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#1551 A Bigger Purpose - Kerryn Vaughan · The You Project

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  Speaker 1: I get a team at Craig Anthony, half of the
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  Speaker 1: You project, Kerry Volun, Tiffany and Cook asks you the
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  Speaker 1: whole fucking thing. T let's start up in the top
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  Speaker 1: left hand corner. Tiffany and Cook, Hi.
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  Speaker 2: Top of the morning Harps. How are you?
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  Speaker 1: Oh? Look, I'm so good. I'm bursting out of my flannel.
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  Speaker 1: In fact, I've burst out of it. I'm in a
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  Speaker 1: black Everlass T shirt. The flannel's been discarded. That's our
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  Speaker 1: fucking pump.
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  Speaker 2: Really dressed up?
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  Speaker 1: You really dressed up? Yeah. Karen Vaughan's amazing. You've got
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  Speaker 1: to get her on. She's funny, she's just all the time.
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  Speaker 2: We like peas in a pot.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like you're just going to be like she's
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  Speaker 1: the best?
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  Speaker 2: Am I?
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  Speaker 1: All right? Hi?
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  Speaker 2: Karen? Hi, Craig, how are you?
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  Speaker 1: Oh my dear, I'm so good, Thank you? How are you? Yeah?
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  Speaker 2: I'm fantastic. It's buddy windy up here. I'm in Sale
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  Speaker 2: in gibbs Land and the buddy trees are blowing a gale.
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  Speaker 2: What's it like down in Melbourne?
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  Speaker 1: It's about twenty five there's no wind at so shit.
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  Speaker 1: I just came in for the hammock bullshit. I've been
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  Speaker 1: lined by the pool. I just wiped the zinc off
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  Speaker 1: my nose. It's going to be now. It's fucking freezing,
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  Speaker 1: and it's windy and it's cold. And when I went
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  Speaker 1: to the cafe this morning at stupid o'clock, it was
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  Speaker 1: I was going to say my wiz and Nelly fell off,
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  Speaker 1: but I can't say that because that's inappropriate. But let's
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  Speaker 1: just say it was cold. It was very cold. It
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  Speaker 1: was very cold. Yeah, saleh. I used to live up
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  Speaker 1: in that direction. I lived up in the tro Valley.
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  Speaker 1: We used to play footy against Sale. That's pretty good.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I've only lived here for about eight years. But
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  Speaker 2: you know, I'm a Warrigal girl. But Warrigal and trough.
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  Speaker 2: But yeah, the valley, that's it's a place.
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  Speaker 1: Gide up, gide up, all right. So what do you
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  Speaker 1: do up there? What do you? What do you? What
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  Speaker 1: is the amazing fabulous Kerry Karn sorry Vaughan do in Sale?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah? I reckon, I've been rated a little bit, thanks
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  Speaker 2: very much, Tiff. Give me So. I'm a leadership code,
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  Speaker 2: leadership facilitator and coach. I do team building, so I
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  Speaker 2: work for myself and I go into organizations and you know,
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  Speaker 2: try and get people a bit excited about working together,
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  Speaker 2: building relationships and that kind of stuff. So I've I've
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  Speaker 2: got two books plus a gratitude journal. I run Girls
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  Speaker 2: with Hammers, which is not woodwork. It's a women's empowerment initiative.
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  Speaker 2: And oh there's something else I'm missing anyway, that kind
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  Speaker 2: of thing you do?
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  Speaker 1: You do a podcast?
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  Speaker 2: Oh, that's it. That's the other thing, Yeah, which.
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  Speaker 1: Is also called what's it called something with?
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  Speaker 2: Get off the Bench?
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  Speaker 1: Get off the Bench, the bloody come on, you need
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  Speaker 1: to learn to do your pr better than that.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not very good. I'm not very good at that
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  Speaker 2: stuff at all. I'm a bit organic. So yeah, Get
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  Speaker 2: Off the Bench. The podcast. It's like, because I wrote
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  Speaker 2: the book Get Off the Bench, which helps people to
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  Speaker 2: kick stuff projects and ideas, I decided to do a
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  Speaker 2: podcast that would showcase people who are already doing that
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  Speaker 2: so hopefully inspire people to believe in themselves. That's not
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  Speaker 2: an easy gig, getting people to believe in themselves.
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  Speaker 1: What do you reckon? That's about Why do you reckon?
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  Speaker 1: There's so much doubt, self doubt, self loathing, and even
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  Speaker 1: kind of self sabotage in a way.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I'm probably going to take that all the way
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  Speaker 2: back to childhood and school because I think that we're
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  Speaker 2: born bloody, wonderfully, magnificently and everyone praises us, you know,
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  Speaker 2: every minute we speak, we're like dad, mama, and they're like, oh, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: you know, little Johnny or whatever. And then we start
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  Speaker 2: walking and then we start touching the TV and its smack,
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  Speaker 2: your bloody hands, don't touch this, don't touch that, sit down,
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  Speaker 2: shut up, you know. And then we get to school
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  Speaker 2: and it's kind of like, oh, even kinder and the
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  Speaker 2: kids are going, my mom says, your mum's fat. I
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  Speaker 2: don't want to play with you today. We don't like
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  Speaker 2: your hair, all that bullshit. And then we get into
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  Speaker 2: school and it's just compete, compete, compete, you know, and
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  Speaker 2: if you're not you can't shine. Like nobody can turn
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  Speaker 2: up as themselves and I don't know, be appreciated and
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  Speaker 2: celebrated for who they truly are. And I reckon that
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  Speaker 2: really bloody sucks. So we get a beaten out of us.
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  Speaker 2: This is just my theory, might not be right, but
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  Speaker 2: we get a beaten out of us, you know, And
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  Speaker 2: unless we can form and unless we fit in with
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  Speaker 2: a gang, we don't want to be ejected from the tribe.
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  Speaker 2: So we just buddy, we become something we're not, just
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  Speaker 2: so so that we don't get rejected. And I reckon,
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  Speaker 2: I've done it. I'm going to say, I reckon, it
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  Speaker 2: sucks and it's bullshit. But of course I've been victim
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  Speaker 2: to that bullshit, you know, And now I don't. But
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  Speaker 2: I do notice occasionally things that I feel like, God,
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  Speaker 2: I've got no choice, you know, I'm going to have
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  Speaker 2: to bloody fit into that. But I think, yeah.
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  Speaker 1: I call it. I call that the enormity of conformity, right, Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: do you like that? It's just yeah, I.
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  Speaker 2: Mean that.
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  Speaker 1: I agree with you. And but the tough bit is,
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  Speaker 1: you know, you don't want to be living on an island.
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  Speaker 1: You do want connection, you do want to be you know,
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  Speaker 1: you want to belong, you want to be needed, Valu'd wanted.
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  Speaker 1: Most of us want to be part of something bigger
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  Speaker 1: than us, which means being part of a group or
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  Speaker 1: a tribe or whatever, a family or a social construct. Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: I think the challenge is not belonging to a group
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  Speaker 1: that where you have to think a certain way, be
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  Speaker 1: a certain way, you know, where the power to disagree
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  Speaker 1: or think critically or be you know, somewhat atypical, where
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  Speaker 1: that's not taken away from you. You know, it's like
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  Speaker 1: if you belong to a group where if you don't
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  Speaker 1: think like us, talk like us, behave like us, and
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  Speaker 1: advocate our philosophy, then you're not part of us. You
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  Speaker 1: can't belong. Well, that's that's a fucking cult.
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  Speaker 2: You know.
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  Speaker 1: It does have to be religious to be a cult, right,
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  Speaker 1: there are a lot of cults that are they're basically
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  Speaker 1: thought cults, Like this is how you have to think
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  Speaker 1: to belong. Yeah, And I think that's the I think
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  Speaker 1: that's the challenge is you know, some like for me,
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  Speaker 1: I've always been a little bit weird, you know, don't drink,
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  Speaker 1: don't smoke, han't had a job for nearly forty years,
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  Speaker 1: like an actual employee job. I've avoided work very fucking
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  Speaker 1: successfully and not better or worse than anyone, and not
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  Speaker 1: drastically different, but just thinking how can I be me
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  Speaker 1: but also still have connection with others? And I reckon
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  Speaker 1: One of the great questions is how can I have
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  Speaker 1: friends and people that I love and that love me,
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  Speaker 1: that are fucking nothing like me maybe, and that's okay, yeah, yeah.
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  Speaker 2: And I think it's about having the guts in the
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  Speaker 2: first place to stand up and say, well, this is
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  Speaker 2: who I am, knowing that you're going to lose people,
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  Speaker 2: you know, knowing that there's a risk of being ejected.
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  Speaker 2: But I think that if you can stand this strong
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  Speaker 2: enough for long enough, the right people are attracted to that.
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  Speaker 2: You know. It's kind of like being a glow worm,
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  Speaker 2: you know, and you just, I don't know, it's buty scary.
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  Speaker 2: I think that people won't take that first step and
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  Speaker 2: actually slam their stake into the ground and say this
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  Speaker 2: is who I am, like me or not because they
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  Speaker 2: don't want to be alone. And I get, I completely
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  Speaker 2: understand and agree with you that we all need connection,
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  Speaker 2: we all need belonging, you know, we've got to be
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  Speaker 2: part of something. But do we have the guts to
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  Speaker 2: say what I currently belong to is toxic and cult like,
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  Speaker 2: you know, because it's forcing me to wear a Maskt's
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  Speaker 2: forcing me to be who I don't want to be.
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  Speaker 2: And how do I find that group where I actually
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  Speaker 2: can have a voice and be authentic and be me?
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  Speaker 2: And I think you can't find that until you actually
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  Speaker 2: take the step and be authentic and then hope that
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  Speaker 2: the right people are attracted to you. You know, like
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  Speaker 2: I look at I look at Tiff, and I like
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  Speaker 2: we're attracted to each other. You know, I think you're gorgeous. No,
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  Speaker 2: not like that, you know, well I did, now, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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  Speaker 1: If I'm getting in there, if you too want me
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  Speaker 1: to leave and just switch off the light as I go,
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  Speaker 1: just fucking let me know.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, you have big spunked ive.
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  Speaker 1: No.
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  Speaker 2: But because because I always say that TIFF's one of
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  Speaker 2: the most courageous, vulnerable people I know. Do you know
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  Speaker 2: that she's really really put a heart on the table
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  Speaker 2: out there to be stabbed and kind of said, well,
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  Speaker 2: this is who I am and I'm not perfect. I suck,
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  Speaker 2: but I'm trying my hardest, you know, and I really
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  Speaker 2: admire that. So I'm attracted to that kind of thing.
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  Speaker 2: You know, TIFF's obviously attracted to the same thing, and
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  Speaker 2: you're like that, HAPs you know, it's kind of like,
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  Speaker 2: this is who I am, and if you don't like it,
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  Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I Actually I have this mantra I want
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  Speaker 2: you to like me, but I don't need you to
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  Speaker 2: like me, do you you know? It's kind and I
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  Speaker 2: think we've got to have the guts to actually stand
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  Speaker 2: in that space first. And I reckon, that's really bloody
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  Speaker 2: hard because we've been told all our lives. Don't you
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  Speaker 2: dare step out of line? You know you won't have
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  Speaker 2: a job, no one will marry you, no one will
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  Speaker 2: love you. Do you know you won't have friends? All
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  Speaker 2: of that kind of bullshit that people that have got
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  Speaker 2: filled with fear tell us, you know, to protect them,
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  Speaker 2: or that they think they're protecting us. I'm not sure,
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  Speaker 2: but I think it's tough. I feel sorry for people
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  Speaker 2: who can't be themselves.
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  Speaker 1: I had a lecturer at university my first time at UNI,
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  Speaker 1: my first degree, and he doctor Paul Callery, who played
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  Speaker 1: football also and kilderr and Melbourne. He used to say
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  Speaker 1: to me, mister Harper, I don't know way on me that,
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  Speaker 1: mister Harper. He goes, if you don't want to offend anyone,
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  Speaker 1: then say nothing, do nothing, be nothing, and stand for nothing. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: you know that's what I'm like. That's pretty fucking accurate.
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  Speaker 1: It's like and even then someone's still going to find
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  Speaker 1: a reason. I did a workshop on so we're recording
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  Speaker 1: this Tuesday. I did a workshop on Sunday, Karen, and
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  Speaker 1: it was just a private, twenty people, small group. Five
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  Speaker 1: hours though, and this lady came up to me. I
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  Speaker 1: remember her name, but I won't say her name. And
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  Speaker 1: she's like, because I was talking about it doesn't matter
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  Speaker 1: what you do, even if you've got the best intentions,
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  Speaker 1: you're the best person. You're coming from a platform of
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  Speaker 1: love and kindness and care. One, you're going to fuck
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  Speaker 1: things up. Of course I fuck things up every hour.
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  Speaker 1: But two, there will also be people who don't like you,
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  Speaker 1: don't resonate with you, and potentially fucking hate you, right
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  Speaker 1: despite the fact that you are trying to be compassionate,
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  Speaker 1: aware and all of those things. And anyway, this lady
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  Speaker 1: comes up to me and she goes, oh, it's funny
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  Speaker 1: you say that. She goes, my first husband hates you.
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  Speaker 1: And this was in the break and I said, oh,
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  Speaker 1: well that's a pretty big club, so welcome, and I said,
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  Speaker 1: has he ever met me? She goes, no, she hates
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  Speaker 1: you because I came home from a workshop, and she said,
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  Speaker 1: and not the same day, but pretty much the result
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  Speaker 1: of me coming home from what your workshop was realizing
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  Speaker 1: a whole lot of things, making decisions and leaving him
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  Speaker 1: so like he doesn't blame himself, he blames me, like
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  Speaker 1: he's got no part, he didn't do anything wrong, Like
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  Speaker 1: I'm the I caused the demise of his I'm like
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  Speaker 1: fucking talk about lack of awareness, ownership, you know, courage,
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  Speaker 1: all that, but it's that's the thing, you know. And
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  Speaker 1: I mean, we have thousands of people listen to this
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  Speaker 1: every day in a bunch of countries. And and if
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  Speaker 1: I thought about if I went, all, gee, how do
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  Speaker 1: I have this conversation with Karen, how do I ask
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  Speaker 1: this question? How do I respond if I did all
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  Speaker 1: of that from the premise of not wanting to or
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  Speaker 1: not being okay at least with the possibility that I'm
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  Speaker 1: going to offend someone, even that I'll put a asterisk
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  Speaker 1: next too, because me offending one seems that like I
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  Speaker 1: am responsible for other people's feelings. We can talk about that. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: but I'd never do a fucking episode. I'd never have
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  Speaker 1: a conversation. I'd never write a book. I'd never do
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  Speaker 1: a workshop, because that's just part of it, you know.
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  Speaker 1: And So if you want a platform anyone listening, if
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  Speaker 1: you want to run workshops, you want a podcast, you
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  Speaker 1: want to do workshops, seminars, you want to be a
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  Speaker 1: front facing person with a public audience, and you don't
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  Speaker 1: want to get hurt, offended, disler, Well pick another job.
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  Speaker 1: I can go and become a gardener and work for yourself,
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  Speaker 1: and don't because it's it doesn't matter who you are,
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  Speaker 1: how you are, someone's going to fucking hate you. Welcome
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  Speaker 1: to the club, right one.
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  Speaker 2: And I think an extension of that also is you
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  Speaker 2: have to actually be willing to be vulnerable and say
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  Speaker 2: I don't know. Because if you're going to have any
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  Speaker 2: kind of platform, somebody's going to approach you or come
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  Speaker 2: back at you with a question or a statement that
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  Speaker 2: you actually don't know the answer to all, or you
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  Speaker 2: don't have a response to the You have to actually
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  Speaker 2: be able to say, I freaking don't know. I actually
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  Speaker 2: I don't even know what to say with that, you know,
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  Speaker 2: because we try to be a big pompous know it all,
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  Speaker 2: none of us do. None of us know everything. So
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  Speaker 2: there's both sides. Yes, don't get a if you're going
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  Speaker 2: to you're going to offend people. People are going to
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  Speaker 2: hate you, and you're not always going to know the answers,
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  Speaker 2: and if you pretend to people call you out, people
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  Speaker 2: can see it.
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  Speaker 1: And I think part of that, Karen and tiff et
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  Speaker 1: l is that we get our sense of self worth
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  Speaker 1: and value from knowing. And I agree with you. I
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  Speaker 1: wrote something recently like we are Basically I wrote that
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  Speaker 1: we are addicted to being right yep, because I don't
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  Speaker 1: want because especially think about this, Karen, when when you've
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  Speaker 1: believed something for a long time, then that belief is
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  Speaker 1: intertwined with you. It's your identity, your sense of self.
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  Speaker 1: Because I know I'm right now, there's a couple of
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  Speaker 1: interesting things in that. One is I know that I'm right,
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  Speaker 1: wink wink, nudgs nudge. I know that I'm right. Therefore
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  Speaker 1: everyone in the world who doesn't agree with me is
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  Speaker 1: fucking wrong? Or how BIG's your ego? Harps right? So
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  Speaker 1: there's that, and then just the idea, like the awareness
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  Speaker 1: that oh, maybe me saying, look, I don't actually know
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  Speaker 1: by the way, I fucked up one hundred things. I
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  Speaker 1: still get trapped in ego. I'm still an overthinker, I
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  Speaker 1: still have self doubt and I want you to love
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  Speaker 1: me other than that, I'm a fucking warrior. I'm an alpha,
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  Speaker 1: you know. But the funny thing is that that hopefully,
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  Speaker 1: like I get more positive feedback, the more raw, real
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  Speaker 1: and vulnerable I am, even when I'm talking about my
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  Speaker 1: monumental fuck ups and flaws, like it actually creates more
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  Speaker 1: connection than disconnection. But chest beating and brag an arrogance
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  Speaker 1: creates the opposite of what people want.
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  Speaker 2: Yep, yep, I do. I did a keynote on last Thursday,
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  Speaker 2: and they actually wanted me. Like, the reason they wanted
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  Speaker 2: me was because I admit my fuck ups. Do you know?
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  Speaker 2: They wanted someone to stand on that stage and say,
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  Speaker 2: I have fucked up over and over and over, but
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  Speaker 2: I've still come through. Do you know? You know I've
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  Speaker 2: still managed to overcome the screw ups. But that's that's
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  Speaker 2: what they were looking for. They said, we want someone
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  Speaker 2: who's real and honest, and who is who has stuffed up?
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  Speaker 2: Do we want? People want to show people that if
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  Speaker 2: you have courage and you admit you're wrong, you know
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  Speaker 2: you can actually achieve stuff.
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  Speaker 1: So yeah, tell us about tell us about one or
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  Speaker 1: two of those fuck ups and tell us what you
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  Speaker 1: learned and how you grew well.
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  Speaker 2: I reckon the best one was I started one Planet
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  Speaker 2: classrooms and it was so I wrote Magnificent Kids. A
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  Speaker 2: guy in Africa saw my book and I he wanted
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  Speaker 2: to start this program. He said, can I start? I
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  Speaker 2: want to start Magnificent classes And I said fantastic. And
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  Speaker 2: then he said, will you skype with my class? This
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  Speaker 2: is back in Scotts yep. Then I said, well, why
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  Speaker 2: don't I get one of the kids in the book
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  Speaker 2: to skype with your class? He said yeah, And then
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  Speaker 2: I went one further, so why don't I get a
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  Speaker 2: class in Australia to skype with your class in Africa. Anyway,
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  Speaker 2: it kind of just went out of control and I
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  Speaker 2: had thirty laptops donated to me and I thought, well,
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  Speaker 2: I'm going to have to start a business. I don't
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  Speaker 2: know what to do with all these laptops. Then I
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  Speaker 2: had forty five schools in Africa signed up to do
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  Speaker 2: this skyping project. This is in a couple of weeks.
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  Speaker 1: Like.
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  Speaker 2: It just went off like that, and I had this
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  Speaker 2: great idea, Wow, how fantastic this business? You know, they
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  Speaker 2: get pen pals online and everything else. It took me
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  Speaker 2: eighteen months. I finally sent these twenty eight laptops to
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  Speaker 2: Uganda a long story, but anyway, basically, I sent laptops
• 16:56
  Speaker 2: to a country where the kids were sleep when our
• 17:01
  Speaker 2: kids were in school, so I hadn't even thought about
• 17:03
  Speaker 2: time zones. Spent eighteen months on this, but didn't think
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: about time zones once. And not only that, I sent
• 17:09
  Speaker 2: laptops to a country ninety five percent of them don't
• 17:12
  Speaker 2: even have power, so it was kind of like and
• 17:15
  Speaker 2: so they had to take it down to a market,
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: trickle feed it for twenty four hours, you know, and
• 17:19
  Speaker 2: it was just a fucking nightmare. But what I learned
• 17:24
  Speaker 2: was and so I said, well, what about if I
• 17:27
  Speaker 2: put in some solar systems into some schools? And that
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: was great, but I still couldn't skype, but at least
• 17:33
  Speaker 2: they could use the computers. And then what I learned
• 17:35
  Speaker 2: from that was that the girls were sleeping over So
• 17:39
  Speaker 2: they go to primary school, goes to P seven and
• 17:42
  Speaker 2: then they go to high school. But if the girls
• 17:44
  Speaker 2: don't pass, they get married off, so and they can't
• 17:47
  Speaker 2: pass because they're going and getting all the water, you know,
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: and that kind of stuff. So by having the solar system,
• 17:52
  Speaker 2: the girls were sleeping at the schools for two weeks
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: studying to make sure because they've now got power to
• 17:58
  Speaker 2: make sure that they pass for to go to secondary
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: so essentially saving all these girls, well really saving their
• 18:05
  Speaker 2: lives because their marriages are often result in death, murder
• 18:10
  Speaker 2: and then But what I also learned from this was
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: that I'm like, well, why the girls getting water? Like
• 18:16
  Speaker 2: what's happening here? And there's not a shortage of water
• 18:19
  Speaker 2: in Uganda, but this is a lot of African countries,
• 18:23
  Speaker 2: but a shortage of infrastructure to capture the water. So
• 18:26
  Speaker 2: I started putting in water tanks into the schools so
• 18:30
  Speaker 2: the kids they could catch the water instead of the
• 18:33
  Speaker 2: girls getting them. I put you know, connected water down
• 18:37
  Speaker 2: to villagers, put water wells and all that kind of
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: stuff in. So what that did is it kept the
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: girls in school, and we were doing sanitary pads and
• 18:46
  Speaker 2: that kind of stuff, so little girls would go off
• 18:49
  Speaker 2: collecting water at lunchtime and missay out on all that school.
• 18:52
  Speaker 2: They're getting sexually assaulted and raped all the way. They're
• 18:54
  Speaker 2: girls as young as three, do you know this kind
• 18:57
  Speaker 2: of stuff. Teenage girls are swapping sex for sanitary items
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: so they could stay in school so they won't get
• 19:04
  Speaker 2: married off. You know, HIV just bloody rampant. So yeah,
• 19:09
  Speaker 2: so that monumental fuck up of sending laptops to a
• 19:14
  Speaker 2: country where it was never going to work my initial
• 19:16
  Speaker 2: great projects. So it turned into saving many, many, many lives,
• 19:21
  Speaker 2: and not just the ones directly saved, but the families
• 19:25
  Speaker 2: of these people, you know, because the girls could now
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: get jobs. And yeah, so I like telling that story
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: because I actually liked it. I fucked up, you know
• 19:34
  Speaker 2: it great. They could have been skype buddies or zoom
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: buddies now and all that. But you know, and I
• 19:42
  Speaker 2: didn't know all that, you know, I just thought, I,
• 19:45
  Speaker 2: actually it's got there's a think all white man's white
• 19:48
  Speaker 2: man's burden or something like that.
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: You know.
• 19:50
  Speaker 2: Here I was thinking that, you know, it's that typical
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: white person sing or I want to help those poor
• 19:55
  Speaker 2: people in Africa, do you know that kind of stuff,
• 19:58
  Speaker 2: and without much knowledge, with that out much information, probably thinking,
• 20:03
  Speaker 2: you know, even a degree of prejudice, really and not
• 20:06
  Speaker 2: not not racism, but prejudice. I'm better. You know, I've
• 20:10
  Speaker 2: got more. You know that I can help because I
• 20:12
  Speaker 2: know more. But what a load of shit, because you
• 20:16
  Speaker 2: know it's what you know. But the point is, though
• 20:21
  Speaker 2: I will say this, so you keep making these assumptions
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: about things and unless you actually have the courage to
• 20:27
  Speaker 2: put your foot in it, you know, and to put
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: take a step forward and go, well, I don't fucking know,
• 20:33
  Speaker 2: so let me find out. And then you're probably going
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: to get punched in the chest and in the face
• 20:37
  Speaker 2: because you were wrong. You know. That takes a lot
• 20:40
  Speaker 2: of guts, and without sounding like a wank, ride mine
• 20:44
  Speaker 2: myself for having the guts to step up, do you know,
• 20:47
  Speaker 2: even though I knew nothing about what I was doing.
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: So that's amazing. That's like, now I love you as well.
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: Now thanks, No, that's that's incredible. I mean, I've never
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: done anything that's fucking important in my whole life, so
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: so you're a hero. How I've got so many questions
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: out of that. Firstly, why are the girls going and
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: getting the water? What the fuck are the boys doing?
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: What was that about?
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: That's the way they live. The girls are. The girls
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: do everything. The boys do nothing. So the girls girls
• 21:21
  Speaker 2: go dig for sweet potatoes, they gather the sticks for
• 21:26
  Speaker 2: the stove, they do the cooking, they do they go
• 21:28
  Speaker 2: to the market. The boys do nothing, and they grow up.
• 21:31
  Speaker 2: This is the problem with the men. The men turn
• 21:34
  Speaker 2: into just alcoholics and sit around and beat the women up.
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: They live in one room huts. This is going to
• 21:39
  Speaker 2: sound awful and sorry if this, you know, triggers anyone.
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: But they live in one room mud huts and the
• 21:45
  Speaker 2: men are coming home beating and raping the wives in
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: front of in front of the kids. So the boys think,
• 21:51
  Speaker 2: they all think, is this is how it is? You know,
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: the girls aren't going Oh no, I think there should
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: be a better way to do this, you know, because
• 21:59
  Speaker 2: there's the boys grew up thinking. With our school sponsorship program,
• 22:04
  Speaker 2: which I've just wrapped up this year, but it went
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: for eight years, we put through almost an equal number
• 22:11
  Speaker 2: of boys as girls, and I got a lot of
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: criticism for that. You know, the girls need to get
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: through school and they need to you know, passy, why
• 22:21
  Speaker 2: are we supporting boys? And my answer was because if
• 22:25
  Speaker 2: the boys go through school with the girls under this program,
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: they might respect them. You know, we might actually get
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: some respectful men coming out the other side.
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: So that must be a challenge. That must be a
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: challenge because you've got this cultural kind of norm you know,
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: this as horrible and terrible and destructive as it is,
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: I mean, for them growing up that was their version
• 22:51
  Speaker 1: of normal. Yep, Like they wouldn't have known. It's like,
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: like you said, the girls are not sitting around thinking, hey,
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: I reckon, we can do better. I reckon we should push,
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: but like they just are born into that. Yeah, And
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: so I mean what you did is I'm sure there's
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: still a way to go, but it's you know, helping
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: turn that ship around, that cultural, that thinking, that behavioral
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: kind of ship in the opposite direction. I mean that
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: must How does that make you feel when you unpack
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: that many people's lives where you know that for a
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: very long time, that's just how it was.
• 23:34
  Speaker 2: It makes me feel good, but I also going to
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: it makes me feel great. But I'm also going to
• 23:39
  Speaker 2: say that for a long time, I didn't feel like
• 23:42
  Speaker 2: it was enough. I had this mentality and I still
• 23:47
  Speaker 2: wish I could, but you know, I wanted to save
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: the world, you know, I wanted to save everyone. Was
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: kind of like, I'm not saving enough people, I'm not
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: impacting enough people. But I've really come to you know,
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: I now have a keynote about what your puzzle piece do?
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: You know?
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: And it's kind of like I've really come to the
• 24:01
  Speaker 2: conclusion and understood now that we've all got a piece
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: of the puzzle to put in, you know, and we
• 24:08
  Speaker 2: all have to do the best we can on that
• 24:09
  Speaker 2: piece of the puzzle, and we simply can't do everything.
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: And that was a hard lesson for me to learn
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: because I was like, well, you know, I've never been
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: to Africa, and yet I was making all these changes,
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: and I was like seeing, wow, this is actually not
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: as hard as people think, you know, to really have
• 24:28
  Speaker 2: a big impact. And so therefore you get a little
• 24:30
  Speaker 2: bit full of yourself and I don't mean egotistically, but
• 24:33
  Speaker 2: kind of like you're not putting a lid on your potential,
• 24:37
  Speaker 2: and you go, fucking hell, I can change. I can
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: do bigger and bigger and bigger. But the truth is
• 24:43
  Speaker 2: you actually end up burnt out with compassion, fatigued, you know,
• 24:47
  Speaker 2: because you start to realize that it's too big for me,
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: and then you start to feel like a failure because
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: now I can't do all the things I wish I could.
• 24:59
  Speaker 2: But and then then you've got to have a really
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: good hard look that go, well, what have you done
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: and how much has that change? And what the bit
• 25:07
  Speaker 2: that you have done has had a big impact. You know,
• 25:11
  Speaker 2: and it's and it's it's done because you did it,
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: and if you didn't do it, it wouldn't be done. So
• 25:16
  Speaker 2: that'll make sense.
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: You just gotta so what are the things that what
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: are the either whether or not it's educational or experiential
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: or you know, sociological meetings, encounters with other people? What
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: are the things that informed or influenced like your thinking
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: and your philosophy and your ideology, Like where did that
• 25:42
  Speaker 1: come from? So this this thinking, this perspective, this worldview
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: that you have, how much of that is you DNA
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: and how much of that is situation, circumstance, environment, experience, encounter.
• 25:57
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a mixture. I was my father is a
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: really big community contributor, His mother was a really big
• 26:05
  Speaker 2: contributor and his father, so I kind of was already
• 26:09
  Speaker 2: seeing that, you know, but I went down the path
• 26:13
  Speaker 2: of being a rock star, you know, living that kind
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: of life, thinking I was in a bit. But because
• 26:18
  Speaker 2: that was the personality of me, is I need people
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: to like me, you know, and that was kind of
• 26:23
  Speaker 2: where and I was a bit of an odd kid,
• 26:25
  Speaker 2: you know, very ass bey, you know, gay, that kind
• 26:30
  Speaker 2: of stuff, which I didn't know when I was a
• 26:31
  Speaker 2: little kid, but I wanted to have friends come around
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: and play bands, you know, with tennis records, and they
• 26:38
  Speaker 2: just wanted to play with my sisters and play dolls,
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: and so I had all these My animals were my
• 26:43
  Speaker 2: best friends, and so I kind of wanted someone to
• 26:46
  Speaker 2: approve of me and like me. And you know, so
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: being a being a muso on stage that was fantastic anyway.
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: And then my second younger sister got cancer, and you know,
• 26:57
  Speaker 2: I ended up working doing the Real Life for Life
• 27:01
  Speaker 2: for the cancer cancel and doing warrigals first event, and
• 27:07
  Speaker 2: it was really successful. And then people were sort of
• 27:10
  Speaker 2: praising me, and this shifted from ego to altruism. I
• 27:17
  Speaker 2: started to realize far out, I've actually got the power
• 27:20
  Speaker 2: to have a really big impact on society and be
• 27:25
  Speaker 2: approved of or noticed for, you know, for doing good stuff,
• 27:29
  Speaker 2: like doing really good stuff for other people. And that
• 27:32
  Speaker 2: kind of got me. It really woke me up to
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: how much power I had that didn't have to be
• 27:40
  Speaker 2: about me. Do you know it actually felt good helping
• 27:44
  Speaker 2: other people without even getting the approval. Does that make
• 27:48
  Speaker 2: I was getting self.
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: Approval, Like it's like you have a purpose bigger than you, right,
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: maybe like when it's all about you, your purpose is
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: you, your happiness, your ego being to your instant gratification, all
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: that shit, right, and then and while that feels temporarily good,
• 28:08
  Speaker 1: it still leaves a vacuum. And it's I always say
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: to people, I tried selfishness for a lot. I was
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: really good at it, Like I'm excellent at selfishness because
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: I'm an only child. But it doesn't work, like there's
• 28:21
  Speaker 1: no it doesn't feel that spiritual, emotional kind of well,
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: like you still feel bankrupt because the things that you
• 28:30
  Speaker 1: were doing for yourself is so short lived that then
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: you've got to do another thing, you know, and you've
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: got to find something else. I need another fix, I
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: need more instant gratification. I need, you know, tell me
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: about navigating all of this being on the spectrum like
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: being aspy as you How is that a superpower? Is that?
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: I mean, I know you don't know any other way,
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: but it's like it's like when people say to me,
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: what's it like not having brothers and sisters, I go,
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: I don't know, I've never fucking had them.
• 29:05
  Speaker 2: Yeah, well I'm not diagnosed, by the way, but but
• 29:08
  Speaker 2: I I think it's great. I think when I was
• 29:12
  Speaker 2: a kid, I always felt different, you know, And I
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: didn't even realize this until I was in my fifties.
• 29:18
  Speaker 2: I honestly didn't even realize. But when I look back
• 29:22
  Speaker 2: and I think, wow, you know I did things my way.
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: You know, I'm a watch it. I call it a
• 29:28
  Speaker 2: multi potential light, you know, jack of all trades. But
• 29:31
  Speaker 2: I'm bloody good at nearly everything.
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: You know.
• 29:33
  Speaker 2: I don't mean that as a wanky thing, but you know,
• 29:35
  Speaker 2: I can just figure out, figure out anything. And I
• 29:39
  Speaker 2: kind of I used to punish myself for being like that,
• 29:43
  Speaker 2: you know, jack of all trades, master of none. You're
• 29:45
  Speaker 2: a bloody dickhead. You know, you haven't got a degree,
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: you haven't got this, You've got no expertise in this.
• 29:51
  Speaker 2: But an actual fact, when I look back, it's it's
• 29:54
  Speaker 2: been wonderful. That aspy thing too. I think, you know,
• 29:59
  Speaker 2: I didn't even notice where people criticizing me. When I
• 30:01
  Speaker 2: think about it, do you know I've had so many
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: When I was a kid, I got my uncle worked
• 30:05
  Speaker 2: at Monash in the in the some research lab or whatever,
• 30:08
  Speaker 2: and he brought me a stethoscope and home from the lab,
• 30:12
  Speaker 2: and I put it round my you know, my neck,
• 30:15
  Speaker 2: and I wore it up and down the street proudly,
• 30:17
  Speaker 2: do you know. And because I was a tomboy, my
• 30:20
  Speaker 2: neighbor called me doctor Tom. And it was a criticism,
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: do you know it was It was a kind of
• 30:25
  Speaker 2: a you know, take the piers out of me. But
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: I thought I was God's gift. I thought I was
• 30:31
  Speaker 2: just so bloody special because people think I'm a real doctor,
• 30:34
  Speaker 2: you know. And I was walking up down the street
• 30:36
  Speaker 2: with this money's there this go haha.
• 30:39
  Speaker 1: You know.
• 30:39
  Speaker 2: I may I invented, I invented everything, invented a guitar
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: string stretcher. But when you take the dirty old strings
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: off your guitar, you know, two bulldog clips at each end,
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: And I actually think it's done me more good than harm.
• 30:53
  Speaker 2: You know, I actually think that i've I haven't. I've
• 30:58
  Speaker 2: had more interest in the thing that interest me than
• 31:01
  Speaker 2: I have had in making friends, if that makes sense.
• 31:04
  Speaker 2: Even though before I said I want people to like
• 31:07
  Speaker 2: me and approve of me, yeah, your friends, you know,
• 31:10
  Speaker 2: I don't know, I got more enjoyment tinkering.
• 31:13
  Speaker 1: And I don't know, maybe that's really interesting because I've
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: never thought of this, But like with my research that
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: I'm doing, we need to factor in people who are
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: on the spectrum because people who are autistic or Asperger's
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: or people who you know, they don't always read social
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: cues so well. Right, But the way that you just
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: explained it, it's almost like that can be an advantage
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: because and I think some people who are maybe at
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: the other end of the spectrum that are really super
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: hyper sensitive, like they get offended. They read things into
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: things all the time, and they get offended forty two
• 31:53
  Speaker 1: times a day even though no one's trying to offend them,
• 31:56
  Speaker 1: you know. So I think that walking up and down
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: the street with your stethoscope thinking you're a doctor and
• 32:02
  Speaker 1: people I'm sure some people thought it was cute and
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: awesome and the odd person hung shit on you, but
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: not knowing it's probably not the worst thing.
• 32:09
  Speaker 2: Right, No, no, exactly, tell.
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: Us, Sorry, tell us about your book, sorry to interrupt
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: off the bench, like, tell us about all the thinking
• 32:20
  Speaker 1: behind that philosophy.
• 32:22
  Speaker 2: Oh, that was just really simple because I'd done one
• 32:24
  Speaker 2: Planet classrooms and i'd started Girls with Hammers, and I
• 32:27
  Speaker 2: started talking at conferences and the one guy said to me,
• 32:33
  Speaker 2: can you do a workshop? And I said, yeah, what on?
• 32:35
  Speaker 2: He said, how to start a project, And I'm like,
• 32:38
  Speaker 2: I took the piece out of myself. I didn't even
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: I said, why are you asking me? I don't know,
• 32:41
  Speaker 2: and he's just said, o'h come on. Anyway, I did
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: an hour's workshop, and as I was doing it, I
• 32:46
  Speaker 2: was thinking, oh shit, you need to know about funding.
• 32:49
  Speaker 2: Ah shit, you need to know about this, and having
• 32:52
  Speaker 2: this real realization that an hour was not short long
• 32:55
  Speaker 2: enough to talk about how to really kick start a project.
• 32:58
  Speaker 2: So I said to people, gives your email and I'll
• 33:00
  Speaker 2: send you a pdf. I'll write up all this stuff.
• 33:03
  Speaker 2: And I came home and started typing it up, and
• 33:06
  Speaker 2: before I knew it, I had one hundred pages, you know,
• 33:08
  Speaker 2: and I'm like, well, this is a book. Somebody you
• 33:11
  Speaker 2: might as well might as well have this as a book.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: And I'd already made magnificent kids that book, and I thought, well,
• 33:17
  Speaker 2: I know how to do a book. I might as
• 33:18
  Speaker 2: well just do that. And so you know, if I
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: look back now, I think, God, there's things I would
• 33:24
  Speaker 2: change in that, but I'm not going to because so
• 33:26
  Speaker 2: many people have said to me that was the thing.
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: That book was the thing that got me over the
• 33:30
  Speaker 2: line to kick start my project. And I could hear
• 33:32
  Speaker 2: your voice, you could hear you saying it to me.
• 33:36
  Speaker 2: And there's another example of I'm not really bound by perfectionism.
• 33:42
  Speaker 2: It's kind of like a lot of people would be
• 33:46
  Speaker 2: caught up in oh, I can't really publish letters a book.
• 33:49
  Speaker 2: It's not perfect, you know. But my thought was, well,
• 33:52
  Speaker 2: why not must well just put it out there and
• 33:55
  Speaker 2: you can have it so and that was thinking beyond myself.
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: That was just thinking for the people at that conference.
• 34:03
  Speaker 2: As long as they've got a book, then that's great.
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: But now I think that's one of the challenges, right,
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: is we all go to workshops and conferences and seminars
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: and keynotes, and we all listen to podcasts, and we
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: all read books, and we all get lots of data
• 34:19
  Speaker 1: and information and advice and strategies. But if you're still
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: sitting on the metaphoric fucking bench just taking notes and listening,
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: you're not getting like, you're not operationalizing anything, You're not
• 34:31
  Speaker 1: you're not putting anything the ideas into practice. Well there's
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: going to be no positive change for me. That's one
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: of the I say that almost every workshop and every
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: keynote I've got another keynote tomorrow, and I'll probably say
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: at the end of that, you know, it's like all
• 34:48
  Speaker 1: this stuff is, you know, hopefully a little bit informative
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  Speaker 1: and inspiring and educational, but none of it's worth anything
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  Speaker 1: if you don't do anything with it. Like knowing what
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: to do is not producing results. Now, knowing what to
• 35:02
  Speaker 1: do is not doing what you know. So I think
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: there's that. Why do you think it is that we
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: have never been more informed or educated or well equipped
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  Speaker 1: in terms of online resources, but so many of us
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  Speaker 1: still are basically standing at the starting line waiting for
• 35:19
  Speaker 1: some fucking magical sign.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I reckon, there's five reasons we don't get started,
• 35:24
  Speaker 2: and it's one self doubt, two imposter syndrome, three not
• 35:28
  Speaker 2: knowing where to start, four overwhelmed by the big picture,
• 35:31
  Speaker 2: and five fear so fear of criticism, failure or rejection.
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  Speaker 2: And I think those five just sit at the bum
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  Speaker 2: of everything. Fear kind of sits underneath all of it.
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  Speaker 2: But I just think we just don't do it. I
• 35:45
  Speaker 2: run a leadership program called Confident leaders Program, and if
• 35:48
  Speaker 2: I called it courageous leaders, no one had fucking come,
• 35:51
  Speaker 2: you know, because they think I'll be making them do
• 35:52
  Speaker 2: courageous things. But ultimately, what I talk about in that
• 35:56
  Speaker 2: is confidence is And a lot of people say, oh,
• 35:59
  Speaker 2: have I had your confidence? I wish I had confidence
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  Speaker 2: and confidence this and that, because I always see confidence
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  Speaker 2: is a big picture. But I always say, if you can,
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  Speaker 2: if you've got confidence to take the next step whatever,
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  Speaker 2: just do it, like if you've got the ability to.
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  Speaker 2: But I have this metaphoring thing, and it's actually a
• 36:15
  Speaker 2: baseball cap. It's not metaphoric. I've got a real one,
• 36:18
  Speaker 2: but other people can't. Haven't got it, You'll have to
• 36:20
  Speaker 2: use a metaphoric one. And it's a baseball cap with
• 36:23
  Speaker 2: c ap on the front. And everyone looks at me,
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  Speaker 2: and I use it as a gimmick because I put
• 36:28
  Speaker 2: it on and people are like, you're fucking for real.
• 36:30
  Speaker 2: You've got a cap that says cap like. And I
• 36:33
  Speaker 2: think you're good because you remember me standing up here
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  Speaker 2: like a dickhead with this cap cap or And the
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  Speaker 2: C is courage, the A is action, and the P
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  Speaker 2: is practiced. And I say, if you want to get
• 36:45
  Speaker 2: anything in life, like anything, and you want to become confident,
• 36:48
  Speaker 2: you have to take courageous action and you have to practice,
• 36:52
  Speaker 2: and you have to practice and practice and practice and
• 36:53
  Speaker 2: practice and practice, and you're going to fuck up and
• 36:56
  Speaker 2: fuck the fuck up. But at the bottom of it
• 36:58
  Speaker 2: is it's courageous act and practicing it over and over,
• 37:02
  Speaker 2: you know, and it's I hope people see me in
• 37:05
  Speaker 2: that hat and go what a fucking dickhead, and then
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: they remember it and it's bent into their brain. And
• 37:11
  Speaker 2: I say, just anything you want to try, just pretend
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: think of me and me cap and put on your
• 37:15
  Speaker 2: metaphoric caps. I've got my confidence cap on and I
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  Speaker 2: take courageous action and I'm just going to get started.
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  Speaker 2: And none of us know all the steps, Like we
• 37:24
  Speaker 2: just don't know all this, but do you know the
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: next step? Yeah, if you know the next step, take it.
• 37:29
  Speaker 1: So yeah. I think also too, like people think that
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: courage is analogous to or synonymous with, fearlessness, and it's
• 37:39
  Speaker 1: actually not at all. It's like, no, like those T
• 37:43
  Speaker 1: shirts and those posters that say no fear, I'm like,
• 37:46
  Speaker 1: fuck those posters and T shirts because I don't know
• 37:48
  Speaker 1: anyone who's got zero fear. Yeah right, No, it's dumb, Like, actually,
• 37:55
  Speaker 1: courage requires fear. You know, you can't be courageous if
• 37:59
  Speaker 1: you're not scared, you know. So it's like, yeah, I
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: know that you're scared. I know it's uncomfortable. I know
• 38:06
  Speaker 1: it's hard. Guess what that's okay. You're allowed to be scared.
• 38:10
  Speaker 1: You're allowed to be uncomfortable, You're allowed to be uncertain,
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: and you're still allowed to do those things that you're
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: terrified of because how you turn down the volume on
• 38:20
  Speaker 1: that fear is by being courageous and leaning in. You
• 38:23
  Speaker 1: know you can't I say this too many times, sorry listeners,
• 38:27
  Speaker 1: but you can't master what you avoid. You can't get
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: good at what you won't do. You know, you're not
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: going to get stronger by fucking hiding under the metaphoric
• 38:34
  Speaker 1: couch for ten years and waiting for everything to work
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: itself out, because it doesn't. You know. So, Hey, you're inspirational.
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: We need to get your back. How do people find you?
• 38:47
  Speaker 1: Follow you, connect with you? Where do they buy your book?
• 38:50
  Speaker 1: Where can they listen to your potty? Give us the
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: quick spiel?
• 38:54
  Speaker 2: Basically, the website is Karen Vaughan dot com and Vaughn
• 38:58
  Speaker 2: is an a lot of people spell it wrong. Kubla
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  Speaker 2: y n v A U g h A n dot
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  Speaker 2: com and I'm also on Instagram, Get off the bench, Facebook, LinkedIn.
• 39:10
  Speaker 2: You can buy the books through the website. That'll do.
• 39:14
  Speaker 2: That's a Karen Vaughan dot com. That'll do.
• 39:17
  Speaker 1: Do you ever get down to the thriving metropolis.
• 39:19
  Speaker 2: Of Melbourne occasionally, very rarely?
• 39:22
  Speaker 1: Well, come on, come down coffee with Tiff and I.
• 39:25
  Speaker 2: All right, I will. It's three hours for me, but
• 39:28
  Speaker 2: if I'm coming down, I absolutely will. Actually I'm coming
• 39:30
  Speaker 2: down October, but that's a long time away.
• 39:33
  Speaker 1: We'll happen in October. Get down before then October. One
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: of us could be dead by then. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: I will.
• 39:44
  Speaker 2: I'd like that.
• 39:45
  Speaker 1: We'll say goodbye affair. But Karen, thanks so much that
• 39:48
  Speaker 1: you're amazing.
• 39:49
  Speaker 2: You know what you are.
• 39:49
  Speaker 1: Here's a term for You've ever heard the term polymath
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: Holly Matt.
• 39:54
  Speaker 2: I have heard that, but I can't remember what it is.
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: Holly math is a person who knows quite a lot
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: about a lot of things. That's you, Yeah, a bit
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: of an expert, like semi expert in a bunch of stuff.
• 40:07
  Speaker 1: We appreciate you. Thanks for being on the new project.
• 40:10
  Speaker 2: Thanks for having me on. Thank you