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- 0:13Speaker 1: Hello and welcome. Today UK Column is going to be
- 0:18Speaker 1: talking to some of the Finefie ladies and what we're
- 0:23Speaker 1: going to be hearing is their thoughts about the recent
- 0:27Speaker 1: court case, how that went, and what they think about
- 0:31Speaker 1: the sentence in the final sentencing. So we've brought a
- 0:35Speaker 1: group of them together. We've had a few problems setting
- 0:40Speaker 1: up today, but I think we're all ready to go.
- 0:43Speaker 1: And I want to say that we've got a lovely
- 0:47Speaker 1: day here in Plymouth. The sun is shining, it stopped
- 0:50Speaker 1: raining because we've had some pretty unpleasant weather for the
- 0:53Speaker 1: last few days. So I think we're going to have
- 0:56Speaker 1: a very relaxed and enjoyable chat. It is a very
- 0:59Speaker 1: serious subject, but as I said, the main aim is
- 1:02Speaker 1: to capture the thoughts and feelings of the finefi women
- 1:07Speaker 1: about the court case.
- 1:09Speaker 2: And if you.
- 1:09Speaker 3: Wouldn't mind, brit maybe I can give a little bit
- 1:11Speaker 3: of background just to review. Do we can look as
- 1:16Speaker 3: well as all of the content that we've covered on
- 1:19Speaker 3: UK Column for well, it's been about over two or
- 1:22Speaker 3: three years now, three years, hasn't it since the first
- 1:25Speaker 3: conference that you went to up in Scotland That was
- 1:28Speaker 3: about three years ago? So this is not a new
- 1:31Speaker 3: topic for UK column. We've been covering this for a
- 1:34Speaker 3: number of years and it's been, you know, an incredible
- 1:39Speaker 3: pleasure and honor to work with all of these ladies
- 1:42Speaker 3: for the time that we've been doing it. But I
- 1:45Speaker 3: feel like it's probably just to kind of contextualize everything
- 1:49Speaker 3: that we'll be talking about today with the survivors of
- 1:53Speaker 3: for Neti Residential School, and we'll be going into detail
- 1:56Speaker 3: on this and other coverage as well, but just quick
- 2:00Speaker 3: where we got to this month. Then the third of
- 2:03Speaker 3: December was the sentencing for the one remaining member of
- 2:07Speaker 3: staff that we leave is still alive. She received three
- 2:11Speaker 3: years probation, which means that she can't leave the house
- 2:14Speaker 3: between three pm mid MIDNIGHTET.
- 2:17Speaker 4: She's allowed to leave the house.
- 2:18Speaker 3: Okay, thank you for that, lens, so she can leave
- 2:20Speaker 3: the house after one year. But she's got three years probation.
- 2:24Speaker 3: And she was ordered to pay one thousand pounds to
- 2:28Speaker 3: each of the eighteen survivors who was who had the
- 2:31Speaker 3: guilty charges the other seven I'm sorry, yeah, exactly. They
- 2:40Speaker 3: can take give a thousand pounds to these women. It's
- 2:43Speaker 3: just it's really insulting for I think the level of
- 2:46Speaker 3: abuse that they survived and they don't want it, and
- 2:50Speaker 3: it's completely understandable, but that was that was what was
- 2:53Speaker 3: assigned to her as part of the sentencing. And when
- 2:58Speaker 3: I attended that particular event, the way the judge led
- 3:05Speaker 3: up to it, he made it sound like, yes, you've
- 3:07Speaker 3: done horrible things for a number of years to many girls,
- 3:11Speaker 3: and then I actually thought that he was going to
- 3:14Speaker 3: put her in prison, and then he turned around and
- 3:16Speaker 3: gave this probation, and so it was quite shocking. And
- 3:19Speaker 3: this is where this is leading up to now. What
- 3:21Speaker 3: we'd like to hear from the women who were there,
- 3:25Speaker 3: and I can say a lot, but for someone who's
- 3:28Speaker 3: worked for the justice that they deserve, thinking they were
- 3:31Speaker 3: going to get it when she was found guilty on
- 3:33Speaker 3: eighteen charges and then to have this turned around on
- 3:35Speaker 3: them this at the end, it has been very difficult.
- 3:39Speaker 3: So I'd like to open it up, I guess to
- 3:41Speaker 3: the women, Brian, let's start with Lynn Shearon.
- 3:45Speaker 4: But I think the sentence was an absolute more for
- 3:51Speaker 4: all the witnesses. Someone the last Sea's have been up there.
- 3:54Speaker 4: It was really really hard to sit and watch it.
- 3:58Speaker 4: So for them people out there and actually gave their
- 4:01Speaker 4: evidence and then sit. I mean, that was a full
- 4:05Speaker 4: see and a half weeks. We attended there every single day,
- 4:08Speaker 4: whenever mister day. We had great spot for each other.
- 4:11Speaker 4: But at the end of it, it was like a
- 4:13Speaker 4: kicking of teeth, you know, it was like just a
- 4:17Speaker 4: severe blow for her to just walk out that court.
- 4:21Speaker 5: We like she mare or less.
- 4:22Speaker 4: I would say in my mind, she got away with
- 4:25Speaker 4: that because she walked away with that, which so she's
- 4:28Speaker 4: to give for the girls a thousand pounds total insult,
- 4:32Speaker 4: absolutely insult, one thousand pounds for which she did to them,
- 4:37Speaker 4: and she's walked away to it and have the nerve
- 4:39Speaker 4: to say that most of us were in it for
- 4:42Speaker 4: financial gain. We've never once asked for any money for this,
- 4:46Speaker 4: not ever, or for anybody. I'm just shocked. I'm shocked
- 4:51Speaker 4: to the core that that was what happened, after all
- 4:55Speaker 4: that time, after everything been through, that she managed to
- 4:58Speaker 4: walk away home and she considered a ta and have
- 5:01Speaker 4: our Christmas dinner or turkey whatever else were nice. We
- 5:06Speaker 4: and co bracelet on if she even got one and
- 5:10Speaker 4: enjoyer Christmas. Whereas weekend we're still in lumbow yere. What
- 5:14Speaker 4: do we do next? We don't want this to be
- 5:16Speaker 4: the end of this. This is the beginning for a
- 5:18Speaker 4: lot of years. Because three years probation and one thousand
- 5:21Speaker 4: pound compensation Disney washwars absolutely.
- 5:24Speaker 3: Not and just to react to that on the financial
- 5:28Speaker 3: side of it, when we look at the skytchtild abuse
- 5:31Speaker 3: inquiry and the redress scheme, is that I know that
- 5:34Speaker 3: the petition that has been going through Parliament for it's
- 5:39Speaker 3: been that's also been going on for a couple of years.
- 5:42Speaker 3: It's about the right to access redress, regardless of whether
- 5:46Speaker 3: or not you want the money. It's because the problem
- 5:49Speaker 3: that we faced with getting you able to even be
- 5:53Speaker 3: able to qualify for a redress, as you know, but
- 5:56Speaker 3: the audience doesn't maybe know, is that they said, well,
- 5:59Speaker 3: you're only there for a short term, so short term
- 6:02Speaker 3: I use.
- 6:02Speaker 4: To make any difference. I mean, some of the victims
- 6:05Speaker 4: were there more than once, somewhere there two or three,
- 6:07Speaker 4: four times, so they have to go through all that
- 6:11Speaker 4: and you're absolutely petrified to tell anybody. I mean I
- 6:15Speaker 4: never told them for fifty years, and some of the
- 6:18Speaker 4: survivors were the first ones that I had told because
- 6:20Speaker 4: I thought, oh my god, you as well, you know,
- 6:24Speaker 4: so I mean to carry that all your life and
- 6:29Speaker 4: knowing that you're burying that deep inside yourself. But what
- 6:32Speaker 4: did she there for the last fifty years go on
- 6:34Speaker 4: my life, took mere jobs, delp with their kids, abused
- 6:38Speaker 4: them as.
- 6:38Speaker 5: Well for what I heard.
- 6:41Speaker 4: And yet well, we will continue to carry this for
- 6:45Speaker 4: the rest of our lives, whereas she can go a
- 6:47Speaker 4: home and forget about it. Now that's it done, Dusty finished.
- 6:50Speaker 4: I forgot about, but not snow. It's no forgot about, not.
- 6:53Speaker 5: As far as I'm concerned.
- 6:54Speaker 4: On a personal note, I will fight to my deaths
- 6:58Speaker 4: because she doesn't have much longer left. But We've lost
- 7:00Speaker 4: people along your fight, so and I'll continue to fight
- 7:04Speaker 4: for me and for anybody else that wants to fight.
- 7:07Speaker 4: But it's it's just an absolute.
- 7:10Speaker 2: It's weird.
- 7:11Speaker 4: We're the ones with the sentence no. We left that
- 7:14Speaker 4: quote ruin be a sentence no. And redress well, no
- 7:20Speaker 4: chance to redress. Absolutely. And what I did here through
- 7:24Speaker 4: grapevine was that there was another pot being opened for
- 7:26Speaker 4: for Metthie survivors. But that takes time. Whether that comes
- 7:31Speaker 4: to light or not, who knows and who cares, Basically,
- 7:34Speaker 4: because redress was never something that we did want. Some
- 7:38Speaker 4: people might have to think, well, okay, I'm getting older now,
- 7:41Speaker 4: I'm not getting any younger. I don't want this fight
- 7:43Speaker 4: to continue, and went he got on with the rest
- 7:45Speaker 4: of my life, which we all thought we were going
- 7:47Speaker 4: to day when we left that courte room. But you
- 7:51Speaker 4: know what I mean for them that they want to
- 7:53Speaker 4: have redress, they should be allowed it.
- 7:56Speaker 3: And I think that's what's at the heart of this
- 7:58Speaker 3: is they're saying, well is the amount of time?
- 8:02Speaker 4: Is that absolutely denying what happened is when they refuse
- 8:05Speaker 4: us reads their meals sent to us, Well, it didn't happen,
- 8:08Speaker 4: so you're low getting do you know what I mean?
- 8:12Speaker 4: It's it's like it's no working from you, so go away.
- 8:16Speaker 3: The other thing that happened with the day and the
- 8:18Speaker 3: Petitions Commedian meeting with when Shana Robinson was still the
- 8:21Speaker 3: Deputy First Minister and saying that that you didn't have
- 8:24Speaker 3: any records and therefore couldn't qualify, when clearly the criteria
- 8:28Speaker 3: I'll say that that records aren't necessary, that that survivors
- 8:31Speaker 3: are to be believed, and she was basically saying, well,
- 8:35Speaker 3: there's no records of their time at for Nethie, there's
- 8:38Speaker 3: no GP records, there's no social work records, there's no
- 8:40Speaker 3: education records, and therefore they can't apply, which of course
- 8:44Speaker 3: is a lie based on their own criteria.
- 8:47Speaker 4: I mean, showing August was like, she's you know what,
- 8:51Speaker 4: I mean, she's got a key in her back and
- 8:53Speaker 4: when that gets around, then she'll fall through and then
- 8:56Speaker 4: she's there. I mean, she's got a nerve to go
- 8:57Speaker 4: out there and fight just now for people being drafted.
- 9:00Speaker 5: What about us?
- 9:02Speaker 4: You know, I mean what about us five year old,
- 9:04Speaker 4: six year old seven year olds? No, all the right
- 9:06Speaker 4: at twelve, we don't matter because I mean we've left
- 9:10Speaker 4: it all this time so we can live the rest
- 9:11Speaker 4: of our life. Right, not happened shown? Sorry, you know,
- 9:17Speaker 4: something has to be done for from Essie and we exist.
- 9:21Speaker 4: We went there, We went through the beatens and the
- 9:23Speaker 4: sexual abuse and everything else, so we deserve to get
- 9:26Speaker 4: their justice.
- 9:29Speaker 3: Yeah, so let's go next to Sharon Cruden.
- 9:34Speaker 6: Hi, I thought we agree with ever written Lynne said.
- 9:39Speaker 6: Just the sentence she got was just a joke. Like
- 9:43Speaker 6: I personally feel that she walked out that court laughing
- 9:46Speaker 6: up or sleave us and it's it's just no good enough,
- 9:50Speaker 6: Like can I believe the amount of people that when
- 9:54Speaker 6: you find out the sentence she go, they're in disbelief,
- 9:58Speaker 6: like eighteen charged, eighteen guilty, chargeed, and she walks away.
- 10:03Speaker 6: I mean a regardless ther age. She to be told
- 10:08Speaker 6: to stay in the house, pray, what is it two
- 10:10Speaker 6: o'clock to twelve o'clock. I mean someboday, it's seventy seven's
- 10:14Speaker 6: in the house at that time anyway, So that is
- 10:16Speaker 6: no punishment whatsoever. And as far as the thousand pounds concerned,
- 10:22Speaker 6: she can shove it while the undon't shine, because that
- 10:26Speaker 6: doesn't matter to me. Just it's no saying much to
- 10:33Speaker 6: any other victim that wants to come forward and report
- 10:38Speaker 6: any historic abuse, because it's a case I'll get awabit,
- 10:43Speaker 6: I'll get awaba, and it's just no fair.
- 10:47Speaker 3: Yeah, I know, I interviewed you on the day of
- 10:51Speaker 3: the sit and scene as well, and I think something
- 10:55Speaker 3: that that I heard from a lot of you, and
- 10:58Speaker 3: I now because you've been one of the leaders of
- 11:01Speaker 3: this group, that you've been right there in the fight
- 11:05Speaker 3: at the head of a lot of this Sharon as well,
- 11:08Speaker 3: and the difference between how and understandably how you all
- 11:15Speaker 3: reacted to the guilty verdict or at least on eighteen
- 11:20Speaker 3: of the twenty five and feeling like you finally had
- 11:23Speaker 3: justice coming to you and then to have this turned
- 11:26Speaker 3: around on you at the sentencing. Could you maybe talk
- 11:30Speaker 3: a little bit about that because it was so good
- 11:33Speaker 3: and was it October when the verdicts came in and
- 11:36Speaker 3: then December all of a sudden, it's like they've taken
- 11:39Speaker 3: it away from you. To me, it almost seems like
- 11:43Speaker 3: another just another step towards Yeah.
- 11:48Speaker 6: When the guilties came through, we were all a bit
- 11:50Speaker 6: surprised because we were all a bit downheartened about hearing
- 11:56Speaker 6: things in the court room, seeing about capital punishment nor
- 11:59Speaker 6: less harry On, and we just thought she's going to
- 12:03Speaker 6: get away with us. So when the guilties came through,
- 12:06Speaker 6: we were overjoyed and then pretty weight, like I don't know,
- 12:10Speaker 6: was it three weeks or something for the sentencing and
- 12:13Speaker 6: that was a total slapping face what happened in there
- 12:17Speaker 6: that day. We just thought, what was the point, what
- 12:23Speaker 6: was the point in all this fight for her just
- 12:26Speaker 6: to walk out of there? And as Lynn says, like
- 12:30Speaker 6: she's going to be sitting our Christmas table, having her
- 12:33Speaker 6: Christmas dinner. I mean what punishment is that.
- 12:40Speaker 7: She's lived her life up until now.
- 12:43Speaker 6: Normally where we have everyone of us is all had
- 12:46Speaker 6: an impact in were life since for Nehy, I just
- 12:52Speaker 6: don't think it's right at all.
- 12:53Speaker 3: And something that I found as well during the day
- 12:56Speaker 3: that I attended with the within the trial is that
- 12:59Speaker 3: it felt to me like even the solicteners that were
- 13:03Speaker 3: supposed to be working for you on your side, they
- 13:08Speaker 3: were trying to reframe what was happening. And this was
- 13:11Speaker 3: just my opinion and let me know, and I'd like
- 13:13Speaker 3: to hear from all of you as well, And this
- 13:15Speaker 3: was that they were trying to say, well, they were
- 13:18Speaker 3: they when they when they showed up, they had to
- 13:20Speaker 3: be deloust, they had to be taught how to eat,
- 13:23Speaker 3: They didn't know how to use cutlery, they had never
- 13:25Speaker 3: left they'd never left the house before, they didn't know
- 13:27Speaker 3: what they were doing. That they was sort of a
- 13:30Speaker 3: positioning of almost like trying to decrease the severity of
- 13:35Speaker 3: what had happened, because they were saying, well, these girls
- 13:38Speaker 3: were so uncivilized that feral. Yeah, that's that's what I
- 13:43Speaker 3: found as well.
- 13:44Speaker 7: Yeah, that was a line, what a line?
- 13:48Speaker 6: That was just a pen wasn't a bad light and
- 13:51Speaker 6: make out that we were nothing but scum from Glasgow
- 13:55Speaker 6: and it just is not.
- 14:00Speaker 7: We couldn't use cutlery.
- 14:01Speaker 6: Come on, come on, I mean and d like we
- 14:08Speaker 6: all went for medicals before. If you never passed your medical,
- 14:11Speaker 6: you didn't get go into for nethy. So why would
- 14:14Speaker 6: we why would why would we be deal out? If
- 14:18Speaker 6: we were full of light, we would have been there
- 14:21Speaker 6: because we would have feeled the medical. So I think
- 14:28Speaker 6: her lawyer side, we're just trying to paint is all
- 14:30Speaker 6: in the worstline.
- 14:31Speaker 3: That's yeah, which I found really.
- 14:35Speaker 6: Just to can and get her off. But obviously the
- 14:38Speaker 6: jury scene through all that, I'm really happy that they did.
- 14:41Speaker 3: And it was also great to see a couple of
- 14:43Speaker 3: members of the jury attend the sentence sing and they
- 14:45Speaker 3: they came to see us that you know, and we're
- 14:47Speaker 3: having coffee and sandwiches after and thank you for the
- 14:50Speaker 3: sandwiches that you made for the group as well. That
- 14:53Speaker 3: was really nice. Those were great sandwiches and the shortbread
- 14:55Speaker 3: was great. But you know that that is one thing
- 14:58Speaker 3: that I would say about the group is that you
- 15:00Speaker 3: have all been there supporting each other just fite some
- 15:04Speaker 3: ups and downs.
- 15:04Speaker 1: In the groups.
- 15:05Speaker 3: But to see there at the end that you can
- 15:08Speaker 3: still all come together and at least be there for
- 15:10Speaker 3: each other, I think was very important, through.
- 15:13Speaker 1: Very important, very very important.
- 15:16Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, absolutely.
- 15:19Speaker 1: Where do we go next, Francis h.
- 15:24Speaker 8: All right, well, I agree with everything Sharon has said.
- 15:28Speaker 8: There coming for a deprived so called deprived area. I
- 15:33Speaker 8: went to for Netphie ten years before the girls here,
- 15:38Speaker 8: so I'm sumportant them. Although Robertson wasn't my perpetrator.
- 15:44Speaker 3: It was WMNA at the time.
- 15:48Speaker 8: I was at court to see the sentencing and I
- 15:51Speaker 8: was absolutely disgusted.
- 15:52Speaker 7: I was gutted.
- 15:53Speaker 8: God knows how these girls felt. Absolutely ridiculous. Sure, it's
- 15:59Speaker 8: like she never gets sentenced. She just got away with it.
- 16:04Speaker 8: She's seventy seven. That isn't old for a prison sentence.
- 16:08Speaker 8: No way, there's older than her had a prison sentence
- 16:12Speaker 8: with the same historical abuse.
- 16:14Speaker 5: I don't understand that.
- 16:17Speaker 8: She's almost thought to me, I'm a pensioner and it's
- 16:21Speaker 8: great to sit in the house for three is twelve
- 16:24Speaker 8: at midnight. That isn't a punishment at.
- 16:27Speaker 9: All for her, No way. And the other thing is
- 16:32Speaker 9: I was there ten.
- 16:34Speaker 8: Years before these girls and it just shows you the abuse.
- 16:38Speaker 8: How long the same abuse went on for some of
- 16:42Speaker 8: these girls were there in the eighties. I was there
- 16:45Speaker 8: on the sixties, sixty five, sixty sixties, and the same
- 16:48Speaker 8: things were happening thirty years later. You know, how can
- 16:53Speaker 8: she possibly get a three year probation for that eighteen
- 17:00Speaker 8: eighteen eighteen charge?
- 17:02Speaker 3: Is it guilty?
- 17:03Speaker 5: Why that? It's so.
- 17:06Speaker 3: Well?
- 17:07Speaker 8: I was gutted and it didn't really concern me, the
- 17:10Speaker 8: Robertson thing, but it was awful, awful and if the
- 17:15Speaker 8: rest of them were there, they would have borne on
- 17:16Speaker 8: that stand as well, you know, just gutted for them all.
- 17:21Speaker 8: I really am gutted. But it hasn'ty changed. It hadn't
- 17:25Speaker 8: changed the years, you know. Awful, the same sort of
- 17:30Speaker 8: things they were doing, very same that happened in seventies
- 17:35Speaker 8: and eighties happened.
- 17:36Speaker 5: In the sixties as well.
- 17:37Speaker 8: It was like they carried it on through each mistress,
- 17:41Speaker 8: our head mistress, our next teacher. And to think that
- 17:44Speaker 8: there was only one that went up that stand. I
- 17:48Speaker 8: know the other ones are dead, but there must have
- 17:51Speaker 8: been more staff in that school over that period.
- 17:55Speaker 5: They've got to have been.
- 17:56Speaker 8: That's still alive, you know, that's that very and disappointing.
- 18:02Speaker 8: I think the sentence was ridiculous. We were sitting there
- 18:06Speaker 8: listening and that it looked it looked like she was
- 18:10Speaker 8: going to get sentenced.
- 18:11Speaker 7: That's what we're hoping for. But the last paragraph of
- 18:16Speaker 7: that was gutten.
- 18:17Speaker 8: It was just absolutely shattering listening. Is that last paragraph
- 18:22Speaker 8: from the judge terrible, absolutely ridiculous.
- 18:26Speaker 1: It's a shame, Francis you. I'm really interested in what
- 18:31Speaker 1: you've said there because the fact that you were there,
- 18:35Speaker 1: you said from nineteen sixty five, I think, and therefore
- 18:40Speaker 1: the pattern of abuse went on. It was provable that
- 18:45Speaker 1: the pattern abuse went on over a very long time.
- 18:48Speaker 1: This is an obvious point, but when you say it,
- 18:51Speaker 1: it really brings it brings it home. So the idea
- 18:55Speaker 1: that the girls come in and they're feral and then
- 19:00Speaker 1: they need some regimented system to look after them, they
- 19:04Speaker 1: are evidence was there in front of the court. Yeah,
- 19:09Speaker 1: the evidence was there in front of the court that
- 19:11Speaker 1: a pattern of abuse had gone on over all these years,
- 19:15Speaker 1: not just hearsay. That was provable from somebody like yourself
- 19:20Speaker 1: who'd been their way back in nineteen sixty five.
- 19:24Speaker 9: It's now sixty years to the day practice.
- 19:27Speaker 8: Since I was there and listening to everyone else and
- 19:32Speaker 8: reading all these things, it's just the very same, the
- 19:36Speaker 8: same abuse, the very same things that they've done in
- 19:38Speaker 8: the sixties is done in the eighties, and it looks
- 19:41Speaker 8: like it's just been carried on. You know, it's incredible
- 19:47Speaker 8: to walk away for court. Yeah, wain nothing practically.
- 19:52Speaker 3: And I think that's an important point. And I brought
- 19:55Speaker 3: this up when I did the report last week and
- 19:57Speaker 3: you kick had them news is the way that the
- 20:00Speaker 3: media was framing what Baxter did Baxter Robertson is basically
- 20:09Speaker 3: saying that she was this evil woman that did this,
- 20:12Speaker 3: you know, a few mean things. You know, she did
- 20:13Speaker 3: some force feeding, and she did maybe slap the girls.
- 20:17Speaker 3: But to me, that was another part of the cover up,
- 20:21Speaker 3: was that there was abuse for thirty one years and
- 20:24Speaker 3: it was systemic throughout the entire institution, but they made
- 20:27Speaker 3: it seem like it was just this one teacher who
- 20:30Speaker 3: did a few mean things for two eighteen girls. Yes,
- 20:34Speaker 3: and that that just diminishes the severity and the extent
- 20:38Speaker 3: and the time that all of this was happening. And
- 20:41Speaker 3: Francis shows that very well what she said here.
- 20:45Speaker 1: Yeah, uh, well, group.
- 20:48Speaker 10: Yeah, mirgrant Hi, I would just like to say that,
- 20:53Speaker 10: you know, for a lot, for a lot of years,
- 20:55Speaker 10: a lot together was kind of a keep that away, well,
- 20:57Speaker 10: our personally cap away and didn't discuss it until the
- 21:01Speaker 10: last seven years. And to get to this point to
- 21:04Speaker 10: go to the court, I feel I'm very strong, but
- 21:08Speaker 10: that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do
- 21:10Speaker 10: in my life, was to stand in that courtroom and
- 21:14Speaker 10: relive all the things that this woman had done to
- 21:18Speaker 10: me because I kept it away.
- 21:21Speaker 2: But to stand in that court and then to come
- 21:24Speaker 2: from that.
- 21:26Speaker 10: And get the guilty was amazing, absolutely amazing.
- 21:31Speaker 2: But to then come to the verdict it was never wratten.
- 21:36Speaker 2: My whole body was shaken.
- 21:37Speaker 10: But we're holding hands and listening to that judge talking
- 21:42Speaker 10: about how cruel she was, how abusive she was. Well,
- 21:46Speaker 10: we're in it for money, we really thought. Listening to him,
- 21:52Speaker 10: I thought, we've done it. We've done it. He's going
- 21:56Speaker 10: to sentence her. It must, that's eating guilties, it must.
- 21:59Speaker 10: It's a high court. What for him to turn around
- 22:02Speaker 10: and give her that probation. I could have just fell
- 22:06Speaker 10: on that floor. It was disgusting. I couldn't believe it.
- 22:10Speaker 10: How can the High Coat of Glasgow with eighteen cruelty?
- 22:14Speaker 10: Now even every girl was up there. You know it
- 22:17Speaker 10: might been not guilty for that girl, but they might
- 22:19Speaker 10: have had three, four or five things done to them
- 22:23Speaker 10: up to how many things done in them of cruelty.
- 22:25Speaker 10: It wasn't he just the eighteen, There would have been
- 22:27Speaker 10: double that, and then the other girls. There was twenty
- 22:31Speaker 10: five girls someone got not guilty, not proving disgusting.
- 22:36Speaker 2: It should have been she should have They should have
- 22:38Speaker 2: thrown the key away. They should have put her away,
- 22:40Speaker 2: throw the key away. That would have been justice for me.
- 22:44Speaker 3: And I've got the statement in front of me that
- 22:47Speaker 3: the judge read out at the at the sentencing, and
- 22:50Speaker 3: I just want to read that part of it because
- 22:52Speaker 3: this is a very important point. The pre sentence report
- 22:56Speaker 3: that has been prepared notes that you accept, and this
- 22:59Speaker 3: is talking about Robertson or Baxter, that you accept no
- 23:03Speaker 3: responsibility for the offenses. That was your position at trial,
- 23:06Speaker 3: and it is unsurprising that you maintain that position. You
- 23:09Speaker 3: clearly show no insight into your offending behavior and the
- 23:13Speaker 3: impact that this has had upon your many victims. Your
- 23:17Speaker 3: suggestion to the author of the presentence report that your
- 23:19Speaker 3: victims have made these allegations for financial reasons, as you've
- 23:23Speaker 3: just said, is frankly absurd and conveniently overlooks the evidence
- 23:27Speaker 3: of one of your former colleagues who spoke to aspects
- 23:30Speaker 3: of your appalling behavior. The gravity of the crimes you
- 23:33Speaker 3: have committed is such that there is no doubt whatsoever
- 23:36Speaker 3: in my mind that the custodial threshold has been passed
- 23:40Speaker 3: in this case. However, and this is where it turns,
- 23:43Speaker 3: a sentence of imprisonment can only be imposed if the
- 23:45Speaker 3: court considers that no other method of dealing with you
- 23:49Speaker 3: is appropriate.
- 23:52Speaker 2: Disgusting.
- 23:54Speaker 10: She should have been put away. She should have been
- 23:57Speaker 10: put away for this. So because he's never done old
- 24:00Speaker 10: time before, So what does that mean? So if somebody
- 24:03Speaker 10: was up who was on a murther charge, never been
- 24:05Speaker 10: in jail before, we'd be no jail that person. But
- 24:08Speaker 10: this was cruelty to children, abuse to children? What does
- 24:13Speaker 10: that tell everybody out there? And a thousand pound I
- 24:16Speaker 10: don't like gree with girls. Stick it with the sunder's
- 24:18Speaker 10: machine because that's not going to raise my memories. That's
- 24:21Speaker 10: not going to take everything that I feel. Since that court,
- 24:24Speaker 10: I've started having nightmares. Again about this. I'm trying to
- 24:28Speaker 10: relive the things. I'm trying to remember the things that
- 24:30Speaker 10: I can't remember, you know, So I would rather put
- 24:35Speaker 10: that in the bee box again, but I can't.
- 24:36Speaker 2: It's there every single day again.
- 24:40Speaker 3: Yeah, let's go to Carol next. Hi, So what do
- 24:45Speaker 3: you want to share about what we've been saying so far?
- 24:48Speaker 3: I know you haven't been able to be part of
- 24:52Speaker 3: this conversation because you're taking a break from work, but
- 24:56Speaker 3: we're just kind of getting every everyone's views on what
- 24:59Speaker 3: happened in the trial, both in the sentencing and in
- 25:02Speaker 3: the verdicts. So just whatever you'd like to share with us.
- 25:06Speaker 11: Well, I think, as you say, when we heard the
- 25:09Speaker 11: eighteen guilty verdicts, we thought there's no way she's going
- 25:13Speaker 11: to walk for this.
- 25:15Speaker 7: So we left that day in.
- 25:17Speaker 11: A pure high and just kind of believe that we'd
- 25:20Speaker 11: actually got there at two court. And then the day
- 25:25Speaker 11: of the sentencing, I think we all still feel deflated.
- 25:31Speaker 11: It's just shocking that she's managed to walk away, really
- 25:34Speaker 11: be nothing, and to not even admit her guilt. It's
- 25:40Speaker 11: just a joke. It's I don't know how she can
- 25:44Speaker 11: hold her head up and eat, go and get my
- 25:48Speaker 11: doll in now, so give me two minutes. Can we
- 25:50Speaker 11: go to Carol White?
- 25:51Speaker 1: Now?
- 25:51Speaker 3: Carol had to go, Carol Rabitton had to go for
- 25:53Speaker 3: a minute. You we go to Carol White?
- 25:55Speaker 5: Now?
- 25:56Speaker 9: I think it's an absolute disgress. How she got away
- 25:59Speaker 9: with it, eighteen gilties and walking out of court and
- 26:01Speaker 9: that's not justice? And how do we get closure from that?
- 26:06Speaker 9: How do we move on? Every time something's done for Fete,
- 26:10Speaker 9: whether it's done with the redress or whatever, there seems
- 26:13Speaker 9: to be a stumbling block. There's always a stumbling block.
- 26:19Speaker 9: How do we get justice? We went to get justice.
- 26:22Speaker 9: We all stood in the stand, we all said a
- 26:24Speaker 9: bit what she'd done is it's all played an impact
- 26:27Speaker 9: in all our lives, every one of us. I mean
- 26:30Speaker 9: I couldn't go to school after Finette. It affected my
- 26:33Speaker 9: children's lives. It's it's affected everything. And then having to
- 26:36Speaker 9: face her again and say what she's done is every
- 26:40Speaker 9: woman took a big chance on that, doing that, saying
- 26:44Speaker 9: the big impact she's had, and she walked We all
- 26:47Speaker 9: got eighteen guilties. Wasn't bad And we all walked away
- 26:50Speaker 9: that day and she got the eighteen guilties. Thinking yes,
- 26:53Speaker 9: we've got her. That judge said, all this bit led
- 26:58Speaker 9: us to believe this is it, She's going to get
- 27:00Speaker 9: a custodio, and then wallap. I've still got my head
- 27:06Speaker 9: around it. I can't sleep at night. I'm sleeping more
- 27:09Speaker 9: during the day. I'm not going out. I don't want
- 27:11Speaker 9: to go out. I'm totally humiliated because it was out there,
- 27:15Speaker 9: because we all got it out there to let people
- 27:18Speaker 9: know what kind of person she was, and now she's
- 27:20Speaker 9: still out there. She should be in prison, and my
- 27:24Speaker 9: mind's not going to change. I don't know what's going
- 27:25Speaker 9: to happen with this review. I'm hoping it'll do something, but.
- 27:30Speaker 1: I just don't know.
- 27:32Speaker 3: So if I can read the next part of where
- 27:35Speaker 3: this flipped, so I read the part about what he
- 27:38Speaker 3: was saying about how bad the crimes were. But then
- 27:41Speaker 3: he goes on and says, the judge said, it is
- 27:44Speaker 3: a fundamental principle of sentencing that senses should be no
- 27:48Speaker 3: more severe than it's necessary to achieve the appropriate purposes
- 27:51Speaker 3: of sentencing in each case. Here are those purposes are
- 27:55Speaker 3: punishment and expressing disapproval of your offending behavior. No issue
- 28:00Speaker 3: of protection of the public arises having regard to your
- 28:03Speaker 3: age there is equally and for that same reason, together
- 28:08Speaker 3: with an absence of offending on your part since nineteen
- 28:11Speaker 3: eighty four, no issues of rehabilitation, I am proposing to
- 28:15Speaker 3: impose a probation order upon you today. The nature of
- 28:18Speaker 3: a probation order is such that the court can only
- 28:21Speaker 3: impose one if you consent to its terms and conditions.
- 28:25Speaker 3: And when he said that and then went into the details,
- 28:27Speaker 3: that's when I felt it. In the room. You can
- 28:30Speaker 3: feel this. He says it's really bad, and then he
- 28:32Speaker 3: turns around and says, we're giving you probation. That's where
- 28:35Speaker 3: I felt the.
- 28:37Speaker 9: No, that's when he should have turned in and gave
- 28:39Speaker 9: her a custodial sentence, because see, the abuse is historical.
- 28:42Speaker 9: But see the historical abuse, there's nothing to say it
- 28:45Speaker 9: couldn't be futuristic. She can't be trusted with children. We
- 28:49Speaker 9: with somebody else's children, and she abused us. We were
- 28:53Speaker 9: from the age of five to twelve. And at the
- 28:56Speaker 9: end of the day, she should be in prison for that.
- 28:59Speaker 9: Because they've done it to a child. Now they go
- 29:02Speaker 9: to prison. She should be in prison for historical abuse.
- 29:08Speaker 9: I'm not going to change my mind about it. It's
- 29:10Speaker 9: stuck and it's never going to go away, and we
- 29:12Speaker 9: all need closure about this because we never got justice.
- 29:15Speaker 9: It's no give us justice and it's heartbreaking for all survivors.
- 29:24Speaker 1: Carol, what are you're telling us now?
- 29:26Speaker 3: Did?
- 29:27Speaker 1: Did? Did anybody else around the cold case ask you?
- 29:33Speaker 1: After the cot case had finished about the way you feel?
- 29:37Speaker 1: Were there other members of the press there? Did they
- 29:40Speaker 1: speak to the women?
- 29:41Speaker 9: And yeah? Was there?
- 29:44Speaker 11: Yeah, there was quite a lot of the press there.
- 29:46Speaker 11: I mean, unfortunately, we actually thought we were talking to
- 29:49Speaker 11: TV and it was actually BBC studios that were speaking
- 29:52Speaker 11: to us. They did take my phone number, but they've
- 29:54Speaker 11: never called me back, which I'm glad. I'm probably just
- 29:58Speaker 11: prefer to deal with yourselves and STV. But I think
- 30:01Speaker 11: everybody was shocked because, as you say, the judge, when
- 30:05Speaker 11: I heard these I'm reading bikes his thoughts. I thought
- 30:10Speaker 11: she's going to get the jail. And I think even
- 30:13Speaker 11: if they gave her a day or a week, anything
- 30:16Speaker 11: would have been better than what.
- 30:16Speaker 9: He's gave her.
- 30:21Speaker 4: She shouldn't be a lot of kisses.
- 30:23Speaker 11: No, but I think I mean they're saying there's going
- 30:26Speaker 11: to be appeal, but nobody can get an answer. For that,
- 30:28Speaker 11: so we don't know what's happening there.
- 30:30Speaker 5: Well I did.
- 30:31Speaker 4: I've got my call this morning and I've got an
- 30:34Speaker 4: appointment Ali on Thursday at twelve o'clock for the court
- 30:40Speaker 4: for the court. For my appointment basically is for obviously
- 30:45Speaker 4: my case because I was a witness, and then dropped. Oh,
- 30:51Speaker 4: I've also mentioned that we want to know whether there's
- 30:55Speaker 4: going to be an appeal. What's going to happen here
- 30:58Speaker 4: because we're not happy once bit about how the sentencing went. No,
- 31:06Speaker 4: so I tend to follow that up. He firstly, when
- 31:09Speaker 4: I got to the appointment.
- 31:11Speaker 3: Let's go to run a next either. Hi, so what
- 31:17Speaker 3: what what would you like to share about the verdict
- 31:21Speaker 3: and then the sentencing.
- 31:23Speaker 5: Well, I'm not happy with the sentencing. The verdate.
- 31:27Speaker 12: We were all happy because we thought we're eighteen guilty,
- 31:30Speaker 12: she's going to.
- 31:30Speaker 5: Get a prison sentence.
- 31:33Speaker 12: And then with the words it was coming at the
- 31:34Speaker 12: judge's mouth on the sentencing, did they correspond with the
- 31:38Speaker 12: sentencing when he was speaking, Because they did.
- 31:41Speaker 5: They made everybody believe that she.
- 31:44Speaker 12: Was going to passed down a custodio sentence and then
- 31:48Speaker 12: three years probation.
- 31:50Speaker 5: Absolute joke.
- 31:52Speaker 12: So it was I've said, oh he was too soft
- 31:55Speaker 12: that judge the minute astrod in that doc, I said
- 31:58Speaker 12: he was too soft. So anybody goes in front of
- 32:01Speaker 12: him are going to walk free. So there he was
- 32:04Speaker 12: a joky judge in my eyes.
- 32:07Speaker 4: So he was.
- 32:08Speaker 12: He didn't passes the right sentence that should have went
- 32:10Speaker 12: down to her four years of torture. I had to
- 32:15Speaker 12: do that woman four years in a row. So I
- 32:19Speaker 12: did an interface her in the dock say everything. Well
- 32:22Speaker 12: I didn't even get a chance to say everything that
- 32:24Speaker 12: I wanted to say. But what I did get to
- 32:27Speaker 12: say I thought would have been enough, but obviously wasn't.
- 32:32Speaker 1: There.
- 32:33Speaker 5: It's just a joke.
- 32:34Speaker 12: I don't think I love I get her this. I
- 32:37Speaker 12: don't think I love I get her it. No, it
- 32:39Speaker 12: feels like a slapping face. She's walking away laughing. She
- 32:45Speaker 12: got her friends to go on the dock and lie
- 32:47Speaker 12: for her, saying we needed the lousing. And like Sharon said,
- 32:51Speaker 12: if we were needing de lousing when I went there,
- 32:55Speaker 12: that was the whole point. Your medical to check at you.
- 32:58Speaker 12: You were healthy enough to go, and you said that.
- 33:03Speaker 5: We need allows. We couldn't recognize food except fish and chips.
- 33:07Speaker 12: Well, you need to have something and money back then
- 33:08Speaker 12: it really buy fish and chips, so you would have.
- 33:14Speaker 5: I just think it's a fast, a whole lot.
- 33:16Speaker 12: Yeah, to be honest for you, and I'm hoping that
- 33:21Speaker 12: will be appeal, but I'm not confident that there will be.
- 33:24Speaker 5: I'm not confident there will be.
- 33:28Speaker 1: Right, No, that's something where the strength of the women
- 33:32Speaker 1: this is just my feeling on it, but the strength
- 33:34Speaker 1: of you all to stay together and work together and
- 33:39Speaker 1: push for that is very important.
- 33:42Speaker 12: But we don't know what else we can do. We're
- 33:44Speaker 12: just waiting on the PF who's putting it through. But
- 33:49Speaker 12: whether it gets accepted the appeal or not, I don't know.
- 33:52Speaker 12: I don't think it will get accepted. I have no
- 33:55Speaker 12: confidence in it anyway. No, I come to this any
- 34:01Speaker 12: justice system anymore.
- 34:04Speaker 1: I can understand that. But if you do nothing, it's
- 34:11Speaker 1: obvious what will happen if you continue to work together
- 34:15Speaker 1: and you continue to challenge and put pressure on the system.
- 34:19Speaker 12: And obviously yeah we are, well, we're all phone and
- 34:22Speaker 12: we're all being phone in the PF.
- 34:24Speaker 5: So we are trying to find it as much as
- 34:26Speaker 5: we can.
- 34:26Speaker 12: And well, we all well stick together and that's will
- 34:30Speaker 12: be our lifetime lost stick together as ladies.
- 34:34Speaker 1: So that's that's all the ladies have spoken. Yes can
- 34:38Speaker 1: I can? I put a question to whoever wants to
- 34:42Speaker 1: answer it. But I watched and one of the things
- 34:47Speaker 1: that struck me was that in the way that the
- 34:51Speaker 1: proceedings for the case were framed and and the way
- 34:57Speaker 1: the charges were framed, it seems that they stripped out
- 35:03Speaker 1: all of the really serious evidence.
- 35:07Speaker 7: That have been brought forward.
- 35:08Speaker 1: So some of you, I knowe we're talking about very
- 35:12Speaker 1: serious sexual offenses. And I've been careful with what I
- 35:19Speaker 1: say because my knowledge of the case is reasonable, but
- 35:24Speaker 1: I may have missed things. But my impression was I'm
- 35:27Speaker 1: going to call it the establishment. So the procurator, fiscal,
- 35:32Speaker 1: the police, the court service north of the border, to me,
- 35:37Speaker 1: seemed to work to suppress the really serious historic offenses.
- 35:44Speaker 1: They've then just concentrated on the eighteen will say, the
- 35:49Speaker 1: eighteen offenses, which they regard as also very serious, and
- 35:54Speaker 1: then we've come out with this week very weak sentencing.
- 35:59Speaker 1: But to me, they was a deliberate attempt to hide,
- 36:04Speaker 1: to push to one side all of the very serious
- 36:08Speaker 1: evidence and recollections that.
- 36:12Speaker 12: I totally agree with that they've pushed that aside. Definitely,
- 36:16Speaker 12: I don't know why you don't want to hear that.
- 36:20Speaker 1: So without asking a question that's going to upset any
- 36:25Speaker 1: of you here here with us in this conversation. But
- 36:30Speaker 1: did any of you give evidence that was of that
- 36:35Speaker 1: very serious nature which was then simply not even brought
- 36:39Speaker 1: into court?
- 36:41Speaker 12: And that didn't No sexual assault happened with me anyway,
- 36:45Speaker 12: and I went, I went four times, it never happened
- 36:48Speaker 12: to me.
- 36:50Speaker 1: So the ladies that that did talk about these sorts
- 36:53Speaker 1: of serious crimes, the court simply didn't engage with them.
- 37:02Speaker 1: The prosecution didn't engage with them because it would have
- 37:05Speaker 1: brought them, it would have also brought them into court.
- 37:08Speaker 1: This is something that I don't understand why when there
- 37:11Speaker 1: were other witnesses he were talking about even more serious
- 37:16Speaker 1: things taking place, the prosecution didn't even bring bring those
- 37:23Speaker 1: cases into court. Do you know why that was?
- 37:28Speaker 12: I think on the ones that had I think are
- 37:30Speaker 12: the ones that had sexual allegations, then they should all
- 37:33Speaker 12: get together and see if they can bring it further,
- 37:37Speaker 12: because only them it can speak for themselves.
- 37:39Speaker 5: We can do that because it never happened to us.
- 37:42Speaker 12: But the ones that did happen to they only need
- 37:44Speaker 12: to get together and fight this and get Hoard brought
- 37:47Speaker 12: back to court.
- 37:48Speaker 1: And do you do you think it's the case that
- 37:50Speaker 1: the women who suffered that type of abuse, the impression
- 37:57Speaker 1: I get is that they're not working together. Do you
- 37:59Speaker 1: think that might be because their recollections are so painful
- 38:04Speaker 1: they simply can't work as a team. They can't talk
- 38:09Speaker 1: about it, even with other survivors from FINETHI it's not
- 38:14Speaker 1: even just that they don't speak.
- 38:15Speaker 5: It'speacause it's whether you're going to get believed. That's the thing.
- 38:20Speaker 5: Whether they're going to get believed what happened to them.
- 38:24Speaker 2: You know, it's.
- 38:29Speaker 12: More people need to speak it. More people need to
- 38:32Speaker 12: speak it. I mean, there's more people have came forward
- 38:36Speaker 12: even when the trial was just women. I mean exactly personally.
- 38:40Speaker 12: Know somebody else has gave evidence to the child of
- 38:43Speaker 12: his inquiry and they've been asking they pass it on
- 38:46Speaker 12: to the police for them.
- 38:47Speaker 5: They said yes, So I know, Well, is that more
- 38:51Speaker 5: charges going to get brought to her?
- 38:54Speaker 12: That's what I would love to know, because there's still
- 38:56Speaker 12: interviewing people, they're still take their statements that person on
- 39:00Speaker 12: the police.
- 39:02Speaker 5: So as a question for ailing.
- 39:08Speaker 13: And the other.
- 39:09Speaker 1: The other point for me is that evidence that comes
- 39:14Speaker 1: forward inevitably because of the time that's gone past and
- 39:17Speaker 1: the fact that many, well the bulk of the members
- 39:21Speaker 1: of staff from Finehi have died. They're not around anymore.
- 39:26Speaker 1: But even bringing in the bringing in the evidence from
- 39:32Speaker 1: the from the memories and whatever other documentation there is
- 39:36Speaker 1: of these other serious crimes. There have been cases in
- 39:39Speaker 1: the past, i'm sure where where a crime has been
- 39:43Speaker 1: committed but the court has had to say, we recognize
- 39:48Speaker 1: the crime, we recognize the severity of the crime, but
- 39:52Speaker 1: the persons who perpetrated the crime have not been recognized
- 39:56Speaker 1: or not been caught, not not being not been apprehended,
- 40:01Speaker 1: so they're not here in the court today. But nevertheless,
- 40:05Speaker 1: the fact that the crimes are brought into court means
- 40:09Speaker 1: that they are actually recognized, and they're brought to light
- 40:14Speaker 1: publicly in the media, the wider public gets to understand them.
- 40:20Speaker 1: Come back to this thing that to me, it seems
- 40:23Speaker 1: that that all that was allowed to come through the
- 40:27Speaker 1: court was for you, a very cruel and unpleasant period.
- 40:35Speaker 1: But it was one part of what went on and
- 40:37Speaker 1: the rest of it was kept out of court. I'm
- 40:40Speaker 1: not sure I've explained that very well, but that that's
- 40:43Speaker 1: what I sense from being on the outside looking in.
- 40:48Speaker 12: Yeah, I feel that this should have another There's another
- 40:50Speaker 12: two hundred odd women out there who want you up
- 40:53Speaker 12: on moph and see stuff, and they're not getting the
- 40:55Speaker 12: chance to be heard. I don't think it straight. And
- 40:57Speaker 12: as a single person that went through their doors experienced
- 41:01Speaker 12: the we experience, I've got the rate to speak it.
- 41:06Speaker 5: And I'm not getting that in my parade.
- 41:09Speaker 12: An't going to Hollywood, and it's not getting any any
- 41:14Speaker 12: justice near there, and it's not fair.
- 41:18Speaker 1: And what is the situation at the moment with numbers
- 41:23Speaker 1: of women? You will suggest, well, I'm picking up the
- 41:27Speaker 1: more women are still coming forward into the group at
- 41:32Speaker 1: least and making themselves known. How many women are we
- 41:36Speaker 1: dealing with now?
- 41:38Speaker 3: Well, yeah, if we do the just the basic maths,
- 41:41Speaker 3: we can say that we can estimate around ten thousand,
- 41:46Speaker 3: around ten thousand girls would have been there.
- 41:48Speaker 12: Between sexteen seventy, No, between sixteen seventy, between sixteen seventy
- 41:55Speaker 12: thousand over thirty years two those four hundred through the
- 42:00Speaker 12: doors a year over thirty years seventy.
- 42:05Speaker 10: I think the problem is as well, that time has
- 42:08Speaker 10: gone by as well, And a lot of women can't
- 42:10Speaker 10: can't actually name their perpetrator or maybe even identify them
- 42:16Speaker 10: now because time's gone by, and that makes it more difficult.
- 42:20Speaker 2: Yeah, and a lot of them have passed away as well.
- 42:22Speaker 12: Yeah, there's people that gave us, gave them evidence and
- 42:29Speaker 12: have passed away before they even got to trial.
- 42:32Speaker 1: Do you think it's credible that all this happened over
- 42:37Speaker 1: thirty years and that I'm putting words in your mouth?
- 42:42Speaker 1: I've started this way, so I'll finish it. Do you
- 42:46Speaker 1: think it's credible that the abuse went on over all
- 42:50Speaker 1: that time and nobody within the authority, so Glasgow's City
- 42:57Speaker 1: Council or the educational authority, nobody knew what was happening.
- 43:03Speaker 12: Nobody came in shirt Tony when you were there so
- 43:07Speaker 12: you could There's neverdy you could run and turned to
- 43:10Speaker 12: help me.
- 43:11Speaker 5: There was nobody you could run it to help you.
- 43:13Speaker 12: And if you didn't want to, any member of staff
- 43:15Speaker 12: or did you fell on deaf years because they were
- 43:18Speaker 12: all exact same, The whole lot of them done exact
- 43:21Speaker 12: same punishment.
- 43:22Speaker 6: See, for the thirty years at that place was running,
- 43:27Speaker 6: There's nobody going to tell me that there had to
- 43:31Speaker 6: have been parents of children that went home and the
- 43:36Speaker 6: parents have went and made a complaint. There's got to
- 43:39Speaker 6: have been I they couldn't get away of that sore
- 43:44Speaker 6: the people?
- 43:46Speaker 2: Where is where is all that?
- 43:47Speaker 6: Where are they all the complaints? Because I don't believe
- 43:50Speaker 6: there wasn't any complaints about it, that all the swept
- 43:56Speaker 6: under the carpet as well.
- 43:57Speaker 1: Extremely good point because if you've given that figure of
- 44:03Speaker 1: two thousand, four hundred roughly girls per year over the
- 44:08Speaker 1: time frame, it does seem impossible that no girl went
- 44:14Speaker 1: back and complained to the parents and there was not
- 44:17Speaker 1: a single parent who was prepared to stand up and
- 44:22Speaker 1: make her complaint or challenge the system. To me that
- 44:26Speaker 1: that's that cannot be true.
- 44:30Speaker 4: It was sorry, sorry if I'm bat member, there actually
- 44:33Speaker 4: was one of the person, Robertson. Robertson another member of
- 44:38Speaker 4: staff put them back to glass but to get the
- 44:40Speaker 4: parents and then to get a lot off a bus.
- 44:42Speaker 4: She told her dad and our dad challenged Robertson.
- 44:46Speaker 7: About and.
- 44:49Speaker 4: Obviously I don't know of him and was done.
- 44:51Speaker 5: But that was brought up and court.
- 44:55Speaker 4: And Robertson denied that she has spoken to the girl dad.
- 45:00Speaker 4: But she admitted that she was on that bus. Mhm right,
- 45:06Speaker 4: she wasn't supposed to be on the bus. Another woman,
- 45:13Speaker 4: another member of staff.
- 45:16Speaker 3: I.
- 45:18Speaker 7: To go dancing.
- 45:21Speaker 5: I know that as well Peril Fletcher.
- 45:23Speaker 12: She was interviewed before she died, and yet none of
- 45:26Speaker 12: that statement was read in the court because I would
- 45:30Speaker 12: have loved to have heard what she I would have loved.
- 45:32Speaker 5: To have heard what she had to say when she
- 45:34Speaker 5: was being questioned.
- 45:35Speaker 1: Do you do you know anything that was in that statement?
- 45:40Speaker 5: No, none of us do. None of us do? Oh
- 45:43Speaker 5: we know is she was interviewed, but nothing is ever
- 45:47Speaker 5: mentioned any about it.
- 45:49Speaker 1: So this comes back to the feeling that there was
- 45:53Speaker 1: very strong manipulation around how the cot the Vanethi coat
- 45:59Speaker 1: case was brought together and framed before it came into court,
- 46:05Speaker 1: very selective in the way people were chosen. Absolutely, my
- 46:13Speaker 1: feeling as an observer is that a cover up has
- 46:18Speaker 1: taken place, and I spoke to Diane very early on
- 46:23Speaker 1: and said that that my feeling was that the case
- 46:28Speaker 1: was being very carefully managed so that there was a result.
- 46:33Speaker 1: There was a cork well, there was a court case
- 46:37Speaker 1: and one of the people was found guilty, but then
- 46:41Speaker 1: gets a very light sentence and therefore for the public, well,
- 46:47Speaker 1: something took place and one nasty woman did some horrible
- 46:52Speaker 1: things and she got probation, and then they're waiting for
- 46:59Speaker 1: time to us dissolve all the rest of the memories,
- 47:04Speaker 1: when in fact what should have come into court was
- 47:08Speaker 1: the huge scale of what had taken place. And if
- 47:15Speaker 1: we are I know you might react to this, but
- 47:18Speaker 1: if we are fair to Patricia Baxter, it should have
- 47:23Speaker 1: it should have been clearly stated that she was one,
- 47:28Speaker 1: just one person in this huge abuse system where all sorts,
- 47:35Speaker 1: all sorts of other people were involved, the staff members,
- 47:39Speaker 1: but also the authorities which had not only set up
- 47:44Speaker 1: for Nethi, but they permitted these abuses to happen. All
- 47:47Speaker 1: of that seemed to me to.
- 47:49Speaker 3: Be washed out of the trial, and it seems to
- 47:53Speaker 3: me that what they've done is use the so called
- 47:55Speaker 3: justice system to prevent justice.
- 47:58Speaker 1: Yes, that's yeah, And you've.
- 48:04Speaker 6: Only seen a fraction and heard a fraction of what
- 48:07Speaker 6: actually was going in that place.
- 48:10Speaker 7: They should have.
- 48:13Speaker 6: The wider picture replaced to gay people, more understanding of
- 48:17Speaker 6: where it was like, including all the other teachers and whatnot,
- 48:22Speaker 6: because it was the vision, that's what it was.
- 48:28Speaker 12: They all came for the same area. All the staff,
- 48:34Speaker 12: they all knew each other and they were and that's
- 48:37Speaker 12: how they get the job with Perl.
- 48:39Speaker 5: Fletcher gave them all the job.
- 48:41Speaker 12: So they all went and exactly what she wrote them,
- 48:44Speaker 12: followed the exact same rules, exact same punishment.
- 48:48Speaker 5: There was none of them one was better than the other.
- 48:51Speaker 12: You couldn't have said, oh, she was a kind of one,
- 48:53Speaker 12: she was a kind one, because it wasn't the kind
- 48:55Speaker 12: in any of them.
- 48:56Speaker 3: No.
- 48:57Speaker 10: I think the teachers who stood that stand and told
- 49:02Speaker 10: everyone they saw nothing.
- 49:04Speaker 2: Nothing happened like that. No, I didn't see children crying.
- 49:07Speaker 2: They should all be brought back.
- 49:09Speaker 7: For heads in shame.
- 49:13Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, definitely to protect because they're protected. They're protecting
- 49:19Speaker 10: a child abuser and their child abusers as well, and
- 49:22Speaker 10: they protect us and the enablers understand.
- 49:26Speaker 12: Yeah, well they should be brought to child they should
- 49:29Speaker 12: we get yes, yes, yeah, definitely, Thank you.
- 49:35Speaker 1: Very much for that. I think I think we're getting
- 49:37Speaker 1: near to the end, and it's been really interesting hearing
- 49:42Speaker 1: what you have to say. Where would you The media
- 49:50Speaker 1: hasn't given you a lot of coverage on what's actually happening.
- 49:53Speaker 1: It certainly hasn't given a lot of coverage of of
- 49:57Speaker 1: how you've all felt about things. What would you like
- 50:02Speaker 1: to see the UK column do for you? What can
- 50:06Speaker 1: we do to help where you are and where you
- 50:12Speaker 1: want to be in twenty twenty six?
- 50:17Speaker 5: Me personally, I would love for the appeal to go through.
- 50:21Speaker 12: In fact, we brought back to car And even if
- 50:24Speaker 12: it's because she's a year on a tag, so how
- 50:26Speaker 12: can you show the I year's prison sentence and then
- 50:29Speaker 12: she can be at ob privation, but at least get
- 50:32Speaker 12: something because it's to prison.
- 50:34Speaker 5: I'll get a wee bit of a feeling acknowledgement to
- 50:37Speaker 5: what we went through, because that's what it was like.
- 50:39Speaker 5: It was like being in prison.
- 50:41Speaker 10: And when she hears that cell door shutting, it's like
- 50:44Speaker 10: that door shutting as when we went into Fineffe. Everything
- 50:47Speaker 10: changed the minute we went on that door. Everything changed at.
- 50:51Speaker 2: The fair changed. She needs to feel that, she needs
- 50:54Speaker 2: to feel afraid like we felt. Yeah, And what's going
- 50:58Speaker 2: to happen next that unknown? What's going to happen next,
- 51:01Speaker 2: what's going to happen next to us? Wayne? What's going
- 51:03Speaker 2: to happen to me?
- 51:03Speaker 6: Is she ever going to see her family again? Because
- 51:06Speaker 6: that's the way I felt when I was in Yes,
- 51:11Speaker 6: definitely you were going.
- 51:12Speaker 10: To get six months is a long long time for
- 51:16Speaker 10: a child, A long time for a child to be
- 51:18Speaker 10: away for its parents. So and she'll be away for
- 51:22Speaker 10: her husband and her family if she's in jail. Even
- 51:26Speaker 10: if Rona said a year, six months, whatever, just to
- 51:31Speaker 10: do that time she needs.
- 51:32Speaker 5: It, I'll have forget no, but I'll give her it.
- 51:39Speaker 2: I'll give you some comfort.
- 51:41Speaker 6: It would, but it will still affect us through my
- 51:44Speaker 6: life no matter what. But having that weadit, knowledge that
- 51:48Speaker 6: she is going through a wee bity what we had
- 51:51Speaker 6: to go through, would bring me a lot of comfort.
- 51:55Speaker 1: And what about a final message for the the Scottish
- 52:00Speaker 1: government and the establishment, because ultimately they have been in
- 52:05Speaker 1: control of what has taken place. They've been in control
- 52:09Speaker 1: of the police investigation, they've been in control of the
- 52:13Speaker 1: way the abuse of support organizations have and have not
- 52:20Speaker 1: engaged with you. What what would your message to the
- 52:23Speaker 1: Scottish Parliament be.
- 52:27Speaker 7: I don't tru I don't trust.
- 52:29Speaker 6: I don't trust the Scottish government one iota. They see
- 52:33Speaker 6: they sit and say they'll do that, will do that,
- 52:36Speaker 6: and nothing ever comes it. It's just words it's words,
- 52:39Speaker 6: two shot eyes up and get us out the door.
- 52:43Speaker 6: I just don't trust them. They're a waste of space.
- 52:48Speaker 12: Well I've heard them when a lot of women went
- 52:50Speaker 12: to Parliament. A lot of the MPs too, don't walk it.
- 52:54Speaker 5: I mean it could have sat there, let them, but
- 53:01Speaker 5: then they walked to it.
- 53:03Speaker 7: That was at the debate.
- 53:04Speaker 6: I was there and the whole chamber emptied.
- 53:07Speaker 3: I watched that floor debate that was I believe that
- 53:09Speaker 3: was in June this year, when they worked so hard
- 53:13Speaker 3: to get it to the floor debate with Colin Smith
- 53:15Speaker 3: and the others of the Petitions Committee, and it was
- 53:18Speaker 3: really shocking because well for a lot of reasons, but
- 53:20Speaker 3: the Petition's Committee was unanimously an agreement that this needed
- 53:25Speaker 3: to go forward to the floor and they all supported you,
- 53:28Speaker 3: which is unheard of. And then they got it, and
- 53:31Speaker 3: then it was I wasn't there, but I was watching
- 53:34Speaker 3: it online as it was happening, and you could see
- 53:37Speaker 3: before that it was quite full with all the MSPs there,
- 53:40Speaker 3: or most of them, and then when it came to
- 53:43Speaker 3: your item on the agenda, it emptied out and there
- 53:46Speaker 3: were may be what ten ten of them maybe?
- 53:50Speaker 6: Yeah, the only one the only one at that day
- 53:54Speaker 6: that debate that our Shinny's praises were is Fergish ewing.
- 54:01Speaker 6: He was so passionate and his speech and what he said.
- 54:06Speaker 6: He's the only one that I can praise regarding the
- 54:11Speaker 6: Scottish government.
- 54:14Speaker 12: Oh well, I heard as well john S when he
- 54:16Speaker 12: was off for it, when he was before he was
- 54:19Speaker 12: a prime when he was a parliament prime minister.
- 54:22Speaker 9: Know that he is.
- 54:23Speaker 5: Does they want to know anything?
- 54:24Speaker 6: But he was off for it for the ladies, they
- 54:27Speaker 6: know John Swinny's a waste of space as well.
- 54:31Speaker 7: And I'm sorry but that that's just it, that's fact.
- 54:36Speaker 3: Then learn Now we've got you on a separate channel
- 54:39Speaker 3: over here. Then do you have anything to add the
- 54:41Speaker 3: end here?
- 54:43Speaker 4: Yeah, for the Parliament, do the right thing, do the
- 54:47Speaker 4: right thing, don't we the way it should be dealt with,
- 54:51Speaker 4: And stop trying to shut everybody up, because we're not
- 54:53Speaker 4: going to go away, you know, I mean the murders
- 54:57Speaker 4: they shut the murdors will break down.
- 54:59Speaker 5: We won't.
- 55:00Speaker 4: I'm not going away.
- 55:01Speaker 3: I'm not going anywhere.
- 55:04Speaker 4: We'll be in it to the end. Oh, it's just
- 55:08Speaker 4: a big, massive cover up.
- 55:10Speaker 13: Well, I definitely, unfortunately at the end here, But I
- 55:15Speaker 13: guess i'd just like to say that, and I've said
- 55:18Speaker 13: this before that UK Colin will be here for as
- 55:22Speaker 13: long as you need us to continue to help you
- 55:25Speaker 13: with your with what we can do with research, reporting,
- 55:28Speaker 13: with everything.
- 55:28Speaker 3: It's it's been an honor to do so up to
- 55:31Speaker 3: this point, and we won't be going anywhere if you don't.
- 55:36Speaker 1: It's just true.
- 55:38Speaker 5: That so much.
- 55:39Speaker 6: Thank you so much, thank you very much, thank.
- 55:41Speaker 2: You so much.
- 55:43Speaker 3: We'd also like to talk with Kelly Fox. Kelly was
- 55:47Speaker 3: part of the trial as she she attended both the
- 55:50Speaker 3: sentencing as well as the day that I attended the
- 55:54Speaker 3: witness testimonies up in the High Court in Glasgow. So, Kelly,
- 55:58Speaker 3: I guess if you wanted to start with something that
- 56:01Speaker 3: we've heard from the other women, is the difference between
- 56:05Speaker 3: what happened when you received the eighteen guilty verdicts versus
- 56:12Speaker 3: the way that it felt when we heard the sentence.
- 56:16Speaker 3: So I'd like to hear from you just a little
- 56:18Speaker 3: bit about your thoughts about the two different outcomes in
- 56:21Speaker 3: the two different days.
- 56:23Speaker 7: While we were related absolutely delighted that the Jerry had
- 56:28Speaker 7: listened and had heard us. I myself, I can almos
- 56:32Speaker 7: speak for myself, but I felt really disappointed in the
- 56:34Speaker 7: not Province because those girls have been through pretty much
- 56:38Speaker 7: the same as what we've been through, and there just
- 56:40Speaker 7: wasn't an afferdance. I don't know what the class is evidence,
- 56:44Speaker 7: but I think it was. It must have been errific
- 56:46Speaker 7: for them. I've only spoken to the girls at the
- 56:49Speaker 7: core and I at sentence, and I haven't spoken to
- 56:53Speaker 7: an outside, so I don't know where they're at with that.
- 56:56Speaker 7: But so when they when the guilties came back, it
- 57:01Speaker 7: was like, to be honest, I was scared to breathe.
- 57:05Speaker 7: I was like, really, oh my god, that's amazing, that
- 57:08Speaker 7: is amazing, that is amazing. And then I felt as
- 57:11Speaker 7: if I had felt once before the guilty came back.
- 57:15Speaker 7: I felt there was a paradigm shift after it came back.
- 57:18Speaker 7: With a judge, I felt as so initially it was
- 57:21Speaker 7: very impartial, but when the verdict came back, I really
- 57:26Speaker 7: felt as though he was on our side. And then
- 57:28Speaker 7: when he said, so we found a thousand pounds each.
- 57:34Speaker 7: Can I tell you something, This has never been a
- 57:35Speaker 7: bit money. It never will be a bit money. I
- 57:37Speaker 7: have the needed multi charity. I'm not none of us
- 57:41Speaker 7: have ever been in this for the money. When you
- 57:43Speaker 7: count up the amount of money that we spent on
- 57:45Speaker 7: coaches to Edinburgh, who these t shirts, banners, trying to
- 57:51Speaker 7: get our plight out there, and to be for it
- 57:55Speaker 7: to be put to us that our suffering was worth
- 57:58Speaker 7: a thousand pounds. It was just an absent and so
- 58:01Speaker 7: and when he said that she wasn't actually getting any
- 58:03Speaker 7: custodial time, I think we left that court. I mean,
- 58:07Speaker 7: you might have noticed it was a very lack of
- 58:09Speaker 7: noise apart from a few of us saying that's unbelievable.
- 58:13Speaker 7: We actually can't believe that. I think everybody was in shock.
- 58:17Speaker 7: And then we get outside and I don't think it
- 58:19Speaker 7: hit us really, because how can you. I mean, I've
- 58:24Speaker 7: got two grown boys, and if I'd have been up
- 58:27Speaker 7: on a charge of assaulting them abusive behavior towards them
- 58:33Speaker 7: one time, never mind eighteen different occasions, I'm quite sure
- 58:37Speaker 7: I would a custodial and it shouldn't have mattered a
- 58:40Speaker 7: jot a rage because she never took an account outage.
- 58:46Speaker 3: So I would say, thinking about the sentencing day, it
- 58:49Speaker 3: was I felt just the shock of it, right, like
- 58:53Speaker 3: everyone was just saying how shocked all of us were
- 58:56Speaker 3: when it came back. One thing I noticed as well,
- 58:59Speaker 3: when you mentioned how everyone was quiet, it reminded me
- 59:02Speaker 3: of when I was there with the one day in
- 59:05Speaker 3: court for the witnesses and the one police police who
- 59:09Speaker 3: was standing around watching every movement we made. But then
- 59:13Speaker 3: on the day of the sentencing there were I don't know,
- 59:15Speaker 3: maybe five police or something in the room. It was
- 59:17Speaker 3: it was like a lot of police.
- 59:19Speaker 7: And then they expected there to be an outcry. I
- 59:22Speaker 7: really think they expected us to explode, and I'm really
- 59:25Speaker 7: proud of them that they held their own and you know,
- 59:28Speaker 7: we've done it with dignity, and we weren't happy whenever
- 59:32Speaker 7: got and I just hope, I really hope that it
- 59:34Speaker 7: was going to be an appeal because that as much
- 59:37Speaker 7: as getting aunty court was justice, what was served in
- 59:39Speaker 7: court was not justice. It really wasn't.
- 59:42Speaker 1: Kelly, how do you how do you feel looking back
- 59:46Speaker 1: now to the the start from when you first got
- 59:52Speaker 1: got involved with other Finessey women and then how many
- 59:57Speaker 1: for you six years a so six years ago you
- 1:00:02Speaker 1: started to get involved with other Vanehi women and they
- 1:00:05Speaker 1: were working really hard to get the truth out and
- 1:00:09Speaker 1: to get the wheels of justice moving. How do you
- 1:00:14Speaker 1: now feel about that whole journey, from the time that
- 1:00:17Speaker 1: you went from probably being very much on your own
- 1:00:20Speaker 1: to getting alongside some of the other women, and then
- 1:00:25Speaker 1: you're fighting as you and as you're saying, you're you're
- 1:00:29Speaker 1: campaigning and you're getting banners done. How do you now
- 1:00:32Speaker 1: feel about all of that journey.
- 1:00:35Speaker 7: Well, there's a lot of water gone under that bridge,
- 1:00:38Speaker 7: and there's very many different groups of For survivors, I
- 1:00:45Speaker 7: am very much a voice on myself. I don't speak
- 1:00:47Speaker 7: for anybody else. I don't and if they asked me
- 1:00:49Speaker 7: to speak for them, then I'll make it clear that
- 1:00:51Speaker 7: I am speaking on their behalf. But I think, you know,
- 1:00:55Speaker 7: I always believe they were stronger together. But what you
- 1:00:59Speaker 7: have to say accounts a lot of big personalities, a
- 1:01:03Speaker 7: lot of damaged personalities, a lot of angry you know,
- 1:01:07Speaker 7: women that are looking to get their pound of flesh.
- 1:01:10Speaker 7: And I've totally get that, I completely utterly understand it.
- 1:01:13Speaker 7: And never at any point have we ever ever ever
- 1:01:17Speaker 7: let ourselves down verbally physically. I mean, we've we've been
- 1:01:22Speaker 7: overcome me emotion a lot of the time, but we've
- 1:01:26Speaker 7: tried to use our pain and are suffering to our
- 1:01:30Speaker 7: advantage and try and get it out there and get
- 1:01:31Speaker 7: people behind us. And I think six years ago when
- 1:01:35Speaker 7: this first was my cousin that phoned me, actually, Carol,
- 1:01:39Speaker 7: and said to me heart for anything, And I was
- 1:01:41Speaker 7: like yeah, and she says, how was it for you?
- 1:01:43Speaker 7: And I was like, oh, you don't want to wiping
- 1:01:45Speaker 7: and I kind of learn she went not really do
- 1:01:47Speaker 7: you know? So I told her and she was like, right, listen,
- 1:01:50Speaker 7: I've this this group if you want to join it.
- 1:01:53Speaker 7: And I was like, well, I don't really know. But
- 1:01:55Speaker 7: at the time my mum was well, I just have
- 1:01:58Speaker 7: to say, my mom's ninety four and she's been diagnosed
- 1:02:01Speaker 7: with Alzheimer's, so a lot of my time is spent
- 1:02:04Speaker 7: with my mum. But back then she was perfectly fine,
- 1:02:07Speaker 7: living on her own, standing out until she was ninety,
- 1:02:11Speaker 7: so I had time to do this. But I always
- 1:02:13Speaker 7: very much kept in the background because I hadn't discussed
- 1:02:16Speaker 7: this with my mom and I didn't want her to
- 1:02:19Speaker 7: feel like how Hollywood and how her lawyer was trying
- 1:02:23Speaker 7: to make us feel like it was the parents' responsibility.
- 1:02:25Speaker 7: It was therefore, and yeah, they might have signed a
- 1:02:28Speaker 7: form to send us to Finity. But then I never
- 1:02:29Speaker 7: signed a form for us to be abused, and I've
- 1:02:33Speaker 7: tried to hide this, and I also hadn't told my children.
- 1:02:36Speaker 7: It took me twenty years to tell my husband. But
- 1:02:39Speaker 7: then I sat down with my husband and told the boys,
- 1:02:43Speaker 7: and they were like, Mom, don't hide, don't hide at
- 1:02:45Speaker 7: the back, go straight to the front and let them
- 1:02:46Speaker 7: hear your voice. And so as my mum became more unwell,
- 1:02:51Speaker 7: obviously there's more time spent up there and less time
- 1:02:53Speaker 7: spent in Finity, but I still made time to go
- 1:02:55Speaker 7: to the protests and go to Holyrood and make myself
- 1:02:58Speaker 7: known among the MPs and just trying to I mean,
- 1:03:02Speaker 7: apparently once you make me, don't forget me. But I
- 1:03:04Speaker 7: am very tall. I take up a lot of room,
- 1:03:06Speaker 7: you know. I'm five ft eleven and a half, you know,
- 1:03:12Speaker 7: and I'm not a wee, quiet, shrinking violet. So I think,
- 1:03:15Speaker 7: you know, I do kind of stand out a bit
- 1:03:17Speaker 7: from the crowd, and I hope to use that in
- 1:03:18Speaker 7: my advantage, not an intimidating way, but if you can
- 1:03:21Speaker 7: be intimidated by somebody else, that's more a you problem.
- 1:03:24Speaker 7: And it is me because I've never been intimidated since
- 1:03:26Speaker 7: I left for Ethie, I have to add, but I
- 1:03:29Speaker 7: think the journey's been it's been very much peaks and troughs.
- 1:03:33Speaker 7: I think there have been people that I've met in
- 1:03:35Speaker 7: for Ethie that I'll be in my life for the
- 1:03:37Speaker 7: rest of my life. And there are people in for
- 1:03:40Speaker 7: Ethie that were in for ne Eti that I would
- 1:03:44Speaker 7: avoid with a loaded gun because I wouldn't be trusted.
- 1:03:48Speaker 7: So we can just you know, it's been a very
- 1:03:50Speaker 7: emotional journey. And then for that outcome, it's a Slatin teeth.
- 1:03:56Speaker 7: How is that supposed to encourage? The whole thing about
- 1:03:59Speaker 7: doing this was to get justice for us, but also
- 1:04:02Speaker 7: for every other person out there that had been gagged.
- 1:04:04Speaker 7: And I felt, like you said, Diane, in the court,
- 1:04:07Speaker 7: we were very much gagged. It was we weren't allowed
- 1:04:10Speaker 7: to comfort each other. We were allowed to I mean,
- 1:04:14Speaker 7: I remember at one point one of the girls was
- 1:04:15Speaker 7: holding my hand and when we committal, God killing really
- 1:04:18Speaker 7: crushed my finger bones and I was like, sorry, I
- 1:04:20Speaker 7: didn't even realize I was holding non so tight. But
- 1:04:23Speaker 7: you know, we feel like we've been gagged again because
- 1:04:28Speaker 7: what's going to happen now we've been told we very
- 1:04:30Speaker 7: careful you speak about and blah blah blah. If this
- 1:04:33Speaker 7: is going to go to your peel, we kind of
- 1:04:36Speaker 7: fake kind of chance that she's going to get off
- 1:04:38Speaker 7: on a technicality because we've spoike got something outside the court.
- 1:04:41Speaker 7: But I'm only speaking about things that are already out
- 1:04:42Speaker 7: there in the press.
- 1:04:43Speaker 3: Anyway.
- 1:04:43Speaker 1: Do you think the Scottish government has done what it
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: needed to do?
- 1:04:49Speaker 7: No, absolutely not. I think I mean the SMP John Swinny,
- 1:05:00Speaker 7: he didn't even he spoke to us, he gave us
- 1:05:01Speaker 7: an audience. I have notes from that meeting where he
- 1:05:04Speaker 7: promised us that the women that were asking for redress right.
- 1:05:08Speaker 7: I've never been interested in the dress because it's a
- 1:05:10Speaker 7: gag and order. I'm interested in being gagged right. I
- 1:05:13Speaker 7: think if people want to work through their trauma by
- 1:05:16Speaker 7: talking about it, that should be their right and their privilege.
- 1:05:19Speaker 7: And if us talking about our trauma encourages other people
- 1:05:24Speaker 7: to come forward, and that can only be a good thing.
- 1:05:27Speaker 7: But how is that going to encourage anybody to come
- 1:05:30Speaker 7: forward whenever they see what the outcome six years of
- 1:05:33Speaker 7: fight and stand in the rain, the snow being you know,
- 1:05:37Speaker 7: like we've had done sults thrown it is and blah
- 1:05:40Speaker 7: blah blah, and you know we've just had to turn
- 1:05:43Speaker 7: a blind ear. But at the end of the day,
- 1:05:46Speaker 7: how would that encourage other people to fight? We've been
- 1:05:49Speaker 7: fighting for six years as a group, not just one person,
- 1:05:51Speaker 7: as a group to get this into the you know,
- 1:05:54Speaker 7: the open. And this is where we are heard that
- 1:05:58Speaker 7: she'll still sit at Christmas table. I mean she might
- 1:06:00Speaker 7: be winch a pile that of down because she's been
- 1:06:02Speaker 7: fined and effect eighteen thousand pounds. I've already I've already
- 1:06:07Speaker 7: promised that money to a charity because to meet's blood money,
- 1:06:12Speaker 7: don't want it. And if ever was any money coming
- 1:06:15Speaker 7: from the horrific things that happened, and for Nessie, I
- 1:06:19Speaker 7: want no part of it. The thing about it was
- 1:06:23Speaker 7: right her lawyer made out we were in this for money.
- 1:06:27Speaker 7: I'm quite sure that they've done a background check on
- 1:06:29Speaker 7: all of us, right, And I'm not being facetious when
- 1:06:31Speaker 7: I say I don't need her money. I don't need
- 1:06:33Speaker 7: her money if I can pay my bills and have
- 1:06:35Speaker 7: a wee bit left over a nice bottle of wine,
- 1:06:37Speaker 7: and I'm happy about that. So this has never been
- 1:06:41Speaker 7: a bit money. I know there are other women who
- 1:06:43Speaker 7: have got their own companies who are CEOs. This is
- 1:06:46Speaker 7: not about money. But he made it like we might
- 1:06:49Speaker 7: have been poor then, but you know I was poor once.
- 1:06:51Speaker 3: I've going to like it.
- 1:06:52Speaker 7: I don't want to do it again, thanks very much.
- 1:06:55Speaker 7: So I've worked hard and my husband's worked hard. So
- 1:06:58Speaker 7: at the end of the day, they don't know our circumstances.
- 1:07:03Speaker 7: And how do you put a price on trauma. I
- 1:07:06Speaker 7: don't understand that. But the very fact that it was
- 1:07:09Speaker 7: a thousand pounds, I mean, we have spent more in movies.
- 1:07:14Speaker 9: Ye.
- 1:07:15Speaker 1: The easy point for me to make, Kelly is that
- 1:07:20Speaker 1: across all the older women, it's affected their whole lives
- 1:07:24Speaker 1: from from the age they were when they first went
- 1:07:28Speaker 1: to for Nethy. It's blighted their whole lives up, you know,
- 1:07:33Speaker 1: through a full life, and so a thousand pounds is
- 1:07:39Speaker 1: just laughable.
- 1:07:41Speaker 7: But the thing is effects not just the women's lives.
- 1:07:44Speaker 7: It affects their husband's lives and their children's lives.
- 1:07:46Speaker 2: I mean, if you.
- 1:07:48Speaker 7: Listen, if you speak to the women about how they
- 1:07:50Speaker 7: brought up their children right. A lot of the time
- 1:07:51Speaker 7: when I was sitting with the women, I would just
- 1:07:54Speaker 7: listen to what they were saying, right, So they'll be
- 1:07:58Speaker 7: talking about what skill trips and things, and I think,
- 1:08:00Speaker 7: my kid's never done that, and my kids never done that,
- 1:08:02Speaker 7: and my kids were never allowed to go for sleepovers.
- 1:08:05Speaker 7: My kids at the sleepovers were always at my house.
- 1:08:07Speaker 7: I always had the best garden, toys, always had the
- 1:08:10Speaker 7: biggest tent, always had the best of everything for the kids,
- 1:08:13Speaker 7: so that they would want to be here and the
- 1:08:15Speaker 7: kid the mates would be here and I would go
- 1:08:17Speaker 7: to the kids' mum's house for a coffee, introduce myself sake,
- 1:08:21Speaker 7: you're come to my house for a coffee, and you know,
- 1:08:24Speaker 7: get to know the lay of the land before your
- 1:08:26Speaker 7: child comes and stays at nine overnight. You feel like,
- 1:08:28Speaker 7: I mean means sixteen at the time, but it doesn't matter.
- 1:08:31Speaker 7: I'll still your children. So I think there's a common
- 1:08:34Speaker 7: denominator with the women that there's a big, big trust issues.
- 1:08:38Speaker 7: And like I said, there's very many different groups of
- 1:08:41Speaker 7: ATTI survivors and the trust is broken, and you know
- 1:08:47Speaker 7: quite a few of those groups. And trust is a big,
- 1:08:51Speaker 7: big thing for a FEE survivor because we went there
- 1:08:55Speaker 7: trusting innocent children, babies. I mean, I was five when
- 1:08:58Speaker 7: I was there, and then I was there again at
- 1:08:59Speaker 7: eleven and to say that, you know, we were going
- 1:09:04Speaker 7: on a holiday. That's what we thought, that is what
- 1:09:06Speaker 7: we thought. But every bit of trust and vulnerability was
- 1:09:11Speaker 7: ripped out of us in for anything. Do you know
- 1:09:13Speaker 7: if anything taught me, taught me how to hate myself,
- 1:09:16Speaker 7: taught me how taught me that I was I wasn't
- 1:09:18Speaker 7: worth it. And I can I can sit properly at
- 1:09:21Speaker 7: a table, and I can eat my dessert with a
- 1:09:24Speaker 7: fork and a spoon. But at the end of the day,
- 1:09:27Speaker 7: what you don't eat is getting rummed down your throat.
- 1:09:30Speaker 7: You're getting force fed. Now, I'm fortunate that I was foresaid,
- 1:09:33Speaker 7: but I wasn't forestreading.
- 1:09:34Speaker 4: All the vomit.
- 1:09:35Speaker 7: But just because it never happened to you, you're sitting
- 1:09:37Speaker 7: watching it. So you know, if you don't eat, if
- 1:09:40Speaker 7: you don't eat your dinner and finish it, this is
- 1:09:42Speaker 7: what's going to happen to you. So trust is a big,
- 1:09:46Speaker 7: big thing among the women, and they find it very
- 1:09:48Speaker 7: very difficult to trust. And when you do trust some
- 1:09:51Speaker 7: day and to let you down, that's an even bigger
- 1:09:54Speaker 7: slap in the face. And that's why the reactions are
- 1:09:57Speaker 7: so so strong and are so heartfelt because you're like,
- 1:10:03Speaker 7: I actually can't believe that trusted you. I believed in
- 1:10:07Speaker 7: you and you've let me down. You've done it. That's
- 1:10:10Speaker 7: happened again.
- 1:10:11Speaker 1: Yeah, So, Kelly, what what about the future? What about
- 1:10:15Speaker 1: into twenty twenty six? Obviously there's the appeal, which which
- 1:10:19Speaker 1: isn't fact at the moment. That's something that's being considered.
- 1:10:25Speaker 1: What's your feelings on that appeal and what it might achieve?
- 1:10:31Speaker 7: Well, as I said, I think it's an absolute travesty
- 1:10:34Speaker 7: of justice. She'll be sitting at a Christmas table like
- 1:10:37Speaker 7: every other year that she's sat that she's stolen from us.
- 1:10:40Speaker 7: Really an effect and I'm not that bitter and angry.
- 1:10:44Speaker 7: I'm better, not better. But what I will say is
- 1:10:48Speaker 7: that even one day jail time too, people tell her
- 1:10:53Speaker 7: when she wrote to bed, when she'll got up, what
- 1:10:55Speaker 7: she'll eat, how she eated, blah blah blah, and to
- 1:10:58Speaker 7: living fear. See every single time that door opens, that
- 1:11:01Speaker 7: she should have a wee bit of fear, and she'll
- 1:11:02Speaker 7: maybe have a wee percent knowing how we felt. But
- 1:11:06Speaker 7: the thing about it is that woman has nor Moss
- 1:11:09Speaker 7: absolutely not an answer of marsh and I ever answered
- 1:11:11Speaker 7: any of the police questions. When she spoke to the judge.
- 1:11:15Speaker 7: The judge spoke to her and said, if she'll norms,
- 1:11:17Speaker 7: absolutely not. I mean when she took the stand, oh
- 1:11:20Speaker 7: my god, brought me over with a feather. You could
- 1:11:22Speaker 7: have knocked me over with feather. And actually thought half
- 1:11:25Speaker 7: of the women met abou up and left because it
- 1:11:26Speaker 7: was so triggering. So we can only see the back
- 1:11:29Speaker 7: of her head, but see when she turned around and
- 1:11:31Speaker 7: then she started speaking. Then she's getting angry.
- 1:11:34Speaker 4: Oh my god.
- 1:11:35Speaker 7: It was like, there you are. Now, that's that's Robertson.
- 1:11:40Speaker 7: Now this we all life here. It's oh, it's a
- 1:11:42Speaker 7: wee shame. Now she's getting angry and that you can
- 1:11:45Speaker 7: it was so triggering because we recognized.
- 1:11:48Speaker 4: That right away.
- 1:11:49Speaker 7: But for next year, hopefully there's going to be an appeal.
- 1:11:53Speaker 7: If it's in to do with us, there will be
- 1:11:54Speaker 7: because we'll just I don't know how much how many
- 1:11:58Speaker 7: more protests of him and I've got in to be fair,
- 1:12:01Speaker 7: I mean, what you need to remember is the age
- 1:12:02Speaker 7: of the women, you know. I mean, I'm going to
- 1:12:05Speaker 7: guess that the youngest I'm going to say is maybe
- 1:12:11Speaker 7: fifty and the oldest probably near laated. That's not that's
- 1:12:16Speaker 7: not counting the moon we've lost along the way, be
- 1:12:18Speaker 7: it suicide or ill health or whatever. So I don't
- 1:12:24Speaker 7: really know grinds the honest answer. I'd like to think
- 1:12:26Speaker 7: they would keep on fighting and we will keep on fighting,
- 1:12:29Speaker 7: but we may we may do it in a different way.
- 1:12:33Speaker 1: And we just add to that Kelly that UK Colin
- 1:12:37Speaker 1: will be here for you all if if your intention
- 1:12:42Speaker 1: is to keep fighting, we will be here with you.
- 1:12:46Speaker 1: And we are still absolutely convinced that exposure of what's
- 1:12:52Speaker 1: actually taking place and of course all the comments from
- 1:12:55Speaker 1: the ladies about what is what happened in the court
- 1:12:59Speaker 1: and how they feel, none of this is being pushed
- 1:13:03Speaker 1: out by any other media streams. So UK Callum is
- 1:13:06Speaker 1: going to be absolutely with you to make as big
- 1:13:10Speaker 1: a noise as possible.
- 1:13:13Speaker 7: Yeah, I mean, the thing is, we're all just a
- 1:13:14Speaker 7: small fish and a big pond. But you know, if
- 1:13:18Speaker 7: I always believed if we all came together and made
- 1:13:21Speaker 7: a collective noise, then it's harder for them to pooh poohs.
- 1:13:24Speaker 7: And you know, and I think any exposure is good exposure.
- 1:13:29Speaker 7: But I just feel when she was being followed outside
- 1:13:33Speaker 7: the court, and have you get anything to say by
- 1:13:35Speaker 7: the press, And I mean if she gets spat in
- 1:13:40Speaker 7: her eyes, would have done. And I thought contentious, old,
- 1:13:44Speaker 7: well that Bay, that's a polite worker. But no, absolutely,
- 1:13:51Speaker 7: no compassion. No, And I think that was the thing.
- 1:13:54Speaker 7: One of the other girls who wasn't even a witness
- 1:13:56Speaker 7: in the case, she was a fanatic girl, but Robertson
- 1:14:00Speaker 7: wasn't her. Well, see, this is what's very complicated because
- 1:14:03Speaker 7: there's a few of the girls who Robertson was her abuser,
- 1:14:06Speaker 7: but they couldn't remember our name. So they went to
- 1:14:10Speaker 7: the police. They gave their statement and they said what's
- 1:14:13Speaker 7: her name is? She said, I don't remember, but if
- 1:14:14Speaker 7: you show me pictures, I'll be able to pick her out.
- 1:14:17Speaker 7: And they never took their statements, so they running witnesses
- 1:14:22Speaker 7: even although the minute they sort of when you were
- 1:14:23Speaker 7: right away. So that needs looking, isn't it. I mean surely,
- 1:14:28Speaker 7: I mean they didn't. What would Jimmy Saville, I mean,
- 1:14:33Speaker 7: he wasn't charged until after he was dead. So what
- 1:14:36Speaker 7: about the other perpetrators that the other teachers in the school.
- 1:14:40Speaker 1: Yeah, this is a very very good point, Kelly, very
- 1:14:43Speaker 1: good point.
- 1:14:44Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, Nillie Bremner and Pearl Fletcher in particular
- 1:14:48Speaker 3: need to be Yeah, I know Fletcher received was it
- 1:14:52Speaker 3: some sort of award after and and so we're you know,
- 1:14:57Speaker 3: we were looking into can that be taken away? Can
- 1:14:59Speaker 3: we take that back from her after she's been passed
- 1:15:02Speaker 3: away because she obviously doesn't deserve anything.
- 1:15:05Speaker 7: Yeah, that was for work with children.
- 1:15:08Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly. She was the head teacher for most
- 1:15:11Speaker 3: of the both times I was.
- 1:15:12Speaker 7: There, and it was very much a network of abusers.
- 1:15:17Speaker 7: It wasn't just one person. I mean, and that was
- 1:15:20Speaker 7: in one of the the interviews. Was it just well watching? No,
- 1:15:23Speaker 7: absolutely not, but yeah, I think it was very much
- 1:15:27Speaker 7: highlighted that you know, if you knew somebody that worked
- 1:15:30Speaker 7: in there, you could very much get a job. And
- 1:15:32Speaker 7: why don't come work and do six weeks? And I
- 1:15:33Speaker 7: mean she was why don't you come in and work
- 1:15:36Speaker 7: because somebody coudn't turn up, So come and do a
- 1:15:38Speaker 7: night shift. There's nothing watching her what she's doing overnight,
- 1:15:41Speaker 7: No things like pbg's back then, you know, So it
- 1:15:45Speaker 7: wasn't what you know knew, it was who you knew well.
- 1:15:48Speaker 3: And I think that that network is one of the
- 1:15:50Speaker 3: parts of the cover up. If we look at what
- 1:15:52Speaker 3: the mainstream media has done with the story, because they're
- 1:15:55Speaker 3: all saying it was just this one evil woman, which
- 1:15:58Speaker 3: is what I was saying to some of the other women,
- 1:16:00Speaker 3: and it was one evil woman, when we know it
- 1:16:02Speaker 3: was an entire system, and those teachers, including Fletcher and
- 1:16:07Speaker 3: Robertson and Bremda and all of them would have been
- 1:16:10Speaker 3: responsible for, you know, the milk and biscuits at night.
- 1:16:12Speaker 3: Somebody had to give them the milk and biscuits to
- 1:16:15Speaker 3: drug them up and take them off to the parties.
- 1:16:17Speaker 8: I mean that.
- 1:16:18Speaker 3: And these are the things where I think if they're saying, well,
- 1:16:20Speaker 3: there was this one evil woman, then there's you know,
- 1:16:23Speaker 3: it's sort of like, well, okay, there was one evil woman,
- 1:16:25Speaker 3: but no, it was actually an entire, entire council, ultimate
- 1:16:28Speaker 3: really all of it.
- 1:16:30Speaker 7: Diana Sarey's one evil woman. I can understand why people
- 1:16:34Speaker 7: would fail to believe that US could come. Yeah, was
- 1:16:38Speaker 7: where were all the other teachers when US was going on?
- 1:16:40Speaker 5: Exact and so.
- 1:16:41Speaker 7: Fact it was it was all of them. Well, t
- 1:16:44Speaker 7: be fair, I'll only remember Fletcher and Robertson, but alan
- 1:16:48Speaker 7: remember fletcher On, Robson because that's who was bad to
- 1:16:50Speaker 7: me and KEP George. I mean a very little spoken
- 1:16:53Speaker 7: about KP George.
- 1:16:54Speaker 3: Yeah, I was mentioning the keeper yesterday.
- 1:16:56Speaker 7: Yeah, but that's almost few people I remember. I'm funny,
- 1:16:59Speaker 7: I think. Now you tell me in any situation, little
- 1:17:01Speaker 7: girls all get together. Now, you go to a school,
- 1:17:04Speaker 7: you start a new schooling. On the first day, you
- 1:17:06Speaker 7: make a friend and you probably stay friends with that
- 1:17:08Speaker 7: person right through school. We were there for six weeks.
- 1:17:11Speaker 7: I could not tell you, and I was there twice
- 1:17:13Speaker 7: for six weeks. I could not tell you the name
- 1:17:15Speaker 7: of another child. It was there because we were actively discouraged.
- 1:17:21Speaker 7: Even the domestics of kitchen staff. We weren't really to
- 1:17:23Speaker 7: speak to anybody. It was like it was like an army.
- 1:17:26Speaker 7: But I've never been in the army, but I think
- 1:17:28Speaker 7: probably was worse because at least in the army you
- 1:17:30Speaker 7: probably get downtown, but in Fornetti you can roll downtown everything,
- 1:17:34Speaker 7: even like when you're out to play in the playground.
- 1:17:38Speaker 7: Nobody spoke to each other because it was ingrained in
- 1:17:41Speaker 7: you from the see the minute that that manibus came
- 1:17:43Speaker 7: in and the doors opened, it was there was again
- 1:17:46Speaker 7: like a paradim shift. It was a different It was
- 1:17:48Speaker 7: like walking in a different environment altogether. I mean there
- 1:17:54Speaker 7: was structure in my house.
- 1:17:56Speaker 1: I haven't heard this before, Killy, and is very interesting.
- 1:17:59Speaker 1: Hearing you saying that, my brain is saying, yes, you
- 1:18:05Speaker 1: you discourage you frighten the children to such an extent
- 1:18:09Speaker 1: and discourage them from speaking to each other because they
- 1:18:12Speaker 1: stopped them corroborating stories, and it stops us.
- 1:18:17Speaker 7: Comfort each other. We had no comfort. Yeah, you know,
- 1:18:20Speaker 7: everything was more strict of everything.
- 1:18:22Speaker 3: When we went there.
- 1:18:23Speaker 7: Now, my mum was a dress designer. The last thing
- 1:18:26Speaker 7: I needed was clothing. My mother made clothes for the
- 1:18:29Speaker 7: whole of the West End, you know, so we had
- 1:18:32Speaker 7: loads of clothing. And hear her stand up and court
- 1:18:34Speaker 7: to say, oh yeah, we had to dress them and no,
- 1:18:37Speaker 7: excuse me, no you never And I mean I had
- 1:18:39Speaker 7: Clark shoes on my feet as much as they were
- 1:18:41Speaker 7: ugly and they were horrible. That was all my mom
- 1:18:44Speaker 7: had to pay for those shoes. Because you could make
- 1:18:46Speaker 7: her clothes or euse she had to buy the traffic,
- 1:18:48Speaker 7: but she could make her clothes. But she only had
- 1:18:50Speaker 7: to pay a lot of money for shoes, so she
- 1:18:51Speaker 7: could afford to do that.
- 1:18:53Speaker 3: But you know, they never.
- 1:18:57Speaker 7: And I was certainly never a wife. I mean that
- 1:19:00Speaker 7: I'm the tallest of all the girls, but we're all
- 1:19:03Speaker 7: five and a half six footers. So we had a
- 1:19:06Speaker 7: good diet and so much so if at over making
- 1:19:10Speaker 7: the food, because my mum was a terrible cook, and
- 1:19:12Speaker 7: she used to say, whoever makes a dinner all week,
- 1:19:14Speaker 7: I'll make a weekend or a dress or whatever you wanted.
- 1:19:17Speaker 7: So we'd fight over making the dinner. But there was always,
- 1:19:19Speaker 7: you know, whenever went to for NESTI because they were
- 1:19:22Speaker 7: I mean, as a matter of fact, see before you
- 1:19:24Speaker 7: went to for net you had to get medical so
- 1:19:26Speaker 7: you were weighed, you were checked for health. You stood
- 1:19:29Speaker 7: in clinic India Street and your vest and pants and
- 1:19:33Speaker 7: you were weighed and measured and so you had to
- 1:19:34Speaker 7: be fit to go for Nestie. So how can they
- 1:19:36Speaker 7: say it's a respite People went because they were ill.
- 1:19:40Speaker 7: I'm quite sure there might have been one or two
- 1:19:42Speaker 7: or three you know, in there. But if you were
- 1:19:45Speaker 7: sick and you were going there for respite, help me
- 1:19:47Speaker 7: you understand why five and six mile walk today.
- 1:19:51Speaker 3: Well that's the other lie that's been that's been reported
- 1:19:54Speaker 3: in the media, as well as by some of the
- 1:19:57Speaker 3: discussions in the Parliament committees, is that it was ret
- 1:20:00Speaker 3: but our holiday when we know, as you know that,
- 1:20:02Speaker 3: I found that it was actually part of the education community,
- 1:20:06Speaker 3: Glasgow Corporation, and you were sent there and enrolled in school.
- 1:20:09Speaker 3: It was a primary school for you for that time.
- 1:20:11Speaker 3: So all of these things circulating about it being a
- 1:20:14Speaker 3: holiday or whispered or convalescence and you know, deprivation, all
- 1:20:19Speaker 3: that is absolutely lies and we know that, and that's
- 1:20:22Speaker 3: one thing we need to keep getting out.
- 1:20:24Speaker 7: I wasn't there in the summer holidays or any holidays.
- 1:20:28Speaker 7: And when the lawyer asked me and I said, I
- 1:20:31Speaker 7: don't know, but I remember when we were going for
- 1:20:32Speaker 7: our morning walk that there was due on the grass.
- 1:20:36Speaker 7: That could be any time in the year. I don't know.
- 1:20:38Speaker 7: I know I wasn't there in March because that's my
- 1:20:40Speaker 7: first day. I wasn't there. It's a summer holidays, and
- 1:20:42Speaker 7: I wasn't there at Christmas time, so but I was
- 1:20:45Speaker 7: there for six weeks each time, but there was I mean,
- 1:20:50Speaker 7: one of their girls spoke about a party the night
- 1:20:52Speaker 7: before she left, and I was like, no, we never
- 1:20:54Speaker 7: get a party. See the thing about it is. See
- 1:20:57Speaker 7: when you go there, right, well, when I went there,
- 1:20:59Speaker 7: my experience saw it is although I was there when
- 1:21:01Speaker 7: I was five, and I was there again when I
- 1:21:03Speaker 7: was eleven, it was like a brand new time each time,
- 1:21:05Speaker 7: because it was I was in that whole different It
- 1:21:08Speaker 7: was a whole different body, a whole different mindset, you know.
- 1:21:12Speaker 7: But when you go there, I mean it's the psychological
- 1:21:17Speaker 7: abuse as much as the physical abuse. When they say
- 1:21:19Speaker 7: if you don't behave you've never got home. Yeh, Then
- 1:21:21Speaker 7: there's no talker getting home. And then you start then
- 1:21:24Speaker 7: the all your clothes are get your name on them,
- 1:21:27Speaker 7: or your mum's done that before you go, and then
- 1:21:29Speaker 7: you start to think this is it. And then I
- 1:21:32Speaker 7: remember the second time I went, I thought, I know
- 1:21:34Speaker 7: what happens here. I know what happens here. I know
- 1:21:36Speaker 7: why they're so terribly cool because you stay here until
- 1:21:41Speaker 7: you get to teach us age and then you become
- 1:21:43Speaker 7: a teacher. Yeah, there's no escape. And I remember saying
- 1:21:48Speaker 7: it like one of the girls, this is it. This
- 1:21:51Speaker 7: is where we are now, this is our life. We
- 1:21:53Speaker 7: better just make the rest of it and cry and
- 1:21:56Speaker 7: every night. And we used to play things like where's
- 1:22:00Speaker 7: your mama gone? And we don't be sitting crying and
- 1:22:02Speaker 7: there be sitting laughing at us. Just absolute cruel to that.
- 1:22:06Speaker 7: You'd never your kidney make up. You actually could not
- 1:22:10Speaker 7: make it up. It's like understanding their attraction children. You'll
- 1:22:13Speaker 7: never understand that, why you're a pedical And it's the
- 1:22:15Speaker 7: same way child abusers.
- 1:22:19Speaker 1: Kelly, to me, what has been done is that the
- 1:22:23Speaker 1: whole investigation has been very carefully orchestrated, choreographed, very light touch.
- 1:22:36Speaker 1: The police eventually did a little bit of investigating, but
- 1:22:40Speaker 1: not too much. And then eventually there's one lady that
- 1:22:44Speaker 1: they can't sort of push into the long grass, so
- 1:22:47Speaker 1: she's the one who's going to be brought forward into
- 1:22:49Speaker 1: the court. They they strip away all of the accusations
- 1:22:57Speaker 1: about more serious offenses, curious sexual offenses, all the implications
- 1:23:03Speaker 1: that serious sexual allegations, that serious sexual offenses did take place,
- 1:23:09Speaker 1: those rules stripped away.
- 1:23:10Speaker 5: Why was that?
- 1:23:12Speaker 7: I mean, one of the witnesses brought up in court
- 1:23:14Speaker 7: actually sat, I wasn't there, I was awful, but one
- 1:23:17Speaker 7: of the witnesses actually sat in the witness box and
- 1:23:19Speaker 7: spoke about sexual abuse. And that was one of the
- 1:23:23Speaker 7: charges that helped me understand that.
- 1:23:27Speaker 3: What I heard was that some of the earlier well
- 1:23:31Speaker 3: some of the women that had the more serious charges
- 1:23:33Speaker 3: were not allowed to testify. So it was sort of
- 1:23:36Speaker 3: like the number was cut in about half of the
- 1:23:38Speaker 3: women who wanted to come in, and those were cut well.
- 1:23:42Speaker 7: I was in for four hours when I'd done my commission,
- 1:23:46Speaker 7: and apparently it was an hour in seventeen minutes played
- 1:23:50Speaker 7: in the court and it was chopped and slice because
- 1:23:53Speaker 7: a couple of girls said to me, kell you, I
- 1:23:55Speaker 7: don't know. You said to us that it happened in
- 1:23:58Speaker 7: the classroom once she bashed face off with about that's right,
- 1:24:02Speaker 7: but he said on the tape happened in the dining room.
- 1:24:04Speaker 7: And I said, but this is the thing that when
- 1:24:06Speaker 7: I spoke to the lawyer and her lawyer and he said,
- 1:24:09Speaker 7: you all discussed it, and I said, no, listen, can
- 1:24:10Speaker 7: I tell you I'm about trauma Dunton. I don't know
- 1:24:14Speaker 7: any of the girl's story, and they don't know mine.
- 1:24:17Speaker 7: Might go wee bits of it. When I said that
- 1:24:18Speaker 7: she bashed my face off with it, I said, just
- 1:24:20Speaker 7: because it happened in the classroom doesn't mean it's not
- 1:24:23Speaker 7: out with the remit that could have happened in the
- 1:24:25Speaker 7: dining room as well. But she said, the way your
- 1:24:29Speaker 7: evidence was cut, it looked like you first of all
- 1:24:33Speaker 7: said the classroom and then said the dining room. And
- 1:24:35Speaker 7: I said, well, I'm not responsible for how they cut
- 1:24:37Speaker 7: my evidence, but there was a lot that I had
- 1:24:40Speaker 7: said that wasn't he I mean, I wasn't. Obviously you
- 1:24:44Speaker 7: can't to be there when your evidence is given, but
- 1:24:46Speaker 7: just having spoken to the girls that because all we've
- 1:24:48Speaker 7: done was that a bit in court waiting to be
- 1:24:50Speaker 7: go back into the court or you know, but there
- 1:24:54Speaker 7: was a lot of stuff and I don't understand why
- 1:24:55Speaker 7: the sexual stuff and shoved under the carpet.
- 1:24:59Speaker 1: Yeah, so the sexual accusations get stripped away and then
- 1:25:06Speaker 1: they run the court case, and that court case translates
- 1:25:12Speaker 1: it all into the fact, well, there was one nasty,
- 1:25:15Speaker 1: evil member of staff and that lady carried out cruel
- 1:25:20Speaker 1: and unnatural behavior. We're not talking about sex abuse or cruelty.
- 1:25:29Speaker 1: And then the summing up is very hard and then
- 1:25:31Speaker 1: she's given a very light sentence, and then the whole
- 1:25:35Speaker 1: thing is, well, something did happen at for Nephi, And yes,
- 1:25:39Speaker 1: an old lady did get a sentence, and now it
- 1:25:43Speaker 1: all goes into the long grass. My personal perception from
- 1:25:48Speaker 1: the outside looking in is that the whole thing, from
- 1:25:51Speaker 1: the initial response from the government and the police, and
- 1:25:55Speaker 1: the investigation and the construction of the court case and
- 1:26:00Speaker 1: the actual procedure of the court case itself, this has
- 1:26:05Speaker 1: all been orchestrated in order to make sure that all
- 1:26:10Speaker 1: of the scale of it thousands and thousands of little girls.
- 1:26:15Speaker 1: So the chances are thousands and thousands of little girls
- 1:26:18Speaker 1: got abused, that all that was stripped away, lost in
- 1:26:22Speaker 1: the long grass, and it's just this rather nasty old lady.
- 1:26:26Speaker 7: And the thing is, are they going to come forward
- 1:26:28Speaker 7: now seen what the outcomers? Probably not?
- 1:26:31Speaker 1: Well, maybe, Kelly. That comes down to what story? And
- 1:26:37Speaker 1: I mean that in a positive way, what story now
- 1:26:40Speaker 1: comes to light as a result of everything that's happened,
- 1:26:43Speaker 1: including the court case. And I actually think that that
- 1:26:48Speaker 1: what all the women have had to say to us
- 1:26:51Speaker 1: has been very powerful. And I also think that if
- 1:26:55Speaker 1: we are going to produce a written report, which is
- 1:26:58Speaker 1: the plan, that's all going to be very powerful, because
- 1:27:02Speaker 1: I don't know that any such thing has ever been
- 1:27:05Speaker 1: done in any other case, Because like you.
- 1:27:09Speaker 7: Said Brian, I mean they. I mean I only spoke
- 1:27:12Speaker 7: to Olie from the Daily Record, not SDB. Sorry. He
- 1:27:17Speaker 7: approached me in court and said can I have a
- 1:27:18Speaker 7: word afterwards, and I said, I okay. We spoke to
- 1:27:21Speaker 7: him first six years ago when we first went to Parliament.
- 1:27:25Speaker 7: But like that, they have their own questions prepared in advance,
- 1:27:29Speaker 7: and you don't know what the questions are going to be,
- 1:27:31Speaker 7: so and it's very difficult to circumvent there. You know,
- 1:27:35Speaker 7: their line of investigation if you like. So it's it's
- 1:27:38Speaker 7: quite profession to be able to speak really and you know,
- 1:27:42Speaker 7: I know you've done a bit of work in the
- 1:27:44Speaker 7: background and looking into things, and I totally appreciate it
- 1:27:47Speaker 7: as to I'm sure the other women, and we do
- 1:27:50Speaker 7: need to keep it out there. We really do need
- 1:27:52Speaker 7: to keep it out there when it keep digging and
- 1:27:54Speaker 7: we need to find out. But hopefully the Loyals, though baby,
- 1:27:58Speaker 7: play a part in that.
- 1:28:00Speaker 1: And I think the agenda for the ladies has got
- 1:28:02Speaker 1: to be to come back refreshed after come back refreshing
- 1:28:07Speaker 1: into the new year and stop giving them a hell.
- 1:28:11Speaker 1: That's what I think's got to happen.
- 1:28:13Speaker 3: I think they know that we want an appeal anyway,
- 1:28:15Speaker 3: what if that does happen or what happens out of it?
- 1:28:18Speaker 7: Apparently it's a very unusual thing to happen. That's good.
- 1:28:21Speaker 7: Doesn't mean it's it's not going to happen because it's
- 1:28:22Speaker 7: an unusual thing.
- 1:28:25Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly.
- 1:28:28Speaker 7: Well it's like the peopil's mark in their own homework,
- 1:28:31Speaker 7: hasn't it?
- 1:28:31Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, yeah, exactly, we.
- 1:28:34Speaker 7: Don't if we don't make a noise about it and
- 1:28:36Speaker 7: say via the lawyers and via the PROPERTI fiscal that
- 1:28:40Speaker 7: we do want an appeal. And then I mean they
- 1:28:42Speaker 7: must know we're not going to wait now. I mean
- 1:28:44Speaker 7: we've been chomping at this for six years. We're not
- 1:28:46Speaker 7: going to just put our hands up and say, oh, oh,
- 1:28:48Speaker 7: that must be what's going to happen. Then we've been
- 1:28:49Speaker 7: told a million times, but we were not listening. We
- 1:28:51Speaker 7: were not listening. We're not going away.
- 1:28:53Speaker 1: We are not going away, thank you very much.
- 1:28:56Speaker 7: Yeah, they're very well coming.
- 1:28:57Speaker 3: Thank you. Carol White, let's come to you. How did
- 1:29:00Speaker 3: you feel about the sentencing as well as the eighteen
- 1:29:05Speaker 3: guilty and the five not proven? Was it seven not proven?
- 1:29:09Speaker 9: I felt it was really upsetting for all the survivors
- 1:29:13Speaker 9: that came forward. I know, we've got eighteen guilties and
- 1:29:17Speaker 9: that was a good day for justice, but disappointing for
- 1:29:21Speaker 9: the other ones that got they're not proven and the
- 1:29:24Speaker 9: sentence was disappointing. When the judge had put out the sentence,
- 1:29:29Speaker 9: I feel that he could have done a lot more
- 1:29:31Speaker 9: than what he did, and he changed his tune three
- 1:29:36Speaker 9: quarts of the way when he told Missus Robertson that
- 1:29:39Speaker 9: she was sadistic, and when he brought out everything in
- 1:29:44Speaker 9: the court about all the victims and that and what
- 1:29:47Speaker 9: we went through.
- 1:29:49Speaker 3: How did you feel about the because I know some
- 1:29:51Speaker 3: of the other ladies have talked about this, how there
- 1:29:53Speaker 3: was such I don't want to say relief, but the
- 1:29:59Speaker 3: feeling of thinking that she was finally going to get justice,
- 1:30:02Speaker 3: and you were going to get justice, you know, and
- 1:30:04Speaker 3: back in when the when this came out, and then
- 1:30:06Speaker 3: the complete difference of how we felt in December when
- 1:30:09Speaker 3: we were there for the sentencing. Did you how did
- 1:30:13Speaker 3: you find that between the two when she.
- 1:30:15Speaker 9: Got found guilty, it was it was, it was brilliant.
- 1:30:18Speaker 9: I was over the moon that we were being listened
- 1:30:21Speaker 9: to and everybody that the jury believed us. It was
- 1:30:26Speaker 9: under unanimous and then in December when she didn't get
- 1:30:32Speaker 9: the sentence and that we expected, it was really really disappointing,
- 1:30:37Speaker 9: a really upset and day.
- 1:30:38Speaker 3: It really was. I could feel the energy in the room,
- 1:30:42Speaker 3: just how it shifted from you know, hearing hearing the
- 1:30:47Speaker 3: judge say, well you did these horrible things, and then
- 1:30:50Speaker 3: now it's just seeing.
- 1:30:53Speaker 9: I couldn't believe it myself because I had to actually
- 1:30:57Speaker 9: round the court room to tell by people reactions in
- 1:31:02Speaker 9: their faces. And then it hit me that she wasn't
- 1:31:05Speaker 9: getting sentenced, that she was getting probation, and we were
- 1:31:11Speaker 9: to get paid one thousand pounds, which was an insultd Hendry,
- 1:31:13Speaker 9: because it's not about money, it's about getting justice the
- 1:31:18Speaker 9: trauma we suffered.
- 1:31:21Speaker 1: Yeah, Carol, can I just ask when when did you
- 1:31:26Speaker 1: get involved with the Finefi group? Just roughly? Were you
- 1:31:33Speaker 1: one of the women who was in early on or
- 1:31:37Speaker 1: did you discover them later.
- 1:31:38Speaker 9: I was involved at the beginning, but I'm not no
- 1:31:42Speaker 9: longer in Finefi groups. It started off. It was on
- 1:31:48Speaker 9: a forum and I started speaking to a lady in
- 1:31:52Speaker 9: twenty seventeen, and then I put it in the back
- 1:31:55Speaker 9: of my head and then it came back to me.
- 1:31:57Speaker 9: I think it was twenty twenty one, met up with
- 1:32:00Speaker 9: the Daily Record and if it was STV News and
- 1:32:05Speaker 9: asked for survivors to come forward and get the justice
- 1:32:07Speaker 9: that they deserve.
- 1:32:08Speaker 1: When you look look back at your journey over that
- 1:32:13Speaker 1: from being one of the survivors out there, probably not
- 1:32:18Speaker 1: knowing where the other girls were, you weren't in contact,
- 1:32:23Speaker 1: and so you make contact and in twenty seventeen, your
- 1:32:28Speaker 1: journey starts with the other ladies who are trying to
- 1:32:32Speaker 1: do something. When you look back now, following the court case,
- 1:32:40Speaker 1: how do you feel about things?
- 1:32:42Speaker 8: Was it?
- 1:32:44Speaker 1: Are you still pleased that you did what you did.
- 1:32:48Speaker 9: Please because it got for an fie out there, and
- 1:32:50Speaker 9: then pleased because the police phoned Missus Robertson. I'm upset
- 1:32:56Speaker 9: that the other teachers got away with that in the ford,
- 1:32:59Speaker 9: but it could still and caught and budgeted themselves. I
- 1:33:02Speaker 9: think it was for and that missus Witch had died.
- 1:33:06Speaker 9: I'm really upset about that because she should have been
- 1:33:08Speaker 9: there with Missus Robertson. And I'm happy that we all
- 1:33:14Speaker 9: started the journey because she had to be punished for
- 1:33:18Speaker 9: what she's done. Is because it's child abuse at the
- 1:33:22Speaker 9: end of the day and it can't continue to go on.
- 1:33:24Speaker 9: It's still going on, and it needs to be nipped
- 1:33:26Speaker 9: in the bud now because it's not just about historical
- 1:33:30Speaker 9: it's about what's happening in the future and it's causing
- 1:33:34Speaker 9: futuristic harm to children now, So being nip it in
- 1:33:39Speaker 9: the bud now and get it out there and show
- 1:33:41Speaker 9: what's happening, and get the ones in prison that have
- 1:33:44Speaker 9: done it historically and show an example that this is
- 1:33:48Speaker 9: going to get stopped.
- 1:33:51Speaker 1: Yeah, when you say that, what comes into my head
- 1:33:55Speaker 1: were some of the closing comments where we asked the
- 1:34:00Speaker 1: We asked the group, which included yourself, but we said,
- 1:34:06Speaker 1: you know, how do you feel about the Scottish government's
- 1:34:09Speaker 1: approach to the whole thing? Do you think do you
- 1:34:13Speaker 1: think that the Scottish government has taken this seriously? Do
- 1:34:17Speaker 1: you think they have done enough?
- 1:34:18Speaker 9: I don't think they've done enough at all. It's hard
- 1:34:22Speaker 9: to do with the Scottish government blim in the state.
- 1:34:24Speaker 9: They're all blooming each other, and maybe they should just
- 1:34:27Speaker 9: open their hands up and have met to the mistakes
- 1:34:29Speaker 9: admitted and give us the justice we desire and start
- 1:34:33Speaker 9: moving on.
- 1:34:35Speaker 1: Yeah. I have never I have never experienced anything like
- 1:34:41Speaker 1: the abuses that the fine ladies have gone through. But
- 1:34:47Speaker 1: on a personal level, my family was affected by a
- 1:34:51Speaker 1: relative who died in a died in the hospital here
- 1:34:56Speaker 1: in Plymouth under very unpleasant circumstances, and it eventually resulted
- 1:35:03Speaker 1: in the first ever jury in quest and NHS jury inquest,
- 1:35:11Speaker 1: And at one point in that inquest, the hospital consultant
- 1:35:16Speaker 1: had been put forward by the NH the hospital management
- 1:35:22Speaker 1: to be their spokes manner at the inquest, he got
- 1:35:29Speaker 1: to a point where he got he stood up and
- 1:35:32Speaker 1: he said, you know, I've listened to what's being said,
- 1:35:37Speaker 1: and I think the only thing that I can say
- 1:35:40Speaker 1: is we're sorry. And there was a big pause for
- 1:35:45Speaker 1: the family and I'll say that I'll just use the
- 1:35:50Speaker 1: term the family for the family.
- 1:35:53Speaker 5: Uh.
- 1:35:55Speaker 1: This was the first time there was any concept that
- 1:35:59Speaker 1: the hospital, the NHS organization recognized what it did and
- 1:36:05Speaker 1: actually said we're sorry, and that sorry made a huge difference.
- 1:36:11Speaker 1: We didn't take any compensation out of the NHS. We
- 1:36:15Speaker 1: could have done lots of things.
- 1:36:17Speaker 9: It's something you don't get a lot of as well,
- 1:36:19Speaker 9: an apology.
- 1:36:20Speaker 1: An apology and so I can't possibly grasp what it's
- 1:36:26Speaker 1: been like for the Fanethi women, you all as survivors.
- 1:36:30Speaker 1: But in my head I thought, yes, there hasn't really
- 1:36:34Speaker 1: still hasn't really been any recognition and apology from you.
- 1:36:39Speaker 9: It should be a handwritten apology as well.
- 1:36:41Speaker 1: Yeah, so one of the was it. Glasgow's City Council
- 1:36:45Speaker 1: did make an apology, but it was very.
- 1:36:49Speaker 7: Short and.
- 1:36:51Speaker 1: It wasn't very meaningful.
- 1:36:53Speaker 3: No, it was more like a backsticking exercise.
- 1:36:57Speaker 7: Yeah, was it.
- 1:36:57Speaker 9: First they were in denial, went they was established and
- 1:37:00Speaker 9: didn't exist, but it did exist as soon as you're
- 1:37:02Speaker 9: walking the doors of Pernetti, you know, existed. Y was
- 1:37:07Speaker 9: ptrued by the It was given down by the courses,
- 1:37:10Speaker 9: so it was bequeathed absolutely down from Lord Gantana, so
- 1:37:16Speaker 9: so on and so on. The was gifted for a
- 1:37:19Speaker 9: residential school, so they knew what they were doing. They
- 1:37:21Speaker 9: were starting off the regime.
- 1:37:23Speaker 1: The moment you say that that that brings us back
- 1:37:25Speaker 1: to the point that because of the scale of the thing,
- 1:37:29Speaker 1: the number of girls that little girls that went through
- 1:37:33Speaker 1: the establishment, and the length of time that that took place,
- 1:37:37Speaker 1: it is it's simply unconceivable that the authorities had not
- 1:37:42Speaker 1: heard something there hadn't been rumors.
- 1:37:45Speaker 9: Or that there would have been rumors, and they denied
- 1:37:47Speaker 9: it and keep denying it and try to hate it
- 1:37:49Speaker 9: and brush it under the camp and the other.
- 1:37:53Speaker 1: The other thing I'd like to ask you is that
- 1:37:55Speaker 1: there were a couple of the Finetti women that that
- 1:37:58Speaker 1: said that the whole experience of the process leading to
- 1:38:05Speaker 1: the court case and the court case itself brought back
- 1:38:08Speaker 1: memories that were bringing very bad memories back into their heads.
- 1:38:15Speaker 1: Do you flashbacks yet? Do you come away from from
- 1:38:20Speaker 1: the court case. Do you come away feeling that, Okay,
- 1:38:29Speaker 1: you haven't got the result that you wanted, but you
- 1:38:31Speaker 1: have achieved a lot, or have you also come away
- 1:38:36Speaker 1: feeling that it's it's been really hard because it's brought
- 1:38:40Speaker 1: bad memories back.
- 1:38:43Speaker 9: Feelers has been brought forward, and she's got to go
- 1:38:46Speaker 9: in and it's brought all those awful memories back, and
- 1:38:50Speaker 9: I feel it down, Yeah, the extent that I'm not
- 1:38:53Speaker 9: speaking well at Nate at all. I'm up whole night,
- 1:38:57Speaker 9: I'm not sleeping, so I'm losing it all my sleep
- 1:39:02Speaker 9: over Hulf. Well, I shouldn't be. If she's put away,
- 1:39:06Speaker 9: i'd probably more settled. So it's unsettled me for sure. Yeah,
- 1:39:12Speaker 9: because it's brought back all those experiences, because when you
- 1:39:15Speaker 9: go back, understand, you end up back at FINETHI because
- 1:39:19Speaker 9: you're experiencing it all over again.
- 1:39:22Speaker 1: Carol, how many years ago was.
- 1:39:24Speaker 9: It for you? I think it was forty two, forty three.
- 1:39:29Speaker 9: It was an eineteen eighty two. I went when I
- 1:39:32Speaker 9: was ten going on eleventh. I said, my eleventh body there, right.
- 1:39:37Speaker 1: And the reason I ask that is because for people
- 1:39:42Speaker 1: in an audience, people who are going to hear at
- 1:39:45Speaker 1: this interview at some stage, it's always so difficult for
- 1:39:50Speaker 1: people who've never been through any sort of trauma like
- 1:39:53Speaker 1: this to understand what it really means. But here you
- 1:39:57Speaker 1: are saying that something that happened you forty plus years
- 1:40:01Speaker 1: ago is so still so powerful and raw.
- 1:40:07Speaker 9: So there, I had blocked it out, but it's come
- 1:40:10Speaker 9: back to me now, and now it's not going to way.
- 1:40:13Speaker 9: It's going to stick there because I'm an adult. When
- 1:40:16Speaker 9: I blocked it out, I was a child, because I
- 1:40:18Speaker 9: was really to get home to my family. Yeah, because
- 1:40:22Speaker 9: that's all I wanted. As soon as I realized what
- 1:40:25Speaker 9: holiday it wasn't.
- 1:40:27Speaker 1: Yeah, and you said eleven or twelve.
- 1:40:32Speaker 9: I was ten going on eleven.
- 1:40:34Speaker 3: Were you was that.
- 1:40:35Speaker 1: Age group about the about the oldest age group of
- 1:40:39Speaker 1: the girls that went through.
- 1:40:40Speaker 9: It was the oldest ones. And then you had as
- 1:40:42Speaker 9: young as five, right, and.
- 1:40:45Speaker 1: Even though you were that bit older, you still got
- 1:40:48Speaker 1: the same treatment that the younger girl's got.
- 1:40:51Speaker 9: Yeah, it was just awful, plain awful. They just they
- 1:40:57Speaker 9: should have not should doesn't care forism. We want the
- 1:41:00Speaker 9: dirty children. We made out we were clean. To me,
- 1:41:03Speaker 9: it was a holiday. So my mum paid for that holiday.
- 1:41:07Speaker 9: She sent my money in different things up. We had
- 1:41:09Speaker 9: new clothes, we had new this, that and the other.
- 1:41:12Speaker 9: And they put a penny on us, so we didn't
- 1:41:14Speaker 9: wear our clothing.
- 1:41:16Speaker 1: Wow, I haven't heard that before.
- 1:41:20Speaker 9: It was a penny we had. It was their regime,
- 1:41:24Speaker 9: so it was yeah, they probably thought if they put
- 1:41:28Speaker 9: a penny on as it was like us were in
- 1:41:29Speaker 9: their uniform. So if any of us attempted to run away.
- 1:41:34Speaker 14: And I heard about the wellies, the really uncomfortable wellies,
- 1:41:37Speaker 14: they didn't fit the wellies. It he went for long, Yeah,
- 1:41:40Speaker 14: one walked through the through the forest and there yeah,
- 1:41:43Speaker 14: wish went to the old legs yeah yeah, blisters.
- 1:41:47Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 1:41:48Speaker 1: So two final questions. You did discover what was happening
- 1:41:56Speaker 1: in twenty seventeen, and you did start to meet other ladies.
- 1:42:01Speaker 1: Have you have you had comfort from being able to
- 1:42:04Speaker 1: meet the other survivors.
- 1:42:07Speaker 9: Got pretty close to a few ladies. I'm really close
- 1:42:11Speaker 9: to one that and you're in twenty seventeen, So it's
- 1:42:15Speaker 9: good to make friends and that through FANTI.
- 1:42:18Speaker 1: Yeah, so you're not on your own. You haven't got
- 1:42:20Speaker 1: that feeling being on your own anymore.
- 1:42:22Speaker 9: Sometimes it can feel pretty isolating, but that's just because
- 1:42:26Speaker 9: of our experience there that you feel isolated because you
- 1:42:29Speaker 9: were in an isolate an isolated setting in fine if
- 1:42:34Speaker 9: you didn't have your family around you and your mum
- 1:42:38Speaker 9: was the closest person to you, if you're a girl,
- 1:42:40Speaker 9: that makes any sense, and then you wanted your family
- 1:42:44Speaker 9: to be there and you couldn't get your family because
- 1:42:45Speaker 9: you had them, and then they put things into your
- 1:42:48Speaker 9: head that you want loved and you were disgusting and everything.
- 1:42:52Speaker 9: It was an isolating situation which they got paid for.
- 1:42:58Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 1:42:59Speaker 1: So last question then, Carol, So what what would you
- 1:43:03Speaker 1: hope would come out of this review procedure to re
- 1:43:09Speaker 1: look at.
- 1:43:09Speaker 9: It and to pass on a bigger sentence not to
- 1:43:13Speaker 9: be Selenian and not think about our age because we
- 1:43:17Speaker 9: were only week kids. We didn't deserve that punishment. If
- 1:43:22Speaker 9: she didn't commit the claim, she wouldn't we wouldn't be
- 1:43:24Speaker 9: expecting time. So she should be going down for this.
- 1:43:27Speaker 9: And we need we need closure because we're constantly fighting
- 1:43:31Speaker 9: for something or something to do with and it's time
- 1:43:35Speaker 9: for the ladies to get peace and closure over this
- 1:43:39Speaker 9: instead of constantly thinking about Robertson or my life. Need
- 1:43:47Speaker 9: to move on.
- 1:43:49Speaker 1: Yeah, my last my last comment is I'm not sure
- 1:43:57Speaker 1: which of you said it, but one of the one
- 1:44:00Speaker 1: of the women said that in her mind for Robertson
- 1:44:06Speaker 1: here the cell door closing, front door shutting, Yeah, was
- 1:44:12Speaker 1: the way the front door shut in for NETI and
- 1:44:14Speaker 1: I thought that was a really really powerful The best.
- 1:44:17Speaker 9: The other way to describe it as if see when
- 1:44:21Speaker 9: you watch a film like and the door slam shut.
- 1:44:25Speaker 9: It's something like that if you visualize it that way,
- 1:44:28Speaker 9: And that was our hell as if that door was
- 1:44:31Speaker 9: getting shut and they were in control of us from
- 1:44:35Speaker 9: that day on to when the door opened, we get
- 1:44:38Speaker 9: on the bus and go home, because as soon as
- 1:44:40Speaker 9: the bus drove away, my recollection was the girls were
- 1:44:43Speaker 9: going yay because we were getting away from right because
- 1:44:51Speaker 9: it just wasn't what it was made out to be,
- 1:44:54Speaker 9: like this big adventure on the holiday. So it was
- 1:44:57Speaker 9: very disappointing.
- 1:44:59Speaker 1: Yeah, that's really excellent. Is there anything else you'd like
- 1:45:07Speaker 1: to say?
- 1:45:08Speaker 9: I just hope pray that does get sentence if they
- 1:45:13Speaker 9: do review it. Yeah, and I think that Lord Colwack
- 1:45:17Speaker 9: made the mistake and the way he made it, it
- 1:45:20Speaker 9: did really look like he was ready to sentence, and
- 1:45:22Speaker 9: it was really disappointing to sit and build us up
- 1:45:26Speaker 9: with that just to let us down.
- 1:45:28Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, okay, well brilliant Carol, Thank you very much
- 1:45:34Speaker 1: for doing that.
- 1:45:35Speaker 9: Maybe there is more survivors out there, and hopefully when
- 1:45:39Speaker 9: maybe they'll come forward and they'll reopen another case.
- 1:45:43Speaker 5: Who knows.
- 1:45:44Speaker 1: Yeah, well, this is this is one of the the
- 1:45:47Speaker 1: big things I'm sure about is that when there are
- 1:45:52Speaker 1: hundreds of survivors actually speaking, things change. It's it's it's
- 1:45:59Speaker 1: over well when everybody is saying, well, there are hundreds
- 1:46:02Speaker 1: of women out there, but it's when those women get
- 1:46:06Speaker 1: a voice's.
- 1:46:07Speaker 9: Got to be more than one voice. It's thought.
- 1:46:10Speaker 1: Yeah, hello to the UK column audience. I'm here in
- 1:46:15Speaker 1: UK Column studio two with Diane Rasmussen. This morning we
- 1:46:21Speaker 1: had an absolutely fascinating discussion with a group of the women,
- 1:46:28Speaker 1: the survivors from the abuses at for House in Scotland.
- 1:46:34Speaker 1: We've just done a little bit of an extra clip,
- 1:46:38Speaker 1: a little bit of discussion with one of the ladies
- 1:46:42Speaker 1: which will be added back into that. But I'm here
- 1:46:45Speaker 1: in the studio with Diane because we thought that after
- 1:46:48Speaker 1: this morning and the discussions, we would have a little
- 1:46:51Speaker 1: bit of a chat, relaxed chat ourselves about for Nefi,
- 1:46:57Speaker 1: what's been done, what we've experienced, what we've learned out
- 1:47:00Speaker 1: of it, a little bit of a summing up on
- 1:47:03Speaker 1: the on the case itself, and also the experience of
- 1:47:12Speaker 1: dealing with mixing enjoying the company of the FINEFI women.
- 1:47:17Speaker 1: So here we are welcome to studio too.
- 1:47:19Speaker 3: Thanks Brian. It's really fun to be here. This is
- 1:47:22Speaker 3: the first time I've used studio too. It's very nice.
- 1:47:25Speaker 1: It is very nice because it's it's very relaxed. We've
- 1:47:27Speaker 1: want to this studio just to be able to sit
- 1:47:30Speaker 1: and maybe do interviews, but also discussions in a lot
- 1:47:36Speaker 1: more of a relaxed way. So yeah, I think it
- 1:47:38Speaker 1: works pretty well.
- 1:47:39Speaker 3: It's great.
- 1:47:40Speaker 1: Yeah, so how do we go the ladies with their
- 1:47:44Speaker 1: group of them giving their experiences of the recent trial,
- 1:47:49Speaker 1: and you attended, you attended part of that trial, and
- 1:47:53Speaker 1: also you did some earlier interviews with the ladies. But yeah, yeah,
- 1:48:00Speaker 1: what's in your head about that trial and what we
- 1:48:03Speaker 1: heard this morning from the ladies.
- 1:48:05Speaker 3: Yeah, it definitely brings back, you know, my attendance of it,
- 1:48:11Speaker 3: as well as thinking about their experience, because even as
- 1:48:17Speaker 3: someone who's not a Fanti survivor, I found it difficult
- 1:48:20Speaker 3: to sit through those two days. So the day that
- 1:48:23Speaker 3: I went to listen to the trial with some of
- 1:48:25Speaker 3: the witness testimonies, even though it was supposed to be
- 1:48:29Speaker 3: the solicitor on the side of the survivors doing the questioning,
- 1:48:34Speaker 3: I still found it to be quite disrespectful to the survivors,
- 1:48:39Speaker 3: not only the ones who were on the stand, as
- 1:48:42Speaker 3: well as one former member of staff that they talked to,
- 1:48:46Speaker 3: but just being in the kind of the what do
- 1:48:51Speaker 3: they call that area, the public area where they're allowed
- 1:48:53Speaker 3: to sit to watch the sort of the public gallery. Yeah. Yeah,
- 1:48:58Speaker 3: there was a policeman who was there who these women
- 1:49:01Speaker 3: got to know because he was there every day, because
- 1:49:03Speaker 3: they attended every day of the trial. But I was
- 1:49:06Speaker 3: not expecting because I've never attended this kind of thing before.
- 1:49:11Speaker 3: Even for me, it felt very intimidating because the policeman
- 1:49:15Speaker 3: was watching every movement that we make, so they basically
- 1:49:17Speaker 3: looking for not just any emotion or expression, but just
- 1:49:21Speaker 3: even controlling our movements. So I reached At one point,
- 1:49:25Speaker 3: I was reaching over into my handbag for something, and
- 1:49:28Speaker 3: he came over. You're not allowed to do that, said,
- 1:49:30Speaker 3: I'm just reaching. You can't do that. You couldn't have
- 1:49:33Speaker 3: bottles of water, you couldn't have any large bags, any
- 1:49:38Speaker 3: they you know. So I understand like the going in
- 1:49:41Speaker 3: as sort of the airport screening, making sure there's nothing dangerous.
- 1:49:44Speaker 3: But then once you're in the room and he's watching
- 1:49:46Speaker 3: every single movement, And at one point when the lady
- 1:49:50Speaker 3: started to cry and he tapped her on the shoulder
- 1:49:52Speaker 3: and told her to leave until she could compose herself,
- 1:49:56Speaker 3: it was almost like you couldn't even be human.
- 1:49:59Speaker 1: In so that this was a we could say, tightly
- 1:50:04Speaker 1: controlled court case or a highly controlled court case, And
- 1:50:10Speaker 1: in my mind, for that to happen, the state, the
- 1:50:14Speaker 1: judicial system is frightened of something. They are frightened of
- 1:50:19Speaker 1: the public who are attending. They think the public are
- 1:50:22Speaker 1: going to do something. And if they're frightened at the public,
- 1:50:26Speaker 1: that they understand the severity or the seriousness of this case.
- 1:50:31Speaker 1: And yet the big thing that the women told us
- 1:50:36Speaker 1: earlier on was that their disappointment over the case was
- 1:50:40Speaker 1: that the member of staff was found guilty on eighteen counts.
- 1:50:46Speaker 1: The judge did a very detailed summing up in which
- 1:50:51Speaker 1: he clearly identified the severity of the abuses, and then
- 1:50:56Speaker 1: when he gave a sentence, the sentence was very it
- 1:51:00Speaker 1: was not a custodial sentence, and that those events seem
- 1:51:07Speaker 1: to be the key events which have really disturbed the women.
- 1:51:11Speaker 3: Right absolutely, and I the most serious charges were not proven,
- 1:51:17Speaker 3: as they say in Scott's courts, and so the overall
- 1:51:23Speaker 3: charges are labeled as cruel and unnatural treatment, which, in
- 1:51:27Speaker 3: my opinion, even that wording makes it seem to be
- 1:51:31Speaker 3: more minimized than what it actually was, because they can't
- 1:51:34Speaker 3: just say child abuse is cruel and unnatural treatment. So
- 1:51:38Speaker 3: if you look at the list of the charges that
- 1:51:41Speaker 3: are in the sentencing statement, it lists the things like
- 1:51:45Speaker 3: the force feeding and the there's a few bullet points
- 1:51:48Speaker 3: in there that he read out, which you'll find, yes,
- 1:51:52Speaker 3: if you want to read those upright there, actually.
- 1:51:55Speaker 1: Right, it says. So he's talking to the accused, which
- 1:51:59Speaker 1: at the time was Patricia Baxter. She was the elderly
- 1:52:03Speaker 1: former member of staff, and so in his sentencing he's
- 1:52:09Speaker 1: addressing her. Really, he says, for the entirety of your
- 1:52:12Speaker 1: time at for Nephi, it is clear that you behaved
- 1:52:15Speaker 1: in a cruel and sadistic manner towards many young girls.
- 1:52:20Speaker 1: The example spoken to in evidence are too numerous to mention. However,
- 1:52:25Speaker 1: amongst other cruel acts, you made derogatory remarks to children
- 1:52:32Speaker 1: and ridiculed children when they wet the bed, forced children
- 1:52:36Speaker 1: to wear soiled clothing, struck, slapped, punched and kicked children,
- 1:52:43Speaker 1: forced children to eat food causing them to gag and vomit,
- 1:52:47Speaker 1: and force them to eat vomit, and force children to
- 1:52:52Speaker 1: stand facing walls for prolonged periods. Put shortly, you were
- 1:52:58Speaker 1: in a position of trust and response ability and use
- 1:53:01Speaker 1: that position to abuse vulnerable children in your care over
- 1:53:06Speaker 1: a period of many years.
- 1:53:10Speaker 3: So that's what he said, which is all true, which
- 1:53:13Speaker 3: is all very bad as well, but when we look
- 1:53:17Speaker 3: at the larger systemic patterns of abuse and some of
- 1:53:21Speaker 3: the sexual charges that came up against Robertson as well
- 1:53:25Speaker 3: as what happened in the ways that would not have
- 1:53:28Speaker 3: been recognized because of the way the trial was constructed
- 1:53:32Speaker 3: against one woman. So if we think about even the
- 1:53:35Speaker 3: sexual abuse charges that some of the survivors have told
- 1:53:39Speaker 3: me about, for example, just touching the girls to see
- 1:53:43Speaker 3: if they'd wet themselves, and this is one of the
- 1:53:47Speaker 3: things that it's one of those things where they could
- 1:53:50Speaker 3: say we don't have evidence, but there have been some
- 1:53:54Speaker 3: things in previous investigation that uk Colin was doing previously
- 1:53:59Speaker 3: where they may have been drugged and at bedtime, So
- 1:54:03Speaker 3: there were for example, the milk and biscuits. They'll all
- 1:54:06Speaker 3: talk about the milk and biscuits if you ask them
- 1:54:08Speaker 3: if they remember.
- 1:54:09Speaker 1: What was in the milk and biscuits, and you were
- 1:54:12Speaker 1: saying the milk and biscuits, because the recollections of the
- 1:54:16Speaker 1: girls is that often once they'd had the milk and biscuits,
- 1:54:21Speaker 1: they didn't remember.
- 1:54:22Speaker 3: Much, right, So then that would be at bedtime and
- 1:54:25Speaker 3: they were required to eat them. And so there's questions
- 1:54:32Speaker 3: about the medications that maybe could have caused them to
- 1:54:35Speaker 3: start wedding the bed, because a lot of them said
- 1:54:36Speaker 3: that they didn't wet the bed before they went to FANETI,
- 1:54:39Speaker 3: started wedding the bed when they were there. So either
- 1:54:42Speaker 3: it's is it because of whatever they were given?
- 1:54:44Speaker 1: Is it the stress?
- 1:54:45Speaker 3: The stress? So of course they got punished for wedding
- 1:54:48Speaker 3: the bed. But then also the ones that remember sort
- 1:54:54Speaker 3: of waking up in the middle of the night in
- 1:54:58Speaker 3: we'll call them parties for the what we think maybe
- 1:55:03Speaker 3: you know, establishment men who were there doing what to
- 1:55:08Speaker 3: the girls, whatever they wanted to do. So they have
- 1:55:10Speaker 3: some of them very vague memories of smelling alcohol or smoke, smoke,
- 1:55:17Speaker 3: the worst, some of the worst things possible, which you
- 1:55:19Speaker 3: can imagine, of course happening to them that they remember saying, well,
- 1:55:24Speaker 3: I didn't know what sex was before I went to
- 1:55:26Speaker 3: for Nethi, but somehow I knew what sex was by
- 1:55:29Speaker 3: the time I left.
- 1:55:30Speaker 1: Right, and interestingly particularly interesting for me because I've watched
- 1:55:37Speaker 1: the way that the police investigation has gone and then
- 1:55:41Speaker 1: the formulation of the of the case to be taken
- 1:55:45Speaker 1: to court, and it appears appeared to me quite early
- 1:55:49Speaker 1: on that they were focusing on being provocative here the
- 1:55:53Speaker 1: cruel undone natural treatment, whereas all of the memories.
- 1:55:59Speaker 9: And the.
- 1:56:02Speaker 1: Statements that survivors were making about much more sinister abuses
- 1:56:09Speaker 1: and sexual abuses and the possibility of being drugged, All
- 1:56:13Speaker 1: of that was stripped out of this for Nethi court.
- 1:56:16Speaker 3: Case, including the not proven charges, where if there were
- 1:56:21Speaker 3: the more serious charges that were put against Robertson, memories
- 1:56:26Speaker 3: of what happened in the showers, memories of once they
- 1:56:30Speaker 3: started wetting the bed, teachers including Robertson, putting hands between
- 1:56:35Speaker 3: the girl's legs to see if they had wet themselves,
- 1:56:38Speaker 3: all those things that could be considered sexual abuse. Those
- 1:56:43Speaker 3: kinds of things were the parts that were not included
- 1:56:46Speaker 3: in anything that she was found guilty of, as well
- 1:56:50Speaker 3: as whatever the role would have been in getting them
- 1:56:54Speaker 3: delivered to these men and the parties that happened, so
- 1:56:59Speaker 3: you know, they would have had to have been the
- 1:57:01Speaker 3: ones to give them the so called milk and biscuits.
- 1:57:04Speaker 3: If they were drugged and put to sleep, the teachers
- 1:57:06Speaker 3: would have had to do that and then to have
- 1:57:08Speaker 3: them be delivered to whoever was there.
- 1:57:12Speaker 1: Because quite a few of the women did talk about
- 1:57:17Speaker 1: a man or maybe it was men, but a man
- 1:57:19Speaker 1: being present sometimes at shower time.
- 1:57:22Speaker 3: Yeah right, and as well as there's an article from
- 1:57:26Speaker 3: I guess it might have been twenty twenty three on
- 1:57:28Speaker 3: the UK COLLM website that David Scott wrote about Nicholas
- 1:57:32Speaker 3: Fairbairn and potential connections with him being at one point
- 1:57:37Speaker 3: potentially the most powerful man politically in Scotland and his
- 1:57:42Speaker 3: role and was he there and who were his connections
- 1:57:45Speaker 3: and how who were these other men that might have
- 1:57:47Speaker 3: been present. We know even we can't make any potential claims.
- 1:57:54Speaker 3: It can't prove anything, but it is worth noting that
- 1:57:56Speaker 3: Jimmy Savel had a house in Scotland. Have been that
- 1:58:00Speaker 3: difficult for him to have been involved. We just don't know,
- 1:58:05Speaker 3: and without any evidence or documentation.
- 1:58:09Speaker 1: But all full investigation because this is this is something
- 1:58:12Speaker 1: where we have to be careful and measured because we
- 1:58:17Speaker 1: simply do not know what Police Scotland did and did
- 1:58:21Speaker 1: not investigate. But talking to the women, at least the
- 1:58:26Speaker 1: women's impression is that Police Scotland when they dealt with
- 1:58:33Speaker 1: the survivors that they seem to believe they dealt with
- 1:58:37Speaker 1: them in a several women have said they were very
- 1:58:41Speaker 1: good in the way the police dealt with them, compassionate.
- 1:58:46Speaker 1: But the overall impression of the women is that Police
- 1:58:48Speaker 1: Scotland have not to this day done a full investigation
- 1:58:54Speaker 1: into abuses for NEPHI when we know the facts are
- 1:59:03Speaker 1: some two four hundred girls went through per year over
- 1:59:08Speaker 1: thirty years, and therefore we're looking well over sixty thousand
- 1:59:14Speaker 1: potential victims and that doesn't seem to be in gripped
- 1:59:21Speaker 1: by Police Scotland. Nor does that figure or nor has
- 1:59:25Speaker 1: that figure ever appeared in the national press north of
- 1:59:29Speaker 1: the border in Scotland.
- 1:59:30Speaker 3: No, because even some of the mainstream sources that have
- 1:59:34Speaker 3: reported on this were still using That's why I'm constantly
- 1:59:37Speaker 3: getting upset about the lives and appearcing it was a
- 1:59:40Speaker 3: summer holiday camp, it was a year round operation, so
- 1:59:44Speaker 3: there were constantly getting girls coming in and out. At
- 1:59:47Speaker 3: even some of the documentation that I found in the
- 1:59:49Speaker 3: archives when I was doing the background working all this,
- 1:59:53Speaker 3: seeing that they had come up at one point with
- 1:59:55Speaker 3: the system for passing out children faster, which meant, you know,
- 2:00:00Speaker 3: how can we get new ones in so deciding when
- 2:00:03Speaker 3: it's time for them to leave, so they're six weeks
- 2:00:05Speaker 3: are up, so we can send them home faster to
- 2:00:07Speaker 3: get in the next round of girls. What's the motivation
- 2:00:11Speaker 3: for that? Why do we want to girls get different
- 2:00:14Speaker 3: girls in and out faster?
- 2:00:16Speaker 9: Right?
- 2:00:16Speaker 1: And yeah, an increased turnover is commercial terms. And of
- 2:00:22Speaker 1: course the other thing that we've heard from some of
- 2:00:24Speaker 1: the women is that they went there several times. It
- 2:00:28Speaker 1: wasn't just that they did one They went and had
- 2:00:31Speaker 1: a terrible time, and then the next minute, or the
- 2:00:34Speaker 1: next year, or a couple of years later, they go
- 2:00:37Speaker 1: again and again.
- 2:00:39Speaker 3: Right right right, and you know, going between between the
- 2:00:42Speaker 3: ages of five and twelve, so that could have been
- 2:00:45Speaker 3: over some of the most formative years of their childhood
- 2:00:49Speaker 3: when they would have gone two or three times. So
- 2:00:52Speaker 3: I can't imagine going the first time when you're five
- 2:00:55Speaker 3: and then told it two years later, going back again,
- 2:00:58Speaker 3: or whatever the pattern was. And also the loss of
- 2:01:02Speaker 3: their education, so they weren't taught anything when they were there,
- 2:01:07Speaker 3: so they were taken out of their primary school where
- 2:01:08Speaker 3: they would have been getting their usual bath English lessons,
- 2:01:12Speaker 3: and then they were just there officially enrolled in the
- 2:01:17Speaker 3: as of the primary school because it was under the
- 2:01:20Speaker 3: control of the Education committee, but there was no education happening.
- 2:01:25Speaker 1: Overwhelmingly, the women have expressed intense disappointment at the trial.
- 2:01:32Speaker 1: They are clearly very very upset that having gone through
- 2:01:37Speaker 1: the trauma, and it was trauma for them to relive
- 2:01:40Speaker 1: memories and sit through the court case and see this
- 2:01:43Speaker 1: woman that had abused them in the flesh for the
- 2:01:46Speaker 1: first time many years. This was very very emotional and
- 2:01:52Speaker 1: damaging to them. And then the judge sums up where
- 2:01:56Speaker 1: he clearly appears we can read it in paper, he
- 2:02:01Speaker 1: grasped the severity. Although there's no mention of child abuse.
- 2:02:06Speaker 1: It's all cruel and unusual treatment. So there is some
- 2:02:10Speaker 1: playing with the words, but nevertheless, in what he does say,
- 2:02:14Speaker 1: he appears to grasp much of the severity of what happens.
- 2:02:19Speaker 1: And then he suddenly switches and she gets a non
- 2:02:23Speaker 1: custodial sentence that really has upset the women.
- 2:02:28Speaker 3: That was the turning point and the sentencing day where
- 2:02:32Speaker 3: we had to be there early in the morning and
- 2:02:34Speaker 3: there was a lot of anticipation. It took a long
- 2:02:37Speaker 3: time to actually get into the sentencing and it started,
- 2:02:39Speaker 3: I think later than it was expected because there were
- 2:02:42Speaker 3: so many women that were coming in, so we had
- 2:02:44Speaker 3: to go through all of the normal security screening, and
- 2:02:46Speaker 3: they were particularly going through everyone's bags in tremendous detail.
- 2:02:56Speaker 3: I'd spent the nights, but I didn't take my overnight
- 2:02:58Speaker 3: big in because I didn't want to have anything to
- 2:03:01Speaker 3: go into any longer. So I put my my overnight
- 2:03:03Speaker 3: bag in one of the cars of one of the
- 2:03:04Speaker 3: ladies to keep it there. I just had my smaller
- 2:03:08Speaker 3: bag in with me, and they went through every item
- 2:03:10Speaker 3: in my makeup bag and actually to make sure that
- 2:03:12Speaker 3: some of my makeup items are actually make up. That's
- 2:03:15Speaker 3: the detail that they were going through. So it took
- 2:03:17Speaker 3: almost two hours for everyone, and because there was a
- 2:03:20Speaker 3: large number of them coming in, so it took a
- 2:03:23Speaker 3: really long time.
- 2:03:24Speaker 1: A terrorist trial, yeah, yeah, it was.
- 2:03:27Speaker 3: It was really incredible how how that was all happening
- 2:03:30Speaker 3: and so but the whole time, there was a lot
- 2:03:32Speaker 3: of the right word buzz conversation, we really hope that,
- 2:03:39Speaker 3: you know, she gets locked up for the rest of
- 2:03:40Speaker 3: her life, and and there was a lot of still
- 2:03:43Speaker 3: even at that point, I think, a certain level of
- 2:03:46Speaker 3: hoping that something was going to happen. So they had
- 2:03:49Speaker 3: all that time to build build it up psychologically. They
- 2:03:52Speaker 3: go I can't wait to hear her get.
- 2:03:55Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, sorry, dying. And the point is that as
- 2:04:01Speaker 1: a seventy seven year old lady, so she is quite elderly,
- 2:04:06Speaker 1: but she's just going to be at home, So what's
- 2:04:08Speaker 1: changed in her life?
- 2:04:10Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly.
- 2:04:11Speaker 1: And then they are all of the ladies that we've
- 2:04:14Speaker 1: spoken to outraged at the fact that she was ordered
- 2:04:18Speaker 1: to pay the main victims one thousand pounds each, which
- 2:04:24Speaker 1: the women regard as an insult because the suffering that
- 2:04:28Speaker 1: they've endured has lasted a lifetime thirty forty sixty plus years.
- 2:04:35Speaker 2: For some of them.
- 2:04:36Speaker 3: Yeah yeah. And the other thing was she can't work
- 2:04:40Speaker 3: with children any longer. Well, she's been retired for a
- 2:04:43Speaker 3: long time, so saying that she's no longer allowed to
- 2:04:46Speaker 3: work with children, it is also just kind of makes
- 2:04:49Speaker 3: absolutely no sense to me. Why would that even have
- 2:04:52Speaker 3: been included when she's been retired for several years. So
- 2:04:58Speaker 3: that all just felt like a bit of show my opinion,
- 2:05:00Speaker 3: just when I heard it, like, why is this even
- 2:05:04Speaker 3: coming up?
- 2:05:05Speaker 1: So this is interesting time because you've just used the
- 2:05:08Speaker 1: word show And what came into my mind immediately was
- 2:05:11Speaker 1: show trial. This was a show trial. It was they
- 2:05:16Speaker 1: had to have a trial because there were too many
- 2:05:18Speaker 1: women had come forward. It was impossible to suppress all
- 2:05:23Speaker 1: of the evidence that the women brought to the police,
- 2:05:28Speaker 1: so they had to have the trial. But to my
- 2:05:31Speaker 1: mind it was a show trial because what they did
- 2:05:35Speaker 1: is absolutely refused to acknowledge the scale of the abuse
- 2:05:39Speaker 1: that must have taken place, involving not hundreds, but thousands
- 2:05:43Speaker 1: of little girls. And then they stripped away all the
- 2:05:49Speaker 1: allegations of serious sexual abuse, which the women themselves were
- 2:05:56Speaker 1: clearly bringing evidence for. And then you run a show
- 2:05:59Speaker 1: trial where you are able to inverted commas show justice
- 2:06:06Speaker 1: being done for some cruel and unnatural treatment of small children,
- 2:06:12Speaker 1: where the accused doesn't even go to prison. Job done.
- 2:06:16Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, absolutely, And the mainstream sources all were using
- 2:06:20Speaker 3: this word evil to describe that Patricia Robertson Baxter evil woman. Well, no,
- 2:06:29Speaker 3: there was a lot of evil around the whole thing,
- 2:06:32Speaker 3: but it was around the entire system. It wasn't just
- 2:06:34Speaker 3: the one woman, so it it you know, it also
- 2:06:38Speaker 3: takes away from, I guess, the the responsibility that the
- 2:06:44Speaker 3: head teacher had. So Fletcher Pearl Fletcher was the one,
- 2:06:47Speaker 3: the most recent one, one of the ladies we spoke
- 2:06:51Speaker 3: to this morning who was there earlier on. She remembers
- 2:06:54Speaker 3: Nellie Bremner and Nelli Bremner was one of the first
- 2:06:57Speaker 3: head teachers. Because so the head teachers were the ones,
- 2:07:00Speaker 3: let's say that, it's imagine that they were the ones
- 2:07:02Speaker 3: interfacing with whoever was running this back down in Glasgow.
- 2:07:07Speaker 3: So of course they've passed away. Fletcher passed away, think
- 2:07:09Speaker 3: about four years ago, I think it was twenty twenty one.
- 2:07:13Speaker 3: Bremda was older, so she's been gone longer. But there's
- 2:07:19Speaker 3: no mention of those people because again, you know, Robertson
- 2:07:23Speaker 3: was just one of the teachers, but there were several
- 2:07:28Speaker 3: people involved. There was also a caretaker gardener, a man
- 2:07:31Speaker 3: who was around and some of them have memories of
- 2:07:34Speaker 3: him and he's again passed away. But what was his
- 2:07:37Speaker 3: role as well. Obviously that the teachers were female teachers,
- 2:07:41Speaker 3: but he was there as the caretaker of the building
- 2:07:45Speaker 3: who lived nearby. There's I feel like if they were
- 2:07:49Speaker 3: going to do an actual investigation, there's because I've been
- 2:07:53Speaker 3: up to the site before. There's a farm nearby, Middleton Farm,
- 2:07:58Speaker 3: and it looks like it's been a family that's been
- 2:08:00Speaker 3: around for a long time. They could talk to some
- 2:08:02Speaker 3: of the farmers in that area. They could talk to
- 2:08:04Speaker 3: the people that live in the nearby village, because apparently
- 2:08:08Speaker 3: some of the teachers did attend a church nearby in
- 2:08:11Speaker 3: the village, a Church of Scotland, because this was set
- 2:08:15Speaker 3: up for Protestant girls, so they would have been Protestant
- 2:08:18Speaker 3: teachers attending the local Church of Scotland parish church. If
- 2:08:22Speaker 3: they really wanted to do an investigation, they could still
- 2:08:24Speaker 3: talk to some people that even though the school closed
- 2:08:27Speaker 3: in nineteen ninety one, there's still going to be plenty
- 2:08:29Speaker 3: of people alive that would have been there in the
- 2:08:33Speaker 3: vicinity that they could talk to if they really wanted
- 2:08:36Speaker 3: to get more perspective on just what happened. I think
- 2:08:42Speaker 3: relying on any sort of official records, despite all the
- 2:08:45Speaker 3: work I did in the archives, it only tells part
- 2:08:48Speaker 3: of the story. It tells the official story that they
- 2:08:51Speaker 3: wanted to have recorded. But again, even some of those
- 2:08:56Speaker 3: official records told us a lot more than what's coming
- 2:08:59Speaker 3: out out in the mainstream press, which we're going to
- 2:09:03Speaker 3: put un a written report in the future, but that
- 2:09:06Speaker 3: I know the two of us are working on. But
- 2:09:10Speaker 3: the thing about some of the factual evidence that was
- 2:09:14Speaker 3: in some of the official documentation. I had to work
- 2:09:18Speaker 3: very hard with the archivist in the Mitchell Library Glasgow
- 2:09:22Speaker 3: City Archives. She didn't want to give me a lot
- 2:09:25Speaker 3: of it, so there were some things I had to
- 2:09:28Speaker 3: keep pushing for and over and over again, asking what
- 2:09:31Speaker 3: else is there? Why can I why can you not
- 2:09:33Speaker 3: get this for me? What is available? So one of
- 2:09:37Speaker 3: the key documents for me was an Education Committee handbook
- 2:09:43Speaker 3: that suddenly appeared on my trolley one day. Because every
- 2:09:46Speaker 3: week when I went she would set out a trolley
- 2:09:48Speaker 3: of things I was allowed to look at. The only
- 2:09:50Speaker 3: thing that was available for me to just reach off
- 2:09:53Speaker 3: the shelves was the minutes from the Glasgow Corporation Strathclyde
- 2:09:57Speaker 3: Regional Council Committee minutes, so those have the official reports
- 2:10:02Speaker 3: of what they discussed at those meetings. But this handbook
- 2:10:05Speaker 3: was incredible because that was exactly where I found the
- 2:10:08Speaker 3: point that they were under their control of the state
- 2:10:11Speaker 3: and removed from the custody of their parents when they
- 2:10:13Speaker 3: were attending any of the residential schools. And I think
- 2:10:18Speaker 3: that was an important point because one of the things
- 2:10:21Speaker 3: that they were seeing in some of the Scottish government's
- 2:10:24Speaker 3: deliberations and petitions committees and parliament so on. Was that
- 2:10:28Speaker 3: well parents sent them there voluntarily and it was just
- 2:10:32Speaker 3: meant to be a nice holiday. But that bit of
- 2:10:35Speaker 3: evidence right there I actually heard them discussed in committee
- 2:10:38Speaker 3: where they said no, they weren't. They were in control
- 2:10:41Speaker 3: of the.
- 2:10:41Speaker 1: State Scottish Parliamentary committee.
- 2:10:43Speaker 3: Yeah, petitions committee. So those were very important points.
- 2:10:50Speaker 1: And it shows that there's no ifs or buts that
- 2:10:54Speaker 1: the state had ultimate responsibility for for Nethee and what
- 2:10:59Speaker 1: took place.
- 2:11:00Speaker 3: That was a very important part of it, as well
- 2:11:03Speaker 3: as documents that I found in the National and the
- 2:11:07Speaker 3: Archives where I spent time at the National Archives in
- 2:11:11Speaker 3: Edinburg as well as in the Mitchell Library to get
- 2:11:14Speaker 3: all of this official evidence together. And the idea of
- 2:11:18Speaker 3: the scheme of residential education, which is what they called
- 2:11:20Speaker 3: it was set up post war that was meant to
- 2:11:23Speaker 3: set up these locations. But they the way in the
- 2:11:27Speaker 3: original documentation which from the late nineteen nineteen forty seven
- 2:11:31Speaker 3: forty nine something like that, where they said that these
- 2:11:34Speaker 3: were all meant to be sites that were easily accessible
- 2:11:37Speaker 3: from Glasgow, potentially on the seaside, so the children could
- 2:11:40Speaker 3: enjoy the beach. None of that was true with for Nethie.
- 2:11:45Speaker 1: You know, because it was very isolated and it was
- 2:11:48Speaker 1: in a what was in a remote and rather dark setting.
- 2:11:52Speaker 1: The girls of all or the women have all talked
- 2:11:55Speaker 1: about this, of yea, how they found it very going
- 2:12:00Speaker 1: to use the word foreboding when they got there. It
- 2:12:02Speaker 1: was dark.
- 2:12:03Speaker 3: Absolutely, And you know we've covered this as well when
- 2:12:06Speaker 3: you talked to Natasha, the urban explorer who kind of
- 2:12:10Speaker 3: released the video and got into the building. But when
- 2:12:13Speaker 3: you go out there, it's way off of b road,
- 2:12:18Speaker 3: remote Scotland. The area is gated off. I I don't
- 2:12:23Speaker 3: know if the gates were there, but there's gates. Nothing
- 2:12:26Speaker 3: is labeled, so you have to park your car and
- 2:12:28Speaker 3: then walk in about fifteen or twenty minutes to even
- 2:12:31Speaker 3: find it. And even then, it's inside a forest in
- 2:12:33Speaker 3: a little valley. It'd be easy to walk past it
- 2:12:36Speaker 3: and dis miss it because it's so hidden behind these trees.
- 2:12:41Speaker 3: It's just the perfect place for something very evil to happen.
- 2:12:45Speaker 1: Yeah, okay. The other bit that I'm thinking about at
- 2:12:49Speaker 1: the moment is the women talked about support they had
- 2:12:53Speaker 1: and had not had from members of the Scottish Parliament,
- 2:12:57Speaker 1: and so although there was one particular meeting where there
- 2:13:02Speaker 1: was a unanimous declaration of support for the women. Yeah,
- 2:13:05Speaker 1: that all seemed to fade away. You correct me if
- 2:13:08Speaker 1: i'n't got this right, But that seemed to fade away.
- 2:13:11Speaker 1: There was one particular MP whose name escapes me, who
- 2:13:15Speaker 1: stayed with them for the duration, Allen Smith Colin Smith. Yeah,
- 2:13:19Speaker 1: but the overall impression of the women was that the
- 2:13:24Speaker 1: Scottish Parliament was not really interested in what happened, and
- 2:13:28Speaker 1: it wasn't interested in supporting them, and it wasn't interested
- 2:13:31Speaker 1: in giving them any sort of support to press their
- 2:13:36Speaker 1: case forward.
- 2:13:38Speaker 3: No, I think the Petitions Committee had spent enough time
- 2:13:43Speaker 3: looking at the evidence. So I want to give credit
- 2:13:46Speaker 3: to Fergus Ewing particular, who was he's kind of known
- 2:13:50Speaker 3: as a S and P member, Gane Rogue, very senior,
- 2:13:55Speaker 3: very experienced politician who was one of the ones who
- 2:13:59Speaker 3: tried to bring voice of reason into looking at the evidence.
- 2:14:04Speaker 3: There was also Alex Coloh Hamilton, who I got to
- 2:14:07Speaker 3: know a bit because when I was still living in Edinburgh,
- 2:14:09Speaker 3: he was actually my local MSP. So I went down
- 2:14:12Speaker 3: to meet with him in person and that was very
- 2:14:14Speaker 3: effective because he and Alex clah Hamilton called Smith had
- 2:14:19Speaker 3: been to Farinetti on a visit with some of the
- 2:14:22Speaker 3: survivors previously, so they were aware of it, but just
- 2:14:26Speaker 3: keeping it in their heads. It was I think a
- 2:14:30Speaker 3: really important piece. So both of them, Colin and Alex
- 2:14:35Speaker 3: needed constant reminders, I think, to not forget that this
- 2:14:40Speaker 3: was happening. And so once they got the evidence, including
- 2:14:43Speaker 3: the evidence that I submitted and that some of the
- 2:14:48Speaker 3: solicitors submitted, the women and they're at their statements, all
- 2:14:52Speaker 3: these different pieces of evidence, if the committee actually read
- 2:14:57Speaker 3: all of this and said there's absolutely, in no way
- 2:15:00Speaker 3: that we can deny that this needs to be dealt with,
- 2:15:04Speaker 3: there was really no way around it. And I felt
- 2:15:10Speaker 3: like they were actually questioning the criteria that had been
- 2:15:15Speaker 3: set up by Dressed Scotland, for example, for the redress scheme.
- 2:15:21Speaker 1: And this is what that's a compense for people that
- 2:15:24Speaker 1: don't know, that's a compensation of financial compensation scheme for
- 2:15:30Speaker 1: survivors of abuse that's already set up in Scotland.
- 2:15:33Speaker 3: Yeah, so that has been going on for a few years.
- 2:15:36Speaker 3: It's cost just like an inquiry, it's cost several million
- 2:15:42Speaker 3: billion whatever pounds just to do that. To do that.
- 2:15:45Speaker 3: It's mostly the legal fees that the Scottish Ripment have
- 2:15:48Speaker 3: had to pay. So you can get a couple of options.
- 2:15:51Speaker 3: You can either get kind of a single fixed, one
- 2:15:54Speaker 3: off payment of ten thousand if you don't have evidence,
- 2:15:59Speaker 3: or you can apply for up to one hundred thousand
- 2:16:01Speaker 3: depending on and then they'll sort of it's very it's.
- 2:16:06Speaker 1: Very it's a cold system.
- 2:16:09Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you have to sort of say, well, I
- 2:16:11Speaker 3: had this type of abuse and this is when it
- 2:16:13Speaker 3: happened in this type of So basically there's like almost
- 2:16:16Speaker 3: a formula for okay, if you had sexual and emotional
- 2:16:20Speaker 3: and physical then you get more money. Right. But when
- 2:16:24Speaker 3: we went to that first the first meeting that I
- 2:16:26Speaker 3: went to and the Petition's committee was very difficult because
- 2:16:30Speaker 3: that's when Johana Robinson was still Deputy First Minister and
- 2:16:33Speaker 3: she was there with representatives from Address Scotland saying well,
- 2:16:37Speaker 3: they can't qualify because there's no records, and she kept
- 2:16:40Speaker 3: saying that over and over again.
- 2:16:41Speaker 1: So women can't callify, right, yeah.
- 2:16:44Speaker 3: There's no records. And then also the point about it
- 2:16:47Speaker 3: being short term, so the the redressed scheme qualifications say
- 2:16:52Speaker 3: that you have to have been in long term care settings,
- 2:16:57Speaker 3: which is ridiculous. You know, if you've been abused one time,
- 2:17:00Speaker 3: you should be just as qualified to apply as someone
- 2:17:03Speaker 3: who's been abused.
- 2:17:04Speaker 1: For you, we've heard from the survivors it's the effect
- 2:17:08Speaker 1: of abuse on their lives, on the length of time.
- 2:17:13Speaker 1: So your abuse badly short time. The Scottish government, oh
- 2:17:19Speaker 1: well then you haven't suffered very much. Yeah, not enough
- 2:17:22Speaker 1: that could affect your whole life, your whole education, your
- 2:17:25Speaker 1: whole life from child into adulthood is compromise or destroyed
- 2:17:33Speaker 1: for some of these women. Some of them are no
- 2:17:36Speaker 1: longer with us.
- 2:17:37Speaker 3: And you know, I'm happy to go on the record
- 2:17:40Speaker 3: in a bit of a personal note. I'm happy to
- 2:17:42Speaker 3: share this that I survived rape when I was nineteen,
- 2:17:47Speaker 3: and I attempted to take it to trial and thought
- 2:17:50Speaker 3: I was going to be the strong woman and push
- 2:17:52Speaker 3: it through. But actually it turned out that I was.
- 2:17:56Speaker 3: I would have been allowed to do it. But basically
- 2:17:58Speaker 3: they said, well, it's your word against his, because they
- 2:18:01Speaker 3: could have said, well, you know, redating him, did you
- 2:18:05Speaker 3: was it rape? Was it not? Well, then you get
- 2:18:07Speaker 3: into your word versus his, and then how do you
- 2:18:09Speaker 3: prove that? And so I dropped the charges, but that
- 2:18:13Speaker 3: has also affected my whole life as well. And that
- 2:18:16Speaker 3: was just one night, right, So if you're saying, well,
- 2:18:19Speaker 3: six weeks of abuse wasn't long enough, but I just
- 2:18:21Speaker 3: know what one night has done to my entire life
- 2:18:23Speaker 3: for the past thirty years. So how can we say
- 2:18:26Speaker 3: that this is not enough abuse to be qualified.
- 2:18:31Speaker 1: It's a very cold statement.
- 2:18:33Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 2:18:36Speaker 1: Another recollection of the women's comments were that overall they
- 2:18:43Speaker 1: came out feeling that justice had not been done. They
- 2:18:47Speaker 1: also commented on really the almost total well, there was
- 2:18:52Speaker 1: some reporting, but the reporting by the mainstream press and
- 2:18:57Speaker 1: media north of the border and in England has been
- 2:19:01Speaker 1: very very small, yeah, measured against the size of this
- 2:19:05Speaker 1: abuse case, it is, yeah, And so the women were
- 2:19:09Speaker 1: very disappointed about that.
- 2:19:11Speaker 3: Right, Yeah. And I was paying very close attention to
- 2:19:14Speaker 3: the all of the different mainstream sources in the days
- 2:19:18Speaker 3: immediately following the sentencing, and I collected as many as
- 2:19:22Speaker 3: I could. The same thing was repeated throughout the country.
- 2:19:25Speaker 3: So if you see like the Plymouth Live, the Devon Live,
- 2:19:28Speaker 3: of Glasgow Live, it's also of the same company, same
- 2:19:32Speaker 3: story over and over again, evil woman, so vilifying this
- 2:19:36Speaker 3: one particular woman, which.
- 2:19:38Speaker 1: As if there were no other staff and nothing else happened.
- 2:19:41Speaker 3: Yeah, one evil woman force feeding some children. Oh that's yeah,
- 2:19:45Speaker 3: so that that actually takes away from the larger system
- 2:19:50Speaker 3: of abuse. But it was the same story all over
- 2:19:53Speaker 3: the country. There was no in depth reporting other.
- 2:19:56Speaker 1: Well, particularly but the BBC.
- 2:19:58Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, the BBC's was terrible.
- 2:20:01Speaker 5: Uh.
- 2:20:03Speaker 3: When I was there, there were several as. The Daily
- 2:20:06Speaker 3: Record was there on the sense in the court. Yeah,
- 2:20:09Speaker 3: I was sitting next to them because I I have
- 2:20:13Speaker 3: a you could call them lanyard, and so I told
- 2:20:15Speaker 3: them I was pressed, and the sat next to the
- 2:20:16Speaker 3: BBC and the Daily Record, and we were all sitting
- 2:20:18Speaker 3: in the press section, and they were even they you
- 2:20:23Speaker 3: could see when the sentencing was announced, the actual sentencing,
- 2:20:27Speaker 3: you could even see shock in their faces because I
- 2:20:29Speaker 3: was watching them as well.
- 2:20:32Speaker 5: Uh.
- 2:20:32Speaker 3: It didn't come out in the reporting that they did,
- 2:20:35Speaker 3: but you could see on a human level that those
- 2:20:37Speaker 3: reporters as well were still affected.
- 2:20:40Speaker 1: The leniency of the sentence.
- 2:20:42Speaker 3: Yes, yes, now that not it didn't necessarily come out
- 2:20:46Speaker 3: when you know, when the stories were released to the public,
- 2:20:50Speaker 3: but you could see that they were on a human
- 2:20:52Speaker 3: level just as affected as the rest of us.
- 2:20:57Speaker 1: The women were talking about the potential for a review
- 2:21:02Speaker 1: of that sentence on the basis that it was too lenient.
- 2:21:06Speaker 1: They're not sure whether there is going to be a review.
- 2:21:10Speaker 1: There's an intimation that a review process is being considered,
- 2:21:16Speaker 1: but clearly for the women, they want that review to
- 2:21:19Speaker 1: happen because they're desperate to see a proper sentence being imposed.
- 2:21:24Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, that's been announced. We'll see what happens, but
- 2:21:30Speaker 3: it seems as it's going to be a review of themselves.
- 2:21:33Speaker 9: Right.
- 2:21:33Speaker 3: So there was quite a bit of public outrage because
- 2:21:37Speaker 3: when I was collecting these stories in addition to the
- 2:21:41Speaker 3: report I did for us on the News, I was
- 2:21:43Speaker 3: sharing out the mainstream stories on my social media account,
- 2:21:47Speaker 3: so everyone that was following what I was posting, everyone
- 2:21:51Speaker 3: was comedy on how what a ridiculous, insulting outrage this
- 2:21:55Speaker 3: was based on the sentencing, including a lot of our
- 2:21:59Speaker 3: audience members who have been following the case along with us.
- 2:22:04Speaker 3: So maybe if there was any sort of public outrage
- 2:22:08Speaker 3: and response to not just people that I follow or
- 2:22:11Speaker 3: follow me, but anyone who saw this, who would have
- 2:22:14Speaker 3: been commenting on the BBC's Facebook posts or wherever they
- 2:22:17Speaker 3: found this, that maybe they saw enough to say, well,
- 2:22:20Speaker 3: at least we need to we need to at least
- 2:22:22Speaker 3: say we're going to do something, because you know, getting
- 2:22:26Speaker 3: the word out there is so important.
- 2:22:28Speaker 1: But it's it's I think it's right to say that
- 2:22:32Speaker 1: once again, there doesn't seem to be any real urgency
- 2:22:37Speaker 1: or no, there's no what's the word, There's no mph
- 2:22:44Speaker 1: drive behind what they're doing. It's going through the motions
- 2:22:48Speaker 1: to try and do the right thing to keep as
- 2:22:51Speaker 1: many people happy as possible. That's how I see it.
- 2:22:53Speaker 3: And I'm just hoping it's not going to give the
- 2:22:55Speaker 3: women a false sense of hope.
- 2:22:57Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 2:22:58Speaker 3: I have to say that after the guilty charges came out,
- 2:23:01Speaker 3: and based on conversations that you and I had as well,
- 2:23:06Speaker 3: that I was afraid that they were. They were understandably excited,
- 2:23:12Speaker 3: but that maybe not understanding what could have come after that.
- 2:23:17Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Probably to end, the women made some
- 2:23:23Speaker 1: comments on how they see themselves at the moment and
- 2:23:28Speaker 1: what they want to do into the into the new year.
- 2:23:32Speaker 1: This is this is a positive part of the story
- 2:23:35Speaker 1: because these women have come together, they've been very in general,
- 2:23:41Speaker 1: they've been very supportive of each other, and they they
- 2:23:47Speaker 1: have no intention of going away. So how did you
- 2:23:51Speaker 1: what's your take on what they had to say about
- 2:23:54Speaker 1: how they move forward from here.
- 2:23:57Speaker 3: I think it's they still have that attitude that they're
- 2:24:00Speaker 3: going to keep they're going to keep going, I would,
- 2:24:02Speaker 3: I would say. After the sentencing hearing, despite the emotion
- 2:24:10Speaker 3: that was so high from that result, we all stood
- 2:24:14Speaker 3: outside the front entrance to the High Court in Glasgow.
- 2:24:20Speaker 3: I did a few short interviews mainstream sources did. They
- 2:24:24Speaker 3: had a little bit of conversation, and then they had
- 2:24:26Speaker 3: already planned, even before they knew what was going to happen,
- 2:24:29Speaker 3: that they were going to go to this pub just
- 2:24:31Speaker 3: around the corner. And Sharon Cruden, who we've talked to
- 2:24:36Speaker 3: you before and talked to you this morning, she used
- 2:24:39Speaker 3: to be catering business, and so she catered a whole
- 2:24:41Speaker 3: bunch of sandwiches for us. They were beautiful, beautifully cut,
- 2:24:45Speaker 3: you know, great sandwiches and homage short bread and coffees
- 2:24:51Speaker 3: and teas. We got from the pub and some women said, Okay,
- 2:24:54Speaker 3: I'm in the pub, I'm going to get a double
- 2:24:55Speaker 3: gin and tonic. I'm like, completely go for it, right,
- 2:24:58Speaker 3: you might as well. Yeah, And so we just sat
- 2:25:02Speaker 3: there and that that in itself gives me the hope
- 2:25:09Speaker 3: that they will continue to do whatever they can for Yeah,
- 2:25:14Speaker 3: because they all now have connections and relationships with one another. Yeah,
- 2:25:20Speaker 3: And so that in itself was gives me, gives me
- 2:25:26Speaker 3: some hope that they will continue to fight and that
- 2:25:31Speaker 3: they they kind of have brought me into it as well, obviously,
- 2:25:34Speaker 3: because I've worked with them for so long, and you know,
- 2:25:37Speaker 3: for all of us, it's been a lot of ups
- 2:25:39Speaker 3: and downs. It's been a lot of for me, sleepless nights.
- 2:25:42Speaker 3: I've had my own share of sleepless nights over the
- 2:25:45Speaker 3: whole thing, wondering what was going to happen, and you know,
- 2:25:48Speaker 3: was I always doing the right thing? And but I
- 2:25:52Speaker 3: think with any of these battles, as long as we
- 2:25:56Speaker 3: keep that going and continue the battle, even if we
- 2:25:59Speaker 3: do have ups and downs and it's not all perfect,
- 2:26:03Speaker 3: but no relationship, nothing is ever perfect. But you have
- 2:26:07Speaker 3: to just keep doing it and stay connected and just
- 2:26:11Speaker 3: having each other. And they've you know, it's been a
- 2:26:16Speaker 3: great personal experiments for me as well, because they've also
- 2:26:19Speaker 3: said to me, well, you're a survivor as well. They said,
- 2:26:22Speaker 3: you didn't go to for Nethew, but we know that
- 2:26:23Speaker 3: you're a survivor of sexual abuse and so we want
- 2:26:28Speaker 3: you to know that we are here for you as well.
- 2:26:30Speaker 1: Yeah, which is lovely, it really is.
- 2:26:32Speaker 3: And so that's what we need, is this sense of
- 2:26:35Speaker 3: human connection. But I you know, none of this would
- 2:26:38Speaker 3: have happened if they didn't have each other.
- 2:26:41Speaker 1: And they are still chasing justice, and for me, a
- 2:26:44Speaker 1: key part of them getting justice is exposure of what
- 2:26:50Speaker 1: really took place at for Nefi and the sheer scale
- 2:26:54Speaker 1: of it and what I believe we're witnessing, which is
- 2:26:58Speaker 1: that the Scottish government is so desperate to cover up
- 2:27:01Speaker 1: the scale of this abuse that we run a show
- 2:27:05Speaker 1: trial to give the public what they think the public
- 2:27:08Speaker 1: needs to hear.
- 2:27:09Speaker 3: Right, And I think, yeah, going back to what I
- 2:27:11Speaker 3: said at the beginning about the policeman controlling individual responses,
- 2:27:16Speaker 3: is are part of managing that that show narrative.
- 2:27:21Speaker 1: Right, final comment because I thought it was so amazing,
- 2:27:26Speaker 1: such a poignant thing that the one of the ladies
- 2:27:29Speaker 1: said to us earlier was that they would have liked
- 2:27:33Speaker 1: to have seen a custodial sentence because she the member
- 2:27:38Speaker 1: of staff, would have been in prison and experienced the
- 2:27:44Speaker 1: prison door clanging shut. In a way that for the
- 2:27:49Speaker 1: girls when the front door of for Nethie House closed,
- 2:27:53Speaker 1: they were locked into this world of fear and hurt.
- 2:27:58Speaker 1: And I thought, my goodness, what an amazing statement, because
- 2:28:05Speaker 1: it really brought it home. You know, she goes in
- 2:28:07Speaker 1: a cell and the cell door goes clunk. Yes, she
- 2:28:11Speaker 1: would have she would feel, would have felt, Yeah, something
- 2:28:16Speaker 1: of what the little girls felt under her control.
- 2:28:19Speaker 3: Yeah, and this is a bit esoteric, and this is
- 2:28:22Speaker 3: but this is something that I've been trying to find
- 2:28:25Speaker 3: for a while and maybe we have some audience members
- 2:28:27Speaker 3: out there who would know how to do this to
- 2:28:28Speaker 3: find this or understand what this means. But the you
- 2:28:32Speaker 3: can still see it on the photography if you zoom
- 2:28:34Speaker 3: in the front doors to uh, these are these this
- 2:28:39Speaker 3: round door locker. So it's round like this, so but
- 2:28:43Speaker 3: the both sides of the circle are snakes. So you
- 2:28:47Speaker 3: have two snakeheads facing each other and then two snake
- 2:28:50Speaker 3: tails at the bottom, and that creates the door opener
- 2:28:54Speaker 3: for the front doors TOOI and I just can't help
- 2:28:58Speaker 3: but think who put those there? What does that mean?
- 2:29:02Speaker 1: The sinister and particularly for a young child, it's the
- 2:29:05Speaker 1: sort of thing children notice in it and some weird
- 2:29:10Speaker 1: thing at their oie level.
- 2:29:12Speaker 3: And that's yeah, And that's why I knew about it,
- 2:29:14Speaker 3: because one of them asked me about it, one of
- 2:29:16Speaker 3: the survivors who remembered it and sent me the photo
- 2:29:20Speaker 3: that she took when she revisited the place. She took
- 2:29:23Speaker 3: a photo of it, because she still remembered those two snakes, right,
- 2:29:27Speaker 3: and asked me if I knew about it. So I've
- 2:29:30Speaker 3: been trying to do. There's you know, the ouroboros, the
- 2:29:33Speaker 3: sort of snake eating its tail. We know about that one,
- 2:29:35Speaker 3: but what are the two snakes facing each other?
- 2:29:38Speaker 1: And why are they there?
- 2:29:39Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 2:29:39Speaker 3: Why would you put that on a mansion?
- 2:29:41Speaker 1: Yeah? Right, Diane, thank you for the for the chat
- 2:29:46Speaker 1: about this. You've done some great work. The women are
- 2:29:50Speaker 1: relaxing for Christmas and Hogmanay, and the overwhelming statement was
- 2:29:56Speaker 1: they will be back in twenty twenty six fighting. And
- 2:29:59Speaker 1: the really love thing is they said that they were
- 2:30:02Speaker 1: grateful of the sport UK column had given them and
- 2:30:05Speaker 1: we've pledged to excuse me, we've pledged to keep going.
- 2:30:09Speaker 1: Absolutely yeah, So we'll we'll make that our pledge for
- 2:30:12Speaker 1: twenty twenty six.
- 2:30:14Speaker 3: Absolutely great. Thank you, great.
- 2:30:17Speaker 1: Yeah, brilliant, Thank you,