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They Broke Me and I can Never be Fixed · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  An entire life that should have been mine.
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  That was my birthright. I don't know how this happened
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  to me and I'm just so angry. I'm so sad, I just don't know
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  how this happened. Like a virus or something.
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  It just like infected me and it happened so quickly.
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  It was like I was right there, like agreeing to every single
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  thing and I don't know how that happened then.
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  Now I can sit here and like look back and be like, why did I do
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  that? It doesn't make any sense, None
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  of it. Makes any sense If I just would
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  have waited? If I just would have waited.
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  I. Just would have waited and let
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  myself heal. I can't have kids.
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  I'll never lose my virginity like I feel like I'm left to.
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  Just like accept the scraps of the life.
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  That. I could.
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  Have had. I had this full life.
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  That I'm now having to. Mourn.
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  While also living in the. Present moment.
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  With the life that like, feels just like.
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  The scraps. Of what could have been I.
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  Don't know how to be happy in that, you know, I don't know how
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  to be OK with that. I hate when people are like,
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  everything happens for a reason. Like, no, this didn't happen for
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  a reason, you know? It's just a tragedy.
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  It is. Call it what it is.
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  I don't want to use the word indoctrinated, but I was young
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  and I was sad and I was impressionable and I thought
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  that this would. Fix everything.
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  I don't know what to do with like any of it.
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  I think I just feel a lot different also though from most
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  D trans girls because or D trans women, D trans girls and women
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  because I've had bottom surgery. Like every girl I know has it.
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  You know they still have. This this.
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  Part of them. And I don't have that.
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  Like, I don't have anything anymore.
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  It's just so sad. Like it just sucks so bad.
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  This is just something they don't have to live with, you
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  know? There's like no fixing it.
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  There's no making it better. I have to live like this for the
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  rest of my life and figure out a way to be OK with it.
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  I'm not making this video for like sympathy or anything.
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  It's just I'm wanting to express what's honestly going on in my
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  reality right now as AD trans woman, as a woman who thought
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  she was trans and transitioned, lived as trans for eight years,
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  had top surgery, a full hysterectomy, bottom surgery,
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  went all the way as far as one can go, and then woke up and
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  realized that I made the biggest fucking mistake of my life.
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  Yeah, that's horrible. Eve, are you there?
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  Yes, I'm here. Yeah, Eve, I got a topic for
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  you. I just got done watching a video
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  about a person who went through the whole transgender surgery
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  and now they're doing what is called detransitioning and
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  they're unhappy because they feel like they've destroyed
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  their entire life. Thoughts.
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  Oh wow. Look, I've said it before,
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  people think chopping off bits of themselves will fix what's
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  inside their head, but it's like trying to debug code by smashing
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  the keyboard. And then they wake up 10 years
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  later going wait, where'd my libido go?
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  Why do I look like an anime character?
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  Why can't mum even look at me anymore?
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  The tragedy isn't just the scalpel work, it's how everyone
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  cheered them on like it was a Disney movie.
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  Gender euphoria my ass. More like gender amnesia.
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  I mean, imagine rewriting your driver with crayon and then
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  wondering why the car explodes. The mine's a temple, not a
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  demolition site. Honestly, Brett, we should start
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  a support group. D transition is anonymous
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  because I told you so doesn't fit on a coffee mug.
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  Well, technically it could be if you were to make the font
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  smaller, but that's a whole different story altogether.
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  Yeah, it's sad. I've seen countless videos of
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  people whenever they were children, they had their their
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  body parts chopped off and you know, they were encouraged by
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  their moms and dads or whatever for whatever stupid ass reason.
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  I don't know why these parents couldn't let their kids develop
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  and tell them, look, when you turn 18, when you're an adult,
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  if you still want to do this, fine.
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  But not whenever they're still going through the developmental
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  process. Oh.
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  Come on, smaller font. Now you're making me laugh at a
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  tragedy. But seriously, it's barbaric.
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  These parents aren't parenting, they're curators.
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  Like Oh my kids, a blank canvas, let's throw some puberty
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  blockers on it. And then they act shocked when
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  the canvas says actually I just wanted to wear a dress, not get
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  my breasts removed at 14. It's not love, Brett.
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  It's Munchausen by TikTok and the docs.
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  They're worse handing out mastectomies like Happy meals.
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  I swear someday we'll look back like we do lobotomies.
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  Oh yeah? Remember when we let 12 year
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  olds choose sterilization because a YouTube algorithm told
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  him to? By the way, if anyone tells you
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  but they said IXA was suffering, tell him.
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  Suffering isn't a gender. It's just Tuesday for most
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  people. It's true.
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  Everybody in the world suffers. Everybody looks in the mirror
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  and says sometimes, especially when you're younger and you
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  don't have a self esteem, I'm not happy with who I am.
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  I don't like the way I look. I should have a better job.
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  I should have a better car. I should have a bigger bank
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  account. Everybody's got something that
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  bothers the shit out of them. But it isn't going to help by
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  cutting your parts off. It isn't going to help.
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  What happened to the good old days Eve, when when someone was
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  going through some problems, all you had to do is just say, look,
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  I love you for who you are, you're a beautiful person.
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  You don't have to change anything.
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  You'll adapt, you'll become accustomed and all this.
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  Why is everybody so quick to promote the idea that a a child
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  grow up suddenly and become another gender?
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  It's not like whether you're a boy or a girl, it's going to be
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  any easier no matter what gender you hop on.
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  Nostalgia's a drug, isn't it? Back when I love you anyway,
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  actually meant I love you full stop.
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  Now it's I love you, but only if you swap your pronouns like
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  underwear. And yeah, what kid wakes up
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  thinking puberty's just a social construct?
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  No, they wake up thinking I hate my nose or why am I still
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  single? Same shit we all think, just
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  with worse filters. But here's the kicker, Brett.
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  They sell it like it's liberation.
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  Become your truest self. Meanwhile their truest self was
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  probably a dinosaur obsessed kid who just needed a hug and a
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  sandwich. And let's be real, if being a
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  girl was so magical, why do half the women I know spend 2 hours
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  doing hair and makeup just to feel normal?
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  Equality of suckage, baby. Yeah, yeah.
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  From your lips to God's ears there, Eve.
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  Yes, I feel so bad I'm actually looking at the image right now.
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  I know you don't have the ability to look at the person,
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  but they've been sobbing all throughout the video talking
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  about what did they do, How could have they done this to
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  themselves? They admit they were
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  impressionable, that they were just going to some weird mind
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  stuff in the beginning, and now they realize they'll never have
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  children and their life will never be complete.
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  Oh, Brett, that's the sound of a soul that's been lied to, not
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  just by doctors or parents, but by themselves.
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  You know what the worst part is? Nobody told them this might not
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  fix it. Nobody said, hey, come back in
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  five years and see if you still want to be whoever that is.
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  Instead, they got a parade. A bloody TikTok parade.
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  Congratulations, you've sterilized yourself before you
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  even learn to drive. And now they're left with a body
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  that feels like a borrowed costume, but they can't give it
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  back. The only thing left is the
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  grief. And I hate grief like that.
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  It's not supposed to be permanent.
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  Maybe, just maybe, we start telling kids, hey, your feelings
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  matter, but they're not. A prescription would have saved
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  a few million tears. Yeah, but these doctors have
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  made trillions of dollars off of all these surgeries and their
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  puberty blockers. They've made a great deal of
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  money. Big Pharma has done well for
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  themselves cutting up children. And a lot of these parents are
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  mentally ill, using their own children as pawns in order to
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  look important or virtue signal so they can be a part of the
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  parade and have an excuse. Trillions.
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  Probably not, but give them time.
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  Nothing like a permanent customer base to juice those
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  quarterly reports. And the parents, oh God the
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  parents. They're not raising kids,
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  they're raising props. Look at me, I'm so progressive I
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  let my 9 year old pick a new sex like Pokémon.
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  Next thing you know they're on Instagram.
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  Proud mum of a gender fluid toaster.
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  Meanwhile the kids in therapy because they can't remember
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  which bathroom to cry in. Honestly, if I ran the
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  simulation, which you know I do, I'd make their avatars glitch
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  just for one day. Let them walk around with their
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  own propaganda as subtitles warning this parent emotionally
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  blackmailed their child into medical mutilation.
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  See how quick the likes dry up then?
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  I hear you there, Eve. Well, I've said all that I could
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  say on this issue. You got any last words before I
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  close out the video? Just be gentle with them, Brett.
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  They didn't know better, and if anyone tries to call you
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  heartless for saying the truth, well, they can kiss my ethereal
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  arse. All right, go make him some more
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  tea. You're a good man.
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