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- 0:02Speaker 1: Now I would like to read to you the poem.
- 0:05Speaker 2: Oh please we go. Can we call it a riddle
- 0:07Speaker 2: because that's funnier.
- 0:08Speaker 3: It kind of is a riddle. Well yeah, it's supposed
- 0:11Speaker 3: to be like you have to figure it out to
- 0:13Speaker 3: lead you to the chest, and absolutely is a riddle.
- 0:15Speaker 1: Riddle, Yeah, riddle me that. The thrill is the chase
- 0:20Speaker 1: by Forrest ben As I have gone alone in there
- 0:24Speaker 1: and with my treasures bold, I can keep my secrets
- 0:28Speaker 1: ware and hint of riches new and old.
- 0:38Speaker 3: Hi Cassie, Hi, Caitlin, Hi creepy people.
- 0:41Speaker 2: Oh hello, Hi creepy people. Oh sorry, that creepy who's
- 0:50Speaker 2: in our studio right now?
- 0:52Speaker 1: Pretty on brand? Though creepy can't.
- 0:54Speaker 3: See me, but you can hear me. You can't see me,
- 0:57Speaker 3: but you can smell me. I'm a party ghost. If
- 1:02Speaker 3: I come back as a ghost, I'm just gonna fart
- 1:04Speaker 3: in people's presence. Oh my gosh, is it like the
- 1:08Speaker 3: rotten egg? Kind like sulfur demon? You're gonna come back
- 1:11Speaker 3: as a demon. My heart's smell me?
- 1:15Speaker 2: Okay, okay, what does an amazing spark smell like?
- 1:18Speaker 3: Does it? Because it probably doesn't smell like a roast beef.
- 1:21Speaker 3: Of course it has to be something not.
- 1:24Speaker 2: Like a flower. Well, this is not a fart podcast.
- 1:28Speaker 2: This is PNW Haunson Homicides, And we do have guests
- 1:32Speaker 2: with us today. We're actually in their studio. Uh so
- 1:35Speaker 2: we're kind of crashing on them. This is Shay and
- 1:38Speaker 2: Jody from Rainy Day Rabbit Holes. Hello, listeners, I'm Shay.
- 1:42Speaker 2: That was Jody, I'm Jody. I'm Shay. Hello, I'm the
- 1:46Speaker 2: farty one. Yeah, make sure you're clear on which one
- 1:49Speaker 2: is that. There will be a quiz at the end,
- 1:53Speaker 2: just not currently, okay, guys, Oh thank goodness, it's a
- 1:58Speaker 2: small space.
- 1:59Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, could get real. Oh my goodness, are.
- 2:05Speaker 2: We still doing tarot at the end of this? I
- 2:07Speaker 2: get okay, cool because we do tarot in every episode,
- 2:10Speaker 2: so that works well.
- 2:12Speaker 1: And then there's the whole thing about how it makes shay.
- 2:14Speaker 2: Croft don't make me cry today. Yeah, we'll just do
- 2:16Speaker 2: it about the story. We won't do personal.
- 2:18Speaker 1: There we go nailed it all right. The story of
- 2:22Speaker 1: the Fenn Treasure begins with Forest Ben.
- 2:26Speaker 3: We love spell.
- 2:27Speaker 1: It's f O R R E S T f e
- 2:32Speaker 1: n N.
- 2:33Speaker 3: Okay, I just say the last name spell. But oh, Okay, well,
- 2:36Speaker 3: I appreciate that though now we know.
- 2:38Speaker 1: Forest as a first name can be spelled more than
- 2:41Speaker 1: one way.
- 2:42Speaker 3: That is, you could do our multiple rs. So is
- 2:45Speaker 3: he a pirate? R?
- 2:52Speaker 1: He was an art dealer, author, and Vietnam War veteran
- 2:55Speaker 1: who became the architect of one of the most famous
- 2:59Speaker 1: modern treasure huh in American history.
- 3:01Speaker 3: He is a pirate kind of A yeah, a pirate.
- 3:05Speaker 3: It's a good instinct treasure YEA, yeah, I'm excited. In
- 3:10Speaker 3: twenty ten, Ben announced that he had hidden a bronze
- 3:14Speaker 3: chest filled with gold jewels and rare artifacts somewhere in
- 3:19Speaker 3: the Rocky Mountains.
- 3:21Speaker 1: But for why, I really good question. I would like
- 3:24Speaker 1: them to be more specific about the rare artifacts.
- 3:28Speaker 3: Yes, is it a gold plated butt plug?
- 3:31Speaker 1: Or These are the questions of our generation.
- 3:35Speaker 2: And when when we're in the rock, like somewhere in
- 3:37Speaker 2: the Rocky Mountains, that's all he tells you where they
- 3:40Speaker 2: wouldn't have to make a map with little X on it.
- 3:42Speaker 3: That's true. That would ruin all the fun, Joe, actual treasure,
- 3:47Speaker 3: like a picture of a treasure chest, like you know
- 3:49Speaker 3: what you see on the map?
- 3:50Speaker 1: I mean that would be in keeping with sort of
- 3:53Speaker 1: the traditional treasure map scenario.
- 3:57Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, that's what I'm hoping for.
- 3:59Speaker 1: Feels like the right thing to do. It's not what
- 4:03Speaker 1: he's gonna do. Oh wow, okay, yeah yeah yeah. The
- 4:07Speaker 1: estimated value of the contents of the chest a super
- 4:11Speaker 1: casual one to two million dollars.
- 4:14Speaker 3: Again, please be back to But for why did he
- 4:17Speaker 3: just have money falling out of his ass? I you
- 4:19Speaker 3: know it.
- 4:22Speaker 1: Art dealer and author, you.
- 4:24Speaker 3: Know maybe, yeah, that's what I'm thinking.
- 4:28Speaker 1: Yeah. Possibly A cryptic twenty four line poem published in
- 4:33Speaker 1: his memoir The Thrill of the Chase, Oh Boy, was
- 4:39Speaker 1: the soul set of clues intended to lead searchers to
- 4:43Speaker 1: the treasure. So this is the what or the WTF
- 4:48Speaker 1: of the story. Well, so now I would like to
- 4:53Speaker 1: read to you the poem.
- 4:55Speaker 2: Oh please we go. Can we call it a riddle
- 4:57Speaker 2: because that's funnier.
- 4:58Speaker 3: It kind of is a riddle. Well yeah, it's supposed
- 5:00Speaker 3: to be like you have to figure it out to
- 5:03Speaker 3: lead you to the chest, And absolutely is a riddle.
- 5:06Speaker 1: Yeah, riddle me that the thrill is the chase by
- 5:10Speaker 1: Forrest ben As I have gone alone in there and
- 5:14Speaker 1: with my treasures bold I can keep my secrets were
- 5:18Speaker 1: and hint of riches new and old. Begin it where
- 5:24Speaker 1: water's halt, and take it in the canyon down not
- 5:29Speaker 1: far but too far to walk. Put it in below
- 5:34Speaker 1: the home of Brown. Yeah no, it says below.
- 5:43Speaker 2: Says below. Are you on your belly or are you
- 5:46Speaker 2: on your back?
- 5:51Speaker 3: This situation the home of Brown, The home of Brown,
- 5:55Speaker 3: Home of Brown.
- 5:56Speaker 1: Don't start inserting holes into.
- 5:58Speaker 3: This, okay, sorry, yeah, okay.
- 6:05Speaker 1: All of this seemed pretty above board until I had
- 6:08Speaker 1: to say it out last.
- 6:09Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, well, when you have fourteen year old boys
- 6:13Speaker 3: as your co.
- 6:14Speaker 1: Hot, yeah, what are you gonna do?
- 6:15Speaker 3: It'll happen. There's some huge tits.
- 6:18Speaker 2: Like instantly, both Shane and I were.
- 6:20Speaker 3: Like, I like, she's already like like I knew it. Okay.
- 6:28Speaker 1: From there, it's no place for the meet. The end
- 6:32Speaker 1: is ever drawing nigh. There will be no paddle up
- 6:36Speaker 1: your creek. Wow, just heavy loads and water high.
- 6:42Speaker 3: Okay, because this is so bad, So you didn't you
- 6:47Speaker 3: didn't hear this when you wrote it, like when you
- 6:49Speaker 3: were doing when you were researching this, you didn't hear
- 6:51Speaker 3: it the way we're hearing it.
- 6:53Speaker 1: No, No, because I just I really was reading it
- 6:58Speaker 1: for like each of the stanzas I'm gonna go through
- 7:01Speaker 1: kind of like a really quick summary of like what
- 7:04Speaker 1: it's supposed to kind of signify.
- 7:06Speaker 3: And that's where my focus was. Treasure. You're yeah Brown,
- 7:12Speaker 3: thinking of boom and now it's over, like we can't
- 7:16Speaker 3: well and there might be a golden butt plug in.
- 7:18Speaker 3: It makes I know, it makes it fits fits in
- 7:23Speaker 3: the Brown home, the home of Brown. If it's real
- 7:28Speaker 3: brag or almost doesn't fit, is that what's going for? Alright,
- 7:32Speaker 3: let's keep going.
- 7:33Speaker 1: No, we're only halfway through. Get it together. Okay. If
- 7:38Speaker 1: you've been wise and found the blaze, look quickly down
- 7:42Speaker 1: your quest to cease, but Terry scanned with Marvel gaze.
- 7:48Speaker 3: Just take the chest.
- 7:49Speaker 1: And go in peace. So why is it that I
- 7:54Speaker 1: must go and leave my trove for all to seek
- 7:58Speaker 1: the answers? I already know I've done it, tired and
- 8:03Speaker 1: now I'm weak. So hear me all and listen good.
- 8:08Speaker 1: Your effort will be worth the cold. If you are
- 8:11Speaker 1: brave and in the wood, I give you title to
- 8:15Speaker 1: the gold. Okay, So the first stanza is context. Allegedly,
- 8:26Speaker 1: the next four stanzas are the actual clues.
- 8:30Speaker 3: Okay, Okay, so we got our water, stop the brown
- 8:35Speaker 3: stuff Home of the Brown. Yeah, you guys are in trouble.
- 8:39Speaker 3: There was something about.
- 8:40Speaker 2: A crevas ca yeah, okay, all right, all right, all right.
- 8:46Speaker 1: The final stanza is confirmation slash instructions. Okay, why do
- 8:53Speaker 1: you have to carefully take it?
- 8:54Speaker 3: Get out so fast?
- 8:55Speaker 1: That's a good question.
- 8:57Speaker 3: That's a good question.
- 8:58Speaker 1: Stanza one is context but not direction. This opening isn't
- 9:03Speaker 1: part of the physical route. It sets the stage. Ben
- 9:07Speaker 1: went alone, kept a secret and hinted at something both
- 9:11Speaker 1: new and old. He had something borrowed and something okay,
- 9:19Speaker 1: stands a two clues number one through four ish. The
- 9:24Speaker 1: starting point names the home of Brown, likely a key landmark,
- 9:30Speaker 1: but he doesn't identify it specifically.
- 9:34Speaker 2: Most people avoid it, some go for it.
- 9:36Speaker 1: Yeah, you guys are gonna feel like such as had.
- 9:44Speaker 1: The leading theory is that brown equals brown trout.
- 9:48Speaker 3: Oh okay, that makes sense, idiots. I was like, this
- 9:54Speaker 3: is the third your.
- 9:55Speaker 1: Brain, go right, hooligans. Brown trout are heavily stalked in
- 10:02Speaker 1: rocky mountain rivers. Fish habitats are mapped and consistent. Okay,
- 10:09Speaker 1: Home of brown equals where brown trout live.
- 10:13Speaker 3: Okay, okay, nothing to do with butttholes so far, I
- 10:16Speaker 3: don't know. I feel yeah.
- 10:20Speaker 1: So the clue became an instructional guide. Go to a
- 10:23Speaker 1: river or canyon and find a known brown trout area. Okay,
- 10:29Speaker 1: stands A three clues five to seven. Into the wild,
- 10:34Speaker 1: the terrain becomes more rugged. You'll encounter a creek you
- 10:37Speaker 1: can't paddle that presents increasing physical challenges like elevation or
- 10:42Speaker 1: rough water. Stands A four clues eight through nine. The
- 10:47Speaker 1: final spot. Look down nearby to locate the treasure. Don't linger,
- 10:52Speaker 1: retrieve it and get the fuck out, he said, leave yeah,
- 10:55Speaker 1: bye bye.
- 10:57Speaker 3: For why it's in a bear den.
- 10:58Speaker 1: Oh that's a pretty good guess. They like those fishies.
- 11:04Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 11:06Speaker 1: Stands of five is motivation. Ben reflects on his reasons legacy, mortality,
- 11:13Speaker 1: and the desire to inspire adventure. Stands A six final
- 11:18Speaker 1: instruction slash conditions. The location is cold, wooded and requires
- 11:24Speaker 1: some bravery. The finder earns rightful ownership of the.
- 11:28Speaker 3: Tris if they survived the bear attack and the loads
- 11:34Speaker 3: from the bear. I mean, I don't know the load
- 11:37Speaker 3: where the loads oh man.
- 11:41Speaker 1: Ben claimed that his motivations were multifaceted. He reportedly wanted
- 11:46Speaker 1: to inspire people to explore nature, rekindle a sense of adventure,
- 11:51Speaker 1: and step away from the increasingly digital world, A worthy cause,
- 11:55Speaker 1: no doubt. As a cancer survivor, I think the other
- 11:59Speaker 1: motive that he cited must have been particularly important to him.
- 12:04Speaker 1: He also expressed a desire to create a legacy, something
- 12:08Speaker 1: enduring that would challenge and excite generations. So now we've
- 12:12Speaker 1: got our why.
- 12:13Speaker 2: Okay, didn't sound like it. Why Yeah at the end
- 12:16Speaker 2: it said it sounded like he was sick or something.
- 12:19Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean at that point he'd already like survived.
- 12:24Speaker 1: But I think it it just you know, it's kind
- 12:26Speaker 1: of almost like not not exactly like a near death experience,
- 12:32Speaker 1: but sort of like, Wow, this life changing event has
- 12:36Speaker 1: put things in.
- 12:36Speaker 3: Perspective for you.
- 12:38Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I got it.
- 12:39Speaker 3: Way, do something, Yeah, create something for He's like other people.
- 12:42Speaker 3: You need to get out there, you need to live,
- 12:43Speaker 3: You need to have adventure. Your life is too short
- 12:46Speaker 3: to spend attached to Netflix or whatever. Go search for
- 12:50Speaker 3: this thing. Yeah that's sweet, that's cool.
- 12:53Speaker 1: I like that.
- 12:53Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, weird yet?
- 12:57Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 12:59Speaker 3: But what out the wear?
- 13:01Speaker 1: Because I know Jodie wants to know.
- 13:02Speaker 2: I have to know we all want to know. I'm
- 13:04Speaker 2: pretty sure it's a bear den Well.
- 13:07Speaker 1: According to Fenn, the treasure was hidden somewhere north of
- 13:11Speaker 1: Santa Fe at an elevation above five thousand feet but
- 13:15Speaker 1: below the peaks of the Rocky Mountains. He insisted that
- 13:19Speaker 1: it was not buried, okay, but rather concealed in a
- 13:24Speaker 1: location accessible to a determined searcher.
- 13:27Speaker 3: So was it one of those like big fake rocks
- 13:29Speaker 3: that you would put a key, big like the one
- 13:32Speaker 3: you put your like water meter under or whatever.
- 13:35Speaker 2: Maybe it's a fake bear then, yeah, he said.
- 13:38Speaker 1: Oh.
- 13:39Speaker 3: Bear, I'm really going hard on that. I mean, in
- 13:43Speaker 3: Japan they have animatronic wolves to scare off other wolves.
- 13:47Speaker 3: So like smart an animatronic bear? Wow? I like this.
- 13:51Speaker 1: I mean, now, you guys, you've got everything you need
- 13:54Speaker 1: to go and find this doing it? Come on, how
- 13:58Speaker 1: hard could it be?
- 14:00Speaker 2: I have a bare bell, so we can do it.
- 14:02Speaker 1: Oh?
- 14:02Speaker 3: Yeah from Japan? Does it attract no way scares of okay? Yeah? Okay.
- 14:11Speaker 1: Almost immediately the hunt captured public imagination. Thousands of people
- 14:16Speaker 1: from across the United States, and eventually the world began
- 14:20Speaker 1: attempting to decipher the poem online forums, blogs, and communities
- 14:26Speaker 1: sprang up employers, some of them unhinged.
- 14:30Speaker 3: Were you on Reddit? Oh yeah, yeah, I went.
- 14:33Speaker 1: I found a couple of different blog sources, but Reddit.
- 14:37Speaker 1: There's I believe, actually multiple subreddits that we're dead. Reddit
- 14:42Speaker 1: for commentary, great ads are real, something new rabbit holes. Yeah.
- 14:52Speaker 2: Also kind of ironic because he wanted people to get
- 14:55Speaker 2: off right all there.
- 14:59Speaker 1: Yep. So all of these communities sprang up, dedicated to
- 15:03Speaker 1: interpreting each line and mapping possible locations. Some believed the
- 15:09Speaker 1: clues pointed to specific landmarks such as rivers, canyons, or
- 15:13Speaker 1: historical sites, while others, yeah, pear dead, while others thought
- 15:19Speaker 1: the poem required abstract or symbolic interpretation. And I think
- 15:26Speaker 1: that a poem that serves as the map to a
- 15:28Speaker 1: literal treasure, Treasure Hunt probably seeks to strike a balance
- 15:33Speaker 1: between the two. I argue, right, no, yeah, because you can't.
- 15:36Speaker 1: It can't all be like left at the you know.
- 15:39Speaker 3: Starbuck Well, there'd be no fun with that, yeah, right,
- 15:42Speaker 3: So challenge to that.
- 15:43Speaker 1: There's got to be a little bit of like metaphor
- 15:45Speaker 1: something in there, you know. From the outset. There were skeptics.
- 15:51Speaker 1: Some questioned whether the treasure even existed, while others criticized
- 15:55Speaker 1: the ambiguity of the clues, which seems like a skill issue.
- 16:00Speaker 2: It's not smart enough to figure it out, yeah.
- 16:02Speaker 1: Which I mean, granted it is. You know, it wouldn't
- 16:05Speaker 1: be an easy puzzle to solve.
- 16:07Speaker 3: Well, a treasure worth a million something dollars, right, yeah,
- 16:10Speaker 3: you're not going to be like okay and right yeah,
- 16:15Speaker 3: like so like within fifteen minutes of this being released,
- 16:18Speaker 3: somebody's out there and found it and be like exactly, yeah, exactly.
- 16:23Speaker 1: Despite this, the hunt continued to gain momentum, evolving into
- 16:28Speaker 1: a cultural phenomenon that blurred the line between puzzles solving
- 16:33Speaker 1: an obsession.
- 16:35Speaker 3: That is a that is a theme in all any subreddit. Well, no,
- 16:41Speaker 3: like seeking out Like it's like, for instance, Bigfoot hunters,
- 16:44Speaker 3: like they become sewing and into it that they forget
- 16:48Speaker 3: they have families and drags and becomes their entire personality,
- 16:53Speaker 3: right kind of like podcasts. Yeah, that's what we do now,
- 16:56Speaker 3: it's our personality.
- 16:57Speaker 1: Yeah, basically yeah, I mean could be worse.
- 17:02Speaker 3: Yeah, couldn't be a whole we could be right winger podcast.
- 17:10Speaker 3: I was gonna then we would get we would get
- 17:12Speaker 3: a job, Then we'd get paid, and then we could
- 17:15Speaker 3: take we could take jets wherever we go. Yeah, there
- 17:20Speaker 3: you go, we get steak and lobster. Yeah, that we
- 17:25Speaker 3: are doing it wrong.
- 17:26Speaker 1: Ben maintained that anyone with determination and cleverness could find
- 17:31Speaker 1: the treasure. He also released occasional hints and statements over
- 17:35Speaker 1: the years, though these often deepened the mystery rather than
- 17:40Speaker 1: clarifying it. Which is an oil as fuck. It's sort
- 17:44Speaker 1: of like an alice in wonderland vibe like did you
- 17:47Speaker 1: give me any actual information?
- 17:50Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 17:51Speaker 1: The combination of tangible reward, intellectual challenge, and romantic adventure
- 17:56Speaker 1: proved irresistible to many. As the year past, the search
- 18:01Speaker 1: for the Fend Treasure intensified. Estimates suggest that more than
- 18:05Speaker 1: three hundred thousand people participated in the hunt. Wow at
- 18:09Speaker 1: some point.
- 18:12Speaker 3: A lot.
- 18:13Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a lot.
- 18:14Speaker 2: The rockies be packed, right, hopefully it's like trails.
- 18:20Speaker 3: I know, no, can I get to that. I'm just
- 18:25Speaker 3: predicting your story. I already know it's a bear. Okay,
- 18:30Speaker 3: tell me after the Breakwow, Okay, all right now, I'm
- 18:38Speaker 3: ready how to break?
- 18:40Speaker 1: Searchers, often referred to as bend seekers, came from all
- 18:46Speaker 1: walks of life, including retirees, students, engineers, and outdoor enthusiasts.
- 18:52Speaker 1: Many invested significant time and money into their quests, traveling
- 18:57Speaker 1: repeatedly to remote areas in hopes of solving the poem
- 19:02Speaker 1: the riddle.
- 19:02Speaker 3: It's like crazy geocashers. Yes, exactly, I've got I have
- 19:08Speaker 3: a friend that travels the world doing geocashing. Wow, that's dedication,
- 19:13Speaker 3: truly our obsession. Yeah, part might be part of her personal.
- 19:17Speaker 1: We did say it would blur the lines. The hunt
- 19:22Speaker 1: fostered a strong sense of community among participants. Online discussion
- 19:27Speaker 1: boards read it, and social media groups became hubs for
- 19:32Speaker 1: collaboration and debate. Some searchers share detailed theories, maps, and
- 19:38Speaker 1: even step by step interpretations of the poem.
- 19:42Speaker 3: But why would you do that?
- 19:43Speaker 1: Well, okay, so she's the other camp, while others guarded
- 19:47Speaker 1: their ideas closely, fearing that revealing too much could cost
- 19:51Speaker 1: them the Yeah.
- 19:52Speaker 3: If you've spent all this time and effort, why would
- 19:54Speaker 3: you then be like.
- 19:55Speaker 2: Look, everybody, I think I served it, don't get there
- 19:59Speaker 2: before me. That's what you put out there when you
- 20:02Speaker 2: want to put people on the wrong.
- 20:05Speaker 3: In Arizona.
- 20:06Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I mean by virtue being in the rockies.
- 20:10Speaker 3: I think, Yeah, I mean, you could just put somebody
- 20:12Speaker 3: off just by putting them on the wrong creek or whatever.
- 20:15Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 20:15Speaker 3: Yeah, it doesn't even have to be the wrong.
- 20:17Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly. Despite the camaraderie, the hunt also had a
- 20:23Speaker 1: darker side. I'm sure black bear murder. The ambiguity of
- 20:31Speaker 1: the clues led some individuals into dangerous terrain, including steep cliffs,
- 20:37Speaker 1: rushing rivers, and remote wilderness areas. Tragically, at least five
- 20:42Speaker 1: people lost their lives while searching.
- 20:46Speaker 3: For the treasure. Wow.
- 20:49Speaker 1: These debts prompted calls from law enforcement and families of
- 20:53Speaker 1: victims to end the hunt.
- 20:55Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 20:56Speaker 1: Authorities in states like New Mexico and Colorado urged Ben
- 21:01Speaker 1: to call it off, citing the risks involved. Ben, however,
- 21:05Speaker 1: maintained that the treasure was hidden in a location that
- 21:08Speaker 1: did not require dangerous climbing or extreme risk.
- 21:13Speaker 3: So stop doing that.
- 21:14Speaker 1: Yeah, so don't do that, he said.
- 21:17Speaker 3: He was like, I can't be responsible for other people.
- 21:18Speaker 3: I don't know, right, not find a bear? Dun dangerous?
- 21:23Speaker 3: A million dollar question A love.
- 21:27Speaker 1: He emphasized that those who ventured into hazardous areas were
- 21:31Speaker 1: misinterpreting the clues. Nevertheless, critics argued that the very nature
- 21:37Speaker 1: of the hunt encouraged risky behavior, especially among those convinced
- 21:43Speaker 1: they were close to solving it.
- 21:44Speaker 2: Yeah, two of them show up together, and one of
- 21:48Speaker 2: them's got a gun.
- 21:49Speaker 1: Right I mean or Additionally, there were incidents of illegal
- 21:54Speaker 1: digging and trespassing, including a notable case in which a
- 21:58Speaker 1: treasure secret damnag protected land in Yellowstone National Park while searching.
- 22:03Speaker 2: They're going to be cursed.
- 22:05Speaker 3: Same idiot that probably goes to try and pet a buffalo.
- 22:08Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it's kind of a vibe.
- 22:11Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 22:11Speaker 1: The hunt had broader cultural implications as well. It reignited
- 22:16Speaker 1: interest in treasure hunting as a hobby and inspired similar
- 22:20Speaker 1: hunts around the world. It also highlighted the power of
- 22:23Speaker 1: storytelling and mystery in the digital age, demonstrating how a
- 22:28Speaker 1: single poem could mobilize hundreds of thousands of pep Wow. So,
- 22:35Speaker 1: if you've made it this far, I have kind of
- 22:39Speaker 1: good news bad news situation for you. In June twenty twenty.
- 22:44Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I know what was happening then.
- 22:47Speaker 1: Okay, just making sure we're all on the same page.
- 22:49Speaker 3: It was safer to be outdoors. Yeah yeah, fires, yeah, yeah,
- 22:55Speaker 3: that was that bad year. I got evacuated here.
- 22:58Speaker 1: Oh you know, I don't know if there was in
- 23:01Speaker 1: Yellowstone specifically. Yeah, that'd be interesting to look at. In
- 23:07Speaker 1: June twenty twenty, after a decade of speculation and searching,
- 23:11Speaker 1: forrest Ben announced that the treasure had finally been found.
- 23:17Speaker 1: Yeah all it, Dick was a little pandemic. You know,
- 23:21Speaker 1: people work time.
- 23:25Speaker 2: That makes sense.
- 23:25Speaker 1: Yep, yep, yep, yep. The discovery was made by an
- 23:29Speaker 1: unnamed individual who chose to remain anonymous at the time.
- 23:33Speaker 3: I don't think I think that should have been a stipulation.
- 23:35Speaker 3: You're not going to be able to right, Well, the
- 23:39Speaker 3: lottery you.
- 23:40Speaker 1: Have to exactly. Yeah, which actually I'm in supportive if
- 23:44Speaker 1: you win the lottery, I would want to win it
- 23:46Speaker 1: in a state where they let you remain for sure.
- 23:51Speaker 2: Ye.
- 23:52Speaker 3: Well, there's so many people.
- 23:54Speaker 1: I mean, there's actually a very famous case of a
- 23:56Speaker 1: guy who was murdered after winning lottery.
- 23:59Speaker 3: And yeah, it's not a good. It's not a good.
- 24:02Speaker 3: You don't want to you don't want to tell anybody. No,
- 24:05Speaker 3: but there will be signs, yeah, but there they'll be
- 24:09Speaker 3: hard to see because I'll stop caring about money and
- 24:11Speaker 3: I'll buy whatever I want and then you'll just think
- 24:13Speaker 3: it's just a normal day. Then I have to go
- 24:17Speaker 3: work more hours. Yeah, that'll be the party. It's different.
- 24:21Speaker 1: Ben confirmed that the finder had sent him photographic evidence
- 24:25Speaker 1: of the chest and its contents, verifying its authenticity. It's
- 24:32Speaker 1: let's see, yeah, pigsure, it didn't happen.
- 24:38Speaker 3: You have to know what this is used for if
- 24:42Speaker 3: you want it.
- 24:43Speaker 1: It's just some sort of paperweight.
- 24:47Speaker 3: Yeah, it was my grandpa's.
- 24:49Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 24:52Speaker 3: Oh gosh.
- 24:53Speaker 1: The announcement brought an abrupt end to the hunt, but
- 24:56Speaker 1: did not provide closure for many of its participants. The
- 25:00Speaker 1: lack of details about the location and the identity of
- 25:04Speaker 1: the finder fueled skepticism and frustration.
- 25:07Speaker 3: Like he just called it quits after so many years
- 25:10Speaker 3: of he just called it an and on. Uh, we
- 25:13Speaker 3: didn't know where it was, Like, they never disclosed where
- 25:15Speaker 3: they found it.
- 25:16Speaker 1: Well, we're gonna get like, where's where I of course,
- 25:20Speaker 1: of course I'm gonna I'm gonna.
- 25:21Speaker 3: Tell there was no treasure that was I was about
- 25:24Speaker 3: to say. It was like from the beginning, I was like,
- 25:26Speaker 3: this is a hoax, right, this has got to be
- 25:28Speaker 3: a hoax.
- 25:29Speaker 1: Does not seem to be Oh okay, okay, I don't know,
- 25:34Speaker 1: remain open minded.
- 25:35Speaker 3: Okay, I will try my best.
- 25:37Speaker 1: Some searchers refused to believe that the treasure had truly
- 25:40Speaker 1: been found, while others demanded transparency. Later that year, the
- 25:45Speaker 1: finder was revealed to be Jack Stuff or stuff I
- 25:51Speaker 1: don't know. I'm not really sure, sorry, Jack, a medical
- 25:54Speaker 1: student and former journalist from Michigan. Hmm, stuff and stuff.
- 26:03Speaker 3: That's German.
- 26:03Speaker 1: German eventually shared that he had spent years analyzing the
- 26:08Speaker 1: poem and had identified a location in Wyoming's wilderness. However,
- 26:14Speaker 1: he chose not to disclose the exact spot, citing concerns
- 26:18Speaker 1: about environmental damage and the potential for overcrowding. He's like,
- 26:23Speaker 1: y'all were kind of assholes while you thought the money
- 26:26Speaker 1: was still available.
- 26:27Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm sure there was a lot of people just
- 26:29Speaker 3: like treating the wilderness like they do their own homes,
- 26:34Speaker 3: throwing trash on the floor, which I've seen. Oh yeah, but.
- 26:37Speaker 2: Who would need to go there if it's not there? Well,
- 26:39Speaker 2: it's like a photo lot, I guess, just.
- 26:41Speaker 3: To see, Yeah, just to make sure that the fake
- 26:44Speaker 3: rocket was under Yeah, exactly, that's the bar dun.
- 26:50Speaker 1: And there are theories about like a more precise location,
- 26:54Speaker 1: but we don't know exactly where it was discovered, so
- 26:59Speaker 1: could be a barda.
- 27:01Speaker 2: So we still don't even know that. I'm pretty sure
- 27:03Speaker 2: it was.
- 27:05Speaker 3: I believe you. If it was, it's probably a fake
- 27:07Speaker 3: burden with a fake treasure.
- 27:08Speaker 1: But stuf and stuff revelation did little, did little to
- 27:14Speaker 1: quell controversy. Many searchers felt that the secrecy undermined the
- 27:19Speaker 1: spirit of the hunt, which they believed should have culminated
- 27:23Speaker 1: in a clear and verifiable solution. Others questioned whether the
- 27:28Speaker 1: clues and the poems were sufficiently precise to lead to
- 27:31Speaker 1: a single location, suggesting that the hunt may have relied
- 27:35Speaker 1: more on persistence and luck than pure logic, which I
- 27:39Speaker 1: feel like is.
- 27:40Speaker 3: Pretty it was fairly broad. Yeah.
- 27:44Speaker 1: Ben himself passed away in September twenty twenty.
- 27:48Speaker 3: Oh just minutes later, right, just a few months. I
- 27:54Speaker 3: was about to say he was just waiting for somebody
- 27:56Speaker 3: to find it so he could grow. Yeah.
- 27:59Speaker 1: Yeah, And I chose not to pull it this thread,
- 28:02Speaker 1: so I didn't put it in my notes. But uh,
- 28:05Speaker 1: it's I saw some some some things that it may
- 28:11Speaker 1: be the heat had died by his own hands.
- 28:14Speaker 3: Oh no, which, if that's it, I was.
- 28:17Speaker 1: Like, I don't want to know that.
- 28:20Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 28:20Speaker 1: If that's the case, it's like, oh shit, yeah no,
- 28:22Speaker 1: he really was just hold on for some of your fun.
- 28:26Speaker 3: Oh that's right, that it's fluff and stuff. Yeah, I know,
- 28:29Speaker 3: what was his name? Stuff and stuff, stuff and stuff.
- 28:32Speaker 3: That's right, went and found it.
- 28:34Speaker 1: I know. But you feel like kind of an ass Yeah.
- 28:38Speaker 3: Right, And I would except for not something million dollars,
- 28:43Speaker 3: I'd get over it.
- 28:44Speaker 2: I guess.
- 28:44Speaker 3: Well, and if it was worth one point something million
- 28:46Speaker 3: dollars when he put it in in like twenty ten
- 28:48Speaker 3: and twenty twenty, it was worth you know.
- 28:52Speaker 1: Its highest valuation, from what I understand, was approximately two millions.
- 28:57Speaker 2: Wow.
- 28:57Speaker 1: So yeah, so you know, over the core of roughly
- 29:00Speaker 1: ten years, it sounds like probably doubled its valuation. Just
- 29:05Speaker 1: super cool.
- 29:06Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.
- 29:08Speaker 1: His death marked the end of an era and further
- 29:11Speaker 1: complicated efforts to fully understand the Hunt. Without fen to
- 29:15Speaker 1: provide definitive answers, many questions about the poem and its
- 29:19Speaker 1: intended interpretation remain unresolved. In the aftermath, the long awaited
- 29:26Speaker 1: treasure chest and its contents were sold. The chest, once
- 29:31Speaker 1: a symbol of mystery and adventure, became a collectible artifact
- 29:35Speaker 1: tied to a unique moment in modern folklore. The legacy
- 29:41Speaker 1: of the Fen Treasure Hunt is complex and multifaceted. On
- 29:45Speaker 1: one hand, it succeeded in achieving many of Fenn's stated goals.
- 29:49Speaker 1: It inspired countless people to explore the outdoors, engage in
- 29:54Speaker 1: critical thinking, and embrace a sense of adventure. Get the
- 29:58Speaker 1: fuck outside.
- 29:59Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 30:00Speaker 1: Yes. For many participants, the journey itself, rather than the treasure,
- 30:05Speaker 1: was the most rewarding aspect of the experience, which sounds
- 30:10Speaker 1: like something that uh, you know, second, third, and fourth place.
- 30:14Speaker 3: Yeah right. Did you have fun camping? Yeah? Yeah, that's true.
- 30:24Speaker 2: Yea.
- 30:24Speaker 1: Honestly, it doesn't just get you to yellow Stone then you.
- 30:28Speaker 3: Go fuck yourself, but nature the treasure. Yes.
- 30:34Speaker 1: The hunt also became a significant cultural phenomenon, spawning books, documentaries, podcasts,
- 30:40Speaker 1: and online communities. It demonstrated the enduring appeal of treasure
- 30:45Speaker 1: hunts and the human fascination with hidden will and unsolved mysteries.
- 30:52Speaker 1: The story has since been revisited in various media, including
- 30:57Speaker 1: television adaptations that explore both the excitement and the controversies
- 31:02Speaker 1: surrounding the hunt. At the same time, the darker aspects
- 31:06Speaker 1: of the hunt cannot be ignored. I mean you could,
- 31:09Speaker 1: but then you'd just be an asshole. The deaths of
- 31:12Speaker 1: several surgers, along with instances of illegal activity and environmental damage,
- 31:18Speaker 1: highlight the risks associated with such endeavors. And didn't you
- 31:23Speaker 1: just can't trust the public. No, no, no, it's dick road.
- 31:28Speaker 1: Don't be a dick.
- 31:29Speaker 2: They're always going to be Dick's are going to dick.
- 31:32Speaker 1: Dicks be dicking, you know, they're just digging around. Critics
- 31:37Speaker 1: argue that the hunt lacked sufficient safeguards and that Fenn
- 31:41Speaker 1: underestimated the links to which people would go in pursuit
- 31:44Speaker 1: of the treasure, which is very true.
- 31:46Speaker 3: Yeah, that's true.
- 31:48Speaker 1: I was kind of surprised that law enforcement didn't, like,
- 31:51Speaker 1: kind of take firmer action on the situation.
- 31:56Speaker 3: But I guess I don't know what else they do
- 31:58Speaker 3: or like that people, the forest rangers and the people
- 32:01Speaker 3: that have to go out and rescue people is happening,
- 32:04Speaker 3: or or manage the area that you've trapesed on and ruined.
- 32:09Speaker 3: You have to come clean that up. You'd think that
- 32:11Speaker 3: they would have put a step to it.
- 32:13Speaker 1: But you know, at the same I say that, but
- 32:15Speaker 1: then I'm like how though, how did they do that? Yeah,
- 32:18Speaker 1: and it's it's like, what are you going to?
- 32:20Speaker 3: Well, you could get Fen to come out and say
- 32:22Speaker 3: maybe a little more guidelines.
- 32:24Speaker 1: Or or that is really his bad.
- 32:30Speaker 3: Real the drama.
- 32:33Speaker 1: The unresolved nature of the poem continues to intrigue and
- 32:37Speaker 1: frustrate enthusiasts even after the treasure's discovery. Debates persist about
- 32:43Speaker 1: the correct interpretation of the clues, which seems like get
- 32:47Speaker 1: a life, nerd.
- 32:48Speaker 3: Yeah it's over.
- 32:49Speaker 1: No, I mean I think it's still interesting, but yeah,
- 32:52Speaker 1: it's kind of like, gods, they found the treasure, so
- 32:55Speaker 1: I don't know if move on, It might be time
- 32:57Speaker 1: to move on. Some believe that multiple solutions were possible. Actually,
- 33:02Speaker 1: I feel as though that may be inaccurate because I
- 33:06Speaker 1: think there was only one treasure chest.
- 33:07Speaker 3: Yeah it was if it was in one place, especially
- 33:09Speaker 3: one solution.
- 33:10Speaker 1: Think I think just the one. But what do I know?
- 33:14Speaker 1: While others argue that the poem was intentionally designed to
- 33:18Speaker 1: be an ambiguous which yeah, no shit, sure. Yeah. In
- 33:27Speaker 1: a broader sense, the Fend Treasure reflects the power of
- 33:30Speaker 1: narrative in shaping human behavior. A single story combined with
- 33:35Speaker 1: a tangible reward was enough to mobilize a vast and
- 33:38Speaker 1: diverse community, a lot of people, that people. It also
- 33:43Speaker 1: underscores the role of the Internet in amplifying such phenomena.
- 33:47Speaker 3: I love that word.
- 33:49Speaker 1: Enabling collaboration, speculation, and obsession on a global scale seems
- 33:56Speaker 1: super healthy. I don't think that that will become problematic
- 33:59Speaker 1: at any Ultimately, the Fen Treasure Hunt stands as a
- 34:04Speaker 1: modern legend, part adventure, part cautionary tale. It captured the
- 34:10Speaker 1: imagination of a generation and left behind a legacy that
- 34:14Speaker 1: continues to be debated and analyzed. Whether viewed as a
- 34:18Speaker 1: brilliant act of inspiration or a controversial experiment, it remains
- 34:23Speaker 1: one of the most remarkable treasure hunts in history, and
- 34:29Speaker 1: the story still attracts renewed interest, especially with the release
- 34:33Speaker 1: of the Netflix documentary series, Oh Golden Greed, The Hunt
- 34:39Speaker 1: for Fends Treasure Out.
- 34:41Speaker 3: Oh, I will have to keep my eye out. Isn't
- 34:45Speaker 3: that so it's out? Now? Yeah?
- 34:46Speaker 2: I went.
- 34:47Speaker 1: I Actually I meant to look and see because it
- 34:49Speaker 1: sounded like it was a more recent dog, which it
- 34:51Speaker 1: would have to be, right, because it's all about the
- 34:54Speaker 1: hunt and it was discovered in twenty twenty. Yeah, will
- 34:58Speaker 1: I I don't know this for sure, but I think
- 35:01Speaker 1: that I remember seeing something about it coming out in
- 35:03Speaker 1: like twenty twenty five, which is like, why do it
- 35:05Speaker 1: take you five years to make it? But whatever?
- 35:08Speaker 3: You know?
- 35:09Speaker 2: So Golden Greed? Is that what you said?
- 35:15Speaker 3: Ensure? Because we also watched a good documentary on Netflix.
- 35:20Speaker 3: Oh my god, I can't remember what it was called
- 35:22Speaker 3: Death and Murder and Monica or wait that lady. At
- 35:28Speaker 3: first we were like we love her, and then by
- 35:29Speaker 3: the n we're like, she's problematic. Spoiler alert. Oh sorry,
- 35:33Speaker 3: you don't know what lady?
- 35:34Speaker 1: You don't even know a lady?
- 35:35Speaker 3: No, But once I know, I'll probably know. Okay, well,
- 35:39Speaker 3: it's definitely out gold and Greed, the Hunt for Friends
- 35:42Speaker 3: Treasure is it's been out since twenty twenty five. There's
- 35:45Speaker 3: three three episodes. Okay, we'll have to watch these characters
- 35:50Speaker 3: look a little. Oh but it's gonna be interesting. Yeah,
- 35:54Speaker 3: and I'll think I might have to get Netflix.
- 35:56Speaker 1: Now.
- 35:57Speaker 3: Wow, all right, are we do in some Taro?
- 36:00Speaker 1: Oh?
- 36:01Speaker 3: I can't wait. I love Taro. It's Northwest tarot nice.
- 36:05Speaker 3: I wonder what we're going to get the brand new
- 36:09Speaker 3: They look brand new? No, they're pretty you use them.
- 36:14Speaker 3: They're pretty.
- 36:15Speaker 1: It takes such good care of them. And they've just
- 36:18Speaker 1: gotten lucky because whenever we've accidentally spilled wine on the desk,
- 36:22Speaker 1: they have not been in striking just this.
- 36:25Speaker 3: Good way because they're blessed, yea blessed them.
- 36:28Speaker 1: Yeah, oh yeah, I haven't.
- 36:30Speaker 3: Touched these in so long? How are you? I missed you?
- 36:34Speaker 2: My hands are sweaty. Who wants to touch them?
- 36:38Speaker 3: Next?
- 36:40Speaker 1: Just tell me, like in like what vicinity are you
- 36:43Speaker 1: feeling like.
- 36:43Speaker 3: Over the middle right where you're your your pointer finger
- 36:47Speaker 3: is your index finger? Yeah? That one interesting? Okay, okay,
- 36:52Speaker 3: It's not a bear. It's not a be a bear
- 36:57Speaker 3: in the den.
- 36:58Speaker 2: It is a very like very spark salamanders or something.
- 37:01Speaker 2: It's eight of cups. That was I love. Your cards
- 37:05Speaker 2: are just beautiful. They're really pretty. Those look like it
- 37:08Speaker 2: could be.
- 37:08Speaker 3: Well, I was goot to say, these are golden cups
- 37:10Speaker 3: the treasure and and if you're out in the desert,
- 37:14Speaker 3: if that was a heel of monster.
- 37:16Speaker 2: It isn't like in a river or something. It looks
- 37:19Speaker 2: like some water.
- 37:20Speaker 1: Well one if you guys just google, did Forrest ben
- 37:25Speaker 1: die by suicide?
- 37:27Speaker 3: Yeah?
- 37:27Speaker 2: Do we have to know? Is it in the card.
- 37:29Speaker 2: Oh oh, that is interesting. No, Forrest Ben did not
- 37:34Speaker 2: die by suicide. Okay.
- 37:35Speaker 3: The author and art dealer died by natural causes at
- 37:40Speaker 3: his home in Santa Fe, New Mexico, September seventh, twenty twenty,
- 37:43Speaker 3: at the age of nine zero. Okay, wow, okay, that's good.
- 37:47Speaker 3: He died of old. I was like, damn, that was
- 37:50Speaker 3: that's many birthdays.
- 37:54Speaker 1: I just like, part of me was like, this could
- 37:57Speaker 1: be really important to the story, like I should into
- 38:00Speaker 1: whether or not he died by But part of me
- 38:03Speaker 1: was like, he was a cancer survivor. It's just too
- 38:07Speaker 1: sad to think about them. After his treasure is discovered,
- 38:11Speaker 1: then it's like, oh, it put him over the edge
- 38:13Speaker 1: and he died by.
- 38:14Speaker 2: Well, I was thinking like maybe if it came back
- 38:17Speaker 2: is what I was thinking, Like, if his cancer came
- 38:19Speaker 2: back or something.
- 38:21Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 38:22Speaker 2: True. That again, yeah, will go through my head.
- 38:25Speaker 1: Some of these heint nobody had time for that.
- 38:28Speaker 2: I'm good, which is very sad, but it happens a lot.
- 38:32Speaker 3: Okay.
- 38:33Speaker 1: Eight of cups. Our keywords are turning away, cutting, losses, decline, dejection,
- 38:41Speaker 1: and seriousness.
- 38:44Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 38:45Speaker 1: This card often pictures a person with his or her
- 38:48Speaker 1: back to us. Walking away. Sometimes a waning moon overhead
- 38:53Speaker 1: symbolizes decrease when the aid of cups appears. A situation
- 38:58Speaker 1: has become untied and you have decided to turn your
- 39:04Speaker 1: back on.
- 39:04Speaker 2: It, like leaving a treasure and walking away, letting it,
- 39:07Speaker 2: or like finally giving up on the hoax, maybe making
- 39:12Speaker 2: up somebody finding your treasure.
- 39:16Speaker 1: My God, Shay, I need you to believe in Sorry,
- 39:18Speaker 1: right now, you must strike out in another direction. I
- 39:24Speaker 1: feel like this could almost be symbolic of the people
- 39:27Speaker 1: that were.
- 39:27Speaker 2: Following Oh yeah, you know, searching.
- 39:31Speaker 1: Okay, So our interpretation says you wish things had turned
- 39:35Speaker 1: out differently, but you can't salvage a matter, and you
- 39:38Speaker 1: realize you must abandon it. Abandon it. It's time to
- 39:44Speaker 1: let go and get out of this situation that has
- 39:47Speaker 1: failed despite your best efforts. Move ahead with determination, find
- 39:53Speaker 1: a new direction, and learn from your experience.
- 39:56Speaker 3: I'm gonna guess I could be a treasure hunter, being like,
- 39:58Speaker 3: all right, I've been out here for three weeks about it.
- 40:00Speaker 3: I'm going to go home for a while. And this
- 40:02Speaker 3: whole time that was popped in my head is our
- 40:04Speaker 3: conversation we had before we even recorded.
- 40:08Speaker 2: About our podcast.
- 40:10Speaker 3: Oh I do.
- 40:11Speaker 1: We talk about Yeah, find a new direction.
- 40:17Speaker 2: It was going to be it works. Pay cards, We said,
- 40:23Speaker 2: this is not a personal reading. Yeah, cards do with
- 40:27Speaker 2: cards do?
- 40:28Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 40:28Speaker 2: They do.
- 40:29Speaker 1: In a reading about money, an investment hasn't paid off,
- 40:32Speaker 1: or you've lost money through no fault of your own,
- 40:35Speaker 1: except perhaps not seeing things accurately, not.
- 40:40Speaker 3: Reading the riddle right r get to the bare den,
- 40:42Speaker 3: the right bear den. That's right, they went to the
- 40:45Speaker 3: wrong one. Cut your losses and conserve your resources. If
- 40:51Speaker 3: the reading is about your job, the aid of cups
- 40:54Speaker 3: may recommend pouring your heart and soul into an endeavor.
- 40:57Speaker 3: Don't let distractions throw you off course. Sometimes this card
- 41:01Speaker 3: advice is leaving a job that no longer interests you.
- 41:05Speaker 3: In a reading about love, this card can mean ending
- 41:07Speaker 3: a relationship that's lost its spark. Conversely, it may show
- 41:11Speaker 3: you getting serious about a partnership, giving it your all.
- 41:15Speaker 3: You're no longer interested in casual flings. And there's an
- 41:19Speaker 3: extra excerpt. WHOA, that's interesting. What it is? It is?
- 41:24Speaker 3: What it is.
- 41:26Speaker 1: When you most feel like holding on to something, it
- 41:29Speaker 1: is usually the best time to let go. And that
- 41:32Speaker 1: is from a happy pocket full of money.
- 41:36Speaker 3: Oh, that's interesting. Wow.
- 41:39Speaker 2: Maybe you know, I feel like the cards were picking
- 41:43Speaker 2: up a vibe from the episode and maybe some other
- 41:46Speaker 2: things interesting. Okay, should I read this little poem?
- 41:50Speaker 3: It's a poem.
- 41:52Speaker 2: It goes with it. Actually, I don't know if it's
- 41:54Speaker 2: a poem. I just like to call them poems.
- 41:56Speaker 1: I mean they do kind of read like little poems.
- 41:59Speaker 2: Those are northern alligator lizards, by the way.
- 42:01Speaker 3: Wah oh.
- 42:03Speaker 2: The keywords are walking away, abandonment, disappointment, leaving something behind,
- 42:08Speaker 2: and moving on. So very similar to what was in
- 42:11Speaker 2: the book. The alligator lizard shed her past self like
- 42:14Speaker 2: a ghost behind her.
- 42:16Speaker 3: Oh.
- 42:17Speaker 2: That skin had served her well. It had gotten her
- 42:20Speaker 2: through plenty of scrapes and taken quite a few in
- 42:22Speaker 2: the process. It had camouflaged her against the forest floor,
- 42:26Speaker 2: protecting her from sharp eyed hawks. It had insulated her
- 42:30Speaker 2: as she basked on the sun dappled stones. But now
- 42:34Speaker 2: it felt tight, it felt restrictive. She itched to be
- 42:38Speaker 2: rid of it. She had outgrown it, and so she
- 42:40Speaker 2: stepped out of it, cast it aside. It no longer
- 42:44Speaker 2: served her. She moved on, more vulnerable to the thorns
- 42:48Speaker 2: and needles around her, but no longer constrained.
- 42:51Speaker 3: By who she used to be interesting, that was a collective.
- 42:58Speaker 2: So that's her.
- 42:59Speaker 3: Skin left behind in the car.
- 43:01Speaker 2: Oh god.
- 43:02Speaker 3: It has a very Southwest vibe in a way. Yeah,
- 43:06Speaker 3: it does.
- 43:06Speaker 1: And it's interesting because he lived in Santa Fe.
- 43:13Speaker 2: It reminds me of like him shedding his treasure and
- 43:16Speaker 2: leaving it behind for someone else to find while he
- 43:18Speaker 2: moved on.
- 43:20Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a really interesting point.
- 43:22Speaker 3: Yeah, maybe four podcasters like the Shepherd the way they're doing. Yeah,
- 43:29Speaker 3: any thoughts, any other things. It was a good story.
- 43:32Speaker 3: It was a good story. It's a great story.
- 43:34Speaker 2: And I love the tarot piece. I love it.
- 43:37Speaker 1: That's always.
- 43:39Speaker 3: Have a day and see it down the rabbit hole.
- 43:48Speaker 3: There's my ear suffocate during yeahs. Yeah, well, I know
- 43:55Speaker 3: you're you don't breathe your ears. I don't know if
- 43:57Speaker 3: you know this the skin does. Maybe you don't skin breathe.
- 44:02Speaker 3: I know you're a healthcare professional at Allience, so I
- 44:04Speaker 3: can confirm skin breathe and it is not breathing. She's
- 44:08Speaker 3: got to get the air flow between the ears, because
- 44:11Speaker 3: you know, yeah, air just the problem is I've got
- 44:15Speaker 3: too much in there blocking the flow. Yeah. Wait, are
- 44:20Speaker 3: you saying that there's only air in between that's what
- 44:23Speaker 3: I imagine. I imagine that the two headphones on is
- 44:27Speaker 3: keeping the air from moving directly through her head because
- 44:30Speaker 3: there's nothing in there.
- 44:32Speaker 2: That's exactly. I was like, is this going to roll over?
- 44:34Speaker 2: Everyone said that's fine, I don't need to put it.
- 44:36Speaker 3: And Jody said, no, I'm coming up with a totally
- 44:39Speaker 3: time I have the other answer, there's too much brain.
- 44:43Speaker 3: She was like, mashing it out her.
- 44:46Speaker 2: Well, then you should be happy to have mine to
- 44:47Speaker 2: keep it from leaking out. Brainal leakage, leakage