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Episode #203: The Art of Shifting Objects in Your Space · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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M Hey, everyone, welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev. Ho
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La, good day, good day. How's it going. Well? We
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were conversing about some things and are trying not to I'm trying not to.
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Yeah, So if there's any of that you want to run with, I'm
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good. I'm I can't even think right now, trying to do trying to
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multitask, it's not working. I mean really, ideally, if we're present,
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we're only present with one thing at a time anyways, if you're really
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absorbing it. So we were kind of talking about you changed your up your
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space behind you, which it looks awesome. We've changed up the office space,
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or I've changed up our office space that we share. Okay, real
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quick about that. Before I had shared with Bev that I had changed things
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around in my office because the shoving unit behind me was over here. If
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you go and look at previous recordings, and every week I would sit here
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and I'm like, I felt off balance, and I knew it, and
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I knew I had to do with that shoving unit, but I just never
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made it a priority to move it. And then finally I said, I
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got to move it. It's just I'm done so I chose to move it.
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Now, typically I have the full moon and New Moon dates in my
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calendar, and I haven't done that yet this year. I still haven't done
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it yet. But the moment I chose to change it, to move the
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shelving and do make it different was on a new moon, near a moon.
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It wasn't on the new moon, but near a moon new moon,
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and I just I had changed it. And then later I found out we
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were in the new moon energy and I was like, oh, imagine that,
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and that interesting. New moons are for beginnings, and so I just
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wanted to share that piece real quick before you went on that's awesome. It
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is awesome. And it's like you talked about that shift and how all of
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a sudden you shift to some stuff around in your office, and that's kind
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of where our conversation was starting to go before recording. But it's like,
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it's so easy. We have these askings and I talk about this, but
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we have askings with the inside of ourselves, like maybe we want to be
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more on task, or we want to be like I want to be more
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on track with the full moon and the new moon, and we want to
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do I don't know you want more peace in whatever in your life, and
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then Spirit's guiding you, right. Spirit guided you to want to change this,
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and it started planning seats like well you could put it right here.
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You could put it right here. And that is what was happening with me
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at the office while I'm working on clients. I'm working on clients, and
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then all of a sudden, I'm like, well that could get moved over
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there. I was like okay, and it's like, well that could go
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over there. And it's like once you start listening following that path, that's
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where we talk about so often. It's like listening to your intuition, listen
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to that internal guidance before you decide to go out and do. Now,
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sometimes you can still go out and do but know that it was planted in
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your mind already to start shifting things and play with things. And really that's
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kind of right. There's a huge statement play with things. You want to
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be in a playful state when you're doing all this stuff. And it's like,
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every time I would shift something at my office, it was like great,
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and I end up moving a mirror that was on the wall. I've
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got a bathroom mirror, so if people need to go look at themselves.
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They can go into the bathroom, but it's like I said, it behind
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the Buddha, and it's like it just looks like it was meant to be
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there. So it's like, sorry, guys, what mirror. We don't
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have a mirror there anymore. I can't move it because it fits there,
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but it shifts the energy, which is kind of ironic. And I'm not
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sure because I'm kind of working through this. I had one of my friends
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ask me what was the address of my office space, and it's like I
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could not, for the life of me think of my last night it started.
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I couldn't think it. I'm like, ohll just deal with it tomorrow.
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I've been there for I only like eight years or seven years or some
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it's been. I've been there for a while. And I'm sitting there this
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morning trying to give her the address again, and it's like I cannot.
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I'm trying to give my home address. This address is not coming forward to
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me, and so it's paying attention to all those little details because that,
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to me, is notifying me that there's about to be a shift. And
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it's like and I've shifted the whole space that I love walking into our office
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space now because the way it feels it just feels more organized, It feels
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more uplifted, not stifled, like there's no energy being blocked in places.
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We've shifted some stuff out of the space and just changing things around that can
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make a big, huge difference. And that's you know, I'm glad we're
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having this conversation because just shifting things around if you feel like things aren't going
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in the direction you want them to go to. You know, we can
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sit there. I can tell you go sit there and listen to your intuition.
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And I've done that, and I sit and write this stuff. But
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I know that when we're not in the space to receive that information, we're
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just not so sometimes getting into that mindless the movement part now, that allows
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the information to flow into you and you start getting things, or at least
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you start recognizing. My body's letting me know, ooh that feels good to
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be right there. Oh yeah that is that an't feels you better. I'm
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gonna go ahead and put it back. You know, it's just all of
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it. Every single thing that's life, every single thing that we're doing is
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like telling us guests. We like it. No, we don't like it.
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Ooh that feels good. No, it doesn't feel good. That's just
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how we navigate. That's just it. And we just got into the path.
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Why it's going this direction, I don't know, but we've gotten into
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the path of suppressing and sticking ourselves to his sides. I was talking to
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Freeman this morning and we were talking about, you know, like raising kids,
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because he's always preparing my foods and stuff like that. For me,
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he eats after I do, typically, and it's like that was how it
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was for me with growing up with my kids, Like you know, me
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growing up and my kids growing up. That's how it was. I was
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always put on I put myself on the back burner all the time. I
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was the last one to eat. I was a lot, you know,
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and if I sometimes half the time when you when you skip a meal like
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that, hey you're not hungry anymore. You skip the meal and you just
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keep going. So it's easy to you know, to get into those routines
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and just kind of throwing ourselves to the back burner again. But it's just
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taking that time. A lot of information that's through out there, but it's
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just taking that time to kind of process and put yourself first. Honor yourself,
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honor your body. It'll present so many more opportunities that the better we
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take care of it. It's like then it's like, oh, what once
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to go for a walk? Oh wants to go do this? It's fun?
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Yeah. Yeah. And there's some other things in my office space that
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I sit and look at and I'm really internalizing do I still need this?
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Why am I still holding on to it? Or why do I feel like
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I need to keep it in my space type of thing? And so when
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I start receiving things like that, I kind of sit with it for a
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little while until I really know, you know, And again that's the intuition
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that's just either or I know it's time for it to move. And then
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the question is where to move it to if that makes sense, so to
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whether it's someplace else in the house or out of the house. If it's
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going to go out of the house, is it a trash or is it
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giveaway? Is it donate right type of thing? So I'm sitting with that
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With a few of the things in my space right now, I know it's
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time for them to go. It's try to decide what is the next step
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for them type of thing. So and we got to say with those things
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sometimes and it's you know, this is this is with like stuff that you
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store in the closet, you push it into the closet and store it there.
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I'll walk into my closet and time and time again just look at things
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and go, well, I still have that I'm taking up some space for
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me right now. But we can do that with anything, your your decor,
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your furniture, anything, just you know, if it's starting to pull
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you in as to like this doesn't mean anymore this something here needs to shift,
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it might just be a matter of just moving something. It's like this
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showing unit, there's just a matter of moving it. And then across the
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way, I have a recliner, and so I moved it. It was
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like a breath of fresh air. And then I went and sat in that
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recliner and I was just like, like it just felt more relaxing, and
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really the energy felt a lot better. So I'm really enjoying it. It's
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funny that we're even having this conversation because before we even got onto this recording,
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I'm like think I'm looky looking in the closet, like I'm going to
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go through this closet, and then you're talking about that, and my mind's
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automatically see slipping my desk into a different direction where I'm facing my angel cabinet,
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but I can still see outside the window, seeing all the rocks.
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I've got so many rocks, and I mean I've got spaces that are covered
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with rocks because we live out I collect rocks, and it's like I don't
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need all these rocks in my room. So it's like, if I can
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find a place, I'll create a rock garden, is what I'll do in
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a space. But so I'll shift a lot of this stuff out. But
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it's like my mind is really like in that space, and to me,
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that's almost like it's that's the energies, right, So we're to me,
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I guess if we stop and look at this a bit, we're in the
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middle of a shift. Things are changing and now we're recognizing what we want
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in our in our in our vision. One of my clients tells me she's
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a friend as well. She's not just a client. I don't think any
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of my clients are just clients. But she says, if she looks around
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anywhere in her house and anything her eyes rest on, if she doesn't find
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joy in looking at it, she donates it, she gets rid of it.
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Yeah, it's just that simple. And I'm recognizing I've got so much
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stuff if I don't even my closets, got so much stuff. It's like
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all these things, and it's like you don't even look at this stuff.
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You don't even process this stuff. So it's it's just crazy that we're having
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this conversation now. I want to go a little bit because I have a
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vision board. I've always meant to be. This is not crazy. It
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was meant to be. Yeah, it was, but that's the way it
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is. And I tell the Holy Spirit, I'm like, okay, well
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let's start. Let's where do you want to go next? What do you
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want to talk about? How do you how do you want to flow through
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my life? How can we find so much more joy in this life?
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And it's also getting to the vision boards, right, I have I had
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a vision board. So I'm sitting here, I'm facing my desk and I've
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got a wall over to my side over here that you wouldn't see it from
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here. So if anything that's on the wall is my vision board. But
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I noticed that I don't spend much time looking at it. And I was
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listening to a person and he was saying, the problem with vision boards is
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we don't put him in a place that work at all the time where we're
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constantly looking at him. So he says, put it in the bedroom.
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Well, I don't lay in bed and look at the walls or do any
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of that stuff, because where do you spend more of that time. But
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when I'm putting all my makeup and stuff, I've got a huge mirror or
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I've got wall around there. So now if I'm looking at an image of
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let's just say some I love these apps that i'm looking at right I'm looking
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at these apps and I'm not All I'm doing is seeing them every day.
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And if I'm standing there and I'm thinking about it and I'm moving around and
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I'm thinking, those are my abs right now, I'm moving around, I'm
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creating right now, that's my vision board. And that's an opportunity because i'm
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you know, I'm listening to YouTube or I'm listening to a podcast, and
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it's like it's I'm open. So if you're in that space of openness,
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right now you're receiving, You're like resetting your subconscious. There's so many things
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are happening right now in that very moment, and so I've shifted that kind
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of stuff and that feels better to me too. It's it's just you don't
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know until someone says something so simple as well, why don't you put it
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in a place that you spend more time? And it's like, duh,
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why not? Why not have it where you're going to be seeing it,
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where you're going to focus on it, and then if you start getting too
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used to looking at it, then change the picture, update something, shift
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into something else, because you've already planned that seed. Now now you're off
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in the something else. You let it go and it creates unless you self
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sabotage, unless you're putting some more blocks up in the way. Otherwise everything's
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perfectly fine. But it's like, what the heck's going on? Like,
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we're just getting ready to go into a new space. Do we already have
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the Chinese New Year? Yeah? Yeah, so crazy? But you know
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what, I think a lot of people believe that was it. April first
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was the beginning of actually a beginning a year off to do some research on
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that again. So it might be if we're really paying attention to the way
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things feel, maybe that's maybe that's part of it. But I do feel
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like there's a lot of stuff that's shifting in the world right now, and
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it's really what do you want to put your attention on? Right What's what
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level do you want to be at? You want to be at your three
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D reality, or you want to be at the five D or you want
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to be higher than that, you want to be lower of that. What
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it's like, whatever you want to be, it's or wherever you want to
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be. It's your choice really in a lot of ways. And always that's
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one of the things as a constant reminder at work is their focus. And
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I say their focus because I focus on if there's something that comes up that
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causes some discord, Okay, well we know what the we know what that
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is, right, We've already identified that, So let's move into what do
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we want it to be? What do we want to create? What direction
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do we want to move in? And they just want to keep telling it
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over and over and over and over, and I'll have a nut like they'll
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come into my office and want to start talking and I'm like, oh,
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and I'll change this, like seriously, just almost put my hand up and
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like stop, change subject, like right now, I don't even try to
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be courteous or anything. I'm like, oh, and anyway, you know,
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and go on to a different topic because I just that's not a good
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use of my time and energy of being there. Y'all want to talk about
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it, great, go out of my office, go into your office,
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go somewhere else and have these conversations, because I know once you leave the
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office at five o'clock, you're gonna go sit at the bar and you're gonna
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talk about it there too, and then when you get home, you're going
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to talk about it there too. I don't want, I don't need to
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talk about it. I already know what it is. I've already been told
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once and ten times. I'm good. So I got to spend my time
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and energy focusing on a solution. And so that is a constant each day.
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And so having even me saying that is a confirmation or affirmation right that
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this is happening every day at work. So changing that language of we are
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solution oriented group of people and keep holding that vision. But that's on me
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that's that's my choice, and you know, it's it's their choice to talk
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about it, but it's my choice to say not in my space. I
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get to do that, and it actually has felt really good to say I'm
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not talking about this again. We've already talked about it ten times. Not
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talking about because we have gotten nowhere, so we need to talk about something
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else, or we need to talk about a solution. What do you want
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to do? And it's I just have been key. I have been repeating
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that over and over and sometimes I know I could be a little slow sometimes
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too. It's like I need to hear it several times or in different language,
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different words, different verbiage for it to really go for me to go,
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oh yeah, why am I talking about this again? Right? So,
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just holding that space and being grounded in what I do and what I
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teach and practicing that's what it is. So I was a practice and the
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more I do it, the better I get. So I'm not upset about
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it in any by any means, because I know that's where they're at with
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themselves, and that's what they know how to do, is to focus on
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the drama and the being upset about everything and and I know that's not my
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truth. It's like, I don't I don't need to be in that space.
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So yeah, it's interesting dynamics with that. And when you you know,
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you talk about and a shift, that's like a shift in me being
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very aware of that. Hardly ever, when Bev and I see each other,
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or prior to us re recording or after our recording, we all sit
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in the problems of things. I have noticed that in our conversations we do
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not sit in the problem with oh my god, Bev, did you know,
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and and then just sit there and rehash it. We don't. I'm
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like, hey, Bev, I'm having an issue. I need I need
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some input. That input needs to be directed toward a solution or a different
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direction, right, And she knows that, and I know that's the same
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with her. Okay, I told I told somebody in my life just the
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other day. I said, we keep rehashing the same thing. We gotta
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stop doing that. So I will. I will be happy to be your
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sounding board. I'm okay with that. I will sit and I will listen,
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and I will set a timer. So you tell me, do you
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need five minutes, ten minutes, fifteen minutes, that's it. That's your
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timeframe. Let me know how much time you need. I'll set a timer,
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I will listen, and when that timer goes off, we're done.
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We're gonna focus on what we need to do to keep moving. And so
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she just it was almost like a deer in the headlights, like, wait,
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what do you mean? We're not gonna keep talking? Just like,
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ah, I don't know how much more time I have on this planet.
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So I just I'm not interested in being in those conversations. And if they
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would stop and recognize because I was trying to look and find the proper verbiage,
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that felt good to me. It's all those problems quote unquote are a
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solution opportunity. That's that's really what it is. So if you automatically recognize,
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we're back to the feelings again, it either feels good or doesn't feel
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good, but it doesn't feel good, what's the solution opportunity? Like what
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can you do from there? And then you can create and let's talk about
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the truth stuff as I've been changing and stuff. Now before I would have
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had like white lies or when I say white lies, Hey beb you want
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to come out tonight? Oh no, i've kind of got a headache,
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I'm gonna go ahead and stay in. And that's a white lie because a
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lot of times I would say that I just really wasn't and I didn't have
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a desire to go out, and instead of saying, you know, I
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really appreciate you inviting me out, but I'm going to stay home tonight,
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I'm gonna enjoy you. I'm going to stay home tonight, period or just
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no. You don't have to have a reason why, but you just know
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why inside of you. Recently, my biological father it had his birthday and
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we were invited to go. My sister and our spouse is that we're invited
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to go, and myself were invited to go to have lunch with their family.
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And I was like, okay, you know because for me, in
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my mind, I'm thinking this isn't about us, this is about him.
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And then I mentioned it to my sister. She's like, oh, yeah,
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I'd love to go to breakfast. And I'm like, okay, So
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there's six of us right So there she was like, how many ever you
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are there? And I said, well, there's you know, those two,
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us two and then you two, So there's six of us. And
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she says, oh, well, we've invited the brothers and the sisters of
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his brothers and sisters. And I was like, oh, okay, not
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even stopping to processes, not even stopping to think about this. And I
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tell my sister and she's like, I'm just not comfortable with that. I'll
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pass. And I thought, how freaking awesome was it for her to say
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that? But it made me slow down for a second, and I thought,
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I'm not comfortable with that because there's been some situations with one of his
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brothers when I was a child, and it's like, maybe I'm not ready
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for that. I don't. It's any even if I'm ready for it.
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Do I want to go sit and hang out like that? No? I
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don't. And it's recognizing that and it's being okay with that. Well,
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then he ended up getting sick and then couldn't make it through the day,
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so I ended up going over to his house and we're having a conversation and
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I just freaking straight up told him. I didn't say anything about the brother,
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but I just said, you know, it just wasn't comfortable and it
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wouldn't have been intimate. This is the first time that we're coming together to
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sit as a group and have a conversation. I said, it would be
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there'd be too many people happening. And I said, this is kind of
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you. Guys are wanting to bring us together, and we're wanting to come
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together. So it's like having a conversation amongst each other and not with a
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bunch of other people that we haven't seen since or maybe ever seen since we
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were children, or maybe never. And it's like so processing all that stuff
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and then standing in that truth, and it's like now I'm just like,
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I just say exactly how I felt. But it's the difference is I'm not
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coming from that victim defensive place that I used to come from. Now when
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I'm coming from this place, I'm neutral and I'm just staying and I'm like,
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I know it may sound crazier, it may sound ought to you,
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but that's just how I feel, and I'm just going to be one hundred
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percent honest. I said, what do we have to lose? I said,
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I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me. And I
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told him, I said, I filled out a card for you, and
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I said, but I didn't know what to put in it. I said,
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do I put Dad, do I put Frank, I said, I'm
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not sure right now, I said, we just met. There's a huge
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gap in our lives right now, and I'm coming together meeting you up as
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you know, coming together as a friend to get to know you and have
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some better understanding. Because this understanding is going to benefit myself as well,
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but it will benefit him too. But I also realize, with all that
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being said, being our true, authentic selves and not trying to tell the
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little white lies just because it's you're trying to please everybody else. Just to
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stand in your truth. It does It doesn't even better if if someone invites
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you to something like no, doesn't matter how you respond, I'll get back
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to you. And I learned that a lot of that from you. But
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it's like now it's I'm in that place. I'm practicing these things. I'm
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practicing these things we were talking before we got onto this recording about I just
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deleted TikTok. I deleted it. I felt a desire that I don't need.
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I was being told by spirit, I don't need this information. This
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is a distraction that I'm filling my time up and I have everything that I
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need from withinside of myself. I don't have to distract myself out there.
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I can get I can if any questions that I have. The information is
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going to flow to me one way or another, and I'm going to receive
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it, and I'm going to receive it even deeper than I probably would have
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received it. For TikTok So TikTok, I'm using that as a one of
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the apps that I use. And we talked about deleting a couple of or
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I talked about deleting a couple other apps. And it's not because I don't
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appreciate having contact with people, but it's just not my space anymore, if
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you know what I mean. It's just not It doesn't it doesn't grab my
22:51
attention. I don't feel like I before. I felt like I always wanted
22:53
to go on and put positive stuff and it was fun, but it's it
22:57
was also for me. It was it was like people pleasing, Oh,
23:02
I'm gonna post this stuff because people are gonna like this. This is good,
23:04
this is good stuff right here, and it's like, I'm not in
23:07
that space anymore. I'm no longer. I no longer think that way.
23:11
I think we all have something to present and bring to somebody else. And
23:17
I'm enjoying this journey. You know, I thought I had an idea of
23:21
where I wanted to go and what I wanted to be and grow up and
23:23
all that stuff, and it's like, I'm just going on the journey I
23:26
am. My group's changing into almost like it's our own personal church. So
23:32
it's like, and I love that. And if you would have ever said
23:34
anything to me like that before, I probably would have told you to f
23:37
off and turn around and walk to the way. I'm being honest. And
23:41
then people quoting scriptures. I used to get so irritated. My mom used
23:45
to stay quote scriptures sometimes and I would get so bent, Like I would
23:49
get bent on this stuff because what I fought against anything that was controlling,
23:56
stifling, fear guided, any that anything. But in that process, when
24:02
you're pushing against everything else again we've talked about this, that means you're pushing
24:06
away everything, you're not allowing anything to flow into your your experience. That
24:10
that is good stuff. And so now that I've become neutral to that,
24:14
I the groups that have been coming together and they all and I tell one
24:18
of my friends, she's just like, oh gosh, she's just everything to
24:22
be she and she's been a huge cheerleader for myself. But if it wasn't
24:26
for her, because I've been seeing her for a long time, if it
24:27
wasn't for her quoting these scriptures all the time, I probably be hearing her
24:33
say those things. Because I liked her so much, I was allowing,
24:37
right, I was allowing that information to come through instead of slamming on the
24:41
brace like I'm turning, I'm turning the corner right now, or changing the
24:45
subject. I'm nut, you know. And so none of that stuff happened.
24:48
But because of her, that helped open that opportunity. And that's what
24:52
I told her. And I also know there was a give and take in
24:53
that because I helped her, you know, to see things a little bit
24:56
different and not be so closed off and just stay in that box. And
25:02
it's like she tells me, like the Bible has a lot of information in
25:03
there. It's good for you. It's just how you're looking at it,
25:07
right, But that's the world, it's how you're looking at it. So
25:10
now as this group has come together and has started having these conversations and I'm
25:14
seeing how it's changing, I am absolutely loving it, absolutely loving it.
25:19
And even that morning I told God, I said, you know, I'm
25:22
open to donations. I'm not. Before I would have been like, oh
25:25
no, I don't. No one needs to be putting donations out the or
25:27
anything like that. And I didn't put anything out. That's all I said
25:30
was to God. And I get there and one of the gals walks in
25:33
and she hands me a card and she said this is from four of us,
25:36
and I was like okay, And I didn't open it till later.
25:40
But the group was so great that we I'm like, I want to switch
25:42
to Sundays because it seems like this, this is the day. Then I
25:47
don't have to worry about fighting around on a Saturday or whatever. It was
25:51
just it's just awesome how that shift happened. And then I get feedback afterwards,
25:56
like one of the girls went to someone else and she says, I
25:57
went to a place that was my a church. And I was like,
26:00
holy crap, Like how can you even do this stuff? And you talk
26:04
about I talk about Holy Spirit and stuff like that. Now I never spoke
26:08
about that stuff. I was like, what the hell, Like I don't
26:11
even understand what all that stuff means. And I start asking questions and I'm
26:14
getting these answers. But the difference is it's not just the words, and
26:18
it's not just being religious or going into all this other stuff. It's how
26:22
does it feel? And it feels free, open, good, great,
26:29
It's it's a win win for me as far as this goes. And so
26:33
I'm open. What does my life look like in the future. I have
26:36
no idea, and I don't care. I don't care. I'm enjoying the
26:40
trip. That's awesome. And it's been the opportunity to relax and be in
26:47
the flow of things instead of trying to control. And this is my next
26:52
move and this is what I got to do, and this is what I'm
26:53
supposed to be doing, or just the typical societal viewpoint and being that people
27:00
pleaser and then also feeling like you need to be in control. And a
27:06
lot I've leaned into I've been talking about for a while too, is just
27:10
leaning into everything's gonna work out whatever that looks like, right. I mean,
27:15
I'm I'm talking to I'm talking to community college about revamping how they're marketing
27:22
things. I'm talking to a nonprofit organization about getting people, you know,
27:30
to be off drugs. But I used my voice and said, y'all are
27:36
missing a spiritual aspect. You are missing the piece of bringing them home to
27:38
themselves instead of having the focus of just getting them off drugs. Like I'm
27:44
having these conversations and you know what, I'm kind of with you, I'm
27:47
like, I don't care. I want to say it, and you either
27:49
receive it or you don't, and that's okay, but at least it planting
27:52
a seed is planning a seed, and they're hearing it and they're like,
27:56
wow, you know, I never about that. I'll consider it. I'll
28:02
see, I'll see where this can go. I'll see how I can because
28:07
even I've posed, I have posed ideas and I've said I have the idea,
28:12
but I don't know how to implement it. I don't know the steps,
28:15
I don't know the context I said. But this is the idea that's
28:19
coming to me and I just need to share it. And if you do
28:22
anything with it, fine, If you don't, fine, I'm just telling
28:25
you this is what is coming to me. And you know what, that
28:32
would have never happened ten years ago, twenty years ago, never, Because
28:37
I don't want somebody looking at me, cross eyed and bug eyed, like
28:41
I have lost my damn mind and I have three heads? And who is
28:45
this person? Why is she talking to me about coming home to yourself?
28:48
What does that mean? I don't It's like I don't care. This is
28:52
what I have to offer because I think that it's time for people to hear
28:56
that. And I said it, and I'm just like I felt good about
29:00
it, and that was the other thing didn't matter to me if they had
29:03
any kind of judgmental thoughts or or wasn't interested. I said it because somebody
29:08
needed to hear it, or it was just me practicing using my voice and
29:14
saying what I felt was needed to be heard, So it doesn't matter whatever
29:18
the dynamics. I did it, and I was like, well, I
29:21
walked away from the conversation. I walked back to my office. I was
29:23
like, oh, look at you go, girl. And to me,
29:27
I feel like it's so spirit guided when you had that opportunity, and when
29:32
we don't when we receive those that information, it doesn't feel good. When
29:36
we don't express it, when it doesn't come out of us and we just
29:38
keep it trapped inside, it doesn't feel good. It's almost like It's almost
29:42
like when if I'm working on a client and my throat starts bothering me,
29:47
which is funny. I was working on someone yesterday in my throat started bothering
29:49
me and I start coughing. But you know, we're in this day and
29:52
nature. You're almost afraid to cough in front of people. And it's like,
29:53
I got a freaking cough okay, And she's like, oh, you're
29:56
clearing for me. She knew, and I said, one hundred percent,
30:00
because this happens a lot. I'll get up to someone's throat and I can
30:03
tell when they're stifled, when they're it's it's almost as if something's on there,
30:07
but that but that goes along with the whole thing. That's It's just
30:11
it's that it's that easy. It's that simple. Yeah, And as soon
30:14
as you express it, then it's gone gone. And my coughing for that
30:18
person was expressing it yep yep. So then I know when someone's closed off
30:23
in their throat chakra. Well you look at things two three D. I
30:30
feel like, you know, oh gosh, my hip is hurting. Oh
30:32
god, it could be cancer, it could be this, it could be
30:33
that. On an energetic level, which is not three D. If I'm
30:37
looking at it from a chakra level or from an energy level, all that
30:41
it means is there's stagged an energy. There's not flow happening right now.
30:45
That's all that it means. And then it's getting into the flow. How
30:48
do you do that? It's asking questions and you're going to be guided into
30:52
that space. And sometimes it's just expressing yourself to someone else, just like
30:56
you were in that group, just saying those words because when you said it,
31:00
it impacted me so much. It's so true, it's so true.
31:03
There it's a missed opportunity. People get so caught up on the you know,
31:07
the structure of things and the way they think should things should be,
31:11
instead of being more open recognizing, oh well, they just shouldn't be doing
31:15
drugs, that's just it. They should have just said I'm be doing them.
31:18
That's there. They're just have the tough love. They just got to
31:21
figure their shit out. You know. It's all that stuff, but it's
31:22
not because we're all connected. That's another aspect of me that's not flowing properly.
31:29
Go back to the body. Now I can start look at how how
31:30
could this be flowing? Differently. I'm telling you, there's been I've been
31:36
talking a lot during this conversation. Okay, I'm good with it. You're
31:38
doing okay. My granddaughter stayed the night for the first time she's ever stayed
31:44
to night with me. Sunday. No, no, no, no,
31:47
it was I don't even know what freaking day today is Sunday. She stayed
31:52
the night Friday night, and I work Saturday, so I had her a
31:53
Friday. I picked her up in the afternoon, like around two or something
31:56
on on Friday, and I so much so I had a sleepover and it
32:02
was it was like me being a kid again. And she's like, well,
32:07
we do these. And I just made sure that she was getting her
32:08
food. She ate there, could keep complaining about how she doesn't want to
32:12
eat. Well, the environment out here is different. There's not a lot
32:16
of commotion, activity, anger, yelling, or everything's more of a piece
32:22
peaceful area. So she's eating, Grandpa, I'm hungry again. We watched
32:25
we don't watch TV a lot, but we watched a movie called Wish,
32:29
which was a pretty good. So it's got a lot of singing and stuff
32:30
in it, but if you can hear the words, they're this being said.
32:34
In this whole show, there's so many amazing messages, and there's so
32:37
many amazing messages and talking about people giving away their wishes to someone else to
32:43
control, and then them feeling empty because they don't they don't have wishes anymore,
32:45
they don't know what they want to do with themselves. It's so funny.
32:49
It's giving the power away to other people. But it's such a great
32:52
movie. But we watched the movie and then, like we we did a
32:54
few other things. We made our bed and we did it together. It
32:59
wasn't just a grandma. And we made it and I slept it in her
33:02
slept in the We blow up mattress with her in the room. I didn't
33:06
sleep. I didn't sleep really at all that night, but she slept all
33:08
night long and that was important and because that means to me that she was
33:13
comfortable. And we laid there. So we read three books afterwards, and
33:16
we're having a conversation and she's like, I want, well, tell me
33:20
a story, and she's like, I can't think of any right now.
33:22
So I started telling her all these stories about this princess Bivvy and you know,
33:27
and how everything was so beautiful and the animals talked to her all these
33:30
crazy things, right, And we're talking, but it's an opportunity to plant
33:34
seeds, it's an opportunity for imagination. And we're getting ready to go to
33:37
sleep. What a divine time to have our imagination flowing. Anyways, and
33:40
we're talking and then she puts her hand over on me, so I'm holding
33:44
her hand and then she falls asleep. I'm still talking to her and she
33:46
falls asleep, and I'm like, I sure do love you, Bibby crickets.
33:52
I don't hear anything, but it was so amazing. It was just
33:54
such an amazing time. And I sat there my heart was so full.
34:00
It's like, you can't even there's no money, there's nothing that you can
34:05
place on those opportunities that we have. Right. We can sit and look
34:09
at them and be, oh my god, they're crazy and it's exhausting to
34:13
take care of them or what you know, all these things, these thoughts,
34:15
but it's like, if you're just being right now and really being with
34:19
whoever you're being with, it's such a beautiful opportunity of a connection, a
34:23
growth of gosh, just giving them that reassurance in this world because sometimes we
34:29
need that reassurance because it gets a little crazy here. But to feel that
34:34
love, that's what I was looking for. That just to feel that life.
34:38
Not to say that I didn't I love my grandkids, I love my
34:42
kids, I love all of them. But from that space, now I
34:45
can send so much love to myself, to you, to my house husband
34:52
here, to my kids, to my clients, to everybody that I meet
34:58
on the road. It's even influencing the way that I am on the road.
35:01
So if I start to get irritated about anything, I'm like, I
35:06
just don't. This isn't me anymore. That's not that stuff. As we
35:09
were moving forward, we realize we don't need that. We don't need that
35:14
defensiveness, and we don't need that victim. We don't need all these other
35:19
things. All we really needed was that love. And all that stuff led
35:22
me to love. So it's like it wasn't a bad thing, it was
35:25
a good thing. It led me to the love not just from my parents,
35:30
but from the love of creator. Yeah, and just sit and relish
35:36
in it, because how many opportunities We have lots of opportunities throughout a day
35:42
to do that, but how often do we really take the time to do
35:45
it right. And it's because we just think we're so important and we have
35:52
so many things we need to do and take care of, and don't we
35:55
don't sit in relish in those moments. So that's awesome, I think as
36:00
absolutely beautiful. And I'm sure there's somebody that's going to listen to this video
36:02
that needed to hear that. To embrace those moments, I don't, yeah,
36:10
because we don't know. We don't know how long we how how long
36:14
do we get to be in this space to hold that hand or to even
36:16
when we're driving, the kids will sit in the front seat. We're out
36:21
on the dirt. So if I meet the kids over like a Petro or
36:23
whatever, I'm holding on will hold hands. And that's just my connection with
36:28
them, knowing that they're being loved, that you're always being loved. I
36:30
just and I'm constantly reassuring them because I didn't do it with my kids.
36:35
And it's not again, it's not because I did something wrong. I've learned
36:37
more. But I feel compelled to constantly share this because I know even through
36:43
that, there's a healing that happens for your children. There's a healing that
36:46
happens for yourself, so obviously it's going to have for your children. Yeah.
36:51
And it's interesting because I'm noticing, like at my work, it's like
37:00
business stuff, right, And it's amazing how many people will hug each other.
37:05
And that's awesome women. I mean typically, you know, it's just
37:07
women hugging each other. It's guys hugging guys, women hugging guys, women
37:14
hugging like everybody. Not everybody will hug, but a good portion of people.
37:17
And I sit and I just watch and I was like, this is
37:20
so cool. And then there's been times when I'm just walking with my friends
37:24
and and our hands will bump or something and I'll actually grab their hand and
37:29
hold it for a little while. Nice. I love it. It's it's
37:37
just being in that space of feeling loved and accepted or or holding that space
37:40
for somebody else. You know. Man, that makes me want to cry.
37:45
I know, I'm getting tea too. I'm like, oh, yeah,
37:49
because it's so awesome. How often how often do we have those opportunities?
37:52
Well, like you said, we have them all the time. They're
37:54
there all the time. And if it's if people and the way who cares,
37:59
Yeah, you just say, and you can put up tream both hands
38:00
and just let them know I really care about you. You really matter because
38:06
a lot of times, you know, when you're walking and you happen to
38:08
bump into each other, you go oh, and you kind of get over
38:10
and create more space. I've to stop doing that. I just get closer
38:15
and I hold their hand and I'm like and most of the time, not
38:21
every time they've grabbed my hand allowed that to happen for a few, you
38:25
know, moments, It could be seconds, not very long, and then
38:29
let go and I'm like, whatever, I'm good with whatever. You know.
38:34
So, and what if that's the first time they ever experienced that kind
38:37
of unconditional love, do you know what I mean? And now it's like
38:42
they got a taste of something. Oh I want some more of that.
38:45
Yeah, I don't even know what that is, but I want some more
38:47
of that. It's good, right, it feels good. I want more
38:51
what feels good? So ah, yeah, it's I'm not going to say
38:58
it's been easy where I've been working. Not not the job or anything,
39:02
but the people. Just staying grounded in myself and everyone. In a while,
39:12
I like to hear the stories. I like to hear the drama stories.
39:15
I think they're just fun. I also learned from them. Sometimes they're
39:19
very comical and and but you know, even hearing it, hearing the stories
39:24
helps me and my growth personally, but also in my brain, I'm like,
39:31
oh, well, you could do this. This is right. I'm
39:36
solving it in my head. I was like, I know what solutions are.
39:40
They're not in a space to hear it. And if I think they
39:43
are, I'll ask are you open to a solution? Are you open to
39:46
some input that type of thing? And if they say yes, then I'll
39:51
offer up the words. But also, you know, how deep into the
39:59
drama am I going to? And I've I did at first i got sucked
40:04
into some of this stuff and I'm like, oh no, this doesn't feel
40:07
good. We're gonna stop doing that. So it always just always awareness and
40:13
always an opportunity to practice. Not that I did anything wrong, and I
40:16
don't. I don't say to myself, oh you're doing something wrong. I
40:22
don't do that anymore. What I say is does this feel good? Jesus?
40:25
How time and energy are huge for me right now. I feel like
40:30
I'm gonna be here for another forty fifty years. I feel like that that's
40:35
not the thing. It's what are you gonna What is this valuable, this
40:40
time and energy that you're putting onto this situation? Is this something you want
40:46
to do with your time and energy right now? And a lot of times
40:52
the answers know because it just it doesn't feel good. But like I said
40:57
before, is keep rehashing the story with every everybody they talk to, and
41:00
I just it's like old. It's like when I was telling my story all
41:05
the time. But the thing is, it wasn't that I was verbally saying
41:08
it out to everybody else. It was that I was thinking it to myself,
41:12
how how horrible of a person I was, and and all the things
41:15
I did wrong, and just rehashing that internally all the time for several years.
41:22
And then at one point I was sick of it. I was like,
41:28
I'm really tired of living this story. I'm just tired of saying it
41:31
to myself. I'm tired of talking about it. I'm tired of the emotions
41:35
that are attached to it, the anger, the shame, to get all
41:37
the things, and and it was like that's similar, Now, why why
41:44
do I want to give my time and energy to that if it doesn't feel
41:47
good and they get to do exactly right. It's not that I'm trying to
41:53
change them. I just bring awareness to them. Is this this is really
41:58
So? Here's just an example of one little thing. There's a lady in
42:02
office who some co workers that she's not even directly in contact with on a
42:08
daily basis in person, just over the phone type of thing. So there'll
42:16
be weeks that she doesn't even see them in person, okay, and it
42:22
irritates her because two employees will dress the same every day, and she gives
42:28
a lot of energy and a lot of emotional status to that. And she
42:32
was talking about it the other day and she was just really like in it,
42:37
and I'm like, why do you want to why do you want to
42:44
make that take that moment of your life, that time of your life right
42:49
now when there's a couple other people in the room where we can have an
42:52
amazing conversation, and you're frustrated and irritated and annoyed by that. Where's what
43:00
they do. It's not affecting, it's not directly affecting you or your job.
43:05
It should not even be in your wheelhouse. Like not even giving attention
43:09
to it. So things like that are just I'm gonna use the word petty
43:15
because that's pretty petty to me. That's a judgment on my part and I
43:19
get that. Man. It's like, those are the opportunities where I look
43:24
at myself and go, Wow, how much energy are you given to something
43:28
that's frustrating or irritating or that doesn't even directly affect you. So it's very
43:39
interesting, it is, and it's you know what I can reflect and say
43:45
I had been in those kind of places, you know what I mean,
43:46
where every the little thing and it doesn't feel good, but it kind of
43:52
gives you an indication where you're at. Like even if you I'm looking at
43:54
my office, I'm like, wow, this this office kind of gives me
43:57
an idea where my mind has been at, where it's it could be so
44:00
scattered on so many different things. I'm going to be so busy after this
44:05
meeting. I mean, I really don't know what's going to happen, but
44:07
it's about to happen. That's all you got to say to you, because
44:13
I'm thinking about it as I was talking. As you start talking, was
44:15
that these two girls, you know, what they're demonstrating is playfulness and lightheartedness
44:21
and creativity and connection, like they're connecting with each other. Oh, what
44:25
do you want to wear tomorrow? You know what type of thing? Like
44:29
that? To me, that's fun, that could be fun. And she
44:32
could be she could feel slighted, maybe she could feel slided and cut out
44:36
of the group, not being included, Like maybe they should send her a
44:39
message and say, hey, tomorrow, we're wearing purple shirts with red shoes.
44:44
But you know it's sing is that there are what is there's about ten
44:53
of us in this office space, nine of us, and on most days
45:00
we're all wearing the same color palette. I understand this because you and I
45:07
have done that. I've gone to I'll go to the gym. We obviously
45:12
don't send out messages to a gym, and I'll start recognizing, Yeah,
45:15
I'll start recognizing the guys and the girls. We're all wearing similar colored shirts
45:20
or the same color. Yeah. And there might be a few odd people.
45:22
I say odd people because they're just not they're not They just didn't get
45:25
the memo apparently. But but that's what I mean. It's like it not
45:28
even it's not even thought or planned of. It's just we all woke up
45:31
and locked into our closet and thought, well, hey, I'm gonna wear
45:35
this purple shirt today. I'm gonna wear this. I was gonna say orange,
45:37
but you don't wear orange. So but it looks good. You got
45:40
orange. You got your salt lamp in the background there. Yeah, So
45:46
I do like that better. I do like it better. There is more
45:49
balanced, there's more color, and I like it. Yeah. And then
45:54
here's the interesting thing. If if somebody typically probably wouldn't notice this, so
46:00
I'm just gonna point it out. And I've talked about several times that the
46:05
number three is significant to me. This was not intentional. It just happened.
46:12
There are three roses here, there are three roses here, and there's
46:17
three flowers up there. So you got your three three three yeah, and
46:23
that interesting. And then each of them were bought at different or received bought
46:30
at different times, so them being set up, they've been in my space
46:37
in different areas. And when I brought this this collaboration together, like,
46:44
oh look there's three rows. Oh look, there's three pink roses. Oh
46:46
look there's three and then just what you just said, Oh you have your
46:51
three three three. I didn't even think about that until you said it,
46:53
but yeah, there you have it. I'm surrounded by my three three three
46:58
and I got my power animal and spirit uh like spirit team spirit guys,
47:06
right, Buddha, the angels. So yeah, I just feel it's just
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like, and you know what this entire I noticed is this entire time that
47:14
we've been talking, I've been very calm and relaxed. And typically when we
47:19
are having a conversation, i have my pencil in my hand and I'm tinkering
47:22
with it the entire time. I've not done that today. Nice, the
47:28
first recording we've done with this setup, so nice, very interesting, Like
47:34
it really didn't notice that stuff, right, but people don't get and we
47:37
don't until we take the time to notice those things, and that that's huge.
47:43
I just realized that it was about five ten minutes ago. I was
47:45
like, I've been very calm this conversation and not been having to have something
47:52
in my hand and twirling it or or whatever. Yeah, very very interesting.
48:00
I like that, you know. And it's paying attention to all the
48:02
details of everything in our life because we're getting messages all the time we are
48:07
and whether we understand, like for even for me. So Sunday was a
48:10
group. This last Sunday obviously not today because we're on Sunday was group.
48:17
And on the way there, there was a dove that kind of flew across
48:21
my windshield at an angle from my right to my left so to the passenger
48:27
side, and then I saw two doves. Immediately after that, I saw
48:30
sheep, and immediately after that I saw vulture. And it's all interesting and
48:36
it's like you can look at it, you can look at everything in different
48:39
dynamics, but like everything had a message that was going for on that way
48:45
on my way there that day, and then just I kind of looked at
48:47
some of the stuff and I can't I won't even remember all of it,
48:51
but it's just like it was just all the messages that resonated with me that
48:54
had to do with all that stuff. There were were receiving stuff all the
48:59
time. We've have burrows that are running around out here lately, and I
49:01
don't know where they came from. I'm sitting here think because the only place
49:05
you ever see burrows at is over in Oatman. And now you think about
49:08
it, if they came across through the back way, maybe at the wall
49:10
of pies and came over this direction somehow. Well, there's a pair of
49:14
them. It's not something you see all the time, so it's another thing
49:16
to recognize. And it's funny. I was telling one of my friends about
49:20
this stuff, and she says, oh, I saw these two ravens.
49:22
So as soon as she she said crows, and I said, oh,
49:25
they they're probably ravens. So I sent her a thing, you know,
49:29
regarding ravens. What what that can how she can interpret it? And she
49:32
says, yeah, she says. She tells me a few days later,
49:36
and this is why I love about authenticity. She says, yeah, you
49:38
would say all that stuff, and it's like, yeah, whatever. She
49:42
rolls her eyes and she says, then she says. Then she says,
49:45
now every time I go there, she said, those ravens were always there
49:47
before, and now I go there, there, there, they're never there.
49:51
I said, yeah, because you got the best of Yeah, it's
49:53
that simple. Yeah yeah. And she's like every day for like over a
49:59
week, she kept saying, there's still not here. This is so crazy
50:00
to me, Like they were always here, this is the place they always
50:02
hung out, and now they're not here, because that's the that's the whole
50:07
thing. Our messages are like, you know, it's like the old messages
50:10
machines that would have the light flashing on it, so let you know that
50:14
you had a message. We're getting a light flashing all the time, letting
50:16
us know that we had a message. You haven't asking, You've got messages.
50:21
Start checking your messages. Take your time to breathe and listen. Listen
50:24
to your messages. I like that. That's great analogy. I got the
50:30
message and now they're not there anymore, and that that is interesting. I
50:34
like that. Never thought about it that way. With the animals. Nice,
50:38
that's cool. That's funny too for her to pick up on that.
50:43
Yeah, they're always they're always there. And then you're like, oh,
50:46
well here's a message about ravens and now the ravens are gone. That's just
50:51
that's awesome. It's fun. But that's life. That's life. Once we
50:57
received the message once. If you're working with a client, if if you
51:00
didn't express yourself, which I so love what you said, but if you
51:04
didn't express yourself to those people and kind of hid yourself and stayed the introvert
51:07
and all that stuff, you would have we carry it. That puts a
51:10
weight on this, I feel like, But when we can express ourselves,
51:15
it's just like as soon as that cough starts to come up, I can
51:16
express myself and tell that person, hey, this is what I'm looking up.
51:20
Or if they're laying on their stomach and it's the first person, the
51:22
first time I've ever seen this person, and especially if they're a male,
51:24
because I don't know if they're open to receiving this information. I'm being bombarded
51:28
with all this information. As soon as they flip over, I'm like,
51:30
ah, telling them everything, and then they're super quiet. And it can
51:35
be super quiet, but I had to deliver the message. Otherwise I come
51:37
home with a headache, or I come home with my hips hurting me or
51:40
something it because I didn't address it. But once we've received the message,
51:45
it's gone. Once we've given the message, it's gone. We don't need
51:49
to carry it anymore. There's nothing there for us anymore. Now we can
51:52
move on them or ready for the next thing. And it's similar with the
51:54
moving of this shelf. I'm not kidding you. Every single week when I
51:58
turn my camera on, I see that show, and you know, it's
52:00
just in the back of your head, and it's like, I got to
52:02
move that shelf. I need to move that shelf. I'd be better if
52:06
I move that shelf. And it was just a constant for weeks and weeks
52:08
and weeks, and the shelf is moved. Now Now what I'm now,
52:15
what am I going to think about? It's true, but it's so true,
52:21
so many more amazing things. That's what you're going to think about,
52:24
right, that's right. I'm not distracted, like when I look in the
52:28
mirror or in the camera, I'm not distracted that that shelf is still sitting
52:32
there. So it's just energy. Is is amazing. And you know,
52:42
you hit upon a little bit earlier about the physical body. And when you
52:46
were talking about that, I was counting the number of people in my immediate
52:52
experience right now. There are like four people at work, my husband,
53:01
I'm somebody who's visiting right now. And then over the past couple of days
53:09
being around just groups of people all talking about physical issues. And a friend
53:17
who I talked to you yesterday on the phone, just checking in on her
53:21
because she's going through some medical stuff right now, and just and some of
53:27
them, well, the people at work already know. My husband knows,
53:31
the friend I talked to on the phone knows. They all know what I
53:36
do. And I got that. I got that Secret Language of your bodybook.
53:40
It's on Kindle on my phone because I refer to it so much,
53:44
and so when I'm out and about, I have it right there right I
53:47
can look things up and the interesting thing to me and I know we could
53:53
go into a huge old conversation about it. We've already done these conversations several
53:59
times. And it's not that I want to go down this rabbit hole,
54:00
but several of them, I'm like, well, if we address these emotional
54:10
issues, I bet this would probably clear up. Well, let me see
54:15
what the doctor says first, let me see what the tests say first.
54:17
And I'm just like, they just want to suffer. And that's okay.
54:24
I've been there. I get it and I understand. But it is like
54:29
all around me right now, all around me right now, and I just
54:32
almost every person I've talked to, it's their medical stuff comes up. So
54:38
I know that's spirit or universe sharing information with me. I'm kind of in
54:45
this. I'm in this space of you know when you talk about signs and
54:52
information, and Stev asked the questions, It's like, what I'm not what
54:58
direction am I going right now? I'm not kind of in this space.
55:00
I'm not quite sure yet. Again, So here's the Buddhia. Think about
55:05
it. You're just being the Buddhi. Be the Buddha, because the Buddha
55:07
is going to say, okay, you're right, because from their perspective,
55:12
they're right. And it's when we're looking at them, it's not that there's
55:15
a problem, it's just what they're talking about. It just shows you where
55:19
they're at, that's all. And you know when someone comes and says,
55:22
oh, well, I can't do that until I see the doctor, and
55:23
I think I totally understand where you're coming from, Like, okay, you're
55:27
right, okay, but also no, when you're ready to explore any other
55:34
of these opportunities, the solution, opportunities that we might be able to,
55:38
you know, have together, I'm here for you. You're just being the
55:42
Buddha. Isn't it interesting? Okay, further you're at we just came to
55:46
me. Isn't it interesting too? They want to know what's wrong with them
55:51
when there's nothing wrong with them. That's the problem, I know. But
55:53
the idea is I need to see what these tests say so that I know
55:57
what's wrong with me. There's nothing wrong. I just like, it's just
56:05
like the disgruntled conversations, the drama and stuff. There's nothing wrong with anybody.
56:09
It's just that's just how they know how to show up. That's how
56:13
they know how to contribute to the conversation. That's how they need to show
56:16
up to feel to be able to use their voice to feel loved and accepted,
56:20
or stand their ground or create their boundaries. And it's like they're not
56:25
wrong, it's just I don't agree with it, right, It's like,
56:32
what's my position. Well, from my position, I just don't agree with
56:37
what they're doing and how they're doing it. But that's my perspective. If
56:40
they feel like they're in the right, then they're in the right, and
56:44
that's their perspective. So we want to jump on the bandwagon of pointing out
56:50
what's wrong with everybody, including ourselves, when really there's nothing wrong. And
56:53
that's what I mean, That's what Abraham Hicks talks about all the times,
56:58
just like you're your world is perfect and they say it all the time.
57:05
Yeah, but we don't see it that way because of our own things,
57:09
our emotional state, our mental state, our programming, habits, beliefs and
57:15
all the things. But when you go into that space of being neutral and
57:21
you're listening and you're observing, and you're taking your own story out of it
57:25
the equation, that's a big practice to take your own story and all your
57:32
beliefs and program all the things. You take all of that out of the
57:35
equation and you just sit there and you observe something. Then you are open
57:40
to this whole different world of the dynamics, of the solutions, of the
57:45
interactions, and it's just like, it's really amazing to be an observer.
57:51
It really is. I've been an observer of my entire life because of my
57:53
introverted background, and even more so now it's really fascinating just to observe.
58:02
So maybe all those people are just showing up for you to become more neutral.
58:07
No, I mean, I'm not saying they're feeling like you have to
58:08
fix it, But you're just neutral because there's okay. It's like you just
58:13
walk around in the world in your head and it's like, okay, that's
58:16
on to the next thing. Not a problem, right, not a problem,
58:20
but just becoming. Once you're in that space of neutral, there's nothing
58:22
more to learn from it. So if we're not from my perspective, if
58:27
we're not neutral to something, there's still something for us to gain from that.
58:30
There's still knowledge that maybe, like you were saying, that's very in
58:34
us from younger, that we can look at that's the only reason that's triggering
58:37
us or sparking our imagination, getting our attention. There's so many different ways
58:45
we could probably look at that. And if I'm drawn or anybody is drawn
58:51
into the drama of it and focused on what's wrong right, quote unquote what's
58:54
wrong, then there's no room to be open for anything else. There's no
59:00
real those solutions come. There's no room for openness, awareness, growth,
59:07
expansion. There's no room for that. And you don't resonate with that.
59:12
I don't resonate with that, not anymore. We used to. I used
59:15
to be in that space all the time. But it's not. It doesn't
59:17
it doesn't make sense from where we're at. It doesn't make sense to do
59:22
that, but we did at the same time. What just came to me
59:25
too, is when when somebody is telling me you know this dramatic story and
59:30
how upset they are and everything. I get the opportunity to send love to
59:35
everybody and then hoold the vision of that it's it's going to work out and
59:40
that and pray for everyone to learn whatever it is they need to learn.
59:45
I mean, I have a part in it if I choose to participate in
59:50
that way. So and prayers everything to me. I mean, what do
59:53
we have control over? We have prayer without having to do anything, and
59:57
with that person or anything. We have prayer. Yeah, so awesome.
1:00:02
And I'm not sitting here talking like I'm holier than now and I got it
1:00:07
all together because I still If this is the first video anybody's watched of ours,
1:00:13
please know that, go back and listen to the other videos because you'll
1:00:16
know. Like we're in the practicing piece too all the time every day.
1:00:22
So it's a practice to have that self awareness each day at work with all
1:00:28
these people. It's a practice to not get caught up in the drama and
1:00:32
be sucked into it. And it's a practice to be able to use my
1:00:37
voice and plant seeds and say things that I typically wouldn't have said years ago,
1:00:43
like I'm still practicing all of these things. But it's also recognizing how
1:00:49
far I've come, how far Bev has come, how far having that self
1:00:52
awareness where I was and where I am. So that's that's what I want
1:00:58
the audience to hear. This is not just oh, I'm the greatest thing
1:01:04
because I can stay here and be calm now. No, there's there's lots
1:01:07
of practice on a daily basis, and I appreciate it more so now than
1:01:13
ever because it gives me the opportunity to see where I'm at compared to where
1:01:15
I was, And that's the only thing I can compare myself too. Is
1:01:20
is me. That's my gauge, and people who are doing better than I
1:01:25
am, they're my inspiration, right, I'm inspired by them and they're laying
1:01:32
a path, they're shining a light, they're being a lighthouse. And you
1:01:37
know, if that's the If that feels good to me, then I observe
1:01:40
them more and and practice more of what they do. If it doesn't feel
1:01:45
good to me, then it's not my not my gig. So I love
1:01:50
it. That's good. So many final words. Sys this has been a
1:01:59
blast. Yeah, I love everything that we've talked about. It's like everything
1:02:04
that we've talked about. It's been conversation in my conversations or in conversations around
1:02:08
me in the last probably week. So it's this confirmation. Thank you,
1:02:14
Yeah, thank you. It's eleven eleven on my clock. That's been happening
1:02:17
a lot, Like I don't know. I mean, you can watch my
1:02:21
eyes. You can tell I'm not looking at the clock the entire time.
1:02:23
I just glance over. I'm like, oh, it's eleven eleven. That's
1:02:27
awesome. So anyway, thanks for hanging out with us, tea time with
1:02:30
Amy and BEB again. Like I said, go watch the other videos,
1:02:34
go see us. Geez, how long we've been doing us? Three years?
1:02:39
Four years? I think you said three and a half. I think
1:02:42
we're getting closer to four, but I'm not sure when that. Oh it's
1:02:44
probably like in October November, so probably like three and a half. Okay,
1:02:49
So anyway, go watch the other videos and you'll see, you know,
1:02:52
our own growth in our conversations and how we've evolved and have implemented and
1:03:00
we come together each week as much as possible to have our own therapy session,
1:03:06
and we know it's going to be beneficial for other people. So that's
1:03:08
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1:03:25
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1:03:29
So do that part play a part in helping others. So right, if
1:03:37
that's that, then thank you so much for being here. We appreciate your
1:03:40
time and energy, and we'll see you next time. Goodbye,