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Day 19 𖦹 CYCLES · Creatures of the Wind

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  SPEAKER_05: Day 19.
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  SPEAKER_03: Free tea.
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  SPEAKER_02: 30 days of free tea in Mary Hernandez Park.
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  SPEAKER_05: Hello, hello.
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  SPEAKER_05: Jose is in the house.
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  SPEAKER_04: How are you, Jose?
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  SPEAKER_04: I feel happy.
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  SPEAKER_04: Because I'm I'm having a conversation and drinking some tea.
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  SPEAKER_04: I don't know.
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  SPEAKER_02: Why does the conversation in the tea make you feel happy though?
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  SPEAKER_04: Because I'm uh I'm expressing I'm letting go of my emotions.
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  SPEAKER_04: My first drop.
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  SPEAKER_04: Oh the first raindrop.
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  SPEAKER_04: How do you feel about the rain?
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  SPEAKER_03: I love it, man.
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  SPEAKER_03: Every time it pours like the like it looks so beautiful.
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  SPEAKER_04: A lot of things pause when it when it rains.
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  SPEAKER_04: Sometimes I I scream at the rain.
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  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_04: Like whenever it starts to pour you just like He's gonna how I gotta be careful because I might call it.
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  SPEAKER_03: That's what happens.
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  SPEAKER_01: And you meet your your good sorts of people in the rain, I think.
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  SPEAKER_01: The people who really just like just life in general.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think those are the best types of people.
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  SPEAKER_01: Who like summer, who like winter, who like spring, who like fall.
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  SPEAKER_02: Like yeah, we're back here in the spring and we're witnessing the same thing happening.
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  SPEAKER_02: But it's not the same.
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  SPEAKER_02: There is a slight difference between this year and last and the year before and so on.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it's yeah, the same within a day of perpetual brew.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, we're doing the same exact thing every single day.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm waking up at the same time, getting ready, getting to the park at the same time.
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  SPEAKER_02: But things have shifted around us.
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  SPEAKER_04: There's some healing going on whenever whenever it rains.
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  SPEAKER_04: Sometimes my emotions are sometimes I get like angry and I don't really know how to express my anger properly.
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  SPEAKER_04: So it's like I let her out at the wrong time.
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  SPEAKER_04: That's how I've been raised.
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  SPEAKER_04: Like me and my father, that we don't really like we don't really talk about no emotional stuff.
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  SPEAKER_04: I got like conditions to not like talk about how I feel.
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  SPEAKER_04: And it's a little frustrating, but I gotta learn how to accept my father and the relationship that we have because I only have one father, and he's gonna get older, and I'm gonna get older, and I don't wanna have so much of a resentment toward towards the things that I can't control.
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  SPEAKER_04: When I got older, he started to understand what I like because I started to open up a little bit more.
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  SPEAKER_02: Tell me about fatherhood, what's that like?
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  SPEAKER_00: Fatherhood is amazing.
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  SPEAKER_00: All I can tell you is love it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Remember that you were a kid once.
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  SPEAKER_00: And try not to put your past turmoils on your children.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like um, trying to figure out where your life navigated might not be the same for your children.
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  SPEAKER_00: So try to let them take their own path and uh support them in any way possible.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, you like that?
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  SPEAKER_00: Alright, not too much.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sorry.
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  SPEAKER_00: No, we're all good.
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  SPEAKER_00: But thank you though.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, have a good one.
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  SPEAKER_00: You too.
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  SPEAKER_05: When I first got my period, I texted my mom that I got my period and then she bought me like a bunch of pads.
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  SPEAKER_05: And I think that was the first time my mom was like, I'm a mother to a daughter.
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  SPEAKER_01: You want to look back on the cover.
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  SPEAKER_02: You can you can shift ecologies with great disturbances, but also through small acts of planting and introducing and tending.
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  SPEAKER_02: And both of these options are important and necessary in order to get from one ecology to another.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I think of this as more of the small act of kindness and and change.
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  SPEAKER_02: And thinking about it as a cycle of like we are just in this very immature phase.
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  SPEAKER_02: And we once we're not.
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  SPEAKER_02: And this is just like a temporary part where we're really fucking up and competing too much with one another.
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  SPEAKER_02: But soon enough there will be humans and non-humans and future generations that will be able to benefit from what's left.
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  SPEAKER_02: I think it's gonna be a really dark time for a while.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I think the amount of suffering is going to increase before it decreases, but I wouldn't know that we're thinking about it.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, there'll be there'll be life at the end of all of this.
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  SPEAKER_05: And the sun is coming out.
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  SPEAKER_04: Let me get in there.
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  SPEAKER_03: Get some warp, miles, get some warmth.
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  SPEAKER_02: Hey Amy, the day is done.
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  SPEAKER_02: How do you feel?
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  SPEAKER_05: I feel a lot of emotions.
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  SPEAKER_05: Um, I feel really tired, but I also feel more energized than I did when I started the day.
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  SPEAKER_05: And I feel like I had a hard day and I'm proud of myself for doing it.