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FETISH LIST - BALL BUSTING ANYONE? · CALL ME MISTRESS

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  Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Mistress Mia's
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  Tension. I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia,
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  and you know the Barbie. Hi.
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  All right, so Barbie, I know you've had one hell of a week.
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  Yeah, I've been really busy. You have been busy.
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  Mia's been trying to get me to come over for like 2 days in a
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  row and then I'm like hey sorry. Yeah, we came up, yeah.
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  But you know, it's been fucking hot.
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  We all got shit to do. I know I feel like I've been
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  busy just doing things and when I got home I was like, I feel
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  like I haven't been home in like a week and I'm like there's so
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  many chores to catch up on. God.
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  What? I'm yawning.
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  I'm. So I thought you were laughing
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  at me. I was like, you're laughing that
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  my house is in disarray. No thanks, Mia.
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  I totally get that. Totally.
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  I had to wash my dogs and dribble their nails and I
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  thought that they were going to Take Me Out.
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  I thought I was going to die. I.
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  Don't know how you do those big ass dogs by yourself.
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  Well, my smaller dog, she's very polite.
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  She just sits there and acts like, you know, the in the arms
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  of she just pretends she's in one of those commercials.
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  So she sits there like with her head down and she just lets me
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  do it. The other one, he's still a
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  puppy and he is like insane, literally like back flipping.
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  And I, we tried to cut his nails and I was like, no, I'm going to
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  sedate him and ship off to the vet to do this.
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  I was like, I can't fight this man.
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  And I used to do this like for a living and I didn't Dremel him,
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  not even cut him. I was trying to Dremel him and
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  oh, you would have thought I had a knife to his throat.
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  But wow. For reference, he's like an 80
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  LB puppy so. I was gonna say he's a big ass
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  dog. Like nine months old now, but.
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  Jesus. OK, so today I thought it'd be
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  fun to go through. Fetishes.
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  I think that'd be fun too. You know, a lot of people don't
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  really know all these fetishes. Yeah, I'm one of them.
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  I was gonna, I was gonna say you're a Barbie.
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  Fetish. I saw another girl in Fetlife
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  that's local and she goes by Barbie too and I thought that
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  was cute. Bitch, no, I didn't say that I
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  thought it was cute. In the boards of Tupac.
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  Fuck that bitch. That bitch.
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  It is funny though 'cause like Barbies, all are named Barbie,
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  so you know there can be more than one Barbie.
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  Alright. I think it was like Daddy and
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  Barbie. I think they they're hosting a
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  party around here. I.
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  Was gonna say they are. Yeah.
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  Yeah, she's attractive. Girl, they seem nice.
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  Yeah, I was considering going, but it was a sex party, not a
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  BDSM party. Notice that I don't.
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  I don't really do those. Yeah, I know.
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  I'd go if I had like a partner, but you don't really want to be
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  a stag woman at a sex party. I thought about that too.
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  I thought about that. Protected.
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  Though like they they have to vet you and you have to bring
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  like an STI. No, that's a different party.
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  I was thinking about. I saw a party on Fet today and I
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  was really impressed with like their little requirements and
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  they were like if you want to fuck you have to bring a recent
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  STI test. And I was like pretty
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  interesting but I think theirs was a straight up orgy and had
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  no like kink involved though. Yeah, probably so.
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  It No, it was, that's what it said.
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  But I was like, I've never seen that before.
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  I'm pretty smart. Like if you're trying to
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  protect, if it's only sex going on, then yeah, that's pretty
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  cool. Yeah.
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  But I think you should get tested pretty often anyways.
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  Yeah, I would think so, if you're having.
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  Casual sex with like people you don't really know you should be
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  getting tested quite regularly. All right, so let's just jump
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  into this. OK?
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  You know, we can go anal cream pie or we can go to ass licking,
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  but either way involves the ass and licking.
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  Right, ass licking. So is that different?
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  Like is that just like ass eating?
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  I would assume so, yeah. Yeah, because when they say ass
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  licking, I'm not imagining the whole.
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  I'm imagining like licking the cheek and I'm like that's OK,
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  that's cool. Yeah, I was going to say, have
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  you licked the asshole before? No.
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  OK, yeah, you come too much of A press.
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  Yeah, I was going to say, you can't put your nose up to that.
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  No, I like pegging guys. I just, I don't know, just
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  haven't. I haven't given a rim job
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  before. I've gotten close.
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  But like, sniffer ended up happening.
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  You know, sometimes these things happen organically.
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  Sometimes, you know, you directly go in for it.
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  But that's true. Yeah.
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  I have to really know a guy. All right.
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  All right, so bald girls is B. Bald.
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  Girls, yes. Do you have the same list?
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  Because I think it like. Refreshes because mine's
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  different now. My first one's abduction play.
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  Yeah, see, that's more fun. Let's talk about abduction I.
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  Feel like I feel like abduction play is probably fun.
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  You know, I've done it before. I feel like, I think I just like
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  playing games like manhunt and hide and seek, that I'm just
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  like, yeah, abduction sounds fun.
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  I don't even think it's kinky for me.
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  I'm like, I just want to play kidnapping.
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  You know how many times you're going to get requests?
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  If I did that, I would, there would be a, a long series of
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  like waivers for me because I feel like I feel like we're kind
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  of more chill about it for the like the more stereotypical
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  things, but I feel like if somebody wanted something that
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  extreme, I'm like, no, I don't care if you want to be discreet
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  or not. You have to sign this NDA.
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  Like people want extreme shit they do.
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  It's kind of freaky sometimes. It does like not concern me, but
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  it is shocking sometimes when people want the most extreme
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  thing, but they want to be ultra discreet.
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  And I'm like, I legally need to protect myself.
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  Please sign this wafer. I promise I'm not going to post
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  it on Facebook. So people know you want you like
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  getting beat on the ass, you know?
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  Right. So yeah, you know, this is what
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  I really like about fat is that they go and let you see all of
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  these fetishes and every time you refresh, they pull up more.
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  Yeah, so, OK, so let's go to bald girls.
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  Bald girls. And if you click, I'll just.
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  Follow whatever you mention, I'll just start talking about
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  it. No, no, no, no.
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  It's OK because you can go back and you look at your list too.
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  I don't have bald girls. It's OK, I don't have bald girls
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  anymore. I just refreshed it.
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  Now I have. Ball stretching.
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  Yes. Ball stretching.
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  Ball stretching. Oh, see, you see what I'm
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  saying? OK.
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  Have you done ball stretching before?
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  No. See, we can take turns with I.
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  Don't like stretching my balls? I like leaving them how they
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  are. I would think so.
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  I got BBW over here. Big balls waited.
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  My big balls are waiting. That is not a BBW stand.
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  I used to think BBW stand did for big black women.
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  So when people would call me a BBW, I was like, I'm not black.
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  I didn't know. It meant like big beautiful
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  woman 'cause I think on Pornhub I had only ever seen BBW for
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  some reason. And this one was younger, used
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  in videos that had black women in it, like like fat black
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  women. And I was like, I'm not black
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  guys, you can't call me back. Oh.
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  My God. Wow, you're so naive and so
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  cute. They also didn't know there was
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  like I didn't know what SSBBW meant.
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  Oh my, what are we, a boat? It says BBW.
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  That's what I named my yacht when I you realize.
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  It's super size. Now right it is.
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  OK. OK.
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  Just to clarify. OK, so what's on your list?
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  That's interesting. These are normal big tits, Duh.
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  Everyone likes big tits. OK.
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  Brushed worship. How about this I I got ballet
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  boots with the shoes. Have you seen the ballet shoes
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  that we have and the dungeon? That are like their heels that
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  are straight up and down. Yes, I have seen those before
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  and I've considered, but I know you cannot walk in them.
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  Not at all. Yeah, 'cause I was like, those
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  would be really cute, 'cause I like big heels.
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  But then I was like, I have a feeling that those would just be
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  for a photo shoot. And then I'm like, do I want to
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  spend $150 on photo shoot shoes? OK, well I've got an open toed
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  pair of shoes boots for you. Oh.
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  Nice. Yeah.
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  Yeah. I thought you'd like.
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  I have CF and M and I don't know what that means.
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  Closed. Clothed.
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  Female naked male. OK, I fuck with that.
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  We do that all the time. Cock slapping?
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  Yeah, fuck with that. Yes, we do that all the time.
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  I've got cheerleading uniforms. Okay.
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  Yeah, Charles has got one I like.
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  That I like, you know, cheerleading a.
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  Lot of submissives wear the cheerleading uniform.
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  They're cute. They're cute.
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  Let me tell you a real quick story.
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  So I had this guy come in one night and he goes to College in
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  Alabama. And so I kind of ragged on him,
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  you know, I'm like, oh, Alabama fan, blah, blah, blah.
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  You know? You know how people take their
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  fucking Alabama serious, you know?
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  Yeah, I've never like been into sports and neither was my dad,
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  so I never understood it, but I did watch.
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  So far, they love Super Bowl parties.
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  OK, yeah, I think that's cool. But I'm like you, I've never
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  followed sports. Fuck that.
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  But I think it was funny because when he came in, I said, well,
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  clearly you don't play football. And he's like, no, you know, I
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  play baseball sometimes. And I was like, bitch, you need
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  to be a fucking cheerleader. And he's like, well I do have a
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  KED fetish and a KED KED. Girl, I thought you said
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  something else. I was.
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  No, that's the jail fetish. No, the shoe fetish.
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  There, Barbie, I sat up so quickly, I was like a what?
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  I'm dialing. I'm dialing 911.
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  So anyway, so he brought me in a pair of kids to wear.
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  Oh, I hear it now. I forgot kids were shoes.
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  Yes, kids were shoes and they, you know, they were popular late
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  80s. Sneaker.
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  Yeah, the typical. Like white sneaker, but they
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  have different, different colors.
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  Anyway, he got me a pair of kids and I was like, you are so
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  fucking gay. And he's like, no, mistress,
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  I've had a girlfriend. I'm like, you want to be a
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  fucking cheerleader and suck that Dick, don't you?
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  And he's like, I don't, I don't know about that.
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  I'm like, yeah, you and me play with your pussy hole.
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  And he's like, maybe I am gay. Oh, no.
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  Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
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  You know. So the next time he came back,
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  he came back the following summer once he was out of
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  school. And he was like, Mistress, you
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  were so right. You opened my eyes to
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  everything. Sweet though, yeah, it was.
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  Sweet, so now these people. Need a little.
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  I had a friend like that and at the time she was a he and she
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  was like super like religious and like, super, well, just
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  nothing wrong with that. Sure, she was super religious
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  and she was super like, I, I'm a, I'm straight, I'm a boy.
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  And 'cause she's, you know, a biological male.
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  And we were talking and she went out with me and one of my
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  friends and she was like, I just loved hanging out with you guys.
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  Like, I just feel like I'm one of the girls.
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  Like I just felt so accepted by you guys.
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  And I just kind of peeped it and I was like, interesting.
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  I'm gonna save that for later 'cause I feel like this is gonna
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  come back up. And then we ended up going to
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  the mall one day and on the way home, I was driving her back and
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  she's like, you know, I've been wearing skirts.
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  I don't know, it just kind of feels right.
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  Feel like I should experiment with my style more.
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  And then I just kind of, when I parked the car at her house, I
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  just looked at her, said maybe we should explore more things in
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  our fashion. Because I think some of the
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  things you've told me are a little, I think you might have
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  some soul searching to do. I didn't see her for like a
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  year. The next time I saw her at a
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  punk show, fully transitioned in the time since I've seen her new
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  name and she comes up to me and she's like, I want to let you
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  know you were not only absolutely right, but you were
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  the catalyst that helped me change my life.
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  And I was like, oh, 'cause she lived out in Chamacla.
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  So like everyone. And I went to her church once to
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  be nice. And they were like homophobic,
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  like really badly. And so she had like, some
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  really, like, mean friends that like, for some reason they
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  wanted to be my friend. Yeah, but they were like, really
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  religious. But it was like that kind of
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  religious where they're still gonna be really weird like with
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  you, but they're gonna like, they wanna be like super like
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  cussy and sexual. But then they also only preached
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  you at the Bible. And I was like, oh, I don't, I
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  don't fuck with that. You're can't.
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  We don't play both ways. No, but it was fun that she got
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  out of that and now she's living her best life.
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  So for her, she had head start, though.
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  She was like a metal head. So she already had hair down to
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  her waist before she transitioned.
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  I said look at you. You're already ahead of the
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  curve. You're already halfway there.
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  You already have your long hair. Exactly.
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  You know, some of these cross dressers don't even realize it,
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  but you know, when they're starting to want to have the
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  nicest shoes and the long hair acrylics, Yeah.
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  And you know, you never want to say anything because I feel like
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  it scares them. But I, I have met some like guys
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  who are like in a cross dressing.
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  And I never say it because I don't want to be disrespectful.
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  But sometimes I'm like, if you were more accepting of yourself,
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  you could probably be living a very different life and probably
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  be very happy. Yeah.
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  Because the things they'll say, they're like, I just love the
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  freedom of being a woman. And I'm like, maybe just maybe
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  this is more than a kink for you.
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  Yeah. But you know, you still want to
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  be that place where people can express themselves because
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  that's what a lot of, like, BDSM is.
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  It's expression and, you know, stuff like that.
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  People don't think of it like that, but it is.
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  You're expressing desires and it is things like that.
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  And, you know, I think the saddest part for a lot of trans
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  people is, you know, dating, you know, finding, finding someone
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  to connect on all levels without it being sexual sexualized or as
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  a. Kink, especially if you're a gay
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  trans person where you like, you know, you still like the, you
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  know, the same sex afterwards. Like, I know a lot of trans girl
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  lesbians have issues finding other lesbians to be with
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  because a lot of lesbians don't really like Dick.
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  And so when you're a trans girl and you only like girls, yeah,
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  you kind of have to try to find a girl who's down for about.
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  And there's more girls now. I feel like nowadays everyone's
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  a bit more flexible with like the genital thing.
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  Yeah, they need to be but some. People aren't, you know, a lot
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  of I've, I've met plenty of lesbians that would have trans
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  girlfriends and they're like, yeah, I don't care what they
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  have. And I'm like, yeah, I like that
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  a lot. Or like gay guys who would date
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  trans men with vaginas. Like, I feel like that's just
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  how the world should be, you know?
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  Agreed. Flexible the world is, the
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  easier it'll get. Oh God, yeah.
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  So I don't know what this is, but it's not Korean, it's Gorian
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  slave positions. Oh OK so Gorian is is old school
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  BDSM so. I'm going to look at the
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  pictures. Yeah, if you go to Gorian, that
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  is. That's like their traditional
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  theme, the traditional concept, and you'll meet a lot of people
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  that are old school. They're definitely into the
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  Gorian lifestyle. Oh, I see something that always
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  intrigued me, human furniture, that we haven't had anyone do
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  that at the parties that I've seen in a minute.
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  Oh no, it's so fun. I, I read a story once about
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  this guy in this. He was talking about how he went
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  to a sex party and it was like in a club or something.
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  And he said he walked in and he like, they're like, OK, mind the
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  rug. And the rug was like weird and
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  lumpy. And apparently he looked back
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  and there's this guy. His name's Rugged Guy and they
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  put him in the carpet and because he wants to be a rug and
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  so everyone who came into the club stepped on him, which then
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  people in the comments were arguing if that's like
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  consensual or not, but like, it's a rug.
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  It's a. Rug just made the.
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  Choice. Yeah, no, they're saying if it
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  if they consented 2 step on somebody for their pleasure.
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  But I'm like his Dick's not out. He's rolled up in a rug.
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  Let him. Have it right, He wanted it.
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  But I'm like, that's commitment. I've seen on that life like the
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  human ottomans where they like like you put your feet up.
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  I did see a ball gag the other day that was kind of like a
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  small chodi Dick that goes in the mouth, but then the mouth on
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  the outside was an ashtray. I've.
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  Seen those? That's very cool.
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  Oh our smoker texted me yesterday he said he wants 4
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  mistresses. I was like.
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  Yeah, you. Got to pay us more, baby.
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  I'm kidding. I'm kidding.
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  I'm kidding. I'm kidding.
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  He's. I like him.
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  He's a good client. I know, right?
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  I told him I said it's going to be.
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  There's definitely more of us who could do it.
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  Yeah. You know, you meet Abby Madonna,
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  maybe. Yeah.
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  If they're free, yeah. Whoever.
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  Yeah, he's like, I hope you're free in a few weeks.
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  I'm like, I don't even know if I'm free tomorrow.
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  I was like please. Yeah, you were like his ideal
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  girl. He loves the whole goth concept.
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  I'm glad, right? I'm put on this earth to protect
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  and serve. All right, so how about
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  dollification, since you're talking about furniture?
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  That, but I think I like playing dress up.
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  OK, Dolph in the way I think dollifications like when you
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  completely like. Look like a doll.
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  Like a doll. Wait, no, I thought that was a
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  part of oh, I got it confused with sissification.
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  Oh, yeah, no, wait, no dollifications.
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  Like kind of in the bimbo realm, right, where they get a ton of
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  that. OK, I got confused where they
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  get a ton of surgery. You know, I think that comes
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  from the term calling trans women dolls.
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  And I think some trans women used to do that big busty thing.
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  So I think that's kind of where it came from, but I might be
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  wrong on. That Well, there's one woman we
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  interviewed a couple years ago, she's in Manchester and she's a
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  doll. And but it was the concept.
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  She would act like a doll, be motionless, but still dress and
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  look like she was an actual sex doll.
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  Oh yeah. Without.
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  Surgery doll. Yeah, 'cause I've only ever seen
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  the dollification that goes into like the bimboification where
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  the girls have like the triple F tits and the big blown out lips
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  where they do look like a sex doll.
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  But they do. But they did the modifications
• 18:02
  to get there. They do.
• 18:03
  I think dollification's cool. It kind of goes into C&C,
• 18:06
  doesn't it? Like free use, Definitely.
• 18:08
  Yeah, definitely. I saw one of our swingers
• 18:12
  updated their thing to like free use for use.
• 18:15
  Isn't that awesome? Yeah, I was like, she she was
• 18:17
  cool, cool as fuck. You didn't.
• 18:18
  Have to show me which one that was.
• 18:20
  That's so cool. It was the couple that just did
• 18:22
  the gangbang. That's.
• 18:23
  Cool. Oh fuck yeah.
• 18:24
  God, I love that I read it. I forgot what it was.
• 18:27
  They said that they are updating it to like not maybe it was.
• 18:31
  I think it said complete for use, but I'm not entirely sure.
• 18:35
  So I don't want to claim that. But no, she she's cool as fuck.
• 18:38
  I was like, you're a brave woman.
• 18:40
  They're awesome. Yeah, they're really into it,
• 18:42
  and I think that's so cool. Well, at the next party, I
• 18:45
  really can't wait, honestly, to see what they want to do.
• 18:48
  Yeah, right. So on mine I have gas masks.
• 18:55
  You know Rabbit loves mask. That little whore.
• 18:58
  If you're wearing a mask, he's going to blame it.
• 19:00
  I mean. Seriously.
• 19:01
  Right. I've not been a mask girl.
• 19:04
  OK, I don't know. I don't think it.
• 19:05
  I think I guess it can make a guy hotter, but then I'm like,
• 19:09
  but how's he like? He needs his mouth though.
• 19:14
  So Shaman got a new mask and actually complimented him on it
• 19:18
  because it was it was freaky and it had but it looked like a
• 19:23
  distinguished face, as in, you know, it was very structural.
• 19:27
  I don't know if you post it or not, but it's a cool cool.
• 19:30
  Picture I haven't seen it. I have right here piercings.
• 19:33
  I hate them. Yeah, miss what, 32 or 35?
• 19:38
  35 There you go. Actually, maybe 34.
• 19:42
  One fell out the other night. I want another one.
• 19:46
  Oh my God, I was just out my nieces and she was like her
• 19:50
  daughter came over and gave her a hug and she's like, Oh my God,
• 19:53
  I think you just ripped out my nipple piercing and I'm like,
• 19:56
  oh, that's so gross to tell your daughter.
• 19:58
  You nasty or? I I my sibling.
• 20:01
  Asked me directly if I had my nipples pierced and I felt like
• 20:04
  I couldn't lie. But if it was up to me, I would
• 20:06
  have never admitted it, right? I'm like I was doing a photo
• 20:09
  shoot the other day and we got into the pool with our like
• 20:13
  fetish heels on and like in like our PVC and stuff.
• 20:17
  And so when we got out of the pool, I was like, OK, I really
• 20:20
  want to shower 'cause like I don't I don't like chlorine
• 20:23
  staying in my hair. And so I was brushing my hair
• 20:26
  before I was showering and didn't have my clothes on.
• 20:28
  I was just in the bathroom and the brush wiped through my hair
• 20:31
  and caught my nipple ring and I thought I was going to pass away
• 20:34
  and didn't pull it. It just hit it really hard.
• 20:37
  And I was like, God, it's just like, I guessed so hard.
• 20:41
  Like my friends like, are you OK?
• 20:43
  And I was like, oh. My God, that's fucking I'm.
• 20:47
  Excited for that photo shoot though.
• 20:49
  I think I posted about it on Fed because I almost died in that
• 20:52
  pool. I can't wait to see it the.
• 20:55
  Photographer was like she was nice but I don't think she knew
• 20:58
  how to photograph fat girls like me.
• 21:01
  I shouldn't say that plus size women, sorry for that offended
• 21:05
  thick girls, But because she took a lot of pictures of my
• 21:09
  friends and they're like thin and have like really good
• 21:12
  bodies. Yeah.
• 21:13
  I don't have a really good body. I just have a different body.
• 21:16
  Yeah, but she was taking a lot of pictures of them and she
• 21:19
  barely took any pictures of me. And they actually thought when
• 21:22
  they were inside changing that she was taking photos of me and
• 21:25
  she wasn't. She was just mainly taking
• 21:27
  pictures of my face and which is like, fine, but also like, we
• 21:32
  were in the pool and it was hot and she wanted us to be in full
• 21:35
  corpse paint, which is white paint.
• 21:37
  And so I know my makeup was like, busted because I don't
• 21:41
  know if you've ever seen a goth in daytime light.
• 21:44
  There's a reason we only go outside at night.
• 21:46
  Night white makeup looks bad in the sun.
• 21:50
  And, you know, photographers are weird.
• 21:53
  Like they care more about the photo than they do what's going
• 21:55
  on. So when I was done taking
• 21:57
  photos, my eyelash is hanging off.
• 21:59
  She didn't even tell me. And I was like, what the fuck
• 22:02
  are you? And also, I know how she edits
• 22:04
  and it's not bad editing. She just edits super warm and
• 22:08
  grainy, which makes girls in white face paint look bad
• 22:12
  because it makes everything that's not white yellow.
• 22:15
  So our teeth look bad. And so when we were texting her,
• 22:19
  mind you, she did it for free, but we also modeled for free.
• 22:22
  Let's let's do that. And I asked her on behalf of the
• 22:25
  other two girls in the shoot, Hey, like when you send us the
• 22:28
  copies, can we and also get like some untouched copies just so we
• 22:33
  can edit. And she got really pissy with me
• 22:36
  about it. Like, well, if we're, if we have
• 22:38
  different tastes, like we don't have to work together again,
• 22:41
  girl, if you're not willing to work with me, then yeah, we
• 22:44
  shouldn't work together again because she's like, well, I'm
• 22:47
  trying to build my brand. OK.
• 22:48
  Yeah. And you're, you're photographing
• 22:50
  3 girls who also have brands as performers.
• 22:53
  Yeah, like why don't we get a say?
• 22:55
  And then also she's like new to photography and I'm not trying
• 22:58
  to talk shit, but I was like, you're being mean to me.
• 23:00
  And you also didn't get a lot of videos of me so.
• 23:02
  Wow. And then when we got them, she
• 23:04
  still edited them pretty heavily and I was like.
• 23:07
  Whatever. Like you.
• 23:08
  Well, you're gonna love my guy. Yeah, he's coming at the end of
• 23:11
  the month for you and I, I. Don't mind them editing, but let
• 23:13
  me also have some unedited ones so I'm not forced into using
• 23:17
  your editing. And your lighting, well it's
• 23:20
  different how yellow she. Edits.
• 23:21
  It makes my platinum hair look yellow.
• 23:23
  Yeah, and I'm just like. And it looks beautiful right
• 23:27
  now. Thank you.
• 23:28
  Right now, I'm kidding. No, I mean it looks, you know
• 23:31
  what I'm saying I mean. I know I think the photos are
• 23:33
  going to come out fine, but like, when I show them to you,
• 23:35
  you're going to see what I mean about the editing.
• 23:37
  Sorry about the rat. I did a very sexy photo shoot
• 23:40
  and it pissed me off. But yeah, it was fun and I
• 23:44
  forgot what we were talking about.
• 23:46
  Do you? Want to redo some just of
• 23:47
  yourself in the our pool? No, the the vibe was because it
• 23:52
  was three of us. It was really cool.
• 23:55
  No, I don't, I don't care to redo it.
• 23:57
  I was just kind of like, girl, we drove an hour out to go do
• 24:01
  it. I would do it even with the
• 24:02
  three of you. I was like, girl, I'll.
• 24:04
  Pay you 50 bucks if I can have a hard drive with all the photos
• 24:07
  on them. Yeah.
• 24:08
  But I think there's a difference between like, photographers,
• 24:12
  like wedding photographers and graduation photographers.
• 24:15
  And then those artsy photographers.
• 24:17
  Yeah, that's she's an artsy photographer.
• 24:19
  So for them, I don't even think she wants photos she hasn't
• 24:23
  edited out there, which I'm like, if that's the case, we
• 24:26
  probably should have had a discussion beforehand.
• 24:28
  Yeah. You know, sorry to rant about
• 24:30
  that, but everyone got us on that.
• 24:32
  All right, well, we're talking about photography.
• 24:34
  I know that, but wow. Prostate.
• 24:38
  Milking gas masks is where we had gas masks.
• 24:41
  We were talking about that. But yeah, masks in general, and
• 24:44
  I love gas masks. They're great for breath play.
• 24:47
  Yeah, I used the the one for breath play a lot.
• 24:50
  That one's nice. It really is.
• 24:52
  I saw on Amazon, I think I sent you the link to the perforated
• 24:55
  latex mask. I think that's the word.
• 24:58
  I might be wrong, but it has little pin holes around the
• 25:00
  eyes, so you can see out of it and breathe out of it, but you
• 25:04
  can't really see into it at all. Like, I thought that was really
• 25:07
  cool. OK, I saw two that are kind of
• 25:10
  similar, predator prey and then pursuit and takedown and
• 25:14
  capture. I like those.
• 25:17
  You know, that public dungeon did a primal night and I heavily
• 25:23
  considered going just because I kind of wanted just to wrestle
• 25:26
  my friends, OK? Because I heard their last
• 25:30
  primal night, they put down a bunch of mats and I was like, so
• 25:33
  you're telling me it's kinky Sky Zone?
• 25:37
  OK, All right, so I have human toilet.
• 25:42
  How often do we get requests on that?
• 25:44
  And I. Think so once every month or
• 25:46
  two. Oh my God, yeah.
• 25:47
  If not more. I still don't know how I feel
• 25:50
  about it. Ask me in like 6 months.
• 25:52
  OK, well here. Let's see, Master slave, what do
• 26:00
  you think about that? I like that.
• 26:02
  I think it's cool. I'm not so much because I am
• 26:06
  newer. I'm not used to putting on the
• 26:08
  the persona of like master or mistress yet.
• 26:12
  So I'm not the best at being super like demanding or like
• 26:17
  super talky. And I feel like being like a
• 26:20
  master, you kind of have to like command your slave around.
• 26:22
  And I'm just like, well, with clients, I, I, I turn it on and
• 26:27
  I do it. But like in my personal life,
• 26:29
  anytime I've had someone be like, I want to be your slave.
• 26:32
  I'm like, but what? I just get really nervous.
• 26:37
  I'm like, but what if I ask you to do something and you don't
• 26:39
  like it? And they're like, I'll do
• 26:40
  whatever you say. And I'm like but but what if you
• 26:44
  don't like it? That's true.
• 26:46
  And then they're like, no, I just want to do what you want.
• 26:48
  And I'm like, why are you making me decide?
• 26:51
  Shit, all right, Do you see something interesting on your
• 26:54
  list? Sacred sexuality?
• 27:00
  What's that? Let.
• 27:02
  Me click on it. It's usually it usually pulls up
• 27:06
  king kingsters that are actually into that so.
• 27:09
  Yeah, it it's a bunch of things that doesn't say anything.
• 27:14
  Oh, I have one subspace. What do you feel about that?
• 27:17
  You know, everyone experiences it differently.
• 27:20
  But you think it's like a real thing I I do.
• 27:25
  I, I do I'm, I'm with you on that.
• 27:27
  I think that. I do, but with limitations.
• 27:31
  I do. I think that as well.
• 27:32
  I think that people get in a mindset, a mind zone, and I
• 27:36
  think it's just as if we're dominating, for example.
• 27:40
  I think we get in the zone a lot of times and it's euphoric for
• 27:44
  us because it's fun. I imagined subspace would feel
• 27:47
  like how you feel after you get like a deep tissue massage.
• 27:51
  Like when you're just very relaxed, your brain kind of
• 27:53
  turns off a bit. Yeah, I've seen some extreme
• 27:57
  subspaces, though. I have to.
• 27:59
  I think a lot of people, they, they've experienced it in a
• 28:03
  different way. And God forbid you say anything
• 28:05
  to kind of kink shame that idea. But that's all other story.
• 28:08
  I am picky about who I play with, just like I'm not even
• 28:12
  picky about like what we're going to do.
• 28:14
  I'm also picky about what their aftercare looks like because if
• 28:17
  when you Dom somebody, their aftercare then kind of becomes
• 28:20
  your responsibility. And so like, you know, I think
• 28:23
  I've said it before on the podcast, but I have friends I
• 28:25
  won't play with just because I know what their aftercare is way
• 28:28
  more than I, I'm going to like feel like.
• 28:33
  Yeah, OK, let's go back to this. A sacred session.
• 28:36
  You'd mention that sacred sexuality.
• 28:38
  Sexuality. OK, well, a sacred session is a
• 28:41
  space for healing, empowerment, awakening, connection through
• 28:44
  interactive experiences. So it's probably it's like the
• 28:48
  spiritual side of spiritual. Exactly.
• 28:50
  I had a guy once his hard limits.
• 28:52
  Hey I. Can't figure out how to add hard
• 28:54
  limits to my profile. I can only add things I'm into.
• 28:57
  It's very annoying. I don't know if they can do
• 29:00
  that, if you can do that anymore on Fed, add your hard limits.
• 29:03
  But I had a guy, one of his hard limits was Celtic ceremonies,
• 29:08
  OK. And I was like, what does that
• 29:10
  mean? And what has happened that that
• 29:12
  now has to be? Fuck.
• 29:16
  What's gone on, it seemed. Like a Celtic on him was like.
• 29:21
  Celtic rituals, that's what it was.
• 29:22
  It wasn't ceremonies. Celtic.
• 29:24
  His hard limits were anything to do with boys, blood and Celtic
• 29:28
  rituals. So I was like, what the fuck am
• 29:30
  I going to do with you? That's like my big three.
• 29:33
  Oh my God. No, it was just really funny
• 29:35
  because I was like, what happened?
• 29:37
  What happened where this is a Celtic rich, specifically
• 29:41
  Celtic. So like is a Nordic ritual like
• 29:45
  on the list? Is voodoo there OK?
• 29:52
  I have sex in the kitchen. OK, that is a location you can't
• 29:57
  have sex. Add it as.
• 29:58
  Add a. Cake.
• 30:00
  I thought that's interesting. Have you had sex in the kitchen
• 30:03
  before Barbie? No, OK, there's a first time.
• 30:06
  That's a food hazard. I have wax play.
• 30:13
  I like wax play. You got to love wax play.
• 30:16
  I used non safe candles in a performance the other day
• 30:20
  because the safe ones didn't look as cool and they didn't
• 30:23
  burn me and it was a ton of wax that came out and I was like you
• 30:27
  know what I might I'm considering buying them again
• 30:30
  and then testing it when my adrenaline's not going because
• 30:33
  when you're performing your adrenaline's up.
• 30:35
  But I'm considering testing it and if they don't burn I might
• 30:38
  use those because the wax came off no problem and it's nice
• 30:43
  when I spilt it on myself it like spread out over my whole
• 30:46
  arm. Like it wasn't just drips it
• 30:48
  went like everywhere. So if someone wants like a ton
• 30:50
  of wax like those my people and they're a dollar.
• 30:53
  I got a dollar trip. That's what you said.
• 30:56
  But I think I might go try it when I'm not, like, hopped up on
• 30:59
  adrenaline and see how I feel about it.
• 31:01
  I agree. Because the ones you let me
• 31:03
  borrow that my dog fucking ate. Sorry about that.
• 31:05
  My God. I'll buy you new candles.
• 31:07
  Sorry, Charles. Sorry, Charles.
• 31:10
  My dog ate your candles. We naming him Gator was an omen.
• 31:16
  Yeah. It really was.
• 31:18
  But I we were using those candles and they burnt like they
• 31:22
  kind of hurt and but I was like, maybe that's the point.
• 31:25
  No, it's not supposed to be that.
• 31:27
  I think they, the drips weren't like for the show, I needed it
• 31:30
  to be super, super dramatic. Yeah, 'cause it was a freak
• 31:32
  show. So it's like, oh, it has to look
• 31:34
  cool. But yeah, it didn't work.
• 31:36
  I have a ball busting. Oh my God, you love ball
• 31:40
  busting. Is it like just, is it the same
• 31:42
  as like CBT? Yeah, I like, you know, I've
• 31:45
  come to like it. Right.
• 31:47
  Yeah, you can punch the balls. You can kick it.
• 31:49
  I I've been, I've been using my big golf girl platforms to crush
• 31:53
  balls like when guys do CBT. Yeah, I sat one of them in the
• 31:56
  scat chair for for y'all who can't see us, obviously it's
• 32:00
  just like a chair with like the middle of it out and I flip
• 32:03
  potty training chairs. Yeah.
• 32:05
  So I sat in there and because my foot could swing in between his
• 32:08
  legs, I just kicked his nuts and I said, you ever have your nuts
• 32:12
  stepped on? He said no, I said you want to
• 32:14
  and he said sure. And then I did it.
• 32:17
  And they can with that kind of heel man, like you can put I was
• 32:20
  put my whole body weight on. They're like.
• 32:23
  Do you love it? Oh.
• 32:24
  They loved it. I had one guy, I was doing it.
• 32:26
  He when he left, he had like purple, like dots all over his
• 32:29
  balls. And I'm not that brute, but I
• 32:31
  think it was because I had the safety pins on.
• 32:33
  Not safety pins, the clothes pins on when I stepped on it.
• 32:36
  Yeah, I'm not that brutal. But don't let me do some CBT
• 32:39
  now. I'll go crazy.
• 32:40
  I'm that guy. That guy was different.
• 32:42
  But I can't believe I got the guy who doesn't call red to call
• 32:46
  red. That was an accident.
• 32:48
  Damn. OK, that was.
• 32:49
  That's not even a flex. I actually think I fucked up.
• 32:54
  God. OK, if you're going to, if
• 32:55
  you're going to go see somebody with a butt plug in your ass,
• 32:58
  please let them know if it's a giant fucking round butt plug.
• 33:02
  Because if I don't know that, I'm going to pull it out
• 33:04
  thinking it's a normal butt. Plug and it was glass and he
• 33:07
  didn't tell you. It's it literally did describe
• 33:10
  the for what happened. This guy had texted me wanting
• 33:15
  to book a session with me and he wanted like intense like CBT and
• 33:21
  he didn't even want to have like the negotiation beforehand.
• 33:25
  He wanted the the role play from start to end like the second he
• 33:28
  walked in. So I didn't get to really go
• 33:31
  over it with him. Like I and so he had a butt plug
• 33:34
  in. And so when I went to peg him, I
• 33:36
  didn't know that his butt plug was probably, I don't know,
• 33:39
  bigger than of like like smaller than an apple, bigger than a
• 33:42
  golf ball, but it's huge. And it was just a round circle
• 33:45
  on a stem. So when I pulled it out, I'm
• 33:47
  thinking it's butt plug shaped and that it's going to just come
• 33:50
  out. And I pulled it out And this
• 33:52
  poor guy, the lips shit, just like, because it, I had
• 33:57
  accidentally heard him and I didn't mean to do that.
• 33:59
  And I felt so bad, like I, I went to Mia and I was like, I
• 34:04
  think you might need to come downstairs.
• 34:06
  Oh my God, I was like eat gold. Red.
• 34:09
  And then she was like, it's OK. Barbie ripped his asshole.
• 34:12
  I didn't mean it. I really did it and I did.
• 34:15
  I was like. Afterwards I was like.
• 34:17
  Do you need some water? And he was like, it's OK.
• 34:20
  And then he texted me later going it was great up until the
• 34:24
  butt plug thing. And I was like, OK, I'm glad I
• 34:27
  was doing a good job. Oh my God.
• 34:30
  But I couldn't tell if he was like like freaking out for real
• 34:33
  or not because Mia told me part of his kink is resisting and
• 34:37
  screaming for help. So it's.
• 34:39
  True. It took me a second to go.
• 34:42
  I had to stop and wait. Are you for real God so bad?
• 34:47
  I was so embarrassed, but you know how it happens when you're
• 34:50
  there is I was. I guess it happens when you're
• 34:53
  new though. You know it does.
• 34:55
  I believe I've been doing it like what 6?
• 34:57
  Months not even. It's a learning experience but
• 34:59
  you've been in the lifestyle for two plus years.
• 35:01
  So true, but I know. But I've never had like with the
• 35:05
  butt plug thing. I feel like even in my in in
• 35:08
  lifestyle I my partners would like communicate what they have.
• 35:12
  Yeah, but I think. I think because the guy wanted
• 35:15
  the fantasy of no communication. That was like.
• 35:17
  Kind of, yeah. Where we messed up on that?
• 35:20
  Yeah, and you know, he told me he's like, I've got a butt plug,
• 35:23
  you know, but he didn't specify anything about it.
• 35:26
  You know your. Butt plug, that was a big one.
• 35:28
  It was it was this big. You can't see it on the on the
• 35:31
  podcast. Sorry guys.
• 35:32
  Yeah, sorry, sorry. Breast spanking.
• 35:36
  How do you feel about that? Oh.
• 35:37
  Breast spanking, Yeah, I like that.
• 35:39
  I I like to tie up women's tits and smack them.
• 35:43
  I wouldn't. Oh, getting it, That made me
• 35:45
  shiver. Getting them tied up.
• 35:46
  But. Yeah, I mean, but you're not too
• 35:48
  hard, but I mean, it's enough. Nipple rings and I had a guy
• 35:51
  friend smack me in the boob wants to be rude and it hurt so
• 35:55
  bad because of the nipple ring isn't shot wings down my body.
• 36:00
  I was like God bless I got pussy spanked once.
• 36:06
  And how did you like that? And it caught me off guard
• 36:09
  because I bet it was very spur of the moment cause like, you
• 36:13
  know, we're laying down next to each other naked, like making
• 36:15
  out. And he's like fingering me.
• 36:17
  Sorry to be TMI on the podcast this is.
• 36:20
  But it's like he reaches that and smacks down.
• 36:23
  And I was like that didn't say anything, 'cause I'm like,
• 36:26
  whatever. It was fine.
• 36:27
  And then he like does it like two more times.
• 36:29
  And the third one he hit me so hard.
• 36:30
  I was like, come on. I didn't dislike it, but it was
• 36:35
  just like, I also didn't like it like it.
• 36:37
  It was just kind of like what's happening, but it was just such
• 36:40
  a weird sensation that I was like, why do we need to hit it?
• 36:44
  What's going on where it needs to be hit?
• 36:46
  Yeah, agreed. Agreed.
• 36:48
  All right, let's end it on that slapping pussies.
• 36:51
  That's a no go for us shit. All right, motherfuckers.
• 36:56
  So, Barbie, you ready? Right.
• 36:58
  All right, so until then, may all your fantasies become.
• 37:02
  Reality.