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- 0:11Hello, hello and welcome to our 4th book review for the Booker
- 0:18International 2025 shortlist. This episode we will be
- 0:23discussing on the calculation of Volume 1 by Salvage Bala.
- 0:31I think it's salvage Bala. Does that know what I said?
- 0:35No. Salvage Bala Bala Bala Bala
- 0:42Bala. Make Bala money.
- 0:46That's what she was named after. Yeah, she's, I believe it's
- 0:50translated from the original Ulster Scots.
- 0:52This book has been translated from Danish by Barbara J
- 0:57Havlund. This book is the first in
- 1:00septology. They've been self published by
- 1:05Bali. Just think.
- 1:08Bala money. Every time Bala money.
- 1:11And it has been published by Faber.
- 1:14I am Aaron and I have not finished this book.
- 1:19This is this is the second book in the shortlist so far that I
- 1:26have not finished before we record.
- 1:28I will have them all finished before a winner is announced so
- 1:33I can make a complete decision on who I think shut and will
- 1:37win. But for this recording, I have
- 1:41about 70 pages left. I have been assured by everyone
- 1:45that it doesn't really matter that I haven't finished it
- 1:48because there's not really a resolution to this story, and I
- 1:53guess that's because it's part of this septology.
- 1:57I will say, I think I think there's a character like
- 2:02finally, like completion, like there's an art completion in a
- 2:04way, but there's no plot. I'm Colin.
- 2:08I am a fiend for time loops. There's a time loop.
- 2:12Sign me. Well, not in reality.
- 2:14I would not like to be stuck in time, but I love time loops in
- 2:17literature. And I actually think, I hate to
- 2:20say it, my expectations, I think for this one were a little bit
- 2:23high because of that excitement for the time loop.
- 2:26So I kind of, I enjoyed this book and I think it has some
- 2:30really meaningful, thoughtful things to say.
- 2:33And I like it because it's a bit lighter than the others in terms
- 2:35of like heaviness of topics. But yeah, I think All in all, I
- 2:42kind of felt like I was stuck in a repetitive cycle with this
- 2:45book and I kind of wanted to break that myself.
- 2:48Hi, I'm Lucy. And yeah, I understand what
- 2:52you're saying, Colin, but I kind of think I slightly disagree.
- 2:55But I had really, really high hopes for this book because I
- 2:58love a literary twist on something like this, like that
- 3:01kind of time story. Also love magical realism and I
- 3:05think this is definitely like in there with magical realism and
- 3:09it's the type of story I really like.
- 3:11I so yeah, the bar was set so high for this book, but I don't
- 3:15feel like it disappointed me. I think that books like this,
- 3:19for me, it's like all about the journey.
- 3:21It's like you feel there's almost like a dreamlike quality
- 3:24and like a freedom that she has through like how she interacts
- 3:29with the world and stuff and I really enjoyed that.
- 3:32Have to say at times I found the writing movie slightly boring
- 3:36just with the repetitive nature of it, but I, I didn't, it
- 3:40didn't bother me too much because I was like so like
- 3:43putting myself into her world and being like, what, what would
- 3:46I do if I was in a similar situation?
- 3:49And that's what I found myself like thinking about a lot.
- 3:52But I, I do have to say the second reading of it I did find
- 3:55difficult because I was like, I know what's going to happen
- 3:59here. It was tougher than the other
- 4:00books to reread, which I. Wasn't expecting.
- 4:04But I do think I still do think I rate this very high because I
- 4:08really enjoyed the experience of reading it.
- 4:10Hi, I'm Hannah and I'm coming to you today from the lovely city
- 4:15of Bristol. I really enjoyed this book.
- 4:19I just found it like such an easy read compared to last week.
- 4:24Last week when I was trying to get through the book I was
- 4:26almost falling asleep the right and I just was.
- 4:29I do not enjoy this week. I flew through this book like I
- 4:34spend my I Love Lucy shaking her head there.
- 4:37Had the hair on a leopard skin hat.
- 4:39But that's all news, Lucy. Any opportunity to slag it off?
- 4:42I'm not appreciating it. Well, this book I really
- 4:47enjoyed, but I love that we've all picked up on that part of it
- 4:50where it was so repetitive and it felt like, oh, it's going on
- 4:54and on. But when you think about the
- 4:56novel as a whole, there's a reason why it's like quite
- 4:59repetitive. So I'm excited to see what
- 5:01everyone thinks this week. So this book is basically a time
- 5:05loop and where our protagonist Tara Stelter Stelter Stelter
- 5:13Stelter and where Tara Stelter has woken up on the 18th of
- 5:19November and she just keeps waking up on the 18th of
- 5:25November. It never becomes the 19th and no
- 5:28one else seems to remember this. No one else is stuck in this
- 5:32time loop us aside from Tara. And to start us off, we do have
- 5:38a message on the thoughts of Amy Kent Mueller, who is at Mythic
- 5:45Reader on Instagram. I originally thought it was my
- 5:49thick reader, but I, I think it makes more sense if if she's
- 5:53Mythic reader. So let's let's take a listen and
- 5:59see what what Amy thought. On the Calculation of volume,
- 6:03Book 1 is the first book in A7 part series that is being slowly
- 6:07translated from Danish into English.
- 6:10And it's the kind of thing that makes me wish that I could read
- 6:13Danish, because I really wish I could just read the whole series
- 6:16and know what happens. But alas, I'm having to wait for
- 6:19the English translations of each one.
- 6:21And that kind of shows you how much I love this book, because I
- 6:24just want to know what happens next.
- 6:27This book though, follows Tara as she realises that the 18th
- 6:30November is repeating for her, but no one else seems to notice,
- 6:34so she begins to write a diary to keep track of the days.
- 6:38This book is unlike really anything I've read before.
- 6:41It's so beautifully written and it's so meditative and it's a
- 6:45story about the movement of time, the relationships in our
- 6:48lives and the marks that we leave on the world.
- 6:51It's a book that's really easy to read but so deep with meaning
- 6:55that it just lingers with you after you close the pages.
- 6:59It's so worthy of being on the shortlist because it's just one
- 7:04that you don't forget and it makes you use things a little
- 7:07differently. Like, after I read it, I did
- 7:09really think about my day and I thought about the people in my
- 7:13day and all the different things that make up a day.
- 7:16And I think that shows a book that really is written well,
- 7:20that makes you rethink things. Umm, I'd love to read a little
- 7:24quote from you, the book, if that's alright.
- 7:26That just really stuck with me. It seems so odd to me now how 1
- 7:33can be so unsettled by the improbable when we know that our
- 7:37entire existence is founded on free concurrences and improbable
- 7:40coincidences. That we wouldn't be here at all
- 7:43if it weren't for these curious twists of fate.
- 7:46That there are human beings on what we call our planet, that we
- 7:49can move around on a rotating sphere in a vast universe full
- 7:53of inconceivably large bodies compromised of elements so small
- 7:57that the mind simply cannot comprehend how small and how
- 8:00many they are. That in this unfathomable
- 8:03vastness, these infinitesimal elements are still able to hold
- 8:07themselves together, though we manage to stay afloat, though
- 8:10exist at all, though each of us have come into being as only one
- 8:14of the untold possibilities. The unthinkable is something we
- 8:17carry with us always has already happened.
- 8:19We are improbable. We have emerged from a cloud of
- 8:22unbelievable coincidences. Isn't that just gorgeous?
- 8:28I could literally go on reading this book and just share how
- 8:30beautiful it is. But I know the podcast will
- 8:34hopefully talk about how much they loved it.
- 8:36And yeah, I'm so glad this is on the shortlist and that other
- 8:41people will read it because of it.
- 8:42It's just one of those books you want to gift everyone because
- 8:46it's just so thoughtful, so well written, got a great character
- 8:51that you just want to follow. And yeah, it makes you think,
- 8:55which I think is a great thing in a book.
- 8:57So yeah, that's my thoughts on the calculation of volume.
- 9:00Book one. That's lovely.
- 9:02Yeah, yeah, I really love that. I love to.
- 9:04Tell how passionate she is, yeah.
- 9:06It was my favorite thing is what she's reading out these really
- 9:08nice quotes. And it made me think back to
- 9:11like when we were chatting earlier in the week and I sent
- 9:14in the quote, a ghost paint upright, pure pissing spirit.
- 9:18What sort of a world is this? And I love that That's the thing
- 9:21that I pulled out of the book. And she was saying these lovely,
- 9:25thoughtful things, the. Fact that this is a septology, I
- 9:32was hoping that by the end of this book that story would be
- 9:37completed. Finding out that a book in a
- 9:41series was added to the shortlist, I was kind of dubious
- 9:44to begin with, because if we have to read an entire
- 9:47collection of books to understand a complete story, I
- 9:53don't know if one book can do that.
- 9:56Well, I think that it's it's a it's a great sandal in book.
- 10:00I think it would be absolutely fine if someone told me that it
- 10:03didn't have a, a second one. I don't think that there's a
- 10:07need to like and I think this is probably what the book is about.
- 10:10We, I'm assuming by the end of the 7th book, we are going to be
- 10:13no closer to understanding why she's in the scenario that she's
- 10:17in. It's about she is she's in that
- 10:20scenario and she's getting used to it and what what the days are
- 10:23like. And I think, like Amy said, it's
- 10:26kind of there's a real beauty to like how her, how she perceives
- 10:30the day and how like it, it makes you think about your day
- 10:35and it makes you think about like, oh, who do I see?
- 10:37Who do I like? Because I mean, obviously we
- 10:40don't repeat any of our days, but like you don't think enough
- 10:45about that one day and you don't think enough.
- 10:47And it's like your perception. I, I thought it was a really, it
- 10:52is that I, so I love this style of book.
- 10:54Like I absolutely love it. I, I do not want to know any
- 10:58more about what the time loop means.
- 11:00I don't want to know any consensus.
- 11:01I don't care like it doesn't. It doesn't really bother me that
- 11:04much by really. I thought it was a really good
- 11:07stand alone book. I've read the second one.
- 11:10I think the second one's very maybe prefer it slightly, but
- 11:16but then actually, so I read the first one and then I read the
- 11:19second one straight after and then not that long after that I
- 11:22read the first one again. So I'm kind of in a weird
- 11:25position with them all. You are time loop and lose,
- 11:28yeah. I am, I really am.
- 11:30I am currently in November 18th. Like I very, but like I feel
- 11:36like this one's more introspective and the second one
- 11:39is more adventurous and which is kind of, which is an interesting
- 11:43kind of aspect because I spent a lot of the time in the first one
- 11:46going being like, I would have done things differently and
- 11:50thinking about that. And then it's like the second
- 11:52one, I feel like she does more things that I would do.
- 11:54I think that if I read the first one on on its own, I still would
- 11:58have rated it as highly as I do read it, and I think it could be
- 12:03100% as as Amy was saying, it deserves to be in the shortlist.
- 12:07I. Thought it 100% did.
- 12:09It's so much better than a lot of the other books.
- 12:11I can't like it's much better than perfection.
- 12:13It's much better I think than under the eye.
- 12:15I'm I know I'm slagging them off but like.
- 12:18Yeah, I I think, I think what you were saying, like with with
- 12:23time loop stories, a lot of the time the point of them is people
- 12:26trying to find somewhere to break.
- 12:28There's like the story is the plot is them breaking this
- 12:30because they want to get back to their normal life, like they
- 12:33want the time to continue. But in this book, it's obviously
- 12:37it's taking that literary slant and it's more about, like you
- 12:39said, finding the importance of a of a day and even the
- 12:42importance of a year. Like I look back and I'm like,
- 12:45how is it already, you know, May from last year?
- 12:49And I think back to like where I was last May and it's like,
- 12:51feels like a day has passed pretty much in that time.
- 12:55But then you look at it on the wider scale, just like this
- 12:57diary that that the Cara character Tara is writing.
- 13:01You look at it in like, like I journal my my year and I always
- 13:04feel like a yearly retrospective or a monthly retrospective
- 13:07because I think it's so important to have a grasp of
- 13:10time passing and knowing like things that have happened.
- 13:14And I think this book has really good meditations on.
- 13:16I get those introspective thoughts of what is in a day,
- 13:19but also the mundaneity of life and how we're always or days are
- 13:23so similar to to last week. Like we go to work and we
- 13:27probably eat the same all these different things.
- 13:29And sure, you have things that spice, but the, the most that
- 13:33the part of living is, is just, is living, You know, it's, it's
- 13:38not about like looking forward to, uh, something in the future
- 13:41or looking forward or, and like sitting with something in the
- 13:44past. It is about the present, really.
- 13:45It made me really think about if you were stuck in a day and I'm
- 13:51like, what if it was one of those really mundane days where
- 13:53I didn't do absolutely anything and I was stuck in that?
- 13:56And then it made me think, should I be doing more with my
- 13:58day like in life itself like? Yeah, You see, I think she takes
- 14:03it. She's quite calm as a character.
- 14:05I mean, maybe, maybe the first few days it was like chaos.
- 14:08But like, I think that's the thing that sets her apart as
- 14:11well. Like she kind of like, to me,
- 14:13this is a Horror Story. Like, like she almost has
- 14:15touches of horror throughout where she realizes she's aging
- 14:18and other people aren't aging. And like, what does that mean?
- 14:21Like does she see her life disappear and these other, you
- 14:24know, these other people around her don't like that's
- 14:27horrifying. And she's on her own like
- 14:28completely. But she kind of in a way, it
- 14:31doesn't seem to affect her like in in the horrific, terrifying
- 14:36way that I think would like affect me.
- 14:39I that's my favorite thing about these kind of books that like
- 14:42magical realism feel of it where it's like this horrifically
- 14:47weird scenario has happened, but all the characters are just
- 14:50like, get on with it. And I love that there's
- 14:53something about that, like not panicking because I don't like
- 14:57in any shape or form. It's like my biggest fear.
- 15:00I really hate it. So I love the idea that like,
- 15:03she just takes it as it is and just goes along with it.
- 15:06And then like, I would like to think that that's what I would
- 15:09do. Oh, I definitely would.
- 15:11I would be like. You would spiral, Hannah I.
- 15:15Spiral on a daily basis so I've I was stuck in the same day.
- 15:17Oh God, multiply that by 365 actually.
- 15:21But there's so much freedom. No idea though, of like because
- 15:25she's living with someone and having to wake up every day and
- 15:28tell the same story. What's it like?
- 15:30What's that movie called? Is it like 51st dates or
- 15:32something? Yeah, it's like that's.
- 15:34So much. But see, this is where I think I
- 15:38would differ from her. I would just immediately leave
- 15:40my house. Yeah, One thing that you had
- 15:43mentioned, Colin, about how it's almost like a Horror Story of
- 15:46points. To me it felt like a ghost story
- 15:50and where at some point she was living in a house inhabited by
- 15:55someone she could not see and someone that she could not
- 15:57interact with for fear of having to explain her entire experience
- 16:04to her husband Thomas again and again.
- 16:08And then there's parts where the ghost story elements flip, where
- 16:13she becomes the ghost and she is following him but he has no idea
- 16:18that she's there. And she's kind of like always
- 16:21there over his shoulder and because she knows exactly where
- 16:24he's going to be, but she remains out of sight.
- 16:27Metaphor throughout it is the idea that he's a ghost and she's
- 16:31a monster and that was something that I thought was really
- 16:34interesting and yeah, the idea that she.
- 16:40I think it's kind of hinted that like he's kind of a ghost and
- 16:44he's in this infinite world where everything is replenished
- 16:47and everything is goes back to normal, whereas she's like a
- 16:51monster in a very finite world. And like, I think that there's a
- 16:55lot of this stuff. I don't know if this is maybe me
- 16:58going too far, but I thought it was a lot of it was about like
- 17:01the environment and like climate change and like overconsumption
- 17:06because she's like, OK, yeah. See her consumption.
- 17:09She can see everything. That's.
- 17:11My favorite part, like can't we talk with this?
- 17:14But yeah, I. Guess yeah, I think that's like
- 17:17a very clear because I was kind of thinking what is the what is
- 17:20the reason they've put this on on the the shortlist and I got a
- 17:24very clear like, no, we can't see.
- 17:28We are like that. We, we think we're like a ghost
- 17:30like Thomas and we think that everything's replenished.
- 17:34Everything just happens. Everything goes wrong in a
- 17:36circle. We never confront our
- 17:38overconsumption at any point in our lives because everything is
- 17:42done for us by someone else and it's all of our rubbish is just
- 17:44swept somewhere else. Whereas she she's, she knows
- 17:48she's a monster. She can't get away from the fact
- 17:51that she's just constantly overconsuming.
- 17:54And I think there's like a point in it where she gets this green
- 17:57notebook when she's buying her telescope and she kind of when
- 18:02she like looks into the sky, she feels like less of a monster.
- 18:05She feels smaller. She's like, I'm a small monster.
- 18:08And I think that that's kind of like we, when we look at bigger
- 18:11things, we feel like we're really small and we are not
- 18:14actually doing that much damage to the environment.
- 18:15We're not over consuming. But then she's got this notebook
- 18:19to write about her new life as this small monster and she's not
- 18:23she's buying things from bigger shops and she's not making as
- 18:25big a dent into the world. But then that that notebook
- 18:28vanishes the next day. And I feel like that was, I
- 18:31don't know if this is a bit of a stretch, but it was like a kind
- 18:33of this time loop is not letting her lie about to herself about
- 18:36like her overconsumption. I think one of my favorite parts
- 18:39of the book is like the two elements of one is that they
- 18:43keep going to the shop to buy food and then all of a sudden
- 18:47they have to stop buying like a certain chocolate or coffee or
- 18:49whatever because it's not there anymore.
- 18:52And then the other part is that they're growing.
- 18:55Is it lakes? And there's a bag of onions And
- 18:59it's like when she when she takes from it, then it's gone
- 19:02forever. But if he takes it, it's not.
- 19:05And it's thought I love that. Just thought it was such a great
- 19:08idea because it's that kind of thing where they're split in
- 19:12those two different worlds that notice of if I take this, it's
- 19:16gone forever. And then she has to really think
- 19:18about what she wants, you know, and make those conscious
- 19:21choices. I just thought there's one of my
- 19:23favorite parts of the book. It but it is so strange because
- 19:27like obviously time loops and and any time loop I've ever
- 19:30experienced, everything is completely reset to 0, you know?
- 19:33You've experienced a time loop. Sorry.
- 19:35And stories. No, no, yeah, this is me, me
- 19:39outing my my time loop experience.
- 19:41Oh God, it was rough. It was rough.
- 19:43No, but like in any of the are you?
- 19:45Trying to call out salvage to be like you.
- 19:48You don't. You did this to me.
- 19:50This is not accurate. Anyone.
- 19:52I've experienced this. She's just.
- 19:55I don't think she's ever been not.
- 19:56Relatable. Not relatable.
- 19:58Yeah, yeah, no, I am any any timely stories?
- 20:02Sorry, I have experienced they you know, everything is reset to
- 20:060 like it's, you know, there's none of this that the food stays
- 20:09gone. It's everything goes back to its
- 20:12place. And I think like I was kind of
- 20:14like, why, why is why is salvage this or salvage this decided to
- 20:20to. Do you know, include this as
- 20:22like kind of a, a plot device and like what you said, like
- 20:26what you were both saying there about the like environmental
- 20:29destruction and our place in the world and how we're affecting
- 20:32the like works? Like I can, I can see that.
- 20:34And I mean, like, maybe she didn't intend to do this, but
- 20:37the whole thing of the notebook disappearing and like that
- 20:39accountability I think is like a really good way to approach it
- 20:42because we don't, like you said, we don't have a collection of
- 20:47thoughts and like a daily basis of what we're doing.
- 20:49Like it is just, you know, resupplied constantly.
- 20:52Is it a comment on how we might perceive that everyone around us
- 20:59is almost like an NPC and they are just living their life on
- 21:04what to us seems like repeat and they don't seem conscious of
- 21:10what's happening while we experience ourselves as
- 21:13conscious and we experience ourselves as almost being
- 21:17enlightened and having free will.
- 21:19She sees Thomas and she has to explain almost like he's a bit
- 21:22of a dummy. Like I have to explain all of
- 21:24this all over again. These things are being consumed
- 21:27or there are changes happening in the time loops, maybe
- 21:33represent like, oh, maybe it's not a time loop.
- 21:35Maybe it's just the mundanity of life and the repetitiveness of
- 21:40life that we experience. Yeah.
- 21:41I mean, I think that's a good point.
- 21:43Like that we are the main characters are for our own
- 21:48stories. And like, yeah, is that what
- 21:50she's trying to get at that we can't again, kind of like
- 21:54leopard skin hat we can know the mind of another.
- 21:56We can know the life of another person.
- 21:57Like you. You only see, like if you hang
- 21:59out with a friend, you only see them for that period of time.
- 22:01Did you see them? Like, I'd love to do this.
- 22:03It's a weird thing where try to imagine people talking to other
- 22:06people when I'm not there and like trying to see because
- 22:09people think that sounds weird. But like couples I know, for
- 22:13example, I try to imagine how they act when there's no one
- 22:16else around and it's just them are are even small things like I
- 22:20will try to imagine people making like porridge and things
- 22:23like this. It's very strange.
- 22:25I'm just, I, I, I love, I would love to be on a fly, on a fly on
- 22:29the wall just to watch people like I think I am.
- 22:32I love looking people's windows. I love any of that kind of stuff
- 22:35because I just love seeing these snippets of people's lives and
- 22:39like, it makes you feel like your life, you're like, I'll
- 22:43just remarkably on the bus and I'll be like, oh, there's so
- 22:45many people in the city and they all have like, you know, their
- 22:48own lives. They like, and we never
- 22:50crisscross. I'm like, do you know?
- 22:53But it's just, it's just interesting that everyone's life
- 22:55is mundane but special in its own way.
- 22:57This is so fascinating. I feel like I might be your
- 23:00exact opposite. I have no optic permanence when
- 23:03it comes to other people a minute they're not.
- 23:07I think there might be something wrong with me, but I do not have
- 23:10no interest in what any like. I don't.
- 23:12It just never comes up in my head.
- 23:14Like I'm never thinking what's calling up to right now.
- 23:17Never always thinking what's going up to.
- 23:20Yeah, constant thoughts. He's like, I'm like, oh, he's
- 23:24sad because he's not hanging out with me.
- 23:25Yeah, that's normal. You know, when she starts living
- 23:29in the, like, guest room and like, it's almost weird because
- 23:34part of me is like, oh, he's right there.
- 23:36Why don't you just reach out and, like, talk to him?
- 23:38But I'm like, oh, she'd have to explain over and over and over
- 23:41again, like, why? But it's the there's a
- 23:45particular point where she like, talks about like she knows like
- 23:49when a bird is going to chirp or like when it's going to rain.
- 23:53And I think at one point that would drive me absolutely insane
- 23:56because I would know like every minute of the day and the noise
- 23:59that's going to happen. But she just takes it all in her
- 24:02stride, almost like she goes to those, like, peaks and blows of
- 24:05being really, like, angry, depressed, OK, like.
- 24:11Yeah, but I think that's the whole thing of like, it's her
- 24:13life in a way. She's also starts to raise
- 24:15herself like, from her own life because it seems like, I don't
- 24:20know, I was getting the vibes, maybe this is too heavy to put
- 24:22into it, but I was getting the, the like, you know, vibes that
- 24:25this is her mental. Like, it's an analogy for mental
- 24:27illness. And like that people, you know,
- 24:31remove themselves because they think they're a burden or that
- 24:34they they don't want to explain their thoughts constantly to
- 24:37these people and have them understand.
- 24:38Like, like, it's just like a depressive cycle where it's like
- 24:40every day feels the exact same and sort of thing.
- 24:44And like, yeah. And at a point, you just don't,
- 24:47you just don't want to talk about it anymore.
- 24:49You don't want to like, put that on people, you know.
- 24:51And I, I don't know if that's what she was going with here,
- 24:53but I couldn't help but read it that she, like, Tara, is
- 24:56removing herself from like her husband's life, obviously,
- 24:59because she's like, you know, she's gone through these days so
- 25:03frequent, frequently. I felt like she spends too much
- 25:07time trying to explain to him. I think if it was me, I don't
- 25:11even think I'd do that. I don't.
- 25:13I think I'd do it once and then that would be me.
- 25:15I would. I would hate that.
- 25:17That was just live it. Yeah.
- 25:19The story that was when it was like at its most anxious and at
- 25:22the end when she's trying to explain to the Parisian couple
- 25:26about it and they don't believe her.
- 25:28And it's like that for me is just like the anxiety of that.
- 25:31And I constantly be thinking that I'd be like, no one's going
- 25:34to believe me. And then like they're I don't
- 25:37even know if I would explain it to the people in my life.
- 25:40I think I'd just run away. I think that would be my like
- 25:43way of dealing with it. I don't yeah, it's I don't
- 25:47unders that was yeah, my main thing where I was like, I know I
- 25:49wouldn't be like her. I know I wouldn't like spend 100
- 25:52and SO days explaining every morning, yeah.
- 25:57Well, what what would you do if you were in this situation?
- 26:00Because I did find myself thinking, why is she just sat in
- 26:05the same place in the room for day after day after day and it
- 26:11took so long for her to actually start experimenting.
- 26:16Like the the two of them staying up after midnight to see at what
- 26:21point everything happens that happened on like, I don't know,
- 26:24day 80 or something. I'm like that would have been
- 26:27like my day one or day two thing like trying to see at what point
- 26:32the the day restarts itself. I mean, I think if if I was in a
- 26:36tablet like this, like I, I kind of agree with this.
- 26:38I do think she almost over does it like, but I think the whole
- 26:41point is that she loves him and I like he is the most important
- 26:44thing to her. He is her life, so it's so hard
- 26:47for her to she wants him to understand.
- 26:49I mean, I think he was too understanding if someone was
- 26:51saying that to me, but I think if I was in this kind of thing,
- 26:55I would be doing life differently.
- 26:57I think I would take every day and just, you know, throw a
- 26:59curveball like a wrench into something like go and I don't
- 27:03know re re at a shop, because you know, it's not going to
- 27:06matter. You know, the next day do do all
- 27:08these things. It's kind of like the Invisible
- 27:10Man, like if no one's going to to stop you, why not like try
- 27:15these things? Yeah, she's obviously a good
- 27:16person. Yeah.
- 27:21What happens if she gets pregnant?
- 27:23Because they're definitely providing multiple opportunities
- 27:26for her to get pregnant, I think.
- 27:28She would just be pregnant. I think she would just nine
- 27:31months later, she'd have a baby. Thomas would be none the wiser.
- 27:34But I I definitely think, yeah, like, 'cause her body's come
- 27:39like her. Her body's been normal.
- 27:41But but the baby would. Would the baby be in the time
- 27:44loop? Would the baby be aging like
- 27:46her? Yeah, I think the baby would age
- 27:48like her. Yeah.
- 27:49Or not to get too dark. She couldn't get pregnant.
- 27:54Yeah, because it just keeps resetting.
- 27:56Yeah, I think it would because I think her body's changing and I
- 27:58think that the. Yeah.
- 27:59She seems like the only one. As part of the her body would.
- 28:05Or maybe when it's born it just resets every day so it's like a
- 28:09beating. Every day, our novel.
- 28:14Like a better go about, you know, the column is saying like,
- 28:18oh, he was in the town. Look, he would do whatever he
- 28:20kind of wanted. It makes me laugh because Tara
- 28:23is like when she's looking at the apartments or like houses,
- 28:26she's almost like, oh, I can't go there because, like, there's
- 28:28neighbors at that house. And I'm like, but it's going to
- 28:31reset every day. Like it doesn't matter.
- 28:35I feel like she doesn't want the awkwardness of the conversation.
- 28:38She doesn't want the awkwardness of them, like calling the place
- 28:40and her just being like, well, I'm stuck in a time.
- 28:42Look, guys, I can't help it, you know, because I do, I do kind of
- 28:46get why she does that. It's like I would she I start
- 28:49isolating herself more and more and I I would, I think I would
- 28:52have started isolating myself quicker than she did.
- 28:55I I just think I wouldn't I would just go off somewhere else
- 29:00and my life somewhere else. But I suppose her the minute you
- 29:03do that, you're like saying I'm never going to get back to
- 29:06normal. So I spoke to real me who didn't
- 29:11wouldn't necessarily know that this is isn't going to end.
- 29:14Maybe me thinking it's going to end every other day.
- 29:18I would stay home and I would maybe not rob as many shops as
- 29:22Colin would and maybe kind of keep it.
- 29:25Just a handful. Yeah, yeah, because what happens
- 29:27if like that's the day that decides to be November the 18th
- 29:31is the day that I failed to 20 people, you know, and I was
- 29:36wondering is like, if she kills someone like they're dead,
- 29:39surely I but I didn't. I didn't go back.
- 29:41I think they reset too. I well.
- 29:43I. Don't know.
- 29:44No, no, I I don't think so. Because if you think about it,
- 29:47whenever she takes Thomas downstairs and they're like
- 29:50sitting, eating eggs, fried eggs, he his mind resets but his
- 29:54body doesn't set. His body does it, yeah.
- 29:57He's like sitting there and he like wakes up like in that
- 29:59moment. Yeah, hasn't eaten the eggs.
- 30:03True, but does he not have the like feeling of it in his mind?
- 30:08No, he's like he, he's really hungry.
- 30:11Yeah, so he does reset, but his space doesn't reset.
- 30:15Like, it's not like. But also, I think it's one of
- 30:18those things where you don't know if they had done that
- 30:20again, he might have been full of the eggs because there are
- 30:25inconsistencies where she buys the books one day of the time
- 30:29loop and she has to go again to buy the books.
- 30:32But then after that, the books are always there.
- 30:34And it's just one of those things that's like, why are some
- 30:38things maintaining from loop to loop but other things constantly
- 30:43reset And like you don't know what's going to reset and what's
- 30:46going to be the same? I think at times, though, she's
- 30:49almost an unreliable narrator with what is resetting and what
- 30:52isn't resetting because a lot of the times she kind of look like
- 30:55there's a pot that's rolling about in the garden and she
- 30:59resets it. She's like, I think I reset this
- 31:01before and it didn't, It didn't properly reset.
- 31:04It went after rolling about in the garden.
- 31:06And you're kind of like, does she actually remember this?
- 31:09She seems like she's not a reliable narrator, but she's
- 31:11quite honest about the fact that she's unreliable in some.
- 31:14Yeah, in some respect, so. But like you would, you would
- 31:17forget yourself, like she is trying to track it, obviously,
- 31:19but these Diaries, but you would be like, like you would begin to
- 31:24rethink, like, you know, you would begin to be like, no, but
- 31:28I did do this thing. I didn't do this thing.
- 31:29It's a paranoia of it in a way. You're like, did that change or
- 31:32did it not change because she's looking bad for those things
- 31:34like clues in a way to help her like try to break this loop or
- 31:37whatever, or to understand this loop and why she's in it.
- 31:40But like, that's not, as you know, simple as her just like
- 31:44writing this down, like the minutiae she would get confused
- 31:47with. You know, do we want to dive
- 31:49into theories about what is actually happening at the time
- 31:51loop? I don't think I have any.
- 31:54Yeah. Oh, OK, well then maybe I'm I'm
- 31:58the odd one out here. But, and one of my theories was
- 32:03that she died in some way on this day or something happened
- 32:10and now she's just, she's not cursed, but this is the
- 32:15afterlife of her reliving the same day over and over again.
- 32:18And she can never advance beyond this point.
- 32:20I don't know what would have killed her.
- 32:23We know that she burned her hand and got injured that way, but
- 32:29that's not necessarily something that's going to kill you.
- 32:32I I, so she, she thinks about that in the book.
- 32:35I don't know if you're, if you remember that bit, but she's,
- 32:38she kind of is like she thinks about whether or not it's a
- 32:40dream and that she's going to wake up in Paris.
- 32:42And then she kind of has thoughts about is she, is she,
- 32:45or is she not dead? And then she, she doesn't want
- 32:47to think about that. So she doesn't really dwell on
- 32:49it. I would be really annoyed if on
- 32:52the 7th book it was like, Oh, she's dead.
- 32:55I would be furious. I'd be like, I actually I would
- 32:58think that there's no way of making this time loop have like
- 33:01an actual scientific like any reason.
- 33:05I think that if she goes down that route of explaining it,
- 33:09that will wreck the books. In my opinion.
- 33:11I really don't. I don't need.
- 33:13I don't need an explanation. I don't think you could give any
- 33:16justifiable reason why this time loop is happening that I will be
- 33:19satisfied with. Do you think there's any
- 33:22significance to the day like sorry, the day of like the 18th
- 33:26of November? Because it's like why is it that
- 33:29day that the time look kind of begins?
- 33:32I couldn't think of any really reason.
- 33:35I, yeah, I, I don't think they're, I think it's just a
- 33:38normal Monday and day. I think though I don't know if
- 33:41this is for Paris, but see if I got into a time loop in Belfast
- 33:46on the 18th of November I would furious.
- 33:49Yeah. Like I would be like, why in
- 33:53November? Like I can't even.
- 33:56I think I definitely have that seasonal affective disorder.
- 33:59Yeah, idea. I would be on the first plane to
- 34:03Spain. Yeah, that's point like to talk
- 34:07about was like imagine being struck in one season for
- 34:10forever. So in the second book, not to
- 34:12like spoil it or anything, but it's seasonal.
- 34:15So she's trying to track, she's trying to trace through the
- 34:18seasons and create her own seasons.
- 34:20So she's like the Norway going to like Norway.
- 34:24Yeah, England. She was the England for spring,
- 34:29which baffled me. And then she's like going to
- 34:34Spain or somewhere for for summer.
- 34:37But I was like, I would not be trying to recreate the December
- 34:41and autumn months. I would just be like, get me to
- 34:44the summer right now. I do not want to be thinking
- 34:48about. But I think the whole thing is
- 34:50for her, like she is trying to like there's in the last like
- 34:54quarter of the book, I would say she begins to track the year and
- 34:57she's like, oh, it feels like October like, and she's trying
- 35:00because she's seen things on the anniversary.
- 35:02There's going to be something she has to do, something
- 35:04different on the final day or she has to like, figure it out
- 35:07and then she'll break the loop. I mean, the final day comes
- 35:10along and we assume nothing happens.
- 35:12What do we think about like the other characters in the book?
- 35:15What characters? There's no one else except Tara
- 35:17in this book. They're all just plotted
- 35:19devices. They're literally things for
- 35:20Tara to bounce off of. That's my I think that's my
- 35:23biggest problem with this book. Thomas, like her husband, is
- 35:27lifeless. Like he is just this person who
- 35:29nods, says, goes along with what she's saying.
- 35:32It's like, Oh yeah, I believe you.
- 35:33And maybe that's love. Maybe he genuinely wants to
- 35:35believe her. But I think he he just lacks all
- 35:39sense of personality and and he just becomes like a plot device.
- 35:45I think though, her relationship with Tom, it's like a lot of a
- 35:49lot of the back story is just not talked about and there's
- 35:51slightly more back story for her life comes up in the second
- 35:54book, but it's only because it appears in the narrow like it it
- 35:57becomes relevant. So I think that we got a big
- 36:00sense of how her relationship is with Thomas, just just like
- 36:02glimpses of like things she says.
- 36:05But I feel like the as the distance is growing, it's almost
- 36:09important for him not to be a fully flesh tight character
- 36:13because I think that that gap is forming.
- 36:16And it's like she can't think like she's writing this down,
- 36:19but she can't be thinking about him as a fully formed human
- 36:23being because like she goes in to calling him the person in the
- 36:26house. And then sometimes she says
- 36:28Thomas, sometimes she's like that person that's walking
- 36:31aboard like he's a ghost and that he doesn't exist.
- 36:33I think that's kind of part of it is the fact that he doesn't
- 36:38have agency. I do also think the same problem
- 36:41goes with Tara though I think Tara isn't what I'm missing from
- 36:46a lot of these books. Like Fanny felt like a person,
- 36:47like a character. They allow the other characters
- 36:50in these books to me a lot of the time feel like they are they
- 36:53are personalists. They are, you know, they're
- 36:56just, there's not much to them. And I think that like Tara isn't
- 37:00really treated that much different.
- 37:01She gets a little more because like we're seeing her point of
- 37:03view and how she views things. But again, she's not doing much.
- 37:06Like she's just existing. And I think this is a point
- 37:09though, is like Tara is just a normal person.
- 37:12There's nothing special about her.
- 37:13She's just stuck in this there. And most people, there's nothing
- 37:16like we're special because we are ourselves.
- 37:19But but we are just living our lives and the mundanity of that,
- 37:22the mundanity of who we are as people too.
- 37:24You know it it. I think Tara is purposefully
- 37:28mundane because this book is about mundanity.
- 37:32I find the book quite Zen. I'm not entirely sure what Zen
- 37:36means, but I find it really like, I don't know if you guys
- 37:40have ever seen this, a famous American TV show called The
- 37:43Simpsons. There is a everything in my life
- 37:46I can bring back to The Simpsons, but there's this this
- 37:49scene that always reminds me of like books like this.
- 37:51But it's like Lisa's trying to teach Bart to become a better,
- 37:55like, golfer. It's like an early season, but
- 37:59she, she's trying to teach him to get into like a Zen space.
- 38:02And she says that, you know, if a tree falls in the wood and
- 38:05there's no one there, does anybody hear it?
- 38:07And then Bart's head just kind of goes all weird because he's
- 38:11like thinking about this in a deeper way.
- 38:13I feel like my head goes like, well, I'm like Bart when I read
- 38:16books like. This.
- 38:17I agree with you but this book was like a really calming read
- 38:20for me. Even though it almost makes you
- 38:24think that you should be panicked because you're in a
- 38:25time loop, but the way she goes about it makes me feel like, oh,
- 38:30it's OK. Like things will be OK.
- 38:33Maybe there's a reassurance to knowing that everything will
- 38:37like whatever you do doesn't matter, and that everything will
- 38:41always be OK in the. End.
- 38:44I don't know if this is a worrying thing about me, but I
- 38:47just from the minute I started reading I was like, that sounds
- 38:50amazing like. Oh, no, no.
- 38:53I obviously wouldn't want to be trapped in it forever, but like
- 38:57I would love it. I'd just be going about the
- 38:59place spending money. I wouldn't.
- 39:02And also, this is the worst part of this.
- 39:03I would not be thinking about the environment like she is
- 39:05thinking about how much I'd be like, I'll go to the next city,
- 39:09I'll take all their resources. I would not be thinking like.
- 39:13Ruin the planet. Which is worrying about me as a
- 39:16person, but I was like, I would love it.
- 39:19Like there's a part of me that's like, I'm not going to be
- 39:22thinking about that. Like this is probably the the
- 39:24longevity of this novel in my head is I'm going to be thinking
- 39:27about that all the time. Like what would I do if I was
- 39:30stuck in that? Like what kind of things could I
- 39:32do? Like how much fun I have like
- 39:34I'll be great. Which again, you guys are all
- 39:38saying about like important relationships and like things
- 39:41that and it's really making me worry about like.
- 39:44Because. Because I think she lacks like
- 39:47that. Like if you made a new friend,
- 39:48you would never be able to go past the point of being a new
- 39:52friend if like it's not the same as like those long held like
- 39:56relationships with people. And I think she's missing that.
- 39:58That's probably why she clings to Tom or Thomas.
- 40:00Sorry. As well, there'd be such a poor
- 40:03imbalance and she does discuss this kind of early on in a
- 40:05relationship with Tom as that distance is forming between
- 40:08them. It's like she she has something
- 40:11over him and you would definitely have something over
- 40:13someone you'd never met because you've had multiple interactions
- 40:16with them. You know more about them and you
- 40:19know more about that. It's kind of weird.
- 40:21It's kind of creepy, but there's something like weird or
- 40:24insidious about it. Even if she wasn't doing it like
- 40:27nefariously, it still comes across as like something
- 40:30manipulative. Yeah.
- 40:31If Tara was to, like, pass away in the guest room, which he'd
- 40:36like, just always be there because is it Thomas, isn't it?
- 40:41Yeah. We'll just be going about the
- 40:42same routine over and over again.
- 40:44Or can she die Or like because she's in a town?
- 40:47Like does that mean she can never die?
- 40:49I think she can't die and she'd her body as it ages will
- 40:52probably just rot and he'll smell her.
- 40:54Love it. Yeah.
- 40:56Remove it, Forget about her. Thomas will keep coming in and
- 41:00finding her for for fresh for the first time in a worse off
- 41:04state. No, I think he'll he'll find her
- 41:06once and he'll call the put the ambulance, get everything
- 41:10removed. And.
- 41:12The next day he will never know anything happen to her if she's
- 41:15in Paris. No, no, no, no, that that that
- 41:17wouldn't be the case. Well, sorry and.
- 41:21Wow. No, no, I'm just thinking
- 41:24because as soon as the body's taken, the body still is going
- 41:27to exist. So it's going to be at the
- 41:28morgue. So the next when the day
- 41:30restarts, they're probably going to be like, where'd this body
- 41:34come? From yeah, but Thomas isn't.
- 41:37I know, I know, Thomas isn't, but depending on if there's like
- 41:41A tag attached to her body or something they might then
- 41:44contact him. And yeah, and then eventually
- 41:48they'll be like, we find it or something.
- 41:49Probably barrier. I read something that she'd was
- 41:52thinking of Ulysses by James Joyce when she was writing.
- 41:56Kind of the idea of this is there's so much to a day.
- 41:59You can write so much about a day.
- 42:01And that's she obviously is taking a very different spin on
- 42:05it, but. Yeah, I think, I think like with
- 42:09the title and like now that you brought it up on the calculation
- 42:12volume, I mean, I was really confused.
- 42:15I'm like, what's going on here? I think my theory on like the
- 42:18title is that she is like calculating her own volume of
- 42:21space in time, you know, like where she is in her life, all of
- 42:24this sort of stuff. And I actually quite like the
- 42:28title for that. Like it is a bit ambiguous and
- 42:30it's kind of like. You know, it's a great title.
- 42:34It isn't. It's memorable.
- 42:36And yeah, it is like that kind of nod to how much time and
- 42:41space that she's she's taken up in the world.
- 42:44It kind of felt to me like if you are stuck in a rut, if
- 42:47you're stuck in the cycle of mundanity and you're fed up,
- 42:51like you reach a point where you're like, I'm going to change
- 42:53things and, and mix it up. And it kind of felt like, you
- 42:56know, my remove the time loop. And if this was just her a year
- 42:59of her life and she was like felt it was mundane and nothing
- 43:03was happening. It kind of give me that sort of
- 43:05impression of like, like it's more relatable in a way.
- 43:08Like you reach a point where you're like, no, I can't do this
- 43:11anymore. I need to mix it up.
- 43:13Time loop or no time loop. And I really like that this
- 43:14book, if you remove the time loop, you could still have all
- 43:17those themes, you know, on a yearly basis, like, like, you
- 43:23know, going through 365 days and not just the 18th of November.
- 43:27Something that I found interesting was she talks at the
- 43:31start about the fact that distance is something that her
- 43:36and Thomas like, it doesn't enhance their relationship.
- 43:39Like so you know, that kind of absence makes the heart grow
- 43:42fonder. She's like that's the opposite
- 43:44for her and Thomas and that they that distance doesn't isn't
- 43:48helpful for their relationship. But yet when there starts to be
- 43:51a slight difference early, she feels like it's like the this is
- 43:56on a quote from her, the first flush of love, like she feels
- 43:59like it's the beginning of a relationship again.
- 44:01So it obviously is like there there is something to the
- 44:03distance. There is something to the fact
- 44:06that maybe a bit of distance has helped, but then obviously it
- 44:10becomes too much. And when the days get more and
- 44:13there's like 100 and so days between them, she just stops it.
- 44:17And there's kind of a lovely way that that the way it was written
- 44:21where she's like trying to keep the sensation of like swimming
- 44:26through the days going in her head.
- 44:28I really enjoyed that. I don't even know what it meant
- 44:31and I don't really know if I understood it, but it was really
- 44:33beautiful. The idea that you can like hold
- 44:35a state of mind in your head and keep it going throughout the
- 44:38day. I thought it was really nice way
- 44:40of writing about something that like, I don't know if that's a
- 44:43possibility for me to do, but like it was an interesting kind
- 44:46of concept. Kind of made me think when I was
- 44:48reading it of I Am Legend by Richard Masseson.
- 44:52Because the whole point of like, the book is like, this person is
- 44:56isolated from society, whereas she is isolated from like, I
- 45:00mean, for fear of like, you know, vampires or whatever.
- 45:02But in this, it's like she is isolated not because she's been
- 45:08exiled or, or, you know, there's some horrific thing on the
- 45:12outside. It's that these people just
- 45:13don't understand her and aren't experiencing the same thing.
- 45:17And like, obviously one is, you know, very, very different from
- 45:21the other. But I remember having the
- 45:23similar feeling of like, if I was on my own in this kind of
- 45:29world and the outside world is scary in this way, Like what?
- 45:33What would make me, you know, chase out like improving it or
- 45:38making the life better, Do you know?
- 45:39That's so interesting because I have read that book.
- 45:42I really like it. It's a really enjoyable book,
- 45:43but it's not one that I thought of when I was reading this, but
- 45:46I think definitely you can. There's there's so many
- 45:49parallels I was going to talk about.
- 45:52There is this is literally one of my favorite books ever and
- 45:56right here called the Wall by Marlene Hoss offer.
- 46:00I don't know if that's how to pronounce that and but basically
- 46:04it was written in the, I think late 60s, early 70s, can't
- 46:07remember which one. And it's about a woman who is
- 46:09staying in the Austrian Alps with her cousin.
- 46:12And her cousin and his wife go down for a drink in the village.
- 46:15And she wakes up the next morning and they're not there in
- 46:18in the house with her in this like Austrian chalet.
- 46:21And she goes to try and find them in the town and she comes
- 46:25across an invisible wall. In front of her.
- 46:29Everything on the other side of the wall is dead.
- 46:31So there's like a cow in one part of the field that's alive
- 46:33and then she can see the other cow is dead.
- 46:36And so she just has to exist like it's it's a it's a lot
- 46:41worse for her because she has no access to shops.
- 46:43She has no access to anything. So she has to really use the
- 46:46seasons and like work out and she only has a certain amount of
- 46:49paper. So it's like all this book is
- 46:52the amount of paper she has to write things down.
- 46:54And it's like. It is brilliant if you're going
- 46:57to read a book. I feel if you enjoyed on
- 47:00calculation of volume, you need to read this book.
- 47:02Right, it's on the list. I feel like this was written
- 47:06with like fears of like Cold War, the idea that like
- 47:10everybody could be poisoned. And I felt like this is kind of
- 47:13like the almost the environmental version of that,
- 47:15like for climate change. And they'll both, I think have a
- 47:19kind of environmental. Because I think the whole thing
- 47:23is like in the in I Am Legend, he feels like he's the last
- 47:28person alive in terms of like in the world.
- 47:30And in this case, she also is not the last person alive, but
- 47:34she's the last person to know this this reality or to, to know
- 47:38this thing. So in a way, she is completely
- 47:40isolated from everyone else. It's it's like wrong calculation
- 47:44of volume where you don't really feel the the horror of it at
- 47:47times you do because there's really sad things that happen
- 47:50because she has loads of animals.
- 47:51That's how she's getting by. And so like obviously things
- 47:54will always go well for them. And but I honestly, I think
- 47:58it's, it's definitely, I'm sorry to say this, but it's definitely
- 48:02better than on calculation of volume.
- 48:03I think it's probably one of my mistake taught.
- 48:06It's top 2 for my favorite books.
- 48:09Brilliant. Like unbelievable.
- 48:12So good. I think it's really interesting
- 48:14that she seems to be the the figure that wherever she is, or
- 48:20this is at least the impression that I get, wherever she is,
- 48:24things remain consistent, but where she's not, things reset.
- 48:30So obviously when she takes Thomas downstairs and they eat
- 48:35eggs and then the time resets, he doesn't teleport back up to
- 48:39bed. But what about everyone else who
- 48:44has flown to another country during this day?
- 48:48Like they're going to have to teleport back to where they were
- 48:5224 hours previous. But if she witnesses them being
- 48:58in a location, I don't think she's going to see them
- 49:00disappear and teleport back. I think that they will remain
- 49:04where they are. So as long as she's present and
- 49:07sees them, I think things remain consistent.
- 49:10Yeah, it kind of feels like a simulator kind of idea and that
- 49:14like, if we're all living in simulation, like is she, you
- 49:17know, the one inconsistency in this and the world is being
- 49:19built around her like The Truman Show, like is this, you know,
- 49:22all the reality? And so I know it's not, but it's
- 49:26that kind of idea of like this world is built for her and in a
- 49:30way, and like everything resets. Like if a tree falls in the
- 49:33woods, you know, that's the second time that's come off
- 49:35today but doesn't make a sound. I was thinking this like, you
- 49:41know, if she got a midnight boat going to go.
- 49:44Away. Does the boat just vanish and
- 49:47she's just in the middle of the sea?
- 49:49You know, because like, I think I would have that very real
- 49:53fear. And this is maybe a bit of a
- 49:55spoiler. I don't know.
- 49:57I'll just say it anyway. But she has this real worry when
- 50:00she's traveling about in her seasons, she has to ask the
- 50:05hotels were someone staying in the room before me, like because
- 50:11she stays in a hotel the next morning she's going to wake up
- 50:15someone like like So she has to like ask it in a weird way.
- 50:20She has to be like just what? Like she says, I think she says,
- 50:23oh, I've got really bad allergies and I can't be like
- 50:26has to be cleaned to help be cleaned a certain way and
- 50:28someone no one can be in the night before.
- 50:31I think that that is really interesting.
- 50:33And again, this is where you get into the intricacies of rules
- 50:37established and time loops. But I do like that this one
- 50:42doesn't spell out the rules. So we're not trying to find the
- 50:48inconsistencies. And it's OK for there to be
- 50:51inconsistencies because none of it's understood by Tara, so
- 50:57there's no point in even trying to explain it.
- 50:59Do people like the writing style of this one, say compared to
- 51:02last week or? Yes.
- 51:05I think it's so much more conventional and just easy to
- 51:09follow. When we have her as the narrator
- 51:13telling her story, I think it's so much more easy to follow
- 51:16because we're actually put into her boots and we feel how she
- 51:21feels. I I disagree, I think I
- 51:24preferred the writing. I know I I was really like
- 51:27jumping in last week, but I preferred the writing of
- 51:31leopards can have mostly because I felt like there was actual
- 51:34character and hard in that. This one, I think kind of bored
- 51:37me in a way because it feels like you have a unique voice.
- 51:40It's a point of view, you know, story.
- 51:43Like we could have got so much more from Tara, but again, she
- 51:45is just this person. And the style I think also
- 51:48copies that. It's a very clean, very simple
- 51:50style where is at least the narrator and the last one give
- 51:53us like some sense of life and and like personality.
- 51:57I thought that the writing in a Lepreton hat was pretty perfect.
- 52:01There were some bits that I was like, that is just so beautiful.
- 52:03What's been written there is just so like, it means so much.
- 52:07It's trying to really convey an emotion or really trying to like
- 52:11write in such a eloquent way, something that people, you know,
- 52:15human truths and things like that.
- 52:17This one, I really like the writing because it did give me
- 52:21that kind of like Zen kind of feeling, but it is very it's
- 52:23very clean. It's very basic, which is nice.
- 52:27It's easy to read, but I find it times, especially in the second
- 52:31reader was a wee bit like I think that the writing is
- 52:33probably where I would say there's there's room for room
- 52:36for improvement. Sorry, sold that.
- 52:40All of it. I can't pronounce your name.
- 52:42I would like to describe what Colin would rename the book just
- 52:45before. Thank you.
- 52:47Yeah. So I mean, I've already said I
- 52:48like the the title like on the calculation of value.
- 52:52So I mean, I feel like this is an unnecessary retitling of this
- 52:55book, but something that I think maybe just kind of suits the
- 52:58better would be something like the Life and Times of Tara
- 53:01Shelter. I think because it again
- 53:04establishes that she is something special in this world.
- 53:07It follows her life if also follows time and like her place
- 53:11in this time. And I think in a way, like if I
- 53:15heard that and knew that that was a seven part story, I think
- 53:17I would be more like, OK, I can I can follow this.
- 53:20Clearly every part is going to be a different part of her life
- 53:23or a different time. Do you know of her life?
- 53:25And I think it loses a little bit of that mystery of like a
- 53:29title, but I think it's a bit more cohesive.
- 53:32We we can start with Lucy. What would you give this book
- 53:37out of five and do you expect this to to be a potential
- 53:41winner? I definitely think this is a
- 53:44potential winner. I think it's 100% deserves to be
- 53:47in the shortlist. I think it's an excellent book.
- 53:49I really enjoyed it. It was one of my absolute
- 53:51favourites from the longlist as well.
- 53:53Would have been on my shortlist, I think.
- 53:57On my reread of Leopard Skin Hot, I have to say I think I put
- 54:01Leopard Skin Hot ahead of this slightly and just because of the
- 54:05writing, purely because of the writing.
- 54:06And it's definitely a four 4.5 for me.
- 54:11And I don't really want to go in and do a 4.25 and wreck
- 54:15everything for everyone. I don't know how anyone feels
- 54:17about this, but I think maybe for for 4.5 somewhere,
- 54:23everything there, maybe I should round it up to a 4.5 because I
- 54:27think it was like I really loved the experience of reading it and
- 54:30I really enjoyed it And it's it'll be down there as like one
- 54:34of like a really good book I've read this year. 4.25
- 54:38provisionally. You're you're messing with me
- 54:42here. I don't even go for point fives
- 54:44and now you're going for the .2 fives.
- 54:48But I Colin what? What are your thoughts?
- 54:51I think again, I'm going to come across here as being like super
- 54:54critical and maybe a bit of a harsh marker.
- 54:58While I like the book and I think I like the idea of the the
- 55:02repetitive structure of lives and like finding your place in
- 55:05that and like a join that I think the lifelessness again of
- 55:10these characters and just the the whole thing.
- 55:14I think I was a bit disappointed by it.
- 55:15I think you could, you know, when I hear time live, I get
- 55:19excited and I think maybe the expectations kind of led to me
- 55:22not having as good a time with it.
- 55:25I found a bit of a slog as some I think most people haven't.
- 55:29I was reading and I was like pushing through.
- 55:31I would give this a three out of five.
- 55:34I think Under the Eye of the Big Bird is still like the top book
- 55:39for me, and I didn't think that that was going to be the case,
- 55:42but I think there's just a lot more in it.
- 55:44It's saying a lot more and I just kind of kind of like
- 55:48enjoyed it a lot more than than this book.
- 55:51I would give it a 3.53 point five, Yeah, out of five.
- 55:58I really, really enjoyed it. Like last week, like I said, I
- 56:01was falling asleep trying to get through the chapters and it
- 56:04wasn't because like the book wasn't good.
- 56:07I just couldn't. I don't know there, I really
- 56:09struggled with that one. Whereas this one, like if the
- 56:12weather's been really nice this week and I was taking my book
- 56:14during lunch and just sitting outside, you know, at work and
- 56:18like reading through it and I felt like so much easier.
- 56:21And I loved the different like themes and like especially the
- 56:25one about like the food and that like I just like, I can't stop
- 56:29thinking about that. And I really love it because
- 56:31when I was going to the supermarket, I'm like, imagine I
- 56:33could never buy like my favorite like soup or something again,
- 56:36like but umm. Yeah, I think.
- 56:40Every time we're going to rate these, I always think I rated
- 56:42under the eye the big bird too harsh now, like I think I would
- 56:45rate that one higher, but this has been kind of my favorite so
- 56:49far. So 3.5 it is.
- 56:52I would say that I'm in agreement with Colin.
- 56:56Uh, this is a three out of five for me.
- 56:59I do like the idea of a time loop, but for me this wasn't
- 57:06executed as well as it potentially could have been.
- 57:10Obviously a lot of the time loops lean into sci-fi and are a
- 57:15lot more heavy on that on those elements, while this is a bit
- 57:19more mundane life and how would you experience a time loop as a
- 57:24regular person? Which I think is a really
- 57:27interesting twist, but Tara isn't elevated to the point of
- 57:33being an interesting character. And you could look at something
- 57:39like the a 24 film Everything Everywhere All at Once, where we
- 57:44have a mundane life character who is thrown into a multiverse
- 57:52and she becomes extremely interesting and extremely
- 57:55complex. And we see how she the mundanity
- 58:01of life can have excitement for her when these philosophical
- 58:07elements are are thrown at her. Tara doesn't rise to those
- 58:12heights. And maybe she will eventually
- 58:15over the the next six books. We do have Amy's thoughts on who
- 58:23she thinks is going to potentially win the shortlist.
- 58:28So who do I hope to win the International Booker Prize this
- 58:32year? Well, I think it's no surprise
- 58:34that I would say on the calculation of volume Book 1.
- 58:38I haven't, to be fair, read the others.
- 58:40And I feel like I should. But I just love this one so much
- 58:45and I would love it to win because I think it would be such
- 58:47a great winner and one that lots of people would love to read and
- 58:51just be quite a universal book. I think it would work really
- 58:54well and I would love for more readers to find this book.
- 58:58And if it won, that would happen.
- 59:00So I guess that's my answer. And I hope that on the
- 59:04Calculation volume, Book One wins the International Book
- 59:06Prize. Evie is 1 and done like that's
- 59:10it. She doesn't need to read no
- 59:11more. She's like their winner.
- 59:13Yeah, she knows. Do you know what?
- 59:16Evie's right. Fair play here.
- 59:18She's just like, right? I've read it.
- 59:20Done. I think she could be right
- 59:22though, I think. She's like, I know a good thing
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