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- 0:22Speaker 1: I don't take any comfort in the butterfly effect. I
- 0:27Speaker 1: don't find any solace in the theory about the butterfly.
- 0:32Speaker 1: Do you know this philosophy about which I speak. It
- 0:36Speaker 1: goes something like this. A busy butterfly somewhere, let's say,
- 0:42Speaker 1: in West Africa, flaps its wings, stirs a gust of air,
- 0:50Speaker 1: and that gust leads to a ripple, and that ripple
- 0:53Speaker 1: leads to a surge. That surge works its way across
- 0:57Speaker 1: the ocean and eventually creates turbulence and chaos on the
- 1:04Speaker 1: Florida coast in the form of a hurricane. I don't
- 1:10Speaker 1: doubt the butterfly part that big things happen with small beginnings.
- 1:15Speaker 1: Anyone who has ever planted a seed that resulted in
- 1:18Speaker 1: a tree gets that. It's not the result that I question.
- 1:23Speaker 1: It's the randomness. It's the randomness. You're telling me that
- 1:27Speaker 1: we are all victims of some busy bug over in
- 1:30Speaker 1: West Africa. You're telling me that the human life is
- 1:35Speaker 1: whipped about like a weather vein by faithless fate. I
- 1:41Speaker 1: find no comfort in that whatsoever. I do, however, find
- 1:48Speaker 1: wonderful comfort in scriptures like these, For our God is
- 1:52Speaker 1: in the heavens, and he does as he pleases, from
- 1:56Speaker 1: eternity to eternity. I am God. No one can oppose
- 2:00Speaker 1: what I do. God chose us from the beginning, and
- 2:03Speaker 1: all things happen just as He decided long ago. One
- 2:09Speaker 1: prophet asks, can anything happen without the Lord's permission? Another
- 2:13Speaker 1: one answered, God has the power to do as he
- 2:17Speaker 1: pleases among the angels of heaven and with those who
- 2:20Speaker 1: live on earth. I make known, God said the end,
- 2:25Speaker 1: from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come.
- 2:28Speaker 1: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that
- 2:32Speaker 1: I please. No, we're not victim to a busy butterfly.
- 2:38Speaker 1: In West Africa. A hurricane can only happen with the
- 2:43Speaker 1: permission and under the providence of our almighty God. He
- 2:47Speaker 1: is indeed the blessed controller of all things. He certainly
- 2:53Speaker 1: was in the days of Esther, and the resounding message
- 2:58Speaker 1: in the Book of Esther is the providence of God.
- 3:03Speaker 1: Now you might buckle your seat belt. Chapters five and
- 3:07Speaker 1: six are quite a ride. We moved from Esther in
- 3:11Speaker 1: the prayer room, as Travis wonderfully presented last week, we
- 3:16Speaker 1: moved from the prayer room to Esther in the throne room.
- 3:20Speaker 1: We last saw her on her face, pleading her case
- 3:24Speaker 1: with God to give mercy to her people in favor
- 3:28Speaker 1: to her visit with King Xerxes. Her people were under
- 3:31Speaker 1: a death sentence, and she lived under an archaic rule
- 3:36Speaker 1: that said a wife, even the queen, could not appear
- 3:41Speaker 1: before her husband, apart from his blessing. To do so
- 3:47Speaker 1: could result in deaths. She made her choice, she said, well,
- 3:51Speaker 1: if I perish, I perish. So Chapter five opens with Esther,
- 3:58Speaker 1: now re rogued in royalty and standing in the inner
- 4:03Speaker 1: court of the king, just close enough for him to
- 4:07Speaker 1: catch a glimpse of his wife and a whiff of
- 4:11Speaker 1: her perfume. When he saw Queen Esther standing in the court,
- 4:17Speaker 1: he was pleased with her and held out to her
- 4:21Speaker 1: the gold scepter that was in his hand. So Esther
- 4:24Speaker 1: approached and touched the tip of the scepter. I have
- 4:29Speaker 1: it on good authority that in Persian culture, whenever the
- 4:34Speaker 1: king held out his scepter in the direction of his wife,
- 4:39Speaker 1: he was actually saying, hey, good looking, what you got cooking?
- 4:48Speaker 1: I was hoping for a better laugh. Not only did
- 4:52Speaker 1: he invite her to enter, but he welcomed her petition
- 4:57Speaker 1: What is it, Queen Esther, what's your request? Even up
- 5:03Speaker 1: to half the kingdom and it will be given to you.
- 5:07Speaker 1: So Esther filed a request. She made a request. She
- 5:11Speaker 1: would like to have a nice dinner with the king,
- 5:15Speaker 1: with Haymon, remember he's the villain, Just the three of them,
- 5:21Speaker 1: something intimate, some chit chat, bottle of bubbly Frank Sinatra songs.
- 5:30Speaker 1: The quickest way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Right,
- 5:35Speaker 1: Xerxes and Hayman didn't realize it, but God was stirring
- 5:41Speaker 1: a butterfly and it was awakening after a long nap. Well,
- 5:48Speaker 1: the dinner was a great success. Hayman, the villain, left
- 5:53Speaker 1: the dinner with a full tummy and a big head.
- 5:57Speaker 1: Life was good. The King's go to council. He was
- 6:03Speaker 1: on the queen's short lists for dinner invitations. What could
- 6:08Speaker 1: be better? He smiled as he walked through the palace
- 6:11Speaker 1: courtyard and noticed all the subservient servants bowing to him.
- 6:17Speaker 1: But then he saw Mordecai still at the gate, still
- 6:25Speaker 1: wearing sackcloth and ashes, still refusing to bow, and Hayman snarled, goodbye,
- 6:37Speaker 1: good mood, Hello grumps. He went home, gathered his friends
- 6:42Speaker 1: and wife and told them in no uncertain terms that
- 6:45Speaker 1: Mordecai was reigning on his parade. I'm the only person
- 6:49Speaker 1: Queen Esther invited to accompany the king to the banquet
- 6:53Speaker 1: she gave, and she has invited me along with the
- 6:56Speaker 1: king tomorrow. But all this gives me no satisfaction. As
- 7:00Speaker 1: long as I see that jew Mordecai standing at the
- 7:03Speaker 1: king's gate, his wife, Zeresh and all his friends said
- 7:07Speaker 1: to him, have a pole set up, reaching to a
- 7:10Speaker 1: height of fifty cubits, and asked the king in the
- 7:14Speaker 1: morning to have Mordecai impaled on it. Then go with
- 7:18Speaker 1: the king to the banquet and enjoy yourself. This suggestion
- 7:22Speaker 1: delighted Hayman, and he had the pole set up fifty
- 7:27Speaker 1: cubits is seventy five feet seven and a half stories.
- 7:31Speaker 1: A pole was set up upon which Hayman would be impaled. Yes,
- 7:35Speaker 1: gallows in the days of Persia did not include hanging
- 7:40Speaker 1: a rope. Putting a rope around the neck and hanging
- 7:43Speaker 1: it was the impaling of a person, so Mordecai was
- 7:49Speaker 1: going to be impaled. Hayman went to bed that night
- 7:52Speaker 1: a dreaming of Mordecai on a stick. Not a pleasant thought,
- 7:58Speaker 1: but then again, Hayman was not a pleasant person. Speaking
- 8:02Speaker 1: of sleep, King Xerxes couldn't. He was up all night,
- 8:12Speaker 1: tossing and turning, first this way, then the next, pounding
- 8:17Speaker 1: the pillow, first this side, then the next. Finally he
- 8:19Speaker 1: sat up on the edge of the bed and groaned
- 8:21Speaker 1: and belched. He blamed the seapless sleeplessness on the spicy
- 8:26Speaker 1: meat sauce. It'd have been wiser to blame it on
- 8:29Speaker 1: Heaven's butterfly. Modern day insomniacs listened to locato sermons for treatment.
- 8:38Speaker 1: Xerxes had no such option, so he requested a reading
- 8:42Speaker 1: of the Book of Records. The court attendant entered the
- 8:46Speaker 1: chamber carrying a fat scroll. He opened it and began
- 8:51Speaker 1: to drone on and on and on. He read the
- 8:57Speaker 1: minutes from the last council meeting in a tone that
- 9:01Speaker 1: would have anesthetized a root canal patient. Six gates were
- 9:08Speaker 1: ordered for Susa. The king approved new helmets for the army.
- 9:15Speaker 1: Seven million paper clips were dispatched into the kingdom. Mordecai
- 9:20Speaker 1: saved the king's life by reporting an assassination attempt. What
- 9:27Speaker 1: the king sat up straight in bed and said, read
- 9:29Speaker 1: that one again. And the servant did I told you
- 9:35Speaker 1: this moment would reappear, didn't I? When we were in
- 9:39Speaker 1: chapter two and we talked about that curious interlude in
- 9:44Speaker 1: which Mordecai at the gate overheard an assassination plot, an
- 9:49Speaker 1: attempt between those two guys with the weird names Big Session,
- 9:54Speaker 1: Tea Sean or something like that. And then nothing happened.
- 10:00Speaker 1: Mordecai was not rewarded. It was just recorded in the book.
- 10:04Speaker 1: Here it reappears. Here, it reappears, and the king has
- 10:08Speaker 1: a question. He says, what honor and recognition has Mordecai
- 10:13Speaker 1: received for this? Now? I know you're seeing what's happening,
- 10:19Speaker 1: but on the outside chance somebody is not. Let me
- 10:22Speaker 1: spell it out for you. This is God at work,
- 10:28Speaker 1: God managing the events. He kept the king's eyelids open.
- 10:33Speaker 1: He prompted him to read a reading from the Book
- 10:37Speaker 1: of Boredom. He caused the book to open to the
- 10:40Speaker 1: precise page about Mordecai. He motivated Xerxes to do the
- 10:45Speaker 1: first decent thing he's done thus far in this story.
- 10:49Speaker 1: When the king learned that nothing had been done to
- 10:52Speaker 1: honor the man who had saved his life. He was apoplectic.
- 10:56Speaker 1: How could this be? Mordecai protected the crown and gotten
- 11:03Speaker 1: not so much as a gold watch. Exerxes climbed out
- 11:06Speaker 1: of bed and he began to pace back and forth,
- 11:09Speaker 1: back and forth. Something needed to be done, but he
- 11:12Speaker 1: didn't know what. Xerxes needed some advice, so the king asked,
- 11:17Speaker 1: who is in the court? Look at this now? Haymon
- 11:23Speaker 1: had just entered the outer court of the palace to
- 11:27Speaker 1: speak to the king about hanging Mordecai on the gallows
- 11:31Speaker 1: he had erected for him. His attendants answered, Haymon is
- 11:35Speaker 1: in the court, bring him in. The king ordered, is
- 11:40Speaker 1: this not the best? It was the crack of dawn.
- 11:47Speaker 1: Both men were in the court with Mordecai on their minds.
- 11:51Speaker 1: Except Xerxes wanted to honor him. Hayman wanted to kill him.
- 11:59Speaker 1: So the king called for Haman. Haman flushed his peacock
- 12:03Speaker 1: feathers and strutted into the king's quarters. But before he
- 12:08Speaker 1: could say top of the morning King's Xerxes had a question.
- 12:14Speaker 1: What should be done for the man the king delights
- 12:18Speaker 1: to honor? Now Haman thought to himself, who is there
- 12:22Speaker 1: that the King would rather honor than me, narcissists that
- 12:27Speaker 1: he was. He assumed the King was giving him prompts
- 12:32Speaker 1: and being coy about it. After all, who else deserves
- 12:35Speaker 1: honor other than Hamon. He puffed on his fingernails and
- 12:45Speaker 1: buffed them on his chest, and began to envision the
- 12:50Speaker 1: day unfolding before him. He would be astride the steed
- 12:57Speaker 1: of the King, wearing the royal row of the King,
- 13:00Speaker 1: and all the people would come out and call his name,
- 13:05Speaker 1: and they would cast rose petals on his path, and
- 13:09Speaker 1: he would be honored. He would finally receive the recognition
- 13:13Speaker 1: that he deserved. And so he answered the King, for
- 13:18Speaker 1: the man the King delights to honor, Have them bring
- 13:20Speaker 1: a royal robe the King has worn, and a horse
- 13:24Speaker 1: the King has ridden, one with a royal crest placed
- 13:27Speaker 1: on its head. Then let the robe and horse be
- 13:30Speaker 1: entrusted to one of the King's most noble princes. Let
- 13:35Speaker 1: them robe the man the King delights to honor, and
- 13:38Speaker 1: lead him out on the horse through the city streets,
- 13:42Speaker 1: proclaiming before him, this is what is done for the
- 13:45Speaker 1: man the King delights to honor. That's a great idea,
- 13:52Speaker 1: said the king. Of course, it is thought Hayman the Laos,
- 13:56Speaker 1: and what happened next, ladies and gentlemen, is one of
- 14:02Speaker 1: the great moments in scripture. Go At Once the king
- 14:10Speaker 1: commanded Hayman, get the robe and the horse, and do
- 14:13Speaker 1: just as you have suggested for Mordecai, the Jew who
- 14:19Speaker 1: sits at the king's gate. Do not neglect anything that
- 14:23Speaker 1: you have recommended. Could it get any better? Within moments,
- 14:30Speaker 1: it was Mordecai Day in Susa. The city threw him
- 14:34Speaker 1: a parade, and Hayman wanted to throw up. Now behold
- 14:40Speaker 1: the reversal of fortune. Let's just list them. Hayman intended
- 14:47Speaker 1: to put Mordecai on a spike. Instead he placed him
- 14:50Speaker 1: on a horse. Hayman planned to lead Mordecai to the gallows. Instead,
- 14:56Speaker 1: he led him through the streets. Hayman, who demanded to
- 14:59Speaker 1: be worshiped, was humiliated. Mordecai, who refused to worship Hayman,
- 15:05Speaker 1: was rewarded. Does anybody know how you say poetic justice
- 15:11Speaker 1: in Persian? After it was over, Hamon hurried home morning
- 15:17Speaker 1: with his head covered, and Hayman recounted to Zureesh's wife
- 15:22Speaker 1: and all his friends everything that had happened to him. Now,
- 15:27Speaker 1: who saw this coming? Who imagined? Who could have imagined
- 15:34Speaker 1: such a turn on a dying series of turnarounds? I
- 15:41Speaker 1: can answer that question. God could? God could? God orchestrated
- 15:48Speaker 1: all the details, the Sleepless King, the detailed reading, the
- 15:53Speaker 1: entry about Mordecai in the book, the entry of Hayman
- 15:56Speaker 1: at the right time in the castle court. Who could
- 15:59Speaker 1: do this? But the blessed Controller of all things and friends?
- 16:07Speaker 1: He invites you and me to believe this promise. God
- 16:11Speaker 1: makes everything work out according to his plan. He makes
- 16:17Speaker 1: everything work out, even in the most pagan corner of
- 16:22Speaker 1: the world, even in the heart of a pagan king,
- 16:25Speaker 1: even in the interplay between two men who have decreed
- 16:28Speaker 1: the deaths of thousands of Jews. God was at work,
- 16:34Speaker 1: and friend, God is at work. Somebody needs this reminder today.
- 16:43Speaker 1: Somebody needs a reminder. You're wondering if there is a God,
- 16:48Speaker 1: or if there is a god, if he knows about you,
- 16:51Speaker 1: and if he knows about you, does he care about me?
- 16:55Speaker 1: Somebody has told you that life is nothing more than
- 16:58Speaker 1: a roll of the dice, and it's been a long
- 17:00Speaker 1: time since the dice rolled in your favor. If so,
- 17:05Speaker 1: this story is for you If so, I urge you
- 17:09Speaker 1: to ponder the plight of Mordecai and Hayman, and note
- 17:14Speaker 1: how God flipped flopped their stories. Haymen began the day
- 17:19Speaker 1: large and in charge. Mordecai began the day wearing sackcloth
- 17:24Speaker 1: and ashes, praying in the shadow of a seven story
- 17:27Speaker 1: gallow that bore his name. Yet from one minute to
- 17:32Speaker 1: the next, Hayman was brought down to size, and Mordecai
- 17:36Speaker 1: was given the keys to the city. Who's to say,
- 17:40Speaker 1: my friend, that something similar won't happen to you. God
- 17:45Speaker 1: makes everything everything agree with what He decides and wants.
- 17:51Speaker 1: The next time you hear somebody say the devil is
- 17:54Speaker 1: in the details, you correct them. God is in the details.
- 18:00Speaker 1: God is in the details. In his hands, the insignificant
- 18:05Speaker 1: becomes significant because He is ever managing the ordinary events
- 18:11Speaker 1: of billions of people's lives through millennia of time to
- 18:17Speaker 1: accomplish his eternal purposes. He delivered an entire race of
- 18:23Speaker 1: people in Persia because one man wouldn't bow, one queen
- 18:28Speaker 1: wouldn't quit, a king couldn't sleep, and a scoundrel could
- 18:32Speaker 1: not leave good enough alone. God wears a glove called providence.
- 18:43Speaker 1: Look back over your life, can you not see some
- 18:48Speaker 1: moments of quiet sovereignty, events that cause you to say,
- 18:57Speaker 1: only God could have done that. My wife's aunt, Jane Kin,
- 19:06Speaker 1: she was utterly, utterly void of hope. Her husband had
- 19:11Speaker 1: been shot and killed by his own son, and the
- 19:17Speaker 1: son then turned the gun on himself, and she was
- 19:20Speaker 1: left to raise their daughter all alone. Jane had given
- 19:23Speaker 1: up on faith, given up on hope, given up on God.
- 19:27Speaker 1: But God had not given up on her. One day,
- 19:32Speaker 1: she heard the television in the adjacent room. She didn't
- 19:36Speaker 1: remember turning it on, and to this day she has
- 19:39Speaker 1: no idea how it was on a religious channel. She
- 19:44Speaker 1: never watched religious networking. She entered the room intending to
- 19:50Speaker 1: turn it off, but something the teacher said touched her heart.
- 19:56Speaker 1: So she sat on the edge of her bed, and
- 20:00Speaker 1: within moments she was on her knees. God was at
- 20:05Speaker 1: work a television in the adjacent room at just the
- 20:12Speaker 1: right channel, with just the right message. And Jane can
- 20:18Speaker 1: tell you about providence. So can a woman, a mother
- 20:21Speaker 1: in Illinois. Out of respect for her privacy, I won't
- 20:24Speaker 1: disclose her name, but I'd love to tell you her story.
- 20:29Speaker 1: She had decided to end her life. The twists in
- 20:33Speaker 1: turns of life had taken all her cope and she
- 20:40Speaker 1: was going to check out. She planned her exit down
- 20:46Speaker 1: to the last detail. One of those details was a
- 20:48Speaker 1: trip to a bookstore to purchase a children's book for
- 20:52Speaker 1: her children, and it would be her parting gift. She
- 20:57Speaker 1: asked the store owner to make a recommendation, and he
- 21:01Speaker 1: took her to a shelf that contained a book called
- 21:05Speaker 1: Tell Me the Story, written by Max Lookato. The mother
- 21:10Speaker 1: made the purchase. I know what happened next because she
- 21:14Speaker 1: wrote me a letter on the back of the bookstore sack.
- 21:23Speaker 1: This is just a short note to say thank you
- 21:25Speaker 1: for your wonderful book, tell Me the Story. I went
- 21:28Speaker 1: to the bookstore today to purchase several gifts for several people.
- 21:32Speaker 1: For several weeks, I have been playing with the idea
- 21:35Speaker 1: of killing myself. I have been struggling for years to
- 21:38Speaker 1: really believe and feel that God is real. About this
- 21:41Speaker 1: as a goodbye present for one of my children. I
- 21:44Speaker 1: had no idea what the book said, but it was
- 21:47Speaker 1: supposedly Christian and had a pretty cover. For the next
- 21:52Speaker 1: several hours, I drove her around crying. I was waiting
- 21:57Speaker 1: until my children would be asleep so I could go home,
- 22:00Speaker 1: leave their presence, and then disappear forever. God led me
- 22:04Speaker 1: on a little detour, though my car ran out of
- 22:07Speaker 1: oil and the engine started making that clicking sound. I
- 22:11Speaker 1: tried to find an open oil express or something, but
- 22:14Speaker 1: everything was closed. I was frustrated because I needed my
- 22:18Speaker 1: car to stay in one place long enough for me
- 22:20Speaker 1: to go home and then go back to some nearby
- 22:23Speaker 1: railroad tracks. I pulled into a nearby parking lot and
- 22:27Speaker 1: was sorting through the presence and writing little notes of
- 22:30Speaker 1: encouragement on each. For some reason, I decided to waste
- 22:34Speaker 1: time by reading Tell Me the Story. I was really
- 22:38Speaker 1: touched by the stories in there. I felt as if
- 22:42Speaker 1: I was able to know Jesus in a different way
- 22:46Speaker 1: instead of killing myself. Tonight, I'm going to go home
- 22:49Speaker 1: and keep rereading the book. I want a relationship with God.
- 22:56Speaker 1: I'm going to turn my car around, mail this letter
- 22:59Speaker 1: and go home and read a story to my kids.
- 23:06Speaker 1: Aunt Jane. Here's a TV. A despondent mom buys a book.
- 23:13Speaker 1: A king can't sleep. A villain walks in the king's
- 23:20Speaker 1: court room at just the right time. Our God is
- 23:25Speaker 1: at work, and because he is my friend. Because he is.
- 23:31Speaker 1: You can choose faith over fear. And I'm going to
- 23:37Speaker 1: ask you an honest question, what are you choosing? What
- 23:42Speaker 1: are you choosing? You're getting it from every angle. I
- 23:45Speaker 1: know you've got the pandemic, you've got the political chaos,
- 23:51Speaker 1: and you've got your personal struggles. They're coming at you
- 23:55Speaker 1: from every side. Pandemic, political chaos, personal struggles, the three
- 24:02Speaker 1: p's of our day. But today I'm telling you you
- 24:06Speaker 1: can counteract those three piece with the one P that matters,
- 24:10Speaker 1: and that is providence. Providence the belief that a good
- 24:16Speaker 1: God occupies a holy throne and is directing the affairs
- 24:21Speaker 1: of every single life. He is engaged in the details
- 24:25Speaker 1: of your life. Your world is not run by the economy.
- 24:31Speaker 1: God will not fall off his throne if a particular
- 24:35Speaker 1: candidate is elected President of the United States. Your days
- 24:41Speaker 1: are not even determined by the flow of this microscopic
- 24:47Speaker 1: virus that has us also befuddled and leading such a
- 24:51Speaker 1: different life. God is still in control. Amen means everything.
- 25:08Speaker 1: Let others cower and fear, you can bow and worship.
- 25:12Speaker 1: Let others turn and hide, you can stand and trust.
- 25:17Speaker 1: Let others believe that the world is going off the rails.
- 25:22Speaker 1: You can believe that in difficult times, sovereignty prevails. It
- 25:30Speaker 1: always has, it always will, and especially today, you need
- 25:37Speaker 1: to know that your world is not being run by
- 25:41Speaker 1: some busy butterfly in West Africa. That the Almighty God
- 25:46Speaker 1: is in charge and he will make everything work out
- 25:50Speaker 1: in the way he intends. Amen. So Lord, we receive
- 25:55Speaker 1: this extraordinary story that so illustrates the promise of your providence.
- 26:03Speaker 1: Thank you Father, Thank you in Jesus name.
- 26:31Speaker 2: Loving you alone feels so beautiful, and yet it hurts
- 26:42Speaker 2: the most.
- 26:46Speaker 3: You became my quiet sunress, the dream I never dared
- 26:52Speaker 3: to say.
- 26:54Speaker 4: Every smile you gave so.
- 26:56Speaker 3: Freely took my breath a little away. I held this
- 27:02Speaker 3: love like fragile glass, so precious, soft and true, But
- 27:08Speaker 3: every beat inside my.
- 27:10Speaker 4: Heart was only reaching out to you.
- 27:15Speaker 3: Unspoken.
- 27:16Speaker 4: Love is sweet and painful, like honey mixed with rain,
- 27:22Speaker 4: a tender whole bile, all so sadly while it slowly
- 27:28Speaker 4: breaks me. Loving you from just one side now leaves
- 27:33Speaker 4: my soul in silent blue.
- 27:37Speaker 3: Because the deeper that I fall along the lonelier I do.
- 27:46Speaker 3: I can blame my heart for choosing someone it could
- 27:50Speaker 3: never keep, so I smiled through hidden heartache.
- 27:56Speaker 5: Hell love you.
- 27:57Speaker 3: Quietly spoke, OHK.
- 28:00Speaker 5: Love is sweet and painful, like honey mixed with rain.
- 28:06Speaker 3: Attend the whole bile so tightly Wally.
- 28:11Speaker 1: Slowly breaks me.
- 28:13Speaker 5: Loving you from just one side now leave my soul
- 28:18Speaker 5: in silent blue, because the deeper that I fall alone,
- 28:25Speaker 5: the loly I do.
- 28:44Speaker 1: Maybe loving you in silence.
- 28:47Speaker 5: It's the closest DA can stay, though leaves behind the sorrow.
- 28:54Speaker 3: That may never fat away. Spoken loud is sweet and painful,
- 29:05Speaker 3: like horney mixed with rain. A tender whole bibles so
- 29:11Speaker 3: tightly Wally slowly breaks me. Loving you from just one
- 29:18Speaker 3: side now leaves my soul in silent boom, because the
- 29:23Speaker 3: deeper that I follow long.
- 29:28Speaker 1: The loly
- 29:31Speaker 4: Her to