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- ToShae Germaine: Come on, I pant. All I do is great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Fry. Yay. My God. We made it. Drop that in the chat. We made it. If you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. If you're here to new to the message, welcome. If you're an O T but good T, welcome back. Y'all show the new people then what to do. Come in, like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get into flow of abundance. We're getting into numbers 20 on this day. Okay, on this day. So numbers 20, y'all, that's where we're at. And that's how we're wrapping up the week. I'll be back on who child. When I'm gonna be back, Lord. Y'all might have to catch me outside not catch me outside. I think my schedule, I ain't gonna do that. I'ma show up. Drop it in the chat. I'ma show up. You might be having to show up in a way or on a date that you ain't necessarily expecting to. I might have to go ahead and get up and come see y'all one day next week. cause I think I work on Sunday. Ain't no. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe I'll maybe I'll come on here Sunday. It's Sunday morning, before I go to work. Cause I got to work this weekend. We'll see. Turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video. I don't know yet. I'ma see how I feel on Sunday morning, y'all. Cause other than that, y'all wouldn't see me till way like Thursday, Friday, something like that. Anyway, but today we're gonna do numbers 20. Today we are in numbers 20. The consequ The consequence is gonna be some consequences and repercussions. Okay. Just know that. Sip your favorite. let me put that down. They're gonna talk, they're gonna tell me I'm I'm marketing something. Ain't they gonna tell or they're gonna ban me? Sip your favorite adult beverage. Like the live, share, the live, share the love. Let's get into numbers 20 on today. Y'all know we ain't got a lot of time. we're gonna get our Bible clarity first and then we're gonna get into the kingdom clarity. I got a couple of messages that the Lord gave me on this morning. so we're gonna see what else is gonna come out with the cards this morning. Tink what else the Lord wants to add. And we're gonna get into numbers 20 on today. I should have, huh? Child, I ain't even much got nowhere to put my drink. Okay, here we go. Numbers 20. So yesterday, y'all know we just got done talking about in Numbers 19 how the Lord had to deal or how there was like some purification that was happening. so some of you that may be something again, you want to know what's happening in your life, go read the instruction manual. Okay, the the the word is gonna tell you. the Lord gonna let you know exactly what you need to know. So we talked about yesterday purification, cleansing, what happens when you become contaminated in some way, how you have to be set apart, and sometimes you be guilty by association. And so we talked about that yesterday. Now on today, it numbers 20 starts with some challenges, right? we have two, it it starts and it actually ends with. Some people gone on to glory. Okay. So Miriam, who is of course a Moses' sister, right? She ends up dying at the beginning of Numbers 20. And we know now remember y'all, it's crazy how some man, and I, you know, we don't wish anything, of course, definitely don't wish anything on anyone. but this, when I was reading this, I can remember the Lord saying that sometimes the people who start with you. are not going to be the people who finish with you. So the some of you may be, and we're going to get further into that as we continue into Numbers 25, 26, because remember the Lord is preparing a new generation of people. He's preparing the the ones that are actually going to enter the promise and everybody ain't going. So for some of y'all there's going to be an understanding. This is why the Lord say they can't go, because everybody's not prepared to go where the Lord is taking you. Maybe they have a level of unbelief. Maybe they Have not done the inner work. Maybe they ain't did the outer work. I don't know. Whatever this is, when I remember the first thing the Lord said is this is why everybody can't go with you because everybody's not ready. Okay. So Miriam, who was had been with Moses up to this point, she dies at the beginning, and then Aaron dies at the end. And Moses learns that even he won't enter the promised land. This is a big theme that we know that happens in the book of Numbers. This is where Moses is going to get some consequences, right? so here is the end of one generation and the consequences of disobedience and the transition toward a new season. So in this chapter, y'all, is where Moses is gonna get some instructions, and that's how we be, right? Sometimes the Lord will give us an instruction and we don't follow the instructions. Okay, so some of y'all it's not gonna take additional work, it's gonna be come on, speak to the speak to the walls so they can crumble. Come on, Jericho, right? Just like Moses here has to speak to the rock. we're getting ready to start transitioning. And I think I talked about this a couple weeks ago, where there's getting ready to be a shift in mantles. some of you are picking up where somebody else left off, some of you, this may be a completely new mantle. That the Lord is passing to you. We are seeing a transition of leadership. Some of y'all might get ready to see this on your jobs where the old, the old regime is falling and they're being replaced with new leadership. Why? Because it's time for a new generation, new leadership. One moment, so in this case, one moment of disobedience changes how he will finish his assignment. And this is speaking to Moses. So for some of you, there can be one thing. That changes how you finish your assignment. So pay attention to the instructions that the Lord is giving you. what is He telling you to do differently in this season and being receptive to that and making the changes? Okay. Make that change. Shout out, Michael Jackson. side note can we talk about this real quick? This is so random. Good morning, Jared. Good morning. Y'all, I just some I just then got hip to this fella that's on the internet. On the guy's good internet, be over here on the TikTok side of the street. What's his name? Luce Can. Shout out Luce Cannon. I don't I have never been in the chat in the live or nothing, but he done kept on message. He done kept on coming up on my news feed and want y'all. How that man looked just like Michael Jackson. Y'all, you ain't got to believe people out here clone for ain't clone for real. It just ain't, it just ain't is boggling my mind. Every time I pass by some by him. I'll be like, y'all, Michael's still on the earth. Anyway, if I'm back. Shout out Luz Cannon. I don't know him or what I don't even know what he does on his live. But anyway, he's he's he's on he's be going up there. Anyway, y'all go check him out. I don't know when he lied, I don't know nothing about him, but he looked like Michael Jackson. Anyway, I'm back. Shut up, Mike. Love you. there's a difference between being used by God and being obedient to God. And there's a cost of disobedience. Many of us, we already know, okay, we already know when you don't do what God tells you to do. Maybe it's just me, but for some of us, y'all, it's like them consequences come immediately. When you don't do what God be done told you to do, it used to be where it felt like when I would, if I wouldn't do something that it took a long time for me to get, the consequence, and I'll mm mm, it'd be immediate. I'd be like, man. I knew I was supposed to do that better. so for some of you, you're gonna start to notice, especially the longer that you're on this walk and the more you walk the way you supposed to be walking, doing the right things, you it's like instant karma. Some of y'all might be seeing somebody get some karma. I don't know. man, okay, I got the gone head to say this is random, but if you knew to the message, welcome. We so happy and so grateful that you were here. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning. So For some of y'all, we got to go back to the environment real quick. How what it what how do I explain that, y'all? So, because they interject in this because it's important. Maybe somebody's gonna have this experience today. It's almost man, we're not we maybe because we're coming up on Balaam and stuff. Some of y'all, you're gonna be put, man, you're gonna be put in a situation where it's like, You're going to experience it's almost it's almost gonna feel like deja vu, but not you're just gonna be put in a situation more than one time because it's like you're gonna be try imagine it's like somebody it's like it almost feels like a test, right? Where you're going to be let's say you encounter one person, and this person may be like I don't know, they may be very negative, and it's like the enemy. g is going to try to influence you or have that person try to influence you in some way. And then you're not going to fall for it. Drop it in the chat. Not today, Satan. you're not going to fall for it. And it's going to, it's almost like it's going to infuriate the enemy. So then he'll send another the same situation, different same spirit, different person. And they may try to be a little bit more subtle. In the way, I don't know, it's so weird. in the way that they get you to compromise yourself, but you still not gonna fall for it. And I feel like this is gonna happen three times. A mess. Interjection, but I gotta tell you with spirit love. Okay, I'm back. there's a cost of disobedience. Sometimes a season begins too close before wait. Sometimes the season begins to close before we finally recognize it is that it is ending. Sometimes y'all, we it's hard for us. You ever been in a season so long or been in look, I don't even know why. What commercial disclosure and paid marketing. Didn't I tell y'all I don't even have no products? What I didn't market it. I you know what? Don't worry about it, TikTok. If this TikTok messed up, y'all go on the other side of the street to Facebook or YouTube. I'm probably gonna get in trouble for that as well. They probably gonna ban my live. You right? Cause I wasn't supposed to. Y'all go to the other side of the street. Anyway, I'm back. you ever been sometimes for many of us? It's almost like there are these little things that are happening to let you, man. Maybe that's maybe that's why. Maybe, maybe. The point is maybe this is a point of transition. Y'all know I didn't left this this side of the street before and bit when and maybe that maybe I'm supposed to go focus somewhere else. Talking about what? Cut off game, Superman strong. Maybe I'm I'm gonna take it to the Lord in prayer because this might be my sign to start transitioning and focusing somewhere else. Pay attention to what the Lord showed you. It's like the Lord may be transitioning. You tell you to move in some way. Maybe it's a season that's ending, and sometimes we don't recognize the season. because we've been in it for so long. The I we I think I said this yesterday. The Lord has been talking to me a lot about not only like He doesn't only want us to know Him in the struggle, He wants us to know Him and recognize His provision in a time of peace and not just a time of peril message. So for some of us, it's hard for us to realize that the season we don't recognize when the season is actually shifting. Remember Miriam was hold on y'all, why I ain't got my glasses on. I don't know. Let me put my glasses on, Lord. Remember Miriam was present at the beginning of Moses' story watching over him as a baby at in the Nile. This goes back to good morning, Barb, good morning. Look, I could see now y'all. This goes back to How long somebody can be with you, but that still don't mean that just because they start with you, that they're going to end with you. Okay. Miriam, his sister, Moses' sister, was the woman who witnessed the beginning of his deliverance assignment. and but she would not witness its completion. Okay. So again, people who start with you, and this is where sometimes people will fall off, y'all. Sometimes people they could have been your number one supporter, they could be your ace boon coon, whatever it is. That doesn't mean that they're going to finish the journey with you. Everyone that starts with you doesn't always finish with you. So now, next, the people complain again about water. They're facing a new problem, but responding with an old mentality. They have witnessed God's provision repeatedly, yet they continue to question his ability to provide. And that's us, right? How many times Do we we have seen the Lord do miraculous things? Man, I told, can we just true story give God the glory on this morning? I told the Lord that this morning, y'all. because when I tell y'all, I'd be, I'd just be amazed how when you just give something over to God and stop worrying about it, all of a sudden it's like He just do it. He He just and I did even this morning, I just had a moment I was sitting there and I still just be like. It's like the Lord will take what you have, and it may not even seem like you're gonna have enough to do what you need to do, and the Lord always makes it enough to the point where you don't even really. It's like I sometimes I be tripping because I'll be like, Lord, and this is why thank y'all, tracking. This is why the late the Lord, I think, say, Don't worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow has its own worries, right? Over there in Matthew 6. Cause you le imagine looking, let's they're using the example of bills, right? So imagine you got bills. You you know what you got to pay. Hopefully you done got your your finances in alignment where you know what's coming in and coming out. I had to redo that again on this weekend or the the last few days, lat or earlier this week. So some of y'all, once again, the Lord may be telling you to do another reassessment. Why? Cause increase is coming. So anyway, imagine looking at your bills at the first of the month. And maybe you even know how much you're trying to calculate your calculate your paychecks and okay, I'ma have this, that, and the third. But based on your calculations, you ain't gonna have enough to cover what you what you looking at. Have y'all, I did that, I I did that this month, y'all, because mind you, I done been on a whole trip to Texas. And so it's like so now my I know how much my paychecks were. But this is why you can't count on your provision. You got to count on God's provision. Because me looking at my bills at the beginning of October, I'm like, Lord, how I'm gonna pay for all of this plus a trip to Texas. Now I'm looking at my bills on October the 23rd. Every bill is paid, and I didn't been to Texas. I need somebody to have that kind of understanding of God's provision, right? This is where and the and and it's literally like you're going to if you start look trying to calculate what you can do, you taken away from what God can do. So for some of you, you're going to finally, I don't know, maybe this is where you're gonna step into your faith and you're gonna be like, you know what, Lord, I know that based upon what I see right now, it ain't gonna happen. I I I'm not maybe you my hours, my hours ain't right. The amount of money that I'm making is different. how am I gonna pay for this plus do that? And then you're gonna be like, you know what, Lord, let me stop trying to do it, calculate it, stop trying to spend based on your pockets and work and let God spend based on his. I hope that makes sense for somebody. This is a true story. Give God the glory. Cause at the beginning of the month, I was like, Lord. How I'm get to okay, we got to get to Texas, had to get a rental car, had the gas money, had to make sure we had some traveling funds, okay. We got to get back. Then insert said hurricane, okay, because there was a hurricane over here while I was in Texas. Okay, cool. get back. Well, the bills still billing, okay. We that didn't stop. And then all of a sudden, what you thought was impossible at the beginning of the month. God will make possible, and you're gonna be looking back. Where did the provision come? I don't know how did it? I don't know. I sometimes I really be saying, Lord, I don't know how you did it, but thank you for making rivers in the dry wasteland. Some of y'all gonna have that moment, okay? stop. Look, you bet that's why you better trust God's provision more than your own. Okay. So, next. so this is what and that's speaking to facing a new problem, but responding with an old mentality. you've experienced you can experience God's faithfulness yesterday and still struggle to trust Him today. So this ain't no knock on anybody, y'all. We all go through this where sometimes it's just like, Lord, how y'all I got my teacher eyes on, don't judge. this is where it's like I the Lord don't be mad at us because sometimes we're gonna be like, Lord, how you gonna do it? What you gonna do? How's it gonna happen? And so we we repeatedly see, we see even David. Saying this down in the Psalms, right? Where he's he still struggles. So don't think that the Lord is just like, and anybody who tell you that they don't have no struggle, the la I th I don't think they telling the truth. Okay. Their circumstances changed, but their pattern of unbelief remained. Then Moses strikes the rock. God instructs instructs Moses to take his staff, gather the assembly, and speak to the rock. But Moses becomes frustrated with the people and he strikes the rock twice instead of speaking to it. Mind you, the water still came out, the miracle happened, but Moses was still disobedient. And so there was a successful outcome. But that doesn't mean that that does not automatically mean God approved of the method. There can be something that we do, and I and I I had to stop and talk to the Lord on this moment because it's just like, well. Because sometimes I told the Lord, I say, Well, Daddy, sometimes you don't know. And that's just the truth of it. Because I say, Well, how are we supposed to know if it if it worked out in a positive way? How are we supposed to know that it wasn't the right way? Right. And so this is those things where you have to go and have your own conversation with God. Because I was like, and me, because I be talking to the Lord for real. I was like, Daddy, this is the kind of stuff that makes it hard for believers sometimes. This is not not a dis my dead, I don't have any disbelief, but it's just like, well, Lord, I'm doing what and and this is the kind of conversation I ended up having with God in this moment was just like, Lord, sometimes I think this is where the Bible overcomplicates things. I said, or it can have people in confusion. Now let me tell you right now, don't come over here with no religiosity in your spirituals. We not on that. But I told the Lord, I say, Well, Daddy, it sometimes we don't know that the instructions have changed. Sometimes we think we still we're doing the right thing or we're operating the right way. And so I me personally, I was like, when we changed it. Sometimes I don't I miss the instruction. Sometimes I didn't, I don't realize that something's supposed to shift. And so this is where I I told the Lord, I was like, if it's a successful outcome, how am I supposed to always know when would I want what I with the outcome that we wanted, it was actually successful. So again, you can go have your own conversation with God. I am not here. And this what I told the Lord. I said I'm not finna get up here and try to tell nobody to give this explanation. Go let the Lord give you the explanation that He's going to give you. Because I was like to me, for me, I said I wouldn't have now, yes, Moses was frustrated. So I understood when he told me he was like he did something out of anger, which was not what God told him to do. He struck the rock instead of speaking to it, but he got the result. Sometimes we do things out of frustration and we still get the results that we want. And so again, when I ask when I asked the Lord how was I going to explain this, he says some things. He needs to explain to you himself. And I was like, because I'll be like, Daddy, sometimes I don't I don't feel like I got it right. I made the wrong decision, but it still turns out beneficial in some way. so be mindful of that. Of because I I'll tell anybody, baby, I ain't got every answer, and I'm not here to give you every answer. I can only give you what the Lord gives me to give. And so the people received water, but the instruction was different this time. So there may be a different instruction that the Lord is giving you. He may be giving you a different way to approach something, to do something, to be obedient in a different way. So this is a time where you're gonna have to sit with the Lord and there may be something. In particular, that he wants to give to you. because sometimes the instructions can change, but we don't realize it. We don't realize that the Lord is calling us to do something, move different, understand something in a different way, receive different revelation. Maybe you miss it because you hadn't been sitting down with the Lord or really allowing him to give you new instructions. Maybe you ain't been giving him the time that you need to give. I don't know. So allow the Lord to give you the instructions when so that you are not disobedience. Now what disobedient what I did tell the Lord, I was like, okay, sometimes I understand that the ex cause it it I don't feel like it it's still successful, but maybe it creates additional time that you have to move through something or it will create it will add time whereas it instead of you accomplishing something because that's why I was like, Lord, you got to give me some understanding. He was like, Well, there have been times where you've done something and you still got the same result, but maybe the way you did it took you longer to get there. And so it's those types of things that I had the Lord was explaining to me where you'll still you can still get the result that you want, but maybe you the way you did it is going to take longer versus the way God is telling you to do it. it would shorten the time or Decrease the effort that you have to put into it. I hope that makes sense. Next. So, what was obedient in one season was not necessarily obedient in the next. Instructions change. And so for many of us, part of what the Lord may be asking you to release in this season is something that served you in a previous season: relationships, mentorships, partnerships, jobs, whatever mindset. Maybe that served you in a previous season, but that don't mean you carrying those same instructions into this new season. The Lord may be giving you a new way to operate. Next, Edom refuses passage and threatens military force. Rather than fighting, Israel turns away. Not every obstacle is an invitation to fight. Sometimes God allows a closed route, and the appropriate response is to take another direction. Israel's destination had not changed, even though the route did. Every you ain't got to try to fight every fight. Every fight is not yours to fight. Sometimes the biggest thing you can do is just stand down and be like, you know what, you got it. I'm not finna argue with you. Sometimes and and for some of y'all, it's going to be important to ask the Lord because I have frequently had to do this, Lord, what door are you closing? Because I kept on getting this Lord, you the Lord was closing a door, but I didn't know what door the Lord was closing. And so Sometimes I have to stop and ask the Lord, okay, because I be, I don't have no idea. I'd be like, Daddy, what what's what we getting rid of? What's what's closing? What are you removing in order to make room for something else? And so you may have to ask the Lord, like, what door is he showing you that needs to close? What route is he closing so that you can Get back in alignment or be more aligned because maybe you're already in alignment, but you need to be more aligned with where he's trying to take you. The destination had not changed, even though the route did. Sometimes it feels like we're taking a detour, but it may just be a better way that the Lord is sending you. Then Aaron dies and is is replaced by Iliazar. the person may leave the assignment, but God's purpose continues. The priesthood was transferred, the end of a personal ministry. there was it was the end of a personal ministry, but it was not and and it was a public transfer. Again, for some of y'all, there's a shift in leadership. there's a shift in man, I tell y'all, that's a true story. There may be a shift in leadership, there may be a shift that's happening. This could be something that we're going to see in the public as well. a transfer of leadership. So just so I don't know, I don't pay attention to a lot of that stuff. That may be your assignment, not mine. but there may be something that's going to happen publicly in some way where there's going to be that's that type of transition. You cannot carry yesterday's instructions into tomorrow's assignment without listening to God again. So sometimes before you make the move, you got to sit down with the Lord and say, Okay, Lord, let me listen real quick. Let me make sure that I'm still moving in alignment, still doing the right thing. Still following the next set of instructions. Cause sometimes we can still be working under the old instructions and we don't even know it. And this and the Lord may be, maybe you've been receiving that's that sign or those signals to let you know it's time to transition. pay attention to where you're seeing growth. Thank y'all. Pay attention to where you're seeing growth because you might that may be where the Lord is telling you, Yeah, man. So for some of y'all, he's it's like, thank y'all. I'm tracking. For some of y'all, it's like you're gonna start to see it's you're gonna diminish in one place. And it's not that you won't still see some growth, but it's like the Lord is like, yeah, don't focus over there because he may actually be having you to just speak to a different, like a like to to Speak to a different generation. because remember, y'all, we coming to the point where the old generation is going to die away and the new generation is going to be listening, and those are the ones that you're going to have to speak to. so you cannot allow the behavior of people you're assigned to to or the assigned to serve, deliver, determine how you represent God. Again, this is speaking to influence y'all. Thank y'all. This goes back to what I was saying earlier for some of y'all. Be mindful because there are people who it's almost like for some of y'all feels like somebody gonna try to prove that you're not who you say you are. Or it's like they're gonna try to test your integrity in some way, your character. and this is random, but the way that they're showing me this is an example. It's like for some of us, I I'm respectfully, you have a miss. You have a You ever go in your hometown or if you've been in a big city, there's a big homeless population. Now, of course, y'all know me. I have a thing. Why? Because I was homeless for two and a half years. So I understand that struggle. So it doesn't bother me to see homeless people. I actually am very partial to that. Why? Because I know the struggle. And so it just random conversation I was having with someone yesterday. and you know, just it it's it's amazing how. Or what which part y'all of about that? Be mindful. It is it's where I think the Lord corrects us. And some of y'all, there may be some correction that the Lord is going to do. I told someone yesterday, I said, I I don't look down on homeless people because there was a time when I was only a step away from where they were, because I was homeless, but I had a car to live in. But there were people who were homeless who were living in tents. How dare I? I'm only a step away. I was a step away. And even right now, I could still be a step away from where they are, losing everything. And you never know what got somebody to the point of to that point. You never know what they had to endure or what it was that, got them to wet to that level. So be mindful of judging people. And I told the I tell the Lord thank you all the time. And it's a reminder for me. It's just like, nah, who I can't say nothing. Baby, when I was out there living in my car, I still felt some type of way about the people who were living in tents. It was cold as hell outside. And it's the and it's raining, it's cold, it's all the things. And imagine me feeling some type of way when that's the all the protection that that person has. And you never know why you you don't know what their story is. And so a lot of times now. when I tell my story, people looking at me and she and kid you not, and she, of course, I wasn't offended, but she was like, You must have been because she asked me why I lived, why I was, why I lived in my car and why I was homeless for two and a half years. And I was like, obedience, God, you know, I was like, it was a part of my journey. And she was like, well, you must have been out of your mind. And I was like, no. I was like, but it was some folks that, you know, wanted to to say I was because I was choosing to follow what I believed God was telling me to do. not long ago, y'all, there was something circling circling around the internet where a girl was like, Man, I don't even this, I know, thank y'all. Where a girl was saying that God told her to to don't not to worry about her eviction. Who are we to tell somebody a to what God told them to do and not to do? You can listen, man, one thing because God part Had I not been obedient when the Lord told what I was following The instructions that I received was to be homeless. But do you understand that it's other folks gonna be like, God didn't say that? How you know? You don't know what God has told somebody else to do. And it really ain't your business. So if she, if that girl, because the shut out, I don't even know her name, but it's like so many people were weighing in on that, God didn't say that. How you know? But then when you get your own set of obedience and or your own set of instructions, you're gonna be like, God told me to. And guess what? Somebody gonna be God didn't say that. How How that that's not what God was gonna use to set her up to be great? Then we go read the Bible and we be like, Yeah, Joseph was a slave. He was a in the cistern, and they threw how huh you You never know what God what God is going to use in order to make somebody great. And so just be mindful of judging somebody's experience or what they say their instructions are, because you don't know how God is going to use that. If God, if I hadn't have been homeless, I couldn't be up here talking up talking to y'all and saying, Hey, instead of criticizing that person that's out there sleeping on the street, remember it could be you. I'm not coming from a place of, I'm not judging. Hell, y'all was probably judging me. When I was living in a car, getting up here every day, giving these messages. You understand? So, how you know that that part of her life is not what God is going to use to make her great? I told the and the girls were after the woman that said that to me yesterday, I was just like, nah, it was just my journey. Now, as I she was like, two and a half years, that's a long time. I said it was. It was a very long time. I say, but God He protected me, He took care of me, He provided for me. Was it hard? Yes. Would do I ever want to go through it again? Hell no. No, please, Lord, don't send me back. But can I understand? Because maybe the Lord will take you through something. Man, maybe the Lord will take you to through something. To teach you sympathy and empathy. Do you understand that, man, I gotta chill? Do you understand that part of me being homeless gave me a heart to serve the people that he's allowing me to serve in nursing again? I couldn't see myself or what I was going to be doing when I was homeless because I wasn't really, I was getting up and doing these messages. But then he's allowing me. To now go and serve a population of people who most people are judging because they're lacking the things that we take for granted, a roof over their head, transportation, support, family support, whatever whatever these things are, right? Many of us take that for granted, but it's a whole lot of people who don't have that support. I didn't have a support system. I didn't have I had my children, but you, I'm a grown woman. I'm not finna go and put myself in or let me insert my myself into my daughter's life. It's not her responsibility to take care of my grown ass. She just getting herself together. So I don't have the big family. Most of my people name in the spirituals. So all I had was mostly my spiritual support, right? So be my you never know how God is going to use somebody else's experience to elevate them, to teach them as well and prepare them for the next place that he's taking them. So be mindful of judging someone because you don't understand why they why why would they do that? Let them follow their instructions and you follow your own. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Anyway, and this is speaking to you cannot allow the behavior or other people, what other people think to encourage your instructions. Good morning, y'all. Good morning. The people may be different. The assignment may be exhausting, but the responsibility to honor God remains. God may change his instructions without changing his promise. it can be the same need, similar setting, same God, but different instructions. So just pay attention to that. Y'all know I have a thing. I try very hard not to judge people, and when I do, I'd be like, forgive me, Lord. Because you never, man, look, who am I? Everything that I done went through in life, man, look, now I ain't got no judgment, baby, because I could be them again. And Lord knows I don't want to go there. So be mindful. I don't know who needs to check me in in your spirituals. Be mindful because there are people who we we get accustomed to blessings. We get accustomed to blessings and we be we don't think about the fact that man that roof this because baby you I don't care somebody said why won't you move into a bigger apartment? She for what I'm good, thank you, Lord, for the roof I got. Because it was a many a year that I prayed for just this roof. Okay. So just be mindful. This is why you if you wake up in a bed, be grateful. You should you should have something to be great. You you got something to be grateful for, okay. so just remember that. And so somebody, what what I got to be grateful for, where did are you awake? Is folks that's not or you did you wake up in a bed? Can you go get in a hot shower whenever you want to? The little things that we take for granted that you think that you'll never lose, and then one day you lose it, and you be like, my gosh, what am I gonna do now? Man, listen. Sometimes we become so comfortable with how God moved. Previously, that we fail to recognize when he is requiring something different. Okay. So just remember that some of the instructions may change. Okay. There may be something new that the Lord is calling you to do. And be still continue to be grateful for the manna and for the blessings that God provided in the last season, even if it's a job that you hate. It's it's like it's why I have shifted. And this is me. I can remember, man, I'm so tired of going to work. This was just a couple months ago. And the Lord say, Tired? You was just praying to go to work because I can remember a time when I tried, I must have put in a hundred applications a day and couldn't get a job. And then you the Lord give you the job and remember your job with the one you got now, maybe the one you was praying for, begging, Lord, please, you got fired from one job, you get another one, and now all you do is complain about the job that you got. But remember when it was the blessing that you needed. Okay. And if you don't like the job you have, tell quit. Get another one. huh. Get get another one. Is it pain for the things that you are are so accustomed to having? Then why are we complaining about it every day? Okay. Be mindful of that, y'all. It's why I try and I've when I when I do that, because it's me too. I'm not talking, it's not just y'all. I'll be like, you know what, you right, Lord. Because I remember when this was the prayer. This was the prayer. Lord, allow me to be back in healthcare again. And he started, he said, okay, I'm gonna let you start down here at the bottom. Okay, and now look. You see the more gratitude you have, the more the Lord will give you to be grateful for. And what start when I where I started at the low end of the totem pole, the Lord said, because of your faith, restoration will happen. I hope that makes sense to somebody. The manifestation of provision is not proof of obedience, but don't live afraid of losing provision. Okay. So none of that to say, I, yeah, but you could lose it. You you could so be mindful of judging people who have lost. You don't know what the circumstances were. you must know when to stop fighting for access. You ain't supposed to be everywhere. you ain't supposed to have everything, everything is not your portion. Okay. Sometimes we spend unnecessary energy trying to force open a route that is closed for some of y'all. Some of you, the Lord gonna click He gonna slam the door shut because it's not the way that you're supposed to go. And the way the Lord explained this to me is some of you, it's like we go through these times where you have a lack of motivation. Some of y'all, it's like some fout, which part? It's almost like for some of y'all, people can't figure out your next move. Keep it that way. Would they keep it that way? Because again, it's on is man, when people think some of y'all you've gone from being predictable to being unpredictable. And it's actually a positive thing. it's a good thing that you're not that people can't anticipate your next move. The Lord has been talking to me over the past week or so. because it's it's almost like and it's and why are you doing this? It's because you're sitting with God and He's giving you new instructions and you're following the instructions. There are some people who thought that you were just that they could read they they and it's not that they can't read you, right? Because they can. But it and that's cool, but it's almost like the Lord is also keeping them from seeing everything that you got going on. Shout out monitoring spirits. it's like the Lord is keeping them from seeing what he well, if he don't want them to see it, then they're not. It's also why it's so you it's it's like you may be zigzagging, but they're get accustomed to you going in a straight line. you're becoming more unpredictable. And then some folks And it's all it's how the Lord is keeping you 10 steps ahead of the enemy. sometimes we become so upset that previously we failed to recognize when he is requiring something different. Talked about that a closed route. Discernment is knowing when to stand firm and when to move in another direction. And again, this is where the Lord will give you a new set of instructions, and you ain't telling nobody, move in silence, okay? Move in silence, and so you're not telling everyone, and for others of y'all. This is a sharpening of your discernment as well because you're you're it's like you're recognizing a lot quicker when a reroute is necessary. the assignment, because maybe sometimes you stayed on a path longer than you were supposed to. And it you may be, maybe you stayed on that path because you had like, well, I started it, I have to finish it, or your your reason for doing something past its expiration date. it's because you maybe you beat yourself up. It's like I'm not a quitter. And some of y'all done got to the point where you like, Lord, you say, and I've been this me for years. You say, Go, bye. No delay. You deuces, cut off game, Superman strong. You might talk to me today and never hear a word from me again in life. Like it'd be that serious where the Lord says, Cut them off. Okay. Because it may be a reason. Or it's it it's a vi yeah, thank y'all, a variety of ways that this may happen. Maybe it's like you the Lord tell you to change instructions, okay, it's time to move. He did this a lot for me, and I think this is where he strengthened that for me when I was out in the wilderness and all in all the different places traveling and the Lord be like, We're leaving today. Okay, we on the road and the provision would show up, the gas money, and we off to the next destination. And so for some of you. Your discernment is sharpening in that way, right? the assignment is greater than the individual. Remember, this is bigger than us. Okay. The leadership structure that brought Israel out of Egypt is beginning to change, but the covenant with God remains the same. God's purpose is not dependent upon one person's ability to remain in a particular position forever. We are stewards of assignments, not owners of them. You don't own the assignment. So this may be why the Lord is transitioning you into something new. Moses was being preserved prepared for a transition he did not expect. He didn't lose his relationship with God simply because he lost the opportunity to complete the assignment. God continued to speak to Moses and use him afterward. His consequence was real, but it did not erase his entire history of faithfulness. Okay. And Lord, yeah, I'm I'm tracking. It it's like just because. your assignment changes doesn't mean that God cannot continue to use you. Again, it's like a transition. It's a, it's a shifting of mantles or a change in assignment. So you may be picking up or someone left off. I've been talking about the fact that we're making these, these transitions from like Moses to Joshua. So for some of you, that may be happening where this next assignment that you have is giving you more responsibility. Accountability and Continued relationship with God can coexist. flow questions, focus on God's present instruction. What is God asking of you now that may be different from what He required of you before? Listen before reacting. are you responding from frustration, familiarity, or genuine obedience? Obey even when another way seems easier. Are you following God's instructions or are you relying on what worked previously? Because everything worked before, don't work, don't still work. And win by honoring God through the process. Okay. The kingdom is the message. Let's see. I didn't get a lot this morning, y'all, because I was a lot of the messages that the Lord was telling me are not going to necessarily happen in the mornings, but I did get a couple of messages. Isaiah 43 1 may be important for somebody. April the 1st through the 3rd. But The way he showed so he gave me that through the number 431, Isaiah 43.1. But it was like it's almost like if you let's say you look in your journal and read backwards. I hope that I it don't make sense, I'm sure. But it was like he gave me April the third first. So it was like I had to flip it around. And still write the first through the third. So go back in your journal and read April 3rd, 2nd, then first. It's almost like something is going to make sense, but you're gonna have to read it backwards. I don't know. Anyway, what else? The sun sign, the sun came out, and then it was like a sign. So I don't know if you're going to see the sun somehow, not like the sunrise. But the sun, a sun somewhere in an odd place. I just heard graffiti. So maybe you're gonna see the a picture of the sun somewhere. that may be like a sign for you. I don't know. identity and then royalty also came up, Isaiah 9 and 7. And the the the words he pointed out on on that card were crown, authority, and queen. And then dragonflies may be significant for somebody. Let's see what else. And that was it for this morning. just because I had a couple of minutes and those are the only things that we got. So all let's do it. Let's get to it. Let's see what else. Let me move this over here. I don't think we're gonna need the mouse. Now, just because I looked over and saw this card, and I'm gonna go ahead and pull it because I think it's gonna be important. Proverbs 1810, the number 1810 may be significant for someone. This is speaking. This says the name of the Lord is a fortified tower. The righteous run to it and are safe. We had two tower moments, two, three, two, who, two, two tower cars on yesterday. I actually ended up seeing the number 1616 at 1616. so that may like pay attention to the times. The number, like 610, may be an important thing. number for you as well. This says suddenly expect the unexpected, quick moving and gaining momentum. Again, this is also for some of y'all, this is going to be speaking to something. We had that tower, the tower that came out yesterday. It's almost like something unexpected coming in, a conversation, awareness and epiphany. So just pay attention. And which which part? Thank y'all like the energy. They were saying they're saying something about like where You're seeing growth. Pay attention to where you're seeing growth. It's important. You have the magician that's coming in next. This is manifestation, of course, willpower, creativity, new beginnings, potential. you may be create, it's like co-creating with spirit, right? You're you and the Lord working together to create something. This could be opportunities that are coming in. It almost feels like a magical, a magical, what y'all said, chain of events, something coming in that. You're not expecting this to come in. You're you're it's something that's almost feels like it's going to blindside you. And this could be a conversation. I don't know what this is going to be. This could be a conversation. It could be just something, something's gonna catch you off guard. We have Virgo energy that's coming in next. This speaks to your sixth house energy. So this could be work. This could be like an opportunity that you're not expecting. That's Virgo energy, right? service, maybe the way that you I think I said this yesterday. The way that you're working is going to change. This is logical, overthinker, indecisive, responsible. Virgo energy is about the way you work. And you don't have to be perfect, just get started. Okay. So there may be something that the Lord has given you. Maybe you got an idea or something that you wanted to, the Lord said, Hey, start this, do this, work on this. And you're like, No, I got the it got to be perfect before I started. And the Lord's like, nah, I don't need it to be perfect. I just need you to get started. So there may be something that you're Listen at the sirens message. it almost like so there may be some urgency in something. So pay attention. The Lord may be telling you to start something and maybe you ain't got started. It's like procrastination. And this also that thank y'all, like Mercury retrograde is starting. Happy Scorpio Day. Ain't this Scorpio season? I think Scorpio season, happy birthday to all my Scorpios. so for some of y'all, this this retrograde season may be a time where you're going to sit down and really kind of revamp something. and get prepared to launch in some way. This is the I just saw flashes behind my eyes. something creative that there may be like the Lord may be getting ready to launch you or you're getting ready to launch a project or some type of work or business. Coming up, but I feel I don't feel like it's going to be. Maybe it's going to be eight long. Maybe that's why April's important. So maybe you're gonna, it's gonna be six months from now. It may be around April or something that so you may just be working on something, but then preparing it to launch April. Okay. We have 3130. Ooh, a mess. Look at the snakes. Charm is deceptive and beauty does not last, but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised. this is speaking to reverence for God. outsines outward beauty honor virtue spiritual beauty at and didn't i say something about joseph child i got joseph on this card anyway the number 30 the the number 3130 may be important march 13th as well and i said some about joseph so some of y'all might need to go read about joseph so this could be some vision or some dream that the lord has given you and he's going to give you a particular time to launch it okay mindful of snakes Mm. So the Lord may be revealing those as well. They like this could be people that are surrounding you, manning some folks, baby. They can't they can't do nothing with you. They can't. They gon' try. It's like for some of y'all, Lord Man, the snakes come out for real. It's you ever had like a experience where mm, you ever had an experience where like somebody I don't even know. I just be mindful of snakes. Okay. That's all I can say. Just be mindful. Because it's it remember the enemy gonna stop you from trying to accomplish whatever this next thing is that you're stepping into. So, but the Lord's are also going to reveal the snakes that may be around you. So just be prepared for that. Now, on the flip side of that, because we're not gonna give the enemy power, some of you this may also in be like transformation as well. some of you are beautiful, not but maybe you're like some of y'all are. Which some of you are are are physically beautiful, but you may also be your spirit is beautiful. You ever just met somebody and they just got an ugly spirit? Mm-hmm That just it disturbs my spirituals. For some of y'all, the truth is the truth.com. Some people just got an ugly spirit. And for some of y'all, you're gonna be picking up on somebody's spirit. They may, it's almost like somebody could have outward beauty, but they ugly, they spirit ugly. And I it respectfully, but it is what it is. And they know who they are. So for some of you, you you gonna it's like the Lord, that may be something a gift that is awakening for you where you're gonna be like, you you gonna have a kind and you may not even have to talk to the people. You're gonna be like, they ain't my people. Okay, so you you and some people gonna look at you. What you mean? It's like some people because they so they they're so used to hiding behind their masks. That their mask have bec has become their real identity, but the mask ugly. mask. Let's clarity this suddenly. What's coming up suddenly, Lord? Self love is the best love. and then we have afterlife that's coming up with this as well. Blessings of a long life, death, and rebirth. That's where I was going with the shedding with the snakes, the shedding of the skin, transformation. And there's not a snake on here. reincarnation. But for we've been we talked about this earlier. I think we had a rebirth card. Maybe it wasn't this week, I'm not sure. But for many of you, this is a transition out of the wilderness that is happening. Okay. and this may, this may be like where something shifts. You may it it almost is like a go to sleep one night, wake up, and you're in a new season. It's something like that where you're gonna be like. You're gonna go to bed. I don't know. It feels like you're gonna go to bed. When you wake up, you're gonna be like, today is a new day. And I'm in a new place and new energy. And it's gonna be like a catalyst for you in some way. I don't know. They're saying it like a wake up. Respect, refill your cup, emotional well-being for some of y'all. It's because you're going to take, and I think I talked about this this week. So it's important if they're bringing it back up. There's going to be important in rest. Because in that rest, it's almost like it's going to recharge you. So if you are normally just all the time on the go, busy, the Lord may be saying, Hey, slow down. And again, this is speaking to instructions. Your instruction may be rest. And that's one of the hardest things that we do or we have to teach ourselves to do because we're so accustomed to being on go. But for many of us, the season, the season that we're in is going to require more stillness. And in that stillness, you're going to receive more wisdom, ideas, epiphanies. for some of you, it's going to reset your energy as well. And that's, and we're gonna, I think, I think it's coming up a little further in my notes, but it's like part you don't some of you, you're praying for the rest, right? Have imagine praying like, Lord, I'm tired. And he's reiterating this. I'm sure I said this this week. I'm tired, Lord. I'm tired. I've been battling. I've been fighting. I've been climbing this mountain. So the Lord is going to give you an opportunity to coast. It does not mean that you're not going to be doing work. Okay. Let me be clear. But the way that you, it's almost like the Lord is trying to get you to understand that you don't have to prove your worth to Him by your productivity. And many of us have been taught. Is this well, it's not specific to women, but this is his song. They just said it's like for this is gonna be specific to s to many of my women. You're praying for a softer life. The Lord is trying to give you that. And so it's not that you're not going to accomplish, but wearing yourself in the ground is not proving because maybe that's part of what your surviv your survival tactics were. I gotta do more, I gotta show up, I gotta be and that may But it's like that really isn't benefiting you in this season. I hope that makes sense to somebody. So it's it may sound foreign to you. Thank y'all. that the instruction is rest. And remember, we just got done talking about the instructions, because you may have a season where you got to get it. Okay, because I I'm this is a true story. You maybe have to work the overtime or you have something to do, but it's like, okay, so you're you're gonna you're not gonna understand when the Lord says, Okay, don't do anything. Man, speak to the rock, my God. Speak to the rock. It's it's the difference in the way the Lord is going to give you the instructions because there may have been a time where He said, Okay, put your hand to the plow, but there may be another time where He's gonna say, No, I don't want you to do anything but speak it into existence. No, because this is what you're praying for. You're praying for that time because you've been working. Maybe you've been out there busting your busting the hustle, and it's like the instructions are changing so. Be mindful. So maybe the Lord is going to be telling you sit, speak, journal, receive, don't do anything. I got it. And you're not going to, you're going to be like, no, that's too easy. It almost feels like it's that type of energy because the instruction is going to be so easy. And again, what did Moses do? He struck the rock because that was the previous instruction. That ain't the same instruction. Okay, this time the Lord's not saying, No, I've shown you 5100 miracles. Now I want you to just speak to the rock because He's also helping you to us understand, step into your authority. Thank y'all. The Lord showed me that on the Isaiah 9 and 7 card this morning. It's like I'm giving you authority, and I need you to learn how to use your authority without exerting it, like having to what's what y'all just say? It's like you don't have to exert your authority. You're simply going to walk in it. I hope that makes sense. It's like the instructions are changing. So for some of you, the Lord's like, no, you're more powerful when you relax because it when you're more powerful when you're calm versus getting all rah-rah, and you don't have to do all of that. And for some of you, it's almost like that's going to be the hardest part, is because maybe you're so used to having to do instead of be. Good morning, y'all. Good morning. What else, Lord? I was gonna get one more card, but since it came out, Deuteronomy 10:12, and now Israel, what does the Lord require of you? He requires only that you fear the Lord your God and live in a way that pleases him and love him and serve him with all your heart and soul. And then this other card says, I don't know what it says. Hold on, I'm gonna put my glasses on. My mind is clear and calm, and I am in control of my emotions. Told you, okay. Calm down. Okay. So the instructions may be changing. the assignment may be changing, but the promise still stands. Drop that in the chat. The promise still stands. Okay. Let's see what the creativity of is about with the magician, new beginnings. Man, it's almost like some of y'all the Lord's getting ready to blow your mind that way. It's like, man, we be so used to doing, so used to taking action, so used to, it has to be fast paced and movement, movement. And the way the Lord's giving, he's like, nah, I don't need all of that. And again, this ain't everybody. And I need you to this why you got to take everything back to the Lord, okay? Because you got to know your season. Everybody ain't in a rest season. Some of some of you may not that this may not be your season, but for who resonates with this, you're gonna know because the Lord has been intentionally trying to slow you down. Message I love the Lord, the number 426. Okay, this is Isaiah 42 6. I'm trying to tell you now the number 426. As y'all, if you've been over here, you already know the number 426 means God. Okay. I the Lord have called you in righteousness. I will take hold of your hand. I will keep you and make you to be a covenant for the people and a light for the Gentiles. Let God do God's work. Okay. You don't have to try to take the Lord's work out of his hands. again, there's going to be confirmations, and for who, if you if this your message, you're gonna know because the Lord is gonna be like, Yeah, I just told you that. Okay, so you're gonna know that that's your message. This may be Where again, if you just you've been doing too much, it's like the Lord is saying, Hey, I'm giving you new instructions. Let me put this at the top where the Lord goes. I'm giving you new instructions. This may be part of the rest, maybe so that you can be creative again or that you can, cause maybe you have been so busy that you hadn't been able to tap into your creativity. that's a lot of cards. That you hadn't been able to tap into your creativity, or you hadn't like you've been focused on, getting something done, building. And the Lord is just like the instructions are changing. Okay. Message. hey, y'all. We have 91 and 11 that's coming in. This, of course, is Psalm 91 and 11. Heavenly Guardians, Angels, Spirit Guides, Protection from Heart. Hey, Papa. Chama, Papa. Well, now you ain't you hadn't been him. For he will command his angels concerning you to keep to he command his and he'll give his angels charge over you to keep you in all your ways. And then the other card that came out with this is reaching the moment had the moment you act has arrived. reach your desired destination, carrying out the plan. Okay. For many of you, this is also this is letting you know, child, angels everywhere. Y'all know my mama, spirit nam, them the angels, spirit new. your spirit guides and so for some of you there's also going to be a reminder that you've got help okay you've got help so some of y'all this come this could come in the in the in like coins which are like when my mom and them show up they give me quarters because i'd be like one one day this was man some of y'all this so this may be important for some of y'all one day I was In I was in California. I was in LA and I was sitting by the beach one day and I ended up going to the where was I at? I can't even think. I was, I think I was in like I don't even remember, I can't remember the name of this beach. But anyway, I was I would go and sit there all day. And so one day I was going, I was laughing about it with mom and them, and I was like, I said, if y'all gonna come, if y'all gonna show up. And give me some money, come coins, right? Cause a lot of times your spirit guides, your your angels will give you coins. And so I laughed about it because I was watching something and I was like, look, if y'all gonna show up, y'all gonna give me quarters, give me the big money, show me the money. I was like, Y'all, y'all need to give me the big money. And so sure enough, y'all, I walked down to the beach to go use the restroom and there was a man there and he was counting. Tons of quarters, y'all. It was the craziest thing. And so for some of y'all, there may be coins showing up in some way from your spirit names, right? This is my grandma and my papa, of course. from your spirit team, they may they may have a very specific thing that they're going to give you that is your indicator that you got help. They were telling me this this morning because I was laying in the bed and I was paying some bills, y'all, and I literally was just like, man, and and sometimes your spirit team has to remind you that they got your back. And and it's easy for us to forget because we start looking at what we're capable of, but remember that the Lord gave you assistance. He gave you help. And so some of you, your spirit names gonna fight like spirit names gonna show up and remind you, no, you you gonna be all right. So so I don't know who needed that reminder. This may be grandparents in the spirituals, this may be a mama, what whoever. Is working with you in this season, who you you will know who your main people are in spirit, right? the people that God has put on assignment to protect you, to guide you, and to lead you, to help you, especially because your assignment is so large, and there's something that that God has put in you or in or on you, on your shoulders. Come on, 2222, that the Lord has put on your shoulders. And so you have to your spirit team is gonna show up and they're gonna be like, hey. You are right. Okay. You got help. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. you got to continue to follow the plan and just know that the help is going to show up, for he will give his angels charge over you to keep you in all your ways. They will lift you up in their hands lest you dash your foot against the stone. So for some of y'all, you're gonna get confirmations that your angels are all around you. However, they're gonna show up for you, okay? Because you got to keep moving forward. Here we go. We have the cabin that's coming in next. This talks about going within, remote, separated, divide, disconnected, sequestered. Okay. So this is speaking to work, right? for some of y'all, we're maybe, I don't know, child, maybe remote work is a something that you're going to step into. But this is also where sometimes the Lord will send you right before He gets ready to send you on the next assignment, He will send you into a season of isolation. He will call you back in, and this is where you may actually spend. It's almost it's like being isolated, right? That's not the word. What's the word? Consecrated. It's like the Lord may be calling you back in. You may need to basically get reacquainted. For some of you, this is why your work is going to be changing because you it's like you need more access to him for the access that he's getting ready to give you. I don't hope that makes sense. so if the if you have been feeling you may be feeling called to go in hermit mode a little bit, Virgo energy, to hermit a little bit because it's like you have to get clarity in in regards to what the next thing is. What else, Lord? So if you're feeling that, it's you might have to hermit a little bit because again, instructions are coming and that's going to happen for you. man, let's talk about identity. This is wild. Let me just show y'all why this is, and I don't we'll get that one in a second. So the Ten of Pentacles just came out, and I don't know what that other card is yet. But let me shit. I don't even know if Mimi, hey Mimi girl, I don't even know if she went the last time she was on the live, but this is the same woman in two different pictures. Can we talk about an identity shift? and for those of you who don't know, in my men in my tarot decks, I use real people in the decks, and so Mimi is one of the people who sent this is One one version of the deck and then another version of the deck. So for some of y'all, man, the Lord said identity. He wrote, didn't I write that? I did. I wrote that in my notes this morning. Identity, right? The Lord told me that. So for some of you, it's there's going to be there may be an identity shift in some way. Queen of Pentacles was the card I want to say that we ended up, I I don't even know when I pulled this. And then the Ten of Pentacles look message to go to sirens again. And then the Ten of Pentacles is out here as as well. Some of you may be going through a some type of transformation as well. It's almost thank y'all. It's like you're going in, it's imagine going into like isolation, right? But then when you come out, you're a completely different person, or maybe you're going to change in some way. You may change your physical appearance in some way. It's something like you're going to miss some of y'all might you may do a big chop or something. I don't know. But it feels like you're going to make some as you're shifting into your new identity. It's you may be feeling called to like just do something drastic with yourself. This could also be in regards to money. Let's see what this is. We trust the key. Okay, the come on keys to the house of David. the key, firm belief to place complete confidence in. conviction to have faith in self, someone or something. So for some of y'all, it's like if the Lord tells you to shit, thank y'all, if the Lord tells you to change your job or shift the way that you're working, it's because of the resources. It's like an increase in resources, or it may feel you, it may make you a little uncomfortable to make this shift in work or to make this change. But it's actually setting you up. I wrote that. This morning, I didn't even say it. Generational karma. I didn't, I don't know how I skipped over this. Generational karma, generational inheritance, wealth transfer. The Lord said that to me this morning. So for some of you, it's it's like the Lord is going to give you an idea in this isolation season, and all of this is clarity, this Virgo card, y'all. I just feel like for somebody, and we read Deuteronomy 8 18 the other day. This is what you're going to receive in your isolation season. You're going to receive the next thing that you're supposed to be working on. Okay. So be prepared for that. the wisdom message, the wisdom to create wealth. Okay. The wisdom to create wealth. Firm belief, and we talked about that. For some of y'all, there may be a specific kind of key. Maybe you're gonna get the key, you're gonna figure out where you want to live or what you want to do. This is a lot, this is surrounding money. Over here, and this is also trusting that the Lord will supply all of your needs as well. So just know that God provides, okay. He provides. And so for some of you, there may be a key. This could this key could be an actual physical key. You may find, thank y'all. You may find a key that may be your sign. Okay. You may find a key somewhere. that could be how your spirit names, because this is directly across from the angels. my grandmama, papa. So it's like that may be the way you're gonna randomly find a key somewhere. You're not gonna even know what it opens. but that may be how your angels are going to communicate with you is by being and save this message, come back to it, write it down in your journal. If you it's like I heard this somewhere, and this is it's like they're going to give you a key and it's going to be a sign for you for whatever you're praying for. I don't know what the sign is for. Okay. I don't know what you it's not for me to know your prayers. But that may be something very that's very specific. I don't think they've ever said that, where it's like that'll be something specific for you, for what you are praying for, or the intentions that you're setting. I just said, they talked about the quarters. so that may be and and again, or maybe it's just gonna be something so specific that you say, if I see this, if this shows up, then This is this is how I'm going to know. you may have that may be that's gonna be your sign. We had the signs card the other day. Okay, here we go. This is 3130. charm is deceptive and beauty does not last, but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised. Some of y'all might be receiving some praise and recognition in some way. Here we go. We have y'all, I can't read this without my glasses for show. Another tower that's coming up. This says, this is Revelation 21, 3 and 4. And I heard a loud voice from the throne. Man, did I write the throne? I didn't. I wrote royalty. Look, God's dwelling place is now among the people. y'all, this is so, I can't even read this. And he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away. So for some of y'all, and this even looks like a tower as well. So for some of y'all, once again, expect the unexpected. This is again speed, this could also be speaking to transformation in some way. You may be unexpectedly transforming in some way. Okay, so let's see what else is coming out with the Lord. Or the Lord's just gonna show up or give you a confirmation. Now look, I know I'm not crazy. Maybe I am. Psalm 34 and 8. Taste and see that the Lord is good. Blessed is the one who takes refuge in him. This is fruit. Somebody is getting ready. It's like you're going to see the fruit. You're going to see the results. You're going to see it's like you're. There's going to be something undeniable that God is getting ready to do to let you know that you're it's it's like other people are getting ready to see the fruit. Some of y'all have been back here building in the background, right? You've been doing all the work, you've been doing your shadow work, doing your energy work, getting your chakras in alignment, whatever you do to get yourself together, praying, purging, releasing, repenting, whatever you do, right? And It almost feels like somebody is coming out of a hidden season as well. Maybe you, maybe the Lord has had you in like obscurity, but he's getting ready to show your fruit. And this doesn't, this is not necessarily like material. This feels like the Lord is gonna put your light on display, your goodness on display, the fruits of the spirit, thank y'all, which have nothing to do with with physical resources. It's like the way that you're showing up, maybe again, thank y'all, maybe you're very beautiful, but your spirit is beautiful. And this is like the Lord is going to put that on display. People may be attracted to it. And remember, it's like they're snakes. So there could this is gonna come with the good and the bad. But the Lord is going to put you on display in some way. So just be prepared for that. And you and we the the scripture that I was thinking of was that w the one we got the other day. It was just like, you will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Some of you, man. random and part of part of what mm part of what you it almost feel it wasn't a test, but it almost feels like You were not afraid. I'm tracking. So you're going to have an opportunity to give God glory in some way. And you, it's almost like you're going to give God glory for something that He did. But it's going to sound crazy to somebody else. Right? Like you're gonna, man, okay. They're going back to the girl who said that God told her to lose her apartment or whatever the case may be. You're going to do something and you do that for God. You did it because you're doing it because God said that you could. They're giving the example of Peter denying Jesus. Okay, let me say that so I can make it make sense. They're giving the example of Peter denying Jesus. Maybe before, maybe before you were afraid to say why you did something. Okay. Maybe before you were afraid to say that I did this for God because people were going to look at you a certain type of way, or but you're no longer denying God. And maybe before you did, you're not anymore. And so for some of you, it's something like, and again, it doesn't feel like a test. It just feels like you you could have denied because you didn't want people to look at you a certain type of way. you were embarrassed or ashamed or something like that, but the Lord is removing some sort of shame from you. so Yeah, I don't know that if it's a for some of you, that's it's like that's also it's removing some kind of blocks or barriers or something like that. and you're no longer afraid to give God glory in a way because you're not worried about what people are gonna say. I don't know. Okay, what else, Lord? you're not denying the Lord anymore. Dignity, standing told y'all, thank you, Lord, standing in your truth, okay. Standing in your truth, loving yourself first, not compromising, because is if people are gonna look at you how they look at you, they even if they don't believe, you have to stand on what God has told you to do. And it's actually gonna change the way that people are going to look at you because you're willing to actually speak your truth, speak and be authentic in what you're doing. and it's and for some of you, maybe you think that somebody's gonna look at you a certain type of way, and maybe they maybe previous people have. But the people who are meant to understand you will, and so they ain't gonna look at you crazy with whatever this is. anyway, you they're they're actually gonna be like, okay, you solid, you know, because you it it's a hard thing to stand up to somebody or to not really care what people think. Maybe you're moving past the point where you care what people think. We have The Beaver Moon that's coming in, letting go. Okay, thank y'all. Letting go, sustenance, survival, connecting with your ancestors, passages of time and traditions. so November may be a November full moon may be significant for you as well. So just pay attention to what's happening. This may be a time where you're actually releasing something as well. We know that's what full moons are for. They're also a time of manifestation for me. So November may be a significant shifting point for some of some of you as well. Some of y'all are gonna, it feels like you're gonna be around some dignified people. This is this is it's coming up with this Ten of Pentacles energy, y'all, where it's like some of you, you may have an opportunity to be around some dignified and fruitful people. Okay. Where, and this is work-related message. This is work-related. This is this is like. Some of you are gonna have an opportunity maybe to learn from some people, and be in in okay, like be in rooms where everybody's basically on the same page and they're not it's not competitive energy message. It's not competitive energy, it's not maybe that's what you were dealing with before, but whatever this is, it's like you've grown in confidence. And so the Lord is getting ready to put you in places and spaces. But it took for you to be willing to stand on who you are, maybe your gifts or your business or just being you have to you had to have a an increased level of confidence before the Lord could take you into these next places and spaces. But you're actually going to be surrounded with like minded people and people who are not going to be looking down on you because you know who you are. But it it took for you to stand on who you are in order for the Lord to elevate you and put you in these different places and spaces. and be be grateful for the places that the Lord didn't take you or the people he didn't surround you with as well. It's like a shift in your thank y'all, a shift in your confidence. It's what's getting you this next level access. Okay. Final words of guidance, and we out this thing. 'Cause yeah, if it it's like you know who you are and you you standing on that and that's actually gonna be beneficial for you. Values. We have Venus that's coming in. There's something significant happening with Venus in the astrology. Ven it may be retrograde. Venus coming to I think it's a called a kazimi. Maybe you're into astrology, that may be something important for you. beauty, harmony, self care. romance, money, values, you standing on what you believe in. And then we have 1451, Psalm 145, and 18. The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. This is near to ready, truth, and come up. So, for some of you, because you're standing on your values, because you're standing on your truth, you know what you want, you know who you are. you've maybe you've put up boundaries. Whatever this is, it feels like because you are confident in who you are, the Lord has not that he was ne ever not confident in you, but he has, he's able, because you are confident, he's like, okay, well, now I can level you up in some way. So for many of you, your truth is your truth.com. Okay, your truth is your truth.com. So I hope that makes sense. And child, I don't even know what that was about. Look. Another restriction, okay. Another restriction, child. The enemy is busy. the truth is the truth.com. Maybe you ask the Lord for something specific. And because you're you you are standing, standing your truth, okay. Standing your truth. is that it? That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. That's it. That's all y'all. Thank you so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm truly, truly grateful. Sandy said, send her an email and she'll send you an invoice, her email. Thank you so much, Sandy. Yes, none of my decks are available on my website at this time. I will I am gonna have my my decks available again for purchase, y'all, pretty soon. So that will be back up on my website for now. Like Sandy said, and y'all, I'm just I will get to emails. I will not get to emails till probably this weekend, but I will follow up with you if you if you sent me an email. at work when I'm not at work here. So I will return your emails and try to send you, or either you'll be able to just stay tuned for my website because they will be back available. My journals will be back available as well. That maybe thank y'all, that'll be November. I forgot about that. So right probably at the beginning of November, I will have my decks available again for purchase on my website. at my website right now is not operational. Again, I have been there are things that I've been removing. I'm not putting the I'm not putting the eyeshadows or the glosses back up yet, but the things like the five the the journals, the all of my decks, the t-shirts, the those things, those products that I have, I will be putting my website up. They'll be back up and available in November. Okay, so y'all stay tuned for that. I was okay. I think that's it. That's it. That's all. Thank y'all so much for likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. Thank you, Sandy, for answering that question. I appreciate you. yes, they will be back up next month. Okay, so be on the lookout for that. You can still get on the email list. you can go to my website. The link is in my bio for that. I will see y'all on y'all, true story, I don't know. I might come, I might be on here Sunday because my schedule, y'all know, my I'm going live on the days that I work. Okay, so this week I'm working Sunday. I know I'll be here, but then I don't think I'm back until Thursday, Friday of next week. So I may end up coming on Sunday. I know I hadn't done a Sunday live in forever, but I may end up just I'm trying to stay in the routine of matching things up with my work schedule. and I had no, I don't. I work Tuesday, I worked, no, my schedule changed. Just turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video because my schedule be changing. It's it's in disarray. So just turn your notifications on. Some of them may be I don't really like recording because I ain't got time to be doing all of that. And then still trying to spend the time to get the videos posted and all the things that I have to do on my days off. So I don't know, I don't know yet what days I will be live next week because I think my schedule changed. So just turn your notifications on. it's time to be great and amazed and great and amazing things. Y'all have a fantastic weekend. I will see y'all on the next one. It very well may be Sunday. Cause I think I have to get up on Sunday. I'm not sure. I don't know. I have to look at it. Okay. I will see y'all on the next one. Y'all go be great and amazing, do great and amazing things. Hydrate your soul. Drink your water. Say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing day and weekend in purpose on purpose. And remember, y'all, we got Mercury retrograde. I think it starts either today or tomorrow. So this may not be the time. Good morning, Pam. Good morning. This may not be the time to go starting anything new. This may be a time to start revisiting some things, revamping, getting yours, anything re-up re okay. Rest, receive, relax. Reevaluate, reconsider. Remember the instructions are changing. So retrogrades, most people be like, it's a time you don't, don't if you can't if you don't have to sign anything, don't okay. but I I feel like this retrograde is going to be different. I've started to look at retrogrades a little differently. Instead of looking at it as a like, everything's messing up. It's like I think the Lord gives us three or four times a year to sit down and say and and kind of reassess. where we are. And it's like a three week period where you can say, you can look and be like, okay, where am I at? What let me reevaluating some things. Am I still in alignment with this? Is this what I still want to be working on? And so I feel like the Lord gives us that time to sit down and say, okay, what what where am I trying to go next? Because again, the instructions are changing. So maybe what you were doing before ain't what you are gonna be doing in the next season. So use that time to sit down and see what it is that you want to be working on or where you're trying where where the Lord is taking you in this next season. It's important. I know I'm doing that myself. That's why one of the things that I know is that it's like okay Lord where where are we going next? What is the Lord instructing us to pay attention to? Where am I putting shifting my energy? What What do I need to give my attention to or not? Okay. some of y'all there's some access denied energy coming through as well. Let me say that. there's some access denied energy. I don't know, that was so random. And so this may be a time where the Lord's gonna pinpoint things and people like the people that can't go to the next level. Okay. So just pay attention to what the Lord is calling you to do in this season. And again, use this next few weeks to just reevaluate and and kind of say, okay. This okay, Lord. What what what's new? What's old? What do I let go of? What do I need to release? Full moon in Taurus coming up when on tomorrow, I think it is. So for some of y'all, this could be directly related to your finances. Okay, you got to check your Taurus house. Second house, if you adjust it for me, anyway. or your 12th house. I just heard second house energy, 12th house. I don't know. So for some of y'all, that may be important. Anyway, know your astrology birth charts. I'm not doing that today. But it's important to know where the Lord is shifting your focus. If again, if you have felt like the Lord is saying, why is this and thank y'all? Why is this important? For some of y'all, this is a big, this is money energy. Okay. Everybody wanna know how to be more financially free and stable and all those things. Well, maybe the Lord is calling you. Look at your what what are you what are you paying for? What are you, where's your money going? What are you paying for that you're not supposed to be paying for? the Lord may be calling you to set a stronger financial foundation. So you got to reassess your money situation, what's going out, what's coming in. If you if you know, Scorpio, it it is money energy, okay. A tort. All right. Don't say I didn't tell you. And you ain't got to listen, you ain't got to trust me. Your money and other people's money. Okay, so just pay attention. to where the Lord is asking you to reassess, okay. Pam, I will have to message you. I will send you an email and let you know. Send me an invoice. And I'll because what? Thank you, honey woody. But now don't play with me. Good. Uh-uh. Send me an invoice and I send it. Send me an invoice. You can email me an invoice, okay. Y'all gonna be great and maze and do great amazing things. I will see y'all on the next one. I love y'all in real life. It's time to get to the work. Okay. thank y'all so again so much. May the Lord bless you and keep you. May He bless the work of your hands and may you prosper in everything you do on this day. Okay. I will see y'all on the next one. I love y'all in real life. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all, child. Let me go get dressed. It's time to get to the work. I love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. child being fun. Girl, you were playing. Not as much support. As you done gave me girl by love you, honey oney.