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- 0:14Cheddar was my best friend. My absolute best friend.
- 0:19He was my only family, too. It had just been me and Cheddar
- 0:24against the world since the day I found him shivering and caked
- 0:28in mud in the alley behind my house.
- 0:32I cleaned him up and nursed him from a tiny handful of kitten to
- 0:35a massive orange Tom half the size of me.
- 0:40Cheddar was the biggest cat I ever saw.
- 0:42People used to remark on it all the time.
- 0:45He's the size of a dog. They'd exclaim in delight and
- 0:49then usually some other stupid joke, either about how much he
- 0:52ate or the size of what he left behind in the litter box.
- 0:57Mostly I just rolled my eyes and smiled.
- 1:01He saw me through the hardest times of my life, from high
- 1:04school to college, from that crappy job in retail and both of
- 1:09my breakups. Every time I reached for
- 1:11Cheddar, he was there. A bright, purring, constant
- 1:15presence in my life, keeping me company, supporting me, soaking
- 1:20up my tears when the nights got too hard and too long.
- 1:25He was there for every one of my triumphs too.
- 1:28Somehow, with him at my side, I managed to graduate not only
- 1:32high school, but college too, something I'd never really
- 1:35imagined I'd be able to. Do he was.
- 1:39There when I came home from my last shift at the store and when
- 1:42we moved into our nice new apartment that overlooked the
- 1:44river. And he was there the day Danny
- 1:48came back. Danny was my stepbrother was my
- 1:53stepbrother. I thought I'd left him and every
- 1:56other reminder about those dark days behind me when I left my
- 2:00hometown and never looked back. I don't know how he found me,
- 2:05but I knew why. Since the day his dad married my
- 2:09mom, Danny had threatened, no, promised, that he was going to
- 2:14kill me. I'd say I don't know why, but I
- 2:17do. Danny was unwell.
- 2:19Deeply, desperately unwell. There was something really wrong
- 2:23with Danny, and everyone knew it, had always known it.
- 2:27But Danny was a big boy too, and everyone, including his own
- 2:30father, was afraid of him. They tried to get him diagnosed
- 2:35once, but Danny put an end to that real fast.
- 2:38I had never done anything to Danny, but that didn't mean
- 2:41anything. But Danny just liked to hurt
- 2:45things. People, animals, it didn't
- 2:48matter. And the smaller, more helpless
- 2:50it was, the more Danny liked to hurt it.
- 2:54Which I guess made me the perfect target.
- 2:56He'd hated me especially, but I'd figured, hoped and prayed
- 3:02to. Then once I got out of town,
- 3:04he'd forget about me. Out of sight, out of mind.
- 3:07You know, it's stupid and cowardly to say, but I guess
- 3:11some part of my teenage mind hoped he'd find a new target.
- 3:15Sick and stupid. A horrible thing to wish on
- 3:18anyone. I'm not proud of it.
- 3:22I've grown up a lot since then. So had Danny, I guess, and just
- 3:26in a different way. He was bigger than I remember
- 3:29him being. He confronted me in the parking
- 3:31lot when I came home. The complex had security, but
- 3:34only inside the building. They've probably fixed that now,
- 3:37I imagine. I think I must have known this
- 3:40day was coming, at least to some extent.
- 3:43Ever since the lawyers had started calling, I knew there
- 3:46had to be a reason. And every time I heard the words
- 3:49life insurance and estate and a message, I had a pretty good
- 3:53feeling. I knew what that reason was.
- 3:56But I didn't want any of it. I wanted no part of that life,
- 4:00not even the money. I'd worked hard to get to where
- 4:03I was. Just me and Cheddar.
- 4:05I didn't want or need any reminders of the 1st 16 years of
- 4:09my life and yet looked like the reminders had found me live and
- 4:15in the flesh. Go away Danny.
- 4:19I muttered, clutching the little cardboard box to my chest,
- 4:23wishing I hadn't left my pepper spray in the car.
- 4:26My eyes felt raw and gritty. I couldn't have been in my right
- 4:29mind. Or maybe I was just so upset
- 4:32that I didn't care anymore. Or maybe it had been just 16
- 4:36years and I wasn't a kid anymore.
- 4:40I guess it amounts to the same thing because I just shouldered
- 4:43past him and his stupid leering greeting.
- 4:47Hey, that pissed him off. The smile melted right off of
- 4:51his face. Don't walk away from me.
- 4:55He tried to grab me by the shoulder, but I've been taking
- 4:57self-defense classes pretty much since I left home.
- 5:01I broke his hold and turned around.
- 5:03I said. Go away, Danny, I repeated, very
- 5:07slowly and very clearly, seeing me not afraid anymore.
- 5:12I think that made him very angry.
- 5:14Very, very angry. Not just pissed, but murderously
- 5:18mad. He turned red and started
- 5:21reaching for his pocket. A gun, I thought, my blood
- 5:25turning to ice in my veins. I should have known better.
- 5:29That wouldn't have been personal enough for Danny.
- 5:32Slow enough for Danny. He pulled a knife instead and
- 5:37lunged at me, and he was big, but slow.
- 5:40I got out of the way, but the tip of the knife snagged the
- 5:43bottom of the box and must have pierced the bag inside.
- 5:46Powdery white ash came flying out, Exploded out actually, all
- 5:52over Danny's face. We both howled, him in rage, me
- 5:56in horror and grief. He was rubbing out his face with
- 6:01both hands, staggering away from me, and for a brief instant I
- 6:05thought I saw a shape take form out of the cloud of ash.
- 6:08A cat. A big, beautiful, long haired
- 6:11cat, attacking Danny, hissing and spitting and going for the
- 6:16eyes. The back of Danny's heel caught
- 6:19the curb. I watched him stagger, and when
- 6:21he went down and heard the crack of his head against the pavement
- 6:25and I knew in the bottom of my heart that Danny wasn't going to
- 6:28be a problem anymore, I gathered what I could of the ashes back
- 6:33into the box and called 911. Cheddar waited with me by my
- 6:38side until they arrived. Technically, he's sitting on my
- 6:44mantle right now, but he doesn't like to stay there.
- 6:47He likes to go places with me. I know because sometimes when I
- 6:51turn my head I catch a glimpse of a big beautiful orange Tom
- 6:55out of the corner of my eye and I smiled because I know they say
- 7:00adopting a pet is for life. No one said it was theirs.
- 7:10We talked and giggled in the absence of any supervision until
- 7:13the substitute teacher opened the door.
- 7:16A few minutes after the morning announcements had confirmed that
- 7:19Missus Pendleton was out sick, a chubby elderly woman sauntered
- 7:24in. Her veiny skin sagged and
- 7:26jostled with each step, and a foul stench accompanied her as
- 7:30she passed me on her way to the podium.
- 7:34Missus Hartfield, she etched painfully slowly on the
- 7:38chalkboard. She turned to us.
- 7:41Good morning, children, she said in a grainy voice.
- 7:45I am so excited to be here today.
- 7:47I spent 25 years teaching. First graders like you.
- 7:51It's nice to be back. My friend Ryan spoke what was on
- 7:55all of our minds but Missus Hartfield.
- 7:59We're in the 5th grade. Please raise your hand before
- 8:02speaking, child. Said Missus Hartfield.
- 8:06We're. Going to do some basic reading
- 8:07instruction today. Please turn to page 7.
- 8:11Missus Hartfield set a textbook she carried in with her on to
- 8:14the podium and flipped it open. Ryan and I exchanged A perplexed
- 8:18look as we opened our math books to a page we'd already covered.
- 8:24Please read aloud. With me, said Missus Hartfield,
- 8:27the dog. Ran to the house.
- 8:29The dog saw the child. The dog ate the child.
- 8:34Missus Hartfield, said Lucy, who sat behind me.
- 8:37Are you sure you're in the right classroom, Child?
- 8:41Said Missus Hartfield. Please remember to raise your
- 8:44hand before asking a question. Lucy raised her hand, which
- 8:48Missus Hartfield promptly ignored.
- 8:51I understand if. Some of these words are
- 8:53difficult for you. Said Missus Hartfield as she
- 8:57spoke, I noticed that she had missing teeth and those that she
- 9:01did have were discolored. This may be advanced for six and
- 9:05seven-year olds, but please try to read.
- 9:08Along with me, she continued, even as none of us could join
- 9:13her. The dog had died.
- 9:16The child had wept, but the dog did not stay dead.
- 9:20The dog had dug out of the grave.
- 9:22The dog came home. The dog ate the child.
- 9:26She paused. And looked around the classroom.
- 9:29Well, she said. You all.
- 9:31Certainly aren't very energetic today, are you?
- 9:34She pointed at me. Boy, why don't you?
- 9:37Come up here and read from my book.
- 9:38I'll guide you through each word.
- 9:40We can get through this passage together.
- 9:44A nervous chill ran through me. I probably looked petrified.
- 9:48I had no intention of obeying her instruction, child, she said
- 9:53sternly. Come up here or I'll have no
- 9:55choice but to notify the principal that you are refusing
- 9:58to participate. I may even have to make a phone
- 10:01call to your. Parents, All the warning signs
- 10:05ran through my brain. I knew on an instinctual level
- 10:08that something was very wrong with this person and that I
- 10:12should stay as far away from her as possible.
- 10:15Can I go in his place? Asked Ryan.
- 10:19Missus Hartfield's eyes shifted to Ryan's seat, and a moment
- 10:22later her head awkwardly turned to catch up.
- 10:25Very well, she. Croaked.
- 10:28A sense of relief went through me.
- 10:30Our class watched in quiet suspense as Ryan slowly
- 10:34approached her. He was sweaty, and he grew
- 10:37visibly uncomfortable with each step.
- 10:39I could only imagine how much worse her smell was up close.
- 10:44Missus Hartfield handed Ryan the textbook, which I could now see
- 10:48was tattered and missing portions of pages.
- 10:51Then she pulled up the chair from the teacher's desk and sat
- 10:54in it. Please child, come sit on my
- 10:57lap. She said don't do it.
- 11:00I wanted to scream at Ryan. He stood still and shook his
- 11:03head violently. Missus Hartfield grabbed Ryan
- 11:07and pulled him onto her. Ryan had recently started a
- 11:10growth spurt and should have weighed too much for Missus
- 11:13Hartfield to be comfortable. Despite this, Missus Hartfield's
- 11:17face settled into a long, satisfied smile.
- 11:22Ryan turned absolutely pale. I could tell that he wanted to
- 11:25get away, but a combination of fear and Missus Hartfield's grip
- 11:30kept him paralyzed. Missus Hartfield resumed reading
- 11:34from the. Book The dog dug out of the
- 11:36grave. Please child, say it with me.
- 11:40The dog dug out of the grave. Ryan turned helplessly towards
- 11:45the other students. Tears were in his eyes.
- 11:49She's. Cold.
- 11:50He's stammered. He wet his pants.
- 11:54What a mess. You've made.
- 11:55Screamed Missus Hartfield. How?
- 11:58Dare you? Let him go.
- 12:00I yelled. Ryan shoved at her as he tried
- 12:04to escape from her lap and her apparently strong grip.
- 12:08Missus Hartfield started to cough, as if the force from Ryan
- 12:11had triggered a physical reaction within her.
- 12:14Her coughs grew increasingly violent, and for a moment Missus
- 12:19Hartfield appeared to have settled down.
- 12:21Then, without warning, her expression turned to panic.
- 12:25Ryan gazed at her with terrified eyes as her mouth opened wide.
- 12:30She let out a massive groan as she vomited pink liquid all over
- 12:33my friend. The disgusting chunky substance
- 12:37covered his face and ran down his body as he cried out an
- 12:41absolute horror. The rest of the class screamed
- 12:45as we watch this unfold. As she continued to spew the
- 12:49rosy liquid, her head started to tilt.
- 12:52Her skin steadily shifted to the bottom right of her chin where
- 12:56it formed a drooping bulge. Her eyes disconnected and
- 13:01drifted to the same spot. The weight of it all pulled off
- 13:04the remaining skin from her face until it all detached and fell
- 13:08onto the floor as 1/2 liquidated ooze.
- 13:14Her grip finally loosened, allowing Ryan to stumble away
- 13:18all over. Her skin steadily departed,
- 13:20melting into a pile within the large puddle of pink liquid that
- 13:24had formed around her. We watched, repulsed, as the
- 13:29remaining visible portions of her body disintegrated into pure
- 13:33skeleton. We were soon shuffled out of the
- 13:37classroom by the police. They had arrived at the school
- 13:40after a body had been found in the parking lot and the car of
- 13:43the real substitute sent to teach us that day.
- 13:47She had been stripped of much of her skin and flesh, all of which
- 13:50was later determined to have been attached to the Bony frame
- 13:54of the woman who presented herself as Missus Hartfield.
- 14:00We didn't go back to school for weeks.
- 14:03The police asked us a lot of questions, and many of us
- 14:06underwent psychiatric treatment. Ryan needed years of counseling.
- 14:11His parents homeschooled him for the next two grades, and I never
- 14:15understood much more about what happened until recently.
- 14:19I browsed an archive of old issues of the local newspaper.
- 14:23The night before Missus Hartfield showed up to teach us,
- 14:26an incident had transpired in the local cemetery.
- 14:30The article described how during the night, a hole appeared in
- 14:33front of a headstone. It LED 6 feet under to an old
- 14:37casket, which had been found empty the next morning.
- 14:42The casket had belonged to a Susanna Hartfield who had passed
- 14:46away in the 1970s after decades of teaching young children in
- 14:51the very room where my class of 5th graders had been on that
- 14:54day, forever etched into our memories.
- 15:00I don't know how she regained sentience after so long, or how
- 15:05what was left of her remains made it to the surface, but I do
- 15:09know what drove her to steal the flesh of the poor substitute and
- 15:13to try to take her place. Once a teacher, always a
- 15:17teacher, as the saying goes. My freshman year of high school
- 15:26began just days after my parents and I moved to a new town,
- 15:30Naperville, IL. They told me about the move just
- 15:34weeks before it happened. I was opposed to the idea, to
- 15:37say the least. I spent my entire life in
- 15:40Kentucky. It was where all my friends
- 15:42were. The only reason my parents ever
- 15:45wanted to move was because they were paranoid after a man a few
- 15:49blocks away from us was found murdered.
- 15:52This was undeniably disconcerting, but the idea of
- 15:55moving away because of it was completely absurd, which is
- 15:59exactly what I told my parents. But it didn't matter what I
- 16:02said. They insisted that we leave as
- 16:04soon as possible. They chose Naperville because it
- 16:08was the town in which they'd spent their childhoods.
- 16:11I was enrolled in Southview High School, the same high school
- 16:14they had attended. It was my first day there.
- 16:18I was eating lunch in the cafeteria and as one could
- 16:22expect, I was alone. I didn't know a single person in
- 16:25the entire school at the moment. This didn't matter to me, I was
- 16:30in no mood to socialize. I thought about my friends back
- 16:34in Kentucky. It was still summer for them as
- 16:37my new school started a week earlier.
- 16:39For whatever reason, they were all probably playing Xbox
- 16:43together and I was missing it. I looked up to see an older boy
- 16:48walking in my direction. He was probably a senior, or at
- 16:52least a junior. I expected him to just walk
- 16:55right past me, so I was surprised when he took the seat
- 16:58across from mine. Hi, he said.
- 17:02My name is Rupert. Flummoxed by his decision to
- 17:05converse with me, I simply replied.
- 17:08My name is Jeffrey. It was then that I noticed that
- 17:11he didn't have a lunch tray. Where's your lunch?
- 17:14I asked. He shrugged.
- 17:17I don't need one. Do you not have money?
- 17:20He shook his head. No, I'm good.
- 17:22Don't worry about it, OK? I stared at him with
- 17:26fascination. His look was right out of the
- 17:291980s. He wore a thick leather jacket
- 17:32over a white T-shirt and had long blonde hair that he wore in
- 17:35a mullet. I presume this because he wanted
- 17:38to be unique, which I thought was laudable.
- 17:42You new here? He asked.
- 17:44Yeah, I said. My family's just moved here from
- 17:47Kentucky. How do you like it so far?
- 17:50He asked. I thought about my answer for a
- 17:52moment and decided not to tell him how I really felt.
- 17:56It's nice, he chuckled. But you'd rather be in Kentucky,
- 18:00right? I nodded sheepishly, wondering
- 18:03what gave it away. Moves can be that way sometimes,
- 18:06said Rupert. You'll get used to it.
- 18:08You got any siblings? No, I answered.
- 18:13You know anyone here? No, I repeated.
- 18:16Why'd you guys move? Ah, well, I rolled my eyes just
- 18:21thinking about how ludicrous this answer would sound.
- 18:24A guy in our neighborhood got murdered.
- 18:27My parents got scared and wanted to get out of there.
- 18:30So I take it they never caught the murderer?
- 18:31Said Rupert. Yeah, I don't think they have.
- 18:35Parents are weird, Rupert said after a brief pause.
- 18:39This I could agree with. Have you ever looked into your
- 18:43parents? He asked me curiously.
- 18:45I was perplexed. Why?
- 18:48You mean like, Google them? Yeah, something like that.
- 18:53No, I answered. Why?
- 18:56He shrugged again. You'd be surprised what you
- 18:58might find. You should do it sometime, OK?
- 19:03I said, still a bit mystified. Lunch ended shortly after.
- 19:08Four hours later, I was sitting up in my room working on my math
- 19:11homework. My teacher assigned a double
- 19:13sided worksheet on the first day, something that had never
- 19:17happened at my old school or any other school I'd been to.
- 19:21The moment I finished the worksheet, I stood up and walked
- 19:24to my door. I could finally go and play
- 19:26Xbox. I hope that some of my friends
- 19:29were online. But just before I left the room,
- 19:32I remembered Rupert telling me to look up my parents.
- 19:35I couldn't deny that I was a little curious.
- 19:38I decided to do a quick search and walked over to my computer.
- 19:42Looking back, it would have made more sense to search for them
- 19:45individually, but I googled them simultaneously, typing in my
- 19:49mother's name followed by my father's.
- 19:53The first link I found was to an article about a 17 year old boy
- 19:56who had been murdered. Both surprised and intrigued, I
- 20:00clicked on it. It was an old article from 1987.
- 20:04The first paragraph explained that the boy that had been found
- 20:07stabbed to death in a forest in Naperville, IL.
- 20:11This made me think for a moment. My parents had both turned 50
- 20:15earlier this year, so it quickly occurred to me that both of them
- 20:18would have been 17 in 1987, going to high school in
- 20:22Naperville. It was the next paragraph that
- 20:27made my blood run cold. After reading it, I learned that
- 20:30my mother and father, the people I had lived with and known my
- 20:34entire life, had been interrogated on speculation of
- 20:38first degree murder. They were the last people to
- 20:41have been seen with the boy, but they were never prosecuted due
- 20:45to lack of evidence. I sat there in shock for a good
- 20:495 minutes questioning everything I knew about my parents.
- 20:53I told myself several times that they were not murderers and the
- 20:57fact that they had been with the victim the same day he was
- 20:59killed was purely coincidental. I became more confident that
- 21:04this was the truth and finally looked back at the article to
- 21:08see if there was any more information, which there was.
- 21:12At the bottom of the page was a picture of the murdered boy, it
- 21:17was Rupert. When I tell people online, they
- 21:26always jump to these three conclusions.
- 21:30One, they're ghosts, 2, I have a really classy attic, and three,
- 21:36I'm lying, but I promise I'm not when lie to you.
- 21:41My parents are selfless. They do this for my well-being.
- 21:45I was a bit of a Rascal as a toddler, my mom used to say I
- 21:48did enough wandering for a lifetime in those two years
- 21:51alone, so I don't really roam around all that much nowadays.
- 21:55They wanted to make sure that the space I do have is all my
- 21:58own. So a long time ago they decided
- 22:01to let me have this entire floor all to myself.
- 22:04I've been here for like 20 years now.
- 22:07I grew up here, I'm safe here. They know this, they just want
- 22:12to keep me safe and honestly I love them to the world and back
- 22:16for that reason alone. I was about 17 when I heard my
- 22:20mom's voice through the door upstairs.
- 22:23It was hard to hear from my spot, but she sounded so happy.
- 22:27She was pregnant with my little brother.
- 22:29I could hear the tears in her voice when she described him.
- 22:32I'll be happy if he comes out healthy.
- 22:34But I'll be. Happier if he comes out smart.
- 22:37She'd joke. And I was so happy for her, for
- 22:40Dad, for all of us. They deserved it.
- 22:45I wondered after our conversation if my brother would
- 22:48come live in the house with me when he got older.
- 22:51I was a little annoyed that I'd have to share my space, but Mom
- 22:54and Dad said that I didn't have to let my brother stay with me
- 22:56if I didn't feel like it. I was so relieved that they saw
- 23:00it from my perspective. You guys get it, right?
- 23:03I'm way older. It would be weird to constantly
- 23:06have to censor myself and like, act super different just because
- 23:10I had to live in the same room as a little kid.
- 23:13This house doesn't have much. It's a pretty open floor plan.
- 23:17It's not like I could hideaway whenever I wanted to, you know,
- 23:21do some adult stuff. So Jake joined our family
- 23:25finally. I loved when they brought him
- 23:27down to visit. Even better, Mom got her wish.
- 23:30Only wandering Jake ever did was from the house to the attic.
- 23:34He's still a little smarty now, too.
- 23:37Five years old, and he had the layout of the house memorized
- 23:40like the back of his hand. Last night, he comes down to
- 23:43visit with some dinner. He's still at that age where he
- 23:46stumbles through some words, but his sentences are usually clear
- 23:49as day. And then Mom and Dad went
- 23:52upstairs and got the pictures. I had to laugh at that.
- 23:56What? Upstairs, Jake can't get any
- 23:59more upstairs than the attic, but I let him continue with his
- 24:02story of looking at old photographs of our family and
- 24:05laughing on Mom's laugh. He stops and I look up from my
- 24:09plate. He fiddles with the chain.
- 24:11I ignore the chafe against my wrist.
- 24:14So I asked Mom and Dad if I could go outside to play and
- 24:17then got really mad. No kidding, Jake, but I let him
- 24:21continue. I just said I was kind of bored
- 24:24at home. I didn't mean to sound rude, and
- 24:27he probably didn't, I didn't either back then, but it's never
- 24:32too early to learn that you shouldn't throw a lit match in a
- 24:34loving home. He looked up at me for a moment
- 24:37with those adorable eyes, quivering lips, the whole 9
- 24:41yards before casting his gaze down again.
- 24:45And mom said if I said anything like that again, I could just
- 24:48stay in the basement here and be like you.
- 24:51I'm a bit selfish, I know. I love my personal space, but
- 24:56honestly, I wouldn't be mad if Jake joined me, even if he does
- 25:00call this place the basement. It would suck to take care of
- 25:04him those first few months and I would miss hearing his stupid
- 25:08little kid voice, but it gets lonely sometimes.
- 25:13I told her no. He added after a minute.
- 25:16He picks at the rust on the chain until I shake his hand
- 25:19off. Why does he always call this
- 25:21place the basement? I told her I wouldn't wander.
- 25:25I promised I wouldn't. Pinky promised.
- 25:28She was so happy. She said she wishes you were as
- 25:31smart as me. He looked up once more.
- 25:36She said if you. Were you could have kept.
- 25:38Your legs and tongue too.