Why I Lost the Race I Should've Won

The Matt J Hanham Show · Jul 9, 2026 · 1m

I was the favourite to win my school cross country. I'd beaten the kid beside me dozens of times, always by running my own race. Then the gun went, he shot out too hard, I got scared, and I chased him. Burned out early. Came second by ten metres. I didn't lose because he was faster. I lost because I ran his race instead of mine.

In this episode I unpack the most expensive mistake I watch founders make: letting fear pull them off their own game. On the track it looks like chasing. In business it looks like hedging. A few clients paying the bills, options open, half in on A and half in on B…