Latest / Dits & Dahs / FOMO as a gateway projection
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- Sue: As a follow-up to my post about acquiring four pairs of shoes, I didn't really touch about the feeling of over consumption and over consumerism that I expressed through the purchase of those four pairs of shoes. As someone who had difficulty buying shoes in regular shoe stores as a kid, at the time when I was growing up, I would be taken to a shoe store that when they knew my size, they'd pull out the one pair of shoes that they had available for sale for me to wear. A few years later, Whenever I needed a variety of shoes I would go in, and lo and behold, of the shoes of my size there might have been more than one pair. And so I developed this sort of trigger that when I found myself in a position where I could buy more than one pair of shoes, I did. Mainly because I felt that if I didn't, I might not be able to acquire shoes of my size after that point. That was a self preservation stockpile for the future kind of vibe. And of course now, if I if money were no object I could buy. hundreds of pairs of shoes that fit me and have ⁓ all delivered by tomorrow. And it's really easy to see how you can get into a sense of over consuming because you think that you're doing it to preserve your inventories for the future. Because if you live through a period of time where you didn't have much finances, now that you're not so stretched, you stock up. And it's one of those energies that if you allow it to permeate through es everything else in your life, it means that you're over buying groceries and overstocking your pantry and having at least one spare for the spare, which for the most part is too much of a good thing. But it's based on an old energy of fear that you no longer live in. I'm not making an excuse for having purchased four pairs of shoes in a very short period of time or before one pair worn out before replacing it. I succumb to the survival stock the inventory vibe. The other vibe that's prevalent in my energy these days is one that is flowing through a couple of the tarot card readers that I watch on YouTube. I have very few that I watch. I like the style of how they read energies and of course keeping in mind that all media's manipulated in some degree the reader might be receiving manipulated energy to begin with, with the eye that people like myself are watching them will take away this energy as if it were complete truth. Of course I know that to be false. The energy of ⁓ your eternal love was false. No, of course not. Why would something that is deemed as a divine event be false? And that's how insidious trickster energies can be, because in the sense of the demonic attachments involved, they will create every thought that they are able to instill doubt because they know that since you've just purchased four pairs of shoes you have a fear of missing out. And so then craft that energy to impact, you know, through whatever readers or signs that you receive that nope, your eternal love is fake and it's not happening. You know, maybe a couple years ago if I'd received that energetic thought, I probably would have believed it. Not anymore. I lean into my face such that I know that saying that's something that's eternal love is fake is in and of itself a lie. And until then I'm gonna wear each pair of newly acquired shoes in rotation as a celebration of truth. It's about discernment. It's about understanding that no matter what you think is going on, if it doesn't align with your truth and what in your gut It's telling you your truth, your intuition telling you it's truth, then it's not truth. And there's no point putting any energy in it thinking that it's that it is something that it's not. And that can be really hard because you know, everything that we're talking about here is not manifested in the physical realm. It's all energetic. You know, it's that belief that people say, You believe it when you see it. Well, yes, but I can see a lot of things without having to have them be in the physical world. The presumption being that I'll believe it when I see it only applies to the physical world. And that may be true for historical references, but I see things that are unseen anyway, that are only energetic, so if I see ⁓ I believe ⁓ But I certainly am not gonna believe that something that's been divinely created is going to be dissolved, or isn't is not true. And yet I have now a large inventory of shoes that I must wear. So there's many wa many miles to walk before I rest. Thanks for listening coming on this short journey with me. Yeah.