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The Invisible Load: Why You’re Doing Everything and Still Feeling Behind · Dr. Danielle Difference

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Danielle: Welcome
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Danielle: The
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Danielle: Crying
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Danielle: Cheesecake
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Danielle: Podcast,
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: are
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: pursuit
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: living
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Danielle: life,
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Danielle: abundantly
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Danielle: not
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Danielle: held
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Danielle: back
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Danielle: by
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Danielle: our
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Danielle: body
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Danielle: size
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Danielle: or
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Danielle: symptoms,
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Danielle: nor
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Danielle: are
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: held
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Danielle: back
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Danielle: by
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Danielle: our
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Danielle: hurts,
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Danielle: habits,
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Danielle: or
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Danielle: other
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Danielle: obstacles
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: life.
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Danielle: Learn
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Danielle: the
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Danielle: secrets
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Danielle: to
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Danielle: crush
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Danielle: it
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Danielle: your
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Danielle: health,
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Danielle: wellness,
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Danielle: relationships,
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: spiritual
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Danielle: life.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: am
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Danielle: Dr.
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Danielle: Danielle.
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Danielle: Your
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Danielle: host
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: practitioner,
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: this
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Danielle: episode
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: want
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Danielle: to
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: kind
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: catch
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Danielle: you
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Danielle: up
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Danielle: on
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Danielle: life.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: felt
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: went
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Danielle: MIA
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Danielle: on
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Danielle: social
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Danielle: media
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Danielle: for
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: hot
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Danielle: minute
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: it
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Danielle: really
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Danielle: was
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Danielle: only
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: think
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Danielle: two
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Danielle: days
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Danielle: honestly.
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Danielle: But
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: lot
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Danielle: has
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Danielle: happened.
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Danielle: Things
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Danielle: that
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Danielle: just.
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Danielle: Really
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Danielle: could
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Danielle: have
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Danielle: sent
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Danielle: me
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Danielle: spiraling,
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: my
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Danielle: old
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Danielle: self.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: know
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: would've
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Danielle: found
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Danielle: myself
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: bottle
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: Jack
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Danielle: Daniels
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: bag
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: pizza
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Danielle: rolls
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Danielle: or
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: the
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Danielle: what
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Danielle: is
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Danielle: it
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Danielle: called?
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Danielle: Rallies
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Danielle: drive-through.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: would've
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Danielle: found
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Danielle: myself
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Danielle: in
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Danielle: those
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Danielle: places
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: it
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Danielle: would
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Danielle: have.
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Danielle: Seriously
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Danielle: derailed
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Danielle: me
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: made
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Danielle: me
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: feel
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: what
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Danielle: is
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Danielle: the
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Danielle: use
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: drown
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Danielle: my
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Danielle: sorrows
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: all
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: that.
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Danielle: So
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Danielle: this
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Danielle: weekend
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Danielle: started
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Danielle: out
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Danielle: fantastic.
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Danielle: It
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Danielle: started
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Danielle: out
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Danielle: fantastic.
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Danielle: My
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Danielle: daughter
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: wanted
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Danielle: to
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Danielle: go
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: get
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Danielle: some
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Danielle: shopping
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Danielle: done.
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Danielle: Her
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Danielle: shorts,
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Danielle: she's
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Danielle: grown.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: keep
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Danielle: telling
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Danielle: her,
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Danielle: she
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Danielle: makes
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Danielle: me
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Danielle: feel
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: I'm
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Danielle: shrinking,
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Danielle: but
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Danielle: she's
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: that
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Danielle: quiet
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Danielle: grower.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: don't
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Danielle: know
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Danielle: if
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Danielle: that
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Danielle: makes
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Danielle: sense.
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Danielle: Like
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Danielle: she's
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: quiet
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Danielle: grower
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Danielle: that
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: seems
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: she
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Danielle: grows
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Danielle: out
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: nowhere
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: then
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Danielle: all
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: sudden
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Danielle: she's
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Danielle: like.
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Danielle: Getting
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Danielle: taller
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: I'm
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: holy
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Danielle: crap,
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Danielle: girlfriend.
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Danielle: Like,
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Danielle: you're
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Danielle: getting
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Danielle: really
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Danielle: tall.
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Danielle: Anyway.
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Danielle: So
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Danielle: she
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Danielle: needed
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Danielle: some
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Danielle: more
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Danielle: shorts.
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Danielle: So,
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: then
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: had
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: conversation
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Danielle: about
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Danielle: pants
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Danielle: sizes
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: how
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Danielle: pants
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Danielle: sizes
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Danielle: don't
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Danielle: define
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Danielle: us.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: think
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: have
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: blog
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Danielle: post
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Danielle: somewhere
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Danielle: about
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Danielle: pants
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Danielle: sizes.
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Danielle: But
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: talked
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Danielle: about
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Danielle: that
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: I'm
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: you
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Danielle: don't
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Danielle: have
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Danielle: an
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Danielle: ounce
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Danielle: of
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Danielle: fat
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Danielle: on
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Danielle: your
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Danielle: body
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Danielle: girlfriend.
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Danielle: Like,
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: only
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Danielle: wish
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: could
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Danielle: have
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Danielle: what
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Danielle: you
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Danielle: have.
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Danielle: And
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Danielle: she's
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: well
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Danielle: mama,
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Danielle: my
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Danielle: body
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Danielle: is
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Danielle: betraying
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Danielle: me.
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Danielle: I'm
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Danielle: like,
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Danielle: no
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Danielle: it's
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Danielle: not.
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Danielle: She
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Danielle: has
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Danielle: her
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Danielle: own
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Danielle: health
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Danielle: issues,
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Danielle: but
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Danielle: anyway.
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Danielle: So
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: have,
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: make
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: date.
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Danielle: We
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Danielle: make
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: date,
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: enjoy
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Danielle: ourselves.
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Danielle: We
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Danielle: go
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Danielle: down
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Danielle: to
1:47
Danielle: a
1:47
Danielle: mall
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Danielle: just
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Danielle: about
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Danielle: like
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Danielle: 20
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Danielle: minutes
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Danielle: from
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Danielle: us,
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: head
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Danielle: down
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: start
1:52
Danielle: our
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Danielle: shopping
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Danielle: now.
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Danielle: So
1:53
Danielle: she
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Danielle: and
1:53
Danielle: I
1:53
Danielle: both
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Danielle: have
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: DHD
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Danielle: and
1:55
Danielle: we
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Danielle: get
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Danielle: overwhelmed
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Danielle: quickly.
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Danielle: So
1:58
Danielle: we
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Danielle: made
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: plan.
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: literally,
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Danielle: like
2:00
Danielle: she
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Danielle: and
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: will
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Danielle: walk
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Danielle: into
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: store
2:02
Danielle: and
2:02
Danielle: forget
2:02
Danielle: what
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Danielle: we're
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Danielle: doing.
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Danielle: So
2:04
Danielle: I
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Danielle: had
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Danielle: her,
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Danielle: before
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Danielle: we
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Danielle: got
2:05
Danielle: outta
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Danielle: the
2:05
Danielle: car,
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: had
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Danielle: her
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Danielle: pull
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Danielle: out
2:07
Danielle: her
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Danielle: phone
2:07
Danielle: and
2:08
Danielle: make
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Danielle: a
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Danielle: list
2:08
Danielle: of
2:09
Danielle: our
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Danielle: to-dos.
2:09
Danielle: So
2:09
Danielle: like
2:10
Danielle: these
2:10
Danielle: were
2:10
Danielle: our
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Danielle: to-dos
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Danielle: today,
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Danielle: what
2:11
Danielle: we're
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Danielle: getting
2:11
Danielle: in
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Danielle: each
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Danielle: store,
2:12
Danielle: what
2:12
Danielle: we're
2:13
Danielle: looking
2:13
Danielle: for,
2:13
Danielle: blah,
2:13
Danielle: blah,
2:13
Danielle: blah.
2:14
Danielle: And
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Danielle: so
2:15
Danielle: we
2:15
Danielle: get
2:15
Danielle: into
2:15
Danielle: Dillard's.
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Danielle: She
2:16
Danielle: wanted
2:16
Danielle: some
2:16
Danielle: underwear
2:17
Danielle: and
2:17
Danielle: her
2:17
Danielle: favorite
2:17
Danielle: nightgowns,
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Danielle: I
2:18
Danielle: forget.
2:19
Danielle: They
2:19
Danielle: like
2:19
Danielle: the
2:19
Danielle: brand,
2:20
Danielle: like
2:20
Danielle: starts
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Danielle: with
2:20
Danielle: the
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Danielle: word
2:20
Danielle: sleep
2:21
Danielle: something.
2:22
Danielle: But
2:22
Danielle: she
2:22
Danielle: loves
2:22
Danielle: these
2:22
Danielle: nightgowns.
2:23
Danielle: They're
2:23
Danielle: super
2:23
Danielle: soft.
2:24
Danielle: Like
2:24
Danielle: the
2:24
Danielle: more
2:24
Danielle: you
2:24
Danielle: watch
2:24
Danielle: them,
2:25
Danielle: the
2:25
Danielle: softer
2:25
Danielle: they
2:26
Danielle: get
2:26
Danielle: and
2:26
Danielle: they're
2:26
Danielle: just
2:26
Danielle: very,
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Danielle: you
2:27
Danielle: can
2:27
Danielle: wear
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Danielle: them
2:28
Danielle: year
2:28
Danielle: round
2:28
Danielle: anyway.
2:29
Danielle: So
2:30
Danielle: she
2:30
Danielle: loves
2:31
Danielle: those.
2:31
Danielle: And
2:32
Danielle: she
2:32
Danielle: almost
2:32
Danielle: grabbed
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Danielle: some
2:33
Danielle: Oo
2:33
Danielle: and
2:33
Danielle: I'm
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Danielle: like,
2:34
Danielle: girlfriend,
2:34
Danielle: not
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Danielle: yet.
2:35
Danielle: Like,
2:35
Danielle: you're
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Danielle: not
2:35
Danielle: old
2:35
Danielle: enough
2:36
Danielle: yet
2:36
Danielle: for
2:36
Danielle: the
2:37
Danielle: oo,
2:37
Danielle: but
2:37
Danielle: she
2:38
Danielle: got
2:39
Danielle: that,
2:39
Danielle: got
2:39
Danielle: some
2:39
Danielle: underwear,
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Danielle: like,
2:41
Danielle: I
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Danielle: don't
2:41
Danielle: know
2:41
Danielle: what
2:41
Danielle: kind
2:41
Danielle: they're,
2:41
Danielle: but
2:42
Danielle: they're,
2:42
Danielle: they're
2:42
Danielle: super
2:42
Danielle: comfortable.
2:43
Danielle: She
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Danielle: loves
2:43
Danielle: them.
2:44
Danielle: And
2:44
Danielle: then
2:44
Danielle: I'm
2:44
Danielle: like,
2:45
Danielle: okay,
2:45
Danielle: so
2:45
Danielle: we're
2:45
Danielle: done
2:45
Danielle: with
2:45
Danielle: that.
2:46
Danielle: Go
2:46
Danielle: check
2:46
Danielle: that
2:46
Danielle: off
2:46
Danielle: of
2:46
Danielle: our
2:47
Danielle: list
2:47
Danielle: and
2:47
Danielle: where
2:47
Danielle: are
2:47
Danielle: we
2:47
Danielle: going
2:48
Danielle: next?
2:48
Danielle: So
2:48
Danielle: we
2:48
Danielle: went
2:48
Danielle: to
2:48
Danielle: Old
2:48
Danielle: Navy,
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Danielle: all
2:50
Danielle: of
2:50
Danielle: that,
2:50
Danielle: got
2:51
Danielle: her
2:51
Danielle: some
2:51
Danielle: clothes.
2:52
Danielle: I
2:52
Danielle: love
2:52
Danielle: going
2:52
Danielle: to
2:53
Danielle: like
2:53
Danielle: just
2:53
Danielle: some
2:53
Danielle: random
2:53
Danielle: old
2:54
Danielle: Navy's
2:54
Danielle: because
2:54
Danielle: when
2:54
Danielle: they
2:54
Danielle: have
2:55
Danielle: sales,
2:55
Danielle: it's
2:55
Danielle: like
2:56
Danielle: you
2:56
Danielle: can
2:56
Danielle: get.
2:57
Danielle: Clothes
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Danielle: for
2:58
Danielle: the
2:58
Danielle: kids
2:58
Danielle: for
2:58
Danielle: like
2:58
Danielle: $2,
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Danielle: two,
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Danielle: I
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Danielle: think
3:00
Danielle: almost
3:01
Danielle: everything
3:01
Danielle: I
3:01
Danielle: got
3:01
Danielle: her
3:02
Danielle: was,
3:03
Danielle: was
3:03
Danielle: like
3:03
Danielle: $10
3:04
Danielle: or
3:04
Danielle: less.
3:04
Danielle: And
3:04
Danielle: so
3:05
Danielle: she
3:05
Danielle: got
3:05
Danielle: some
3:05
Danielle: play
3:05
Danielle: clothes,
3:06
Danielle: she
3:06
Danielle: got
3:06
Danielle: some
3:07
Danielle: athletic
3:07
Danielle: clothes,
3:08
Danielle: she
3:08
Danielle: got
3:08
Danielle: some
3:09
Danielle: ready
3:09
Danielle: to
3:09
Danielle: go.
3:09
Danielle: We
3:09
Danielle: call
3:09
Danielle: 'em
3:09
Danielle: ready
3:10
Danielle: to
3:10
Danielle: go
3:10
Danielle: clothes.
3:10
Danielle: So
3:11
Danielle: she
3:11
Danielle: got
3:11
Danielle: some
3:11
Danielle: of
3:11
Danielle: those
3:11
Danielle: and
3:12
Danielle: was
3:12
Danielle: feeling
3:12
Danielle: good
3:12
Danielle: about
3:12
Danielle: herself.
3:13
Danielle: And
3:13
Danielle: then
3:13
Danielle: I
3:14
Danielle: stopped
3:14
Danielle: into
3:14
Danielle: buckle
3:14
Danielle: and
3:15
Danielle: then
3:15
Danielle: realized
3:16
Danielle: that
3:17
Danielle: men
3:17
Danielle: or
3:17
Danielle: boys,
3:18
Danielle: I,
3:18
Danielle: I
3:18
Danielle: teenage
3:19
Danielle: shorts
3:20
Danielle: are
3:20
Danielle: getting
3:20
Danielle: shorter
3:21
Danielle: and
3:21
Danielle: shorter.
3:21
Danielle: And
3:21
Danielle: I'm
3:21
Danielle: like
3:21
Danielle: okay.
3:22
Danielle: Anyway,
3:22
Danielle: I
3:22
Danielle: gotta
3:23
Danielle: go
3:23
Danielle: take
3:23
Danielle: it
3:23
Danielle: back
3:23
Danielle: up.
3:24
Danielle: Shorts
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6:45
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6:45
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6:45
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6:47
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6:48
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6:48
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6:48
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6:49
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6:50
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6:50
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6:50
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6:50
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6:51
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6:51
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6:51
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6:51
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6:52
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6:53
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6:53
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6:55
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6:57
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6:57
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7:00
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7:01
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7:01
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7:01
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7:01
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7:02
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7:02
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7:03
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7:04
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7:04
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7:05
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7:05
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7:06
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7:08
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7:12
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7:13
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7:14
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7:14
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7:15
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7:17
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7:18
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7:21
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7:21
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7:22
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7:22
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7:22
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7:22
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7:22
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7:22
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7:23
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7:24
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7:25
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7:25
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7:26
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7:27
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7:27
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7:28
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7:29
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7:30
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7:30
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7:30
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7:30
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7:31
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7:31
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7:32
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7:32
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7:32
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7:32
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7:32
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7:32
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7:33
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7:33
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7:33
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7:33
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7:33
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7:33
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7:34
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7:34
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7:35
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7:35
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7:35
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7:35
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7:36
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7:36
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7:36
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7:36
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7:37
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7:38
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7:38
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7:38
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7:38
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7:39
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7:39
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7:40
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7:41
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7:41
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7:42
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7:43
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7:43
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7:43
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7:44
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7:45
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7:46
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7:47
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7:47
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7:48
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7:48
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7:50
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7:51
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7:52
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7:53
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7:57
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7:58
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7:59
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8:04
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8:10
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8:11
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8:12
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8:13
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8:13
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8:13
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8:14
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8:15
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8:16
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8:18
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8:19
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8:19
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8:19
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8:19
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8:21
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8:21
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8:21
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8:21
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8:22
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8:22
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8:23
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8:23
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8:24
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8:24
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8:24
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8:24
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8:25
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8:25
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8:25
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8:26
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8:27
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8:28
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8:29
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8:36
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8:36
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8:37
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8:37
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8:39
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8:40
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8:42
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8:42
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8:42
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8:42
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8:42
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8:43
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8:44
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8:45
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8:47
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8:47
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8:48
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8:48
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8:49
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8:49
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8:49
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8:49
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8:50
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8:50
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8:50
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8:50
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8:51
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8:51
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8:51
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8:52
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8:52
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8:52
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8:52
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8:53
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8:54
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8:54
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8:54
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8:54
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8:55
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8:55
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8:55
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8:55
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8:56
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8:56
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8:57
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8:57
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8:57
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8:57
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8:58
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8:58
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8:58
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8:59
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9:00
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9:00
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9:01
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9:01
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9:02
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9:02
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9:02
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9:03
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9:03
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9:03
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9:06
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9:07
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9:07
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9:08
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9:08
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9:08
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9:08
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9:09
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9:09
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9:10
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9:10
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9:10
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9:11
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9:12
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9:14
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9:14
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9:14
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9:16
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9:16
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9:16
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9:17
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9:17
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9:17
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9:18
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9:19
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9:19
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9:21
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9:21
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9:22
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9:22
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9:22
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9:22
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9:23
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9:23
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9:23
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9:24
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9:25
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9:25
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9:27
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9:27
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9:29
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9:29
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9:30
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9:30
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9:30
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9:31
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9:31
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9:32
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9:32
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9:32
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9:33
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9:34
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9:35
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9:37
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9:37
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9:37
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9:37
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9:38
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9:38
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9:38
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9:39
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9:39
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9:40
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9:40
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9:41
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9:41
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9:42
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9:43
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9:45
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9:46
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9:46
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9:46
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9:52
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9:52
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9:52
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9:53
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9:54
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9:54
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9:55
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9:55
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9:56
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9:56
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9:57
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9:57
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9:58
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9:59
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9:59
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9:59
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9:59
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10:11
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10:12
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10:13
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10:16
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10:16
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10:16
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10:17
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10:17
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10:18
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10:19
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10:19
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10:21
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10:21
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10:21
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10:23
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11:27
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11:28
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11:31
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11:31
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11:31
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11:33
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11:33
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11:33
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11:34
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11:36
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11:37
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11:37
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11:38
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11:43
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11:45
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11:48
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11:55
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11:56
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11:56
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11:57
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11:58
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11:58
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11:59
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11:59
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12:13
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12:15
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12:16
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12:28
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12:28
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12:29
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12:29
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12:29
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12:29
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12:30
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12:32
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12:34
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12:35
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12:35
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12:36
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12:36
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12:37
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12:37
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12:38
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12:39
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12:39
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12:41
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12:41
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12:42
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12:42
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12:43
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12:43
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12:43
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12:44
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12:45
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12:51
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12:52
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12:53
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12:53
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12:53
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12:54
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12:54
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12:54
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12:54
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12:55
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12:55
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12:56
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12:56
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12:57
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12:57
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12:57
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12:57
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12:57
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12:58
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12:58
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12:59
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13:01
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13:01
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13:02
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13:02
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13:03
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13:03
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13:04
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13:04
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13:04
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13:06
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13:06
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13:06
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13:07
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13:07
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13:09
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13:09
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13:09
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13:14
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13:14
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13:14
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13:15
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13:15
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13:15
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13:16
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13:16
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13:16
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13:17
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13:17
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13:18
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13:18
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13:19
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13:19
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13:19
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13:19
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13:20
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13:20
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13:20
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13:21
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13:21
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13:22
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13:22
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13:22
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13:22
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13:22
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13:25
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13:25
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13:26
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13:26
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13:27
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13:27
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13:27
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13:28
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13:28
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13:28
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13:28
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13:29
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13:29
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13:29
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13:30
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13:30
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13:30
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13:30
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13:31
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13:31
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13:31
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13:31
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13:32
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13:33
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13:33
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13:33
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13:33
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13:33
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13:34
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13:34
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13:34
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13:34
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13:35
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13:35
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13:40
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13:40
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13:41
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13:41
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13:42
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13:42
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13:43
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13:43
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13:44
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13:44
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13:45
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13:45
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13:45
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13:45
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13:46
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13:46
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13:48
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13:52
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17:27
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17:27
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17:27
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