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Energy Orgasms, The Orgasm You Didn't Know You Have · Erotic Spirit Podcast

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  SPEAKER_00: I started visualizing energy moving from down below because there was so much of that energy that I felt there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I started visualizing and breathing that energy up.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then I started to feel bliss, the same bliss that I felt when I first had the Kungalini activation.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I started to feel the tingling throughout my body and everywhere all over my body.
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  SPEAKER_00: And because I'm aware of energy, it happened right away.
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  SPEAKER_00: I believe it takes time to become aware of the subtle energies, but it was like bam.
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  SPEAKER_01: Welcome to Erotic Spirit.
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  SPEAKER_01: My name is Angela Shelby.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I'm Jenna Lee.
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  SPEAKER_01: And this is the place where soul and spirituality and everyday life meet.
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  SPEAKER_01: Besides the conversations we have with ourselves, we channel in beings like angels, ascended masters, ancestors, spirit guides, and other friends in spirit about topics like spirituality, sexuality, desire, intimacy, trauma, and pleasure and love.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it is our intention to create a safe space for embodied spirituality and embodied sexuality in a way that meets you exactly where you are.
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  SPEAKER_01: And if you're not familiar with channeling, channeling is allowing higher-dimensional beings to use our bodies and our voice to bring through information with as little of our personal filter as possible.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: And today we are talking about energetic orgasms.
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  SPEAKER_01: The orgasm you didn't know you had or needed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if you stick around, we're gonna teach you how to have one.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Get into it.
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  SPEAKER_00: What is it?
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so energetic orgasm.
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  SPEAKER_01: I have not done this before.
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  SPEAKER_01: I know that you have done this before.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: I don't know what you're talking about.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I'm gonna pick your brain today to it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um first of all, like how?
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  SPEAKER_01: How did you even get on the path of the energetic orgasm?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: First, I do want to talk about what an energetic orgasm is.
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  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I did hear, by the way, in a podcast that recently 20, there are 20 different types of orgasms that men and women could have.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm just that we're narrowing in here to just my, I want to call expertise and my experience, but there's so much out there that's available to us.
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  SPEAKER_00: So an energetic orgasm is feeling the sensations of full-body sensations without physical stimulation, without physical touch.
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  SPEAKER_00: You don't need a touch, it's pure visualization, energy, um, and we'll get more into that, but it it does not require any touch.
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  SPEAKER_00: And you feel it throughout your whole entire body, and it can go on for usually, you know, if there's like a clitoral or any type of other physical orgasm, it's short.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, not always, you know, but this can go on like you know, for an hour if you want.
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  SPEAKER_00: Holy can.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, sign me up.
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  SPEAKER_00: It has.
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  SPEAKER_00: So sign me up if you're not already like I want it in, okay, fine.
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  SPEAKER_00: But pleasure that just can keep going.
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  SPEAKER_00: So how, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: You asked how, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, how.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, how, but like or like how to get to this pattern.
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  SPEAKER_01: How did that even get on your radar?
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, did you just wake up one day and went, yep, energetic orgasms, this is gonna happen today.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, like how did this happen?
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  SPEAKER_00: I had no clue.
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  SPEAKER_00: I stumbled upon it because of my kundalini activation.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'll go over that.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, please tell us what that is.
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  SPEAKER_00: So there are things out there called kundalini awakenings, and it's full-blown.
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  SPEAKER_00: Uh, your kundalini is connected to your life force, and it's they say, like a they explain it as a serpent coiled up at the base of your spine, that when that gets activated, uh, that activates throughout all the chakras, all the energy centers, and you're just more online and in tune with that universal energy.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not a complete expert in in that area, but I do know my experience was an activation.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was I would have symptoms.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was like googling, like, am I going crazy?
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  SPEAKER_00: So, my this rising, this activation was profound.
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  SPEAKER_00: I I was sitting just in presence, and this is actually after a huge spiritual awakening for me and a separation from a long-term relationship, and I was sitting in peace, and I was sitting in prospect of thinking of presence with another, potentially even partner, just presence with someone, just presence, just being with somebody, yeah, and and just being like present with someone in connection.
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  SPEAKER_00: And all of a sudden, I had this, I did have a arousal coming in.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I felt that sexual energy at the you know going on, but I started to feel burning in my spine, and I felt heat going up my spine, and it and it went up like pretty quick.
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  SPEAKER_00: It didn't take like an hour.
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  SPEAKER_00: I felt just burning entirely up the spine, and I I felt in complete bliss and love, but I also eventually pretty soon after started to feel like my lower back was hurting.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this is what I call where there are blocks.
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  SPEAKER_00: There are there were blocks that this this energy wanted to go through.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I sat in, I went into my koshing, which is our our souls energetic database, and I asked, what are the blocks that need to be cleared now?
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  SPEAKER_00: I use all the tools in my tool belt, and it wasn't too long.
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  SPEAKER_00: I have heard that people have had really profound like lower back or back pain.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was really like a half an hour, and the energy moved.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this went on, I would say, this experience, this entire experience for a couple months.
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  SPEAKER_00: There were a couple of different things I experienced throughout this time.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like as it was going through that sacral chakra, I wanted to have sex all the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was like that overactive sacral chakra, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was it was like we're we're gonna just want to have sex all the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was having orgasms just like driving.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm driving and I'm like, what the fuck is happening?
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  SPEAKER_00: Wow.
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  SPEAKER_00: And there, and I was just so there, there's so much energy that was in that space.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it was right trying to move up.
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  SPEAKER_00: And because there was so much unprocessed trauma still, it was really trying to go through that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, there was also I had experiences, and I know you were there for part of it where I could not sleep.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yes, I remember that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I would have like one hour that I and I was going through a lot at that time too, where it was very emotional for me, and there was a lot, a lot happening.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I could not sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this went on, I want to say for two weeks.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like I would get one to two hours a day.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was a little nervous towards the end because I'm like, am I gonna have a an episode?
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  SPEAKER_00: Am I gonna like Were you feeling like it?
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, were you feeling tired and sleep deprived, or were you just like no going?
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  SPEAKER_00: No, I was just pure energy.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was just I I didn't want to sleep, I didn't need to sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: I just thought that my body should have that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if I didn't, I thought maybe I might have some sort of like manic episode or something.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I I do know I love talking about this because when people have kundalini activations, and mine was uh spontaneous, that they they can have episodes, they can have things that they're really losing it because there's so much unprocessed stuff in those lower chakras, and that kundalini energy is rising, and they just they're like they really lose they can lose it.
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  SPEAKER_01: So the kundalini energy rising, it it basically when people describe it, it sounds like a rotor rooter for your chakras.
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  SPEAKER_01: So as it moves up, if there's any unprocessed trauma, it's going to bring it up and burn through it and bring it to your attention.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I know that's when you talk about your unprocessed trauma, that's unprocessed sexual trauma that you didn't remember.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: Is it when the your kundalini had you had this awakening that you started to remember?
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  SPEAKER_00: Uh yeah, a couple months later.
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  SPEAKER_01: Oh wow.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: So a couple months later, I I did, and my entire relationship with sex changed because of this experience.
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  SPEAKER_00: And maybe it would have changed otherwise, but it was like all of this sexual trauma was coming up, all this stuff was coming up, and I really decided to be celibate during this time so that I could I could just be in my energy and I could just experience all of this and really process what I needed to at its at its time, you know, and my entire relationship with sex changed into this beautiful, loving space.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was already in that trajectory, but it was without a doubt, oh, like this is beautiful.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like I'm this is for me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So that's what started my journey.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what started this, like, whoa, I've there's something here.
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  SPEAKER_00: And remember how I said, I don't want to have sex all the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: So how I really stumbled upon this was I had a a vibrator that broke.
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  SPEAKER_00: Wow.
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  SPEAKER_00: That that is a lot of sex.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, well, yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, this is this is what I knew, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: This is what what we're told.
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  SPEAKER_00: Where's like you can do you can get a vibrator, you can like do your thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's other things too, but I that's just what I knew.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: So uh it broke.
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  SPEAKER_00: Uh-huh.
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  SPEAKER_00: And you can we can say it shorted out or I was using it a lot.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, whatever.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I intuitively was like, okay, well, you broke.
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  SPEAKER_00: What am I gonna do right now?
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  SPEAKER_00: And you know, I did decide, you know, I could physically um touch myself, and that's beautiful.
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  SPEAKER_00: But I had this intuition that was just, hmm, let me start to breathe.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let me start to move this energy and also move my pelvic muscles and kind of you learn it in tantra or other areas where you squeeze the muscles and you start to visualize that energy moving up.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I started playing with that.
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  SPEAKER_00: I started visualizing energy moving from down below because there was so much of that energy that I felt there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I started visualizing and breathing that energy up.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then I started to feel bliss, the same bliss that I felt when I first had the kundalini activation.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I started to feel the tingling throughout my body and everywhere all over my body.
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  SPEAKER_00: And because I'm aware of energy, it happened right away.
• 12:51
  SPEAKER_00: I I believe it takes time to become aware of the subtle energies, but it was like bam.
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  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so you had tingling, what else?
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  SPEAKER_01: So when you have this energetic orgasm, describe that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh man.
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  SPEAKER_00: Well, it's it's like this energy.
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  SPEAKER_00: First, it starts, it starts in that right, the bottom chakras.
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  SPEAKER_00: It starts in the pelvic region.
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  SPEAKER_00: You feel that arousal energy, and you start to feel that energy and that bliss just move up the body and then move down the arms and out through the fingers and out through the legs and swirl around.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it and it is just pleasure.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I would also notice at some point that I would move the energy up the up the chakras all the way up, and it would start to feel like I'm traveling and I'm having these body experiences that are in my body that are so pleasurable, but I'm experiencing just this otherworldly experience.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I've and I've had other experiences where I have been out of body.
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  SPEAKER_01: Did you leave your body?
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  SPEAKER_01: Is that what you're saying?
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  SPEAKER_01: Like you could feel the pleasure in your body, but you would felt like you were also like above your body, or I have had those experiences.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, but did that happen this time?
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  SPEAKER_00: The first time, no.
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  SPEAKER_00: The first time it was just pure bliss.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would feel that in my body.
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  SPEAKER_00: Uh it it and it just kept going.
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  SPEAKER_00: It didn't stop after, you know, what however long.
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  SPEAKER_00: It kept going, and I kept breathing that energy in and breathing, and that bliss and the the tingles and the like the good feelings in the body kept going.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, okay, we're gonna see how long this goes, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: We're just playing with it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, I Googled it after.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, okay, is this such a thing happening?
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  SPEAKER_01: So did it feel like an also a physical orgasm?
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, was your downtown happy?
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  SPEAKER_01: Was it like, you know, your vaginal walls clenching, or like, did it feel like that too, or was it more of like a spiritual blissed out state?
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  SPEAKER_00: Spiritual blissed out state.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: The the vaginal walls actually were not clenching.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I actually feel like when you loosen up and relax the body, that's rolling into full body.
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  SPEAKER_00: It just everything moves from that uh the arousal, the feelings that you feel in the pelvic region, and you soften the body, and it just rolls throughout your legs and your arms.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's so you're you're more relaxed, really, in a real more relaxed state.
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  SPEAKER_00: Instead of when you're in that space of that orgasm, you're like clenching and you're like just squeezing, right?
• 15:45
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you're like it's the opposite.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: For for me, like that was my experience, was just being really relaxed and it rolled through every ounce of my body.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, hey, body, that's nice.
• 15:58
  SPEAKER_01: Something I want to ask about and clarify when you're saying I was breathing the energy in, breathing it up, breathing it in.
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  SPEAKER_01: Can you describe that or demonstrate that?
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, I can.
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  SPEAKER_00: I can I can demonstrate that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So uh, so really I'll just kind of relax my eyes here and feel free to if you're listening um and you want to replay this and relax your eyes and listen to my voice.
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  SPEAKER_00: And basically, you start to just slow your breath.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when when you breathe out, you elongate that breath, it's longer than that breath in.
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  SPEAKER_00: So you breathe in, relax the body, breathe out, maybe even sigh out.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then actually, you can even start to just move the energy and feel the energy in your pelvic region, it's your PC muscles or your kegel area, and you or you know, where you would urinate, and just squeeze those muscles and even just feel that energy, feel that sensations there as you squeeze, and then breathe.
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  SPEAKER_00: And breathe out, and you just repeat that right, squeezing those muscles, and then you can even hold your breath as you're visualizing that energy, move up the chakras, up the body, up the spine, up towards the head, and when you get up there, you can even hold your breath, and then you can let it go, and you can do that on repeat and circulate that energy.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when you keep doing it and you become aware of the energy, uh, or even if you do it your first time, just keep circling through that process, keep moving through that, and you should feel because you are moving the muscles in your pelvic region, you should start to feel that energy there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then you keep breathing that energy up and keep breathing that energy up and visualizing it going up the spine.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, and yeah, and that's that's pretty much it.
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  SPEAKER_01: So Okay, and yeah, so visualizing it going up.
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  SPEAKER_01: So when you breathe in, you're squeezing like you're trying not to pee.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_01: And then when you breathe out, is that when you let it go?
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  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, yes, yeah, it's like it's hard to like visualize and like explain, but yeah, when when you breathe out, you let those muscles go.
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  SPEAKER_01: And when you're visualizing the energy, do you like like it's going up your spine and out the top of your head?
• 18:52
  SPEAKER_01: Do you make it a certain color?
• 18:54
  SPEAKER_01: Do you make it look like a certain way?
• 18:57
  SPEAKER_00: Like, yeah, you can.
• 18:58
  SPEAKER_00: And it's totally up to whatever you want to play with that's visually good for you.
• 19:02
  SPEAKER_00: Uh sometimes I don't, and I just kind of I I feel the sensations, but if it works visually, yeah, use a color, uh use a color and let that go up the spine.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I really like too, like holding the breath too.
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  SPEAKER_00: It just everything does contract, so it is kind of like you are in that space of right, that close to that other type of orgasm.
• 19:25
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but then you breathe, right?
• 19:27
  SPEAKER_00: You breathe and you let go and you relax the muscles, and you get to a point, no physical stimulation, not touching anywhere, where you will start to feel that energy and that blissed out state, and you'll feel that the sensations throughout your entire body, and it's just and you can keep going.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_00: Keep you can keep going.
• 19:47
  SPEAKER_00: And this is all like without a partner, you know, nothing is nothing is needed.
• 19:52
  SPEAKER_00: And then you can do this with a partner as well.
• 19:55
  SPEAKER_00: You could breathe together with a partner, which can be quite fun.
• 19:59
  SPEAKER_01: So that's very interesting.
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  SPEAKER_01: So have you experienced this?
• 20:03
  SPEAKER_01: You you've experienced it on your own.
• 20:05
  SPEAKER_01: Have you experienced it with a partner?
• 20:06
  SPEAKER_01: Do you want to be asking?
• 20:08
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 20:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, go ahead, ask.
• 20:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 20:11
  SPEAKER_00: Uh yes, I have.
• 20:13
  SPEAKER_00: And I, it's really interesting because I I knew that when I was doing it on my own, I'm like, I can do this with a partner.
• 20:22
  SPEAKER_00: That's fine.
• 20:23
  SPEAKER_00: Because once you do it on your own, like, oh, this is like this is a thing.
• 20:27
  SPEAKER_00: And I I just remember the first time with a partner where like they they were like there was some playful energy and there's some touch and some some of that sensuality piece.
• 20:37
  SPEAKER_00: And then they weren't touching me, they were getting another, let's say, tool.
• 20:42
  SPEAKER_00: And I were getting another tool.
• 20:46
  SPEAKER_00: And I kept undulating my spine, which is another thing that that you can do.
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: You really activate the pelvic region, you undulate the spine, and I felt that energy just kept going.
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_00: And they were like, I remember them talking to me after, like, so I wasn't even touching you at one point.
• 21:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I am full-blown moaning, and it is it, it's very clear, like, hey, this is very pleasurable, you know, but there's also the connection of the energy with a partner, and that you can practice different tantra things or just connection and build the energy together where you're breathing together, where you're actually, you can even do things where you're breathing and then they breathe.
• 21:36
  SPEAKER_00: And it's that you want to call it masculine, feminine energy, you know.
• 21:41
  SPEAKER_00: I know different partners, different, uh, different people, but there is like a receiving and a container piece to it.
• 21:48
  SPEAKER_00: And you're just in that flow of that energy with that partner.
• 21:52
  SPEAKER_00: And you both can have extended, extended orgasms for.
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  SPEAKER_00: For a really long time.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's beautiful.
• 22:03
  SPEAKER_01: I think one of the things that I like most about the idea of this is that, again, I'm a nurse.
• 22:11
  SPEAKER_01: There are physical things like our bodies break.
• 22:15
  SPEAKER_01: You know, life happens.
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_01: We get in accidents.
• 22:17
  SPEAKER_01: We get old, you know.
• 22:20
  SPEAKER_01: You can have an energetic orgasm with just you.
• 22:24
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_01: And if you can breathe, you can do it.
• 22:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_01: So if you're live, you can have an energetic orgasm.
• 22:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 22:31
  SPEAKER_01: I like the idea of that.
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_01: I like it a lot.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 22:34
  SPEAKER_00: All you are right, actually.
• 22:36
  SPEAKER_00: You just need to be able to breathe.
• 22:38
  SPEAKER_00: So, you know, there's obviously issues there, but even just slow breathing and focusing on the energy with the spine.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, the the squeezing of the muscles do help.
• 22:48
  SPEAKER_00: They absolutely do.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_00: But I when I have been in situations, I've been at the gym, I've been driving, and I did not intentionally go there.
• 22:58
  SPEAKER_00: It's that energy that I'm so used to.
• 23:02
  SPEAKER_00: And just being aware of that and always in tune with that energy.
• 23:05
  SPEAKER_00: And that energy is always flowing through that it'll just come in.
• 23:09
  SPEAKER_00: So it's like I'm not squeezing any muscles.
• 23:11
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just happening.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just, yeah, it's just in flow.
• 23:14
  SPEAKER_00: And then you can breathe into it.
• 23:16
  SPEAKER_00: And I have done, I've had a five-hour uh drive before, and I just kept breathing into now it wasn't five hours, but wow.
• 23:24
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, I just would breathe into that energy.
• 23:27
  SPEAKER_00: And it this is I I love talking about this because it it can open up eyes, like you said, just to you know, you can have things that are broken, it doesn't matter, can experience this bliss.
• 23:39
  SPEAKER_01: Uh bliss and connection, yeah.
• 23:41
  SPEAKER_01: And sharing it with somebody else.
• 23:44
  SPEAKER_01: So when you've had this experience with a partner, do you feel like you've blended energies?
• 23:51
  SPEAKER_01: Do you feel like you've shared the energy with that person?
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_01: Have you had that experience?
• 23:56
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 23:56
  SPEAKER_00: Oh yes.
• 23:57
  SPEAKER_01: Oh yes, yes, she said.
• 23:59
  SPEAKER_00: Oh yes.
• 24:01
  SPEAKER_00: Definitely, yeah, definitely blended.
• 24:04
  SPEAKER_00: And I've had, I really want to talk about this experience.
• 24:08
  SPEAKER_00: I've had an out-of-body experience, and it started with the partner and oneness and love and that energy, that the energetic orgasm and that life force energy flowing through the body and this deep love for the partner that's in front, and this container that was just being built and built and built, and that energy that just kept rising.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_00: And so, you know how I talked about just recognizing the energy and flowing it up?
• 24:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 24:42
  SPEAKER_00: At one point, I was looking down at my body now.
• 24:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I was also looking up at my consciousness that was like, are we going to go back in?
• 24:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I I had this was actually really freaky and a little scary.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, is is it is she gonna make it in?
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: Are we going back?
• 25:05
  SPEAKER_00: Is she and I will say to you the first time this happened, I did not want to go back.
• 25:13
  SPEAKER_00: I did not want to go back in my body.
• 25:15
  SPEAKER_00: I met God, right?
• 25:17
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm I'm not religious, but it it was right, God within me, but I was in such a blissful state, and I was I was so I was like, I don't want to go back.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: But then I was seeing my consciousness and I was looking at my body and at my consciousness, I'm like, oh she's she is gonna make it back.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_00: I know it, I know, no, no it.
• 25:37
  SPEAKER_00: And I will say I did come back a different person.
• 25:40
  SPEAKER_00: Like there's each time it's happened, it's like I've released pieces and voices and and trauma and whatever it is.
• 25:50
  SPEAKER_00: I have released things and I have come back a completely new person.
• 25:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I have come back and the first time that I did, I like to mention this because I was sad.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_00: I was, I remember I was like, first off, I was talking to my partner at the time, and I was like, I don't, I can't figure out how to be in my body right now.
• 26:14
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know what it is, and and it was beautiful because they did grab me in and I started to get into my body and drink.
• 26:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember saying, I'm remembering how to eat right now.
• 26:25
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know how to do that.
• 26:27
  SPEAKER_00: And it was weird.
• 26:28
  SPEAKER_00: And the next morning I still felt a little out of it.
• 26:31
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember pulling over and just crying because I was like, I I saw this state of bliss and I don't want to be here right now.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_01: Oh wow.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_01: So it's like those experiences where people have near-death experiences, and they're like, Nope, I'm not going back.
• 26:48
  SPEAKER_01: I don't care who's here waiting for me.
• 26:50
  SPEAKER_01: I am not leaving this awesomeness.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_01: You were like, it was like being spiritually hung over.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 26:56
  SPEAKER_01: You're you came back and I was like, I sucks.
• 27:00
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I was really sad.
• 27:02
  SPEAKER_00: And I had that experience again.
• 27:05
  SPEAKER_00: I've had a couple I've had out of experiences since then.
• 27:09
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember I was in that state, and I was, I said to myself, I'm gonna learn how to anchor this love and bliss in.
• 27:19
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember that that second time it happened where I said, Yeah, I'm glad I'm here.
• 27:26
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm learning how to like anchor that out-of-body experience, that godly experience, that enlightenment experience in.
• 27:34
  SPEAKER_01: So whatever your question was, out-of-body experiences, meeting God, it's all possible through sex, through sex, through sex, and actually sexual energy, not even like the act of sex, just that sexual energy.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 27:52
  SPEAKER_01: So to recap, doing that exercise.
• 27:56
  SPEAKER_01: So if I wanted to do this, it's good to go home and be aroused to begin with, it sounds like.
• 28:02
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but instead of like physically having an orgasm to completion, it's sitting there and breathing in while squeezing those uh muscles, those bladder, not bladder muscles, but um kegel muscles where you squeeze like you're trying not to pee.
• 28:21
  SPEAKER_01: You breathe in, you envision like energy or light going up your spine, yeah, coming out the top of your head, you hold your breath for a minute, and then you let it go, and you just keep doing that.
• 28:33
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 28:33
  SPEAKER_01: And so you can do it whether you're aroused or not, it sounds like.
• 28:37
  SPEAKER_01: Absolutely.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, I know many of us who will be practicing this.
• 28:42
  SPEAKER_01: There's one experience I want to bring up that um I was there for.
• 28:48
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 28:48
  SPEAKER_01: We were in a tantra puja, which is uh tantra is the a spiritual practice of connection, is what it really is, but it is it's also encompasses sexual energy as well.
• 29:01
  SPEAKER_01: So we were there's uh a position called yab yum you can sit in, and you didn't have a male partner, it was a woman.
• 29:09
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, and you started going in and raising that energy just spontaneously, and she was feeling it.
• 29:16
  SPEAKER_01: She was so you can be sharing this energy with people you're not usually attracted to, yep.
• 29:22
  SPEAKER_01: With, you know, just with anybody.
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_01: Um that's just really cool.
• 29:28
  SPEAKER_01: I remember that experience.
• 29:29
  SPEAKER_01: This is incredible.
• 29:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I'm really glad that you brought that up because our sexual energy is ours.
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_00: It does not, it can, we can be attracted to someone and it can spike something, right?
• 29:46
  SPEAKER_00: But it is our energy.
• 29:49
  SPEAKER_00: That's our power.
• 29:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 29:51
  SPEAKER_00: So in this experience, yes, I was that that on the masculine side, and I was the the container and then I was the bottom.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I and I know initially too, when we were doing the exercise, we were both just knees touching.
• 30:06
  SPEAKER_00: And as I started to move the energy, and she was aware of energy too, uh, and I started to to moan, right?
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_00: So we're just knees touching, and she said, Okay, I want to sit on you.
• 30:18
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, sit on your lap.
• 30:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you face each other and you sit in each other's laps.
• 30:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_00: So um, so just then moving that energy through my body and then her feeling it, and that just having this very beautiful connection with someone that no, I was not attracted to after and before.
• 30:40
  SPEAKER_00: But it was just presence and connection, and how beautiful is that to just be in that state and not judge.
• 30:48
  SPEAKER_01: Not judge.
• 30:49
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yeah, just loving connection.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_01: If you had one takeaway for people to have today, what would it be?
• 30:57
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, one takeaway.
• 30:58
  SPEAKER_00: I would say my my one takeaway is hmm, practice.
• 31:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, practice this.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_00: Don't let the fact that you, if you have never had an orgasm, if if you're listening and you never had an orgasm, throw that out the window.
• 31:18
  SPEAKER_00: Start with this, start with the breath, start with the presence, start with yourself first, I suggest, because then you don't have I would I don't call a partner a distraction, but sometimes we can get in our heads, yeah, which is what prevents us from having orgasms a lot of times.
• 31:34
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, practice that state, play with it, have fun.
• 31:39
  SPEAKER_00: Know that you are starting to become aware of the cell energies and just keep in that direction, not as a goal, as a mission, but just knowing that this is out there for you and you can have an orgasm for a really long time.
• 32:01
  SPEAKER_01: I think what stuck out to me the most is you can meet God through sex.
• 32:07
  SPEAKER_01: You can meet God and you can do it alone, and you can do it just with your energy in that way.
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, awesome.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: Very, very cool.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you.
• 32:18
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you for sharing your experience with us.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely, absolutely.
• 32:22
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• 32:26
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• 32:29
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• 32:44
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