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CRIES FROM BEHIND THE WALLS OF TDCJ- WHEN WILL ENOUGH BE ENOUGH__ -PRISONERS ARE BEGGING FOR HELP · DA CREW Podcast

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I'm just jumping on really quick. Y'all know, we do have a
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except for Tuesday. So y'all know, every chance I get, I'm always
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trying to share something around those avenues that I advocate for. I have an
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opportunity to tap into what's going on behind the walls of TDC. Jay and
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I have one of our favorite, yes, our favorite g that's one of
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our favorite guns, has always stopping by and dropping some nuggets and dropping some
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things. So if you would briefly introduce yourself for those that may not know
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you may for those that make the first time, let them know who you
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are and where you are. And I'm on the John Comedy No going on
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in prison here on com and it's always never never born places. I'll tell
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you that what without a doubt, but kill the shortage of the staff happening
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around it on this on this Okay, go on to so so talk about
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something. Can we talk about something? Because there was a conversation that was
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being had. I'm in a couple of groups on media and there are a
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couple of groups that particular prison systems. So there is a group t d
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c J and there's a group that is specifically for loved ones of individuals inside
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of the Colony unit. So I go over there, I get a notification.
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I go inside of the group and there's some young ladies in there talking
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about a guy that was killed. So the young lady just posted she said
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someone was murdered last night, but I know it wasn't last night. It
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was Mexico. Correct, someone was murdered. And there was a I mean
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it was a heated conversation because some of these people are like, well do
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you and said and they were just asking out these question the fact that this
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is happening. It should not be happening. But if you would share about
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some incidents that you know that have happened inside of TDCJ in the Connolly Union.
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Because I have been reaching out out to people, I have been reaching
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out to people. I have been telling people what's been going on inside this
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prison, to telling people that about the older, overcrowdedness or shorter staff,
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about how they are allowing individuals to that are not mental health specialists to regular
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inmates to sit with those inmates that are on suicidal watch and those that are
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having a mental health crisis, and they are allowing these so called life coaches
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go around and try to talk these people down. And these people are not
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certified, they are not mental health edualists. And I just want you to
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touch on all that you can touch on before seven thirty, because you know,
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we have a show tonight, so I'm gonna have to jump off,
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but at seven thirty we can talk to seven thirty. So out that you
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can share. I want you to share because the people need to know what's
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going on behind these prison walls. So the floor shows what h right now
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President in a while and adamic type took away in a negative right now right
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now the game and uh that's baby we h. The hustle So the hustle
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and the Prinson is just not just just the same. And it's on the
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streets, uh, people trying to get trying to get the bag. So
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and it's fun that you got uh in order to do house Uh be getting
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it from the guards because you know you gotta have what you call the few.
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The fuel is the guard. The guard is gonna bring the part into
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the prison because you know it's gotta come from the outside. So so that
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is one of the main issues. Uh it's the drug. Yes, you
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got that needs to dress behind the dress when you got from one and grade
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that. And then religion to the inmates, it's gonna be highly right and
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right. You can't how they go buy they are they for on lie uh
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dis the brain? They spread on pain and then he so a sheet a
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sheet of the cake two just just gonna they're gonna it's no it can so
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how much it got over what they're gonna do just selling for getting from five
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hundred dollars to a thousand dollars. Then you got the cell phone set up
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phone use so it's gonna be yuh anywhere on the union. The Muhammad is
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still upon that got on the union. Just get it can get you anywhere
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from eight hundred over two thousand dollars. So we think out somebody it's some
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streets. Don't buy it from whatever they're doing. And then here, of
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course it is just by the means because it means there's money. So if
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you got somebody that prays in it just doesn't know all that two thousand dollars
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a fou twenty thousand dollars just made. So if you put hundreds there,
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all you see what I'm saying. So it's the money. But you can't
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do is tell them he spread the fi dollars four thousand dollars shield. It's
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gonna do what he's gonna do. So is it's it's always gonna feel about
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that. So when I came, when I came, that I hit it
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was was the star you mark um stop. That unit is like no unit
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I ever been. Uh, they sell sick. They know them women at
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that particular time, and it was the drum game and your game is this
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other thing that they was getting to them and I see I see all aspects
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of the drum game over there. I think I was coming up other building
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with time and I don't know that was the bigger there was a human.
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So it happens, and it's a the daverything. You know. If he's
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like j John Street Jacues, come on all the proud. If you own,
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they're gonna get it. It's just like you got to get wrong.
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But there's there's more small more than you go behind the truck women. You
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know it's just the same O god, oh what more time of human He
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went to be all that and s I to go to John the found than
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I was. I wasn't standing to go down there and get up. You
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got you got you got uh black game member, the crews and the brother
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they cleaned up together. So when they cleaned up together, the drub,
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then it was all no better be tands guy. Okay, hold on,
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yes you know it wasn't happen like that. Wait, getting about dance.
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Then he canna pick up this one guy, make the story for the drugs
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he come in when they come back on the cleaned up they got mid want
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the stamps, brust stab and I have ever seen since I've been locked up
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it because I know he's joking, but he is and you're trying to you,
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trying to object somebody do something that he has p watch one time he
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gets there and I knew that the dispectue that was I wasn the door trying
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to bro like, I'm not a print to you, just man. So
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he do you think when he come to yeah, what the animal so want
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to hit want to his definitely, I'm the other to try to help him
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come a little. And then he wants to get He got to saying man
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about twenty some times, and they don't want to keep sa m hm a
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dose of us twenty three times and I'm wanting hour and go on. And
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I'm feelt so bad from g watching the ain't nobody's trying to go away and
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stop, so I'm not telling them he did the difference. He could be
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ye get them and didn't want to do it. So they wrecked them up.
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And then I want, I want where they want to black people up?
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But this is this is crazy what I want. Spanish guys, they
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did not. That's with the young of their property. One more predominant Spanish
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Jim. They gave them all the property, but all the black guys,
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all these shoes if you are all they free romans up, the fensivembers and
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stuff. They they destroyed the ridio and they didn't give them nothing that prom
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and so they get locked. But they don't have none any property. But
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everybody else doctor prop he is then they instigated and that's the one. And
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then I see people getting head fame. Yeah, that that that was here.
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From my understanding, that was something that just happened here recently, like
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a couple of days ago. Hill Field and get got killed. You yeah,
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uh at the time, but I'm gonna so it happened before Jesus had
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and it wasn't both been out back then happen and the chief four G five
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and they're not be mixing. They level like that the whole and the on
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the floor of this. You can have any come, you know, just
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always, which you can't have somebody just over there just just doing a bout
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us like that. It happened. Uh. You got a guy there that
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was flopping up on twelve million, which is he's not supposed to God,
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he's done this, but you got this back. And they have been on
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issues so long, dreadful so and if they talking and the doctor Broder's guys
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talking something that's not quite m can so you've got on nosis that my drug
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and they getated and the boss they want to they want to try to fly
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do they have it? But if they run out of money, what they
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doing is jacking o duds for drug. And then what they do they catch
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out they cause they can't enough when they where they they can't pay you,
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they get theirself in a situation where all of them to what they can get
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take the section or what the people that they all and they tell them that
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their life is the dangerous so they'll just shipped up the units after this stuff
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they want. Guy uh didn't pay the personal druggle and he he hit the
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dude with the with the pokemon, the the from the post brown. He's
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just the whole PRIs the broken sea. So that's issue. You're gonna have
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monitor what happened, Okay, So can you can? Can you kind of
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break down how how your staffing issues are because a lot of people don't believe
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that they're staffing issues, that that there's enough people to man these prisons to
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make sure that stuff is going. Because if you make complaints, we on
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the outside make complaints to the unbuzzment, the officer, the Office of inspector
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any of these different offices on the outside and say something about this, then
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they say that that's something that need to be taken care of the at at
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the wardens level. So what is your warden? Is your warden? There
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is he out there and and active and conversating with y'all and walking around and
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monitoring and making sure that stuff is secure and it's hot. Now is he
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making sure that y'all restless are set up and that y'all have these things available,
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that that they're supposed to be available, because these things are supposed to
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be available, and not that they just set them up when the unbussmen come
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to visit, after he's called and told like, I get this. I'm
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in these groups and I hear what these women are saying, like these women
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are talking about the tuberculosis. So we got a flyer, but we got
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a fly yard inside of the group saying that it was not true that there
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was not an outbreak, that it has been isolated or whatever the case may
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be. And then there's women coming in the group saying that they love one
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saying that Selly tested positive and had to be isolated and had to be moved
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and they they I think they said it turned the twelve build into into isolation.
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Part. So if any part of that truth, that's true. But
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you gotta realize though, that the government officials is gonna let it in their
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station was known that they gotta uh the pumption going on in the in the
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place that they feel like that the family member is supposed to be the cure
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satan. I think you're don't want to want to tell the truth about that.
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They're gonna lie. It's got tack, it's not gonna be dead,
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and you got different be made. You know what, I was gonna pill
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come up? Ye going to the them? Yeah, well that not because
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everything it always come back whenever y'all fould grievance I had, you know,
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I work with a lot of people. You you know that, and Chanette
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worked with a lot of people. Channette is Channette is the host of Let's
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Talk About It on the Crew podcast. She worked with a lot of people
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out of Colorado, so she deals with a lot of in Telivision, and
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she's now starting to work with some of you guys out of Texas as well,
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because she just wants to be a voice. She just wants to share
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these stories because we know that there's a lot of truth to what you guys
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are saying. Because y'all don't even know each other, y'all are spread out
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across the prison system, y'all are not some of y'all even in the same
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state, and y'all stories are similar there. There's things in your stories that
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that just speak of racism. It speaks of discrepancy, it speaks of charity.
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So that that that's what we're trying to get addressed. We're trying to
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get people to understand that this is happening and y'all need to wake up and
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let's do something about it, because it's too many of us that are losing
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their lives and then they're giving us these these sentences. You know, it
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had an inkling of a chance of proving our innocence. Once y'all get it
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from us, then y'all, y'all, y'all hold us until we're old.
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We can't get we were all are. So yeah, I want to hear
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about that. You got junk? Oh h h up. Kids, you
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love mufful you you you you you you love muffled? A little bit?
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Can you speak up a little bit to the I don't know you love muffled?
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Okay? If you, if you, if you have any jun young
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black bel and the uh, if they'll have any liquor sacs and then they'll
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make your kids doing so. It's not being build a bugle of you.
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You're into this alternative where you're on the street, you where I was doing.
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Whatever whatever it is that you're doing, you're doing first coming, you're
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in front of the trust and a trust. It seems like they got this.
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It's characteristic that they already have you preak drugs on what they already Thad's
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gonna sentence you to ridiculous, just gonna take So if you if you hear,
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you're not gonna be out there making trouble. Yeah, I believe.
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I mean, if if people have not read Project twenty twenty five and understand
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that a lot of these things that Donald Trump said happened when he transitioned into
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office, and if you don't go out and vote, or you if you
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don't tell your family that they need to go out and vote and understand the
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importance of their vote. I'm telling you a lot of us gonna be sitting
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wherever we are, wondering why didn't I vote because a lot of people like,
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my vote don't My vote don't matter? It do matter because you see
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what's happening in this world. Now, you see what's going on. This
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man saying he's gonna take all of the the black poles out that talk about
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slavery, anything that about slavery. He's taking it out because he don't want
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he don't want his kids to know what they did to us. But then
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I want to tell y'all, tell the story, y'all, y'all want to
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tell how the teachers tell the history of how he got here, and they
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make it seem like we are we was with some some some slaves on some
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ships. No, some of us didn't even have to come here. Us
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already here, y'all came over here, and so we had already going on.
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So let's get that. Let's let's get that straight. Let's get that
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straight first before we start talking about we go back where you come from,
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because that would be the first thing that they say, go back where we
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come from. Well, I didn't come from nowhere. I was already here,
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So you can't tell me to go back where I come from. Tell
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your ancestors to go back where they come from, because they come over here
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talking about exploring and finding something, and nothing was lost. Nothing was lost.
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It wasn't that they were coming over here from Africa. See, y'all
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got that, y'all not okay? So I'm yeah, yeah, yeah,
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yeah, already, I mean, we was here It wasn't that we see
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that's what people keep mixing up. It wasn't the fact that we had to
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come here. Some of us was here. You know what I'm saying.
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You you you talk about the indigenous people, I'm saying, if you really
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back my I mean you look at my skin and look at the other people.
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You think my skin is it's a gold tone. You should see some
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of the light of people in my family, like like literally, like literally,
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you can't tell us we came from Africa because you look at a lot
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of the people that come from Africa. Until they started moving up into the
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mountains and isolating themselves, they didn't start getting that light skin. All of
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them was dark. You look back in in in the true history, you
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can see all how how people was and as they begin to separate them and
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they begin to isolate them, and then they want to they to break up
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the different tribes and then they wanted to isolate into the mountains and then begin
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to separate. That's when people begin to come and want to take over.
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And that's what people begin to sell and trade that that people got to know
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the real history, and then it when we gram it all on them because
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our own people sold us, sold us to them. Yeah, and see
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they don't they don't want people to know that. And see when you know
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all of the history and you know all points, because you know, people
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don't understand that there's how many commandments in the Bible? I mean, how
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many commandments? Isn't? Because I know you how many You're gonna say in
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the Bible? How many in the Bible? And then we're gonna talk about
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the Bible. So how many commandments? Huh? You say it's ten commandments
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in the Holy Bible that was written by king king what's his name? But
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well who it was? Kingy who? King who? The King James and
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broke the Bible. The King James marriage and heard the Bible and then he
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took our everything except for that. How many books that they leave out?
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About eight when several we we're gonna say eight or more they left. But
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then they tell us that that's what they want us to believe that. Okay,
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you better get a relationship, you better have a relationship, and you
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better be able to discern, and you better be able to connect. Because
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we are spiritual people and people can put whatever they want wherever they want.
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However, they want to if you can't connect and be able to trace back,
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because he said you can trace him, and even when you can't trace
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him, you'll be able to identify what it is. So what I'm saying,
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people can't just throw stuff out there because he ain't gonna leave you in
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the dark. And what you don't know, He'll place you in the midst
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of people that do know. And I'm telling you you will begin to open
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your your sensory and you'll begin to pick up stuff, and then he'll begin
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to reveal stuff. Ain't gonna told me something that I've seen. Happy,
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so go only call back because they already know she already at one minute.
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And that's what we do. But this this, this, we don't be
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on here long because we got to be out for here about seven thirty.
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Patrice, come on tonight. But every opportunity I get to get the opportunity
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to ship what's going on, because I understand right now is a very important
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time to vote. Like they called me because they said somebody tried to kill
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Donald Trump. That's what called me. They said, somebody just tried to
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take Donald trump life. I said, for real, I said, and
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and and they didn't succeed. I said, y'all are supposed to only call
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me. If that, I said, they probably gonna delete. And then
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they hung up the phone hung up. They they disconnected us because they didn't
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want us talking about Donald Trump, Like you can't tell say right, you
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can't censor you can't censor me. He not the president, he the ex
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president and he don't deserve to be the next president. But because of all
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these these these crazy people that think that it's it's okay to run up in
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a White House and and and and people lives were were taken on that day.
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It's okay to shoot at the security office. It's okay to people,
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and it's okay, and it's okay IM partner these people, it's okay to
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do that. It's okay to let your your your children see you doing that.
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But you want them to see how you get our ancestors and how you
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did our family and how you did us in the past. You know,
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y'all want to be y'all want to be It's like y'all want to be double
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minded, Like I don't get it, but I just don't get it.
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Who but who was that you was just speaking to? That is Casey and
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he back on here this facility, these people going over him to accept this
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free thank you for using you may start the conversation now, yeah, I
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can't want me to own Yeah, I can't want you to come and I
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can't want you to come home, but yeah I'm here. Yeah, so
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yeah, and I can't want you to come back on. But can you
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hear me? Okay, so shouted his phone with that's like I say,
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she is the host of Let's talk, go back, so she has heard
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a lot of this conversation, so continue that. We got thirty minutes,
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so just's continue. So let's talk about it. When you talk about this,
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even when you're going to uh uh act a lot of our stuff,
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what do you calls? And and and and and members and stuff. I
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remember everything. If I was talking about uh, you know, family,
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they don't want to talk about it happened, you know in two thousand and
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six, my fun and Talk. I'm driving down there. I'm twenty what's
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fuss Mississippi and I'm switching out of Pamela. I got the exit on the
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left hand side. It's a technical. I'm technical. I get in there
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and it was sick, said was in there. They just the University Alabama,
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and then it was it was it was a white lady that was in
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the count I went there. You kind of to me, they're gonna shot
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still kinds you need to go to the next edit. You there. I
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looped at them and I'm like, wow, two thousand and six, this
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is going on. I said, you know your show right, and I
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backed up. But I'm hours old them and I backed up out it and
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I got in my car and I went. I went to the next world.
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It was a black hole. It was a black car. Uh gas
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station that was there and and gas up there. It's just it doesn't happen.
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Even when I got stopped by sad police officer, it happened there.
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You know, I'm hoping I want to work at the airport in the market
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at and this all white off supported me over the should be calling me.
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Just want somebody calling about the practor do their nature room. I said,
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man, you alot, because I seen you when you came behind me in
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the blue got right behind me, put me over the tracks, and did
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you put the nights on when I'm in the area, which I uh just
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wanted me to stop. I did stop. I put my brinkles on,
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I put my faith he has and lights on, just to dreve us that
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I recognized that he said. But I wasn't gonna stop in this area because
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it's a big on field. There's no houses or anything. And then I
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put it into this gas the shadow station, because I never had a secty
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tumbles and stuff. I was funny, PI take no officers like that late
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at night. I'm not going to it. I didn't, so I'm gonna
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take my leave me singing up sanitorial just covered city behind me after I leave
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it about that I wasn't usual the propers of uh to sign I made my
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parents, and I knew that he was. He wasn't being understand too.
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But I'm not gonna let them just mean that I'll tell something that I'm not,
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you know, and I know when I'm being racial that stuff still happens.
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If racism is stills exists, no matter how you trying to hide it.
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Books do not take people about the book kid, the medical option I
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designed, that's an American child to the town sy Hispanics. I'm just sitting
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comp people. He always goes to bed at differently from anything that office.
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We're not gonna be seen something that the type is always the white people.
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But it's always gonna seem like they want to be treprecated. They want to
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separate us. They don't want us to the job even they want to want
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to be with the black. They don't want the white people with the black
36:28
and they want us with nobody. They want us to be isolated. That
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always wanted to do that. But it's not about that just us and white
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Reschell and I look to get the game while the while and white and ras
36:44
always gonna do you. It's not gonna have us diving together because it's not
36:50
gonna do because they still preaching racism. That it's like being It's like this
36:55
said he had a thing that he seeing with other slaves, the life skin
37:02
slaves against the dog skin slaves, the house slaves against. And here adopted
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to say just this to our slave on us to keep to keep them,
37:19
not to be together because they don't want we become together. Once we can
37:22
become one, become one people for us and look at it that we're concentrated
37:27
community and we're to get the community. We just come attracted to them along
37:32
to work inside of the and it's not just about that. It's about our
37:37
human rights. It's about getting missablishing the rights that we wants to have,
37:40
making sure that we're protected here, making sure that we're faid right, making
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sure that we have proper medical attention, making sure that our life isn't ourself
37:50
to h the pleasings that come up to put now we're feeling, will keep
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it over here? Nothing the worth. Then you give them a spam that
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on drugs talking from hospital or his father speople try on us while we're here,
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Yes, that's up. But yes we are experimenting. Yes, this
38:09
is a whole another t ski experiment going on to prison. So it's all
38:13
these different things. And then you got you got them preaching the chances Uh
38:19
because of the locker. Uh, we take away our rights, be gave
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a way of privelen you know we didn't. We're still human beings. We
38:25
gave out skiing, right, I look, I look at that aspect.
38:30
And then we still got to get our family together. Yes, a lot
38:35
of a lot of people in here they have they have they have things in
38:39
their family and their family seems like that there's no healing there. Yes,
38:45
and we need to try to really have to heal something be saying, and
38:51
I'm trying to talk to the young man in here. A lot of them
38:54
have broken the relations with their family. They're spoken the just talk in it,
39:00
but the thing of it. Then you need to learn how people repaired.
39:04
I can't repair your relationship with your family. Start writing telling me sorry,
39:08
tell me you just don't know what it does. Want to say,
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hey, I was I wasn't in my right, mim. When I've done,
39:15
I've done. I was on drugs, I was doing whatever. Because
39:19
more than likely it was because of the drugs and act. Nine times out
39:28
of teen it was the girls. And you know, like you said,
39:30
just just just hearing it and just up to it. That that that becomes
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the first step, you know, owing up to that wrong that you done.
39:39
That that become the first step. Once you become accountable for that that
39:45
you are responsible for, then you can learn how to move on. And
39:51
then it because I Resiah, that's that that that's called moving on. That
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that that's called moving past. That's that's called and letting go, calling truly
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forgetting and forgiving. You know, that's that's that's called you know and and
40:07
and you know it's it's called is stop allowing hinderance. And and that's all
40:14
those things, those excuses, those things that we allowed to keep us from
40:17
moving past that. So hinderance. Stop allowing hinderance to keep you in a
40:24
place where you have an ego where you think that it's all about you,
40:28
because then it causes you to have an attitude which causes you to not move
40:31
in love and love because multitude of anything, not just seeing but anything love
40:38
draws love something. Love is something that you don't even have to say something.
40:44
You your action speak that. So you tell them you you're changed,
40:49
then you should be changing things that I should see that you no longer do
40:54
things that you you know, stuff that you are growing past and be young.
41:01
So that those are the things we have to look at. Those are
41:05
the things that we have to consider. Those are the things that you know,
41:07
we have to bring to the four and and you know, we need
41:15
to have conversasions like these, like more people have conversations like these people.
41:21
People need to hear that this is what goes on behind these walls and these
41:25
are the type of behind them. And you know, some of these people
41:30
just made a mistake and just need a set like some of these things.
41:35
Looked at these cases, have read these cases, and have looked at the
41:37
different laws in different states and the different sentences in different states. Some of
41:42
these cases Texas in Colorado. If they had been in another state, none
41:47
of these sentences would be decents. And it's sad, and it's sad that
41:52
you can prove your innocense, but if you don't prove within a time frame
41:58
after they deply framed and deliberately kept and falsified documents, kept those things from
42:04
you. But if you don't do it within a time and then they will
42:07
block you out of the system. And then there you go. You're stuck.
42:14
And that's now, that's when you become a part of what they call
42:19
political prisoners. That that's when you become a part of their political propaganda and
42:25
in their political plot and and and if you trace the money, you'll see
42:31
what's going on. So see why they do the things that they do.
42:36
You know, a lot of companies that we run out here and support are
42:38
the main ones that assorted the prison system. You you you wonder where a
42:43
lot of your mattresses come from. They come out of Texas from the prison
42:45
system. But they got a a mattress factory. These people they do all
42:54
kind of stuff. You know what, Member, I mean, what's going
43:17
on in the government give y'all those tablets. So y'all be clear on that
43:34
the government gave y'all tablets because everybody that gets that government assistance to get those
43:42
same tablets or they can get the phone. But since y'all are not out,
43:45
y'll have to get the option of getting the tablets. So they getting
43:51
food stamps in your name because they want to feed y'all. But then that
43:55
that that's how they they subsidence, they getting, they they their grants and
44:01
man, they getting they supply of e T. But it don't come in
44:07
the form of ET like we get it, but it come in the form
44:12
that goes into the prison system just as they go into the school that the
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e b T part of. That's why they're so will to give the kids
44:22
during the summertime more ET. The parents want be ET for their kids because
44:29
that's what they use on the school year to feed them. Anyway, I
44:34
mean, you put you put one and one together, one and one together,
44:37
you always so ain't no way around it. You can't get two.
44:42
I don't care if you put it backwards them from it's always gonna be the
44:45
same one plus one is always gonna eat the two. You got to follow
44:47
the two ones and see how to get to the two, and you'll see,
44:52
yep, I've been doing this. I ran a food service program for
44:58
a nonprofit that I was a part of back in twenty twelve, and I
45:02
would go to our capital and go through these trainings with our Department of Children's
45:09
Service. We would have to go through training in order to get the grant
45:14
money to fund the program that we did. And then they would pay us
45:17
money for doing the program. After they don't give you money to buy the
45:22
food, they paid you for each child that you service. So you know,
45:25
these people was getting all kind of money for this. They was getting
45:29
grants on type of grants and then they was making more money. And see
45:31
that's what they do, and that's what they do in the prison system.
45:34
Them three white men up there in N'sha, Tennessee, when they came up
45:37
with the private prison system, they came up with money making ways. You
45:44
got startups, you got Victoria's secrets, you got McDonald's, you got who
45:50
else? Man, I hole list of these people that got tied reasons that
46:00
they get. They get something made in the prison, whether it's the bags
46:06
that they serve or they nampinsh what it is. Something. It may be
46:15
they underwear, because they got underwear. They got the shop over there,
46:22
your victoria me and making victory decisions. Yes, they're doing all they're doing
46:35
to work in the bumper factory. Over fall on it now, man.
46:40
They they make the tall kill. They made the short that we were that
46:52
we commisary. They've made a box bottle comma in there and pay you five
47:02
comment theory. They make it T shirts, T shirts and ah, so
47:10
y'all they're making y'all, y'all, y'all making your own stuff. And then
47:15
y'all got to go right back from yourself and buy them stuff that you already
47:22
know make. You made it for free because you didn't even get paid to
47:24
make it, because y'all got to work for free. And then if you
47:29
need a T shirt, you got to go to comments there and buy now.
47:32
Ain't that's something, yep, But that's what Texas dos. Shirt st
47:43
y'all are five other states that do not pay their their prisoners for the work
47:49
that they do. Some of them get paid I ain't that'sing about them paying
47:59
y'all. I mean, I ain't read nothing about them paying y'all. I
48:02
mean that you say good time. That's that's got to do with y'all.
48:08
Tell ya that I'm talking about pay money. Pay money like they get these
48:15
people money. I'm saying they do all that you're talking about too, they
48:19
get those benefits to that's that's part of the program. But I'm talking about
48:23
pay these people money for them going to work these jobs that they saying that
48:29
they're working. That's what we're talking about. We ain't talking about there working
48:32
the job, because there working the job earns them the good time. But
48:37
pay them for working the day. Don't. Don't make them go for free,
48:40
and then they gotta go they gotta go to school. Pay to go
48:44
to school and do all this other stuff. Let these people make money so
48:46
they can send money home to their family, because you you want to help
48:52
them up some of them. You want to hear them up for child support.
48:53
Let them send child support to they to they family. Let them get
48:58
insurance so that they can go to the doctors and take care of themselves so
49:01
they have to be they don't have to be waiting for the state to get
49:07
them masses or to get their teeth, ficks, whatever they need done.
49:12
That that that's why a lot of them want to work. A lot of
49:15
them want to work so they can save up money so they can fel towards
49:19
when they do get to come, because they're not going to be there forever.
49:22
A lot of them planning on being. Yeah, but some y'all got
49:25
comfortable. I here, I work every day out of tours, trying to
49:31
regain my freedom. But then in the meantime doing that, I like to
49:36
read. I'm definitely gonna stay and my own on my old journey by old
49:43
yearling and getting myself, you know, the emotional growing up and the things
49:51
that I experienced in my life. It's all about. It's all about you
49:55
got to know what you need in order to be the field better human beings,
50:01
being a man. So the initiative to try to find out what was
50:07
going on with me. So I got a question. I got a question
50:14
for you. You say you like to read, You say you like me.
50:19
So I like to write, and I like to together books and I
50:22
like to share. So there's a book that I collaborated with with eight other
50:29
guys called Kings You Are Not Forgotten, and it talks a lot about the
50:35
prison system, background about different things learning the prison system. And then there's
50:42
some guys that's eight of them that share, you know, from their heart
50:45
and soul through poegery, through short letters, through affirmations, just however they
50:52
like sharing inside. And then I shared some guys stories. Have you seen
50:57
that book it's called Kings You Are Not Forgotten? I heard it was floating
51:02
around you. Yeah. Yeah, So what do I have to read some
51:07
of them because some of the people I knew that I knew some of the
51:10
people that that that was in the book. So it was like, you
51:15
know, I really I enjoyed it. I judged them, Uh A king,
51:21
right, so that's something yes, And I'm like, and that that's
51:30
part of And he said, it's a lot of things that that I read
51:37
got that in prison. They're very talents. Uh. The words they had
51:45
to say, it's relevant. But the pain is healing, healing, healing.
51:52
Uh, it's a told for him in order for them to express their
51:59
emotional guide on paper. And what they're saying to people, they can understand
52:06
it. But a lot of times people feel like a man that's not supposed
52:09
to have feelings. That we're supposed to be tough, that we're supposed to
52:14
have this matter of delenity side there, that we don't take any kind of
52:17
things like that. We gotta realize we human. We please. I often
52:24
bleed blood. It still has the dent of it, but we don't know.
52:30
I just don't like the stereotype that that individuals put on how a man
52:35
is supposed to see. Yes, I know my side of the story.
52:40
I know what I feel. I know that I know, I know my
52:45
heart feel about me. I'm a companion the person, and I'm not afraid
52:52
to share my emotional side with people around me, especially if it's them expression
52:59
who they really off mhm. A powerful man to talk about it, because
53:04
we're not to share everythingthing like that, right, you know? I remember
53:08
my father told me one time, he said that I asked the wife never
53:13
told me he loved? He said, I love you tell But I was
53:16
doing a time when my father told me that you're not can never tell your
53:21
son to love, you know, and that that didn't make sense to me.
53:25
But I always like my father. I tell my daughter I love.
53:30
I want my kids to know I want my daughter, I love I love
53:35
you because tell my kids they'll never have to not know anything about your father,
53:42
anything that I feel like they should know. Tell them the truth.
53:45
I'm not. I don't believe why my kids about nothing, well, my
53:51
daughter to the white side. There's nothing that they don't know about the fast.
53:55
We're not gonna let somebody else tell them a lie what I can tell
53:59
them the truth? Right, And I think that's another mistake. Yeah,
54:07
that's it people, that's true. I mean, that's just people, period.
54:12
It's not just to stereotype, man, it's just people period. We
54:19
we got to learn how to be honest to ourselves. And we can be
54:22
honest and true to ourselves, and that's when we can be honest with true
54:24
to others. You know, it's okay to feel how you feel. But
54:28
I tell people all the time, don't you know, feel how you feel
54:31
for however long you need to feel, but know when you've been there too
54:36
long and it's time to move on. That's right, you know, because
54:39
if you never go through, you never go through these different emotions to these
54:44
different feelings, then how can you tell the next person how to deal with
54:47
how to deal with it? When they go through it. You know what
54:50
I'm saying. That's that's how we able to help other people through. But
54:53
I want to thank you for coming on. I have to get ready for
54:57
this next show. I appreciate, appreciate. I'm going to share information with
55:04
your net. She definitely probably will be reaching out to you to probably get
55:08
you on her show. So definitely probably be looking check your message. She
55:15
probably will hit you in want people to read one of us, buy a
55:24
lady, One of us by lady that did Walk University. She had black
55:35
men on the navigating for emotional wellness and get the future. Third, that's
55:44
a book. The other one is uh, it's Michael. It's called The
55:50
Black at History The White Story of America. And the book is getting entertained.
56:00
There's a history perspective from UF African American authors and I believe it's from
56:06
North Carolina. If I'm not if I'm not taken, you got to give
56:10
it up to them. All right, Well, I want to thank you.
56:15
I really feel like I definitely checked them out. Thank you for stopping
56:22
by, and Shamus, anything you want the people to to know before these
56:30
being your prayers. I pretty have a chance to get back prayers, and
56:39
I appreciate everything, and I appreciate the time to speak. All right,
56:45
well till next time you stay bless anything you want to share before we close
56:51
out, and I wanted to keep sitting me in with me. I know
56:52
you just just you're just taking it in. I appreciate you for just coming
56:59
on and just listening and being a part. For anything you want to share
57:05
before we close out. Well, I just wanted to say, you know,
57:10
the business pieces that I was near him, Stafe was. I talked
57:16
about the the he talked about when they went in court and stuff and the
57:25
judge give them the sentence that he wants them to have. That's the same
57:30
thing that's going on with Glynn kemp Oprahen Denver, Colorado. He found out
57:36
that you know, he was sentenced to LIKEE plus one hundred and ninety two
57:39
years, that's what he was sentenced to. Judge had enhancement, but his
57:45
original sentence only period a six year sentence, and mister camp And served almost
57:52
thirty years in prison for on a six year conviction after judge would have sentenced
57:59
him by the law, he only did sixth year. But now he's doing
58:07
a life that's crazy and nobody nobody, Hey, nobody looked into that.
58:13
Nobody said nothing. That's crazy. That that that that that he he should
58:16
be able to sue his lawyer for for negligence and and not doing due village.
58:24
He should be able to file some type of you need to get a
58:28
corner, you need to get with Cornell Lord. But we're gonna get ready
58:35
to Oh, okay, right, so I will. I want to thank
58:42
everybody for jumping on and sharing. I'm getting ready to go on over to
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