layers, it it's not necessarily gonna be pretty potent.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: Are all full of like love and bliss, at least at first.
• 22:04
  SPEAKER_00: So the second one was really about like a deep surrendering and letting go of the need to know how, the need to control, and this is really what precipitated me, I think, being able to get through this year of like again, you always manifest the things that are required to hold things.
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_00: So as I've kind of grown, I've also had to be able to hold more, so it requires you.
• 23:47
  SPEAKER_00: So through this journey, I remember again, I'm gonna try to give you as much detail as I can and really sensationalize the feelings.
• 23:55
  SPEAKER_00: Similar feeling to the previous, however, I was able to let go a lot easier because I knew I wasn't going to die the first time.
• 24:05
  SPEAKER_00: It kind of feels like you're dying because you're going into the void, you're going into complete limitlessness.
• 24:09
  SPEAKER_00: Now I kind of knew what that feeling was, so I wasn't as afraid.
• 24:12
  SPEAKER_00: But I remember being like completely surrounded by like many ancestors all of a sudden in the room.
• 24:18
  SPEAKER_00: My eyes were open.
• 24:19
  SPEAKER_00: Let me preface that.
• 24:20
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I know he was like chanting and saying things and clearing, and he'd come over and do clearings as energy was like moving through my body, um, and like different through different chakras and everything like that.
• 24:31
  SPEAKER_00: So he moves the energy.
• 24:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember being surrounded by ancestors, by my like my dad.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember just sitting there and just like bawling my eyes out, and I didn't know what I was crying about.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I wasn't crying about you know something that happened to me when I was a kid.
• 24:43
  SPEAKER_00: I wasn't crying about trying, I was just like, it really felt like not only generationally, but like past lives of like deep, deep, like letting go and really purging out all of that emotion.
• 24:57
  SPEAKER_00: So not just current life, but like past life and ancestral.
• 24:59
  SPEAKER_00: And I just remember sitting there crying, crying, crying, and then just bawling.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: I had no clue what I was bawling about, but it was like it needed to get out, and it was like the the deepest, it's like I want to say a deep cry.
• 25:12
  SPEAKER_00: I'm trying to describe what the deep cry feeling is like.
• 25:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's it's like crying for the world, I want to say it's like crying for it is the volume, it's just it's so much deeper.
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_00: Like if if you meet like from like the depths of your soul from like your your sacral from your root, it's like a a deep all your cells are kind of letting this go, right?
• 25:34
  SPEAKER_00: Because when if you think about it, when you're born, you have you were in your mom's mom's womb, and so you have everything that's in there.
• 25:42
  SPEAKER_00: So if like they were upset, let's say, let's say your grandma was upset about something or something happened to her.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_00: If she didn't like fully release that, that's in her cells, but also in your mom, because within your grandma are like the DNA for your mom, and within your mom's DNA is the DNA for you, so you kind of have all of that stored in your system.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_00: So it's kind of like letting go all of that, but also like ancestrally, lots of different things.
• 26:06
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I can go into a couple past lives, I'll finish this part of the story, and then I'll go into some past lives, but like a deep surrendering letting go, and all of this is shedding.
• 26:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I really want you to get there's like the premise of this is like I have been doing a lot of shedding over the past year, and that might sound like a long time, but if I think about like how my gifts have expanded, I'm like, oh ha ha, that makes sense.
• 26:29
  SPEAKER_00: So that journey was really again for me to let go on a deeper level to be able to hold more, and I would say I cleared a lot of needing to control, getting to know the how, which is again when you're trying to necessarily not necessarily manifest, grow, expand, but you need you're really tied into the how, then it really makes it difficult because it the how is like that logical part of you, and so it was like that part kind of like died that day, um, that part that needed to know, where now I can step into a more higher level of consciousness with it, and again, after this journey, my gifts turned on again, so I'd say the volume got turned up, but this is also when a lot more things started happening.
• 27:15
  SPEAKER_00: So um I would say, like, not only was the volume turned up, but there was more like tools in my tool belt, if you will.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_00: This is really when like the 90 kind of light codes and angelic codes first started coming to me and kind of like a deeper purpose to my mission, and like my mission is always to help women create a life that feels delicious, especially through rewiring their nervous system and releasing their trauma.
• 27:40
  SPEAKER_00: But also, after you've done that with me, kind of like what is the next step?
• 27:44
  SPEAKER_00: What is the next level?
• 27:45
  SPEAKER_00: And really help guiding women, okay.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_00: After they cleared all that stuff and they're cleared out and they're at a baseline, can we allow life to get even better?
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_00: And that's kind of like what glow level two is about.
• 27:53
  SPEAKER_00: So, this is really when I started developing glow level two, and you know, I started talking about that, and this is when I kind of launched that to help guide you through.
• 28:02
  SPEAKER_00: And this is also when different beings really started communicating with me.
• 28:07
  SPEAKER_00: So, if we want to think about ascended masters like Mary, if you want to think about like Mother Mary or Mary Magdalene or Jesus, and this is not like in a religious kind of way, this is an ascended master kind of way, um, Metatron, different, I'm gonna call them aliens, like whether they're Pleiadians, Arcterians, people that are not from here, like really starting to communicate with me and like really be able to use like different light codes and light languages from different, I want to say species or different beings to be able to heal and transmute both for myself and for my clients.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_00: So again, this all got turned up, visited by lots of people.
• 28:42
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so I get gifts turned kind of like way more on.
• 28:46
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, light language, I said that.
• 28:49
  SPEAKER_00: What else?
• 28:52
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, I think that's like that's kind of like what I started working with for the next like few months, is just like harnessing that, working more with that.
• 28:59
  SPEAKER_00: And like I talk to my guys like every every day, every morning.
• 29:02
  SPEAKER_00: I journal, I go into my records, I talk to my guides.
• 29:05
  SPEAKER_00: Let's dive into some past life stuff because this is gonna kind of bring past lives into also um kind of what happened with the the loss of our baby.
• 29:14
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not gonna go too into that, you can listen to that episode, but I'm gonna go for the more spiritual sense of like what that did in terms of like awakening in me, um kind of like some more healing over the last few months that I've done to really like get to this point where it's like holy shit.
• 29:30
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so where were we?
• 29:33
  SPEAKER_00: We were done with that.
• 29:34
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, glow level two kind of talking about letting go of the how beautiful, beautiful.
• 29:38
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, past lives.
• 29:40
  SPEAKER_00: So through all this, um, I started working with my work been working with my spiritual mentor for since I want to say Becuri March.
• 29:49
  SPEAKER_00: Um, she is like the most beautiful, like gifted alien who lives in the Netherlands.
• 29:54
  SPEAKER_00: Like it's insane.
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_00: She was divinely, and I mean divinely, like placed into my life.
• 30:01
  SPEAKER_00: She doesn't, it's crazy.
• 30:03
  SPEAKER_00: She doesn't go on it, she doesn't have Instagram, she doesn't go on Instagram, she doesn't know who I like to this day.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_00: She's never even like looked me up, she has no clue what I do, and like that's what I love is like when she says things, like she purposely doesn't go on her clients' Instagram or look at what they do, and she's able to read things and it it blows my mind.
• 30:19
  SPEAKER_00: It reminds me of me, anyways.
• 30:22
  SPEAKER_00: Um to really like help me through these gifts and help me in a really like spiritual way harness my power.
• 30:28
  SPEAKER_00: So we were working a lot with like past lives because there was a part of me that was still really well grieving a few things and like the soul part of me, right?
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_00: So there was a soul part of me that was really grieving the fact that like I didn't have my wings in this lifetime, and I'm I'm gonna go full of vulnerability in terms of like sharing with you the the nitty-gritty.
• 30:49
  SPEAKER_00: If you don't believe in this stuff, take this as a story.
• 30:51
  SPEAKER_00: If you do, then you'll be expanded by this.
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_00: So it I'm sharing no matter what, because I think it's interesting.
• 30:57
  SPEAKER_00: There's a deep grieving of like having to that I like I like lost my wings, and I've always had this like feeling that I I could fly, like this feeling of like wings that would flap and that I could breathe fire, you know.
• 31:11
  SPEAKER_00: Like again, I told you this is off the cuff.
• 31:13
  SPEAKER_00: But when I always had this feeling, and then she reflected this back to me, I was like, oh my god, I felt that way my whole life, and she's like, Yes, there's like a part of your soul that's very much grieving the fact that like this planet, you know, is this way, that people don't have their wings here, etc.
• 31:29
  SPEAKER_00: And she was describing to me kind of how in past lives, not just on this planet, but on previous ones, like I had been a queen and a ruler, and I had all these like wings, and I'm super knowledgeable, and you know, there's some things like I already kind of knew, but again, when it's reflected back to you, it's always nice.
• 31:48
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and so there's a lot of like grieving I had to do for my soul, um, in terms of like coming to terms with the fact that I didn't have my wings, and now it's like I can tap into that energy without feeling like the loss of it, and this is kind of what I talked about in the the loss podcast when I talked about like the baby and losing it in terms of like there is no such thing as loss, and this is like through this method is also how I kind of got through that, but anyways, these like big wings that I had that I had lost, and this feeling of like why aren't they here?
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_00: So I had to do a lot of healing around that, and then I had to do there's ones like in Egypt where I was stuck in a tunnel, and I can still see the past life now very clearly without necessarily being afraid of it.
• 32:33
  SPEAKER_00: But I kept having this vision of like me running through tunnels of like the underground pyramids of Egypt and being trapped and not being able to get out, and that was like really weighing on like I would get flashes of it almost every day, and I was like, okay, this needs to be cleared.
• 32:49
  SPEAKER_00: So I went into that one kind of where again, if you don't think that you've past lives, um I just take this with a very like let this expand you, right?
• 32:59
  SPEAKER_00: Like let's open your mind.
• 33:01
  SPEAKER_00: You've probably had multiple past lives on earth, let alone in general.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, a lot of people I know listen to this are burial tools, and so in this Egypt lifetime, there was a lot of information gaining in terms of how knowledge from that time can now be translated into this time period.
• 33:22
  SPEAKER_00: So I've been working a lot with bringing the ancient wisdom and knowledge of that kind of like into the current day that was kind of re-like always encoded in my DNA, if you will.
• 33:32
  SPEAKER_00: Anyways, through doing this process and with the angels with the Egypt and kind of like how I've either like shut down parts of like my gifts or my abilities after being persecuted, traumatized, like and I've talked about this before.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_00: There's an uncovering process.
• 33:46
  SPEAKER_00: I've been doing a lot of that uncovering this year more so than I have in any other year to really bring those gifts to light in order to be able to kind of like serve humanity.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_00: And a big theme of that was like my power had been like shut off even more than I thought because of everything that's happened in in past lives, and whether it's being persecuted or dying for them, or um being like manipulated, blackmailed to use them in wrong ways, or to use them in ways that weren't necessarily for the highest good, but like people who had found me and blackmailed me to get me to do things that you know weren't exactly right, and just know that like everyone has stuff that they aren't proud of in their past life that they might have done, if that makes sense.
• 34:27
  SPEAKER_00: So I've been doing like a lot of clearing this year on that in order to step more into my gifts and kind of dissolve those vows and contracts.
• 34:34
  SPEAKER_00: And again, you can do this um in your Akashic Records.
• 34:37
  SPEAKER_00: If you're part of Soul Ascension, we're going to be doing this so I can help you through that so you can join Soul Ascension.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_00: By the way, if you want to know how to access your own records and really do this in the 9D energy, then Soul Ascension is for you.
• 34:50
  SPEAKER_00: So I'll let you kind of go read about that.
• 34:53
  SPEAKER_00: Basically, the the 9D is the void where anything and everything is possible, so it's the void where everything exists.
• 34:59
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and this year, like I said, I've been really working with it a lot, and it let me tell you, it is a beautiful, beautiful energy.
• 35:06
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I'm excited to bring it to you guys.
• 35:08
  SPEAKER_00: So, that being said, working through a lot of those kind of like past lives of being trapped, being in Egypt, being uh like having wings and having all these ascended masters that kind of come to me.
• 35:18
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, in the last I would say five months, there's been a lot of information that comes through very, very rapidly and that comes through very clearly from other dimensions and kind of like other realms, if you will.
• 35:33
  SPEAKER_00: So lots of things to do with like the divine feminine and how and this is gonna be like coming into glow level two next year.
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_00: Um, just because I haven't gotten a chance to share it.
• 35:43
  SPEAKER_00: Well, all the stuff I gained now, obviously, I couldn't share it back in like March or whatever.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_00: So that's gonna be coming to glow level two, and like I'm so excited for the next round of that program.
• 35:50
  SPEAKER_00: Um, if you want to sneak in early, let me know.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_00: But a lot of things around the codes that are already within us and really activating you to the truth and the wisdom that you already know.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_00: Because through a lot of this, this was a lot of remembering.
• 36:05
  SPEAKER_00: This was a lot of like, oh my gosh, I remember this from Egypt.
• 36:09
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh, I remember this from other planets, oh my gosh, I remember this from like different ascended masters coming to me telling me it wasn't like it was like, oh my god, yeah, I forgot.
• 36:17
  SPEAKER_00: It's like when you realize that you, I don't know, you forgot to unload the disruption.
• 36:22
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know, like it's like a you already knew it kind of feeling, but a remembering of it to be able to kind of share it.
• 36:28
  SPEAKER_00: Anyways, through all of this kind of like shedding and really letting go and activating like more and more gifts, especially in like the last, like I said, four to five months.
• 36:38
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I'm gonna kind of weave in.
• 36:40
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just gonna talk about loss now for a second, just so you guys give us a warning.
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_00: If you need to skip a couple minutes ahead or a few minutes ahead, though I always say what triggers you shows you where you're not healed, so let's work on that.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_00: But I'm not gonna get into like the loss specifically, you can go listen to that one.
• 36:58
  SPEAKER_00: But what I do want to say about it is that also was a catapult for me into another level of consciousness.
• 37:03
  SPEAKER_00: And again, I don't believe that you need to suffer to get to a new level of consciousness, but I do believe that you need to go through things that allow you to hold a higher level because with the responsibility of holding higher levels of power, you need to be able to hold both sides.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_00: It's called duality, and I talked about that in that episode.
• 37:23
  SPEAKER_00: But as I was kind of going through this um loss, and I was able to kind of dissolve it, I would say within two, three days, I did dissolve it.
• 37:30
  SPEAKER_00: But what was really powerful was the again, the level to which the gifts turned on, even more.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_00: So the volume was like now it's super cranked up.
• 37:39
  SPEAKER_00: But also was the I want to say like the magic of actually feeling pure source, pure whatever energy, consciousness, God, I don't care what kind of thing you call it, in my body in a consistent, like all the time kind of basis.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_00: So what I first felt, you know, during my spiritual like awakening, February, like of 2020, like did nothing compared to like the last few months, or that first um like a year ago in November, I would say like that is a very kind of similar feeling of like I now drop into like pure consciousness in like under 30 seconds of my meditation because of like everything I've kind of gone through, and like as above, so below, right?
• 38:23
  SPEAKER_00: So you're not required to go through suffering, however, so I don't want to say suffering, quote unquote, because I was able to, I don't really think of it as suffering, but quote unquote, you're able to hold a lot more, and your gifts kind of expand.
• 38:39
  SPEAKER_00: And if you talk to anyone who's gone through any kind of spiritual stuff, they've gone through at least something that's made them be able to hold that.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_00: And if you think about the roots of a tree, like the roots of the tree are only the top of the tree is only as big as the roots of the tree, so you need to be able to hold the duality of life of both.
• 38:55
  SPEAKER_00: So I feel like that experience really well not only healed multiple past lives.
• 39:00
  SPEAKER_00: By the way, um, I I passed away from giving birth in past lives, so this was really healing for that because obviously in this one I didn't, and so that not only was healing, but the gifts that it was allowing me to access of the higher realms of you're only able, and this is what my spiritual mentor was telling to me as it was happening, which the reason you're feeling like the pain and like bliss and ecstasy at the same level is like a form of enlightenment, right?
• 39:26
  SPEAKER_00: Enlightenment is when you can, and when I'm talking about enlightenment when it comes to the the thing you're thinking of, like true enlightenment, is when you can hold immense pain and immense pleasure, ecstasy, and bliss at the exact same time.
• 39:37
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's really what I was going through.
• 39:38
  SPEAKER_00: And it was a bit difficult to explain to people, and I think now there are some people who get it, and I think if you get it, you get it.
• 39:45
  SPEAKER_00: And I think if you don't, there might be a time hopefully this is like planting a seed for you that eventually you will, but it's really this feeling of like you can literally hold anything and everything at the same time, and the feeling in your body is that of like pure consciousness, love, bliss, and connection.
• 40:00
  SPEAKER_00: Like it is it's like I'm one foot in a different realm, and like one foot in kind of like this one, if that makes sense, and the fluidity between them both is very quick, it's very rapid, it's very like drop in, talk, send in masters, come in, drop like and merge the two and really see how the two kind of uh coexist in our world and bringing forth like those energies together, if that can make sense, and kind of like merging them together.
• 40:26
  SPEAKER_00: So that loss really allowed me to drop into my gifts so much, not like I don't want to say even gifts more, but tap into like my wisdom and my knowledge of the universe and to really tap into higher consciousness, and that's only because I decided to not look at it as a loss, but I decided to let it expand me and open me instead of contract me.
• 40:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I think people who don't let it expand them or or they let them let it contract them, they let it make them smaller, they don't have the same experience I did versus what I did is I let it expand me.
• 41:01
  SPEAKER_00: And I I will continue to say it's probably one of the best things that's ever happened to me in terms of like understanding world, consciousness, realities, like it's it was a beautiful experience, but it also really helped me to be able to hold higher levels of light and dark, if you if you would say, because oftentimes people want to hold a lot of light, right?
• 41:20
  SPEAKER_00: They want the peace, love, joy, bliss, ecstasy.
• 41:24
  SPEAKER_00: Not realizing that in order to hold a lot of light, you need to be able to hold dark.
• 41:29
  SPEAKER_00: And if we think about it like the balance scales of like the judicial system, like you know, those like two things where you put things on the plates and like they move up and down.
• 41:36
  SPEAKER_00: If you want to hold a lot of light, you have to be able to at least hold hold the dark, at least be able to have the capacity to.
• 41:45
  SPEAKER_00: And so, again, when I was asking for more of my gifts to open up and more of my abilities, it requires holding the depths of the quote unquote dark.
• 41:55
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't think dark is actually dark, it's just like a shadow, right?
• 41:58
  SPEAKER_00: Whatever you want to call it, being able to hold the depths of that so that you can hold higher amounts of light, and it kind of balances out between the two, and it was through that that I really started to feel the I am, quote unquote, um, field and the vibrational plane on a deeper level than I ever have before.
• 42:17
  SPEAKER_00: I was only vaguely aware of the I am vibrational plane, and it's called that the the I am.
• 42:23
  SPEAKER_00: Um, not many people talk about it.
• 42:25
  SPEAKER_00: I've only seen one person ever talk about it, and again, she doesn't really talk about it, she's just known for it.
• 42:30
  SPEAKER_00: She just calls it the I am field.
• 42:32
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but this is the first time I kind of like really tapped into the I am field of consciousness and this new level vibrational plane, and it's one of the highest vibrational planes that there are.
• 42:45
  SPEAKER_00: There isn't really like information about it on um like on the internet.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_00: I remember I was trying to like Google about it and like I could find nothing, but like this dropped into my head and I had all this information and was like, I want to read more about this.
• 43:00
  SPEAKER_00: There was nothing I could find, and then lo and behold, of course, I messaged my one of my like best spiritual friends.
• 43:06
  SPEAKER_00: I was like she's my definitely my best spiritual friend, best friend, one of my best friends in general, but definitely best like spiritual friend, and I'm just like, Oh yeah, I know that of course she knows about it.
• 43:15
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and she was kind of like able to help direct me to more info because it's not really talked about online, but it's this like beautiful plane of like vibrational existence where you can really step in and understand how reality is like a liquid, like the liquid matrix, if you will.
• 43:37
  SPEAKER_00: Um, it's like a plane of total oneness, it's good, it's the I am present.
• 43:41
  SPEAKER_00: So um that was definitely like a beautiful experience, what maybe a month, a month or two ago, or to be able to drop in and to feel that and really use that.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_00: But, anyways, that's and then like fast forward until now the last couple months, I've really been like just it feels like on a Not a spiritual roller coaster.
• 44:01
  SPEAKER_00: Roller coasters up and down, uh like a high-speed train, if you will.
• 44:05
  SPEAKER_00: Um, that's kind of like blasted me off.
• 44:07
  SPEAKER_00: And I think through this, all the different journeys I went on, and then the loss, it's really like catapulted me in terms of like fast tracking, I don't know say like fast-track my spiritual journey or like fast track my gifts to be able to not only be a lot more psychic but just have a lot more powers when it comes to like the energy I'm willing not willing to hold, but like well also willing to hold, able to hold, willing to hold, to the be able to transmute and alchemize things like very quickly and rapidly.
• 44:34
  SPEAKER_00: That's obviously how I was able to do the law so quickly.
• 44:37
  SPEAKER_00: I'm able to alchemize things at a very rapid pace now, which I think once you realize and you feel like the liquid reality, you're able to dissolve it that much more quickly once you have an understanding of like both sides, if you will, or both like places of the plane of like the void and like the 3D quote unquote, if you will.
• 44:57
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's kind of brought me until now where I'm really just on this high-speed train of like ascended masters are dropping in.
• 45:07
  SPEAKER_00: Feels like I'm in both realities at once.
• 45:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's like all these codes, all these knowledge, and it's like I have all this knowledge to share, and I cannot wait to bring it into like 2023 offerings.
• 45:17
  SPEAKER_00: Um, obviously to the one-on-one clients in my world, and really be able to recode on a very fast, rapid level on like an energetic plane, but also a emotional plane, not me, emotional plane, mental plane, physical plane, etc.
• 45:33
  SPEAKER_00: So, with that being said, that is my update on my spiritual awakening gifts, um, journeys I've gone on that have really allowed me, prepared me to get to this point where, like I said, all the gifts are turned on.
• 45:49
  SPEAKER_00: I'm I'm really feel like I'm like halfway in between both of them, which is also required a lot of grounding, but that's fine.
• 45:56
  SPEAKER_00: But really being able to see how the higher, like the consciousness of the planet is really flexible, being able to realize that everything is happening at the same time all at once, and merging that, and like I said, also having deeper relationships with all of these wonderful ascended masters and beings that come and kind of chit-chat, and um, like last week it was so funny.
• 46:24
  SPEAKER_00: I'm sitting around a fire with like all these ascended masters, like a campfire, and like laughing and joking, and again, you might think I'm crazy by saying this, but I'm just gonna, you know, share my experiences, share what I went through.
• 46:36
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, it's been like a journey to get to this point.
• 46:39
  SPEAKER_00: There's a lot of letting go, but there's also a lot of shutting that had to be done, um, a lot of letting go to the process, and I know that in order to be able to hold this amount of like being able to alchemize and transmute things at this level required me to let go all of those times and even like let go during the the process of our losses this like this year and everything like that.
• 47:04
  SPEAKER_00: Um you need to be able to let go and hold all you can't force it.
• 47:10
  SPEAKER_00: If I tried to like force my gifts, I would never get it.
• 47:12
  SPEAKER_00: It was more of a shudding.
• 47:14
  SPEAKER_00: So if you're ever trying to like force your gifts, my message is to you it's usually something that you need to let go of, not something you need to try to force through.
• 47:22
  SPEAKER_00: Kind of like when you let go of things, it allows them to come through and be revealed.
• 47:26
  SPEAKER_00: Versus if you're trying to force them, um, there's always going to be that resistance, if you will.
• 47:31
  SPEAKER_00: And like I said, now I'm able to within 30 seconds, like I am in the higher, I don't even want to call it like the void, is just you're in literally limitlessness, and it is the most profound feeling.
• 47:44
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm really excited to help bring that to you guys in soul ascension level one and soul ascension level two if you want to read for other people.
• 47:51
  SPEAKER_00: Um, level one is if you want to read for yourself and do healing on yourself.
• 47:55
  SPEAKER_00: Level two is if you want to do it for other people, and because there's an art to doing it for other people, I will say that.
• 48:02
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I know people just kind of assume that you can just do it, and the results of your readings and the efficacy and the karmic debt that you create by like not doing it properly, to me is just not worth it if you don't learn to do it properly.
• 48:16
  SPEAKER_00: So, with that being said, if you're interested in that, we will leave the link for that down below.
• 48:20
  SPEAKER_00: If you have any more questions in terms of navigating spiritual awakening and everything like that, um, you can let me know.
• 48:27
  SPEAKER_00: That's also kind of why we've created spaces for you guys to really do that, whether it's uh inside the portal, inside sacred codes, inside Soul Ascension, because I know it can be a lot, you might feel like sometimes you're going crazy with the things that you're seeing or things that you're kind of experiencing.
• 48:43
  SPEAKER_00: I will say I've never gotten a being come to me and being like psychically attacked or like malicious things.
• 48:49
  SPEAKER_00: I think they just know not to like fuck with my energy.
• 48:51
  SPEAKER_00: I think my energy is so like rock solid, protected, that like they wouldn't even dare.
• 48:56
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but if you need help with that, I mean we work on that in in soul ascension as well.
• 49:01
  SPEAKER_00: And especially like as you become more, I want to say quote unquote vulnerable, when you're going through an awakening and you're kind of like that new baby, you are fragile and you need to know how to protect your babiness versus them being able to feel that you are and then kind of like bothering you because they can feel that if that makes sense.
• 49:17
  SPEAKER_00: Um, anyways, we get into that inside those containers.
• 49:20
  SPEAKER_00: But I hope you guys found this at least interesting.
• 49:23
  SPEAKER_00: I know people love to hear these weird like updates on terms of like spiritual gifts and stuff like that, or being able to like transmute energy, manipulate energy, um being able to know things.
• 49:35
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, that is I don't want to ramble on too further, but that was like my little update for you, and I will see you guys in the next episode.