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ZOE SPENCER - Comfort Food, Uncomfortable Growth · Eating While Broke

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  Speaker 3: Hey guys, welcome to another episode of Eating While Broke.
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  Speaker 3: I'm your host, Cony Witt, and today we have very
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  Speaker 3: special guest streamer and content creator Zoe Spencer is in
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  Speaker 3: the building.
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  Speaker 1: Wo.
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  Speaker 3: I was so happy to get the confirmation that you
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  Speaker 3: were gonna be on the show.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, I'm excited to be here Eating while.
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  Speaker 3: Broke, Eating while Broke, and we're gonna have you in
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  Speaker 3: the kitchen cooking. I don't know how often people call
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  Speaker 3: you on shows and have you cook a throwback.
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  Speaker 1: They don't even allow me to cook on stream for real.
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  Speaker 1: I get I'm not a great cooker.
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  Speaker 3: Were you gonna show them today how it was done?
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  Speaker 2: Oh?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, this smell though? I got this?
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  Speaker 3: You got this? What are you gonna have me eating today?
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  Speaker 1: Okay? So I'm gonna have you eating pork and beans
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  Speaker 1: with hot dogs. You gotta cut the hot dogs up,
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  Speaker 1: put it into the pork and beans. You got to
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  Speaker 1: add some butter in near, some pepper in he or
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  Speaker 1: some sugar. Mix it all, you've got to have a
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  Speaker 1: side of rice, or you don't have to have a
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  Speaker 1: side of rice.
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  Speaker 3: Do you decide to rice to balance like the sautiness
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  Speaker 3: of it?
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  Speaker 1: I feel like you do.
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  Speaker 3: I honestly, I want to have it with rice. I've
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  Speaker 3: never had it with.
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  Speaker 1: Rice, or you could put it with bread. I like
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  Speaker 1: the rice idea.
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  Speaker 3: I like, all right, So get to cook in just
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  Speaker 3: like that, Just just like that, you start. Okay, we
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  Speaker 3: try to give you about ten minutes to cook because
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  Speaker 3: I'm hungry.
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  Speaker 1: You got this. I kind of struggle in the kitchen.
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  Speaker 3: However, so that burner, that burner is to the right, yep,
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  Speaker 3: and then the next the one right up above.
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  Speaker 1: I should have given her this in the You got it? Alright?
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  Speaker 3: Okay, so you're gonna do? So what are you doing?
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  Speaker 1: First?
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  Speaker 3: The hot dogs? You dump the can?
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  Speaker 1: How to make I should start off with the hot dogs?
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  Speaker 3: Oh no, I don't really, don't trust me. I've seen
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  Speaker 3: people make this on the show at least four times.
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  Speaker 3: Really well, this smell I know this meal country Wayne.
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  Speaker 3: He did, but he complained because he's a vegan now
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  Speaker 3: and so.
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  Speaker 1: He very hard. He's so vegan. I literally hate it.
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  Speaker 1: Do you know he had me eating, he had his
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  Speaker 1: cook making a cheeseburger, but the burger was obviously vegan,
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  Speaker 1: but the cheese was vegan. Could you taste the difference
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  Speaker 1: in the cheese?
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  Speaker 3: Now?
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  Speaker 1: You know what?
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  Speaker 3: The only thing I will say that annoys me about
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  Speaker 3: him is the only thing is that he won't let you.
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  Speaker 3: He had us by brand new pots because he said
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  Speaker 3: that meat was cooked in it, and I was like, yo,
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  Speaker 3: but I give him grace because he shot it with
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  Speaker 3: us in antline was a trooper and then he had
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  Speaker 3: to reshoot because we lost the files. You so, so
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  Speaker 3: technically he could serve me. He could he he had
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  Speaker 3: every right to make me work extra hard on those pots.
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  Speaker 3: He was like, you kind of know you know that
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  Speaker 3: I I can't have animal products cooked in the same
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  Speaker 3: And I was just like, all right, it's only because
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  Speaker 3: he fell care.
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  Speaker 1: You want to know. That's a sad thing right there.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, But but I give grace because it was two episodes.
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  Speaker 1: It was it was a two episode what I'm saying, So
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  Speaker 1: shout out to him.
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  Speaker 3: But anyways, we've had quite quite a few, quite quite
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  Speaker 3: a few. But we're gonna see if your dish can
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  Speaker 3: trump theirs.
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  Speaker 1: Oh it can because I know, I know what I'm doing.
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  Speaker 1: And when this start gonna making noise, like when it's gonna.
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  Speaker 3: Start, do you have it up high?
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  Speaker 1: Okay? Good? Yeah, you may need Maybe I wanted to
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  Speaker 1: add something in there because if you really look like
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  Speaker 1: you don't cook, don't do that. Look you really know
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  Speaker 1: why I'm cutting the butty kind of crazy, but I'm
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  Speaker 1: trying to make noise.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, it's electric. Be careful because it will eventually. I
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  Speaker 3: don't I don't know if it's gonna make it. You
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  Speaker 3: got to turn that fire up. It will it will, yeah,
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  Speaker 3: it will. Sorry, Oh, we can make a whole bloop
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  Speaker 3: of real with you cooking. I can see this going
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  Speaker 3: very far.
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  Speaker 1: I'm really matter of fact. You know how to make
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  Speaker 1: hot dogs? They usually boil them. No, you know how
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  Speaker 1: to make hot dogs.
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  Speaker 3: They put a bunch of random stuff in a tube
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  Speaker 3: and then you eat it, and then they say on
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  Speaker 3: the disclaimer and we think it's pork, chicken, beef, a
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  Speaker 3: bunch of blended stuff. What was the last time you
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  Speaker 3: ate this dish?
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  Speaker 1: That's a good sign. It had to be a while ago.
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  Speaker 3: That's a good sign. So take me back to what
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  Speaker 3: was going on during this pork and beans era.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, during the pork and beans ever, I had to
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  Speaker 1: be a little girl. I mean.
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  Speaker 3: That's the system. Yes, Now I'm cooking, so in your
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  Speaker 3: face you were so happy, right, Oh.
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  Speaker 1: I'm so. I'm adding more because I love how it sounds.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna add more. But during this ever, I was
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  Speaker 1: definitely a little girl at home with mommy and daddy.
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  Speaker 1: And this is very easy to make by yourself, obviously,
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  Speaker 1: But listen, I grew up with my parents they making everything.
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  Speaker 1: That's why I don't want to cook.
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  Speaker 3: I was gonna say, did they teach you how to
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  Speaker 3: make this dish? Was this the one dish they taught
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  Speaker 3: you that you could cook? It doesn't sound like it
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  Speaker 3: sounds like you were definitely getting your meals cooked.
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  Speaker 1: I was definitely getting my meals kicked. I mean, it's
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  Speaker 1: so easy. I don't really need them to teach me
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  Speaker 1: because you have. You stand there in the kitchen, you
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  Speaker 1: be like, oh, sho, was she putting the hot dogs
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  Speaker 1: in the pan? I need to know how to put
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  Speaker 1: the hot dogs in the pan?
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  Speaker 3: So, as a kid, was this your favorite dish or something?
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  Speaker 3: Is this why you picked this?
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  Speaker 1: Well? This is one of my favorites. I have another
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  Speaker 1: favorite as well, but this is one of my favorites
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  Speaker 1: because it's it's just so savory and just so good.
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  Speaker 1: Like the pork and beans. Juice is the best. I
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  Speaker 1: just like the soupy. It's so good. You know what
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  Speaker 1: you go also do? If you hook it up, you
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  Speaker 1: could do like an actual hot dog, Like you could
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  Speaker 1: add two meals together. You could do hot dog with
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  Speaker 1: the ketchup and the mustard and then put this, make
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  Speaker 1: the beans, and then you dip the hot dog in
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  Speaker 1: the beans. Oh my god. Or you take the hot dog,
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  Speaker 1: you put the beans, take the beans, put the beans
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  Speaker 1: on top of the hot dog. Oh my god. I
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  Speaker 1: should have told you about the bread.
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  Speaker 3: Someone asked me to and I said, no, she has rice.
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  Speaker 3: But you know what, it sounds like you get real
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  Speaker 3: creative with this dish, like you have home with it. Okay,
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  Speaker 3: So take me back to your household growing up, two
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  Speaker 3: parent household. It sounds like, yes, two parents, parents, parents
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  Speaker 3: stole together. Yes that's great.
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  Speaker 1: I know people are always so like shocked, like your
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  Speaker 1: parents are still together. I'm like, yeah, that means you
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  Speaker 1: believe in love and all that. Now, absolutely, Actually I
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  Speaker 1: love a girl.
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  Speaker 3: I always believe in love, okay, with with the without,
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  Speaker 3: so you don't hate if you're single, you don't be
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  Speaker 3: like believing, n did it? You walk past couples like, yeah.
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  Speaker 1: Totally had one boyfriend my whole life. You know, I'm
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  Speaker 1: twenty five by the way. Okay, yeah you're a baby. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: so it's like.
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  Speaker 3: Are you still with him?
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  Speaker 1: No?
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  Speaker 3: Okay, okay, Well see the parents influence hasn't hasn't The
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  Speaker 3: real world hasn'tained you because of your.
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  Speaker 1: Parents' influence probably exactly.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, two parent household, middle class, upper class rich.
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  Speaker 1: What's the middle? The middle? Middle? What's the middle?
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  Speaker 3: Middle is?
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  Speaker 1: Wow? This take me back to school.
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  Speaker 3: Let me just tell you guys about middle class. Middle classes.
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  Speaker 3: You pay for everything and you don't get any Hell
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  Speaker 3: that's like there's no government assistance. There's no free medical
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  Speaker 3: or anything.
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  Speaker 1: Oh middle.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, so then you're middle. That means they paid the most. Unfortunately,
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  Speaker 3: that's how it is, right because the rich can afford it,
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  Speaker 3: and then the poor get help.
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  Speaker 1: But the middle what the middle do?
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  Speaker 3: The middle don't get nothing. They just stay working hard,
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  Speaker 3: like both your parents had to work. Yeah, yeah, they
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  Speaker 3: working hard.
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  Speaker 1: They've been working all their lives I have a very
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  Speaker 1: working household. So like, you know, as soon as it
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  Speaker 1: was time for me to be able to get a job,
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  Speaker 1: like no hesitation. Like even my little sister now she's eight,
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  Speaker 1: have a little sisters who are eighteen.
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  Speaker 3: I thought you want to say she's eight.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, wait, already, she's eighteen. She don't play
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  Speaker 1: no games. She already got two jobs.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, so you come from that that see. But that's
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  Speaker 3: the thing about that middle class, So they you work
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  Speaker 3: hard because you know there's gonna be nothing given too.
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  Speaker 1: You're kind of used to that, right exactly.
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  Speaker 3: But I like that you come from this hard work ethic.
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  Speaker 3: What's one of your first jobs you had out the gate.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I only had three, nine to five's my whole life,
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  Speaker 1: So I'll just tell you all of them. The first
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  Speaker 1: one was I was working in the supermarket at sixteen.
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  Speaker 1: This was just a summer job for real. Once I
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  Speaker 1: got back to school in high school, I stopped working.
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  Speaker 1: And then after that I worked at Burlington. So this
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  Speaker 1: was my college job. So I started there when I
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  Speaker 1: was eighteen and I worked there for four years of college.
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  Speaker 1: So through COVID and everything. Oh, it was so crazy
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  Speaker 1: at that store during COVID. During COVID German COVID too,
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  Speaker 1: I was working there.
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  Speaker 3: I felt like everything was shut down.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, it was shut down. But when they opened back up, Oh,
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  Speaker 1: we were right in there.
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  Speaker 3: Okay. When during COVID did you actually work or were
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  Speaker 3: you able to get unemployment?
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  Speaker 1: I was definitely unemployment. But then when the summer came
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  Speaker 1: and the world opened back up, everybody come to work
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  Speaker 1: and I was in there room, my mask on the
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  Speaker 1: line is out the door. Why is the line out
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  Speaker 1: the door? Because we've been Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, people got used to living in pj's all day,
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  Speaker 3: not wearing makeup. You know what I'm saying. I got
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  Speaker 3: used to not wearing makeup for so long and cold
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  Speaker 3: because LA was shut down for like two years. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: so now I don't apparely wear makeup. It felt like
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  Speaker 3: two years. It was like a year and a half.
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  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, two years, about two years. Okay, your hot
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  Speaker 3: dogs look nice and burnt and crispy, and they're not ready.
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  Speaker 1: They're too light, see they too light skin.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, they look like they getting close to charcoal.
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  Speaker 1: But hey, you're being a chef. Okay.
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  Speaker 3: Oh, by the way, you got to make sure you
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  Speaker 3: make an extra one for my daughter.
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  Speaker 1: Absolutely.
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  Speaker 3: Look we got three and we got three okay, all right?
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  Speaker 1: Oh I forgot to tell you the last job after
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  Speaker 1: I graduated college May two, I started breaking at the bank.
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  Speaker 1: So then I had kept my Burlington job and the
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  Speaker 1: bank jobs. I was working two jobs after college. Are
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  Speaker 1: you serious? Okay? Now, what were your aspirations in college?
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  Speaker 1: My aspirations was to always be an actress. I went
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  Speaker 1: to school for communication, Arts and performance studies, so I
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  Speaker 1: was doing like a lot of like acting in there.
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  Speaker 1: Nothing else really interests me. Like there was a time
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  Speaker 1: where I was thinking about dentists because I really like teeth.
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  Speaker 1: You have nice teeth, by the way, thank you. And
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  Speaker 1: then after that it was more like I just really
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  Speaker 1: love movies and TV and all of that film Like,
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  Speaker 1: I just love anything that got to do with entertainment.
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  Speaker 1: So I just so before.
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  Speaker 3: You went to college, I know, I was reading in
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  Speaker 3: some of your notes that like in high school you
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  Speaker 3: got voted like class clown, right or were you were
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  Speaker 3: you voted class clown in high school?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah?
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  Speaker 3: And then did that have a pivotal like place in
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  Speaker 3: like the trajectory of your life being voted that?
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  Speaker 1: Not? Really, just because like even before getting that. I've
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  Speaker 1: just always just been this way since birth. And what's
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  Speaker 1: this way? Like outgoing? Just very outgoing and like very
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  Speaker 1: playful and loud and like I could step into a
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  Speaker 1: room and just own it.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, own it, own it, own it. Okay, So
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  Speaker 3: you saw that very early on.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, a lot of people did. I used to be
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  Speaker 1: in the windows like this. Do you want to turn
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  Speaker 1: off that burner?
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  Speaker 3: She just moved it off. She said, forget turning it off. No, yeah,
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  Speaker 3: you're right, that's the right one.
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  Speaker 1: See why they don't allow me in the kitchen.
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  Speaker 3: Look those little burnt hot dogs.
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  Speaker 1: Don't do that crispy look at them?
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  Speaker 3: Then burnt crispies is the camera, and do it under
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  Speaker 3: the camera so it can see.
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  Speaker 1: These looks so pretty. You can't have them be life skinned.
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  Speaker 3: Look I like the little crispy shells. Matter of fact,
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  Speaker 3: does krispy shell in the soft inside?
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  Speaker 1: All right?
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  Speaker 3: Now, she's gonna move on to the beans.
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  Speaker 1: Yes I am, and I'm gonna just do the beans
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  Speaker 1: right here, although this one is already high ready for me. Huh.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, So take me to the decisions where you decide
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  Speaker 3: you're going to get a second job. Why did you
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  Speaker 3: have to get a second job. You're not You're obviously
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  Speaker 3: not living at home at this point.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, it wasn't. No, I am at home. Okay, can
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  Speaker 1: I tell you at home as we sit right here
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  Speaker 1: next to you.
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  Speaker 3: I still live in Brooklyn, but with your parents.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, really, yes, I don't my game, I would, that's funny.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, your parents don't try to push you out at
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  Speaker 3: eighteen or nothing.
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  Speaker 1: I'm not from like like any projects anything. I've olays
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  Speaker 1: lived in the house, so it's like I have the
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  Speaker 1: space and stuff. Yeah. Yeah, so no, my mama ain't
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  Speaker 1: trying to kick me out. She loves you too much.
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  Speaker 1: It's like, I guess they like I have older parents.
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  Speaker 1: They like I have older parents there. They in their
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  Speaker 1: fifty sixties now, so it's like they already know how
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  Speaker 1: life is outside. They've been through everything. So it's like,
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  Speaker 1: you know, you leave when you're like absolutely ready. So
• 14:37
  Speaker 1: they just be like on that kind of time, and
• 14:39
  Speaker 1: you know, like you don't ever just have to like leave,
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  Speaker 1: like leave when you want to leave, you know, but
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  Speaker 1: it's time because I'm not gonna lie. I'm like grown
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  Speaker 1: out of the room. I close and your space and.
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  Speaker 3: My body, your body she's limp thick.
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  Speaker 1: Anybody, all the listeners tell them that I'm slim thick.
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  Speaker 1: She slim thick.
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  Speaker 3: Thank you slim, but she got the cakes. Am I
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  Speaker 3: supposed to say that inappropriately?
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  Speaker 1: No, that's I want to thank you because.
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  Speaker 3: They be thinking I'm just no. No, she's slim thick, period.
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  Speaker 3: All right, love that you. Yeah, you can use the water.
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  Speaker 3: That's your water.
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  Speaker 1: Cool.
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  Speaker 3: So tell me, So you're at home at what point?
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  Speaker 3: So you're you're you're making all this money. What is
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  Speaker 3: motivating you to work two jobs?
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  Speaker 1: So I wasn't making anything yet? This is like after college.
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  Speaker 1: So after college, since I was still working at Burlington,
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  Speaker 1: I didn't I'm not okay, I'm yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Put the pop back on it so you don't touch it.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, Mama not playing over here, y'all.
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  Speaker 3: We don't want her to. She talk with her hands
• 15:52
  Speaker 3: and she gets the yeah.
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: So boom boom, boom boom.
• 15:58
  Speaker 3: But it's gonna sit. It's gonna sizzle.
• 16:01
  Speaker 1: I know you want to hear the sizzle.
• 16:03
  Speaker 3: Okay, So you're working these two jobs. After college, you
• 16:06
  Speaker 3: graduate with a degree in the arts.
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: Yes, the degree. My bachelor's are arts. I got that
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: degree and I have. I also ran track. That's why
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: I'm slim there. That's where I get this from.
• 16:19
  Speaker 3: So I real, I know that's so random.
• 16:21
  Speaker 1: They kind of.
• 16:22
  Speaker 3: Like they have the little slit right here, you know
• 16:24
  Speaker 3: what I'm talking about in the thighs.
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: I know exactly that, but that kind of like leaves
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: because that's myself that leaves. It leaves if you're not like, okay, guys,
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: I got like big track thighs though.
• 16:37
  Speaker 3: They're like, I love that for you, but how we
• 16:39
  Speaker 3: get detailed? Okay, you started to talk about the yeah
• 16:42
  Speaker 3: and you start to talk about track though.
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: Yes, So I'm not a yeah because I'm very competitive,
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: Like I'm like not a quitter. So I'm not about
• 16:48
  Speaker 1: to just quit the Burdlinton job. They I'm not put
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: it into two weeks. I'm like, I'm a juggle both, yeah,
• 16:53
  Speaker 1: whatever more money for me. And I just have a
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: very hard working mindset. Like I don't know my parents,
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: that's as I going back to that, like them working
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: all their lives and giving us like anything whatever. I've
• 17:04
  Speaker 1: always been on every vacation every year, we go around
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: everywhere everywhere. I never really like like even if they
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: were like middle class and hard workers and not making
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: all this crazy money. I lived very comfortably and like
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: always on vacations with my family every single year. So
• 17:24
  Speaker 1: I have like a lot of memories with my family.
• 17:27
  Speaker 3: But but where does that independence to want to work?
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: Cause you want for myself, Like I don't want to.
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: I don't like the whole mommy daddy money all the time,
• 17:38
  Speaker 1: Like I did that during high school and then that
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: first year of college, I'm like, I don't really cause
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: that was like I got a boyfriend my first year
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: at college, right, so now I'm ubering. Now now I'm
• 17:51
  Speaker 1: starting these ubers. It was never uber when I was
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: in high school. I was walking to school. So now
• 17:56
  Speaker 1: I'm taking ubers. But the money's going quick. Like so
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: it's like.
• 18:02
  Speaker 3: You didn't want to call your parents obviously because you're
• 18:04
  Speaker 3: kind of grown. You're starting to get into that more
• 18:06
  Speaker 3: grown state, Like.
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: I'm going on, what was that going on? Now? Eighteen?
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: Because I was seventeen going into college. So it's like
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: I don't want to keep like asking for mommy daddy
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: money to go see a boyfriend, you know what I mean,
• 18:18
  Speaker 1: because now it's what they stop giving it to you.
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: Are you trying to go see that you know what
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: I mean. It's like if you get if you you know,
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: get the stuff you need for yourself, you ain't got
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: to ask nobody exactly. I just always feel like I
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: don't like asking people for nothing, even today, Like if
• 18:33
  Speaker 1: I don't have it, I'm gonna figure it out. Yeah,
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: I like that. I like that.
• 18:38
  Speaker 3: But what drives you to get a second job? If
• 18:40
  Speaker 3: you're comfortable? But I like it?
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: I just I always just like why too well?
• 18:46
  Speaker 3: Because because no, Because sometimes I think if someone's comfortable,
• 18:50
  Speaker 3: like in your case, but I wasn't.
• 18:52
  Speaker 1: I didn't have anything when I came out of college.
• 18:54
  Speaker 3: But you were at home, right, So you but to
• 18:58
  Speaker 3: push yourself to say, Okay, I have extra little bit
• 19:01
  Speaker 3: of time, I'm gonna go and get another job. There's
• 19:04
  Speaker 3: some driving factor.
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: In Okay, I understand what you're saying. So when after
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: after I graduated, I wanted a new job because the
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: Burlington job was like I'm going on like a year
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: four now, so it's like, I want a new job.
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: So I got a bank job and it was more money,
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: I was getting paid more, the rate was higher, and
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: then I just kept the Burlington job as some side
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: joint got it. Yeah, so like, if I couldn't make
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: it to work, I would just post my shift and
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: people will take it because it's so many people that
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: working at Okay, that same job.
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: So so you used the Burlington as as like a side.
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that side pocket money and the bank.
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: Did you ever get tempted?
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: Actually, never got tempted. I was in there making my
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: TikTok videos on my lunch breaks and stuff. It was cool.
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: It was just that, like you have to be there
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: with like to open up the bank, be two people,
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: so like if you late, you got the other person
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: waiting on you. And child was they waiting on me
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: every single morning? Yeah?
• 20:07
  Speaker 3: How long did you last?
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: I lasted a year. I got fired a year later.
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: They were shutting down my branch. Oh and they was
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: everybody was losing their jobs shutting down my branch. So
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: that's the only reason I got fired and I got
• 20:20
  Speaker 1: I end up getting fired for fan girl. They fired me.
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: You want to know why? Why? Because I kept posting
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: the shifts, So I didn't never really do nothing. I
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: kept posting. I kept posting the shifts and people kept
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: taking it. So they're like this not even paying Yeah,
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: this girl never here, so we might as well just
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: let her go. So they just let me go because
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: I was never coming. But I never really did anything
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: to get fired.
• 20:42
  Speaker 3: Okay, But now just to go back to the banking,
• 20:46
  Speaker 3: just because I've never been in banking, Ye, did it
• 20:48
  Speaker 3: change your perception on money or how you view people
• 20:51
  Speaker 3: that had money versus not? Like, did people that have
• 20:53
  Speaker 3: money look a certain way versus people that didn't? Were
• 20:56
  Speaker 3: their mannerisms different. I'm just genuinely curious working in a
• 21:00
  Speaker 3: bank from knowing.
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: Whats in there?
• 21:03
  Speaker 3: So for real, yeah, like you mean like people are.
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: Here trying to come. I'm like, you're gonna have to
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: go to that lady over there. I don't know. You
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: ain't finna do this under my account.
• 21:18
  Speaker 3: Like cashing checks out and stuff.
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: Exactly because there was like there was a time, I
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: think there was a time where like something was going
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: on where it was like a lot of fraud stuff
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: that was going on, so people was coming in and
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: cashing out or on some scamming stuff.
• 21:34
  Speaker 3: It's so funny. That was the last thing I would
• 21:36
  Speaker 3: think you would say. But I guess it makes sense
• 21:38
  Speaker 3: because you know, sometimes banks give you a hard time.
• 21:40
  Speaker 3: You'd be like, why why you even you should trust me.
• 21:43
  Speaker 3: But now I see.
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: You know what, I actually fully understand now the fdi C.
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: Because I didn't understand that before I worked at the bank.
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: I understand that. Now. What do you understand about it?
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: That if you lose your money, you only getting two
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: hundred and fifty thousand dollars back. Even if you got
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: a millionaire, you only getting they only you only get
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: too Do.
• 22:04
  Speaker 3: You understand the fdi C. Then I didn't know what
• 22:07
  Speaker 3: the FDIC was. I'm guessing it's insurance. Yes, okay, but
• 22:11
  Speaker 3: that sucks. But are you on the team of them?
• 22:14
  Speaker 3: Are you on the team?
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: No? I'm saying, like, that's crazy. I never knew that
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: the FDIC's that. But now, like I was, as I'm
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: working in the bank, I'm finding out all these different
• 22:24
  Speaker 1: kind of things.
• 22:24
  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's crazy. So if I put a million in
• 22:27
  Speaker 3: the bank and someone takes it.
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: You only get your only thing insured is two fifty thousand.
• 22:32
  Speaker 3: So why would anyone keep their money in banks?
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: That's a good question. Maybe after this we're gonna go
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: take hour shut out.
• 22:40
  Speaker 3: Yeah, well I don't have two hundred and fifty and
• 22:43
  Speaker 3: if you came with but if I get over two
• 22:46
  Speaker 3: hundred and fifty and will it will manifactation and rearifestation
• 22:52
  Speaker 3: if I get to it, when I get my two fifty,
• 22:54
  Speaker 3: yea one two hundred and fifty one thousand, best believe
• 22:57
  Speaker 3: that one thousand making it career? I don't know about you,
• 23:03
  Speaker 3: but that's a that's a good that's a good life
• 23:05
  Speaker 3: lesson to learn anyways. All right, So at what point
• 23:09
  Speaker 3: do you start going on socials and making it a
• 23:13
  Speaker 3: career choice?
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: Wait? What do you mean by that break down?
• 23:16
  Speaker 3: I love how she's I figured you would have done
• 23:19
  Speaker 3: this before. I thought we were gonna eat him as holes.
• 23:21
  Speaker 3: I have to judge eat him as what holes? Like
• 23:23
  Speaker 3: a whole hot dog?
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: Uh Uh? You better cut them up trying to choke
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: on your food.
• 23:28
  Speaker 3: Okay, So at what point do you turn content creation
• 23:31
  Speaker 3: into a career choice?
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. It shocked me too, as I
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: you know, I never really like planted anything. Like everything
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: just kind of start falling into place, won't God do it?
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: Everything just start falling into place for me? Because during
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: my last year of college, my senior year, that's when
• 23:50
  Speaker 1: I was on somebody else's platform. So I was on
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: a guy named Sean YouTube channel and I kind of
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: took over his channel where like he had me as
• 24:00
  Speaker 1: his like guest all the time. So it was like
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: Zoe does this, though, does that? THO does this? So
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: it was like, let's say like twenty videos straight of
• 24:07
  Speaker 1: just us on his page. And that's what like really
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: got me popular to where I made my own channel
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: after college. That's how I got into my own contact.
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: I started my YouTube channel after I graduated, and I
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: got monetized in one week. It one week in a week.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: It took me. It took me a long time. I know,
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: people were telling me, like like the boys that I
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: were hanging around and stuff, like the creators they were
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: telling me, yo, it took me like two years. Get
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: mad at me. I'm like, brother, I don't know what
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: y'all want me to do, y'all, but.
• 24:36
  Speaker 3: You know what, I don't want to take it away.
• 24:37
  Speaker 3: But you said prior you were on that YouTube channel
• 24:40
  Speaker 3: for what a year building up? Yeah, so technically it
• 24:43
  Speaker 3: took you like with a year, so yeah, but you
• 24:46
  Speaker 3: earned it, ok. You worked, you worked it, you showed
• 24:49
  Speaker 3: up right, and you you were in every episode. So
• 24:51
  Speaker 3: cause I don't want to guests being like, oh she
• 24:53
  Speaker 3: wasn't a lottery. It's like, no, you did a year
• 24:57
  Speaker 3: stuff with him and then and then you decide to
• 24:59
  Speaker 3: branch on your own exactly.
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: And people were definitely seeing me and I was doing
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: stuff like basically I was being put on like all
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: these different like blind dates and stuff like I was
• 25:08
  Speaker 1: like the blind date queen in New York, where like
• 25:11
  Speaker 1: I was kind of like not being like during my dates.
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: I wasn't always really nice. I was like, ugh, what
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: you wearing, nigga? This what the fuck you're gonna put on?
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: Coming in here with me? That's how I would talk.
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: I've done anymore. But that's how like the videos went.
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: So they were very entertaining the kids.
• 25:28
  Speaker 3: Were they real blind dates or no, they weren't real? Okay,
• 25:32
  Speaker 3: like both cast all the other person on the other side.
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: All planned okay, but it was I would hit these
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: people up saying hey, well that's when I started doing
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: my own stuff. But like Sean used to get the
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: blind data, sometimes I didn't even know who it would
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: be anyway, because Sean would put me on the date
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: and I would just be like getting in a car
• 25:52
  Speaker 1: like this blindfolded and stuff.
• 25:54
  Speaker 3: So but they were never real people.
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: They weren't like real blind daters. I mean, like we're
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: real people.
• 26:01
  Speaker 3: They were real people, and you were, well, they gonna
• 26:04
  Speaker 3: be robot no, you know what I mean. Like, it
• 26:06
  Speaker 3: wasn't like, Okay, I put you on a blind date
• 26:08
  Speaker 3: and then you're gonna treat them like however you wanna
• 26:10
  Speaker 3: treat them. But the person they did not know that
• 26:14
  Speaker 3: they were walking I guess they knew.
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: Sometimes people don't be knowing what they're walking into. But
• 26:19
  Speaker 1: then they know me some some of these people know
• 26:23
  Speaker 1: as well, Okay, so and EI are like real people
• 26:26
  Speaker 1: that would be like at studio videos with us or
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: like they might do stuff for their own as well.
• 26:33
  Speaker 3: They're like, yeah, so once you get monetized in a week,
• 26:36
  Speaker 3: how addictive was it for you to continually put out content.
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: I was definitely a YouTube bird. I was doing my
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: YouTube thing. I started my own series of my blind
• 26:45
  Speaker 1: dates and have one of my content creator guy friends Ron.
• 26:49
  Speaker 1: He was putting me, excuse me, he was putting me
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: on all these different blind dates. When I started like
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: my own series on my own channel, that went like
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: really really well. And then I started doing best friend
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: content head and I got introduced to twitch girl and
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: I done left you too?
• 27:08
  Speaker 3: Now does Twitch make you more money? Because it pays
• 27:11
  Speaker 3: more to deal with Twitch?
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: So with Twitch it's just like, well, I'm not even
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: sure about like making more. No, I feel like you
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: do kind of make more money. Actually, it just it
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: just depends. Because with YouTube you have something called like
• 27:26
  Speaker 1: the RPM, and then with the RPM, I got a
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: Friday's up with the RPM. Just don't touch that, please
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: got you? With the RPM, the higher the higher it is,
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: the more money you make. So like let's say if
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: it's six dollars or whatever, you're not making that much.
• 27:42
  Speaker 1: But versus if it's like an eight dollar RPM, you're
• 27:45
  Speaker 1: gonna make more from your video. Yeah, based off the
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: views and stuff like that. But with Twitch, you have
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: people in real time sending you gifts, sending you subs,
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: or they can actually like if they want to speak
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: on there and talk, they can sends where with the
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: donation they're able to like tts where they can talk
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: on your stream. Okay, like it will be like something
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: like Siri talking like this user name says blah blah
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: blah blah blah, Zoe you are so gorgeous like something
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: like that, and they'll donate money and then they can like,
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: you're gonna make me want to get on Twitch. Now
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: get on girl club.
• 28:21
  Speaker 3: Because now, well you're pro female content creators, which I
• 28:24
  Speaker 3: think is unique in the female space because sometimes it's
• 28:27
  Speaker 3: hit and miss whether females are pro female or semi
• 28:31
  Speaker 3: hater female.
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: Semi hater females. Yeah, we have many of those these days.
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: But this is life. This is what comes with it.
• 28:41
  Speaker 3: Were there any collaborations that you got and you were
• 28:45
  Speaker 3: like surprised or and or extremely excited about. Yes.
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: So when I first like was able to get sexy Red,
• 28:53
  Speaker 1: I was so excited. Yeah, I was literally so so excited.
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: And then when it when we went through with it,
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: it was so successful. How did that collab come about?
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: I think someone from my team because she was she
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: came out to New York for like a whole week,
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: so she streamed with another streamer and then myself. Yeah,
• 29:16
  Speaker 1: so people are people on the team. We got behind this,
• 29:19
  Speaker 1: We got behind the scenes people working helping me out grow.
• 29:22
  Speaker 3: I was gonna, I was about to say, because now
• 29:24
  Speaker 3: you're you're also adding another layer that you have a team. Absolutely,
• 29:28
  Speaker 3: did you build your team or did they kind of
• 29:31
  Speaker 3: approach you?
• 29:32
  Speaker 1: I would say I definitely build my team and still.
• 29:35
  Speaker 3: Is okay, hey you hear that, guys, there's some there's
• 29:39
  Speaker 3: some room on the.
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: Squad gang gang gang. But I definitely am building like
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: a women's team though a woman's like.
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: Or oh, you mean like your team is all women mostly? Really,
• 29:54
  Speaker 3: do you think it's because you can depend on them
• 29:56
  Speaker 3: more or are you I just.
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: Like it's just black women just need to win, period. Yeah,
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: that's what I'd rather be women. Okay, I like that
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: for you. I don't got nothing against the men, like
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: I'd be on here. I'd be on here going crazy
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: with uplifting the women as I should. And it's nothing
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: against the men. It's just that y'all got it all.
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: So it's like that's the only reason why. So I
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: love y'all men too. Still, but you gotta put the
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: ladies first these days because it's just too much on
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: women these days, Like it's just not the same.
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: So this is my bias, and this is probably it
• 30:36
  Speaker 3: could be inaccurate. Don't fact check me, but I feel like,
• 30:39
  Speaker 3: if you have a team and it's men and women, yeah,
• 30:41
  Speaker 3: the women end up carrying most of the weight and
• 30:45
  Speaker 3: the men become manicaps. So it's it's like it almost
• 30:48
  Speaker 3: works better if you have, say all men are all women.
• 30:51
  Speaker 3: But I see guys coming in here and they have
• 30:52
  Speaker 3: all men team, really, and I see women coming here
• 30:55
  Speaker 3: and they have well, not that many women have an
• 30:58
  Speaker 3: all women team, but I will say you today you
• 31:01
  Speaker 3: had a whole woman's squad, which was impressive. But I
• 31:03
  Speaker 3: don't think I have had a guest on the show
• 31:05
  Speaker 3: that had.
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: An all woman really squad.
• 31:07
  Speaker 3: But not every guest comes with a squad.
• 31:10
  Speaker 1: Now, it might be hard. It might be hard because
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: we all get our periods. We all get our periods,
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: we all have those days. But we should just still
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: be uplifting each other because we just should a lot
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: of people try to like bash us a lot, you know,
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: and then it's like we don't get the same treatment
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: and stuff like that, so we should just come together. Yeah,
• 31:38
  Speaker 1: you know that's how I feel.
• 31:39
  Speaker 3: So what's the hardest part of your business?
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: Right now? I would say some that smells good, thank you,
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: I'm excited. The hardest part, I would say the hardest
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: part is really like staying focused and being consistent because
• 32:00
  Speaker 1: I feel like you get I get I'm of every
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: I'm a person that gets distracted very easily, turn off girls.
• 32:09
  Speaker 1: I'm killing her. Y'all people that watch you so scary,
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: I really want to make and then.
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: She talks like this and You're just like, please, God,
• 32:21
  Speaker 3: don't let those fingernails hit melt. Okay, So now I
• 32:28
  Speaker 3: got thrown off foes asking.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: Man, you said, I hold on. You said something good.
• 32:38
  Speaker 3: You said I was like asking about the hardest part
• 32:41
  Speaker 3: of your business.
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: What's the hardest part of my business? And you said
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: staying focused, staying focused, staying consistent, because you know, like,
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: I get distracted very easily, and I feel like distracted
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: by what though anything. You drop a pen, I'm focused
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: on the pen.
• 32:57
  Speaker 3: How how many hours a day do you put it
• 33:00
  Speaker 3: into streaming?
• 33:02
  Speaker 1: Okay, right now I'm not on my I'm not on
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: my shit. I'm gonna be honest. Okay, right now I'm
• 33:06
  Speaker 1: not on my shit. I'm gonna get on my ship.
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: But right now I'm not on my ship. But when
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: I was on it eight eight hours a day, not
• 33:16
  Speaker 1: even a day, but maybe I might do like a
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: three day thing. Eight if I game, it's gonna be over.
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: Twelve if I game, Oh, if I get the gaming,
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: it's gonna be over ten hours for sure. Wow, gaming,
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: you get locked into there? So what are you distracted
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: by currently? Currently? Okay, I'm about to get a little
• 33:37
  Speaker 1: bit sentimental now. So right now, I'm just at a
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: point where it's like I'm just trying to figure out
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out my like my career because
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: I really want to be an actress and I really
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: want to get started on locking in with that. Like
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: you can do everything at once, yet if you put
• 34:04
  Speaker 1: your heart in one thing, more like it's gonna work out,
• 34:07
  Speaker 1: you know. So it's like like I'm dedicated to streaming
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: right now. But if I'm dedicated to streaming, how am
• 34:14
  Speaker 1: I gonna become this big movie star? You know? So,
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: like I'm really trying to figure out like that part
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: of my life right now. And then like with streaming
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: right now has become less fun. It's become less of
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: me wanting to do it because of all of like
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: the it just starts. It just started to get very
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: like right now, like streaming kind of just became less
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: fun and just like it's more like very acting now.
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: It's like because it used to be very just like
• 34:49
  Speaker 1: improv and just fun and just yeah, short, short, short
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: and proven I got you. It's like this.
• 35:00
  Speaker 3: Look your hands begins, so turn it off. Turn it off,
• 35:04
  Speaker 3: all right, So plate the dish, eat us. What are
• 35:07
  Speaker 3: we doing rice?
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: Oh it's okay, it's okay.
• 35:10
  Speaker 3: We're gonna we got some cold rice here.
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: Yes, we have some. You should have had some balls.
• 35:17
  Speaker 3: I didn't know how you ate this, okay, I didn't
• 35:20
  Speaker 3: know if it was gonna be a rice with beans
• 35:23
  Speaker 3: on the side.
• 35:24
  Speaker 1: Here. Use this as, oh, you really want a bowl?
• 35:29
  Speaker 3: No, you're gonna sacrifice, okay, because I want to get
• 35:32
  Speaker 3: into your story right now.
• 35:37
  Speaker 1: Yeah, leave it, leave it.
• 35:39
  Speaker 3: So now let's go back. Yes, and we're gonna go
• 35:42
  Speaker 3: back to some of the hurdles up streaming.
• 35:46
  Speaker 1: This looks great on the side, however you do it,
• 35:52
  Speaker 1: I really do it in a bowl and eat it
• 35:53
  Speaker 1: like its soup.
• 35:54
  Speaker 3: But then where do you put the rice on the side? Look,
• 35:59
  Speaker 3: sorry for ruining your bowl fantasy. Let's try this. So, guys,
• 36:06
  Speaker 3: I was trying to figure out the difference between baked
• 36:08
  Speaker 3: beans and pork and beans, and according to the can,
• 36:11
  Speaker 3: this is tomato sauce. I don't know if the baked
• 36:15
  Speaker 3: beans always come out sweet. So that's that was my conclusion.
• 36:18
  Speaker 1: Tomato sauce. In tomato sauce.
• 36:23
  Speaker 3: Now she's gonna view her her thing differently.
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: All right, go ahead try it. Oh, you try it
• 36:27
  Speaker 1: in tomato, so I don't beginning. I went in the hood.
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: I get Canto's porking beans. Girl. It's the same thing.
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: You're gonna eat it.
• 36:40
  Speaker 3: It tastes the same, you madcal This is tomato sauce.
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: Don't judge your own. Get down with this right now.
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: I like it with the rice, even not in a bowl.
• 36:54
  Speaker 3: Good, good, Joey.
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: I like the way you did your hot dogs. Nobody
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: ever really liked that.
• 37:03
  Speaker 3: I like it with the crunchy, little fake burnt, the
• 37:08
  Speaker 3: overtan in the tanning bit too.
• 37:10
  Speaker 1: Long, It's still nice and soft. Mm okay, I could cook, Joe.
• 37:20
  Speaker 3: What were you saying about the streaming being like more
• 37:23
  Speaker 3: like fake and less improvably.
• 37:26
  Speaker 1: Yes, so yes, so basically I like how we really
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: like this though.
• 37:41
  Speaker 3: I like how you you eating it too, though I
• 37:44
  Speaker 3: was scared you weren't gonna eat it because of the tomato.
• 37:46
  Speaker 3: All right, go on, I'm sorry.
• 37:47
  Speaker 1: It feels like Brooklyn in here. M Jesus is great,
• 37:53
  Speaker 1: thank you, and you have to have you see why
• 37:56
  Speaker 1: you have to have sugar. You cannot be without the sugar.
• 37:59
  Speaker 3: That's why why we don't taste the tomato sauce.
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: Real to make like I've never even heard of that.
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: It don't look like tomato sauce. But yes, So as
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: of right now, it's like I really want to, like
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: I really want to start going into like my career
• 38:21
  Speaker 1: path of acting and getting into like some classes and
• 38:25
  Speaker 1: doing some like going out there. What do I do
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: when you like auditions, going to do auditions, like really
• 38:32
  Speaker 1: landing something for real, because like I don't want to
• 38:39
  Speaker 1: stream forever obviously, and then right now with streaming, it's
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: like I feel like some of the love has kind
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: of been taken out of it. It's just like like
• 38:52
  Speaker 1: people like people make things, you know, Like I feel
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: like people people like, for example, if you go to
• 38:59
  Speaker 1: a party, people were going to make the party, right yeah,
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: So I feel like people make like the platform what
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: it is and what it's becoming is, and like it
• 39:09
  Speaker 1: has become so it has become like so like fake.
• 39:14
  Speaker 1: It's not fun anymore. I can see that.
• 39:17
  Speaker 3: How do your parents that you've been doing it for
• 39:19
  Speaker 3: a while, how do your parents perceive your career when
• 39:23
  Speaker 3: it comes to the streaming and the online content.
• 39:25
  Speaker 1: So at first, with like the whole content thing, they
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: didn't really like, you know, again, my parents are older,
• 39:32
  Speaker 1: so they weren't really like like, you're really making real
• 39:36
  Speaker 1: money from this, Like this is really making you money. Yeah,
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: it was kind of like I feel like it was
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: a little bit unbelievable at firsts that I'm until I
• 39:44
  Speaker 1: really start making money and like attention start. Like if
• 39:48
  Speaker 1: I'm outside with my parents and they're seeing all these
• 39:50
  Speaker 1: people come up to me for pictures, It's like what
• 39:52
  Speaker 1: the hell? They literally like what the hell? They're literally
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: like what And like today now obviously it's like one
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: hundred percent they believe everything, But at first it was
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: just like you ain't like you gotta go get a
• 40:08
  Speaker 1: real job where you gotta go get benefits and you
• 40:10
  Speaker 1: need to go get your your health insurance and get
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: your dentals and all of that.
• 40:15
  Speaker 3: And what about the acting side though? Are they also like, well,
• 40:18
  Speaker 3: you got a degree in arts, Like what are you
• 40:20
  Speaker 3: doing with that?
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: Well with the whole acting thing, because I've been like
• 40:23
  Speaker 1: so like tonal vision or like content, I haven't really
• 40:27
  Speaker 1: like talked about the whole acting thing, but recently, like
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: this summer, I was doing like a lot of self
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: tapes and stuff. So I'm showing my family and stuff.
• 40:35
  Speaker 3: But are they but are they taking it positively or
• 40:39
  Speaker 3: do you feel like there's a little bit of negative?
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: I don't think so. I think it's I think it's
• 40:45
  Speaker 1: for sure positive. I'm always out though. So my mom
• 40:48
  Speaker 1: be like, you need you need time for yourself. You
• 40:51
  Speaker 1: need to sit down and you need to just relax
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: for a second. You can't go work at all these
• 40:56
  Speaker 1: places and go to all these events and everything. You
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: have to take time for yourself, which is true, because
• 41:01
  Speaker 1: you do got to sit down sometimes.
• 41:03
  Speaker 3: Is she feeling like now you're working out too much?
• 41:06
  Speaker 1: I mean sometimes, but she definitely like understands no.
• 41:12
  Speaker 3: Because what she's saying you need time for yourself, it
• 41:14
  Speaker 3: almost sounds like there's like.
• 41:15
  Speaker 1: A because sometimes like let's say I'll be like on
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: a two week run, Like let's say I'll go like Atlanta,
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: New York, LA, which I just did. So it's like
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: I'm not sitting down right now, like on a two
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: week run, and like if I get back home, it's
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: like sit down, okay, like that just you know, I'm
• 41:37
  Speaker 1: still their little baby.
• 41:39
  Speaker 3: Do you feel like it's harder to come from the
• 41:41
  Speaker 3: content creator space to cross over into acting now, I'm
• 41:45
  Speaker 3: starting to feel like they're being a little bit more
• 41:47
  Speaker 3: lenient on content creators.
• 41:49
  Speaker 1: Seems a little bit more lenient now. I feel like
• 41:51
  Speaker 1: a lot of things are more lenient now, and I
• 41:54
  Speaker 1: feel like they go hand in hand because you know,
• 41:57
  Speaker 1: like with content and like with all of the videos
• 42:00
  Speaker 1: that I've created so far, I work on my craft
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: while doing that. So like I'm like in my head,
• 42:07
  Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, I'm in my acting bag right now,
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: although I'm shooting content and I'm my authentic self, but
• 42:14
  Speaker 1: I'm still like acting as well, because I mean I
• 42:17
  Speaker 1: do still turn it on for the camera. I'm not
• 42:21
  Speaker 1: really turning much on because I'm the same way, but
• 42:24
  Speaker 1: I'm still like turning it on. Yes, know how to
• 42:26
  Speaker 1: turn it off.
• 42:27
  Speaker 3: Is there a parameter that is there a you sound
• 42:32
  Speaker 3: like me, that's how I'll be talking.
• 42:34
  Speaker 1: Is there a.
• 42:35
  Speaker 3: Bar that you have in regards to like accepting roles
• 42:40
  Speaker 3: for acting? Is there, like it does it have to
• 42:41
  Speaker 3: have a certain paycheck or does it have to have
• 42:44
  Speaker 3: a certain cash Like do you have a I don't
• 42:47
  Speaker 3: want to see the word barameter again.
• 42:48
  Speaker 1: Bar No, I get it now. When you said bar
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: I put it together. So as of right now, I'm
• 42:55
  Speaker 1: going to say no just because I don't have projects.
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: So it's like you can't be acting for all of
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: this if you don't got nothing to show. Yeah, I
• 43:04
  Speaker 1: mean I got something to show in a different world. Yeah,
• 43:06
  Speaker 1: But those are two different worlds because I feel like
• 43:09
  Speaker 1: the directors don't get don't care if you got ten
• 43:13
  Speaker 1: million you're the best content creator in the world. You
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: have to be the best actress actor in the world.
• 43:19
  Speaker 1: It's two different worlds at the end of the day. Yeah,
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: And they're looking for like good actors and actresses. They
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: don't always care about those numbers because then you would
• 43:29
  Speaker 1: see so many content creators in movies. You don't see.
• 43:32
  Speaker 3: That, no, But I do notice that when content creators
• 43:35
  Speaker 3: do crossover, there's like I know, like Melvin Gregg, I
• 43:38
  Speaker 3: don't know if you know who he is. He's an
• 43:40
  Speaker 3: LA content creator. Like once he started switching over the movies,
• 43:43
  Speaker 3: you see him completely. It's almost like distance himself from
• 43:47
  Speaker 3: content creating.
• 43:48
  Speaker 1: But just like DC Young Fly, Remember he was seeing
• 43:51
  Speaker 1: a lot of content and then he was in that
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: movie on Netflix or something like that, and he got
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: the show too, what show look?
• 44:00
  Speaker 3: But that's what I'm saying. He dc owns his whole everything.
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: And then he did that movie. Do you remember that
• 44:06
  Speaker 1: movie on Netflix? It was like a funny movie about weed.
• 44:09
  Speaker 1: It was like a weed. He was how High I'm
• 44:12
  Speaker 1: gonna look? Okay, he was in something called How High?
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: And yeah, after that, you said, the other guy, he
• 44:17
  Speaker 1: distanced hmself from distance.
• 44:19
  Speaker 3: But it's weird because now you're seeing it more and
• 44:21
  Speaker 3: more movies, content creators pop out. So I feel like
• 44:23
  Speaker 3: you working hard on your numbers on this end. It's
• 44:26
  Speaker 3: beneficial and just now you guys gotta I guess crossover
• 44:30
  Speaker 3: on the acting side and improves the people.
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: Why so how these numbers can benefit y'all and get
• 44:37
  Speaker 1: all of that? No, for sure?
• 44:39
  Speaker 3: Is there any type of acting role that you're specifically
• 44:42
  Speaker 3: would like to try out for?
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: Is it comedy? Drama? Definitely? Comedy? Definitely. I want to
• 44:47
  Speaker 1: do a movie with Regina. A lot of people compare
• 44:51
  Speaker 1: me to her. I get a lot of comparisons where
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: they're like, you guys need to do a mommy' daughter
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: okay film? I think that would be so hot. Did
• 44:59
  Speaker 1: you see a man of her too. I love Regina Hole.
• 45:01
  Speaker 3: Did you see my I saw, I saw it.
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: I saw Yeah, I got the braids, every piece of
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: outfit down to the ground. I was looking just like
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: that lady. I think that would be really good. But
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: the roles that I would definitely want a book is
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: things that I'm uncomfortable with and comfortable with, as far
• 45:22
  Speaker 1: as like uncomfortability, as far as like doing something that's
• 45:25
  Speaker 1: just like out of my Yeah, what would that look like,
• 45:28
  Speaker 1: because like obviously people look at me like as like
• 45:31
  Speaker 1: I'm just like this comedy. I could do like some
• 45:33
  Speaker 1: comedy for sure, and some drama, but something on the
• 45:36
  Speaker 1: sides of like scary movie but like actually a scary
• 45:40
  Speaker 1: movie or something like sentimental where it's like she's like
• 45:44
  Speaker 1: they never see me serious, like when they see me seriously.
• 45:47
  Speaker 3: I feel like I would be shocked to see you
• 45:48
  Speaker 3: like play like a serious like dead asst Like I
• 45:51
  Speaker 3: feel like halle Berry does a good job at like.
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: You kinda look like Ali hilarious but but like I
• 45:58
  Speaker 1: ain't even see that to your.
• 46:02
  Speaker 3: But I do feel like she does a good job
• 46:04
  Speaker 3: at like like because I do think when you're physically
• 46:07
  Speaker 3: beautiful like, I think Michael B. Jordan's physically beautiful, which
• 46:10
  Speaker 3: makes it kind of hard, in my opinion, to see
• 46:12
  Speaker 3: him as an actor. Sometimes I feel like I feel
• 46:17
  Speaker 3: like his beauty kind of takes away from his no way,
• 46:21
  Speaker 3: ye no. But I feel like halle Berry and j
• 46:24
  Speaker 3: Lo do such a great job in acting that even
• 46:26
  Speaker 3: though they're both very stunning, they're not afraid to like
• 46:31
  Speaker 3: downgrade their stunningness. But I think because Michael B. Jordan
• 46:34
  Speaker 3: is literally like, you can't unmake up him, it's hard
• 46:37
  Speaker 3: to see him as a great You know what I'm saying.
• 46:39
  Speaker 1: Have you worked for him, by the way, No, but
• 46:41
  Speaker 1: but manifest that.
• 46:42
  Speaker 3: Let me tell you, I manifest him as my husband, Michael,
• 46:49
  Speaker 3: my any of the above. If you work with him,
• 46:52
  Speaker 3: you you You know what I'm saying. I got friends
• 46:55
  Speaker 3: that know him, but they haven't connected because I heard
• 46:58
  Speaker 3: he's like a little ho ho.
• 47:00
  Speaker 1: I mean shit, I get it.
• 47:03
  Speaker 3: I get it, That's all I get it.
• 47:04
  Speaker 1: If I look like him, I'll probably be a little yeah.
• 47:07
  Speaker 3: Okay. There was a content creator that was talking about
• 47:13
  Speaker 3: mental health and sometimes how the numbers of followers don't
• 47:16
  Speaker 3: equate to the actual money. Can you talk on that
• 47:22
  Speaker 3: your perspective obviously.
• 47:24
  Speaker 1: So the numbers don't equate with the money.
• 47:29
  Speaker 3: Yeah, Like, like I think there's an assumption that, oh,
• 47:32
  Speaker 3: this person has and it was a content creator that
• 47:34
  Speaker 3: put out a video like a couple of days ago,
• 47:36
  Speaker 3: and he was just like, an assumption is I have
• 47:38
  Speaker 3: say four million followers on this platform. Then the assumption
• 47:42
  Speaker 3: is that I'm making a crazy amount of money.
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: Okay, I can say that they actually don't equate because
• 47:52
  Speaker 1: he got four million, But what if he got that
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: four million like a while ago or something and he's
• 47:57
  Speaker 1: not producing, like that's content and like being consistent and working.
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: It's it's not the same, you know, like I have.
• 48:05
  Speaker 1: I think I just hit four hundred sub followers on
• 48:09
  Speaker 1: Twitch now four hundred thousand. Sorry, I just hit four
• 48:13
  Speaker 1: hundred thousand. But I haven't been consistent, So I'm not
• 48:20
  Speaker 1: gonna see all this big money if I'm not you know,
• 48:22
  Speaker 1: doing anything about it, you know what I mean? And
• 48:26
  Speaker 1: then how's the mental health? I can say that, like
• 48:31
  Speaker 1: sometimes the numbers, like being in the midst of it,
• 48:34
  Speaker 1: it can discoverage you a little bit because it's like,
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: all right, let's say let's say I haven't streamed for
• 48:44
  Speaker 1: a while and I come back and now I got
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: like three hunting, I'd be like, oh, so like irritated.
• 48:50
  Speaker 1: I'd be kind of wanting to get off, But you
• 48:53
  Speaker 1: can't get off because I have built it back up
• 48:55
  Speaker 1: again because they haven't seen you in a while, so
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: they're not coming to your pay because you ain't been
• 49:00
  Speaker 1: here in a while. They thinking that, Okay, she's not
• 49:04
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Yah, So that kind of
• 49:07
  Speaker 1: like that kind of like messes with the mentor a
• 49:10
  Speaker 1: little bit. But if you know, like I'm very confident
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: in myself. I know that I can leave and I
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: could come back and be popping again because I have
• 49:20
  Speaker 1: it in me. If you ain't got it in you,
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: then it's like you need to think about your life
• 49:25
  Speaker 1: and yourself. However, when me, like, I got it so bad,
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: not being cocky, I have it so bad that like
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: it's my gift, so I don't be too bothered.
• 49:41
  Speaker 3: Yeah, but I do think it's interesting that the numbers
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: do mess with you, because I'm starting to wonder if
• 49:46
  Speaker 3: social media is actually good for us, even at content creators.
• 49:48
  Speaker 3: I mean they're not like because content creators also, like
• 49:52
  Speaker 3: you guys, put in a lot of work. You know
• 49:54
  Speaker 3: and then sometimes because the algorithms are the forces that
• 49:58
  Speaker 3: are invisible, that be change or up, it can also
• 50:01
  Speaker 3: affect you. But like, are you guys, are you looking
• 50:03
  Speaker 3: at the numbers?
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: Are you looking at the dollars?
• 50:05
  Speaker 3: You know, I think it sounds like you look at both,
• 50:09
  Speaker 3: but definitely the do you look at both? But it seems
• 50:13
  Speaker 3: like the numbers kind of but they mess with you
• 50:18
  Speaker 3: a little, but.
• 50:18
  Speaker 1: It doesn't really like it doesn't really like sometimes it does.
• 50:23
  Speaker 1: But it's my fault though, you know, as far as
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: like you can see numbers and you can see all
• 50:29
  Speaker 1: this greatness for yourself if you're doing what you have
• 50:31
  Speaker 1: to do. If I'm coming in and I'm like getting
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: mentally stressed out about numbers, well, why is your numbers
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: that way? You got to take some type of accountability
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: for yourself.
• 50:40
  Speaker 3: Yeah, it sounds like you can check yourself out personally, Zoway.
• 50:43
  Speaker 3: But it does sound like there is a there's a
• 50:46
  Speaker 3: pre just discussion there. There's like, oh man, the numbers
• 50:48
  Speaker 3: are low, and it does affect you a little bit,
• 50:51
  Speaker 3: even though you're it sounds like you're able to recover
• 50:53
  Speaker 3: and self talk and like you know what you bring
• 50:57
  Speaker 3: to the table. But I do think that it still
• 50:59
  Speaker 3: needs to be acknowledged some degree that it does play
• 51:02
  Speaker 3: with your mental a little bit.
• 51:03
  Speaker 1: I mean, I mean, I'm so hardcore hunk. Yeah, I
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: like it.
• 51:12
  Speaker 3: Because you're from New York.
• 51:14
  Speaker 1: I'd be like, I don't care, and then you got
• 51:17
  Speaker 1: pieces of you in the back that care.
• 51:19
  Speaker 3: But do you have a like a bag amount that
• 51:21
  Speaker 3: you have to make a month where you like, no
• 51:23
  Speaker 3: matter what, I gotta do work every.
• 51:26
  Speaker 1: I don't even really like set money goals of like
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: what I want to make every month. I actually don't
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: do that. That's actually something I should do.
• 51:35
  Speaker 3: Yeah, probably, and just figure out a way to like
• 51:38
  Speaker 3: maintain it. What advice would you give to people trying
• 51:41
  Speaker 3: to get into this lane, especially the female streamers, because
• 51:44
  Speaker 3: I know you're in support of.
• 51:45
  Speaker 1: Them absolutely well to the females of course, So you
• 51:52
  Speaker 1: just really have to, like you have to like coming
• 51:56
  Speaker 1: into this, you really have to like be mentally prepared, physically, spiritually,
• 52:01
  Speaker 1: and mentally because it's not like it's very male dominated.
• 52:08
  Speaker 1: It's not like they don't. It's not for us, but
• 52:14
  Speaker 1: it can be and it should be. But you just
• 52:17
  Speaker 1: really have to be grounded in this because any anything
• 52:23
  Speaker 1: that you may do that, the world may not like
• 52:27
  Speaker 1: they will get you quicker than they would get a male.
• 52:32
  Speaker 1: So you just really have to stay grounded and be consistent,
• 52:35
  Speaker 1: be strong, and if it's something that's really for you,
• 52:38
  Speaker 1: then do that. If it's not, don't because a lot
• 52:42
  Speaker 1: a stream is not for everybody. Like a lot of
• 52:44
  Speaker 1: people say, how can you sit there and have just
• 52:47
  Speaker 1: camera on you all day? And there's no time for yourself.
• 52:50
  Speaker 1: So it's like, do it if you really want to
• 52:53
  Speaker 1: do it, you know, and also really try hard to
• 52:57
  Speaker 1: try hard to be consistent and focused because I struggle
• 53:01
  Speaker 1: with that personally. So if you're eys have a person
• 53:04
  Speaker 1: who struggle struggle with being consistent and very focused, that's
• 53:08
  Speaker 1: what you really need in this field for sure. And
• 53:13
  Speaker 1: to be strong for real because people and we end
• 53:16
  Speaker 1: up seeing a lot of girls crying on twitch on
• 53:18
  Speaker 1: twitch me myself and I was one of them. So
• 53:21
  Speaker 1: you just really got you really gotta be strong because
• 53:24
  Speaker 1: then yeah, but shout out to the ladies though, because
• 53:29
  Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna lie. They actually been eating on
• 53:32
  Speaker 1: twitch is we have? So it's so many girls on
• 53:35
  Speaker 1: twitch now, which I.
• 53:36
  Speaker 3: Love, And do you ever get to collab with each other.
• 53:39
  Speaker 1: I've collabed with. I've collabsed with some Right now, I'm
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: just trying to lock in with myself and really like
• 53:47
  Speaker 1: get myself on on here. Good.
• 53:50
  Speaker 3: But and and it seems like you're also considering pivoting out,
• 53:54
  Speaker 3: not pivoting out, but I guess adding, adding, adding.
• 53:58
  Speaker 1: Not even pivoting out. Actually, I'm gonna juggle as long
• 54:02
  Speaker 1: as I want to juggle, you know what I mean?
• 54:04
  Speaker 3: You definitely look like you could do it too.
• 54:07
  Speaker 1: Absolutely. I call myself a jack of old trade. I
• 54:10
  Speaker 1: like that. Zoe.
• 54:12
  Speaker 3: Where can everybody keep up with you?
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: You could keep up with me on any platform at
• 54:17
  Speaker 1: Zoe Spencer s.
• 54:20
  Speaker 3: P E N C E R guys, Zoe Spencer for
• 54:22
  Speaker 3: all y'all listeners tuning in.
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: Oh, can I tell you one thing? Yeah, so you
• 54:27
  Speaker 1: have Zoe Spencer and you have Zoe Spencer. A lot
• 54:29
  Speaker 1: of people say Zoe Spencer, but it's Zoe Spencer. Are
• 54:32
  Speaker 1: you serious?
• 54:33
  Speaker 3: This whole time? You let me say A one hundred times.
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: Because my name is Zoe. Wait, like, my name is Zoe,
• 54:40
  Speaker 1: so your name is Zoe Spencer.
• 54:41
  Speaker 3: I don't understand this is this is the real Oh
• 54:44
  Speaker 3: that's how you're supposed to spell.
• 54:46
  Speaker 1: No, No, this is like my real name, Zoe. Yeah, okay, okay,
• 54:52
  Speaker 1: and that's my real actual name. How you spell it?
• 54:54
  Speaker 1: But I don't spell it like that. On my platform.
• 54:56
  Speaker 1: It's just Zoe for short.
• 54:57
  Speaker 3: Wait wait, let me see that again.
• 54:59
  Speaker 1: I'm getting confused. Okay, so this is if I'm allowed
• 55:02
  Speaker 1: to say that out loud. Yeah, don't. This is really me.
• 55:04
  Speaker 1: But this is really my name. Okay, but Zoe Spencer
• 55:08
  Speaker 1: for sure, because so Zoe Spencer Spencer. But if you
• 55:14
  Speaker 1: say Zoe Spencer, I'm not mad because my name is.
• 55:18
  Speaker 3: So I get the past.
• 55:20
  Speaker 1: I got no, you're you can say whatever you want
• 55:22
  Speaker 1: Zoe Spencer. But you know, God whispered in my ear
• 55:27
  Speaker 1: Zoe's real name, and so I went with it.
• 55:31
  Speaker 3: And that's what we do on eating while broke. We
• 55:33
  Speaker 3: do our researcher make sure that the real name is represented.
• 55:36
  Speaker 1: But Zoe Spencer.
• 55:37
  Speaker 3: Check out Zoe Spencer everywhere on platforms and matter of fact,
• 55:40
  Speaker 3: I want to do a reintro in No, it's okay,
• 55:44
  Speaker 3: it's okay.
• 55:45
  Speaker 1: I can't believe you that was I get why you
• 55:48
  Speaker 1: did it, though, I always tell people that.
• 55:51
  Speaker 3: I get why because it's your real name is Zoe.
• 55:53
  Speaker 3: So that's why you would people because it's like, yeah, yeah,
• 55:59
  Speaker 3: Zoe Spencer.
• 55:59
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's Zoe Spencer. That's how I that's how
• 56:02
  Speaker 1: we get the name.
• 56:03
  Speaker 3: And yes, thank you guys for tuning in.
• 56:05
  Speaker 1: Peace Out, peace Out,