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Best Of Full Interview: Kehlani Speaks On New Album, Motherhood, Mental Health, Fitness Journey + More · The Breakfast Club

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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.
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Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody in stevej n V Jess hilarious, Charlamage,
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Speaker 2: the guy. We are the Breakfast Club.
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Speaker 3: We got a special guest in the building.
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Speaker 4: Thanks for having me.
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Speaker 1: Ho, are you feeling?
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Speaker 3: I feel good. I think the last time we did this,
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Speaker 3: we might have been on a Zoom call. So it's
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Speaker 3: cool to be in person.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it was zoom. How's your spirit? How's your energy?
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Speaker 3: I'm super good. I'm like, probably the best.
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Speaker 4: I've ever been.
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Speaker 1: Amazing, and why is that?
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Speaker 3: I think just life is really cool. I think I
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Speaker 3: made something I'm stoked about. My fans are stoked. I
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Speaker 3: got to do all these cool signings and see all
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Speaker 3: of them in person, and just like be back in
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Speaker 3: the swing of things.
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Speaker 2: So I'm good, I said. They say you're a gym wrap.
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Speaker 2: They said you up at six o'clock this morning in
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Speaker 2: the gym. They say every morning.
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Speaker 3: They might have lied about this morning. I was dead
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Speaker 3: sleep this morning. But yeah, I'm up. I'm always about
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Speaker 3: my fitness stuff. I'm super healthy and the healthiest I've
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Speaker 3: also ever been.
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Speaker 1: So yeah, I've been watching videos of you all weekend
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Speaker 1: in New York and like you know, a lot of
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Speaker 1: people have been coming to your signings and you pop
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Speaker 1: up crazy make you feel getting that type of love.
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Speaker 3: It's been cool. I mean, I've been doing this for
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Speaker 3: so long, and I've been doing signings for so long,
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Speaker 3: and at some point, like my brain tricked me into
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Speaker 3: being like, you know, they're probably gonna lessen over the years,
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Speaker 3: because it's like, you know, we've seen her a bunch,
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Speaker 3: she dropped a bunch of projects. I'm on project seven
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Speaker 3: or six on project six is a seven seven? Oh,
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Speaker 3: I was right, see so much music. I forgot that,
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Speaker 3: you know, I didn't expect it to be getting bigger.
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Speaker 3: So they're actually the craziest signings I've ever had so
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Speaker 3: far because it's growing, and that's you know, that's all
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Speaker 3: you can pray for.
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Speaker 1: I will say, you know, listening to your new album
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Speaker 1: and just seeing you over the last few months several
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Speaker 1: months talking like there's a confidence in a sense of
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Speaker 1: self that you have now that you didn't have years ago.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, Why is that? I mean, I think
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Speaker 3: it's been a long mental health journey. I think it's
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Speaker 3: been a lot of contributing factors, new motherhood, different angles
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Speaker 3: of like publicly being publicly aligned with certain things are
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Speaker 3: publicly misaligned. They're just like not stepping into myself. I'm
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Speaker 3: twenty nine, I'll be thirty next year. Like I'm just
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Speaker 3: I'm growing up in a real way, so like I
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Speaker 3: know how to prioritize and take care of myself differently.
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Speaker 4: Now, So why did you name the album Crash?
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Speaker 3: So essentially, a crash is the height and the peak
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Speaker 3: of a moment. It isn't like the anxiety that comes before,
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Speaker 3: and it isn't like the overthinking that comes after. It's
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Speaker 3: just this like, excuse me, cluster fuck.
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Speaker 4: It's just this this.
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Speaker 3: Thing that happens. And I knew this album wasn't gonna
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Speaker 3: make sense to most people. I knew that it would
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Speaker 3: be something that you either loved or that you hated,
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Speaker 3: and that kind of just is a crash, And that's
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Speaker 3: kind of been The reception is some people hate it,
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Speaker 3: some people love it, and people think it's my worst
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Speaker 3: and some people think it's my best. And I think
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Speaker 3: that's really cool.
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Speaker 1: It's a little bit of everything.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a crash. It's really a.
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Speaker 2: Cool everything with that, what you wanted.
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Speaker 3: To do, you know, I didn't start wanting to do
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Speaker 3: that it started as myself titled and I went on
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Speaker 3: this mission to like make finally make the Kailani album
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Speaker 3: because I haven't done that yet. And we started in
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Speaker 3: like going to all these different cities and we got
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Speaker 3: all these airbnbs in different places, and it just kind
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Speaker 3: of grew into this thing that resembled I feel like
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Speaker 3: me as a person. I feel like I've always been
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Speaker 3: kind of this thing that doesn't make sense to everyone.
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Speaker 3: They can't figure out, like who I am, what I am,
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Speaker 3: what my story is, how it's been all of these
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Speaker 3: things like can't figure me out and whatever kind of
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Speaker 3: way how I look versus how what kind of music
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Speaker 3: I make, how I sound? And once it started taking
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Speaker 3: its own life, I was like, oh, okay, it's just
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Speaker 3: me as an album.
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Speaker 2: So what is the self titled Kilania album supposed to
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Speaker 2: be like? Because you said it was supposed to be
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Speaker 2: a Kilania album, what was that supposed to.
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Speaker 3: Well, that album, to me, is more rooted in the
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Speaker 3: core things that shaped why I sing. I feel like
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Speaker 3: the Kilani album will be much more referencing like my
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Speaker 3: actual core musical references. It'll probably be a lot more
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Speaker 3: R and B. But this album really reflected all the
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Speaker 3: things that I listened to, like that I grew up
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Speaker 3: listening to, but didn't necessarily shape my identity as an artist,
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Speaker 3: but reflect like, you know, worldly where I'm at.
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Speaker 4: Basically, we're still getting kaylaning oubum.
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Speaker 3: Absolutely, that'll probably be my next album. Probably. Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Lose My Wife as such a toxic record. It is
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Speaker 1: so toxic kl Why would you make those choices and
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Speaker 1: decisions knowing that it could cost you your wife?
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Speaker 3: Oh? You know, it's not a true story. I just
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Speaker 3: wanted to do so in my head, Crash is the
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Speaker 3: story of this anti hero version of myself that goes
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Speaker 3: to Vegas and has this crazy run in Vegas and
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Speaker 3: ends with that lament of like damn. I've like, oh
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Speaker 3: this is crashed instantly, and it's almost like the come
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Speaker 3: down song of like oh, these are the decisions that
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Speaker 3: I've made and like this is what happens. So it's
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Speaker 3: more of like a sonic story and an ending to
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Speaker 3: the story than a true story that I needed to
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Speaker 3: smack on there. It kind of feels like the Hungover
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Speaker 3: song kind of feels like the next day you're like.
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Speaker 1: Oh shit, this is your shadow side exactly. Yeah, when
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Speaker 1: you were in the studio writing these songs. You were like,
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Speaker 1: I'm gonna let my shadow side.
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Speaker 3: I was like, you know, there is. There's been so
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Speaker 3: many toxic so it really has. There really has, And
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Speaker 3: I feel like it's they are moments that people don't
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Speaker 3: people maybe want to say in their head and been
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Speaker 3: like I've had that perspective, or I've gone through that,
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Speaker 3: or I've wanted to say that, and like I would
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Speaker 3: never say it out loud and to me. After I
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Speaker 3: wrote that verse, I was like, this is kind of
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Speaker 3: like stingy and it is kind of harsh. But some
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Speaker 3: people feel like that.
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Speaker 1: But when I hear songs like after Hours or like
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Speaker 1: Better than Not or Tears, it does feel like you're
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Speaker 1: longing for a stable relationship, does it a little bit?
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Speaker 3: Yeah. I mean I think everybody wants love, everybody wants
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Speaker 3: stable love, and we all just have different journeys to it.
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Speaker 4: You know.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, how has motherhood been?
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Speaker 3: Oh, it's the best journey.
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Speaker 4: It's the best.
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Speaker 3: She's five, I can't believe it. Yeah, And that that's
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Speaker 3: a different I got a third thing. I'm literally like,
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Speaker 3: I'll make the day seem so fun. I'm like, we're
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Speaker 3: going with the aquarium and we're going here, We're going here,
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Speaker 3: and then she's like, no kind of I just want
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Speaker 3: to stay in the house and play. I'm like, jeez,
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Speaker 3: what are we gonna do. The other day took her
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Speaker 3: to the park and she was like, I'm just letting
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Speaker 3: you guys know I'm not playing with any of those kids.
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Speaker 3: And I was like, I respect it, but maybe we
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Speaker 3: should try. And she made some friends, and she's in school,
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Speaker 3: so like she is friends, she still.
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Speaker 1: Got musical interest. I heard you say one time she
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Speaker 1: had some.
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Speaker 3: She's on the album she's on Deep. She actually sounds
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Speaker 3: so good that you can't really tell that it's her
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Speaker 3: except for her tone is obviously sounds a lot younger
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Speaker 3: than mine. But she's singing her asshole.
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Speaker 2: Do you want her in the industry.
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Speaker 3: I want her to do whatever she wants to do.
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Speaker 3: If that means industry, sure, If that means she wants
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Speaker 3: my help, sure, If that means she doesn't want my help, sure.
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Speaker 3: If that means she wants to be a rein surgeon
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Speaker 3: or a rocket scientist, let's do that. It's her world.
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Speaker 3: I'm just here.
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Speaker 4: Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Is the industry good for kids? I mean, you're somebody
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Speaker 1: who came in the industry young.
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Speaker 3: I think that compared like, there's two different There's there's
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Speaker 3: pros and cons on both sides. One, I didn't have
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Speaker 3: access to the proper like mental wellness type of regimen
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Speaker 3: or care to have grown up in it the way
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Speaker 3: that I did. And we're seeing the effects of people
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Speaker 3: who you know, adults now and all these stories are
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Speaker 3: coming out about them being like child stars are coming
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Speaker 3: out young. And on the flip side, I feel like
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Speaker 3: people now have access to that, But there's it's also
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Speaker 3: a different demon fame now is completely different. It's why
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Speaker 3: I don't really post my daughter.
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Speaker 4: I don't.
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Speaker 3: There's too many creeps. I don't ever hear it ever
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Speaker 3: look back and be like, I actually didn't consent to
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Speaker 3: any of this. I didn't give any permission. We already
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Speaker 3: get embarrassed when our parents play home videos for our
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Speaker 3: friends when they come over, Like if I'm just subjecting
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Speaker 3: my child to her home video, her freaking growing up
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Speaker 3: home videos being widely known all over the internet, and
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Speaker 3: she grows up one day and it's like, I didn't
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Speaker 3: get to tell you if I wanted that or not.
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Speaker 3: You know, that's not me as a parent, So.
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Speaker 4: Yeah, any more babies. I would love to.
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Speaker 3: Have more babies. Whatever God wants to bless me with
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Speaker 3: I receive.
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Speaker 4: Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Can we talk about the record? What I want?
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Speaker 4: Yeah?
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Speaker 1: I want a bitch that look better than me? Pussy get.
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Speaker 4: You reading it so serious?
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Speaker 1: Yeah?
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Speaker 3: What I want?
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Speaker 1: So excited to read on that record, it seems like
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Speaker 1: you're torn between wanting to be spoiled but also feeling
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Speaker 1: comfortable being the one who spoils.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, I'm definitely like I fluctuate. Absolutely. I think
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Speaker 3: I'm more of a giver than a receiver of like spoiling.
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Speaker 3: I think that's just my nature. But I it's just
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Speaker 3: a classic song about naming all the things that I want.
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Speaker 3: I don't think any of them are even cohesive. I
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Speaker 3: think they're just like, here's a list of all the
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Speaker 3: all my dream things that I want.
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Speaker 1: If you having a while weekend in Vegas, why would
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Speaker 1: you lie to a woman like that? Why would you
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Speaker 1: make her feel?
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Speaker 3: Isn't that what you do in Vegas? Doesn't Vegas make you? No?
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Speaker 3: Not like that? But I'm saying, does it? It's Vegas,
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Speaker 3: not like some adult Disneyland, like all your vices and
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Speaker 3: you don't talk about it. Actually, actually I have a
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Speaker 3: tiny residency in Vegas. Thank you. I have a show,
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Speaker 3: thank you. I have a show at the end of
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Speaker 3: next month and in August. That's what I do in Vegas.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, because even on the song Vegas maybe I'm tripping,
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Speaker 1: it didn't sound like you was actually in Vegas. You
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Speaker 1: just said what we do is like Vegas exactly.
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Speaker 3: The only I made a couple of songs. Actually I
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Speaker 3: made part of what I Want in Vegas. I made
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Speaker 3: part of SUSI on Vegas. I mean actually I made
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Speaker 3: most of SUSI on Vegas and a part of Groove
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Speaker 3: Theory in Vegas. But the song Vegas I made in
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Speaker 3: Los Angeles, Okay, And then on my go to.
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Speaker 4: Vegas the full in love like they go to create
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Speaker 4: had fun, you know.
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Speaker 3: To the person who said, I'm lying what going on?
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Speaker 4: We don't know?
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Speaker 1: Hell, the record Sushi a Sushi doesn't mean, isn't that's fantasy.
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Speaker 3: Sushia sushi.
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Speaker 1: And that's dirty yeah, dirty girl.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, there we go, biling Is that what the record? Yeah?
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Speaker 3: Basically I mean Young Miko's versus Crazy if it's translated,
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Speaker 3: and Jill Scott is free, Auntie Max Extreme is the
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Speaker 3: freak Lord honestly the original freak. So I had to
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Speaker 3: tap her in. Yeah, yeah, she that was an honor.
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Speaker 3: I noticed that she don't have a lot of features. Yeah,
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Speaker 3: was that intentional? No, I tried to get more features.
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Speaker 3: There was a couple of things that were going on,
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Speaker 3: different time things and not necessarily being aligned at the time,
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Speaker 3: different people not aligning with me, and just things not
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Speaker 3: making sense. But the ones that did stick around for
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Speaker 3: me and really, you know, held me down. I'm super
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Speaker 3: appreciative and they killed it.
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Speaker 4: Yeah.
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Speaker 2: Now After Hours, were you surprised of how fast I
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Speaker 2: took off, especially on social media?
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Speaker 4: Crazy?
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like a huge dance.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, I honestly you have to give a lot of
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Speaker 3: credit to Darius Hickman, who's an incredible dancer, and he
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Speaker 3: was in the After Hours video and he left rehearsal
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Speaker 3: for one of the for the After Hours video. I
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Speaker 3: went home and just like made this little dance on
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Speaker 3: TikTok and it just like it took it on one.
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Speaker 3: I think it's such a testament to how powerful like
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Speaker 3: dance is and how like dancers are, like DJ's like
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Speaker 3: they could really break songs like it's I give him
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Speaker 3: all the credit for that because it's crazy.
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Speaker 4: Do you know who Loomi d was beforehand?
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Speaker 5: Yeah, of course you disrespect her like that, like of
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Speaker 5: course the one song you know, maybe people she have one?
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Speaker 3: I think she had one.
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Speaker 1: Now. You also mentioned that this album isn't rooted in
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Speaker 1: your personal experiences are relationships like your previous albums? Are
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Speaker 1: you saying that just so you don't get in trouble
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Speaker 1: and people be like, damn, Colode's so toxic?
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Speaker 3: No, I think I think anytime a running I want
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Speaker 3: you to so bad, so bad. You know what's so
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Speaker 3: funny is I think people would be surprised if they
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Speaker 3: sat down with me to to actually ask and inquire
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Speaker 3: about my experiences, because they might look one way, but
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Speaker 3: it's so many different scenarios that lead to while my
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Speaker 3: love life looks the way it does, and so many
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Speaker 3: that you'd be surprised. Who what's happened with this? And
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Speaker 3: what's happened with this? And it's just it's my business
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Speaker 3: and it's my world, and I'm pretty much in good
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Speaker 3: standing with anybody ever, So like running through these chicks
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Speaker 3: is extreme? You do really want me to be a pampan?
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Speaker 4: You know?
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Speaker 3: Maybe maybe I'll just start embodying it. Maybe maybe I
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Speaker 3: just accept it.
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Speaker 2: Does that bother people in your in your in your
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Speaker 2: regular business, not just your music business all the time?
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Speaker 3: No, I think it came. It comes with the territory.
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Speaker 3: I think I got. I hated it so bad, But
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Speaker 3: I also I have been again, your mental health journey
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Speaker 3: and your journey in being a public facing person, those
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Speaker 3: have to be in lockstep like those if you are
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Speaker 3: ever having poor mental health. There are so many times
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Speaker 3: I could say I've been at a table with y'all
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Speaker 3: and been in the worst states of my life and
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Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, that interview is going to be whatever.
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Speaker 3: And times I've been like, I'm actually not doing interviews
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Speaker 3: this year because all of this shit. And absolutely, but
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Speaker 3: I've also was not in a positive space to even
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Speaker 3: be able to walk in a room and like hold that. Granted,
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Speaker 3: I think the interview at the time that caused things
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Speaker 3: like that, was it my favorite experience with someone. No,
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Speaker 3: but I also at multiple times in my career just
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Speaker 3: have not been just aligned with where I needed to
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Speaker 3: be to be able to show up in that way.
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Speaker 3: So now I can hold that you could probably say
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Speaker 3: anything to me and I'd be like, all right, cool.
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Speaker 1: I've record label's gotten to the point where they actually
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Speaker 1: respect our artists mental health, meaning like if you wake
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Speaker 1: up a morning and you say, look, I'm not doing
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Speaker 1: no interviews today, I'm not doing no interviews for the
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Speaker 1: next six months, but they're like, no, you have to,
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Speaker 1: like they'll push you to do it anyway.
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Speaker 3: Well, I've been signed to the same label since I
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Speaker 3: was nineteen years old and I'm twenty nine, and they
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Speaker 3: have seen me through everything, So I think they're at
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Speaker 3: the point with me where they're like, we get it,
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Speaker 3: and we also know what you are going to show
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Speaker 3: up and show out for, and that's you know, your fans.
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Speaker 3: Like I never I never play about my fans. I
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Speaker 3: never played for showing, you know, showing up for them.
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Speaker 3: And we've always been super transparent, developed a really good
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Speaker 3: relationship with people in media to where like I've been
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Speaker 3: able to call people personally and been like, it's not you,
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Speaker 3: I promise, like I'm not doing well, or I've been
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Speaker 3: on a run and going and going and going for
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Speaker 3: six days and I just need to come in a
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Speaker 3: little later, I need to reschedule this, and people have
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Speaker 3: been super gracious with me.
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Speaker 1: So I'm a huge mental health advocate. So what got
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Speaker 1: you to that place where you are? Now? You know?
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Speaker 1: And I mean, and I know it's a journey. I
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Speaker 1: know it's up, so I know it's down. But what
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Speaker 1: got you to this?
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Speaker 3: Yeah, honestly, I'm going to use this moment to be
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Speaker 3: really transparent and to really advocate for people, you know,
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Speaker 3: getting psychiatric care. And I got a psychiatrist and I
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Speaker 3: got a proper diagnosis after what felt like years of
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Speaker 3: getting soft diagnosis and misdiagnosis, and I'm able to get
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Speaker 3: medicated help and it keeps my mood stable and I'm
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Speaker 3: here and it keeps me like I would absolutely recommend
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Speaker 3: it to anybody that feels like they need it, because
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Speaker 3: it's not something that anybody needs to shame or like
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Speaker 3: be nervous about. And it's probably the best thing I've
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Speaker 3: ever done for myself.
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Speaker 4: What got you there?
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Speaker 2: Because most people, like you said, they feel like they
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Speaker 2: can't talk about it, they can't discuss it, they can't
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Speaker 2: get the help because they don't want to be shamed,
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Speaker 2: especially a celebrity. You feel like somebody will see me
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Speaker 2: do this, that and the other. What got you to
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Speaker 2: the point was like, f this, I need to get help.
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Speaker 3: You know, I was medicated when I was a kid,
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Speaker 3: and I remember not having the most proper experience with it,
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Speaker 3: just because I was really young, and like you're in
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Speaker 3: school and like every kid has ADHD and like it's hyperactive,
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Speaker 3: and I had to be in like the third grade
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Speaker 3: on riddling and it really messed with my personality, and
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Speaker 3: my mom was like, yeah, no, like you can't be
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Speaker 3: a zombie. Like I'll take hyperactive, turn the you know
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Speaker 3: over like whatever this zombie, you know. And then on
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Speaker 3: top of that, still I just remained with the psychiatrist,
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Speaker 3: and then you know, went into a teenagehood and I
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Speaker 3: didn't have that anymore. And then I became an adult
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Speaker 3: and just like my experiences in the music industry and
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Speaker 3: the amount of like honestly PTSD that that causes, paired
15:45
Speaker 3: with you know, all your childhood trauma and like all
15:48
Speaker 3: these things, you kind of get to a point where
15:50
Speaker 3: you're like, all right, I'm not an expert. Like I
15:52
Speaker 3: can't keep being the one to dictate this or to
15:55
Speaker 3: supplement or like to to try to fix it, ice
15:58
Speaker 3: to smoke a lot of weed. Can't do it, won't
16:00
Speaker 3: do it. I haven't been a smoker in five years.
16:05
Speaker 3: People bring me wet all the time, and I'm like, dang, that's.
16:09
Speaker 1: About Indigo kind of calms your anxiety. So Teva makes
16:12
Speaker 1: you have panic.
16:13
Speaker 3: You know. It was because I got pregnant and I
16:15
Speaker 3: couldn't and then I got I went to a throat
16:17
Speaker 3: doctor and he was like, Oh, you don't want to
16:19
Speaker 3: sing for the rest of your life the way your
16:20
Speaker 3: shit looks cause I was smoking backwards. I was smoking
16:22
Speaker 3: blunts like I was what you can find pictures of
16:25
Speaker 3: me with like backwoods like packs spread out like like
16:28
Speaker 3: like a money spread psychotic and just nasty, just nasty.
16:35
Speaker 3: And it just I couldn't do it anymore. And I'm
16:38
Speaker 3: just I got to a point where I was like, Okay,
16:39
Speaker 3: I'm doing all the things that I can possibly do.
16:42
Speaker 3: I'm going to the gym, I'm developing good hobbies. I'm
16:46
Speaker 3: not going out and I'm not doing this and I'm
16:48
Speaker 3: still struggling. It's to the point where I need to call,
16:50
Speaker 3: you know, I need to ask for help.
16:52
Speaker 1: Did it affect your art when you're on whatever medication?
16:56
Speaker 3: No, No, it doesn't. It honestly is the first time,
17:00
Speaker 3: maybe ever in my life that I feel like I
17:03
Speaker 3: have been.
17:04
Speaker 4: I have.
17:04
Speaker 3: I'm clear.
17:05
Speaker 1: Yes, Oh congratulates. Like I told you when we first started,
17:08
Speaker 1: you can really see it's a different level of confidence,
17:11
Speaker 1: it's a different level sense of security.
17:12
Speaker 3: I would say, yeah, absolutely, thank you.
17:14
Speaker 4: I appreciate it.
17:15
Speaker 2: Now we're doing this album. You know, usually people see
17:17
Speaker 2: Kalani as an R and B artist, but this album
17:20
Speaker 2: is popped its country, there's house music, is reggae music.
17:23
Speaker 2: Were you nervous at all and be like my fan fans,
17:26
Speaker 2: my core won't get it.
17:27
Speaker 3: I actually felt the opposite. I felt like my core fans,
17:30
Speaker 3: my actual core fans, would get it because there's been
17:33
Speaker 3: hints of all these things. When my mixhape was nominated
17:37
Speaker 3: for a Grammy, it wasn't nominated for R and B.
17:38
Speaker 3: It was nominated for like Contemporary, you know, R and B.
17:42
Speaker 3: So there's been hints of things my whole life, and
17:45
Speaker 3: I felt like they would really understand. I felt like
17:49
Speaker 3: everybody else who really loved one really R and B
17:52
Speaker 3: project of mine, or like R and B SoundCloud drops
17:55
Speaker 3: or features would be like, what is this and so
17:58
Speaker 3: far for the most part, that's kind of what I've seen.
18:02
Speaker 3: Plus this little subgroup of people who are going like, Wow,
18:04
Speaker 3: I didn't even know she had this in her. This
18:06
Speaker 3: is what's gonna make me fuck with her. So it's honestly,
18:08
Speaker 3: it's been cool. I'm kind of really liking the polarity
18:11
Speaker 3: of the response at this point. If I make the
18:12
Speaker 3: same album again, I'm not an artist If I make
18:15
Speaker 3: the same project after seven projects. This is my chance
18:18
Speaker 3: to pivot, and I took it, and I'm just I'm stoked.
18:21
Speaker 4: To be here.
18:21
Speaker 3: Is exactly exactly. Some people are like, this is the
18:28
Speaker 3: best thing I've ever heard you do, and some people
18:30
Speaker 3: are like this is chicken scratch and it sounds like
18:32
Speaker 3: noise and I hate it. It's like, oh, I don't
18:35
Speaker 3: listen to anyone. I made the album I wanted to make,
18:37
Speaker 3: and I'm happy with it.
18:38
Speaker 4: It's a bunch of different genres and it's so different.
18:41
Speaker 3: It was so fun to make. I had it was
18:43
Speaker 3: the funnest process. It was so many people involved that
18:46
Speaker 3: were all feel the exact same way about it. It
18:48
Speaker 3: felt like our album, not just mine. We got to
18:50
Speaker 3: celebrate it, like I'm happy.
18:52
Speaker 1: I keep hearing you talk about your fitness journey. Yeah,
18:55
Speaker 1: but then they said recently you were body shamed on.
18:59
Speaker 3: You know, it was interesting body shame because what it
19:01
Speaker 3: was was the accusations that I got ab etching. But yeah,
19:10
Speaker 3: it's it's really interesting. The thing is I have diascesis
19:13
Speaker 3: right that and a hernia from being pregnant, so my
19:16
Speaker 3: muscles are split down the middle. So I have I
19:19
Speaker 3: have this space right here and this I have like
19:21
Speaker 3: a lump because it's my intestine, it's a hernia and
19:24
Speaker 3: it kind of looks like an extra ab randomly above
19:27
Speaker 3: my belly button. Everybody was like, that's the proof, like
19:30
Speaker 3: and then they were like, yes, proof because she's not
19:32
Speaker 3: super muscly anywhere else but just her core and won
19:35
Speaker 3: if you go back like genetically I have my dad
19:38
Speaker 3: is super buff, like I'm damn here bill like my father,
19:41
Speaker 3: and then I've always kind of had right you can
19:45
Speaker 3: really see it, and I and I've always had abs.
19:48
Speaker 3: And then upon like just really training my core to
19:51
Speaker 3: like make up for the fact that my muscles aren't
19:53
Speaker 3: connected and I have to get my core together to
19:56
Speaker 3: be able to do any things. That's the center of everything.
19:58
Speaker 3: I have to go a little hard on that. And
20:01
Speaker 3: I honestly thought it was hilarious. And then people just
20:04
Speaker 3: being like, is that a man, and I was like,
20:06
Speaker 3: do you want me to be? Would you like me
20:09
Speaker 3: to be?
20:09
Speaker 6: But what I love is like you didn't get mad
20:11
Speaker 6: and like go get online and start going crazy.
20:14
Speaker 4: Man, it doesn't do anything.
20:16
Speaker 3: I used to do that a lot, and then you
20:18
Speaker 3: just realize, like there's crazy shit every day, like people
20:21
Speaker 3: talk about some new shit the next day. I remember
20:23
Speaker 3: when the internet used to destroy me, like it you
20:27
Speaker 3: what I remember the other day, maybe last week, somebody
20:30
Speaker 3: might have tweeted like, oh, like, y'all don't call Kiline
20:34
Speaker 3: dirty and she has tattoos and someone said, oh, you
20:36
Speaker 3: must be new here, and everybody was like yeah, because
20:39
Speaker 3: twenty sixteen to twenty eighteen, that was it. Everybody was
20:44
Speaker 3: calling me ugly, dirty, all everything. And I used to
20:48
Speaker 3: be what I was fucked up about it like consistently,
20:52
Speaker 3: and then I just got to a point where I
20:53
Speaker 3: was like, well, life kind of goes on, and like
20:56
Speaker 3: I know myself and like there are people that know
20:58
Speaker 3: me and love me deeply and about me and like
21:01
Speaker 3: how you wash right? Hello? Yes, if you guys would
21:04
Speaker 3: like to come to my house for a week and
21:07
Speaker 3: don'tle check in my shower twice a day and the
21:09
Speaker 3: levels of aftercare, Like that's on you, guys, but you
21:12
Speaker 3: know you don't. You can't prove those things to people.
21:14
Speaker 3: People who already want to be like that are gonna
21:16
Speaker 3: be like that.
21:16
Speaker 2: Regarding anyway, Are you still on social media?
21:18
Speaker 1: You got off because of that?
21:19
Speaker 3: No, I had got off for a second. I actually
21:21
Speaker 3: didn't have Twitter for two years. I just got back
21:23
Speaker 3: on because it's just what I get back on good
21:26
Speaker 3: mental Oh it's a terrible place. It's a terrible place.
21:29
Speaker 3: But the people that I need to speak to, my fans.
21:34
Speaker 3: I once I learned how to really put blinders on,
21:36
Speaker 3: and not theoretical blinders, but like actual blinders to be
21:40
Speaker 3: consistently like this is what matters. And these are the
21:44
Speaker 3: people that love me. It's been the best thing in
21:46
Speaker 3: the world. Sometimes I have my moments. Someone yesterday says
21:49
Speaker 3: some shit to me, like I think Calin is confused
21:51
Speaker 3: about her sexuality, and I was like, I've been exclusively
21:53
Speaker 3: dating women for three years and like the music's really gay,
21:56
Speaker 3: but sure, and it's somebody who like, how am I confused?
22:01
Speaker 3: I think I'm the least confused I've ever been. But
22:04
Speaker 3: like I left the tweet up for ten seconds and
22:07
Speaker 3: deleted it. You have you know, you have your moments.
22:09
Speaker 1: Yeah, how did your record label and I guess just
22:13
Speaker 1: the industry period react to your advocacy for Palestine?
22:17
Speaker 3: You know, I think I think we're in a kind
22:22
Speaker 3: of a loop for so long of like what's safe
22:24
Speaker 3: to speak about and what's not safe to speak about,
22:26
Speaker 3: especially with the powers that be being so powerful and
22:29
Speaker 3: that running so deep. Obviously, my music came out, and
22:32
Speaker 3: obviously I'm super supportive, so absolutely no problem from my
22:35
Speaker 3: record label. I have experienced a lot of pushback. I've
22:38
Speaker 3: experienced a lot of loss. I've experienced a lot of
22:40
Speaker 3: things that were promised and set up for this rollout
22:42
Speaker 3: and album to happen, that were supposed to be a
22:44
Speaker 3: lot of first really yeah, magazines and these things and
22:48
Speaker 3: those brand deals and opportunities that were sad to lose
22:51
Speaker 3: by at the end of the day, like, I don't
22:54
Speaker 3: I don't regret doing something that I can go to
22:57
Speaker 3: sleep at night. I can go to sleep knowing that,
22:59
Speaker 3: like what I learned to be as an artist, I'm
23:02
Speaker 3: aligned with because I grew up fully understanding, you know,
23:05
Speaker 3: the role of art in liberation, and and that's not
23:08
Speaker 3: to place myself in alignment with you know, those artists
23:12
Speaker 3: and those revolutionary acts. But that's to say, like I
23:15
Speaker 3: understood what it meant to not be silent, even if
23:17
Speaker 3: I never you know, put it with the song in
23:21
Speaker 3: the video, even if just me speaking out, I always
23:23
Speaker 3: knew what it meant to have a platform and that
23:24
Speaker 3: responsibility in that way, and like I can go to
23:27
Speaker 3: sleep knowing that, like I don't, I can look myself
23:29
Speaker 3: in the mirror, you know, and know that I did,
23:31
Speaker 3: I did the right thing.
23:31
Speaker 1: Do these magazines and stuff tell your people why they
23:34
Speaker 1: say you always hear advocacy of palest.
23:36
Speaker 3: Those are really big buildings with a lot of people involved,
23:39
Speaker 3: so it always makes its way back.
23:40
Speaker 1: Yeah, now you speak. You also mentioned that your advocacy
23:44
Speaker 1: for Palestine caused a lot of artists to ignore your collaboration.
23:48
Speaker 3: So I was talking very fast on a live very
23:51
Speaker 3: caffeinated early in the morning, and I wasn't able to
23:54
Speaker 3: like really elaborate on that. There are a lot of
23:56
Speaker 3: more people involved on artists teams and just the artists.
23:58
Speaker 3: And it also wasn't everything feature. There were certain people
24:01
Speaker 3: who didn't get it back in time, or it wasn't
24:03
Speaker 3: aligned with like the timing of their album. I didn't
24:05
Speaker 3: mean every single artist, but there were artists that I
24:08
Speaker 3: did reach to when someone on the team was like,
24:10
Speaker 3: we don't fuck with her, or they said this, and
24:13
Speaker 3: then another thing made its way to me, or like
24:16
Speaker 3: another like things we know, we know, things travel, we know,
24:21
Speaker 3: people have conversations, and those people have conversations, and people
24:25
Speaker 3: were respectful enough to not, you know, text me back
24:28
Speaker 3: and say, girl, fuck you, I'm Zionists. You know, things
24:30
Speaker 3: like that. But I wasn't able to really elaborate that
24:33
Speaker 3: when I and I would never I would never sit
24:36
Speaker 3: here and name names because it's not about that. It's
24:39
Speaker 3: more about how insidious these the industries are and that
24:43
Speaker 3: we can be so afraid to lose what we've built
24:46
Speaker 3: because so many of us have come from nothing to
24:48
Speaker 3: where we have this scarcity mindset of like I have
24:51
Speaker 3: to protect what I have going on so hard that
24:53
Speaker 3: I will do anything to stay in that world to
24:55
Speaker 3: protect it because I have to keep feeding my family.
24:57
Speaker 3: I have to keep you know, building my legacy. I
24:59
Speaker 3: have to do that. I don't want to chance that.
25:01
Speaker 3: And it's sad because that thing that does get dangled
25:03
Speaker 3: in front of our faces when it comes to really
25:05
Speaker 3: important political matters that people don't align with. It's sad,
25:08
Speaker 3: it's unfortunate, and I don't I'm not mad at anyone.
25:10
Speaker 3: I'm not holding anything against anyone. I was definitely on
25:13
Speaker 3: that live like yeah, and by the way, let me
25:14
Speaker 3: tell y'all about that. But I definitely have those moments
25:17
Speaker 3: where I'm like, this shit is fucked up. But typically
25:20
Speaker 3: I'm I'm a longer thinker and I have more to
25:23
Speaker 3: the thought and it was just unfortunately.
25:25
Speaker 1: So you understand when artists don't want to speak god
25:27
Speaker 1: about political or social issue. How do you feel about it?
25:31
Speaker 3: Right particular background, I am the type of person that
25:36
Speaker 3: is very nuanced, like I understand how people got to
25:40
Speaker 3: most things. It's unfortunate. I feel like it's unfortunate. I
25:45
Speaker 3: am saddened by It does make me sad because I
25:48
Speaker 3: really do believe in our power as people with influence.
25:53
Speaker 3: This is why the presidents involve music artists.
25:56
Speaker 4: What they've got.
25:57
Speaker 3: They've got all type of music artists campaigning for for
26:00
Speaker 3: for the president. Say God, they bring it. They bring
26:02
Speaker 3: us out to sing out all the campaigns, all the events,
26:05
Speaker 3: whenever there's anything going on. They want us to all
26:07
Speaker 3: get together and drop a song for it, like they
26:10
Speaker 3: keep showing us how powerful we are. There's people there's
26:14
Speaker 3: a younger generation who don't know what a policy is,
26:17
Speaker 3: but they would. They know their rappers' favorite songs, they
26:19
Speaker 3: know their R and B singer's favorite songs, and they
26:21
Speaker 3: will learn about anything going on in the world if
26:24
Speaker 3: their favorite person tells them. And I may have expressed
26:28
Speaker 3: it super like angrily every single time I've talked about
26:32
Speaker 3: it online, but that's because I understand that also sometimes
26:34
Speaker 3: shame works as a teacher. So if I got to
26:36
Speaker 3: come on there and say fuck all of y'all, because
26:38
Speaker 3: wake your ass up. If you want to sit and
26:40
Speaker 3: have a longer conversation with me, we can get to
26:42
Speaker 3: this point. But it has made me viscerally angry so
26:47
Speaker 3: many times to feel like, look what we could do.
26:49
Speaker 3: And they also wouldn't be able to hold us back anymore.
26:52
Speaker 3: If we all bended together. They can't cancel all of us.
26:55
Speaker 3: They could cancel me, and they'd be like, Okay, we
26:57
Speaker 3: got somebody out of here. That's cool. They get canceled
26:59
Speaker 3: a couple people that speak up, but if everybody spoke up,
27:02
Speaker 3: that power imbalance wouldn't exist anymore. We're just the people united,
27:06
Speaker 3: that's the quote. So we have to like stand on that.
27:09
Speaker 1: And you raised over a half a million dollars for
27:11
Speaker 1: Gaza Sudan and the Yeah, do you think money is
27:15
Speaker 1: the only way people can help?
27:17
Speaker 3: Absolutely not. I think in every single issue, the idea
27:21
Speaker 3: is that you're supposed to listen to the requests of
27:24
Speaker 3: the people at the core of the issue. You're supposed
27:26
Speaker 3: to abide by the request of the most suppressed. And
27:28
Speaker 3: they have asked us to literally speak, like that's the
27:32
Speaker 3: thing about this whole, Like social media doesn't do anything.
27:35
Speaker 3: Speaking doesn't do anything. Awareness doesn't do anything. But those
27:38
Speaker 3: there are people in Congo who are just saying, make
27:41
Speaker 3: our stories heard. There are people in Sudan who go
27:44
Speaker 3: just speak about us. They're not talking about us on
27:47
Speaker 3: the news, they're not talking about us in these magazines,
27:49
Speaker 3: they're not talking about us anywhere. But you guys are
27:52
Speaker 3: Gaza opened the door for people to even be aware
27:56
Speaker 3: of Congo and Sudan on a global scale because those
27:58
Speaker 3: issues have preceded this genocide. Those genocides have been have
28:02
Speaker 3: been happening, Those famines that extremely like displacement, those have
28:07
Speaker 3: already been existing, and Gaza has opened up the world
28:10
Speaker 3: to to Haiti, to Yemen, to all of these places
28:14
Speaker 3: that all this is going on. So the least we
28:16
Speaker 3: can do is share things here and there. And you
28:19
Speaker 3: don't have to have money, but if you do, you
28:20
Speaker 3: should put it where your mouth is.
28:22
Speaker 4: For sure.
28:23
Speaker 2: I was gonna ask what Kamala Harris, being from from
28:25
Speaker 2: your side of town, did y'all ever have a conversation
28:28
Speaker 2: did you ever reach out to her everything that's going
28:29
Speaker 2: on at all?
28:30
Speaker 3: I'm not really a big on presidents or they're they're folks.
28:34
Speaker 3: Not a governmental girl, really.
28:37
Speaker 1: Like they're not really. I mean there's powering government, but
28:40
Speaker 1: the real power with the people people.
28:41
Speaker 6: Absolutely, Yeah, you are a West Coast girl, and girl,
28:46
Speaker 6: what do you think about going?
28:52
Speaker 4: Who was going for what?
28:56
Speaker 3: I haven't publicly rooted for anyone, but have you not
28:58
Speaker 3: seen me at the club? Oh? You could hear me
29:02
Speaker 3: through the soundproof story. I very much respect both artists.
29:11
Speaker 3: Drake actually named my album it was good until it
29:13
Speaker 3: was and he showed me a lot of love over time,
29:15
Speaker 3: like publicly privately, so has Kendrick like he did. You
29:19
Speaker 3: were having a conversation and I told him what I
29:20
Speaker 3: wanted to name it, and then he was like, no,
29:22
Speaker 3: what's going on in life? And I told him and
29:23
Speaker 3: he was like, and I was like, yeah, I was. Honestly,
29:25
Speaker 3: it was good until it wasn't. He was like, if
29:27
Speaker 3: you don't use it as your album title, I am,
29:29
Speaker 3: And I was like, okay, right, you're right. It is
29:32
Speaker 3: a very Drake album title. I think it's it came
29:36
Speaker 3: down to if I'm on some West Coast shit, I'm
29:39
Speaker 3: from the West, Like, I know, I know how important
29:41
Speaker 3: this unity is of all of us, and I know
29:43
Speaker 3: how imperative this representation of us is. Like I love Kendrick.
29:47
Speaker 3: That's the only artist I've ever stood in the line
29:50
Speaker 3: and like waited to get something signed for when I
29:52
Speaker 3: was in high school, Like it's soundtrack to my life.
29:54
Speaker 3: So I have no like personal entrances in anything. I
30:00
Speaker 3: I'm just as a fan of the music, just musically,
30:08
Speaker 3: just music. I mean, we have to respect what we
30:10
Speaker 3: what we saw.
30:11
Speaker 2: We saw as base people.
30:13
Speaker 1: Ever since though, oh my god, hilarious listen when you sing,
30:16
Speaker 1: not like because it's so catchy.
30:18
Speaker 3: I have had moments where I was like in the
30:20
Speaker 3: club and I've seen that it's a club thing and
30:22
Speaker 3: I was like, damn, this is crazy. But I also
30:25
Speaker 3: remember every single big diss track in history being able
30:28
Speaker 3: to be played for massive groups of people gathering and
30:31
Speaker 3: it being a thing that everybody is like I was
30:34
Speaker 3: too young for like the Ether era, but like everybody
30:38
Speaker 3: talks about it and they're like this was crazy, like.
30:41
Speaker 2: This this is in the club every night though, wasn't
30:43
Speaker 2: the club?
30:43
Speaker 3: I mean Back to Back was in the club the club. Yeah,
30:46
Speaker 3: So it's eras it's moments. Honestly, I'm not in hip hop,
30:50
Speaker 3: so I can't speak to the sport of it, but
30:52
Speaker 3: like it's a sport.
30:54
Speaker 1: I guess you have a text drink like, yo, man,
30:55
Speaker 1: you did your think let me be ashamed about it?
30:57
Speaker 1: Was all good. No.
30:58
Speaker 3: I feel like he has real people around him will
31:00
Speaker 3: hold them down, and I feel like it's taken that
31:02
Speaker 3: moment to be like, hey, by the way, let me
31:07
Speaker 3: make sure you know I support you. Yeah, he's got
31:09
Speaker 3: his folks.
31:10
Speaker 1: Man.
31:12
Speaker 6: You mentioned a tour, are absolutely I made this album
31:17
Speaker 6: to tours specifically, Like.
31:19
Speaker 3: There was so many sounds where I was like, this
31:21
Speaker 3: is gonna be so fun to saying it's gonna be
31:23
Speaker 3: so fun to dance too. It's gonna be so fun
31:25
Speaker 3: to play with a band. So absolutely. I think for me,
31:29
Speaker 3: touring is the epicenter of my like my career, to
31:32
Speaker 3: the point where sometimes you don't even see you can't
31:35
Speaker 3: even really tell what's going on with the music streaming
31:38
Speaker 3: and charting wise, people are like, what, And then you
31:39
Speaker 3: come to the tour and it's these huge venues and
31:41
Speaker 3: people are like, I actually had no idea because when
31:44
Speaker 3: I look at how it's doing over there, and it's
31:47
Speaker 3: just a classic example for me of like impact versus
31:50
Speaker 3: you know, numbers, and my shows are huge. My shows
31:54
Speaker 3: are a blast. Everybody has a great time, everybody feels safe,
31:57
Speaker 3: everybody has fun. Like that, that is what's important to me.
32:00
Speaker 3: So we're gonna do it again, for sure.
32:02
Speaker 6: That's what's up, because by then I would have had
32:04
Speaker 6: my baby and I can get high. You miss it
32:09
Speaker 6: very much, Okay, Oh yeah, I'm not like you, girl.
32:11
Speaker 6: I'm going to smoke okay, but not backwards though.
32:15
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's good. I'm trying to. I'm starting to
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Speaker 3: get off the backwoods movement with all the friends will
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Speaker 3: take care of yoursel based medicines. I like CBD a lot.
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Speaker 3: I like mushrooms and a lot of mushrooms making this album.
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Speaker 3: You might could tell there's some trips on here.
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Speaker 4: Yeah, that one that you played me, Oh my god?
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Speaker 4: Which one it was? When, oh my god, it sounds
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Speaker 4: like a oh my god, it's like.
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Speaker 1: If we very next to you.
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Speaker 4: I don't know, but he.
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Speaker 6: Had played it, and I was like, damn, if I sure,
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Speaker 6: I'll probably be like after hours going crazy. No, no,
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Speaker 6: I was, I can dance to that one, but this
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Speaker 6: one just seemed like I have no idea. I forgot
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Speaker 6: but he was playing it, playing the whole album earlier,
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Speaker 6: but it was one particular song.
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Speaker 4: I was like, oh yeah, I'm can't wait to get
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Speaker 4: it that.
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Speaker 3: I was probably on mushrooms when I made it.
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Speaker 4: For you?
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Speaker 1: Are you are you aware of like the journey in
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Speaker 1: life that you're going through, and if so, what era
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Speaker 1: would you define?
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Speaker 4: This era?
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Speaker 3: So comparatively to where I was at with my last album,
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Speaker 3: I feel like my last album, I had reached the
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Speaker 3: ending of what was like toxic positivity and like toxic spirituality,
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Speaker 3: like almost psychossy, being like really in my like and
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Speaker 3: not accepting that. Also what comes with that is like
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Speaker 3: they're really getting into your shadow and really getting into
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Speaker 3: also like every single part of myself and now I'm
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Speaker 3: in this I feel like this era is just really
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Speaker 3: standing in it. I feel like I'm down to be
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Speaker 3: whatever everybody thinks I am. For the first time in
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Speaker 3: my life, I'm not over here trying to prove anything different.
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Speaker 3: I'm not over here like I don't care to clear
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Speaker 3: up anything. I don't care to address anything. I have
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Speaker 3: nothing to say about any of that. If you think
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Speaker 3: I suck, let's do it. If you think I'm a
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Speaker 3: terrible person, let's do it. If you think I'm the
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Speaker 3: best person in the world. Thank you. I appreciate you,
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Speaker 3: and I think that that truly speaks to what you
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Speaker 3: were saying about how different I feel is that I'm
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Speaker 3: settled in a way where I'm so at peace with
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Speaker 3: who I know I am and my court foundation that
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Speaker 3: it's not going to be rocked by anything else going on.
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Speaker 4: Great, Thank you.
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Speaker 2: The album Crash is out now. What you want to hear,
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Speaker 2: don't say after hours. We played that already.
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Speaker 3: Besides that, play Deep, Deep one. That's a fun one.
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Speaker 2: Deep all right, Let's get into Deep right now. Make
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Speaker 2: sure you pick up the album if you haven't got
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Speaker 2: it already, and congratulations on everything. The fact that you're
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Speaker 2: just happy, you just.
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Speaker 1: Look that's happy that you are in a place of peace.
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Speaker 4: I'm super happy.
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Speaker 2: Well, it's killiney, ladies and gentlemen.
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Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club wakes up in the morning. The
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Speaker 1: Breakfast Club