48. How I Hold Big Ambition and Keep It Spacious and Sustainable
For a long time, I believed that leaning in was the whole game. That the more I created, launched, showed up, and gave, the more successful and fulfilled I would feel. And for many years, on paper, it was working. Until something in my body knew it wasn't the whole story.
What I was experiencing was a cycle of full activation followed by full depletion. Pushing hard, then crashing. Creating from overflow one week and running on fumes the next.
What I didn't yet have language for was this: I was living almost entirely in one energy and I was starving the other two. What I was really longing…
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