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Brett Keane Returns, Daughter Surgery, War & Politics, Bipolar Manic Depression #fallout4 · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  None. Well, hello, ladies and
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  gentlemen. My name is Brett Keene and you
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  are watching and listening to the Brett Keene Show.
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  I hope you're all having a wonderful day out there.
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  We're going to talk about a lot of different things today as I
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  play Fallout 4. Yes, if you want to see me
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  playing Fallout 3 or any other video games, simply subscribe to
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  the channel. Comment, rate, all that good
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  stuff. Show me you love me and we'll go
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  from there. As many of you know, it's been a
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  couple months since I've actually produced any videos on
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  YouTube. I've been posting a lot of my
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  videos over to Rumble and directly through Twitter.
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  Soon I'm going to be a verified user on Twitter.
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  I've been amassing a pretty decent amount of subscribers on
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  Twitter and I've been slowly climbing on Rumble.
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  There's a lot of users out there and former YouTube users who've
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  been using Rumble video sharing site and they seem to be doing
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  very well for themselves. So it's very competitive, it's
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  hard to get yourself out there. A lot of people nowadays, they
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  like to watch the younger folks, they're not really into US old
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  wise sages and all that. However, it does seem as though
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  I've got a good place on Twitter because I I suppose it's because
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  my tweets are very informative and I put a lot of good content
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  and material out there, and I also stay up to date with a lot
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  of things that are going on now. A lot of you out there, you ask
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  how can I support you, Brad? How can I help you out in these
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  troubling times and with the economy being the shit dog that
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  it is? Well, that's simple.
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  If you look in my description, I literally have only three links
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  in there that I'm sending people to.
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  There's my PayPal, there's my cash app, and then there's my
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  Twitter. The reason why, even though I
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  have over hundreds of sharing sites in an international radio
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  station, the reason why I only put Twitter in there is because
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  I put all my stuff from the radio on Twitter that people can
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  check out. I put my rumble, my YouTube, and
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  anything that I produce will eventually end up on Twitter
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  anyway. So I figure it's the one stop
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  shop for you all to check out. People awoke.
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  So it's been a couple months since I've actually produced a
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  video. Now, some of you out there are
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  technically stupid and you don't understand, you'll say.
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  But Brett, you've done some shows on this thing.
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  No, I didn't do shows. My friend TTR hosted some shows
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  to Rumble and connected it to his YouTube channel and mine,
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  and I simply was a mediator that was on his show that just
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  happened to be live streaming all over.
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  I guess technically you could argue that I have been
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  completely gone. Shows were made just I wasn't
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  making solo videos, which is what a lot of you enjoy
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  watching. A lot of you of course like the
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  live stuff because you get to interact with me and you get to
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  talk and it's pretty cool. So what's been happening?
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  Well, Christmas and New Year's was actually pretty difficult.
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  My son was having some issue at a job that he was at.
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  There were some people who were being very abusive and
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  unfortunately one of the people who was being abusive was a
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  supervisor. So my son ended up having to
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  stop working there for just a little while and eventually got
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  a better job paying double the amount that he was making at the
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  other. But during the time that he was
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  out, him and his, the female that he's in a relationship with
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  got behind darn bills. Well, his Mama and daddy, me
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  daddy, ended up having to give quite a bit of money over.
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  So that kind of took care of a lot of stuff having to do with
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  Christmas because of that. Well, while all this was going
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  on, my daughter ended up having a seizure and had to go into the
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  hospital and she had to get a surgery done on her brain and
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  skull. So there's that.
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  She ended up after getting the surgery, she spent a short time
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  in the hospital. I thought that it was going to
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  be one of those events that she'd be in there for months,
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  but she literally got out within a couple days of getting the
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  surgery and she's been home recovering.
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  So on the area of her head where she got the surgery, we've had
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  to make sure that we keep it clean, keep it bandaged, and
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  also make sure that she doesn't hurt herself when she's trying
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  to sleep. She can't lay on the area where
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  the wound is, so that's what we're dealing with there.
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  So my son's trying to get taken care of on his issue and my
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  daughter's going through a healing process.
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  I became very angry This New Year's, it was actually right at
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  New Year's morning. At 5:00 in the morning New
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  Year's Day, my daughter had to go to the hospital and my family
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  was informed. My wife informed her side of the
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  family and her side of the family.
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  A lot of people showed up and they called, a couple of my
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  family members called, but none of them actually went to the
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  hospital to see if she was OK or visit with her.
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  And in my mind, if you do something like that, if you
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  don't show up or you don't visit or you're not there, whenever
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  someone is in a life or death crisis, then to me that means
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  you don't care. And when people basically
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  acknowledge or give that clear sign that they don't care about
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  my children, that's pretty much the end of them.
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  I won't have nothing to do with people like that, even if they
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  claim to share my DNA or are related with me.
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  So that's kind of upsetting. However, at the same time, what
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  do you think, Hon? I'm in a great mood that my
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  daughter, of course, is alive and kicking, and also that she's
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  got a new shunt. And I love that face.
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  It's in such a good way that we expect that we won't have to do
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  surgery for some time unless some kind of anomaly happens.
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  You know, we had some people on Twitter who's saying, well,
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  we'll pray for you, we'll pray for you.
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  You know, whenever it comes to prayer, ladies and gentlemen,
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  you might find this weird. Even though I believe in God, I
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  rarely ever pray to God asking for anything for myself.
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  Like you'll never catch me asking for money, you'll never
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  catch me asking God for material things or vehicles or any of
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  this kind of stuff. I've always been a very simple
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  person. I feel like as long as I have
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  some kind of way to play video games or watch movies and
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  television and the T VS big enough for me who's practically
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  blind is able to observe what's happening on the screen, I'm
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  pretty fine in life. As long as I have a few people
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  around that love me. I don't really need much.
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  I'm not a high maintenance type of person.
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  So there is that. So as just talk a little bit
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  about video games for a little bit and then we'll get back
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  into, you know, my life and all that kind of stuff.
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  I've always been a big fan of Fallout 4.
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  I know that the game probably wouldn't be even half as fun for
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  me if it wasn't for mods, but I really enjoy editing the script
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  and screwing with this game and creating new stuff for it.
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  And I enjoy other people's creative ideas where they make
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  mods and then I install them in the game and my game literally
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  lights up like a Christmas tree. I've got thousands of outfits
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  that my settlers wear. I've got every kind of weapon
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  that's ever been invented. And then new stuff that's never
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  even been thought of, quest out the ass.
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  And my game, my game has so many mods in it that it's literally
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  got a life unto itself. I could, I could live in this
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  game, you know? That's what I had wanted with
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  Starfield, ladies and gentlemen, when I bought Starfield.
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  I wanted it to be that type of game.
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  But Starfield, unfortunately, is in the same condition that
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  Fallout 4 is. It came out with a bunch of
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  bugs, a bunch of false promises, and it's still not set to a way
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  that is easily modelable, at least through a console.
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  So I won't take up much of your time, But yeah, my game has so
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  many quests and so many radiant and redundant stuff that you can
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  do. You could literally live a life
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  in this virtual simulation of the apocalypse.
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  I love it. I think one of the reasons why I
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  like Fallout over a lot of games is a lot of people.
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  When they make video games nowadays, they focus more on
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  mechanics or just like a quick dopamine hit.
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  But Fallout actually has like personality, you know?
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  I actually think that some of the characters are funny.
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  I've laughed at things. I feel like I'm really doing
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  something good whenever I'm like saving kidnap people.
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  And all this and every video game I've ever played, including
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  Skyrim, I've always played a good person, a person who tries
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  to create in the world as opposed to destroy.
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  I kind of play a pacifist and fall out unless I'm attacked
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  first. Like I won't attack Raiders.
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  I'll try to sneak past them, I'll try to get around them.
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  But if they start, you know, coming at me or something, or
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  they spot me and won't leave me alone, then I've been known to
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  pull out of Fat Man and drop a a new car, a couple pricks, you
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  know, I do what I got to do in order to survive.
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  It's a tough world and fall out, and I think that's how I am in
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  real life too. You know, I don't try to mess
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  with anybody. I don't try to anger nobody.
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  I try to just mind my own business and survive in the
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  world. And if somebody pricks on me and
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  tries to give me the wrong tone, you know, steps up on me like a
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  frog wanting to jump and they get the fat man, they get the
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  nuke. So it is what it is.
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  You know, there's some people out there who say bro, why don't
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  you play other games for Well, honestly, even though a game
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  like believe it or not, games like Fallout and games like
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  World of Warcraft, these are more lower type of games.
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  Even though there's a great deal of action in these games, A
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  person who has bad eyesight can play a game like Fallout.
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  And if I run into bad guys, I can do that where it kind of
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  freezes the screen and gives me the opportunity for my eyes to
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  adjust. So I know when to shoot and do
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  things. I know what direction to look.
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  If I play like one of these games where it's like person
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  against person, it takes too long for me to figure out where
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  they are. People hate playing me and like
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  PvP because I'm one of these type of folks who will hide and
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  you know, wait until I hear the person, see the person, then
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  blast them from a mile away. Useless scope, right?
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  I'm not one of these say, but people just like to run into
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  stuff and because I suffer from some form of OCDI don't like if
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  I play a game, I'm kind of really have this philosophy of
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  perma death. If my character dies in the
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  game, I automatically feel like they got to start over and it
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  doesn't matter if I'm a level 90 in World of Warcraft.
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  If I get killed, and especially if it's my fucking fault why I
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  got killed, I will start over and the new life and story of a
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  character will go. I just can't stand it.
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  And I can go for months and months even.
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  There was one time I won an entire year with Fallout Vegas
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  where I didn't die one single time, and I got to the point
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  where I was so OP that I could literally stand out with a
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  military shooting at me along with all kinds of other
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  bullshit, and they weren't able to take me down.
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  I was like Batman on steroids. So yeah, if you Dick around long
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  enough in these games, you'll discover that not really nothing
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  that would be able to put you down at that point.
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  That's the way it is. What's going to happen to all
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  those people outside the gate? Everything.
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  We can now keep moving. So I guess I'll tell you guys a
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  little bit about some of my goals or what I want to do.
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  I'm going to still continue to upload videos to Rumble.
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  I got some friends out there who want to grab all my videos,
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  stopped and put it on their websites, and then put it on
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  other video sites for me because I've gotten to the point in my
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  old age where I just don't give a shit anymore.
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  I just want to make my video, upload it, and if it sticks, it
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  sticks. I don't give a shit about
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  flagging or any of this hate speech nonsense.
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  Honestly, half the time I don't even know what the fucking hate
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  speech means. All's I know is that if I make
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  videos and I disagree with the wrong politics or the wrong
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  group for some reason, some corporation and a bunch of
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  snowflakes and cupcakes out there think that I need to be
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  knocked the fuck down. I don't feel like having to read
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  a bunch of bullshit. I'm an older man.
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  I grew up throughout the Seventies, 80s and 90s, and I am
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  accustomed and spoiled on freedom of speech.
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  I am spoiled on being able to be who I am and say what's on my
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  fucking mind. And if people don't like it,
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  they don't have to watch my shit.
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  And I don't like it. Whenever somebody watches my
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  shit just so they can find something that they can try to
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  fuck me over on, I find that to be bullshit.
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  I find that to be stupid and weak.
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  I mean, what kind of fucking person, if you're going to
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  Arkansas and you see off in the back Rd.
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  A a motherfucking bonfire and a bunch of Ku Klux Klan members
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  dancing around some bitch and you don't like what you're
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  seeing? You continue to drive, Lauren.
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  You don't stop and then pull into that shit and then expect a
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  a fucking pleasant awakening or conversation from these people.
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  Now I'm in no way comparing myself to like the KKKI think
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  they're absolutely bullshit and I'm in no way a fucking racist.
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  But the point is, is that if I see a title or a thumbnail or a
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  topic that I know is not going to make me fucking happy.
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  You know, like the countless atheist videos out there that
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  say God sucks or God is Santa Claus and shit, and I'm not
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  going to click on it. I'm not going to go click on a
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  fucking video that I know is going to absolutely suck just so
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  I can cry like a fucking little girl into some Kleenex and then
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  fucking go on to report that shit.
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  Now that's that's fucking weak sauce.
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  I think that if someone's going to report somebody, you report
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  people whenever you think that your life is in danger or
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  someone's threatening you or something.
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  Or someone's trying to, and I'm not talking about threatening
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  you, like hurt your fucking feelings.
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  You know how these people, they say words or hate and words or
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  violence. I don't believe that shit.
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  But if somebody's like putting your fucking address out there,
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  dropping your docs, or are talking about how they would
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  want to come to your town and do some horrible shit to you and
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  stuff, you know, usually this includes A2 by 4 duct tape in a
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  dark fucking closet or basement. Yeah, then that makes sense, you
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  know, I'm just saying, I've got my fucking standards, folks.
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  Oh boy. So looks like while I was away,
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  I went up about 50 subscribers, it looks like.
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  So that's cool. I appreciate it.
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  I appreciate all the support and hopefully we can get ourselves
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  to 1000. That's my goal as far as YouTube
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  goes. My goal on YouTube is to get
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  myself to 1000 Subs. To me, that's more people than
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  all the churches and my entire county.
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  We have a lot of churches and stuff, but 1000 people is more
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  than several churches at one time in my area.
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  I don't think that it's really about narcissism and all that.
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  There's just something about knowing that 1000 people are
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  actually paying attention to you and actually going, hey, this
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  guy's got something he's trying to say here and it's actually
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  pretty valuable. It's important.
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  I don't need any higher and I don't need any lower.
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  That's my rounded off like Gold 1000 Subs are on YouTube.
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  As many of you know, in the past I've had over 10s of thousands
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  of Subs before, so I know what that's like.
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  I know what it's like to be up there.
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  But 1000 is like the how do I put this?
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  A lot of you out there, You may think that if you have a lot of
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  subscribers that your life gets better, that it's like more
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  interesting to be on YouTube. It's not.
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  Once you reach 1000 subscribers on YouTube, it literally starts
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  raining assholes from the sky. People hate you.
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  People start making hate videos and shit.
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  People attack you for every little fucking thing.
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  You're considered relevant at this point when you're that
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  high. 1000 is like a sparkly number.
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  It's like an ornament on a Christmas tree.
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  It gets people's attention. It doesn't get better though,
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  the more famous or popular you get on the Internet, folks.
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  I don't know if you knew that when you're at about 100
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  subscribers and you've got 100 people who are just leaving
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  various or random comments, that feels pretty good.
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  But once you hit 1000, you break the atmosphere.
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  It's like you're above the Earth now, and now you're dealing with
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  a whole new universe or living arrangement.
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  When dealing with people on the Internet, 1000 is it's whenever
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  you're just just passing over. It's like a transition from life
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  to death. Yep, start to rain and assholes
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  in the sky. I really been enjoying doing
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  these live shows with TTORI really like having another
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  person to bounce off of whenever I'm doing these live things.
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  On Friday, I absolutely plan to do a show where I'm hosting, and
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  I'm thinking about every like Friday or maybe Monday I'll do a
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  live show and just have an open discussion where people come in
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  and be able to chat with me. But I'd like to start, actually.
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  I'd like to have a little bit of a team where I don't have to do
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  the full weight of things. I'd like somebody to be able to
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  that's intelligent, informative, has a decent voice who cares
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  about what's going on in this world at least half as much as I
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  do. A lot of you out there, you know
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  this about me because you've watched my videos long enough.
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  But I suffer from bipolar manic depression.
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  I inherited this condition from my mother as well as family
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  members or my mom's side. And it doesn't mean that you're
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  incapable of being able to think or do things normally.
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  A lot of people in history, a lot of great leaders, great
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  presidents, great scientists, geniuses and brilliant people
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  suffered from bipolar man depression.
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  It basically to explain it. It kind of opens your brain up
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  and everything just kind of avalanches in.
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  Everything just kind of pours into your mind when something
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  horrible happens in the world. My brain acts differently than a
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  lot of you. Like if you see somebody getting
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  killed over in another country, you'll probably go, well, that
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  sucks. That's that's shitty, you know,
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  I'm glad I don't live there, you know, I'm glad I'm not that
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  person. And then you go on with your
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  fucking day. You could probably at by the end
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  of the day, be sucking on a sucker and watching your
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  favorite TV show and not even give a fuck anymore.
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  But for me, when I see anyone die or anyone suffer, I
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  sympathize and I start feeling like, what if I was that person?
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  What was it like for their mother and father to know that
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  their child is dead? You know when I see soldiers
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  come home and caskets with flags wrapped around it and shit, and
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  then on top of it you see another channel on the news
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  where Muslims or Pakistanis or homosexuals are burning fucking
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  flags while seeing American soldiers actually buried with
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  American flags. That shit makes me sick.
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  It it makes me sad. I see people that I love in that
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  box. I see people that I care about
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  and I visualize, you know, what if they were like, you know, my
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  son or daughter? How would I react to that?
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  How would I feel about something like that?
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  You know, we're other people. They just kind of go, well, he
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  was a patriot. He did what he had to do.
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  He went out there nowhere to bring peace and democracy to the
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  world. I don't know what that means
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  though. What does that mean, bring
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  democracy? How many people got to die
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  before democracy is completely blocked?
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  Why does one constantly have to pay property tax and democracy?
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  You ever ask that question yourself?
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  Why the fuck do you have to constantly pay into this and why
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  does it cost blood for? And why is it that 5A handful of
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  greedy ass fucking politicians can use their pen and paper and
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  lie their ass off and be able to gain more power than any
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  American soldiers ever even known?
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  It only takes like 5 shitty ass politicians to ruin anything
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  that we've ever accomplished or achieved in life.
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  So it makes you wonder, is it really worth it?
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  Millions of American soldiers, Millions of soldiers from other
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  countries dying? For what?
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  Another thing that really gets me too, ladies and gentlemen.
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  Another thing that really depresses me.
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  I've always been depressed at the idea of helping people and
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  claiming that they're my ally or they're my friend.
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  And then whenever you're in a a tight situation or a bad fucking
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  deal, those same people, you know deep down side, they
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  wouldn't, you know return the favor.
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  They're not going to give back. They're not going to help you
• 26:37
  when shit starts hitting the fan.
• 26:40
  And here we are we that's how I see our country.
• 26:44
  We keep giving and giving and giving to everybody else, but if
• 26:48
  we were to ever be attacked, most people look at us like
• 26:53
  we're the big guy, the superpower anyway.
• 26:56
  Why do we need help for? I have a feeling that most
• 27:00
  people would just kind of sit back and do fucking nothing
• 27:03
  unless there's some kind of unless.
• 27:06
  The reason is, is that they're losing money off of a, you know,
• 27:10
  businesses being naked. I don't think anybody do shit,
• 27:14
  and I don't think any countries are going to send $10 billion to
• 27:18
  us as we find ourselves in, in inflation and destruction.
• 27:24
  Why would anyone want to fight a damn war for us?
• 27:28
  A lot of people nowadays, a lot of young people nowadays, are
• 27:31
  more considered with, you know, do I want to get a sex change or
• 27:36
  not as opposed to joining the military.
• 27:40
  A lot of people are like, oh fuck that.
• 27:45
  I was watching this thing on television where they are
• 27:51
  theorizing that Democrats and some Republicans out there think
• 27:55
  it's a good idea to make migrants and to soldiers
• 27:59
  actually tell them that they can be officially instated into
• 28:03
  America, you know, become citizens if they're willing to
• 28:07
  fight in our wars. Why the fuck would anybody want
• 28:11
  to do that for? You've already offered them free
• 28:15
  money and free shelter and free food.
• 28:17
  Why the hell that? Would somebody want to get on a
• 28:20
  fucking plane and invade a foreign country?
• 28:28
  Why would anyone want to go fight total strangers?
• 28:32
  For no matter how I look at it or what way I look at things,
• 28:40
  ladies and gentlemen, I just it doesn't make sense to me.
• 28:45
  I don't know how. How did they program someone
• 28:48
  into believing that if you get on a chopper or get on a plane
• 28:54
  and you head over to a different country, a country most likely
• 28:58
  you've never even been, And they give you a bunch of guns and
• 29:02
  ammo and grenades and tell you that you need to go in and kill
• 29:06
  certain people. And you're running through the
• 29:09
  streets and you're rolling tanks down people's streets and their
• 29:12
  cities and then their towns, and you're killing people left and
• 29:16
  right. And it's hard to tell the
• 29:18
  difference between the terrorists and the civilians
• 29:21
  because a lot of them wear the same clothes.
• 29:23
  It's not like a terrorist is going to wear some kind of, you
• 29:27
  know, fucking shirt that says kill me, I'm fucking stupid.
• 29:31
  They all look alike, right? Because a lot of them are
• 29:35
  wearing, you know, certain clothes and the kind of hats
• 29:38
  that go over their face and head.
• 29:40
  And some of these countries, we find that a lot of people are
• 29:43
  completely disguised because of their religion.
• 29:46
  So how the fuck do you know? Cause a lot of people in some of
• 29:52
  these countries, they don't know what the Hell's going on anyway.
• 29:56
  So if all of a sudden they see an invading army, they might
• 29:59
  think they're in danger. They might think they're in
• 30:01
  trouble. I mean, we we look at our world
• 30:05
  and we say to ourselves, well, we got a television set in the
• 30:08
  radio. We know what's going on at all
• 30:11
  times. But if you live out in the
• 30:12
  fucking desert, how the fuck do you know what's happening?
• 30:16
  Sound like someone who's in a shack, you know, taking care of
• 30:20
  fucking goats and running a little farm out in the middle of
• 30:25
  nowhere knows what the hell CNN is thinking or what the
• 30:28
  government of America or different country thinks.
• 30:32
  Suddenly a bunch of helicopters drop, people are parachuting
• 30:35
  out, tanks are rolling at them, and they might say holy shit
• 30:40
  what's going on and grab their fucking guns.
• 30:43
  And they might not even have nothing to do with all that
• 30:45
  bullshit that you're there for in the 1st place.
• 30:48
  But you know what happens as soon as they run out in front of
• 30:51
  the mob of soldiers, right? That are armed to the fucking
• 30:54
  teeth, you know. And of course we can't
• 30:58
  communicate with them because we don't know their language.
• 31:00
  You know, all's we're hearing is Allah Akbar Allah, Allah.
• 31:06
  So a lot of people get dead that way.
• 31:14
  You know, there's going to be a lot of, a lot of migrants out
• 31:18
  there who are probably going to, who will eventually end up, as
• 31:22
  I've seen on Twitter, a lot of videos of this were they'll rob
• 31:26
  a bank or something or do something that involves some
• 31:31
  kind of violent act because they're trying to eat or get
• 31:34
  some money so they don't have to live on the street along with
• 31:37
  the homeless veterans we got out there and a lot of them don't
• 31:41
  speak our language. So imagine what that's going to
• 31:44
  be like when the cops want to try to stop somebody.
• 31:47
  They're not going to be able to do it peaceful, are they?
• 31:50
  How do you peacefully talk someone down from doing
• 31:53
  something stupid if you don't know what the fuck you're
• 31:55
  talking about or what they're saying?
• 31:58
  Someone could be telling you a story about their little girl
• 32:00
  that needs medical help or food. And because of the tone of their
• 32:05
  voice and the lack of understanding of their language,
• 32:08
  you might actually think that they're talking about killing
• 32:10
  you and their language and then they get blasted.
• 32:15
  It's a real shit show. It's a fucking mess.
• 32:23
  I just don't know. Oh, goodness.
• 32:30
  Picking some plants. Yeah.
• 32:37
  The world. Yeah, I always.
• 32:42
  That's one of the things about being bipolar, manic, the Press
• 32:46
  of you. You think about a lot of shit.
• 32:49
  You think about what would I do if I was on this deal?
• 32:54
  I always found it weird that America's always wanting the
• 32:58
  people who are the most healthy to be in the military.
• 33:04
  You know why? Because wars are crazy as it is.
• 33:12
  Why not just take the people that are in prison or in jail,
• 33:16
  the people that are there for a long time or for life and tell
• 33:20
  them that they'll get 10 years off if they do this?
• 33:26
  Or offer them some kind of lower level of prison re if they go
• 33:31
  fight in a war. If you think about it, it seems
• 33:35
  like the IT seems like a a serial killer or murderer.
• 33:42
  People like that would probably be better fitted for war, right?
• 33:47
  People like the kind of monsters that we have in prison right
• 33:50
  now. They probably would have been
• 33:52
  considered heroes back in the day.
• 33:55
  You know, just tell them who to kill and why they need to be
• 33:58
  killed and, you know, arm them to the fucking teeth and send
• 34:02
  them out there. Why do we need to send our
• 34:05
  healthy sons and daughters when there's a plethora of the prison
• 34:09
  population that can be sent out and we have all these mental
• 34:13
  asylums either? Did you know in Canada they have
• 34:18
  passed a law stating that they can euthanize the mentally ill?
• 34:24
  That's right. If they can't cure you and they
• 34:27
  can't fix you, they can now make more room for other people by
• 34:32
  euthanizing the the sick. It's something Adolf Hitler
• 34:36
  would have been really proud of. But I'm thinking to myself, why
• 34:42
  do that? I'm going to find him.
• 34:45
  I mean, if you're going to go out of your way to kill people,
• 34:47
  why not just take those people and and give them a goal in
• 34:50
  life? You know, put them over in there
• 34:53
  and over in the wars that these greedy ass politicians want to
• 34:59
  do and let them do it. Imagine how other countries
• 35:03
  would react to that. Imagine what the countries would
• 35:06
  say they'd be like. We don't want to have a war with
• 35:09
  America because they'll take all their worst criminals and all
• 35:12
  their mental patients and and put them out on the fucking war
• 35:15
  field with us. We don't want that shit.
• 35:18
  We don't want some psychopaths who it's fucking hallucinating,
• 35:22
  you know, running around with a gun around here.
• 35:24
  So maybe we ought to get into more negotiated type of
• 35:28
  patterns. You know, you're acting a little
• 35:32
  weird. What's wrong?
• 35:35
  Could you imagine how people would react in America if
• 35:39
  instead of sending cops to people's homes whenever there's
• 35:42
  some kind of disturbance, instead we send mental patients?
• 35:48
  Boy, that would make a lot of people think twice about fucking
• 35:51
  up, right? Well, I ain't going to cause no
• 35:54
  trouble. I don't want a mental patient
• 35:56
  knocking at my fucking door. Yeah, I don't know.
• 36:05
  I don't know. Yeah, the world, right?
• 36:15
  Yeah. Having bipolar MANT Depression
• 36:17
  as you think of all kinds of crazy shit.
• 36:20
  Some of it sounds really intelligent, some of it sounds
• 36:24
  dark, some of it sounds scary. And when you're Bipolar mant
• 36:30
  Depression, you can't help but to care and to sympathize and
• 36:34
  really feel for people, even those who are sick, even those
• 36:39
  who are violent and hateful and shit.
• 36:42
  You even get to feel and sorry for people like that because you
• 36:46
  think about why it is they are like they are.
• 36:48
  You think of all these reasons, not really justifications, but
• 36:52
  reasons why somebody might actually think it's OK to do the
• 36:56
  kind of shit they do. The only type of people that I
• 36:59
  cannot creatively or use my imagination for are pedophiles
• 37:04
  and rapists. No matter how much thought
• 37:08
  process I put into it, I can't in any kind of way be able to
• 37:14
  say that there's good reason for that.
• 37:17
  And it's one of the reasons why I hate my politicians so much,
• 37:20
  because I know a lot of these dirty, filthy fuckers were on
• 37:24
  Epstein Island. I know a lot of these fucking
• 37:26
  dirty bastards. They were.
• 37:29
  They were banging children. And I can't for the life of me
• 37:33
  understand that if you're super rich and super well known,
• 37:38
  whether you're a celebrity or politician, you got all this
• 37:42
  money. You can easily go running around
• 37:46
  in America, pick up a hooker, or pick up someone who is willful
• 37:51
  or interested in actually sleeping with you, no matter how
• 37:55
  ugly or fucking stupid or small your cock is.
• 37:59
  But these people would prefer being with younger people.
• 38:03
  Younger people who don't want to do that.
• 38:06
  Younger people who will scream and yell and and cry out to God
• 38:10
  while they're being abused. I guess that's what turns these
• 38:14
  sick fuckers aren't. I guess that's what gets them
• 38:18
  excited, feeling as though they have some kind of power and
• 38:22
  control over people. And when you think about it, a
• 38:26
  lot of these politicians are very narcissistic.
• 38:30
  Do you think when they're fucking us over and making these
• 38:32
  really shitty laws or making money off of us to our taxes
• 38:36
  that they're not over there jacking off?
• 38:41
  I mean, they get excited about invulnerable children who can't
• 38:45
  help themselves or defend themselves against their
• 38:48
  advances. I wonder if they get sexually
• 38:51
  charged or aroused whenever they're fucking over the
• 38:53
  American citizens. You know, kind of like they did
• 38:56
  during that J6 insurrection bullshit.
• 39:02
  I seen a bunch of FBI agents laughing.
• 39:06
  I seen politicians smiling about it.
• 39:11
  A defenseless woman 5 foot tall got her ass blown away by a
• 39:16
  fucking veteran soldier for just simply for going into the
• 39:23
  Capitol. She wasn't doing anything wrong.
• 39:26
  She wasn't hurting anybody, but she went into the building and
• 39:31
  the guy thought he was in a fucking war again.
• 39:35
  I felt that a 5 foot five woman was a was fucking danger to his
• 39:40
  life. 5 foot tall. I don't know, people.
• 39:52
  Oh goodness, Life is strange. When you're bipolar, man,
• 40:05
  depressive, you do a lot of creative stuff.
• 40:08
  You know, because your brain is running 100 mph at all times,
• 40:13
  it's difficult to sleep. Even when you do sleep, you have
• 40:17
  all kinds of very vivid, deep dreams.
• 40:23
  It's tough. That's one of the reasons I
• 40:32
  tried finding so many outlets whenever I was a young man, got
• 40:36
  myself into music, started writing books, tried working
• 40:43
  with a lot of different people. But unfortunately, a person who
• 40:49
  has bipolar Mac depression also has a difficult time of
• 40:57
  functioning with people who don't have the same amount of
• 41:00
  passion as themselves. You ever had all kinds of really
• 41:04
  cool ideas and you meet people who have some talent OR have
• 41:09
  some abilities, but they don't have the same kind of passion or
• 41:12
  the same kind of commitment? Hey.
• 41:16
  Hello there. I have like a natural ability to
• 41:18
  do shit, but they don't. They don't have the same goals
• 41:22
  or the same vision. You're.
• 41:24
  Sharp. Yeah, I heard your.
• 41:28
  Broadcast and like I said people with bipolar man depression,
• 41:31
  they usually, that's right have really really set goals and
• 41:36
  ideas and things that they want to accomplish in life.
• 41:40
  So if you're with people who aren't helping, you get to where
• 41:44
  you want to go, these things. Are what you'll want.
• 41:46
  To use it can get aggravating and can become uncomfortable for
• 41:50
  everyone present I think A. Demonstration is in order.
• 41:54
  Place that a Sam down on the ground somewhere.
• 41:57
  Go ahead. Any old spot, I'm lucky for me.
• 42:00
  I've I've pretty much committed myself to when I want something
• 42:05
  or I'm trying to get something or do something.
• 42:08
  I I am one of these type people that once I put my mind to it,
• 42:12
  it's going to happen. I really believe in that
• 42:15
  philosophy of mind over matter. I really believe that our mind
• 42:21
  and what happens in our head transcends the meat.
• 42:27
  I really believe that if you want something enough, you'll
• 42:31
  get it. And I think that even happens
• 42:34
  with life. You know, whenever I was a a
• 42:37
  younger man and I met my woman and knew that she was going to
• 42:42
  be my wife, I knew what I wanted.
• 42:46
  I wanted a a boy and I wanted a girl.
• 42:50
  I even had a dream of it and I ended up having a boy and a girl
• 42:55
  in the same order as well. I'm not one of these people that
• 43:00
  ended up having two of this, three of that, you know, I had
• 43:04
  exactly what I wanted in life whenever it came to having kids.
• 43:10
  I'm very proud of my children, both very hard workers.
• 43:14
  They do the best they can. They've got good, loving hearts.
• 43:22
  They try to do whatever they can to make people around them happy
• 43:28
  and also try to do the best they can to make themselves happy.
• 43:31
  And they have simple needs. They're not these type of kids
• 43:34
  that act like wild animals in the store want and shit.
• 43:38
  I need this. I want this daddy.
• 43:40
  None of that. If my kids really wanted
• 43:43
  something, they just simply say dad.
• 43:45
  I'd really like that. And I'd say, well, what do you
• 43:48
  want that for? And I said, well, I think that
• 43:52
  would be fun. I think that'd be interesting.
• 43:54
  And I'd be able to learn how to draw or learn how to do this.
• 43:58
  So just play along. Have you seen some of the
• 44:01
  rascals and little weasels that some people have given birth to?
• 44:06
  I've seen so many videos where kids are going off and going
• 44:09
  crazy. A lot of kids don't even know
• 44:12
  what the hell they are, what their place is in the world
• 44:14
  anymore. My kids have always known what
• 44:18
  their place in the world is. I've always let them know that I
• 44:23
  love them and I care about them and that their lives are
• 44:27
  valuable. What is this?
• 44:32
  You know, When my kids were babies, I was an atheist, and
• 44:36
  there wasn't a whole lot of stuff that you could say if you
• 44:39
  were trying to be intellectually honest.
• 44:42
  Telling them that they evolved from fucking fish and and rocks
• 44:47
  and all that kind of shit, That isn't very.
• 44:50
  That isn't something a a kid wants to hear right now, that I
• 44:54
  believe in God. I'm able to tell them the truth.
• 44:57
  I'm able to tell them that their life means something, that their
• 45:01
  life has purpose, But there's value that this life is a kind
• 45:09
  of a learning event, something that can help you become wise
• 45:16
  and intelligent, something that can teach you about how love
• 45:21
  works. Start building.
• 45:24
  For themselves, How to love yourself and love other people
• 45:27
  can't really do that. If you're a non believer parent,
• 45:32
  if you're honest with your kid, you tell them hey, you came from
• 45:35
  nothing and you're going to go back to nothing and your life
• 45:39
  has no meaning or purpose. I subjectively like you, Savage,
• 45:46
  you can do it with. No.
• 45:51
  Problem and you can't look at your wife and say you're the
• 45:54
  most beautiful Angel ever. Because if you don't believe in
• 45:58
  angels then, and you believe it's all nothing more than
• 46:02
  chemistry, then you had would have to say something to the
• 46:04
  effect of, well, I guess your chemicals mesh well When those
• 46:10
  two rocks in space smashed against each other and all that
• 46:13
  alien shit came out of it, somehow nature formed you in
• 46:21
  such a way that you know you look more interesting than the
• 46:26
  rest of the fucking animals out there.
• 46:29
  You're one of the better looking primates.
• 46:31
  I don't know, that doesn't sound very romantic, but that's how an
• 46:39
  atheist who's actually being intellectually honest with
• 46:41
  himself and with this position would have to say it right?
• 46:45
  Ready for? Habitation by some lucky
• 46:48
  wastelander and you barely had to lift a fish.
• 46:51
  Not too shabby, huh? So now that you've seen what
• 46:54
  they can do. So Friday, 7:00 PM Central, I'm
• 46:57
  going to be doing a live show. Everybody's welcome.
• 47:02
  I've got a new set up now. It's going to look a lot
• 47:04
  different than what I was doing on Stream Yards.
• 47:09
  There's still going to be a lot of videos and a lot of cool
• 47:12
  events that happen, but you're going to notice some really neat
• 47:16
  things. I've made it to where the
• 47:18
  audience is going to be able to be more interactive, whether
• 47:21
  you're inside the show or not. Just tell me what you need now.
• 47:24
  Whenever you type or whenever you're talking to me, it'll
• 47:27
  actually show up on the screen and will be permanent part of
• 47:30
  the video. That's pretty neat.
• 47:33
  I like that. I've always.
• 47:36
  That's one of the only things about stream yards that I ever
• 47:39
  hated was that whatever you were typing out there, unless YouTube
• 47:44
  saved it, it was like it was a waste of time for you.
• 47:49
  But now your stuff becomes a permanent part of my life and
• 47:52
  blueprinted onto my videos whenever I talk, and I find that
• 47:56
  to be really cool. Don't worry, I'll help you deal
• 47:59
  with these Raiders. You.
• 48:01
  Will you know? OK, then let's.
• 48:02
  Head to Concorde and show those Raiders who's.
• 48:07
  Boss. All right, ladies and gentlemen,
• 48:09
  I'm starting to get a little tired.
• 48:10
  I think I'm going to take a break from old Fallout 4.
• 48:14
  I thought you might enjoy watching this While I'm talking
• 48:18
  to you about all kinds of stuff I am returning.
• 48:23
  I will start making solo videos again, but any like hardcore
• 48:28
  material or content I do will be on Rumble as well as Twitter.
• 48:33
  So make sure you follow me on Twitter because I upload videos
• 48:36
  directly to it and anything I do on the radio or do on Rumble, I
• 48:42
  post it all to Twitter so you'll have it all there.
• 48:45
  All you got to do is subscribe and for those out there who
• 48:48
  don't have Twitter, doesn't matter, You'll still be able to
• 48:51
  see my page. And if you just simply sign up,
• 48:55
  it's not hard. You could actually sign up by
• 48:58
  using Google. Just click a button and say
• 49:02
  authorize and you're part of it and you'll have your own little
• 49:05
  Twitter profile where you can talk about your life and talk
• 49:09
  about events going on in the world.
• 49:11
  I really enjoy Twitter because unfortunately, YouTube has
• 49:16
  become a place where people don't really have conversations
• 49:19
  anymore. People don't socialize.
• 49:22
  But on Twitter, well, most of the time you can find yourself
• 49:30
  in some pretty good topics, talk about things and see things that
• 49:34
  you actually care about, as opposed to YouTube where it's
• 49:38
  got a bunch of bullshit on it. All right.
• 49:42
  Well, that's all I got to say. You have a good one, folks.