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The Art of Acnkowledgement · Kollel Toras Chaim All Shiurim

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  Okay,
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  welcome
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  everybody.
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  We're
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  back
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  and
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  ready
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  to
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  go.
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  Sorry
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  for
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  the
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  delay.
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  And
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  Mitz
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  Hashem
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  will
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  get
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  started.
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  So
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  today's
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  shear,
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  like
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  for
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  the
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  whole
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  month
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  of
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  Tevas,
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  is
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  sponsored
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  by
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  Sandra
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  Finkelstein.
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  First
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  of
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  all,
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  in
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  honor
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  of
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  the.
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  In
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  honor
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  of
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  the
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  anniversary
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  of
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  her
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  parents
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  and
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  in
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  honor
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  of
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  the
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  birthday
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  of
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  her
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  son.
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  And
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  she
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  had
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  another
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  thing
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  to
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  say.
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  And
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  when
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  she
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  gets
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  here,
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  we'll
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  bring
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  it
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  up,
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  but
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  Ymir
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  Tz
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  Hashem.
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  So
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  thank
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  you
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  to
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  Sandra
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  Finkelstein
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  and
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  anyone
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  who's
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  interested
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  in
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  sponsoring
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  Asher.
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  Please
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  reach
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  out
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  and
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  we
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  can
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  facilitate
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  it.
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  And
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  we
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  appreciate
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  always
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  everybody's
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  participation
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  in
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  anything
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  we
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  do.
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  Thank
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  you.
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  Thank
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  you.
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  Just
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  like
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  our
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  Torah
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  says.
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  Thank
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  you.
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  So
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  we're
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  dealing
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  with
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  Torah
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  Bay's
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  and
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  Tynyana.
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  The
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  second
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  lesson
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  in
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  the
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  second
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  portion
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  of
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  the
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  Kutemaran.
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  And
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  we
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  started
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  off,
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  the
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  main
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  idea
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  that
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  we've
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  been
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  speaking
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  about
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  is
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  a
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  whole
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  flow
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  of
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  thankfulness,
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  gratitude
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  that
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  leads
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  to
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  praise,
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  that
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  leads
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  to
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  das,
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  that
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  leads
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  to
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  knowing
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  Hashem,
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  that
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  leads
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  to
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  having
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  a
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  lived
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  emunah
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  dik,
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  strong
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  connection
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  with
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  Hashem,
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  living
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  with
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  constant
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  recognition.
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  And
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  consciousness
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  of
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  Hashem
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  is
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  really
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  the
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  word
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  we're
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  looking
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  for
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  consciousness
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  of
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  Hashem
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  all
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  the
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  time.
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  And
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  we
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  understood
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  many
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  things
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  from
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  this.
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  And
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  one
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  of
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  the
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  other
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  aspects
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  that
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  we
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  saw
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  was
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  that
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  we
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  see
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  that
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  we
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  go
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  through
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  difficult
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  times,
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  and
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  that's
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  a
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  place
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  of
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  what's
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  called
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  tsarah.
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  And
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  then
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  from
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  within
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  that
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  sorrow,
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  we
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  have
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  a
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  salvation.
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  We
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  get
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  out
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  of
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  it
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  and
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  we
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  get
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  back
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  to
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  normal
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  and
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  things
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  are
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  great.
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  And
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  then
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  we
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  thank
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  Hashem.
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  We
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  say
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  thank
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  you.
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  That
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  is
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  called
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  when
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  things
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  go
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  back
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  to
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  normal.
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  That's
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  we
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  call
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  toydah
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  halachah.
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  Right?
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  But
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  then
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  we
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  saw
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  there's
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  a
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  better
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  way.
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  And
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  that
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  is
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  when
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  we.
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  When
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  we
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  do
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  it
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  in
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  a
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  way
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  that
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  there's
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  a
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  birth.
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  When
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  a
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  woman
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  gives
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  birth,
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  we
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  said
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  there's
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  something
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  that's
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  very
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  different.
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  And
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  that
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  thing
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  that's
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  different
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  is
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  that
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  when
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  she's
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  in
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  the
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  middle
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  of
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  the
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  Torah,
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  when
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  she's
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  in
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  the
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  middle
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  of
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  the
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  pain,
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  this
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  is
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  really
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  probably
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  the
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  most
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  important
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  message
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  of
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  this
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  entire
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  Torah,
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  is
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  the
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  message
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  of
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  having.
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  Having
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  consciousness
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  of
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  Hashem
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  even
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  during
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  our
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  pain.
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  And
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  from
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  that
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  place
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  of
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  pain,
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  already
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  thanking
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  Hashem.
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  Thanking
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  Hashem
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  from
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  that
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  place
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  of
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  pain.
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  Why?
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  Just
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  because,
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  just
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  like
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  a
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  pregnant
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  woman
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  who's
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  giving
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  birth,
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  how
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  she
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  knows
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  she's
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  in
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  pain
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  and
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  it's
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  not
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  good,
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  doesn't
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  feel
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  good,
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  but
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  she
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  knows
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  that
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  something
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  is
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  being
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  born,
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  something
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  amazing
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  is
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  coming
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  out
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  of
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  it,
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  because
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  she
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  has
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  that
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  das,
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  that
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  knowledge.
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  She's
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  able
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  to
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  say
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  thank
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  you
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  even
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  in
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  that
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  place.
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  And
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  so
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  at
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  the
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  very
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  end
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  of
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  this
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  Torah,
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  we
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  didn't
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  get
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  there
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  yet,
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  but
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  we're
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  going
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  to
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  see
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  that
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  the
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  tehillim
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  that's
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  called.
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  Not
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  called,
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  but
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  Mizmor
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  al
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  Saydah.
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  Mizmor
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  al
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  Saydah,
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  which
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  is
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  a
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  psalm
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  of
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  thankfulness,
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  that
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  is
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  a
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  segula
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  for
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  a
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  woman
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  to
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  say
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  who's
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  having
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  difficult
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  labor,
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  meaning
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  right
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  in
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  the
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  middle
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  of
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  the.
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  Of
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  the.
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  Of
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  the
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  pain,
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  is
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  when
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  you
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  say
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  Mizmulah
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  saeedah,
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  right?
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  So
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  that's.
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  That's
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  one
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  of
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  the.
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  One
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  of
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  the
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  messages.
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  And
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  so
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  we
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  have.
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  We
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  have
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  this.
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  This
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  process
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  of.
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  Of
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  suffering
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  difficulty.
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  And
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  from
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  that
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  place,
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  knowing
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  that
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  it's
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  accepting
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  it.
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  I
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  think
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  another
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  word
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  that's
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  important
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  in
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  this
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  Torah
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  to
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  understand
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  it
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  is
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  acceptance.
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  Acceptance.
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  We
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  have
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  acceptance.
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  We
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  have
• 4:09
  thanking
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  Hashem
• 4:10
  from
• 4:10
  the
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  place
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  of
• 4:11
  the
• 4:11
  pain,
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  right?
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  And
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  we
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  have
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  gratitude.
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  And
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  they
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  all
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  go
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  together.
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  And
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  through
• 4:18
  that
• 4:18
  process,
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  something
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  is
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  born,
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  something
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  comes
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  out,
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  a
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  new
• 4:22
  creation,
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  a
• 4:23
  new
• 4:23
  connection,
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  a
• 4:24
  new
• 4:24
  deeper
• 4:25
  relationship
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  and
• 4:26
  understanding
• 4:26
  of
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  Hashem.
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  And
• 4:29
  it
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  always
• 4:30
  follows
• 4:30
  this
• 4:30
  path
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  that
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  we
• 4:32
  have
• 4:32
  the
• 4:32
  step
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  of
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  Tsar
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  recognition,
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  thanking.
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  And
• 4:36
  then
• 4:37
  coming
• 4:37
  out
• 4:37
  of
• 4:38
  that
• 4:38
  and
• 4:38
  thanking
• 4:38
  even
• 4:39
  more,
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  right?
• 4:40
  We
• 4:41
  saw.
• 4:41
  I
• 4:41
  saw
• 4:42
  this
• 4:42
  week
• 4:42
  learning
• 4:42
  with
• 4:43
  Nachman
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  Fried
• 4:45
  in
• 4:45
  the
• 4:45
  Kutaya
• 4:45
  Alochos
• 4:46
  that
• 4:46
  he
• 4:46
  says
• 4:46
  it
• 4:46
  be
• 4:46
  ferosh,
• 4:47
  very,
• 4:47
  very
• 4:48
  clear
• 4:48
  that
• 4:49
  the
• 4:49
  process
• 4:49
  is
• 4:50
  when
• 4:51
  we're
• 4:51
  in
• 4:51
  a
• 4:51
  difficult
• 4:51
  place,
• 4:52
  is
• 4:53
  first
• 4:53
  to
• 4:53
  thank
• 4:53
  Hashem
• 4:54
  for
• 4:54
  the
• 4:54
  past.
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  Thank
• 4:56
  Hashem
• 4:57
  for
• 4:57
  the
• 4:57
  past.
• 4:57
  Think
• 4:57
  about
• 4:58
  all
• 4:58
  the
• 4:58
  times
• 4:58
  where
• 4:59
  I
• 4:59
  was
• 4:59
  in
• 4:59
  difficult
• 5:00
  situations,
• 5:01
  where
• 5:01
  things
• 5:01
  were.
• 5:02
  Things
• 5:02
  were
• 5:02
  hard.
• 5:03
  That's
• 5:03
  the
• 5:03
  first
• 5:04
  toydah.
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  Remember,
• 5:05
  we
• 5:06
  had
• 5:06
  two
• 5:06
  words.
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  And
• 5:07
  then
• 5:08
  that'll
• 5:09
  help
• 5:09
  me
• 5:09
  to
• 5:09
  get
• 5:09
  into
• 5:09
  the
• 5:09
  mind
• 5:10
  space
• 5:10
  of
• 5:10
  seeing
• 5:11
  Hashem
• 5:11
  with
• 5:11
  me
• 5:11
  now
• 5:11
  and
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  having
• 5:12
  a
• 5:12
  mura
• 5:12
  that
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  just
• 5:13
  like
• 5:13
  Hashem
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  always
• 5:14
  took
• 5:14
  care
• 5:14
  of
• 5:14
  me.
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  And
• 5:14
  all
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  these
• 5:15
  amazing
• 5:15
  things
• 5:16
  I
• 5:16
  have
• 5:16
  that
• 5:17
  happened
• 5:17
  to
• 5:17
  me
• 5:17
  in
• 5:17
  my
• 5:18
  past,
• 5:18
  right?
• 5:19
  Hashem's
• 5:19
  with
• 5:20
  me
• 5:20
  now
• 5:20
  also.
• 5:20
  You
• 5:20
  know,
• 5:21
  I
• 5:21
  can
• 5:21
  thank
• 5:21
  Hashem
• 5:21
  here.
• 5:22
  And
• 5:22
  that
• 5:22
  takes
• 5:22
  me
• 5:23
  even
• 5:23
  to
• 5:23
  a
• 5:23
  higher
• 5:23
  place
• 5:24
  of
• 5:24
  Das,
• 5:24
  where
• 5:25
  something
• 5:25
  is
• 5:25
  born
• 5:26
  and
• 5:26
  we
• 5:26
  have
• 5:26
  a
• 5:26
  leda,
• 5:27
  a
• 5:27
  birth
• 5:27
  of
• 5:28
  Das,
• 5:28
  of
• 5:29
  das
• 5:30
  connection
• 5:30
  and
• 5:31
  consciousness,
• 5:32
  right?
• 5:32
  That's
• 5:32
  the
• 5:33
  pathway
• 5:33
  we
• 5:33
  were
• 5:33
  on.
• 5:34
  So
• 5:35
  then
• 5:35
  we
• 5:35
  said,
• 5:36
  when
• 5:36
  we
• 5:36
  get
• 5:36
  to.
• 5:37
  This
• 5:38
  is
• 5:38
  where
• 5:38
  we
• 5:38
  went
• 5:38
  last
• 5:39
  week,
• 5:39
  when
• 5:40
  we
• 5:40
  get
• 5:40
  to
• 5:40
  a
• 5:41
  place
• 5:42
  of
• 5:43
  that
• 5:44
  state
• 5:44
  of
• 5:44
  consciousness,
• 5:46
  of
• 5:46
  that
• 5:47
  mindset
• 5:48
  where
• 5:48
  I'm
• 5:48
  so
• 5:49
  powerfully
• 5:49
  with
• 5:49
  Hashem
• 5:50
  in
• 5:50
  my
• 5:50
  consciousness
• 5:51
  that
• 5:51
  even
• 5:52
  in
• 5:52
  Atzara,
• 5:53
  I
• 5:53
  know
• 5:53
  that
• 5:53
  Hashem
• 5:54
  is
• 5:54
  with
• 5:54
  me.
• 5:54
  I
• 5:54
  know
• 5:55
  he's
• 5:55
  there
• 5:55
  with
• 5:55
  me,
• 5:55
  and
• 5:56
  I'm
• 5:56
  ready
• 5:56
  to
• 5:57
  say
• 5:57
  thank
• 5:57
  you
• 5:57
  in
• 5:57
  that
• 5:57
  place
• 5:58
  where
• 5:58
  I'm
• 5:59
  constantly
• 5:59
  Walking
• 5:59
  with
• 6:00
  Hashem.
• 6:01
  So
• 6:01
  in
• 6:02
  that
• 6:02
  place,
• 6:02
  there's
• 6:03
  a
• 6:03
  revelation
• 6:04
  of
• 6:04
  Emma,
• 6:04
  a
• 6:05
  revelation
• 6:05
  of
• 6:05
  truth.
• 6:06
  Truth
• 6:06
  is
• 6:06
  revealed.
• 6:07
  And
• 6:07
  then
• 6:08
  it
• 6:08
  illuminates
• 6:09
  my
• 6:09
  speech.
• 6:10
  And
• 6:10
  we
• 6:11
  spoke
• 6:11
  about.
• 6:12
  Maybe
• 6:13
  it's,
• 6:13
  you
• 6:13
  know,
• 6:14
  like
• 6:14
  I
• 6:14
  always
• 6:14
  like
• 6:14
  to
• 6:15
  say
• 6:15
  whatever
• 6:16
  I'm
• 6:16
  saying
• 6:16
  over
• 6:16
  here
• 6:16
  is
• 6:16
  the
• 6:17
  way
• 6:17
  I'm
• 6:17
  understanding
• 6:17
  Ibn
• 6:18
  Akman.
• 6:19
  Not
• 6:19
  necessarily.
• 6:20
  That's
• 6:20
  exactly
• 6:20
  what
• 6:21
  it
• 6:21
  is.
• 6:21
  That's
• 6:21
  my
• 6:21
  understanding.
• 6:22
  Right?
• 6:22
  But
• 6:23
  my
• 6:23
  understanding
• 6:23
  is
• 6:24
  that
• 6:26
  having
• 6:27
  debur
• 6:27
  of
• 6:28
  MS,
• 6:29
  speech
• 6:30
  of
• 6:30
  truth
• 6:31
  is
• 6:32
  something
• 6:33
  that
• 6:34
  expresses
• 6:35
  itself
• 6:35
  through
• 6:36
  us
• 6:36
  in
• 6:37
  a
• 6:37
  way
• 6:37
  of
• 6:38
  stability.
• 6:38
  Just.
• 6:38
  Just
• 6:39
  like
• 6:39
  the
• 6:39
  word
• 6:39
  Ms.
• 6:39
  We
• 6:39
  said
• 6:40
  has
• 6:40
  all
• 6:40
  strong
• 6:41
  legs.
• 6:41
  And
• 6:41
  the
• 6:42
  word
• 6:42
  sheker
• 6:42
  for
• 6:42
  falsehood
• 6:43
  is
• 6:43
  teetering
• 6:44
  all
• 6:44
  the
• 6:44
  time,
• 6:44
  right?
• 6:45
  So
• 6:45
  just
• 6:45
  like,
• 6:46
  just
• 6:46
  like
• 6:46
  that,
• 6:46
  a
• 6:47
  person
• 6:47
  who
• 6:47
  has
• 6:47
  ms,
• 6:48
  our
• 6:48
  speech
• 6:49
  is.
• 6:49
  With
• 6:49
  ms,
• 6:50
  our
• 6:50
  speech
• 6:50
  is
• 6:50
  strong
• 6:51
  and
• 6:51
  stable
• 6:51
  and
• 6:51
  confident.
• 6:52
  And
• 6:53
  we're
• 6:53
  always
• 6:53
  able
• 6:53
  to
• 6:53
  say
• 6:54
  we're
• 6:54
  never
• 6:54
  worried
• 6:55
  that
• 6:55
  we
• 6:55
  have
• 6:55
  to
• 6:55
  make
• 6:55
  something
• 6:56
  up.
• 6:56
  Why?
• 6:57
  Because
• 6:58
  it's
• 6:58
  secure.
• 6:58
  It's
• 6:59
  powerful
• 6:59
  and
• 6:59
  strong.
• 6:59
  Because
• 7:00
  I'm
• 7:01
  always
• 7:01
  on
• 7:01
  point.
• 7:02
  I'm
• 7:02
  never
• 7:03
  trying
• 7:03
  to
• 7:03
  cover
• 7:03
  up.
• 7:04
  No
• 7:04
  stories,
• 7:05
  no
• 7:05
  games,
• 7:06
  no
• 7:06
  cover
• 7:07
  ups,
• 7:07
  right?
• 7:08
  Just
• 7:08
  truth.
• 7:11
  And
• 7:12
  so
• 7:12
  then
• 7:12
  we
• 7:12
  began
• 7:13
  to
• 7:13
  talk
• 7:13
  about
• 7:14
  how
• 7:15
  this
• 7:16
  pattern
• 7:16
  of
• 7:16
  speech
• 7:17
  comes
• 7:18
  out
• 7:18
  in
• 7:19
  four
• 7:19
  different
• 7:19
  ways,
• 7:20
  which
• 7:20
  Rabbi
• 7:20
  Nachman
• 7:21
  calls
• 7:21
  the
• 7:21
  ribua
• 7:21
  hadibur,
• 7:23
  the
• 7:23
  four
• 7:23
  aspects
• 7:23
  of
• 7:24
  speech,
• 7:24
  and
• 7:25
  which
• 7:25
  he
• 7:25
  also
• 7:26
  calls
• 7:26
  the
• 7:26
  Arba
• 7:27
  Chelke
• 7:27
  adibur,
• 7:27
  the
• 7:27
  four,
• 7:28
  four
• 7:29
  aspects
• 7:29
  of
• 7:29
  speech.
• 7:30
  Ribua.
• 7:30
  Speech
• 7:31
  really
• 7:31
  means.
• 7:31
  Ribua
• 7:32
  means
• 7:32
  square,
• 7:33
  right?
• 7:34
  Not
• 7:34
  sure
• 7:34
  exactly
• 7:35
  what
• 7:35
  that
• 7:35
  means
• 7:35
  yet.
• 7:35
  We
• 7:36
  have
• 7:36
  a
• 7:36
  few
• 7:36
  ideas.
• 7:37
  But
• 7:37
  one
• 7:38
  of
• 7:38
  the
• 7:38
  aspects
• 7:38
  is,
• 7:38
  is
• 7:39
  that
• 7:39
  it
• 7:39
  represents
• 7:40
  that
• 7:40
  they're
• 7:40
  not
• 7:40
  like
• 7:41
  four
• 7:41
  different
• 7:41
  things.
• 7:43
  They're
• 7:43
  all
• 7:43
  part
• 7:43
  of
• 7:43
  one
• 7:44
  thing.
• 7:44
  In
• 7:45
  other
• 7:45
  words,
• 7:45
  to
• 7:45
  have
• 7:46
  really.
• 7:47
  To
• 7:47
  live
• 7:47
  in
• 7:47
  a
• 7:47
  state
• 7:48
  of
• 7:48
  really
• 7:49
  high
• 7:49
  level
• 7:49
  truth
• 7:50
  and
• 7:51
  high
• 7:51
  level
• 7:51
  speech.
• 7:52
  Because
• 7:53
  of
• 7:53
  that,
• 7:54
  it's,
• 7:55
  it's.
• 7:55
  They're
• 7:56
  all
• 7:56
  one
• 7:56
  square.
• 7:57
  It's
• 7:57
  not.
• 7:57
  There's
• 7:57
  four
• 7:58
  different
• 7:58
  sections.
• 7:59
  It's
• 8:00
  in
• 8:00
  the
• 8:00
  box,
• 8:01
  all
• 8:01
  in
• 8:01
  one
• 8:01
  box.
• 8:02
  Vera
• 8:03
  always
• 8:03
  knows
• 8:03
  what
• 8:03
  to
• 8:03
  say.
• 8:04
  All
• 8:04
  in
• 8:05
  one
• 8:05
  box.
• 8:05
  All
• 8:06
  in
• 8:06
  one
• 8:06
  box,
• 8:07
  right?
• 8:09
  So
• 8:09
  another
• 8:09
  thing
• 8:09
  that
• 8:10
  has
• 8:10
  to
• 8:10
  be
• 8:10
  said
• 8:10
  just
• 8:11
  as
• 8:11
  we're
• 8:11
  going
• 8:11
  here
• 8:12
  though,
• 8:12
  is
• 8:12
  that
• 8:13
  there's
• 8:14
  a
• 8:14
  reason
• 8:14
  why
• 8:14
  this
• 8:14
  happens,
• 8:15
  right?
• 8:16
  And
• 8:16
  that
• 8:17
  is
• 8:17
  because
• 8:19
  this
• 8:19
  is
• 8:19
  very
• 8:20
  sweet.
• 8:20
  This
• 8:20
  is
• 8:20
  cool.
• 8:21
  This
• 8:21
  is
• 8:22
  because
• 8:22
  we're
• 8:22
  talking
• 8:23
  about
• 8:23
  a
• 8:23
  process
• 8:24
  that,
• 8:24
  that
• 8:24
  leads
• 8:25
  to
• 8:25
  a
• 8:25
  birth.
• 8:26
  The
• 8:27
  first
• 8:27
  place
• 8:27
  we
• 8:27
  understand
• 8:28
  this
• 8:28
  process
• 8:29
  is
• 8:30
  with
• 8:30
  the
• 8:30
  actual
• 8:31
  birth,
• 8:33
  right?
• 8:33
  And
• 8:34
  so
• 8:34
  the
• 8:34
  woman
• 8:34
  is
• 8:34
  in
• 8:35
  Sar
• 8:36
  and
• 8:37
  from
• 8:37
  that
• 8:37
  place
• 8:38
  she's
• 8:38
  ready
• 8:38
  to
• 8:38
  thank
• 8:38
  Hashem.
• 8:39
  And
• 8:40
  then
• 8:41
  through
• 8:41
  that,
• 8:42
  everything
• 8:42
  goes
• 8:43
  where
• 8:43
  it's
• 8:43
  supposed
• 8:43
  to.
• 8:43
  The
• 8:44
  blood
• 8:44
  goes
• 8:44
  to
• 8:44
  the
• 8:44
  place
• 8:44
  it's
• 8:45
  supposed
• 8:45
  to
• 8:45
  go
• 8:45
  and
• 8:46
  pushes
• 8:46
  out
• 8:46
  the
• 8:46
  baby.
• 8:47
  And
• 8:48
  in
• 8:48
  the
• 8:48
  end,
• 8:48
  there's
• 8:48
  a
• 8:48
  laida
• 8:49
  there's
• 8:49
  a
• 8:49
  birth
• 8:50
  of
• 8:51
  the
• 8:51
  baby,
• 8:52
  right?
• 8:53
  And
• 8:54
  conceptually
• 8:54
  that
• 8:55
  means
• 8:55
  for
• 8:55
  us,
• 8:55
  that
• 8:57
  for
• 8:57
  the
• 8:57
  lady,
• 8:58
  that's
• 8:58
  just
• 8:59
  the
• 8:59
  way
• 8:59
  it
• 8:59
  is
• 8:59
  for
• 9:00
  us.
• 9:00
  It
• 9:00
  means
• 9:01
  that
• 9:01
  when
• 9:01
  we
• 9:02
  are
• 9:02
  in
• 9:02
  a
• 9:02
  tsar,
• 9:03
  we're
• 9:03
  in
• 9:04
  a
• 9:04
  tribulation.
• 9:06
  And
• 9:06
  in
• 9:06
  that
• 9:06
  place,
• 9:07
  we
• 9:08
  thank
• 9:08
  Hashem
• 9:09
  for
• 9:10
  the
• 9:10
  past.
• 9:10
  We
• 9:10
  remember
• 9:11
  Hashem
• 9:11
  always
• 9:11
  took
• 9:12
  care
• 9:12
  of
• 9:12
  me.
• 9:12
  Thank
• 9:12
  you
• 9:12
  for
• 9:13
  everything
• 9:13
  you
• 9:13
  did
• 9:13
  for
• 9:13
  me.
• 9:13
  Thank
• 9:13
  you,
• 9:14
  thank
• 9:14
  you,
• 9:14
  thank
• 9:14
  you.
• 9:14
  And
• 9:15
  then
• 9:15
  we
• 9:15
  thank
• 9:15
  Hashem
• 9:15
  for
• 9:15
  where
• 9:15
  we
• 9:16
  are
• 9:16
  right
• 9:16
  now.
• 9:16
  And.
• 9:16
  And
• 9:16
  then
• 9:17
  we
• 9:17
  get
• 9:17
  out
• 9:17
  from
• 9:17
  there.
• 9:17
  We
• 9:17
  also
• 9:18
  have
• 9:18
  a
• 9:18
  Lada,
• 9:19
  a
• 9:19
  Lada,
• 9:19
  a
• 9:19
  birth
• 9:20
  of
• 9:20
  das,
• 9:21
  of
• 9:21
  new
• 9:22
  consciousness,
• 9:22
  of
• 9:22
  Hashem,
• 9:23
  deeper,
• 9:24
  newer
• 9:24
  consciousness
• 9:24
  with
• 9:25
  Hashem,
• 9:25
  right?
• 9:26
  This
• 9:26
  is
• 9:26
  the
• 9:27
  pattern.
• 9:27
  And
• 9:27
  this
• 9:27
  pattern
• 9:28
  goes
• 9:29
  through
• 9:29
  this
• 9:29
  whole
• 9:29
  Torah,
• 9:31
  right?
• 9:32
  So
• 9:33
  that's
• 9:33
  why
• 9:34
  in
• 9:34
  a
• 9:34
  certain
• 9:35
  sense,
• 9:36
  speech
• 9:37
  itself
• 9:38
  is
• 9:38
  like
• 9:38
  a
• 9:38
  birth,
• 9:39
  is
• 9:39
  like
• 9:39
  a
• 9:39
  laydah,
• 9:41
  right?
• 9:41
  How
• 9:41
  do
• 9:41
  we
• 9:41
  see
• 9:41
  that?
• 9:43
  Remember,
• 9:43
  we
• 9:43
  talked
• 9:44
  about
• 9:44
  this
• 9:44
  many
• 9:44
  times,
• 9:44
  but
• 9:46
  our
• 9:46
  speech
• 9:47
  in
• 9:47
  our
• 9:47
  mouth
• 9:48
  is
• 9:48
  called
• 9:50
  in
• 9:51
  the
• 9:51
  Svar
• 9:51
  makadoshim,
• 9:52
  Malchus
• 9:53
  peh,
• 9:55
  Right?
• 9:55
  And
• 9:55
  why
• 9:55
  do
• 9:56
  we
• 9:56
  call
• 9:56
  it
• 9:56
  malchus
• 9:56
  peh
• 9:57
  once
• 9:57
  again,
• 9:57
  for
• 9:57
  the
• 9:58
  hundredth
• 9:58
  time,
• 9:58
  But
• 9:59
  I'm
• 9:59
  going
• 9:59
  to
• 9:59
  say
• 9:59
  it,
• 9:59
  keep
• 9:59
  saying
• 10:00
  it
• 10:00
  in
• 10:01
  every
• 10:01
  shir
• 10:01
  we
• 10:01
  ever
• 10:01
  do,
• 10:01
  maybe.
• 10:04
  Why
• 10:04
  is
• 10:04
  it
• 10:04
  called
• 10:04
  malchus
• 10:05
  peh?
• 10:05
  Why
• 10:05
  is
• 10:05
  it
• 10:05
  malchus?
• 10:06
  So
• 10:06
  malchus
• 10:07
  means
• 10:07
  kingdom
• 10:08
  or
• 10:08
  kingship.
• 10:09
  And
• 10:10
  the
• 10:10
  kingdom
• 10:10
  is
• 10:11
  the
• 10:11
  place
• 10:11
  of
• 10:11
  revealing
• 10:12
  the
• 10:13
  will
• 10:13
  of
• 10:13
  the
• 10:13
  king.
• 10:14
  It's
• 10:14
  the
• 10:14
  place
• 10:15
  of
• 10:15
  revelation.
• 10:17
  And
• 10:18
  you
• 10:18
  know,
• 10:18
  just
• 10:18
  like
• 10:19
  a
• 10:19
  king
• 10:19
  would
• 10:19
  go
• 10:19
  out
• 10:20
  and
• 10:20
  stand
• 10:20
  up,
• 10:20
  you
• 10:20
  know,
• 10:21
  they
• 10:21
  still
• 10:21
  do
• 10:21
  this
• 10:21
  nowadays
• 10:22
  in
• 10:22
  England,
• 10:23
  right?
• 10:23
  When
• 10:23
  they
• 10:24
  have
• 10:24
  to
• 10:24
  do
• 10:24
  something,
• 10:24
  I
• 10:24
  don't
• 10:25
  know
• 10:25
  what
• 10:25
  they
• 10:25
  do
• 10:25
  nowadays,
• 10:25
  but
• 10:26
  they
• 10:26
  come
• 10:26
  out
• 10:26
  to
• 10:26
  the
• 10:27
  balcony
• 10:28
  in
• 10:28
  front
• 10:28
  of
• 10:28
  the
• 10:28
  big
• 10:28
  square,
• 10:29
  wherever
• 10:29
  it
• 10:29
  is,
• 10:30
  and
• 10:30
  all
• 10:30
  the
• 10:30
  people,
• 10:31
  the
• 10:31
  whole
• 10:31
  amun.
• 10:32
  Am
• 10:32
  is
• 10:32
  out
• 10:33
  there,
• 10:34
  and
• 10:35
  they
• 10:35
  stand
• 10:35
  up
• 10:35
  there,
• 10:35
  and
• 10:36
  that's
• 10:36
  where
• 10:36
  they
• 10:36
  deliver
• 10:37
  addresses,
• 10:38
  right,
• 10:39
  to
• 10:39
  the
• 10:39
  whole
• 10:39
  nation.
• 10:41
  So,
• 10:41
  and
• 10:42
  that
• 10:42
  is
• 10:42
  what
• 10:42
  are
• 10:42
  they
• 10:43
  doing?
• 10:43
  They're
• 10:43
  revealing
• 10:44
  what
• 10:44
  is
• 10:45
  the
• 10:46
  will
• 10:46
  of
• 10:47
  the.
• 10:47
  Of
• 10:47
  the
• 10:47
  melech.
• 10:48
  What's
• 10:48
  the
• 10:49
  will
• 10:49
  of
• 10:49
  the
• 10:49
  king
• 10:50
  or
• 10:50
  the
• 10:50
  queen,
• 10:50
  whatever
• 10:51
  it
• 10:51
  is,
• 10:51
  in.
• 10:51
  In.
• 10:52
  In
• 10:52
  the.
• 10:52
  In
• 10:52
  the
• 10:53
  Malchus,
• 10:53
  in
• 10:53
  the
• 10:53
  kingdom.
• 10:54
  So
• 10:54
  it's
• 10:54
  the
• 10:55
  revealing
• 10:55
  of
• 10:56
  the
• 10:56
  will,
• 10:57
  desire,
• 10:58
  consciousness,
• 10:59
  intellect
• 11:00
  of
• 11:00
  the
• 11:01
  king
• 11:01
  within
• 11:01
  the
• 11:01
  kingdom.
• 11:02
  And
• 11:03
  so
• 11:04
  this
• 11:04
  is
• 11:04
  really
• 11:05
  actually
• 11:05
  what
• 11:05
  speech
• 11:06
  is.
• 11:07
  We
• 11:07
  maybe
• 11:08
  touched
• 11:08
  on
• 11:08
  this
• 11:08
  last
• 11:08
  time,
• 11:08
  I
• 11:09
  think,
• 11:09
  right?
• 11:10
  This
• 11:10
  is
• 11:10
  what
• 11:10
  speech
• 11:10
  is.
• 11:11
  Speech
• 11:11
  is
• 11:11
  the
• 11:11
  thing
• 11:12
  that
• 11:13
  reveals
• 11:14
  what's
• 11:14
  on
• 11:15
  the
• 11:15
  inside
• 11:15
  of
• 11:15
  my
• 11:16
  brain,
• 11:17
  right?
• 11:17
  It
• 11:17
  reveals
• 11:18
  what's
• 11:18
  on
• 11:18
  the
• 11:18
  inside.
• 11:20
  So
• 11:21
  what
• 11:22
  does
• 11:22
  that
• 11:22
  mean
• 11:22
  really?
• 11:23
  In
• 11:23
  a
• 11:24
  certain
• 11:24
  sense,
• 11:25
  speech
• 11:25
  itself
• 11:27
  is
• 11:27
  a
• 11:27
  birthday
• 11:28
  is
• 11:28
  a
• 11:29
  lada.
• 11:30
  What
• 11:30
  does
• 11:30
  a
• 11:31
  birth
• 11:31
  mean?
• 11:31
  What
• 11:31
  does
• 11:31
  a
• 11:31
  layda
• 11:32
  mean?
• 11:33
  A
• 11:33
  birth
• 11:34
  or
• 11:34
  a
• 11:34
  leda
• 11:34
  is
• 11:35
  something
• 11:37
  coming
• 11:38
  out,
• 11:38
  being
• 11:38
  Revealed,
• 11:40
  that
• 11:40
  was
• 11:40
  hidden
• 11:41
  up
• 11:41
  until
• 11:41
  that
• 11:41
  point.
• 11:44
  So.
• 11:45
  And
• 11:45
  the
• 11:45
  word
• 11:45
  that
• 11:46
  Rabbi
• 11:46
  Nachman
• 11:46
  uses
• 11:47
  in
• 11:47
  this
• 11:47
  place
• 11:48
  is
• 11:48
  that
• 11:49
  when
• 11:49
  we
• 11:49
  reach
• 11:49
  this
• 11:49
  level,
• 11:50
  through
• 11:51
  gratitude
• 11:52
  and
• 11:53
  praise
• 11:53
  and
• 11:54
  das
• 11:54
  and
• 11:55
  halacha
• 11:55
  and
• 11:56
  through,
• 11:56
  through,
• 11:56
  through
• 11:57
  that,
• 11:57
  then
• 11:58
  he
• 11:58
  says,
• 12:00
  truth
• 12:01
  is
• 12:01
  revealed.
• 12:02
  What's
• 12:03
  nisgala?
• 12:04
  What
• 12:04
  does
• 12:04
  it
• 12:04
  mean?
• 12:04
  Something's
• 12:04
  revealed.
• 12:05
  It
• 12:05
  means
• 12:06
  it's
• 12:06
  something
• 12:06
  that's
• 12:06
  there,
• 12:07
  but
• 12:07
  it.
• 12:07
  That
• 12:07
  has
• 12:07
  to
• 12:08
  come
• 12:08
  from
• 12:08
  being
• 12:08
  in
• 12:08
  a
• 12:08
  hidden
• 12:09
  place,
• 12:09
  out
• 12:10
  into
• 12:11
  the
• 12:11
  revealed
• 12:12
  realm,
• 12:13
  right?
• 12:13
  This
• 12:14
  is
• 12:14
  called
• 12:14
  birth.
• 12:15
  This
• 12:15
  is
• 12:15
  a
• 12:15
  birth.
• 12:16
  So
• 12:16
  it's
• 12:16
  not
• 12:17
  an
• 12:17
  accident
• 12:17
  that
• 12:17
  it
• 12:17
  flows
• 12:18
  this
• 12:18
  way,
• 12:18
  that
• 12:19
  through
• 12:19
  working
• 12:19
  on
• 12:19
  ourselves,
• 12:20
  through
• 12:21
  the
• 12:21
  Midah
• 12:22
  of
• 12:22
  Haida
• 12:23
  of
• 12:23
  gratitude,
• 12:24
  thankfulness,
• 12:25
  through
• 12:26
  working
• 12:26
  on
• 12:26
  being
• 12:27
  makir
• 12:27
  and
• 12:28
  yideya
• 12:28
  hashem,
• 12:29
  knowing
• 12:29
  and
• 12:30
  recognizing,
• 12:31
  being
• 12:31
  close
• 12:32
  to
• 12:32
  hashem,
• 12:34
  then
• 12:35
  we
• 12:35
  achieve
• 12:36
  a
• 12:36
  birth,
• 12:36
  a
• 12:37
  birth
• 12:37
  of
• 12:37
  new
• 12:37
  das.
• 12:38
  So
• 12:39
  it
• 12:39
  makes
• 12:39
  perfect
• 12:40
  sense
• 12:40
  that
• 12:40
  part
• 12:40
  of
• 12:40
  that
• 12:41
  birth
• 12:41
  is
• 12:41
  going
• 12:42
  to
• 12:42
  be.
• 12:42
  The
• 12:42
  birth
• 12:42
  is
• 12:43
  going
• 12:43
  to
• 12:43
  be
• 12:43
  reflected
• 12:44
  in
• 12:44
  our
• 12:44
  speech,
• 12:45
  because
• 12:46
  our
• 12:46
  speech
• 12:46
  itself
• 12:46
  is
• 12:47
  a
• 12:47
  birth.
• 12:47
  It's
• 12:48
  a
• 12:48
  laydah.
• 12:48
  It's
• 12:49
  a
• 12:49
  birth
• 12:49
  of
• 12:49
  something
• 12:50
  that's
• 12:50
  hidden
• 12:50
  inside.
• 12:51
  And
• 12:52
  then
• 12:52
  it
• 12:52
  gets
• 12:52
  revealed
• 12:53
  into
• 12:53
  the
• 12:53
  world.
• 12:54
  This
• 12:54
  is
• 12:54
  what
• 12:55
  speech
• 12:55
  is,
• 12:59
  by
• 13:00
  the
• 13:00
  way,
• 13:00
  as
• 13:00
  a
• 13:00
  side
• 13:01
  point.
• 13:02
  It's.
• 13:03
  It's
• 13:03
  a
• 13:03
  little
• 13:04
  bit
• 13:04
  striking,
• 13:04
  maybe,
• 13:05
  but
• 13:06
  we
• 13:06
  should
• 13:06
  all
• 13:06
  take
• 13:06
  to
• 13:07
  heart
• 13:08
  that
• 13:09
  when
• 13:09
  something
• 13:09
  comes
• 13:09
  out
• 13:10
  of
• 13:10
  our
• 13:10
  mouths,
• 13:11
  right,
• 13:12
  It.
• 13:13
  It's.
• 13:15
  It's
• 13:15
  real.
• 13:15
  It's.
• 13:15
  It's.
• 13:16
  It's
• 13:16
  us.
• 13:18
  It's
• 13:18
  reflecting
• 13:19
  on
• 13:19
  us,
• 13:20
  right?
• 13:20
  And
• 13:21
  when
• 13:21
  we
• 13:21
  say
• 13:21
  things
• 13:23
  and,
• 13:24
  and
• 13:24
  they
• 13:24
  come
• 13:24
  up
• 13:24
  sometimes,
• 13:25
  I
• 13:25
  don't
• 13:25
  know
• 13:25
  if
• 13:25
  this
• 13:25
  ever
• 13:25
  happens
• 13:26
  to
• 13:26
  you
• 13:26
  guys,
• 13:26
  but
• 13:26
  you
• 13:27
  say
• 13:27
  things
• 13:27
  and
• 13:28
  they
• 13:28
  come
• 13:28
  out
• 13:28
  of
• 13:28
  your
• 13:28
  mouth,
• 13:28
  and
• 13:29
  then
• 13:29
  right
• 13:29
  away
• 13:30
  you
• 13:30
  could
• 13:30
  be
• 13:30
  like,
• 13:30
  oh
• 13:30
  my
• 13:31
  gosh.
• 13:31
  What
• 13:31
  did
• 13:31
  I
• 13:31
  just
• 13:31
  say?
• 13:33
  What
• 13:33
  did
• 13:33
  I
• 13:33
  just
• 13:34
  say?
• 13:38
  Someone's
• 13:39
  raising
• 13:39
  their
• 13:39
  hand
• 13:39
  in
• 13:40
  here.
• 13:40
  I
• 13:40
  won't
• 13:40
  say
• 13:40
  who
• 13:40
  it
• 13:40
  is,
• 13:41
  but.
• 13:43
  Right.
• 13:44
  So
• 13:45
  we
• 13:45
  have
• 13:45
  to
• 13:45
  know,
• 13:45
  though,
• 13:46
  and
• 13:46
  this
• 13:46
  is.
• 13:47
  I
• 13:47
  don't
• 13:47
  mean
• 13:48
  to.
• 13:48
  To
• 13:48
  put
• 13:48
  it
• 13:48
  into.
• 13:49
  To
• 13:50
  the
• 13:50
  person
• 13:50
  to
• 13:50
  raise
• 13:50
  their
• 13:50
  hand
• 13:51
  too
• 13:51
  much,
• 13:51
  but.
• 13:52
  But
• 13:52
  when
• 13:52
  that
• 13:52
  thing
• 13:53
  comes
• 13:53
  out,
• 13:53
  it's
• 13:53
  coming
• 13:54
  from
• 13:54
  somewhere.
• 13:55
  It's
• 13:55
  a
• 13:55
  reflection
• 13:56
  of
• 13:56
  what's
• 13:56
  on
• 13:56
  the
• 13:57
  inside.
• 13:57
  It's
• 13:58
  really
• 13:58
  revealing
• 13:58
  something
• 13:58
  about
• 13:59
  us.
• 14:00
  So,
• 14:00
  you
• 14:01
  know,
• 14:01
  not
• 14:01
  that
• 14:02
  the
• 14:02
  goal
• 14:02
  of
• 14:02
  having
• 14:03
  a
• 14:03
  good,
• 14:03
  good
• 14:03
  speech,
• 14:04
  not
• 14:05
  that
• 14:05
  the
• 14:05
  goal
• 14:05
  of
• 14:05
  not
• 14:06
  saying
• 14:06
  lashon
• 14:06
  hara,
• 14:07
  right,
• 14:08
  or
• 14:08
  not
• 14:08
  demeaning
• 14:09
  people
• 14:09
  or
• 14:10
  whatever,
• 14:10
  whatever
• 14:10
  it
• 14:10
  is,
• 14:11
  is
• 14:11
  that
• 14:11
  it
• 14:11
  shouldn't
• 14:12
  look
• 14:12
  bad
• 14:12
  on
• 14:12
  me,
• 14:14
  right?
• 14:14
  But
• 14:14
  I
• 14:14
  should
• 14:15
  recognize.
• 14:16
  And
• 14:16
  it's
• 14:16
  more
• 14:16
  of
• 14:17
  a
• 14:17
  reason
• 14:17
  to
• 14:17
  be
• 14:17
  careful
• 14:18
  because,
• 14:19
  you
• 14:20
  know,
• 14:20
  another
• 14:21
  aspect
• 14:21
  is.
• 14:21
  I
• 14:21
  know
• 14:21
  I'm
• 14:21
  rambling
• 14:22
  a
• 14:22
  bit
• 14:22
  here,
• 14:22
  but
• 14:22
  it's
• 14:22
  an
• 14:23
  important
• 14:23
  point.
• 14:24
  Malchus
• 14:25
  works
• 14:25
  in
• 14:25
  two
• 14:26
  ways,
• 14:27
  right?
• 14:28
  It's
• 14:28
  on
• 14:28
  the
• 14:28
  one
• 14:28
  hand
• 14:29
  It's
• 14:29
  a
• 14:29
  revelation
• 14:31
  of
• 14:31
  what's
• 14:31
  inside.
• 14:32
  But
• 14:33
  on
• 14:33
  the
• 14:33
  other
• 14:33
  hand,
• 14:34
  it
• 14:34
  can
• 14:34
  also
• 14:36
  have
• 14:36
  an
• 14:36
  impact
• 14:38
  when
• 14:39
  we
• 14:39
  reveal
• 14:40
  something
• 14:41
  that
• 14:43
  maybe
• 14:43
  we're
• 14:43
  not
• 14:43
  really
• 14:44
  there
• 14:44
  yet,
• 14:46
  but
• 14:46
  we
• 14:46
  put
• 14:46
  something
• 14:47
  into
• 14:47
  the
• 14:47
  realm
• 14:47
  of
• 14:47
  malchus
• 14:48
  because
• 14:49
  we
• 14:49
  want
• 14:49
  to
• 14:49
  be
• 14:50
  there.
• 14:50
  We
• 14:50
  want
• 14:50
  to
• 14:50
  get
• 14:51
  to
• 14:51
  that
• 14:51
  level.
• 14:51
  Right?
• 14:52
  So
• 14:53
  it
• 14:53
  happens
• 14:53
  in
• 14:53
  a
• 14:54
  few
• 14:54
  ways.
• 14:55
  The.
• 14:56
  One
• 14:56
  of
• 14:56
  the
• 14:56
  first
• 14:56
  ways
• 14:57
  is
• 14:57
  this
• 14:57
  way
• 14:57
  of
• 14:57
  speech,
• 14:58
  right?
• 14:58
  So
• 15:00
  you
• 15:00
  can
• 15:00
  begin
• 15:01
  to.
• 15:03
  Let's
• 15:03
  say
• 15:03
  you
• 15:03
  were
• 15:04
  not
• 15:04
  born
• 15:04
  as
• 15:04
  a
• 15:04
  religious
• 15:05
  jew
• 15:05
  and
• 15:05
  you
• 15:05
  came
• 15:06
  from
• 15:06
  a
• 15:06
  secular
• 15:06
  society.
• 15:07
  And
• 15:08
  it
• 15:08
  always
• 15:08
  strikes
• 15:09
  me
• 15:09
  when
• 15:09
  I
• 15:09
  hear
• 15:10
  people
• 15:10
  that
• 15:10
  I
• 15:10
  know
• 15:11
  and
• 15:14
  they
• 15:14
  curse
• 15:14
  words
• 15:15
  that
• 15:15
  fly
• 15:15
  out
• 15:15
  of
• 15:15
  their
• 15:15
  mouth.
• 15:16
  I
• 15:16
  can't
• 15:16
  believe
• 15:16
  it.
• 15:17
  I
• 15:17
  always
• 15:17
  shocked
• 15:18
  to
• 15:18
  hear
• 15:18
  such
• 15:19
  a
• 15:19
  thing.
• 15:19
  Right?
• 15:19
  But
• 15:20
  it
• 15:20
  happens.
• 15:21
  This
• 15:22
  stuff
• 15:22
  comes
• 15:22
  out,
• 15:23
  right?
• 15:24
  So
• 15:24
  maybe
• 15:24
  I
• 15:24
  want
• 15:24
  to
• 15:24
  say,
• 15:25
  you
• 15:25
  know
• 15:25
  what?
• 15:25
  I
• 15:25
  still.
• 15:26
  It's
• 15:26
  still
• 15:26
  within
• 15:26
  me,
• 15:27
  the
• 15:28
  desire
• 15:28
  to
• 15:28
  use
• 15:28
  those
• 15:29
  words.
• 15:29
  But
• 15:29
  you
• 15:29
  know
• 15:29
  what?
• 15:29
  I'm
• 15:30
  making
• 15:30
  a
• 15:30
  rule
• 15:30
  for
• 15:30
  myself,
• 15:31
  and
• 15:31
  I'm
• 15:31
  gonna
• 15:31
  define
• 15:32
  that.
• 15:32
  My
• 15:32
  speech
• 15:33
  is
• 15:33
  not
• 15:33
  going
• 15:33
  to
• 15:33
  be
• 15:33
  like
• 15:34
  that
• 15:34
  anymore.
• 15:35
  So.
• 15:36
  Yeah.
• 15:37
  And,
• 15:37
  you
• 15:38
  know,
• 15:38
  your.
• 15:38
  Your
• 15:38
  friends
• 15:39
  might
• 15:39
  look
• 15:39
  at
• 15:39
  you
• 15:39
  and
• 15:39
  say,
• 15:39
  why
• 15:39
  are
• 15:39
  you
• 15:40
  talking
• 15:40
  like
• 15:40
  this?
• 15:40
  Where's
• 15:41
  my
• 15:41
  old
• 15:41
  friend
• 15:41
  who
• 15:42
  used
• 15:42
  to
• 15:42
  say
• 15:42
  this
• 15:43
  and
• 15:43
  that?
• 15:43
  I'm
• 15:43
  not
• 15:43
  even
• 15:43
  gonna
• 15:44
  start
• 15:44
  this
• 15:44
  and
• 15:45
  that.
• 15:45
  And,
• 15:46
  you
• 15:46
  know,
• 15:47
  come
• 15:47
  on,
• 15:47
  come
• 15:47
  on,
• 15:48
  it's
• 15:48
  us.
• 15:48
  We're
• 15:48
  out.
• 15:49
  Let's,
• 15:49
  you
• 15:49
  know,
• 15:50
  what
• 15:50
  happened
• 15:50
  to
• 15:50
  you?
• 15:51
  And
• 15:52
  you're
• 15:52
  thinking
• 15:52
  to
• 15:52
  yourself,
• 15:53
  you're
• 15:53
  right,
• 15:53
  I'm
• 15:53
  not
• 15:54
  that
• 15:54
  person.
• 15:55
  I
• 15:55
  still
• 15:55
  have
• 15:55
  those
• 15:55
  things
• 15:56
  inside
• 15:56
  me.
• 15:57
  But
• 15:57
  by
• 15:58
  using
• 15:58
  it
• 15:58
  in
• 15:58
  this
• 15:59
  realm
• 15:59
  of
• 15:59
  malchus
• 16:00
  and
• 16:00
  speaking
• 16:00
  in
• 16:01
  a
• 16:01
  beautiful
• 16:01
  way,
• 16:02
  it
• 16:02
  can
• 16:02
  actually
• 16:03
  have
• 16:03
  an
• 16:03
  impact
• 16:03
  on
• 16:03
  you.
• 16:04
  It
• 16:04
  can
• 16:04
  have
• 16:05
  an
• 16:05
  impact
• 16:06
  back.
• 16:07
  So
• 16:07
  too,
• 16:08
  like
• 16:08
  we
• 16:08
  always
• 16:08
  say,
• 16:09
  the
• 16:09
  other
• 16:09
  aspect
• 16:09
  of
• 16:09
  malchus
• 16:10
  that
• 16:10
  we
• 16:10
  say
• 16:10
  is
• 16:11
  levosh
• 16:11
  malchus.
• 16:12
  Like
• 16:12
  from
• 16:12
  megillah's
• 16:13
  Esther,
• 16:13
  Levosh
• 16:14
  malchus.
• 16:15
  Right.
• 16:15
  The
• 16:15
  clothing
• 16:16
  of
• 16:16
  a
• 16:16
  person.
• 16:17
  So
• 16:18
  there's
• 16:18
  one.
• 16:18
  One
• 16:18
  aspect
• 16:19
  is
• 16:19
  I
• 16:19
  dress
• 16:20
  in
• 16:20
  a
• 16:20
  way
• 16:21
  that
• 16:21
  reveals
• 16:22
  really
• 16:22
  what's
• 16:22
  inside.
• 16:24
  The
• 16:24
  way
• 16:24
  that
• 16:24
  I
• 16:24
  dress
• 16:25
  reveals
• 16:26
  what's
• 16:26
  on
• 16:26
  the
• 16:26
  inside.
• 16:27
  Right.
• 16:27
  And
• 16:27
  it
• 16:28
  reveals
• 16:28
  something
• 16:28
  about
• 16:29
  me.
• 16:29
  Why?
• 16:29
  Because
• 16:30
  it's
• 16:30
  the
• 16:30
  thing
• 16:30
  that's
• 16:30
  out
• 16:31
  there.
• 16:31
  It's
• 16:32
  the
• 16:32
  interface
• 16:32
  between
• 16:33
  me
• 16:33
  and
• 16:33
  the
• 16:33
  rest
• 16:33
  of
• 16:33
  the
• 16:33
  world.
• 16:34
  It's
• 16:34
  the
• 16:34
  last
• 16:35
  place
• 16:35
  where
• 16:35
  I
• 16:35
  really
• 16:36
  reveal
• 16:36
  myself.
• 16:37
  Yeah.
• 16:39
  That's
• 16:39
  what
• 16:39
  clothing
• 16:40
  is.
• 16:41
  So
• 16:41
  on
• 16:41
  the
• 16:41
  one
• 16:42
  hand,
• 16:42
  it
• 16:42
  can
• 16:43
  be
• 16:43
  like
• 16:43
  that.
• 16:43
  It
• 16:43
  can
• 16:43
  be
• 16:43
  a
• 16:44
  revelation
• 16:44
  of
• 16:44
  what's
• 16:44
  on
• 16:44
  the
• 16:44
  inside.
• 16:45
  On
• 16:45
  the
• 16:45
  other
• 16:45
  hand,
• 16:45
  I
• 16:45
  can
• 16:45
  say,
• 16:46
  you
• 16:46
  know
• 16:46
  what?
• 16:47
  I
• 16:47
  know
• 16:48
  that
• 16:48
  I'm
• 16:48
  still
• 16:48
  a
• 16:49
  person
• 16:49
  who
• 16:50
  has
• 16:50
  a
• 16:50
  lot
• 16:50
  of
• 16:51
  behaviors
• 16:51
  that
• 16:51
  are
• 16:52
  not
• 16:53
  pure,
• 16:54
  let's
• 16:54
  say,
• 16:55
  that
• 16:55
  are
• 16:55
  not
• 16:55
  lashem
• 16:56
  shemayim,
• 16:56
  that
• 16:57
  are
• 16:57
  not
• 16:58
  kadush,
• 16:58
  that
• 16:58
  are
• 16:59
  not
• 16:59
  holy.
• 17:00
  And
• 17:01
  I
• 17:01
  know
• 17:01
  I'm
• 17:01
  still
• 17:01
  like
• 17:01
  that
• 17:02
  inside.
• 17:02
  But
• 17:03
  you
• 17:03
  know
• 17:03
  what?
• 17:03
  I
• 17:03
  want
• 17:04
  to
• 17:04
  dress
• 17:05
  in
• 17:05
  a
• 17:05
  way
• 17:06
  that's
• 17:06
  going
• 17:06
  to
• 17:06
  pull
• 17:06
  me
• 17:07
  up.
• 17:09
  It's
• 17:09
  going
• 17:09
  to
• 17:09
  pull
• 17:09
  me
• 17:09
  up.
• 17:10
  It's
• 17:10
  going
• 17:10
  to
• 17:10
  bring
• 17:10
  me
• 17:11
  into
• 17:13
  a
• 17:13
  higher
• 17:13
  space
• 17:14
  of
• 17:14
  kedusha,
• 17:15
  a
• 17:15
  higher
• 17:15
  space
• 17:15
  of
• 17:16
  holiness,
• 17:16
  a
• 17:16
  higher
• 17:16
  state
• 17:17
  of
• 17:18
  purity.
• 17:19
  And
• 17:20
  so
• 17:20
  I'm
• 17:20
  gonna
• 17:20
  like,
• 17:20
  fake
• 17:21
  it
• 17:21
  till
• 17:21
  I
• 17:21
  make
• 17:21
  it
• 17:21
  a
• 17:21
  little
• 17:21
  bit
• 17:22
  first.
• 17:23
  Right.
• 17:24
  This
• 17:24
  is
• 17:24
  an
• 17:24
  aspect
• 17:25
  of
• 17:25
  Malchus
• 17:26
  and
• 17:26
  an
• 17:26
  aspect
• 17:26
  of
• 17:27
  speech.
• 17:28
  And
• 17:28
  that
• 17:28
  was
• 17:28
  a
• 17:29
  huge
• 17:29
  tangent
• 17:30
  based
• 17:30
  on
• 17:31
  the
• 17:31
  fact
• 17:31
  that
• 17:31
  we're
• 17:32
  talking
• 17:32
  about
• 17:32
  how
• 17:32
  speech
• 17:33
  is
• 17:33
  a
• 17:33
  birth,
• 17:34
  speech
• 17:34
  is
• 17:34
  a
• 17:35
  Lada.
• 17:35
  And
• 17:35
  when
• 17:36
  we
• 17:36
  get
• 17:36
  to
• 17:36
  a
• 17:36
  certain
• 17:37
  level
• 17:37
  of.
• 17:37
  Of
• 17:38
  consciousness,
• 17:38
  of
• 17:38
  Hashem
• 17:39
  and
• 17:39
  living
• 17:40
  truth,
• 17:41
  then
• 17:41
  automatically
• 17:42
  the
• 17:42
  birth
• 17:43
  that
• 17:43
  comes
• 17:43
  out
• 17:43
  of
• 17:44
  us
• 17:44
  is
• 17:44
  truth.
• 17:45
  Right.
• 17:46
  And
• 17:46
  so
• 17:46
  as
• 17:47
  we
• 17:47
  said
• 17:47
  this,
• 17:47
  these
• 17:48
  Arba
• 17:48
  chelke
• 17:49
  dibur
• 17:49
  are
• 17:50
  four
• 17:50
  things
• 17:51
  that.
• 17:52
  The
• 17:52
  way
• 17:52
  I
• 17:52
  like
• 17:52
  to
• 17:52
  see
• 17:53
  them
• 17:53
  is
• 17:53
  they're
• 17:53
  four
• 17:53
  places
• 17:54
  where
• 17:54
  it's
• 17:54
  particularly
• 17:55
  tempting
• 17:56
  to
• 17:57
  stumble
• 17:57
  with
• 17:58
  moving
• 17:59
  away
• 17:59
  from
• 17:59
  truth
• 18:00
  in
• 18:00
  our
• 18:00
  speech.
• 18:01
  Yeah.
• 18:02
  And
• 18:03
  so
• 18:03
  we
• 18:03
  did
• 18:03
  last
• 18:03
  time.
• 18:04
  I
• 18:04
  think
• 18:04
  we
• 18:04
  did
• 18:04
  the
• 18:04
  first
• 18:04
  one
• 18:05
  last
• 18:05
  time.
• 18:05
  I
• 18:05
  remember
• 18:05
  correctly.
• 18:06
  You
• 18:06
  guys
• 18:06
  with
• 18:06
  me.
• 18:06
  I
• 18:06
  didn't.
• 18:07
  I
• 18:08
  just
• 18:08
  walked
• 18:08
  in
• 18:08
  the
• 18:08
  door,
• 18:09
  got
• 18:09
  everything
• 18:09
  ready
• 18:10
  and
• 18:10
  sat
• 18:10
  down
• 18:10
  to.
• 18:10
  To.
• 18:11
  To
• 18:11
  give
• 18:11
  this
• 18:11
  year.
• 18:11
  I
• 18:12
  didn't
• 18:12
  have
• 18:12
  time
• 18:12
  to
• 18:12
  see
• 18:12
  where
• 18:12
  we
• 18:13
  left
• 18:13
  off.
• 18:14
  But
• 18:14
  I
• 18:14
  think.
• 18:16
  I
• 18:16
  think
• 18:17
  that
• 18:17
  we
• 18:17
  started
• 18:17
  with
• 18:18
  the.
• 18:18
  With
• 18:18
  the
• 18:18
  speech
• 18:18
  of
• 18:19
  Tzedakah.
• 18:21
  And
• 18:23
  Yeah,
• 18:24
  we
• 18:24
  did.
• 18:25
  And.
• 18:26
  And
• 18:26
  that
• 18:26
  we
• 18:26
  only
• 18:27
  did
• 18:27
  that
• 18:27
  one.
• 18:28
  So
• 18:28
  I
• 18:28
  think
• 18:28
  we'll
• 18:28
  move
• 18:29
  on
• 18:29
  to.
• 18:29
  To
• 18:29
  the
• 18:29
  next
• 18:30
  three
• 18:30
  and
• 18:30
  we'll
• 18:30
  look
• 18:30
  at
• 18:31
  them
• 18:31
  now
• 18:31
  and
• 18:32
  see
• 18:32
  how
• 18:32
  we
• 18:32
  understand
• 18:33
  the
• 18:33
  first
• 18:33
  one
• 18:33
  of
• 18:33
  Tzedakah.
• 18:35
  We
• 18:36
  mentioned
• 18:36
  how
• 18:36
  it's
• 18:36
  particularly
• 18:37
  easy.
• 18:38
  It's
• 18:38
  a
• 18:38
  particular
• 18:39
  temptation
• 18:40
  to
• 18:41
  get
• 18:41
  out
• 18:42
  of
• 18:42
  having
• 18:42
  to
• 18:42
  give
• 18:43
  money.
• 18:43
  If
• 18:44
  we're
• 18:44
  not
• 18:45
  in
• 18:45
  a
• 18:45
  place
• 18:46
  where
• 18:47
  we
• 18:47
  understand
• 18:48
  the
• 18:48
  importance
• 18:48
  of
• 18:48
  giving
• 18:49
  money
• 18:49
  of
• 18:49
  Tzedakah
• 18:50
  or
• 18:50
  giving
• 18:51
  of
• 18:51
  whatever
• 18:51
  it
• 18:51
  is.
• 18:52
  So
• 18:53
  we
• 18:53
  might
• 18:53
  lie
• 18:53
  and
• 18:54
  say,
• 18:54
  oh,
• 18:54
  sorry,
• 18:55
  I
• 18:55
  don't
• 18:55
  have.
• 18:55
  When
• 18:55
  I
• 18:56
  really
• 18:56
  do
• 18:56
  have.
• 18:56
  Or
• 18:57
  we
• 18:57
  might
• 18:57
  not
• 18:58
  answer
• 18:58
  the
• 18:58
  door
• 18:59
  if
• 19:00
  someone
• 19:00
  comes.
• 19:01
  We
• 19:01
  might
• 19:01
  see
• 19:01
  someone
• 19:01
  in
• 19:02
  the
• 19:02
  street
• 19:02
  and
• 19:02
  specifically
• 19:03
  try
• 19:03
  to
• 19:03
  avoid
• 19:03
  them
• 19:04
  and
• 19:04
  not
• 19:04
  talk
• 19:04
  to
• 19:04
  them
• 19:05
  because
• 19:05
  we
• 19:05
  know
• 19:05
  they
• 19:05
  want.
• 19:06
  Right.
• 19:07
  There's
• 19:07
  many
• 19:07
  things
• 19:07
  you
• 19:07
  could
• 19:07
  do
• 19:08
  in
• 19:08
  the.
• 19:08
  In.
• 19:08
  In
• 19:08
  this
• 19:08
  realm.
• 19:10
  So.
• 19:10
  But
• 19:10
  if
• 19:11
  you're
• 19:11
  a
• 19:11
  person
• 19:11
  of.
• 19:12
  Of.
• 19:12
  Of.
• 19:13
  Of
• 19:13
  truth
• 19:14
  and
• 19:14
  you're
• 19:14
  a
• 19:15
  person
• 19:15
  of
• 19:16
  who.
• 19:16
  Of
• 19:17
  Hashem
• 19:17
  consciousness.
• 19:18
  Right.
• 19:19
  God
• 19:19
  consciousness,
• 19:21
  then
• 19:21
  you
• 19:21
  know
• 19:22
  it's
• 19:22
  not
• 19:22
  going
• 19:22
  to
• 19:22
  be.
• 19:22
  If
• 19:23
  you're
• 19:23
  able
• 19:23
  to
• 19:23
  give,
• 19:23
  you're
• 19:24
  going
• 19:24
  to
• 19:24
  give
• 19:24
  and
• 19:24
  you're
• 19:24
  going
• 19:24
  to
• 19:24
  talk
• 19:24
  to
• 19:25
  the
• 19:25
  person.
• 19:26
  That's
• 19:26
  how
• 19:26
  it's
• 19:26
  going
• 19:27
  to
• 19:27
  go.
• 19:28
  Right.
• 19:29
  So
• 19:29
  that
• 19:29
  was
• 19:29
  going
• 19:30
  on
• 19:30
  the
• 19:30
  first
• 19:30
  speech,
• 19:31
  Moshe
• 19:31
  Rabbeinu
• 19:32
  made
• 19:32
  a
• 19:32
  speech
• 19:32
  that
• 19:32
  had
• 19:33
  a
• 19:33
  sentence
• 19:33
  that
• 19:33
  had
• 19:34
  four
• 19:34
  parts
• 19:34
  that's
• 19:34
  going
• 19:34
  on
• 19:34
  the
• 19:35
  first
• 19:35
  one.
• 19:36
  So
• 19:36
  the
• 19:36
  second
• 19:36
  one.
• 19:36
  Now
• 19:37
  we'll
• 19:38
  look
• 19:38
  at
• 19:39
  second
• 19:39
  speech
• 19:39
  form
• 19:40
  of
• 19:40
  speech,
• 19:40
  Ishuva.
• 19:43
  There's
• 19:44
  speech
• 19:45
  of
• 19:45
  teshuvah.
• 19:47
  Teshuva
• 19:48
  means
• 19:49
  what?
• 19:51
  What's
• 19:51
  the
• 19:51
  translation
• 19:52
  of
• 19:52
  teshuva,
• 19:52
  guys?
• 19:53
  Repaint,
• 19:54
  repent,
• 19:54
  return,
• 19:55
  return.
• 19:56
  There
• 19:57
  it
• 19:57
  knows.
• 19:58
  So
• 19:59
  I
• 19:59
  was
• 19:59
  hoping
• 19:59
  that
• 19:59
  someone
• 20:00
  would
• 20:00
  say
• 20:00
  the
• 20:00
  usual
• 20:00
  thing
• 20:01
  which
• 20:01
  is.
• 20:01
  Which
• 20:02
  is
• 20:02
  teshuva
• 20:03
  is.
• 20:03
  Is
• 20:04
  repentance,
• 20:05
  right?
• 20:07
  Which.
• 20:07
  Which.
• 20:08
  I
• 20:08
  don't
• 20:08
  really
• 20:08
  know
• 20:08
  what
• 20:08
  it
• 20:08
  means,
• 20:09
  to
• 20:09
  be
• 20:09
  honest,
• 20:09
  but
• 20:10
  certainly
• 20:11
  has
• 20:11
  a
• 20:11
  negative
• 20:11
  connotation.
• 20:12
  But
• 20:13
  teshuva
• 20:13
  is
• 20:13
  really
• 20:14
  returning,
• 20:14
  returning
• 20:15
  to
• 20:17
  really
• 20:18
  ourselves.
• 20:18
  Returning
• 20:19
  to
• 20:19
  who
• 20:20
  we
• 20:20
  really
• 20:20
  are
• 20:20
  returning
• 20:21
  to
• 20:21
  our.
• 20:21
  Our
• 20:21
  pure
• 20:22
  soul.
• 20:22
  Returning
• 20:23
  to
• 20:23
  who
• 20:23
  we're
• 20:23
  supposed
• 20:24
  to
• 20:24
  be
• 20:24
  returning
• 20:25
  to
• 20:25
  Hashem.
• 20:26
  Right?
• 20:27
  That's
• 20:27
  what
• 20:27
  we're
• 20:28
  trying
• 20:28
  to
• 20:28
  do.
• 20:29
  So,
• 20:30
  so
• 20:31
  we're
• 20:31
  on
• 20:31
  page,
• 20:32
  by
• 20:32
  the
• 20:32
  way.
• 20:32
  We're
• 20:33
  on
• 20:33
  page
• 20:33
  in
• 20:33
  the
• 20:34
  BRI
• 20:34
  book,
• 20:35
  if
• 20:35
  anybody
• 20:35
  was
• 20:36
  following.
• 20:36
  We're
• 20:36
  on
• 20:37
  page
• 20:38
  122
• 20:39
  at
• 20:39
  the
• 20:39
  very
• 20:39
  bottom.
• 20:41
  So,
• 20:41
  yes,
• 20:44
  like
• 20:45
  the
• 20:45
  posse
• 20:45
  says
• 20:46
  in
• 20:46
  Hoshea,
• 20:53
  take
• 20:53
  with
• 20:54
  you
• 20:54
  words
• 20:55
  and
• 20:56
  return
• 20:56
  to
• 20:56
  hashem.
• 20:57
  Take
• 20:58
  with
• 20:58
  you
• 20:58
  words
• 20:58
  and
• 20:59
  return
• 20:59
  to
• 20:59
  hashem.
• 21:01
  It's
• 21:01
  a
• 21:01
  song,
• 21:01
  by
• 21:02
  the
• 21:02
  way.
• 21:03
  It's
• 21:03
  a
• 21:03
  good
• 21:04
  song.
• 21:05
  So,
• 21:05
  meaning
• 21:06
  what
• 21:06
  the
• 21:06
  pasik
• 21:07
  is
• 21:07
  telling
• 21:07
  us
• 21:07
  that
• 21:07
  when
• 21:07
  you're
• 21:08
  returning,
• 21:08
  when
• 21:09
  you're
• 21:09
  returning
• 21:09
  to
• 21:09
  Hashem,
• 21:10
  when
• 21:10
  you're
• 21:10
  doing
• 21:10
  chuva,
• 21:11
  there's
• 21:11
  an
• 21:11
  aspect
• 21:12
  that's
• 21:13
  required
• 21:13
  that
• 21:13
  it
• 21:13
  has
• 21:13
  to
• 21:14
  do
• 21:14
  with
• 21:14
  speech.
• 21:15
  First
• 21:15
  of
• 21:15
  all,
• 21:16
  halacha,
• 21:16
  la
• 21:16
  maisa,
• 21:17
  we
• 21:17
  keep
• 21:17
  learning
• 21:17
  a
• 21:18
  little
• 21:18
  bit
• 21:18
  of
• 21:18
  halacha
• 21:18
  every
• 21:19
  week
• 21:19
  now
• 21:19
  in
• 21:19
  this
• 21:20
  one
• 21:20
  that
• 21:20
  we're
• 21:20
  talking
• 21:20
  about
• 21:20
  halacha,
• 21:21
  when
• 21:21
  you
• 21:21
  do
• 21:22
  chuva,
• 21:22
  what
• 21:22
  do
• 21:22
  you
• 21:22
  have
• 21:22
  to
• 21:22
  do?
• 21:23
  What's
• 21:23
  the
• 21:23
  Rambam's
• 21:24
  prescribed
• 21:25
  method
• 21:25
  for
• 21:25
  chuva
• 21:26
  is
• 21:27
  I
• 21:28
  have
• 21:28
  to
• 21:29
  first
• 21:29
  stop
• 21:29
  doing
• 21:29
  the
• 21:29
  thing,
• 21:30
  obviously,
• 21:31
  right?
• 21:31
  Then
• 21:32
  I
• 21:32
  have
• 21:33
  to
• 21:34
  do
• 21:34
  vidui.
• 21:35
  That
• 21:35
  means
• 21:36
  I
• 21:36
  have
• 21:36
  to
• 21:36
  use
• 21:37
  my
• 21:37
  words,
• 21:37
  my
• 21:37
  speech,
• 21:38
  to
• 21:39
  confess
• 21:39
  to
• 21:39
  hashem.
• 21:40
  What
• 21:40
  I
• 21:41
  did.
• 21:42
  I
• 21:42
  have
• 21:42
  to
• 21:42
  utter.
• 21:43
  I
• 21:43
  have
• 21:43
  to
• 21:43
  speak
• 21:44
  the
• 21:44
  words
• 21:45
  properly,
• 21:46
  right?
• 21:46
  And
• 21:47
  then
• 21:47
  I
• 21:48
  have
• 21:48
  to.
• 21:48
  I
• 21:49
  say
• 21:49
  sorry
• 21:49
  and
• 21:49
  I'm
• 21:49
  not
• 21:49
  doing
• 21:50
  it
• 21:50
  again.
• 21:51
  That's
• 21:51
  the.
• 21:51
  That's
• 21:52
  how
• 21:52
  we
• 21:52
  do
• 21:52
  chuva.
• 21:53
  Stop
• 21:53
  doing
• 21:53
  it.
• 21:54
  Confess
• 21:55
  and.
• 21:56
  And
• 21:57
  say
• 21:57
  sorry
• 21:57
  and
• 21:57
  I'm
• 21:57
  not
• 21:58
  going
• 21:58
  to
• 21:58
  do
• 21:58
  it
• 21:58
  again.
• 21:59
  That's
• 21:59
  chuva.
• 22:01
  So
• 22:01
  a
• 22:01
  huge
• 22:02
  portion
• 22:02
  of
• 22:02
  this,
• 22:03
  right,
• 22:04
  is
• 22:04
  vidui,
• 22:06
  confession,
• 22:07
  and
• 22:07
  then
• 22:08
  of
• 22:08
  course,
• 22:08
  saying
• 22:09
  sorry
• 22:09
  to
• 22:09
  hashem.
• 22:10
  But
• 22:10
  the
• 22:11
  vidui
• 22:11
  is
• 22:11
  the
• 22:11
  important
• 22:11
  one
• 22:12
  over
• 22:12
  here.
• 22:14
  So
• 22:15
  let's.
• 22:15
  Let's
• 22:15
  just
• 22:16
  hear
• 22:16
  a
• 22:16
  little
• 22:16
  bit,
• 22:16
  a
• 22:16
  little
• 22:17
  bit
• 22:17
  more
• 22:17
  of
• 22:17
  this
• 22:17
  and
• 22:17
  then
• 22:18
  we'll.
• 22:19
  So,
• 22:19
  so
• 22:19
  he
• 22:19
  says,
• 22:22
  okay,
• 22:22
  no,
• 22:22
  it's
• 22:22
  gonna
• 22:23
  be
• 22:23
  awesome.
• 22:23
  Hold
• 22:23
  on
• 22:23
  a
• 22:24
  second.
• 22:24
  So
• 22:24
  how
• 22:25
  is
• 22:25
  this
• 22:25
  an
• 22:25
  Indian
• 22:26
  of
• 22:26
  emis,
• 22:27
  where.
• 22:28
  I
• 22:28
  think
• 22:28
  this
• 22:29
  is
• 22:29
  my
• 22:29
  favorite
• 22:29
  one
• 22:29
  of
• 22:29
  the
• 22:30
  four.
• 22:30
  Where
• 22:31
  do
• 22:31
  we
• 22:31
  see
• 22:32
  truth
• 22:33
  in
• 22:34
  Teshuva?
• 22:35
  In
• 22:35
  the
• 22:35
  vidui
• 22:35
  of
• 22:36
  teshuva.
• 22:37
  And
• 22:37
  it's
• 22:38
  connected
• 22:38
  to
• 22:38
  this
• 22:38
  whole
• 22:38
  entire
• 22:39
  Torah
• 22:39
  also,
• 22:40
  right?
• 22:42
  Is
• 22:42
  that
• 22:42
  it's
• 22:42
  like
• 22:43
  this.
• 22:45
  To
• 22:46
  do
• 22:46
  teshuvah
• 22:47
  means
• 22:47
  to
• 22:48
  confess
• 22:48
  to
• 22:48
  hashem.
• 22:49
  And
• 22:50
  like
• 22:50
  we've
• 22:50
  said
• 22:50
  in
• 22:50
  other
• 22:51
  contexts,
• 22:51
  like
• 22:51
  with
• 22:51
  hispoitidus,
• 22:53
  if
• 22:53
  you're
• 22:53
  not
• 22:53
  doing
• 22:54
  it
• 22:54
  with
• 22:54
  absolute,
• 22:55
  complete
• 22:56
  truth,
• 22:57
  absolute
• 22:58
  authenticity,
• 23:00
  who
• 23:00
  are
• 23:00
  you
• 23:00
  trying
• 23:01
  to
• 23:01
  fool?
• 23:02
  It's
• 23:02
  you
• 23:03
  and
• 23:03
  hashem.
• 23:03
  That's
• 23:03
  it.
• 23:04
  What
• 23:05
  are
• 23:05
  we
• 23:05
  doing?
• 23:06
  Right?
• 23:07
  Why
• 23:07
  would
• 23:08
  we
• 23:08
  lie
• 23:08
  in
• 23:08
  such
• 23:08
  a
• 23:08
  case?
• 23:09
  Why
• 23:09
  would
• 23:09
  we
• 23:10
  not
• 23:10
  say
• 23:10
  the
• 23:10
  truth
• 23:10
  in
• 23:10
  such
• 23:11
  a
• 23:11
  case?
• 23:12
  It's
• 23:12
  craziness.
• 23:13
  It's
• 23:13
  insane,
• 23:14
  right?
• 23:15
  So
• 23:15
  it's
• 23:15
  one
• 23:15
  of
• 23:15
  those
• 23:16
  times
• 23:17
  when
• 23:18
  I'm
• 23:19
  doing
• 23:19
  vidui,
• 23:20
  I'm
• 23:21
  confessing
• 23:21
  to
• 23:21
  hashem
• 23:22
  things
• 23:22
  that
• 23:22
  I've
• 23:22
  done
• 23:22
  wrong.
• 23:24
  Sometimes
• 23:25
  it's
• 23:25
  hard
• 23:25
  for
• 23:25
  us
• 23:26
  to
• 23:26
  acknowledge
• 23:28
  that
• 23:28
  I
• 23:28
  really
• 23:28
  did
• 23:29
  it.
• 23:30
  We
• 23:30
  like
• 23:30
  to
• 23:30
  tell
• 23:30
  stories
• 23:31
  about,
• 23:32
  oh,
• 23:32
  you
• 23:32
  know,
• 23:32
  I
• 23:33
  did
• 23:33
  this
• 23:33
  because
• 23:33
  of
• 23:34
  this.
• 23:35
  I
• 23:35
  did
• 23:35
  this
• 23:35
  because
• 23:36
  this
• 23:36
  happened.
• 23:36
  I
• 23:36
  did
• 23:36
  this
• 23:37
  because
• 23:37
  this
• 23:37
  happened.
• 23:38
  You
• 23:38
  know,
• 23:39
  I
• 23:40
  could
• 23:40
  think
• 23:40
  of
• 23:40
  a
• 23:40
  few
• 23:40
  things,
• 23:41
  but
• 23:41
  I
• 23:41
  don't
• 23:41
  want
• 23:41
  to
• 23:41
  say
• 23:41
  them
• 23:41
  right
• 23:42
  now
• 23:42
  about
• 23:42
  stories
• 23:43
  about.
• 23:43
  About
• 23:43
  these
• 23:43
  types
• 23:44
  of
• 23:44
  things.
• 23:45
  Right.
• 23:47
  I
• 23:48
  know.
• 23:48
  I'll
• 23:48
  tell
• 23:49
  you
• 23:49
  an
• 23:49
  example,
• 23:50
  plain
• 23:50
  example.
• 23:51
  I
• 23:51
  know
• 23:51
  someone
• 23:51
  who
• 23:52
  got
• 23:52
  themselves
• 23:52
  involved
• 23:53
  in
• 23:54
  a.
• 23:55
  In
• 23:56
  a
• 23:56
  scheme
• 23:57
  where
• 23:57
  they
• 23:58
  lost
• 23:58
  a
• 23:59
  ton
• 23:59
  of
• 23:59
  money.
• 24:00
  And
• 24:01
  when
• 24:01
  I
• 24:01
  say
• 24:01
  a
• 24:01
  ton,
• 24:01
  these
• 24:02
  people
• 24:02
  are
• 24:02
  not
• 24:02
  wealthy
• 24:02
  at
• 24:03
  all.
• 24:03
  And
• 24:03
  they
• 24:04
  lost,
• 24:04
  like,
• 24:04
  hundreds
• 24:04
  of
• 24:04
  thousands
• 24:05
  of
• 24:05
  dollars
• 24:05
  in
• 24:06
  this
• 24:06
  scheme.
• 24:07
  And
• 24:07
  they
• 24:07
  got
• 24:08
  involved
• 24:08
  with
• 24:08
  it
• 24:08
  because
• 24:08
  they
• 24:09
  heard
• 24:09
  that
• 24:09
  maybe
• 24:09
  it's
• 24:10
  really
• 24:10
  okay,
• 24:10
  maybe
• 24:10
  it's
• 24:11
  not.
• 24:11
  You
• 24:12
  know,
• 24:12
  it's
• 24:12
  one
• 24:12
  of
• 24:12
  these
• 24:12
  situations.
• 24:14
  And.
• 24:15
  And
• 24:16
  when
• 24:16
  I
• 24:16
  was
• 24:16
  speaking
• 24:16
  to
• 24:16
  them
• 24:16
  at
• 24:17
  first
• 24:17
  about
• 24:18
  this,
• 24:19
  and
• 24:19
  the
• 24:20
  person
• 24:20
  said
• 24:20
  to
• 24:20
  me
• 24:21
  was
• 24:21
  like,
• 24:21
  well,
• 24:22
  you
• 24:22
  know,
• 24:23
  like,
• 24:23
  maybe
• 24:23
  the
• 24:23
  community
• 24:24
  needs
• 24:24
  to
• 24:24
  address
• 24:24
  this
• 24:25
  because
• 24:27
  everything
• 24:27
  costs
• 24:28
  too
• 24:28
  much,
• 24:28
  Cost
• 24:29
  of
• 24:29
  living
• 24:29
  is
• 24:29
  too
• 24:29
  high,
• 24:30
  tuition
• 24:31
  is
• 24:31
  too
• 24:31
  high.
• 24:32
  You
• 24:32
  know,
• 24:32
  maybe
• 24:32
  if
• 24:32
  we
• 24:32
  didn't
• 24:33
  have
• 24:33
  all
• 24:33
  these
• 24:33
  things,
• 24:34
  then
• 24:35
  people
• 24:35
  wouldn't
• 24:35
  be
• 24:35
  tempted
• 24:36
  to
• 24:36
  do
• 24:36
  this,
• 24:38
  right?
• 24:39
  Because
• 24:40
  it's
• 24:40
  because
• 24:40
  of
• 24:40
  all
• 24:40
  these
• 24:40
  things.
• 24:41
  That's
• 24:41
  why.
• 24:41
  That's
• 24:42
  why
• 24:42
  we
• 24:42
  did
• 24:42
  it.
• 24:43
  Right?
• 24:44
  And
• 24:44
  it
• 24:44
  happens
• 24:44
  to
• 24:44
  be.
• 24:45
  At
• 24:45
  that
• 24:45
  point,
• 24:45
  I
• 24:46
  said
• 24:46
  to
• 24:46
  this
• 24:46
  person,
• 24:47
  I
• 24:47
  was
• 24:48
  like,
• 24:48
  yeah,
• 24:48
  Sima
• 24:49
  says
• 24:49
  rational
• 24:50
  lies.
• 24:50
  Absolutely.
• 24:52
  I
• 24:52
  said
• 24:52
  to
• 24:52
  this
• 24:52
  person
• 24:53
  at
• 24:53
  the
• 24:53
  time,
• 24:54
  you
• 24:55
  know,
• 24:55
  let's
• 24:55
  just
• 24:56
  don't
• 24:56
  do
• 24:56
  that.
• 24:57
  The
• 24:58
  first
• 24:58
  step
• 24:58
  is
• 24:59
  it's
• 24:59
  just
• 24:59
  to
• 24:59
  say,
• 25:00
  you
• 25:00
  made
• 25:01
  a
• 25:01
  huge
• 25:01
  mistake.
• 25:02
  Just
• 25:03
  own
• 25:03
  it.
• 25:04
  Doesn't
• 25:04
  matter
• 25:05
  what
• 25:05
  was
• 25:05
  going
• 25:05
  on.
• 25:05
  I
• 25:06
  made
• 25:07
  a
• 25:07
  huge
• 25:07
  mistake.
• 25:08
  I
• 25:08
  did
• 25:08
  something
• 25:09
  I
• 25:09
  shouldn't
• 25:09
  have
• 25:09
  done.
• 25:10
  I.
• 25:11
  I
• 25:11
  shouldn't
• 25:11
  have
• 25:11
  done
• 25:12
  it,
• 25:12
  but
• 25:12
  I
• 25:13
  did
• 25:13
  it.
• 25:14
  I
• 25:14
  was
• 25:14
  stupid,
• 25:16
  right?
• 25:17
  I
• 25:18
  did
• 25:18
  something
• 25:19
  that
• 25:19
  was
• 25:19
  risky
• 25:20
  and
• 25:20
  not
• 25:20
  smart.
• 25:21
  I
• 25:21
  did
• 25:21
  it.
• 25:22
  And
• 25:22
  now
• 25:23
  I
• 25:23
  have
• 25:23
  to.
• 25:23
  I
• 25:23
  have
• 25:23
  to
• 25:23
  pick
• 25:24
  up
• 25:24
  the.
• 25:24
  I
• 25:24
  have
• 25:24
  to
• 25:24
  pick
• 25:24
  up
• 25:25
  the
• 25:25
  pieces,
• 25:26
  right?
• 25:27
  It's
• 25:27
  so
• 25:27
  tempting
• 25:28
  to
• 25:29
  not
• 25:29
  be
• 25:30
  truthful
• 25:30
  to
• 25:30
  ourselves
• 25:31
  because
• 25:31
  we
• 25:31
  have
• 25:31
  to
• 25:32
  admit
• 25:32
  to
• 25:32
  ourselves
• 25:33
  that
• 25:33
  there's
• 25:33
  something.
• 25:34
  There's
• 25:34
  something
• 25:34
  wrong
• 25:34
  with
• 25:35
  me,
• 25:36
  right?
• 25:37
  And
• 25:37
  to
• 25:37
  my
• 25:38
  surprise,
• 25:39
  like,
• 25:39
  you
• 25:40
  know,
• 25:40
  the
• 25:40
  way
• 25:40
  that
• 25:40
  we
• 25:41
  talk
• 25:41
  in
• 25:42
  our
• 25:42
  shurim
• 25:42
  and
• 25:43
  in
• 25:43
  our
• 25:43
  khevah,
• 25:44
  we
• 25:44
  all
• 25:45
  know
• 25:45
  that
• 25:45
  there's
• 25:45
  plenty
• 25:45
  wrong
• 25:46
  with
• 25:46
  us,
• 25:47
  right?
• 25:47
  And
• 25:48
  that's
• 25:48
  okay.
• 25:49
  Our
• 25:49
  whole.
• 25:49
  Our
• 25:50
  whole
• 25:50
  drive
• 25:51
  in
• 25:51
  life,
• 25:51
  of
• 25:51
  course,
• 25:52
  that's
• 25:52
  why
• 25:52
  we're
• 25:52
  here,
• 25:53
  because
• 25:53
  there's
• 25:53
  something
• 25:53
  wrong
• 25:54
  with
• 25:54
  us.
• 25:54
  And
• 25:54
  the
• 25:55
  rabbano
• 25:55
  shalom
• 25:55
  puts
• 25:55
  us
• 25:56
  here
• 25:56
  as
• 25:57
  a.
• 25:57
  As
• 25:57
  an
• 25:57
  opportunity
• 25:58
  to
• 25:58
  make
• 25:58
  a
• 25:58
  tikkun.
• 26:00
  That's
• 26:00
  why
• 26:00
  we're
• 26:00
  here,
• 26:01
  right?
• 26:01
  So
• 26:01
  it's
• 26:01
  okay.
• 26:02
  But
• 26:03
  sometimes
• 26:04
  on
• 26:04
  a
• 26:04
  deeper
• 26:05
  level,
• 26:05
  or
• 26:05
  for
• 26:06
  people
• 26:06
  who
• 26:06
  don't
• 26:07
  think
• 26:07
  necessarily
• 26:07
  the
• 26:08
  same
• 26:08
  way
• 26:08
  we
• 26:08
  do,
• 26:09
  it's
• 26:10
  terribly
• 26:10
  painful
• 26:11
  to
• 26:11
  acknowledge
• 26:12
  that
• 26:12
  there's
• 26:12
  something
• 26:13
  wrong
• 26:13
  with
• 26:14
  me,
• 26:14
  that
• 26:15
  I
• 26:15
  need
• 26:15
  to
• 26:15
  fix
• 26:15
  something,
• 26:16
  that
• 26:16
  something
• 26:17
  is
• 26:17
  broken
• 26:18
  within
• 26:18
  me
• 26:19
  that
• 26:20
  just.
• 26:20
  I
• 26:21
  did
• 26:21
  things
• 26:21
  wrong
• 26:22
  that
• 26:22
  I'm
• 26:22
  responsible
• 26:23
  for.
• 26:23
  Sometimes
• 26:24
  it's
• 26:24
  just
• 26:24
  too
• 26:24
  painful
• 26:25
  to
• 26:25
  say
• 26:25
  this,
• 26:26
  right?
• 26:27
  Everybody
• 26:27
  loves
• 26:27
  the
• 26:27
  word
• 26:28
  narcissists
• 26:29
  these
• 26:29
  days,
• 26:29
  right?
• 26:30
  This
• 26:30
  is
• 26:30
  the
• 26:30
  behavior
• 26:31
  of
• 26:31
  a
• 26:31
  narcissist
• 26:32
  who
• 26:32
  just.
• 26:33
  Who
• 26:33
  will
• 26:34
  always
• 26:34
  blame
• 26:35
  everyone
• 26:35
  else.
• 26:36
  Who
• 26:36
  will.
• 26:37
  Another
• 26:38
  awesome
• 26:38
  modern
• 26:39
  word
• 26:39
  that
• 26:39
  everybody
• 26:39
  loves.
• 26:40
  Who
• 26:40
  will
• 26:41
  gaslight
• 26:41
  other
• 26:41
  people
• 26:42
  into
• 26:42
  thinking
• 26:43
  that
• 26:43
  they're
• 26:44
  the
• 26:44
  problem,
• 26:45
  when
• 26:45
  really
• 26:47
  the
• 26:47
  necessity
• 26:48
  is
• 26:48
  to
• 26:48
  look
• 26:49
  inside
• 26:49
  and
• 26:50
  take
• 26:50
  responsibility
• 26:51
  for
• 26:51
  myself
• 26:53
  and
• 26:53
  to
• 26:53
  admit.
• 26:54
  To
• 26:54
  admit
• 26:54
  to
• 26:55
  hashem,
• 26:55
  to
• 26:55
  admit
• 26:55
  to
• 26:56
  myself.
• 26:57
  So
• 26:57
  do
• 26:57
  you
• 26:57
  see
• 26:57
  what
• 26:57
  I'm
• 26:58
  talking
• 26:58
  about?
• 26:58
  There's
• 26:59
  a
• 26:59
  huge
• 26:59
  tendency
• 27:00
  in
• 27:00
  teshuvah,
• 27:01
  Even
• 27:02
  when
• 27:02
  it's
• 27:02
  just
• 27:03
  me
• 27:03
  talking
• 27:03
  to
• 27:03
  Hashem,
• 27:04
  and
• 27:05
  there
• 27:05
  should
• 27:05
  be
• 27:06
  no
• 27:06
  place
• 27:06
  for
• 27:07
  a
• 27:07
  lie,
• 27:07
  there's
• 27:08
  still
• 27:08
  a
• 27:08
  huge
• 27:08
  tendency.
• 27:08
  Why?
• 27:09
  Because
• 27:09
  I
• 27:09
  can't
• 27:10
  handle
• 27:10
  it
• 27:11
  myself.
• 27:12
  I
• 27:12
  can't
• 27:12
  give
• 27:12
  it
• 27:13
  up
• 27:13
  myself.
• 27:14
  So
• 27:14
  with
• 27:15
  amuna
• 27:15
  and
• 27:15
  emis,
• 27:16
  when
• 27:17
  we
• 27:17
  go
• 27:17
  through
• 27:17
  this
• 27:18
  pattern
• 27:18
  and
• 27:19
  we
• 27:19
  get
• 27:19
  to
• 27:19
  this
• 27:19
  place
• 27:20
  where
• 27:20
  we're
• 27:21
  in
• 27:21
  hashem,
• 27:21
  consciousness,
• 27:22
  God
• 27:22
  consciousness,
• 27:23
  now
• 27:24
  I'm
• 27:24
  in
• 27:24
  a
• 27:24
  space
• 27:24
  where
• 27:25
  I
• 27:25
  can
• 27:25
  take
• 27:25
  this
• 27:26
  responsibility
• 27:26
  and
• 27:27
  I
• 27:27
  can
• 27:27
  say
• 27:27
  it.
• 27:27
  I
• 27:28
  can
• 27:28
  say,
• 27:28
  oh,
• 27:28
  I'm
• 27:28
  wrong.
• 27:29
  I
• 27:30
  did
• 27:30
  something
• 27:30
  wrong.
• 27:31
  I'm
• 27:32
  sorry,
• 27:32
  Hashem.
• 27:32
  I'm
• 27:33
  sorry.
• 27:33
  I
• 27:33
  did
• 27:33
  something
• 27:33
  wrong,
• 27:34
  right?
• 27:35
  So
• 27:36
  I
• 27:36
  think
• 27:36
  this
• 27:36
  is
• 27:37
  something.
• 27:38
  And
• 27:38
  then,
• 27:39
  you
• 27:39
  know,
• 27:39
  also,
• 27:40
  I
• 27:40
  don't
• 27:40
  have
• 27:40
  to
• 27:40
  be
• 27:40
  afraid
• 27:40
  of
• 27:41
  it,
• 27:41
  because
• 27:42
  if
• 27:42
  I
• 27:42
  have
• 27:42
  the
• 27:42
  consciousness
• 27:43
  of
• 27:43
  Hashem,
• 27:43
  we're
• 27:44
  going
• 27:44
  to
• 27:44
  see
• 27:44
  the
• 27:44
  next
• 27:44
  Part,
• 27:45
  right?
• 27:45
  What.
• 27:46
  What
• 27:46
  does
• 27:46
  God
• 27:46
  consciousness
• 27:47
  mean?
• 27:47
  It
• 27:48
  means
• 27:48
  I'm
• 27:48
  living
• 27:48
  with
• 27:49
  God
• 27:49
  all
• 27:49
  the
• 27:49
  time
• 27:50
  and
• 27:50
  every
• 27:50
  moment.
• 27:51
  So
• 27:52
  what
• 27:52
  would
• 27:52
  I
• 27:52
  be
• 27:52
  worried
• 27:53
  about
• 27:53
  if
• 27:54
  I.
• 27:55
  If
• 27:55
  I.
• 27:56
  If.
• 27:56
  If.
• 27:56
  If
• 27:56
  I
• 27:57
  confessed,
• 27:57
  if
• 27:57
  I.
• 27:57
  If
• 27:57
  I
• 27:58
  admitted
• 27:58
  there's
• 27:58
  something
• 27:58
  wrong
• 27:59
  with
• 27:59
  me?
• 28:00
  Right.
• 28:00
  What
• 28:00
  am
• 28:01
  I
• 28:01
  worried
• 28:01
  about?
• 28:01
  Maybe
• 28:02
  one.
• 28:02
  One
• 28:02
  of
• 28:02
  the
• 28:02
  things
• 28:02
  I'm
• 28:03
  worried
• 28:03
  about
• 28:03
  is
• 28:04
  that.
• 28:04
  Is
• 28:04
  that
• 28:05
  it's
• 28:05
  defining
• 28:06
  me,
• 28:07
  and
• 28:07
  that's
• 28:08
  who
• 28:08
  I
• 28:08
  am,
• 28:10
  right?
• 28:11
  I
• 28:11
  have
• 28:11
  to.
• 28:11
  If
• 28:11
  I
• 28:12
  acknowledge
• 28:12
  that
• 28:12
  this,
• 28:12
  is
• 28:12
  that
• 28:13
  I
• 28:13
  did
• 28:13
  this,
• 28:13
  then
• 28:14
  I
• 28:14
  have
• 28:14
  him
• 28:14
  saying,
• 28:14
  that's
• 28:15
  me,
• 28:15
  that's
• 28:15
  who
• 28:16
  I
• 28:16
  am.
• 28:16
  And
• 28:17
  maybe
• 28:17
  I
• 28:17
  can't.
• 28:17
  I
• 28:17
  don't
• 28:18
  want
• 28:18
  to
• 28:18
  live
• 28:18
  with
• 28:18
  myself.
• 28:19
  I
• 28:19
  don't
• 28:19
  want
• 28:19
  to
• 28:19
  continue
• 28:19
  to
• 28:19
  be
• 28:20
  that
• 28:20
  person.
• 28:21
  So
• 28:22
  if
• 28:23
  we
• 28:23
  live
• 28:23
  with
• 28:23
  Hashem,
• 28:24
  if
• 28:24
  we
• 28:24
  have
• 28:24
  God
• 28:25
  consciousness,
• 28:26
  if
• 28:27
  we
• 28:27
  went
• 28:27
  through
• 28:28
  this
• 28:28
  whole
• 28:28
  process
• 28:28
  that
• 28:28
  this
• 28:29
  Torah
• 28:29
  prescribes,
• 28:30
  and
• 28:30
  now
• 28:31
  through
• 28:31
  my
• 28:31
  constant
• 28:32
  thanking
• 28:33
  Hashem
• 28:33
  for
• 28:33
  the
• 28:33
  past,
• 28:34
  thanking
• 28:35
  Hashem
• 28:35
  for
• 28:35
  the
• 28:35
  present,
• 28:36
  thanking
• 28:36
  Hashem
• 28:36
  for
• 28:37
  difficulties
• 28:38
  and
• 28:38
  developing
• 28:39
  das
• 28:40
  God
• 28:41
  consciousness
• 28:42
  connection,
• 28:44
  right?
• 28:44
  Reliance
• 28:44
  on
• 28:45
  Hashem
• 28:45
  developing
• 28:46
  all
• 28:46
  this,
• 28:46
  I
• 28:46
  get
• 28:46
  to
• 28:46
  such
• 28:47
  a
• 28:47
  space
• 28:47
  where
• 28:48
  I'm
• 28:48
  ready
• 28:48
  to.
• 28:48
  Now
• 28:49
  I
• 28:49
  know
• 28:49
  Hashem
• 28:50
  told
• 28:50
  me,
• 28:51
  if
• 28:51
  you
• 28:51
  do
• 28:51
  chuva,
• 28:53
  and
• 28:53
  sincerely,
• 28:54
  you
• 28:54
  do
• 28:55
  chuva
• 28:55
  sincerely,
• 28:56
  then
• 28:57
  it's
• 28:57
  gone,
• 28:57
  it's
• 28:57
  in
• 28:57
  the
• 28:57
  past,
• 28:58
  it's
• 28:59
  fixed.
• 28:59
  Forget
• 29:00
  it,
• 29:01
  forget
• 29:01
  it.
• 29:01
  It's
• 29:02
  fixed.
• 29:02
  Not
• 29:03
  only
• 29:03
  that,
• 29:04
  if
• 29:04
  I
• 29:04
  do
• 29:05
  chuva
• 29:05
  meawa,
• 29:06
  which
• 29:06
  we're
• 29:06
  not
• 29:06
  going
• 29:06
  to
• 29:06
  talk
• 29:06
  about
• 29:07
  exactly
• 29:07
  what
• 29:07
  that
• 29:07
  means
• 29:08
  right
• 29:08
  now,
• 29:08
  but
• 29:09
  chuva
• 29:09
  out
• 29:10
  of
• 29:10
  love,
• 29:11
  right?
• 29:12
  Not
• 29:12
  only
• 29:12
  that,
• 29:12
  but
• 29:12
  it
• 29:13
  turns
• 29:13
  into
• 29:13
  a
• 29:13
  mitzvah.
• 29:14
  My
• 29:15
  averas
• 29:15
  turn
• 29:15
  into
• 29:16
  a
• 29:16
  mitzvah,
• 29:17
  meaning
• 29:18
  that
• 29:18
  it
• 29:18
  doesn't
• 29:19
  define
• 29:19
  me.
• 29:20
  It
• 29:20
  doesn't
• 29:21
  define
• 29:21
  me.
• 29:22
  I
• 29:22
  get
• 29:22
  past
• 29:22
  it.
• 29:24
  It's
• 29:24
  in
• 29:24
  the
• 29:24
  past.
• 29:24
  So
• 29:25
  what
• 29:25
  does
• 29:25
  the
• 29:25
  posse
• 29:26
  say?
• 29:26
  The
• 29:26
  next
• 29:26
  thing
• 29:26
  here,
• 29:29
  it's
• 29:30
  the
• 29:30
  top
• 29:30
  of
• 29:30
  page
• 29:30
  124
• 29:31
  in
• 29:31
  the
• 29:31
  BRI
• 29:32
  one,
• 29:32
  by
• 29:32
  the
• 29:32
  way.
• 29:34
  So
• 29:35
  Mishrabbeinu's
• 29:36
  sentence
• 29:36
  had
• 29:36
  four
• 29:37
  sections
• 29:37
  to
• 29:37
  it.
• 29:38
  He
• 29:38
  said,
• 29:39
  I'm
• 29:39
  not
• 29:39
  a
• 29:39
  man
• 29:39
  of
• 29:39
  words.
• 29:41
  I'm
• 29:41
  not
• 29:41
  a
• 29:41
  man
• 29:41
  of
• 29:42
  words.
• 29:42
  Not
• 29:42
  from
• 29:42
  yesterday,
• 29:43
  not
• 29:43
  from
• 29:43
  the
• 29:43
  day
• 29:44
  before,
• 29:44
  and
• 29:44
  not
• 29:45
  from
• 29:45
  when
• 29:45
  you
• 29:45
  first
• 29:45
  spoke
• 29:45
  to
• 29:45
  me.
• 29:46
  Those
• 29:46
  represent
• 29:46
  the
• 29:47
  four
• 29:47
  aspects
• 29:47
  of
• 29:47
  speech,
• 29:48
  right?
• 29:49
  This
• 29:49
  one
• 29:50
  is
• 29:50
  the
• 29:50
  one
• 29:51
  that
• 29:51
  goes
• 29:51
  on,
• 29:52
  not
• 29:52
  yesterday.
• 29:53
  What
• 29:54
  does
• 29:54
  not
• 29:54
  yesterday
• 29:55
  mean?
• 29:55
  Rabbi
• 29:56
  Nachman
• 29:56
  says,
• 29:59
  not
• 29:59
  yesterday
• 30:00
  is
• 30:01
  the
• 30:01
  words
• 30:01
  of
• 30:01
  Chuva.
• 30:03
  Like
• 30:03
  the
• 30:03
  apostate
• 30:03
  says
• 30:04
  in
• 30:04
  Tehillim
• 30:04
  va
• 30:04
  toyemer
• 30:05
  shuvu
• 30:05
  b'nayadam.
• 30:07
  And
• 30:08
  say,
• 30:09
  return,
• 30:11
  children
• 30:11
  of
• 30:11
  man.
• 30:12
  Return
• 30:12
  people.
• 30:17
  Because
• 30:17
  a
• 30:18
  thousand
• 30:18
  years
• 30:20
  in
• 30:20
  your
• 30:21
  eyes,
• 30:21
  Hashem
• 30:22
  is
• 30:22
  one.
• 30:23
  Is
• 30:23
  one
• 30:24
  yesterday.
• 30:26
  A
• 30:26
  thousand
• 30:27
  years
• 30:27
  in
• 30:27
  your
• 30:27
  eyes,
• 30:28
  Hashem
• 30:28
  is.
• 30:29
  Is
• 30:29
  one
• 30:30
  yesterday.
• 30:31
  What
• 30:31
  does
• 30:31
  that
• 30:31
  mean?
• 30:32
  It
• 30:32
  means.
• 30:33
  It
• 30:34
  means,
• 30:34
  oh,
• 30:34
  it's
• 30:35
  so
• 30:35
  Beautiful.
• 30:36
  It
• 30:36
  means
• 30:36
  you're
• 30:37
  carrying
• 30:39
  your
• 30:39
  averas,
• 30:40
  you're
• 30:41
  carrying
• 30:41
  your
• 30:41
  sins,
• 30:42
  you're
• 30:42
  carrying
• 30:43
  all
• 30:43
  the
• 30:43
  bad
• 30:43
  behaviors
• 30:44
  and
• 30:44
  all
• 30:44
  the
• 30:45
  embarrassing
• 30:45
  things
• 30:45
  that
• 30:46
  you
• 30:46
  did.
• 30:46
  You're
• 30:47
  carrying
• 30:47
  them
• 30:48
  on
• 30:48
  your
• 30:48
  back
• 30:49
  like
• 30:49
  a
• 30:49
  tremendous,
• 30:50
  heavy
• 30:51
  burden.
• 30:51
  It
• 30:52
  feels
• 30:52
  like
• 30:52
  you're
• 30:52
  carrying
• 30:53
  a
• 30:53
  thousand
• 30:54
  years
• 30:56
  on
• 30:56
  you.
• 30:58
  I'm
• 30:58
  carrying
• 30:58
  a
• 30:59
  thousand
• 30:59
  years
• 30:59
  on
• 30:59
  my
• 30:59
  back,
• 31:01
  right?
• 31:03
  But
• 31:03
  Chuva
• 31:03
  says
• 31:05
  Hashem,
• 31:05
  says
• 31:05
  Shuva
• 31:06
  B'nay,
• 31:06
  Adam,
• 31:06
  return
• 31:06
  to
• 31:07
  me,
• 31:07
  people.
• 31:07
  Because
• 31:07
  you
• 31:07
  know
• 31:07
  why?
• 31:08
  Because
• 31:08
  those
• 31:08
  thousand
• 31:09
  years
• 31:09
  in
• 31:09
  my
• 31:10
  eyes
• 31:10
  says
• 31:10
  Hashem,
• 31:12
  it's
• 31:12
  yesterday.
• 31:14
  It's
• 31:14
  one
• 31:14
  yesterday,
• 31:15
  it's
• 31:16
  gone.
• 31:16
  It's
• 31:16
  in
• 31:16
  the
• 31:17
  past.
• 31:18
  You
• 31:18
  did
• 31:18
  Chuva,
• 31:19
  to
• 31:19
  me
• 31:19
  sincerely,
• 31:19
  you
• 31:20
  returned
• 31:20
  to
• 31:20
  Hashem
• 31:20
  when
• 31:21
  with
• 31:21
  sincerity
• 31:21
  and
• 31:22
  truth.
• 31:23
  That's
• 31:23
  the
• 31:24
  past.
• 31:24
  It's
• 31:25
  time
• 31:25
  to
• 31:25
  move
• 31:25
  forward.
• 31:27
  But
• 31:28
  you
• 31:28
  can
• 31:28
  only
• 31:28
  do
• 31:28
  that
• 31:29
  in
• 31:30
  this
• 31:30
  state
• 31:30
  where
• 31:31
  you're
• 31:31
  with
• 31:31
  Hashem,
• 31:32
  you
• 31:32
  trust
• 31:32
  Hashem,
• 31:33
  you're
• 31:33
  connected
• 31:34
  to
• 31:34
  Hashem,
• 31:34
  you're
• 31:34
  thinking
• 31:35
  right?
• 31:36
  And
• 31:36
  your
• 31:37
  words
• 31:37
  are
• 31:37
  true.
• 31:38
  Full
• 31:39
  responsibility.
• 31:40
  Because
• 31:40
  so
• 31:41
  long
• 31:41
  as
• 31:41
  we're
• 31:41
  making
• 31:41
  up
• 31:42
  stories
• 31:42
  about
• 31:42
  what
• 31:42
  happened,
• 31:43
  we're
• 31:43
  making
• 31:44
  up
• 31:44
  stories
• 31:44
  about
• 31:44
  what
• 31:44
  we
• 31:44
  did,
• 31:45
  it's
• 31:45
  not
• 31:45
  real.
• 31:46
  So
• 31:46
  we
• 31:47
  can't
• 31:47
  let
• 31:47
  go
• 31:47
  of
• 31:48
  doesn't
• 31:49
  fall
• 31:49
  into
• 31:49
  this,
• 31:50
  right?
• 31:51
  The
• 31:51
  power
• 31:52
  of
• 31:53
  being
• 31:53
  truthful
• 31:54
  about
• 31:55
  my
• 31:55
  own
• 31:57
  teshuvah,
• 31:58
  my
• 31:58
  own
• 31:58
  behavior,
• 31:59
  my
• 31:59
  own
• 32:00
  shortcomings,
• 32:01
  has
• 32:01
  the
• 32:01
  power
• 32:02
  to
• 32:02
  actually
• 32:03
  redeem
• 32:03
  us
• 32:03
  from
• 32:04
  them.
• 32:05
  But
• 32:05
  so
• 32:06
  long
• 32:06
  as
• 32:06
  we
• 32:06
  don't
• 32:06
  have
• 32:06
  the
• 32:06
  truth,
• 32:07
  we're
• 32:07
  not
• 32:07
  going
• 32:07
  to
• 32:07
  be
• 32:08
  redeemed
• 32:08
  from
• 32:08
  them.
• 32:08
  We're
• 32:09
  going
• 32:09
  to
• 32:09
  be
• 32:09
  carrying
• 32:09
  them
• 32:10
  like
• 32:10
  a
• 32:10
  thousand
• 32:10
  years
• 32:11
  on
• 32:11
  our
• 32:11
  back.
• 32:12
  That's
• 32:13
  it.
• 32:14
  That's
• 32:14
  it.
• 32:15
  Oh,
• 32:16
  that's
• 32:16
  a
• 32:16
  powerful
• 32:16
  one.
• 32:17
  You
• 32:18
  hear,
• 32:18
  guys,
• 32:19
  you
• 32:19
  with
• 32:19
  me?
• 32:19
  So
• 32:20
  that's
• 32:20
  the
• 32:20
  temptation.
• 32:21
  But
• 32:21
  the
• 32:22
  reward
• 32:22
  for
• 32:22
  being
• 32:23
  a
• 32:23
  person
• 32:23
  who
• 32:23
  speaks
• 32:24
  truth
• 32:24
  like
• 32:24
  this
• 32:24
  is
• 32:24
  unbelievable.
• 32:25
  It's
• 32:25
  unbelievable.
• 32:27
  Okay,
• 32:28
  next.
• 32:29
  So
• 32:29
  that's
• 32:29
  the
• 32:29
  first
• 32:29
  two
• 32:29
  Tzedakah
• 32:30
  teshuvah.
• 32:31
  This
• 32:31
  third
• 32:32
  speech,
• 32:32
  the
• 32:32
  third
• 32:32
  form
• 32:32
  of
• 32:32
  speech
• 32:33
  is
• 32:33
  Vyesh
• 32:34
  dibur
• 32:34
  shel
• 32:35
  asherus
• 32:36
  is
• 32:36
  the
• 32:36
  speech
• 32:37
  of
• 32:38
  wealth
• 32:39
  of
• 32:39
  the
• 32:39
  wealthy,
• 32:43
  which
• 32:44
  is
• 32:44
  referring
• 32:44
  to
• 32:45
  the
• 32:45
  wealthy
• 32:46
  who
• 32:46
  are.
• 32:48
  Who
• 32:48
  are
• 32:49
  close
• 32:49
  to
• 32:50
  the.
• 32:50
  The
• 32:50
  king
• 32:52
  could
• 32:52
  be
• 32:52
  the
• 32:52
  king,
• 32:53
  Hashem,
• 32:53
  or
• 32:53
  could
• 32:53
  be
• 32:53
  the
• 32:53
  king.
• 32:54
  Like
• 32:54
  the
• 32:54
  government,
• 32:55
  people
• 32:56
  of
• 32:56
  power.
• 32:59
  Like,
• 33:00
  like.
• 33:00
  Like
• 33:00
  it
• 33:01
  says
• 33:01
  in.
• 33:01
  In
• 33:01
  the
• 33:01
  possession
• 33:04
  the
• 33:04
  three
• 33:05
  tendrils.
• 33:07
  Tendrils.
• 33:08
  So
• 33:08
  what
• 33:08
  is
• 33:09
  this
• 33:09
  referring
• 33:09
  to?
• 33:09
  This
• 33:09
  is
• 33:10
  referring
• 33:10
  to
• 33:10
  when
• 33:10
  Yosef
• 33:11
  at
• 33:11
  Tzadik
• 33:12
  was
• 33:12
  in
• 33:13
  jail,
• 33:14
  right?
• 33:15
  And
• 33:17
  so
• 33:17
  one
• 33:17
  of
• 33:17
  the.
• 33:18
  One
• 33:18
  of
• 33:18
  the
• 33:18
  guys
• 33:19
  had
• 33:19
  a
• 33:19
  dream,
• 33:20
  and
• 33:20
  in
• 33:20
  the
• 33:20
  dream,
• 33:21
  there
• 33:21
  was
• 33:22
  a
• 33:22
  tree
• 33:23
  going
• 33:23
  with
• 33:23
  these.
• 33:23
  With
• 33:23
  these
• 33:24
  three
• 33:24
  tendrils,
• 33:25
  right?
• 33:25
  Was
• 33:26
  this
• 33:26
  Para's
• 33:26
  dream?
• 33:26
  No,
• 33:27
  this
• 33:27
  was.
• 33:27
  This
• 33:27
  was
• 33:27
  the
• 33:27
  dream
• 33:28
  of
• 33:28
  either
• 33:28
  the.
• 33:30
  The.
• 33:30
  The
• 33:30
  baker,
• 33:31
  the
• 33:32
  cup
• 33:32
  bearer,
• 33:33
  or
• 33:34
  the
• 33:34
  Baker,
• 33:34
  those
• 33:34
  are
• 33:34
  the
• 33:34
  two
• 33:35
  guys,
• 33:35
  right?
• 33:35
  One
• 33:35
  of
• 33:36
  their
• 33:36
  dreams
• 33:36
  had,
• 33:37
  had
• 33:37
  the,
• 33:37
  this
• 33:38
  vine
• 33:38
  growing
• 33:39
  with
• 33:39
  the
• 33:39
  3,
• 33:39
  3
• 33:39
  tendrils.
• 33:40
  Tendrils
• 33:41
  on
• 33:41
  a
• 33:41
  vine
• 33:41
  are
• 33:41
  the
• 33:41
  things
• 33:42
  that
• 33:42
  wrap
• 33:42
  around
• 33:43
  to
• 33:43
  hold
• 33:43
  it
• 33:44
  up.
• 33:44
  Okay.
• 33:47
  It's
• 33:48
  interesting
• 33:48
  that
• 33:48
  it's
• 33:48
  talking
• 33:49
  about
• 33:49
  the
• 33:49
  place
• 33:49
  of
• 33:49
  Yosef
• 33:50
  at
• 33:50
  Tzadik,
• 33:50
  but
• 33:50
  that's
• 33:51
  another,
• 33:51
  another
• 33:51
  discussion.
• 33:52
  But
• 33:52
  the
• 33:53
  Gemara,
• 33:53
  Darshanism,
• 33:54
  Vidarsha,
• 33:54
  Ravar,
• 33:54
  Sin
• 33:54
  is
• 33:54
  a
• 33:55
  levracha.
• 33:55
  The
• 33:55
  Gemara
• 33:55
  Echulen,
• 33:57
  Shlosha,
• 33:57
  Sare,
• 33:58
  Gayim.
• 33:59
  These
• 34:00
  are
• 34:00
  the
• 34:01
  three
• 34:02
  kind
• 34:03
  of
• 34:03
  noble,
• 34:04
  noble,
• 34:05
  noble
• 34:05
  Jews.
• 34:07
  Three
• 34:07
  noble
• 34:07
  Jews
• 34:10
  who
• 34:10
  are.
• 34:11
  They're
• 34:11
  wealthy
• 34:12
  and
• 34:12
  they're
• 34:12
  close
• 34:13
  to
• 34:13
  the
• 34:13
  king.
• 34:14
  So
• 34:14
  the
• 34:15
  Gemara
• 34:15
  is
• 34:15
  talking
• 34:16
  about
• 34:16
  over
• 34:16
  there
• 34:17
  that
• 34:18
  there's.
• 34:19
  You
• 34:19
  could
• 34:19
  take
• 34:20
  it
• 34:20
  however
• 34:20
  you
• 34:20
  want.
• 34:20
  This
• 34:20
  is,
• 34:21
  by
• 34:21
  the
• 34:21
  way,
• 34:21
  this
• 34:21
  is
• 34:21
  real
• 34:22
  food
• 34:22
  for
• 34:22
  anti
• 34:23
  Semites,
• 34:23
  just
• 34:23
  so
• 34:23
  you
• 34:24
  know.
• 34:25
  But
• 34:25
  the
• 34:25
  Gemara
• 34:26
  says
• 34:26
  that
• 34:27
  we
• 34:27
  have
• 34:27
  three
• 34:28
  Jews
• 34:30
  who
• 34:30
  are
• 34:31
  noble
• 34:31
  people
• 34:32
  who
• 34:33
  are
• 34:33
  in
• 34:33
  places
• 34:34
  of
• 34:34
  power
• 34:34
  that
• 34:35
  are
• 34:35
  able
• 34:35
  to
• 34:35
  help
• 34:35
  the
• 34:36
  Jewish
• 34:36
  people
• 34:36
  from
• 34:36
  those
• 34:37
  places
• 34:37
  of
• 34:37
  power.
• 34:38
  Right.
• 34:40
  So
• 34:40
  on
• 34:40
  the,
• 34:40
  on
• 34:41
  the
• 34:41
  one
• 34:41
  side
• 34:41
  it
• 34:41
  could
• 34:42
  be,
• 34:42
  could
• 34:42
  be
• 34:42
  like
• 34:43
  normal,
• 34:43
  wealthy,
• 34:44
  powerful
• 34:45
  Jews,
• 34:45
  but
• 34:45
  they
• 34:46
  have
• 34:46
  noble
• 34:46
  people
• 34:47
  who
• 34:47
  do
• 34:48
  good
• 34:48
  things
• 34:48
  and
• 34:48
  take
• 34:48
  care
• 34:49
  of
• 34:49
  the
• 34:49
  Jewish
• 34:49
  people
• 34:50
  from
• 34:50
  wherever,
• 34:51
  however
• 34:51
  they're
• 34:51
  connected.
• 34:52
  Right.
• 34:53
  That's
• 34:53
  the
• 34:53
  stuff
• 34:53
  that
• 34:54
  anti
• 34:54
  Semites
• 34:55
  would
• 34:55
  love
• 34:55
  to
• 34:55
  hear.
• 34:57
  Right?
• 34:57
  But
• 34:57
  they're
• 34:58
  noble.
• 34:58
  That's
• 34:58
  the,
• 34:58
  that's
• 34:59
  the,
• 34:59
  that's
• 34:59
  the
• 34:59
  thing.
• 34:59
  They're
• 34:59
  not
• 35:00
  conniving.
• 35:00
  They're
• 35:00
  not.
• 35:00
  They're
• 35:01
  noble
• 35:01
  people.
• 35:02
  They
• 35:02
  could
• 35:02
  be
• 35:03
  also
• 35:03
  Tzadikim
• 35:04
  who
• 35:04
  are
• 35:05
  close
• 35:05
  to
• 35:05
  Hashem,
• 35:05
  who
• 35:06
  can
• 35:06
  do
• 35:07
  like
• 35:07
  this.
• 35:07
  Right.
• 35:08
  But
• 35:09
  what's
• 35:10
  their
• 35:10
  power?
• 35:11
  They're
• 35:11
  Ashim
• 35:12
  koim
• 35:12
  al
• 35:12
  Mahchus.
• 35:15
  They
• 35:16
  have
• 35:16
  an
• 35:16
  aspect
• 35:16
  of
• 35:16
  speech,
• 35:17
  an
• 35:17
  aspect
• 35:17
  of
• 35:17
  Deborah.
• 35:20
  Let's
• 35:20
  hold
• 35:20
  it
• 35:21
  there
• 35:21
  for
• 35:21
  a
• 35:21
  second.
• 35:22
  And
• 35:22
  in
• 35:22
  those
• 35:22
  places
• 35:23
  of
• 35:23
  power,
• 35:24
  they
• 35:24
  have
• 35:25
  a
• 35:25
  very
• 35:25
  powerful
• 35:26
  speech.
• 35:27
  And
• 35:27
  that
• 35:27
  speech
• 35:28
  can
• 35:28
  get
• 35:29
  things
• 35:29
  done,
• 35:29
  can
• 35:30
  make
• 35:30
  Yeshua
• 35:30
  happen.
• 35:31
  So
• 35:32
  happens
• 35:32
  to
• 35:32
  be
• 35:32
  that
• 35:33
  we
• 35:33
  saw
• 35:33
  this
• 35:34
  Rabnoson
• 35:34
  brings
• 35:35
  this
• 35:35
  down
• 35:35
  in
• 35:35
  the
• 35:35
  Kuti
• 35:35
  Alokhas
• 35:37
  that
• 35:38
  you
• 35:38
  see
• 35:38
  what
• 35:39
  happened
• 35:39
  over
• 35:39
  here
• 35:39
  by
• 35:39
  Yosef
• 35:40
  at
• 35:40
  Tzadik.
• 35:41
  He
• 35:41
  is
• 35:41
  in
• 35:42
  jail.
• 35:42
  How
• 35:42
  did
• 35:43
  he
• 35:43
  get
• 35:43
  out
• 35:43
  of
• 35:43
  jail?
• 35:45
  What
• 35:45
  took
• 35:46
  him
• 35:46
  out
• 35:46
  of
• 35:46
  jail?
• 35:47
  It
• 35:47
  was
• 35:47
  actually
• 35:48
  these
• 35:49
  types
• 35:49
  of
• 35:49
  people
• 35:49
  who
• 35:49
  were
• 35:49
  close
• 35:50
  to
• 35:50
  the
• 35:50
  king.
• 35:51
  He
• 35:51
  happened
• 35:51
  to
• 35:52
  be
• 35:52
  in
• 35:52
  jail
• 35:52
  together
• 35:53
  with
• 35:54
  the
• 35:55
  baker
• 35:55
  and
• 35:56
  the
• 35:56
  cup
• 35:56
  bearer
• 35:57
  of
• 35:58
  the
• 35:58
  king
• 35:58
  of
• 35:59
  the
• 35:59
  free
• 35:59
  world
• 35:59
  of
• 36:00
  Para,
• 36:01
  right?
• 36:02
  And
• 36:02
  he
• 36:02
  said
• 36:02
  to
• 36:02
  them,
• 36:03
  he
• 36:03
  made
• 36:03
  a
• 36:03
  connection
• 36:03
  with
• 36:04
  them.
• 36:04
  And
• 36:04
  it's
• 36:04
  through
• 36:05
  those
• 36:05
  two
• 36:05
  guys
• 36:06
  who
• 36:06
  were
• 36:06
  Kruvim
• 36:06
  the
• 36:07
  Malchus
• 36:08
  that
• 36:08
  he
• 36:08
  was
• 36:09
  taken
• 36:09
  out
• 36:09
  of
• 36:09
  jail.
• 36:10
  And
• 36:11
  if
• 36:11
  you
• 36:11
  remember
• 36:12
  the
• 36:12
  four
• 36:13
  types
• 36:13
  of
• 36:14
  pain
• 36:15
  that
• 36:15
  we
• 36:15
  go
• 36:15
  through,
• 36:16
  the
• 36:16
  categories
• 36:17
  of
• 36:17
  pain
• 36:17
  that
• 36:17
  we
• 36:17
  go
• 36:18
  through
• 36:18
  that
• 36:18
  we
• 36:18
  talked
• 36:19
  about
• 36:19
  before
• 36:19
  in
• 36:20
  the
• 36:20
  Arbeitzrik
• 36:20
  in
• 36:20
  Lahaidois,
• 36:21
  in
• 36:21
  the
• 36:21
  four
• 36:22
  that
• 36:22
  give
• 36:22
  thanks,
• 36:23
  one
• 36:24
  of
• 36:24
  them
• 36:24
  was
• 36:25
  a
• 36:25
  person
• 36:26
  in
• 36:26
  jail.
• 36:27
  The
• 36:27
  person
• 36:28
  who's
• 36:28
  in
• 36:28
  jail,
• 36:29
  who
• 36:29
  has
• 36:29
  no
• 36:29
  hope,
• 36:30
  was
• 36:30
  trapped,
• 36:30
  who
• 36:31
  doesn't
• 36:31
  know
• 36:31
  how
• 36:31
  they're
• 36:31
  going
• 36:31
  to
• 36:32
  get
• 36:32
  out,
• 36:33
  right?
• 36:34
  They
• 36:34
  are
• 36:34
  the
• 36:35
  Arbitruchan
• 36:35
  Loidis,
• 36:36
  that's
• 36:36
  one
• 36:36
  of
• 36:36
  the
• 36:36
  Arbitruchan
• 36:37
  Laudais.
• 36:38
  And
• 36:38
  we're
• 36:39
  seeing
• 36:39
  over
• 36:39
  here
• 36:39
  that
• 36:40
  the
• 36:40
  Karaivim
• 36:41
  Lamalchos,
• 36:41
  those
• 36:42
  people
• 36:43
  can
• 36:43
  get
• 36:43
  that
• 36:43
  person
• 36:44
  out.
• 36:44
  Okay?
• 36:47
  Like
• 36:48
  the
• 36:48
  Posseq
• 36:48
  says,
• 36:51
  which
• 36:52
  means
• 36:53
  in
• 36:53
  his
• 36:53
  speech
• 36:54
  is
• 36:54
  gracious
• 36:55
  and
• 36:55
  he
• 36:55
  has
• 36:55
  the
• 36:56
  king
• 36:56
  for
• 36:56
  his
• 36:56
  companion.
• 36:57
  So
• 36:58
  he
• 36:58
  has
• 36:58
  khain
• 36:59
  in
• 36:59
  his
• 36:59
  speech.
• 36:59
  He
• 36:59
  has
• 36:59
  a
• 36:59
  beautiful
• 37:00
  type
• 37:00
  of
• 37:00
  speech
• 37:01
  and
• 37:02
  he's
• 37:02
  close
• 37:02
  to
• 37:02
  the
• 37:02
  king.
• 37:05
  This
• 37:05
  is
• 37:05
  the
• 37:05
  speech
• 37:06
  of
• 37:06
  those
• 37:06
  who
• 37:06
  are
• 37:06
  close
• 37:06
  to
• 37:07
  the
• 37:07
  king.
• 37:10
  And
• 37:10
  this
• 37:10
  connects
• 37:11
  to
• 37:11
  the
• 37:12
  third
• 37:12
  aspect
• 37:12
  of
• 37:13
  Moishe
• 37:13
  Rabbeinu's
• 37:13
  sentence,
• 37:14
  which
• 37:14
  was
• 37:15
  also
• 37:15
  from
• 37:16
  two
• 37:16
  days
• 37:16
  ago.
• 37:20
  Two
• 37:20
  days
• 37:20
  ago
• 37:21
  means
• 37:21
  today,
• 37:21
  yesterday
• 37:22
  and
• 37:22
  the
• 37:22
  day
• 37:22
  before.
• 37:24
  That's
• 37:24
  why
• 37:24
  the
• 37:24
  world
• 37:25
  is
• 37:25
  shilshoim.
• 37:25
  It
• 37:25
  has
• 37:26
  the
• 37:26
  word
• 37:26
  Shalosh
• 37:26
  in
• 37:26
  it.
• 37:27
  Three,
• 37:27
  right?
• 37:28
  So
• 37:30
  gam
• 37:31
  me
• 37:31
  shilshom
• 37:31
  is
• 37:32
  referring
• 37:32
  to
• 37:32
  this
• 37:33
  Shlesha
• 37:33
  Sarigim.
• 37:34
  These
• 37:34
  three
• 37:35
  aspects
• 37:36
  of
• 37:36
  being,
• 37:36
  of
• 37:37
  being,
• 37:37
  of
• 37:37
  having
• 37:37
  a
• 37:38
  powerful
• 37:38
  debur
• 37:39
  and
• 37:39
  being
• 37:39
  close
• 37:39
  to
• 37:39
  the
• 37:39
  king
• 37:41
  for
• 37:41
  themselves.
• 37:42
  This
• 37:42
  is
• 37:42
  the
• 37:42
  speech
• 37:43
  of
• 37:43
  those
• 37:43
  who
• 37:43
  are
• 37:43
  close
• 37:43
  to
• 37:43
  the
• 37:44
  king.
• 37:45
  So
• 37:48
  we
• 37:48
  hear
• 37:48
  the
• 37:48
  shadow
• 37:48
  over
• 37:49
  here.
• 37:49
  What
• 37:50
  is
• 37:50
  it?
• 37:51
  Where
• 37:52
  do
• 37:53
  I
• 37:53
  have
• 37:54
  speech
• 37:55
  in
• 37:55
  this
• 37:56
  realm
• 37:57
  that
• 37:57
  tempts
• 37:58
  me
• 37:58
  to
• 37:59
  not
• 37:59
  be
• 37:59
  truthful?
• 38:02
  Right.
• 38:03
  So
• 38:03
  I
• 38:03
  have
• 38:03
  a
• 38:03
  few
• 38:03
  thoughts.
• 38:11
  So
• 38:12
  there's
• 38:12
  so
• 38:12
  many,
• 38:12
  so
• 38:13
  many
• 38:13
  obvious
• 38:13
  examples
• 38:14
  of
• 38:14
  this.
• 38:15
  But
• 38:15
  when
• 38:15
  a
• 38:16
  person
• 38:16
  has
• 38:16
  power,
• 38:18
  right?
• 38:18
  When
• 38:18
  a
• 38:19
  person
• 38:19
  has
• 38:19
  power
• 38:19
  and
• 38:20
  influence,
• 38:22
  what
• 38:22
  an
• 38:23
  obvious
• 38:23
  temptation
• 38:24
  to
• 38:24
  use
• 38:24
  that
• 38:24
  power
• 38:25
  and
• 38:25
  influence
• 38:26
  not
• 38:26
  for
• 38:26
  what
• 38:26
  I'm
• 38:26
  meant
• 38:27
  for,
• 38:27
  but
• 38:27
  for
• 38:28
  my
• 38:28
  own
• 38:28
  benefit,
• 38:30
  for
• 38:30
  my
• 38:30
  own
• 38:31
  welfare,
• 38:33
  right?
• 38:34
  So
• 38:34
  I
• 38:34
  don't
• 38:35
  know
• 38:35
  how
• 38:35
  many
• 38:35
  things
• 38:35
  we
• 38:35
  can
• 38:35
  look
• 38:35
  at,
• 38:36
  like
• 38:36
  think
• 38:36
  about
• 38:37
  how
• 38:37
  many
• 38:37
  people
• 38:38
  have
• 38:38
  been,
• 38:38
  have
• 38:39
  been
• 38:39
  torn
• 38:39
  down
• 38:39
  for
• 38:40
  embezzlement
• 38:41
  in
• 38:41
  a
• 38:42
  company.
• 38:42
  Oh,
• 38:42
  you're
• 38:43
  supposed
• 38:43
  to
• 38:43
  be
• 38:43
  in
• 38:43
  charge
• 38:43
  of
• 38:43
  the
• 38:43
  company
• 38:44
  and
• 38:44
  taking
• 38:45
  care
• 38:45
  of
• 38:45
  the
• 38:46
  whole
• 38:46
  company
• 38:46
  and
• 38:46
  building
• 38:46
  it,
• 38:47
  right?
• 38:47
  And
• 38:47
  you
• 38:47
  embezzled
• 38:48
  money.
• 38:48
  You
• 38:48
  took
• 38:48
  money
• 38:49
  out
• 38:49
  of
• 38:49
  it
• 38:49
  for
• 38:49
  yourself.
• 38:50
  You're
• 38:50
  the
• 38:50
  guy
• 38:51
  who's
• 38:51
  up
• 38:51
  there
• 38:51
  with
• 38:52
  influence
• 38:52
  and
• 38:52
  power
• 38:53
  and
• 38:53
  that's
• 38:53
  what
• 38:53
  you're
• 38:54
  using
• 38:54
  it
• 38:54
  for,
• 38:56
  right?
• 38:57
  Many,
• 38:58
  many,
• 38:58
  many,
• 38:58
  many
• 38:59
  aspects
• 38:59
  like
• 38:59
  this.
• 39:00
  And
• 39:00
  so
• 39:01
  for
• 39:01
  us
• 39:01
  also,
• 39:01
  we
• 39:01
  can
• 39:01
  think
• 39:02
  about
• 39:02
  there's
• 39:03
  places
• 39:03
  where
• 39:04
  I
• 39:04
  have
• 39:05
  a
• 39:05
  certain
• 39:05
  aspect
• 39:06
  of
• 39:06
  power
• 39:06
  and
• 39:06
  influence.
• 39:08
  Do
• 39:09
  I
• 39:09
  use
• 39:09
  that
• 39:10
  power
• 39:10
  and
• 39:10
  influence
• 39:12
  for.
• 39:13
  For,
• 39:13
  for
• 39:13
  good?
• 39:15
  Or
• 39:15
  do
• 39:15
  I
• 39:15
  use
• 39:15
  that
• 39:16
  power
• 39:16
  and
• 39:16
  influence
• 39:17
  in
• 39:17
  order
• 39:17
  to
• 39:17
  get
• 39:17
  what
• 39:18
  I
• 39:18
  want
• 39:19
  to
• 39:19
  get
• 39:19
  what's
• 39:19
  good
• 39:19
  for
• 39:20
  me.
• 39:21
  They
• 39:21
  don't
• 39:21
  have
• 39:21
  to
• 39:21
  be
• 39:23
  separate
• 39:23
  things.
• 39:24
  You
• 39:24
  can
• 39:24
  do
• 39:25
  good
• 39:25
  things
• 39:25
  for
• 39:25
  yourself
• 39:25
  also
• 39:26
  that
• 39:26
  are.
• 39:26
  That
• 39:26
  are
• 39:26
  good
• 39:26
  for
• 39:26
  everybody.
• 39:27
  Right?
• 39:27
  But
• 39:28
  when
• 39:28
  do
• 39:28
  I
• 39:28
  use
• 39:28
  it
• 39:28
  like
• 39:28
  that?
• 39:29
  When
• 39:29
  do
• 39:29
  I
• 39:29
  use
• 39:29
  my
• 39:29
  speech
• 39:30
  from
• 39:30
  a
• 39:31
  place
• 39:31
  of
• 39:31
  power
• 39:31
  and
• 39:31
  authority,
• 39:32
  as
• 39:33
  a.
• 39:33
  An
• 39:33
  authoritarian,
• 39:35
  as
• 39:35
  an
• 39:35
  abuser,
• 39:36
  as
• 39:36
  a
• 39:36
  user,
• 39:37
  as
• 39:37
  a
• 39:37
  controller,
• 39:39
  instead
• 39:39
  of
• 39:40
  using
• 39:40
  it
• 39:40
  for
• 39:41
  tikkunim,
• 39:42
  for
• 39:43
  building,
• 39:43
  for
• 39:44
  building
• 39:44
  people
• 39:44
  up,
• 39:45
  for
• 39:45
  beauty.
• 39:46
  Right?
• 39:46
  How
• 39:46
  many
• 39:46
  times
• 39:46
  have
• 39:47
  we
• 39:47
  said
• 39:47
  this
• 39:47
  one?
• 39:48
  Another
• 39:48
  one
• 39:48
  of
• 39:48
  our
• 39:49
  sound
• 39:49
  bites
• 39:49
  that
• 39:49
  we
• 39:49
  always
• 39:50
  say,
• 39:51
  with
• 39:51
  your
• 39:51
  speech,
• 39:53
  you
• 39:53
  can
• 39:54
  choose
• 39:54
  to
• 39:54
  build
• 39:55
  a
• 39:55
  person
• 39:55
  up,
• 39:56
  build
• 39:56
  them
• 39:56
  up
• 39:56
  and
• 39:57
  lift
• 39:57
  them
• 39:57
  up,
• 39:57
  or
• 39:58
  with
• 39:58
  your
• 39:58
  speech,
• 39:59
  you
• 39:59
  can
• 40:00
  tear
• 40:01
  them
• 40:01
  down
• 40:01
  and
• 40:01
  destroy
• 40:02
  them
• 40:02
  all
• 40:02
  with
• 40:03
  speech.
• 40:04
  Right,
• 40:05
  so
• 40:05
  this
• 40:05
  is
• 40:05
  an
• 40:05
  aspect,
• 40:06
  I
• 40:06
  think,
• 40:06
  that
• 40:06
  we
• 40:06
  see
• 40:07
  of
• 40:07
  the.
• 40:08
  Of
• 40:08
  the.
• 40:08
  Of
• 40:09
  the.
• 40:09
  Of
• 40:09
  the
• 40:10
  Khus.
• 40:11
  You
• 40:12
  hear?
• 40:16
  Yeah.
• 40:17
  And
• 40:17
  it's
• 40:17
  a
• 40:17
  temptation.
• 40:17
  It's
• 40:18
  a.
• 40:18
  It's
• 40:18
  a
• 40:18
  serious
• 40:18
  temptation.
• 40:19
  Okay,
• 40:21
  Fourth,
• 40:21
  one
• 40:22
  last.
• 40:22
  One
• 40:24
  last
• 40:24
  one
• 40:25
  is
• 40:25
  there
• 40:25
  is
• 40:26
  such
• 40:26
  a
• 40:26
  thing
• 40:26
  as
• 40:26
  the
• 40:26
  speech
• 40:27
  of
• 40:27
  Malchus.
• 40:28
  Malchus
• 40:29
  means.
• 40:29
  Means
• 40:29
  kingdom,
• 40:30
  obviously.
• 40:30
  King,
• 40:30
  kingship,
• 40:33
  like
• 40:33
  we
• 40:33
  always
• 40:33
  say,
• 40:34
  which
• 40:34
  is
• 40:34
  an
• 40:34
  aspect
• 40:34
  of
• 40:35
  malchus
• 40:35
  pe.
• 40:36
  The
• 40:36
  Malchus,
• 40:37
  the
• 40:37
  kingdom
• 40:37
  of
• 40:38
  the
• 40:38
  mouth.
• 40:47
  This
• 40:47
  is
• 40:47
  an
• 40:48
  aspect
• 40:48
  of
• 40:48
  the
• 40:48
  last.
• 40:49
  The
• 40:49
  last
• 40:49
  thing
• 40:49
  that
• 40:49
  Moshe
• 40:49
  Rabbeinu
• 40:50
  said,
• 40:50
  which
• 40:51
  was
• 40:52
  even
• 40:53
  from
• 40:53
  then
• 40:53
  when
• 40:53
  I
• 40:54
  spoke
• 40:54
  to
• 40:54
  you,
• 40:54
  Meaz.
• 40:56
  So
• 40:56
  he's
• 40:56
  connecting
• 40:56
  it
• 40:57
  to
• 40:57
  the
• 40:57
  pasak
• 40:57
  that
• 40:57
  says
• 41:01
  your
• 41:01
  throne
• 41:03
  was
• 41:04
  standing
• 41:04
  strong
• 41:05
  from
• 41:06
  back
• 41:06
  then,
• 41:07
  meaning
• 41:07
  connecting
• 41:07
  the
• 41:08
  ma'az
• 41:08
  of
• 41:09
  our
• 41:09
  posse
• 41:09
  over
• 41:10
  here
• 41:10
  to
• 41:10
  the
• 41:10
  Meaz
• 41:11
  of
• 41:11
  the
• 41:11
  throne
• 41:11
  of
• 41:11
  Hashem,
• 41:12
  the
• 41:12
  kingdom,
• 41:13
  kingship.
• 41:13
  Right.
• 41:15
  So
• 41:15
  in
• 41:16
  that
• 41:16
  sense
• 41:16
  we
• 41:17
  have.
• 41:18
  That's
• 41:18
  the
• 41:18
  connection.
• 41:19
  But
• 41:21
  what
• 41:22
  is
• 41:22
  the.
• 41:25
  What
• 41:25
  is
• 41:25
  this
• 41:25
  speech
• 41:26
  to
• 41:26
  us?
• 41:26
  What
• 41:27
  is
• 41:27
  it
• 41:27
  referring
• 41:27
  to?
• 41:27
  How
• 41:27
  does
• 41:28
  it
• 41:28
  make
• 41:28
  sense?
• 41:29
  Right.
• 41:29
  So
• 41:29
  one
• 41:29
  of
• 41:29
  the
• 41:30
  aspects
• 41:30
  is
• 41:30
  over
• 41:30
  here,
• 41:31
  like
• 41:31
  we
• 41:31
  were
• 41:31
  saying
• 41:32
  before,
• 41:32
  the
• 41:33
  aspect
• 41:33
  of
• 41:33
  speech
• 41:34
  itself,
• 41:35
  just
• 41:35
  the
• 41:35
  power
• 41:35
  of
• 41:36
  speech
• 41:36
  alone
• 41:36
  we
• 41:36
  spoke
• 41:36
  about
• 41:37
  this
• 41:37
  last
• 41:37
  time,
• 41:38
  is
• 41:40
  that
• 41:40
  it
• 41:40
  reveals
• 41:41
  what's
• 41:41
  inside
• 41:42
  and
• 41:42
  what's
• 41:42
  coming
• 41:43
  out.
• 41:43
  It
• 41:44
  is
• 41:44
  a
• 41:44
  true
• 41:45
  carbon
• 41:46
  copy
• 41:47
  of
• 41:47
  what's
• 41:48
  inside
• 41:49
  my
• 41:49
  head.
• 41:51
  Right.
• 41:52
  And
• 41:52
  what
• 41:53
  do
• 41:53
  I
• 41:53
  mean
• 41:53
  by
• 41:53
  that?
• 41:53
  So
• 41:54
  he
• 41:54
  says
• 41:54
  this
• 41:54
  is
• 41:55
  referring.
• 41:55
  This.
• 41:55
  This
• 41:55
  is
• 41:56
  referring
• 41:56
  to.
• 41:56
  Ramosan
• 41:57
  says
• 41:57
  this
• 41:57
  is
• 41:57
  referring
• 41:58
  to
• 41:58
  the
• 41:58
  Deepur
• 41:58
  itself.
• 41:59
  Just
• 42:00
  the
• 42:00
  power
• 42:00
  of
• 42:00
  speech
• 42:00
  on
• 42:00
  its
• 42:00
  own.
• 42:01
  The
• 42:01
  concept
• 42:02
  of
• 42:02
  speech
• 42:03
  is
• 42:03
  an
• 42:03
  aspect
• 42:03
  of
• 42:04
  truth.
• 42:05
  Right?
• 42:06
  Because
• 42:07
  even.
• 42:07
  Even
• 42:08
  if
• 42:08
  I
• 42:08
  want
• 42:08
  to
• 42:08
  say
• 42:09
  something
• 42:09
  that.
• 42:10
  That.
• 42:10
  That
• 42:10
  I
• 42:10
  know
• 42:10
  is
• 42:11
  not
• 42:11
  true,
• 42:13
  speech
• 42:14
  is.
• 42:14
  Is
• 42:14
  taking
• 42:15
  exactly
• 42:15
  what's
• 42:15
  in
• 42:16
  my
• 42:16
  mind
• 42:16
  and
• 42:16
  making
• 42:16
  a
• 42:17
  pure,
• 42:17
  truthful
• 42:18
  copy
• 42:18
  of
• 42:19
  what's
• 42:19
  in
• 42:19
  my
• 42:19
  mind
• 42:19
  and
• 42:20
  sending
• 42:20
  it
• 42:20
  out,
• 42:21
  whatever
• 42:22
  I
• 42:22
  choose
• 42:22
  to
• 42:23
  say.
• 42:23
  The
• 42:23
  nature
• 42:24
  of
• 42:24
  speech
• 42:25
  is
• 42:25
  that
• 42:26
  it
• 42:26
  has
• 42:26
  to
• 42:27
  be,
• 42:27
  no
• 42:28
  matter
• 42:28
  what,
• 42:29
  try
• 42:29
  to
• 42:29
  say
• 42:29
  something
• 42:30
  that's
• 42:31
  not
• 42:31
  in
• 42:32
  your
• 42:32
  mind.
• 42:33
  It's
• 42:33
  not
• 42:34
  possible.
• 42:36
  It's
• 42:36
  not
• 42:36
  possible.
• 42:37
  And
• 42:38
  also,
• 42:38
  you
• 42:38
  can't
• 42:38
  say
• 42:39
  something
• 42:39
  and
• 42:39
  have
• 42:40
  something
• 42:40
  else
• 42:40
  in
• 42:40
  your
• 42:40
  mind.
• 42:41
  It
• 42:41
  doesn't
• 42:41
  work,
• 42:42
  right?
• 42:43
  Famous
• 42:43
  statement
• 42:43
  of
• 42:43
  Rabbi
• 42:44
  Nachman
• 42:44
  that
• 42:44
  he
• 42:44
  says,
• 42:45
  right?
• 42:45
  You
• 42:45
  can.
• 42:45
  It's
• 42:45
  impossible
• 42:46
  to
• 42:46
  have
• 42:46
  two
• 42:46
  thoughts
• 42:47
  in
• 42:47
  your
• 42:48
  mind
• 42:48
  at
• 42:48
  once,
• 42:49
  right?
• 42:49
  So
• 42:49
  when
• 42:49
  you
• 42:49
  have
• 42:50
  bad
• 42:50
  thoughts,
• 42:51
  think
• 42:51
  of
• 42:51
  a
• 42:51
  good
• 42:51
  thought,
• 42:52
  choose
• 42:52
  a
• 42:52
  good
• 42:52
  thought
• 42:53
  and
• 42:53
  go
• 42:53
  with
• 42:53
  it.
• 42:54
  Because
• 42:54
  the
• 42:54
  whole
• 42:55
  time
• 42:55
  you're
• 42:55
  thinking
• 42:55
  that
• 42:56
  you
• 42:56
  can't
• 42:56
  be
• 42:56
  in
• 42:56
  a
• 42:57
  bad
• 42:57
  place.
• 42:59
  It's
• 42:59
  not
• 42:59
  easy
• 42:59
  to
• 42:59
  hold
• 43:00
  it
• 43:00
  there
• 43:00
  sometimes.
• 43:01
  And
• 43:01
  you
• 43:01
  can
• 43:01
  get
• 43:01
  pulled
• 43:02
  back
• 43:02
  into
• 43:02
  a
• 43:02
  bad
• 43:02
  place,
• 43:03
  right?
• 43:03
  But
• 43:03
  in
• 43:03
  the
• 43:03
  same
• 43:04
  way,
• 43:04
  you
• 43:04
  can't,
• 43:04
  your.
• 43:05
  Your
• 43:05
  mouth
• 43:05
  is
• 43:05
  saying
• 43:06
  what's,
• 43:06
  What's.
• 43:06
  What's
• 43:06
  in
• 43:07
  your
• 43:07
  mind.
• 43:07
  You
• 43:07
  can't.
• 43:07
  You
• 43:08
  can't
• 43:08
  play
• 43:08
  games
• 43:08
  like
• 43:08
  this.
• 43:09
  It
• 43:09
  doesn't
• 43:09
  work,
• 43:10
  Right?
• 43:11
  Right.
• 43:11
  That's
• 43:11
  what
• 43:12
  speech
• 43:12
  is.
• 43:12
  So
• 43:12
  speech
• 43:12
  itself
• 43:13
  is
• 43:13
  a
• 43:13
  revelation
• 43:14
  of
• 43:14
  truth,
• 43:15
  the
• 43:15
  truth
• 43:15
  of
• 43:15
  what's
• 43:15
  inside
• 43:16
  my
• 43:16
  head.
• 43:17
  So
• 43:18
  this
• 43:18
  whole
• 43:18
  concept
• 43:18
  of
• 43:18
  speech,
• 43:19
  right,
• 43:20
  that
• 43:20
  we're
• 43:20
  talking
• 43:20
  about
• 43:21
  is
• 43:21
  this
• 43:21
  Inyan,
• 43:22
  that,
• 43:23
  that,
• 43:23
  that,
• 43:24
  that,
• 43:24
  and.
• 43:24
  And
• 43:25
  there's
• 43:25
  two
• 43:25
  ways
• 43:25
  to
• 43:25
  look
• 43:26
  at
• 43:26
  it
• 43:27
  so
• 43:28
  beautifully.
• 43:28
  Do
• 43:29
  you
• 43:29
  remember
• 43:29
  how
• 43:29
  at
• 43:29
  the
• 43:29
  beginning
• 43:30
  today,
• 43:30
  when
• 43:30
  we
• 43:30
  were
• 43:31
  tangenting
• 43:31
  a
• 43:31
  little
• 43:31
  bit,
• 43:33
  how
• 43:33
  he
• 43:34
  said
• 43:34
  that
• 43:35
  the
• 43:35
  power
• 43:35
  of
• 43:35
  malchus
• 43:37
  is
• 43:37
  that
• 43:38
  it
• 43:38
  reveals
• 43:39
  what's
• 43:39
  on
• 43:39
  the
• 43:39
  inside.
• 43:40
  But
• 43:40
  at
• 43:40
  the
• 43:40
  same
• 43:41
  time,
• 43:41
  I
• 43:42
  can
• 43:42
  put
• 43:42
  something
• 43:42
  out
• 43:43
  there
• 43:43
  in
• 43:43
  the
• 43:43
  malchus
• 43:44
  that
• 43:44
  I
• 43:45
  want
• 43:45
  to
• 43:45
  reach
• 43:45
  towards,
• 43:46
  that
• 43:46
  will
• 43:46
  draw
• 43:46
  me
• 43:47
  towards
• 43:47
  it,
• 43:47
  that
• 43:47
  will
• 43:47
  affect
• 43:48
  me,
• 43:48
  that
• 43:48
  will
• 43:48
  bring
• 43:48
  me
• 43:48
  up,
• 43:49
  even
• 43:49
  if
• 43:49
  it's
• 43:50
  not
• 43:50
  exactly
• 43:50
  where
• 43:50
  I
• 43:50
  am
• 43:51
  right
• 43:51
  now.
• 43:51
  That's
• 43:52
  the
• 43:52
  power
• 43:52
  of
• 43:52
  malchus,
• 43:53
  right?
• 43:53
  So
• 43:54
  too
• 43:54
  now,
• 43:54
  in
• 43:54
  this
• 43:55
  whole
• 43:55
  thing,
• 43:55
  we're
• 43:55
  talking
• 43:55
  about
• 43:55
  speech,
• 43:56
  this
• 43:56
  whole
• 43:57
  thing,
• 43:57
  the
• 43:57
  Torah
• 43:57
  that
• 43:57
  Rabbi
• 43:58
  Nachman
• 43:58
  gave
• 43:58
  us
• 43:58
  over
• 43:59
  here
• 43:59
  is
• 43:59
  that
• 43:59
  it
• 44:00
  flows
• 44:00
  so
• 44:00
  beautifully
• 44:01
  from
• 44:01
  all
• 44:01
  of
• 44:01
  the
• 44:01
  pathway
• 44:03
  of
• 44:04
  thankfulness,
• 44:04
  gratitude,
• 44:05
  and
• 44:06
  of
• 44:06
  the
• 44:06
  past,
• 44:07
  and
• 44:07
  then
• 44:08
  thankfulness
• 44:09
  and
• 44:09
  gratitude
• 44:10
  of
• 44:10
  the
• 44:10
  present,
• 44:11
  even
• 44:11
  when
• 44:12
  the
• 44:12
  present
• 44:12
  is
• 44:12
  a
• 44:12
  sorrow
• 44:13
  and
• 44:14
  a
• 44:14
  tribulation,
• 44:15
  thanking
• 44:15
  Hashem,
• 44:16
  even
• 44:16
  there
• 44:17
  and
• 44:17
  then
• 44:17
  that
• 44:17
  takes
• 44:18
  me
• 44:18
  to
• 44:18
  a
• 44:18
  place
• 44:18
  of
• 44:19
  things
• 44:19
  going
• 44:19
  back
• 44:19
  to
• 44:19
  where
• 44:20
  the
• 44:20
  way
• 44:20
  they're
• 44:20
  supposed
• 44:20
  to
• 44:20
  be,
• 44:20
  where
• 44:21
  now
• 44:21
  I'm
• 44:21
  in
• 44:22
  a
• 44:22
  state
• 44:22
  of
• 44:22
  Lahal,
• 44:23
  of
• 44:23
  praising
• 44:23
  Hashem
• 44:24
  completely.
• 44:25
  And
• 44:25
  then
• 44:25
  I
• 44:25
  get
• 44:25
  into
• 44:26
  a
• 44:26
  state
• 44:26
  of
• 44:26
  Das,
• 44:27
  of
• 44:28
  total
• 44:28
  God,
• 44:28
  consciousness
• 44:29
  and
• 44:29
  connection,
• 44:30
  right
• 44:31
  through
• 44:31
  this
• 44:31
  whole
• 44:31
  pathway.
• 44:31
  It's
• 44:32
  such
• 44:32
  an
• 44:32
  awesome
• 44:32
  pathway
• 44:33
  to
• 44:33
  go
• 44:33
  on.
• 44:33
  Such
• 44:33
  an
• 44:34
  awesome
• 44:34
  pathway
• 44:34
  to
• 44:34
  go
• 44:34
  on.
• 44:36
  So.
• 44:37
  So
• 44:37
  from
• 44:37
  that
• 44:37
  place,
• 44:38
  right?
• 44:39
  When
• 44:39
  I
• 44:39
  get
• 44:39
  into
• 44:40
  that
• 44:40
  state
• 44:41
  now,
• 44:41
  Imir
• 44:42
  Tashem,
• 44:43
  I'm
• 44:43
  living
• 44:43
  such
• 44:44
  a
• 44:44
  existence
• 44:44
  of
• 44:45
  truth
• 44:45
  that
• 44:45
  my
• 44:45
  speech
• 44:46
  will
• 44:46
  flow
• 44:46
  in
• 44:46
  this
• 44:47
  way.
• 44:47
  And
• 44:47
  all
• 44:48
  these
• 44:48
  four
• 44:48
  things,
• 44:49
  four
• 44:49
  aspects
• 44:49
  of
• 44:49
  speech
• 44:50
  will
• 44:50
  be
• 44:51
  in.
• 44:51
  Will
• 44:51
  be
• 44:51
  in
• 44:51
  this
• 44:52
  way
• 44:53
  will
• 44:53
  just
• 44:53
  be
• 44:53
  true
• 44:54
  because
• 44:54
  I'm
• 44:54
  going
• 44:54
  to
• 44:55
  be
• 44:55
  a
• 44:55
  God
• 44:56
  conscious,
• 44:57
  true,
• 44:58
  authentic
• 44:59
  person.
• 45:00
  No
• 45:00
  stories,
• 45:01
  no
• 45:02
  games,
• 45:02
  no
• 45:03
  cover
• 45:03
  ups.
• 45:04
  Right?
• 45:05
  But
• 45:05
  on
• 45:05
  the
• 45:05
  other
• 45:06
  hand,
• 45:07
  if
• 45:07
  I'm
• 45:07
  not
• 45:07
  there
• 45:08
  yet,
• 45:08
  you
• 45:09
  know,
• 45:09
  what
• 45:09
  do
• 45:09
  we
• 45:09
  always
• 45:09
  say?
• 45:10
  By
• 45:10
  the
• 45:10
  way,
• 45:10
  if
• 45:11
  you
• 45:11
  look
• 45:11
  in
• 45:11
  the,
• 45:11
  in
• 45:11
  the
• 45:12
  English
• 45:12
  version
• 45:12
  of
• 45:12
  these
• 45:13
  pamphlets
• 45:13
  that
• 45:13
  we,
• 45:14
  that
• 45:14
  we
• 45:14
  have
• 45:15
  from
• 45:15
  the,
• 45:16
  in
• 45:16
  Israel,
• 45:18
  so
• 45:19
  they
• 45:19
  published.
• 45:21
  And
• 45:21
  here
• 45:23
  the,
• 45:24
  the,
• 45:25
  the
• 45:25
  introduction
• 45:26
  and
• 45:27
  method
• 45:28
  that
• 45:28
  we
• 45:28
  wrote
• 45:29
  here
• 45:29
  in
• 45:29
  Bresla
• 45:30
  of
• 45:30
  Thornhill,
• 45:31
  right.
• 45:31
  Is
• 45:32
  published
• 45:32
  in
• 45:32
  this
• 45:32
  book
• 45:32
  from
• 45:33
  Eretz
• 45:33
  Yisrael.
• 45:33
  So
• 45:34
  you
• 45:34
  know,
• 45:34
  guys,
• 45:35
  we're
• 45:35
  part
• 45:35
  of
• 45:35
  something
• 45:36
  very
• 45:36
  special
• 45:36
  here
• 45:37
  that
• 45:37
  you
• 45:37
  see
• 45:38
  this,
• 45:39
  it
• 45:39
  has,
• 45:39
  this
• 45:40
  is
• 45:40
  by
• 45:40
  us.
• 45:40
  This
• 45:40
  is
• 45:40
  from
• 45:41
  right
• 45:41
  here.
• 45:41
  From
• 45:41
  this
• 45:42
  house
• 45:42
  where
• 45:43
  we
• 45:43
  learn
• 45:44
  came
• 45:44
  this,
• 45:44
  this,
• 45:44
  that's
• 45:45
  published
• 45:46
  with
• 45:46
  the
• 45:46
  Tayal
• 45:47
  Betarossa
• 45:47
  and
• 45:47
  Eretz
• 45:47
  Yisrael.
• 45:48
  Beautiful.
• 45:49
  But
• 45:49
  it
• 45:49
  has
• 45:49
  in
• 45:49
  here
• 45:50
  the
• 45:51
  18
• 45:51
  principles
• 45:51
  of
• 45:52
  how
• 45:52
  to
• 45:52
  learn
• 45:52
  Lakutimuran.
• 45:53
  Right.
• 45:55
  And
• 45:56
  principle
• 45:57
  number
• 45:57
  four,
• 45:58
  Claudal,
• 45:59
  is
• 46:00
  this
• 46:00
  principle
• 46:00
  that
• 46:00
  I
• 46:01
  always
• 46:01
  like
• 46:01
  to
• 46:01
  say,
• 46:01
  I've
• 46:01
  been
• 46:02
  saying
• 46:02
  in
• 46:02
  every
• 46:02
  class
• 46:02
  so
• 46:03
  far
• 46:03
  that
• 46:04
  we
• 46:04
  cannot
• 46:05
  understand
• 46:06
  Rabbi
• 46:07
  Nachman's
• 46:07
  Torahs
• 46:08
  if
• 46:08
  we
• 46:08
  don't
• 46:09
  live
• 46:10
  the
• 46:10
  advice
• 46:11
  that
• 46:11
  he's
• 46:11
  giving.
• 46:13
  We'll
• 46:14
  get
• 46:14
  it
• 46:14
  a
• 46:14
  little
• 46:14
  bit,
• 46:15
  but
• 46:15
  if
• 46:15
  you
• 46:15
  really
• 46:15
  want
• 46:16
  to
• 46:16
  internalize
• 46:16
  it,
• 46:17
  then
• 46:17
  we
• 46:17
  have
• 46:17
  to
• 46:17
  live
• 46:18
  the
• 46:18
  advice
• 46:18
  of
• 46:18
  Rabbi
• 46:18
  Nachman.
• 46:19
  So
• 46:20
  this
• 46:20
  advice
• 46:20
  over
• 46:21
  here
• 46:21
  of
• 46:23
  true
• 46:23
  speech,
• 46:24
  I'm
• 46:25
  saying
• 46:25
  it,
• 46:25
  he
• 46:25
  doesn't
• 46:25
  say
• 46:26
  it
• 46:26
  exactly
• 46:26
  like
• 46:26
  this.
• 46:26
  Once
• 46:26
  again,
• 46:27
  this
• 46:27
  is
• 46:27
  my
• 46:27
  understanding,
• 46:28
  my
• 46:28
  take
• 46:28
  on
• 46:28
  it,
• 46:30
  but
• 46:30
  living
• 46:31
  in
• 46:32
  a
• 46:32
  way
• 46:32
  and
• 46:32
  trying
• 46:33
  to
• 46:33
  make
• 46:33
  our
• 46:34
  speech
• 46:34
  dibur
• 46:34
  avemes,
• 46:35
  speech
• 46:35
  of
• 46:36
  truth,
• 46:37
  even
• 46:38
  if
• 46:38
  it's
• 46:38
  not
• 46:38
  flowing
• 46:38
  naturally,
• 46:39
  even
• 46:39
  if
• 46:39
  I'm
• 46:39
  not
• 46:39
  there
• 46:40
  yet,
• 46:40
  but
• 46:40
  working
• 46:41
  towards
• 46:41
  that
• 46:42
  is
• 46:42
  the
• 46:42
  nature
• 46:43
  of
• 46:43
  malchus
• 46:43
  and
• 46:43
  of
• 46:44
  malchus
• 46:44
  that
• 46:45
  the
• 46:45
  malchus
• 46:46
  reveals,
• 46:46
  but
• 46:47
  it
• 46:47
  also
• 46:47
  has
• 46:48
  an
• 46:48
  effect
• 46:49
  that
• 46:49
  builds
• 46:50
  up
• 46:51
  the
• 46:51
  next
• 46:51
  level.
• 46:53
  So
• 46:53
  when
• 46:53
  we
• 46:53
  choose
• 46:54
  to
• 46:54
  change
• 46:54
  our
• 46:54
  speech
• 46:55
  and
• 46:55
  to
• 46:55
  speak
• 46:55
  in
• 46:56
  a
• 46:56
  proper
• 46:56
  way,
• 46:57
  to
• 46:57
  only
• 46:57
  be
• 46:58
  people
• 46:58
  of
• 46:58
  truth,
• 46:59
  no
• 46:59
  stories,
• 47:00
  no
• 47:00
  games,
• 47:01
  no
• 47:01
  cover
• 47:01
  ups,
• 47:02
  right?
• 47:03
  That
• 47:03
  is
• 47:03
  going
• 47:04
  to
• 47:04
  have
• 47:04
  an
• 47:04
  effect
• 47:04
  on
• 47:04
  us.
• 47:05
  And
• 47:05
  that's
• 47:05
  going
• 47:05
  to
• 47:05
  bring
• 47:05
  us
• 47:06
  up
• 47:06
  and
• 47:06
  turn
• 47:06
  us
• 47:07
  into
• 47:07
  people
• 47:07
  of
• 47:07
  authenticity
• 47:08
  and
• 47:09
  help
• 47:09
  us
• 47:09
  to
• 47:09
  live
• 47:10
  in
• 47:10
  the
• 47:10
  realms
• 47:10
  that
• 47:10
  this
• 47:11
  Torah
• 47:11
  is
• 47:11
  talking
• 47:11
  about.
• 47:12
  Our
• 47:12
  speech
• 47:12
  should
• 47:13
  be
• 47:13
  a
• 47:13
  birth
• 47:14
  of
• 47:15
  das,
• 47:16
  of
• 47:16
  consciousness,
• 47:17
  of
• 47:17
  hashem.
• 47:18
  And
• 47:18
  our
• 47:18
  speech
• 47:18
  should
• 47:19
  be
• 47:19
  something
• 47:19
  that
• 47:19
  lifts
• 47:19
  us
• 47:19
  up
• 47:20
  into
• 47:20
  the
• 47:20
  realm
• 47:20
  of
• 47:20
  truth
• 47:21
  and
• 47:21
  takes
• 47:21
  us
• 47:21
  to
• 47:22
  these
• 47:22
  places.
• 47:23
  Just
• 47:23
  to
• 47:23
  wrap
• 47:23
  it
• 47:24
  up,
• 47:24
  the
• 47:24
  last,
• 47:24
  the
• 47:24
  last
• 47:24
  point
• 47:25
  over
• 47:25
  here.
• 47:26
  And
• 47:26
  of
• 47:26
  course,
• 47:27
  one
• 47:27
  of
• 47:27
  the
• 47:27
  reasons
• 47:27
  why
• 47:27
  malchus
• 47:28
  works
• 47:28
  in
• 47:28
  these
• 47:28
  two
• 47:28
  ways
• 47:29
  is
• 47:29
  because
• 47:30
  malchus
• 47:30
  is
• 47:30
  synonymous
• 47:31
  with
• 47:31
  the
• 47:31
  sphere
• 47:31
  of
• 47:31
  kesser.
• 47:33
  The
• 47:33
  malchus,
• 47:34
  when
• 47:34
  you're
• 47:35
  going
• 47:35
  down
• 47:36
  kesser,
• 47:36
  is
• 47:36
  the
• 47:36
  highest
• 47:37
  sphere.
• 47:37
  And
• 47:37
  malchus
• 47:38
  is
• 47:38
  the
• 47:38
  lowest
• 47:38
  sphere.
• 47:39
  But
• 47:40
  when
• 47:40
  these
• 47:41
  universes
• 47:42
  are
• 47:42
  traversed,
• 47:44
  there's
• 47:44
  a
• 47:45
  place
• 47:45
  where
• 47:45
  the
• 47:46
  Malchus
• 47:47
  of
• 47:47
  the
• 47:47
  level
• 47:48
  above
• 47:48
  is
• 47:49
  the
• 47:49
  Kesser
• 47:49
  of
• 47:49
  the
• 47:50
  level
• 47:50
  below
• 47:51
  Malchus.
• 47:52
  Malchus
• 47:52
  is
• 47:53
  Malchus.
• 47:53
  And
• 47:53
  Malchus
• 47:54
  is
• 47:54
  sometimes
• 47:54
  Kesser.
• 47:55
  Which
• 47:55
  is
• 47:55
  of
• 47:55
  course
• 47:55
  why
• 47:56
  Malchus
• 47:56
  is
• 47:56
  the
• 47:57
  kingdom
• 47:58
  and
• 47:58
  Kesser
• 47:58
  is
• 47:58
  the
• 47:59
  crown.
• 47:59
  Right?
• 48:00
  They're
• 48:01
  intrinsically
• 48:01
  connected.
• 48:02
  This
• 48:03
  is
• 48:03
  why
• 48:03
  Malchus
• 48:04
  can
• 48:04
  either
• 48:04
  be
• 48:04
  that
• 48:05
  place
• 48:05
  where
• 48:05
  something's
• 48:06
  revealed
• 48:06
  or
• 48:07
  it
• 48:07
  can
• 48:07
  be
• 48:08
  where
• 48:08
  it's
• 48:08
  the
• 48:09
  lowest
• 48:09
  level,
• 48:09
  where
• 48:10
  everything
• 48:10
  above
• 48:10
  is
• 48:10
  revealed.
• 48:11
  Or
• 48:12
  it
• 48:12
  can
• 48:12
  be
• 48:12
  the
• 48:12
  highest
• 48:12
  level
• 48:13
  that
• 48:13
  affects
• 48:14
  everything
• 48:14
  below
• 48:15
  it.
• 48:16
  Right.
• 48:16
  This
• 48:16
  is
• 48:16
  the
• 48:17
  power.
• 48:17
  This
• 48:17
  is
• 48:17
  the
• 48:17
  power
• 48:17
  of
• 48:17
  Malchus.
• 48:18
  And
• 48:19
  speech
• 48:19
  itself
• 48:19
  is
• 48:20
  Malchus.
• 48:20
  Malchus.
• 48:21
  So
• 48:22
  we
• 48:22
  should
• 48:22
  take
• 48:22
  all
• 48:22
  of
• 48:22
  this
• 48:23
  stuff.
• 48:23
  I
• 48:24
  know
• 48:24
  this
• 48:24
  is
• 48:24
  a
• 48:24
  hard
• 48:24
  Torah
• 48:25
  and
• 48:25
  things
• 48:25
  are
• 48:25
  not
• 48:25
  as
• 48:26
  clear
• 48:26
  as
• 48:26
  sometimes
• 48:27
  as
• 48:27
  they
• 48:27
  have
• 48:27
  been
• 48:27
  always
• 48:28
  in
• 48:28
  the
• 48:28
  past.
• 48:28
  But
• 48:29
  let's
• 48:29
  grab
• 48:29
  a
• 48:29
  hold
• 48:30
  of
• 48:30
  this
• 48:30
  this
• 48:30
  week.
• 48:31
  Let's
• 48:31
  make
• 48:31
  this
• 48:31
  week
• 48:31
  a
• 48:32
  week
• 48:32
  of
• 48:32
  truth.
• 48:32
  Mirt
• 48:33
  hashem
• 48:33
  with
• 48:33
  our
• 48:33
  speech.