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- ToShae Germaine: I don't know, honey. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome back. Welcome to the message. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Monday, y'all. Happy Monday. Happy Monye. Right? We in this thing. if you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you is an old T but good T, welcome back. Y'all show the new people then what to do. Come in, like the live, share, the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance. I'ma told you right now, don't come for me. Okay. Don't you be judging me. I know. I've been MIA and is and have, but okay, I'm back. Right. I've been MIA, y'all. I'm still, I told y'all, I think I was last here, I don't know, a week ago. y'all, I was actually really sick. I ended up being sick when I came back from vacation. and it hit me like it hit. And when it hit it hit. And I don't get sick. That's the thing. I don't get sick very often. I'm still sniffling and things. so yes, I have been MIA, y'all. I was down and out. I was out for the count. So I'm back and trying still trying to recover. a lot has happened in this week. It seems like a little bit and a lot of bit happen at the same time. So I know that y'all, I I don't think I didn't touch my computer, child. I wasn't doing no schoolwork, no nothing. Nothing. I ain't have that to do. So I have been other under the weather. the Lord gave me some explanation on it. You know, we change in seasons and things. good morning, Ramada. Good morning. And so as we're shifting seasons, part of that is like an energetic clearing, right? Where you're purging even your old season. And then this morning, the Lord gave me two confirmations of that. because your season is shifting. So there may be you may be experiencing some sickness, you may be, Just feeling under the weather, why? We jump in timelines, honey. We are transitioning into our new season. And many of us, our new life, our manifestations, the things we've been praying for, asking the Lord to do are finally catching up with us. And I saw that I I heard the Lord tell me that this morning. I journaled it. And then I ended up seeing it somewhere else. So for many of us, a lot of big maybe you felt that energy over the last week or so where you know it's like some of us were finally. Catching up to God's promises, right? Because the promise still stands. Drop that in the chat. the promise still stands. And so for many of us, the things that God has promised us, we are catching up to those things because we're now in alignment, we're ready to receive it. And so for me, a lot of that and a lot of we're all and we're not at this particular part, but part of where we are today, we're gonna be in numbers 18 on today, y'all. part of what we're talking about today is responsibility. being prepared to steward, being prepared and ready to hold what God is placing in our hands, our new assignments. Many of us have received new assignments and would we stepping into them. Okay. So y'all like the live, share the live, share the love. We finna go ahead and get into numbers 18. man, being chosen comes with responsibility, don't it? People won't it till they see what God requires of you. Which part for some of y'all understanding as well? I don't know about y'all, but there's certain is are there certain things in your life that just don't feel in alignment anymore? There may be for some of you, there's some doors that the Lord is in the process of closing, and it feels like divine detours, rerouting where the Lord something that you may have once felt aligned with. You may no longer feel aligned with, you may feel like, and you it's almost like being in shock, right? Because you be like, Man, I thought this was what it was. You know, I thought this was the thing. And then all of a sudden you just have no desire for it anymore. So for some of you, again, a lot of time because I hadn't I've had just so much downtime. a lot of time to just kind of sit and be like, Okay, Lord, what you was doing? Like, what you doing in this season? Because things feel like they're changing. old identities are falling away, and that's something else that the Lord is helping us to recognize. But I think and this is I we may end up coming back to this, but I'm gonna talk about it because it was important for the Lord to explain this to me on yesterday. Which journal did I write it in? Y'all know I got like 15 journals that I'll be working out of at one time. on yesterday one one of the a discussion I had with the Lord in prayer was really talking about how man For many of us, y'all, the Lord is getting ready. He's teaching us. How do I, which how do I explain that? Like some of us, we've been in survival for survival mode so long, we don't even recognize when it's when we're in the harvest. Does that make sense? So for some of us, the biggest part of what our transition is, is that we're known we know God through struggle. We know who through we know God through hardship. We know how to Praise in the pit. We know how to worship in the worst when during the worst circumstances, we know how to do all that. We because why? We've had so many trials, fires, obstacles, refining, lessons, things that we've had to work through. So we and so yesterday the Lord had to get in. He put a little check me in my spirituals because what he made me realize is we get sweep some of us have become so accustomed to knowing God through start through struggle. That we it's hard for us to recognize when he's moved us into a new season and he wants us to know him beyond struggle, beyond difficulty, beyond bringing him through, bringing Lord, you bringing me through something beyond a challenge, beyond the mountain. I hope that makes sense. he spent a long time talking to me about that yesterday because it I over the last week it's just like, man, Lord. You know, it's almost like some of us waiting for the next thing to happen, the next, what's the next problem? What's the next battle? What's the next difficulty? What's the next lesson? And the Lord was like, you know, I I'm here for more than lessons. I'm here in not not only knowing his discipline, his correction. And so for many of us, he's transitioning us into, you know, I'm in the I'm with you in the harvest too. And so helping us to recognize that we're not every season is not a battle. I hope that doesn't mean that you're not gonna have opposition. It doesn't mean that think you won't have challenges, but I at least for me, I was just like, Lord, it feels like I'm always coming through something. It's a battle, it's a fight, it's a difficulty. And so he was like, for many of us, what he's doing is transitioning us into a season, season of resting in him, with him, and and knowing who he is when it's just provision. Again, don't mean you ain't gonna have no difficulties. But sometimes we be so used to the fight that we don't realize that we're not in the famine, right? We're in the feast part of what God is providing for us. Anyway, let's get into numbers 18. we'll talk more about that as we continue to move through numbers. And I also got a lot of that because I was in Ma in Matthew six on yesterday. but he said that was important to know for some of you what's happening is he's trying to transition you, transit because your wilderness season. Is not supposed to be an identity, right? It's a temporary location. You learn there, but we're transitioning from a wilderness into even though a new wilderness, it's a different kind. And it's understanding that you aren't always meant to fight. Every every day of your life shouldn't be a battle. Okay. Numbers 18. the thing overall this is talking about chosen comes with responsibility. So we know we just got done talking about the Lord. Chose who the he choose who he wants to choose, okay. And so in number 17, of course, the staff budded, he chose Aaron's staff, because he had to prove to somebody else. So you ain't got to do no fighting, okay? You just let the Lord do the fighting for you. The Lord will announce you, he will choose you, and he will show others. That he has chosen you. So in number 17, it was like the beginning of fruit because there was something that was completely dead that the Lord allowed to come to have come back to life, right? So now God is public, He just publicly confirmed Aaron's priesthood. The staff budded, blossomed, and produced almonds. And so God settled the question. There was there should be no further debate. But let me just tell y'all. It's some folks that even God Himself, I know, right? God Himself can come down and say, you know that one right there, mine, and they still think they want to try the Lord. We're gonna talk more about that when we get into like Numbers 22, 20, I think what 21, 22, or 22 and 23, because I think that's when we're talking about Balak and Balaam. It's some folks God can say, can show, put you right in their face, and they still won't believe. Just know it's always gonna be somebody that still feels like you have to prove to them you are who God says you are. Charlie no ain't nobody got time for that. Good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning. so God has settled this debate, right? thank y'all for liking the live. Y'all like the live, share, live, share, love. Now, now that the assignment has been established. Here is how it must be carried. So God deals with the accountability, boundaries, provision, offerings, ties, stewardship, all of the things associated with this assignment. For many of you, the Lord giving you a new blessing, new money, but understand that your responsibility is also going to increase. People be wanting to increase until they understand, until they understand that it's increased on every level. It's not, you can't keep do giving the same when the Lord has given you more. Right. so now he's dealing with the accountability provisions, the offerings, all the things. The priests and the Levites both serve God, but they do not have identical responsibilities. That's always the thing. Ain't nobody we could be doing the same thing and still have different responsibilities. You can have the same title as someone and still have different responsibilities. You have to be happy with what God has given you, your portion. Okay, your portion. accountability and responsibility for offenses is given. So God explains the accountability attached to that authority. Don't ask God for more if you ain't ready to handle it. If you don't want, if you can't be the person who God needs you to be to steward that accountability, then just be like, Lord, prepare me for it. But because if you get it too soon and you're not ready for it, you'll fumble it. Or maybe your integrity isn't where it's supposed to be, or your character, or maybe you're just not ready to hold. what he's trying to give you. And it's okay to say that. So I Lord, I ain't ready. Make me ready, Lord. Drop that in the chat. Make me ready. I don't want it. And I've come to I've something even over the last couple of weeks, I've come to say, you know what, Lord, just make me ready to get what you want me to have, what you have for me. because I you know that it comes with a a higher level of responsibility. Okay. It means greater stewardship. Calling is not just privilege, it's responsibility. It's levels to this. Okay. If you don't want it, be be careful what you pray for. Cause then all of a sudden the Lord is gonna give it to you and you're gonna be like, I don't I I don't know if I was ready for this, Lord. Yeah, but you asked for it, right? you prayed for that. So be careful because God is listening. He starts answering prayers, and all of a sudden you're looking around, like, what did I ask for that? Did okay, did. good morning, Sandy. Good morning. Everyone can't do everything. The Levites could assist the priest, but God established boundaries around what they were permitted to do. Same mission, different assignments. So know your assignment. Okay. and you shouldn't want to. I one thing I don't, I don't covet anybody's responsibility, child, because I got enough of my own. Huh? I don't want what now. Now I want what God has for me. Okay. I don't need nobody, I don't need nobody else work. Because every time I look up the Lord giving me more work and I'll be like, wait a minute. Hold on, Lord. And then I'll be like, yeah, I prayed for that. I don't want nobody else work. I told somebody this the other day, and we talk about this all the time. Why would I want to go through somebody else's journey when I know what it to what it's taking to walk my own? Baby, I don't want your work. I don't want your responsibilities. I don't want that. Because I don't know what the Lord is taking you through in order to give you this assignment. So why would I want I know what I had to go through? And many of us, that's why we be like, mm-mm. I don't want that. No, I'm good. I thank God every day for the things that are not my assignment. Memphit. Uh-uh. Thank you, Lord, that that's not my assignment. Cause there's so many things that I just be like, nah, I can get somebody else to do it. Okay. so after Cora's rebellion. numbers eight, numbers 18 reinforces that you can be genuinely called and still be out of order when you operate outside the boundaries of your assignment. So you got to know your own business. Okay, know your assignment. And the kingdom, the kingdom isn't competition. God calls the assignment a gift. the priesthood involved enormous responsibility. And so what looked like worse would work was also a gift. But again, different gifts, different people, different callings. We ain't supposed to all have it have and be doing the same thing. Sometimes God's gifts don't arrive looking like ease. Pause. Sip, your favorite adult beverage. Can we talk about it? You ever the Lord ever gave you something and you thought when you got it, you'd be like, ooh, this gon this this is good. It's good. Thank you, Lord. We are grateful. But then as soon as you get it, it's like it's so many experiences that start happening with it. You be like, This can't be Lord, this can't be what you gave me because I I thought it was supposed to be easier than this. I thought I was supposed why I just got it in my hand and it's already challenges and difficulties. Hold on now. Wait a minute. And then you start questioning, like, okay, Lord, did you really send this? Cause how this what it is. And I just got it. The Lord never said when he gave it to you that it wasn't gonna come with opposition. I'm going to continue to stress that. As we're moving into man, the unseen opposition, my God. Some of y'all, the five of swords. Well, you may not pull tarot cards, but we're gonna do that when we get to the kingdom clarity. Let me just tell somebody the Lord has been giving me the five of swords, man. Some of y'all, the Lord gonna give you a very specific warning, something, however, you communicate with Lord, right? However, He speaks to you, it's gonna be something to let you know. When you getting ready to face opposition, I need you to pay attention because your angels, them, spirit nam, they're gonna let you know what you got coming up. For me, it's the five of swords. It'd be like, Lord, here we go. So for some of you, and again, we're getting ready to come up on Balak and Balaam. Okay. Some of y'all, you got opposition, you ain't even know. Israel out there minding their business. I'm not jumping ahead, but Israel, them out there minding their business. They got opposition they ain't even much know about. You got to be somebody. Drop that in the chat. I I must be somebody. Cause you got people coming up against you and you don't even know. But one thing about the Lord, and he gave me the scripture this morning before I even before I even like started my Bible study, he gave me John 16, 13. When the spirit of truth comes, he will guide you in all truth. He's gonna show you what you need to see ahead of time. So for some of you, the Lord is going to show you ahead of time what you're dealing with. And this doesn't mean that you, you don't even have to really change yourself, do anything different, but the Lord is going to make you aware of some unknown opposition. It's going to be you haven't been, you ever, some of y'all, it is almost like you're going to be able to read something that somebody sent, and you may not even read the whole thing. You're going to be like liar. And you don't even know how you know that somebody lying, but you just you read. I I read something the other day. I didn't even read the whole thing because I just as soon as I read the first sentence, the first thing that popped in my spirituals was liar. Anyway, some of y'all discernment on a thousand right now. Trust yourself. Okay, we're gonna get back to that. But the Lord is getting ready to show you, like, yeah, you got some unknown opposition. We're not worried about it though, because that's what the Lord is over there protecting you from. We'll get to that when we move further down in numbers. God provides for what he assigns. Let's talk about provision in this season. So for many of us, y'all, I can't even say that, huh? But for many of us, this is where you have to understand that what God wants you to do, He gonna pay for it. I'll pay for it. I'll pay for it. The Lord is gonna pay for what the Lord orders. Okay. So if you if you are ever questioning, Lord, am I supposed to do this? Did God pay for it? How you know it'd be like unexpected provision for stuff, money coming forward, and you be like it, it just you know when it's what you're supposed to do because God pays for it. And the best example I can give of this, for those of you who know, of course, I'm back. I'm I'm back, I'm a registered nurse, I'm working in nursing again after nine years out, right? And I told this story back in August when I was in the beginning or the towards the end of the reinstatement process, y'all. Was like, Lord, these folks said I had to pay a thousand dollars. Okay, true story now. Say say a thousand dollars. Mind you, I had just paid 750 for to the just the application. Cool. Then they say you got to pay another thousand dollars and you got to pay this thousand dollars in in 30 days. Okay, Lord, you mean that you must gonna pay for this because where I'm gonna get a thousand dollars from. I wasn't working, y'all. I was only in school coming up here doing the message. And I'm telling this story because I have nothing to nothing but can we just true story? Give God the glory real quick. This is an example of won't He do it, right? Won't He do it? So I didn't have the money. Somebody suggested I start a GoFundMe. Mind you, I ain't never started a GoFundMe in life. But I said, okay. And sure enough, I ended up. By the within a day, I had like raised $450. Like, okay, cool. So then fast forward two days later, and because I was like, Well, Lord, I guess I'm gonna well don't this what we do. Well, Lord, I guess I'm gonna go back to work to get the money. I'ma go work some shifts, and then that's how I'm gonna get the money. And the Lord laughed in my face. He said, okay, well, yeah, gonna go back to work if you want to, but I didn't ask for your help. Sometimes you got to recognize the Lord don't need your help, right? So fast forward them to after two days. It was like, Come on, 9-11. I mean, getting that number so much. So fast forward, and I get a phone call from my stepmom, y'all. And she was like, Yeah, you know, Brennelle was telling me about the process, and I'm so proud of you, you know, because of course they know the journey, they know about homelessness and all of that, right. And she was like, Well, how much have you raised? I've told her like $450. She was like, Well, we're gonna give you the rest of it. Huh? When I'm I'm only telling you this because I'm looking around and me, let me go to work. God, I don't need your money. I got all the I got all the resources. So for some of you, it's going to be moments like that that is going to give you clarity. Lord, am I supposed to do this? And all of a sudden, boom, you have the resource, and you'd be like, And it's just gonna it's random. So the Lord is getting ready to pay for something for you because this is what He is assigning you to do, and that's man, that's also going to purpose, y'all. For some of you, can I just tell somebody that the Lord is going to give you a season of rest? You may not be man, you may not understand why you don't feel aligned with something that previously was calling to you or Maybe it was what served you in a previous season. Some of y'all, the Lord has been asking you to put something down. And maybe it's not even a complete put down. Maybe it's not forever. Maybe it's just for now. The Lord maybe has told you to, I need you to take your focus off of this and focus over here. Example of this. A couple months ago, the Lord started telling me to decrease in business. Why? Because he has me increasing where he wants my energy to go. Which was nursing. So there was a decrease here, but there was an increase here. So it's it's a trade-off. And the Lord said it's not even a permanent trade-off, but right now, this is where I need you to focus. So pay attention to where the Lord is directing your energy, where he wants you to keep to put more teeth. time, effort, and attention into? What is he paying for? What is provision showing up for that you're not having to bust your ass trying to get? You're not trying to hustle, hustle, figure it out. Okay, let me do where where is it easy? Where is the Lord? You may have two paths ahead of you. Where is one path that's just like, man, this a cakewalk? It's like you, you can't even, you you can't have an obstacle on this path if you tried. Because this is where the Lord is showing right now. I'm not that yes, I want you to keep your business, but I I need you to refocus for a minute. I hope that makes sense. Where is the Lord saying, go this way? And then as soon as you shift that way, something comes up for you where it's just like a payment that you needed manifest. you, you, Lord, how am I? He say, Don't worry about it. Don't you don't do it, I'ma do it. And he does. Pay attention to that because that may be what the Lord is calling you to into greater stewardship for in this season. Okay. Excuse me. Instead, God provided them through portions of the offerings. I am your share and your inheritance among the Israelite Israelites. Pause. Drop this in the chat. God is my portion. God is my portion. For some of us, y'all. God is enough. And many, many of us, if you've gone through stewardship lessons, money lessons, if you've gone through and are still in your discipleship, right, with Jesus, because we all are. Man, look, when you realize that God is enough, you stop worrying about bills. You stop worrying about how it is going to get done. And the Lord told me this morning, it's like there's going to be a transformation of faith, right? Where your faith is really going to be enough. Your belief that God can do it with your mustard seed of faith is enough. And then all of a sudden things happen. They that things are accomplished. And so for many of us, where we are recognizing, especially with these new assignments, you may feel you may feel like Some of you thank y'all. The example, okay. Some of y'all, it's the example of Mary and Martha is what they're giving, is what they're giving me, right? Some of you, God is enough. So you may be in a season where sitting at the feet of Jesus is enough. And that's really what God is wanting you to do. You may be in a season where the Lord is, He don't need you doing 50 lamb things right now. He just needs you to come to him, be with him, sit with him, learn from him, get back to your discipleship. give him more time than being in the pursuit of something, being in the pursuit or feeling like you always have to be busy. Some of you, the Lord is going to be scaling you back from always feeling like you have to be in pursuit. Why? Because you've been praying for rest. Man. For some of you, the Lord is trying to, the reason he's minimizing you or decreasing you in certain areas is so that he can increase you in the rest that you've been praying for. Because you've been praying for it. Lord, I'm tired. Lord, I'm weary. The last week, the Lord's been giving me the scripture. Come to me, all who are weary and heavy burden, and I will give you rest, right? That's all he's been, but why? Because as we're praying, Lord, I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired. I'm tired, Lord. Lord, I'm tired. Lord, I'm tired. So then he said, okay. I'm gonna give you rest. What does rest look like? Sometimes rest looks like releasing something that's no longer serving you. Relationships, jobs, environments. Sometimes rest looks like putting something on hold so you can just focus on one thing. Sometimes rest looks like not being in pursuit of something all the time. I am so guilty of this. And I didn't understand why the Lord was telling me to stop. Stop that. No, don't do that. No, it's okay. Slow down. You don't need to do that. But let me tell y'all how I got a confirmation. On look, y'all, I don't know what's going on with the the Wi-Fi on this side of the street. But so hold on, y'all. Look, it can't get no closer. So I don't know what's going on with. Okay, listen. So how did the Lord give me a confirmation that I wasn't tripping? Right? Yesterday I randomly get on TikTok for I don't, it wasn't even to I don't know what platform I was on. I was sitting at work. and there's just like I said, it's been a lot that's been going on this week, y'all. Shout out, shout out Tab, shout out to Tabitha Brown, right? Because she always gonna give me the on-time word. So I don't spend a lot of time on social media, y'all. And when I do, it just be random stuff. But then on this day, here come the Lord showing up. Because I had been talking to the Lord and talking and talking and talking and releasing and letting go and saying, okay, Lord. And then man, I seen this message from Tab yesterday. Y'all had to go watch it. And I had and I don't I don't do I don't comment a lot, right? Y'all, when I say it was my word, and it it was just like it's one of those moments where you realize that you ain't the only one that God is doing a work on. And I was just re I was watching the message. And I've, y'all, let me. I don't know if anybody else been in their feelings. I can't stand. Is it Scorpio season? I can't stand a Scorpio season. Can't. We're coming up on Scorpio season. Every time Scorpio season comes, I get in my feelings. Okay. I'll be all in my fields. And I've been crying for a week. And I was just randomly crying. Stuff that don't even make sense. I'm crying about. And when sure enough, When I see this message from Tab yesterday, here I am crying again. I'm at work trying not to trying to not to let my patient see me. And the other now is like, man, I was like, Tab, did my word. Did my word. Because the Lord is doing a new thing, y'all. And that's another scripture He's been giving me. He's doing a new thing. And so for many of us, the way she put it, and I I was just like, man, she she was referencing remodeling, right? But all this week. The Lord has been talking to me about transformation and how we're shedding our old identity. We're shedding the wilderness identity. We're actually experiencing the promised land. And y'all, it spoke to my spiritual. So, y'all, shout out tab, blessings, faith, and favor over her life, her healing. man, thank you for continuing to inspire us, right? Y'all. It just be like them moments where you be you got to know that you you and we in this together, okay. And many of us are going through that process, y'all, where it's just like, man, Lord, it's like d destruction, demolition. It's like the things that many of you may feel like the things that used to work don't work. You, you, you didn't try everything, the things that used to get you through or get you were comfortable with don't work. The Lord is doing a new thing. Thing the number 143, which always takes me to Isaiah, the book of Isaiah, the Lord is doing a new thing. Some of y'all might be seeing that number yesterday. It was like back to back to back. And then he thought the Lord followed it up and he saw I saw that message from Tab. So for some of y'all, it's like understand you may be coming across people and seeing that they're going through those same kinds of transitions, those same kinds of you know, life changing events. So I hope that makes sense. It's not the Lord removing, it's it may be the way He's changing your provision, right? I have seen that message. Tile, listen, in refinement in the furnace. I'm telling you, like you, baby, the refinement is real because many of us that he you're you're incre man, look, your increase is increasing. Some of y'all, you really, it's like you're finally catching up, and you maybe you're having these moments. Where you have felt like you ever been, and what I had to do research on it because I got something, the Lord said something it he said, like the liminal, he called it the liminal space, right? And it's like this in-between space, y'all, where you feel like you're not you're not out of your old season. Some of y'all, that's gonna be money. You're not out of your old season, but you ain't in your new season either. Good morning, Monica. Good morning, Kate, good morning, y'all. You ain't out your old season, but you ain't in your new season. You ever just y'all, man, why do I feel like I'm finna cry again? You have just felt like you just in this in this gap where you don't know what to do. Some of y'all and they're they're they're talking about money, so it's literally like, mm-hmm. Thank y'all. Tracking. So you've been doing everything right. You didn't you didn't steward it, you be good with your money. And then all of a sudden you still ain't got enough. And you be like, How do Lord, you done provided in every every time, in every way. But in this particular time, it's like, okay, Lord, it's not this ain't adding up. What's happening? Something, maybe bills that you were always able to pay, you ain't able to pay. It's like some of you, this is where there's gonna be that trust and and that faith. This is why the Lord said, transforming your faith this morning. Because you're gonna have to have more faith for what, for for more increase, for more stewardship, for more provision. Why is the Lord shown as he because he wants to see if your attachment is still to the pro is is only, thank God, to the provision, or is your attachment truly to him? Does that make sense? So, some of you, this may be where the Lord is gonna, it's almost like a decrease before an increase. I hope that makes sense. so Matthew, so then. The next part, the Lord kept giving me the number 1820. and Matthew, then he sent me to Matthew 1820, is in preparation for the promise. it's in the deck. Okay. but God has given a different meaning. So the Lord was this, I wrote, y'all know, if I get revelation while I'm doing my Bible study, then I write it here. So let me make sense of it. God gave me a different meaning for the number 1820. He gave me so the number 1820 was on my phone for two days. thank you, Lord, that you are my portion. So for some of you, there may be something that's even scripture, right? Or maybe something that traditionally meant one thing. The Lord may be showing you a different way or giving a different meaning to it. He also did that with the number 222 for me. Normally it would take me to Daniel 2 and 22, but then it ended up so some of y'all might be seeing that number as well. Then, but it was like the Lord changed it. And I think it and he ended up taking me to it, may have been Mark. I have to I'd have to look back in my journal, y'all. I'll do that in a minute. but there may be like maybe you traditionally made one thing, a number, or something would take you to a particular scripture reference or something, but it's like the Lord's like something can mean something different. Okay. everybody else could point to territory. Aaron had to point to God. That doesn't mean material provision didn't matter. God explicitly established material provision for them. But their security couldn't ultimately rest in ownership. So for some of you, it's like whatever your assignment is, you're gonna need more God than provision to do the assignment. Does that make sense? Thank y'all. You're gonna need more God than provision to do the assignment. Maybe it's the way that you serve. Maybe you're going, you're going to be a light in a dark place. And so you need more God. It's more important to have money. It's more important to have God than it is to have money to do the job that. You're going to do. It doesn't mean that there's not provision that's needed. It simply means that God is more important in what you're doing. So that could mean, you know, the way that you're serving your heart posture, character, whatever you're doing, like you need to really embody embody Christ. Thank y'all for what he's sending you in to do. It's like, yes, you need God in business, but let's say you're going in to negotiate a Contract random, and I don't know much about negotiation, but this is what they're giving. This is what I'm telling them. Tell you what spirit love. But it's like it's not that you don't need God in the business deal, but if you going in to negotiate, you may need to negotiate with money or resources or leverage or and or and something like that. Versus let's say the Lord is sending you into something where You're going to be more in service to people. So money is not the issue. It's something I hope that makes sense in the way that they're showing me that it's like what he's sending you in to do. Not that he won't always be present in what you're doing, but it's like skill development where you need more God than money to be successful in this season. I hope that makes sense. The Levites received, but they also had to give. you tithe from what you received too. Cut receiving provision from God never empty exempted them from stewardship. God, give God the best, not the leftovers. Enjoying provision wasn't condemned. That's another thing for some of you. The Lord is going to be addressing. It's like he's he wants you to enjoy the fruits of your labor. Many of us have had to go through some stuff, y'all. And you and I told the Lord this the other day, which is also why he's looking to give you rest because we be so ready to run to the next thing, get to the next thing. What's the next thing I can pursue? Okay. I you barely even get remember we talked about how the harvests are gonna start overlapping, right? You ain't even you many of us don't even give ourselves time to enjoy the harvest. And maybe, maybe it's not about spending, it ain't about going and buying things, or maybe the harvest, the biggest part, the biggest reward of your harvest is rest because so many of us have had to, it's like we're always looking. It's the next opportunity, the next business deal, the next job, the next, the next course we're gonna take, whatever, the next relationship. Maybe one of the most significant things that we can do in this season is be grateful for the rest that God has given us. Because most I'm not, let me just tell y'all, I ain't a rest person. Like I'm having to teach myself that I don't always have to be in pursuit. I don't always have to be chasing something because then I find my prayers be Lord, I'm tired. But then it's like, well, you keep going to find something else. To do. And I will, he was like, and the Lord, I'm telling y'all, man, when I say the Lord put that check me in my spirituals, He say, I just gave you a blessing. I didn't ask you to go because immediately, y'all, I have already gone into the mindset of, okay, now that I got I got this, let me get to the next thing. And the Lord was like, Huh? I didn't tell you to do that. Mind you, most of us then went through some seasons. Child, I'm talking about the things we've endured. The Lord says, So you you don't want to slow down. You you and it's like so you praying for rest. I give it to you, but you don't want it for real because you immediately go find something else to put to fill the blank space. But then you come back and you praying, Lord, I'm tired. Lord, how am I gonna get through this? The Lord I ain't tell to try to get through nothing. And I said, So For some of you, the biggest reward of your harvest is the rest that God is trying to give you. And it's up to you whether or not you receive it. Many of us just don't know how to slow down long enough. And that's why they're also given the reference of Marthy and Martha and Mary, where it's like, maybe what the Lord just wants you to do. Is especially if you've had a very, very challenging season. The way the Lord put this to me, I spent two and a half years living in a car. Okay. Two and a half years. And then the Lord finally gave me a place to stay. And then I never was in the place. I was the only thing I was like, all I did was come home and sleep. And then the Lord gave me another blessing to allow me to live a little bit better, where I'm not having to run myself in the ground. And the first thing I do is find something else to occupy my time. And so it's almost like the Lord calling me home. I hope that makes sense. And I don't mean go to glory. But it's like for some of us, the Lord is saying, No, I don't want you to feel like you have to prove how much you can persevere, how much you can accomplish, how much you can do. It doesn't mean that you're not still going to reach your fullest potential. It doesn't mean that you're not that you're giving up on your ambitions. It doesn't mean that you ain't gonna continue to move forward. But maybe, just maybe, this season is just about you and God and not about everything that you want to accomplish. I hope that makes sense. The check me in my spirituals. There's progression in the kingdom, authority, responsibility, order, provision, stewardship. God establishes Aaron's authority in number 17 and then immediately establishes the system necessary for Aaron and the Levites to carry the responsibility in numbers 18. Confirmation isn't the end of the process. So again, the Lord will be maybe confirming some of you. This could be a promotion job. This could be something that He's giving you that no one can take away. Sometimes It's where the real stewardship begins. Okay. So God creates structure around sacred responsibility. So yes, your schedules may be changing. The way you work may be changing. The way you show up may be changing. who does what? Who may approach, what belongs to whom, what must be reported or given, and what boundaries cannot be crossed. So the Lord may be needing you to come to Him so that He can solidify your assignment. Okay. so He can create order. In the new assignment that he is giving to you. so the Christ connection, of course, the priesthood between the people in the sanctuary, dealing with sin and maintaining access to God's presence. but their let's see, but their assignment had to con or they had to keep coming back to the coming back repeatedly. Jesus becomes the greater and permanent high priest. And through Christ, believers have access to God. He accomplished what the Levitical system. foreshadowed, which is reconciliation and access to the Father. Okay. And the kingdom is the message. Let's get the let's get the clean clarity out here to for today, y'all. So let me get my journal. Y'all, it's been a lot. Okay. It's been a lot that the Lord has gave given me. So again this morning he started off with John 1613. So that scripture may be important for some of y'all. Deuteronomy 8. Is also something that some of you may need to read. let's see what else. Let's see what else. Matthew 11 and 28 may be something that come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. We just talked about that. I have, of course, I have yes, Mark 2 and 22. He gave me that on the 14th. So for some of you, go read again. It may be a transition from where something that You tradition again, maybe you normally see the number 222 and it takes you to one place, but it's like the Lord saying, Nope, I got something else for you. He did that as well with the number 913 for me. It was before 913 would always lead me to Psalms 91 and 3, but then he shifted that and he started speaking to me about Amos 9 and 13. I think I mentioned this already, Isaiah 43, 18 and 19. He gave me that on the 13th and the number and the word threshold. So for many of you, it's that's when he was showing me about the liminal space. You may be in this transitional space between what was and what will be. And it's like a middle stage. It can create feelings of uncertainty, anticipation, grief. because I've been in my feelings, honey. Grief, relief as well, or a strange lack of motivation. Some things that used to inspire you or you felt like doing, you might not feel like doing anymore. And it may be because it has served its season or its purpose. So that may be important for some of you. You're not understanding like why something just doesn't fit. It doesn't feel the same way. It doesn't feel like it used to feel. And it may be because the Lord is changing that season or it's just no longer aligned with who you are and it's not meant to go with you into the next season. let's do it. Here we go. we have speak up that is coming first. This is communication, speak your truth, talk, text, email. Some of you may have the Lord, He kind of been showing me this, and I don't know when the of course I don't do time and divine time and is up to the Lord. But some of y'all, there may be some important conversation or communication that's coming in for some of you. I've been hearing that a lot. but there so it may be like an email or a phone call or something. That is going to be coming your way, but we're gonna clarity it and see what's happening. We have this is why helpful people, okay. someone will be generous to you. People want or willing to help and accepting help from others. So we talked about receiving, but let me just I the Lord this this might have been when was this? Was it last week? It might have been last week. The Lord started talking to me about like help coming from unknown places, right? And it's almost, and I think I might have mentioned this in another message. I don't know which one it was, but it's almost like imagine it's almost like someone who's part of their destiny, part of their obedience and responsibility to the Lord, right? Is to help you in some way. And so the Lord has been kind of showing me that in different places where it's almost like helpful people or somebody who you know and you may not know because it's kinda it doesn't it doesn't even feel like it's coming up right now. It just feels like it's something kinda on the periphery on you where you you can't completely see it or maybe they just in the background. It's like background energy. But someone it's like the Lord it's almost like the Lord it feel like a little check me in the spirituals where imagine someone was supposed to help you and they don't. And so the Lord is coming back to them again and saying, Hey, I told you to go help this person or mentor this person. help this person navigate through something. I I told you to be a blessing to this person. This could be where the Lord is like checking you like, hey, I told you to help them or I told you to talk to them. I told you to reach out to them, communicate with them or something. And this not everybody, but it's like Somebody, Lord lighting a fire up under somebody, like, hey, you missed you and it it almost feels like, thank y'all. It almost feels like it's not stopping a blessing, but it's a test of someone else's obedience. Imagine the Lord telling your enemy to come help you. Anyway, it's something like that where your enemy is gonna, and that not everybody, but almost feels like some like somebody who maybe. Don't necessarily want to help you, man, who don't necessarily want to help you, but then they have to help you because the Lord says so. And they're gonna be like, Ugh, I don't know. They ain't ever that ain't that that's not for everybody, but it feels like somebody who don't necessarily want to help is gonna have to help. And then for others, y'all just feels like be be prepared because there's going to be some help. 211. message and gifted that is coming in as well. We just talked about the gifts. clairvoyance, clairsentience, clear audience, clear cognizance, clear knowing. The Lord gave me the King of Swords on yesterday. so for some of you, there may be where there has been confusion or maybe you have been feeling cloudy. Let me just tell y'all, when I was sick last week, I first of all I ain't finna come up here and put that energy out, right? Because I just will, I don't feel like that's what to do. And so for it, but it almost felt like you ever just felt what's the word? Brain fog. Thank y'all. It's like Maybe if you felt foggy or you hadn't been thinking clearly or something like that, you have felt disconnected, it feels like you're coming back into self where you like, okay, I'm back, right? If you have just felt like when I was sick, y'all, it was like, I don't know, you almost it almost felt muffled. And so for some of you, you may be coming back into clarity or whatever fog you have felt like you're kind of walking through. You may long no longer be walking through that. Hidden knowledge being revealed in alignment with the assignment, coming up with the gifted card. So for some of you, there may be instructions, there may be some wisdom that the Lord is going to reveal. this may be something that has it almost feels like it has eluded you in some way where you weren't quite able to figure something out. you're actually going to receive it's like you it's almost like it just hurt crystal clear it's almost like you're gonna be like I know exactly what to do like an aha moment so there may be something that again this is and this could be like you could read something this could be a conversation that you have with somebody or something like that that is going to give you you're gonna be like man it's just like a download you're you're gonna receive the answer that you need Almost immediately. We have 77 coming in. Positive movement forward. Face your fears and rewards for your sacrifice. I wasn't trying to pull five, but it is what it is. So let's clarity it and see what else is coming out. What is the communication? Because for some of you, this may be also where you have to speak up and communicate in some way as well. we love the Lord. 419. This is my scripture for the year, y'all. Philippians 419, and my God will meet. All your needs, not a piece, not a part, all what he said. He's gonna meet all of your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus. God's love, searching for overflow and deserving. at the beginning of the year, y'all, I pull a scripture for the year, and this is my scripture for the year. So it almost I know that we just started the Hebrew year 5787, I believe. It almost feels like for some of y'all, this is like there may be some communication that comes in. This could be the Lord giving you something very specific. This don't even have to come from outside. Thank y'all. Because this 419, it's it's it's in the tomb. Come on, Lord. It's in the tomb, right? So it's almost like there may be some, maybe it's some inner dialogue that you're having with the Lord. Maybe it's something that you have prayed about that don't nobody know about. And it's like the Lord. Is going to give you the answer, the clarity. If you have felt like the Lord has been silent or and he's always speaking, right? Sometimes we just want we want to hear what we want to hear from the Lord. And it feels like some of you, you're going to receive clarity. You're going to receive the answer. You're going to receive a confirmation of something that provision we just talked about, like the Lord is going to supply something that you need. Maybe it's you need to open your mouth and tell the Lord, okay. Maybe you need to pray. I don't know. This is a communication card. So it's like not that the Lord doesn't know what we need and we don't have to go begging. It's simply like, okay, Lord, what what we gonna do? Like, hello. It's something like that. The Lord has been He's been talking to me about, man, He's been talking to me about He never expects us to come begging, y'all. We don't have to beg. Mm. We don't have to beg. Maybe that's maybe that's something that he's trying to show you is like, why aren't you say that again? Why are you not in expectation? Like, why would you think that he won't supply? Why would you think that he wouldn't provide? That might be some warfare that somebody's experiencing or something, the way the enemy's trying to attack you and make you think that he's not going to provide. What he said he's going to provide. He's going to provide it. Okay. Another card about communication. Luke 10 and 9. hearing told y'all over here. This is this is something, this is something to concentrate, receive, entertain, eavesdrop. Okay, observe the headphones. Some of y'all, this might be media in some way, it doesn't have to be, but it's like a communication card. And this is the headphones that are coming in. For some of y'all, you may have like something, the Lord may be putting you into media in some way. I don't know, child. Start a podcast. I don't know, honey. Whatever this is, it feels like the Lord may be he may be giving you a new way to communicate. Mm. He may be giving you a new way to communicate as well. So let's say that he told you he wanted you to, he told you to start the podcast and you ain't did it yet. Well, he's gonna give you the resource to or show you where you need to or how you need to. Start the podcast. I don't know. They're using the podcast as an example. So I don't know if that's something. Maybe there's a story that you have to tell. There's some truth that you need to speak, and you don't even realize it's going to help people. And it's like the Lord is like, Look, I'm gonna give you when the spirit of truth comes. Man, didn't I say that? He will not speak on his own. That was what the Lord gave me this morning. He will not speak on his own. So for some of you are it. You're gonna, it's like there's some divine communication. What what let me see what else this is? It almost like feels exciting, y'all. Where you're it's like you're finally going to get the answer that you've been praying for. New birth. Did I say this out loud? It's for for some of you, it's almost like this is. they were talking. Thank y'all. I don't even fin think I finished the thought. Some of you. This is even though we I know we we're we're at the beginning of the new year, it feels like a new year, new birth, new start that some of you are receiving. That's why they talked about the beginning, the Hebrews new, the the Hebrew new year 5787. Because for many of you, what's happening is you're coming out of the tomb. You're coming out. Come on, Lazarus, you're coming out of the tomb. And so it's like the Lord is helping you to recognize. That you're coming into a new beginning, a new life, new life. Who this right? Who did see? I am doing a new thing. This is creation and metamorphosis, birthing something new and come into being. Let me show y'all a card that I got for this morning. And then it was I so the card that came out was the transformation card. And then under the bottom of the deck was the star. So for some of y'all, this is like going to be a confirmation for you. that you're starting a new journey. And he doesn't want you to keep reflecting. It's not that you won't remember the old, but that it's like the old things are done. So this is going to be a confirmation. And I don't even think I changed the title on TikTok that there's a new beginning that's starting for you. A new, and it's like a confirmation of the shift that you've made. If you've been feeling like your life is shifting in some way. It's like, yeah, it is. Okay, let's see what else. Let's clarity the helpful people. someone will be generous for you to you. Some of you, this is reciprocity, and you're about to start getting back what you've given. Okay. 1311, Proverbs 1311. wealth from get rich quick schemes quickly disappears. Wealth from hard work grows over time. This is patient, increase wisdom, corrupt and destroy, and then knock knock. harmic relationship, drama and chaos. For some of you, let me just tell child, it ain't always easy. But for some of y'all, you've had to shed these relationships that were toxic to where you're trying to go. I hear this all the time. We've heard it, we I'm sure you hear this. Everybody can't go with you. So it's it's like for some of y'all, be mindful of opportunities that look good but ain't good. We've been getting this energy for the past couple of weeks. You're transitioning, right? So this is and ev as evidenced by what we this new birth down here. This is a time where you're vulnerable and be mindful because this is where you, yes, you may have people that are going to come in to try to take advantage of you or jump on your, not your abundance train, jump on your abundance train because they can see that you actually have a gift. a calling. there may be people who want to try to take advantage of that. so just be this is why the Lord may be talking to you, speaking a we'll talk more about it on gifted, but trusting your discernment. The Lord's how did how did he say that this morning? How what y'all say it this morning? It was something I had to write down. It's something about your discernment. Highly intuitive. This is I wrote this in my notes. Highly intuitive, and you can see through people clearly. And it's not all bad, just who they really are, the part that they try to hide. So for some of y'all, your intuition knows is on point. Okay. You know what you know. And people can try to the try, they be trying to play in your face. Again, some man, for real. It's like for some of y'all, man, people keep on trying to again, this is why also speaking to numbers 18, people keep on trying to test your gifts, your talents. well, why don't why they don't know that? You do realize that the Lord allows blocks to happen where there's certain things that He won't let you see. You may be able, you may have a suspicion, but that don't mean that the Lord is going to give you the complete clarity on it or allow He He is in control of who sees what, right? So It's almost like for some of y'all it feels like you keep getting tested in some way. Mm-hmm. It's like somebody keeps trying to test your gifts, test, test and it's like how much testing you wanna do? And it is for some of y'all, you're almost at the point where you just like, Yeah, this is boring. You know what I'm saying? Like because you recognize it and so people keep trying to test you because It's an understanding that your gift doesn't operate the same way. Thank y'all. Your gift doesn't operate the same way that other people's gift operates. So let's as the example of this that they're giving is you can be around. Let's just use psychics. Shout out to the psychics. We you may be around folks that are very it's it's almost like the way that you hear may not be the way somebody else hears. How do we know this? Gifted, right? So it's like people want to keep testing you. Did she hear that? Did she hear what I'm thinking? No. And I don't want to. Does that make sense? Some of y'all are gonna have that moment where you just be like, y'all ain't tired yet. And that's why the Lord, come on, thank you, Lord. That's why He we still in Numbers 18, like, man, we still doing this? Like it's something you were just gonna recognize and just start laughing and just be like, okay. Because again, it's almost like because you're what you're doing is not performative. Thank y'all. Does that make sense? You ain't up here to perform. You're is is man, I because I I know it's not for me. It it isn't we that and that's the difference, and that's why the assignments are different, and that's the difference between you and I don't know who this child miss. This is like serving God is not a performance. Period. It's not a performance, and that's the difference. Mm. That's why the whatever, that's why that's not gonna work. Because you're not up here playing about God. Does that make sense? You're not up here pretending to know God. You real deal are concerned with when when and and I'm using this because they're showing this about media, right? It's like it's people that'll get up here and pretend that they're in service to God, but ain't no play play about God. For many people. And for some of you, it's like you're going to have that moment where it's almost like holy fire, where you're going, it's almost you're going to want to cut somebody, slap the hell out. Okay. But don't do it. It's almost and and it's you're gonna know the difference because serving God is not a performance. And so for some of you, you're it's almost like you're gonna feel offended, but don't don't allow it to pull you out of character. Just you just keep serving in the way that God is asking you to serve. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Anyway, we're moving on from it, but it just feels like you're gonna some of you it's like, and it because it's almost like how the enemy's going to try to pick at you. Let me, let me, let, let me test, let me test. And then go back to number 17 and remember that the Lord is confirming you. Okay. And you can stand on that. One thing we can do is stand on the word of God. And it's some some it may be where someone tries to discredit you or like, they not serving God for real. Let them go talk to God about it. Okay. I ain't got time to be trying to, baby. That's why we in numbers 17, 18 right now. Baby, we ain't got time. I ain't got to prove that. Let God prove you because He's getting ready to do that. And I can't believe we still on this. Moving on. Because child of mess. Here we go. First Corinthians 2 and 9. No eye has ever seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined. What God has prepared for those who love Him with Proverbs 3, 5, and 6 coming in with that as well. trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding and all your ways submit to him and he will make your path straight. Remember, we just got done talking about for some of you that it they showed me a crossroads, and I might not have finished the sentence, but it's like showing me a crossroads where one path that you're walking down. It's like the obstacles just magically are moved out of the way. That's the path you're supposed to be on. Okay. I don't know. It's like a the Lord is going to give some clarity. Again, and the and the way that they're showing this is they're showing this in two almost like in two different directions. For some of you, you're gonna it's almost like standing at a at at a crossroads and being able to see down the path. And on one path, you're gonna have people, it's almost like you can see this. It's like you can see this. You can look at the people. Man, you can see the people that are on, let's just they said do it in in in like separated. So imagine standing at a at a crossroads and you can look left and right and you see one path. And down that path, these it's like people who look sweet. But your discernment is going to show you something about these people. And it's like you're going to be able to pick up on their chaos. And you're going to pick up, it's like little conversation. And you may interact with these people, or you may, and it's like you may visit a path before you truly go down the path or before you make your decision. So for some of y'all, the Lord is going to put you in two different situations where you're going to go and you're going to interact with people. You're going to you know, conversate, you're gonna have an experience with them. You're gonna be able to witness, just kind of see what they're about. And what you're gonna pick up on is drama or chaos. You're gonna, they're gonna try to encourage you to take the fast money, to, you know, to compromise your integrity, your values, something like that. So that's how you're going to, and this is clarity and y'all, the helpful people. It's like they're going to offer, man, it's like somebody's going to offer help, but you're going to be able to see through them. You're going to be able to see through what they're offering because it's not sincere. And it'd be more of a blessing to them than it is to you. And it's almost like they're going to try to take advantage of you. So this is why the Lord is going to give you the opportunity to basically. To basically visit both of these, both sides of this before you choose, right? Someone offer help, but they ain't for real about the help. It's like they're trying to a mess, like they're trying to prove that you're not who you say you are, or they're trying to get you to compromise yourself in some way, but they're gonna disguise they're gonna disguise it as help. Now, on the other the flip side of the coin. You're gonna go deal with some people, and these may be people you don't even normally deal with. These may be people that you know you wouldn't you wouldn't expect them. You gonna conversate with them, you gonna actually figure like maybe you had an opinion of them before. you had an opinion of them before, but now you actually have a conversation with them, or maybe it's you. Right. Maybe somebody has told you that or told people that you this way, this, that, and the third, and you really ain't none of that. Somebody tried to assassinate your character in some way, but then you and somebody end up talking to you and they be like, you ain't even like such and such said you were. No. It's something like that where you you you're gonna find your I don't know if you gonna find yourself or someone's gonna find that situation. I don't know. If you're gonna be the person or if you're gonna realize that about some other people, but it's almost just like two sides of the coin and you're gonna have some understanding and some clarity from it. but just trust that the Lord is showing you both paths because maybe one people, maybe one man, maybe one group of people used to resonate with who you are or who you were, and that may be what you're shedding as well. See, I'm doing a new thing. What else, Lord? Gifted. Recognition and praise. Some of y'all might be recognized for your gifts. Okay, here we go. Now we spent the most the majority or some big old part of this message on today talking about. I don't know. I'm gonna put that card face down. Rest. The first word on this card is rest. I know y'all can't see it. The words are small. This is in the keys of the kingdom deck. It says rest, meditation, relaxation. Patience, sedentary, leave room for neutral and waiting. Matthew 13, 19. When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in their heart. This is the seed sown along the path. Of course, this is speaking to the seed on the on the so different types of soil, right? We talked about rest. We talked about stillness. so for some of you, again, this may be where the Lord, maybe He's developing gifts in some way. As we're clarifying, Claire T and the gifted card and the number 211 as well. What is this card? 1313. Told y'all. The Lord be knowing. The I this is the card told this is the card I got on this morning. 13 death card, transformation. And here's the 13. It's a so for some of you again, this may be multiple things. Thank y'all. Transformation is also on this card. This is the angel numbers deck, but it's like there's a major transformation that you're going through right now, y'all. And it may be happening on multiple levels and multiple ways in your life, right? coming out of the darkness and rebirth. Mind you, we have two cards that are talking about rebirth, plus, we have the transformation card. So Again, for some of you, this may be new gifts as well. that's coming in for you, coming online for you, or the Lord is making operational for you in this season. And how is he going to develop that stillness, right? You got to get still in order to receive it. You got to get still in order to recognize what the Lord is doing. What else, Lord? This just feels like a major, a major confirmation of a shift, a transition, and that's happening in your life. again. He's doing a new thing. So this is him letting you know that. Brilliance is coming in. Next, this says you discover your own genius by breaking away from the grind to follow your own inspiration and your ideas bring recognition. Again, for some of you, the Lord may be bringing you out of the, thank y'all, coming out of the dark. Okay. Maybe you have, and and there are times where you may feel like you have to hermit, right? Because it's really more going within so that you can process the rebirth that's happening. Because it's not easy. When you start transitioning and moving to that next level, y'all, I don't want to be around nobody. Leave me alone because I need to figure out what's going on with self. I need to figure out like, okay, what am I dealing with? So for some of you, you may be feeling called to do that. To to spend more time with self, to be alone, so that you can process what you're going through. so for some of y'all, the Lord is on, I just heard like a refreshing, a refreshing of your light. I don't know if that makes sense, but it's like a refreshing of your light. This is giving hermit energy. So maybe part of the transformation or what you've been experiencing is that soul searching that you need to do. By yourself, right? To really understand and process what it is that you have been going through. And also for some of y'all, maybe this is an acceptance of gifts where you're literally just like, Okay, all right, Lord. I I I realize that this is something that you're calling me into or calling me to use in some way. So maybe you've had to just come to terms with you know that this is a gift and being willing to accept that gift. Okay. Alignment or rewards for your sacrifice and facing your fears. This a lot. Here we go. Message breakthrough is coming through. I didn't, I should have written that in my journal, and I didn't. Many of us are experiencing this, escaping from what controls you, the breakthrough to success. An important development. this is ascension, y'all. Many of us are definitely in an ascension season. We're thinking we're transcending in some way. What else came out with this? Healing is within reach for me. what areas of healing do you want to focus to face and focus on? And man, I didn't want to talk about it, but I guess I had to. spiritual, this is under attack. I'm not gonna end on that. The enemy's playbook doesn't change. Mental confusion, I just talked about coming out of a fog, spiritual warfare and witchcraft. Let me go and pause and put it out here real quick. Let me just say this. Drop this in the chat. It won't work. I'm I'm up in numbers 23. I think that's where I'm at. And let me just say, can I just tell somebody that the enemy ain't got nothing on God? Maybe some people don't know that. Some man, you you almost sometimes I hate to be, I sometimes hate to say stuff. I don't even because it'd be getting on my nervous system because we but we have to talk about the good with the bad, right? Let me just go on ahead and put this out here. The opposition, and this is biblical. Go read it in numbers 22 and 23. For some of you, yes, there have been people that have tried to place word curses on you, hexes, spells, hoodoo, voodoo. I don't give a damn. Whatever it is, it won't work. Cause how you gonna outwork God? Huh? How you gonna outwork God? And the thing about it is it's some folks mad right now because they really thought that what they they really it's the it's the man. I'm trying not to skip ahead, y'all, but it's crazy how the Lord will bring up exactly what's even though I'm a we're we're not there yet. For some of y'all, you gonna have a confirmation. You don't know how you know. You just know that there have been people actively trying to work against you. Thank God for what he protects us from that we don't see. Where you want to read about that? Numbers 22 and 23. Here go Balaam. He goes Balak over and Balaam over here conspiring. Even though Balaam was just, you know, he was doing what he do. Israel and them didn't even much know that somebody was trying to work against them. Ain't it just like God to protect you? Why? Because we're in covenant. We're in covenant with God. God has called us blessed. Do you understand? So for some of y'all, you're going to receive some confirmation that the Lord, that you're going to, it's like knowing see, like, you know, I you may pick up on man, so I don't think somebody like me. And you don't really care, but you just may have in your spirituals that discernment where you're going to be like, it's something about them. And then the Lord gonna be like, Yeah, thank God for what he protects us from that we cannot see. So for some of you, this is going to be, this is how you're gonna know you in alignment because the opposition don't stop. And the Lord will reveal your opposition to you. And you may never, and this is, and for some of you, this is like, don't worry about the folks that you can't see. Cause the opposition's always gonna be there. But you're gonna, it's like the Lord is gonna confirm, like, no, you're not crazy. What? For some of y'all, it's like tingling. I don't know why that's important. But there, I don't, there's it's almost like, man, that's a gift. Some of y'all may be receptive to when somebody's sending negative energy your way. There may be a specific feeling that you get in your body. There may be something that happens when somebody is sending something up against you that may be part of your gifts. I don't know. But there may be some way that, and again, talk to the Lord about it. And and and this is the Lord's saying, like, you ain't got to worry about that because you have protection. You you're highly protected. And unfortunately, it's some folks that's finding out about that because no matter what has come up against you, again, they're not coming up against you, they're coming up against God. Remember that God is in a proving season. Well, should he have to do it? No. Is he going to to prove you? Yes. Because there are people who keep on trying to play this game with God. They're not playing in your face. They're playing in God's face. Because you're not doing anything different. You're simply staying in alignment. And we don't want to, it's like we don't want to hear that. But this is why the Lord is saying, take your focus off of that. Don't focus on the opposition. Don't focus on the enemy. Because that's what He wants you to do. He wants you to be concerned with that. Uh-uh, focus on the promise, focus on the assignment, focus on what the world, focus on your rebirth. Again, this is a vulnerable time. So there are people who are going to try to attack you in the time where they think that you're vulnerable, but God is always protecting. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's like people want to, it's like an attack that wants to happen at the time of your breakthrough. Because understand there may be some of you where the like the Lord is visible. Thank y'all, where the Lord may be making your blessings visible. Does that make sense? He may be making it visible that he has his hand on you. So it's people who just like Balach, no matter how many times Balaam said, I can only say what God tells me to say. I can, I can't, I can't I can't curse him. I got to bless him. He was still trying to put these altars up against the Israelites and it would not work. So it's something like that where the Lord is just like, it's not gonna work. And so I don't feel like this message is for you. I feel like this message is for your ops, who for whatever reason are gonna come across this message. The Lord is gonna put it in front of them at this exact moment to let them know that you might as well stop because what you're trying to do ain't gonna work. You keep trying and it keeps failing, and I'm gonna keep blessing Israel. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Take your focus. This is why we're on four. I don't care nothing about a monitoring spirit. Good. Monitor me, honey. Cause all you're gonna see, you're gonna get a lot of God. That's what you're gonna get. So don't focus. It's like the Lord saying, Don't you worry about that because I'm fighting the bot the battles that you cannot see. You just keep focusing on remaining in good standing righteousness. Thank y'all. Remaining in good standing with me. Because God is your protection. Drop that in the chat. God is your protection. Anyway, moving forward, final words of guidance. And we finna be out this thing. What we got, Lord? Wish come true, which is like a nine of cups. and then we have some of you are moving, it's like there's there's an incoming wish. provoke, unpredictable, combustible, encourage, powerful. so for some of you, it's like there's some way that you're getting ready to. The Lord is getting ready to accelerate you, right? It's like wishes and wish fulfillment and you know, prayers being answered, things that are coming in for you at a rapid pace. Some of you come on, juvenile on fire. Okay. Some of you, there's like something that may be coming in for you. It's like a fire. Didn't I say something about fire? A fire being ignited in some way. And this is in regards to your breakthrough, right? And this is also the way that you're seeing what your breakthrough is. there may be something that. Is finally catching fire in in a way of like a positive way, like gaining momentum because they're showing me the eight of wands. So it's like momentum that's gaining or something, you know, gaining traction, you finally moving forward in some way. It feels like you're finally it in and for some of y'all this could be like pressure within you. Look, Aries energy. So this could be like pressure within you. Or something like you almost feeling like something combustible as well. It's like you know that something's coming and you're almost maybe there's some anticipation, and maybe there's something that you have been is like you just feel almost for lack of just feel like you're about to buzz. Okay, like you feel like like Lord, if this doesn't happen, but it feels like you're finally getting ready to receive some relief in some way. And again, this is about how you see your breakthrough, right? Or what you see as your breakthrough. the way that you interpret the breakthrough that God is actually giving you. It may not look the way that you expected it to look, but it is a breakthrough nonetheless. Okay. why? Because it's a breakthrough to a new birth. Okay. Getting what you wish for, believing the impossible, a desire attained after a long time. Thank y'all. Some of you are getting ready to have your moment. It's like, imagine, remember, we talked about the liminal space. We talked about this in-between space where you're you have it's almost like you have one foot in your past and one foot in your present, one foot in the wilderness, one foot in the promise. And it's like maybe you you're going to have a moment where. You're going to, it's almost like it's going to hit you. Thank y'all. It's almost like it's going to hit you out of nowhere. And you're going to recognize that you're actually living in the promise right now. And you're actually seeing the promise for what it is. You're seeing it, you're, you're seeing the provision for what it is. you're gonna, and maybe it's like, thank y'all. Maybe it's like, You've been waiting for You've been waiting for it to feel like you've caught up to what you've been waiting for. You you're you're waiting for it to to feel real. You're gonna have a moment where it's finally real and it doesn't feel surreal anymore. you're finally going to realize that you're you're currently walking. It's and okay, thank y'all. The bet the way they're explaining this is that It's like thinking that you're you're far from the kingdom when the kingdom is always with you. The kingdom is within, right? So if you're always telling yourself that you're st you're still in pursuit of it, then you don't have the full experience of it. It's like understanding that you're experiencing it now and it's not in the future. Because if you keep telling yourself it's in the future, you'll always feel like you're chasing it versus the Lord saying, like, no, the kingdom of heaven is at hand. It's right now. So you're experiencing He wants you to start experiencing the promise now because you truly are walking in it right now. Okay. And once you switch into that mentality and that understanding, it's like you'll start to, you're gonna have that moment where you're just like, man, I'm really. I'm living it. I'm not waiting for it. Okay. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. what is today? I am not here. I won't be here tomorrow. I don't know. If I'ma see how I feel on tomorrow, I'm not, I I don't plan. I won't be here at five o'clock. I've told you that. will not be here at 5 a.m. tomorrow for sure because i do not work tomorrow and so i won't be here at five but i may jump on i'm gonna see how it goes it may just be later on in the day so y'all turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime i go live or post a video thank y'all so much for the likes the shares the comments the subscribes the love the energy i'm so truly truly grateful may the lord bless you and keep you May he bless the work of your hands and may you prosper and everything that you do on this day. I will see y'all when I see y'all. Y'all make sure y'all go hydrate your soul. Drink your water. Say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose, on purpose. I will see y'all on the next one. Y'all make sure y'all go read. Numbers, okay. We'll be in numbers 19 when we come back. I don't even much remember because y'all I done moved so far ahead. I don't even remember which num where I'm at, what numbers 19 is about, but we'll be back. I was supposed to do it today, wasn't it? Was I just seen y'all over there. Numbers 19 when I come back. It may be tomorrow, it may be Wednesday, it may be Thursday. I don't know. But we will be back, okay? Cause I am okay. I'm back. I love y'all in real life. Y'all go be great and amazing, great and amazing. I will see y'all on the next one. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. Child, I gotta figure out what to do with my what's it called? thank you, bye Paula. Y'all have a good day. I love y'all, bye y'all.