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Awakening the Spirit: The Role of Energy Healing in Personal Growth with Dr Shannon Kelley Poulos · Spirit & Soul Healing Podcast

2:19
Foreign
2:32
welcome
2:33
to
2:33
the
2:33
Spirit
2:33
and
2:34
Soul
2:34
Healing
2:34
podcast.
2:35
I'm
2:35
Amy
2:36
Sikarskie,
2:37
master
2:38
energy
2:38
therapist,
2:39
channeler,
2:40
mentor,
2:41
and
2:41
friend.
2:41
I'm
2:42
so
2:42
happy
2:42
to
2:43
connect.
2:43
I
2:43
hope
2:43
you
2:44
enjoy
2:44
this
2:44
episode.
2:46
Foreign
2:49
Hi,
2:49
everyone.
2:50
I'm
2:50
Amy
2:50
Sikarskie.
2:51
Welcome
2:51
to
2:51
the
2:52
Spirit
2:52
and
2:52
Soul
2:52
Healing
2:53
podcast.
2:53
I'm
2:54
here
2:54
with
2:54
my
2:54
friend,
2:55
Dr.Shannon
2:55
Kelley
2:56
Poulos,
2:57
and
2:57
we're
2:57
so
2:57
excited
2:58
to
2:58
have
2:59
you
2:59
guys
2:59
join
2:59
us
3:00
today
3:00
for
3:00
a
3:00
wonderful
3:01
conversation.
3:01
We've
3:02
already
3:02
been
3:02
visiting,
3:03
kind
3:03
of
3:03
like
3:03
we
3:03
do,
3:04
full
3:04
of
3:04
laughters
3:05
over
3:05
here,
3:07
so
3:07
I
3:08
want
3:08
to
3:08
welcome
3:08
you.
3:08
Shannon,
3:09
how
3:09
are
3:09
you
3:10
today?
3:11
Oh,
3:11
thanks
3:12
for
3:12
having
3:12
me.
3:13
I'm
3:13
very
3:13
good.
3:14
I'm
3:14
excited
3:14
to
3:15
be
3:15
here
3:15
and
3:16
I've
3:16
been
3:16
looking
3:16
forward
3:17
to
3:17
this
3:17
conversation
3:18
for
3:18
weeks.
3:18
So
3:19
I'm.
3:20
I'm
3:20
happy
3:21
to
3:21
see
3:21
where
3:21
it
3:21
flows.
3:22
Yeah,
3:23
I
3:23
am,
3:23
too.
3:23
It
3:24
feels
3:24
like
3:24
a
3:24
day
3:25
full
3:25
of
3:25
sunshine.
3:26
Just.
3:26
I
3:26
mean,
3:26
it's
3:26
spring
3:27
now
3:27
and
3:28
I
3:28
can
3:28
feel
3:28
that
3:28
energy
3:29
is
3:29
lifting.
3:30
So.
3:31
Yeah.
3:31
And
3:31
the
3:32
spring
3:32
equinox
3:33
hitting
3:34
and
3:34
just.
3:34
Yeah,
3:35
I
3:35
feel
3:35
like,
3:35
good
3:36
momentum
3:36
coming
3:36
in
3:36
with
3:37
it.
3:37
So
3:37
that
3:37
feels
3:38
nice.
3:39
Yeah.
3:39
You
3:40
look
3:40
so
3:40
glowy
3:40
and
3:41
full
3:41
of
3:41
light.
3:42
So
3:42
I
3:42
just.
3:43
Yeah,
3:43
I'm
3:43
like,
3:43
oh,
3:44
it's
3:44
the
3:44
whole
3:44
vibe.
3:46
Our
3:46
green,
3:46
our
3:46
heart
3:47
chakra
3:47
color.
3:48
Yes.
3:48
I
3:49
love
3:49
it.
3:50
Oh.
3:50
So
3:51
we've
3:51
known
3:51
each
3:51
other
3:51
for
3:52
a
3:52
little
3:52
bit
3:52
of
3:52
time,
3:53
but
3:53
I
3:53
would
3:53
love
3:53
for
3:53
you
3:54
to
3:54
share
3:54
with
3:55
our
3:55
listeners
3:56
just
3:56
a
3:56
bit
3:56
about
3:56
yourself
3:57
and
3:57
anything
3:57
that
3:58
you
3:58
feel
3:58
called,
3:59
anything
3:59
that
3:59
wants
4:00
to
4:00
come
4:00
through.
4:02
Okay.
4:03
Well,
4:04
I
4:04
am
4:05
a
4:05
mom
4:05
of
4:06
four,
4:06
which
4:07
is
4:07
always
4:07
one
4:07
of
4:07
the
4:07
biggest
4:08
things
4:08
to
4:08
say.
4:09
I.
4:11
Let's
4:11
see,
4:12
I
4:12
have
4:13
a
4:13
doctorate
4:13
in
4:14
clinical
4:14
psychology,
4:15
and
4:15
I
4:15
had
4:16
worked
4:17
as
4:17
a
4:17
therapist
4:17
for
4:17
many,
4:18
many
4:18
years
4:18
until
4:19
I
4:19
had
4:19
my
4:20
last
4:20
kiddo
4:22
10
4:22
years
4:22
ago.
4:22
And
4:23
then
4:23
I.
4:23
I
4:23
kind
4:23
of
4:24
decided
4:24
to
4:25
take
4:25
a
4:25
break.
4:25
I
4:25
was
4:26
already
4:26
kind
4:26
of
4:26
needing
4:27
a
4:27
break
4:28
from
4:28
it
4:30
already.
4:30
And
4:31
so
4:31
he
4:31
came
4:32
in
4:32
just
4:32
at
4:32
the
4:32
right
4:32
time,
4:33
just,
4:33
I
4:33
think,
4:33
kind
4:33
of
4:34
to
4:34
help
4:34
me.
4:34
I
4:35
know,
4:35
kind
4:36
of
4:36
to
4:36
help
4:36
me
4:37
change
4:37
course.
4:38
And.
4:40
And
4:40
being
4:40
pregnant
4:41
with
4:41
him,
4:41
actually,
4:42
I
4:43
was,
4:43
like,
4:44
infused
4:45
with
4:46
energy
4:46
of,
4:47
like,
4:47
I
4:47
can
4:48
feel
4:48
what.
4:48
I
4:48
could
4:48
feel
4:49
him
4:49
talking
4:49
to
4:50
me.
4:50
I
4:50
could
4:50
feel
4:50
him
4:51
just,
4:52
like,
4:52
calming
4:52
me
4:53
down,
4:53
telling
4:53
me
4:53
everything
4:53
was
4:54
going
4:54
to
4:54
be
4:55
because
4:55
I
4:55
was
4:55
42,
4:56
so
4:56
I
4:56
was
4:56
like
4:58
my
4:58
husband
4:58
and
4:58
I
4:58
went
4:59
on
4:59
vacation
4:59
alone.
5:00
So
5:00
that's
5:00
how
5:00
that
5:03
all
5:03
of
5:03
you
5:03
out
5:04
there,
5:06
listen
5:06
to
5:06
me.
5:07
But
5:07
anyway,
5:08
so
5:08
being
5:08
pregnant
5:09
with
5:09
him
5:09
was
5:09
kind
5:09
of
5:09
like
5:09
the
5:10
beginning
5:10
of
5:10
a
5:10
big
5:11
turning
5:11
point
5:11
in
5:11
my
5:12
life.
5:12
I
5:12
was
5:12
feeling,
5:13
like,
5:13
kind
5:13
of
5:13
stagnant
5:14
in
5:15
my
5:16
work,
5:16
in
5:16
my
5:16
life.
5:17
I
5:17
was
5:17
feeling
5:17
kind
5:18
of
5:18
not
5:18
very
5:18
successful,
5:19
I
5:19
guess
5:20
I
5:21
see
5:21
now
5:21
that
5:21
I
5:22
was
5:22
I
5:22
was
5:22
feeling
5:22
not
5:23
successful
5:23
in
5:23
terms
5:24
of,
5:24
like,
5:25
the
5:26
way
5:26
I'd
5:26
approached
5:27
life
5:27
up
5:27
until
5:28
that
5:28
point,
5:28
which
5:28
just
5:29
was
5:29
very
5:29
masculine
5:30
energy.
5:30
It
5:30
was
5:30
very
5:31
like,
5:31
hustle,
5:31
you
5:32
know,
5:32
hustle
5:32
energy.
5:33
And
5:33
I
5:34
was
5:34
good
5:34
at
5:34
it.
5:34
I
5:34
could,
5:35
you
5:35
know,
5:35
it
5:36
worked.
5:36
And
5:36
then
5:37
until
5:37
it
5:37
didn't.
5:38
And
5:38
so
5:39
then
5:39
when
5:39
I
5:39
was
5:40
pregnant
5:40
with
5:40
him,
5:40
I
5:41
kind
5:41
of
5:41
slowed
5:41
down,
5:41
and
5:42
I
5:42
ended
5:42
up
5:42
closing
5:43
my
5:43
practice
5:43
when
5:43
he
5:43
was
5:44
1.
5:45
So
5:45
it
5:45
was
5:45
about
5:45
nine,
5:46
10
5:46
years
5:46
ago.
5:47
And
5:47
then
5:47
I.
5:48
When
5:49
Covid
5:49
hit,
5:49
I
5:50
just
5:50
had,
5:50
like,
5:50
a
5:50
lot
5:50
of.
5:52
Had
5:52
a
5:52
lot
5:52
coming
5:53
through
5:53
telling
5:53
me,
5:54
like,
5:54
oh,
5:54
I
5:54
think
5:54
we're
5:55
supposed
5:55
to
5:55
calm
5:55
down.
5:55
I
5:56
think
5:56
we're
5:56
supposed
5:56
to
5:56
quiet.
5:57
I
5:57
think
5:57
we're
5:57
supposed
5:57
to
5:58
go
5:58
inward.
5:58
I
5:58
think
5:58
we're
5:59
supposed
5:59
to,
5:59
like,
5:59
work
5:59
on
6:00
ourselves.
6:00
So
6:00
I
6:00
did
6:01
some
6:01
work
6:01
on
6:01
myself
6:02
and
6:04
found
6:05
a
6:05
big
6:05
awakening
6:06
starting
6:07
to
6:07
happen.
6:07
And
6:08
that
6:09
took
6:09
me
6:09
on
6:09
a
6:09
trajectory
6:10
of
6:10
energy
6:10
healing
6:11
and
6:12
a
6:12
lot
6:12
of
6:14
healing
6:14
of
6:15
things
6:15
in
6:15
my
6:16
past
6:16
that
6:16
I
6:16
thought
6:16
I
6:16
had
6:17
already
6:17
kind
6:17
of
6:17
worked
6:18
through.
6:18
But,
6:19
you
6:19
know,
6:19
but
6:19
it
6:19
was
6:19
like
6:20
another
6:20
layer
6:21
of
6:21
work
6:22
needed
6:22
to
6:22
be
6:22
done
6:23
that
6:23
I
6:23
couldn't
6:24
do
6:24
through
6:24
traditional
6:25
therapy,
6:27
right?
6:28
And
6:29
I
6:29
ended
6:29
up
6:30
just
6:31
to
6:31
manage
6:32
all
6:32
the
6:32
energy
6:32
coming
6:33
through
6:33
my
6:33
body
6:33
at
6:33
the
6:34
time,
6:34
I
6:34
was
6:35
walking,
6:35
walking,
6:35
walking
6:36
in
6:36
nature
6:36
just
6:37
for
6:37
hours
6:38
and
6:39
talking
6:39
to
6:39
the
6:39
universe.
6:40
Like,
6:40
what
6:40
am
6:40
I
6:40
meant
6:41
to
6:41
do
6:41
here?
6:41
I
6:42
know
6:42
it's
6:42
something.
6:42
What
6:42
is
6:43
it?
6:43
And
6:44
developing,
6:45
like
6:45
a
6:45
community,
6:45
a
6:45
real
6:46
solid
6:46
relationship
6:47
with
6:47
my
6:48
team
6:48
and
6:48
spirit,
6:50
and
6:51
followed
6:52
those
6:52
breadcrumbs
6:54
and
6:54
let.
6:54
It
6:54
led
6:55
me.
6:55
I.
6:55
I
6:55
remember
6:56
hearing
6:56
through
6:56
the
6:56
body,
6:57
through
6:57
the
6:57
body,
6:58
and
6:58
I
6:58
ended
6:58
up
6:59
going
6:59
to
7:00
Raiki
7:00
for
7:00
the
7:00
first
7:01
time.
7:02
And
7:02
that
7:02
then
7:03
led
7:04
me
7:04
to
7:05
sound
7:05
healing
7:06
and
7:06
other
7:06
kind
7:06
of
7:07
alternative
7:07
measures.
7:08
And
7:08
it
7:08
worked
7:09
for
7:10
me.
7:10
It
7:10
was
7:11
sufficient,
7:11
and
7:11
I
7:12
loved
7:12
it.
7:13
And
7:13
that's
7:13
how
7:13
I
7:13
met
7:14
you,
7:14
because
7:14
I
7:14
went
7:14
to
7:15
you
7:15
for
7:15
a
7:15
reading,
7:16
I
7:16
think,
7:16
like,
7:16
in
7:17
2022,
7:19
maybe.
7:20
I
7:20
went
7:20
to
7:21
you
7:21
for
7:21
a
7:21
reading,
7:21
and
7:21
it
7:21
was
7:22
profound
7:23
and
7:24
added
7:24
another
7:25
layer
7:25
of
7:25
what
7:25
I
7:25
knew
7:26
I
7:26
needed
7:26
to
7:26
work
7:26
on.
7:27
And
7:27
then
7:30
the
7:31
Reiki
7:31
person
7:31
I
7:31
had
7:32
gone
7:32
to,
7:32
she
7:32
asked
7:32
me
7:33
to
7:33
train
7:33
with
7:33
her.
7:33
I
7:33
did
7:34
level
7:34
one
7:34
with
7:34
her
7:34
and
7:34
then
7:35
decided
7:35
that
7:36
I
7:36
needed
7:36
someone
7:36
who
7:37
could,
7:37
you
7:37
know,
7:37
answer
7:38
my
7:38
questions
7:39
about
7:39
Reiki.
7:40
And,
7:42
yeah,
7:42
I
7:42
was
7:42
like,
7:43
I'm
7:43
going
7:43
to
7:43
need
7:43
to
7:44
know
7:44
how
7:44
this
7:44
is
7:44
working
7:45
more
7:45
specifically,
7:46
you
7:46
know,
7:46
And
7:46
I
7:47
came
7:47
to
7:47
you
7:47
to
7:48
do
7:48
the
7:48
rest
7:48
of
7:48
my
7:48
Reiki
7:49
training.
7:49
And
7:50
I
7:50
just
7:50
found,
7:51
yeah,
7:52
I
7:52
just
7:52
found
7:52
so
7:52
much
7:53
of
7:53
a
7:53
heart
7:53
opening
7:54
and.
7:56
And
7:56
purpose
7:57
in
7:57
learning
7:57
that
7:58
learning
7:58
the
7:58
Reiki
7:59
and
7:59
all
7:59
the
7:59
other
7:59
things
8:00
that
8:00
I
8:00
ended
8:00
up
8:01
doing
8:01
much
8:02
of
8:02
with
8:02
which
8:03
was
8:03
through
8:04
you.
8:04
So
8:05
you
8:05
with
8:06
a
8:06
Lot
8:06
of
8:06
it.
8:06
And
8:07
now
8:07
I
8:07
have
8:07
a
8:07
business
8:08
that,
8:09
where
8:09
I
8:09
do
8:09
like
8:10
a
8:10
blend
8:10
of
8:10
what
8:11
I
8:11
did
8:11
before.
8:11
So
8:11
I
8:11
do
8:13
like,
8:14
I
8:14
include
8:14
what
8:15
I
8:15
know
8:15
about
8:15
counseling,
8:16
but
8:16
I
8:16
don't
8:16
diagnose
8:17
people
8:17
anymore
8:19
and
8:19
I
8:19
just
8:20
work
8:20
with
8:20
people
8:20
energetically
8:21
and
8:21
intuitively
8:22
and
8:22
it's
8:23
just
8:23
incredibly,
8:25
incredibly
8:26
enjoyable.
8:27
It's
8:27
way
8:27
less
8:28
straining.
8:28
I
8:29
feel
8:29
fulfilled.
8:30
I
8:30
feel
8:30
like
8:30
it's
8:30
efficient
8:31
and
8:31
effective.
8:32
And
8:33
so,
8:34
yeah,
8:35
so
8:35
that's
8:35
where
8:35
I
8:35
am
8:35
now.
8:36
I'm
8:36
feeling
8:36
really
8:36
on
8:36
the
8:37
other
8:37
side
8:37
of
8:37
a
8:37
lot
8:37
of
8:38
that
8:38
stuff.
8:39
Oh,
8:39
wow.
8:40
I
8:40
love
8:40
to
8:40
hear
8:40
your
8:41
story.
8:42
I
8:42
feel
8:42
like
8:42
some
8:42
of
8:42
it
8:43
I
8:43
didn't
8:43
know.
8:44
It's
8:44
like,
8:44
oh
8:44
my
8:45
gosh.
8:46
Yes.
8:46
And
8:47
so
8:47
for
8:47
their
8:47
listeners
8:48
that
8:48
would
8:48
say,
8:49
wow,
8:49
this
8:49
is
8:49
fascinating.
8:50
The
8:51
transition
8:52
from
8:52
being
8:53
more
8:53
in
8:53
that
8:54
Western
8:54
medicine
8:55
clinical
8:55
space
8:56
into
8:57
the
8:57
spiritual
8:58
practice.
8:58
And
8:59
it
8:59
was
8:59
because
9:00
you
9:00
were
9:00
looking
9:00
for
9:01
ways
9:01
to
9:01
support
9:01
yourself
9:02
at
9:02
a
9:02
deeper
9:03
layer
9:03
and
9:04
you
9:04
know,
9:04
that
9:05
going
9:05
within
9:05
experience.
9:06
What
9:07
were
9:07
some
9:07
of
9:08
the
9:09
aha
9:09
moments
9:10
or
9:10
the
9:10
things
9:11
that
9:11
really
9:11
stick
9:11
out
9:11
to
9:11
you
9:12
as
9:12
far
9:12
as,
9:12
well,
9:13
I
9:13
need
9:14
maybe
9:15
a
9:15
particular
9:15
type
9:16
of
9:16
experience,
9:17
whether
9:18
it's
9:18
a
9:18
modality
9:19
or
9:20
like
9:20
you
9:20
said,
9:21
the
9:21
walking
9:21
in
9:22
nature
9:22
and
9:22
having
9:23
that
9:23
be
9:24
honored.
9:25
I
9:25
feel
9:25
sometimes
9:26
people
9:26
might
9:27
not
9:27
think,
9:27
oh,
9:28
these
9:28
are
9:28
self
9:28
care
9:29
healing
9:29
practices
9:30
that
9:30
just
9:30
get
9:30
overlooked
9:31
or
9:32
not
9:32
prescribed.
9:34
Yeah,
9:35
it
9:35
was.
9:36
I
9:36
didn't,
9:37
I
9:37
have
9:37
to
9:37
say
9:38
at
9:38
the
9:38
time
9:38
I
9:39
didn't
9:39
know
9:39
what
9:39
was
9:40
happening
9:40
to
9:41
me.
9:41
Like
9:41
I
9:41
didn't
9:41
really
9:42
understand
9:42
my
9:42
body.
9:43
I
9:43
kept
9:43
telling
9:43
people
9:43
like
9:44
that
9:45
my
9:45
body
9:45
felt
9:45
like
9:45
it
9:45
was
9:45
on
9:46
fire.
9:46
I
9:46
just
9:47
recognize
9:47
now
9:47
how
9:47
much
9:48
energy
9:48
was
9:48
flowing
9:49
through
9:49
me
9:49
and
9:49
I
9:49
was
9:49
trying
9:50
so
9:50
hard
9:50
to
9:50
ground.
9:51
And
9:52
nature
9:52
was.
9:52
And
9:53
nature
9:53
truly
9:54
healed
9:54
me.
9:54
It
9:55
truly,
9:56
truly
9:56
healed
9:57
me.
9:57
I
9:57
had
9:58
really
9:59
magical
10:00
experiences
10:01
in
10:01
nature,
10:03
literally
10:03
with
10:04
like
10:05
dragonflies
10:06
feeling
10:07
like
10:07
they're
10:07
communicating,
10:08
trying
10:08
to
10:08
communicate
10:09
with
10:09
me.
10:09
And
10:09
I
10:09
was
10:09
like,
10:09
I
10:09
know
10:09
you're
10:10
trying
10:10
to
10:10
communicate
10:10
with
10:11
me.
10:11
I
10:11
don't
10:11
know
10:12
what
10:12
you're
10:12
saying.
10:12
And
10:13
you
10:13
know,
10:13
just
10:13
really
10:13
trying
10:14
to
10:15
connect.
10:15
And
10:15
it
10:15
was
10:16
visceral,
10:16
like
10:17
it
10:17
was
10:17
undeniable,
10:18
you
10:18
know,
10:19
hard
10:19
to
10:19
explain.
10:21
It
10:21
was
10:21
hard
10:22
to
10:22
explain
10:23
to
10:23
people,
10:24
but
10:24
I
10:25
tried
10:25
so
10:25
hard.
10:25
It's
10:26
almost
10:26
like
10:26
there
10:26
weren't
10:26
words,
10:27
you
10:27
know,
10:27
for
10:27
people
10:27
who've
10:28
gone
10:28
through
10:28
this,
10:28
they
10:29
know
10:29
what
10:30
I'm
10:30
talking
10:30
about,
10:31
but.
10:31
Right.
10:32
But
10:33
it's.
10:33
Yeah,
10:33
it
10:34
was
10:34
like
10:34
it's
10:35
an
10:35
interesting
10:35
experience
10:36
when
10:36
you're
10:36
going
10:36
through
10:37
something
10:37
but
10:37
you
10:37
don't
10:37
know
10:38
what
10:38
it
10:38
is.
10:38
You
10:38
don't
10:38
know
10:38
how
10:39
to
10:39
describe
10:39
it.
10:40
But
10:40
nature
10:41
just
10:41
soothed.
10:42
It
10:42
was
10:42
the
10:43
only
10:43
thing
10:43
that
10:43
could
10:43
soothe
10:44
me.
10:45
And
10:46
because
10:47
I'm
10:47
a
10:47
therapist
10:48
and
10:48
I
10:48
had
10:48
been
10:48
in
10:49
therapy
10:49
before.
10:49
So
10:50
I.
10:50
Both
10:51
ends.
10:51
I
10:51
had
10:51
experienced.
10:53
I
10:54
was
10:54
like,
10:55
you
10:55
know,
10:55
I
10:56
need
10:56
an
10:56
approach
10:57
I
10:57
can't
10:57
outsmart.
10:59
Oh,
11:00
I
11:00
love
11:00
that.
11:01
I
11:01
love
11:02
that.
11:03
Yes.
11:04
I
11:04
really.
11:05
Yeah,
11:05
I
11:05
needed
11:06
to,
11:06
like,
11:06
not
11:06
be
11:06
able
11:07
to,
11:07
because
11:07
I.
11:08
I
11:08
know
11:08
the
11:08
dance.
11:09
I
11:09
knew
11:09
I
11:10
had
11:10
tried.
11:10
I
11:10
had
11:11
already
11:11
worked
11:11
on.
11:12
I
11:12
had
11:13
some.
11:14
Some
11:15
real
11:15
healing
11:15
that
11:15
needed
11:16
to
11:16
be
11:16
done
11:16
between
11:16
my.
11:17
Myself,
11:17
my
11:17
relationship
11:18
with
11:18
my
11:18
mom.
11:18
And
11:18
I
11:19
had
11:19
already
11:19
done
11:19
layers
11:20
of
11:20
that,
11:20
you
11:20
know,
11:21
and
11:21
I
11:21
was
11:21
almost
11:21
like.
11:22
And
11:22
now
11:22
I
11:22
have
11:22
clients
11:23
who
11:23
say
11:23
the
11:23
same
11:23
thing.
11:23
Like,
11:24
I
11:24
thought
11:24
I
11:24
was
11:24
done
11:24
with
11:24
this.
11:25
I
11:25
thought
11:25
I.
11:26
I,
11:26
like,
11:26
tackled
11:26
this
11:27
already,
11:28
but
11:28
I
11:28
just
11:28
intuitively
11:29
knew
11:29
that
11:30
there
11:30
was
11:30
an
11:30
aspect
11:31
that
11:31
was
11:31
still
11:31
yet
11:32
to
11:32
be
11:32
healed
11:34
in
11:35
that
11:35
relationship.
11:36
And
11:36
so
11:36
here's
11:36
the
11:37
reason
11:37
why
11:37
I
11:37
bring
11:37
this
11:38
up.
11:38
There's
11:38
this.
11:38
So
11:38
ironic.
11:39
I
11:39
was
11:39
working
11:39
with
11:40
my
11:40
mom.
11:40
She's
11:40
also
11:41
a
11:41
clinician.
11:42
So
11:42
then
11:42
I
11:43
stopped
11:43
working.
11:43
We
11:43
had
11:43
a
11:44
clinic
11:44
together,
11:45
and
11:45
she
11:46
went
11:46
down
11:46
the
11:46
road
11:46
of
11:46
Jungian
11:47
psychology.
11:47
And
11:48
she
11:48
was
11:48
into
11:49
a
11:49
lot
11:49
of
11:49
Reiki
11:50
and
11:50
stuff
11:50
like
11:50
that.
11:51
But
11:52
when
11:52
she
11:52
went
11:52
down
11:52
that
11:53
path,
11:53
it
11:53
coincided
11:54
with
11:54
my
11:54
parents
11:54
divorce
11:55
when
11:55
I
11:55
was,
11:56
like,
11:56
11,
11:57
12.
11:57
So
11:58
I
11:58
associated
11:58
a
11:59
lot
11:59
of
11:59
those.
12:00
A
12:00
lot
12:00
of
12:00
the,
12:01
like,
12:01
spiritual
12:02
path.
12:02
Okay.
12:04
Abandonment.
12:05
So
12:05
I
12:05
kind
12:05
of
12:06
rejected
12:06
an
12:07
aspect
12:07
of
12:07
it
12:08
because,
12:09
you
12:09
know,
12:09
and
12:09
I
12:09
did
12:11
accurately
12:11
read
12:12
some
12:12
of
12:12
the
12:12
people
12:12
that
12:13
she
12:13
was
12:13
hanging
12:13
out
12:13
with
12:13
as
12:14
not
12:14
having
12:14
the
12:15
best
12:15
of
12:15
intentions.
12:16
Like,
12:17
so
12:17
I
12:17
learned,
12:18
like,
12:19
where
12:19
in.
12:19
You
12:20
know,
12:20
I
12:20
kind
12:20
of
12:20
learned
12:20
a
12:21
good
12:21
amount
12:21
of
12:22
discernment,
12:23
I
12:24
think,
12:24
in,
12:24
like,
12:25
who
12:26
you
12:26
can.
12:27
How
12:27
you
12:27
can
12:27
trust
12:27
people
12:28
in
12:29
any
12:29
community.
12:31
But
12:31
anyways,
12:31
so
12:32
that
12:32
needed
12:32
to
12:32
be
12:33
another
12:33
layer,
12:33
needed
12:34
to
12:34
be
12:34
healed.
12:34
And
12:34
what's
12:35
so
12:35
funny
12:35
about
12:35
this
12:36
is.
12:36
And
12:36
ironic
12:37
is
12:38
that
12:38
when
12:38
I
12:38
was
12:38
on
12:38
my
12:38
walks,
12:39
I
12:39
realized
12:39
through
12:39
the
12:40
body.
12:40
I
12:40
kept
12:40
hearing
12:40
through
12:40
the
12:41
body,
12:41
and
12:42
then
12:42
Reiki
12:42
popped
12:43
in,
12:43
and
12:43
I
12:43
was
12:43
like,
12:43
you
12:44
know
12:44
what?
12:44
I'm
12:45
gonna
12:45
have
12:45
to
12:45
do
12:45
this.
12:46
Like,
12:46
I
12:47
don't
12:47
want
12:47
to
12:47
do
12:47
this,
12:48
but
12:48
I'm
12:48
gonna
12:48
have
12:48
to
12:48
do
12:49
this.
12:49
And
12:49
I
12:49
booked
12:50
a
12:50
session,
12:51
and
12:52
lo.
12:52
And
12:52
I
12:52
ended
12:52
up
12:53
talking
12:53
about
12:53
my
12:53
mom.
12:54
And
12:54
lo
12:54
and
12:54
behold,
12:55
it
12:55
set
12:55
me
12:55
on
12:56
a
12:56
trajectory
12:56
of
12:57
recognizing
12:58
I
12:58
was
12:58
trying
12:59
to,
12:59
like,
12:59
intellectually
13:00
forgive
13:01
and
13:01
intellectually
13:02
heal
13:04
something.
13:04
I
13:05
don't
13:05
know
13:05
if
13:05
that
13:05
makes
13:06
sense,
13:06
but
13:06
I
13:06
was
13:06
trying
13:07
to,
13:07
like,
13:08
reason
13:08
myself
13:09
through
13:09
it,
13:09
understand
13:10
it
13:10
on
13:10
a,
13:10
you
13:11
know,
13:11
like,
13:11
higher
13:12
spiritual
13:12
perspective,
13:13
but
13:13
not
13:14
really
13:14
do
13:14
the,
13:15
like,
13:15
energy
13:15
work
13:16
of
13:16
healing.
13:17
Right.
13:18
Yeah.
13:19
Because
13:19
it's
13:19
not
13:20
pretty
13:20
all
13:20
the
13:21
time.
13:21
I
13:21
mean,
13:21
it.
13:22
It.
13:22
It's
13:22
a
13:22
lot
13:22
of
13:23
emotional
13:23
release
13:24
that
13:24
you
13:24
have
13:24
to
13:24
be
13:24
willing
13:25
to
13:26
do.
13:27
And
13:27
I
13:27
found
13:28
that
13:29
when
13:29
I
13:29
did
13:29
it
13:30
When
13:30
I
13:31
really
13:31
allowed
13:31
myself
13:31
to
13:32
feel
13:32
how
13:32
I
13:32
felt
13:34
it,
13:34
it
13:34
moved
13:35
through
13:35
so
13:35
quickly.
13:36
I
13:36
was.
13:37
I
13:37
would
13:37
have,
13:37
like,
13:38
sang
13:38
it
13:38
up
13:38
from
13:38
the
13:39
rooftops
13:39
if
13:39
I
13:39
could.
13:40
I
13:40
was
13:40
telling
13:40
everybody
13:40
who
13:41
would
13:41
listen.
13:41
I'm
13:42
like,
13:42
you
13:43
have
13:43
to
13:43
do
13:44
this.
13:44
You
13:44
have
13:44
to
13:45
do
13:45
this.
13:45
And
13:46
so
13:46
the
13:46
kind
13:47
of
13:47
helped,
13:47
like,
13:47
push
13:48
up
13:48
and
13:48
out
13:49
and
13:49
get
13:49
moving
13:50
some
13:50
of
13:50
the
13:50
stagnation,
13:51
the
13:51
stagnant,
13:52
like,
13:54
wound
13:55
energy
13:55
inside
13:56
my
13:56
body.
13:57
And
13:57
then
13:57
I
13:58
knew
13:58
how
13:58
to
13:58
process
13:58
it,
13:59
so
13:59
I
13:59
did
13:59
that
14:01
and
14:02
then
14:02
very
14:02
quickly,
14:03
you
14:03
know.
14:04
And
14:04
so
14:04
I
14:04
guess
14:04
what
14:05
I
14:05
want
14:05
to
14:05
say
14:05
about
14:05
this
14:05
is
14:07
there
14:07
is
14:07
something
14:07
called
14:07
the
14:08
Chiron
14:08
Return,
14:08
which
14:09
I
14:09
learned
14:09
about
14:09
because
14:10
I
14:10
was,
14:10
like,
14:10
grasping
14:11
for
14:12
any
14:12
explanation.
14:13
And
14:14
the
14:14
Chiron
14:14
return
14:14
is
14:15
when
14:15
you're
14:15
around
14:15
50ish,
14:18
and
14:18
it's
14:18
an
14:18
astrology
14:19
aspect,
14:20
it's
14:20
a
14:20
planetoid
14:21
or
14:22
asteroid,
14:22
I
14:22
guess.
14:23
And
14:23
it's
14:23
when
14:23
Chiron
14:24
returns
14:24
to
14:24
the
14:25
place
14:25
it
14:25
was
14:25
in
14:25
your
14:25
chart
14:26
when
14:26
you
14:26
were
14:26
born.
14:27
And
14:27
it
14:27
really,
14:27
like,
14:28
pulls
14:28
up
14:29
a
14:29
lot
14:30
of
14:30
the,
14:31
like,
14:31
primal
14:32
wounding
14:33
either
14:33
from
14:33
past
14:33
life.
14:34
Okay,
14:35
Yeah,
14:35
I
14:36
know
14:36
when
14:36
I
14:36
found.
14:36
This
14:36
out,
14:38
I
14:39
know
14:39
when
14:39
I
14:39
found.
14:39
This
14:40
out,
14:40
I
14:40
was
14:40
like,
14:40
wait
14:40
a
14:40
minute,
14:41
why
14:42
aren't
14:42
people
14:42
talking
14:43
about
14:43
this?
14:43
I.
14:45
We
14:45
just
14:45
call
14:45
it
14:46
like
14:46
a
14:46
midlife
14:46
crisis.
14:47
I
14:47
was
14:47
like,
14:47
well,
14:47
that's
14:48
not
14:48
really
14:48
sufficient
14:49
for
14:49
what
14:50
this
14:50
is,
14:50
you
14:51
know?
14:51
Right.
14:53
And
14:53
because
14:54
it's.
14:54
It
14:54
holds
14:55
the
14:55
key.
14:55
I
14:55
mean,
14:55
it's
14:55
actually
14:56
really
14:56
beautiful
14:56
if
14:57
you
14:57
allow
14:57
it
14:57
in.
14:58
It,
14:58
like,
14:58
pulls
14:59
up
14:59
primal
14:59
wounds
15:00
from
15:00
past
15:00
lives
15:00
or
15:00
this
15:01
life
15:01
for
15:01
you
15:01
to
15:02
really
15:02
look
15:02
at,
15:02
for
15:03
you
15:03
to
15:03
really
15:04
acknowledge
15:05
and
15:06
heal
15:06
and
15:07
release.
15:07
And
15:08
then
15:08
it
15:08
holds
15:08
the
15:08
key
15:09
to
15:09
many
15:09
of
15:09
your
15:09
gifts.
15:10
Like,
15:10
many
15:11
of
15:11
your
15:11
gifts,
15:12
like,
15:12
what
15:12
is
15:12
it
15:12
that
15:13
will
15:13
get
15:13
you
15:13
to
15:14
see
15:15
the
15:15
aspects
15:16
of
15:16
your
15:16
authentic
15:16
self
15:17
you
15:17
really
15:17
can't
15:17
see
15:18
when
15:18
you
15:18
stay
15:18
in
15:18
that
15:19
wounded
15:19
place?
15:21
And
15:22
that's
15:23
definitely
15:24
a
15:24
description
15:24
of
15:25
what
15:25
I
15:25
felt
15:25
like
15:25
I
15:25
went
15:26
through.
15:27
And
15:27
I
15:27
really
15:28
was
15:28
able
15:28
to
15:28
heal
15:28
with
15:29
my
15:29
mom
15:29
and
15:29
realize,
15:30
oh,
15:30
I
15:30
was
15:30
rejecting
15:31
aspects
15:31
of
15:32
her
15:33
because
15:33
of
15:33
the
15:33
wounding,
15:34
that
15:35
actually,
15:37
that
15:38
actually
15:38
closed
15:39
my
15:39
heart
15:40
to
15:40
aspects
15:41
of
15:41
myself
15:41
that
15:41
are
15:42
similar
15:42
to
15:42
her
15:43
that
15:43
I
15:43
really
15:44
needed
15:44
to
15:45
see
15:46
and
15:46
incorporate
15:47
to
15:47
even
15:47
now
15:47
do
15:47
what
15:48
I'm
15:48
doing.
15:49
So
15:49
I
15:49
see
15:50
now
15:50
all
15:50
of
15:50
the,
15:51
like,
15:51
nuggets
15:52
of
15:52
how
15:52
it
15:53
was
15:53
necessary
15:53
to,
15:54
you
15:54
know,
15:54
move
15:55
through
15:55
it.
15:55
I
15:56
don't
15:56
know
15:56
if
15:56
that
15:56
works
15:56
like
15:57
that
15:57
for
15:57
everybody,
15:58
but
15:58
I
15:58
think
15:59
a
15:59
lot
15:59
of
15:59
people
16:00
will
16:00
see
16:01
it
16:01
working
16:01
like
16:01
that,
16:02
that
16:02
once
16:02
you
16:03
go
16:03
through
16:04
whatever
16:04
it
16:04
is
16:04
you're
16:05
avoiding.
16:06
Yeah,
16:07
it
16:07
really
16:07
will
16:08
hold
16:08
the
16:08
key.
16:08
And
16:09
I
16:09
think
16:09
energy
16:09
healing
16:10
is
16:11
so
16:11
combined
16:11
with
16:12
therapy,
16:12
if
16:12
you
16:12
want,
16:12
but
16:13
it's
16:13
such
16:13
a
16:13
potent
16:15
Way
16:16
to
16:16
really
16:16
get
16:17
and
16:17
unearth
16:18
what
16:18
you
16:18
need
16:18
to
16:18
work
16:18
on,
16:20
right?
16:20
Yes.
16:21
Oh
16:21
my
16:21
goodness.
16:22
Yeah,
16:22
I've
16:23
done
16:23
myself
16:24
on
16:24
my
16:24
healing
16:25
path.
16:26
A
16:26
combination
16:27
of
16:27
both,
16:28
and
16:29
I
16:29
think
16:29
it's
16:29
both.
16:30
They're
16:30
really
16:30
valuable.
16:31
So
16:31
I
16:31
need
16:32
to
16:32
understand
16:32
as
16:33
well.
16:33
But
16:33
I
16:33
love
16:34
how
16:34
you
16:34
were
16:34
sharing
16:35
that,
16:36
especially
16:36
if
16:37
in
16:37
your
16:37
situation
16:38
you
16:38
already
16:38
knew
16:38
the
16:39
dance.
16:40
You're
16:41
like,
16:41
I
16:41
need
16:41
something
16:42
that
16:42
I
16:42
can't
16:42
outsmart.
16:44
And
16:44
that's
16:45
a
16:45
really,
16:45
like,
16:45
I've
16:46
never
16:46
heard
16:46
of
16:46
it
16:46
from
16:47
that
16:47
perspective
16:47
before,
16:48
so
16:48
it
16:48
makes
16:48
me
16:49
smile
16:49
and
16:50
I'll
16:50
share
16:50
from
16:50
my
16:51
experience.
16:51
I
16:51
didn't
16:51
know
16:52
what
16:52
I
16:52
was
16:52
getting
16:52
into
16:53
when
16:53
I
16:53
would
16:53
do
16:53
the
16:54
like
16:54
the
16:54
healing
16:54
and
16:54
the
16:55
reading
16:55
stuff.
16:56
So.
16:56
So
16:56
then
16:56
I
16:56
was
16:56
just
16:57
open
16:57
to
16:57
the
16:57
experience.
16:58
And
16:58
I
16:58
think
16:59
in
16:59
both
16:59
it's
16:59
like,
17:00
okay,
17:00
just
17:01
surrender,
17:01
be.
17:02
Be
17:03
observant
17:04
and
17:05
curious
17:05
and
17:06
let
17:06
the
17:06
magic
17:06
take
17:07
place.
17:07
And
17:08
so,
17:09
for
17:09
example,
17:09
I
17:09
don't
17:10
know
17:10
that
17:10
it's
17:10
specific
17:10
to
17:11
you
17:11
and
17:11
your
17:11
healing
17:12
process,
17:12
but
17:13
as
17:13
you
17:13
were
17:13
speaking,
17:14
I
17:14
was
17:14
thinking
17:15
about,
17:16
oh,
17:16
this
17:16
makes
17:17
so
17:17
much
17:17
sense.
17:17
And
17:18
let's
17:18
say
17:19
even
17:19
if
17:19
you
17:19
had
17:19
a
17:20
reading,
17:20
I
17:20
mean,
17:21
maybe
17:21
that's
17:21
too.
17:22
Well,
17:23
let's
17:23
just
17:23
go
17:23
with
17:23
that.
17:24
Let's
17:24
say
17:24
you
17:24
get
17:24
some
17:24
kind
17:25
of
17:25
information
17:25
and
17:26
it's
17:26
a
17:27
past
17:27
life
17:27
experience
17:28
and
17:28
you
17:28
can
17:28
connect
17:28
all
17:29
the
17:29
dots,
17:29
but
17:30
the
17:30
energy
17:30
is
17:30
still
17:31
there.
17:32
So
17:32
yeah,
17:33
that's
17:33
in
17:33
the
17:33
spiritual
17:34
setting.
17:34
More
17:35
in
17:35
like
17:35
a
17:35
non
17:36
spiritual.
17:37
More
17:37
in
17:37
a
17:37
traditional,
17:38
we'll
17:38
say
17:38
that
17:39
traditional
17:39
western
17:40
setting
17:40
that
17:40
might
17:41
say,
17:41
oh,
17:41
well,
17:42
you
17:42
know,
17:42
your
17:42
family
17:42
has
17:43
this
17:43
pattern
17:43
of
17:44
blah,
17:44
blah,
17:44
blah,
17:44
whatever
17:45
it
17:45
might
17:45
be
17:45
abcd.
17:46
And
17:47
so
17:47
then
17:48
you're
17:48
like,
17:48
okay,
17:49
I
17:49
have
17:49
the
17:49
information,
17:49
but
17:50
how
17:50
do
17:50
I
17:50
move
17:50
through
17:51
it?
17:51
You
17:51
know,
17:52
I
17:52
guess
17:52
I
17:52
know.
17:53
But
17:53
behind
17:54
the
17:54
scenes
17:54
in
17:55
the
17:55
energetic
17:56
space,
17:56
we
17:56
can
17:56
see
17:57
as
17:57
clairvoyant
17:58
therapists,
17:59
maybe
17:59
there's
17:59
chords,
18:00
maybe
18:01
there's
18:01
energy
18:01
bound
18:02
around,
18:02
there's
18:03
links,
18:03
the
18:03
chakras
18:04
clogged,
18:05
you
18:05
know,
18:05
the
18:05
auras
18:06
are
18:06
a
18:06
mesh.
18:06
Like
18:07
there's
18:07
that
18:07
overlapping.
18:08
And
18:09
so
18:09
then
18:09
we
18:10
can
18:10
say,
18:10
okay,
18:10
this
18:11
is
18:11
happening
18:11
and
18:12
this
18:13
is
18:13
how
18:13
it's
18:13
affecting
18:13
you
18:14
and
18:14
your
18:14
energy
18:14
body.
18:15
Let's
18:15
go
18:16
in
18:16
and
18:16
realign
18:17
and
18:17
adjust
18:18
and
18:18
release
18:19
and
18:19
get
18:20
you
18:20
feeling
18:20
back
18:21
to
18:21
your
18:21
sovereign
18:21
self.
18:22
So
18:23
I
18:23
think
18:23
that
18:23
it
18:23
kind
18:24
of
18:24
gives
18:24
out.
18:24
It
18:25
can
18:25
this
18:26
work
18:26
of
18:27
the
18:27
readings,
18:28
of
18:28
course,
18:28
but
18:29
the
18:29
healing
18:29
space,
18:30
that's
18:31
a
18:31
spiritually
18:31
based
18:32
healing
18:32
space
18:33
can
18:33
allow
18:34
our
18:34
soul
18:35
to
18:35
come
18:35
through,
18:35
our
18:36
team
18:36
to
18:36
come
18:36
through,
18:37
lead
18:37
the
18:37
way,
18:38
and
18:39
finally
18:40
get
18:40
to
18:40
like
18:40
the
18:41
exact
18:41
cause
18:42
of
18:42
the
18:42
ongoing
18:43
disruption.
18:44
So
18:45
releasing
18:45
it,
18:45
healing
18:46
it,
18:46
clearing
18:46
it.
18:47
And
18:47
is
18:47
that
18:47
what
18:48
you
18:48
were
18:48
talking
18:48
about
18:49
in
18:49
Those
18:50
experiences.
18:51
Yes.
18:52
And
18:52
even
18:53
along
18:53
the
18:53
same
18:53
lines
18:53
of
18:53
what
18:54
you're
18:54
talking
18:54
about,
18:54
it's
18:54
like
18:54
even
18:55
once
18:55
I
18:55
would
18:55
get
18:56
a
18:56
reading
18:56
that
18:56
would
18:56
explain
18:57
because
18:57
I
18:57
was
18:57
starting
18:58
to
18:58
have
18:59
what
19:00
I
19:00
described.
19:00
I
19:01
told
19:01
you
19:01
this
19:04
more
19:04
than
19:04
once
19:04
because
19:05
it
19:05
took
19:05
a
19:05
while
19:06
for
19:06
me
19:06
to
19:06
really
19:07
like,
19:07
be
19:07
able
19:07
to
19:07
move
19:08
this.
19:08
But
19:08
I
19:09
had
19:09
like
19:09
primal
19:10
fear
19:11
of
19:11
visibility,
19:11
like
19:12
pr.
19:12
I
19:12
mean,
19:13
to
19:13
unreasonable,
19:15
if
19:15
unreasonable
19:16
to
19:16
the
19:16
circumstance.
19:17
You
19:17
know
19:18
what
19:18
I'm
19:18
saying?
19:18
So,
19:18
yeah.
19:20
And
19:20
that
19:21
primal
19:22
fear,
19:22
it's
19:22
like,
19:23
even
19:23
if
19:23
you
19:23
get
19:24
a
19:24
reading
19:24
and
19:24
someone
19:24
can
19:25
explain
19:25
that.
19:26
Well,
19:27
you
19:27
know,
19:28
and
19:28
many
19:28
of
19:28
us,
19:28
for
19:28
right
19:29
now,
19:29
we're
19:29
dealing
19:29
with
19:29
a
19:30
lot
19:30
from
19:30
past
19:30
lives.
19:31
Right.
19:31
It's.
19:31
It's
19:32
time,
19:32
it's
19:32
coming
19:33
up
19:33
now
19:33
for
19:33
us
19:33
to
19:34
really
19:34
purge
19:35
and
19:35
release.
19:36
Yeah.
19:37
So.
19:38
But
19:38
I
19:38
was
19:38
dealing
19:38
with
19:39
that
19:39
and
19:40
intellectually
19:41
understanding
19:42
it
19:42
was
19:42
never
19:42
the
19:42
problem.
19:43
It's
19:43
like,
19:43
okay,
19:43
I
19:44
get
19:44
that.
19:44
I
19:44
get
19:44
the
19:44
intellectual
19:45
what's
19:46
happening,
19:46
you
19:47
know,
19:47
or
19:47
why
19:47
it
19:47
might
19:47
be
19:47
happening,
19:49
but
19:49
the
19:50
actual
19:52
learning
19:53
your
19:53
energy
19:54
system
19:54
and
19:54
having
19:54
someone
19:55
support
19:55
you,
19:56
hold
19:56
you,
19:57
release
19:57
it
19:57
in
19:57
a
19:58
gentle
19:58
way
19:58
and
19:59
then
19:59
kind
19:59
of
20:00
be
20:00
able
20:00
to
20:00
answer
20:01
questions.
20:01
If
20:01
in.
20:02
In
20:02
your
20:02
workday,
20:03
you're.
20:04
I
20:04
mean,
20:04
in
20:04
your
20:04
work
20:05
week
20:05
or
20:05
your
20:05
everyday
20:05
life,
20:06
you're
20:07
feeling
20:07
that
20:07
surge,
20:08
it's
20:08
like
20:08
you
20:08
need
20:09
support
20:09
to
20:09
learn
20:10
how
20:10
to
20:10
actually
20:11
handle
20:11
that
20:12
in
20:12
your
20:12
energy
20:12
system.
20:13
You
20:13
know,
20:13
that,
20:14
that
20:14
takes.
20:14
That
20:15
takes
20:15
time
20:16
to
20:16
learn
20:17
that
20:17
you
20:17
can't,
20:18
you
20:18
know,
20:18
you
20:18
can't
20:18
just
20:18
reason
20:19
it
20:19
away.
20:19
You
20:20
know,
20:20
I
20:20
mean,
20:20
it's
20:20
helpful
20:21
to
20:21
know
20:21
where
20:21
it's
20:21
coming
20:22
from,
20:22
but
20:22
you
20:23
also
20:23
have
20:23
to
20:23
learn
20:24
how
20:24
to
20:24
effectively
20:25
ground
20:25
your
20:25
system,
20:26
how
20:26
to
20:27
be
20:27
able
20:27
to
20:27
navigate
20:28
like
20:28
the
20:29
human
20:29
beingness
20:30
of
20:30
the
20:30
experience.
20:31
And
20:32
that
20:33
I
20:33
feel
20:34
energy
20:35
healers
20:36
and
20:36
various
20:37
forms
20:37
of
20:39
healing,
20:39
I
20:39
think
20:40
it
20:40
can
20:40
just
20:40
really
20:41
help
20:41
this.
20:41
It's
20:41
like,
20:41
gives
20:42
the
20:42
system
20:42
a
20:42
leg
20:43
up,
20:43
you
20:43
know,
20:44
if
20:44
you,
20:44
if
20:44
you
20:44
just
20:45
come
20:45
from
20:45
one
20:46
modality,
20:46
I
20:47
think
20:47
it
20:47
just
20:47
takes
20:47
longer
20:48
than
20:48
if
20:48
you
20:49
could
20:49
open
20:50
and
20:50
try
20:51
to
20:51
see
20:51
if
20:51
there
20:52
are
20:52
other
20:52
things
20:52
that
20:52
you
20:53
can,
20:53
you
20:54
know,
20:55
that,
20:55
that
20:55
your
20:55
body
20:56
can
20:56
start
20:56
to
20:56
resonate
20:57
with
20:57
and
20:58
trust
20:58
that
20:59
whatever
20:59
does
20:59
come
20:59
up,
21:00
then
21:00
you
21:01
can
21:01
handle.
21:01
Which
21:01
is
21:02
the
21:02
thing
21:02
I
21:02
say
21:02
to
21:02
clients
21:02
a
21:03
lot.
21:03
If
21:03
it's
21:03
coming
21:03
up
21:04
now,
21:04
it's
21:04
because
21:05
you
21:05
can
21:05
handle
21:05
it.
21:06
And
21:06
it's
21:06
time,
21:07
you
21:07
know,
21:08
that's
21:08
why
21:08
it's
21:08
here.
21:09
And
21:10
so.
21:10
Yeah,
21:11
and
21:11
so.
21:12
And
21:12
you
21:12
definitely
21:13
helped
21:13
me
21:13
with
21:14
that,
21:14
with
21:14
that
21:15
understanding
21:15
the,
21:16
the
21:16
fear
21:16
of
21:16
visibility
21:17
and
21:18
also
21:18
the,
21:18
you
21:18
know,
21:19
kind
21:19
of
21:19
energetics
21:20
of
21:20
how
21:20
to
21:20
handle
21:21
myself
21:21
through
21:21
it.
21:22
And
21:22
now
21:23
it's
21:23
nice
21:23
to
21:23
be
21:23
able
21:23
to
21:23
help
21:24
other
21:24
people
21:24
with
21:24
that
21:25
same
21:25
type
21:25
of
21:25
thing
21:26
or
21:26
whatever
21:26
it
21:26
is
21:27
they're
21:27
dealing
21:27
with.
21:28
Right.
21:29
Yeah.
21:29
I'm
21:30
just
21:30
feeling
21:30
you're
21:30
so
21:30
qualified
21:31
to
21:31
help
21:31
other
21:32
people.
21:32
Like,
21:32
you
21:32
have
21:33
so
21:33
many
21:33
experiences
21:35
assisting
21:35
others,
21:36
but
21:36
then
21:36
truly
21:37
going
21:37
through
21:37
the
21:37
own.
21:38
Our
21:38
own
21:38
healing
21:38
process,
21:39
that's
21:39
where
21:39
the
21:40
wisdom
21:41
really
21:41
is
21:42
felt
21:42
and
21:42
experienced.
21:43
And
21:43
a
21:44
minute
21:44
ago,
21:44
when
21:45
you
21:45
were
21:45
speaking,
21:45
I
21:45
was
21:46
just
21:46
seeing,
21:46
you
21:46
know,
21:47
it
21:47
is
21:47
a
21:48
relationship
21:49
between
21:49
the
21:49
spirit
21:50
self
21:50
and
21:50
the
21:51
body
21:51
for
21:51
sure.
21:52
And
21:53
so
21:53
when
21:53
you've
21:54
had
21:54
your
21:54
experiences
21:55
and
21:55
you
21:55
can
21:56
understand
21:56
it
21:56
even
21:57
clinically
21:57
from
21:57
a
21:57
spiritual
21:58
space,
21:59
but
21:59
then
21:59
you
22:00
go
22:00
through
22:00
that
22:01
process
22:01
and
22:01
it
22:02
can
22:02
feel
22:02
like
22:02
that
22:02
dark
22:03
night
22:03
of
22:03
the
22:03
soul
22:04
or
22:04
working
22:04
with
22:04
the
22:04
shadow
22:05
self,
22:05
it
22:06
can
22:06
feel
22:06
like
22:06
your
22:06
whole
22:06
world
22:07
is
22:07
crumbling
22:08
or
22:08
ripping
22:08
apart.
22:09
It's
22:10
just
22:10
like
22:10
all
22:10
unwinding.
22:12
Yeah.
22:12
And
22:12
we're
22:12
left
22:13
in
22:13
this
22:13
space,
22:14
and
22:15
unless
22:15
we
22:15
had
22:16
that
22:16
experience
22:17
before,
22:18
it's
22:18
really
22:18
hard
22:19
to
22:19
relate.
22:20
And
22:21
so
22:21
you
22:21
have
22:21
gone
22:22
through
22:22
some
22:22
of
22:22
your
22:23
own
22:23
deepest
22:23
healings.
22:24
And
22:25
I
22:25
know
22:25
for
22:26
myself,
22:26
like,
22:26
I
22:26
would
22:27
feel
22:27
so
22:27
comfortable
22:27
to
22:28
come.
22:28
Come
22:28
to
22:28
you
22:29
for
22:29
a
22:29
session
22:29
because
22:30
I
22:30
would
22:31
feel
22:31
seen,
22:31
I
22:31
would
22:32
feel
22:32
heard,
22:32
I
22:32
would
22:32
feel
22:33
safe.
22:34
And.
22:35
And
22:35
also
22:35
I
22:36
feel
22:36
like
22:36
you
22:37
have
22:37
such
22:37
a
22:37
strong,
22:37
bright
22:38
light
22:38
around
22:39
you.
22:39
And
22:39
I
22:39
know
22:40
you
22:40
have
22:40
an
22:40
amazing
22:40
spiritual
22:41
team.
22:42
So
22:42
here
22:42
you've
22:42
got
22:42
all
22:44
experience,
22:44
wisdom,
22:45
knowledge,
22:46
and
22:46
I'm
22:46
hearing
22:47
in
22:47
my,
22:47
from
22:47
the
22:48
team,
22:48
years
22:48
of
22:49
success
22:50
in
22:50
the
22:51
physical
22:51
plane,
22:52
you
22:52
know,
22:52
in
22:53
everything
22:53
that
22:53
you've
22:54
accomplished
22:55
and
22:55
shared
22:55
with
22:55
the
22:55
world.
22:56
And
22:56
you're
22:57
going
22:57
deeper
22:57
with
22:58
it,
22:58
and
22:58
it's
22:59
so
22:59
enriching
23:00
when
23:00
you've
23:00
brought
23:01
in
23:01
your
23:01
soul
23:01
light
23:02
and
23:02
the
23:03
spiritual
23:03
essence.
23:04
And
23:04
I
23:04
can
23:05
feel
23:05
you
23:05
have
23:05
a
23:05
strong
23:06
team
23:06
around.
23:07
So
23:08
I
23:08
don't
23:08
know
23:08
if
23:08
there's
23:08
anything
23:09
you
23:09
want
23:09
to
23:09
share
23:10
with
23:10
our
23:10
listeners
23:11
about
23:11
your
23:12
process
23:12
and
23:12
working
23:13
with
23:13
spirit,
23:14
but
23:14
I
23:14
can
23:15
feel
23:15
it,
23:15
and
23:15
it
23:15
feels.
23:15
Feels
23:16
very
23:17
transformative
23:18
and
23:18
deeply,
23:18
deeply
23:19
healing.
23:20
Oh.
23:20
Oh.
23:21
First
23:21
of
23:21
all,
23:21
thank
23:21
you
23:22
for
23:22
all
23:22
of
23:22
those
23:22
kind
23:23
words,
23:23
Amy.
23:25
Yeah,
23:26
you
23:26
know,
23:26
it's.
23:26
Everything
23:27
is
23:27
relational,
23:28
isn't
23:28
it?
23:29
Like,
23:29
everything
23:29
is
23:29
relational.
23:30
And
23:30
so
23:31
my
23:32
relationship
23:32
with
23:33
my
23:33
team
23:33
and
23:33
spirit
23:34
is
23:34
when
23:34
I'm
23:34
still
23:35
working,
23:35
I'm
23:36
still,
23:36
like,
23:37
cultivating
23:37
and
23:39
leaning
23:39
into.
23:40
And
23:40
that
23:40
is
23:40
a
23:41
lot
23:41
of
23:41
what
23:41
I
23:41
went
23:41
through
23:41
is
23:42
just,
23:42
you
23:42
know,
23:42
it
23:42
was
23:43
always
23:43
happening.
23:43
It's
23:44
always
23:44
happening.
23:44
They're
23:44
always
23:45
there.
23:45
They're
23:45
always,
23:46
you
23:46
know,
23:46
around
23:46
helping
23:47
you.
23:47
But
23:48
I
23:48
didn't
23:49
know
23:49
it
23:49
necessarily.
23:50
I
23:50
did
23:50
as
23:50
a
23:51
kid,
23:51
but
23:51
I
23:51
didn't
23:52
like
23:53
it.
23:53
Just
23:54
lost
23:54
connection
23:55
with
23:55
the
23:55
knowingness
23:56
of
23:56
it
23:56
all.
23:56
So
23:57
then
23:57
when
23:57
I
23:57
was
23:58
in
23:59
therapy
24:00
with
24:00
people,
24:01
you
24:01
know,
24:04
I'm
24:04
certain
24:05
I
24:05
was
24:05
being.
24:06
I
24:06
was
24:06
being
24:06
like,
24:07
told
24:07
things
24:07
to
24:08
say
24:08
to
24:08
people
24:08
because
24:08
they
24:08
would
24:09
come
24:09
in
24:09
and
24:09
say,
24:10
well,
24:10
you
24:10
told,
24:11
Remember
24:11
when
24:11
you
24:11
told
24:11
me,
24:11
blah,
24:12
blah,
24:12
blah.
24:12
And
24:12
I'm
24:12
thinking,
24:14
that's
24:14
not
24:14
in
24:15
the
24:15
book.
24:15
You
24:15
know,
24:15
it
24:16
wasn't,
24:16
it
24:16
wasn't
24:17
like,
24:17
it
24:17
wasn't
24:18
clinical.
24:18
It
24:18
was
24:18
just
24:19
like,
24:19
you
24:19
know,
24:19
something
24:20
that
24:20
came
24:20
through
24:20
to
24:21
tell
24:21
them,
24:22
but
24:22
I
24:22
didn't
24:22
realize
24:23
it.
24:23
And
24:23
so
24:23
now
24:24
what's
24:24
fun
24:24
is
24:25
knowing
24:26
my
24:26
team
24:27
and
24:27
utilizing
24:28
that
24:28
like
24:28
speaking
24:28
with
24:29
them
24:29
and
24:29
asking
24:29
for
24:29
their
24:30
assistance
24:30
with
24:30
not
24:31
only
24:31
myself
24:32
every
24:32
single
24:32
day,
24:34
which
24:35
I
24:35
do
24:35
routinely
24:36
now.
24:36
And
24:36
it's
24:36
just
24:37
like,
24:37
it's,
24:37
it's
24:38
one
24:38
of
24:38
the
24:38
most
24:38
relation,
24:39
most
24:40
important
24:41
relationships
24:41
of
24:41
my
24:42
life.
24:42
This,
24:43
this
24:43
relationship
24:44
with
24:44
my
24:44
team
24:44
and
24:44
spirit,
24:45
but
24:45
also
24:46
in
24:47
the
24:47
work
24:47
with
24:48
clients.
24:48
It's
24:48
like
24:49
I
24:49
can,
24:49
I
24:49
love
24:50
trusting
24:50
that
24:51
when
24:51
I,
24:51
before
24:52
I
24:52
meet
24:52
a
24:52
client
24:53
and
24:53
I
24:53
pull
24:53
my
24:53
team
24:54
in
24:54
and
24:54
their
24:54
team
24:55
in
24:55
and
24:56
say,
24:56
let
24:56
you
24:56
know,
24:57
could
24:57
we
24:57
please
24:57
work
24:57
together
24:58
for
24:58
the
24:58
highest
24:59
good
24:59
of
24:59
this
24:59
client.
25:00
You
25:00
know,
25:01
help
25:01
me
25:01
be
25:02
a
25:02
conduit
25:02
for
25:03
messages
25:03
that
25:03
would
25:03
be
25:04
beneficial
25:04
to
25:04
them
25:04
at
25:05
this
25:05
time
25:06
for
25:06
their
25:06
healing.
25:07
And
25:08
to
25:08
feel
25:08
it
25:09
happen,
25:09
you
25:09
know,
25:09
to
25:10
feel
25:10
that,
25:10
to
25:11
feel
25:11
the
25:11
teamwork
25:12
feels
25:13
so.
25:14
It
25:14
feels,
25:15
yeah,
25:16
next
25:16
level.
25:17
And
25:17
like
25:17
I
25:17
said,
25:17
it
25:18
was
25:18
happening
25:18
before,
25:19
but
25:19
outside
25:19
of
25:19
my
25:20
awareness,
25:21
you
25:21
know,
25:21
and
25:21
now
25:22
I'm
25:22
so
25:22
much
25:22
more
25:22
aware
25:23
of
25:23
it
25:24
and
25:25
it's.
25:26
Yeah,
25:26
it's
25:27
so
25:27
enjoyable.
25:28
And
25:29
I
25:29
like
25:29
to
25:29
just
25:29
intuitively
25:30
move
25:30
with
25:31
people.
25:31
I
25:31
mean,
25:32
I
25:32
do
25:33
and
25:33
I
25:33
do
25:33
got
25:34
an
25:34
intuitive
25:34
guidance
25:35
and
25:35
I'm,
25:35
you
25:36
know,
25:36
but
25:36
when
25:36
I
25:36
meet
25:37
someone,
25:37
it's
25:38
crystal
25:38
clear
25:39
to
25:40
me
25:40
what
25:40
it
25:40
is
25:41
that
25:41
would
25:41
be
25:41
helpful
25:41
to
25:42
them
25:42
at
25:42
the
25:42
time.
25:43
So
25:43
whether
25:43
I
25:44
use
25:44
crystals
25:44
or
25:45
whether
25:45
I
25:45
pull
25:46
an
25:46
Oracle
25:46
card
25:47
or
25:47
whether
25:47
I
25:48
use
25:48
most
25:48
of
25:49
the
25:49
time
25:49
to
25:49
be
25:50
just
25:50
in
25:50
loving
25:51
space
25:51
with
25:51
them,
25:52
it's
25:53
usually
25:53
just
25:53
like
25:54
something
25:54
I,
25:56
I'm
25:57
comfortable
25:57
just
25:58
in
25:58
the
25:58
allowing
25:59
of
25:59
it,
25:59
you
26:00
know,
26:00
I
26:00
can
26:00
like
26:00
feel
26:01
their
26:01
team
26:01
working
26:02
with
26:02
mine
26:02
and
26:03
it
26:03
feels
26:04
wonderful.
26:05
Like,
26:06
Right,
26:06
get
26:06
that,
26:07
you
26:07
know,
26:07
and,
26:07
and
26:07
so
26:08
funny
26:08
because
26:08
I
26:09
used
26:09
to
26:09
think
26:09
that,
26:10
like
26:11
the
26:11
talking
26:12
about
26:12
the
26:12
Claire's,
26:13
I
26:13
used
26:13
to
26:13
think
26:14
it
26:14
was
26:15
more
26:15
like
26:16
obvious,
26:16
you
26:17
know,
26:17
Like
26:17
I
26:17
was
26:17
like,
26:17
well,
26:18
I
26:18
don't
26:18
see
26:18
visions.
26:19
Like,
26:19
I
26:19
don't,
26:20
you
26:21
know,
26:21
and
26:21
we
26:21
would
26:22
talk
26:22
about
26:22
this
26:22
a
26:22
lot.
26:22
You
26:23
were
26:23
very
26:23
helpful
26:24
in
26:24
helping
26:25
me
26:25
with
26:25
this.
26:26
I
26:27
was
26:27
like,
26:27
I
26:27
don't
26:27
know.
26:28
I
26:28
don't
26:28
know
26:28
how
26:28
I,
26:29
I
26:29
like,
26:29
didn't
26:29
know
26:30
how
26:30
I
26:30
worked.
26:30
And
26:31
recognizing
26:32
like
26:32
how
26:33
subtle
26:33
it
26:33
is
26:33
that
26:34
it's.
26:34
Yes,
26:35
it's
26:35
so
26:35
subtle
26:37
that
26:38
I
26:38
was
26:38
like,
26:38
oh,
26:38
that
26:38
voice
26:39
is
26:39
always
26:39
there.
26:40
Oh,
26:40
that's
26:41
what
26:41
that
26:41
is.
26:41
You
26:41
Know,
26:42
and
26:42
recognizing
26:43
how
26:43
to.
26:45
Yeah.
26:46
How
26:46
to
26:46
lean
26:46
into
26:47
it,
26:47
how
26:47
to
26:47
trust
26:47
it,
26:48
how
26:48
to,
26:48
how
26:48
to
26:49
work
26:49
with
26:49
it.
26:49
More
26:51
like
26:51
the
26:51
Claire
26:52
Sentience
26:53
was
26:53
always
26:53
on
26:53
board.
26:54
That
26:54
was.
26:54
But
26:55
I
26:55
just
26:55
thought
26:55
everybody
26:55
had
26:56
that.
26:56
And,
26:58
but
26:58
you
26:58
know
26:58
what
26:58
I
26:58
mean?
26:58
Like,
26:59
I
26:59
was
26:59
like,
27:00
everybody
27:00
can
27:00
feel
27:01
this
27:01
entire
27:01
room.
27:02
Right.
27:02
Like
27:02
it's.
27:03
Right.
27:04
But
27:04
they
27:05
know.
27:06
But
27:06
we
27:06
don't
27:07
know
27:07
any
27:07
different.
27:07
Yeah.
27:08
Right.
27:09
I
27:09
mean.
27:11
Oh
27:11
my
27:11
gosh.
27:11
Yeah.
27:11
When
27:12
I
27:12
was
27:12
a
27:12
little
27:12
kid,
27:12
I
27:12
was
27:13
like.
27:13
Yeah.
27:14
Like
27:14
I
27:14
was
27:15
so
27:15
distracted
27:15
by
27:16
the
27:16
feelings
27:16
in
27:16
the
27:16
room
27:17
the
27:17
teacher
27:18
was
27:18
having
27:18
or
27:18
the
27:18
kid
27:18
behind
27:19
me
27:19
or.
27:19
Yeah,
27:19
I
27:19
was
27:19
just
27:20
watching.
27:20
But,
27:21
but,
27:22
but
27:22
as
27:22
far
27:23
as
27:23
the
27:23
relationship
27:23
with
27:23
like
27:24
team
27:24
and
27:24
spirit.
27:25
My
27:25
team
27:25
and
27:25
spirit,
27:26
you
27:26
know,
27:27
I'm.
27:28
Yeah.
27:29
It's
27:29
one
27:29
that
27:29
I
27:30
feel
27:31
so
27:31
grateful
27:32
for
27:32
and
27:32
I've
27:33
really
27:33
worked
27:33
to.
27:34
That's
27:34
another
27:34
aspect
27:34
of
27:35
this
27:35
work
27:35
that
27:35
I
27:35
think
27:35
has
27:36
been
27:36
really
27:36
nourishing
27:37
for
27:37
me
27:37
is
27:38
the
27:39
gratitude,
27:39
the
27:39
level
27:40
of
27:40
like
27:41
full
27:41
circleness
27:42
of
27:42
it
27:42
all
27:43
that
27:43
there's
27:43
so
27:44
much
27:45
like
27:46
thank
27:46
you
27:46
for
27:47
helping
27:47
me.
27:47
And
27:47
then
27:48
the
27:48
more
27:48
you
27:48
acknowledge
27:49
the
27:50
assistance,
27:50
the
27:51
more
27:51
you
27:51
feel
27:51
the
27:52
assistance.
27:53
And
27:53
I
27:54
love,
27:54
I
27:54
love
27:55
working
27:55
with
27:55
a
27:55
client
27:56
and
27:56
like
27:56
introducing
27:57
that
27:57
if
27:58
they,
27:58
if
27:58
they
27:58
don't
27:59
know
27:59
all
27:59
the,
27:59
I
27:59
mean,
28:00
if
28:00
they
28:00
come
28:00
to
28:00
me,
28:00
they
28:00
know
28:00
I'm
28:01
probably
28:01
going
28:01
to
28:01
talk
28:02
about
28:02
stuff
28:02
like
28:02
that.
28:03
But
28:03
if
28:04
they
28:04
don't
28:04
have
28:04
that
28:05
muscle
28:05
developed,
28:06
like,
28:06
I
28:06
love
28:06
watching
28:07
them
28:07
develop
28:08
it.
28:08
And,
28:10
and
28:11
so,
28:11
yeah,
28:12
I,
28:12
I
28:13
think
28:13
that,
28:13
you
28:13
know,
28:14
for
28:14
a
28:14
lot
28:14
of
28:14
people
28:14
right
28:15
now,
28:16
I
28:17
think
28:17
that
28:18
relationship
28:18
is
28:19
just
28:19
going
28:19
to
28:19
become
28:19
more
28:20
and
28:20
more
28:20
needed
28:21
and
28:21
more
28:21
and
28:21
more
28:22
something
28:22
people
28:22
are
28:22
going
28:22
to
28:22
be
28:23
able
28:23
to
28:23
tap
28:23
into
28:24
if
28:25
they
28:25
allow
28:26
for
28:26
the
28:26
quiet,
28:27
you
28:28
know,
28:29
you
28:29
know,
28:29
to
28:30
allow
28:30
themselves
28:31
to
28:31
sort
28:31
of
28:31
like,
28:32
you
28:32
know,
28:33
give
28:33
it
28:33
a
28:33
try,
28:33
lean
28:34
into
28:34
it
28:34
and,
28:35
and
28:35
see
28:35
if
28:35
you
28:35
can,
28:36
you
28:36
know,
28:37
pick
28:37
up
28:37
on
28:38
the
28:38
messages
28:38
you're
28:39
for
28:39
sure
28:39
getting
28:40
if
28:40
you're
28:40
willing
28:40
to.
28:41
Yeah,
28:42
yeah.
28:43
It
28:43
is
28:43
a
28:43
whole
28:44
experience
28:44
of,
28:46
oh,
28:46
how
28:46
do
28:46
I
28:47
want
28:47
to
28:47
say
28:47
this?
28:48
Trusting
28:48
the
28:48
process
28:49
but
28:49
also
28:50
feeling
28:51
like
28:51
in
28:51
control
28:52
in
28:52
a
28:52
way
28:52
that
28:52
we
28:53
have
28:53
discernment.
28:53
So
28:54
by
28:54
that
28:54
it's,
28:54
you
28:55
know,
28:55
yeah,
28:55
I'm
28:56
going
28:56
to
28:56
go
28:56
to
28:56
a
28:57
session
28:57
and
28:58
I
28:58
know
28:58
I
28:58
can
28:58
stand
28:59
up
28:59
and
28:59
leave
28:59
at
28:59
any
29:00
time.
29:00
Right.
29:01
So
29:01
it's
29:01
like
29:02
calming
29:02
any,
29:03
any
29:03
fears
29:04
like
29:04
just
29:04
having
29:05
something
29:06
as
29:07
a
29:07
backup
29:07
plan
29:07
or
29:08
what
29:08
have
29:08
you
29:08
and
29:09
then
29:09
in
29:09
the
29:09
experience
29:10
just
29:11
slowly
29:11
opening
29:12
to
29:13
have
29:13
this
29:13
experience
29:14
that
29:14
might
29:14
be
29:15
new,
29:15
it
29:15
might
29:15
be
29:15
mystical
29:16
and
29:17
also
29:17
to
29:17
that,
29:17
you
29:18
know,
29:18
don't
29:18
set
29:18
it
29:18
up
29:19
for
29:19
something
29:20
like
29:21
really
29:21
grand
29:21
and
29:22
earth
29:22
shattering.
29:23
So
29:24
all
29:24
of
29:25
the
29:25
sessions
29:25
are
29:26
so
29:26
unique
29:27
for
29:27
each
29:27
of
29:27
Us.
29:27
And
29:28
when
29:28
you
29:28
were
29:28
talking
29:28
about
29:29
the
29:29
Clara
29:29
gifts,
29:29
it's
29:30
like,
29:30
I
29:30
am
29:31
clairvoyant,
29:31
but
29:31
doesn't
29:32
mean
29:32
I'm
29:32
always
29:33
looking
29:33
at
29:33
stuff.
29:34
And
29:35
sometimes
29:36
I
29:36
even
29:36
get
29:36
surprised
29:37
when
29:37
I'm
29:37
not
29:37
in
29:38
a
29:38
session.
29:38
It's
29:38
just
29:38
in
29:38
my
29:39
day
29:39
to
29:39
day,
29:39
and
29:40
I'll
29:40
see
29:40
flashes
29:40
of
29:41
light,
29:41
like
29:41
I'll
29:41
have
29:41
a
29:42
thought,
29:42
and
29:42
I'm
29:42
thinking
29:42
about
29:43
something
29:43
in
29:43
life,
29:44
maybe,
29:44
you
29:45
know,
29:45
what
29:45
I
29:45
need
29:45
to
29:45
do
29:45
that
29:46
week
29:46
or
29:46
month.
29:46
And
29:47
then
29:47
I'll
29:47
see
29:47
those
29:48
bursts
29:48
of
29:48
light
29:48
in
29:49
the
29:49
room.
29:49
And
29:50
it's
29:50
usually
29:50
Michael
29:51
or
29:51
Metatron,
29:51
but
29:52
it's
29:52
like
29:52
this
29:52
bright
29:53
indigo
29:54
or
29:54
purple.
29:55
And
29:56
that
29:56
doesn't
29:56
happen
29:56
often,
29:57
but
29:58
then
29:58
when
29:58
it
29:58
does,
29:58
it
29:58
kind
29:58
of
29:59
like,
29:59
oh,
29:59
yeah,
29:59
I
29:59
guess.
30:00
Yeah,
30:00
that
30:00
makes
30:00
sense.
30:01
You
30:01
know,
30:01
I
30:01
kind
30:01
of
30:01
forget
30:01
as
30:02
well,
30:02
because
30:02
I
30:02
have
30:02
my
30:03
spiritual
30:04
practice
30:04
where
30:05
I'm
30:05
helping
30:05
others,
30:06
and
30:06
then
30:06
I
30:06
have
30:07
my.
30:07
My
30:08
practice
30:08
in
30:08
my
30:08
life.
30:09
So
30:09
it
30:09
does
30:09
cross
30:09
and
30:10
it
30:10
does
30:11
blend
30:11
together.
30:12
But
30:12
having
30:13
said
30:13
that,
30:14
you
30:14
know,
30:15
I
30:15
don't
30:15
always
30:16
say
30:16
I'm
30:17
a
30:17
hundred
30:17
percent
30:18
seeing,
30:19
like
30:19
crystal
30:20
clear
30:20
in
30:21
3D
30:22
or
30:22
however
30:22
you
30:22
want
30:22
to
30:23
say
30:23
it,
30:23
like
30:23
holograms
30:24
and
30:24
energy
30:24
24
30:25
7.
30:26
So
30:27
when
30:27
it
30:27
comes
30:27
in,
30:28
it's
30:28
being
30:28
excited
30:29
for
30:29
the
30:29
experience.
30:29
Experience
30:30
and
30:30
open
30:31
to
30:31
it
30:31
and
30:31
just
30:32
discovering
30:32
it.
30:32
And
30:33
then
30:33
it
30:33
will
30:33
get
30:33
stronger
30:33
and
30:34
stronger.
30:34
As
30:34
you
30:34
mentioned,
30:35
the
30:35
more
30:35
we
30:36
are
30:36
grateful,
30:37
then
30:37
it
30:37
begins
30:37
to
30:38
build.
30:39
Yeah,
30:39
And
30:39
I
30:39
love
30:40
what
30:40
you
30:40
just
30:40
said,
30:40
because
30:41
I
30:41
think
30:42
I
30:42
really
30:43
care
30:43
about
30:43
this.
30:43
I
30:44
really
30:44
care
30:44
about
30:45
being,
30:46
discerning,
30:48
being.
30:49
And
30:49
it's.
30:50
That
30:50
can
30:50
be
30:51
confusing
30:51
if
30:51
you're
30:51
not
30:51
attached
30:52
to
30:52
your.
30:52
Where
30:53
your
30:53
inner
30:53
knowing
30:54
is.
30:54
Like,
30:54
if.
30:54
If
30:55
you
30:55
aren't
30:55
certain
30:56
how
30:56
you
30:56
know
30:58
things
30:58
to
30:58
be
30:58
true.
30:59
And
31:00
then
31:00
it's
31:00
very
31:00
hard
31:01
to
31:01
be
31:01
discerning
31:02
because
31:02
you're.
31:03
You
31:03
know,
31:03
you
31:03
can
31:03
be.
31:04
You
31:04
can
31:04
just
31:04
kind
31:05
of
31:05
take
31:05
what
31:05
somebody
31:06
tells
31:06
you
31:06
and
31:07
just.
31:07
You
31:07
go
31:07
off
31:08
and
31:08
run
31:08
with
31:08
it
31:09
when
31:09
really
31:10
that
31:10
might
31:11
not
31:11
have
31:11
been
31:12
exactly
31:12
right.
31:13
So
31:13
I
31:13
always
31:13
say
31:13
to
31:14
clients
31:14
like
31:15
you,
31:16
you
31:16
know,
31:16
this
31:16
is
31:16
an.
31:17
This.
31:17
This
31:18
I
31:18
offer
31:18
to
31:18
you,
31:19
but
31:19
it's
31:19
yours
31:20
to
31:20
do
31:20
with
31:21
what
31:21
you.
31:22
What
31:23
you
31:23
decide,
31:24
you
31:24
know,
31:24
and
31:25
sometimes
31:25
something
31:26
won't
31:26
resonate
31:27
for
31:27
a
31:27
year
31:28
later
31:28
until.
31:28
Until
31:29
a
31:29
year
31:29
later
31:29
or
31:29
something.
31:30
So.
31:31
And
31:31
then
31:32
other
31:32
things
31:32
just
31:32
don't
31:32
resonate.
31:33
And
31:33
I
31:33
really
31:34
care
31:34
that
31:34
people,
31:36
when
31:36
they
31:36
come
31:36
to
31:37
see
31:37
me,
31:37
that
31:37
my
31:37
ultimate,
31:38
my
31:38
highest
31:38
desire
31:39
is
31:39
that
31:39
they
31:39
feel
31:39
freer.
31:40
You
31:40
know,
31:40
that
31:41
they
31:41
attach,
31:42
that
31:42
they.
31:42
That
31:42
they.
31:43
That
31:44
they
31:44
recognize
31:45
how
31:45
powerful
31:45
they
31:45
are,
31:46
that
31:47
I'm
31:47
helping
31:48
and
31:48
aiding.
31:49
But
31:49
you're
31:50
creating
31:50
any
31:51
change
31:51
that's
31:52
occurring.
31:53
You
31:53
are
31:53
doing
31:54
it.
31:54
It's.
31:54
It's
31:55
not
31:55
like
31:55
a
31:55
hierarchical
31:56
top
31:57
down
31:57
kind
31:57
of
31:57
experience
31:58
which
31:59
I
31:59
think
31:59
can
32:00
happen
32:00
in
32:00
therapy
32:01
or
32:01
can
32:01
happen
32:02
anytime
32:02
you
32:02
go
32:02
to,
32:03
you
32:03
know,
32:04
an
32:04
allopathic
32:04
doctor
32:05
or
32:05
even
32:05
an
32:05
energy
32:06
healer.
32:07
You
32:07
can
32:07
feel
32:07
like
32:08
they
32:08
know
32:08
more
32:09
than
32:09
me.
32:09
So
32:10
I
32:10
have
32:10
to
32:10
take
32:10
everything
32:10
they
32:11
say
32:11
and.
32:11
No,
32:12
you
32:12
don't.
32:12
You
32:12
know,
32:13
you
32:13
don't
32:13
have
32:14
to
32:15
and
32:15
you
32:15
shouldn't.
32:16
You
32:16
should
32:16
really,
32:17
you
32:17
know,
32:17
take
32:17
in
32:18
and
32:18
let
32:18
it,
32:19
let
32:19
it
32:19
percolate,
32:20
let
32:20
it
32:20
marinate
32:21
inside
32:21
of
32:21
you
32:22
and
32:22
see
32:23
kind
32:23
of
32:23
what
32:23
it's
32:24
meant,
32:24
what
32:24
you're
32:25
meant
32:25
to
32:25
do
32:25
with
32:25
it.
32:26
But
32:26
only
32:26
you
32:27
know
32:27
that.
32:27
You
32:28
know,
32:28
I
32:28
mean,
32:28
there
32:28
are
32:28
people
32:29
that
32:29
are
32:29
really
32:29
gifted
32:30
and
32:30
they
32:31
can
32:31
unlock
32:31
things
32:31
in
32:32
you
32:32
that
32:32
are
32:32
potent
32:33
and
32:33
powerful
32:33
and
32:34
meaningful.
32:35
And
32:36
yet
32:36
it's
32:36
still
32:36
going
32:37
to
32:37
be
32:37
yours
32:38
to
32:38
do
32:38
with
32:38
what
32:39
you
32:39
do
32:39
with
32:39
it.
32:40
You
32:40
know,
32:40
you
32:40
still
32:41
have
32:41
to
32:41
carry,
32:42
you
32:42
know,
32:42
the
32:43
baton
32:43
across
32:43
the
32:44
finish
32:44
line
32:45
and,
32:46
and
32:46
so
32:47
that,
32:47
but
32:48
when
32:48
you're
32:48
in
32:48
that
32:48
like,
32:49
liminal
32:49
space,
32:49
like
32:50
I,
32:50
what
32:50
I
32:50
was
32:50
talking
32:50
about
32:51
when
32:51
I
32:51
was
32:51
doing
32:51
all
32:51
the
32:51
walking
32:52
and
32:52
I
32:52
was
32:52
just
32:52
like,
32:53
what
32:53
is
32:53
happening
32:53
to
32:54
me?
32:54
Right.
32:56
Which
32:56
I
32:56
think
32:56
a
32:56
lot
32:57
of
32:57
people
32:57
are
32:57
in
32:57
right
32:58
now.
32:58
And
32:58
you
32:58
and
32:58
I
32:58
were
32:58
talking
32:59
about
32:59
this,
32:59
that
32:59
space
33:00
of
33:00
like
33:01
some
33:02
things
33:02
are
33:02
falling
33:03
away,
33:03
whether
33:04
they're
33:04
in
33:04
your
33:04
control
33:04
or
33:05
not,
33:05
whether
33:05
you
33:05
choose
33:06
to
33:06
leave
33:06
something
33:07
or
33:08
whether
33:08
it's
33:08
just
33:08
happening
33:09
to
33:09
you
33:09
out
33:09
of
33:10
your.
33:10
And
33:11
you
33:11
don't
33:11
know.
33:12
You
33:12
know,
33:12
you're
33:12
in
33:12
that
33:13
void
33:13
space.
33:13
You're
33:14
in
33:14
the
33:14
unknown
33:14
of
33:15
where.
33:16
What.
33:17
I
33:17
don't.
33:17
Things
33:18
are
33:18
falling
33:18
away,
33:18
but
33:19
I
33:19
don't
33:19
yet
33:19
know
33:20
what's
33:20
next.
33:21
It's
33:21
so
33:22
unnerving.
33:23
Oh
33:24
my
33:24
gosh,
33:24
I
33:24
went
33:24
through
33:25
that
33:25
recently.
33:25
It's
33:26
just.
33:26
Oh
33:26
yes,
33:27
unnerving.
33:27
I
33:28
love
33:28
that
33:29
it
33:29
is.
33:30
I
33:30
mean,
33:30
you
33:30
really.
33:31
It's
33:31
hard
33:31
to
33:31
stay
33:32
tethered.
33:32
You
33:33
know,
33:33
you're.
33:33
It's
33:34
so
33:34
ripe.
33:35
It's
33:35
so
33:35
ripe
33:36
for
33:36
like
33:36
anxiety
33:37
when
33:37
you
33:37
don't
33:38
know.
33:38
We
33:38
aren't
33:39
human
33:39
beings
33:40
want
33:40
to
33:40
know.
33:40
We
33:40
don't
33:41
love
33:41
not
33:41
going,
33:42
you
33:42
know,
33:43
and
33:44
so
33:44
it's
33:44
hard
33:45
to
33:45
like
33:45
keep
33:46
your
33:46
center
33:46
in
33:46
those
33:47
times.
33:47
And
33:47
yet
33:48
it's
33:48
so
33:48
fertile
33:49
that
33:49
time
33:49
when
33:50
you
33:50
don't
33:50
know
33:50
because
33:50
you,
33:51
if
33:51
you
33:51
tune
33:51
in
33:51
with
33:52
yourself,
33:52
you
33:52
can
33:52
really
33:52
create
33:53
something
33:53
beautiful.
33:54
You
33:55
can
33:55
really
33:55
ask
33:56
yourself
33:56
the
33:56
deep
33:57
questions
33:57
that
33:58
we
33:59
don't
33:59
ask
33:59
ourselves
34:00
regularly.
34:01
Like,
34:01
what
34:02
do
34:02
I
34:02
really
34:02
like
34:02
what
34:03
do
34:03
I
34:03
really
34:03
want?
34:04
What
34:04
doesn't
34:05
serve
34:05
me
34:05
anymore?
34:05
You
34:06
know,
34:06
you
34:06
can
34:06
really,
34:08
you
34:08
know,
34:08
in
34:08
the
34:08
shedding,
34:09
which
34:09
is
34:09
uncomfortable,
34:10
you
34:10
can
34:10
really
34:11
decide
34:11
what
34:11
then
34:12
you
34:12
want
34:12
to
34:12
bring
34:12
back
34:13
in
34:15
and.
34:16
Or
34:16
if
34:16
you
34:16
want
34:16
to
34:16
completely
34:17
pivot.
34:17
And
34:17
do
34:17
something
34:18
completely
34:18
different.
34:19
But
34:19
your
34:19
authentic
34:20
self
34:20
can
34:20
really
34:20
shine
34:21
if
34:21
you
34:22
allow
34:22
the
34:23
space
34:23
of
34:23
that
34:23
void.
34:24
And,
34:25
you
34:25
know,
34:26
the
34:26
sacred
34:27
healer
34:27
circle
34:28
that
34:29
was
34:29
a
34:29
part
34:29
of
34:29
my
34:29
life
34:30
that
34:30
you
34:30
led,
34:32
was
34:32
there
34:32
for
34:32
me
34:33
during
34:33
some
34:33
of
34:33
that
34:34
liminal
34:35
space
34:35
time
34:35
where,
34:36
you
34:36
know,
34:37
where
34:37
I
34:37
just
34:37
was
34:38
like,
34:38
I
34:38
was
34:39
building
34:39
a
34:39
business,
34:39
but
34:39
I
34:40
was
34:40
like,
34:40
I
34:40
don't
34:40
know
34:41
all
34:41
the
34:41
ways
34:41
in
34:41
which
34:41
it's
34:42
going
34:42
to
34:42
look
34:42
or
34:44
how
34:44
do
34:44
I
34:44
describe
34:45
what
34:45
I'm
34:45
doing
34:45
and,
34:46
you
34:46
know,
34:46
all
34:47
the
34:47
things.
34:47
And
34:48
when
34:48
you
34:48
can
34:48
have
34:48
somebody
34:49
just
34:50
stay
34:50
steady
34:51
for
34:51
you
34:51
and
34:53
see
34:53
what
34:54
you
34:54
can
34:54
do
34:54
and
34:55
provide
34:56
just
34:56
that
34:57
like
34:57
a
34:57
real,
34:58
like,
34:58
centered
34:59
space.
35:00
I
35:00
think
35:00
that
35:01
is
35:01
what
35:01
a
35:02
lot
35:02
of
35:02
people,
35:02
if
35:02
you,
35:03
you
35:03
know,
35:03
really
35:03
need
35:04
to
35:04
do,
35:04
is
35:04
and
35:04
find
35:05
when
35:05
they're
35:05
in
35:05
that
35:06
liminal
35:07
space.
35:08
Because
35:08
I
35:08
think
35:08
that
35:09
will,
35:09
that
35:10
can
35:10
help
35:10
you
35:10
through
35:10
when
35:11
you
35:11
feel
35:11
like
35:11
you
35:12
just
35:12
don't
35:12
know
35:12
what's,
35:13
you
35:13
know,
35:13
when
35:13
you
35:13
feel
35:13
like
35:14
you're
35:14
losing
35:14
it.
35:15
Right,
35:16
Right.
35:17
Yeah.
35:17
Oh,
35:17
my
35:17
gosh.
35:18
Thanks
35:18
for
35:18
sharing
35:18
that.
35:19
Because
35:19
I
35:19
go
35:19
back
35:20
to
35:21
my
35:21
experiences
35:22
in
35:22
that
35:22
liminal
35:23
space
35:23
and
35:24
big
35:24
transitions
35:24
and
35:25
shifts
35:25
in
35:25
my
35:25
healer
35:26
that
35:26
was
35:27
really
35:28
so
35:28
important
35:29
and
35:29
supportive
35:30
for
35:30
me.
35:30
And
35:31
it's,
35:31
yes,
35:32
we
35:32
can
35:32
talk
35:32
about
35:33
things,
35:33
but
35:33
a
35:34
lot
35:34
of
35:34
times
35:34
it's
35:35
the
35:35
energy
35:35
that's
35:36
held.
35:36
And
35:37
as
35:37
somebody
35:37
like
35:38
you
35:38
mentioned,
35:38
we're
35:38
real
35:38
sensitive
35:39
to
35:39
energy.
35:39
We
35:39
can
35:39
feel
35:40
that.
35:41
And
35:42
also
35:42
just
35:42
knowing
35:43
there's
35:43
this
35:43
loving
35:43
light
35:44
and
35:44
support
35:44
around,
35:45
not
35:45
only
35:45
from
35:45
our
35:46
team,
35:46
but
35:46
somebody
35:46
grounded
35:47
in
35:47
the
35:47
physical
35:48
world
35:48
allows
35:49
me
35:49
a
35:49
chance
35:50
to
35:50
let
35:50
the
35:50
energy
35:51
move
35:52
through
35:53
in
35:53
a
35:53
session.
35:54
And
35:54
I
35:55
can
35:55
observe
35:55
things
35:56
and
35:56
release
35:56
stuff
35:57
within
35:57
it,
35:57
like
35:58
all
35:58
realigns.
35:59
And
35:59
that,
36:00
you
36:00
could
36:00
say,
36:01
would
36:01
be
36:01
thoughts
36:02
or
36:02
information
36:03
as
36:04
to
36:04
understanding
36:05
what's
36:05
going
36:05
on
36:06
or
36:06
where
36:06
we're
36:06
about
36:06
to
36:07
go
36:07
and
36:07
these
36:07
things.
36:08
But
36:08
doesn't
36:08
always
36:09
have
36:09
to
36:09
be
36:09
so
36:10
lit,
36:10
literal
36:11
or
36:11
linear.
36:12
It
36:12
can
36:12
also
36:13
be,
36:13
oh,
36:13
I
36:13
feel
36:14
lighter
36:14
now,
36:15
Wow,
36:15
I
36:15
can
36:15
take
36:15
a
36:16
deeper
36:16
breath.
36:17
And
36:17
there's
36:17
all
36:17
this
36:17
magic
36:18
stuff
36:18
happening
36:18
in
36:19
the
36:19
background
36:19
as
36:19
to
36:20
why.
36:21
But
36:21
I
36:21
love
36:22
what
36:22
you
36:22
were
36:22
sharing
36:23
and
36:23
some
36:24
of
36:24
the
36:24
experiences
36:25
that
36:25
you've
36:25
shared
36:25
just
36:25
remind
36:26
me
36:26
of
36:26
dropping
36:27
into
36:27
the
36:27
body,
36:28
being
36:28
able
36:28
to
36:28
take
36:28
that
36:29
deep
36:29
breath
36:29
and
36:29
being
36:29
grounded
36:30
in
36:30
those
36:30
lower
36:30
chakras.
36:31
Because
36:32
when
36:32
we
36:32
do
36:32
feel
36:33
like
36:33
I
36:33
can
36:33
already
36:33
sense
36:33
it
36:34
when
36:34
we
36:34
feel
36:34
like,
36:35
oh,
36:35
we
36:35
don't
36:35
know,
36:35
and
36:36
we
36:36
get
36:36
anxiety
36:37
because
36:37
of
36:37
the
36:37
energy
36:37
come
36:38
up
36:38
and
36:38
just
36:38
flutter
36:39
in
36:39
the
36:39
higher
36:40
chakras,
36:41
the
36:41
higher
36:41
heart,
36:41
we're
36:42
trying
36:42
to
36:42
figure
36:42
it
36:42
out.
36:42
Our
36:43
mind
36:43
is
36:43
on
36:44
like,
36:44
repeat,
36:45
just
36:45
going,
36:45
going,
36:45
going.
36:46
And
36:46
so
36:46
if
36:46
we
36:46
can
36:46
take
36:47
that
36:47
deep
36:47
breath
36:47
and
36:47
drop
36:48
in
36:48
to
36:49
the
36:49
lower
36:49
body
36:50
ground
36:50
and
36:50
be
36:50
here.
36:51
It's
36:51
so,
36:52
so
36:52
important.
36:52
And
36:53
for
36:53
me,
36:53
my
36:54
healer
36:54
helped
36:54
me
36:54
just
36:54
to
36:55
have
36:55
that
36:56
comfort
36:56
and
36:57
space.
36:57
I
36:57
mean,
36:57
I
36:58
shouldn't
36:58
say
36:58
just
36:59
because
36:59
she
36:59
helped
36:59
me
36:59
with
37:00
a
37:00
lot,
37:01
but
37:02
so
37:02
I
37:03
can
37:03
rel.
37:04
Own
37:04
experience.
37:04
And
37:05
then
37:05
I
37:05
would
37:05
love
37:05
to
37:05
share
37:06
from
37:06
a
37:07
mentor's
37:07
experience
37:08
in
37:08
the
37:08
sacred
37:09
healer
37:09
circle.
37:09
Having
37:10
you
37:10
there,
37:10
it
37:11
really
37:12
made
37:12
me
37:12
smile
37:12
because
37:13
you
37:13
would
37:13
share
37:13
things
37:14
and
37:14
I
37:14
was
37:15
like,
37:15
oh,
37:15
yes,
37:15
I
37:15
remember.
37:16
I.
37:16
I,
37:17
like,
37:17
have
37:17
compassion.
37:18
I
37:18
remember
37:19
that
37:19
was,
37:19
you
37:19
know,
37:19
something.
37:20
I
37:20
went
37:20
through
37:20
a
37:20
struggle
37:21
or.
37:21
I've
37:21
seen
37:21
this
37:21
before
37:22
as
37:22
well.
37:23
And
37:23
the
37:23
cool
37:24
part
37:24
is
37:24
I've
37:24
seen
37:25
how
37:25
it's
37:26
all
37:26
played
37:26
out
37:26
and
37:26
so
37:27
just
37:27
want
37:27
to,
37:27
like,
37:28
reassure
37:29
you
37:29
from
37:30
experience.
37:31
But
37:32
then
37:32
also
37:32
your
37:33
teams
37:33
are
37:33
showing
37:34
up.
37:34
So
37:34
then
37:35
we
37:35
get
37:35
like,
37:35
the
37:35
readings
37:36
as
37:36
well,
37:36
the
37:37
little
37:37
minute
37:38
details
37:39
of,
37:39
okay,
37:40
yes,
37:40
you
37:40
know,
37:41
this
37:41
is
37:41
going
37:41
to
37:41
be
37:42
the
37:42
way
37:42
to
37:43
move
37:43
forward
37:43
and
37:44
incorporate
37:45
this
37:45
or
37:45
incorporate
37:46
that.
37:46
And,
37:47
you
37:47
know,
37:47
it's
37:47
like,
37:47
really
37:49
rewarding
37:49
for
37:50
me
37:50
as
37:50
well
37:50
to
37:51
be
37:51
able
37:51
to
37:51
support
37:51
you
37:52
because
37:52
kind
37:53
of
37:53
like
37:53
I
37:53
mentioned
37:54
earlier,
37:54
I
37:54
see
37:54
all
37:54
the
37:55
light,
37:55
I
37:55
see
37:55
all
37:55
the
37:56
wisdom,
37:56
I
37:56
see
37:56
all
37:57
of
37:57
the
37:57
compassion
37:57
and
37:57
strength
37:58
that
37:58
you
37:58
have,
37:59
and
37:59
I
37:59
love
37:59
to
38:00
just
38:00
reflect
38:00
that
38:00
back
38:01
to
38:01
you
38:01
and
38:01
let
38:02
you
38:02
be
38:02
in
38:02
that.
38:03
That
38:03
space
38:03
to
38:04
discover
38:05
it
38:05
as
38:05
well.
38:07
Breathe
38:07
it
38:07
all
38:07
in,
38:08
girl.
38:09
Yeah,
38:10
it
38:10
did
38:10
feel
38:11
like
38:11
that.
38:11
It
38:11
was
38:11
almost.
38:11
And
38:12
then
38:12
after
38:12
every,
38:13
like,
38:13
sacred
38:14
healer
38:14
session,
38:15
it,
38:16
like,
38:16
took
38:16
a
38:16
while
38:16
to
38:17
come
38:17
down
38:17
from
38:17
it
38:18
because
38:18
you're
38:18
just
38:18
in
38:19
you.
38:19
We
38:19
would
38:19
just
38:20
be,
38:20
like,
38:20
floating
38:21
in
38:21
this,
38:21
like,
38:21
loving
38:22
space.
38:23
And
38:24
so,
38:24
you
38:25
know,
38:26
we
38:26
were
38:27
the
38:28
kinds
38:28
of
38:28
things
38:29
we
38:29
talked
38:29
about
38:30
and.
38:30
Because
38:30
sometimes
38:31
talking
38:31
it
38:31
out,
38:32
it
38:32
can
38:32
be
38:32
so
38:33
lonely
38:34
in
38:35
that
38:35
space,
38:35
Especially
38:36
when
38:36
you're
38:38
just
38:38
newly
38:39
kind
38:39
of
38:39
starting
38:40
out.
38:41
It's.
38:41
It
38:41
can
38:42
be
38:42
lonely.
38:42
It's
38:42
like,
38:42
who
38:43
can
38:43
I
38:43
talk
38:43
to
38:43
you
38:43
about
38:43
this
38:44
kind
38:44
of
38:44
thing?
38:44
And
38:45
who's
38:45
going
38:45
to
38:45
understand
38:46
what
38:46
I'm
38:46
even
38:46
saying?
38:47
And.
38:48
And
38:49
so
38:49
to
38:49
have
38:49
a
38:49
space
38:50
where
38:50
people
38:51
not
38:51
only
38:51
understood
38:52
it,
38:52
but
38:52
they
38:52
were,
38:53
you
38:53
know,
38:53
they
38:53
had
38:54
something
38:54
to
38:54
add
38:54
or
38:54
share
38:55
or
38:55
reflect
38:56
and
38:56
then
38:56
to.
38:57
So
38:57
to
38:57
receive
38:58
it,
38:58
but
38:58
then
38:58
also
38:58
be.
38:59
To
38:59
give
38:59
it.
39:00
It
39:00
just
39:00
felt
39:01
so
39:01
powerful
39:02
and
39:03
really,
39:03
really,
39:04
really
39:05
helpful
39:05
to
39:05
just
39:05
help
39:06
us
39:06
find
39:06
our
39:06
footing,
39:07
like,
39:07
gain
39:07
our
39:07
footing
39:08
underneath
39:08
us.
39:09
And
39:09
sometimes,
39:10
you
39:10
know,
39:10
where
39:10
it
39:10
would
39:11
go.
39:12
I
39:12
know.
39:12
So
39:13
magical.
39:17
It
39:17
was
39:18
so
39:18
fun
39:18
to
39:19
see,
39:19
like,
39:19
kind
39:19
of
39:20
how,
39:20
you
39:20
know,
39:21
because
39:21
a
39:21
lot
39:21
of
39:21
how
39:22
we
39:22
learn
39:22
things
39:22
is
39:22
through
39:23
response.
39:23
And
39:24
so
39:24
sometimes
39:24
it
39:24
would
39:24
be
39:25
like
39:25
one
39:25
of
39:25
us
39:25
would
39:25
bring
39:26
something
39:26
up
39:26
and
39:26
it.
39:27
It
39:27
like
39:27
activated
39:28
something
39:28
in
39:29
the
39:29
other.
39:30
And
39:30
yeah,
39:31
it
39:31
was
39:31
so
39:31
divinely,
39:32
like,
39:32
orchestrated.
39:33
It
39:33
Felt
39:33
like.
39:34
And
39:35
yeah,
39:35
it
39:36
was
39:36
so
39:36
cool.
39:36
And
39:37
you
39:37
know,
39:38
it
39:38
reduced.
39:38
It
39:39
reduced
39:39
loneliness.
39:40
It.
39:40
We
39:40
would
39:40
do
39:41
energy
39:41
work
39:42
that
39:42
really
39:42
just
39:42
helped,
39:43
you
39:43
know,
39:45
not
39:45
only
39:45
take
39:45
a
39:45
deep
39:46
breath,
39:46
but
39:46
it
39:46
just
39:47
like
39:47
helped
39:47
me
39:47
throughout
39:48
the
39:48
week.
39:48
Often
39:49
like
39:49
the
39:49
whole
39:50
week,
39:50
I
39:50
would
39:50
feel
39:51
like
39:51
I
39:51
was,
39:51
you
39:51
know,
39:52
kind
39:52
of
39:53
like
39:53
buoyed
39:54
and
39:54
supported.
39:56
And
39:57
then.
39:57
And
39:58
now
39:58
I
39:59
think
39:59
for
39:59
people,
40:00
you
40:00
know,
40:00
like,
40:00
anybody
40:01
listening,
40:02
I
40:02
think
40:02
it's
40:02
just
40:03
important
40:03
to
40:03
recognize
40:04
the
40:04
importance
40:04
of
40:05
like
40:05
finding
40:06
community
40:07
or
40:07
people
40:07
who,
40:08
you
40:08
know,
40:09
you
40:09
feel
40:09
safe
40:10
enough
40:10
to
40:10
say
40:11
those
40:11
things
40:11
to.
40:12
To
40:12
speak
40:13
your.
40:13
Your
40:14
truth
40:14
to.
40:15
Because
40:15
it's
40:16
when
40:16
you
40:16
hold
40:16
it
40:17
and
40:18
feel
40:18
like
40:18
you,
40:19
you
40:19
know,
40:19
I
40:20
know
40:20
the
40:20
fear
40:20
is
40:20
like,
40:20
that
40:21
you'll
40:21
be
40:21
like,
40:22
looked
40:22
at
40:22
funnier
40:24
and
40:24
maybe
40:24
you
40:24
would
40:25
be
40:25
in
40:25
certain
40:25
circles.
40:26
But
40:26
to
40:26
find
40:26
where
40:27
you
40:27
aren't
40:27
looked
40:28
at
40:28
funny
40:28
is
40:28
just
40:29
incredibly
40:30
helpful
40:30
during
40:31
that
40:31
void
40:31
time.
40:33
Yeah,
40:34
I
40:34
found.
40:35
And
40:35
those.
40:36
The
40:36
monthly
40:36
energy
40:37
healings
40:37
that
40:38
I
40:38
still
40:38
go
40:38
to
40:39
and
40:39
will
40:40
not
40:40
stop
40:41
those
40:41
group
40:42
energy
40:42
healing,
40:43
those
40:44
are
40:44
wildly
40:45
potent.
40:45
Like,
40:46
it's
40:46
unbelievable
40:47
what
40:48
can
40:48
happen
40:48
in
40:48
those,
40:50
what
40:50
you
40:51
bring
40:51
through
40:51
and
40:52
how
40:52
even
40:52
with
40:52
a
40:53
group
40:53
all
40:53
together.
40:54
Or
40:54
maybe
40:55
because
40:55
it's
40:55
the
40:56
group
40:56
altogether,
40:58
you
40:58
know,
40:58
it's
40:58
just
40:59
there's
40:59
something
40:59
that
41:00
occurs.
41:01
It's
41:01
like.
41:01
It's
41:02
so
41:02
neat.
41:03
It
41:03
is,
41:04
yeah.
41:04
I'm
41:04
like
41:04
reflecting
41:05
on
41:05
it.
41:05
Well,
41:06
I
41:06
have
41:06
to
41:06
say
41:06
I'm
41:07
very
41:07
grateful
41:08
to
41:08
be
41:08
a
41:09
channeler,
41:09
because,
41:11
I
41:11
mean,
41:11
I.
41:11
It's
41:12
amazing.
41:12
Like,
41:12
I
41:12
have
41:13
that
41:13
relationship
41:13
with
41:14
spirit
41:14
and
41:15
when
41:15
I
41:15
show
41:15
up,
41:15
it's
41:15
what
41:16
comes
41:16
through
41:16
and
41:17
I
41:17
am
41:18
facilitating
41:19
and
41:19
translating
41:20
and
41:20
sharing
41:20
the
41:21
information,
41:21
you
41:22
know,
41:22
but
41:22
it's
41:22
like
41:23
it
41:23
is
41:23
all
41:23
of
41:24
the
41:24
group
41:24
that's
41:24
showing
41:25
up.
41:25
So
41:25
let's
41:26
talk
41:26
about
41:26
the
41:26
healing
41:26
circles,
41:27
the
41:28
monthly
41:28
guided
41:29
meditation.
41:30
Sometimes
41:31
I
41:31
will
41:32
feel
41:32
the
41:33
whole
41:33
group
41:33
kind
41:33
of
41:34
like
41:34
in
41:34
this
41:34
space
41:35
as
41:35
they're
41:36
articulating
41:36
what's
41:37
happening
41:37
with
41:37
the
41:38
energy.
41:38
And
41:39
then
41:39
I'll
41:39
get
41:39
a
41:40
sense
41:40
of
41:40
what.
41:40
There's
41:41
one
41:41
person
41:41
here
41:41
that
41:41
needs
41:42
a
41:42
little
41:42
bit
41:42
of
41:42
this
41:42
or
41:43
a
41:43
little
41:43
bit
41:43
of
41:43
that.
41:44
And
41:44
so
41:44
I
41:44
just
41:44
have
41:45
to
41:45
vocalize
41:46
it
41:46
in
41:46
a
41:46
way.
41:46
You
41:46
know,
41:46
like
41:47
if.
41:47
If
41:48
you're
41:48
feeling
41:48
this,
41:48
then,
41:48
yeah,
41:49
that's
41:49
for
41:49
you,
41:49
but
41:50
it's
41:50
not
41:50
going
41:50
to
41:50
be
41:51
for
41:51
everyone.
41:52
So
41:52
I'll
41:52
be
41:53
in
41:53
holding
41:54
the
41:54
space
41:54
as
41:54
the
41:54
channeler.
41:55
And
41:55
sometimes
41:55
I
41:56
get
41:56
visions
41:56
or
41:56
I'll
41:57
hear
41:57
something,
41:58
for
41:58
example,
41:59
like
41:59
the.
42:00
A
42:00
spirit
42:01
animal
42:01
will
42:01
come
42:02
in
42:02
and
42:03
maybe
42:03
I'll
42:03
see
42:03
a
42:03
couple
42:04
of
42:04
them.
42:04
And
42:04
I'm
42:04
like,
42:04
oh,
42:05
but
42:05
this
42:05
is
42:05
individualized.
42:06
So
42:07
I'm
42:07
gonna
42:07
have
42:07
everybody
42:08
just
42:08
tune
42:08
in
42:08
and
42:09
see
42:09
if
42:09
they
42:09
get
42:09
an
42:09
impression
42:10
or,
42:11
you
42:11
know,
42:11
A
42:11
knowing
42:12
of
42:12
a
42:12
spirit
42:12
animal
42:13
for
42:13
themselves,
42:13
then
42:14
after
42:14
we
42:14
talk
42:14
about
42:14
it.
42:15
And
42:15
for
42:15
me,
42:15
it's
42:15
so
42:16
fun
42:16
because
42:16
sometimes
42:16
I'm
42:17
like,
42:17
oh,
42:17
yeah,
42:17
I
42:17
saw
42:17
that
42:18
eleph.
42:19
Yes,
42:19
I
42:19
saw
42:20
that
42:20
butterfly,
42:21
you
42:21
know,
42:21
And
42:21
I'm
42:21
like,
42:21
who
42:21
was
42:22
that?
42:22
Who
42:22
was
42:22
that
42:22
dragon?
42:23
You
42:23
know,
42:23
like.
42:24
So
42:24
it's
42:25
really
42:25
enjoyable
42:25
as
42:26
well.
42:26
But
42:27
these
42:27
are
42:27
the
42:27
things
42:28
I
42:28
think
42:28
you
42:28
really
42:30
beautifully
42:30
articulated
42:31
when
42:31
you
42:31
said
42:31
how
42:32
it
42:32
was
42:32
orchestrated.
42:33
And
42:33
it
42:33
does
42:33
feel
42:34
like
42:34
little,
42:35
like
42:35
also
42:35
like
42:36
tapestry,
42:36
so
42:37
it's
42:37
all
42:37
being
42:38
woven
42:39
throughout,
42:39
and
42:39
then
42:40
you're
42:40
left
42:40
with,
42:40
wow,
42:41
you
42:41
know,
42:41
there's
42:42
like,
42:42
literally
42:42
no
42:43
way
42:44
this
42:44
could
42:44
all
42:44
have
42:44
come
42:45
together
42:45
if
42:45
it
42:45
weren't
42:46
for
42:46
our
42:46
higher
42:46
selves
42:47
and
42:47
spirit
42:47
being
42:48
there.
42:48
And
42:49
it's
42:49
all
42:49
unscripted,
42:50
so.
42:50
And
42:50
that's
42:51
one
42:51
thing
42:51
I
42:51
liked
42:51
about
42:52
the
42:52
sacred
42:52
healer
42:53
circles.
42:53
I
42:53
just
42:53
knew
42:53
we
42:54
were
42:54
going
42:54
to
42:54
show
42:54
up
42:54
and
42:54
go
42:55
in
42:55
the
42:55
moment
42:55
because
42:56
I
42:56
have
42:56
a
42:56
lot
42:56
I
42:56
could
42:57
talk
42:57
about.
42:57
I
42:57
could
42:57
structure
42:58
a
42:58
class,
42:58
but
42:59
I
42:59
want
42:59
to
42:59
be
42:59
there
42:59
for
43:00
that
43:01
moment.
43:01
What
43:01
everybody
43:02
needs.
43:02
And
43:02
the
43:03
current
43:03
energy
43:04
of
43:04
the
43:04
time
43:05
as
43:05
well.
43:06
Yeah.
43:06
And
43:07
that's
43:07
also
43:07
really
43:07
good
43:07
because,
43:08
yeah,
43:08
current
43:09
energy,
43:10
it
43:10
ends
43:10
up
43:10
being
43:11
something,
43:11
you
43:11
know,
43:12
that.
43:12
That
43:13
many
43:13
of
43:13
us
43:13
can
43:13
already
43:14
relate
43:14
to
43:14
or
43:15
soon
43:15
will
43:16
feel.
43:16
And
43:17
so,
43:17
yeah,
43:17
it's
43:18
very,
43:18
very
43:18
powerful
43:19
that
43:19
way,
43:19
too.
43:20
And.
43:21
And
43:21
what
43:22
I
43:22
like
43:22
about
43:22
it,
43:23
too,
43:23
is
43:23
you're
43:24
so
43:24
good
43:25
at,
43:25
like,
43:25
seamlessly
43:26
explaining
43:27
what's
43:27
happening.
43:28
Like,
43:28
it's.
43:28
It's
43:29
very
43:29
calm
43:29
and
43:29
soothing.
43:30
But
43:30
you.
43:30
You
43:31
explain
43:31
it
43:32
so
43:32
well,
43:33
which
43:33
is
43:33
why
43:33
I,
43:34
like,
43:34
went
43:34
from
43:34
the
43:35
one
43:35
Reiki
43:35
person
43:36
to
43:36
you,
43:37
because
43:38
it's
43:38
like,
43:38
I
43:38
like
43:38
how
43:38
you
43:39
explain
43:39
what's
43:40
happening.
43:41
And.
43:43
But
43:43
it's
43:44
in.
43:44
It's
43:45
in
43:45
a
43:45
way
43:45
that
43:45
is,
43:47
like,
43:47
calm,
43:47
so
43:48
that
43:48
you
43:48
can
43:48
actually,
43:48
like,
43:49
settle.
43:49
Your
43:50
body
43:50
can
43:50
settle
43:51
into
43:51
the
43:51
experience
43:52
of
43:52
it
43:53
while
43:54
listening
43:54
to
43:54
what
43:55
you're
43:55
saying.
43:56
And,
43:57
yeah,
43:58
I
43:58
find
43:58
those
43:58
to
43:59
be
43:59
really,
43:59
like,
43:59
I
43:59
look
44:00
forward
44:00
to
44:00
them
44:00
every
44:01
single
44:01
month.
44:02
I
44:02
think
44:02
they're
44:02
just
44:03
unbelievably
44:05
helpful
44:06
in.
44:06
And
44:06
especially
44:07
when
44:07
you're,
44:08
you
44:09
know,
44:09
like,
44:10
when
44:10
you're
44:10
in
44:11
this
44:11
line
44:11
of
44:12
work.
44:12
What
44:13
I
44:13
like
44:13
about
44:14
how
44:14
I'm
44:14
doing
44:14
it
44:14
now
44:15
is
44:15
I'm
44:16
so
44:16
much.
44:16
I'm
44:17
prioritizing
44:18
that
44:18
I
44:19
need
44:19
to
44:20
fill
44:20
my
44:20
cup
44:20
up.
44:21
You
44:21
know,
44:21
it's
44:21
something
44:22
I
44:22
didn't
44:22
recognize
44:23
that,
44:23
you
44:23
know,
44:24
hence
44:24
burning
44:24
out.
44:25
When
44:25
I
44:25
was
44:25
just
44:26
client
44:26
after
44:27
client
44:27
after
44:27
client,
44:28
like,
44:28
I
44:28
wouldn't
44:28
even
44:30
take
44:31
a
44:31
lunch
44:31
break
44:32
because
44:32
I
44:32
would
44:32
work
44:32
on.
44:33
Because
44:33
my
44:33
husband.
44:34
It
44:34
would
44:34
be
44:34
like
44:34
a
44:34
Saturday,
44:35
and
44:35
I
44:35
would
44:35
have
44:35
sometimes,
44:36
like
44:36
12
44:36
clients
44:37
in
44:37
a
44:37
row.
44:37
Now,
44:37
that's.
44:39
I
44:39
know
44:39
that
44:40
Girl,
44:41
I
44:41
know.
44:43
No
44:43
logical
44:44
sense.
44:44
Nobody
44:45
ever
44:45
like,
44:46
it's
44:46
just
44:47
ill
44:47
advised
44:48
and
44:49
you
44:49
know,
44:49
and
44:50
recognizing
44:50
like,
44:50
oh,
44:51
I
44:51
see.
44:51
I
44:52
didn't
44:52
recognize
44:53
like
44:53
at
44:53
the
44:53
time
44:53
I
44:54
wasn't
44:54
aware
44:54
of
44:54
my
44:55
energy
44:55
body
44:55
and
44:56
I
44:56
wasn't
44:56
aware
44:56
of
44:56
how
44:56
much
44:57
absorbing,
44:58
how
44:58
much
44:58
of
44:58
I
44:58
was
44:58
picking
44:58
up,
44:59
how
44:59
much
44:59
I
44:59
was
45:00
not
45:01
like
45:01
shedding
45:01
and
45:02
releasing
45:02
at
45:02
the
45:02
end
45:02
of
45:02
my
45:03
day
45:03
or
45:04
that
45:04
I,
45:04
I
45:04
wasn't
45:05
pausing.
45:05
I
45:05
would.
45:06
It
45:06
just,
45:06
I
45:07
wasn't
45:07
utilizing
45:07
my
45:08
team,
45:08
you
45:08
know,
45:09
consciously.
45:10
And
45:11
now
45:12
I'm
45:12
enjoying
45:12
doing
45:13
work
45:13
where
45:13
it's
45:14
like,
45:14
no,
45:14
I,
45:15
I
45:15
prioritize
45:16
self
45:17
care
45:18
because
45:19
I'm
45:19
only
45:19
as
45:20
good
45:20
like
45:20
if,
45:21
if
45:21
the
45:21
vessel
45:22
in
45:22
part
45:23
of
45:23
what
45:23
I'm
45:23
doing,
45:23
the
45:23
vehicle
45:24
is
45:24
my
45:24
body,
45:25
which
45:25
it
45:25
is,
45:26
and
45:27
you
45:27
know,
45:27
the
45:27
messages
45:28
then
45:29
in
45:29
order
45:29
for
45:29
me
45:30
to
45:30
be
45:30
at,
45:31
at
45:31
the
45:31
top
45:31
of
45:31
my
45:31
game,
45:32
which
45:32
is
45:32
how
45:32
the
45:33
only
45:33
way
45:33
I
45:33
want
45:33
to
45:33
do
45:33
it,
45:34
I
45:34
really
45:35
have
45:35
to
45:36
like
45:37
use
45:38
my
45:38
energetic
45:38
hygiene.
45:39
I
45:39
really
45:39
have
45:39
to
45:40
like
45:40
be
45:41
full,
45:41
you
45:42
know,
45:42
be
45:42
able
45:42
to
45:43
give
45:43
from
45:43
a
45:43
place
45:44
that
45:44
is
45:45
abundant,
45:46
you
45:46
know,
45:46
that
45:47
isn't
45:47
just
45:47
like,
45:48
I
45:48
hope
45:49
I
45:49
can
45:49
do
45:49
it,
45:49
you
45:49
know.
45:50
Right.
45:51
And
45:51
I
45:52
really.
45:53
Yeah,
45:53
I
45:53
just,
45:53
I,
45:54
I
45:54
love
45:55
knowing
45:56
that
45:56
now
45:56
and
45:56
not
45:57
feeling
45:57
bad
45:57
about
45:57
it,
45:58
like
45:58
not
45:58
talking
45:58
myself
45:59
out
45:59
of
45:59
it.
46:00
You
46:00
know,
46:00
if
46:00
I
46:00
feel
46:00
like
46:01
I
46:01
want
46:01
to,
46:01
you
46:02
know,
46:02
take
46:02
a
46:02
seminar
46:03
or
46:03
get
46:03
a
46:04
massage
46:04
or
46:05
do
46:05
an
46:05
energy
46:06
healing
46:06
or,
46:07
you
46:07
know,
46:07
I
46:07
put
46:08
them
46:08
in
46:08
there.
46:08
And
46:09
I'm
46:09
thinking
46:09
my
46:09
clients
46:10
will
46:10
be
46:10
better
46:10
off
46:10
for
46:11
it
46:11
because,
46:12
you
46:12
know,
46:13
you
46:13
have
46:13
to
46:13
take
46:14
care
46:14
of
46:14
yourself.
46:14
And
46:15
that
46:16
aspect
46:16
of
46:16
this,
46:17
of
46:17
this
46:17
like
46:18
new
46:18
phase
46:18
of
46:18
my
46:18
career
46:19
is
46:20
just
46:20
so
46:21
nourishing
46:21
that
46:21
it
46:22
makes
46:22
me
46:22
so
46:23
thrilled,
46:23
like
46:23
to
46:23
go
46:23
to
46:24
work.
46:25
Right?
46:25
Yeah.
46:26
Thrilled
46:26
to
46:26
do
46:26
it.
46:27
Yeah.
46:27
Yeah.
46:28
To
46:28
want
46:28
to
46:28
be
46:28
able
46:29
to
46:29
feel
46:30
full
46:30
of
46:30
light
46:30
and
46:31
have
46:31
that
46:31
stamina
46:32
and
46:33
show
46:33
up
46:33
for
46:33
your
46:33
clients.
46:34
I
46:34
totally
46:35
understand
46:35
and
46:36
feel
46:36
this.
46:36
And
46:37
I'm
46:37
seeing
46:37
as
46:37
you're
46:38
describing
46:38
the
46:39
experience
46:39
about
46:40
self
46:40
care
46:41
and
46:41
so
46:41
I'm
46:42
seeing,
46:42
you
46:42
know,
46:42
the
46:42
vision
46:43
of
46:43
what
46:43
that
46:44
could
46:44
potentially
46:45
look
46:45
like
46:45
in
46:45
the
46:45
energy
46:46
field.
46:46
And
46:46
so
46:46
I
46:46
just
46:47
want
46:47
to
46:47
share
46:47
it
46:47
with
46:47
the
46:47
listeners.
46:49
So
46:49
we
46:49
talk
46:49
about
46:50
charging
46:50
up
46:50
your
46:50
energy
46:51
so
46:51
you
46:51
have
46:51
that
46:51
vitality.
46:52
But
46:52
what
46:52
happens
46:53
when
46:53
you
46:53
don't
46:53
is
46:53
not
46:54
only
46:54
do
46:54
you
46:54
feel
46:54
depleted,
46:55
but
46:55
then
46:56
your
46:56
energy
46:56
field
46:56
shrinks
46:57
and
46:57
then
46:58
you
46:58
start
46:58
to
47:00
have
47:00
the
47:00
energy,
47:01
whether
47:02
it's
47:02
mental,
47:03
emotional,
47:04
you
47:05
know,
47:05
any
47:05
kind
47:05
of
47:05
energy,
47:06
spiritual,
47:06
just
47:07
the
47:07
inclination.
47:07
You're
47:08
going
47:08
to
47:08
start
47:08
to
47:08
feel
47:09
your
47:09
client's
47:10
energy
47:11
and
47:11
it'll
47:12
be
47:12
more
47:12
challenging
47:13
for
47:13
you
47:13
to
47:13
release
47:13
it
47:14
at
47:14
the
47:14
end
47:14
and
47:14
clear
47:15
it
47:15
and
47:16
so
47:16
you
47:16
can
47:16
just
47:17
visualize
47:18
the
47:18
aura
47:18
shrinking
47:19
and
47:19
then
47:20
sediment
47:20
sinking
47:21
into
47:21
the
47:21
energy
47:22
body.
47:23
So
47:23
then
47:23
after
47:23
that,
47:24
not
47:24
only
47:24
are
47:24
you
47:24
feeling
47:25
low
47:26
and
47:26
depleted,
47:27
but
47:27
we
47:27
might
47:27
start
47:27
to
47:28
have
47:28
memory.
47:29
Well,
47:29
they're
47:29
going
47:29
to
47:29
come
47:29
through
47:30
like
47:30
memories,
47:30
but
47:30
it's
47:31
more
47:31
like
47:31
the
47:32
thoughts
47:32
or
47:32
the
47:33
visions
47:33
or
47:33
dreamy
47:34
kind
47:34
of
47:35
experiences
47:36
we
47:36
can.
47:37
That
47:37
aren't
47:37
ours,
47:38
but
47:38
actually
47:39
is
47:39
like
47:39
us
47:39
playing
47:40
the
47:40
session
47:40
on
47:40
repeat
47:41
in
47:41
our
47:41
mind
47:42
or
47:42
the
47:42
energy
47:43
of
47:43
the
47:43
client
47:43
could
47:44
be
47:44
there
47:44
with
47:45
maybe
47:45
an
47:45
emotion
47:46
that
47:46
they
47:46
have.
47:47
And
47:47
so
47:47
then
47:48
it's
47:48
like,
47:48
okay,
47:48
now
47:49
I
47:49
have
47:49
to
47:49
clear
47:49
that
47:50
and
47:51
charge
47:51
my
47:51
system
47:52
back
47:52
up.
47:52
I'm
47:53
so
47:53
depleted.
47:54
So
47:54
there
47:55
are
47:55
so
47:55
many
47:55
benefits
47:56
and
47:56
actually
47:57
very
47:57
important
47:58
foundational
47:58
aspects
47:59
for
47:59
that
48:00
energetic
48:01
hygiene
48:01
and
48:01
personal
48:02
care.
48:02
And
48:03
my
48:03
guides
48:03
have
48:04
said
48:04
lately,
48:04
like,
48:05
you
48:05
know,
48:05
life
48:06
is
48:06
about
48:06
experiencing
48:07
joy
48:07
and
48:07
happiness,
48:08
so
48:08
we
48:08
need
48:08
to
48:09
really
48:10
have
48:10
that
48:10
time
48:10
for
48:11
us,
48:11
like,
48:11
it's
48:11
okay
48:12
to
48:12
live
48:12
life
48:13
and
48:13
have
48:13
joy
48:13
and
48:13
happiness.
48:14
And
48:14
that
48:14
actually
48:15
also
48:15
boosts
48:15
the
48:16
energy
48:16
field
48:17
and
48:17
fills
48:17
us
48:17
up
48:17
with
48:18
that
48:18
vitality.
48:19
So
48:20
all
48:20
the
48:20
things
48:20
that
48:21
you're
48:21
sharing,
48:22
like
48:22
a
48:22
seminar,
48:22
I
48:23
was
48:23
like,
48:23
oh,
48:23
yeah,
48:24
I
48:24
didn't
48:24
even
48:24
think
48:24
about
48:25
that.
48:25
But
48:25
when
48:25
I
48:26
do
48:26
take
48:26
classes
48:27
and
48:27
go
48:27
into
48:28
group
48:28
experiences,
48:29
I
48:29
get
48:29
so
48:29
excited
48:30
and
48:30
so
48:31
charged
48:32
up,
48:32
like
48:32
from
48:33
that
48:33
happiness
48:33
of
48:34
meeting
48:34
others
48:35
who
48:36
want
48:36
to
48:36
talk
48:36
about
48:36
the
48:37
things
48:37
I
48:37
want
48:37
to
48:38
talk
48:38
about
48:38
and
48:39
also
48:39
are
48:39
so
48:40
experienced.
48:40
Like,
48:40
I'm
48:40
learning
48:41
from
48:41
them.
48:41
And
48:41
I
48:42
love
48:42
this.
48:43
So
48:43
when
48:44
you
48:44
were
48:44
sharing
48:44
that,
48:44
I
48:44
just
48:45
wanted
48:45
to.
48:45
To
48:46
express
48:46
that
48:46
I
48:47
absolutely
48:47
can
48:48
relate
48:48
and
48:48
agree
48:49
and
48:50
to
48:50
share
48:50
with
48:50
listeners
48:51
if
48:51
they're
48:51
new
48:52
to
48:52
it.
48:52
Just
48:52
kind
48:52
of
48:53
break
48:53
it
48:53
down
48:53
a
48:53
little
48:53
bit
48:54
more
48:54
of
48:54
one
48:55
of
48:55
the
48:55
parts,
48:56
like
48:56
one
48:56
aspect
48:56
of
48:57
what
48:57
can
48:57
happen
48:58
when
48:58
we
48:58
become
48:58
depleted.
49:00
Yeah.
49:01
And
49:01
yeah,
49:01
even
49:02
if
49:02
you're
49:02
not
49:02
doing
49:02
healing
49:02
work.
49:03
Yeah.
49:03
This
49:03
is
49:03
for.
49:04
This
49:04
is
49:04
just
49:04
life
49:04
in
49:05
general
49:05
because
49:05
it
49:06
also.
49:07
I
49:07
used
49:07
to
49:07
talk
49:07
about
49:08
this
49:08
in
49:08
the
49:08
healer
49:08
circle
49:09
and
49:09
it's
49:09
still
49:09
relevant
49:10
today.
49:10
I
49:10
feel
49:10
like
49:11
a
49:11
big
49:12
part
49:12
of
49:12
my
49:12
journey
49:12
was.
49:13
Which
49:13
I
49:13
referenced
49:13
in
49:14
the
49:14
beginning
49:14
was
49:14
sort
49:14
of
49:15
like
49:15
recognizing
49:16
how
49:16
much
49:17
I
49:17
was.
49:17
Oh,
49:18
I
49:18
was
49:18
using
49:19
my
49:19
masculine
49:19
energy
49:20
to
49:20
get
49:20
by
49:20
and.
49:21
Oh,
49:22
and
49:22
my
49:23
poor
49:23
masculine
49:23
energy
49:24
was
49:24
like,
49:25
you
49:25
give
49:26
me
49:26
a
49:26
break,
49:27
like,
49:28
for
49:28
real.
49:30
And
49:31
I
49:31
just
49:31
didn't
49:32
realize,
49:32
like,
49:32
it
49:33
was
49:33
a
49:33
lot
49:33
of
49:33
push
49:34
energy
49:35
to,
49:35
you
49:35
know,
49:35
it
49:35
was
49:36
like,
49:36
the
49:36
only
49:36
way
49:36
I'm
49:36
going
49:36
to
49:36
get
49:37
something
49:38
is
49:38
by
49:38
pushing
49:39
out.
49:40
And
49:41
when
49:41
I
49:41
started
49:42
to
49:42
go
49:42
to,
49:42
like,
49:43
moon
49:43
circles
49:44
or
49:45
set
49:45
intentions
49:46
or
49:47
go
49:47
to
49:48
sound
49:48
healing,
49:48
I
49:48
started
49:49
to
49:49
realize
49:49
that
49:49
was
49:50
like
49:50
leaning
49:50
more
49:50
into
49:51
my
49:51
feminine
49:52
energy
49:53
and
49:53
more
49:54
like
49:54
receiving.
49:55
I
49:55
thought,
49:55
oh,
49:56
my
49:56
gosh.
49:56
I
49:57
had
49:57
another
49:57
mentor
49:58
that
49:58
brought
49:58
this
49:58
up
49:58
to
49:58
me.
49:59
She
49:59
was
49:59
like,
50:00
you
50:00
know,
50:00
tell
50:00
me.
50:01
Describe,
50:01
like,
50:01
your
50:02
morning
50:02
routine.
50:02
And
50:02
I
50:03
was
50:03
describing,
50:04
you
50:04
know,
50:04
like,
50:05
the
50:05
meditating,
50:05
the
50:05
praying
50:06
and
50:06
all
50:06
this
50:07
and
50:07
that.
50:07
And
50:07
as
50:07
I
50:08
was
50:08
describing
50:08
it
50:08
to
50:08
her,
50:08
she
50:09
was
50:09
like,
50:09
you're
50:09
putting
50:09
a
50:09
lot
50:10
out,
50:11
like,
50:11
give
50:12
out,
50:14
but
50:15
you're
50:15
not
50:15
pausing
50:16
to
50:16
receive.
50:17
And
50:18
I
50:18
was
50:18
like,
50:19
oh,
50:20
that's
50:20
so
50:21
true.
50:21
I
50:21
was
50:21
like,
50:23
here
50:24
I
50:24
thought,
50:24
oh,
50:24
I'm
50:24
meditating.
50:25
Like,
50:25
I'm
50:25
doing
50:25
it.
50:25
Like,
50:26
I'm
50:26
doing
50:26
the
50:26
thing.
50:26
You
50:27
know,
50:27
I'm
50:27
saying
50:28
what
50:28
I'm
50:28
grateful
50:28
for.
50:28
And
50:29
then
50:29
blah,
50:29
blah,
50:29
blah,
50:29
blah.
50:30
Yeah.
50:31
And
50:32
so,
50:32
like,
50:32
it's
50:32
so
50:32
funny
50:33
how
50:33
even
50:33
the
50:33
masculine
50:34
energy
50:34
was,
50:34
like,
50:35
showing
50:35
up
50:35
in
50:35
my
50:35
spiritual
50:36
practice
50:38
and.
50:39
And
50:39
I
50:39
just
50:39
needed
50:40
to
50:40
balance
50:40
it
50:40
out
50:40
more
50:41
and,
50:41
like,
50:41
learn
50:42
how
50:42
to.
50:44
Yeah.
50:44
That
50:44
it's
50:45
a
50:45
relationship
50:45
and
50:45
that
50:46
it
50:46
needs
50:46
balance.
50:47
It
50:47
needed
50:47
me
50:47
to,
50:48
like,
50:49
rest,
50:50
pause,
50:50
be
50:51
quiet
50:51
to
50:51
receive.
50:52
You
50:52
know,
50:53
like,
50:53
I
50:53
would
50:53
throw.
50:54
I
50:54
would,
50:54
like,
50:54
say
50:55
something,
50:55
but
50:55
then
50:55
I
50:55
was,
50:56
like,
50:56
moving
50:56
on,
50:57
and
50:57
I
50:57
wasn't
50:58
actually
50:58
pausing
50:59
and,
50:59
like,
51:00
resting
51:01
in
51:02
figuring
51:02
out
51:03
what
51:03
was
51:03
the
51:04
answer.
51:04
Like,
51:05
you
51:05
know,
51:05
are
51:05
you
51:05
listening?
51:07
Or
51:08
even
51:08
just
51:08
re.
51:09
Allowing
51:09
myself
51:09
to
51:09
receive
51:10
in
51:10
any
51:10
way.
51:10
Like,
51:11
money,
51:12
mindset
51:12
type
51:13
of
51:13
stuff
51:13
with
51:13
building
51:14
the
51:14
business
51:14
and
51:15
all
51:15
the
51:15
ways.
51:15
Like,
51:15
all
51:16
the
51:16
ways
51:16
that
51:16
we
51:17
need
51:17
to
51:17
receive.
51:18
And
51:18
so
51:19
that.
51:19
Yeah.
51:19
Whether
51:19
you're
51:20
a
51:20
healer
51:20
or
51:20
not,
51:22
I
51:22
think
51:22
that
51:23
balance
51:24
of
51:24
masculine
51:24
and
51:25
feminine
51:25
energies
51:26
is
51:26
really
51:26
good.
51:26
If
51:26
you
51:26
feel
51:27
out
51:27
of
51:27
balance,
51:28
to
51:28
ask,
51:28
where
51:29
am
51:29
I?
51:29
Like,
51:29
leaning
51:30
too
51:30
far
51:31
or
51:31
too
51:31
hard
51:31
one
51:31
way
51:32
or
51:32
the
51:32
other,
51:33
I
51:34
have
51:34
found
51:34
help
51:35
that
51:35
helps
51:35
me
51:36
know
51:36
what
51:36
I
51:36
need
51:37
to
51:37
kind
51:37
of
51:37
adjust.
51:38
Yes.
51:39
Yes,
51:39
it
51:40
will.
51:40
Oh,
51:40
my
51:40
gosh.
51:41
And
51:41
I'm
51:41
just
51:41
smiling
51:42
because
51:42
I
51:42
feel
51:43
like
51:43
the
51:43
last
51:43
few
51:43
years
51:44
of
51:44
my
51:44
life
51:44
has
51:45
been
51:45
as
51:45
well,
51:45
that
51:46
transition
51:46
from
51:46
masculine
51:47
to
51:47
feminine
51:48
and
51:48
receiving,
51:49
which
51:49
can
51:49
be
51:50
kind
51:50
of
51:50
scary
51:50
when
51:51
we're
51:51
used
51:51
to.
51:52
I
51:53
mean,
51:53
I.
51:53
I
51:53
don't
51:53
want
51:54
to
51:54
say
51:54
fully
51:54
in
51:54
control,
51:55
because
51:55
I
51:55
understand
51:56
it's
51:56
like
51:56
a
51:56
relationship
51:57
and
51:57
a
51:57
dance
51:57
with
51:58
spirit.
51:59
But
51:59
when
52:00
we're
52:00
putting
52:00
out
52:01
a
52:01
lot
52:01
and
52:02
we
52:02
are
52:02
very
52:02
strong
52:03
in
52:03
our
52:03
intentions
52:04
of
52:04
how
52:04
we
52:04
want
52:04
things
52:05
to
52:05
unfold
52:06
or
52:06
at
52:06
least
52:06
showing
52:07
up
52:07
the
52:07
best,
52:07
like,
52:07
to
52:08
that
52:08
optimal
52:08
level
52:08
that
52:09
we
52:09
can.
52:09
And
52:09
then
52:09
when
52:10
we
52:10
get
52:10
these
52:10
messages
52:11
that,
52:11
like,
52:11
okay,
52:12
you've
52:12
done
52:12
all
52:13
that
52:13
can
52:13
be
52:14
done,
52:14
and
52:14
now
52:14
you
52:14
need
52:15
to
52:15
receive
52:15
and
52:15
wait
52:16
for
52:17
the
52:17
answers
52:18
or
52:18
divine
52:18
timing
52:19
or
52:19
to
52:19
watch
52:20
it
52:20
unfold,
52:20
it's
52:21
like,
52:21
what
52:21
do
52:21
you
52:21
mean?
52:22
What?
52:22
Relax
52:23
and
52:23
breathe.
52:25
What
52:26
do
52:26
you
52:26
mean?
52:27
And,
52:27
like,
52:28
then
52:28
it's
52:28
like
52:28
a
52:28
whole
52:29
experience
52:30
of
52:30
resetting
52:31
our
52:31
system,
52:31
because
52:32
mental,
52:33
emotional,
52:33
spiritual,
52:34
every
52:34
way.
52:34
But,
52:35
like,
52:35
I
52:35
would
52:35
notice
52:35
my
52:36
nervous
52:36
system
52:36
had
52:36
to
52:37
kind
52:37
of
52:37
slow
52:38
down
52:38
and
52:38
be
52:39
okay
52:39
with
52:40
not
52:40
being
52:41
on
52:41
the
52:41
go,
52:42
if
52:42
you
52:42
want
52:42
to
52:42
call
52:42
it
52:43
that,
52:43
or
52:43
like,
52:43
you're
52:43
saying,
52:44
like,
52:44
clients
52:45
back
52:45
to
52:45
back
52:45
to
52:46
back
52:46
to
52:46
back.
52:46
And
52:48
so
52:48
I
52:48
think
52:48
I'm,
52:48
like,
52:48
kind
52:49
of
52:49
tapering
52:49
off
52:49
to
52:50
the
52:50
other
52:50
side
52:51
of
52:51
that.
52:51
Just
52:52
overall
52:52
in
52:52
my
52:53
life
52:53
where
52:54
it
52:54
is
52:54
a
52:54
little
52:54
bit
52:55
easier
52:55
to
52:55
say,
52:55
okay,
52:56
let's
52:56
just.
52:56
Just
52:56
give
52:56
it
52:57
a
52:57
minute.
52:58
Let's
52:58
let
52:58
it
52:59
all
52:59
play
52:59
out.
52:59
We're
53:00
all
53:00
good.
53:02
Yeah,
53:03
even.
53:03
Even
53:04
with,
53:05
well,
53:06
I
53:06
can
53:06
post
53:06
now
53:06
on
53:06
Instagram
53:07
because
53:07
you
53:07
helped
53:07
me
53:08
with
53:08
fear
53:08
of
53:08
visibility.
53:09
So
53:09
there's
53:09
that.
53:10
Because
53:10
for
53:10
a
53:10
while
53:10
I
53:11
was
53:11
like,
53:11
I
53:11
can't
53:11
do
53:12
this.
53:13
I
53:14
mean,
53:14
fact.
53:14
The
53:15
fact
53:15
that
53:15
we're
53:15
even
53:15
doing
53:15
this
53:16
right
53:16
now
53:16
says,
53:17
like,
53:17
everything
53:17
that,
53:18
like,
53:18
my
53:18
face
53:19
is.
53:19
Yeah.
53:21
But
53:21
even
53:21
with
53:22
regard
53:22
to,
53:22
like,
53:23
social
53:23
media
53:24
or
53:24
things
53:24
like
53:25
that
53:25
and
53:25
starting
53:26
to
53:26
write,
53:27
you
53:27
know,
53:27
there
53:27
can
53:27
be
53:27
a
53:28
lot
53:28
of,
53:28
like,
53:28
prescriptions
53:29
how
53:29
you're
53:29
supposed
53:30
to
53:30
do
53:30
something,
53:31
you
53:31
know,
53:31
like,
53:32
oh,
53:32
if
53:32
you
53:32
want
53:32
to
53:32
be
53:33
successful,
53:33
you
53:33
should
53:33
post,
53:34
blah,
53:34
blah,
53:34
a
53:34
number
53:35
of
53:35
times,
53:35
or
53:35
you
53:35
should,
53:37
whatever.
53:38
You
53:39
know,
53:39
all
53:39
these
53:39
little
53:39
things
53:40
that
53:40
you
53:40
start
53:40
realizing
53:41
everybody's
53:41
doing
53:41
because
53:42
they're
53:42
told
53:42
this
53:42
is
53:42
how
53:43
it'll
53:43
be
53:43
successful
53:44
and
53:45
really
53:45
trying.
53:46
You
53:46
know,
53:46
I've
53:46
really
53:46
had
53:46
to
53:47
breathe
53:47
into,
53:47
like,
53:48
when
53:48
am
53:48
I
53:49
resisting
53:49
something
53:49
because
53:50
it's
53:50
mine
53:51
to
53:51
work
53:51
through
53:51
and
53:52
get
53:52
over,
53:52
like,
53:53
fear
53:53
of
53:53
visibility,
53:53
for
53:54
example,
53:55
or
53:55
when
53:55
is
53:56
it
53:56
something
53:56
that's
53:57
really
53:57
not
53:57
authentic
53:58
to
53:58
me
53:58
and
53:58
that's
53:59
why
53:59
I
53:59
don't
53:59
want
53:59
to
53:59
do
54:00
it
54:00
and
54:01
therefore
54:02
do
54:02
it,
54:03
you
54:03
know,
54:03
if.
54:04
If,
54:04
you
54:04
know,
54:04
don't
54:05
do
54:05
it
54:05
if
54:05
it's
54:05
not
54:06
really
54:06
you,
54:07
just
54:08
because
54:08
you're
54:08
told,
54:10
well,
54:10
that's
54:11
how
54:11
you'll
54:11
be
54:11
successful.
54:12
It's
54:12
like,
54:12
well,
54:12
not
54:12
necessarily,
54:13
you
54:13
know,
54:13
I
54:14
think
54:14
you're
54:14
more
54:14
successful
54:15
if
54:15
you're
54:15
authentic
54:16
and
54:16
you
54:16
trust
54:16
that.
54:18
Or,
54:18
like,
54:18
I'll
54:19
post
54:19
now.
54:20
I'll,
54:20
like,
54:20
work
54:20
on
54:20
a
54:21
lot
54:21
of
54:21
posts
54:22
when
54:22
I'm
54:22
in
54:22
the
54:22
mood,
54:23
which
54:24
for
54:24
a
54:24
woman,
54:24
you
54:24
know,
54:25
like,
54:25
goes
54:25
by
54:25
your
54:26
cycle.
54:28
We're
54:29
gonna
54:29
be
54:29
honest,
54:30
you
54:30
know,
54:30
like,
54:30
there
54:30
are
54:30
times.
54:31
Yeah,
54:31
there
54:31
are
54:32
times
54:32
when
54:32
you're
54:32
like,
54:33
no,
54:34
not
54:34
right
54:34
now.
54:35
I'm
54:35
not
54:35
feeling
54:35
it.
54:35
I'm
54:36
not
54:36
feeling
54:36
the
54:36
flow
54:36
of
54:37
energy.
54:37
I'm
54:37
not
54:37
feeling
54:38
what
54:38
I
54:38
want
54:38
to
54:38
say.
54:40
Then
54:40
don't,
54:41
you
54:41
know,
54:41
and
54:42
then
54:42
we.
54:42
Until
54:43
I
54:43
feel
54:43
called
54:44
to.
54:45
When
54:45
it
54:45
really,
54:45
like,
54:46
when
54:46
I
54:46
feel
54:46
like,
54:46
oh,
54:47
I
54:47
really
54:47
want
54:47
to
54:47
say
54:48
this.
54:49
And
54:49
that's
54:50
like
54:50
an
54:50
example
54:50
of
54:51
the
54:51
feminine
54:52
leading,
54:52
you
54:53
know,
54:53
and
54:53
then
54:53
times
54:54
where
54:54
I'm
54:54
maybe,
54:55
you
54:56
know,
54:57
procrastinating,
54:58
and
54:58
that's
54:58
when
54:58
my
54:58
Masculine
54:59
is
54:59
like,
54:59
hey,
55:00
like,
55:00
get
55:01
on
55:01
with
55:01
it.
55:01
You
55:01
know
55:02
what
55:02
I
55:02
mean?
55:02
Like,
55:02
get
55:03
this
55:03
done.
55:03
Yeah,
55:03
yeah,
55:04
yeah.
55:05
It's
55:05
been
55:05
an
55:05
interesting
55:06
thing
55:06
to,
55:06
like,
55:07
kind
55:07
of
55:07
learn
55:08
how
55:08
to
55:08
navigate
55:09
that,
55:09
but
55:09
I
55:09
have
55:10
found
55:10
it
55:10
really
55:10
to
55:10
be.
55:11
I
55:11
hope
55:11
this
55:11
resonates
55:12
with
55:12
people
55:12
because
55:12
it.
55:12
For
55:13
me
55:13
personally,
55:14
whether
55:15
you
55:15
own
55:15
a
55:15
business
55:15
or
55:16
not,
55:16
I
55:16
just
55:16
feel
55:16
like
55:17
it's
55:17
like
55:17
a
55:17
real.
55:18
It's
55:18
been
55:18
a
55:18
journey
55:19
trying
55:20
to
55:20
learn
55:20
how
55:21
to,
55:21
like.
55:22
Yeah.
55:23
Balance
55:23
that.
55:24
Yeah,
55:25
yeah,
55:25
I
55:25
would
55:25
agree.
55:26
I
55:26
would
55:26
agree.
55:27
And
55:27
as
55:27
you're
55:28
sharing
55:28
that,
55:28
I'm
55:28
just
55:28
going
55:29
back
55:29
into
55:29
my
55:29
own
55:30
experiences
55:30
and
55:31
I,
55:31
I
55:31
think,
55:32
like,
55:32
a
55:32
clear
55:32
distinction
55:34
is
55:35
like,
55:36
this
55:36
feeling
55:36
that
55:37
if
55:37
I'd
55:37
get
55:37
not
55:38
nervous,
55:38
if
55:38
I
55:38
would
55:38
get
55:39
sick
55:39
in
55:39
my
55:40
stomach,
55:40
like,
55:41
upset,
55:41
because
55:41
I
55:42
feel
55:42
like,
55:42
oh,
55:42
I'm
55:42
not
55:42
doing
55:43
enough,
55:43
you
55:44
know,
55:44
that
55:44
right
55:45
there
55:45
is
55:45
not
55:45
coming
55:46
from
55:46
spirit,
55:47
that's
55:47
ego
55:47
or
55:48
programming.
55:49
And
55:49
it's
55:50
really
55:51
muddying
55:51
the
55:52
system
55:52
and
55:52
the
55:52
energy.
55:53
And
55:53
it's
55:53
not
55:53
conducive
55:54
for
55:55
health,
55:55
and
55:55
it's
55:55
certainly
55:56
not
55:56
supportive
55:57
for
55:57
energy
55:57
therapist
55:58
who
55:58
needs
55:58
to
55:59
maintain
55:59
a
55:59
clean,
56:00
clear
56:01
space
56:01
within
56:01
their
56:02
self.
56:03
So
56:04
that
56:04
was.
56:04
I
56:04
was
56:04
like,
56:05
oh,
56:05
what
56:05
is
56:05
this?
56:06
And
56:06
the
56:06
more
56:06
I
56:06
push
56:07
it
56:07
just
56:07
never
56:07
solved
56:08
it.
56:08
So
56:09
if
56:09
I
56:09
had
56:09
this,
56:10
like,
56:10
feeling
56:10
or
56:10
thought,
56:11
oh,
56:11
you're
56:11
supposed
56:11
to
56:12
be
56:12
posting
56:13
or
56:13
you
56:13
need
56:13
to
56:13
send
56:14
out
56:14
a
56:14
newsletter
56:15
or
56:15
an
56:15
email,
56:16
and
56:16
I
56:16
would
56:16
try
56:17
just
56:17
like,
56:17
oh,
56:18
it
56:18
just
56:18
fell
56:18
flat
56:19
and
56:19
it
56:19
just
56:19
didn't
56:20
feel
56:20
good.
56:20
I'm
56:20
like,
56:20
no,
56:21
thank
56:21
you.
56:21
So
56:22
if
56:22
I
56:22
just
56:22
now
56:23
learn,
56:23
I
56:23
just
56:23
don't
56:23
even
56:24
worry
56:24
about
56:24
it
56:24
until
56:24
I
56:25
get
56:25
that
56:26
rush
56:26
of
56:26
joy
56:27
or
56:27
that
56:27
inspiration.
56:28
And
56:29
it
56:29
just
56:29
flows
56:29
so
56:30
easily.
56:30
And
56:30
then
56:30
like
56:30
you're
56:31
saying,
56:31
you
56:31
know,
56:32
you
56:32
could.
56:33
You
56:33
could
56:33
just
56:33
channel
56:34
it
56:34
all
56:34
out.
56:35
You
56:35
can
56:35
make
56:35
15
56:36
posts
56:36
and
56:36
put
56:36
them
56:36
on
56:36
draft
56:37
or
56:37
something.
56:38
Right
56:38
when
56:38
the
56:39
time
56:39
is
56:39
right.
56:40
Yeah.
56:40
And
56:40
that's
56:40
kind
56:41
of
56:41
this
56:42
receiving.
56:42
It's
56:43
the
56:43
feminine
56:43
way
56:43
because
56:44
we're.
56:44
We're
56:44
waiting
56:45
and
56:45
we're
56:45
just
56:45
experiencing
56:46
life,
56:46
receiving
56:47
that
56:47
inspiration
56:48
and
56:49
then
56:49
we
56:49
take
56:49
action.
56:49
And
56:50
when
56:50
we
56:50
take
56:50
that
56:51
action,
56:51
I
56:52
feel
56:52
like
56:52
it's
56:53
coming
56:54
from
56:54
this
56:55
burst
56:55
of
56:55
energy
56:56
within
56:56
myself
56:57
that
56:57
lights
56:58
me
56:58
up
56:58
and
56:58
experience
56:58
expands
56:59
my
56:59
field
57:00
rather
57:00
than
57:01
makes
57:01
me
57:01
feel
57:01
constricted
57:02
and
57:03
just
57:03
icky,
57:04
icky
57:04
inside.
57:06
Yeah,
57:06
that's
57:07
the
57:07
constricted.
57:07
That's
57:08
the
57:08
word.
57:08
Like,
57:08
that
57:09
is
57:09
the
57:09
word.
57:09
That's
57:09
how
57:09
it
57:10
feels
57:10
like.
57:10
And
57:10
when
57:10
I
57:11
start
57:11
to
57:11
feel
57:11
that,
57:11
I'm
57:12
like,
57:12
oh,
57:13
you
57:14
know,
57:14
I
57:14
mean,
57:14
in
57:14
the
57:15
beginning,
57:15
I
57:15
was
57:15
nervous
57:15
about
57:16
almost
57:16
everything.
57:17
So
57:17
it
57:17
was
57:18
like,
57:18
is
57:18
this
57:18
just
57:18
regular
57:19
nerves
57:19
or
57:19
is
57:20
this
57:20
actually,
57:21
you
57:21
know,
57:22
because
57:22
I'm.
57:23
I'm
57:23
thinking
57:24
there's
57:24
a
57:24
deadline
57:25
somehow,
57:25
some
57:26
way
57:26
that
57:26
I'm
57:27
missing.
57:27
You
57:27
know.
57:31
I'm
57:31
laughing
57:32
because
57:32
that's
57:32
exactly
57:33
my,
57:34
like,
57:34
that's
57:34
exactly
57:35
what
57:35
I
57:35
felt.
57:35
And
57:35
I
57:36
was
57:36
like,
57:36
who's
57:37
telling
57:37
me
57:37
this?
57:38
I'm
57:38
self
57:38
employed.
57:39
Stop.
57:40
Where
57:40
is
57:40
this
57:40
coming
57:41
from?
57:42
So
57:42
I,
57:43
I
57:43
did
57:43
stop
57:44
kind
57:44
of
57:44
going
57:44
online.
57:45
I
57:45
kept
57:46
getting
57:46
these
57:46
ads
57:47
like
57:47
you
57:47
mentioned
57:47
about
57:48
business.
57:48
Like,
57:48
oh,
57:48
it
57:48
has
57:49
to
57:49
look
57:49
this
57:49
way,
57:49
you
57:50
have
57:50
to
57:50
do
57:50
it
57:50
this
57:50
way.
57:50
This
57:51
is
57:51
the
57:51
structure,
57:51
the
57:51
format,
57:52
blah,
57:52
blah.
57:52
And
57:52
I'm
57:52
like,
57:52
like,
57:53
huh,
57:53
you
57:54
are
57:54
stressing
57:54
me
57:54
out.
57:55
That
57:55
is
57:55
not
57:55
why.
57:56
Then
57:56
I
57:56
go
57:56
back.
57:56
That's
57:57
not
57:57
how
57:57
I
57:57
got
57:57
started
57:58
in
57:58
this
57:58
work.
57:59
You
57:59
know,
57:59
I'm
57:59
like,
58:00
this
58:00
is
58:00
not
58:00
authentic
58:01
to
58:01
me.
58:01
It
58:01
does
58:02
completely
58:02
does
58:02
the
58:03
opposite
58:03
for
58:03
my
58:03
energetic
58:04
space.
58:04
So
58:05
just
58:05
gonna,
58:06
you
58:06
know,
58:06
stop
58:07
going
58:07
on
58:07
for
58:07
a
58:08
minute
58:08
and.
58:09
Or
58:09
you
58:09
can
58:09
go
58:10
into,
58:10
let's
58:10
say
58:11
it
58:11
is
58:11
instub
58:12
or
58:12
whatever
58:12
platform,
58:12
but
58:13
you
58:14
start
58:14
like
58:15
typing
58:15
in
58:15
and
58:15
searching
58:16
for
58:16
different
58:16
things
58:17
to
58:17
flush
58:17
the
58:18
algorithm,
58:19
like,
58:19
you
58:20
know,
58:20
to
58:20
reset
58:20
it
58:21
and
58:21
then.
58:21
Yeah,
58:22
so
58:22
that's
58:22
a
58:22
plan
58:23
too.
58:23
If
58:23
I'm
58:23
like,
58:24
let
58:24
me
58:24
just
58:24
look
58:24
at
58:24
all
58:25
the
58:25
cute
58:25
kitties,
58:27
like
58:27
all
58:27
the
58:27
animal
58:28
posts,
58:28
I'm
58:28
down
58:28
for
58:29
that.
58:29
All
58:29
day.
58:30
Flowers
58:31
and
58:31
animals.
58:32
Yeah,
58:32
that
58:32
always
58:33
works.
58:33
Yeah,
58:34
it's.
58:34
Yeah,
58:35
I,
58:35
I
58:35
find
58:35
that
58:36
to
58:36
be
58:36
so
58:36
true,
58:36
like
58:37
in
58:37
trying
58:38
to.
58:40
Yeah,
58:40
I
58:40
guess
58:41
it's
58:41
like
58:41
what
58:41
I
58:41
was
58:41
saying
58:41
before
58:41
that
58:42
I
58:42
like
58:42
to
58:42
help
58:42
clients
58:42
with.
58:43
It's
58:43
like
58:43
you're
58:44
actually
58:44
in
58:44
control
58:45
and
58:46
you
58:46
know,
58:47
well,
58:47
you
58:47
always
58:47
have
58:48
a
58:48
choice
58:49
really.
58:49
If
58:49
you
58:49
think
58:50
about
58:50
it
58:50
at
58:50
the
58:51
end
58:51
of
58:51
the
58:51
day
58:52
and
58:52
starting
58:52
to
58:53
see,
58:53
like,
58:53
where
58:53
are
58:53
we
58:54
putting,
58:54
where
58:54
are
58:55
we
58:55
causing
58:55
those
58:56
kinds
58:56
of
58:56
constrictions
58:57
or
58:57
obstacles
58:58
and
58:59
you
58:59
know,
59:00
can
59:00
easily
59:01
remove
59:01
them
59:01
if
59:01
you're
59:02
conscious
59:02
of
59:02
them.
59:03
Which
59:03
is
59:03
so
59:03
fun
59:03
to
59:04
like
59:04
help
59:04
people
59:04
just,
59:05
you
59:05
know,
59:06
raise
59:06
their
59:06
consciousness
59:07
of
59:07
what
59:08
those
59:08
kinds
59:08
of
59:08
patterns
59:09
are
59:09
so
59:10
that
59:10
they
59:10
can
59:10
actually
59:11
have
59:11
an
59:11
opportunity
59:12
to
59:12
shift
59:13
it
59:13
if
59:13
they.
59:14
So
59:14
if
59:15
they
59:15
want,
59:15
you
59:15
know,
59:15
it's
59:16
like
59:16
it's
59:16
hard
59:16
to
59:16
shift
59:16
if
59:16
you're
59:17
not
59:17
aware
59:17
of
59:17
it.
59:18
And
59:19
the
59:19
energy
59:19
work
59:19
can
59:20
really
59:20
help
59:20
you
59:21
become
59:21
more
59:21
aware
59:22
of
59:22
it.
59:22
Like,
59:22
I'll
59:22
say
59:22
that
59:22
to
59:23
clients
59:23
too.
59:23
Like
59:24
after
59:24
a,
59:25
a
59:25
reiki
59:25
session,
59:26
what,
59:27
what
59:27
comes
59:28
up
59:28
sometimes
59:29
is,
59:30
is,
59:30
you
59:30
know,
59:30
what
59:31
gets.
59:32
Yeah,
59:33
it
59:33
gets
59:33
unleashed
59:34
because
59:34
it's
59:34
for
59:35
you
59:35
to
59:35
see,
59:36
you
59:36
know,
59:36
not
59:37
everything
59:37
you,
59:37
you
59:38
don't
59:38
need
59:38
to
59:38
know
59:38
all
59:38
the
59:38
ins
59:39
and
59:39
outs
59:39
of
59:39
everything.
59:40
It's
59:40
not
59:40
like
59:40
you
59:41
don't,
59:41
you
59:41
actually
59:42
don't
59:42
need
59:42
to
59:42
know.
59:43
Like
59:43
sometimes
59:43
after
59:44
a
59:44
session,
59:45
it's
59:45
like
59:45
a
59:45
lot
59:45
was
59:46
done
59:46
energetically
59:47
not
59:47
all
59:47
of
59:48
it
59:48
needs
59:48
to
59:48
be
59:49
like,
59:49
told,
59:50
figured
59:50
out,
59:51
sorted
59:52
out.
59:53
But
59:54
the
59:54
stuff
59:54
that
59:54
does
59:55
come
59:55
up,
59:56
I
59:56
always
59:56
say
59:56
to
59:57
people,
59:57
like,
59:57
well,
59:57
that's
59:58
for
59:58
you
59:58
to
59:58
look,
59:59
you
59:59
know,
59:59
that
59:59
means
1:00:00
that's
1:00:00
fertile
1:00:00
ground
1:00:01
for
1:00:01
you
1:00:01
to
1:00:01
work
1:00:01
on
1:00:02
this
1:00:02
particular
1:00:02
thing.
1:00:03
It
1:00:03
needs
1:00:03
your
1:00:04
conscious
1:00:04
attention.
1:00:05
And
1:00:06
I
1:00:06
think
1:00:06
that
1:00:07
ends
1:00:07
up
1:00:07
being,
1:00:08
or
1:00:08
I
1:00:08
hope
1:00:09
what
1:00:09
I
1:00:09
like
1:00:09
to
1:00:09
do
1:00:09
with
1:00:09
people
1:00:10
is
1:00:10
get
1:00:10
them
1:00:10
to
1:00:11
realize
1:00:11
it
1:00:11
doesn't
1:00:11
mean
1:00:11
they
1:00:12
did
1:00:12
some,
1:00:12
you
1:00:12
know,
1:00:12
that
1:00:12
something
1:00:13
bad
1:00:13
is
1:00:13
happening
1:00:14
or
1:00:14
you
1:00:14
did
1:00:14
something
1:00:14
wrong
1:00:15
or
1:00:15
the
1:00:15
energy
1:00:15
healing
1:00:16
didn't
1:00:16
work
1:00:17
or
1:00:17
something.
1:00:17
You
1:00:18
know,
1:00:18
it
1:00:18
just
1:00:18
mean
1:00:19
this
1:00:19
is
1:00:20
what
1:00:20
your,
1:00:21
you
1:00:21
know,
1:00:21
your
1:00:22
higher
1:00:22
self,
1:00:23
your
1:00:23
younger
1:00:24
child
1:00:25
self
1:00:25
needs
1:00:26
you
1:00:26
to
1:00:26
be
1:00:26
taking
1:00:27
a
1:00:27
look
1:00:27
at
1:00:27
for
1:00:28
you
1:00:28
to
1:00:28
actually
1:00:29
heal
1:00:29
and
1:00:29
transmute,
1:00:30
release
1:00:30
and
1:00:31
move
1:00:31
on
1:00:31
from.
1:00:32
And
1:00:33
so
1:00:33
I
1:00:33
really
1:00:33
enjoy
1:00:34
working
1:00:34
with
1:00:34
people
1:00:35
to
1:00:35
help
1:00:35
them
1:00:35
relax
1:00:36
about
1:00:37
that
1:00:37
and
1:00:38
how
1:00:38
that
1:00:38
can
1:00:39
look
1:00:39
because
1:00:39
it
1:00:39
can
1:00:39
look
1:00:39
different
1:00:40
for
1:00:40
every
1:00:40
single
1:00:40
person.
1:00:42
And
1:00:43
so,
1:00:43
yeah,
1:00:43
I
1:00:44
really
1:00:44
like
1:00:44
to
1:00:44
create
1:00:45
like
1:00:45
a
1:00:45
safe
1:00:45
space
1:00:46
for
1:00:46
people
1:00:46
to
1:00:46
do
1:00:47
that
1:00:47
and
1:00:48
to
1:00:48
see
1:00:48
them
1:00:48
in
1:00:49
their
1:00:49
power
1:00:50
and
1:00:50
then
1:00:50
also
1:00:51
have
1:00:51
them
1:00:52
like,
1:00:52
you
1:00:52
can
1:00:52
do
1:00:53
this
1:00:53
type
1:00:53
of
1:00:54
energy,
1:00:54
but
1:00:54
then
1:00:55
also
1:00:55
like
1:00:56
have
1:00:56
them
1:00:56
feel
1:00:56
held
1:00:58
through,
1:00:58
through
1:00:58
it
1:00:59
too,
1:00:59
so
1:00:59
that
1:00:59
they
1:00:59
don't
1:01:00
feel,
1:01:00
you
1:01:01
know,
1:01:01
that
1:01:01
untethered
1:01:02
feeling
1:01:02
that
1:01:02
I
1:01:02
was
1:01:02
talking
1:01:03
about
1:01:03
earlier
1:01:03
that,
1:01:04
yes,
1:01:04
must
1:01:05
feel,
1:01:05
you
1:01:06
know,
1:01:06
or
1:01:06
have.
1:01:09
Yeah,
1:01:10
yeah,
1:01:11
I
1:01:11
can
1:01:11
relate
1:01:11
to
1:01:11
that
1:01:12
one.
1:01:12
After
1:01:12
this
1:01:13
move,
1:01:13
I
1:01:13
mean,
1:01:13
I'm
1:01:13
feeling
1:01:13
better
1:01:14
now,
1:01:14
but
1:01:14
that
1:01:14
was
1:01:15
a
1:01:16
real
1:01:16
experience
1:01:17
of
1:01:17
like,
1:01:17
whoa,
1:01:18
how
1:01:18
am
1:01:18
I
1:01:18
not
1:01:18
grounded
1:01:19
in
1:01:19
the
1:01:19
forest?
1:01:19
This
1:01:20
is
1:01:20
bizarre.
1:01:22
I
1:01:22
just
1:01:23
like,
1:01:23
you
1:01:23
know,
1:01:24
starting
1:01:24
to
1:01:24
feel
1:01:25
comfortable
1:01:25
in
1:01:25
a
1:01:25
new
1:01:26
place
1:01:26
and
1:01:26
like,
1:01:26
it
1:01:26
could
1:01:27
be
1:01:27
my
1:01:27
home
1:01:27
because
1:01:28
like
1:01:28
you
1:01:29
mentioned,
1:01:29
I
1:01:29
the
1:01:29
same
1:01:30
as
1:01:30
you,
1:01:30
I'm
1:01:30
so
1:01:30
sensitive
1:01:31
to
1:01:31
my
1:01:31
surroundings
1:01:32
and
1:01:32
the
1:01:32
energy.
1:01:33
So
1:01:34
that
1:01:34
was
1:01:34
a
1:01:34
whole
1:01:34
thing.
1:01:35
And
1:01:35
it's
1:01:36
lovely
1:01:36
to
1:01:36
be
1:01:36
able
1:01:37
to
1:01:37
put
1:01:37
words
1:01:37
to
1:01:38
the
1:01:38
experience
1:01:39
to
1:01:39
some
1:01:39
extent
1:01:39
anyhow
1:01:41
and
1:01:41
share
1:01:41
this
1:01:41
with
1:01:42
somebody,
1:01:42
you
1:01:43
know,
1:01:43
so.
1:01:44
And
1:01:45
I'm
1:01:45
so
1:01:45
happy
1:01:45
you
1:01:45
shared
1:01:46
a
1:01:46
little
1:01:46
bit
1:01:46
about
1:01:47
your
1:01:47
sessions
1:01:47
because
1:01:47
I
1:01:48
was
1:01:48
going
1:01:48
to
1:01:48
ask
1:01:50
a
1:01:50
little
1:01:50
bit
1:01:50
more
1:01:51
about
1:01:51
your
1:01:51
sessions
1:01:52
in
1:01:52
that
1:01:53
when
1:01:53
people
1:01:53
come
1:01:54
to
1:01:54
you,
1:01:54
I'm
1:01:54
curious,
1:01:55
you
1:01:55
know,
1:01:55
are
1:01:55
there
1:01:55
any
1:01:56
themes?
1:01:56
Because
1:01:57
that
1:01:57
happens.
1:01:57
Like,
1:01:57
we
1:01:58
could
1:01:58
say,
1:01:58
oh,
1:01:58
what
1:01:59
are
1:01:59
your,
1:01:59
what
1:02:00
are
1:02:00
your
1:02:00
sessions
1:02:00
like?
1:02:01
And,
1:02:02
and
1:02:02
I
1:02:02
would
1:02:03
be,
1:02:03
yeah,
1:02:04
well,
1:02:04
typically
1:02:05
it's
1:02:05
this.
1:02:05
But
1:02:06
this
1:02:06
month
1:02:07
or
1:02:08
of
1:02:08
late,
1:02:09
it's
1:02:09
been
1:02:09
flowing
1:02:09
in
1:02:10
this
1:02:10
kind
1:02:10
of
1:02:10
way.
1:02:11
And
1:02:11
it's
1:02:11
okay
1:02:12
also
1:02:12
to
1:02:12
be
1:02:12
in
1:02:13
that
1:02:13
space
1:02:13
because
1:02:13
everything's
1:02:14
always
1:02:14
in
1:02:15
flux
1:02:15
and
1:02:15
always,
1:02:17
like,
1:02:17
we
1:02:17
don't
1:02:17
want
1:02:17
it
1:02:18
stagnant
1:02:18
or
1:02:19
structured,
1:02:20
so
1:02:20
rigid
1:02:21
that
1:02:21
we
1:02:21
don't
1:02:21
have
1:02:22
flexibility
1:02:23
to
1:02:23
open
1:02:24
to
1:02:24
unknown
1:02:25
possibilities.
1:02:26
But
1:02:26
I'm
1:02:26
curious,
1:02:27
have
1:02:27
you,
1:02:28
like,
1:02:28
how
1:02:29
has
1:02:29
it
1:02:29
been
1:02:29
for
1:02:29
you
1:02:30
recently
1:02:30
with
1:02:30
clients,
1:02:31
are
1:02:32
you
1:02:32
noticing
1:02:32
any
1:02:33
themes
1:02:33
or
1:02:33
anything
1:02:34
that's
1:02:34
really
1:02:34
standing
1:02:35
out
1:02:35
to
1:02:35
you?
1:02:36
Yeah,
1:02:37
I.
1:02:37
Right
1:02:37
now,
1:02:38
a
1:02:38
fair
1:02:38
amount
1:02:38
of
1:02:39
people
1:02:39
are
1:02:39
coming
1:02:39
in,
1:02:39
like
1:02:40
I
1:02:40
said
1:02:40
earlier,
1:02:40
with
1:02:41
some
1:02:41
things
1:02:41
that.
1:02:43
Well,
1:02:43
if
1:02:43
it's
1:02:44
a
1:02:44
he,
1:02:44
I
1:02:44
tend
1:02:45
to
1:02:45
see
1:02:45
people
1:02:45
that
1:02:45
are
1:02:45
kind
1:02:46
of
1:02:46
healers.
1:02:47
They're
1:02:47
the
1:02:48
healers,
1:02:48
or
1:02:48
they're
1:02:48
going
1:02:48
to
1:02:48
be.
1:02:49
They
1:02:49
don't
1:02:49
know
1:02:49
it
1:02:52
pretty
1:02:52
soon.
1:02:53
And
1:02:54
so
1:02:54
it's.
1:02:55
It's
1:02:55
like
1:02:56
sweeping
1:02:57
kind
1:02:57
of.
1:02:57
What
1:02:57
is
1:02:57
it
1:02:57
that
1:02:58
they
1:02:58
thought
1:02:58
they
1:02:58
had
1:02:59
maybe
1:02:59
already
1:02:59
addressed,
1:03:00
but
1:03:00
more
1:03:00
is
1:03:01
coming
1:03:01
up
1:03:01
for
1:03:01
them
1:03:02
to
1:03:02
kind
1:03:02
of
1:03:03
do
1:03:03
that
1:03:03
last
1:03:04
push
1:03:04
to
1:03:04
kind
1:03:04
of
1:03:05
get
1:03:05
to
1:03:05
the
1:03:05
next
1:03:05
Mario
1:03:06
level
1:03:06
type
1:03:06
of
1:03:06
thing.
1:03:07
I
1:03:07
like
1:03:07
to
1:03:07
say,
1:03:08
yeah,
1:03:09
and.
1:03:10
And
1:03:10
they
1:03:11
can
1:03:11
feel
1:03:11
really
1:03:12
uneasy
1:03:13
because
1:03:13
it's
1:03:14
like,
1:03:14
so.
1:03:14
It
1:03:15
can
1:03:15
feel
1:03:15
so
1:03:15
big.
1:03:16
Like,
1:03:16
it
1:03:16
can
1:03:16
feel
1:03:16
like,
1:03:17
why
1:03:17
is
1:03:18
this,
1:03:18
like,
1:03:18
so
1:03:19
loud?
1:03:19
This
1:03:19
issue
1:03:20
is,
1:03:20
like,
1:03:20
so
1:03:20
loud
1:03:21
right
1:03:21
now?
1:03:21
Or
1:03:21
I'm
1:03:22
really
1:03:22
out
1:03:22
of
1:03:22
sorts
1:03:23
about
1:03:23
it.
1:03:24
And
1:03:24
I
1:03:25
like
1:03:25
to
1:03:25
say
1:03:25
to
1:03:25
people
1:03:25
that
1:03:26
sometimes
1:03:27
it's
1:03:27
loud
1:03:28
because,
1:03:29
first
1:03:29
of
1:03:29
all,
1:03:29
if
1:03:29
it
1:03:30
wasn't,
1:03:30
we
1:03:30
wouldn't.
1:03:31
It
1:03:31
wouldn't
1:03:31
push
1:03:31
us
1:03:32
to
1:03:32
do
1:03:32
the
1:03:32
work.
1:03:32
So
1:03:32
we
1:03:33
just
1:03:33
go
1:03:33
up
1:03:34
to
1:03:34
get
1:03:34
the
1:03:35
business
1:03:35
done.
1:03:35
Right?
1:03:36
So
1:03:36
some
1:03:36
of
1:03:36
it
1:03:37
is
1:03:37
because
1:03:37
it
1:03:37
needs
1:03:37
to
1:03:38
be
1:03:38
for
1:03:38
us
1:03:38
to
1:03:38
actually
1:03:38
do
1:03:39
it.
1:03:40
But
1:03:40
then
1:03:40
sometimes
1:03:42
I
1:03:42
try
1:03:42
to
1:03:42
give
1:03:42
them
1:03:43
hope,
1:03:43
saying,
1:03:43
like,
1:03:44
we
1:03:44
need
1:03:44
contrast.
1:03:45
So
1:03:46
sometimes
1:03:46
it's
1:03:46
just,
1:03:46
like,
1:03:46
gonna
1:03:47
make
1:03:47
something
1:03:47
so
1:03:48
obvious
1:03:49
by
1:03:49
way
1:03:49
of
1:03:49
how
1:03:50
high
1:03:50
the
1:03:50
emotion
1:03:50
is
1:03:51
or
1:03:51
how
1:03:51
ridiculous
1:03:52
the
1:03:52
situation
1:03:53
is.
1:03:54
Right?
1:03:57
And
1:03:58
why
1:03:58
can't
1:03:58
I
1:03:59
stop?
1:03:59
You
1:03:59
know,
1:03:59
why
1:03:59
is
1:04:00
this
1:04:00
repeating
1:04:00
or
1:04:01
whatever?
1:04:02
Sometimes
1:04:02
it
1:04:02
gets
1:04:03
so
1:04:03
big
1:04:03
because
1:04:04
the
1:04:04
level
1:04:04
of.
1:04:05
Let
1:04:05
me
1:04:05
try
1:04:05
to
1:04:05
put
1:04:06
it.
1:04:06
The
1:04:06
level
1:04:07
of,
1:04:08
like,
1:04:08
bigness
1:04:08
of
1:04:09
it,
1:04:09
how
1:04:09
hard
1:04:10
and
1:04:10
heavy
1:04:10
and
1:04:11
big
1:04:11
and
1:04:11
deep
1:04:11
it
1:04:12
feels
1:04:13
is
1:04:13
commensurate
1:04:14
with
1:04:14
the
1:04:15
level
1:04:15
of
1:04:15
healing
1:04:15
you're
1:04:16
going
1:04:16
to
1:04:16
feel
1:04:16
on
1:04:16
the
1:04:16
other
1:04:16
side.
1:04:17
And
1:04:17
it's
1:04:18
like,
1:04:18
it's
1:04:18
sort
1:04:18
of
1:04:19
like
1:04:19
in
1:04:19
childbirth,
1:04:20
like,
1:04:20
that
1:04:20
last.
1:04:22
They
1:04:22
call
1:04:23
it
1:04:23
like,
1:04:23
the.
1:04:23
Literally
1:04:24
the
1:04:24
ring
1:04:24
of
1:04:24
fire.
1:04:25
Like,
1:04:26
right.
1:04:26
Like
1:04:26
that
1:04:27
last
1:04:27
7-10
1:04:28
cm
1:04:31
when
1:04:31
you
1:04:31
yell
1:04:32
like,
1:04:32
I
1:04:32
don't
1:04:32
want.
1:04:33
I
1:04:33
quit.
1:04:33
Like,
1:04:33
I
1:04:33
don't
1:04:34
want
1:04:34
to
1:04:34
do
1:04:34
it,
1:04:34
actually.
1:04:35
Like,
1:04:35
I
1:04:35
don't.
1:04:35
I
1:04:36
can't.
1:04:36
Right?
1:04:36
This
1:04:36
one.
1:04:37
Like,
1:04:37
I
1:04:38
can't
1:04:38
do
1:04:38
it
1:04:40
because
1:04:40
it's
1:04:41
just
1:04:41
like
1:04:41
the
1:04:41
crescendo.
1:04:42
And
1:04:42
so
1:04:42
you.
1:04:42
You
1:04:43
know,
1:04:43
I
1:04:43
can
1:04:43
end
1:04:43
up
1:04:44
seeing
1:04:44
people.
1:04:44
I
1:04:45
mean,
1:04:45
not
1:04:45
everybody
1:04:45
is
1:04:45
in
1:04:46
this
1:04:46
level
1:04:46
of
1:04:46
despair
1:04:47
or
1:04:47
anything,
1:04:47
but
1:04:48
they're
1:04:48
sort
1:04:49
of,
1:04:49
like,
1:04:50
showing
1:04:50
up
1:04:50
because
1:04:51
they
1:04:51
don't.
1:04:51
They're
1:04:52
like,
1:04:52
nothing
1:04:52
I've
1:04:52
been
1:04:53
doing
1:04:53
is
1:04:53
working.
1:04:54
Medicine
1:04:54
is
1:04:56
no.
1:04:57
1,
1:04:57
you
1:04:57
know,
1:04:58
like,
1:04:58
the
1:04:58
doctors
1:04:58
aren't
1:04:59
helping
1:05:00
the
1:05:00
this
1:05:00
or
1:05:01
that
1:05:01
that
1:05:01
I've
1:05:01
been
1:05:01
doing.
1:05:02
Forever
1:05:02
isn't
1:05:02
working,
1:05:03
so
1:05:04
I
1:05:04
might
1:05:04
as
1:05:04
well
1:05:04
try
1:05:04
this.
1:05:05
And
1:05:06
so
1:05:06
they
1:05:06
come
1:05:06
in
1:05:07
and
1:05:07
I
1:05:07
usually
1:05:08
explain
1:05:08
to
1:05:08
them,
1:05:09
like,
1:05:09
you're
1:05:09
on
1:05:10
the
1:05:10
precipice.
1:05:10
Like,
1:05:11
that's
1:05:11
what
1:05:11
this
1:05:11
is.
1:05:12
That's
1:05:12
why
1:05:12
it
1:05:12
feels
1:05:13
so
1:05:13
uncomfortable.
1:05:14
And
1:05:15
also
1:05:18
so
1:05:18
much
1:05:18
of
1:05:18
it
1:05:19
can
1:05:19
be
1:05:19
like,
1:05:19
inner
1:05:20
child
1:05:20
work,
1:05:21
like,
1:05:21
little
1:05:21
aspects
1:05:22
that
1:05:22
want
1:05:22
to
1:05:22
be
1:05:23
integrated,
1:05:24
you
1:05:25
know,
1:05:25
and
1:05:25
I
1:05:25
can
1:05:25
help
1:05:25
with
1:05:26
that,
1:05:26
obviously,
1:05:26
from
1:05:27
my
1:05:27
clinical
1:05:27
work,
1:05:27
but
1:05:28
energetically,
1:05:29
it's
1:05:29
so
1:05:30
much
1:05:30
more
1:05:30
efficient
1:05:31
to
1:05:31
do
1:05:31
it
1:05:31
now
1:05:32
with
1:05:32
the
1:05:33
ener.
1:05:33
With
1:05:33
the
1:05:33
Raiki.
1:05:34
Yeah.
1:05:35
Supports
1:05:36
the.
1:05:37
You
1:05:37
know,
1:05:37
I
1:05:37
had
1:05:37
a
1:05:37
client
1:05:37
the
1:05:37
other
1:05:38
day,
1:05:38
and
1:05:38
her
1:05:39
little.
1:05:39
Her,
1:05:40
like,
1:05:40
younger
1:05:40
self
1:05:41
was
1:05:41
just,
1:05:41
like,
1:05:42
bouncing
1:05:42
on
1:05:43
her
1:05:43
chest.
1:05:43
Just
1:05:44
bouncing,
1:05:44
bouncing,
1:05:44
bouncing,
1:05:45
bouncing.
1:05:45
And
1:05:46
she
1:05:46
was
1:05:46
detention
1:05:47
and
1:05:47
she
1:05:47
was
1:05:48
saying,
1:05:48
like,
1:05:49
how
1:05:50
she
1:05:50
just.
1:05:50
It
1:05:50
didn't
1:05:51
feel
1:05:51
seen,
1:05:51
you
1:05:51
know,
1:05:52
didn't
1:05:53
feel
1:05:53
loved,
1:05:54
didn't
1:05:54
feel
1:05:54
acknowledged.
1:05:55
And
1:05:56
so
1:05:57
it's
1:05:57
like,
1:05:57
it
1:05:58
just.
1:05:58
It's
1:05:58
so
1:05:58
much
1:05:59
more
1:05:59
efficient
1:05:59
than
1:05:59
if
1:05:59
you
1:06:00
were
1:06:00
to,
1:06:00
you
1:06:00
know,
1:06:01
my.
1:06:01
The
1:06:02
old
1:06:02
way
1:06:02
of
1:06:02
doing
1:06:02
it.
1:06:02
It
1:06:02
would
1:06:02
take
1:06:03
many
1:06:03
sessions
1:06:03
sometimes
1:06:04
to
1:06:04
get
1:06:04
to
1:06:04
that
1:06:04
level
1:06:05
of
1:06:05
understanding
1:06:06
of
1:06:06
what's
1:06:06
going
1:06:06
on.
1:06:07
Yeah.
1:06:08
So
1:06:08
it
1:06:08
can
1:06:08
be.
1:06:10
So
1:06:10
in
1:06:10
my
1:06:10
sessions,
1:06:10
I
1:06:11
talk
1:06:11
in
1:06:11
the
1:06:11
beginning,
1:06:12
then
1:06:12
they
1:06:12
can
1:06:12
choose
1:06:13
to
1:06:13
have
1:06:13
some
1:06:13
Reiki
1:06:14
energy
1:06:14
healing,
1:06:15
and
1:06:15
then
1:06:15
I
1:06:15
usually
1:06:15
talk
1:06:16
afterwards.
1:06:17
And
1:06:17
so
1:06:17
it
1:06:17
can
1:06:18
be
1:06:18
helping
1:06:18
them
1:06:18
to
1:06:18
kind
1:06:19
of
1:06:19
put
1:06:19
the
1:06:19
pieces
1:06:20
together
1:06:20
of
1:06:20
like,
1:06:21
this
1:06:21
is
1:06:21
why
1:06:21
this
1:06:21
is
1:06:22
showing
1:06:22
up
1:06:22
now.
1:06:23
This
1:06:23
is
1:06:24
where
1:06:24
it's
1:06:24
in
1:06:25
your
1:06:25
body.
1:06:26
This
1:06:26
is,
1:06:27
you
1:06:27
know,
1:06:27
what
1:06:27
wants
1:06:28
to
1:06:28
be
1:06:28
released.
1:06:29
This
1:06:29
is
1:06:29
how
1:06:29
it
1:06:29
might
1:06:30
play
1:06:30
out
1:06:30
moving
1:06:31
forward.
1:06:32
Helping
1:06:32
them
1:06:33
kind
1:06:33
of
1:06:33
pay
1:06:33
attention
1:06:34
to,
1:06:34
like,
1:06:34
oh,
1:06:34
you're.
1:06:35
You
1:06:35
know,
1:06:35
when
1:06:35
you're
1:06:35
conscious
1:06:36
of
1:06:36
it,
1:06:36
that
1:06:36
means
1:06:36
you
1:06:36
can
1:06:37
work
1:06:37
with
1:06:37
it.
1:06:38
And
1:06:38
here's
1:06:38
what
1:06:39
I
1:06:39
would
1:06:39
suggest
1:06:39
you
1:06:39
do
1:06:40
to
1:06:40
kind
1:06:40
of
1:06:40
help
1:06:41
ease
1:06:42
this
1:06:42
part
1:06:43
of
1:06:43
you
1:06:43
that
1:06:43
wants
1:06:43
integration
1:06:45
or
1:06:45
release
1:06:46
this
1:06:46
part
1:06:46
of
1:06:46
you
1:06:46
that
1:06:47
isn't
1:06:47
yours,
1:06:48
actually.
1:06:48
Oh,
1:06:49
yeah.
1:06:49
It's
1:06:49
a
1:06:49
big
1:06:50
one.
1:06:51
Yeah.
1:06:52
I
1:06:52
mean,
1:06:52
so
1:06:52
many
1:06:52
of.
1:06:53
Yeah.
1:06:53
The
1:06:53
people
1:06:53
we
1:06:53
see
1:06:54
are
1:06:54
sensitive
1:06:55
cats
1:06:55
and,
1:06:55
you
1:06:56
know,
1:06:56
like,
1:06:56
holding
1:06:57
all
1:06:57
this
1:06:57
stuff.
1:06:58
That's
1:06:58
why
1:06:58
a
1:06:58
lot
1:06:59
of
1:06:59
people
1:06:59
feel
1:06:59
so
1:07:00
great
1:07:00
after
1:07:00
their
1:07:01
first
1:07:01
or
1:07:01
second
1:07:01
Reiki
1:07:02
session
1:07:02
because
1:07:02
they're
1:07:03
like,
1:07:04
oh,
1:07:04
I
1:07:05
just
1:07:05
really.
1:07:05
It's
1:07:05
like
1:07:05
a
1:07:05
ton
1:07:06
of
1:07:06
bricks
1:07:06
got,
1:07:06
you
1:07:07
know,
1:07:07
released
1:07:07
off
1:07:07
my
1:07:08
chest.
1:07:08
I
1:07:08
can
1:07:08
rest
1:07:09
peacefully
1:07:09
and.
1:07:10
Yeah.
1:07:11
But
1:07:11
then
1:07:11
the
1:07:11
deeper
1:07:12
work
1:07:12
can
1:07:12
end
1:07:12
up
1:07:13
being
1:07:13
a
1:07:13
little
1:07:13
more.
1:07:14
Yeah.
1:07:15
Where
1:07:15
there's
1:07:15
dreams
1:07:16
that
1:07:16
might
1:07:16
show
1:07:16
up
1:07:17
or
1:07:18
aspects,
1:07:19
memories
1:07:20
or
1:07:20
things
1:07:20
like
1:07:20
that
1:07:21
that
1:07:21
they're
1:07:21
like,
1:07:21
oh,
1:07:22
I.
1:07:22
They'll
1:07:22
come
1:07:22
back
1:07:22
and
1:07:23
say,
1:07:23
oh,
1:07:23
this
1:07:23
just
1:07:23
happened.
1:07:24
And
1:07:24
I'm
1:07:24
like,
1:07:24
okay,
1:07:25
that's
1:07:26
what
1:07:26
wanted
1:07:26
to
1:07:26
be
1:07:27
looked
1:07:27
at.
1:07:27
And
1:07:27
then
1:07:28
we
1:07:28
work
1:07:28
on
1:07:28
that.
1:07:29
Yeah.
1:07:30
So
1:07:31
it's.
1:07:31
Yeah,
1:07:31
it's
1:07:31
people
1:07:32
in
1:07:32
that,
1:07:32
like
1:07:32
in
1:07:33
between
1:07:33
maybe
1:07:34
questioning
1:07:34
if
1:07:34
they're
1:07:34
in
1:07:34
the
1:07:35
right
1:07:35
job,
1:07:35
questioning
1:07:36
if
1:07:36
they're
1:07:36
in
1:07:36
the
1:07:36
right
1:07:36
relationship,
1:07:37
questioning
1:07:38
why
1:07:38
they're
1:07:39
having
1:07:39
issues
1:07:40
that
1:07:40
they
1:07:40
thought
1:07:40
they
1:07:41
went
1:07:41
to
1:07:41
therapy
1:07:41
and
1:07:41
solved
1:07:42
already.
1:07:43
It's
1:07:43
a
1:07:43
lot
1:07:43
of
1:07:43
that
1:07:44
and
1:07:44
then
1:07:44
just
1:07:45
people
1:07:46
like
1:07:46
on
1:07:47
the
1:07:47
precipice
1:07:47
of
1:07:47
a
1:07:47
leap
1:07:48
into
1:07:51
like
1:07:51
new
1:07:51
earth
1:07:52
types,
1:07:52
modalities
1:07:54
I
1:07:54
guess
1:07:54
I
1:07:54
would
1:07:54
say
1:07:55
like
1:07:55
healing
1:07:55
modalities
1:07:56
and
1:07:56
getting
1:07:57
and.
1:07:57
And
1:07:57
a
1:07:57
lot
1:07:57
of
1:07:57
the
1:07:58
like.
1:07:58
But
1:07:58
can
1:07:58
I
1:07:58
really
1:07:59
do
1:07:59
that?
1:08:00
And
1:08:00
it's
1:08:00
like
1:08:00
yeah,
1:08:01
you
1:08:01
can.
1:08:04
You
1:08:04
know,
1:08:04
so
1:08:05
meeting
1:08:05
people
1:08:05
kind
1:08:06
of
1:08:06
right
1:08:06
where
1:08:07
I
1:08:07
just
1:08:07
described
1:08:08
I
1:08:08
was
1:08:10
several
1:08:10
years
1:08:11
ago
1:08:11
and
1:08:12
that's
1:08:12
just
1:08:12
very,
1:08:13
very
1:08:13
fun
1:08:13
to
1:08:13
be
1:08:14
able
1:08:14
to
1:08:14
help
1:08:15
them
1:08:15
kind
1:08:16
of
1:08:16
navigate
1:08:16
the
1:08:17
waters
1:08:17
of
1:08:18
how
1:08:18
to
1:08:18
get
1:08:18
to
1:08:18
the
1:08:18
other
1:08:19
side
1:08:19
of
1:08:19
it
1:08:20
because
1:08:21
so
1:08:21
hard.
1:08:22
It
1:08:22
is
1:08:22
so
1:08:23
hard
1:08:23
to
1:08:23
change.
1:08:24
And
1:08:25
it's
1:08:25
easy
1:08:25
to
1:08:26
just
1:08:26
go
1:08:26
back
1:08:27
to
1:08:27
what
1:08:27
you
1:08:27
used
1:08:27
to
1:08:28
do
1:08:28
and
1:08:28
what
1:08:28
you're
1:08:28
used
1:08:29
to
1:08:29
doing.
1:08:29
It's
1:08:29
the
1:08:30
familiar
1:08:30
is
1:08:30
so
1:08:30
much
1:08:31
more
1:08:31
comfortable
1:08:32
even
1:08:32
if
1:08:32
it's
1:08:32
uncomfortable
1:08:34
and
1:08:34
Right.
1:08:35
You
1:08:35
know,
1:08:36
it's
1:08:37
weird.
1:08:37
Yeah.
1:08:37
It's
1:08:38
so
1:08:38
tempting
1:08:38
to
1:08:38
just
1:08:39
not
1:08:39
change.
1:08:40
Not
1:08:40
really.
1:08:40
Really
1:08:41
do
1:08:41
the
1:08:41
big
1:08:41
change.
1:08:42
And
1:08:42
I
1:08:43
find
1:08:43
that
1:08:43
this
1:08:43
energy
1:08:44
work
1:08:44
really
1:08:44
helps
1:08:45
like
1:08:45
create
1:08:46
a
1:08:46
sense
1:08:47
of
1:08:48
it.
1:08:48
It
1:08:49
like
1:08:49
holds
1:08:49
you
1:08:50
in
1:08:50
it
1:08:50
so
1:08:50
that
1:08:50
you
1:08:50
feel
1:08:51
like
1:08:51
you
1:08:51
actually
1:08:51
can
1:08:52
do
1:08:52
this
1:08:53
next
1:08:54
change.
1:08:54
You
1:08:55
actually
1:08:55
can
1:08:55
do
1:08:55
it.
1:08:57
And
1:08:58
so
1:08:59
I
1:09:00
guess
1:09:00
theme
1:09:01
wise,
1:09:01
I
1:09:02
mean
1:09:02
those
1:09:02
are
1:09:02
sort
1:09:02
of
1:09:03
the
1:09:03
themes,
1:09:03
things
1:09:03
that
1:09:03
need
1:09:03
to
1:09:04
be
1:09:04
integrated
1:09:04
or
1:09:05
just
1:09:05
released
1:09:05
and
1:09:06
also
1:09:07
helping
1:09:07
people
1:09:07
connect
1:09:08
more
1:09:08
with
1:09:08
their
1:09:08
team.
1:09:09
You
1:09:09
know,
1:09:10
just
1:09:10
like
1:09:10
you
1:09:10
actually
1:09:11
and
1:09:11
do
1:09:11
that.
1:09:11
Yeah.
1:09:13
Yeah.
1:09:13
I
1:09:13
love
1:09:14
that
1:09:14
you
1:09:14
shared
1:09:14
all
1:09:14
of
1:09:15
this
1:09:15
because
1:09:16
I,
1:09:17
I
1:09:17
can
1:09:17
relate
1:09:17
so
1:09:18
much
1:09:18
and
1:09:18
I'm
1:09:18
just
1:09:18
all
1:09:18
smiles
1:09:19
over
1:09:19
here
1:09:20
and
1:09:20
Archangel
1:09:20
Jeremy
1:09:21
just
1:09:21
kind
1:09:21
of
1:09:22
popped
1:09:22
in.
1:09:22
So
1:09:22
I
1:09:22
don't
1:09:22
know
1:09:22
if
1:09:23
you
1:09:23
consciously
1:09:24
have
1:09:25
invited
1:09:25
him
1:09:25
in
1:09:25
or
1:09:26
noticed
1:09:26
him,
1:09:26
but
1:09:26
he's
1:09:27
the
1:09:27
angel
1:09:27
of
1:09:27
transition
1:09:28
and
1:09:28
change.
1:09:29
So
1:09:30
yeah,
1:09:30
so
1:09:30
he's.
1:09:31
He's
1:09:31
definitely
1:09:31
like
1:09:32
smiling
1:09:32
and
1:09:33
waving
1:09:33
over
1:09:33
here
1:09:34
like
1:09:35
hello.
1:09:38
But
1:09:38
now
1:09:38
into
1:09:39
the
1:09:39
fact
1:09:39
that
1:09:39
he
1:09:39
distracted
1:09:40
me,
1:09:40
I
1:09:40
forget
1:09:40
what
1:09:40
I
1:09:40
was
1:09:41
gonn.
1:09:44
That's
1:09:44
so
1:09:44
funny.
1:09:45
But
1:09:45
with
1:09:45
clients,
1:09:46
what
1:09:46
I
1:09:46
like
1:09:47
with
1:09:47
clients
1:09:47
in
1:09:47
this
1:09:47
kind
1:09:48
of
1:09:48
work,
1:09:48
it's
1:09:48
like
1:09:50
I
1:09:50
told
1:09:50
someone
1:09:51
who's
1:09:51
like
1:09:51
a,
1:09:51
you
1:09:52
know,
1:09:52
like
1:09:52
a
1:09:52
CEO
1:09:53
type
1:09:53
person
1:09:53
when
1:09:54
I
1:09:54
was
1:09:54
building
1:09:54
the
1:09:54
business,
1:09:55
I
1:09:55
was
1:09:55
like,
1:09:56
I'd
1:09:56
be,
1:09:56
you
1:09:56
know,
1:09:56
I'm
1:09:56
fine
1:09:57
with
1:09:57
meeting
1:09:58
people
1:09:59
and
1:09:59
you
1:09:59
know,
1:09:59
for
1:09:59
one
1:10:00
or
1:10:00
two
1:10:00
sessions
1:10:00
and
1:10:00
then
1:10:00
that's
1:10:01
it,
1:10:01
you
1:10:01
know.
1:10:01
And
1:10:01
yeah.
1:10:02
You
1:10:02
know.
1:10:02
Yeah.
1:10:03
And
1:10:03
she
1:10:04
was
1:10:04
like,
1:10:04
that's
1:10:04
a
1:10:04
horrible
1:10:05
business
1:10:05
model.
1:10:07
Like,
1:10:08
well,
1:10:10
well,
1:10:11
I
1:10:12
just
1:10:12
like
1:10:12
not
1:10:12
having
1:10:13
a
1:10:13
sense
1:10:13
of
1:10:13
dependency
1:10:14
and
1:10:15
you
1:10:15
know,
1:10:15
not
1:10:16
everybody
1:10:16
needs
1:10:16
like
1:10:17
a
1:10:17
session
1:10:17
Every
1:10:18
week.
1:10:18
But
1:10:18
having
1:10:19
a
1:10:19
session.
1:10:20
Most
1:10:21
people
1:10:21
that
1:10:21
I'm
1:10:21
meeting
1:10:21
right
1:10:22
now
1:10:22
are
1:10:22
needing
1:10:23
and
1:10:23
wanting
1:10:24
more
1:10:24
sessions.
1:10:26
But
1:10:26
that's
1:10:27
because
1:10:27
if
1:10:27
you're
1:10:27
in
1:10:27
it,
1:10:28
you.
1:10:28
You
1:10:28
need
1:10:28
more
1:10:29
support
1:10:29
and,
1:10:30
you
1:10:30
know,
1:10:30
they
1:10:30
tend
1:10:31
to
1:10:31
taper
1:10:31
off.
1:10:34
But
1:10:34
I
1:10:34
enjoy,
1:10:35
Yeah,
1:10:35
I
1:10:35
really
1:10:36
enjoy
1:10:37
kind
1:10:37
of
1:10:38
the
1:10:38
potency
1:10:39
of
1:10:39
the
1:10:39
combination
1:10:40
of
1:10:40
using
1:10:41
both
1:10:41
of
1:10:41
those
1:10:43
weight
1:10:44
modalities,
1:10:44
I
1:10:45
guess,
1:10:45
or
1:10:45
ways
1:10:45
of
1:10:45
helping
1:10:46
people.
1:10:47
Yeah,
1:10:47
it's
1:10:48
very
1:10:48
efficient
1:10:48
and
1:10:48
complimentary.
1:10:49
So
1:10:50
I,
1:10:50
I
1:10:50
as
1:10:50
well
1:10:51
enjoy.
1:10:52
And
1:10:52
I
1:10:53
love
1:10:53
what
1:10:53
you're
1:10:53
sharing,
1:10:53
all
1:10:54
of
1:10:54
it.
1:10:54
And
1:10:54
I
1:10:54
love
1:10:54
the
1:10:54
part
1:10:55
where.
1:10:55
Because
1:10:55
the
1:10:56
same
1:10:56
with
1:10:56
me,
1:10:56
like,
1:10:56
I
1:10:56
don't
1:10:57
want
1:10:57
people
1:10:57
dependent
1:10:57
on
1:10:58
me.
1:10:58
It's
1:10:59
really
1:10:59
situational
1:11:00
and
1:11:01
seasonal.
1:11:01
Like,
1:11:01
what
1:11:02
are
1:11:02
you
1:11:02
in
1:11:02
right
1:11:02
now?
1:11:03
And
1:11:03
I
1:11:03
had
1:11:04
a
1:11:04
wonderful
1:11:05
client
1:11:05
that
1:11:06
I
1:11:06
saw
1:11:06
a
1:11:06
couple
1:11:06
weeks
1:11:07
ago,
1:11:08
and
1:11:08
we
1:11:09
met
1:11:09
when
1:11:09
I
1:11:09
lived
1:11:09
in
1:11:09
San
1:11:10
Antonio,
1:11:10
when
1:11:10
I
1:11:10
started
1:11:11
all
1:11:11
this
1:11:11
work
1:11:12
for.
1:11:12
With
1:11:12
the
1:11:12
public,
1:11:13
because
1:11:13
I've
1:11:13
done
1:11:13
it
1:11:13
for
1:11:14
a
1:11:14
while.
1:11:14
But
1:11:15
so
1:11:15
I
1:11:15
want
1:11:15
to
1:11:15
say,
1:11:16
like,
1:11:16
we
1:11:16
probably
1:11:16
met
1:11:17
in
1:11:17
2013,
1:11:18
around
1:11:19
there.
1:11:19
2012.
1:11:20
2013.
1:11:21
And
1:11:21
we've
1:11:22
gone
1:11:22
quite
1:11:23
a.
1:11:23
Like,
1:11:23
almost
1:11:24
over.
1:11:24
Well,
1:11:24
yeah,
1:11:25
over
1:11:25
a
1:11:25
decade.
1:11:26
But
1:11:27
when
1:11:27
they
1:11:28
need
1:11:28
help,
1:11:29
something
1:11:29
they
1:11:29
know,
1:11:30
like,
1:11:30
she
1:11:30
knew
1:11:30
where
1:11:31
to
1:11:31
come
1:11:31
and
1:11:32
found
1:11:32
me
1:11:32
online.
1:11:32
And
1:11:33
that's
1:11:33
one
1:11:33
reason,
1:11:34
you
1:11:34
know,
1:11:34
when
1:11:34
I
1:11:35
moved
1:11:35
from
1:11:35
San
1:11:35
Antonio,
1:11:36
that's
1:11:36
when
1:11:36
I
1:11:36
went
1:11:37
online
1:11:38
with
1:11:38
my
1:11:38
sessions.
1:11:39
Because
1:11:39
prior
1:11:39
to
1:11:39
that,
1:11:40
I
1:11:40
was
1:11:40
five
1:11:40
years
1:11:41
in
1:11:41
person,
1:11:41
four
1:11:41
or
1:11:42
five
1:11:42
years
1:11:42
in
1:11:42
person
1:11:43
and
1:11:43
met
1:11:44
a
1:11:44
lot
1:11:44
of
1:11:44
great
1:11:45
people
1:11:45
and.
1:11:45
But
1:11:46
to
1:11:46
that.
1:11:46
You
1:11:46
do
1:11:47
hybrid,
1:11:47
don't
1:11:47
you?
1:11:47
Do
1:11:48
you.
1:11:48
You
1:11:48
have
1:11:48
in
1:11:49
person
1:11:49
and
1:11:49
remote
1:11:50
sessions.
1:11:51
I
1:11:51
do,
1:11:51
which
1:11:51
is
1:11:52
why.
1:11:53
Which
1:11:53
I
1:11:53
love.
1:11:54
Yeah.
1:11:54
Another
1:11:54
mentor
1:11:54
I
1:11:55
worked
1:11:55
with
1:11:55
helped
1:11:55
me
1:11:55
realize,
1:11:56
like,
1:11:56
because
1:11:56
I
1:11:57
was
1:11:57
anti
1:11:57
zoom
1:11:58
sessions,
1:11:58
because
1:11:58
I
1:11:59
was
1:11:59
like,
1:11:59
I
1:11:59
don't
1:11:59
know,
1:12:00
I
1:12:00
just
1:12:00
felt
1:12:00
like
1:12:00
in
1:12:01
order
1:12:01
to
1:12:01
be
1:12:01
able
1:12:01
to
1:12:01
do
1:12:03
the
1:12:03
work
1:12:03
that,
1:12:04
you
1:12:04
know,
1:12:04
to
1:12:04
feel
1:12:04
the
1:12:05
energy,
1:12:05
I.
1:12:05
I
1:12:06
just
1:12:06
kept
1:12:06
thinking,
1:12:06
like,
1:12:06
I
1:12:07
get
1:12:07
it.
1:12:07
I
1:12:07
get
1:12:07
that
1:12:08
it
1:12:08
can
1:12:08
happen
1:12:08
through
1:12:08
zoom.
1:12:09
But
1:12:09
I
1:12:09
didn't,
1:12:09
you
1:12:09
know,
1:12:09
I
1:12:10
didn't
1:12:10
trust
1:12:10
myself.
1:12:11
And
1:12:11
she
1:12:12
said,
1:12:12
let's
1:12:12
just
1:12:12
try
1:12:13
it.
1:12:13
Let's
1:12:13
just
1:12:13
try
1:12:13
it.
1:12:13
And
1:12:14
then
1:12:14
I
1:12:14
tried
1:12:14
it.
1:12:14
And
1:12:14
I
1:12:14
was
1:12:15
like,
1:12:15
whoa,
1:12:15
wait
1:12:16
a
1:12:16
minute.
1:12:17
Yeah.
1:12:18
Yeah.
1:12:19
And
1:12:19
so
1:12:19
I
1:12:20
really,
1:12:20
I
1:12:20
appreciate
1:12:21
her
1:12:21
that.
1:12:21
That's
1:12:22
like
1:12:22
Emily
1:12:22
Green
1:12:22
shout
1:12:23
out.
1:12:23
Because
1:12:23
she
1:12:24
really
1:12:24
helped
1:12:24
me
1:12:25
see,
1:12:25
like,
1:12:25
no,
1:12:26
you
1:12:26
can
1:12:27
do
1:12:27
that.
1:12:28
And
1:12:28
then
1:12:28
the
1:12:29
joy
1:12:29
of
1:12:30
realizing,
1:12:30
like,
1:12:30
how
1:12:31
far
1:12:31
the
1:12:31
reach
1:12:31
can
1:12:32
be
1:12:32
then,
1:12:32
like,
1:12:32
you
1:12:33
can.
1:12:33
You
1:12:34
can,
1:12:34
you
1:12:35
know,
1:12:36
you
1:12:36
can
1:12:36
have
1:12:36
clients
1:12:36
from
1:12:37
all
1:12:37
over
1:12:37
the
1:12:37
place,
1:12:37
like,
1:12:37
of
1:12:38
a
1:12:38
client
1:12:38
right
1:12:38
now
1:12:38
who's
1:12:39
in
1:12:39
Canada
1:12:40
or,
1:12:41
you
1:12:41
know,
1:12:41
Australia
1:12:42
or
1:12:42
wherever,
1:12:42
and
1:12:43
you're
1:12:43
thinking
1:12:43
to
1:12:43
yourself,
1:12:43
like,
1:12:44
wow,
1:12:44
that
1:12:45
actually
1:12:45
feels
1:12:46
really
1:12:46
nourishing
1:12:46
to
1:12:46
me.
1:12:47
It's
1:12:47
very
1:12:47
exciting.
1:12:47
Like,
1:12:48
makes
1:12:48
me
1:12:48
feel,
1:12:49
yeah,
1:12:49
happy.
1:12:50
That
1:12:50
doesn't
1:12:50
always
1:12:50
have
1:12:51
to
1:12:51
just
1:12:51
be
1:12:51
in
1:12:51
person.
1:12:53
So,
1:12:54
yeah,
1:12:54
I
1:12:54
do
1:12:54
do
1:12:54
both.
1:12:55
And
1:12:58
I
1:12:58
was
1:12:58
going
1:12:58
to
1:12:58
ask
1:12:58
you,
1:12:59
were
1:12:59
you
1:12:59
nervous
1:12:59
when
1:12:59
you,
1:13:00
if
1:13:00
you
1:13:00
had
1:13:01
done
1:13:01
it
1:13:01
for
1:13:01
five
1:13:01
years
1:13:02
in
1:13:02
person
1:13:03
and
1:13:03
then,
1:13:04
and
1:13:04
then,
1:13:04
like.
1:13:07
It
1:13:07
was
1:13:07
okay.
1:13:08
It
1:13:08
was
1:13:08
a
1:13:08
great,
1:13:08
like,
1:13:09
experience
1:13:09
for
1:13:09
me
1:13:09
because
1:13:10
when
1:13:10
I.
1:13:11
Prior
1:13:11
to
1:13:11
going
1:13:11
with
1:13:12
the
1:13:12
public,
1:13:13
so
1:13:13
I
1:13:13
trained
1:13:14
in
1:13:14
2001
1:13:14
with
1:13:15
Reiki,
1:13:15
so
1:13:15
I'd
1:13:15
already
1:13:16
learned
1:13:16
how
1:13:16
to
1:13:16
do
1:13:16
remote
1:13:17
work.
1:13:18
And
1:13:18
my
1:13:18
practice
1:13:19
was
1:13:20
like,
1:13:20
my
1:13:21
spiritual
1:13:21
gifts
1:13:22
in
1:13:22
that
1:13:22
way
1:13:22
had
1:13:23
developed
1:13:23
in
1:13:23
a
1:13:23
sense
1:13:24
that
1:13:24
I
1:13:25
could
1:13:25
do
1:13:25
remote
1:13:26
quite
1:13:26
easily
1:13:27
and
1:13:27
I
1:13:27
would
1:13:27
do
1:13:28
those
1:13:28
little
1:13:28
trades
1:13:29
with
1:13:29
my
1:13:29
friends,
1:13:30
but
1:13:30
not.
1:13:30
I
1:13:30
hadn't
1:13:31
like
1:13:31
offered
1:13:32
it
1:13:32
as
1:13:32
a
1:13:32
full
1:13:33
session
1:13:33
service
1:13:34
for
1:13:35
clients
1:13:35
at
1:13:36
that
1:13:36
point.
1:13:37
I
1:13:37
did
1:13:37
offer,
1:13:38
I
1:13:38
called
1:13:38
it
1:13:38
like
1:13:38
a
1:13:38
bubble
1:13:39
of
1:13:39
light.
1:13:39
And
1:13:39
if
1:13:40
you
1:13:40
are
1:13:40
in
1:13:40
a
1:13:41
pinch
1:13:42
that
1:13:42
day,
1:13:42
message
1:13:43
me.
1:13:43
And
1:13:43
if
1:13:43
I'm
1:13:43
free,
1:13:44
I'll
1:13:45
meditate
1:13:45
for
1:13:45
15
1:13:46
minutes
1:13:46
with
1:13:46
Reiki
1:13:47
and
1:13:47
send
1:13:47
it
1:13:47
your
1:13:47
way.
1:13:48
So
1:13:48
I
1:13:48
had
1:13:48
that
1:13:48
as
1:13:49
an
1:13:49
offer,
1:13:49
but
1:13:50
I
1:13:50
hadn't
1:13:50
done
1:13:50
like
1:13:50
a
1:13:50
full
1:13:51
session.
1:13:52
And
1:13:52
so
1:13:52
after
1:13:53
I
1:13:53
moved,
1:13:53
some
1:13:53
of
1:13:53
my
1:13:53
clients
1:13:54
were
1:13:54
like,
1:13:54
well,
1:13:54
oh
1:13:55
my
1:13:55
gosh,
1:13:55
I
1:13:55
still
1:13:55
want
1:13:55
to
1:13:56
work
1:13:56
with
1:13:56
you.
1:13:57
And
1:13:57
so
1:13:57
I
1:13:57
felt
1:13:58
comfortable
1:13:58
in
1:13:58
it
1:13:59
because
1:13:59
I
1:13:59
already
1:13:59
had
1:13:59
established
1:14:00
a
1:14:00
relationship
1:14:01
with
1:14:01
them
1:14:01
and
1:14:01
we
1:14:02
were
1:14:02
kind
1:14:02
of
1:14:02
figuring
1:14:02
it
1:14:02
all
1:14:03
out
1:14:03
together.
1:14:03
And
1:14:04
I
1:14:04
went
1:14:04
through
1:14:04
some
1:14:04
different
1:14:05
iterations
1:14:05
of
1:14:06
how
1:14:06
I,
1:14:06
how
1:14:06
I
1:14:07
did
1:14:07
this.
1:14:07
You
1:14:07
know,
1:14:07
like,
1:14:08
was
1:14:08
it
1:14:08
video,
1:14:08
was
1:14:08
it
1:14:09
email
1:14:09
only?
1:14:10
Was
1:14:10
it
1:14:10
phone?
1:14:11
And
1:14:11
then
1:14:11
how
1:14:11
did
1:14:11
I
1:14:12
get
1:14:12
a
1:14:13
record,
1:14:13
a
1:14:13
recording
1:14:14
or
1:14:14
notes
1:14:14
to
1:14:14
them?
1:14:14
Because
1:14:15
in
1:14:15
person
1:14:15
I
1:14:15
always
1:14:16
hand
1:14:16
wrote
1:14:17
my
1:14:17
notes.
1:14:18
Like
1:14:18
when
1:14:18
they
1:14:18
were
1:14:18
beyond
1:14:19
the
1:14:19
Reiki
1:14:19
table
1:14:19
at
1:14:20
the
1:14:20
very
1:14:20
end,
1:14:20
I'd
1:14:20
quick,
1:14:21
like
1:14:21
write
1:14:21
the
1:14:21
notes
1:14:22
out
1:14:22
while
1:14:22
they
1:14:22
were
1:14:22
coming
1:14:23
to
1:14:23
life.
1:14:24
Yeah.
1:14:25
Yes,
1:14:25
girl,
1:14:26
yes.
1:14:26
Yeah,
1:14:27
yeah.
1:14:27
It's
1:14:28
so
1:14:28
nice.
1:14:28
In
1:14:29
fact,
1:14:29
I
1:14:29
was
1:14:29
just.
1:14:30
I'm
1:14:30
so
1:14:30
funny.
1:14:30
I'm
1:14:31
laughing.
1:14:31
I'm
1:14:31
kind
1:14:31
of
1:14:31
like.
1:14:32
I
1:14:32
don't
1:14:32
know
1:14:32
if
1:14:32
I
1:14:33
should
1:14:33
be
1:14:33
embarrassed,
1:14:33
but
1:14:33
there's
1:14:34
this
1:14:34
emotion
1:14:34
I'm
1:14:34
feeling
1:14:35
that
1:14:35
makes
1:14:35
me
1:14:35
smile.
1:14:37
I
1:14:37
was
1:14:37
just
1:14:37
cleaning
1:14:38
out
1:14:38
a
1:14:38
box
1:14:39
last
1:14:39
week
1:14:40
and
1:14:40
I
1:14:40
found
1:14:41
this
1:14:41
paper
1:14:42
that
1:14:42
I
1:14:42
had
1:14:42
for
1:14:42
my
1:14:42
sessions.
1:14:43
And
1:14:43
it
1:14:43
was
1:14:44
that,
1:14:44
oh,
1:14:44
gosh,
1:14:45
I
1:14:45
can't
1:14:45
think
1:14:45
of
1:14:45
the
1:14:45
word
1:14:46
now.
1:14:46
It's
1:14:46
so
1:14:47
far
1:14:47
in
1:14:47
the
1:14:48
past.
1:14:48
But
1:14:48
you
1:14:49
know
1:14:49
when
1:14:49
you
1:14:49
write
1:14:50
on
1:14:50
it
1:14:50
and
1:14:50
then
1:14:50
it
1:14:50
creates
1:14:50
a
1:14:51
copy,
1:14:51
what
1:14:51
is
1:14:52
that
1:14:52
called?
1:14:52
I'm
1:14:52
going
1:14:52
back
1:14:52
to
1:14:53
like
1:14:53
the
1:14:53
80s.
1:14:54
Oh
1:14:54
yeah,
1:14:56
you'd
1:14:57
always
1:14:57
get
1:14:57
a
1:14:57
receipt
1:14:58
and
1:14:58
they
1:14:58
would
1:14:58
like,
1:14:59
you
1:14:59
know,
1:14:59
you
1:14:59
have
1:14:59
your
1:14:59
checks
1:15:00
and
1:15:00
then
1:15:00
it
1:15:00
would
1:15:00
have,
1:15:01
well,
1:15:02
somebody,
1:15:03
somebody
1:15:03
let
1:15:03
me
1:15:03
know
1:15:04
the
1:15:04
name.
1:15:04
I'll
1:15:04
have
1:15:04
to
1:15:04
look
1:15:04
it
1:15:04
up
1:15:05
after.
1:15:05
But
1:15:05
I
1:15:05
have
1:15:05
a
1:15:06
whole,
1:15:06
like,
1:15:07
stack
1:15:07
of
1:15:07
paper
1:15:08
and
1:15:09
I
1:15:09
Would
1:15:09
write
1:15:09
it
1:15:10
so
1:15:10
I
1:15:10
could
1:15:10
keep
1:15:10
a
1:15:10
copy
1:15:11
and
1:15:11
give
1:15:11
them
1:15:11
a
1:15:11
copy
1:15:13
notes.
1:15:14
Oh,
1:15:15
that's
1:15:15
so
1:15:15
smart
1:15:15
because,
1:15:16
oh
1:15:16
shoot,
1:15:17
I'm
1:15:17
gonna
1:15:17
log.
1:15:18
Thank
1:15:18
you
1:15:18
for
1:15:18
bringing
1:15:18
that
1:15:19
up
1:15:19
because
1:15:19
right
1:15:19
now
1:15:19
I
1:15:19
just
1:15:20
like
1:15:20
afterwards
1:15:20
I'm
1:15:21
like,
1:15:21
oh
1:15:21
wait,
1:15:21
I
1:15:22
didn't
1:15:22
have
1:15:22
a
1:15:22
copy
1:15:23
of
1:15:23
what
1:15:23
I
1:15:23
just
1:15:23
wrote
1:15:23
that
1:15:24
person.
1:15:24
Yeah,
1:15:25
yeah,
1:15:26
yeah,
1:15:26
yeah,
1:15:26
yeah,
1:15:27
yeah.
1:15:27
Or
1:15:28
now
1:15:28
you
1:15:28
could
1:15:28
take
1:15:28
a
1:15:28
photo
1:15:29
or
1:15:29
do
1:15:29
audio.
1:15:30
But
1:15:31
so
1:15:31
that's.
1:15:31
So
1:15:32
we
1:15:32
moved
1:15:32
to
1:15:32
California.
1:15:33
That's
1:15:33
what
1:15:33
happened.
1:15:33
And
1:15:34
then
1:15:34
we
1:15:34
were
1:15:34
there.
1:15:35
A
1:15:35
lot
1:15:35
of
1:15:35
my
1:15:35
time
1:15:35
was
1:15:36
writing
1:15:36
activating
1:15:37
the
1:15:37
Starseed.
1:15:37
That
1:15:37
was
1:15:37
my
1:15:38
book
1:15:38
and
1:15:38
my
1:15:38
big
1:15:39
project.
1:15:39
But
1:15:40
I
1:15:40
had
1:15:40
clients
1:15:40
that
1:15:41
still
1:15:41
wanted
1:15:41
to
1:15:41
work
1:15:41
with
1:15:42
me
1:15:42
and
1:15:42
so
1:15:42
we
1:15:42
did
1:15:43
the
1:15:43
remote
1:15:43
work.
1:15:44
Then
1:15:44
when
1:15:44
I
1:15:44
came
1:15:45
back
1:15:45
to
1:15:45
Texas,
1:15:45
it
1:15:46
was
1:15:46
just
1:15:46
like
1:15:47
I
1:15:47
was
1:15:47
already.
1:15:48
Had
1:15:48
already
1:15:48
been
1:15:48
flowing
1:15:48
with
1:15:49
it
1:15:49
and
1:15:49
I
1:15:49
really
1:15:49
enjoy
1:15:50
it.
1:15:50
And
1:15:51
now
1:15:51
in
1:15:52
the
1:15:52
space
1:15:52
I'm
1:15:52
in
1:15:52
now,
1:15:53
it's
1:15:53
remote
1:15:53
work
1:15:54
only.
1:15:54
But
1:15:55
I
1:15:55
haven't
1:15:56
really
1:15:56
put
1:15:56
myself
1:15:57
out
1:15:57
there
1:15:57
in
1:15:57
my
1:15:57
community
1:15:58
because
1:15:58
I'm
1:15:59
just
1:15:59
kind
1:16:00
of
1:16:00
focusing
1:16:00
on
1:16:01
the
1:16:01
sacred
1:16:01
healer
1:16:01
circle
1:16:02
and
1:16:02
the
1:16:02
school
1:16:02
and
1:16:03
that's
1:16:03
all
1:16:03
remote
1:16:04
anyhow.
1:16:04
So
1:16:05
yeah,
1:16:06
it's,
1:16:06
it's
1:16:06
nice.
1:16:07
But
1:16:07
I
1:16:07
will
1:16:08
say
1:16:08
what
1:16:08
I
1:16:08
learned,
1:16:09
what
1:16:09
I
1:16:09
experienced
1:16:10
was
1:16:10
when
1:16:11
I
1:16:11
started
1:16:11
doing
1:16:12
the
1:16:12
remote
1:16:12
Reiki
1:16:13
sessions
1:16:14
and
1:16:14
I
1:16:14
could
1:16:14
see
1:16:15
the
1:16:15
energy.
1:16:15
It
1:16:16
kind
1:16:16
of,
1:16:16
and
1:16:16
this
1:16:16
is
1:16:17
true,
1:16:17
but
1:16:17
at
1:16:17
first
1:16:18
it
1:16:18
caught
1:16:18
me
1:16:18
off
1:16:18
guard.
1:16:19
You
1:16:19
can
1:16:19
move
1:16:20
and
1:16:20
do
1:16:20
a
1:16:20
lot
1:16:20
more.
1:16:21
As
1:16:21
a
1:16:21
therapist,
1:16:22
I
1:16:22
felt
1:16:23
in
1:16:23
the
1:16:23
distance
1:16:24
ones
1:16:24
because
1:16:25
I
1:16:25
would
1:16:25
watch
1:16:26
it
1:16:26
all
1:16:26
happen
1:16:26
and
1:16:27
maybe
1:16:27
it
1:16:27
was
1:16:27
through
1:16:27
time
1:16:28
and
1:16:28
space,
1:16:28
but
1:16:28
I
1:16:28
did
1:16:29
get
1:16:29
messages
1:16:29
after.
1:16:30
I'd
1:16:30
say,
1:16:30
okay,
1:16:30
like
1:16:31
I'm
1:16:31
going
1:16:31
to
1:16:31
be
1:16:31
working
1:16:32
on
1:16:32
you
1:16:32
from
1:16:33
you
1:16:33
know,
1:16:33
one
1:16:33
to,
1:16:34
to
1:16:34
two,
1:16:34
let's
1:16:35
say.
1:16:35
But
1:16:35
the
1:16:36
energy
1:16:36
is
1:16:36
going
1:16:36
to
1:16:36
continue
1:16:37
working
1:16:37
throughout
1:16:37
the
1:16:37
day
1:16:38
and
1:16:38
in
1:16:38
fact
1:16:39
you
1:16:39
might
1:16:39
still
1:16:39
need
1:16:39
to
1:16:40
rest
1:16:40
like
1:16:40
till
1:16:40
2:30.
1:16:41
And
1:16:42
so
1:16:42
I
1:16:42
would
1:16:42
get
1:16:42
messages
1:16:43
from
1:16:43
the
1:16:43
team
1:16:43
that
1:16:43
said,
1:16:44
well,
1:16:44
we're
1:16:44
sending
1:16:44
it
1:16:44
through.
1:16:45
It's
1:16:45
potent
1:16:46
and
1:16:46
it's
1:16:46
happening
1:16:46
through
1:16:47
time
1:16:47
and
1:16:47
space.
1:16:47
So
1:16:47
I
1:16:48
would
1:16:48
see
1:16:48
it
1:16:48
all
1:16:48
but
1:16:49
then
1:16:49
it
1:16:49
go
1:16:49
through
1:16:50
and
1:16:50
when
1:16:50
it
1:16:50
met
1:16:50
them,
1:16:51
it
1:16:51
would
1:16:52
need
1:16:52
a
1:16:52
little
1:16:52
bit
1:16:52
of
1:16:52
time
1:16:53
for
1:16:53
their
1:16:53
body
1:16:53
to
1:16:53
accept
1:16:54
it
1:16:54
until
1:16:54
like
1:16:55
the
1:16:55
process
1:16:56
unravel
1:16:57
or
1:16:57
you
1:16:57
know,
1:16:58
take
1:16:58
place
1:16:58
before
1:16:58
the
1:16:59
integration
1:16:59
even.
1:17:00
So.
1:17:00
So
1:17:00
I
1:17:01
learned
1:17:01
that
1:17:01
in
1:17:02
that
1:17:02
experience
1:17:02
I
1:17:02
felt
1:17:03
was
1:17:03
a
1:17:03
bit
1:17:03
more
1:17:03
potent
1:17:04
even
1:17:04
that
1:17:04
they
1:17:04
got
1:17:05
more
1:17:05
bang
1:17:06
for
1:17:06
their
1:17:06
buck,
1:17:06
if
1:17:06
you
1:17:06
want
1:17:07
to
1:17:07
say.
1:17:07
Like,
1:17:07
you
1:17:08
know,
1:17:08
you
1:17:08
got
1:17:09
some
1:17:09
in
1:17:10
depth.
1:17:10
And,
1:17:10
and
1:17:11
so
1:17:11
I
1:17:11
really,
1:17:12
really
1:17:12
valued
1:17:12
that
1:17:13
for
1:17:13
the
1:17:13
energy
1:17:14
work.
1:17:15
However,
1:17:15
at
1:17:16
the
1:17:16
same
1:17:16
time
1:17:16
I
1:17:17
myself
1:17:18
as
1:17:19
somebody
1:17:20
needing
1:17:20
to
1:17:20
see
1:17:20
somebody,
1:17:22
there
1:17:22
were
1:17:22
times
1:17:23
where
1:17:23
I
1:17:23
felt
1:17:23
like
1:17:23
I
1:17:24
really
1:17:24
needed
1:17:24
in
1:17:24
person
1:17:25
because
1:17:25
I
1:17:25
just,
1:17:26
I
1:17:27
did.
1:17:27
Although
1:17:27
I
1:17:27
Will
1:17:28
say
1:17:28
that
1:17:28
my
1:17:28
healer
1:17:29
also
1:17:29
did
1:17:29
massage.
1:17:30
So
1:17:30
of
1:17:31
course,
1:17:32
like
1:17:33
we
1:17:33
need
1:17:33
that.
1:17:34
We
1:17:34
have
1:17:34
to
1:17:34
be
1:17:34
in
1:17:34
person
1:17:35
for
1:17:35
that.
1:17:35
But
1:17:36
I
1:17:36
can
1:17:37
see
1:17:37
a
1:17:37
benefit
1:17:38
to
1:17:38
both.
1:17:39
I
1:17:39
really
1:17:39
can.
1:17:40
I
1:17:40
see
1:17:40
a
1:17:40
benefit
1:17:40
to
1:17:41
both.
1:17:42
And
1:17:42
what
1:17:42
I
1:17:42
enjoyed
1:17:43
about
1:17:44
the
1:17:44
in
1:17:45
person
1:17:45
experiences
1:17:46
are
1:17:46
a
1:17:46
lot
1:17:46
of
1:17:46
the
1:17:46
spa
1:17:47
experience
1:17:48
aspect
1:17:48
of
1:17:49
music
1:17:50
and
1:17:50
sometimes
1:17:50
essential
1:17:51
oils
1:17:52
or
1:17:52
you
1:17:52
could
1:17:52
smell
1:17:53
the
1:17:53
incense,
1:17:53
you
1:17:53
know,
1:17:53
like
1:17:54
that
1:17:54
kind
1:17:54
of
1:17:54
thing
1:17:54
in
1:17:55
a
1:17:55
warm
1:17:55
touch.
1:17:55
And
1:17:55
a
1:17:55
lot
1:17:56
of
1:17:56
us
1:17:56
like
1:17:56
we
1:17:56
do,
1:17:57
we're,
1:17:57
we're
1:17:57
humans,
1:17:57
we
1:17:58
need
1:17:58
that
1:17:58
touch.
1:17:59
So
1:17:59
I
1:17:59
think
1:17:59
that
1:17:59
there's
1:18:00
a
1:18:00
benefit
1:18:00
to
1:18:01
both.
1:18:01
And
1:18:01
they
1:18:02
both
1:18:02
work
1:18:03
and
1:18:03
they're
1:18:03
both
1:18:03
amazing.
1:18:04
So
1:18:05
I
1:18:05
love
1:18:05
that
1:18:05
you're
1:18:06
able,
1:18:06
you're
1:18:06
in
1:18:06
a
1:18:07
space
1:18:07
where
1:18:07
you
1:18:07
do
1:18:07
offer
1:18:08
that
1:18:08
combination,
1:18:09
that
1:18:09
hybrid,
1:18:11
that
1:18:11
hybrid
1:18:11
service
1:18:12
girl.
1:18:12
It's
1:18:12
awesome.
1:18:14
Well,
1:18:14
I
1:18:14
was
1:18:15
glad
1:18:15
I
1:18:15
pushed
1:18:15
to
1:18:16
give
1:18:16
it
1:18:16
a
1:18:16
go.
1:18:16
You
1:18:16
know,
1:18:16
it's
1:18:17
so
1:18:17
interesting.
1:18:17
Like,
1:18:17
you
1:18:18
know
1:18:18
what
1:18:18
you
1:18:18
again
1:18:19
like
1:18:19
kind
1:18:19
of
1:18:19
how
1:18:19
you
1:18:19
limit
1:18:20
yourself
1:18:20
and
1:18:21
then
1:18:21
realizing,
1:18:22
oh
1:18:22
wait,
1:18:22
I
1:18:22
can
1:18:23
do
1:18:23
this.
1:18:23
And
1:18:23
actually
1:18:23
there's
1:18:23
a
1:18:23
major
1:18:24
upside
1:18:24
to
1:18:24
doing
1:18:25
this
1:18:26
or
1:18:26
giving
1:18:27
it
1:18:27
a
1:18:27
try.
1:18:27
And
1:18:28
yeah,
1:18:29
I
1:18:29
like
1:18:29
the
1:18:29
sensory
1:18:30
aspect
1:18:30
of
1:18:30
in
1:18:30
person
1:18:31
a
1:18:31
lot.
1:18:32
And
1:18:33
clients
1:18:33
seem
1:18:34
to
1:18:34
really
1:18:34
like
1:18:34
it.
1:18:34
Like
1:18:35
the
1:18:35
office
1:18:35
itself,
1:18:36
they
1:18:36
like
1:18:36
when
1:18:36
they
1:18:36
come
1:18:36
in
1:18:36
and
1:18:37
they're
1:18:37
like,
1:18:37
oh,
1:18:37
it
1:18:37
feels
1:18:38
so
1:18:39
relaxed
1:18:39
in
1:18:39
here
1:18:40
and
1:18:40
that
1:18:40
kind
1:18:40
of
1:18:40
thing.
1:18:42
But
1:18:43
there's
1:18:43
more
1:18:43
freedom.
1:18:44
Yeah.
1:18:45
With,
1:18:45
with
1:18:45
adding
1:18:46
remote
1:18:46
and
1:18:47
having
1:18:47
that
1:18:47
option
1:18:47
for
1:18:48
people
1:18:48
and
1:18:49
a
1:18:49
client.
1:18:49
It's
1:18:49
so
1:18:49
funny
1:18:49
you
1:18:50
said
1:18:50
a
1:18:50
client
1:18:50
from
1:18:51
long
1:18:51
ago.
1:18:51
Just
1:18:52
came
1:18:52
to
1:18:52
back
1:18:53
because
1:18:53
I
1:18:53
just
1:18:54
had
1:18:54
a
1:18:54
client
1:18:54
from
1:18:54
like
1:18:55
my
1:18:55
therapy
1:18:56
days.
1:18:56
So
1:18:56
that
1:18:56
would
1:18:56
have
1:18:56
been
1:18:57
like
1:18:57
in
1:18:58
2010
1:18:59
maybe
1:19:00
or
1:19:00
earlier.
1:19:00
And
1:19:01
she
1:19:01
somehow
1:19:01
found
1:19:02
me
1:19:02
and
1:19:02
was
1:19:02
like,
1:19:02
hey,
1:19:03
nice,
1:19:03
would
1:19:03
you
1:19:04
be
1:19:04
willing
1:19:04
to.
1:19:06
She's
1:19:07
still
1:19:07
in
1:19:07
therapy,
1:19:07
I
1:19:08
guess,
1:19:08
but
1:19:08
wants
1:19:08
to
1:19:08
have
1:19:08
this
1:19:09
as
1:19:09
an
1:19:09
adjunct.
1:19:09
And
1:19:10
I
1:19:10
was
1:19:10
like,
1:19:10
like,
1:19:10
wow,
1:19:10
that's
1:19:11
a
1:19:11
name
1:19:11
from
1:19:11
the
1:19:11
past.
1:19:12
So
1:19:12
yeah,
1:19:13
it'll
1:19:13
be
1:19:13
fun
1:19:13
to
1:19:14
see
1:19:14
if
1:19:14
more
1:19:14
people
1:19:15
will.
1:19:16
I
1:19:16
mean,
1:19:18
not
1:19:18
if
1:19:18
I
1:19:19
already
1:19:19
know
1:19:20
more
1:19:20
people
1:19:21
are
1:19:21
going
1:19:21
to
1:19:22
come.
1:19:23
Not,
1:19:23
not
1:19:23
even
1:19:23
just,
1:19:24
not
1:19:24
even
1:19:24
just
1:19:24
talking
1:19:25
for
1:19:25
me,
1:19:25
I'm
1:19:25
saying
1:19:25
in
1:19:25
general,
1:19:26
I
1:19:26
think
1:19:26
people
1:19:26
are
1:19:27
now
1:19:27
going
1:19:27
to
1:19:27
see
1:19:27
the
1:19:28
benefits
1:19:28
of
1:19:29
energy
1:19:29
work
1:19:30
more
1:19:30
than
1:19:30
they
1:19:30
have
1:19:30
before
1:19:31
or
1:19:32
alternative
1:19:32
healing
1:19:33
modalities
1:19:33
in
1:19:34
general.
1:19:34
I
1:19:34
think
1:19:35
people
1:19:35
are
1:19:35
going
1:19:35
to
1:19:35
start
1:19:36
to
1:19:36
open
1:19:37
to
1:19:37
that,
1:19:37
to
1:19:38
the
1:19:38
ways
1:19:38
that
1:19:38
can
1:19:38
be
1:19:39
more
1:19:39
helpful
1:19:39
to
1:19:39
them
1:19:39
than
1:19:40
what
1:19:40
they've
1:19:40
tried.
1:19:41
You
1:19:41
know,
1:19:42
you've
1:19:42
been
1:19:42
doing
1:19:42
this,
1:19:43
you
1:19:43
know,
1:19:43
well
1:19:44
before
1:19:44
it
1:19:44
became
1:19:45
and
1:19:45
is
1:19:45
becoming
1:19:46
a
1:19:46
little
1:19:46
more,
1:19:47
you
1:19:47
know,
1:19:47
popular,
1:19:48
I
1:19:48
guess
1:19:48
or
1:19:49
accepted.
1:19:50
And
1:19:51
so
1:19:51
yeah,
1:19:51
your
1:19:52
level
1:19:52
of
1:19:52
expertise
1:19:53
is
1:19:53
so
1:19:53
high
1:19:54
and
1:19:54
so
1:19:55
it's
1:19:56
so
1:19:58
sorted
1:19:58
already.
1:19:59
Like
1:19:59
I
1:19:59
just
1:19:59
love
1:19:59
how
1:20:00
you
1:20:00
work.
1:20:02
You're
1:20:02
such
1:20:02
an
1:20:03
expert
1:20:03
at
1:20:03
it
1:20:03
that
1:20:04
I
1:20:04
was,
1:20:04
you
1:20:04
know,
1:20:04
and
1:20:05
I,
1:20:05
I
1:20:05
remember
1:20:05
thinking
1:20:06
again
1:20:07
that
1:20:07
whole
1:20:07
like
1:20:07
trusting
1:20:08
yourself
1:20:08
type
1:20:08
of
1:20:08
thing
1:20:09
when
1:20:10
I
1:20:10
was
1:20:10
with
1:20:10
my
1:20:10
first
1:20:11
Reiki
1:20:11
person
1:20:12
who
1:20:12
I
1:20:12
also
1:20:12
really
1:20:13
appreciate,
1:20:14
like
1:20:14
she
1:20:14
was
1:20:14
a
1:20:14
needed.
1:20:15
I
1:20:15
had
1:20:15
to
1:20:15
meet
1:20:15
her.
1:20:16
Like
1:20:16
it
1:20:17
had
1:20:17
to
1:20:17
go
1:20:17
the
1:20:17
way.
1:20:18
Yes,
1:20:19
sure.
1:20:20
But
1:20:21
then
1:20:21
there
1:20:21
were
1:20:21
aspects
1:20:22
and
1:20:23
she
1:20:23
did
1:20:23
things
1:20:23
that
1:20:23
she,
1:20:24
you
1:20:24
know,
1:20:24
confronted
1:20:25
me
1:20:25
with,
1:20:25
things
1:20:25
that
1:20:25
were
1:20:25
really,
1:20:26
I
1:20:26
mean,
1:20:26
she
1:20:27
didn't
1:20:27
confront
1:20:27
me,
1:20:27
but
1:20:27
she
1:20:28
said
1:20:28
things
1:20:28
that
1:20:28
were
1:20:29
confronting
1:20:30
and
1:20:30
very,
1:20:31
very
1:20:31
helpful
1:20:32
for
1:20:32
me
1:20:32
to
1:20:33
work
1:20:33
on
1:20:33
and
1:20:34
get
1:20:34
to
1:20:34
the
1:20:34
other
1:20:34
side
1:20:35
of.
1:20:35
So
1:20:35
I've
1:20:35
super
1:20:35
appreciate
1:20:36
that.
1:20:36
But
1:20:37
then
1:20:37
there
1:20:37
were
1:20:38
things
1:20:38
I
1:20:38
didn't
1:20:39
vibe
1:20:39
with
1:20:39
and,
1:20:41
and
1:20:42
for
1:20:42
some
1:20:42
reason
1:20:42
was
1:20:42
like
1:20:43
feeling
1:20:43
loyal
1:20:43
and
1:20:44
bad
1:20:44
to
1:20:45
change
1:20:45
and
1:20:46
really
1:20:46
had
1:20:47
to
1:20:47
like
1:20:47
breathe
1:20:47
and
1:20:47
recognize.
1:20:48
Like,
1:20:48
no,
1:20:49
you
1:20:49
get
1:20:49
to
1:20:50
change.
1:20:50
Like
1:20:50
you
1:20:50
get
1:20:50
to
1:20:51
go
1:20:51
to
1:20:51
a
1:20:51
different
1:20:51
person
1:20:52
if
1:20:53
the
1:20:53
person
1:20:53
that
1:20:53
you
1:20:54
aren't
1:20:54
vibing
1:20:54
with
1:20:55
that,
1:20:55
you
1:20:55
know,
1:20:55
like,
1:20:55
you
1:20:56
can
1:20:56
thank
1:20:56
them
1:20:56
for
1:20:56
what
1:20:56
they've
1:20:57
given
1:20:57
you
1:20:57
up
1:20:57
to
1:20:57
that
1:20:58
point
1:20:58
and
1:20:58
you
1:20:58
can
1:21:00
move
1:21:00
on
1:21:00
to
1:21:01
someone
1:21:01
else
1:21:01
and
1:21:02
then
1:21:02
to
1:21:02
meet
1:21:02
you.
1:21:04
And
1:21:04
I
1:21:04
did,
1:21:04
I
1:21:04
said
1:21:05
to
1:21:05
my
1:21:05
team,
1:21:05
I
1:21:05
was
1:21:05
like,
1:21:06
please,
1:21:06
just
1:21:06
please
1:21:06
bring
1:21:07
me
1:21:07
the
1:21:08
person
1:21:08
I
1:21:08
meant
1:21:08
to
1:21:09
train
1:21:10
for
1:21:11
the
1:21:11
rest
1:21:11
of
1:21:11
the
1:21:11
Reiki
1:21:12
certifications.
1:21:13
And.
1:21:14
And
1:21:14
then
1:21:14
you
1:21:14
popped
1:21:15
up.
1:21:15
You
1:21:15
know,
1:21:15
I
1:21:15
had
1:21:15
already
1:21:15
done
1:21:16
a
1:21:16
healing
1:21:16
with
1:21:16
you,
1:21:17
but
1:21:17
you
1:21:17
were
1:21:17
like,
1:21:18
the
1:21:18
answer
1:21:18
was
1:21:18
go
1:21:19
back
1:21:19
to
1:21:19
Amy.
1:21:20
And
1:21:20
I
1:21:21
was
1:21:21
like,
1:21:21
oh,
1:21:21
this
1:21:22
is
1:21:22
so
1:21:22
cool
1:21:23
how
1:21:24
once
1:21:24
you
1:21:25
open
1:21:25
it
1:21:26
and
1:21:26
you,
1:21:26
you
1:21:27
really
1:21:27
like
1:21:27
ask,
1:21:28
you
1:21:29
will
1:21:29
get
1:21:30
the
1:21:30
right
1:21:30
person
1:21:31
like
1:21:31
to
1:21:31
come
1:21:31
into
1:21:32
your
1:21:32
life
1:21:32
at
1:21:32
that.
1:21:32
Right.
1:21:33
I
1:21:33
mean,
1:21:33
it
1:21:33
will
1:21:33
happen
1:21:33
sometimes
1:21:34
anyways
1:21:34
whether
1:21:34
you
1:21:34
ask
1:21:35
or
1:21:35
not.
1:21:35
But
1:21:36
it's
1:21:36
fun.
1:21:37
It's
1:21:37
fun
1:21:37
when
1:21:37
you
1:21:37
really
1:21:38
like,
1:21:38
oh,
1:21:38
there
1:21:38
she
1:21:39
is.
1:21:39
That's
1:21:39
who
1:21:39
I'm
1:21:40
meant
1:21:40
to
1:21:40
learn
1:21:40
that
1:21:41
from.
1:21:41
So
1:21:42
yeah,
1:21:42
it
1:21:42
was
1:21:42
really
1:21:43
cool.
1:21:43
I
1:21:43
remember
1:21:44
I
1:21:44
told
1:21:44
you
1:21:44
I
1:21:44
was
1:21:44
at
1:21:44
like
1:21:45
Barnes
1:21:45
and
1:21:45
Noble
1:21:45
or
1:21:45
something
1:21:46
like
1:21:46
that.
1:21:47
And
1:21:48
your
1:21:48
book
1:21:49
had
1:21:49
your
1:21:49
channeling
1:21:50
book,
1:21:51
I
1:21:51
think
1:21:51
I
1:21:52
pre
1:21:52
ordered,
1:21:53
but
1:21:53
it
1:21:53
wasn't
1:21:54
supposed
1:21:54
to
1:21:54
be
1:21:54
out
1:21:55
yet.
1:21:55
And
1:21:56
I
1:21:56
was
1:21:56
at
1:21:56
Barnes
1:21:57
and
1:21:57
Noble
1:21:57
when
1:21:58
I
1:21:58
was
1:21:58
trying
1:21:58
to
1:21:58
decide
1:21:59
this
1:21:59
whole
1:21:59
thing
1:22:01
and
1:22:03
I
1:22:04
had
1:22:04
already
1:22:04
looked
1:22:05
to
1:22:05
see
1:22:05
if
1:22:05
it
1:22:05
was
1:22:05
there
1:22:05
and
1:22:06
it
1:22:06
wasn't.
1:22:07
Now
1:22:07
virtually
1:22:07
I
1:22:07
look,
1:22:08
you
1:22:08
know,
1:22:08
like
1:22:08
online
1:22:09
and
1:22:09
I
1:22:09
was
1:22:09
like,
1:22:09
oh,
1:22:10
it
1:22:10
doesn't
1:22:10
come
1:22:10
out
1:22:10
yet.
1:22:10
I
1:22:10
go
1:22:11
to
1:22:11
Barnes
1:22:11
and
1:22:11
Noble
1:22:11
and
1:22:11
it
1:22:12
popped
1:22:12
off
1:22:12
the
1:22:13
shelf.
1:22:13
I
1:22:13
remember
1:22:14
telling
1:22:14
you,
1:22:14
I
1:22:14
don't
1:22:15
know
1:22:15
if
1:22:15
you
1:22:15
remember
1:22:15
this,
1:22:16
I
1:22:16
don't,
1:22:16
but.
1:22:16
It
1:22:17
was
1:22:17
a
1:22:17
really
1:22:18
romantic
1:22:18
time
1:22:19
during
1:22:19
that
1:22:19
moment.
1:22:20
Okay.
1:22:22
And
1:22:22
I
1:22:23
picked
1:22:23
it
1:22:23
up
1:22:23
and
1:22:24
I
1:22:24
was
1:22:24
like,
1:22:24
like
1:22:24
what?
1:22:25
I
1:22:25
thought
1:22:26
it
1:22:26
wasn't
1:22:26
here
1:22:26
and
1:22:26
I
1:22:27
thought
1:22:27
it
1:22:27
wasn't
1:22:28
even
1:22:28
out
1:22:29
yet,
1:22:29
like
1:22:29
released
1:22:30
yet.
1:22:31
And
1:22:31
then
1:22:31
I
1:22:31
ended
1:22:32
up
1:22:32
telling
1:22:32
You.
1:22:34
When
1:22:34
I.
1:22:34
When
1:22:35
I
1:22:35
came
1:22:35
to
1:22:35
you
1:22:35
for
1:22:36
Reiki,
1:22:36
too,
1:22:37
I
1:22:38
was
1:22:38
like,
1:22:38
this
1:22:38
is
1:22:39
a
1:22:39
wild
1:22:39
story.
1:22:39
But,
1:22:40
you
1:22:40
know,
1:22:40
like,
1:22:41
things
1:22:41
like
1:22:42
that
1:22:42
happen,
1:22:42
which
1:22:43
I
1:22:43
know
1:22:43
people
1:22:44
like
1:22:44
that.
1:22:44
Like,
1:22:45
things
1:22:45
like
1:22:45
that
1:22:45
happen.
1:22:46
I
1:22:46
was
1:22:46
like,
1:22:46
you
1:22:46
better
1:22:46
listen.
1:22:47
Yeah.
1:22:48
Yeah.
1:22:49
That
1:22:50
makes
1:22:50
me
1:22:50
smile
1:22:51
so
1:22:51
much,
1:22:51
and
1:22:51
people
1:22:51
are
1:22:52
confused.
1:22:52
How
1:22:52
did
1:22:52
that
1:22:53
happen?
1:22:53
So,
1:22:54
yeah,
1:22:54
it
1:22:54
wasn't
1:22:55
like
1:22:55
a
1:22:55
wormhole
1:22:56
in
1:22:56
time
1:22:56
or
1:22:56
anything,
1:22:57
but
1:22:58
kind
1:22:59
of.
1:22:59
But
1:23:00
what
1:23:00
happened
1:23:00
is
1:23:01
they.
1:23:01
We
1:23:02
had
1:23:02
a
1:23:02
day,
1:23:02
and
1:23:03
then
1:23:03
everything
1:23:04
was
1:23:04
done.
1:23:04
Like,
1:23:05
my
1:23:05
publisher,
1:23:05
a
1:23:06
whole
1:23:06
thing,
1:23:06
it
1:23:06
got
1:23:07
sped
1:23:07
up,
1:23:08
and
1:23:08
I
1:23:08
had
1:23:08
done
1:23:08
my
1:23:08
part,
1:23:09
so
1:23:09
then
1:23:09
they
1:23:09
sped
1:23:09
up
1:23:10
their
1:23:10
part,
1:23:10
and
1:23:10
then
1:23:10
it
1:23:10
was
1:23:11
out.
1:23:11
I
1:23:11
think
1:23:12
maybe
1:23:12
a
1:23:12
month
1:23:13
or
1:23:13
a
1:23:13
few
1:23:13
weeks
1:23:14
before
1:23:14
what
1:23:14
it
1:23:15
was
1:23:15
supposed
1:23:15
to
1:23:15
be
1:23:15
out.
1:23:16
And
1:23:17
so
1:23:17
to
1:23:18
exactly
1:23:18
that.
1:23:18
Like,
1:23:18
you
1:23:19
probably
1:23:19
heard
1:23:19
my
1:23:20
advertising
1:23:20
time
1:23:20
in
1:23:20
the
1:23:21
end,
1:23:21
initial
1:23:21
release
1:23:22
date,
1:23:23
and
1:23:23
then
1:23:23
it
1:23:23
came
1:23:23
out
1:23:24
early,
1:23:24
and
1:23:24
we're
1:23:24
like,
1:23:25
whoa,
1:23:25
okay.
1:23:26
Surprise.
1:23:27
You
1:23:27
know,
1:23:28
so
1:23:28
funny.
1:23:29
Yeah.
1:23:29
I
1:23:29
was
1:23:29
looking
1:23:30
for
1:23:30
a
1:23:30
completely
1:23:30
different
1:23:31
book.
1:23:31
Yeah.
1:23:32
And
1:23:32
then
1:23:32
I
1:23:32
was
1:23:33
like,
1:23:33
oh,
1:23:33
well,
1:23:34
this.
1:23:34
This
1:23:34
is
1:23:35
funny.
1:23:35
Yeah.
1:23:36
So
1:23:36
love
1:23:36
that.
1:23:37
But
1:23:37
anyway,
1:23:38
yeah,
1:23:38
you're.
1:23:38
You're
1:23:39
such
1:23:39
a
1:23:39
good
1:23:39
mentor.
1:23:39
I.
1:23:40
I
1:23:40
can't
1:23:40
tell
1:23:40
you
1:23:40
how
1:23:41
much
1:23:41
I
1:23:41
appreciate.
1:23:41
I
1:23:42
know.
1:23:42
I
1:23:42
have.
1:23:42
I
1:23:42
have,
1:23:43
like,
1:23:43
really
1:23:44
tried
1:23:44
to
1:23:44
express
1:23:44
this
1:23:45
to
1:23:45
you,
1:23:45
but
1:23:45
words
1:23:46
really
1:23:46
do
1:23:46
not.
1:23:46
Not.
1:23:47
They
1:23:48
are
1:23:48
not
1:23:48
sufficient.
1:23:49
But
1:23:49
you've
1:23:49
been
1:23:50
such
1:23:50
a
1:23:50
helpful.
1:23:51
I
1:23:51
mean,
1:23:52
such
1:23:52
a
1:23:52
helpful
1:23:53
mentor
1:23:53
through
1:23:53
the
1:23:54
whole
1:23:54
process
1:23:55
and,
1:23:56
you
1:23:56
know,
1:23:57
especially
1:23:57
through
1:23:57
the
1:23:57
sacred
1:23:58
healer
1:23:58
circle,
1:23:58
but
1:23:59
just
1:23:59
even
1:23:59
continuing
1:24:00
on,
1:24:00
still,
1:24:00
you're
1:24:01
so
1:24:01
supportive.
1:24:02
Mentors
1:24:03
like
1:24:03
you,
1:24:03
I
1:24:04
think,
1:24:04
are
1:24:04
so
1:24:04
needed,
1:24:05
especially
1:24:05
for.
1:24:06
For
1:24:06
those
1:24:06
of
1:24:07
us
1:24:07
who
1:24:07
are
1:24:07
coming
1:24:07
online
1:24:08
a
1:24:08
little
1:24:08
later.
1:24:09
Even.
1:24:10
Even
1:24:10
if
1:24:10
you've
1:24:10
already
1:24:11
in
1:24:11
a
1:24:11
healing
1:24:12
profession,
1:24:13
it's
1:24:13
like
1:24:14
recognizing
1:24:14
you
1:24:15
still
1:24:15
need
1:24:15
mentorship,
1:24:16
but
1:24:16
you
1:24:16
still
1:24:16
need
1:24:16
people
1:24:17
to
1:24:17
go
1:24:17
to.
1:24:18
And
1:24:18
I
1:24:19
so
1:24:19
value
1:24:20
your
1:24:20
guidance
1:24:20
and
1:24:21
advice.
1:24:21
I
1:24:21
never
1:24:22
even.
1:24:22
I've
1:24:23
never
1:24:23
had
1:24:23
a
1:24:24
time
1:24:24
where
1:24:24
I
1:24:25
asked
1:24:25
you
1:24:25
a
1:24:25
question
1:24:26
and
1:24:26
you
1:24:26
didn't
1:24:26
give
1:24:27
sage
1:24:27
advice
1:24:28
back
1:24:28
or
1:24:29
sage
1:24:29
feedback
1:24:30
or.
1:24:30
Here.
1:24:31
Here's
1:24:31
what
1:24:31
you're.
1:24:31
Here's
1:24:32
what
1:24:32
I'm
1:24:32
hearing,
1:24:33
and
1:24:34
it's
1:24:34
just
1:24:34
been
1:24:35
really
1:24:35
comforting.
1:24:35
Like,
1:24:35
it's,
1:24:36
like,
1:24:36
really
1:24:36
helped
1:24:37
me
1:24:37
get
1:24:37
to
1:24:37
the.
1:24:38
Get
1:24:39
where
1:24:39
I
1:24:39
wanted
1:24:40
to
1:24:40
go
1:24:40
faster
1:24:41
than
1:24:41
I
1:24:41
thought
1:24:41
I
1:24:41
could
1:24:41
get
1:24:42
there.
1:24:43
So
1:24:43
I
1:24:43
really,
1:24:44
really
1:24:44
appreciate
1:24:45
you
1:24:45
for
1:24:45
all
1:24:45
of
1:24:46
that.
1:24:46
Oh,
1:24:47
thank
1:24:47
you.
1:24:48
And
1:24:48
you're
1:24:48
so
1:24:48
welcome.
1:24:49
That
1:24:49
makes
1:24:49
my
1:24:50
heart
1:24:50
smile.
1:24:51
I
1:24:51
appreciate
1:24:52
you
1:24:52
sharing
1:24:52
that
1:24:52
with
1:24:53
me.
1:24:53
Yeah,
1:24:54
that's
1:24:54
my.
1:24:55
That's
1:24:55
what
1:24:55
makes
1:24:55
me
1:24:56
so
1:24:56
happy
1:24:56
is
1:24:56
supporting
1:24:57
others.
1:24:57
I
1:24:57
know
1:24:57
we're
1:24:58
all
1:24:58
here
1:24:59
with,
1:24:59
like,
1:24:59
this
1:25:00
heart's
1:25:00
calling,
1:25:01
and
1:25:01
the
1:25:02
community
1:25:02
is
1:25:02
such
1:25:03
an
1:25:03
important
1:25:03
experience
1:25:04
for
1:25:04
me,
1:25:04
and
1:25:05
so.
1:25:05
So
1:25:05
I'm
1:25:06
so
1:25:06
grateful
1:25:06
to,
1:25:07
like,
1:25:07
extend
1:25:07
that.
1:25:07
And
1:25:08
then
1:25:08
also,
1:25:08
like,
1:25:08
the
1:25:09
one
1:25:09
on
1:25:09
one
1:25:09
aspects
1:25:10
of
1:25:10
our
1:25:10
mentoring,
1:25:10
you
1:25:11
know,
1:25:11
just.
1:25:11
And
1:25:12
you
1:25:12
know,
1:25:12
you
1:25:12
can
1:25:12
reach
1:25:12
out
1:25:12
anytime,
1:25:14
which
1:25:14
I
1:25:14
think
1:25:14
is
1:25:15
so
1:25:15
cool
1:25:15
because
1:25:15
we
1:25:15
got
1:25:16
to
1:25:16
really
1:25:17
know
1:25:17
each
1:25:17
other
1:25:18
even
1:25:18
more.
1:25:19
And
1:25:19
then
1:25:20
we
1:25:20
have
1:25:20
the
1:25:20
WhatsApp
1:25:21
chat
1:25:21
still
1:25:21
for
1:25:22
the
1:25:22
group,
1:25:22
and
1:25:22
you're
1:25:22
in
1:25:22
there
1:25:22
and
1:25:23
we
1:25:23
can
1:25:23
still,
1:25:23
like,
1:25:24
you
1:25:24
know,
1:25:24
anytime
1:25:25
you've
1:25:25
got
1:25:25
a
1:25:25
direct
1:25:26
line.
1:25:27
Which
1:25:27
is,
1:25:29
yeah,
1:25:29
this
1:25:30
big.
1:25:30
This
1:25:30
second
1:25:30
group
1:25:31
is
1:25:31
big.
1:25:31
And,
1:25:32
you
1:25:32
know,
1:25:32
it
1:25:32
has
1:25:32
a
1:25:33
lot
1:25:33
of
1:25:33
different
1:25:33
people.
1:25:33
It's
1:25:34
so
1:25:34
neat.
1:25:34
Like,
1:25:35
it's.
1:25:35
It's
1:25:35
so
1:25:36
cool
1:25:36
to.
1:25:38
To
1:25:38
be
1:25:38
in
1:25:39
these.
1:25:39
To
1:25:39
be
1:25:39
able
1:25:39
nowadays
1:25:40
to
1:25:40
connect
1:25:40
in
1:25:41
through
1:25:41
community
1:25:42
that
1:25:42
way,
1:25:43
you
1:25:43
know,
1:25:43
through
1:25:43
things
1:25:44
like.
1:25:45
Yeah,
1:25:46
it's
1:25:46
just
1:25:46
so
1:25:46
neat
1:25:46
what
1:25:47
you
1:25:47
did.
1:25:47
I'm
1:25:47
so,
1:25:48
so,
1:25:48
like,
1:25:49
honored
1:25:49
to
1:25:49
be
1:25:50
a
1:25:50
part
1:25:50
of
1:25:50
the
1:25:51
beginning
1:25:51
of
1:25:51
it,
1:25:51
you
1:25:52
know,
1:25:52
of
1:25:52
like,
1:25:52
how
1:25:52
it
1:25:52
got
1:25:53
rolling
1:25:54
and
1:25:54
loved
1:25:54
how
1:25:55
intimate
1:25:55
it
1:25:55
is
1:25:56
still.
1:25:56
And
1:25:58
yeah,
1:25:58
like,
1:25:59
I,
1:26:00
I
1:26:00
just,
1:26:00
like,
1:26:00
am
1:26:00
thrilled.
1:26:01
And
1:26:01
so
1:26:01
it's
1:26:02
so
1:26:02
fun
1:26:02
to
1:26:02
see,
1:26:02
like,
1:26:03
people
1:26:03
all
1:26:03
over
1:26:03
the
1:26:03
place
1:26:04
talking
1:26:04
about
1:26:04
stuff
1:26:04
like
1:26:04
this.
1:26:05
Like,
1:26:05
you
1:26:05
know,
1:26:06
yeah,
1:26:06
it's
1:26:07
been
1:26:07
nice.
1:26:09
So
1:26:09
I
1:26:10
did
1:26:10
a
1:26:10
few
1:26:10
things
1:26:10
different.
1:26:11
This
1:26:11
cohort,
1:26:11
you
1:26:12
know,
1:26:12
seasons
1:26:12
and.
1:26:13
And
1:26:13
everything
1:26:14
is
1:26:14
just
1:26:14
different
1:26:14
where
1:26:15
I'm
1:26:15
at
1:26:16
as
1:26:16
well.
1:26:16
And
1:26:17
so
1:26:18
I'm
1:26:19
offering
1:26:20
like
1:26:20
a
1:26:20
daytime
1:26:21
one
1:26:21
in
1:26:21
the
1:26:21
evening
1:26:22
one,
1:26:22
so
1:26:23
twice
1:26:23
a
1:26:23
month.
1:26:23
And
1:26:23
that
1:26:24
way,
1:26:24
the
1:26:24
group
1:26:24
session.
1:26:24
And
1:26:25
then
1:26:25
I
1:26:25
opened
1:26:25
it
1:26:25
up
1:26:26
for
1:26:26
more
1:26:26
international
1:26:27
participants,
1:26:28
you
1:26:28
know,
1:26:29
members
1:26:29
that
1:26:29
wanted
1:26:29
to
1:26:29
join.
1:26:30
And
1:26:30
then
1:26:30
also
1:26:31
it's
1:26:31
kind
1:26:31
of
1:26:32
like
1:26:32
you
1:26:32
can.
1:26:33
It's
1:26:33
month
1:26:34
by
1:26:34
month
1:26:34
subscription
1:26:35
in
1:26:35
that
1:26:36
way.
1:26:36
And
1:26:37
so
1:26:37
also
1:26:37
if
1:26:37
it's,
1:26:38
you
1:26:38
know,
1:26:39
somebody's
1:26:39
interested
1:26:40
but
1:26:40
not
1:26:40
quite
1:26:41
sure,
1:26:41
they
1:26:41
can
1:26:41
come
1:26:42
and
1:26:42
join
1:26:42
and
1:26:42
not
1:26:43
feel
1:26:43
the
1:26:43
pressure.
1:26:44
And
1:26:46
so.
1:26:46
So
1:26:46
that
1:26:47
I
1:26:47
think
1:26:47
has
1:26:47
been
1:26:47
like
1:26:47
a
1:26:48
nice
1:26:48
little
1:26:49
invitation
1:26:50
for
1:26:50
others
1:26:51
who
1:26:51
are
1:26:51
interested.
1:26:51
And
1:26:52
it's.
1:26:52
It's
1:26:52
still
1:26:53
open,
1:26:53
but
1:26:54
I'm.
1:26:54
Yeah,
1:26:55
I'm
1:26:55
just
1:26:55
so
1:26:55
excited
1:26:56
because
1:26:56
then
1:26:56
you
1:26:57
guys
1:26:57
can
1:26:57
still
1:26:57
communicate
1:26:58
and
1:26:58
meet
1:26:59
through
1:26:59
the
1:26:59
chat
1:26:59
even,
1:27:00
and
1:27:01
everybody
1:27:01
in
1:27:02
there.
1:27:02
There's
1:27:03
a
1:27:03
couple
1:27:03
of
1:27:03
girls
1:27:04
that
1:27:04
I
1:27:04
just
1:27:04
recently
1:27:05
met,
1:27:05
but
1:27:06
others
1:27:06
are
1:27:07
ones
1:27:07
who
1:27:08
I've
1:27:08
taught
1:27:08
or
1:27:09
we've
1:27:09
worked
1:27:09
together
1:27:09
in
1:27:10
other
1:27:10
groups
1:27:10
or
1:27:11
classes.
1:27:12
And
1:27:12
it
1:27:13
already
1:27:13
kind
1:27:13
of
1:27:13
feels
1:27:14
like
1:27:14
that
1:27:14
family
1:27:15
vibe,
1:27:15
that
1:27:16
family
1:27:16
community
1:27:17
vibe.
1:27:18
And
1:27:18
it's
1:27:19
nice
1:27:19
to
1:27:19
know
1:27:20
that
1:27:20
even
1:27:21
when
1:27:21
we
1:27:21
have,
1:27:22
like,
1:27:23
it's
1:27:23
a
1:27:23
nice
1:27:23
experience
1:27:24
to
1:27:24
celebrate
1:27:25
our
1:27:25
wins
1:27:25
and
1:27:26
the
1:27:26
happy
1:27:27
times.
1:27:27
But
1:27:27
then
1:27:28
when
1:27:28
we're
1:27:28
feeling
1:27:28
like,
1:27:28
okay,
1:27:29
I
1:27:29
need
1:27:29
some
1:27:30
help.
1:27:30
Sos
1:27:31
Support,
1:27:31
support,
1:27:32
you
1:27:32
know,
1:27:32
there's
1:27:33
a
1:27:33
group
1:27:33
there
1:27:34
and
1:27:34
that
1:27:34
we
1:27:35
all
1:27:35
can
1:27:35
reach
1:27:35
out
1:27:35
to
1:27:36
each
1:27:36
other.
1:27:36
So
1:27:36
I'm
1:27:37
there.
1:27:37
But
1:27:37
then
1:27:37
also,
1:27:38
like,
1:27:38
I
1:27:38
love
1:27:38
seeing
1:27:39
members
1:27:39
communicate
1:27:40
with
1:27:40
each
1:27:40
other.
1:27:40
So.
1:27:41
Yeah.
1:27:42
Oh,
1:27:42
yeah.
1:27:42
And
1:27:42
Lizzy
1:27:43
and
1:27:44
I
1:27:44
from.
1:27:45
We.
1:27:46
We
1:27:46
still,
1:27:46
like
1:27:47
Audio
1:27:48
message
1:27:48
each
1:27:49
other
1:27:49
with,
1:27:49
like,
1:27:49
updates
1:27:50
and
1:27:50
how
1:27:50
things
1:27:51
are
1:27:51
going
1:27:51
and
1:27:52
like,
1:27:52
wins
1:27:53
or
1:27:53
like
1:27:54
some,
1:27:54
you
1:27:54
know,
1:27:54
how
1:27:54
Lizzie
1:27:55
talks.
1:27:55
So
1:27:55
fun.
1:27:55
She'll
1:27:56
be
1:27:56
like,
1:27:56
oh,
1:27:56
girl,
1:27:56
this,
1:27:57
this.
1:27:57
This
1:27:57
happened
1:27:58
to
1:27:58
me.
1:28:01
Like,
1:28:02
what?
1:28:02
And
1:28:02
then.
1:28:02
Yeah.
1:28:03
Or
1:28:03
like
1:28:03
books,
1:28:04
book
1:28:04
recommendations
1:28:05
or
1:28:06
little
1:28:06
like,
1:28:07
like
1:28:07
encouraging
1:28:08
supportive
1:28:09
messages
1:28:09
and.
1:28:10
Yeah.
1:28:10
And
1:28:10
that's
1:28:11
going
1:28:11
to
1:28:11
be
1:28:11
lifelong
1:28:11
now.
1:28:12
And
1:28:12
that,
1:28:12
you
1:28:12
know,
1:28:12
I
1:28:12
would
1:28:12
never.
1:28:13
I
1:28:13
wouldn't
1:28:13
have
1:28:13
met
1:28:13
her
1:28:14
if
1:28:14
not
1:28:14
through
1:28:15
the
1:28:15
sacred
1:28:16
circle.
1:28:16
So.
1:28:17
So,
1:28:17
like.
1:28:17
So,
1:28:18
yeah,
1:28:19
I.
1:28:19
I
1:28:19
just
1:28:20
love
1:28:20
it
1:28:20
and
1:28:21
I'm
1:28:21
so
1:28:21
glad.
1:28:21
I
1:28:21
hope
1:28:22
more
1:28:22
people
1:28:23
like
1:28:23
you
1:28:23
will
1:28:24
do
1:28:24
things
1:28:25
like
1:28:25
that
1:28:26
so
1:28:26
that,
1:28:27
you
1:28:27
know,
1:28:28
healers
1:28:28
and
1:28:29
people
1:28:29
interested
1:28:29
in
1:28:29
this
1:28:29
kind
1:28:30
of
1:28:30
thing
1:28:30
can.
1:28:30
Can
1:28:31
stay
1:28:31
connected
1:28:32
and.
1:28:33
Yeah,
1:28:33
I
1:28:33
think
1:28:34
there'll
1:28:34
be
1:28:34
power
1:28:34
in
1:28:35
that.
1:28:35
I
1:28:36
think
1:28:36
so,
1:28:36
too.
1:28:37
Yeah,
1:28:37
it's
1:28:37
amazing.
1:28:38
It's
1:28:38
a
1:28:38
new
1:28:38
way
1:28:38
of
1:28:39
it
1:28:39
for
1:28:39
me
1:28:40
especially,
1:28:41
but
1:28:41
I
1:28:42
love
1:28:42
it's.
1:28:42
I
1:28:42
feel
1:28:42
like
1:28:43
it
1:28:43
is
1:28:43
kind
1:28:43
of
1:28:43
a
1:28:43
hybrid
1:28:44
because
1:28:44
we
1:28:44
teach,
1:28:45
but
1:28:45
it's
1:28:45
not
1:28:45
a
1:28:45
class.
1:28:46
So
1:28:46
it's
1:28:47
like
1:28:47
that
1:28:47
mentoring
1:28:47
group
1:28:48
with
1:28:48
healing
1:28:49
as
1:28:49
well.
1:28:49
We
1:28:50
do
1:28:50
healings
1:28:50
as
1:28:50
well.
1:28:51
So
1:28:51
it's.
1:28:51
Yeah,
1:28:52
girl,
1:28:52
it's.
1:28:52
It's
1:28:52
really
1:28:53
been
1:28:53
fun
1:28:53
and
1:28:53
spirit
1:28:54
led
1:28:54
for
1:28:54
sure.
1:28:55
So,
1:28:55
so,
1:28:56
so
1:28:56
grateful.
1:28:57
Yes.
1:28:58
Yes.
1:28:59
Well,
1:28:59
thank
1:28:59
you
1:28:59
so
1:29:00
much
1:29:00
for
1:29:00
coming
1:29:00
on
1:29:01
today.
1:29:01
Can
1:29:01
you
1:29:01
share
1:29:01
with
1:29:02
our
1:29:02
listeners
1:29:02
where
1:29:02
they
1:29:03
can
1:29:03
find
1:29:03
you
1:29:04
and
1:29:04
if
1:29:04
you
1:29:04
have
1:29:05
anything,
1:29:05
like
1:29:05
a
1:29:06
special
1:29:06
or
1:29:06
anything
1:29:07
coming
1:29:07
up
1:29:07
you
1:29:07
want
1:29:07
to
1:29:07
highlight,
1:29:08
for
1:29:08
sure,
1:29:09
we'd
1:29:09
love
1:29:09
to
1:29:09
hear
1:29:09
about
1:29:10
it.
1:29:11
Yeah,
1:29:11
I.
1:29:12
My
1:29:12
business
1:29:12
is
1:29:13
called
1:29:13
One
1:29:13
Earth
1:29:13
Wellness,
1:29:15
and
1:29:15
so
1:29:15
I'm
1:29:15
on
1:29:16
Instagram
1:29:17
One
1:29:18
Earth
1:29:19
Wellness,
1:29:20
and
1:29:21
my
1:29:21
website
1:29:22
is
1:29:22
One.
1:29:22
One
1:29:23
Earth
1:29:23
Wellness,
1:29:24
and
1:29:25
that's
1:29:25
where
1:29:25
you
1:29:25
can
1:29:26
book
1:29:26
a
1:29:26
session
1:29:26
with
1:29:27
me
1:29:27
for
1:29:28
anybody
1:29:28
listening
1:29:28
that
1:29:29
would
1:29:29
like
1:29:29
to
1:29:29
book
1:29:29
a
1:29:29
session
1:29:30
through.
1:29:31
By
1:29:31
way
1:29:31
of
1:29:31
hearing
1:29:31
this
1:29:32
podcast,
1:29:32
I
1:29:33
can
1:29:33
have
1:29:33
like
1:29:33
a
1:29:34
20
1:29:34
off
1:29:36
code
1:29:36
for
1:29:36
them
1:29:37
and
1:29:38
that
1:29:38
would
1:29:38
be
1:29:39
great.
1:29:39
Yeah,
1:29:40
that
1:29:40
would
1:29:40
be
1:29:40
lovely.
1:29:41
And
1:29:42
yeah,
1:29:42
so
1:29:43
that's
1:29:43
the
1:29:43
best.
1:29:44
I'm
1:29:44
on
1:29:44
Instagram
1:29:45
here
1:29:45
and
1:29:45
there.
1:29:45
That's
1:29:46
mostly
1:29:47
where
1:29:47
you'll
1:29:48
see,
1:29:48
like,
1:29:48
new
1:29:48
posts
1:29:49
and
1:29:49
things
1:29:49
like
1:29:49
that.
1:29:50
But
1:29:50
the
1:29:50
website
1:29:50
would
1:29:50
be
1:29:50
how
1:29:51
to
1:29:51
book
1:29:51
a
1:29:51
session.
1:29:52
Perfect.
1:29:53
Okay,
1:29:53
we'll
1:29:53
get
1:29:53
that
1:29:54
all
1:29:54
set
1:29:54
up
1:29:54
and
1:29:54
then
1:29:54
in
1:29:55
show
1:29:55
notes,
1:29:55
I'll
1:29:56
put
1:29:56
your
1:29:56
link
1:29:57
along
1:29:57
with
1:29:57
the
1:29:57
code,
1:29:58
so.
1:29:59
That's
1:29:59
so
1:29:59
generous.
1:30:00
Oh,
1:30:00
my
1:30:00
gosh.
1:30:00
Exciting.
1:30:03
Thank
1:30:03
you
1:30:03
for
1:30:03
having
1:30:04
me.
1:30:04
This
1:30:04
has
1:30:05
been
1:30:05
a
1:30:05
total
1:30:05
honor.
1:30:06
It
1:30:06
was
1:30:06
so
1:30:06
easy.
1:30:07
I
1:30:07
was
1:30:07
so
1:30:07
excited
1:30:08
to
1:30:08
come
1:30:08
talk
1:30:09
to
1:30:09
you
1:30:09
and
1:30:10
see
1:30:11
kind
1:30:11
of
1:30:11
where
1:30:11
it
1:30:11
went.
1:30:12
This
1:30:12
is
1:30:12
how
1:30:12
we
1:30:12
do,
1:30:12
right?
1:30:13
We
1:30:13
just
1:30:13
like,
1:30:13
we
1:30:14
flow.
1:30:18
And
1:30:18
sometimes
1:30:19
the
1:30:19
sacred
1:30:20
healer
1:30:20
circle,
1:30:20
they
1:30:21
would
1:30:21
go.
1:30:21
They
1:30:21
would
1:30:21
go
1:30:21
a
1:30:22
little
1:30:22
over
1:30:22
sometimes
1:30:23
because
1:30:23
we
1:30:23
were
1:30:23
just
1:30:23
like
1:30:23
off
1:30:24
running.
1:30:24
I
1:30:24
know.
1:30:25
And
1:30:25
I.
1:30:25
I
1:30:25
know
1:30:26
there's
1:30:26
always
1:30:26
still
1:30:27
happens
1:30:29
Talking
1:30:29
yapping
1:30:30
away.
1:30:31
But
1:30:31
anyways,
1:30:32
yeah,
1:30:32
thank
1:30:32
you
1:30:32
so
1:30:33
much
1:30:33
and
1:30:34
just
1:30:34
sending
1:30:34
a
1:30:34
lot
1:30:34
of
1:30:35
love
1:30:35
back
1:30:35
to
1:30:35
you
1:30:36
and
1:30:37
anybody
1:30:37
listening.
1:30:38
I'm,
1:30:38
you
1:30:39
know,
1:30:39
sending
1:30:39
you
1:30:39
lots
1:30:40
of
1:30:40
love
1:30:40
and
1:30:40
light
1:30:41
and
1:30:41
healing
1:30:42
energy.
1:30:44
Yeah,
1:30:45
it's
1:30:45
been
1:30:45
so
1:30:46
cool.
1:30:46
I
1:30:46
just
1:30:46
love
1:30:46
your
1:30:47
podcast.
1:30:47
I
1:30:47
love
1:30:48
listening
1:30:48
to
1:30:48
every
1:30:48
single
1:30:49
episode
1:30:50
and
1:30:50
everything
1:30:50
that
1:30:51
you're
1:30:51
doing
1:30:51
and
1:30:51
putting
1:30:52
out
1:30:52
there
1:30:52
and
1:30:52
I'm
1:30:52
just
1:30:52
happy
1:30:53
to
1:30:53
be
1:30:53
like
1:30:53
a
1:30:54
piece
1:30:54
in
1:30:55
in
1:30:55
the
1:30:55
cog
1:30:56
of
1:30:56
the
1:30:56
Wheel
1:30:57
of
1:30:57
Spirit
1:30:58
and
1:30:58
Soul
1:30:58
Healing
1:30:59
podcast.
1:30:59
So
1:31:00
thanks
1:31:00
for
1:31:00
having
1:31:00
me.
1:31:01
Thanks
1:31:02
Shannon.
1:31:02
I
1:31:02
appreciate
1:31:03
you
1:31:03
so
1:31:03
much
1:31:04
and
1:31:04
thank
1:31:04
you
1:31:04
for
1:31:05
being
1:31:05
here
1:31:05
with
1:31:05
us.
1:31:05
It
1:31:06
was
1:31:06
a
1:31:06
wonderful
1:31:06
conversation.
1:31:07
I'm
1:31:07
all
1:31:07
smiles.
1:31:07
It's
1:31:08
gonna
1:31:08
fuel
1:31:09
me
1:31:09
for
1:31:09
the
1:31:09
whole
1:31:09
week
1:31:09
week.
1:31:10
So
1:31:10
yay.
1:31:11
That's
1:31:12
so
1:31:12
good.
1:31:14
Thank
1:31:14
you
1:31:14
so
1:31:14
much
1:31:14
to
1:31:15
our
1:31:15
listeners
1:31:15
and
1:31:15
viewers.
1:31:16
If
1:31:16
you're
1:31:16
listening
1:31:16
on
1:31:17
audio
1:31:17
app,
1:31:18
we
1:31:18
also
1:31:18
have
1:31:19
the
1:31:19
video
1:31:20
over
1:31:20
on
1:31:20
YouTube
1:31:21
and
1:31:21
you
1:31:21
can
1:31:21
check
1:31:22
out
1:31:22
this
1:31:22
past
1:31:23
episodes
1:31:24
of
1:31:24
the
1:31:24
Spirit
1:31:24
and
1:31:24
Soul
1:31:24
healing
1:31:25
podcast
1:31:26
on
1:31:26
YouTube
1:31:27
and
1:31:27
then
1:31:27
if
1:31:27
you're
1:31:27
on
1:31:28
YouTube,
1:31:28
we've
1:31:28
got
1:31:28
it
1:31:29
covered
1:31:29
on
1:31:29
Spotify,
1:31:30
Apple
1:31:30
podcasts
1:31:31
and
1:31:31
all
1:31:31
of
1:31:32
all
1:31:32
the
1:31:32
places.
1:31:33
So
1:31:34
I'm
1:31:34
so
1:31:34
happy
1:31:34
that
1:31:34
you've
1:31:35
joined.
1:31:35
If
1:31:35
you
1:31:35
found
1:31:36
that
1:31:36
this
1:31:36
podcast
1:31:37
has
1:31:37
supported
1:31:38
you.
1:31:38
I
1:31:38
love
1:31:38
to
1:31:38
receive
1:31:39
a
1:31:39
thumbs
1:31:39
up
1:31:39
and
1:31:39
a
1:31:40
five
1:31:40
star
1:31:40
review.
1:31:41
And
1:31:41
take
1:31:42
care
1:31:42
friends.
1:31:42
We'll
1:31:43
see
1:31:43
you
1:31:43
all
1:31:43
again
1:31:43
next
1:31:44
week.
1:31:44
Bye.
1:32:04
The
1:32:04
conversation
1:32:05
continued.
1:32:06
Enjoy
1:32:07
this
1:32:07
behind
1:32:07
the
1:32:08
scenes
1:32:08
clip.
1:32:09
I
1:32:09
know
1:32:09
we
1:32:09
all
1:32:10
have
1:32:10
experiences,
1:32:10
but
1:32:11
when
1:32:11
I
1:32:11
was
1:32:11
starting
1:32:12
out
1:32:12
I
1:32:13
for
1:32:13
whatever
1:32:14
reason
1:32:14
was
1:32:14
shown
1:32:15
a
1:32:15
lot
1:32:15
of
1:32:15
fear
1:32:16
based
1:32:16
scenarios
1:32:17
through
1:32:17
the
1:32:18
lens
1:32:18
of
1:32:18
other
1:32:19
students
1:32:19
in
1:32:19
classes
1:32:20
with
1:32:20
me.
1:32:20
So
1:32:20
I'm
1:32:20
a
1:32:20
student
1:32:21
and
1:32:21
other
1:32:22
students
1:32:22
were
1:32:22
expressing
1:32:23
like
1:32:23
their
1:32:23
fears
1:32:24
or
1:32:25
things
1:32:26
that
1:32:26
I
1:32:26
was
1:32:26
like,
1:32:26
I
1:32:27
don't
1:32:27
want
1:32:27
to,
1:32:27
I
1:32:28
never
1:32:28
want
1:32:28
to
1:32:28
have
1:32:28
to
1:32:28
deal
1:32:29
with
1:32:29
that
1:32:29
what's
1:32:30
going
1:32:30
on.
1:32:31
And
1:32:31
truly
1:32:31
it
1:32:32
was
1:32:32
never
1:32:32
a
1:32:32
part
1:32:32
of
1:32:32
my
1:32:33
reality
1:32:34
and
1:32:34
it
1:32:34
very
1:32:35
much
1:32:35
so
1:32:35
hadn't
1:32:35
been
1:32:36
years
1:32:36
later
1:32:37
to
1:32:37
like
1:32:37
a
1:32:38
magnified
1:32:38
degree.
1:32:39
But
1:32:40
one
1:32:40
of
1:32:40
the
1:32:40
things
1:32:41
was
1:32:42
clients
1:32:42
that
1:32:43
were
1:32:43
difficult
1:32:44
or
1:32:45
rude
1:32:47
or
1:32:47
to
1:32:48
make
1:32:48
you
1:32:48
feel
1:32:48
like
1:32:49
you
1:32:49
need
1:32:49
to
1:32:49
be
1:32:49
anxious
1:32:50
or
1:32:51
like
1:32:51
would
1:32:51
catch
1:32:51
you
1:32:52
off
1:32:52
guard.
1:32:52
So
1:32:53
scenarios,
1:32:54
situations,
1:32:55
clients
1:32:55
and
1:32:56
like
1:32:56
these
1:32:56
feelings
1:32:56
of
1:32:56
not
1:32:57
being
1:32:57
adequate
1:32:58
or
1:32:58
prepared
1:32:59
or
1:32:59
at
1:32:59
a
1:32:59
certain
1:33:00
level.
1:33:00
And
1:33:00
I
1:33:01
understand
1:33:01
like
1:33:01
people
1:33:02
were
1:33:02
in
1:33:03
their
1:33:03
particular
1:33:03
way
1:33:04
healing
1:33:04
through
1:33:05
insecurities
1:33:06
or
1:33:06
maybe
1:33:07
trauma
1:33:07
that
1:33:07
they
1:33:07
had
1:33:07
already
1:33:08
had.
1:33:08
But
1:33:09
like
1:33:09
I
1:33:09
had
1:33:09
my
1:33:09
own
1:33:10
insecurities
1:33:10
but
1:33:10
it
1:33:10
didn't
1:33:11
pair
1:33:11
up
1:33:11
in
1:33:11
that
1:33:12
kind
1:33:12
of
1:33:12
a
1:33:12
setting.
1:33:13
Like
1:33:13
it
1:33:13
didn't
1:33:13
play
1:33:13
out
1:33:14
that
1:33:14
kind
1:33:14
of
1:33:14
a
1:33:14
way.
1:33:15
So
1:33:15
when
1:33:15
you're
1:33:16
just
1:33:16
mentioning
1:33:16
to
1:33:16
me
1:33:17
about
1:33:17
your
1:33:17
upcoming
1:33:17
experience
1:33:18
and
1:33:19
what
1:33:20
I
1:33:20
just
1:33:20
told
1:33:20
myself,
1:33:20
I
1:33:21
was
1:33:21
like,
1:33:21
I
1:33:21
just
1:33:21
go
1:33:21
back
1:33:22
to
1:33:23
how
1:33:23
am
1:33:23
I
1:33:23
showing
1:33:24
up?
1:33:24
And
1:33:24
that's
1:33:24
What
1:33:24
I'm
1:33:25
just
1:33:25
like
1:33:25
expecting
1:33:26
is
1:33:26
that,
1:33:26
that
1:33:26
it's
1:33:27
gonna
1:33:27
flow,
1:33:29
you
1:33:29
know,
1:33:29
spirits
1:33:30
here,
1:33:30
we're
1:33:30
all
1:33:30
friends.
1:33:31
Like
1:33:31
I
1:33:31
don't
1:33:31
need
1:33:32
my
1:33:32
mind
1:33:33
or
1:33:33
other.
1:33:34
In
1:33:34
the
1:33:34
past
1:33:34
I
1:33:34
had
1:33:35
noticed
1:33:35
how
1:33:35
things
1:33:36
people
1:33:36
had
1:33:36
shared
1:33:37
that
1:33:37
potentially
1:33:38
turned
1:33:38
into
1:33:38
programming.
1:33:38
But
1:33:39
it
1:33:39
was
1:33:39
like
1:33:39
a
1:33:39
projection,
1:33:40
you
1:33:40
know,
1:33:40
or
1:33:40
a
1:33:40
fear
1:33:41
that
1:33:41
I
1:33:41
was
1:33:41
sensing.
1:33:42
If
1:33:42
I
1:33:43
would
1:33:43
have
1:33:43
accepted
1:33:44
that
1:33:44
as
1:33:44
a
1:33:44
possibility.
1:33:45
I
1:33:46
mean,
1:33:46
I'll
1:33:46
say
1:33:46
discernment
1:33:47
was
1:33:47
there.
1:33:47
I
1:33:48
did
1:33:48
listen
1:33:48
and
1:33:49
I
1:33:49
was
1:33:49
aware
1:33:49
of
1:33:49
it.
1:33:50
But
1:33:50
I
1:33:50
never
1:33:50
invited
1:33:50
it
1:33:51
in
1:33:51
to
1:33:52
like,
1:33:52
like
1:33:52
manifest
1:33:53
as
1:33:53
a
1:33:53
possibility.
1:33:55
But
1:33:55
yeah,
1:33:56
so
1:33:56
I
1:33:56
just
1:33:56
wanted
1:33:57
to
1:33:57
share
1:33:57
that
1:33:57
it's
1:33:58
going
1:33:58
to
1:33:58
be
1:33:58
beautiful
1:33:58
for
1:33:59
you
1:33:59
and
1:33:59
just
1:34:00
show
1:34:00
up
1:34:01
like
1:34:01
exactly
1:34:02
how
1:34:02
you
1:34:02
did
1:34:02
today,
1:34:03
you
1:34:03
know,
1:34:04
like
1:34:04
everything
1:34:04
is
1:34:04
flowing
1:34:05
and
1:34:05
supported
1:34:06
and
1:34:06
just
1:34:07
always
1:34:07
going
1:34:07
the
1:34:07
feeling
1:34:07
of
1:34:08
like,
1:34:08
oh,
1:34:08
we're
1:34:08
friends,
1:34:08
we're
1:34:09
all
1:34:09
humans
1:34:09
here.
1:34:10
Yeah.
1:34:11
And
1:34:11
I
1:34:11
love
1:34:12
talking.
1:34:13
So,
1:34:13
you
1:34:13
know.
1:34:13
But
1:34:14
yeah,
1:34:14
there
1:34:14
ends
1:34:15
up
1:34:15
being.
1:34:15
Yeah,
1:34:15
that's
1:34:16
really
1:34:16
helpful
1:34:18
advice
1:34:18
because
1:34:19
I
1:34:19
think
1:34:19
sometimes,
1:34:19
yeah,
1:34:20
it's
1:34:20
not
1:34:20
mine,
1:34:20
it's
1:34:21
not
1:34:21
my
1:34:21
fear
1:34:21
really.
1:34:22
Or,
1:34:22
or
1:34:22
it'll
1:34:23
be
1:34:23
like,
1:34:23
actually
1:34:24
this
1:34:24
could
1:34:24
be
1:34:25
fun.
1:34:27
When
1:34:27
you're
1:34:28
nervous,
1:34:28
you
1:34:28
tend
1:34:29
to
1:34:30
the
1:34:30
anxiety.
1:34:30
Always
1:34:31
leans
1:34:31
negative,
1:34:32
like
1:34:32
it
1:34:32
always
1:34:32
leans
1:34:33
like
1:34:33
worst
1:34:33
case
1:34:34
scenario,
1:34:34
what
1:34:34
if
1:34:35
this,
1:34:35
what
1:34:35
if
1:34:36
that,
1:34:36
you
1:34:37
know,
1:34:37
to
1:34:37
the
1:34:37
negative.
1:34:38
But
1:34:39
you
1:34:39
never
1:34:40
even
1:34:40
balance
1:34:40
it
1:34:40
with
1:34:40
like,
1:34:41
well,
1:34:41
what
1:34:41
if
1:34:41
it's
1:34:42
actually
1:34:43
really
1:34:43
lovely
1:34:43
and
1:34:44
amazing
1:34:44
and
1:34:44
frankly
1:34:45
you're
1:34:45
doing
1:34:45
it
1:34:45
because
1:34:46
you
1:34:46
wanted
1:34:46
to
1:34:46
do
1:34:46
it.
1:34:47
You
1:34:47
hoped
1:34:47
to
1:34:48
have
1:34:48
this
1:34:48
opportunity,
1:34:49
like
1:34:50
play
1:34:50
with
1:34:50
it,
1:34:50
like
1:34:51
have
1:34:51
a
1:34:51
good
1:34:51
time
1:34:51
with
1:34:52
it
1:34:52
as
1:34:52
opposed
1:34:52
to
1:34:53
like
1:34:54
create
1:34:55
a
1:34:55
sense
1:34:55
of
1:34:56
what
1:34:56
ifs
1:34:56
that
1:34:56
have,
1:34:57
you
1:34:57
know,
1:34:57
that
1:34:58
are
1:34:58
all
1:34:58
about
1:34:58
insecurity
1:34:59
or
1:34:59
projection
1:35:00
or
1:35:01
just
1:35:01
fear
1:35:02
based
1:35:02
programming
1:35:03
type
1:35:03
of
1:35:03
stuff,
1:35:04
you
1:35:04
know,
1:35:05
like,
1:35:05
well,
1:35:05
I'm
1:35:06
steering
1:35:06
the
1:35:06
ship,
1:35:07
meaning
1:35:07
I
1:35:08
chose
1:35:08
to
1:35:08
come
1:35:08
do
1:35:08
this.
1:35:09
So
1:35:10
what
1:35:10
am
1:35:10
I
1:35:10
worried
1:35:11
about?
1:35:11
Yeah,
1:35:11
so
1:35:12
yeah,
1:35:12
there's
1:35:12
something
1:35:13
about
1:35:13
that,
1:35:13
that
1:35:13
I,
1:35:13
I
1:35:14
found
1:35:14
a
1:35:14
lightness
1:35:15
with
1:35:15
it
1:35:15
this
1:35:15
morning
1:35:15
where
1:35:16
I
1:35:16
was
1:35:16
kind
1:35:16
of
1:35:16
like,
1:35:16
like
1:35:17
what?
1:35:17
This
1:35:17
is
1:35:18
so
1:35:18
silly.
1:35:18
Like,
1:35:18
are
1:35:19
you
1:35:19
doing
1:35:19
it?
1:35:19
Just.
1:35:19
Are
1:35:19
you
1:35:20
nervous
1:35:20
just
1:35:20
to.
1:35:20
Because
1:35:21
you
1:35:21
think
1:35:21
you're
1:35:21
supposed
1:35:21
to
1:35:21
be
1:35:22
somehow,
1:35:22
like
1:35:24
you
1:35:25
can
1:35:25
just
1:35:25
remove
1:35:25
it.
1:35:26
Yeah.
1:35:26
So.
1:35:27
But
1:35:28
it
1:35:28
depends
1:35:28
on
1:35:28
what
1:35:29
the
1:35:29
situation
1:35:29
is,
1:35:29
I
1:35:29
guess.
1:35:30
And
1:35:30
this
1:35:30
is
1:35:30
one
1:35:30
I
1:35:30
did
1:35:31
not
1:35:31
need
1:35:31
nerves
1:35:32
about.
1:35:32
So
1:35:33
yeah,
1:35:33
it
1:35:33
was
1:35:33
really
1:35:34
fun.
1:35:34
Thanks
1:35:34
for
1:35:34
coming
1:35:34
on
1:35:35
because
1:35:35
you
1:35:35
did
1:35:35
amazing.
1:35:35
You're
1:35:36
a
1:35:36
wonderful
1:35:36
speaker.
1:35:37
Well,
1:35:38
my
1:35:38
husband's
1:35:38
thrilled
1:35:39
because
1:35:39
he's
1:35:39
like,
1:35:39
somebody
1:35:40
else
1:35:40
can
1:35:40
listen.
1:35:43
I'm
1:35:43
a
1:35:43
listen.
1:35:43
Listen
1:35:44
all
1:35:44
day.
1:35:44
Yeah.
1:35:44
Yeah.
1:35:45
Oh,
1:35:45
it's
1:35:45
so
1:35:45
good,
1:35:46
so
1:35:46
good.