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The Night a Scholar's Mind Was Stolen: The Banker's Box Mystery · Dark Psychology: The Control Game

• 0:03
  Speaker 1: At six forty three on a Tuesday morning in August
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  Speaker 1: of twenty nineteen, a fourteen year old girl named Vicki
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  Speaker 1: Fisher stopped on the sidewalk at the end of Fenwick Drive.
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  Speaker 1: What she saw made her stop walking entirely. A seven
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  Speaker 1: day pill organizer lay disassembled in the grass beside the
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  Speaker 1: front walk. Its seven compartments snapped apart into a single row.
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  Speaker 1: Every door open, every slot empty, dew still sitting on
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  Speaker 1: the plastic. The front door of the house was ajar.
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  Speaker 1: The porch light was still on. Inside. Julie Russo sat
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  Speaker 1: on her kitchen floor. She was conscious. She could say
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  Speaker 1: her own name, she could say her daughter's name. She
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  Speaker 1: could not say her address. That detail, the address will
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  Speaker 1: matter more than it seems right now. Paramedics arrived within
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  Speaker 1: nine minutes, and within forty five minutes of finding her,
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  Speaker 1: the hospital drew a standard panel and transported Julie to
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  Speaker 1: Mercy General. The standard toxicology panel came back with one
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  Speaker 1: word that should have closed the case cleanly, and did not.
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  Speaker 1: The panel returned in the attending physicians language largely clean,
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  Speaker 1: not clean largely. That single qualifier would take months to
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  Speaker 1: fully explain, and the explanation, when it finally came, would
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  Speaker 1: recontextualize almost everything Julie had written in her journal over
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  Speaker 1: the preceding five months. There are two things worth keeping
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  Speaker 1: in mind before this story moves forward. The first is
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  Speaker 1: that no lock was broken, no window was forced, no
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  Speaker 1: explicit threat was ever documented in this case. The second
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  Speaker 1: is that Charles Cox had been inside Julie Russo's life,
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  Speaker 1: with her full trust and her insurance company's full payment,
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  Speaker 1: for exactly five months before that Tuesday morning. Russo had
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  Speaker 1: been a bookkeeper for twenty two years. The precision that
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  Speaker 1: work required was not incidental to her character.
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  Speaker 2: It was her character.
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  Speaker 1: She kept handwritten journals every day, not as therapy, but
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  Speaker 1: as record. She made a phone call to her sponsor,
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  Speaker 1: Diane Pryor, every morning at seven a m. Not most mornings.
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  Speaker 1: Every morning, she attended two recovery meetings per week Tuesdays
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  Speaker 1: and Saturdays without exception, and every Thursday for four years,
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  Speaker 1: she drove twenty minutes north on Route nine to the
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  Speaker 1: town of Kellerton, where her older sister, Nan Hooper lived
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  Speaker 1: with moderate stage multiple sclerosis. Julie always brought food she
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  Speaker 1: had cooked the previous Tuesday. She never varied the day.
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  Speaker 1: She never varied the route six years sober when Charles
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  Speaker 1: Cox entered her life in March of twenty nineteen. Six
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  Speaker 1: years was not an abstraction to Julie. It was a
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  Speaker 1: structure she had built deliver bbridly, one repeated action at
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  Speaker 1: a time after a relapse in twenty thirteen that had
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  Speaker 1: nearly ended her relationship with Nan. Nan had driven Julie
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  Speaker 1: to her very first recovery meeting. Nan had sat in
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  Speaker 1: the parking lot and waited. The Thursday visits were, among
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  Speaker 1: other things, a form of gratitude made physical and regular.
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  Speaker 1: The person who helped Julie through twenty thirteen understood what
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  Speaker 1: it had cost her to get to twenty nineteen, and
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  Speaker 1: that understanding, specifically who held it and how it was.
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  Speaker 2: Used, is the center of this case.
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  Speaker 1: Charles Cox arrived through a Sober Companion service in March
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  Speaker 1: of twenty nineteen. The arrangement was covered by Julie's insurance.
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  Speaker 1: He was forty one years old, broad shouldered, and described
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  Speaker 1: by everyone who met him as soft spoken. Julie wrote
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  Speaker 1: in her journal that he was the opposite of pressure.
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  Speaker 1: He claimed eight years of personal recovery. Claimed he had
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  Speaker 1: lost his brother to opioid. He presented three sets of
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  Speaker 1: credentials to the service that placed him. Two of those
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  Speaker 1: credentials were fabricated outright. The third belonged to a practitioner
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  Speaker 1: who had died in twenty eleven. Cox had accessed that
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  Speaker 1: person's continuing education account and used it to generate documentation
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  Speaker 1: in a borrowed name. None of this was discovered until
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  Speaker 1: after August. What the service did verify was that Cox
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  Speaker 1: passed their standard screening. That screening required random uranalysis twice monthly.
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  Speaker 1: The panel tested for alcohol, opioids, benzodiazepines, amphetamines, cocaine, and cannabis.
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  Speaker 1: It did not test for GHB. Cox knew exactly what
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  Speaker 1: the panel covered. Investigators would later confirm He had worked
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  Speaker 1: in or adjacent to the recovery services industry for eleven
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  Speaker 1: years across four adjacent states. His documented targets, according to
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  Speaker 1: county records reviewed during the investigation, were consistently female clients
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  Speaker 1: in recovery, middle aged, financially independent or well insured, living alone,
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  Speaker 1: or in households without a second adult. Julie Rousso lived
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  Speaker 1: at the end of Fenwick Drive.
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  Speaker 2: She lived alone.
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  Speaker 1: Her daughter, Cayla, twenty six, lived separately. Her sister was
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  Speaker 1: twenty minutes north and not mobile enough to visit without planning.
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  Speaker 1: Julie's daily structure was thorough and visible and entirely knowable
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  Speaker 1: to anyone who spent enough time inside it. Cox spent
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  Speaker 1: five months learning every part of that structure, and then
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  Speaker 1: on Thursday, afternoons, he began adjusting one piece of it,
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  Speaker 1: very slightly, in a way that left no standard trace,
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  Speaker 1: and that Julie would spend months believing was her own fault.
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  Speaker 1: The first anomaly was time. Starting in May of two
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  Speaker 1: thousand nineteen, Julie's Thursday drives to Kellerton began running long,
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  Speaker 1: not dramatically. Twenty minutes became forty, forty became seventy. By
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  Speaker 1: late July, a twenty minute trip was taking more than
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  Speaker 1: two hours. Julie wrote about it in her journal. She
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  Speaker 1: blamed traffic on Route nine. She wrote, lost track of
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  Speaker 1: time the way someone writes it when they believe it,
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  Speaker 1: without alarm, without suspicion, as a simple.
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  Speaker 2: Fact about a difficult road.
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  Speaker 1: Department of Transportation logs for those same Thursdays showed no
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  Speaker 1: reportable delays.
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  Speaker 2: On Route nine, not one.
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  Speaker 1: That was the first image a woman who tracked everything
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  Speaker 1: her sobriety, her meals, her seven a m calls, her
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  Speaker 1: sister's food portions, losing hours she could not account for,
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  Speaker 1: and finding the explanation entirely reasonable. The second image arrived
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  Speaker 1: in a recycling bin. Cayla Russo was at her mother's
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  Speaker 1: house the second Saturday of June twenty nineteen, helping sort
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  Speaker 1: through the week's discards when she found a receipt from Vittabridge,
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  Speaker 1: a health supplement retailer. The receipt was in Jewel's name.
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  Speaker 1: The purchase magnesium, a protein powder, and something listed as
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  Speaker 1: relaxation Blend two ounce. Kayla set it aside. Julie said
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  Speaker 1: she didn't remember buying it, but she sometimes picked things
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  Speaker 1: up on impulse. The receipt went back in the bin.
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  Speaker 1: Kayla kept a photograph of it on her phone. That
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  Speaker 1: photograph would not become significant for another two months. A
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  Speaker 1: store clerk named Paul Emery later confirmed to investigators that
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  Speaker 1: the relaxation blend sold at Vitebridge was a compound containing
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  Speaker 1: a GHB precursor, legal at small concentrations sold from behind
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  Speaker 1: the counter, not displayed on the main floor. Emery also
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  Speaker 1: recalled separately a broad shouldered man purchasing the same product
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  Speaker 1: in larger quantities. On two occasions cash plane bag, no conversation,
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  Speaker 1: but in June none of that was known. In June,
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  Speaker 1: Julie was simply losing Thursdays. The third image was money.
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  Speaker 1: Between April and August of two thousand, nineteen eleven, cash
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  Speaker 1: withdrawals appeared in Julie's bank records, two hundred to three
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  Speaker 1: hundred dollars each pulled from an ATM on Dunmore Road,
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  Speaker 1: four miles east of Fenwick Drive.
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  Speaker 2: Dunmore Road ran.
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  Speaker 1: In the opposite direction from Kellerton. The ATM was located
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  Speaker 1: in the parking lot of a bar called Tanner's. Julie
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  Speaker 1: denied ever being on Dunmore Road. She denied it to Kayla.
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  Speaker 1: She denied it to Glen West, the forensic case reviewer
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  Speaker 1: from County Adult Protective Services, whom Kayla eventually called after
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  Speaker 1: the hospitalization. West, a licensed clinical social worker with twelve
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  Speaker 1: years reviewing cases of elder and adult abuse, found Julie's
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  Speaker 1: denial credible, but a denial alone is not evidence. West
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  Speaker 1: needed something that could place Julie on Dunmore Road or
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  Speaker 1: confirm she had never been there willingly. He did not
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  Speaker 1: find it himself. It came from a car. The morning
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  Speaker 1: of the discovery, investigators processed Julie's house and as a
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  Speaker 1: secondary step, examined Cox's vehicle, which had been parked at
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  Speaker 1: the curb on Fenwick Drive on the preceding Thursday afternoon
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  Speaker 1: and not moved behind the rear passenger seat. Tucked inside
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  Speaker 1: a small insulated bag, they found two things. The first
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  Speaker 1: was an empty two ounce dropper bottle. The label had
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  Speaker 1: been soaked off, the plastic was clean on the outside,
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  Speaker 1: the inside was not. The second was three gas station receipts,
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  Speaker 1: all from stations on Dunmore Road, all dated on Thursdays, June.
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  Speaker 2: July August.
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  Speaker 1: There is a thing that happens in this kind of
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  Speaker 1: investigation when a piece of evidence arrives that does not
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  Speaker 1: just confirm a suspicion, but retroactively.
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  Speaker 2: Reorders everything that came before it.
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  Speaker 1: The Dunmore receipts did that Cox had not been accompanying
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  Speaker 1: Julie to an at M. He had been driving her
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  Speaker 1: there and driving her back and watching her walk inside
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  Speaker 1: her house afterward, with no memory of where she had been.
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  Speaker 1: The dropper bottle went to doctor Ingrid Haverford a forensic
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  Speaker 1: toxicologist engaged by the prosecution. Standard visible inspection showed nothing.
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  Speaker 1: The label residue suggested the bottle had originally carried a
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  Speaker 1: liquid compound. Haverford's residue analysis.
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  Speaker 2: Of the interior went further.
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  Speaker 1: The chemical signature matched the Vitebridge relaxation blend, the same
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  Speaker 1: product on the receipt in Julie's recycling bin, the same
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  Speaker 1: product the broad shouldered cash customer had bought in larger
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  Speaker 1: quantities on two separate Thursdays. This was the moment the
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  Speaker 1: largely clean talks result acquired a second meeting. When Julie
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  Speaker 1: arrived at Mercy General in the second week of August
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  Speaker 1: twenty nineteen, the paramedics ran a standard panel within forty
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  Speaker 1: five minutes of finding her. The panel covered alcohol, opioids, benzodiazepine, amphetamines, cocaine,
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  Speaker 1: and cannabis. It returned largely clean. That word largely had
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  Speaker 1: flagged to the attending physician, but had no evident explanation
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  Speaker 1: at the time. GHB was not on the panel, and
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  Speaker 1: GHB clears the bloodstream in four to eight hours. Deputy
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  Speaker 1: Tom Briggs, a County Sheriff's investigator with documented experience in
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  Speaker 1: GHB related cases, ordered an expanded toxicology screen. The expanded
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  Speaker 1: panel came back positive. GHB had a concentration consistent with
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  Speaker 1: a dose administered three to five hours.
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  Speaker 2: Before the blood draw.
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  Speaker 1: Julie had not relapsed, She had not medicated herself. She
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  Speaker 1: had sat down with her sober companion on a Thursday afternoon,
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  Speaker 1: accepted a calming beverage as part of what Cox had
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  Speaker 1: established as a weekly grounding ritual, a chance to sit
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  Speaker 1: review the week, collect herself before the drive. And she
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  Speaker 1: had been dosed the dry the missing time, the ATM
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  Speaker 1: on the wrong road. They were not separate anomalies. They
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  Speaker 1: were one sequence. Picture Cox in the passenger seat of
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  Speaker 1: Julie's car on a Thursday in July, on a road
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  Speaker 1: she would not remember taking. She is conscious enough to drive,
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  Speaker 1: she is not conscious enough to resist direction. She will
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  Speaker 1: later describe those months as a blur of self recrimination.
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  Speaker 1: Certain she was experiencing some delayed neurological effect of years
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  Speaker 1: of drinking. Certain her brain had simply become unreliable in
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  Speaker 1: ways her sobriety had not corrected that. Certainty was not accidental,
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  Speaker 1: it had been installed. One version of events asks whether
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  Speaker 1: Cox was improvising whether he began with financial exploitation, and
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  Speaker 1: the dosing was an escalation he reached for when Julie's
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  Speaker 1: record keeping instincts started to create risk. Julie was a
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  Speaker 1: meticulous bookkeeper twenty two years. She noticed its discrepancies the
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  Speaker 1: way other people notice a door left open. If she
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  Speaker 1: had compared her bank records against her own calendar, the
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  Speaker 1: Dunmore Road withdrawals would not have held for long. But
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  Speaker 1: that version collapses the moment. Look at the timeline across
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  Speaker 1: four states. The documented pattern eleven years, four adjacent states,
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  Speaker 1: female clients in recovery, financially independent, living without a second
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  Speaker 1: adult is not improvisation. The credential architecture alone required sustained effort.
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  Speaker 1: Two fabricated identities, one stolen from a dead practitioner's continuing
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  Speaker 1: education account. The GHB protocol gap was not discovered by accident.
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  Speaker 1: The Sober Companion Services Uranalysis Panel was a document Cox
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  Speaker 1: could have read in an afternoon. He knew the panel
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  Speaker 1: did not include GHB before he ever sat down with
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  Speaker 1: Julie Russo. The scenario that survives contact with the physical
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  Speaker 1: evidence is this Cox arrived.
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  Speaker 2: With a method.
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  Speaker 1: The method had been refined across a decade. The Vitebridge
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  Speaker 1: compound gave him a substance that was legal in small quantities,
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  Speaker 1: left no standard trace, and metabolized fast enough that a hospitalization,
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  Speaker 1: if it came, would likely return a clean panel. The
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  Speaker 1: Thursday grounding ritual was not a therapeutic tool. It was
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  Speaker 1: a delivery mechanism. The drive to Kellerton was the window.
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  Speaker 1: There is one fact from earlier that the dropper bottle
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  Speaker 1: reframes completely. The seven day pill organizer found on Julie's
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  Speaker 1: front walk, disassembled compartments open, laid in a row in
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  Speaker 1: the morning. Dew was never definitively attributed. Investigators could not
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  Speaker 1: confirm whether Julie had carried it outside in confusion as
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  Speaker 1: the dose wore off, or whether Cox had arranged it
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  Speaker 1: before leaving to suggest self medication, to suggest a relapse
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  Speaker 1: that would explain whatever came next. That question was never
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  Speaker 1: answered in the trial. Cox did not speak to it
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  Speaker 1: in his plea. What the record does show is this
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  Speaker 1: a man who had studied the recovery services industry for
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  Speaker 1: eleven years, who had selected his targets with documented consistency,
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  Speaker 1: who had identified the exact gap in a screening protocol,
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  Speaker 1: who had purchased a compound in cash in a plain bag.
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  Speaker 1: That man understood something precise about the people he chose.
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  Speaker 1: He understood that some one six years into sobriety already
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  Speaker 1: carried a standing fear, the fear that their own perception
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  Speaker 1: could not be trusted, that their memory might be faulty,
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  Speaker 1: that confusion might be their base line. He did not
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  Speaker 1: need locks, He did not need threats. He needed the
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  Speaker 1: doubt that was already there, a substance that left no
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  Speaker 1: standard trace, and a Thursday afternoon on a route she
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  Speaker 1: never varied. Charles Cox was arrested in September two thousand nineteen.
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  Speaker 1: By the time deputies came to his door, Deputy Tom
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  Speaker 1: Briggs had already built a file that stretched across four
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  Speaker 1: states and eleven years. The arrest was not a surprise
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  Speaker 1: to Cox. He opened the door, said nothing useful, and
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  Speaker 1: was taken without incident. The trial began in April twenty twenty.
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  Speaker 1: The prosecution moved through its evidence in sequence the ATM
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  Speaker 1: withdrawals on Dunmore Road, the gas station receipts from Cox's car,
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  Speaker 1: the Vitterbridge purchase reconstructed through Paul Emery's clerk records, and
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  Speaker 1: the testimony of a second customer who remembered a larger
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  Speaker 1: man buying the same compound in quantity, paying cash, asking
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  Speaker 1: for a plane bag. The jury heard about the grounding ritual.
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  Speaker 1: They heard about the Thursday drives and the lengthening gaps
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  Speaker 1: in Julie's time. They heard about the screening protocol that
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  Speaker 1: tested for eleven substances and not the twelfth. Then doctor
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  Speaker 1: Ingrid Haverford took the stand. Her analysis of the residue
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  Speaker 1: inside the dropper bottle. The two ounce bottle found in
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  Speaker 1: Cox's insulated bag, label soaked off tucked behind the rear
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  Speaker 1: passenger seat, returned a chemical signature that matched the vitabridge
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  Speaker 1: relaxation compound exactly, not a similar compound, not a family
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  Speaker 1: of compounds, a match. Cox's attorney requested a recess. When
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  Speaker 1: court resumed, Cox entered a guilty plea on six counts
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  Speaker 1: related to Julie's case. He confessed to charges in Julie's case.
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  Speaker 1: He also admitted two counts related to the Harwick matter,
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  Speaker 1: the woman who had been hospitalized years earlier, whose episode
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  Speaker 1: had been closed as a suspected relapse and never prosecuted.
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  Speaker 1: The Harwick family had waited a long time for that admission.
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  Speaker 1: The jury that had assembled for the full trial deliberated
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  Speaker 1: for four hours before the plea made deliberation unnecessary. The
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  Speaker 1: judge sentenced Cox to twenty two years. The Denfield matter,
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  Speaker 1: the death of Susan Taft fifty four years old, ruled accidental,
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  Speaker 1: was referred to a separate jurisdiction for review.
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  Speaker 2: That review was not part of Cox's trial.
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  Speaker 1: It has not been publicly resolved. Susan Taft's name appears
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  Speaker 1: once in the plea record in a subordinate clause.
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  Speaker 2: And does not appear again.
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  Speaker 1: There is a number that clarifies the scope of what
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  Speaker 1: the County Adult Protective Services Office was looking at by
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  Speaker 1: the time Glen West closed his case notes eleven years
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  Speaker 1: four adjacent states a pattern of targets selected with documented consistency, Female,
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  Speaker 1: middle aged, financially independent or insured, living alone, or in
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  Speaker 1: reduced social contact. West's notes describe Cox's method not as impulsive,
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  Speaker 1: but as studied. The GHB protocol gap was not discovered
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  Speaker 1: by accident. Cox had operated inside the exact blind spot
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  Speaker 1: of the screening system long enough to understand its dimensions precisely.
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  Speaker 1: The Sober Companion Service that had placed Cox with Julie
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  Speaker 1: suspended its operations for review after the arrest. The standard
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  Speaker 1: uranalysis panel used by multiple services in the region did
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  Speaker 1: not include GHB testing at the time of Julie's case.
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  Speaker 1: Whether that gap has since been closed in every jurisdiction
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  Speaker 1: is not a matter of public record. The week after
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  Speaker 1: Cox's arrest, Julie Russo drove north on Route nine toward Kellerton.
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  Speaker 1: She brought food she had cooked the previous Tuesday. She
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  Speaker 1: arrived in twenty minutes. Her sister Nan was at the
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  Speaker 1: door that drive, The ordinary twenty minute drive she had
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  Speaker 1: taken every Thursday for four years, had been the instrument
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  Speaker 1: of her harm. Cox had used it not because it
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: was unusual, but because it was sacred, the thing she
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  Speaker 1: protected most carefully. The weekly act that connected her sobriety
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  Speaker 1: to her sister's well being, had been the window he
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  Speaker 1: opened understanding that is not a comfortable thing. Julie's final
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  Speaker 1: statement to the investigation kator Glen West does not read
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  Speaker 1: like a victim impact statement. It reads like a forensic
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  Speaker 1: observation made by someone who had spent months trying to
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  Speaker 1: understand what had been done to her, and had arrived
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  Speaker 1: at a precise answer, She said. The hardest part was
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  Speaker 1: not the nights she could not remember. It was the
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  Speaker 1: months she spent believing Cox's quiet insistence that her confusion
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  Speaker 1: was her own fault, her own chemistry, her own fragile
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: and untrustworthy brain. Six years of sobriety had given Julie
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  Speaker 1: Russo a great deal. It had also given Cox his
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  Speaker 1: entry point. He had not invented her self doubt. He
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  Speaker 1: had found it, measured it, and used it as the mechanism.
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  Speaker 1: The substance cleared her blood in four to eight hours.
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  Speaker 1: The doubt he cultivated had no comparable half life. West's
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  Speaker 1: case notes conclude with a sentence that has stayed in
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  Speaker 1: this record for a reason. Cox had understood, with the
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: precision of long practice, that the most effective way to
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: control someone in recovery is to weaponize the one thing
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  Speaker 1: they already fear about themselves, that they cannot trust what
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: they perceive. He had not needed locks, He had not
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  Speaker 1: needed threats. He had needed the doubt that was already there,
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  Speaker 1: and a substance that left no standard trace, and a
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  Speaker 1: Thursday afternoon on a route she never varied. Julie Russo
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  Speaker 1: is a meticulous bookkeeper she kept.
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  Speaker 2: A handwritten journal. Every day. She made a seven a m.
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  Speaker 1: Call to her sponsor every morning. She built her recovery
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  Speaker 1: out of structure and consistency and love for a sister
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  Speaker 1: who needed her. None of that made her naive. It
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  Speaker 1: made her human, and it gave a practiced predator the
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  Speaker 1: map he needed. The pill organizer was never definitively explained.
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  Speaker 1: Cox did not speak to it in his plea. It
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  Speaker 1: remains on the walk in the morning dew seven compartments open,
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  Speaker 1: every one empty, and the question of who placed it
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  Speaker 1: there will not be answered by any court. Some things
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  Speaker 1: the record holds, some things it releases without resolution. What
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  Speaker 1: it does not release is her name, or the Thursday
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  Speaker 1: drives she reclaimed, or the fact that she is the
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  Speaker 1: one who kept going. This show is made by Oboe
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