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SINS I DONT REGRET! · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Well, we're back on another episode of y'all better not
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  Speaker 1: fuck with us because we don't even play like that
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  Speaker 1: right out the fucking comics, trying to come for people
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  Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, on here sharing
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  Speaker 1: our ship like because there's a lot of people that
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  Speaker 1: do ship that we're not afraid to speak about. We
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  Speaker 1: the motherfuckers that's gonna come speak about this ship. You
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  Speaker 1: can't judge. He don't hit bitches no more, retire and
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  Speaker 1: I only run in my nigga mouth if he deserve it.
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  Speaker 2: That's it.
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  Speaker 1: That's what we stick into and that's what we're saying.
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  Speaker 2: Still gonna support what you just.
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  Speaker 1: It's still gonna what my nigga know bout that. I'll
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  Speaker 1: be on that visit floor. Ain't ain't fun, you know
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  Speaker 1: what's that? And by his dress and bit his scalp,
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  Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I made that nigga eat the table his scalp.
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  Speaker 2: On the visiting floor.
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  Speaker 1: He wants to h I don't know geta said, and
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  Speaker 1: I'm playing with me. It's gonna get the message.
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  Speaker 2: Niggas gonna put me on the T shirt.
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  Speaker 1: They don't have a bunch of guy. Damn Blond Poppy
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  Speaker 1: didn't even do ship Merch coming out soon, so it's
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  Speaker 1: gonna be it's gonna be him being a ben with
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  Speaker 1: a cane.
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  Speaker 2: I'm staying away from all that. That life is. That
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  Speaker 2: life is over man.
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  Speaker 1: It's not poppy. He is blond poppy. Yeah, please, did
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  Speaker 1: y'all not hear? That's why I said, y'all like to
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  Speaker 1: click date and rage on your own because he said
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  Speaker 1: she hit him first with the fu. He didn't see
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  Speaker 1: that ship coming, and neither does she.
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  Speaker 2: A win is a win. The fuck.
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  Speaker 1: You can't beat on disabled people either. We we get
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  Speaker 1: the upper hand. I should have said that to us.
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  Speaker 1: SHO definished you in that last cup. That's whanna speak
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  Speaker 1: for you now once you put.
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  Speaker 2: Your hand on the head.
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  Speaker 1: I was in the comments behind you, was calming and
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  Speaker 1: in my d MS. I got people sending me dofter,
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  Speaker 1: I'm defending a woman. Do to get my ass?
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  Speaker 2: Sean.
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  Speaker 1: Sean was with allstaid I deserve to get my ass
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  Speaker 1: bet because I'm defending yo.
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  Speaker 2: My cousin. Sean was in a calm. Let me see
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  Speaker 2: if this is a bad one. Not she good? Not
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  Speaker 2: common in to this.
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  Speaker 1: You know they ain't got us any like we're just
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  Speaker 1: a terrible to like it's the right terrorism. But today, today,
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  Speaker 1: today we're going to talk about sins that we don't regret.
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  Speaker 1: So well, let's let's look up define the term sin,
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  Speaker 1: because I feel like everybody just what I mean, because
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  Speaker 1: it's like we naturally, like as black people, we grow up,
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  Speaker 1: like a lot of us, even if we didn't go
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  Speaker 1: to church, we grew up, which is you know.
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  Speaker 2: A lot of going into this word as defined sins.
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  Speaker 1: That's true and more a sin and more immoral act
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  Speaker 1: considered to be a transgression, bit alliterate. Got today Nigga
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  Speaker 1: said a sin and I'm still of the lemon drops
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  Speaker 1: and a moral act considered to be a transgression against
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  Speaker 1: divine law.
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  Speaker 2: I'll about to say, past let me read it for you.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I just want to say, you're reading this shit better.
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  Speaker 1: You can see this shit better than me. And then
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  Speaker 1: it says an act against an act regarded as a
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  Speaker 1: serious or regrettable fault, offense, or omission. So that's the
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  Speaker 1: definition of saying, everybody.
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  Speaker 2: Who determines what is a sin what is not.
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  Speaker 1: A obviously the motherfucking super hypocritical Christian and like, you know,
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  Speaker 1: the people that are holier than now, I feel like
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  Speaker 1: those are the people. And then you know they say
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  Speaker 1: what it is in the Bible. So I'll go first.
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  Speaker 1: What are some of your sins that you don't My
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  Speaker 1: favorite sin that I always do a tattoo. I love tattoos.
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  Speaker 1: I love tattoos. My Oh shit, that's what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: Like they said that we're gonna go to hell. Get
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  Speaker 1: let's let's see.
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  Speaker 2: I need skull aheads on me. I got demons everything.
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  Speaker 1: What's crazy though? And I always tell the story. I
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  Speaker 1: literally got a girl but a week before I got shot.
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  Speaker 1: That's I know God is for real. Maybe tattoos is
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  Speaker 1: a sin, Maybe it really is. I got I got
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  Speaker 1: a girl with a gun tattooed on my back a
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  Speaker 1: week before I got shot. And guess why I got shot.
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  Speaker 2: Right with the tattoo right in the gun.
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  Speaker 1: No, I got shot. I can show you, guys, dang.
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  Speaker 1: I wish the camera could get it. I really could.
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  Speaker 1: I can show. We can show it later and then
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  Speaker 1: just throw it in there.
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  Speaker 2: But I have.
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  Speaker 1: I got an AK forty seven tatted on me. I
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  Speaker 1: never finished the AK forty seven because this was the
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  Speaker 1: most painful tattoo I ever had. And I have a
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  Speaker 1: tattoos all over my back, but in the middle of
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  Speaker 1: my back. I never finished it. It's a girl with
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  Speaker 1: a bandana and I was on color it red because
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  Speaker 1: I thought I was blood.
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  Speaker 2: Jesus and the cript shot me.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like, like, I feel like that was a
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  Speaker 1: very biblical moment there.
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  Speaker 2: That was crazy. That's crazy, right, bullet.
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  Speaker 1: The bullet hole, it's literally inside of the gun. That
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  Speaker 1: is That's how I feel like God. God is like, whoa, whoa,
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  Speaker 1: whoa bitch? You know, yeah, I don't know. That's why
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  Speaker 1: you gotta be very careful with your tattoo on you.
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  Speaker 1: And then I tattooed a skull on me before I
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  Speaker 1: got that, I got tattooed the skull. It's on the side.
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  Speaker 1: That was one of these two of my most painful tattoos.
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  Speaker 1: Usually tattoos don't hurt. And I just finished the whole ship.
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  Speaker 1: But that literally, it literally fucking I don't know, it
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  Speaker 1: just did something.
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  Speaker 2: I don't crazy think about it. My bullet whole that's
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  Speaker 2: in my arm is my spider web. That's his loving
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  Speaker 2: lady tea.
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  Speaker 1: Lawyer to the streets, right.
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  Speaker 2: The streets, set my ass down the streets. Don't love nobody,
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  Speaker 2: damn sure, ain't lay.
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  Speaker 1: You Do you regret your tattoos?
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  Speaker 2: So I don't regret nothing on me? So yeah, this
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  Speaker 2: is me personally. I don't regret tattoo I got, I
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  Speaker 2: got shot.
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  Speaker 1: How do you go about, see this is a good
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  Speaker 1: question now we're getting into it. How do you go
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  Speaker 1: about picking tattoos? Now that you're lying?
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  Speaker 2: Like, what I do is like just come up with
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  Speaker 2: different visions and I have my brother looking up or
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  Speaker 2: whoever around me looking it up on on like on
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  Speaker 2: the web, different pictures, and I just take it to
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  Speaker 2: the tattoo and it's like you can't bring this to life.
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  Speaker 1: That's fight. But that you know, respect that because if
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  Speaker 1: you ain't having trustworthy people around you, get tattoo dick
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  Speaker 1: on you.
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  Speaker 2: I got some. Do everybody like, yeah, it's my nigga
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  Speaker 2: be looking at me like wait, what's the on you?
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  Speaker 1: You'd be like, what the hell?
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  Speaker 2: I kill him? I kill them? I have another center
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  Speaker 2: to my throat stape?
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  Speaker 1: What's this?
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  Speaker 2: But my son is sex?
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  Speaker 1: But no, sex isn't this sin? You have to be
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  Speaker 1: specific about it. Let's look it up. Yeah, sex, I
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  Speaker 1: haven't you've never been married.
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  Speaker 2: I've been married, so.
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  Speaker 1: I'm probably probably going to sin again?
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  Speaker 2: Love forgive me.
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  Speaker 1: Well, see, I ain't been sending lately because I'm actually
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  Speaker 1: getting married and I've been celipate until.
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  Speaker 2: Did you get baptized to wash away your Oh?
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  Speaker 1: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: I don't really believe in that.
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  Speaker 1: I believe in God. I don't really believe in I
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  Speaker 1: don't want to sound hypocritical because I do relate more
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  Speaker 1: towards Christianity more than every other religion. But I wouldn't
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  Speaker 1: say that I'm a Christian. I'm not at that stage yet.
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  Speaker 1: Maybe one day I would. If I was to go
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  Speaker 1: to any religion, it would be Christianity, it would be Christianity.
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  Speaker 1: But I do believe in God. I do believe in Jesus.
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  Speaker 1: I do believe he's real, you know what I mean.
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  Speaker 1: But I just don't follow every exact thing that you know.
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  Speaker 1: But I am studying the Bible right now and I
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  Speaker 1: do resonate a lot with it. But I'm not going
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  Speaker 1: to claim to be anything. But right now, I'm not
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  Speaker 1: baptizing anything.
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  Speaker 2: That's not wrong. I feel the same way.
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  Speaker 1: But I am celibate, though that's a good thing. I
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  Speaker 1: even feli it might celibate, but yeah, no, for real,
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  Speaker 1: I don't think sex isst and I feel like, how
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  Speaker 1: do you in this day and age, right, because the
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  Speaker 1: people that did it back in the day when they
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  Speaker 1: just married someone and then they had sex, those people
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  Speaker 1: were marrying children if you think about it, like in
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  Speaker 1: the biblical stages, they were marrying children. So how was that?
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  Speaker 1: Nuts and my own ass men were being married to
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  Speaker 1: thirteen year old children.
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  Speaker 2: That's who makes the rules of a sin and all that.
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  Speaker 2: I feel like it's all just bullshit to me. Me
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  Speaker 2: and then people are just making it up.
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  Speaker 1: And then the people that touch the kids the most
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  Speaker 1: be the priests, the past hell yeah, and then it'd
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  Speaker 1: be a bunch of it, be a bunch of pastors
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  Speaker 1: uh rapping uh preaching about, you know, homosexuality, and it
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  Speaker 1: would be the most homosexual.
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  Speaker 2: One taking it, taking it, take that.
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  Speaker 1: They don't even give it. They take it. They don't
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  Speaker 1: want to do in the ben dance. That's all I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: No, But what's the what? What's what's what's your say?
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  Speaker 2: What do you do? What's said that you don't regret
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  Speaker 2: that you do? Damn?
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  Speaker 3: I don't know.
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  Speaker 2: I feel like convince is so perfect.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, I done definitely did some ship, Like I
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  Speaker 3: sold a nigga a pair of fake Yasies before knowing
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  Speaker 3: what sin.
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  Speaker 2: Would that be? Would that be considered.
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  Speaker 1: Foresse sin?
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  Speaker 2: That's a sin? I like, yeah.
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  Speaker 1: That bos I ate that one.
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  Speaker 2: He finished every day though.
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  Speaker 1: But that's what I'm saying, Is that really a sin?
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  Speaker 1: Or is that wouldn't that be a sin on him?
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  Speaker 1: Because what's the seven deadly sins? That's what those up?
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  Speaker 3: Because because I lied, you know what I'm saying. I
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  Speaker 3: lied to the niggie, So I like manipulated the situation.
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  Speaker 3: The nigga thought he was getting like a pair of
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  Speaker 3: Yeezies fresh out the box, brand new for a good price.
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  Speaker 2: He don't know.
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  Speaker 3: I got him off a website for forty dollars and
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  Speaker 3: they look great. But then I sold them. I sold
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  Speaker 3: them for one seventy.
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  Speaker 1: But wouldn't that be a sin on his part? Because
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  Speaker 1: it's greed, a lust for material possessions or wealth.
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  Speaker 3: Well, I don't know, because one of something that is
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  Speaker 3: not less, just just merely wanting it. I don't think
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  Speaker 3: making less. So I don't know if he lost it
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  Speaker 3: over him or not. I just know that I did
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  Speaker 3: the wrong. I was like, nigga, these is fake, I finished.
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  Speaker 3: My dad always said, but this is.
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  Speaker 1: But let me help you, wolf, because maybe you did
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  Speaker 1: not sin. These are the seven deadly sins. The first
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  Speaker 1: one is pride, Yes, Pride is the excessive love one's
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  Speaker 1: own worth, which puts a person above God. The second
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  Speaker 1: one is greed. Greed is a lust for material possessions
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  Speaker 1: or wealth. Then the third one is Wrath is an
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  Speaker 1: uncontrolled feeling of hatred and anger. The fourth one is envy.
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  Speaker 1: Envy is the resentment of others for their talents or
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  Speaker 1: success and the desire to have it for oneself. The
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  Speaker 1: next one is lust. Lust is an inordinate or illicit
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  Speaker 1: sexual desire. And then gluttony. This is my favorite, because
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  Speaker 1: you know he's fair, fat bitches. Gluttony is over indulgence
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  Speaker 1: in excessive consumption of food or drink. Then the last
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  Speaker 1: one is sloth. Sloth is a laziness, idleness, and a
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  Speaker 1: refusal to act or do work.
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  Speaker 2: So how many cents you feel?
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  Speaker 1: Out of all of those, how do you think we
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  Speaker 1: can all go? We'll all take a turn deciding we'll
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  Speaker 1: we'll start with you. Out of the seven ones that
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  Speaker 1: I just named, Damn, I don't know, because those are deadly.
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  Speaker 1: There's way more sins than that, But there's deadly wolf?
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  Speaker 1: What is it?
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  Speaker 2: Can you?
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  Speaker 3: Can you run run down on one more time?
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  Speaker 1: Just greed, wrath, envy, lust, gluttony or sloth. Sloth is
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  Speaker 1: in laziness, idleness and a refusal to act or do work.
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  Speaker 3: Damn, I don't know. It could be wrath. Ain't gonna lie.
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  Speaker 1: You have wrath? You know it beat him?
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  Speaker 3: Quiet one? Feeling worries about ship?
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  Speaker 2: You do?
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  Speaker 1: But what would make you when do you like? What
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  Speaker 1: typically makes you feel rage about things? What what makes
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  Speaker 1: you think you feel rage about ship?
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  Speaker 2: Well? You know what?
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  Speaker 3: One one thing about me? It is hard for me
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  Speaker 3: to let ship go, and I think that should be
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  Speaker 3: biting me in my ass off.
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  Speaker 1: So what are you like? A vief of ben deta
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  Speaker 1: type of person like you want to get somebody back.
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  Speaker 3: I don't want to want to get a nigga back,
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  Speaker 3: But I hoole ship on like I hold grudges for
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  Speaker 3: a long time. And I hate that because it's like
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  Speaker 3: for me to feel a grudge toward you, I gotta
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  Speaker 3: feel that energy in my body. It don't even make
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  Speaker 3: me feel.
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  Speaker 1: He doesn't even get that right. I've seen grudge.
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  Speaker 2: I've seen Wolf in the action and we talked.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like, so what what what would be one
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  Speaker 1: situation where you think that Wolf has shown rage.
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  Speaker 2: Wrath a podcast one time?
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  Speaker 1: The podcast, Yeah, that's true.
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  Speaker 2: He was gone off and he's man him talked about
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  Speaker 2: the situation and he sent me the episode for me
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  Speaker 2: to listen to it. And when I listen to it,
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  Speaker 2: I immediately hit him. I'm like, this is not you, bro.
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  Speaker 1: It wasn't him.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, this is not true.
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  Speaker 1: So you feel like he allowed somebody else to take your.
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  Speaker 2: Control, somebody dictated his energy. I said, this ain't you, bro,
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  Speaker 2: don't put that shit out. He's like, nah, Bro, you
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  Speaker 2: understand now, I don't put it out because this is
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  Speaker 2: not you.
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  Speaker 1: That's not who you are.
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  Speaker 2: You know when you and it's like, this is not you, bro.
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  Speaker 2: Like coming in the studio, I get good energy every
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  Speaker 2: time I get off the elevator. This is not you, bro,
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  Speaker 2: So I might don't put that.
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  Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, Wolf showing rage. It's crazy how
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  Speaker 1: because like I said, you see him every time I seen.
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  Speaker 1: You only get what you get. You get what you
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  Speaker 1: get from people. You know what I'm saying. So I
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  Speaker 1: don't do anything to cause you rage. So I guess
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  Speaker 1: that's why I don't see that part, you know what
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  Speaker 1: I'm saying. But for the person that does cause you that,
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  Speaker 1: how do you tend to handle your wrath in your age?
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  Speaker 1: How do you oh try to like you know, what's
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  Speaker 1: the word repent for that sin of rage? What do
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  Speaker 1: you do?
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  Speaker 3: Shit? I don't try to repent for that shit.
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  Speaker 2: I don't.
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  Speaker 1: So that's one of them that you don't regret.
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  Speaker 3: Then, yeah, I guess not, you know, because I'm like,
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  Speaker 3: I'm one of them people. I feel like, if you
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  Speaker 3: did me wrong, it's if I don't like you, it's
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  Speaker 3: something wrong with you.
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  Speaker 2: You hold that in your heart because it's like that'd
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  Speaker 2: be my problem.
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  Speaker 1: Like I said, as a Gemini, we're mirrors because Wolf
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  Speaker 1: is a fellow Gemini like me. Clap it up for
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  Speaker 1: the people I wish we had them them fake applause.
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  Speaker 1: So yeah, Wolf is a fellow Gemini like me. And
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  Speaker 1: I always tell people because people like to say Geminis
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  Speaker 1: are so fucked up and twist it, but we mirror you.
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  Speaker 1: So I do agree with that last statement that I
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  Speaker 1: feel like if you you know what I mean, what
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  Speaker 1: did you say just now you said you feel like
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  Speaker 1: something's wrong with them? Yeah, because it's like if I'm
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  Speaker 1: pissing you off, it's because you pissed me off.
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  Speaker 3: Right, that's all because I'm never looking for bad energy.
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  Speaker 3: So I mean you brought me bad energy.
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  Speaker 2: Absolutely, I agree.
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  Speaker 1: So you don't regret that.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 3: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know stand on that shit.
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  Speaker 1: What else do you think you have? Any of these
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  Speaker 1: other ones in there? Save again, pride, greed, you already said, rage, envy, lust, gluttony,
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  Speaker 1: or sloth.
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  Speaker 3: Probably, I mean lust. I think lust is something that
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  Speaker 3: niggas gotta keep keep maintaining.
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  Speaker 1: It's like a lesson is definitely a deadly one because
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  Speaker 1: you can literally die from lusting.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like a twenty four hour job making keeping
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  Speaker 3: your lust and check you know what I mean? Because
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  Speaker 3: lust is like me and Bro was just talking like
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  Speaker 3: me and Seeweed before you got here. We were just
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  Speaker 3: talking about like we're done with the streets, like we're
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  Speaker 3: done with like being outside doing all this and doing
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  Speaker 3: all that.
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  Speaker 1: And my reasoning is like like as far as being
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  Speaker 1: like a like a male.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, like fucking around seeing how many women you can
• 14:39
  Speaker 3: chase because.
• 14:39
  Speaker 2: My thing, I put my way from the line for couchie.
• 14:41
  Speaker 3: Oh god, niggas, all niggas do.
• 14:43
  Speaker 2: You're going into cribs. You don't know what you're walking into. Yeah,
• 14:48
  Speaker 2: I did it all. I want this far rockaway to
• 14:50
  Speaker 2: the piece, just to get a piece of cluar to
• 14:53
  Speaker 2: the piece. It was one time, no loud. We pulled
• 14:56
  Speaker 2: up to the crib and like we hear she opened
• 14:59
  Speaker 2: the door. Just see the shadow of the TV and
• 15:02
  Speaker 2: you just see a hand like wa eve. When I
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: come in, I'm like that shit, don't look safe. This
• 15:07
  Speaker 2: when you was you have to see.
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: Don't look safe and you still couldn't see right, you
• 15:12
  Speaker 1: still went in there.
• 15:14
  Speaker 2: But guess what I did when I left the dope,
• 15:16
  Speaker 2: I just kids. I gotta run to jump back in
• 15:18
  Speaker 2: the car.
• 15:19
  Speaker 3: That's correct me.
• 15:20
  Speaker 2: So it's like the things we did for just Bro.
• 15:23
  Speaker 3: That should have got you.
• 15:26
  Speaker 2: Like, come on you times people like yo, go in
• 15:28
  Speaker 2: the closet, just be quiet, like.
• 15:29
  Speaker 1: Well, you've had to hide in the closet me too.
• 15:32
  Speaker 2: I had to do that. I don't have to be
• 15:34
  Speaker 2: and my cousin just in the closet like yo.
• 15:36
  Speaker 1: You know what's crazy about us?
• 15:38
  Speaker 2: Now?
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: That were speaking it from a female perspective because I
• 15:40
  Speaker 1: did some fun up ship you did. I kind of
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: do regret this man. Maybe not, No, I don't think
• 15:47
  Speaker 1: so I was a kid. I was a teenager. But
• 15:49
  Speaker 1: I'm in a chair because, like I said, I've been
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: in the chair most of my life. Most of my
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: my my life is fucking so so I was in
• 15:59
  Speaker 1: I was dealing with is not really don't like we
• 16:01
  Speaker 1: was friends, but it's like you know how it goes.
• 16:04
  Speaker 1: It's your friend and you just end up sucking them
• 16:06
  Speaker 1: one time because you high or whatever. We that never happened.
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: I'm a teenager, not.
• 16:16
  Speaker 2: Don't make it like that.
• 16:19
  Speaker 1: It seems like that. You know, first of all, y'all
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: fucked without any drugs, So that's worse right.
• 16:25
  Speaker 2: Last, like the way last, standing on your ship.
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: All right, I can't stand up, but I'm gonna stand
• 16:30
  Speaker 1: on my ship. So he had a girlfriend at the time,
• 16:36
  Speaker 1: and we used to always go hang out with him whatever,
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: and then one day like his girlfriend had came yo.
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: While we sat there chill with her, smoke with her,
• 16:44
  Speaker 1: drink wod all of that, yo. Why he was like, oh,
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: I gotta wait for friendship with her. Cap while he
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: walked her to like the I don't know uber the bus, however,
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: he walked to it somewhere and he came back downstairs
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: with just eating me out and stuff, and like, I
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: was just from with a girlfriend And the next time
• 17:01
  Speaker 1: I seen her, she was at the party and she
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: just was pouring shots on my throat and I'm like,
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: do this bitch know? Is she trying to kill me?
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: I didn't know, but I don't know. That's that's less
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy because she could have came back in
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: that basement and seeing it and tried to whoop my ass.
• 17:15
  Speaker 2: It's been blowed all over the wall, right.
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: Listen, I ain't going like no, hold, That's all I'm
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: gonna say. But it was like that that was one
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: of those things that that would be something I regret.
• 17:24
  Speaker 1: That was some lustful ship that could have put me
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: in a situation. I've even been up in crazier situations
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: than that. Because people have steps, I can't just go
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: down the steps. So I gotta wait for the nigga
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: show what because I know if my nigga was she
• 17:38
  Speaker 1: on me would have bitch that couldn't walk.
• 17:39
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna do some dB.
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: I'm saying, but that was when I was a teenager.
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: So yeah, and after y'all, I was about to say
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: some ship that some ship, we just got to keep off.
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: Sometimes you just gotta be quiet, and I got cr.
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: God got my ass after that one. God got my
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: ass after that one. But seriously, lust, it's crazy. It
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: works on both parts. It works on both ends. Luss
• 18:03
  Speaker 1: is the reason why a lot of us are put
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: in situations and all life because everything that people do
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: is men, whether you like a men and women, they
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: do the whatever they do is usually for the attention
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: of a male or a female, you know what I'm saying.
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: They live for it, even if it's a man trying
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: to impress a man, a woman trying to impress a woman,
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: or a man trying to impress them Like, you know
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: what I'm saying, it's for the it's because of what
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: somebody else wants. And that's literally a sin because it's
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: pride because you're trying to make yourself look like something
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: to impress someone else, you know what I mean, Just
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: thinking so highly of yourself to think like, oh, I'm
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: gonna impress this person because I am me. No, that's
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: not no that's not good at all, because I.
• 18:41
  Speaker 2: Tell you now five, if you see me with your girl,
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: please it's time to come with you, not blow my
• 18:47
  Speaker 2: head off, like for for real.
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: And at the end of the day, LUs is the
• 18:52
  Speaker 1: reason why I have my kid. I don't regret it
• 18:57
  Speaker 1: because I lest it. He he had someone, you know
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: what I mean? I had someone we both knew what
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: was and I just looked like a crazy homeworkerd. But
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: it was no home. It was a it was a room.
• 19:08
  Speaker 2: It was a room.
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: I like to think of myself as a room raider.
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: And he came to my house so unhappy and shit,
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: but no for real. A couple of times it literally
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: put me in a position where it was like I
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: thought it was love, but I realized we just you know,
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: enjoyed each other's company company in that way. And then
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: once you realize, like damn, by the time I started realizing,
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: because it was like I was drunk the whole time.
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: So I was not only drunk off alcohol, but I
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: was drunk off of just luss and just the feeling
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: of just like, you know, it's something you're not supposed
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: to be doing and I'm young again, So I was
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: just like Okay, I'm not going to say that I've
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: never loved my child's father.
• 19:43
  Speaker 2: Whatever. I was about to ask you that when you
• 19:45
  Speaker 2: came all that high, do you still felt like you
• 19:48
  Speaker 2: love I.
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: Loved him, but I wasn't in love with him. And
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: I do realize that now because now that i'm I
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: always say this, when you come out of a relationship,
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: you always think you're in love in those moments, but
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: when you come out of it, you realized, like I
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: wasn't really in love. I love that person. We had
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: love for each other, because in love means you will
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: never stop. You know what I'm saying. It's a it's
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: a different type of feeling, like you won't I know,
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: I know I'm talking about like that I love him.
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: I loved him enough to, you know, let him go
• 20:17
  Speaker 1: and be free and stuff like that, Like I'm so
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: in love now, Like I wouldn't even jeopardize anything out
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: of the relationship.
• 20:23
  Speaker 2: Nothing.
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: I don't even dusk with niggas. I don't I don't
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: flirt with niggas. I don't play with niggas. My man
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: is incarcerated. For everybody that doesn't know, I don't play around,
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like you is messy. But
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: I realized, like I said, I loved him, but it
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: wasn't Love is not enough to keep someone, you know
• 20:43
  Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I realized it was less than once.
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: Once we we was having sex every day, Like we
• 20:48
  Speaker 1: literally had sex every day. Even when I was pregnant.
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: We would have sex every day, but we wouldn't sleep
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: in the same bed, like he would go to wherever
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: he was going. You know what I'm saying, Like we
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: just have sex, and that's when I knew. I'm like,
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: this is literally fucking love.
• 21:00
  Speaker 2: That's not.
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: But after I have my kid and all those hormones
• 21:03
  Speaker 1: out of my body because when you're pregnant, you got
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: all these hormones and stuff, You're not thinking clearly and
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: shait and I'm like, Okay, I just wanted my family
• 21:09
  Speaker 1: and shit like that, you know what I mean. But
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: it's like I literally asked a mega, I said, what
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: you want to do? I'm not pregnant no more, you
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I could do this like
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: I had my son. Everybody always judge women when we say, oh,
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: I had my son for me. No, I had my
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: son for me because I'd have been pregnant a couple
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: of times. That wasn't my first time at the rodeo.
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: You know me, I'm cold choice. So it's like, that's
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: that's the sin I would commit again if I had
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: to abortion. Ye, Trump, don't be trying to take away
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: women's rights to kill. They don't say killed, get rid
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: of their baby, get rid of their.
• 21:36
  Speaker 2: Baby, because I ain't commit no more sinse of getting
• 21:39
  Speaker 2: rid of no more kids.
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: But that's not your job to do. If the woman
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: you choose to be with she was just sticking in
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: an abortion, would that be your say?
• 21:45
  Speaker 2: So it's not so much my say, soul, but sometimes
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: being an asshole can cause her to.
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: Oh a nigga, make a nigga breathe wrong. When I
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: was pregnant abortion, I was saying that for you in
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: that thing. They still tell me happy birthday. Choices still
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: tell me Happy birthday. Every starts to choice. I remember
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: the number, I know the address by heart. I don't
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: funk around a nigga breathe on choices what and I
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: was on birth control every time I got pregnant. I'm
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: very like, I take the steps, you know what I'm saying.
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: So it's like if that happens.
• 22:11
  Speaker 2: But listen, we're not worry about that. You're in love now.
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: So yeah, I'm in love now, but we got to
• 22:16
  Speaker 1: limit up about how many kids too. I want to
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: have a bunch of kids lease fast. So But like
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: I was saying, less literally, less literally made me have
• 22:26
  Speaker 1: a baby. But I'm happy to have my baby. I
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: love my baby. I'm in love with my baby. And
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: people say you can't be in love with your child,
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: but yes, I am in love with my child. I
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: don't less my child. I am in love with him,
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: meaning that I will live for him. I will die
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: for him. Everything that I do is about him. Like
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: my whole life is to impress my child.
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: Honestly should my kids as you should. My sense is
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: lust and rage.
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: Lust and rage wouldy coincide with each other? Because we
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: heard last time of the last episode that you we
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: know what you did last Timmer.
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: That's what I want to say.
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: What would you say? They coincide with each.
• 23:06
  Speaker 2: Other sometimes again, sometimes again?
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: Or you think so?
• 23:12
  Speaker 2: I like my my rage really not got like with
• 23:15
  Speaker 2: the lust thing. My rage comes from being loyal to
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: two niggas that I expect to be loyal to me m.
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: So that's before you were that's before you even got blong,
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: before and after. So what what what's one situation where
• 23:29
  Speaker 1: you realized that you had rage? I you want to
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: share one that ain't gonna make them tell you.
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: Nah with the home, I don't even talk about niggas
• 23:39
  Speaker 2: to be honest, like, I live my truth right behind
• 23:42
  Speaker 2: it and I ain't home putting together the story to
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: fabricate it to make y'all feel okay, Nah that I
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: could read. No, I'm giving y'all a real me, but
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: either like not even said like my friends, we moved around.
• 23:55
  Speaker 2: When I could see we moved around. It was nothing
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: but love. Sino was always at the top of the
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: li to call when we moving around. You don't have
• 24:02
  Speaker 2: to call, you don't have motion. Everybody wanted to be
• 24:04
  Speaker 2: around Seo. But then once I lost my vision and
• 24:08
  Speaker 2: then it's like I'm not at the top of the
• 24:10
  Speaker 2: listener more. Now it's like, oh, nah, bro, we was
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: gonna call you, but we didn't know if you wanted
• 24:15
  Speaker 2: to come outside that rage really, because it's like you're
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: counting me out because it's not even that. It's like
• 24:21
  Speaker 2: if it was the other way around, I would I
• 24:23
  Speaker 2: would never make you feel like that. Nah, if you blinding, Yo,
• 24:26
  Speaker 2: come outside, bro, I'm coming upstairs. You need help getting dressed,
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: and I bring you downstairs because I'm not gonna change
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: up because you hit the speed bump and I expected
• 24:35
  Speaker 2: my friends to do that. They did not. I can't
• 24:38
  Speaker 2: say not all of them, the ones, twenty of them
• 24:42
  Speaker 2: out of twenty friends for them still tall.
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: So you would say, like that's literally.
• 24:49
  Speaker 2: Yeh se seventy five percent of the people dipped on.
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: Me five percent, twenty five percent. Yeah, stay like damn,
• 24:56
  Speaker 1: I'm stupid.
• 24:59
  Speaker 2: I can't read and add nothing, not the fuck up.
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: But I can see though, Let's get a standing ovation
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: for that. He's not standing there, you know what I mean?
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: Lady m I be making front of the wheelchair itch
• 25:13
  Speaker 1: is down because they want to stand in motivation.
• 25:15
  Speaker 2: But nah, it's just like I expected every I felt
• 25:19
  Speaker 2: everybody's supposed to be in a stand up nigga to me,
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: and they wasn't. And that's when my emotions got involved
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: and the rage got involved, and it's like I couldn't
• 25:27
  Speaker 2: control it. Nah, I'm going on a whole rants or
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: niggas and niggas like yo, Damn, bro, that's not your
• 25:33
  Speaker 2: chewing them up? Bro? Fuck you this then and third
• 25:37
  Speaker 2: nigga like I'm emotional a body because it's like yo, dud,
• 25:39
  Speaker 2: we with each other every day, like every day until
• 25:43
  Speaker 2: shout out to smooth, shout out to k like they
• 25:46
  Speaker 2: text me like Yo, yep, bro, stop that sh ain't
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: you bro, Like take that ship down? Take that ship down?
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: Like that's not true. Why you laying niggas to like,
• 25:52
  Speaker 2: come on, bro, Like nigga, they nigga, They not your bro.
• 25:55
  Speaker 2: Even in the dark, nigga, you still have nigga. And
• 25:58
  Speaker 2: I'm like, I gotta I gotta stop playing my rage
• 26:00
  Speaker 2: the best of me.
• 26:00
  Speaker 1: But see, this is why they call these things since
• 26:02
  Speaker 1: because I feel like when these things happen, it's usually
• 26:04
  Speaker 1: demons in place. Demons with ragees demons with lus's demon
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: with pride, demons with gluttony, is demon with sloth is
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: demons with what was the other two?
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: Devil you pride, devil, you would not have me? And
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: then I ain't gonna lie then Luss. It's like I
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: felt I felt like I need a richina. I felt
• 26:25
  Speaker 2: like I needed like I have to my day has
• 26:28
  Speaker 2: to get started. I can't let my week end unless
• 26:31
  Speaker 2: I had it, like my my soul was weak because
• 26:34
  Speaker 2: I felt like I needed it. Now I don't feel
• 26:37
  Speaker 2: like that no more, because like I got the right
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: one for me. And it's like, if you want to
• 26:43
  Speaker 2: keep your legs closed, okay, cool, we're gonna keep our
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: legs closed. I'm gonna sit and I'm gonna wait. I'm
• 26:48
  Speaker 2: not before it was like are you gonna wait A cool,
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna go around this corner. I'm gonna go around
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: this corner my bus hash and I'm gonna come back
• 26:55
  Speaker 2: and act like nothing happened. That's crazy, shore friend, I
• 27:01
  Speaker 2: had a week. I had a week so like my Like,
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: as a man, I feel like we have to do better.
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: But as a woman, because women fuck off.
• 27:10
  Speaker 2: Not women.
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: I am a female and I have a lot of friends,
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: and I'm like, damn, little mama, you should know how
• 27:17
  Speaker 1: to put it back.
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: Honestly and in people. I don't want to seem like
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: judgment to to my friends. Like at the end of
• 27:23
  Speaker 1: the day, I said, I on proachest, I feel like
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: every woman should have the right to do what she
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: wants with her body and stuff like that. But when
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: you do these things with your body, you can't expect
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: for your value to be put in the same You
• 27:32
  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like and you wonder why, oh
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: this doesn't work? When you finally meet a god that
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: you like, you didn't gage that who SHEI up to
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: so many people? You get what I'm saying. Even if
• 27:40
  Speaker 1: it's still tight, the vibe and the energy still ain't
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: right because like, like we spoke about it so much,
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: transmitted demons. So you got all these energies laid up
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: with you, and the motherfucker that you're trying to deal
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: with could feel it and see it in some people.
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: Some people could see that ship.
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: You can wait.
• 27:54
  Speaker 3: So you're saying, you think that if a woman has
• 27:58
  Speaker 3: sex with a lot of a lot of guess, but
• 28:01
  Speaker 3: if a woman has sex with a lot of people,
• 28:02
  Speaker 3: you think that that is gonna it could possibly get
• 28:05
  Speaker 3: in the way of her finding love.
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: I feel like if a man and a woman has
• 28:08
  Speaker 1: sex with a lot of people, I feel like it
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: gets in the way because I don't want the I'm
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: a woman. I feel like if people have sex with
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: a lot of people, it gets in the way of
• 28:15
  Speaker 1: them finding love because these people are outside fucking other
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: people's girlfriends, other people's maybe mama's, other people, you know
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: what I'm saying, other people's mouses. So now how you're
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: gonna go home?
• 28:23
  Speaker 2: And you donet came home.
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: You didn't fuck this this nigga bitch. And you come
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: home and you're looking at.
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: Your bitch like you dirty bitch, like you get on
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: somebody like how dare you?
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, like there's somebody do this to you, and then
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: you just you want it, And then a lot of
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: people want to get wan top. They go and fuck
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: off first because they don't want to be the victim
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: of being cheated on, being played because motherfuckers like to
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: say everybody like this, what's that new? Saying, Oh, you
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: won't know what I do? You know what I'm saying,
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: Like you don't know what I did. If you knew
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: what I do, you pop a perk, you know what
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: I mean? And I used to be on that type
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: of tommon. I used to I used to be like.
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: That, how do you feel about revenge sex?
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: Revenge sex? I used to like I said, it wasn't
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: really revenge for me because I would always be done
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: with these niggas. I'm not gonna lie. Once you cheat
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: and stuff like that, I get turned off. I wouldn't
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: even want you no more, But then a nigga would
• 29:07
  Speaker 1: press the issue, you know what I'm saying. So it's
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: like I went and fucked off, but I already told
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: you he was done, but you don't want to be
• 29:12
  Speaker 1: done because you think it's so fucking delusion. So now
• 29:14
  Speaker 1: you're saying I'm cheating because I already fucked off. I don't.
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: It's no time frame on what you on what people do,
• 29:19
  Speaker 1: because people usually know the next person they're gonna fuck
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: while they're in a relationship. And this is the first relationship.
• 29:24
  Speaker 1: I don't think like that because I honestly like, yeah,
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: and all my relationships I knew the next person I
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: was gonna fuck, except for this one.
• 29:31
  Speaker 3: Yeah, how does okay? How does that work? Though? Like,
• 29:33
  Speaker 3: so you met that person one time while you.
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: Person Men Men are pursuers, you know what I'm saying.
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: Usual usually men are, because there's some women, but men
• 29:43
  Speaker 1: are usually the pursuers. I've never pursued a man before,
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: so men have always come, you know what I'm saying
• 29:48
  Speaker 1: to me, So it's like I'll know, like, okay, this
• 29:51
  Speaker 1: person is always trying to give me this chance, you
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. I remember when I was pregnant,
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: people like you don't deserve that. So I'm just like, yeah,
• 29:57
  Speaker 1: I like him. He's real nice. He's saying nice things,
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I've had people go out
• 30:02
  Speaker 1: their way to do things as a friend knowing that
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: they wanted to be with me, you know what I'm saying.
• 30:06
  Speaker 1: So it's like, hmm, I'll give them a chance, you
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. And you think like that, So
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: it's like, that's how you find it out, Like you
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: weed them out. You don't give them a chance while
• 30:15
  Speaker 1: you're in a relationship, because nobody's gonna take you seriously
• 30:18
  Speaker 1: if you fuck with them while you're in a relationship.
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: Think about it, because I'm like, oh, if you did
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: this to him, you could do this to me.
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: To me.
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah, That's why this is the first relationship where I
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: didn't get into it before I was done, you know
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: what I mean. I mean, it's a little, it's a
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: little in the beginning, but it's different because we didn't
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: get into a relationship, you know what I'm saying until
• 30:43
  Speaker 1: we knew we were both like you know what I mean?
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: Like we knew it was that we didn't come in
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: and we weren't in relationships when we did.
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: What we did. I know this might to sound crazy.
• 30:51
  Speaker 2: What I about to say? Go ahead, go ahead it
• 30:56
  Speaker 2: get it ready, go click this out. This penis is
• 30:59
  Speaker 2: a key, right, and.
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: Oh my.
• 31:04
  Speaker 2: Is a lot right. I'm leaving it, but you stick
• 31:07
  Speaker 2: it in that right one. It just feels like it's
• 31:09
  Speaker 2: so perfect, like you unlocked your you unlock your happy. Okay,
• 31:12
  Speaker 2: you didn't know? Yeah, you know what I thought?
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: He was gonna say, no, like the key if all
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: these keys.
• 31:21
  Speaker 2: I'm not saying that because some girls got a key
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: lock that that broke lock. You feel me? They got
• 31:28
  Speaker 2: messing all over the city. But it's like I dealt
• 31:31
  Speaker 2: with a lot of women right that said the right thing,
• 31:34
  Speaker 2: moved the right way, didn't do nothing wrong. But as
• 31:36
  Speaker 2: I'm going in and out of them, I don't feel
• 31:38
  Speaker 2: that connection.
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: Because it's the energy.
• 31:41
  Speaker 2: But then you get that one over them and it's
• 31:44
  Speaker 2: like I just want to inside of you.
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: It's like that's less.
• 31:48
  Speaker 3: Speak feeling like like how do you know that that's
• 31:51
  Speaker 3: less versus just being love?
• 31:53
  Speaker 2: How do I know? Yeah? Yo, because I'm gonna lie
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: after I in and out, it's like I'm just hurry up.
• 31:59
  Speaker 2: I'm pumping fast because I want to be done. I
• 32:02
  Speaker 2: just want to get it over with. It's like I
• 32:04
  Speaker 2: just want to get minds off. And then after that
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: she felt like she looking like damn, like you just
• 32:08
  Speaker 2: gave me the best, but really it's like I just
• 32:11
  Speaker 2: did it because it felt like it was satisfying me.
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: It was just pleasing me, just to get my another off.
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: So you would know what you're in love when you
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: want to please the one.
• 32:18
  Speaker 2: You know, when you want to please the woman, when
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: you want to smell the woman, when you don't want
• 32:22
  Speaker 2: to come out of that woman, when you want to
• 32:24
  Speaker 2: melt in that woman, when you want to hold that
• 32:26
  Speaker 2: woman when you finish. You don't want that ship to end.
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: You don't, you don't you want you want to you
• 32:30
  Speaker 2: kissing her back, you kissing her body.
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: She even podcast nigga thinking about last night you got
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: a chill gang chill had no sex.
• 32:42
  Speaker 2: Podcasting, but that that woman that just like damn, you
• 32:46
  Speaker 2: know when that one ted to come down, like damn,
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: this is real.
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: So then why so so you're saying you don't regret
• 32:52
  Speaker 1: less because this is what The episode is about, so
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: do you regret less?
• 32:57
  Speaker 2: Yeah, before you're gonna marry a hell y'all married?
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: Why are you doing that?
• 33:01
  Speaker 2: Well, I'm doing it. I told her twenty twenty seven, right,
• 33:05
  Speaker 2: but damn you already old as shit twenty Give us
• 33:09
  Speaker 2: some time, you know.
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: Give what time? You know this girl all your life?
• 33:12
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but y'all get the financials ready, Like, no, we
• 33:14
  Speaker 2: can go to the justice to piece tomorrow and have
• 33:16
  Speaker 2: our reception later on that line, I'm with this shit.
• 33:19
  Speaker 3: You will get married to her tomorrow tomorrow. If she
• 33:21
  Speaker 3: hit you and she was like, let's go to the
• 33:23
  Speaker 3: court office tomorrow, you do it.
• 33:24
  Speaker 2: Tomorrow, I'm gonna say, tell, I'm at the court over today.
• 33:26
  Speaker 2: I'm waiting on you.
• 33:27
  Speaker 3: I know that's right.
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: That's right, you baby, y'all, Yeah, waiting tomorrow for that's
• 33:33
  Speaker 2: about taking me there? Now, what are we doing?
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: I know that's right because that people confuse things. A
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: marriage in a wedding is two different things. You can
• 33:40
  Speaker 1: get married without the wedding. You're gonna need that, say, financials.
• 33:42
  Speaker 1: If you're building with this person, you could build with.
• 33:44
  Speaker 2: Now, I'm telling get married. But the far as like
• 33:47
  Speaker 2: the reception, the big wedding that I felt like she deserves.
• 33:49
  Speaker 2: You can do twenty twenty seven, twenty twenty eight, but
• 33:52
  Speaker 2: to have my last thing, you can have that ship
• 33:54
  Speaker 2: today right now.
• 33:55
  Speaker 1: Okay, So because that's what I'm saying, that's what I'm saying.
• 33:57
  Speaker 2: It's the phone that I'm signing that bitch right now.
• 33:59
  Speaker 3: I know that's right.
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: I mean witness that we need. We need to frenchie work.
• 34:02
  Speaker 2: Y'all ain't going away after this ship. Y'all gotta go
• 34:04
  Speaker 2: with me.
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: I got you shit, I'm marrying mom, And should you
• 34:09
  Speaker 1: need me to come? Should if we need an extra witness,
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, but no, for real, honestly that.
• 34:15
  Speaker 2: That but less, I definitely regret. I regret that sin
• 34:18
  Speaker 2: now that I'm at the age I am now before,
• 34:21
  Speaker 2: I love that.
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: I regret it less. I've that's probably one of them
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: that I do regret. I do regret less in some
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: parts because it's like, as a woman, I don't I
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: don't know now that I'm getting older. I might sound
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: a little bit of sexist to my own time, but
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: I just feel like women shouldn't do we should hold
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: ourselves to a higher standard.
• 34:40
  Speaker 2: When it got Cootie is a gift. You're supposed to
• 34:42
  Speaker 2: be that ship.
• 34:43
  Speaker 1: Everywhere life like life literally comes out of our bodies.
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy because if you look at all the STDs,
• 34:49
  Speaker 1: men are less acceptable to STDs and women, you know
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like you guys can carry it and
• 34:53
  Speaker 1: won't feel the symptoms that we feel. Women, we will.
• 34:56
  Speaker 1: We'll get something and then it can cause sterilizing, you
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Cancers, all types of things, you
• 35:03
  Speaker 1: know what I mean.
• 35:04
  Speaker 2: So it's just like they could burn you.
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: I just feel like, I just feel like it's just
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: know and I feel like everybody shouldn't be.
• 35:09
  Speaker 2: Sending everybody shouldn't be sucking everybody.
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: And that's what I always say. We were meant to
• 35:15
  Speaker 1: just have sex with whoever. STDs wouldn't exist.
• 35:17
  Speaker 2: We got a gift. Everybody's not supposed to know. You
• 35:21
  Speaker 2: have your gift that surprize possession in your soul. And
• 35:24
  Speaker 2: then it's nothing like laying down with a woman that
• 35:26
  Speaker 2: you know, this shit is minds and only minds. Like
• 35:30
  Speaker 2: when LUSS going on, it's like it didn't take me
• 35:33
  Speaker 2: long to get for you to drop your panties. How
• 35:36
  Speaker 2: often you do this ship what else demons you bringing
• 35:39
  Speaker 2: into my bedroom or this hotel room? Who else that
• 35:43
  Speaker 2: Like you could still like you still could smell a
• 35:46
  Speaker 2: man on a woman sometimes, but that ship don't mean
• 35:49
  Speaker 2: because like I gotta get minds off. It's like satisfaction
• 35:51
  Speaker 2: to me, Like sometimes like I'm going two or three
• 35:54
  Speaker 2: days like and one day I got two or three
• 35:57
  Speaker 2: women just to please, like just just thinking I'm pleasing myself.
• 36:00
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you got that ship feeling.
• 36:02
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like that or not. But then it's like
• 36:04
  Speaker 2: when you get that one and you have like that's all.
• 36:06
  Speaker 3: You need and another thing about like lust lust, it's
• 36:10
  Speaker 3: like it's like it's no funny shit. It's like when
• 36:11
  Speaker 3: you said when you went to that girl's house and
• 36:14
  Speaker 3: she opened the door, you knew something seemed.
• 36:15
  Speaker 2: Off with you.
• 36:16
  Speaker 3: Still I can't LUSI LUs will put you in like
• 36:20
  Speaker 3: predicaments where you're not safe, you know, because like you
• 36:22
  Speaker 3: could be fucking with a girl who fucking with you,
• 36:25
  Speaker 3: like I don't listen, I don't Several times, bro, have
• 36:28
  Speaker 3: I been with a girl and she slipped and told
• 36:30
  Speaker 3: me she was married, And it was like we was
• 36:32
  Speaker 3: talking and she's like my husband, and.
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: I'm like, now that husband, come home. You in souse.
• 36:37
  Speaker 2: You got the right time. Tell the story that I
• 36:40
  Speaker 2: could have really got myself killed. Tell the story really boom,
• 36:43
  Speaker 2: I'm in the crib.
• 36:45
  Speaker 1: Shure.
• 36:45
  Speaker 2: They invited me over right now. It's like my son called,
• 36:49
  Speaker 2: O had it. I had it. So it's like this
• 36:51
  Speaker 2: is BBM DS. You feel me. Yeah, I'm moving around.
• 36:55
  Speaker 2: I was. I was a yeah BBM BlackBerry is brew
• 37:00
  Speaker 2: chats you know, oh yeah BlackBerry. So were going crazy right,
• 37:06
  Speaker 2: He's like, yo, Shure, I'm like, word, I said, we
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: hit it. He like in the car, Yeah, she told
• 37:10
  Speaker 2: me to put up to her crib, like you said.
• 37:12
  Speaker 3: You must have been talking that ship your man's head first.
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so first she was aren't.
• 37:17
  Speaker 3: Understand that type of show.
• 37:19
  Speaker 2: So he like, she don't know. We know each other.
• 37:22
  Speaker 2: So I pose up to the crib and then she's like, oh,
• 37:25
  Speaker 2: just come in and be quiet. Going in the room,
• 37:28
  Speaker 2: I'm hitting and I'm looking around. I'm like as I'm hit,
• 37:30
  Speaker 2: and I'm like a Yankee fitted on the light and
• 37:35
  Speaker 2: I'm like maybe she she wear hat fitts. I'm looking
• 37:38
  Speaker 2: I'm like there was not sneakers over there, man some
• 37:42
  Speaker 2: more And I'm looking around like damn a vinny sweater.
• 37:46
  Speaker 2: I met her baby father crib or something. So it's like,
• 37:50
  Speaker 2: oh for that alone, It's like, you know cook. Like
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: then I'm like all right, I'm finished. She's like, wait,
• 37:59
  Speaker 2: hold on, that's my baby father cousin that came in.
• 38:01
  Speaker 2: I said what what Yo. I'm like, oh my fucking god.
• 38:06
  Speaker 2: I'm just there by myself. I'm looking at the one
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: on like then can I make it to the break down?
• 38:12
  Speaker 2: I thinking she taking she was on yo, third floor. Yo.
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: I'm like possibly maybe not.
• 38:18
  Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, how I'm looking at the one now.
• 38:20
  Speaker 2: I'm like damn. So she told me stand behind the door.
• 38:23
  Speaker 2: She opened the door. She's like, yo's like, I'm about
• 38:26
  Speaker 2: to go back here and smokes like all cool. He
• 38:28
  Speaker 2: goes in the room. She rushed me outside. I'm like, yo,
• 38:32
  Speaker 2: what's up with you? And she's like, oh my bad.
• 38:35
  Speaker 2: I ain't think nobody was coming here this that, But
• 38:37
  Speaker 2: this is your baby father crypt It's like your crib.
• 38:39
  Speaker 2: This is your baby father crib.
• 38:41
  Speaker 1: Because his cousin just walking.
• 38:42
  Speaker 2: Yo, just walk in, like just walk. I'm like, nah,
• 38:45
  Speaker 2: I ain't. I ain't playing on my life like this
• 38:47
  Speaker 2: no more.
• 38:48
  Speaker 1: That's disgusting.
• 38:49
  Speaker 2: But did I stop hitting on it?
• 38:50
  Speaker 1: Nah?
• 38:51
  Speaker 2: Damn, I still kept her crib.
• 38:54
  Speaker 3: Hn't in her crib. It's like, niggas, it's not worth it, niggas.
• 38:58
  Speaker 3: Like there's so many stories in the Bible about men
• 39:00
  Speaker 3: losing their power to lust. You know what I mean.
• 39:03
  Speaker 2: It's on the news, men losing a light.
• 39:07
  Speaker 1: Men are a week when it comes to sex.
• 39:09
  Speaker 2: Absolutely, if you if you want to get if you
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: want to get out, have a girl, shut it up.
• 39:14
  Speaker 1: Even me, now that I'm celebrated, every every man assumes
• 39:17
  Speaker 1: that I have to be fucking on the low. You
• 39:19
  Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, no, no way, Like even me,
• 39:21
  Speaker 1: I wouldn't think this would be possible for me. If
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: this was me a couple of years ago, I wouldn't agree.
• 39:25
  Speaker 1: I wouldn't think I could be able to do it.
• 39:26
  Speaker 2: Play with yourself is a son.
• 39:28
  Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, I play with myself. But they say
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: when you regret, They say, when you play with yourself,
• 39:33
  Speaker 1: you're having sex with it. It's an incubus and a
• 39:35
  Speaker 1: succubist or whatever.
• 39:36
  Speaker 2: I forget.
• 39:37
  Speaker 1: Hello, you feel it and you're like, yo, that ship
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: feels so good. You feel disgusted with yourself yourself. I
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: turned the porn off. I play these dirty bitches yo yo.
• 39:49
  Speaker 2: After it was just me. After that, I'd be like, oh,
• 39:53
  Speaker 2: what is I'm doing?
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: But where are they mothers? Oh my god, somebody has
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: stuff that's never you start to figure it out, like
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: what the is going? And you started thinking like what's
• 40:01
  Speaker 1: wrong with me?
• 40:02
  Speaker 2: Especially when you gotta clean yourself and then you be talking.
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: You ever talk to the bitches?
• 40:06
  Speaker 2: Yea? And I never talked it out, but I talked
• 40:10
  Speaker 2: to my damn stuff like I took.
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: To myself in my head and beat the bitches because
• 40:14
  Speaker 1: I like.
• 40:14
  Speaker 2: Got to stop. I like the girl, so like I
• 40:18
  Speaker 2: gotta stop. I can't keep doing.
• 40:19
  Speaker 3: But why do you think you why is it that
• 40:20
  Speaker 3: like you be feeling bad after this situation?
• 40:22
  Speaker 2: No, I don't know.
• 40:23
  Speaker 1: I think I feel bad because oh that's a sin
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: that I that I do regret being being I was.
• 40:30
  Speaker 1: I was being gay. I was being like when I
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: was younger, I was being gay. I got delivered because
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: I stopped doing it after I got shot.
• 40:37
  Speaker 2: My whole life changed.
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: My whole life shame like when I say, I fucked
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: so many bitches and I was acting like a nigga
• 40:45
  Speaker 1: with these bitches.
• 40:46
  Speaker 2: You thought it was two niggas on this counter.
• 40:48
  Speaker 1: No, seriously, I fucked so many bitches before and I
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: was literally hurting them, breaking a little hearts because I'm like,
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: no way, these bitches.
• 40:54
  Speaker 2: Take me serious problem both.
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: No, yeah, I was. So it's like I stopped in
• 40:59
  Speaker 1: this like, I don't. I haven't went back. I mean,
• 41:02
  Speaker 1: do I regret it? Though I don't really, it was
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: a good time. It was a good time.
• 41:06
  Speaker 2: I feel like people like, oh I regret sins. I
• 41:08
  Speaker 2: feel like the sins that that we committed is what
• 41:12
  Speaker 2: made us who we are today. Of course, so it's
• 41:14
  Speaker 2: like if I never commit a lot of the sins,
• 41:15
  Speaker 2: I want to have been the man I am today
• 41:17
  Speaker 2: that I want to settle down, that I want to
• 41:18
  Speaker 2: just like build a family that I went and been
• 41:22
  Speaker 2: at like my my rage.
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: So they made you who you are.
• 41:27
  Speaker 2: It made me who I am today. And I'm proud
• 41:29
  Speaker 2: to say I am who I am.
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: I'm mad I jumped this girl back in the day
• 41:33
  Speaker 1: for no reason. She was my friend. Oh this boy,
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: it was a stupid jump. Though it was a stupid jump.
• 41:38
  Speaker 1: The name was Jen. She wasn't really my friend. It
• 41:40
  Speaker 1: was his girlfriend and I was hanging out, was cool
• 41:41
  Speaker 1: with his sister and he was like jumper, but I
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: just hit it.
• 41:43
  Speaker 3: Like once, so said she was your friend.
• 41:46
  Speaker 1: Though she wasn't really my friend. She was just nice
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: to me. I'm done calling people my friends. But I
• 41:50
  Speaker 1: do regret.
• 41:51
  Speaker 2: I do regret that I regret putting my hands on
• 41:53
  Speaker 2: a lot of people I don't like to.
• 41:54
  Speaker 1: I'm not a violent person like I literally when I
• 41:56
  Speaker 1: was walking, I literally had maybe two fight and it
• 42:01
  Speaker 1: was only because I jumped. I only foot from my friends.
• 42:03
  Speaker 1: But when niggas I didn't had a bunch.
• 42:05
  Speaker 2: Of fights with me.
• 42:07
  Speaker 3: Can I share regret with y'all?
• 42:08
  Speaker 1: Go ahead?
• 42:09
  Speaker 3: This is like not super crazy, but I this actually
• 42:11
  Speaker 3: I still think about this from time for time. So
• 42:13
  Speaker 3: one time it was one of my my grandmothers. She
• 42:16
  Speaker 3: knows she no longer living, but I had a grandmother
• 42:18
  Speaker 3: and she had a birthday. This is one of her
• 42:19
  Speaker 3: last birthdays where we was like we actually went out
• 42:22
  Speaker 3: to a restaurant, booked this little special room. Everybody was there.
• 42:25
  Speaker 3: I was in the photography and shit like that. So
• 42:27
  Speaker 3: I took all the pictures of her. These are special
• 42:30
  Speaker 3: photos because like after that birthday, she was getting older,
• 42:32
  Speaker 3: she wasn't stepping outside the house as much.
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: You know, we was going.
• 42:35
  Speaker 3: You know, she spent the last I would say, she
• 42:37
  Speaker 3: spent her like last ten years, seven years of life
• 42:39
  Speaker 3: being in the bed.
• 42:40
  Speaker 2: You know.
• 42:40
  Speaker 3: So I had these photos, and I had the photos
• 42:43
  Speaker 3: on a laptop. One day, I was chilling with my
• 42:46
  Speaker 3: man's and what we're trying to do every day, figure
• 42:48
  Speaker 3: out how to we gonna smoke some weed. Didn't have
• 42:50
  Speaker 3: no money, I fucking pond the laptop. Didn't even didn't
• 42:53
  Speaker 3: even think about that. That's creed, didn't even think about
• 42:56
  Speaker 3: the photos being on there. And then I realized that
• 42:59
  Speaker 3: after the act, Bro, that ship, that shit haunted me
• 43:01
  Speaker 3: to this day. That was years ago. Was like, that
• 43:03
  Speaker 3: is some crack that was years ago and it was memph.
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: There's so much matteries that you would not be able
• 43:08
  Speaker 2: to get that.
• 43:08
  Speaker 3: I can't get that back, Bro, Damn. That should still
• 43:11
  Speaker 3: make me even now like saying, I'm like, damn, that
• 43:13
  Speaker 3: was done. Bro, I still I can't forget. I forgive myself,
• 43:15
  Speaker 3: but I'm like, you shouldn't have did that, sorry, Grandma.
• 43:18
  Speaker 2: Now you did all that right? How long did that
• 43:20
  Speaker 2: high last?
• 43:21
  Speaker 3: Not nearly longer? The laptop for bro now you know,
• 43:25
  Speaker 3: don't give you no bread.
• 43:26
  Speaker 2: Give you how much you got it? Fifty six dollars?
• 43:29
  Speaker 3: Got like fifty or sixty?
• 43:31
  Speaker 1: Oh, okay, I got one. I pulled my mom's ring,
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: her engagement her engagement ring from my dad. But they
• 43:36
  Speaker 1: were what I don't know. She's probably gonna find out
• 43:40
  Speaker 1: from this podcast. Sorry, mom, this is. And they didn't
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: give me a lie either, because, like you said, pawn
• 43:46
  Speaker 1: shops don't. But somebody had. I had let somebody hold
• 43:49
  Speaker 1: somebody else's eyepod touch, remember the iPod touches, and he
• 43:53
  Speaker 1: did whatever he lost it, whatever lost it. Oh, I've
• 43:56
  Speaker 1: seen that. It's when I was on my feet. I
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: lifted that girl up. So you going that porn shop
• 44:01
  Speaker 1: right now, and you go pouring this ring. I was
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: so mad. I had to pour my mama marine.
• 44:05
  Speaker 2: That was so bad. Damn it was fucked up, man.
• 44:08
  Speaker 1: So I do regret that too, But you know she
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: not with my daddy.
• 44:12
  Speaker 2: You don't need that anyway, those memories, though, they keep
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: it for memories.
• 44:17
  Speaker 1: I took a look at this photograph, so some things
• 44:21
  Speaker 1: that kind of made me laugh. Oh mama, But that's
• 44:27
  Speaker 1: that saved my friend Wolf did it? To get high.
• 44:31
  Speaker 2: Yeah, saving a friend.
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: I had to save my friend. I had touch, and
• 44:38
  Speaker 1: I could have got way more afraid because my dad
• 44:40
  Speaker 1: paid way more for that.
• 44:41
  Speaker 2: I know he would always low.
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: He probably like, but you could have gave it.
• 44:45
  Speaker 2: To me, give it back to me. I could. I
• 44:50
  Speaker 2: couldn't get.
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: In the nineties, people was big on jewelry anything, you
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: know what I mean. Jewelry was way more real and
• 44:58
  Speaker 1: clutch and stuff.
• 44:59
  Speaker 3: Like that, especially a weather ring that's a good piece.
• 45:01
  Speaker 1: My mother had a lot of nice jewelry piece her
• 45:05
  Speaker 1: jewelry box.
• 45:07
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, yo, did you hear her? Well, she fucked.
• 45:11
  Speaker 3: Oh, Mike's gonna it's gonna be a clip.
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: She's gonna start. She's gonna be like, oh, that's where
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: my X and change and I do half of that.
• 45:21
  Speaker 1: She's about to blame me for older she committed.
• 45:25
  Speaker 3: Closure.
• 45:26
  Speaker 1: Maybe even you talk about that's a crackead.
• 45:32
  Speaker 2: But they're gonna turn to right. Let's say she up
• 45:35
  Speaker 2: jeemy box.
• 45:35
  Speaker 1: No, I would say my top sins would be maybe pride,
• 45:41
  Speaker 1: no problem, Yeah, prid, I would say pride. I don't
• 45:45
  Speaker 1: regret it though, I feel like it helps you cold
• 45:48
  Speaker 1: yourself to a certain standard.
• 45:49
  Speaker 3: And life saying I don't I'm not you know, I
• 45:52
  Speaker 3: don't regret with the pride because because it's some geminist
• 45:57
  Speaker 3: she had come behind somebody.
• 45:58
  Speaker 1: I don't regret my pride because at the end of
• 45:59
  Speaker 1: the day, if you fuck me over, I'm gonna fuck
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: you over. And it's like, I'm not gonna die. I
• 46:04
  Speaker 1: don't have to directly you over. God don't play about me.
• 46:06
  Speaker 1: And when something happens to you, like if I'm the
• 46:09
  Speaker 1: type of person you do me wrong and you die,
• 46:13
  Speaker 1: I am not gonna like I'm not gonna celebrate it
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: or nothing. But if somebody tells me, I'm like I don't,
• 46:18
  Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, you know what I mean. But I
• 46:21
  Speaker 1: don't funk. I don't funk around.
• 46:22
  Speaker 2: But pride pride.
• 46:24
  Speaker 1: People be like, are you gonna what if something happens
• 46:26
  Speaker 1: is I don't give a fuck?
• 46:27
  Speaker 2: Like I don't give a but my pride. I lost
• 46:30
  Speaker 2: a lot over my pride. I regret that I ain't.
• 46:34
  Speaker 1: Lose it over my pride. I lost as friends like
• 46:38
  Speaker 1: I lost people that didn't need to be in my life.
• 46:40
  Speaker 1: So that's not really a loss for me. That's like
• 46:41
  Speaker 1: a blessing.
• 46:42
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but doing that like, because I'm prodful for the
• 46:45
  Speaker 2: right things on both sides of the defense. But I
• 46:48
  Speaker 2: lost a lot of people in my top.
• 46:49
  Speaker 1: Ten would be less. I would say the one that
• 46:52
  Speaker 1: I do with is loss.
• 46:54
  Speaker 2: I never been agreed rage. I'm not I had rage rage.
• 46:58
  Speaker 1: I'm not really a rageful person. People might say.
• 47:00
  Speaker 2: I'm rageful, but yeah, I'm like, I don't know all
• 47:04
  Speaker 2: the stories.
• 47:04
  Speaker 3: I didn't her is going on my queen.
• 47:07
  Speaker 1: People say.
• 47:10
  Speaker 2: Scout gang, But that was that was out of love.
• 47:14
  Speaker 2: That's rage.
• 47:15
  Speaker 1: He pissed me off.
• 47:16
  Speaker 2: That was you mix a rage with love.
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so maybe it's.
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: Just pass that's that's it's an ill passion of Christ.
• 47:26
  Speaker 1: Yeah, talking like you're not about to play with me
• 47:28
  Speaker 1: like that. I love these people. At the end of
• 47:30
  Speaker 1: the day, I love too hard and that's my thing.
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: That's once I love you, was like we forever.
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: I can't be glutting this. I ain't no glutting it letting.
• 47:38
  Speaker 2: It's not my thing.
• 47:39
  Speaker 1: Ship, not my type of little ship. That's you're not
• 47:44
  Speaker 1: glutting this. You always just a little chey.
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: Tell me what you ain't tell me. Damn. I felt
• 47:51
  Speaker 2: myself like, whoa, let me get down fla.
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: That's not me because I like to get up, get
• 47:56
  Speaker 1: going and motivation. I could you the maid, though I
• 47:59
  Speaker 1: do not like I'm not an enjoyer of the cleaning.
• 48:03
  Speaker 2: I know a lot of lazy motherfuckers.
• 48:05
  Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't like slough. I don't. What's the
• 48:07
  Speaker 1: other one say?
• 48:08
  Speaker 2: Envy too? Though I've experienced envy, I never, I never
• 48:11
  Speaker 2: envy nothing.
• 48:12
  Speaker 3: No, I've experienced envy.
• 48:14
  Speaker 1: I feel like everybody's low key had envy, whether you
• 48:16
  Speaker 1: know it or not.
• 48:17
  Speaker 2: Oh no, I had envy when the nigga had my woman. Yeah,
• 48:19
  Speaker 2: I definitely did.
• 48:20
  Speaker 1: I've had envy, and this is real. I've had envy
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: sometimes with people walking m hm, Like I used to
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: when people would put their feet because I had a
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: cousin she kept putting her foot like she always put
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: her feet on me, like it was just her thing.
• 48:33
  Speaker 1: I don't know what the fuck was wrong with her,
• 48:34
  Speaker 1: love her to have. One of my favorite cousins always
• 48:36
  Speaker 1: put her foot and in one day she put her
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: foot up and I almost broke it because I'm like,
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: you can move your foot. I can't. I was envious
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: over that. I used to tell people like, you can
• 48:44
  Speaker 1: leave me alone, you know, what I'm saying, like you
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: can walk away from your problems, and that's kind of envious.
• 48:49
  Speaker 2: You put it like that, you envious the people.
• 48:53
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's like we're being real with ourselves.
• 48:55
  Speaker 2: I tell you, like, why are you telling me that?
• 48:56
  Speaker 2: For like I can see just like I know you're
• 48:58
  Speaker 2: not doing it to be mischief, but it's telling me
• 49:02
  Speaker 2: like that. It's like like I even I said things
• 49:05
  Speaker 2: like joke wise, but I really felt that ship because
• 49:07
  Speaker 2: I'm like teaming up with a nigger that can't see.
• 49:10
  Speaker 2: Everybody started laughing, but really it's like I'm saying that
• 49:12
  Speaker 2: ship because I really mean that. Yea.
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: Even even with people in wheelchairs, like when I see
• 49:18
  Speaker 1: them get there, like they're walking back, sometimes I'd like, damn,
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: what the fuck is Like how did you get here?
• 49:24
  Speaker 1: Like I got shot and you got hit by a
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: car your spine severed and your back walking. Because like
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: if you have a certain amount of money, anything is possible.
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: I feel like they bring that ship, So I do
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: be envious of that ship. Sometimes. It's really like that's
• 49:36
  Speaker 1: the only thing that I can't control on my own,
• 49:39
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like as far as wealth
• 49:41
  Speaker 1: and stuff, I'm never mad about the next person having
• 49:43
  Speaker 1: a bag or nothing like that.
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: That was my thing.
• 49:46
  Speaker 2: That was where my envy came to you, to you,
• 49:49
  Speaker 2: because I feel like we could get to that. Definitely,
• 49:51
  Speaker 2: I'm not look at it. We can't we going to
• 49:54
  Speaker 2: get you.
• 49:54
  Speaker 1: No, that's yeah, we're going to get to that. But
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying.
• 49:57
  Speaker 2: I don't.
• 49:57
  Speaker 1: I don't ever get mad over somebody that I just say,
• 50:00
  Speaker 1: get mad over why they're gonna come. I'm and maybe
• 50:03
  Speaker 1: sometimes things that one thing I will say to be
• 50:06
  Speaker 1: so transparent, because you know, we're very transparent with people
• 50:09
  Speaker 1: because I've been in the chair for a long time
• 50:12
  Speaker 1: and I've been like advocating for people in the chair.
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: So when I see people that do what I've been doing,
• 50:16
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, But I just didn't stay
• 50:18
  Speaker 1: consistent with it, and they might blow up quicker with
• 50:20
  Speaker 1: it because they're doing it. That shit kind of makes
• 50:23
  Speaker 1: me a little mbia too.
• 50:25
  Speaker 2: Yo. When I see certain ship like I've been doing
• 50:28
  Speaker 2: this ship I love, like what the fuck? Like it's
• 50:32
  Speaker 2: we chopped liverood, Like how the fuck the day? Yo?
• 50:35
  Speaker 1: But people sell their souls for ship like that, like
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: they do it a different way because I see people
• 50:40
  Speaker 1: not to judge people, but people go out their way
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: to make themselves look like assholes. I can't go out
• 50:44
  Speaker 1: my way to do that. I'm naturally me, I'm naturally funny.
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: It's either gonna fuck with me or not. I'm not
• 50:49
  Speaker 1: gonna I can't sell my soul to go viral or
• 50:52
  Speaker 1: do some shit because that ship that shit turns out.
• 50:54
  Speaker 2: But even so, I'd be sitting up there saying like, damn,
• 50:56
  Speaker 2: like they don't see the work that we're putting in.
• 50:58
  Speaker 2: But when you see other people shame their content is
• 51:01
  Speaker 2: not as half as munch.
• 51:02
  Speaker 1: Their content it has no quality. It's like it's just
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: it's just with the what the algorithm. Algorithm likes ignorance,
• 51:08
  Speaker 1: even if you don't realize people that talk about sex
• 51:10
  Speaker 1: all day, people that talk about ignorance all day, ship
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: they go viral because that's that That's what I'd rather
• 51:15
  Speaker 1: us go for who we are. That I didn't just
• 51:17
  Speaker 1: sit there and yeah, no I can't.
• 51:19
  Speaker 2: I gonna see me stupid be a.
• 51:22
  Speaker 1: That's a jiggablele. That's a jiggable I'm not about the jiggle.
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: So when you send me those clips, when you ask
• 51:27
  Speaker 1: me those clips in the chat.
• 51:28
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm talking about.
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: When you send me those, everybody send me like, oh
• 51:31
  Speaker 1: you should do this, you should do that, you should
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: do this to each is its own powers to the people.
• 51:34
  Speaker 1: But that's not what I'm gonna do.
• 51:36
  Speaker 2: I hate that ship. You look at this blind person
• 51:38
  Speaker 2: that I'm like, but that's not.
• 51:39
  Speaker 1: Me, Like, oh my God, stops chairs telling me, oh
• 51:44
  Speaker 1: this and that that's not me. Kolo to them, because
• 51:46
  Speaker 1: then I don't knock nobody else. So I don't knockive
• 51:48
  Speaker 1: a bitch at cracking. Do whatever works for you, but
• 51:51
  Speaker 1: don't just assume that's me. Because if I start sending
• 51:53
  Speaker 1: you say you're a fat person, I start sending you
• 51:55
  Speaker 1: fat people like, oh you should do this because you're fat.
• 51:57
  Speaker 1: Oh you're an ugly person. I start studying ugly people.
• 51:59
  Speaker 1: That's doing you should do this since you're ugly, or
• 52:01
  Speaker 1: talk like that's how ignorant you guys sound. So stop
• 52:04
  Speaker 1: sending that ship.
• 52:05
  Speaker 2: That shit makes me wrath.
• 52:06
  Speaker 1: That makes me rage, That makes me want to punch
• 52:08
  Speaker 1: somebody out.
• 52:09
  Speaker 2: I hate when somebody say another blind person, but look
• 52:11
  Speaker 2: what theyre doing is like they not me though, you know,
• 52:14
  Speaker 2: I mean, especially like when people like, oh, look they
• 52:16
  Speaker 2: doing this, this and that, and I'm like, okay, they
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: was boone blind. I got my life. My eyes got
• 52:22
  Speaker 2: snatched away.
• 52:22
  Speaker 1: And then people be like, at least people don't say
• 52:25
  Speaker 1: to you, oh, I thought this was you because you
• 52:27
  Speaker 1: think every person in a wheelchair looks like that's just
• 52:29
  Speaker 1: like being racist. Honestly, yeah, it's prejudiced. Like I we
• 52:33
  Speaker 1: have completely different cheers, build skin tones, all types. But
• 52:36
  Speaker 1: you thought this was me. Like I said, I'm about
• 52:38
  Speaker 1: to start sending y'all some motherfuckers that look like y'all,
• 52:40
  Speaker 1: and I'm gonna say I think that that's y'all because
• 52:42
  Speaker 1: I think a lot of people's a lot, but I
• 52:43
  Speaker 1: don't even think about people, so stop thinking about me. Ship.
• 52:46
  Speaker 2: Oh you needed to start doing this, you know, nigga,
• 52:49
  Speaker 2: you put glasses on, you do that ship. It ain't
• 52:51
  Speaker 2: for me, nigga, what the I like? I like to
• 52:53
  Speaker 2: have fun? I am? I am. I'm not jumping out
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: the one though. Doing nothing like that don't fit me.
• 52:58
  Speaker 2: You're not gonna see me on corner Pop locket and
• 53:01
  Speaker 2: all that ship. That's not for me. I'm a la
• 53:04
  Speaker 2: me personally, I'm a laid back person, so a lot
• 53:06
  Speaker 2: of ship there. People like, yo, bro, that's not me nigga.
• 53:08
  Speaker 2: So why is I'm pretending to be something not bro nigga.
• 53:12
  Speaker 2: Like I just got over being blind. Like before I
• 53:16
  Speaker 2: used to go outside doing motivational videos. I used to
• 53:19
  Speaker 2: be like yo, somebody walking behind me, somebody walking inside
• 53:21
  Speaker 2: of me, like hours our way to the people go
• 53:24
  Speaker 2: off the block, and then I do my video. Now
• 53:26
  Speaker 2: now you need to get this motivation. You can hit
• 53:28
  Speaker 2: it like this is this, this what fits me. You're
• 53:31
  Speaker 2: not gonna see me dodging cars, being blind, being stupid
• 53:33
  Speaker 2: getting hi by a car to go viral. I'm not
• 53:35
  Speaker 2: doing that. Ship just not just ship, just not for me.
• 53:38
  Speaker 1: There's people that pretend to be blind to go viral
• 53:41
  Speaker 1: or no, it's.
• 53:42
  Speaker 2: Somebody when I go to podcast, gonna yeah yeah, he's
• 53:45
  Speaker 2: funny's his whole thing. Yeah you see that. Yeah yeah
• 53:49
  Speaker 2: here community. He just came back from snow Dog. He
• 53:52
  Speaker 2: hit me up. Yo, he's funny as.
• 53:54
  Speaker 1: Held we're gonna have. We're gonna have that motherfucker's funny.
• 53:57
  Speaker 2: But people hit like people send it to me like,
• 53:59
  Speaker 2: how do you feel that he's doing this? I didn't feeling.
• 54:04
  Speaker 2: I don't feel no way not for nothing. It's common,
• 54:06
  Speaker 2: it's it's comedy, and on top of that, it's believe
• 54:10
  Speaker 2: it or not, it's bringing awardness to the blind world too.
• 54:13
  Speaker 1: I don't. I don't when I see people pretend to
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: be and perchances it's people that do that too.
• 54:18
  Speaker 2: I don't care for panhandling, but if you're doing it
• 54:20
  Speaker 2: just to get a pan handled again, I be mad.
• 54:23
  Speaker 1: I'd be like, shit, maybe I need to go on
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: the train and hold a pan out and see what
• 54:26
  Speaker 1: the I could get. I mean when I when they
• 54:29
  Speaker 1: go to UH, when you know you go to be
• 54:31
  Speaker 1: a dolarship, would you like to donate to the poor
• 54:33
  Speaker 1: of the I'm like, yeah, put it back in my pocket, bitch,
• 54:36
  Speaker 1: leave me alone. I am the less pushment. Leave me
• 54:39
  Speaker 1: the fuck alone at the end of the day. And
• 54:41
  Speaker 1: that's another thing. Don't ever come in our comments section
• 54:44
  Speaker 1: and think you're about to chew us up. We to
• 54:46
  Speaker 1: ourselves out exactly what we say on here. We already
• 54:49
  Speaker 1: we already talked to each other about it, We already
• 54:51
  Speaker 1: spoke on it. We already know how we feel about it.
• 54:53
  Speaker 1: Only God could judge us. And if you're a Christian
• 54:55
  Speaker 1: and you come into comments and you were saying stupid
• 54:57
  Speaker 1: ignorance shit that's only on you. And remember we weren't
• 55:00
  Speaker 1: born like this, so it could always be you. So
• 55:02
  Speaker 1: I would think so far ahead that you could be
• 55:04
  Speaker 1: better than the next person.
• 55:05
  Speaker 2: And stop judging. So my stories to be living out.
• 55:09
  Speaker 2: We only living our life, be living our truth. We
• 55:10
  Speaker 2: here to tell y'all to help the next person out.
• 55:13
  Speaker 2: We ain't trying to bash nobody, hurt nobody, beat nobody down,
• 55:17
  Speaker 2: or roll somebody over. We just doing this shit just
• 55:19
  Speaker 2: to like help the next person out. That's all we do.
• 55:24
  Speaker 1: My French facts are stop following the algorithm, be yourself.
• 55:28
  Speaker 1: If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. We
• 55:29
  Speaker 1: got to bring back people being famous for naturally being themselves,
• 55:32
  Speaker 1: not being whatever you see on the internet. Because the
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: Internet makes so much things so accessible that anybody could
• 55:37
  Speaker 1: be an influencer. But what are you an influence of?
• 55:41
  Speaker 1: That's the question that I want everybody to think of.
• 55:42
  Speaker 1: What are you influencing? Are you influencing the right things
• 55:45
  Speaker 1: the wrong things? And that's cool if you want to
• 55:47
  Speaker 1: be a negative person in life, if you want to
• 55:48
  Speaker 1: be a follower, that's cool too, But bring back the leaders,
• 55:51
  Speaker 1: bring back the people that think for themselves, bring back
• 55:53
  Speaker 1: the people that are not ai versions of other people. Literally,
• 55:57
  Speaker 1: that's all.
• 55:59
  Speaker 2: And motivation with Blond Poppy, it's short today. Stop living
• 56:04
  Speaker 2: your life by somebody else guidelines. No, no, Richie, that's
• 56:12
  Speaker 2: what you know. No, that was me before, not now.
• 56:16
  Speaker 1: No you just had sex?
• 56:18
  Speaker 2: Such who you just had sex? No I did not.
• 56:22
  Speaker 1: You had sex.
• 56:23
  Speaker 2: No I did not myself, well myself. Be happy, Be
• 56:30
  Speaker 2: happy with yourself. Don't live life according to how somebody
• 56:33
  Speaker 2: else expect you to live life. Like you are here
• 56:37
  Speaker 2: just to make yourself happy, not somebody else's. And stand
• 56:41
  Speaker 2: on what you believe and who you are, and say
• 56:43
  Speaker 2: the funk out of my stay the fun out the
• 56:46
  Speaker 2: comments talking about you're gonna put me on the shirt
• 56:48
  Speaker 2: and everything you put himself on.
• 56:50
  Speaker 1: The short blind But now I see yea better hop
• 56:52
  Speaker 1: the fuck up. We don't need nobody to put us
• 56:54
  Speaker 1: on this this.
• 56:55
  Speaker 2: Old merch coming soon, can't put nobody kid heat me
• 57:00
  Speaker 2: and fraid you that could be rolling with visions.
• 57:01
  Speaker 1: And idiots already tried to kill us. It didn't work.
• 57:04
  Speaker 2: It didn't work.
• 57:04
  Speaker 1: It didn't work.
• 57:08
  Speaker 2: Weapons should not prosper Hello, and we ain't going nowhere,
• 57:11
  Speaker 2: and we'll be.
• 57:12
  Speaker 1: Back for another episode next week. Tune in each and
• 57:14
  Speaker 1: every Wednesday.
• 57:14
  Speaker 2: We're gonna see what you're gonna say.
• 57:15
  Speaker 1: Now, Yeah, you can't clock that tea.
• 57:18
  Speaker 2: I do clock it like the block it They.
• 57:23
  Speaker 1: No, it's not that, what is it? Like?
• 57:26
  Speaker 2: This is this? You say? It's this? Like I can
• 57:29
  Speaker 2: see this ship. Next week we out this ship. IMOD
• 57:37
  Speaker 2: think that was good