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BBNIC S3 Episode 28 - Feel my legs ft Weezy WTF from horrible decisions · Blind But Now I See

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Back at it for another episode. This is my biggest episode, the Blomber
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I see podcast, I am your host, fob seen up the Hut Ray
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Charles, block Poppy, if you nasty, block Lightning, the voice of
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the Disables, the official Blonde Stuffer and this episode right here, this is
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the biggest first off. I gotta give this person. They flowers. Without
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Hut, it wouldn't have been no Blomber. Now, I see, it
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wouldn't have been no blind Poppy. I looked in. Now, yeah you
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didn't, but you phone block Poppy because I was just regular see you know,
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but I became block Poppy. I looked up. I asked Serrie,
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what's the definition of beautiful, intelligent, talented? And Wheezy WTF motherfucker popped
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up today and in Syria, and I was surprised. So I would like
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to introduce Wheezy WTF. Thank you. That's really sweet, thank you,
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And it's rare because I'm in your studio and it's oh, I mean,
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I ain't seen you nowhere else. Man, this studio took a lot of
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my money. I don't do all that. A lot of sts side came
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out, party money and everything else. But we're gonna get it rolling before
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we get it rolland we ain't got a disability discount, okay, because we
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are not ablest. Yeah, the first class poking yow, we take that's
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to get everywhere first class parking. But before we get in the show,
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it's something new. This episode is sponsored by WTF Media Studio. If you
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com book a session a consultation with Wheezy with alex Media and it's just beautiful.
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The audio is crispy. They might think you was Wheezy from Harvard Decisions.
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In the vision, I'm telling you it can make a blind man singing
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on blind man see. But we ain't gonna talk about that one. So
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we're gonna get into this episode. We gotta cut that as an as.
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Yeah, you need to see a blind man can see it. Even when
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every time I can see my episodes, it'd be rare. The last time
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I ever put it, I've seen I've seen the man with no legs ahead.
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It's rare. So we're gonna get into this segment of the podcast is
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called story from the Dog. Stories from the Dogs. You're telling about the
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story that you've been through in life. It don't matter if it's sex.
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It don't matter if it's mental health, whatever you want it to be.
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But you can't cheat because I want to give the directions of what to do.
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You can't eat though. Okay, So we're gonna close eyes. We're
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gonna walk down this path. We ain't gonna flip over, No turn up
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the furniture. We ain't gonna bump into no walls. Get up, No,
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don't get up, oh, because I want you to bust your ass.
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You ain't blind Poppy. You're easy. Yeah, I can't. You
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don't get into us that you wheasy. You ain't blind Poppy. So we're
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gonna let Weazy take the way of telling us stories from the dock. They
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gotta be sad. It don't gotta be sad. It could be a sex
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story. It could be mental health. This that this the radio version,
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It don't matter from the dark Stories from the Dog. I feel like you
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want a sex story, but I don't really know what to say. It
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don't has to be a sex story. Could be a mental he It don't
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matter what it is. M yeah, somebody that took about it. Okay,
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I'll tell you some dark shit. Yesterday went to a friend of mine's
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kids graduation, and when I was walking up to the school, a few
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people knew me, some of the parents, and it was really sweet.
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They'd taking pictures of me whatever. So sitting there in the audience and I
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had this overwhelming feeling of sadness because I'm watching my friend's kid graduate eighth grade
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and it's been my homegirl forever and I saw her, knew her when she
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was pregnant. I'm like, wow, I get to watch this happen,
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and like all these people in this audience have kids, and they're the appearance
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or my age. I'm like, people know me in here, But I'm
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also like and they're probably looking at me like, oh my god, it's
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so great to see you here or whatever. But I'm thinking to myself like,
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oh my god, I kind of wish I had this life. And
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I had this weird feeling of like, would I have family or children other
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things I want if I wasn't so busy working and trying to build for everyone
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else. And it was like really fucking sad and daunting. The whole time,
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I think I was crying from a homegirl or a kid, but I
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was like, am I really crying for me? So that's my dark story?
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Is it that we go open eye? I didn't cheating had ys.
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I had a close whole time all right? Being blind sucked for two minutes.
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I didn't like it telling your body I did this shit? So why
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do you feel like that dad hurd who came over your shoulders of like pretty
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much? Do you want a family? Yeah? But I think what was
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crazier about it was like maybe I wouldn't have felt like that sitting there if
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people didn't come up and ask me if I was wheezy. But for some
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reason, I'm looking at this stage, I'm like, oh my god,
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this moment and I was like, oh, the things that I have,
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or the money that I have, or the recognition I have couldn't have came
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with both. And so I'm looking at people with their families. I'm like,
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damn him, do I not have that? Because I have this?
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And it started to funk with me and it was really fucking with my head,
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and like even this morning I thought about it when I woke up,
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and I was like, you know, yeah, I really want kids,
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but like, when is this shit gonna happen? And I don't know.
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It ain't no time. It ain't like you fifty sixty years old game.
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I've no kids, though I don't know, it's still it's still time.
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And like even that from the from me being on this podcast, being on
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a horrible decisions, people come and asking me, and I'm seeing that shit
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feel good right, the goodest feeling the word, especially like I get it.
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But when I want my son and people come and ask me, do
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I are you see? No, And it's not on the beef or no
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gang shit like back in the days, it feel good. Like I had
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somebody drive away from Ohio just to see me. Wow, and he seen
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me on y'all show. He's blind. He got shot I think three times
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too, so he was blind in both eyes. His brother drove him.
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He cried and was like calling his mother on FaceTime. I'm telling his my
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mom real and I'm looking like I'm real. But then my homie town at
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me, like you gotta understand, bro, it's different now from when we
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used to moving back in the days in the streets. I never understood it.
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Then I'm looking at my son like, damn, like this, this
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is what I want you to do, Like you want you got to be
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the voice of the community. You've got to be the voice to help out
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people. So I feel like you're in the right track. You were in
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the right path of going, like you got your success. Maybe you want
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to take a year off to make that baby. Then on top of that,
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you don't want to make the baby with the wrong person. I know,
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but I feel like I can't meet this thigga because I'm so busy chalking
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and doing shit and I don't know. Every time I have to leave,
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Like I was just telling Wolf, like Damn, I don't even want to
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leave New York, but I got to go to LA for work. I'm
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like feeling the vibe. Maybe my husband I could have met that nigga this
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weekend Duneteenth. You know what I'm saying, he would have been in the
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streets instead, I got to go have a job. So you like the
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gangster hood nigga? Tell you they never paid out, you know, I
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really it's gotta be the mix of vote. It's like I want you to
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have like been to jail. Maybe just what you know what I'm saying and
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not like jail, jail, but you know maybe night, yeah, just
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a little something. So I know you got some stripes, but you'll get
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a lot of fraying people like that because people in jail for domestic violence and
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everything goes okay. No, I don't want that. I wanted to be
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like one of those crimes, just like maybe you stole something, maybe you
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was young, maybe you beat a nigga. Well, like, I don't
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want it to be like super violent, but you know, like okay,
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here's a perfect scenario. Meet a nigga who like just got arrested. I'm
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like, what happened? He was like yo, I was on the train
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and he was a nigga fucking with this old lady. I had to get
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up and defend her on it, Like, oh my god, that's what
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I want. No, that's different me that we accept that though it'll probably
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be a camera, but but you definitely have enough time. Don't rush it.
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Don't go look and let him find you. You work. What if
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you can't see where you should? Even blind niggas gonna find it. Even
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blind niggas gonna find it. Man, I don't make no limits. I'n
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tell you. I know that's real because niggas don't even really need to see
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you. I was literally walking down the street and I heard this nigga say
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it was just dog like. Men are so thirsty in the summertime. I'm
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walking, he like catches up with me, turns around to catch me out
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of and he goes, yeah, I knew you gonna be firing from the
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front. I was like, god, damn, bro like Colvid made me
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feel real pretty though, even with the mask on the niggas hollyday, I
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was like, oh, I might be a bad bitch. That was real
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corny. Though I didn't go a lot to fine in the front I say,
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I was like okay, and he looked like he was a lot of
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breath, So I was just like, how far were you coming from now?
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But when that right one comes and to crush your path, you is
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definitely gonna let you know. I've been running into a lot of females and
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it's like, I don't know if it's real or not. Well, where
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you meeting him in the clubs? M That's why I'm at all the time
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in the clothes. What'll say he gonna come out to the club and drink
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hulo yo? I know that everybody probably asked you this question, and I
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know I already asked this question, but I gotta know again. Okay,
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you start talking to a vision the club, do you tap your boy like?
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I don't care, it pends, it depends. No, No,
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I really don't, cause Sean right there, he don't got no, he
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don't got no care in the world. I wouldn't care either, Like I
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feel like if God took my vision sometime might be the biggest blessing to like
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go for personality. Yeah, not really, and that's what I go for.
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Some people vibe just click on me and I'm like a cool I gotta
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get this one, bro. Tok we laugh. You're joking. You ain't
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looking at me as i'm you're my home attended a week? Good to go
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because some girls you need help overn, I'm I'm not. You're not my
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home attended. Somebody do that? Get paid for it? You not my
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seeing our dog? We're not doing that. I'm good you dog. No,
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No, I ain't. I ain't. I ain't clean. No no
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shit, I am not cleaning, no no shit. Don't they asked me
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for a seeing our dog? I don't even using a stick? Which thing?
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I don't want to see an dog. Wait, I don't use my
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stick. I didn't think about that. I don't no, no, no,
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what the shit like you gotta you gotta pick that up? No,
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but you don't have to be blind fucking that's your excuse. But I don't
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want to step in it. Evil. Oh okay, that's why I don't
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woke with the stick of them skinness. I'm gonna hold you. I pick
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up my dog shit, even though it's a tiny little baby dog. But
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if people ain't looking at sometimes i'd be likely. Not if it's on the
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sidewalk, because that's fucked up, But if she's ships in grass and nobody
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looking, maybe I ain't gone. I ain't doing none of that. That's
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not that's not me and the c and I don't be big. I don't
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talk about that day like you want to see a no dog? Ya can't
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give me a pit ball? Well, they gotta give me one of the
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don't pick I can't I put like this. I can't walk the street with
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a soft pit bull. I need something that's going to attack when it's no.
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It's like a golden retriever. The best CNI drugs and then it was
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like border Collie. I think, Man, I'm seeing I does can't see
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bullets. You can't either, Nigga gotta do something. That's why I woke
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with one of the homes. We gotta run, We gotta dup. I
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got tell him put me on that call, y'all got hey, I'm not
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running with y'all. Yo. How long have you lived in your house?
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How long I've been in there? Yeah? All my life? So do
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you feel like you can't move because you know where everything is? I run
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through the house, but I'm saying like, if you if you're gonna move?
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Yeah, Oh no, I don't know. If we went to villas,
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I felt my way around next to you know, I'm all through the
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villa, go on vacation. They're looking for me. I'm all around the
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cloud. I meet new people and move around. You say, all around
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the cloud. I don't know. I'll be all around the club. Just
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hold on to one way to start moving around. Do you think that's your
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advantage over people that were born blind? Though not for not, I think
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I'm I wouldn't say better, but I feel like I'm the improved version to
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a blind person because I've been to them blind meetings and it's like, Yo,
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it just wasn't. I'm sitting up there and I'm just looking. I'm
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like, nah, like this is not for me. Like everybody, Oh,
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I'm having this and I'm having I'm like, so once y'all start your
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own business. Oh no, but doing what y'all stuck. I gotta go.
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I got two LLCs. I gotta go. Y'all talk about waiting for
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somebody to hire y'all, y'll gotta go. I'm not doing that. Yeah,
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like you're making me think. So my favorite TV shows ninety if y'all
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say, and there's for the first time they have a death dude on there.
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And what I love about it so much is they only put subtitles.
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They don't have someone dubbing his voice. And I was reading the comments and
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people are like, oh, I want to clean my house and da da
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da, and I want to be able to listen and why can't I Why
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do I have to look at the screen. And I'm like, damn,
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bro, like you, why do you have to look at the screen.
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It's so crazy you're watching a death person, like you can't give him that
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grace. But I say all that to say one of the things he mentioned
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was like he has been deaf for all his life and there's some people that
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like lost it along the way, and he feels like he knows how to
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live like this and people that could hear before don't. And I'm wondering,
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like is that advantageous for you with how ambitious you are? It is one
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thing, but one that I could say about like blind people that have been
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visually a pair since they was born, they smile more than me. Like
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you never seen no color, you never seen no pictures, So it's like,
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how can you put a picture to it? Opposed to me? I
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know how my son used to look. I know, I've never seen my
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nieces, so it's like that shit is a mystery to me when I sit
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there and try to squint my eyes to see if I could just see a
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glance of or my nieces enough. It's nieces enough I've never seen. Do
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you touch faces a lot? I don't know. Don't do that. That's
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Ray Charles back in the Day's Ray Charles. No, But I feel like
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I would No, I would do like I mean, I touch it like
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when I'm playing with them and all that. But far as touching people faces,
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to see. I feel like that's some creepy weird ship. Nothing.
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It's like a kid and somebody you love. Na. I feel like I
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put I put a picture today face. Okay, I ain't touching a face.
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It just me. I don't know. It just feel weird to me.
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It's hard to like. I feel like it must be so fucking annoying
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that people want to ask you this shit all the time. Oh no,
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but it's hard not to because so many of us. When there's someone with
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a disability, you want to know so bad, but you feel like it's
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rude to ask. So you meet one cool degree that you like, Oh,
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I'm anna jump, you know what I mean. No, it's not
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I feel like it's good to ask because to educate, educate people Like I
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went to the club and the guy was like, oh, you gotta you
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gotta fell out a waiver. I'm like, well, I gotta fill out
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a waiver. Oh because you're blind, I said, I saw on a
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lawsuit that has security, Like, that's the nigga that's paining you, bro,
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And he looking at me. Oh, I'm so sorry. I apologize.
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That should make me feel good. That should make me feel good when
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I like I'm pinning you and you talk about a waiver and now you don't
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gotta search him yo' let him go and clear the way he coming through.
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I feel like the celebrity doing that ship. Plus it's like not to a
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blind Yeah, do you wear the glasses? I don't know. I don't
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do that either. Why not? I feel like the glasses give it up.
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The glasses give it up. They're like, yeah, you sure you
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can't see you talking? You're looking at me? That fun. I gotta
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do anything. I'm a lot of you though. The way, when I
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remember when we recorded with Mandy, there were a few times where you looked
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at us. I was like, he gotta see slot, no crazy,
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I see your shadow now. Second episode see a shadow? Okay, last
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one and this one I never I don't see nothing. Then I remember you
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were telling me that you said you two shadows and like some walking. Then
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like, but I could really see like your frame, like your body ship.
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Okay, right now, I think th shit, real shite front that
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I see. I've seen the last I guess we had with no legs,
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the last guest I had with no legs. I've seen him you had guess
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what? Oh did you ever interview Frenchie was in a wheelchair. I'm the
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one that I'm the one that bought Friendshi and I'm here. Yo, thank
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you boy, I bought Friendshi and I'm here. Oh that's it. That's
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the gold stick together, that's the Godfather. Oh shit, I really,
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I really um uh enjoyed her. She's fun as Frenchie man cool. Like.
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One of the things I'll never forget that she said was like, oh
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I could have learned that a walk when I was getting some dick. I
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ain't even at the hospital less my ship was working. That is real,
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Like that takes no lie. You could take away my eyes and leaving my
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ship to work. I'm cool with it. Yeah, that cool with it
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because life is over after that suicide. I think about like being paraplegic,
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Like when I'm watching stuff about people who are paraplegic, and I'm like,
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fuck, Like, if you're not saying if you had to pick, I'm
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not trying to make it a Curby Enthusiasm episode here, but for real,
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like, if I had to pick, I'm going with blind over anything,
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because I was gonna say, well, I don't know, maybe death.
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Nah, I ain't gonna definitely, but I gotta hear what the fuck you
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saying. I gotta hear what you said. I gotta make show you ain
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you're talking about. I gotta show I gotta hear some type of noise.
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I'm sorry, yea ever see for me, I'm thinking blind over or death
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over blind because like, because you can see what you can't hear shots going
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for old like you walk into as deck na but you can probably feel that
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right, or you can see niggas running like the vibration type. I don't
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know. I don't know, and I ain't trying to figure it out.
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But the only thing is though, I cannot imagine not having music, no
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music, no real conversation, like, oh, I don't think that conversation
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outside you're throwing the gang song people like you throwing them like sounding with the
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people think you throwing them. Yeah, I'm gonna hold you. This week.
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This last week, when I was out, we met this real pretty
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girl. We were like it balls or whatever, and she didn't know who
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Brant Fires was. We started talking about Brent Fires and I was like,
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damn, what kind of music do you listen to? It? She goes,
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I don't really listen to music, and I'm like, you're in a
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club, Like, what the are you talking about. She's like, no,
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I don't listen to music. So I was joking. I'm like,
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been showing me your phone. I know you listen to song typed in Spotify.
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She really didn't have it on her phone. I said, well,
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what do you do when you want to decompress? She's like, our call
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a friend or I just kind of sit there. I don't need music.
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It doesn't really do anything to me. And it was one of the things
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that I didn't realize. I was like, damn, I really like looking
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down on this hole. To me, I don't understand how we can't appreciate
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things like that, especially being black. Like what I appreciate music? Music
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get me through my hardest time. Hell yeah, every time I want to
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back to listen to music while I'm in the shower. They gave me through
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my hardest times. And I think too, like when people make an art
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like that, like one of the songs they got me through a breakup,
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it's called leave Me Alone. As a catron out a song and girl who's
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featured on the tracks named Shaliah, I'm out at this club dancing it's the
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Sole Action party and somebody introduced me. That's my home girl, Shaliah.
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I'm like, oh my god, like that singer girl. She's like,
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yeah, I'm the single girl. And I was starting to cry. And
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mind you, the song is like a house music song. I was like,
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I don't think you understand what it means to me and toda and she
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was like, wow, I really wanted to hear that today. You know,
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when you think people fucking putting blood, sweating the tears and fucking making
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music, being broke over the ship, quitting their jobs, and you do
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something that someone appreciates, like fuck, just to think of a bitch sitting
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there listening to nothing. Do you think you could date someone that didn't like
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music. I don't think I could either. I don't know if I can
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hire someone that don't like music. Man, somebody cut my headphones one time.
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I broke up that fucked up over like my song gets road Waved Dog
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Clouds. That song put me in like get me out of my my bad
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get me out of my move. Yeah. Once I get out that move,
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I'm calling the home music where we at today? Like and like don
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Clouds is like one of those songs that like, I listen to it.
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I listen to it over and over and over and nova, and people don't
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never understand, like the words really touch you. It means something like every
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words like damn, he rapped about my life and people be like, I
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don't see the similarity of it. But it's a it's a whole life if
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you really listen to the words not to beat, take away to beat and
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just listen to the words. Right, It's like everything he's saying is my
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life is on rappers, his poets. Yeo, now it really is.
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People don't understand that have has music become more important to you now that you
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are Do you listen to music over in the movies? Now? He so?
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Wait, how do movies work? So how movies got the movies?
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I just put a picture, Like if I know who's acting and then I
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know how they look who, I can sit there. But if I don't,
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I just put a face to it. Like I watched the whole Power
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series that came out. I got a shot. Really, that's one of
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my favorite TV shows, Lowing Order for my Man, Fatal Attraction. I've
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been the house watching or like First forty eight. I love nigga go on
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the job. Once the nigga started shaking his head, put his head on
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the table. He snitch. It is first forty year. I know it's
20:07
coming. Is it fun to watch TV with friends because they could be like,
20:11
hey, yo, this nigga just put out a gun real quick.
20:14
Oh nah it dude, like not for nothing. Sometimes I just make my
20:15
own movie up in my head. But I don't like. I like watching
20:19
it at home because going to the movies, I go to sleep, it's
20:22
just too quiet. It's dark, it's comfortable. I go, I'm going
20:25
to sleep, so like I'm knocking right out. But home, man,
20:29
I sit there watch powerwer goals being meth like being meth. I know about
20:33
that, are you so? I watch my man? They got Game of
20:37
Thrones. That shit too hard. I ain't gonna laugh. I'm trying to
20:40
think. You gotta see it, because you know what, someone's already difficult
20:42
to understand. I gotta see the mouth moved. Then they got the words
20:45
like I try old English, like I try to watch um Pablo esketball and
20:49
they had sometimes I mayn't take this shit off, bro, I can't do
20:52
it. I can't take this shit off no, that could dub it.
20:55
I mean, well, yeah, that's called dubbing it. Right. We
20:57
can hit of words. Yeah, I can hit it, but they don't
21:00
sound like dumb. I should just blow my mom. I'm like, yo,
21:03
take that shit over, bro. I put while I put on music
21:06
or something. Then I'm about my day. So you can see the captures
21:08
for me. Yeah, I can't see the caption, So why do you
21:11
say take them off? Take not take the caption? You know, like
21:17
back, but you got to read that shit. They'd be talking their language.
21:23
I hate shit like that, like they talking that Cuban talk. My
21:26
man, take that shit over, bro, Like, oh take the TV
21:29
show in doing that, they'd be like, yo, bro, not take
21:30
that shit over. Yo. I'm gonna be honest. I'm a little lazy
21:33
now trying to say I'm taking my vision for granted, but nigga, sometimes
21:37
when you watching the show, to be like half this, half that,
21:40
I'll be I don't want to read that much. Now. The only thing
21:42
that was fired was Squid Games. I watched the so like, Korean cinema
21:48
has become so big now. Um, when movies like Parasite and all that
21:52
shit that came out and Like, what I've realized is if you watch it
21:57
in English and don't hit his hard, like I need to hear that.
22:00
You know, man that oh good, Yo. You should watch Parasite and
22:07
I'm dubbed. I think you would enjoy it. I don't know, maybe
22:11
not for real. You would. You would, you would like it is
22:12
on that they change the voice. But here's the thing, Oh my god,
22:17
it's so problematic. You know when they take a language to cover the
22:21
movie. Why are you giving me American English? I want you to give
22:26
me no, no, no, I want that. I want them to
22:27
speak English. No no, But like it's a Korean foom right. I
22:30
wanted to sound like a Korean lady. Learn English. Put me in the
22:34
movie, struggle with me. That's what I'm saying about the movie. Like
22:40
they don't talk like this. Yeah, that's what ruins it. It's like
22:42
a mom I want to be like, yeah, So for the people that
22:51
don't know who Weezy is, who are Weasy? Oh my god, now
22:53
he's just talking about this. Um, I'm a podcaster and I'm a business
23:00
owner. I work in podcast production and I'm a TV show host too.
23:04
I forgot about that. I have a TV show called sex Cells. Actually
23:08
that would probably be good to watch blind because it's such good um info,
23:17
that would be good to watch blind. You said you watch movies. I
23:21
don't know. So basically, sex Cells a TV show about the business behind
23:26
sex. Um sorry, the business is behind those who like work in the
23:30
adult industry. And it's just hella interesting, like learning how much people make,
23:33
how they make it, how it's legal. Like I really enjoyed it,
23:37
and it stemmed a little bit from doing horrible because I knew I would
23:41
always work in sex in some capacity, but like, you know, I
23:44
love money, and I like knowing how niggas get rich. Like I just
23:45
interviewed people at a brothel, and like I've always wondered how to fuck.
23:52
Basically a horrorhouse works, you know what I'm saying. And so I lived
23:55
in the life of them. I woke up that morning, I went to
23:56
the brothel. I went to the police station to get finger printed. I
24:00
got a license to be a prostitute. I gotta had a client come in
24:03
the room with me and negotiate. Like it's crazy, Bete, where is
24:08
legal in Nevada? So I went to a place called the I remember,
24:15
but anyway, uh, some ranch and you go and basically when you're being
24:22
interviewed, you have to get um the license because otherwise you can't just be
24:26
a legal prostitute and they can't track you. Right, So it's like,
24:30
if you're gonna be giving us taxes, we got a fingerprint, so we
24:32
did all that. They had to check me. I had to get you
24:34
know, tested to make sure I had no STDs. Then they put you
24:37
on the floor. You go on the floor, you start meeting clients,
24:40
You mingle with them from there. When they realize they like you, you
24:42
take them in a room and you negotiate your pussy price. And it's it's
24:47
very gotta pay. I mean, that's the way. There's a business.
24:52
I'm popping it, but I gotta pay you Listen, I gotta pay taxes
24:56
on this business. Shit. Every time I fucking talked to Arst, I'd
24:59
be like, the I mentioned his background, give me, give me a
25:03
break. But yeah, like, we gotta pay taxes on the commodity of
25:06
our bodies. Athletes too, you know what I'm saying. Like, so,
25:07
I mean, it is a thing, but what the What was the
25:11
most interesting to me is it's fifty percent that the place would take. And
25:15
so the women there's no set rate. You can charge five hundred dollars,
25:18
you can charge a thousand dollars, whatever it is. You're giving up half.
25:19
But the reason you're giving up half is because it's in such a controlled
25:23
environment. I guess they make sure you're safe, etcetera. And a lot
25:26
of these girls, these working girls, when they was on the street where
25:30
they had a pimp, you know what I'm saying, it's like they're not
25:33
really that safe. So being in the house where a dude is paying fifteen
25:37
hundred dollars for pussy, like they're gonna make sure they throw it out a
25:41
lot of money. Box. They give you like room and board, they
25:45
give you lunch and shit, it's crazy. I had a little hooker lunch.
25:51
It was good. But yeah, but they but here's on the other
25:56
side, the customer that has that money that's been It's like, okay,
26:00
well these girls are clean. I'm not gonna get robbed in this bitch.
26:04
They're beautiful. Yeah. I can't say it on air, but basically what
26:11
I will say I felt some I asked the black women in there to come
26:18
to the side to have a discussion with me about what it's like being black
26:22
um at a brothel, and a lot of the white girls after that had
26:27
a different opinion of me that I pulled them to the side, and one
26:30
of the white girls said to me, like, well, I don't understand
26:33
why you had to separate the black girls. I said, well, I
26:34
guess you don't understand what it's like when someone walks in and only wants you
26:37
because of your skin color. She will only have that experience, you know
26:41
what I'm saying. So I mean, I can't imagine every time somebody comes
26:45
in, Oh my god, you're my first black girl. You're my first
26:48
black girl. You're my first black girl, Like you know, exhausting that
26:49
must be. You will never be faticized. Niggas want to fuck you because
26:52
you're cute, you know what I'm saying. But like the black girls here,
26:56
let's be real, they're the only ones that are are being sexualized because
27:02
of skin So you can't tell me. I can't pull this bitch aside.
27:06
There was also a girl to have braids, and I said to her,
27:08
I took my braids out because I was coming here because I thought I looked
27:12
a little too black. You know what I'm saying. She was like,
27:15
Oh, I've been keeping the braids in because I realized it makes me more
27:18
money. Like this, Like it's crazy the shit that just black women go
27:22
through working in that space. So but it was a very interesting episode and
27:25
just hearing how much they make how it works, like I really enjoyed it.
27:27
That's crazy. Do you feel like it's hard to be in this space
27:32
as a woman a podcaster that talk about sex? Do you feel like people
27:36
overlook the accomplishments you have far as a TV show and owning your own studios.
27:41
Do you feel like anyone look at it as, oh, this is
27:44
a woman that just talk about sex. I think I used to be looked
27:47
at as that, But I think, you know, maybe it's not even
27:52
me. For example, like Jenna Jamison is a really famous point start,
27:57
and I feel like niggas respect her because she's been in the game so long.
28:00
I think when you work in a business that's salacious, sex, work,
28:03
whatever, people start to respect you when they realize you've outlasted everyone else.
28:07
That might be what happened to me. But also I think nigga's respect
28:11
me because people they look up to fuck with me. So it's like by
28:15
proxy, which is a fucked up thing to say, but it's just the
28:18
truth. Like a lot of times people will come up to me and they
28:22
bring up Charlemagne's name to me a lot not saying Charlemagne. Obviously he's very
28:25
important to me and in my life, but like nigga, I'm still lit
28:27
without Charlemagne, you know what I'm saying, Like my work and my my
28:32
shit is still great. I don't need you to tell Yeah, not that
28:37
Charlemagne hasn't been um handholding. I'm not even talking about black Flack. He's
28:41
been supporting us before that, right because he had to make that business to
28:44
bring us on. He's of course he's known horrible. But just like it's
28:47
just happened to me in London, this dude was like, oh, you
28:48
guys are so popping. I see Charlemagne sucks with you. And I was
28:51
like, yes, he fucks with me, bright like bro, we're still
28:55
great, you know. But I think I say that to say maybe that's
29:00
why the guy complimented me. He loves Charlemagne and he knows Charlotmagne loves us,
29:03
so that made him feel like now we're lit. So I think there's
29:06
some of that, but I think it's also maybe because I did then I
29:10
do talk about sex so much and they see that I do something else.
29:14
There's also respect there, right not to say a sex podcaster shouldn't have to
29:17
respect, but it's still like, oh, okay, well she made something
29:21
of herself because she has a studio. Well, nigga, I was still
29:23
making hell of bread doing a sex podcast. So I don't know. I
29:26
think people fuck with me for a lot of different reasons. With women in
29:30
particular, I've realized that I'm inspirational to them because they have seen something in
29:37
theirselves listening to Mandy and I with men, I believe it's my association to
29:41
other men though I do, which is fine because I really don't care.
29:45
Well, I'm gonna tell you I've been listening to y'all way before the Black
29:48
Effect that Charlottagagne y'are doing a great job, not for nothing. I sent
29:53
some of your episodes to certain women because it's like, now you can't suck
29:57
did Yeah, that's a fact. Can you please listen to three? That's
30:02
a fact I do that. I'd be like, yo, listen to this.
30:04
Like some people just not comfortable. I'll talking about sex right, Like,
30:07
I dealt with a lot of people that you try to talk nasty to
30:11
them and they just laughing. They're like the fuck is this? Like I
30:12
feel like I'm talking to a little kid. I'm like, I turn it
30:15
off. But then I realized data type that you gotta cut the lights off
30:18
to do anything. You're not comfortable with your body, You're not comfortable with
30:22
your skin. Hold on, wait, they'd be turning the lights off even
30:25
though you're blind. Yeah, that's crazy, Like, bitch, if you're
30:29
gonna have a perk, lay them all. But then there's some women that
30:33
just don't care. It's crazy. Hold on, like this is actually shocking
30:37
to me. Hold on, you're telling me you're blind and bitches turn the
30:41
lights. That's crazy. And it's like I'm telling you right now, if
30:47
you listen to this ship, give it up po And it's like what you're
30:49
scared for? It's like I can't see you. Some people still take their
30:52
clothes off and cover up, like like I could see. This is the
30:55
biggest perk to me. I'm telling right now, I would never wear makeup
30:59
like I'm I timidate you because it's like some people say it's just the confidence
31:02
I have. I'm not supposed to be confident in myself. Maybe they think
31:06
you can see. Oh, I don't know A been through a couple of
31:10
rodeo. But I tell you what though, if I was right now in
31:12
this moment, I'm literally thinking of differences of dating a blind dude versus someone
31:17
who can see. Sometimes I don't be shaving my legs, you know what
31:19
I'm saying. Like, here, put your hand on my legs. See
31:22
see it? They prickly, but it's cool. No, no, not
31:26
a seat a little way. But my point is they prickly. But if
31:30
I was dating a blind nigga, they got to always be a point wow
31:34
because you could you can't see me, nigga, I look real cute right
31:37
now the way you are. No, no, no, Nigga's like I
31:42
didn't shave so no. But what I'm saying is these are the differences.
31:47
So right now I feel like I could have prickly legs or whatever because I'm
31:49
like cute, I'm wearing a little booty shorts. I'm cute. But on
31:53
the flip side, I feel like I probably would have lotioned up more more
31:56
perfume you know what I'm saying, Whereas on the opposite side, I'm like,
32:00
I could just throw my hair in a ponytail, the cute outfit and
32:02
nigga gonna take a little hairy like. I don't care. I don't discriminate.
32:08
I feel like y'all put too much on it, like, oh no,
32:12
we gotta do this, we gotta do it that. I'm like,
32:13
why y'all doing that? For the shit y'are doing, I might not even
32:15
know that ship was real, Prickly, I should have gave you the other
32:17
side, like you feel be shure, like I don't discriminate at all.
32:22
My hand not done. I don't care. Some days I go without getting
32:24
here because face all wolf time. I don't care. I like to I
32:28
like to see a woman on her beautiful side and on her worst side.
32:31
All right, let me smell like breath when you wake up in the morning.
32:35
I don't love your boy like I know some people that jump up and
32:37
make sure they get even popping up jeeves, what's your side? What's your
32:44
birthday of the twenty seven? Oh you StEB reliever? Okay, they're better
32:47
than October. Wait, way better than October. Yeah, way you better
32:51
be the best. A few October believer niggas ain't shit, but not a
32:54
few. I'm sorry. Oh shit, Vandy's an October reliever. Well you
32:58
know we'd be fighting all the time, but not for nothing. Like blond
33:01
people is way better than niggas that could see nothing against what you think.
33:06
You're a better man than you were when you way better. Why do you
33:08
think you're more sensitive. I've never listened to a woman when they was talking.
33:12
I never never, never problems in old line, and I just sit
33:16
there like, okay, now that I can't see I really be giving the
33:21
best advice in everything. Before It's like I was just hitting it going.
33:25
Now I'm sensitive to how you fail. This is so fucked up. You
33:31
gotta take a motherfucker eyes out to be a better man. No, that's
33:36
it's fucked up, but it really is. Though. I hope nothing happened
33:38
to me because I'll tell you right now, I'll be not listening to the
33:43
niggas, not texting back. I don't want God to be like we're gonna
33:45
take a leg Yeah, I'm telling you gergions texted me or how you doing?
33:50
Just texting you even though I know you're not gonna respond back. I
33:52
never respond back. Now, I appreciate seeing the text messages from these people
33:57
that's coming in, So I text back now, not just to you,
34:00
Sery, Right, So you appreciate more things than you did, like things
34:04
that you took for granted. Like before I got shot, I had a
34:08
couple of the women in my life. But when you seeing women going across
34:13
the street as here as there, you're in the club, it's temptation.
34:16
I'm running all over the club. Niggas are like, yo, calmed down.
34:22
I'd be in every city broad parties. I'll be in the strip clubs.
34:25
I love women is in my blood life. Okay, I'm gonna hold
34:29
you a strip club. Blind must be back because they already probably feel bad
34:31
so they don't really put the don't know, it's crazy because the strip like
34:36
like he really blind. She said, yeah, you show you want me
34:38
to putting my ass in your face. I'm like yeah, she said,
34:40
oh man, I feel bad doing it, but she did it, and
34:44
she gave me a hugging, and all I said, when y'all never gave
34:46
me a hug before I got blind while hugging me. Now, it's like
34:49
for niggas in the wheel chapionship because they'd be going harder, yeah, dancing
34:52
on their lot because they can't feel it in all that, They'd be damn
34:54
there fucking the club. I'd be like, girl, ruf, it's just
34:58
the leg I love this. I love strip me too, But I also
35:00
like supporting women. And I'm not trying to make it like a jokey thing,
35:05
but like on some real shit, women are so objectified, like niggas
35:07
kind of like be really rude the way they throw money at him and shit
35:10
like even speaking to a stripper like oh, what's up, girl, how's
35:14
your nighty? They say thank you immediately, you know what I'm saying.
35:16
So I don't know. I think when it comes to like strippers and the
35:22
attention they give somebody, I do. One think it's the vibe. And
35:28
two I noticed with a real geeky nigga in the street club the other day,
35:30
like this girl is like all over him. And I think it's just
35:32
like when you're like, oh, maybe you need me, like maybe you
35:37
here for a reason, Like some strippers could feel it when I'm having a
35:39
bad day, I feel like they'd be all all me more. I don't
35:43
know, because Sometimes we go to the strip club because we want to relax,
35:45
and sometimes we go to turn up. I go to turn up,
35:49
Don Julio, don't win money. Sometimes when I have a good time,
35:52
I throw a lot of money and they're not get hossid. I fuck,
35:54
I'll check up this one. Now. I gotta do a party next week
35:59
because I fuck my check. What kind of parties do you do? Urban
36:01
parties? The trap? The arn't like? We got R and B Saturdays
36:06
next week? Where you do that Friday in Brooklyn? Where on Pacific between?
36:12
Yeah, let what the fuck do that mean? Nigga? What's the
36:15
name of the place? Pacific? BK? Okay, you could have said
36:17
that, Oh yeah, specific BKA, all right, specific BK. We
36:22
turned out. Okay. So now we're going switch over to this segment call
36:28
blind Side It. I ask you questions, you answer one of the other
36:31
if you want to answer, if you want to explain, you can,
36:34
Okay, horrible decisions or sex house horrible decisions, Uh, podcasts or tvast
36:45
touring or doing in house podcast. Oh, I get to see people's face
36:57
New York or LA New York, New Yonko la Ni good, Yes,
37:02
you gotta hear police Ierens and shit, listen, LA cool, it's making
37:08
me more money than New yorkids. Right now, I ain't gonna hold you.
37:10
But at the end of the day, like I fucking get off the
37:14
plane in New York, I feel my spirit feels better. But it's crazy
37:17
because Wolf almost moved to LA. But I will say this, LA money.
37:22
I don't know what it is, maybe just maybe because I'm new to
37:27
LA, maybe because there's more entertainment opportunities there. But it's not the same,
37:30
you know what I'm saying, Like I'm not making money, Like I
37:32
don't think I got a Red Bull Chick check the other day because they needed
37:35
someone to do a TV show. Like it's just so much production in LA
37:37
that's working for me right now? Well, LA, would it check out
37:39
for me? Then? Because I got some ideas that I got to release,
37:43
some ideas what Eye, what date with Blo? Dated with Block Poppy
37:50
O? No, for the love of bloh Poppy, I got um the
37:54
voice that survived, not a couple of ideas. I even got we strings
37:58
blind Me and Bloff. We had that ship you go, blod, that's
38:02
that good ship. Yeah, is hilarious. Okay, I'm not gonna lie
38:07
that wheezy from Florida and wheezy from New York. Wheezy from Florida, nick
38:14
over the wheezy from New York. Like, yeah, that's what That's what
38:16
made me shine in New York. They like this bitch kind of get up.
38:20
But yeah, I mean, Florida is my roots, you know what
38:22
I'm saying. I'm not really feeling tied to Florida at this moment in my
38:25
life, but at the same time, like it definitely shaped me. You
38:30
know. I think it's made me a little more kind than not to saying
38:34
I don't love New Yorkers, but like I do have a lot of Southern
38:37
charming hospitality. I realized that, you know, New York bitches be mean.
38:39
Sorry, that's cool. Now. Have you had to choose one guest
38:44
to be on the Blob and I see podcast who would it be? And
38:46
I started from all the smoke podcasts and you gotta help me get this guest
38:52
on? Huh? I don't know. You know what really stuck out to
38:58
me when you were talking about out um women that I said, who's the
39:04
most beautiful woman you ever seen? And you were saying that a horrible I'm
39:07
because I wanted to know how far back your site went. Did you say
39:09
making good? Said no, no, no, no, no no no.
39:16
I asked you, who's the most beautiful woman you'd ever seen? Oh?
39:20
Oh it was you said it was Laura London. It was a lot.
39:24
I don't know. I would want you to sit with a woman that
39:28
you had seen before, that I had not seen, that you have seen
39:30
before. That was like the last person that you thought about, or the
39:35
last celebrity that you talked with you before even a porn start, that you've
39:37
seen Cherokee. That was what you said, Cherokee. I would want to
39:40
see you interview Cherokee. What I go crazy like? I would just want
39:45
to know what it's like for you. No, I don't. You can't
39:50
help me. Cherokee about to say, what way we fly it out to
39:57
New Cherokee? I interviewed have had Ginger though? You remember her? Yeah?
40:00
I remember the big ariolas. Yea, I've seen it. Yeah,
40:04
I've seen it. I heard seen that, I see I seen you remember
40:09
them? Last question, last question, top your five? Top podcast?
40:15
I don't listen to podcast don't listen to podcasts. No, oh, that
40:17
shit is different I can't live without a podcast, can't do it. Harvard
40:21
Decisions Bullying the Beasts, which I was on. Um, I like May
40:27
and I was worth of getting shout out to Gelly while my big brothers.
40:29
I watched some clips though. Yeah, um Charlotte, Magine Andrews Show,
40:34
Brilliant Idiots and Drink Champs. It was my top five. I can see
40:37
you in Brilliant Idiots. I see myself in Brilliant too. My mother he's
40:40
always called me and my sister brilliant idiots. We were smartling all the time.
40:45
When I see Charlottage guy, I said, damn, he took our
40:47
ship. Give me an example of smart but dumb. I don't know.
40:52
I can't give an example right now, but a lot of shit we do
40:53
would be smart. But she's like, yeah, you an asshole? Should
40:58
I say it? It's just I mean, I do like the concept of
41:00
Brillianadi. It's to really fits for him and A definitely yeah, I'll see
41:02
if they want to blind. Now, before we get off, I'm giving
41:07
away two tickets to the Climax tour. Are you really I'm really gonna give
41:13
away two tickets? Okay? When's this coming out? Oh La? La
41:16
La La la next month, Okay, so I let you pick it.
41:22
Matter of fact, dar me alight, NYC. Why you should get these
41:27
two tickets? Oh man, these videos will be crazy. Why you should
41:32
get it? Why you fail? You deserve it and you got it?
41:36
Letter. I let Wheezy pick it. No, you pick it? I
41:38
pick it all right, so we good. It don't matter. I can
41:43
ship from you pick it, you pick who it is. Why we're gonna
41:47
give away for the New York City Show. Plus Black Poppy will definitely be
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in the New York City Show. I'm not gonna miss this year. Last
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year I had a party, so I couldn't even come. But this year
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I definitely would be there. I cleared the Canada November eighteenth, I will
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be there. I've given away two tickets. So go on my DM and
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tell me why you shouldn't have these tickets. Same time, go on Instagram,
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follow me, going YouTube, subscribe, blob and i C NYC.
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And there's anything you would like to tell the people before we leave. Yeah,
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check me out on horrible Decisions, sex sells, for fact stake podcasts
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and uh WTF media studios in New York. In La I'm gonna be on
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sex Seller too. I'm gonna do one point before Leaders World though I'm not
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even gonna hold you. I gotta do one hitting with the Steak, one
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point no before leaders work the name, Hitting with the Steak on the street
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with the blind stek, bump into the booty, and they're going up from
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there. I got my whole plot story and everything lined up, so go
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back. So thank you for joining another episode the Blob and I See podcast.
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If you feel like you can't go in your life is hard, think
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about Black Poppy. If you want to get off for your ads and start
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doing something, whether you want to start a sex club, whether you want
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to start a strip club or get it to say ex work, tune in
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to Harvard Decisions. Don't step it left, you step it big. I'm
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the official Blonde Stepper we out here.