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Its The Growth For Me ( Angie Martinez interview with Charlamagne) · The Breakfast Club

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Speaker 1: I might start cooking tonight actually, and then you know,
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Speaker 1: I'm excited to be with the family. Christmas is the
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Speaker 1: for Thanksgiving it's more of like immediate family, and my
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Speaker 1: immediate family is kind of small. It's really just me,
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Speaker 1: family is pretty large. My grandmom's mom had fifteen children,
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Speaker 1: my own in the mac and cheese's business. That's it.
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Speaker 1: I'm really excited for that. So that is where we're headed.
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Speaker 1: But in the meantime and between time, let's get on
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Speaker 1: into the latest. So one of the releases. I've been,
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Speaker 1: you know, watching a lot of interviews and just television
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Speaker 1: in general these last couple days because I've had the
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Speaker 1: time Charlemagne sat down with Angie Martinez and when he
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Speaker 1: had mentioned to me that he was doing Angie Martinez
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Speaker 1: Is in Real Life podcast, I was really excited just
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Speaker 1: because Angie Martinez on her show on the radio's Fire.
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Speaker 1: Y'all know, Angie Martinez, icon legend, gets to the things
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Speaker 1: that a lot of people can't get to, and she
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Speaker 1: does it in such a caring and like wholesome way.
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Speaker 1: I feel like talking to her feels like a hug,
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Speaker 1: and that is one of my biggest goals to be
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Speaker 1: able to make people feel that way. But I do
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Speaker 1: feel like watching her on her podcast is I mean,
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Speaker 1: it's like Angie Martinez two point oh, honestly four point zero.
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Speaker 1: I think Angie Martinez two point oh is like it
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Speaker 1: doesn't even do justice for the conversation she's able to
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Speaker 1: have with her in real life podcast. So her in
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Speaker 1: real life podcast was birth after she got into a
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Speaker 1: very serious car accident, you know, one where you know,
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Speaker 1: it was really bad for her. She was going through
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Speaker 1: her own things with you know, life and death and
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Speaker 1: you know, just recovering from how serious the accident was
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Speaker 1: at the time, and it made her start having really
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Speaker 1: serious conversations just about you know, like life and what
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Speaker 1: life has been and where it's going and you know,
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Speaker 1: where it could have stopped and things like that. And
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Speaker 1: she's taken that into her conversations with her talent on
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Speaker 1: the podcast. So I mean and I mean it's Injibytenes,
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Speaker 1: so she's had everybody but her and Charlamage sat down
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Speaker 1: for an interview and they talked about a lot of things.
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Speaker 1: They talked about, you know, just career, where he's gone,
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Speaker 1: and the podcast conversation itself is centered around, not center around,
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Speaker 1: but you know, this all comes in time and around
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Speaker 1: the time of you know, the two hundred million dollar
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Speaker 1: I Heart Media deal announcement that he did, and just
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Speaker 1: you know some pres that he's doing. Just talking about
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Speaker 1: where he's been, where he's going, and where he is
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Speaker 1: right now. So this was a great conversation. Wanted to
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Speaker 1: dive into it. So one of the things that Charlemagne
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Speaker 1: and Angie Martinez talked about that I was like, man,
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Speaker 1: this is such a good conversation to hear both of
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Speaker 1: them discussed because both of them come from such a
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Speaker 1: different time in media, such a different time in radio,
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Speaker 1: a different time in interview, a different time in celebrity.
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Speaker 1: And it's like, it's crazy because everyone that they talked
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Speaker 1: about during this interview, both of them have experienced these
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Speaker 1: people personally, but in very different ways. So they start
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Speaker 1: the conversation, I start, but I mean, I guess this
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Speaker 1: is more towards the beginning of the conversation. I mean
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Speaker 1: they've talked about they talk about, you know, Charlemagne and
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Speaker 1: like his marriage and being a good husband and just
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Speaker 1: all those things. In one of the things that I
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Speaker 1: thought was interesting, Charlemagne had mentioned that he went to
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Speaker 1: Aguila for his fortieth birthday, which was crazy to me
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Speaker 1: because I remember being at TMZ and Van talking about
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Speaker 1: going to Anguila to celebrate Charlamagn's birthday. But I didn't
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Speaker 1: know Charlamagne at a time, but he talked about being
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Speaker 1: in a Guila for his fortieth birthday, and he talked about,
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Speaker 1: you know, at that time, he had begun to make
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Speaker 1: that like switch of like I want my life to
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Speaker 1: be this certain way, so everything I do has to
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Speaker 1: align with that. Everything I discussed the people I bring
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Speaker 1: it to my life, the decisions I'm making, And it's weird,
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Speaker 1: there's like this this this thing that I always have
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Speaker 1: a really hard time with putting into words to other people,
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Speaker 1: but it's like something that you feel. So he talked
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Speaker 1: about his wife had made this like college video of
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Speaker 1: all of his friends talking just about him and you know,
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Speaker 1: celebrating him for his birthday, and he said he bawled
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Speaker 1: crime after she played the video. And when I heard this,
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Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, talk about alignment and talk about
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Speaker 1: being because I'm always worried, Like, okay, am I as
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Speaker 1: in tune with my faith and my journey and is
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Speaker 1: my like passageway to hear God as clear as it
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Speaker 1: should be because there's a lot going on. There's a
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Speaker 1: lot of noise in what I do. And when I
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Speaker 1: heard this, I'm like, oh, no, girl, you were right
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Speaker 1: on track when he talked about you know, seeing it
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Speaker 1: clearly and hearing it clearly, Like Okay, if this is
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Speaker 1: the life you say you want to live, here's what
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Speaker 1: you should be doing. And there's like this refresh of
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Speaker 1: like new life and new energy and like basically you're
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Speaker 1: on track. I've felt that so many times in so
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Speaker 1: many different ways, but it's like such a hard thing
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Speaker 1: to describe to people. So when I heard that, and
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Speaker 1: then you know, you hear Angie Martinez as well, like
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Speaker 1: just talking about you know, some of her life experience too,
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Speaker 1: and just you know, like I think for people who
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Speaker 1: have reached a certain level of success, there's always those
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Speaker 1: like epiphany more moments. But I think for people who
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Speaker 1: reach a certain level of success, and it's not just
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Speaker 1: like outwards success. So it's not just about like the
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Speaker 1: money that you're making, the job that you receive, but
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Speaker 1: how successful, how successful have you been with actually changing
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Speaker 1: the person that you show up as in the midst
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Speaker 1: of it, right, And I think Angie Martinez has grown
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Speaker 1: in front of our eyes, Charlomagne has grown in front
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Speaker 1: of so many people from their generation and their time
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Speaker 1: have grown in front of our eyes. And you know,
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Speaker 1: as I'm doing things and figuring things out, like I
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Speaker 1: want to grow as well. So hearing just that conversation
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Speaker 1: and journal, I was like, Okay, this is the confirmation that, like, girl,
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Speaker 1: you're not crazy, Like you know, the things that you're hearing,
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Speaker 1: the things that you're feeling, are very in line and
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Speaker 1: intune what your purpose and what God has happening for
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Speaker 1: you and where he sees you and how he sees
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Speaker 1: you and not even sees you, but how He's designed
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Speaker 1: you to be and to walk on this earth like
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Speaker 1: your in alignment. Just stay step fast and keep listening,
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Speaker 1: like sometimes you push back, keep listen and then the
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Speaker 1: conversation came up about Wendy Williams because Angie Martinez was
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Speaker 1: talking to him about, you know, just things and times
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Speaker 1: in his past that he'd regretted. Right, let's take a listen.
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Speaker 2: I used to work with Wendy. Wendy was the one.
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Speaker 2: Because I got with Wendy, I was really compromising myself
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Speaker 2: for a position, like I was really the pit bull,
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Speaker 2: like purposely that was my job. And she would be
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Speaker 2: like get get, get them. I want you to get
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Speaker 2: that person. You know, she wasn't enough, she wasn't doing
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Speaker 2: enough well. She was trying to make the transition. She
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Speaker 2: was trying to make a transition to television. Oh, she
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Speaker 2: was trying to do good good, absolutely, And it was
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Speaker 2: just it would be sometimes where like my conscience would
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Speaker 2: be like why, like and one I always remember is
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Speaker 2: Kelly Rowling, Like she was like get up, and I'm
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Speaker 2: like Kelly Rolling, like why, Like what did Kelly Rolling do?
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Speaker 2: What did you do? I think I came up with
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Speaker 2: this angle, like we we both know how it feels
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Speaker 2: to be sidekicks. So Homo Sorde kicked it, and then
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Speaker 2: she decided to kick the Beyonce. It's great, stupid disrespectful
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Speaker 2: shit for no reason. And I remember when Kelly wanted
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Speaker 2: to do breakfast club, La La hit me like, you know, yo,
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Speaker 2: Kelly wants to do breakfast club. But she was like
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Speaker 2: when she met you with Wendy, it was bullshit basically,
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Speaker 2: So immediately I apologized to her when before she even
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Speaker 2: walked to the studio and when we got on air,
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Speaker 2: And I wrote about that story in my book because
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Speaker 2: I always tell people, don't compromise yourself for a position,
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Speaker 2: Like what the hell was I attacking Kelly rolling for?
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Speaker 2: Like just because I was like, the.
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Speaker 3: Nicest, She's just like the purest little soul.
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Speaker 2: And I still don't even know what the issue was
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Speaker 2: was she was she gracious to your apology? Oh yeah, absolutely,
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Speaker 2: That's what I love Kelly. Me and Kelly like he's
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Speaker 2: super locked it.
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Speaker 4: So.
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Speaker 1: Charlottage worked with Wendy Williams on her radio show The
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Speaker 1: Wendy Williams Experience from about two thousand and six two
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Speaker 1: thousand and eight with BLS WBLS NOW very different times
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Speaker 1: and you know his life, and he talked a bit
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Speaker 1: about to you know, just understanding people differently in different
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Speaker 1: eras of that life, in different eras of their life.
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Speaker 1: So in that era he was working with Windy Williams,
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Speaker 1: He's living with her and Kevin Hunter Senior, who was
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Speaker 1: Wendy Williams husband at the time, who she you know,
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Speaker 1: went on to divorce. That's also who Wendy Williams had
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Speaker 1: her son with Kevin Hunter Junior. But you know, I
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Speaker 1: think at that point he you know, he had been fired.
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Speaker 1: He was, you know, doing what he could do to
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Speaker 1: figure things out, and no excuse at all, because I
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Speaker 1: think the whole like compromising yourself for a position thing
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Speaker 1: that's always like, that's always something that when you are
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Speaker 1: a person really trying to grow and figure things out,
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Speaker 1: you think about. I know, I think about that all
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Speaker 1: the time, like, you know, when I'm saying yes to
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Speaker 1: things or saying no to things, or you know, when
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Speaker 1: I'm choosing not to be involved with certain people or whatever.
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Speaker 1: Like a lot of times, I always and I consider
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Speaker 1: it a different way because I feel like I've always
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Speaker 1: been a person that like I'm not really like there's
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Speaker 1: not much I'm gonna compromise at all, Like I really
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Speaker 1: don't know how to be that way. I can be
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Speaker 1: very cordial, I can be silent, but I can't like it.
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Speaker 1: I can only live in like this like created environment
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Speaker 1: or space or whatever, so that things just flow the
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Speaker 1: way that they're supposed to. But so long, eventually the
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Speaker 1: nurturing I care about you, I'm want everybody to win.
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Speaker 1: Whatever in me is like, Okay, I can't do this anymore,
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Speaker 1: And I think for me, I've always thought about it
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Speaker 1: like that, Like sometimes I feel like that comes back
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Speaker 1: to bite me in the butt, like caring about people
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Speaker 1: in a way that sometimes they don't care about me,
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Speaker 1: or just being very considerate of people in a way
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Speaker 1: that they're not considered of me. I feel like it's
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Speaker 1: the opposite of me, Like I've never been a person
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Speaker 1: who's just like nasty and like could like like I'm
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Speaker 1: not coming for you unless you send for me. And
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Speaker 1: every now and then I could be a little shady,
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Speaker 1: like I got my moments, but if I say something
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Speaker 1: and I feel a way, I stand on at least
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Speaker 1: in that moment. But even in those times, I've always
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Speaker 1: thought about like, Okay, your thought process and your opinion
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Speaker 1: of people change, Like me as a person, I've changed
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Speaker 1: today so much as I was last week, so much
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Speaker 1: as I was last month. So when I'm publicly given
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Speaker 1: opinions about people or reporting on people, Like I never
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Speaker 1: wanted to come off as if I'm trying to just
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Speaker 1: be nasty to a person or like anything like that,
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Speaker 1: because it's like I may feel a way in a
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Speaker 1: moment or feel a way based on certain things that's
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Speaker 1: in a you know, the media or the cycle, but
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Speaker 1: like you get to really know these people, or even
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Speaker 1: if not, even if you never really get to know
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Speaker 1: these people, you just move on with life. You experience things,
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Speaker 1: you may get put in the same positions, and literally
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Speaker 1: your thought process changes. So even if before that it
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Speaker 1: wasn't true, it's very true, and it's very different now,
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Speaker 1: where like I'm definitely one of them people where I'm like,
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Speaker 1: I tried my hardest to be fair. I try my
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Speaker 1: hardest to be fair. The people don't be thinking it's
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Speaker 1: a thing. There's so many people who think I'm just
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Speaker 1: like messy, and I'm like, that's not I tried so
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Speaker 1: hard to be fair because I think about how much
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Speaker 1: things I've messed up, how many crazy things I've done,
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Speaker 1: said or whatever, And I'm like, if someone was reporting
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Speaker 1: on me, the minimum I will want is for them
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Speaker 1: to be fair and for them to hear me out,
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Speaker 1: so heard them right, But I think it was in
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Speaker 1: hearing that and looking back on because you guys know
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Speaker 1: Whndy Williams came on to the Breakfast Club and like,
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Speaker 1: you know the first interview that Wendy Williams did where
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Speaker 1: she was breaking down crying just about her situation and
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Speaker 1: her guardianship. When we could take a listen to a
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Speaker 1: little bit of that, that interview, Sky pocketed everything for
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Speaker 1: Wendy in her fight against her conservatorship. You know, I
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Speaker 1: think I remember after we recorded the interview and he
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Speaker 1: asked me, like you think this is gonna be everywhere?
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Speaker 1: I was like, are you crazy? Like this is literally
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Speaker 1: going to stop the world tomorrow, because we taped it
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Speaker 1: one day, it was going to air the next morning,
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Speaker 1: and it did just that. But I also remember having
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Speaker 1: a conversation with Charlemagne when he had first said to me,
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Speaker 1: way before we did any interview. Charlamagne had said, you know,
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Speaker 1: Wendy Williams and I have been talking. She'd been reaching
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Speaker 1: out whatever, Like he said it so casually, and I
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Speaker 1: was like, wait, you and Wendy have been having conversation
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Speaker 1: and he was like, yeah, you know, she been calling me,
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Speaker 1: this is what's going on, blah blah blah blah, And
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Speaker 1: I'm like, why do you say anything, like do you
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Speaker 1: know that the world would literally like be on pins
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Speaker 1: and needles to know what you guys relationship was like today,
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Speaker 1: because even when Windy Williams did her documentary or when
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Speaker 1: whoever did it, because I know she's fighting that documentary
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Speaker 1: in court right with A and E in lifetime. Even
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Speaker 1: when that documentary happened, there was a lot of people
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Speaker 1: who were like trying to figure out if there was
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Speaker 1: any involvement from Charlemagne and why that part of her
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Speaker 1: life wasn't depicted more with him more active, and because
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Speaker 1: he's such a big name down and people wanted to
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Speaker 1: hear from him and just see his like take on
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Speaker 1: the story, which didn't happen. So I remember saying to him, like, yo,
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Speaker 1: people would love to hear that, but he was very
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Speaker 1: set on like, nah, that's not for the people like
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Speaker 1: she checking in. You know, I'm in a good place mentally.
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Speaker 1: I'm just making sure she's straight. And at that point
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Speaker 1: he wasn't even doing much for her. It was just
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Speaker 1: like literally answering the phone. And then there was one
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Speaker 1: day he mentioned something about having a conversation with her.
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Speaker 1: So this was I wasn't on air at this point.
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Speaker 1: I was just producing the show, so I was behind
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Speaker 1: the scenes and Jess was on air. And in casual
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Speaker 1: conversation that day while we were from in the show,
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Speaker 1: Charlemagne had mentioned to me that it had spoken to
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Speaker 1: Wendy Williams, and I was asking him because there were
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Speaker 1: reports about, you know, just her health and all these things,
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Speaker 1: and I'm like, you know, do you think she is
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Speaker 1: well enough to be able to get on radio or
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Speaker 1: do anything in that space, podcast, whatever the case may be.
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Speaker 1: He was like, yeah, I think she's you know, ready,
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Speaker 1: And I said, can we talk about that on air? Well,
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Speaker 1: if I produce this segment and throw the oop, you
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Speaker 1: know where Jess is giving you a platform to be
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Speaker 1: able to say that, not a platform, but like a
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Speaker 1: segue to be able to say that, will you mention
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Speaker 1: that on air? Like are you comfortable with that? And
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Speaker 1: I was always very sensitive to it because, you know,
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Speaker 1: I understand the dynamic, especially coming from like a TMZ,
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Speaker 1: where there's a trauma in in this, like there's a there.
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Speaker 1: People don't understand that there can be a trauma in
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Speaker 1: working in the industry because this industry is so glamorized.
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Speaker 1: But I got it. I understood it. So when he
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Speaker 1: would have certain hesitations, I would get it. But I
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Speaker 1: remember asking him, like, you know, you're okay we're talking
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Speaker 1: about that, and he was like, yeah, I mean I
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Speaker 1: guess like people don't care about that. I'm like, yeah,
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Speaker 1: let's list.
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Speaker 2: I spoke to Windy over the holidays. He did, Yeah,
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Speaker 2: what happened? She was seemed perfectly fine to me, Like
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Speaker 2: he's like, she could do radio tomorrow. She wanted to
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Speaker 2: hein Nothing In facitated about Wendy Williams.
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Speaker 3: How was her energy?
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Speaker 2: How was she sounded like Wendy Williams trying to tell
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Speaker 2: you like there was there was? She didn't miss skip
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Speaker 2: a beat. She actually said to me when she called me,
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Speaker 2: she was like, why are you answering the phone? Like
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Speaker 2: we just we just spoke yesterday, We just talked last week.
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Speaker 1: She wanted me to be more excited.
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Speaker 2: Nothing inpacitated about windows.
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Speaker 1: So that clip picked up everywhere. I mean, People Magazine,
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Speaker 1: page six, Shade Room, Hollywood, un Lock, like black white, indifferent,
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Speaker 1: whatever media out you could think about naturally picked up
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Speaker 1: that clip, right, And it's because of the dynamic in
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Speaker 1: how I of a voice Charlemagne has become, but how
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Speaker 1: iconic of a voice Wendy Williams has been for so
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Speaker 1: many years. So to hear him talk about this, I'm like, Okay,
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Speaker 1: here's where a lot of the trauma is coming from.
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Speaker 1: And you know, people ask me all the time. We
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Speaker 1: haven't really leaned into the Wendy Williams stuff a lot
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Speaker 1: at all. I know, I talk about it here on
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Speaker 1: the podcast sometimes and I bring you guys updates, and
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Speaker 1: I'm very honest when I bring you guys updates and
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Speaker 1: letting you know, like, Okay, I'll reach out to the
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Speaker 1: attorneys that I could reach out to. Haven't heard anything
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Speaker 1: back my correspondence with Wendy Williams team and even her.
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Speaker 1: I haven't talked to Wendy Williams in months, like a
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Speaker 1: long time, but just her attorneys in general. What has
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Speaker 1: been you know, scarce to none because things are just
18:49
Speaker 1: different behind the scenes now. And he got into that
18:53
Speaker 1: a bit. Let's take a listen.
18:55
Speaker 3: How do you feel about forgiveness for that type of stuff?
18:58
Speaker 3: Like you said, you cut people are fast, right, but
19:01
Speaker 3: like even in that moment, even in the moment with
19:03
Speaker 3: Wendy and her saying get and you haven't apologized to
19:06
Speaker 3: Kelly and just learning from that, and she forgived you
19:10
Speaker 3: right clearly. I don't know, do you forgive yourself or
19:14
Speaker 3: do you forgive other people or do you just kind
19:17
Speaker 3: of cut people out like I would even imagine with
19:20
Speaker 3: Wendy there had to be some type of I don't
19:23
Speaker 3: know it is.
19:23
Speaker 2: But you know, the thing with is like like earlier
19:26
Speaker 2: this year, you know, we were helping her right because
19:29
Speaker 2: she was in a bad situation. But then you know,
19:31
Speaker 2: you see some things that remind you of that old
19:35
Speaker 2: energy and you're like, I don't really want that in
19:39
Speaker 2: my life. No, lover, wish you the best, you know,
19:44
Speaker 2: glad we was able to connect her with certain people.
19:46
Speaker 2: Then when you see even how she might have treated
19:49
Speaker 2: to certain people you connected it with, you know, so
19:52
Speaker 2: it's just like let me you know, I wish you
19:54
Speaker 2: the best. No want the best for her, But that
19:58
Speaker 2: was a season in my life. And I aways say,
20:00
Speaker 2: people come into your life for you know, reasons, seasons,
20:03
Speaker 2: and you know sometimes lifetimes those lifetime was are very rare,
20:06
Speaker 2: but you know you appreciate the seasons and you know,
20:08
Speaker 2: move on to the next.
20:09
Speaker 3: One, and it was influential to you like it helped you.
20:13
Speaker 2: Oh, man, I wouldn't be I probably wouldn't be in
20:15
Speaker 2: the position I'm in now if it wasn't for that.
20:17
Speaker 2: And I don't even like to have those type of
20:19
Speaker 2: hypothetical conversations because the reality is I'm in the position
20:23
Speaker 2: I am because that was part of my journey coming
20:25
Speaker 2: from South Carolina. I was in Columbia at the time.
20:28
Speaker 2: I think Columbia's market number ninety three to go from
20:31
Speaker 2: market number ninety three the market number one being Wendy
20:35
Speaker 2: Williams co host Like you who gets that kind of
20:39
Speaker 2: look like that's some stuff you see in a movie,
20:41
Speaker 2: you know, you watch on a TV show and be like, Yo,
20:43
Speaker 2: that's damn near impossible.
20:45
Speaker 3: You would have probably done anything she told you to do, right.
20:52
Speaker 2: I was like, Yo, I did do damn anything you
20:55
Speaker 2: told me to do. Yes, yeah, I was. I was
21:01
Speaker 2: her a tag dog like not only that, I was
21:04
Speaker 2: living with her, like living with them, like they were
21:07
Speaker 2: giving me a place to stay. I wasn't getting paid.
21:09
Speaker 2: I didn't get paid for like a year and a half.
21:11
Speaker 2: But I do that though, And that's why I always
21:12
Speaker 2: tell you the next generation recognize the opportunity when it's
21:14
Speaker 2: not a pay check attached to it.
21:16
Speaker 1: And when I heard this, mind you, this is the
21:18
Speaker 1: first time I've ever heard him publicly speak about, you know,
21:24
Speaker 1: where he is with forgiveness when it comes to Wendy
21:27
Speaker 1: and just kind of right now where their relationship lies.
21:32
Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, he's getting to a point where
21:37
Speaker 1: this is like Charlomagne, like it's weird. It's like when
21:40
Speaker 1: people experience like trauma and deal with traumatic people in
21:43
Speaker 1: their life. I think sometimes dealing with those people can
21:46
Speaker 1: take you back to the place that you were at
21:48
Speaker 1: when you were being traumatized. Right. So, like Charlemagne the
21:52
Speaker 1: God is a two hundred million dollar deal man in
21:55
Speaker 1: a partnership with iHeartMedia in the Breakfast in the Breakfast
21:58
Speaker 1: Club and you know Black Effect Podcast Network, But in
22:02
Speaker 1: dealing with Wendy Williams, I think there are and I
22:05
Speaker 1: don't know if he would say this, this is just
22:07
Speaker 1: me from the outside looking in, and things that I
22:10
Speaker 1: was always very careful about in pushing him of, Like
22:12
Speaker 1: you know, sometimes I would have to call him and say, hey,
22:15
Speaker 1: can you call such and such or has she called you?
22:17
Speaker 1: When she calls you can you a like ask this
22:20
Speaker 1: asks that, but in being very careful about like you
22:23
Speaker 1: know how I know personally he has to deal with
22:25
Speaker 1: this situation. What I took from it was I think
22:29
Speaker 1: dealing with her takes him back to a lot of
22:31
Speaker 1: the times in his life that he's moved on from
22:36
Speaker 1: and has had to move on from because he's not
22:38
Speaker 1: that attack dog anymore. And even though he can get there,
22:41
Speaker 1: don't get me wrong, it's still so different. It's like
22:45
Speaker 1: very like healed, it is very evolved or even on
22:49
Speaker 1: the journey. I don't know if I don't know if
22:50
Speaker 1: I would say like fully healed because he's still I mean,
22:54
Speaker 1: little man. Anger is a thing. His legs still swinging
22:56
Speaker 1: his seat, so he's always going to be angry. But
22:59
Speaker 1: I think that, you know, it's just a he's in
23:01
Speaker 1: a different place now, But hearing him talk about this,
23:04
Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, there's a part of him that always
23:08
Speaker 1: wanted to make sure that he never returned to being
23:12
Speaker 1: the person that like was in that position that needed her,
23:16
Speaker 1: needed Wendy Williams so bad that he was willing to
23:18
Speaker 1: do and say whatever, because you know, his career mattered,
23:23
Speaker 1: Like you know, his family is depending on him. He's
23:26
Speaker 1: depending on him, His career is depending on him. So
23:28
Speaker 1: I got it at that point. But the first time
23:31
Speaker 1: I ever heard him say that, and even like and
23:33
Speaker 1: I mean even to me, like in general, like I
23:35
Speaker 1: knew that there were things going on like behind the scenes,
23:38
Speaker 1: but like publicly, like when we're talking about it on
23:40
Speaker 1: the show, he'd be quiet. He don't indulge at all.
23:45
Speaker 1: And I think it's like, you know, if you ain't
23:46
Speaker 1: got nothing necess to say, you don't say nothing at all,
23:48
Speaker 1: no beef, but just being honest. But they also got
23:52
Speaker 1: into something that was like very very interesting. So Angie
23:55
Speaker 1: Martinez back in ninety six did an interview with Tupac.
24:01
Speaker 1: This was one of Tupac's final interviews. It happened months
24:06
Speaker 1: before his passing. The interview was reportedly like an hour
24:11
Speaker 1: forty five two hours long. I believe Angie Martinez says
24:14
Speaker 1: it was an hour and forty minutes long in this
24:15
Speaker 1: interview with Charlemagne. But history has it and as she's
24:21
Speaker 1: ever told the story and what we've ever gotten to here,
24:24
Speaker 1: she's only ever released a little bit under fifteen minutes
24:27
Speaker 1: of the interview. Let's take listen to what she actually
24:29
Speaker 1: released from back in that time and what's going down
24:32
Speaker 1: with that?
24:32
Speaker 3: So I wanted to get his view, and he goes
24:34
Speaker 3: a little something.
24:35
Speaker 4: The East coast West coast thing is a musical thing
24:37
Speaker 4: that's separate. That's a whole thing separate to itself. That's
24:40
Speaker 4: a musical thing where we have been beefing about whose
24:43
Speaker 4: music is better or which is this? It has Because
24:48
Speaker 4: I'm like a lightning rod, because I'm attacking New York's finus.
24:52
Speaker 4: They're self proclaimed king of New York.
24:55
Speaker 2: You know what I mean.
24:56
Speaker 4: I'm attacking them so because nobody's separating themselves from the
25:00
Speaker 4: talking about how yes, they were talking about raw he is.
25:03
Speaker 4: He's a represented He represents New York. Yeah, every time,
25:06
Speaker 4: every time it benefits New York, he represents New York
25:09
Speaker 4: when it don't benefit New York. Now, he's just another rapper.
25:11
Speaker 4: What y'all let him wear y'all colors? You let him shout,
25:14
Speaker 4: y'all stout. When Biggie came out here, he screamed out,
25:16
Speaker 4: Brooklyn's in the house. We don't beat to say, why
25:18
Speaker 4: are you starting a war? Why is everybody when I
25:20
Speaker 4: say West Side it hurt people feeling.
25:22
Speaker 5: I don't think it's because you're saying west Side.
25:24
Speaker 1: I think because you know O me. No, not at all.
25:27
Speaker 5: I think it's because you know Dog Pound video came
25:29
Speaker 5: out in New York, New York.
25:30
Speaker 3: And I'm not saying you was in the video.
25:31
Speaker 1: I know you wasn't in the videos.
25:33
Speaker 4: I didn't write it, I didn't produce to be so
25:35
Speaker 4: let's say it in jail. The album was done while
25:37
Speaker 4: I was in jail. That's separate it just you know
25:39
Speaker 4: what it is.
25:40
Speaker 5: It's it's it's New York's visualizing your camp, which to
25:44
Speaker 5: them is death Row, which is dog Pound, which is Snoop?
25:46
Speaker 5: And which is you know, which is that whole thing?
25:49
Speaker 5: It was all one time the New York, New York
25:51
Speaker 5: video came out. You know, Brothers was stepping on cars
25:53
Speaker 5: in New York, stepping on you know, on New York
25:56
Speaker 5: like they owned their boom.
25:57
Speaker 3: You come out next video?
25:58
Speaker 2: What about?
25:58
Speaker 1: What about the video?
25:59
Speaker 2: Yeah?
26:00
Speaker 4: Call to me it is the best coach and everybody
26:02
Speaker 4: in New York feel like that too. That's why they
26:04
Speaker 4: come out here in party.
26:05
Speaker 2: Man, Why did everybody act.
26:06
Speaker 4: Like I didn't say me to say to say, Cally
26:09
Speaker 4: is the West Coast? I never said New York And
26:11
Speaker 4: I never said New York is the worst coast. I
26:13
Speaker 4: just said where I'm at, where I'm from, is the
26:15
Speaker 4: best coast.
26:16
Speaker 2: Why is that offending people?
26:17
Speaker 1: Now? She says, the reason that she's only released that,
26:20
Speaker 1: and she's always said this from the beginning to now,
26:24
Speaker 1: is that during that time, she felt like, you know,
26:28
Speaker 1: if she had released the full interview, it could have
26:31
Speaker 1: made things way worse when it came to like the
26:34
Speaker 1: East Coast West Coast beef and all the drama that
26:36
Speaker 1: was happening because reportedly Tupac was naming names, he was
26:42
Speaker 1: you know, talking about like political concerns and like just
26:45
Speaker 1: a lot of the different things that he was discussing
26:48
Speaker 1: and full and in depth she didn't think would be helpful. Now,
26:52
Speaker 1: this conversation when she had it with Charlemagne about the
26:55
Speaker 1: the you know, Tupac tapes and all of that, it
26:57
Speaker 1: came up, and to me, it sounds like she's willing
27:01
Speaker 1: to do it, maybe like like a maybe, but like
27:05
Speaker 1: kind of on like the warmer side of maybe leaning
27:07
Speaker 1: into Okay, I'll do it, But I think she just
27:10
Speaker 1: wants it to be very responsible if she does it,
27:13
Speaker 1: because now nowadays in her career Angie Martinez the Voice
27:17
Speaker 1: of New York in twenty twenty five, It's not Angie
27:22
Speaker 1: Martinez the Voice of New York. She was in the nineties.
27:25
Speaker 1: Who you know, she was grinding, she was trying to
27:27
Speaker 1: get on. She needed the moments, not even need it,
27:29
Speaker 1: but that was her job.
27:31
Speaker 2: Then.
27:31
Speaker 1: Now she's iconic, she's legendary. She can be so much
27:35
Speaker 1: more responsible with her platform because it's her show, it's
27:38
Speaker 1: her say, so let's take a listen.
27:40
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's funny to even talk about it because I
27:43
Speaker 3: don't know. I just like somebody asked me the other day,
27:45
Speaker 3: if I would interview Puff if he came out, would
27:47
Speaker 3: you I'd have to think about it. It wouldn't be be
27:51
Speaker 3: a younger me would say, of course, it's my job.
27:54
Speaker 3: Absolutely yes. Now I'd have to say, what kind of
27:59
Speaker 3: offering would that be to the world? Would it be
28:02
Speaker 3: worth it for me? Do I want to put myself
28:04
Speaker 3: in that noise? Can I do something really meaningful?
28:08
Speaker 2: You know?
28:08
Speaker 3: I'd have to ask myself some questions like that. It's
28:10
Speaker 3: not just a yes, I'll do it because because it'll
28:13
Speaker 3: be huge. I mean, I say no the huge things
28:16
Speaker 3: all the time.
28:17
Speaker 2: That's what I love about you. I mean, you know,
28:18
Speaker 2: it is so funny. Debbie Brown, who's a great friend
28:21
Speaker 2: of mine's my good sister. She literally said she texted
28:24
Speaker 2: me like two days ago and was like, yo, because
28:26
Speaker 2: she loves Tupac like I'm talking about it. She's the
28:28
Speaker 2: person that haunted me exactly. She she loves two Box.
28:32
Speaker 2: She was like, yo, Angie really needs to put out
28:34
Speaker 2: the TAC audio. Debbie Brown, maybe it's time then, And
28:39
Speaker 2: I said to her, I said, well, you know, she
28:41
Speaker 2: never wanted to put it out because you know, she
28:43
Speaker 2: thought would be inflammatory. Right.
28:45
Speaker 3: I know there's a rumor on the internet that Puff
28:47
Speaker 3: somehow paid me for those tapes, Like I like, I
28:50
Speaker 3: held those tapes for all those years so that Puff
28:52
Speaker 3: could pay me. It's absolutely there's zero truth to that
28:55
Speaker 3: but that but you're right, that's why that's why I
28:57
Speaker 3: never did it. And then now I think, for what
28:59
Speaker 3: is the point Now? There's nothing there that changes history
29:02
Speaker 3: or changes but I know people are interested.
29:05
Speaker 2: So I think people want to break it down psychologically
29:07
Speaker 2: because there's this let's do it.
29:08
Speaker 3: You want to do it with me, you want to do.
29:10
Speaker 2: Like that'd be amazing, Let's do it because she you
29:12
Speaker 2: know what it is, I think people.
29:14
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think, I mean, I want to hear.
29:18
Speaker 1: If I'm being honest with you, I want to hear.
29:20
Speaker 1: I want to especially now being so much being so
29:27
Speaker 1: much more in the mix of like all of like
29:31
Speaker 1: that like stuff, right, So knowing Angie Martinez personally and
29:36
Speaker 1: like knowing her spirit and like we're not like besties,
29:39
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, but like she's someone that
29:40
Speaker 1: like looking up to and this of course, and you
29:44
Speaker 1: just being able to have interacted with her and experience
29:47
Speaker 1: and in real life and her spirit in real life,
29:51
Speaker 1: and knowing everything that happened after, you know, months after
29:56
Speaker 1: with you know, the shooting of Tupac and a Biggie
30:00
Speaker 1: and like all of the conversations that happened, and there's
30:04
Speaker 1: just been so much that has been speculated and so
30:07
Speaker 1: much that we've had to learn and experience and hear
30:10
Speaker 1: secondhand in the history of this conversation that I don't know,
30:15
Speaker 1: like I would just love to be able to not
30:18
Speaker 1: just hear about that right East Coast, West Coast, because
30:21
Speaker 1: I think that they're you know, they've they had there
30:23
Speaker 1: was community conversation in that there was let's talk about
30:26
Speaker 1: a lack of money and amongst us as like our
30:30
Speaker 1: community and what we could do if there was more,
30:32
Speaker 1: and what wouldn't be happening when it comes to beef
30:34
Speaker 1: and the back and forth and all that if there
30:36
Speaker 1: was more. Like I feel like there's so much of
30:39
Speaker 1: like a political stance and a community advocate in Tupac
30:43
Speaker 1: that we know him to be anyway that you I mean,
30:45
Speaker 1: you get a sense of that period right in music
30:47
Speaker 1: and interviews and all that. But I don't know. I
30:50
Speaker 1: just think Angie Martinez has always been able to take
30:53
Speaker 1: people to a different place than anyone else has. And
30:56
Speaker 1: she mentioned in this interview with Charlotmagne that her and
31:00
Speaker 1: didn't know each other super personally. He had reached out
31:03
Speaker 1: to her to interview with her when he did because
31:06
Speaker 1: he had been he'd heard her interviews when he was
31:09
Speaker 1: locked up, so he felt comfortable with her, right And
31:12
Speaker 1: I mean, she's just been really good at what she
31:14
Speaker 1: does for a very long time. So to hear him
31:17
Speaker 1: in that space, knowing her, knowing her spirit, you know,
31:21
Speaker 1: and just I don't know, I think that it would
31:23
Speaker 1: be a history lesson that we'd be able to hear
31:28
Speaker 1: and listen to while knowing so much other stuff that
31:33
Speaker 1: has occurred, Like I think it might even like correct
31:36
Speaker 1: some of the myths about the whole, like the beef,
31:40
Speaker 1: the back and forth, and I don't know, I just
31:47
Speaker 1: I just think hearing it from the person is always
31:49
Speaker 1: different than hearing about it and hearing about the person
31:53
Speaker 1: about the things that happen when it comes to a person.
31:56
Speaker 1: So I'm interested in hearing that. And I just also
31:59
Speaker 1: think too because there was an interesting put in an
32:01
Speaker 1: interview where they were talking about whether, like how Tupac
32:07
Speaker 1: would have evolved, and she was very honest and saying
32:11
Speaker 1: that you know, from her conversations with him, she thinks
32:15
Speaker 1: that he would have evolved like a jay Z, but
32:17
Speaker 1: like you know, would have been really into community in
32:19
Speaker 1: school and all that. But let's say it.
32:21
Speaker 2: Listen, we realized Pap wasn't as crazy as people thought.
32:24
Speaker 3: And also he was young.
32:25
Speaker 2: He was very young.
32:26
Speaker 3: He hadn't gone through the imagine PUC after therapy.
32:30
Speaker 2: Healed when you thin that was a twenty four to
32:31
Speaker 2: twenty five, Yes, twenty four, so his full front through
32:34
Speaker 2: cortex wasn't even full.
32:35
Speaker 3: This is what I'm saying. Imagine him going through how
32:39
Speaker 3: the other side of Charlotte Mae. Imagine the other side
32:41
Speaker 3: of Pac, what that would have been I would see.
32:43
Speaker 3: Then then I look at the tapes and I go, well,
32:46
Speaker 3: now that has meaning. If I release it in a
32:48
Speaker 3: way where it actually has meaning and does something good
32:52
Speaker 3: for the world, I want to just put it out
32:53
Speaker 3: so people could talk about it and have it on
32:55
Speaker 3: the internet.
32:55
Speaker 1: I just think it would be good to hear things
33:01
Speaker 1: about Tupac from Tupac. I mean, there are so many,
33:06
Speaker 1: like I've watched so many interviews online on YouTube, like
33:09
Speaker 1: you know, like from MTV and like just you know,
33:12
Speaker 1: different eras of like cultural history that as much as
33:16
Speaker 1: I can on Tubac, just because I've always been really,
33:20
Speaker 1: really curious just about for him to be so young, he.
33:24
Speaker 2: Was so.
33:26
Speaker 1: I don't like him when people say, like he was
33:28
Speaker 1: so young, but he was so smart and tuned in,
33:30
Speaker 1: because I feel like all my friends from young have
33:35
Speaker 1: been very in tune what's going on in the world,
33:37
Speaker 1: and you know, what's affecting us and what's not. But
33:41
Speaker 1: one of the things I feel like as a young
33:43
Speaker 1: person I wasn't sure about was myself and my identity
33:48
Speaker 1: and where I studied all of that, and he didn't
33:51
Speaker 1: he don't see he that wasn't him. He was very
33:54
Speaker 1: sure about himself where he stood, what his mission was.
33:58
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think it couldn't lighten and I
34:00
Speaker 1: think with the right guardrails, you know. But I do
34:04
Speaker 1: understand her hesitancy because I think people lost their not
34:08
Speaker 1: I think, I know, we know people lost their lives
34:11
Speaker 1: in that situation. People lost family members, you know, friends.
34:16
Speaker 1: That was a very traumatic time. I saw jadakiss on
34:18
Speaker 1: Joe and Jada, you know, talking to Tony Yayo and
34:25
Speaker 1: Uncle Murder and Uncle Murder just about being in LA
34:31
Speaker 1: with Biggie at the time that he was killed and
34:34
Speaker 1: not connecting the two. But I mean it's the same
34:36
Speaker 1: you know that East Coast, West coast them to dying
34:38
Speaker 1: is like the same conversation. You have it the same way.
34:41
Speaker 1: Every time you talk about one, you talk about the other.
34:45
Speaker 1: But he said, he still shakes when he rides down
34:47
Speaker 1: that street. Right. So there are a lot of people
34:50
Speaker 1: that those tapes will bring back a lot of a
34:54
Speaker 1: lot of memories, a lot of feelings for But maybe
35:00
Speaker 1: there's some good that we can find in it that
35:02
Speaker 1: it'll do. I think people will listen. I don't think
35:04
Speaker 1: there's a lot of people anymore that people listen to
35:07
Speaker 1: because everything is just so clouded and just so loud
35:11
Speaker 1: and just so like you got to really focus in,
35:14
Speaker 1: like dilute to really get to the cream of the
35:19
Speaker 1: crop of the people you should be listening to and
35:21
Speaker 1: all that. I think it would cut through for a
35:23
Speaker 1: lot of people. So I think it could do some
35:25
Speaker 1: good to Anjie Martinez's point of why she never put
35:27
Speaker 1: it out certain parts of it anyway. I don't know
35:30
Speaker 1: what's discussed on there, nings he's calling out and all
35:32
Speaker 1: of that, but I do think that there are certain parts,
35:34
Speaker 1: especially knowing how radical Tupac was against, you know, government
35:38
Speaker 1: and the structures and the day and time we end
35:41
Speaker 1: the day, you know what I'm saying, Like hear him
35:43
Speaker 1: speak unfiltered, might just be we need at the end
35:48
Speaker 1: of the day. There is always a lot to talk about,
35:50
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