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Encore: Analysis, Parapraxis, Elvis · Revisionist History

0:15
Speaker 1: Pushkin to introduce this episode. I just want to relate
0:23
Speaker 1: how random my journey to it was. I was reading
0:27
Speaker 1: a book I can't even remember what it was, and
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Speaker 1: then a footnote I always read the footnotes. The author
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Speaker 1: said the psychologist whose work she was referring to had
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Speaker 1: done a very strange paper once about Elvis, at which
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Speaker 1: point I stopped reading the book and looked up the
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Speaker 1: very strange paper about Elvis. It was by Alan Elms.
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Speaker 1: It was amazing, So immediately I go to the next question.
0:49
Speaker 1: Was Alan Elms still alive? Yes, living in Davis, California.
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Speaker 1: Next step, I gotta go see him. So I immediately
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Speaker 1: fly to San Francisco rent a car, but the rental
1:00
Speaker 1: agency is out of all cars except for a bright
1:03
Speaker 1: canary yellow Chevy Corvette, which I take happily. But then
1:07
Speaker 1: halfway to Davis, driving at speeds that are very, very
1:10
Speaker 1: far from legal, I start thinking, what's this guy going
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Speaker 1: to think of me if I show up in a
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Speaker 1: bright canary yellow Corvette. He's a brilliant psychologist. I don't
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Speaker 1: want him pre judging me, So I park it around
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Speaker 1: the corner, walk to his house and spend a lovely
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Speaker 1: afternoon with him. Sadly he was feeling poorly at the
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Speaker 1: time and didn't speak well enough for me to use
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Speaker 1: the tape of his interview. But my spontaneous journey set
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Speaker 1: the correct tone, I think for this whole episode, which
1:38
Speaker 1: is that it was intended to be a caper, a
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Speaker 1: grand caper in which many crazy, unexpected things happen, and
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Speaker 1: as it will discover. So it was, by the way,
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Speaker 1: the thing that Alan Elms and I talked the most
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Speaker 1: about was not actually his Alva's paper. It was another
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Speaker 1: even more genius thing he once wrote about the Wizard
1:58
Speaker 1: of Oz, which I promise you that I will get
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Speaker 1: to one day. Here a visionist history, Join me for
2:06
Speaker 1: a walk down revisionist history memory Lane. The New York
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Speaker 1: Psychoanalytics Society and Institute is in a very formal European
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Speaker 1: style building on a quiet side street on the upper
2:21
Speaker 1: east side of Manhattan. Oak tables, high ceilings. In the library,
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Speaker 1: long ribbons of leather bound volumes, and five different busts
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Speaker 1: of Sigmund Freud all in a row. I went there
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Speaker 1: to meet with the Society's president, Michelle Press, a psychoanalyst
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Speaker 1: herself with that lovely quality of patience and openness. The
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Speaker 1: best therapists always have. I wanted to talk with her
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Speaker 1: about a subject that I've always found deeply interesting. What
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Speaker 1: Freud called parapraxis, but not just anyone's parapraxis, the King's parapraxis.
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Speaker 1: My name is Malcolm Gladwell. You're listening to Revisionist History,
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Speaker 1: my podcast about things overlooked and misunderstood. After the first
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Speaker 1: two episodes on Memory earlier this season, I decided to
3:18
Speaker 1: do a third. It involves an odyssey. This odyssey took
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Speaker 1: me from the pages of the Handbook of Psychobiography to
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Speaker 1: a shrine in Tennessee, to the legendary Battery Studios in
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Speaker 1: Times Square, and to the hushed offices of the New
3:38
Speaker 1: York Psychoanalytics Society, where I sat with Michelle Press in
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Speaker 1: search of an answer to a simple question. What if
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Speaker 1: a singer couldn't remember the words to a song, a
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Speaker 1: song he had sung a thousand times, particular parts of the song,
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Speaker 1: the same part of the song, over and over. What
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Speaker 1: would that tell us about the singer?
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Speaker 2: It was a term in German faulty acts or faulty functions.
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Speaker 2: It would be slips of the tongue. It could be misreadings, mishearings,
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Speaker 2: but it's Freud's invention.
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Speaker 1: Michelle Press is talking about parapraxis from the Greek para
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Speaker 1: meaning abnormal, beyond praxis meaning act, abnormal speech acts, or
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Speaker 1: as they are more colloquially known, Freudian slips. Does Freud
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Speaker 1: mean that there are no accidental slips or that if
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Speaker 1: you look at the range of accidental slips you can
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Speaker 1: find meaning in some.
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Speaker 2: So when you read him, he doesn't want to sound
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Speaker 2: that kind of definitive. He'll say, yes, maybe one might
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Speaker 2: prove that there are some that are truly accidental, or
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Speaker 2: truly a result of fatigue or of maybe some medical illness.
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Speaker 2: But he said, if you do the work, one will
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Speaker 2: find the reasons for the slip, that they're not accidental,
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Speaker 2: that they have. He called it a sense, and that
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Speaker 2: that's sense has to do with unconscious forces or unconscious
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Speaker 2: ideas that are trying to find expression but are because
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Speaker 2: they're unacceptable. They emerge in these ways when one might
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Speaker 2: be unguarded.
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Speaker 1: Now, is that concept of unacceptability central to the notion
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Speaker 1: of parapraxis?
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Speaker 3: Yes?
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Speaker 1: What was a less.
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Speaker 4: Over here sun metal strain.
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Speaker 1: In nineteen fifty six early in his career, Elvis Presley
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Speaker 1: recorded a song called Old Shep. It's a sentimental song
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Speaker 1: about a boy and his dog, Shep, written in the
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Speaker 1: nineteen thirties by Red Foley. The dog gets old and sick.
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Speaker 1: The vet says there's no hope. The boy aims his
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Speaker 1: rifle at Shep to put him out of his misery,
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Speaker 1: but he can't pull the trigger. He lies down next
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Speaker 1: to Shep cradles him in his arms as the dog
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Speaker 1: dies and the song ends.
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Speaker 5: Old Shelbie has gone weather, good dog, It's gold.
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Speaker 6: And whoever. But if dolls have a heaven.
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Speaker 4: That's one way I know.
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Speaker 1: Old shepherds.
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Speaker 7: Wonderful.
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Speaker 1: Old Shep is not one of Elvis's more famous songs,
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Speaker 1: but in an essay published in two thousand and five
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Speaker 1: on Elvis, the psychologists Alan Elms and Bruce Heller having
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Speaker 1: aside about a small but significant discrepancy between the original
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Speaker 1: version of Old Shep and Elvis's cover. I'm going to
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Speaker 1: come back to Heller and Elms in a while because
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Speaker 1: they really do the most thorough analysis of Elvis's lyrical parapraxis.
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Speaker 1: But let's start with Old Shep. Listen to Hank Snow
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Speaker 1: performing the lyrics as they were originally written. The boy
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Speaker 1: has just put away his gun, realizing he can't shoot Shep.
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Speaker 8: So I threw down a let old gun and ran
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Speaker 8: right up to his signe ladies, faithful, old head, right online,
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Speaker 8: knee and friends. I stroked the best pound little man
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Speaker 8: ever found. I even cried so I scarcely could see.
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Speaker 1: Now listen to Elvis sing his.
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Speaker 4: Version, I had strong the best friend, not a man.
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Speaker 6: I cry.
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Speaker 7: Sauscuriously good see Hanks no sings I stroked the best
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Speaker 7: pal a man ever found, meaning that the boy considers
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Speaker 7: an act of violence against his best pal, then decides
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Speaker 7: against it and takes instead the path of nurture and sympathy.
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Speaker 1: He recovers his humanity. But Elvis sings, I had struck
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Speaker 1: the best friend a man ever had, which turns the
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Speaker 1: meaning of the song completely upside down. The boy does
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Speaker 1: not recover his humanity. He now holds himself responsible for
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Speaker 1: an act of violence against Shep, an act of violence
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Speaker 1: that in fact he did not commit. Stroke becomes struck,
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Speaker 1: and all of a sudden, the song about moral redemption
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Speaker 1: turns into a song about morbid remorse. Now I suppose
9:16
Speaker 1: you can say stroke struck whatever those two words sound
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Speaker 1: the same. It's just a cover, but it's not just
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Speaker 1: a cover. Alvis was obsessed with Old Shep. It's the
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Speaker 1: first song he ever learned on the guitar. He played
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Speaker 1: it incessantly as a child. At age ten, he played
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Speaker 1: it at the Mississippi Alabama Fair, his first public performance.
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Speaker 1: He played it at his high school talent show and won.
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Speaker 1: He played it on dates with girls. He played it
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Speaker 1: well into his career. And why does the song resonate
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Speaker 1: so much with him? It's a song about love, betrayal,
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Speaker 1: and loss, themes that are at the center of Elvis's life.
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Speaker 1: He's a twinless twin. Someone who's twin died in utero,
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Speaker 1: and he's obsessed by that fact. He brings it up
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Speaker 1: again and again. The loss of someone who should have
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Speaker 1: been his closest friend. Alvis's mother, Gladys, is to say
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Speaker 1: the least unusual. She's controlling, intense, he calls her baby.
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Speaker 1: Gladys died when Alvis was just twenty three. When he
10:20
Speaker 1: first saw her casket, he threw himself on top of
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Speaker 1: her body, then stepped back and talked about how beautiful
10:28
Speaker 1: she was while pointing to her dead feet. He called
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Speaker 1: them her little suities. He did this again and again.
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Speaker 1: At the end of the funeral service, he lay on
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Speaker 1: top of her casket, saying, I want to go with you.
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Speaker 1: I don't want to stay here. I can't be without you.
10:48
Speaker 1: And we haven't even gotten to Priscilla, Alvis's wife. He
10:51
Speaker 1: spotted her when she was fourteen and eventually convinced her
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Speaker 1: to move in with him in Memphis.
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Speaker 9: Once Alvis took you to a move Yes he did.
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Speaker 1: This is Priscilla being interviewed by Barbara Walters in nineteen
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Speaker 1: eighty five.
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Speaker 9: Why why that fascination?
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Speaker 10: I don't know.
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Speaker 9: I don't know what the fascination was. This is not
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Speaker 9: the first time that he had done this. I don't
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Speaker 9: know if it was for the shock value, you know,
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Speaker 9: to see how people would react, or just for his
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Speaker 9: own thrill of it. You wrote, there were times when
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Speaker 9: you and Elvis spent days in the bedroom, freezing bedroom.
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Speaker 9: He liked it be cold, the windows with blackout drapes
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Speaker 9: or no sun light enter it. Day after day. It
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Speaker 9: went in two weeks.
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Speaker 11: Yes, we stayed like that.
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Speaker 9: We had our food.
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Speaker 12: Delivered by the door and.
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Speaker 5: It was cold.
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Speaker 9: I mean, he did like a cold, and it was dark,
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Speaker 9: and it could get real lonely. And that's how he
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Speaker 9: liked it at times, like a cocoon, almost like a womb.
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Speaker 1: I guess you think. Priscilla and Barbara Walters are on
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Speaker 1: a white couch surrounded by pink flowers. Scilla is in
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Speaker 1: a strapless sun dress. She looks amazing. Barbara Walters turns
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Speaker 1: to her and says, Alvis controlled your looks, your clothes,
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Speaker 1: your hair, your makeup. He controlled you totally. Priscilla says, yes,
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Speaker 1: he did.
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Speaker 9: Then six years you lived there before he decided to
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Speaker 9: marry you. In those six years of sleeping with him
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Speaker 9: every night, he never had intercourse with you. You wrote
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Speaker 9: in your book that there were times when you begged
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Speaker 9: him six years so why well again, you know, I
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Speaker 9: can only go back to what his concept was as
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Speaker 9: what he wanted in a woman, and somewhere he along
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Speaker 9: in his past he said that he wanted a virgin.
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Speaker 1: Alvis is complicated, and what does Freud's theory of parapraxis say?
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Speaker 1: The complicated feelings inappropriate, maybe unacceptable feelings are normally suppressed,
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Speaker 1: but every now and again, some little bit of that
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Speaker 1: buried emotion slips out and if you're paying attention and
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Speaker 1: listening closely, that little slip can tell you something. Struck
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Speaker 1: for stroke. But old chap is just the beginning. For Elvis,
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Speaker 1: the real pairapraxis occurs in are You Lonesome Tonight? A
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Speaker 1: song originally written in the nineteen twenties and which Elvis
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Speaker 1: took to the top of the charts just after he
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Speaker 1: came out of the Army.
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Speaker 13: Are You Longed.
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Speaker 1: Wish A Day? Zero six?
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Speaker 6: Take two.
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Speaker 1: Elvis at the RCA Studios on Music Row in Nashville,
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Speaker 1: April fourth, nineteen sixty The recordings from the original session
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Speaker 1: now held in the Sony Music Archive.
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Speaker 14: Yeah, this is there's numerous takes here, so they fall apart,
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Speaker 14: they make a mistake, and what have you?
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Speaker 1: John Jackson and Vic Annissini from Sony Me all listening
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Speaker 1: together at the legendary Battery Studios in Manhattan, where everyone
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Speaker 1: from John Lennon to Bruce Springsteen recorded Holy Ground. I
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Speaker 1: started my quest at the very beginning.
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Speaker 7: It is your hot till.
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Speaker 5: Share, I harm.
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Speaker 4: Toll me d.
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Speaker 5: Are You Lonesome?
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Speaker 1: To Amaziah? Is he uh? When he records that? Are
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Speaker 1: the Jordanaires singing along with him? Or they're laying that
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Speaker 1: tracked down spar no livething a. Yeah.
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Speaker 15: He always preferred to have everyone in one room and
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Speaker 15: record live.
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Speaker 6: Oh, even in one room, not in booths or no no,
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Speaker 6: no, no no.
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Speaker 1: He hated booths. Recording the song was not Elvis's idea.
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Speaker 1: It was a favorite of the wife of his manager,
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Speaker 1: Tom Parker. In the studio, Elvis asked the lights be
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Speaker 1: turned off so the room was in darkness. He did
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Speaker 1: five takes. He didn't like any of them.
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Speaker 14: It was four in the morning when he recorded it,
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Speaker 14: so he made everyone get out of the studio go.
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Speaker 1: Away, and then he just you know, did it.
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Speaker 14: And then they this is the second take, which they
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Speaker 14: told him how the background singers, you know, pea popped
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Speaker 14: because he said, just stop the tape, you know, I'm done.
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Speaker 14: They said, just do it once more because you know,
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Speaker 14: we hit a pea pop on there. So the third
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Speaker 14: take ends up being the master.
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Speaker 1: Oh, I see.
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Speaker 14: Then held the label held it back for seven eight
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Speaker 14: months because he didn't.
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Speaker 1: Realize what they had on their hands.
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Speaker 14: Yeah, it was seven months.
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Speaker 16: I think after he recreated they finally released it as
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Speaker 16: a single and didn't go out that he had done
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Speaker 16: eight songs for Elvis's back, and this was just like, yeah,
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Speaker 16: just try this.
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Speaker 1: One, recorded in the wee hours of the morning in
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Speaker 1: darkness as a favor to someone else, a song neither
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Speaker 1: Elvis nor his label particularly liked. It's almost like the
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Speaker 1: song had a curse on it right from the beginning,
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Speaker 1: and from then on Elvis could never quite get it right.
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Speaker 1: I talked about this with Michelle Press at the New
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Speaker 1: York Psychoanalytics Society. Elvis wasn't typically someone who forgot the
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Speaker 1: words to the songs he sang. There's all these examples
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Speaker 1: out of his life of him being able to recite,
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Speaker 1: to sing from memory massive amounts of stuff. I'm worried.
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Speaker 1: I'm interested about that. There's a little slip worried about
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Speaker 1: I said, I'm worried about that. I'm interested in that,
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Speaker 1: and I'm wondering what the what would you make of that?
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Speaker 1: As a psychoanalyst. I try to go on, but of
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Speaker 1: course I'm talking to a hardcore Freudian. I meant to
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Speaker 1: say I was interested, but what came out was worried.
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Speaker 2: I mean, I'm still caught on your slip, obviously thinking
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Speaker 2: what do you make of it? So one thought was
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Speaker 2: whether the slip might be a key to something that
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Speaker 2: you're figuring out and puzzling with him, because you're right now,
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Speaker 2: you're immersed in him.
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Speaker 1: Oh I am. I've been singing this song under my
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Speaker 1: breath for months. I can't understand why I've never been
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Speaker 1: an Elvis fan. I don't own a single song of his,
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Speaker 1: or am I am? I drawn to this story because
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Speaker 1: isn't this story that I'm talking to you the great
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Speaker 1: anxiety of anyone in a creative field, that moment when
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Speaker 1: you lose control, right where the the presentation to the
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Speaker 1: audience is unmasked. I want to I want to show you.
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Speaker 1: I take up my laptop, pull up YouTube. There's a
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Speaker 1: mountain of Elvis on YouTube, one of the last performances
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Speaker 1: of his life. It's bananas. I mean, he just it's
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Speaker 1: he's singing a song he's singing thousands of times, and.
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Speaker 10: He just.
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Speaker 1: Completely loses control of it. I can skip it. I
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Speaker 1: wonder if.
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Speaker 13: Two longs of my life.
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Speaker 4: You know, someone said the worlds of stags in each
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Speaker 4: of us play apart they had playing in plus tags,
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Speaker 4: iriginal select every I never missed you, and it came
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Speaker 4: back to it.
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Speaker 1: For got the word seem to change. When I first
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Speaker 1: saw it it as someone in a I mean, I'm
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Speaker 1: not Elvis, but I'm someone in a creative field. It
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Speaker 1: terrified me. It's like up on stage doing what he's
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Speaker 1: paid to do, and he he just.
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Speaker 3: Really won during your life, You're gonna go on living
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Speaker 3: without you.
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Speaker 6: Now the stage is bare and I'm sending there without
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Speaker 6: a new hair.
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Speaker 15: I don't know.
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Speaker 16: If you'll come.
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Speaker 9: Back to me.
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Speaker 1: Every live performance he's ever given of this that we
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Speaker 1: have on tape, he mangles the bridge. He can't do
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Speaker 1: it right. It's which he's returning to the song again
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Speaker 1: and again and again and again and again and doing
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Speaker 1: the same in this particular always a bride so singing party.
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Speaker 2: Over how many years did this go on?
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Speaker 1: Yours Okay?
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Speaker 14: In nineteen eighty to this life and version was rare
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Speaker 14: in the UK, and each one the twenty five and
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Speaker 14: the British Singles chart.
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Speaker 1: At Battery Studios. I made the Sony guys play every
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Speaker 1: version they had. They even have names, Laughing Elvis, Crazy Elvis,
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Speaker 1: each one stranger than the one before.
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Speaker 6: The World's a stagies in East must play a part.
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Speaker 1: There's sweat and tears streaming down his face, and I
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Speaker 1: had no call for Dodger.
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Speaker 3: It goes on like this, on and on.
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Speaker 4: Baby shut.
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Speaker 7: Again.
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Speaker 10: Tell me? Are you.
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Speaker 17: That's it?
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Speaker 5: Man?
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Speaker 13: Don't do you?
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Speaker 1: Don't never hurry and we'll I'll do you O s.
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Speaker 1: Have you ever played a song before?
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Speaker 10: No?
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Speaker 12: I never put it before.
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Speaker 1: And it's funny. I played a bunch of.
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Speaker 6: Check I put a bunch of his stuff.
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Speaker 12: You might flip in the standby switched.
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Speaker 7: On the back.
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Speaker 1: I'm with Jack White at his studio in Nashville Third
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Speaker 1: Man Records. Jack White, formerly of the White Stripes, one
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Speaker 1: of the great rock and rollers of his generation and
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Speaker 1: a huge Elvis fan. He's a shrine to Elvis in
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Speaker 1: his hallway, actual shrine. All that's missing is flowers. We
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Speaker 1: met in his private office, lots of black and yellow
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Speaker 1: and leather and taxidermy. He sat on the couch with
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Speaker 1: a guitar. Do you play? Do you play Elvis songs?
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Speaker 1: A concert?
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Speaker 13: Sometimes?
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Speaker 10: I do love like that.
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Speaker 1: I want you to love me, love me and just.
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Speaker 6: Dream and just save.
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Speaker 1: I was gonna say, don't stop, I'm enjoying it. Anything
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Speaker 1: any other ones you do?
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Speaker 12: Wait?
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Speaker 1: Anyway? Why do you why that one? What's it about that? Song.
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Speaker 15: I had heard that early from a band called the
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Speaker 15: Flat to a Jets that I really liked, and I
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Speaker 15: didn't know it was Elvis. And then when i'd heard
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Speaker 15: the Elvis version, I had connected the two, like, oh no, really,
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Speaker 15: and I started doing it when I put in coffee houses.
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Speaker 15: I started playing that when I was like sixteen, Yeah,
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Speaker 15: it goes back, which is funny.
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Speaker 6: I eventually heard a story of Robert Plant.
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Speaker 15: Telling Elvis he loved that song when led Zeppyn met Elvis,
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Speaker 15: and then when they walked out out of the hallway
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Speaker 15: that Elvis poked his head out in the hallway and
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Speaker 15: sang that song to Robert Plan. They sang it back
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Speaker 15: to each other, and you were crying and must have
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Speaker 15: been an amazing moment.
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Speaker 1: Jack White owns the original acetate pressing of Elvis's first
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Speaker 1: recording from nineteen fifty three My Happiness. After we talked,
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Speaker 1: White took me into his vault to show it to me.
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Speaker 1: It's priceless. He asked me if I weren't to hold it.
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Speaker 1: I was too terrified to say yes. Jack White seemed
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Speaker 1: like the right person to see to try and understand
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Speaker 1: Elvis's problem. You are you lonesome? Tonight.
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Speaker 6: All right, let me see, we're gonna take a crack.
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Speaker 6: It might might have to give a kap worls.
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Speaker 1: What are your lone song? Tonight?
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Speaker 9: Do you miss me.
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Speaker 6: Tonight?
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Speaker 1: Are you sorry? We drifted.
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Speaker 7: A paw?
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Speaker 1: Does your memoir strain through a bride song?
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Speaker 12: Day?
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Speaker 1: When I kissed you and called you sweet?
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Speaker 6: Do the chair in your partner seamanity?
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Speaker 9: And then.
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Speaker 18: Do you gaze as the door snell and pitcher me?
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Speaker 18: Then is your heart fill with fain? Shall I come back?
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Speaker 6: Love you till the deed? Are your own song? Son?
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Speaker 1: That's the first half of the song. The song version
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Speaker 1: all questions A man is wondering whether his lover misses him.
25:56
Speaker 1: Then comes the spoken bridge, in which the emotional tables
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Speaker 1: are turned and the man leaves himself bare. Are you
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Speaker 1: lonesome Tonight? Has been recorded countless times over the years.
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Speaker 1: A lot of performers leave out the bridge because it's
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Speaker 1: corny and way too long and hard. Elvis kept it in,
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Speaker 1: so does Jack White.
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Speaker 19: I wonder if you're lonesome tonight? You know someone said
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Speaker 19: that the world's a stage and each must play a part.
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Speaker 19: I fate had me playing in.
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Speaker 1: Love with you as my sweetheart.
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Speaker 15: That one was where we met.
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Speaker 1: I loved you at first glance. You read your line so.
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Speaker 15: Cleverly and never missed a cue. Thing came that too.
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Speaker 1: You seem to change.
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Speaker 6: You acted strange, and why I've never known.
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Speaker 1: Honey.
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Speaker 4: You lied when you said.
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Speaker 6: You loved me, and I had no cause to doubt you.
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Speaker 6: But I'd rather go on hearing your lies.
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Speaker 19: To go on living without you. Now the stage is bare,
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Speaker 19: and I was standing there with emptiness all around. And
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Speaker 19: if you won't come back to me, and then.
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Speaker 17: You bring the curtain down, is your heart feel? Shall
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Speaker 17: not come back again to me?
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Speaker 2: Song to nice?
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Speaker 7: Whoa wait?
27:48
Speaker 10: You you?
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Speaker 1: You enjoyed that.
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Speaker 17: I did?
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Speaker 15: It gets I gets uh, there's some nice parts where
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Speaker 15: it gets the you can see uh playing that live now?
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Speaker 1: I just did that like well, we just did that.
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Speaker 15: I played it once yesterday reading this, but now playing
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Speaker 15: like that, I could see wild live You could really
28:08
Speaker 15: that really could get to be a really emotional song.
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Speaker 6: So I didn't really think about it until just then.
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Speaker 1: What led you to think that just now?
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Speaker 6: Because it feels like, well, it's in a mine.
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Speaker 15: It's a lot of minor chords, so that that that's
28:22
Speaker 15: already gets you in that melancholy vibe, but it has
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Speaker 15: it has that. What just occurred to me now is
28:30
Speaker 15: he doesn't he doesn't He doesn't really care that if
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Speaker 15: she's lonesome, he's lonesome, that the singer is lonesome. And
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Speaker 15: it's a it's a maguffin to pretend like I'm worried
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Speaker 15: about you? Are you lonesome tonight?
28:43
Speaker 12: You know?
28:44
Speaker 15: But it's really he's the singer is worried about himself.
28:47
Speaker 15: So that could be you know, you take that kind
28:51
Speaker 15: of emotional song and you put years and years on stage,
28:55
Speaker 15: and then you put drugs in the mix, and then
28:58
Speaker 15: in your own state of mind at the time, it
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Speaker 15: could be a really you could be onto something there.
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Speaker 15: It could be a real diversion that it's too powerful
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Speaker 15: to sing.
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Speaker 1: What's fascinating is that to the some parts, the singer
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Speaker 1: is in control and he's worried about her right the
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Speaker 1: spoken parts, the singer is vulnerable and he's confessing his
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Speaker 1: own and it's so screwed up. It's like, I know
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Speaker 1: you lied to me, and I wish you hadn't, right,
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Speaker 1: which I didn't know that you lied to me because
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Speaker 1: I'd rather be in the state of being deceived than
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Speaker 1: know the truth, which is like seventeen convolutions of neuroticism.
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Speaker 6: Right, he's still blaming her most of the lines, still
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Speaker 6: pointing the finger.
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Speaker 1: White says, you can't run from that kind of emotion,
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Speaker 1: not if you're singing the song properly. And so when
29:47
Speaker 1: he writes songs, he tries to establish some distance between
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Speaker 1: himself and the feelings he's singing about.
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Speaker 11: I try to push it into a character's standpoint rather
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Speaker 11: than it being a self confession confessional for me, because
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Speaker 11: I think that would be really hard to consistently keep
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Speaker 11: living that moment over and over and over again. I've
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Speaker 11: definitely seen older artists ignoring certain parts of their certain
30:13
Speaker 11: songs in their career because it's probably too close to
30:15
Speaker 11: home about something or other.
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Speaker 1: But you can't avoid a song's emotional effects all the time,
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Speaker 1: and especially not when you have to read a soliloquy
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Speaker 1: in the middle of it, which is what the are
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Speaker 1: you Lonesome bridge is a speech parachuted into the heart
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Speaker 1: of the song.
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Speaker 15: I had a little flub moment at one point trying
30:36
Speaker 15: to figure out, well, wait a minute, it's a waltz.
30:39
Speaker 6: You know you have that so if I'm like, I
30:46
Speaker 6: wonder if two three so one two the one.
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Speaker 15: Two there, so your brain kind of wants to go.
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Speaker 15: I wonder if you're lonesome tonight, that's what your brain
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Speaker 15: wants to do. You know, someone said that the world's
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Speaker 15: a stage and we must.
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Speaker 1: Each play a part. Then it starts to get it
31:11
Speaker 1: breaks down.
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Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean it would, I mean I would.
31:13
Speaker 15: I can definitely say that this would be a lot
31:15
Speaker 15: easier if someone else was playing guitar and I could
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Speaker 15: just recite, uh that part?
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Speaker 1: Which should I recite it while you played the guitar? Yeah,
31:23
Speaker 1: let's see do that. Yeah, I'm not going to torture
31:27
Speaker 1: you with my rendition of the spoken bridge. Well maybe later.
31:31
Speaker 1: I'm just saying until I die, I can say I
31:34
Speaker 1: played with Jack White and then, because how many opportunities
31:39
Speaker 1: am I going to get like this? I asked Jack
31:41
Speaker 1: White to help me edit the soliloquy. If one were
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Speaker 1: to rewrite it, I'm thinking you that you, uh, you
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Speaker 1: lose the first three lines. Fate had me playing in
31:54
Speaker 1: love you as my sweetheart, or even Act one was
31:59
Speaker 1: when we met? Why don't why don't they just start
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Speaker 1: with act one?
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Speaker 10: Do I?
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Speaker 6: Act one was where I'm met. I loved you at
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Speaker 6: the first glance. He read your lines so carefully, never
32:15
Speaker 6: missed a Q.
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Speaker 15: What did I do there?
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Speaker 1: You say carefully instead of cleverly, clever beautiful?
32:22
Speaker 6: Then came back too, You seem to change, You acted strange.
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Speaker 1: What did Jack White do there? The actual lyric is
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Speaker 1: you read your lines so cleverly. He said, you read
32:37
Speaker 1: your line so carefully, carefully for cleverly, a man singing
32:42
Speaker 1: one of the songs of his musical idol comes to
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Speaker 1: the emotionally complex center and what do we hear a
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Speaker 1: moment of vulnerability? Can he be as clever as Elvis?
32:55
Speaker 1: He's not sure, he must be careful.
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Speaker 3: Parapraxis Sometimes you know I love I love him so much,
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Speaker 3: and that you know I'm afraid to learn more about
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Speaker 3: certain things, like you know it's you're so close to it,
33:08
Speaker 3: and you've experienced certain things about.
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Speaker 15: You know nothing in comparison to what he went through.
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Speaker 15: But you're in the same where we do the same
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Speaker 15: kind of thing. We perform, and we go on stages
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Speaker 15: and we make records and all this stuff from a
33:23
Speaker 15: different time period. But you notice these tiny little moments
33:26
Speaker 15: that are when you see certain you're like, Oh, I know.
33:29
Speaker 1: Exactly what that's about.
33:30
Speaker 15: I know exactly what that feels like.
33:37
Speaker 1: There are ten known live recordings of Elvis performing Are
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Speaker 1: You Lonesome Tonight, starting in nineteen sixty one in a
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Speaker 1: concert at Block Arena in Honolulu, up to the end
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Speaker 1: of Elvis's life in nineteen seventy seven. Alan Elms and
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Speaker 1: Bruce Heller analyze them all in their essay Twelve Ways
33:55
Speaker 1: to Say Lonesome, Assessing error and control in the music
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Speaker 1: of Elvis Presley. Elms and Heller find that Elvis performs
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Speaker 1: the sung portion of Are You Lonesome Tonight more or
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Speaker 1: less flawlessly because the song portion is the part of
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Speaker 1: the song where the singer is in control, but in
34:16
Speaker 1: the spoken bridge, the narrator is suddenly the one who's
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Speaker 1: been deceived and rejected, and that's the part Elvis can't
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Speaker 1: get right. Elms and Heller count a total of one
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Speaker 1: hundred and nine errors in those ten live performances of
34:31
Speaker 1: the spoken Bridge, twenty nine of which involved just four
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Speaker 1: lines I loved you at first glance, where he confesses
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Speaker 1: the depths of his feelings. You seem to change, You
34:44
Speaker 1: acted strange, where he testifies to his betrayal and rejection
34:50
Speaker 1: and why I've never known where he expresses his feelings
34:54
Speaker 1: of anger and victimization, and with emptiness all around where
35:01
Speaker 1: he admits to his loneliness. The most problematic renditions of
35:05
Speaker 1: the Bridge are the later ones, which come after the
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Speaker 1: summer of nineteen seventy two. What happens in the summer
35:13
Speaker 1: of nineteen seventy two?
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Speaker 9: And one day you went in and said, I'm leaving.
35:20
Speaker 9: There was another man in your life. He was your
35:23
Speaker 9: karate teacher, right, Mike Stone. And you went off then
35:26
Speaker 9: and lived with him.
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Speaker 1: Priscilla Presley back on the couch with Barbara Walters, America's
35:33
Speaker 1: prime time Freudian.
35:35
Speaker 9: It was said that Elvis tried to kill him. I
35:37
Speaker 9: wanted him killed, right? Do you believe that?
35:39
Speaker 10: I think at that time, yes, he did. He wanted
35:42
Speaker 10: that to happen.
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Speaker 5: Do the cheers in your father.
35:51
Speaker 4: Seeing empty?
35:52
Speaker 8: And do you gay?
35:56
Speaker 10: Is that your ball head?
35:59
Speaker 7: And wish you had hair filled with pain? She'll I
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Speaker 7: come back? Tell me, are you lossome?
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Speaker 10: Lord?
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Speaker 9: Lord?
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Speaker 3: I want.
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Speaker 1: A man who fears betrayal and abandonment is portrayed and abandoned.
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Speaker 6: And I had no cause to doctor.
36:41
Speaker 1: It's too much. He's a wreck.
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Speaker 7: Shot again, tell me.
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Speaker 5: Why are you Lossome?
37:06
Speaker 1: After I left Jack White, I went to see Bobby
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Speaker 1: Braddock just down the street at the Sony Studios on
37:12
Speaker 1: Nashville's Music Row. This you may remember Bobby Braddock from
37:19
Speaker 1: season two of Revisionist History. He's the legendary songwriter I
37:24
Speaker 1: called the King of Tears. Braddock wanted to introduce me
37:27
Speaker 1: to a good friend of his, a singer songwriter named
37:30
Speaker 1: Casey Bowles.
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Speaker 12: That's the church across the alto.
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Speaker 1: Thirty something long red hair, the kind of person who
37:38
Speaker 1: if you touch you expect a little jolt of static.
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Speaker 13: Don't work, Oh you won't sing that song that.
37:47
Speaker 1: We were in the biggest of the Sony recording studios,
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Speaker 1: on the main floor, in a corner where the piano was.
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Speaker 1: Casey sang are you Lonesome Tonight? With Bobby on the piano.
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Speaker 6: Do you miss me.
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Speaker 7: Sobby?
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Speaker 1: We drifted, Then we sat and they talked about Nashville.
38:20
Speaker 1: They talked about how they both grew up in the
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Speaker 1: Church of Christ, the most strict of Southern fundamentalist denominations.
38:26
Speaker 1: And they talked about Elvis.
38:29
Speaker 12: My dad thought he was Elvis.
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Speaker 10: I think, yeah, he really he was a Church of
38:34
Speaker 10: Christ song leader and really wanted to be a Jordanaire badly,
38:37
Speaker 10: and so Ray Walker was one of the Jordanaires, and
38:40
Speaker 10: he tried to emulate him by way of dress and hairstyle.
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Speaker 12: And so I grew up either hearing him.
38:47
Speaker 10: Say hello, Darlan, nice to see you, or doing this
38:51
Speaker 10: sort of you know, is it vaudeville style or just
38:55
Speaker 10: just sort of a over the top modeling style.
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Speaker 12: I guess is modeling the way you'd say it modeling.
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Speaker 1: Then Bobby Braddock started talking about recitations the spoken part
39:06
Speaker 1: in many older country songs, and he made the same
39:08
Speaker 1: play that Jack White did that they're much easier if
39:11
Speaker 1: they're set to music, if you could just as easily
39:14
Speaker 1: sing them, like on one of Braddock's most famous songs,
39:18
Speaker 1: he Stopped Loving Her Today.
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Speaker 13: The vestation she came to see him. We all wonder, Yeah,
39:33
Speaker 13: you could sing that she came to see him one
39:36
Speaker 13: last time.
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Speaker 1: Oh, we all wonder if she would.
39:43
Speaker 13: And that works either way. But this is just like, uh,
39:47
Speaker 13: we got this song, let's get a recitation, throw it
39:49
Speaker 13: in there, and and they Elvis made it work. And
39:52
Speaker 13: I'm thinking, just instinctively, just because he was, Uh, he
39:57
Speaker 13: was just so good.
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Speaker 1: Recitations are unusual these days. Braddock hasn't written one since
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Speaker 1: something he did for Toby Keith in the nineteen nineties.
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Speaker 13: Last successful recitation song. I was actually it was, well,
40:10
Speaker 13: actually it was it was. It was a hip hop thing.
40:12
Speaker 13: I want to talk about me. But that was talking, talking, talking,
40:16
Speaker 13: That's what.
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Speaker 12: I'm thinking about.
40:17
Speaker 1: You know, wait, can you can?
40:19
Speaker 7: You?
40:20
Speaker 1: Can you pay a little slice of that? You remember?
40:22
Speaker 13: I never do that? Why do that always? I always
40:27
Speaker 13: do it with with with a karaoke thing where I
40:29
Speaker 13: get up there and play the thing I want to
40:34
Speaker 13: talk about me? We want to talk about I want
40:36
Speaker 13: to talk about number one. You talk about your work,
40:39
Speaker 13: how your boss is a jerk. You talk about your
40:41
Speaker 13: church in your head and your church, talk about the
40:43
Speaker 13: trouble you've been having with your mother and your daddy,
40:45
Speaker 13: with your brother and your daddy and your mother and
40:47
Speaker 13: your crazy ex lover, you know, and then and then
40:53
Speaker 13: the minstrel minstrel period of line, which everybody said, you
40:57
Speaker 13: can't put that in a song, nobody will ever cut it,
40:59
Speaker 13: you know, And it was one of the biggest songs
41:02
Speaker 13: ever had about your medical charts and when you start
41:08
Speaker 13: take that out nobody recording. Toby Keith did, here's probably
41:13
Speaker 13: one one who would have though.
41:15
Speaker 1: Then I showed them the prize. I brought it my bag,
41:20
Speaker 1: my copy of the Handbook of Psycho Biography containing the
41:24
Speaker 1: Heller and Elms essay. Hold on, I have my book here.
41:28
Speaker 1: I'll tell you that's fashion. To a pair of Elvis fanatics,
41:33
Speaker 1: it was like I'd unearthed the Dead Sea scrolls.
41:36
Speaker 13: What's the book?
41:38
Speaker 1: A book called Handbook of psycho Biography, and it has
41:41
Speaker 1: an essay on this song Wow cycle biography and so yeah,
41:45
Speaker 1: so here's so this guy has gone through. It made
41:48
Speaker 1: a chart all of the lyrical mistakes that Elvis made
41:53
Speaker 1: in every known live recording of These were two songwriters,
42:00
Speaker 1: and I felt they immediately saw themselves in that chart.
42:03
Speaker 1: Do you find yourself making the kind of error, sometimes
42:07
Speaker 1: even subtle ones, that you been talking about?
42:10
Speaker 12: That's so interesting.
42:11
Speaker 10: I wrote a song about my mother called Somebody Something,
42:14
Speaker 10: and my mother is adorable, And whenever you heard about
42:18
Speaker 10: things going wrong or like some tumultu a story, it
42:21
Speaker 10: was my dad. And so I finally was like, you
42:23
Speaker 10: know what, wantn't we the only person in the family
42:25
Speaker 10: that there's nothing I have it written about. So it's
42:27
Speaker 10: trying to dig dirt on her and there was nothing,
42:29
Speaker 10: And so I ended up writing this song about her
42:32
Speaker 10: called Somebody Something, and I cry every time I do it.
42:36
Speaker 10: And there is a line that says, you know, she's
42:39
Speaker 10: always been somebody something. She's lived every life but her own,
42:45
Speaker 10: and it's gone. I can't remember it right now.
42:47
Speaker 1: I don't know that feeling.
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Speaker 12: I can't remember it. She's always been somebody something. It's
42:53
Speaker 12: been everything but alone.
42:55
Speaker 10: A daughter, a mother, a lot, a daughter, a lover,
42:59
Speaker 10: a wife, and a mother. She's lived every life but
43:02
Speaker 10: her own. Yeah, she's always been somebody's something. And there's
43:07
Speaker 10: a line that says, you know, she she wonders what
43:09
Speaker 10: it might be like to be somebody else, and she wonders.
43:15
Speaker 12: What it feels like to be free.
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Speaker 10: But she's always imagined being nobody's nothing, and that's something
43:21
Speaker 10: she never want to be.
43:23
Speaker 12: But that line usually is just gone.
43:26
Speaker 10: And a lot of times I'll go hold on and
43:29
Speaker 10: divert and tell a funny story really quickly.
43:33
Speaker 1: Yeah, what's the specific line that's gone? Is which one?
43:38
Speaker 10: Uh?
43:39
Speaker 12: What's go on again? She's always been somebody's Cynthia's been
43:42
Speaker 12: everything but alone, daughter, a lover, a daughter, a lover,
43:46
Speaker 12: a wife, and a mother. She's been everything but alone. Yeah, yeah,
43:54
Speaker 12: why is it that line?
43:55
Speaker 10: I don't know. I think that I don't know. I
44:02
Speaker 10: think when you even she's so when you see somebody
44:05
Speaker 10: give so much of themselves and that's truly the only
44:08
Speaker 10: thing that she will never experience.
44:10
Speaker 12: And I think it's what I've experienced the most stuff.
44:13
Speaker 1: A minute before, we were joking about Toby Keith. Now
44:17
Speaker 1: Casey is pensive as she compares her mother's life to
44:22
Speaker 1: her own.
44:23
Speaker 10: Not being able to make a relationship work the first
44:26
Speaker 10: eighteen thousand times out of the gate or you know,
44:28
Speaker 10: officially the first two and.
44:31
Speaker 6: Not being a mother and she real close.
44:35
Speaker 12: Yeah, I love her.
44:37
Speaker 11: Go to church where they're right?
44:38
Speaker 12: Do I sit still?
44:40
Speaker 10: Because she makes me?
44:41
Speaker 1: You know, I stay awake.
44:42
Speaker 6: It's good.
44:44
Speaker 13: When I was a kid, if I'd get bored in
44:47
Speaker 13: church and my mother'd reach them and pinch me.
44:49
Speaker 1: Oh, I got smacked, Casey, Can you play that song
44:53
Speaker 1: for us? Is it going to be two?
44:54
Speaker 12: Let's see? Okay, Okay, well I will see if this happens.
45:14
Speaker 10: She grew up playing cowgirl.
45:18
Speaker 12: In bil Road Town.
45:21
Speaker 10: Dream and she'd see, Oh, shoot, hold on, there's a
45:24
Speaker 10: lit line bet Elvis in this that's just random.
45:26
Speaker 12: Hold on dream and see chee Holly. But I'm gonna
45:28
Speaker 12: do again. What did I just say? Sorry, I'm thinking
45:46
Speaker 12: about mom. She grew up playing cowgirl.
45:49
Speaker 10: She grew up playing cowgirl.
45:53
Speaker 12: In a railroad town.
45:56
Speaker 10: Dream and she'd see Hollywood someday, she knew, some distant Friday.
46:04
Speaker 1: Night with a cigarette, just.
46:11
Speaker 12: They would come in and carry you away as far
46:19
Speaker 12: shake Coulsie from there. Those were just that's all right.
46:27
Speaker 12: Hold on second.
46:31
Speaker 1: My first reaction to Casey's failure of memory was to
46:35
Speaker 1: be embarrassed for her, worried that she had lost control.
46:39
Speaker 1: That's the way we're trained to think. Just listen to
46:42
Speaker 1: the words I've just used, failure, embarrassed, worried in one
46:49
Speaker 1: way or another. That's what this season of Revisionist History
46:52
Speaker 1: has been about, about the ways we judge each other
46:55
Speaker 1: for our mistakes and choices. The easiest thing in the
46:59
Speaker 1: world is to look at those mistakes and condemn. The
47:03
Speaker 1: much harder thing is to look at those mistakes and understand.
47:09
Speaker 12: In December anywhere and address her Mama maid. She looked dark,
47:16
Speaker 12: grown up, standing, there like that had a honeymoon in
47:22
Speaker 12: Memphis Town. Yeah, she looked for as all around may
47:30
Speaker 12: loving the greyhound coming back. As far as she could
47:36
Speaker 12: say from there, those were just the facts. Slide. You
47:42
Speaker 12: went from somebody's daughter, somebody's.
47:46
Speaker 1: Wife, Jesus, Parapraxis is not failure. When the performer slips,
47:55
Speaker 1: the audience is not cheated. It's the opposite. Parapraxis is
48:01
Speaker 1: a gift. I presented myself as interested in this story,
48:07
Speaker 1: but now you know that the subject doesn't just interest me,
48:11
Speaker 1: It worries me. Losing control is my great anxiety. When
48:18
Speaker 1: Jack White said carefully instead of cleverly, it was a
48:23
Speaker 1: hint that playing Elvis wasn't a trivial matter for him.
48:26
Speaker 1: It was a sacred act, carefully full of care. And Elvis,
48:33
Speaker 1: after the loss of Priscilla, sang a song hit sung
48:37
Speaker 1: a thousand times only now in a way that gave
48:40
Speaker 1: the audience a window on his pane. Mistakes reveal our vulnerabilities.
48:49
Speaker 1: They are the way the world understands us, the way
48:52
Speaker 1: performers make their performances real. So Bobby Braddock and I
49:01
Speaker 1: sat there listening to Casey's sing, tears in her eyes
49:05
Speaker 1: fumbling to remember the lyrics of a song about her mother.
49:10
Speaker 1: Fumbling not because your mother didn't matter to her, but
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Speaker 1: because she did.
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Speaker 12: She's always there, somebody something then everything.
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Speaker 1: Daughter, Wow, Dona?
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Speaker 12: Who why a fan?
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Speaker 2: Mother?
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Speaker 8: She's live every life.
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Speaker 12: But she'd say, that's just call Alma. She's always there,
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Speaker 12: somebody's some.
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Speaker 1: God, it's beautiful. Why are you covering your mouth?
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Speaker 12: I'm just it's just weird.
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Speaker 10: Because I've never it's just weird when you're thinking about
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Speaker 10: what it is like, I just thought, oh, bad memory,
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Speaker 10: too many songs, old, too many songs in there. But
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Speaker 10: at any point in time, I could pull out a
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Speaker 10: rap from new edition from nineteen eighty two, like why
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Speaker 10: is that in there? And something that you wrote is
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Speaker 10: not in there?
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Speaker 12: That is so weird?
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Speaker 1: It's not weird. A lesser person would have sung it perfectly.
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Speaker 1: Thank you for listening to Season three of Revisionist History,
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Speaker 1: And if you like this episode, you'll enjoy my new
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Speaker 1: series launching later this year. It's called Broken Record, and
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Speaker 1: you can subscribe right now on Apple Podcasts. Revisionist History
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Speaker 1: is a Panoply production and your producer is Mia LaBelle,
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Speaker 1: with Jacob Smith and Camille Baptista. Our editor is Julia Barton.
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Speaker 1: Lawn Williams is our engineer. Fact checking by Beth Johnson.
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Speaker 1: Original music by Luis Skira. Special thanks to Kim Green
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Speaker 1: and Hal Humphries of Storyboard e MP in Nashville and
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Speaker 1: here in New York. Thanks to Jason Gambrell, Evan Viola,
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Speaker 1: Rachel Strom, Nicole Bunsis, Kate Mescal, Kristen Meinzer, Carle Migliore,
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Speaker 1: Andy Bauers, and of course El Hafe Jacob Weisberg. I'm
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Speaker 1: Malcolm Glamo, Okay, so it will be. I wonder if
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Speaker 1: you're lonesome tonight. You know, someone said that the world's
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Speaker 1: a stage and each must play a part. Fate had
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Speaker 1: me playing in love you as my sweetheart. Act one
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Speaker 1: was when we met. I loved you at first glance.
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Speaker 1: You read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que.
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Speaker 1: Then came act too. You seem to change, and you
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Speaker 1: acted strange and why I'll never know. Honey. You lie
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Speaker 1: when you said you loved me, and I had no
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Speaker 1: cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing
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Speaker 1: your lies than go on living without you. Now the
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Speaker 1: stage is bare, and I'm standing there with emptyiness all around.
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Speaker 1: And if you won't come back to me, then make
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Speaker 1: them bring the curtain down. How about doing nice, very good.
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Speaker 1: I must say I'm not very musical.
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Speaker 5: No, it's very good.
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Speaker 4: That's good, yeah,