Latest / The Baller Alert Show / Episode 248 "Big Boss Vette"
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- 0:00Speaker 1: I'm like the fucking roads that really grew from the
- 0:02Speaker 1: fucking concrete. Like yo, I'm viral, like I was scared
- 0:04Speaker 1: shitless because I'm like, bitch, I'm broke, I'm young, like
- 0:08Speaker 1: I don't really got no guidess A dude I was
- 0:10Speaker 1: dealing with at the time that man took me through
- 0:12Speaker 1: hell and back like a bitch was ninety eight pounds
- 0:15Speaker 1: so turner, I mean if he was, then I was
- 0:18Speaker 1: seeing it in the back of the motherfucking limo on
- 0:20Speaker 1: my cousin one year death anniversary. I got sht and
- 0:22Speaker 1: that that ship was an eye open and it's like,
- 0:24Speaker 1: damn like, bitch, hold on, man, that ship looked like
- 0:26Speaker 1: a murders in his blood everywhere.
- 0:28Speaker 2: Like music slick saved you.
- 0:31Speaker 1: Yeah, Chloe Bailey the fan made a fan video of
- 0:34Speaker 1: her and she had reposted it with my song plan.
- 0:38Speaker 1: That ship made my streams quadruple shut out. To Chloe,
- 0:41Speaker 1: I have to give her flowers, have to every every
- 0:43Speaker 1: fucking time.
- 0:43Speaker 3: You know what led you to pretty girl walk.
- 0:46Speaker 1: On an anthem? I want to record that that everybody
- 0:49Speaker 1: can sing. Hmm complicated.
- 0:53Speaker 2: Do we all know who he is?
- 0:54Speaker 3: Rapper?
- 0:55Speaker 1: Y'all know who this person. I ain't nine, I said
- 0:57Speaker 1: a person.
- 0:58Speaker 2: Saint Louis.
- 0:59Speaker 3: Come on, man, y'all give no, don't mean if she's
- 1:01Speaker 3: a person, doesn't mean it's a man.
- 1:03Speaker 2: What does he like to do?
- 1:04Speaker 1: Exactly?
- 1:09Speaker 2: Bord with me here? You know BT's so low.
- 1:11Speaker 1: Shout out O c T no real calor what we
- 1:14Speaker 1: see whole game?
- 1:14Speaker 2: Ready bout the b somethinging. Oh you can't stand on
- 1:16Speaker 2: the own, Sushie.
- 1:17Speaker 4: I already know you can't bother with me because with
- 1:20Speaker 4: the squad of me, they get at They called me.
- 1:25Speaker 2: He love, he love.
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- 1:38Speaker 2: I go by the name of Ferrari.
- 1:39Speaker 5: Simmit up your bestie, sou solo.
- 1:41Speaker 2: I don't know by name.
- 1:42Speaker 6: You know bt T with that oh man, special guests
- 1:45Speaker 6: in the beld big boss like this, this is this,
- 1:52Speaker 6: all of them down my damn timeline.
- 1:53Speaker 2: Somebody somebody's doing the damn walk.
- 1:56Speaker 4: Are you ready?
- 1:58Speaker 2: My question is I was I was born ready, you know,
- 2:00Speaker 2: be checking on us soon?
- 2:02Speaker 5: All right?
- 2:02Speaker 2: Don't want to start?
- 2:03Speaker 3: Do you need to go?
- 2:04Speaker 1: I swallowed it?
- 2:05Speaker 4: Okay, all right, condolences to our friend DC young Fly
- 2:16Speaker 4: he lost miss Jackie, oh mother taste kids, the mother
- 2:20Speaker 4: to his kids. I want to say I did talk
- 2:23Speaker 4: to him, he replied back to me. I've been sending
- 2:25Speaker 4: him prayers every day, and he said, thanks to us
- 2:29Speaker 4: because they were on behalf of us and my wife
- 2:31Speaker 4: of course. So I wanted to say, my cadoless. I'll
- 2:34Speaker 4: let everyone have their piece.
- 2:36Speaker 7: I think what's really so sad about it, too, is
- 2:38Speaker 7: so many people are thinking like it didn't have to happen,
- 2:40Speaker 7: you know what I mean. Like we interviewed Gigi Maguire
- 2:42Speaker 7: recently and she was talking about complications that she's had
- 2:45Speaker 7: from her but injections, as far as it being uncomfortable,
- 2:48Speaker 7: and we asked her what she took them out. She said, no,
- 2:51Speaker 7: you know, not unless they were life threatening. But it
- 2:53Speaker 7: just makes you think about, like how many other women
- 2:55Speaker 7: are going to continue to do stuff like this when.
- 2:57Speaker 5: Really is it worth it? Like is it worth the risk.
- 3:01Speaker 7: When you have children, when you have a husband, when
- 3:03Speaker 7: you have a whole life ahead of you. She was
- 3:05Speaker 7: so young, but nonetheless, you cannot question God and what
- 3:09Speaker 7: God has planned for you.
- 3:11Speaker 5: So I'm just sending my love to all her loved ones.
- 3:14Speaker 8: Yeah, man, I'm just sending my prayers up to DC
- 3:16Speaker 8: and the whole family and her whole family, because you know,
- 3:18Speaker 8: that's just a really tragic situation.
- 3:21Speaker 2: So sending prayers.
- 3:22Speaker 3: Up uplifting the babies and all that.
- 3:24Speaker 1: I just want to send my prayers out as well,
- 3:26Speaker 1: because when I first met him, like, he was just
- 3:28Speaker 1: a genuine soul, you know, like, and there is no
- 3:30Speaker 1: words that I can say they can make you feel
- 3:33Speaker 1: better about I'm so so sorry.
- 3:34Speaker 4: Like he has little kids too, man, So sorry, all right,
- 3:39Speaker 4: and not so smart news Young Thugs brother.
- 3:42Speaker 2: Can we get his name? I gotta pronounce. I want
- 3:44Speaker 2: to pronoun.
- 3:46Speaker 4: On phone, but he has. His real name is.
- 3:56Speaker 2: Career.
- 3:58Speaker 4: He's now ordered to spend nine years and six months
- 4:00Speaker 4: behind bars after violating his probation.
- 4:03Speaker 5: Is his own funk?
- 4:05Speaker 7: Yes, Young Thug Brother. Yeah, was sentenced to nine years
- 4:08Speaker 7: in prison.
- 4:11Speaker 5: Probation violation.
- 4:12Speaker 4: Yes, so he has to serve the remainder of his
- 4:14Speaker 4: probation because he was out on the plea from the
- 4:18Speaker 4: whole wise cell thing. Right, he did the same thing
- 4:20Speaker 4: that gun did, right, and he got out allegedly, uh,
- 4:23Speaker 4: and he was caught in the car with a gun.
- 4:27Speaker 4: You think they said it was they followed him, of course, yes,
- 4:31Speaker 4: did you hear what the did y'all?
- 4:32Speaker 8: Hear what the judge said? He said, man, only thing
- 4:35Speaker 8: you had to do was just serve your probation. And
- 4:38Speaker 8: I was like thinking, in my mind, sir.
- 4:40Speaker 4: That's ten years, nine years and six months. But yes, no,
- 4:43Speaker 4: ten years. He had ten years of probation when he
- 4:46Speaker 4: was out for about five months of them, is what
- 4:48Speaker 4: I'm saying. So, yeah, okay, that's he has to sern
- 4:50Speaker 4: to serve the remainder balance of his probation in jail now.
- 4:54Speaker 2: But yeah, still ten years, nine years, six months.
- 4:58Speaker 5: Shit, that is so trash like some.
- 5:01Speaker 4: Long time y'all. He did eleven years already. Damn he
- 5:05Speaker 4: had already did eleven years for attempted murder. So he
- 5:09Speaker 4: had just recently got out, not too long ago.
- 5:11Speaker 5: This why I just my my course.
- 5:13Speaker 4: I'm doing the weapon s church before I walk into
- 5:20Speaker 4: the Hey, man, makes you check that car?
- 5:23Speaker 8: First of all, do you think criminals are thinking about prison?
- 5:26Speaker 8: They're thinking about how they can keep themselves safe. They're
- 5:30Speaker 8: not thinking about he obviously.
- 5:31Speaker 7: Didn't he can hire security, right, correct, His security can
- 5:34Speaker 7: be armed.
- 5:35Speaker 2: We don't know they financial situation. I don't know this
- 5:37Speaker 2: financial situation. We don't know for to hire security every day.
- 5:40Speaker 2: Security is expensive.
- 5:43Speaker 4: I don't got no common Arkansas accent. Okay, moving right along,
- 5:47Speaker 4: sexy Red. Did you guys hear sexy Red go uh
- 5:51Speaker 4: viral slightly? She said, I'm not gonna say it.
- 5:56Speaker 3: Poundtown, pound town, poundtown.
- 6:00Speaker 2: You actually do about matter her a few times?
- 6:01Speaker 4: She said everything should be fifty fifty split between a
- 6:04Speaker 4: man and a woman in a relationship.
- 6:06Speaker 1: No coming, sol stop.
- 6:10Speaker 2: Well, hold on, hold on. No comments means no.
- 6:14Speaker 1: No, no no. It just means no coming.
- 6:16Speaker 5: Okay, what would you want for your own relationship?
- 6:19Speaker 1: Are you asking me?
- 6:20Speaker 5: I'm asking what you would want for yourself?
- 6:22Speaker 1: So if y'all asking me I want, I mean it
- 6:29Speaker 1: don't matter. Like if I like somebody like no matter
- 6:33Speaker 1: how they come in, I'm I'm gonna meet them halfway.
- 6:36Speaker 1: So if you ain't got it to go off, then
- 6:38Speaker 1: I go some or I go half or not. I
- 6:41Speaker 1: ain't going most because fuck that. I mean sometimes I
- 6:44Speaker 1: might sometimes I might, all right, I might sometimes, but.
- 6:50Speaker 5: I mean, at the end of the day, relationships are different.
- 6:52Speaker 7: Some relationships acquire a fifty to fifty financial split. Some
- 6:56Speaker 7: don't like I think it's just whatever works for you
- 6:59Speaker 7: and your relationship. I think it gets a little murky
- 7:03Speaker 7: when people are just like, no, it should just always
- 7:07Speaker 7: be fifty to fifty, Like, I don't know if that's
- 7:10Speaker 7: really the case. Like I've met several men, and not
- 7:12Speaker 7: saying that I dated them, but I've met several men,
- 7:14Speaker 7: and a lot of the men in my family they
- 7:16Speaker 7: are the providers. Like I got two stay at home sisters.
- 7:19Speaker 7: I got one sister who doesn't make half as much
- 7:22Speaker 7: as her husband, and it works for them.
- 7:24Speaker 5: It's fine.
- 7:24Speaker 1: So yeah, like, you just do what works for you. Like,
- 7:27Speaker 1: I ain't gonna judge nobody because how they want to
- 7:29Speaker 1: do it. But my preference is my preference, and they
- 7:33Speaker 1: got no preference, to be honest, So if I like you,
- 7:35Speaker 1: I like you with it. If I don't like you,
- 7:36Speaker 1: then it's like I'd rather just slackly. Dad, I'm good.
- 7:39Speaker 7: You know, if you were to have sons, how would
- 7:43Speaker 7: you want your sons to treat their women.
- 7:44Speaker 1: I want my sons to be the provider. I'm going
- 7:50Speaker 1: to teach my sons like you provide for a woman.
- 7:53Speaker 1: That's doing everything, you know for you, like as long
- 7:56Speaker 1: as she treating you right, you paying them bills, and
- 7:58Speaker 1: you going home every night, like every night. You know
- 8:01Speaker 1: how mama's a allowed their child to, you know, get
- 8:06Speaker 1: angry and like come and spend night at the house. Hey, no,
- 8:08Speaker 1: say your mama send you home. And if she don't
- 8:10Speaker 1: send you home, and I'm not gonna do it. So
- 8:12Speaker 1: however we're gonna do this is how we're gonna do this.
- 8:15Speaker 2: I respect that there's nothing wrong with going fifty fifty.
- 8:17Speaker 8: Absolutely, there's there's nothing wrong with going fifty fifty, even
- 8:21Speaker 8: even if you are very wealthy, because Gabrielle Union and
- 8:25Speaker 8: the way Wade are very extremely wealthy people.
- 8:27Speaker 1: And cousin, yeah, everybody, my cousins.
- 8:36Speaker 9: People come from different places. Because Gabrielle, if you read
- 8:39Speaker 9: her book, we need more wine, Oh, cousin, let me
- 8:46Speaker 9: read Gabrielle's book.
- 8:48Speaker 3: You'll learn that.
- 8:49Speaker 9: You know, she comes from the school of if whoever
- 8:52Speaker 9: makes the most money gets to do what they want.
- 8:54Speaker 9: So it's natural for her to feel like, well, I
- 8:58Speaker 9: wanna you know, I don't.
- 8:59Speaker 3: Need you to feel superior over me.
- 9:01Speaker 9: So I'm gonna bring in half and we could just
- 9:04Speaker 9: split it up and you know everybody you know we have.
- 9:07Speaker 1: I totally understand where she coming from, because sometimes you
- 9:10Speaker 1: would meet people there like feel like, oh well, if
- 9:12Speaker 1: I'm paying the bills and I gonna do this, and
- 9:14Speaker 1: I canna do that on you, and it's like, oh no,
- 9:16Speaker 1: hold on, let me let me show you.
- 9:17Speaker 2: Hold on, let me pay the water bill.
- 9:18Speaker 1: Now, hold on, let me show you made me give
- 9:21Speaker 1: the seventy five cent on this one thousand dollars seven
- 9:23Speaker 1: seventy five cent bill because wait, pay something.
- 9:28Speaker 7: I mean, I totally get it. We all come from
- 9:30Speaker 7: different walks of life. We all grew up differently. I
- 9:33Speaker 7: do not think that money is a pass for you
- 9:35Speaker 7: to be disrespectful to someone that you supposedly love.
- 9:39Speaker 4: I just feel like whatever the couple individuals together agree on.
- 9:45Speaker 1: Because you godd no, do you go d And his
- 9:49Speaker 1: wife makes money like she does well?
- 9:51Speaker 7: And Ferrari make sure that he is there, like he
- 9:54Speaker 7: is still a provider.
- 9:57Speaker 4: But she she she spent money on me too, so
- 9:59Speaker 4: I fucked her? Like is her name tattooed on?
- 10:01Speaker 8: Man?
- 10:02Speaker 2: Where is there.
- 10:05Speaker 1: You need to put our face on you? Nixt I
- 10:07Speaker 1: would do that.
- 10:08Speaker 2: You'll put on your neck, dough.
- 10:09Speaker 1: Do that put on your.
- 10:14Speaker 4: This is the first woman I love. This is the
- 10:16Speaker 4: first woman that I said, Oh, this is what love
- 10:19Speaker 4: feels like. But I never felt that way before. You
- 10:22Speaker 4: know what I'm saying that.
- 10:22Speaker 2: I know, I know they're feeling that you're talking about. Yeah,
- 10:25Speaker 2: oh yeah, in a relationship. Mm hmm.
- 10:27Speaker 1: Complicated?
- 10:30Speaker 5: What's complicated about it?
- 10:31Speaker 10: Y'all?
- 10:31Speaker 7: Y'all some timing in and out? Are you guys taking
- 10:34Speaker 7: a break right now?
- 10:35Speaker 1: Life is life and life is life and feel Who
- 10:38Speaker 1: is this guy? Well?
- 10:41Speaker 2: Do we all know who he is? Rapper athlete?
- 10:46Speaker 1: Yeah? I know, goddamn Jane, y'all know who the person is?
- 10:51Speaker 10: Y'all?
- 10:51Speaker 2: Do we do know who the person?
- 10:53Speaker 11: Know?
- 10:53Speaker 1: Honestly Jesus. Okay, understand everybody, her.
- 10:58Speaker 3: Cousin, Okay, all the person?
- 11:00Speaker 1: Yet, y'all know what this person? I ain't not?
- 11:04Speaker 2: I said the person say Louis.
- 11:05Speaker 3: Come on, man, mean if she's a person, doesn't mean
- 11:09Speaker 3: it's a man.
- 11:09Speaker 2: What is he like to do?
- 11:11Speaker 1: Exactly? I'm actually paying sexual? So I don't I don't sexual? Okay, great,
- 11:20Speaker 1: I don't have a preference, you know. So if I
- 11:22Speaker 1: like people, I love you, Yeah, got it?
- 11:24Speaker 7: It's an emotional connection spiritual if you can mentally stimulate them.
- 11:32Speaker 1: My cousin, so you can.
- 11:36Speaker 7: He is confused in my previous relationship for being pant sexually, yes.
- 11:41Speaker 11: Are you No, I've never been with a woman, but
- 11:45Speaker 11: I experienced an open relationship previously, and that really just
- 11:48Speaker 11: kind of changed my mindset on love in general.
- 11:51Speaker 7: Like, I believe love comes in every form, and maybe
- 11:54Speaker 7: sometimes it's not going to be someone of the opposite sex,
- 11:57Speaker 7: it might be someone of the same.
- 11:58Speaker 5: I don't know where life is going to take me.
- 12:00Speaker 5: I just know that love does not always look like
- 12:02Speaker 5: what I thought love was.
- 12:04Speaker 1: That's exactly how I feel.
- 12:05Speaker 2: Literally interesting. Yeah, nice little therapy session.
- 12:09Speaker 4: Did you guys, Do you guys think that money bag
- 12:11Speaker 4: yold had got work done to us?
- 12:12Speaker 11: No?
- 12:13Speaker 3: Okay, it do look different, man.
- 12:15Speaker 1: I think he just got white.
- 12:17Speaker 8: He lost what No, I think he gained weight because
- 12:19Speaker 8: money Back was making a lot of He's allergic to something.
- 12:23Speaker 3: It's not a surgery. He probably looks like, you know,
- 12:25Speaker 3: a little filler injections.
- 12:27Speaker 8: Like, man, money back, you're just getting a lot of money.
- 12:29Speaker 8: He eating good, He got his own restaurant.
- 12:33Speaker 2: His lobster biscuit's the.
- 12:35Speaker 9: Same guy who doesn't think that Diddy is unk is
- 12:38Speaker 9: definitely he don't think he's on.
- 12:40Speaker 2: But that's okay.
- 12:41Speaker 8: I think black people a scared to get plastic surgery.
- 12:43Speaker 8: Black man, black men are afraid to get.
- 12:48Speaker 2: Plastic surgery. Black men are afraid of needles. My uncle
- 12:54Speaker 2: told me that.
- 12:57Speaker 1: Scared of needles.
- 12:58Speaker 3: Right.
- 12:59Speaker 7: But somebody who in front of millions of people down
- 13:02Speaker 7: there making a lot of money.
- 13:04Speaker 1: The man that looked like he was eight months pregnant
- 13:07Speaker 1: and now he got a four six pack, and he
- 13:11Speaker 1: did that within a couple of months.
- 13:12Speaker 11: And I can now it's no way either either drugs
- 13:18Speaker 11: or surgery.
- 13:19Speaker 1: But it ain't nothing else around there, not in that
- 13:22Speaker 1: six months.
- 13:24Speaker 2: He looked like he was six months.
- 13:26Speaker 1: He looked like he was eight months pregnant. Eight He
- 13:29Speaker 1: was like big and just round it, you know, just
- 13:31Speaker 1: like every time he come in the room, plays belly
- 13:33Speaker 1: going the first. So you know, you know of dudes
- 13:37Speaker 1: that the girls be liking like they be like a
- 13:38Speaker 1: little belly.
- 13:39Speaker 3: But get money.
- 13:39Speaker 2: Yeah he got some word Jerry too, so he got
- 13:43Speaker 2: he got the BBM, but didn't get it placed. Noel, he.
- 13:49Speaker 1: Had got the fake.
- 13:51Speaker 3: Had admitted to surgery, but he got light bold.
- 13:53Speaker 2: He definitely got but you don't call you a.
- 13:55Speaker 3: Little man who get surgery.
- 13:58Speaker 2: Got you?
- 14:00Speaker 1: You got it too, just like.
- 14:06Speaker 2: I like the Kan when he says, gotcha.
- 14:08Speaker 1: Okay, you she was good.
- 14:12Speaker 2: I told you was good. I told you she was good.
- 14:14Speaker 3: I told.
- 14:17Speaker 7: Don't skip over this. She said that she used to
- 14:19Speaker 7: want surgery.
- 14:20Speaker 1: Oh, ship, I heard you say that absolutely. But but
- 14:26Speaker 1: in one of my songs, I was like, I spent
- 14:28Speaker 1: twenty k on my body, and I just feel like
- 14:30Speaker 1: people might think that I'm talking about like.
- 14:32Speaker 2: Working out and hell hell, hell no.
- 14:35Speaker 5: I'm talking about teeth, Like, okay.
- 14:38Speaker 1: All of my teeth real first off. But it was
- 14:40Speaker 1: like like growing up, my mom ain't really had me
- 14:43Speaker 1: in the Dennis and Ship, so like I had to
- 14:44Speaker 1: get like a lot of work done. But it's like
- 14:47Speaker 1: I'm kind of scared of needles, so it's like they
- 14:50Speaker 1: had to put me to sleep to do my dinner
- 14:51Speaker 1: word because like I gotta be knocked out, I gotta
- 14:54Speaker 1: be you know, killed, And you know that that was
- 14:57Speaker 1: a lot of money, But that was when I first
- 14:59Speaker 1: got my chicken. I was like, you know, I gotta
- 15:01Speaker 1: get my teeth done, you know, so I can keep
- 15:03Speaker 1: my real teeth, because at first I was I'm like, oh,
- 15:05Speaker 1: let me just fly to get some veneers. And my
- 15:07Speaker 1: dad is like, you actually got some good teeth. Let
- 15:09Speaker 1: me just filling them cavities and you'll you'll be good.
- 15:12Speaker 1: And I'm like, all right, you know, I got my
- 15:13Speaker 1: wheezing tee pull. They was coming up and going down,
- 15:16Speaker 1: you know.
- 15:17Speaker 3: Very nice. There's a lot of people with money who's
- 15:20Speaker 3: who should not smile?
- 15:21Speaker 2: Oh god, damn agreed.
- 15:24Speaker 8: I just think they skip over the part about they smile.
- 15:26Speaker 8: I always think you should get your teeth fixed as
- 15:28Speaker 8: soon when you.
- 15:29Speaker 1: First meet somebody and they trying to talk to you,
- 15:32Speaker 1: what are you look at first?
- 15:32Speaker 2: Their teeth?
- 15:33Speaker 5: That's a little smile for sure. For sure.
- 15:35Speaker 1: I look at teeth, nails, I look at your skin,
- 15:41Speaker 1: look at them.
- 15:42Speaker 2: To Roy liked suck toes to get these.
- 15:46Speaker 3: Walking the toes they got press for toes.
- 15:51Speaker 2: Yes, So staying at them toes.
- 15:56Speaker 1: I used to do, like like going to get them done.
- 15:59Speaker 1: And then like when I used to be on stage,
- 16:01Speaker 1: like cutting up my motherfucking to get caught on the
- 16:04Speaker 1: ground and and and it'll fuck my hotel up. And
- 16:06Speaker 1: I'm like, oh no, I can't. I can't do that,
- 16:08Speaker 1: So I'm like her soon you know, I tried it.
- 16:11Speaker 5: Love them, yeah, but I don't stay on. I've never
- 16:16Speaker 5: done press on.
- 16:16Speaker 1: I mean, like you might bump them in one come off,
- 16:18Speaker 1: we just glue another back on them. But but if
- 16:24Speaker 1: he was getting done, then you gotta go make an
- 16:26Speaker 1: appointment sitting out and like all that. I don't really
- 16:29Speaker 1: like doing that. Like some people like to go sit
- 16:32Speaker 1: in and there shop, I don't like to do that.
- 16:33Speaker 7: Yeah, So would you get any other like would you
- 16:36Speaker 7: get surgery?
- 16:36Speaker 1: Would you?
- 16:37Speaker 8: Yeah?
- 16:37Speaker 5: Would you get pressing plants?
- 16:39Speaker 1: No? Not I I won't get implants. I just would
- 16:42Speaker 1: get my teas lifted because I already got teached. You know,
- 16:44Speaker 1: they're nice, they pretty. I just want't lifted. That's it
- 16:46Speaker 1: because I don't know. They kind of giving mom a
- 16:48Speaker 1: little bit. But I think it's because I got big
- 16:51Speaker 1: and then lost a little weight. But hey, it's fine.
- 16:55Speaker 1: I wasn't big, but I was bigger, you know, and
- 16:58Speaker 1: y'all can see it all in my face. Y'all would
- 17:00Speaker 1: would have thought that I had a face surgery too, But.
- 17:01Speaker 5: I don't know.
- 17:02Speaker 1: I didn't, you know, gu it was just very It
- 17:06Speaker 1: was just very chunky. It was very big when I
- 17:09Speaker 1: moved here because like I really could not hold way.
- 17:11Speaker 1: But when COVID happened, I was just eating, sleeping, eating,
- 17:13Speaker 1: and sleeping. So when I moved here, I was like
- 17:16Speaker 1: one hundred and forty in it and it wouldn't hit
- 17:18Speaker 1: me how I thought I was gonna be. You know,
- 17:20Speaker 1: I thought a sick aass, bitch ass fat stomach was out.
- 17:23Speaker 1: I'm like, ah, where.
- 17:26Speaker 5: I wanted it to go?
- 17:27Speaker 1: No, like like what ship You're like, So I'm like,
- 17:29Speaker 1: I'm kind of built like a peep. Let me go
- 17:31Speaker 1: figure it out. Got a china. He worked my ass
- 17:34Speaker 1: like I Like, I remember every time that I would
- 17:37Speaker 1: leave the gym, wigguld be off and I'm like, fuck,
- 17:39Speaker 1: like my damn like this weird wig Like yes, I'll
- 17:42Speaker 1: be ball kept going home or maybe brain pattern fuck
- 17:45Speaker 1: that like it'd be so hot. I'm working for it, listen,
- 17:49Speaker 1: Like I knew for a fact, Like I started to
- 17:51Speaker 1: get very insecure when I would work two pieces like croptops,
- 17:57Speaker 1: so I was not warning shit because I'm like I
- 17:58Speaker 1: don't like my me hanging out like this. That ain't
- 18:01Speaker 1: what I like and didn't feel comfortable to you.
- 18:02Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 18:03Speaker 1: So I'm like, I was like watching the interview. Hopefully
- 18:06Speaker 1: they don't. They don't gonna find this ship's bad, you know.
- 18:08Speaker 1: And I'm like, look at my fucking stomach beach. Oh
- 18:11Speaker 1: my fucking god. Ah, it's embarrassing.
- 18:13Speaker 3: And I'm like, that's but look at you now. You
- 18:19Speaker 3: look beautiful. Do you love your body now?
- 18:22Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah? But but but at times I'd be like,
- 18:26Speaker 1: all right, they might leave it alone, but I'm pretty
- 18:28Speaker 1: sure that everybody looking at me or sometimes be like,
- 18:29Speaker 1: oh I wish be careful what.
- 18:31Speaker 2: You wish for too. You want to be looked thinking
- 18:32Speaker 2: in that stomach start poking.
- 18:33Speaker 1: Out of you know, I'm not asking for no, no,
- 18:37Speaker 1: because not asking for that, I was a pee. I'm
- 18:39Speaker 1: over it.
- 18:40Speaker 2: No, what's the pe?
- 18:43Speaker 1: You know what you get into a small bottom the letter.
- 18:45Speaker 1: But I've seen myself before anybody else see me, and
- 18:47Speaker 1: I'm like, oh no, but you gotta get this together.
- 18:49Speaker 1: Like and I know, like like on both sides of
- 18:53Speaker 1: my family, like they you know, got them unt ones
- 18:56Speaker 1: because they be cooking, you know. And I'm like, oh, bitch,
- 19:00Speaker 1: I love the Manah, it can't be not not me.
- 19:04Speaker 1: I'm like, nah, lost the weight and now I'm strong
- 19:07Speaker 1: and ship you know.
- 19:08Speaker 3: I know that's right.
- 19:09Speaker 5: That's when I'll come to the South. Get that body Jack.
- 19:14Speaker 2: Let's take a quick commercial.
- 19:15Speaker 4: Brainer. We come back more with Big Boss Veat right
- 19:17Speaker 4: here on The Baller Show podcasts available everywhere you get
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- 19:20Speaker 10: We'll be right back with more of the Baller Alert Show.
- 19:30Speaker 10: You're listening to a special edition of The Baller Alert Show.
- 19:33Speaker 1: Hey cousin, it's a big boss of it. You are
- 19:35Speaker 1: now tuning into the Baller Alert Show.
- 19:37Speaker 10: It's law versus money on the ball Er Alert Show.
- 19:41Speaker 9: Now it's time for love versus money. I'm going to
- 19:44Speaker 9: give a couple of you letting me know if they're
- 19:46Speaker 9: there for the love or is it just business Lori, Harvey.
- 19:49Speaker 2: And Demsen interests. Definitely business business. It's business as usual
- 19:56Speaker 2: with Laura. I'll do so listen.
- 20:00Speaker 1: It's saying I love LORII love a bad down like
- 20:03Speaker 1: love her. I want to be Lori all right, but
- 20:05Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like that she love you.
- 20:09Speaker 1: But you got one chance? You know, pay well, you're
- 20:11Speaker 1: not gonna play a round. Why would we we got
- 20:13Speaker 1: the prize, Okay, we don't. We don't need a nise
- 20:17Speaker 1: niggas need us?
- 20:18Speaker 2: Why we can't need each other though.
- 20:19Speaker 1: Stream I don't need by big boss vad Okay.
- 20:25Speaker 2: So is uh is Frank there for love of money?
- 20:28Speaker 11: Oh?
- 20:28Speaker 1: He's he's in love?
- 20:30Speaker 8: He is?
- 20:30Speaker 2: He is googly.
- 20:31Speaker 1: I like, I have seen videos where he's just.
- 20:35Speaker 10: You know.
- 20:36Speaker 9: But I'm like, she's in lon done with her husband.
- 20:44Speaker 3: I think it's love.
- 20:44Speaker 7: I don't think that Lori Harvey needs much attention. I
- 20:49Speaker 7: think if she needed attention, it would probably be with
- 20:51Speaker 7: somebody who is I'm not saying that he's not hot,
- 20:54Speaker 7: like you know he's hot.
- 20:56Speaker 5: I'm saying hot as.
- 20:59Speaker 7: Yeah, you know Snowfall season six, thank you for all
- 21:03Speaker 7: that time. But I think if she needed attention like that,
- 21:05Speaker 7: I think it would be someone who is maybe like
- 21:07Speaker 7: more active right now, someone who's doing a lot right now.
- 21:14Speaker 7: I think she would have gone a different route if
- 21:17Speaker 7: she needed love, if she needed money or attention.
- 21:19Speaker 5: I think Laurie is beautiful. I think she got her
- 21:22Speaker 5: own money. I think it's people that would you know,
- 21:25Speaker 5: spend on her that we don't know nothing about.
- 21:27Speaker 1: I think it's love.
- 21:27Speaker 7: I think they're really enjoying each other's company. But like
- 21:29Speaker 7: best said, like she's not gonna stay with you. If
- 21:32Speaker 7: you play with her, you.
- 21:33Speaker 1: Got one time.
- 21:34Speaker 7: And I think people be judging her because she's datingly
- 21:36Speaker 7: celebrity man.
- 21:37Speaker 5: But she is a celebrity.
- 21:38Speaker 7: You're going to date in your pool of people like
- 21:40Speaker 7: those are her, and that's what you.
- 21:42Speaker 8: Need to dot Well, I think it's I think it's
- 21:46Speaker 8: a business transaction. Business as usual would miss Lrid Harvey
- 21:51Speaker 8: because as we can see, she's only dates a list men.
- 21:57Speaker 7: Okay, so she's an a list woman. Products to move,
- 22:00Speaker 7: what's the problem.
- 22:01Speaker 2: She has business to move, but.
- 22:03Speaker 1: Her business move with or without a nigga.
- 22:06Speaker 2: But her business is the nigga. No continue, what she.
- 22:11Speaker 1: Is, the aesthetic she is LORI come on, frank for what.
- 22:15Speaker 2: I think, Franklin, I think I think.
- 22:19Speaker 8: Franklin answered, I think I think Damnson is there for
- 22:26Speaker 8: the business as well, because you have to think about it.
- 22:29Speaker 8: Snowfall is done, is over. He has to have something
- 22:34Speaker 8: to keep him relevant and keep us talking about it.
- 22:38Speaker 2: I like them all.
- 22:41Speaker 3: Say it again.
- 22:42Speaker 1: I said, what kind of bitches do he like? Because
- 22:44Speaker 1: he just like being his business. So you be talking
- 22:46Speaker 1: to bitches for business like.
- 22:47Speaker 2: No I'm saying.
- 22:48Speaker 8: I'm saying in a sense of we're in an entertainment business, right,
- 22:51Speaker 8: So it's a business because if these men are something
- 22:55Speaker 8: that she really wants to be in a relationship with,
- 22:58Speaker 8: why did this never go farther than a year?
- 23:00Speaker 1: Because why? Okay, I ain't gonna say that, I know,
- 23:02Speaker 1: because I don't know she was this still my cousin.
- 23:05Speaker 1: So I'm gonna go to path, you know. But it's like,
- 23:07Speaker 1: all right, So if you were a girl and she
- 23:09Speaker 1: cheating on you and you move on, that mean that
- 23:13Speaker 1: you're moving on because you're going to business or you
- 23:15Speaker 1: just trying to find your happiness? Will you already happy
- 23:18Speaker 1: within yourself but you just want to add some to it?
- 23:21Speaker 2: Well?
- 23:21Speaker 8: And in her case, I don't think it's like that
- 23:23Speaker 8: because if you moving on to the next man, then
- 23:26Speaker 8: why are all the men in the entertainment business?
- 23:28Speaker 2: Why would somebody regularly there's plenty of guys that's.
- 23:32Speaker 7: Her community, people that she's around.
- 23:36Speaker 8: So she ain't saying Papa Rossi's why she ain't dating them?
- 23:42Speaker 2: No, Pop ROSSI.
- 23:47Speaker 1: My cousin, o' baka nobody.
- 23:51Speaker 5: I don't know.
- 23:56Speaker 3: It's kind of tough.
- 23:59Speaker 9: The man, damn that I see the benefits from both ends.
- 24:04Speaker 3: What do you think?
- 24:06Speaker 4: Okay, so, Uh, Laurie, I think she. I don't think
- 24:09Speaker 4: she's in love with this man. I think she I
- 24:11Speaker 4: think she's having fun. I think she's being herself and
- 24:14Speaker 4: just exploring her options and if it leads to love, cool,
- 24:18Speaker 4: Damn sin is in damn love. He is so so
- 24:21Speaker 4: you said business.
- 24:23Speaker 2: No, I said, Laurie is.
- 24:24Speaker 4: Uh, she's exploring herself and she's she's there.
- 24:30Speaker 2: I don't think she's I don't think she's in love
- 24:32Speaker 2: with him.
- 24:33Speaker 4: Why, because I think that she doesn't love anybody outside.
- 24:42Speaker 3: Do you think she's future?
- 24:44Speaker 2: Yeah, I think she's.
- 24:46Speaker 4: It's from what it is, what it is at this point.
- 24:47Speaker 4: If this is good for me, cool, we hear. Now
- 24:50Speaker 4: that's what's up? Business too, you say it's not. I
- 24:55Speaker 4: don't want to say Franklin. I knows his other name,
- 24:58Speaker 4: but he's Franklin because I watched the fucking Snowfall fanatic.
- 25:01Speaker 2: That boy is in love. I'm just telling you, it's.
- 25:06Speaker 4: Just like Laurie is doing the reverse cowboy on his
- 25:09Speaker 4: ass and he can't get enough. Y'all going, Did you
- 25:17Speaker 4: see the second scene from Holly Holly Bailey?
- 25:21Speaker 3: Ye, Chloe, it's a.
- 25:28Speaker 9: Little murky mermaid Halle Halle Berry.
- 25:32Speaker 4: But he's been like a prencipal. He can't stop Chloe
- 25:37Speaker 4: can't stop doing that. The Lord Harvey, he's in love.
- 25:40Speaker 4: This is ridiculous love sometimes and that's what he's doing.
- 25:43Speaker 2: He's love.
- 25:44Speaker 1: I think you're crazy, you and she got her.
- 25:46Speaker 4: Own money, you guys. I don't think she's there for
- 25:48Speaker 4: the money. She got her own bag.
- 25:50Speaker 7: Relationship does not have to lead to you being in
- 25:53Speaker 7: love with the person.
- 25:54Speaker 2: Some relationships not love.
- 25:55Speaker 5: We're having a good time right now, all these relationships faced.
- 25:59Speaker 2: With they're doing that.
- 26:00Speaker 1: She's had time with you because of.
- 26:04Speaker 8: The entertainment business. I think all this ship is just
- 26:06Speaker 8: pure entertainment. And listen, I am entertained by too. I'll
- 26:09Speaker 8: tell you that.
- 26:10Speaker 4: Just do a lot of DJs and people in the
- 26:13Speaker 4: entertainment industry in our world sleep with uh the bartenders
- 26:19Speaker 4: or the stripper or whatever.
- 26:23Speaker 1: Sometimes it's easier. Sometimes they actually like them.
- 26:26Speaker 2: I'm just saying that. But that's around each other. That's
- 26:28Speaker 2: what Laurie is around.
- 26:29Speaker 4: She's around all these upper excellent because she's also upper eche.
- 26:33Speaker 2: She's around that.
- 26:37Speaker 1: She in this world, and she chose him.
- 26:42Speaker 2: I get it. Shut up.
- 26:46Speaker 12: You are the worst today. It really is the worst,
- 26:49Speaker 12: the truth, the shades. We will be right back with
- 26:59Speaker 12: more of the Baller Alert Show. You're listening to a
- 27:06Speaker 12: special edition of the Baller Alert Show.
- 27:08Speaker 1: Hey cousin, it's a big boss that you are now
- 27:10Speaker 1: tuned into the Baller Alert Show.
- 27:12Speaker 9: That were more of the Broader Alert Show. We're having
- 27:14Speaker 9: a little fun right here with Big Bomb. We just
- 27:17Speaker 9: came off with love Versus Money and everybody.
- 27:20Speaker 2: They made me take my shades off. They said I
- 27:21Speaker 2: was acting bougie.
- 27:22Speaker 3: So he delivered. He don't even go to the store.
- 27:25Speaker 2: Well, anyway, big balls that we had.
- 27:27Speaker 1: Wait, way do they have to like not get certain
- 27:30Speaker 1: items or you know.
- 27:32Speaker 8: They miss them all the time insta cart, y'all need
- 27:34Speaker 8: to get y'all ship together.
- 27:35Speaker 9: And he's getting all his stuff from the front, so
- 27:37Speaker 9: he getting all the old stuff anyways.
- 27:39Speaker 1: Absolutely, it's just like you to big bitch. She didn't
- 27:43Speaker 1: even put it back and no.
- 27:45Speaker 2: They just be like, hey, yeah, the Turkey burgers. I
- 27:48Speaker 2: didn't see it. I'd be like, you know, what's a
- 27:51Speaker 2: chat with them? I get that too, though.
- 27:52Speaker 1: They get you to get them delivered too.
- 27:55Speaker 4: I do anything. My wife's pregnant. So she sends me
- 27:57Speaker 4: to the store and then she gets.
- 27:58Speaker 2: To deliver five.
- 28:00Speaker 4: Anyway is in the building. We appreciate you pulling up.
- 28:04Speaker 4: You know, I'm a big fan of you. Off GP,
- 28:07Speaker 4: I wanted you to come because I know you talk
- 28:08Speaker 4: a hell of ship. Let's go ahead and start big buss.
- 28:12Speaker 4: Vet Bro say in the building, where'd your name come from?
- 28:18Speaker 1: So first I was Eva, is that your real name? No,
- 28:21Speaker 1: my my real name is actually Diamond. Yo, listen, I.
- 28:31Speaker 2: Know I love your accent. My accent kind of went away,
- 28:37Speaker 2: go ahead a little bit.
- 28:38Speaker 1: But so like when I was in middle school, this
- 28:41Speaker 1: one baby boy first dropped and I used to work
- 28:43Speaker 1: there on babs and so my chee bones were like
- 28:45Speaker 1: always big and always highlight to Roger piances. So that's
- 28:49Speaker 1: when they started calling me Yvette. But they was playing
- 28:51Speaker 1: around with and I'm like, that's not my name. I
- 28:53Speaker 1: call me there like, my name is Diamond, what are
- 28:54Speaker 1: you talking about? They they called me that so much
- 28:57Speaker 1: that my fucking teacher started calling me and I'm like,
- 28:59Speaker 1: fuck it. I even had fuck it. Kept the name.
- 29:03Speaker 1: I started going viral on like twenty fourteen. I got
- 29:07Speaker 1: signed in twenty on ne Ish scorn twenty.
- 29:11Speaker 3: One and this is why you were still in Saint Louis.
- 29:14Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, yeah I was in the hood to Yeah
- 29:15Speaker 1: I was in I'm from all of Saint Louis. Okay,
- 29:19Speaker 1: all of all of the Lewis and me. You know
- 29:22Speaker 1: what was your first viral moment? My first viral moment
- 29:25Speaker 1: was twenty fourteen when Daje Loaf Tromby was like going
- 29:28Speaker 1: crazy and I'm like, I'm gonna do like a remix
- 29:31Speaker 1: of this, but I couldn't get on a fucking beating.
- 29:33Speaker 1: I'm like, let me just do this apropella because I
- 29:36Speaker 1: can sing a little, but you know, Rise of Belts
- 29:37Speaker 1: and I'm like, let me just do that. I had
- 29:39Speaker 1: on these fatasts. I last yes, some real pink lipstick,
- 29:42Speaker 1: and I was like in front of my kitchen think
- 29:45Speaker 1: because it was the best light ever. And I had
- 29:48Speaker 1: did it and posted the video like seven pm a
- 29:51Speaker 1: night walk up the next morning, totally forgot about the video,
- 29:54Speaker 1: posted a pitch they she got like a thousand likes.
- 29:56Speaker 1: I'm like thirty minutes, I'm like, Earth's going on? So
- 30:00Speaker 1: the second pittu, you know, not trying to to see
- 30:01Speaker 1: if it's gonna do the same thing. They won't fucking
- 30:03Speaker 1: went past, and I'm like, yo, like, why the fucking
- 30:06Speaker 1: fuck at my page? So I'm going through my notifications
- 30:09Speaker 1: and I'm realizing that it's so many comments on this video,
- 30:13Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, I'm viral. Like I was scared
- 30:15Speaker 1: shitless because I'm like, bitch, I'm broke, I'm young, Like
- 30:19Speaker 1: I don't really got no guddess. Like every everything that
- 30:21Speaker 1: I'm learning, it's it's from me going through it, you know,
- 30:24Speaker 1: And I'm just like, bitch, I ain't got shit to
- 30:26Speaker 1: get it. I'm like, I ain't got no change or nothing.
- 30:28Speaker 1: I'm just I just got this pink lipstick in these lashes.
- 30:30Speaker 1: So that's all I got to give you. So I
- 30:32Speaker 1: continuously did like the covers, but I was all beats,
- 30:35Speaker 1: next time, you know, I'll do it, you know. And
- 30:37Speaker 1: I'm like in twenty fifteen, so my cousin that was
- 30:42Speaker 1: like a really big portal man like that was that
- 30:45Speaker 1: was like my sister. I had lost start going into
- 30:48Speaker 1: my senior year of high school, so that should send
- 30:49Speaker 1: me down a dark ass path, Like I was fucked
- 30:52Speaker 1: up it was doing in that time, girl, I was
- 30:55Speaker 1: fighting all the time, but I was I was getting
- 30:58Speaker 1: put out of school and shit too. So I was like,
- 31:00Speaker 1: I was like, fuck everything. I didn't cry about my life.
- 31:02Speaker 1: I didn't cry by nobody else life. I was just like,
- 31:03Speaker 1: fuck that shit. She always in bullshit, Like I couldn't
- 31:08Speaker 1: go nowhere with my parents because if I see a
- 31:09Speaker 1: bitch out, we already got to do that and I
- 31:11Speaker 1: don't and I don't want to put my parents in that, like,
- 31:13Speaker 1: you know, It's just it was just a lot of shit,
- 31:14Speaker 1: you know. So like when I was study, going down
- 31:19Speaker 1: that dark ass path, like I was steady, like I
- 31:21Speaker 1: was just going deep and deeper, like it was like
- 31:23Speaker 1: a spiral. Honestly, on my cousin one year death anniversary,
- 31:26Speaker 1: I got shot and that that ship was an eye
- 31:28Speaker 1: open and it's like damn, like, bitch.
- 31:30Speaker 3: Hold on, man, where were you to get shot?
- 31:31Speaker 1: I was going to fight she was niggas died and
- 31:36Speaker 1: she had the niggas started arguing with the niggas that
- 31:38Speaker 1: was with us, and then ship we all in the
- 31:40Speaker 1: in the in the other group. I'm front and center,
- 31:42Speaker 1: my cousin front and center in our group right here,
- 31:44Speaker 1: and they right there. All of a sudden motherfucker's justou
- 31:48Speaker 1: and like I'm froze cause I ain't, cause I ain't
- 31:50Speaker 1: never got shot at before, like I was always fighting.
- 31:52Speaker 1: It's like fast forward ship. I'm like trying to drive
- 31:57Speaker 1: myself to the hospital, but every time I'm trying to steer,
- 31:59Speaker 1: you know, my fucking almost gush. Like I didn't even
- 32:01Speaker 1: know that the fucking likem had so much blood in it,
- 32:04Speaker 1: like like that ship was like a water. So my
- 32:07Speaker 1: cousin drove me to the hospital and I got there
- 32:10Speaker 1: and we like asking for help and the ladies say, oh, well,
- 32:14Speaker 1: can you fill out this form? And I'm like, bitchy,
- 32:16Speaker 1: don't see his blood around me? So I didn't moved
- 32:18Speaker 1: my hand from the wound because now, bitch, we all
- 32:21Speaker 1: have to be bleeding this whole like ya, you don't
- 32:23Speaker 1: see it. So Boom rushed me to the back. They
- 32:27Speaker 1: were they were being so damn rough, like like I
- 32:29Speaker 1: had on like this a little crop top in some
- 32:31Speaker 1: booty shorts, so you ain't gotta cut my clothes off
- 32:33Speaker 1: to even see where I'm shot at, but his blood everywhere,
- 32:35Speaker 1: So they so they did that, but they were being
- 32:38Speaker 1: so rough. They was like rushing and being so rough
- 32:40Speaker 1: so me and the doctor got to argue. I'm like,
- 32:42Speaker 1: let me clean my own shit because because y'all just
- 32:44Speaker 1: doing too much, now, you know, y'all. Nah, So we're
- 32:47Speaker 1: we're snational call back and forth because at this point
- 32:50Speaker 1: like bitch, bitch on the pain and you're you're being
- 32:53Speaker 1: too too rough. So as I'm going back and forth
- 32:56Speaker 1: with the doctor, I done got sedated and everything just
- 33:00Speaker 1: went like loopy that ship.
- 33:03Speaker 9: I think that they before yeah, before you guys were
- 33:07Speaker 9: even fighting with the golf.
- 33:08Speaker 12: No.
- 33:08Speaker 1: No, the last thing I remember is her being slow down.
- 33:13Speaker 1: I'm like, give me the fucking god, like, let me
- 33:15Speaker 1: just do it right there, and she's like I can't
- 33:18Speaker 1: let you do it. I'm like, yes you can. So
- 33:20Speaker 1: we going back and forth and I just feel sharp
- 33:22Speaker 1: pain and it's like and that and yeah, so I'm
- 33:27Speaker 1: like seeing triple in the lights. I'm swam hering like
- 33:31Speaker 1: you could say n, but I'm hering en n and
- 33:34Speaker 1: and like like it was like I was in the
- 33:35Speaker 1: fucking days, like fucked up, came to and it's a
- 33:39Speaker 1: detective on my right end my left I'm just like damn.
- 33:42Speaker 3: So when you woke up, you just see police.
- 33:44Speaker 1: And they're like, who shot you. I'm like, I don't know.
- 33:47Speaker 1: I see my brother's like I should. I don't know.
- 33:50Speaker 1: I don't know anything about anything, you know. I just
- 33:52Speaker 1: know I know wrong place, wrong. We're supposed to be there,
- 33:55Speaker 1: you know. But that ship was an eye opener, you
- 33:57Speaker 1: know that she had sent me down a really dark
- 33:59Speaker 1: path because it's like, when I looked at my cart,
- 34:02Speaker 1: that ship looked like a murders in his blood everywhere,
- 34:05Speaker 1: Like this shit smell like pennies. Like if y'all know
- 34:07Speaker 1: how blood smeth, it's just like pennies. So I'm in
- 34:10Speaker 1: that motherfucker just like freaking the funk out. I'm like,
- 34:12Speaker 1: I don't want to drop it, like it's nasty. Uh.
- 34:14Speaker 1: So a dude I was dealing with at the time,
- 34:17Speaker 1: you know, he helped me clean my card and shit,
- 34:19Speaker 1: so that attached me to him because it was like
- 34:21Speaker 1: a trauma bond type of thing, right. That man took
- 34:24Speaker 1: me through hell and back like a bitch was ninety
- 34:26Speaker 1: eight pounds, like maybe one hundred pounds, so coking wet,
- 34:29Speaker 1: you know. So that shit put me in bad space
- 34:31Speaker 1: and he had me back outside fighting and shit. So
- 34:34Speaker 1: I'm fucked up again or g and yeah, and then
- 34:40Speaker 1: like it was like bitches nowadays, you know, they were
- 34:44Speaker 1: like be on some you're gonna let your girlfriend beat
- 34:46Speaker 1: me up, like literally knowing. So you were asking about
- 34:49Speaker 1: me and you you know, so I'm back outside, I'm
- 34:52Speaker 1: back on bulls shit, I'm back losing my fucking mind,
- 34:55Speaker 1: you know, and I'm skinny as fuck, like I like
- 34:57Speaker 1: like like I was never too smart. And then after
- 34:59Speaker 1: that it it was like damn, like I gotta get
- 35:01Speaker 1: read from this nigga. You know. So I had started
- 35:03Speaker 1: doing music and when he sing did I started getting
- 35:07Speaker 1: shine off of it. He was like he didn't want
- 35:11Speaker 1: me to drop music, he didn't want me to go
- 35:13Speaker 1: to bookings, he didn't want me to do shit. So
- 35:15Speaker 1: I'm trying to suppressure. Yeah yeah, so like he would
- 35:19Speaker 1: act right so I wudn't drop music. Then I go
- 35:21Speaker 1: through his phone found out that she and then I
- 35:22Speaker 1: drop a song and that was like I pat him
- 35:25Speaker 1: back and forth and shit.
- 35:27Speaker 3: Was it just the cheating or was he abusive to
- 35:29Speaker 3: you in any way?
- 35:31Speaker 1: It was toxic? We was shit. We was both toxic
- 35:35Speaker 1: because after after a man put you through so much,
- 35:38Speaker 1: even a woman, you know, like after someone puts you
- 35:42Speaker 1: through so much and all you know is to just
- 35:45Speaker 1: be like reactive. It just fucked up, you know, y'all
- 35:48Speaker 1: living together. Nah, he was living with his mom and
- 35:51Speaker 1: and I was knocking on that fucking door. I don't
- 35:53Speaker 1: give fuck so my grandmother.
- 35:56Speaker 2: Okay.
- 35:56Speaker 1: So after that, I was like sneaking off to the
- 36:01Speaker 1: club because we could not like we can do ship.
- 36:03Speaker 1: We couldn't even go out. So whenever he would go sleep,
- 36:05Speaker 1: then I go sneak to the club and then I
- 36:07Speaker 1: go sing my songs on the mics, and then I
- 36:09Speaker 1: go viral from singing my songs on the mics but
- 36:11Speaker 1: their covers, and then to get back to this nigga,
- 36:13Speaker 1: he'd be like what the fuck you? You know, it
- 36:15Speaker 1: just I mean if he was, then I was teen
- 36:19Speaker 1: it in the back of the motherfucking limo.
- 36:20Speaker 8: Because I'm thinking, like, if you going back home to
- 36:23Speaker 8: somebody and you afraid.
- 36:24Speaker 2: That's like I went scared.
- 36:26Speaker 3: Fuck Nah, she was fighting back.
- 36:27Speaker 1: Yeah, guy, you know it was it was it was
- 36:32Speaker 1: it was.
- 36:32Speaker 2: What year is this when this is going on?
- 36:35Speaker 1: It's like twenty twenty sixteen to to like twenty nineteen.
- 36:40Speaker 3: Where were your parents?
- 36:42Speaker 1: I was like, I ain't I ain't never really been
- 36:44Speaker 1: that close to my parents, but I am now. But
- 36:46Speaker 1: back in the day, like I just had me like
- 36:48Speaker 1: I was like threw off to the woods. Like so
- 36:50Speaker 1: my parents they just they was just like nature, you know.
- 36:53Speaker 1: They just kept a roof off my head. They kept
- 36:56Speaker 1: our lights on and feed me. That was it. You know.
- 37:00Speaker 1: I ain't like, yeah, so you're the only child. Nah,
- 37:04Speaker 1: it was. It was. It was four of us. Then
- 37:05Speaker 1: I had step siblings. Then I got siblings onody on
- 37:07Speaker 1: my daddy's side. My daddy was locked up my whole life.
- 37:10Speaker 1: So it was like yeah, so.
- 37:12Speaker 2: Boom music saved you.
- 37:15Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, and like I so after that, I'm
- 37:20Speaker 1: like I really have to leave this nigga, Like like
- 37:23Speaker 1: I got to get away like god him, like like
- 37:28Speaker 1: I wasn't thinking about moving out, saying Louis yet you know.
- 37:30Speaker 1: I So I had dropped Ratchet Turk song and I
- 37:32Speaker 1: had started getting booked, and he would come to the
- 37:35Speaker 1: to the to the Book is with me and would
- 37:37Speaker 1: ruin my fucking day. Like he would like see me
- 37:39Speaker 1: that I'm trying to talk to people at her then
- 37:41Speaker 1: I'm trying to talk to the molders like it would
- 37:44Speaker 1: it would be fucked up, and I'm like, yo, I
- 37:46Speaker 1: gotta leave alone. So I just started not coming over.
- 37:50Speaker 1: I just started not talking to him, like like it
- 37:52Speaker 1: was a it was a street cut off. And this
- 37:54Speaker 1: ship made me evil because I didn't have nobody that
- 37:57Speaker 1: I can talk to, you know, Sorr. I finally got
- 38:00Speaker 1: away from him, met a manager, you know, and he
- 38:04Speaker 1: was like he was like paying for my studio and
- 38:07Speaker 1: all that. And I'm like, allright, this manager, he just
- 38:11Speaker 1: came along, you know, and he was paying for everything.
- 38:14Speaker 1: And then when when the money started running in coming in,
- 38:17Speaker 1: he started taking everything and I'm like, nah, this I
- 38:19Speaker 1: noticed not how it is word, you know. So I'm like, nah,
- 38:21Speaker 1: I gotta leave alone. Got got away from his ass,
- 38:23Speaker 1: went to another miniature I was in. I start rapping
- 38:30Speaker 1: for a year. Killed me like this like this ship
- 38:33Speaker 1: killed me, took took everything out of me, you know.
- 38:36Speaker 1: I said, this ship, why'd you stop?
- 38:38Speaker 5: It was emotionally drained.
- 38:40Speaker 9: Nah did somebody stop you?
- 38:44Speaker 1: Ain't nobody stop me? But you know, so I had
- 38:48Speaker 1: linked up with this producer named Inky and he was
- 38:51Speaker 1: like I got you. You good, I got you, you know,
- 38:54Speaker 1: And I'm like I was like nervous because every fucking
- 38:57Speaker 1: bite they said they got me, beat you, beat you
- 38:59Speaker 1: gy me and bullishit it ain't what I got me,
- 39:03Speaker 1: you know. I So I started dropping music and my
- 39:09Speaker 1: manager name, and when I started dropping music in her name,
- 39:13Speaker 1: you know, I kind of went viral again and I'm like, damn,
- 39:17Speaker 1: it's kind of hold.
- 39:18Speaker 10: You know.
- 39:19Speaker 1: And I was so fucking scared. I'm like, fuck, all right,
- 39:23Speaker 1: we're gonna try this again. We're gonna try this so
- 39:25Speaker 1: fuck again, you know.
- 39:27Speaker 2: And what year is this now? This is nineteen twenty nineteen.
- 39:31Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, I started dropping music on her name, and
- 39:33Speaker 1: you know, we started, we started going up again, started
- 39:35Speaker 1: getting booked again, and I'm like, hey, she just stopped me.
- 39:38Speaker 1: Fuck this shit. I'm I'm fora go. So that's when
- 39:42Speaker 1: I dropped outside and Chloe Bailey posted it to her
- 39:47Speaker 1: story because a fan made a fan video of her
- 39:50Speaker 1: and she had reposted it with my song plan. She
- 39:53Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, so this cute with the
- 39:54Speaker 1: song though, ella will because my song was so vergue vulgar.
- 39:57Speaker 1: It was like break that dig bitch book, but like
- 40:00Speaker 1: it was lit and she had posted it and I'm like, yo,
- 40:04Speaker 1: like all right, so that ship made my streams quadruple
- 40:09Speaker 1: shut out to Chloe. I have to give her flowers,
- 40:11Speaker 1: have to every every fucking time, you know, and love her.
- 40:15Speaker 1: And literally after day it was like up from there,
- 40:19Speaker 1: you know, couldn't none stop me. A labor reached out
- 40:22Speaker 1: and I'm like, bitch, I'm like this shit was scam.
- 40:26Speaker 1: I don't know, you know, sick. A labor reached out.
- 40:28Speaker 1: I'm like, hold on, bitch, going on a third labor reachtout?
- 40:31Speaker 1: What labor reach out?
- 40:33Speaker 3: And they were reaching out to your manager?
- 40:35Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, And then thirteen labor dyars later, you know,
- 40:39Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, well, you know, I came with some
- 40:42Speaker 1: baggage or whatever, you know, and I met a wise
- 40:45Speaker 1: man that was like, hey, so what you need to
- 40:48Speaker 1: like not do hair not getting down because I was
- 40:51Speaker 1: doing hair selling hair down and fast selling clothes like
- 40:54Speaker 1: I was a fucking hustle, like I was gonna get
- 40:55Speaker 1: some money and yeah, you know, and and I was
- 41:00Speaker 1: I was using that money to like fund anything else
- 41:03Speaker 1: that I needed to do in this Busin's nothing was
- 41:04Speaker 1: ever ever profit to me because it wasn't ship like
- 41:06Speaker 1: I always got like I always have to pay for something.
- 41:09Speaker 3: But you were still staying with your grandma.
- 41:11Speaker 1: Oh no, I was in a whole different house after
- 41:12Speaker 1: the Okay, he was moved out with my grandma. By then,
- 41:14Speaker 1: once I, once I left them in, I grew up,
- 41:17Speaker 1: and then I moved out, you know. Yeah, And literally
- 41:25Speaker 1: like he was like, how much you need to just
- 41:28Speaker 1: stop doing that? Just solely focused on music. I have
- 41:30Speaker 1: never in life been asked that question. Never, And I'm like, shit,
- 41:34Speaker 1: these these bills don't stop, Like like I can't stop
- 41:37Speaker 1: doing this shit. Like he like, say a number. I
- 41:39Speaker 1: said a number and he doubled it. I'm like, you know,
- 41:44Speaker 1: and after that, I'm like, concentrate on the music. I
- 41:47Speaker 1: know who I'm signing to. I can concentrate on the music.
- 41:50Speaker 1: And it was and it was up from there, you know.
- 41:53Speaker 1: Of course you know that shit still came with like hiccups,
- 41:55Speaker 1: so all my baggage. But I mean, this ship, I mean,
- 41:58Speaker 1: I'm like the fucking roads. They really grew from the concrete,
- 42:01Speaker 1: like they can't stop me.
- 42:03Speaker 2: When did Snatch come? Was that close by?
- 42:06Speaker 11: No?
- 42:07Speaker 1: Snatched actually came like almost a year af I was signed,
- 42:11Speaker 1: you know, because we were just putting our music. It
- 42:13Speaker 1: was like one of them catch when the catch they don't,
- 42:15Speaker 1: they don't.
- 42:15Speaker 4: That's the ship I saw everywhere. Of course the pretty
- 42:17Speaker 4: girls wall like this is everywhere now, But that's how
- 42:20Speaker 4: I found you.
- 42:21Speaker 3: How did that song come about?
- 42:22Speaker 1: It was a simple one around that I seen all
- 42:25Speaker 1: these artists happening and I'm like.
- 42:26Speaker 2: You want to.
- 42:30Speaker 1: Want semple?
- 42:31Speaker 3: What was the sample?
- 42:32Speaker 1: The simple he got up?
- 42:35Speaker 3: He got up.
- 42:37Speaker 2: That old song?
- 42:38Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, mind jo. I was a newly signed artist
- 42:41Speaker 1: and as soon as that sample was going crazy, I'm like, yeah,
- 42:45Speaker 1: I want to hop on it, so I have put
- 42:46Speaker 1: it in that song and being and sold. I was
- 42:49Speaker 1: a newly signed artist. They're like, we kind of first
- 42:52Speaker 1: samples and I ain't know why they first simples until
- 42:54Speaker 1: we got that number for the sample. I'm like, ship
- 42:56Speaker 1: me too. So they're like, are you sure that that
- 43:00Speaker 1: that you want to, you know, use your sample, And
- 43:02Speaker 1: I'm like, let me just go on the move and
- 43:03Speaker 1: start screaming shit fuck that I went in the booth
- 43:06Speaker 1: and like, I'm like, he wants to dive in it.
- 43:08Speaker 1: He want to like and that sh actually made sense
- 43:10Speaker 1: and I'm like, fuck, that's.
- 43:12Speaker 2: Not a sample, that's you, that's me. Oh so you
- 43:14Speaker 2: didn't have to get the.
- 43:15Speaker 1: Clear that's me, that's right.
- 43:20Speaker 2: Yeah, that's smart as hell.
- 43:22Speaker 9: That's a smartest quick for people who are always sampling.
- 43:27Speaker 1: If you if you got the money to pay for
- 43:29Speaker 1: it and do that, but if you don't figure that
- 43:31Speaker 1: sh out like making you.
- 43:33Speaker 3: Some sensive sampling that that's.
- 43:35Speaker 2: Simple to even check it.
- 43:38Speaker 1: I'm trying to think if it was thirty or or
- 43:41Speaker 1: if it was fifty thousand.
- 43:43Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, okay, then it costs money to.
- 43:46Speaker 1: Fifty thousand to like use it. So I don't even
- 43:49Speaker 1: know what we're publishing. I have to give up. Like
- 43:52Speaker 1: that was just the front end of it, so you know,
- 43:54Speaker 1: it's other ship that you got to go through like
- 43:56Speaker 1: And I was like, but at that time, I didn't
- 43:59Speaker 1: even know anything else that you have to go through
- 44:01Speaker 1: with with like simples and ship, because I didn't even
- 44:02Speaker 1: know they part of the game yet, you know. But
- 44:04Speaker 1: when they said they're larger, mom, I'm like, ah yo,
- 44:08Speaker 1: that hell is So you just stopped right there at
- 44:10Speaker 1: the fifty I was discouraged you.
- 44:12Speaker 2: Like, I'm about to go in ahead and get the screaming.
- 44:14Speaker 2: You said that because artists don't talk about being discouraged.
- 44:16Speaker 11: Well yes, well.
- 44:18Speaker 1: Yes, I have human emotions. Certain ship hurt my feelings.
- 44:23Speaker 1: Certain shit make me like damn, why the fuck that
- 44:25Speaker 1: wouldn't me? But I'm proud of you know, like that's
- 44:28Speaker 1: that's human emotions, you know. But always get them because
- 44:33Speaker 1: I mean, my time is my time, you know. But yeah,
- 44:37Speaker 1: Like I was.
- 44:38Speaker 3: So when that song with viral, what was your reaction?
- 44:40Speaker 1: Because you went viral with the sample and I'm like, Yo,
- 44:44Speaker 1: how the hell am I going to change the sample?
- 44:47Speaker 2: First?
- 44:48Speaker 8: That ship was viral with the something the fans put
- 44:50Speaker 8: that together or was that something that you guys already
- 44:53Speaker 8: tried to put out first?
- 44:55Speaker 1: I was like seasing it with the simple first, Oh god,
- 44:57Speaker 1: that ship went went viral.
- 44:58Speaker 3: But I'm like, because that's what made them go in
- 45:01Speaker 3: and start the process.
- 45:02Speaker 1: Of yeah, yeah, so what you do? I just started
- 45:07Speaker 1: teasing the part with hopefully no, no.
- 45:10Speaker 4: That works because ship. That's how I got found your
- 45:13Speaker 4: ass because I did. I didn't even hear the other version.
- 45:16Speaker 4: I only heard version.
- 45:18Speaker 1: Like I teased the one without the supple so much
- 45:20Speaker 1: that they kind of clouded out the one with example.
- 45:22Speaker 1: And if anyone was like to tag me videos for
- 45:23Speaker 1: the example, I like, I would not even post it
- 45:25Speaker 1: because I didn't want people to have what's the earth call?
- 45:29Speaker 1: It's called something earth.
- 45:31Speaker 3: When you're used to one sound.
- 45:32Speaker 1: Yes, I'm like, god, what the fuck is it? Okay,
- 45:34Speaker 1: it ain't. It's on the tip of my tone, but
- 45:36Speaker 1: I don't know what it's called. But yeah. So the
- 45:38Speaker 1: first person that called it was actually a DJ, and
- 45:40Speaker 1: I'm like, oh you motherfuck. Of course you don't catch it,
- 45:44Speaker 1: like you know what. Everybody else just hey. It was like,
- 45:47Speaker 1: all right, maybe I want to say, like three of
- 45:50Speaker 1: the most TikTok ask me, did you take somebody? But
- 45:53Speaker 1: of course I didn't respond because out of sight, out
- 45:56Speaker 1: of my I'm not gonna give it attention because if
- 45:58Speaker 1: you do, then it's gonna blow up bigger.
- 46:00Speaker 9: So from one bar hit to another, pretty girls walk
- 46:03Speaker 9: like this, these these these you just did a show?
- 46:07Speaker 10: Uh?
- 46:08Speaker 9: And it was I just seen a clip online, but
- 46:12Speaker 9: it was on the stage in the the aks were there?
- 46:15Speaker 10: Oh no, that was.
- 46:17Speaker 11: What was that?
- 46:18Speaker 1: I was at a wrestling match.
- 46:20Speaker 3: Yeah, the wrestling match.
- 46:21Speaker 1: I brought out Jay She's an aka.
- 46:23Speaker 3: Okay, Yeah that was.
- 46:26Speaker 1: They strode like that's so cool, y'all because I had
- 46:29Speaker 1: on some heels and let me tell you this now
- 46:30Speaker 1: I don't. I'm learning, okay, trying wheels maybe step. So
- 46:34Speaker 1: I'm like, like the whole time that I'm you know,
- 46:37Speaker 1: singing my song in my head, I'm like, right foot,
- 46:39Speaker 1: left foot, right foot, left foot, don't trip, do not
- 46:41Speaker 1: embersee on this her TV. Don't embarrass us. I did it.
- 46:45Speaker 1: I walked down and walked up.
- 46:46Speaker 3: I'm like, you did a good job. Yeah, you know.
- 46:50Speaker 1: I brought them out like I was so excited, like
- 46:52Speaker 1: and you know, I was just grateful that she allowed
- 46:55Speaker 1: me to show they experience with her, you know.
- 46:58Speaker 3: And that's the st anthem boo.
- 47:02Speaker 2: It's hard to get in there, the sorority. Once they
- 47:06Speaker 2: get in there. Now, that song it's gonna be played
- 47:08Speaker 2: for twenty years, two hundred years.
- 47:12Speaker 1: The gifts they just keep on giving whenever this cross
- 47:16Speaker 1: I just keep on getting sinks for, I keep on
- 47:17Speaker 1: getting booked for. And it's like that was my first
- 47:19Speaker 1: ever cross off a record. I feared the record at first.
- 47:22Speaker 1: Real wow, yeah, because because if you listen to my
- 47:26Speaker 1: old music and you listen to pretty Girl Walk, you
- 47:28Speaker 1: have mail our Pretty Girl Walk would have been birthed
- 47:30Speaker 1: by me.
- 47:31Speaker 5: It just didn't feel natural to you because it wasn't
- 47:32Speaker 5: what you had done.
- 47:34Speaker 1: It was different.
- 47:34Speaker 2: Yeah, it's very very clean.
- 47:38Speaker 1: It's a crossover.
- 47:40Speaker 3: What led you to a Pretty Girl walk? What what
- 47:43Speaker 3: made you create that record?
- 47:46Speaker 1: Basically I was in the studio like a lot of
- 47:48Speaker 1: creative minds, you know, a lot of riotings and adulte
- 47:53Speaker 1: producer and basically I'm like, I want to I want
- 47:56Speaker 1: to anthem. I want a record that that everybody can sing.
- 48:00Speaker 1: So we came up with pretty Girl Up. And I'm like,
- 48:03Speaker 1: so we actually said on Pretty Girl off almost a year.
- 48:06Speaker 2: So you've been sitting on that for a little minute. Man,
- 48:08Speaker 2: I've been tired of hearing that song. I was telling
- 48:11Speaker 2: them and.
- 48:12Speaker 10: I'm not.
- 48:16Speaker 8: I was.
- 48:16Speaker 2: I wasn't hating. I said, man, this song is so viral.
- 48:19Speaker 2: Every time I go on Instagram, I hear this Facebook.
- 48:23Speaker 1: I'm absolutely because I hear you.
- 48:25Speaker 8: You have the formula that a lot of artists and
- 48:27Speaker 8: labels are trying to figure out, which is putting out
- 48:30Speaker 8: a record, and you just hearing it everywhere all over
- 48:32Speaker 8: the internet.
- 48:33Speaker 2: Now it's all over the radio.
- 48:34Speaker 1: I just do it, you know, Like, I don't really
- 48:36Speaker 1: have a formula. So if someone wants to ask me, like,
- 48:38Speaker 1: how did you do this. I couldn't tell you. I
- 48:40Speaker 1: just did it, you know, and I work my record,
- 48:43Speaker 1: you know. So if I feel like that a certain
- 48:44Speaker 1: part is not catching that, I'm gonna switch it when
- 48:47Speaker 1: I'm gonna do something different. Like you can never do
- 48:49Speaker 1: the same thing twice. That is something that I've learned,
- 48:51Speaker 1: you know, because when I tried it just didn't work
- 48:53Speaker 1: this second time, and it's like, all right, you just
- 48:55Speaker 1: got to keep on attacking it until you figure it out.
- 48:57Speaker 1: It's like, never give up.
- 48:58Speaker 4: You're one of the very few artists that has a
- 49:01Speaker 4: real fan base on TikTok. I see that you go
- 49:05Speaker 4: viral on TikTok a lot because the people that follow
- 49:08Speaker 4: you are on there because they fuck with.
- 49:09Speaker 3: You, for real, my cousins, That's all I was going
- 49:12Speaker 3: to say. They stalk your So I think it's for you.
- 49:14Speaker 4: Know, other people get followers on TikTok. Correct me if
- 49:17Speaker 4: I'm wrong, y'all. They could just follow you from one
- 49:19Speaker 4: thing that you went viral for and that's it. Oh,
- 49:22Speaker 4: they're just there. But you get comments on your ship.
- 49:25Speaker 5: They're engaging.
- 49:26Speaker 4: They're engaged on your ship on everything that you post.
- 49:29Speaker 4: See you engage back with your fan base. You do
- 49:33Speaker 4: a great jobs cousins with your cousins, and I want
- 49:38Speaker 4: to say, because that's hard work.
- 49:40Speaker 2: I don't think you. I don't think you know what
- 49:41Speaker 2: you're doing it.
- 49:43Speaker 1: Space is not Yeah, you.
- 49:44Speaker 4: You interact with your listeners or your cousins, and you
- 49:48Speaker 4: do that on I see you do it on Instagram.
- 49:50Speaker 4: I see you do it on all your social media platforms.
- 49:52Speaker 4: I'm super proud of you.
- 49:53Speaker 7: Man to piggyback off that, I think it's really it
- 49:56Speaker 7: comes down to like authenticity and then being relatable. Like
- 49:59Speaker 7: I think people see you and they don't feel like
- 50:01Speaker 7: you're this untouchable celebrity, Like they feel like they can
- 50:04Speaker 7: see themselves in you. Whether it's because you continue to
- 50:07Speaker 7: fight for your mental health every day, whether it's because
- 50:09Speaker 7: of the way that you grew up and then now
- 50:11Speaker 7: you are this success story. I think that there's something
- 50:14Speaker 7: about you that is inspiring to them. And the fact
- 50:17Speaker 7: that you don't shut them out because I'm this big
- 50:19Speaker 7: celebrity is why people really love you.
- 50:21Speaker 5: Why your cousins liable to people like you.
- 50:24Speaker 10: Like like you.
- 50:28Speaker 1: Because you wanted one cause is there We're gonna be
- 50:31Speaker 1: you know, Johona back and forth.
- 50:32Speaker 3: But how do you maintain your mental health?
- 50:36Speaker 2: Now, I don't fuck. Do you speak to a therapist?
- 50:39Speaker 2: Do you go to therapy?
- 50:41Speaker 1: I'm actually going to start.
- 50:42Speaker 2: Okay, I started last year, so I kind of tried
- 50:45Speaker 2: to talk to mine.
- 50:46Speaker 3: Next time you come back here, because you will, I'm
- 50:48Speaker 3: going to tell you all you need. That's my new cause, y'all.
- 50:51Speaker 12: You know what.
- 50:53Speaker 2: Except boundaries, you know what I'm saying.
- 50:54Speaker 1: It's hard to do that. It's very hard, especially when
- 50:58Speaker 1: like you were, you are very bubbly person, you know,
- 51:00Speaker 1: and like see from from me being like always outside
- 51:06Speaker 1: fighting and shit, like I be, I be kind of
- 51:08Speaker 1: passive or you know, things of that nature when it
- 51:13Speaker 1: comes to my friends, because I don't want to hurt
- 51:14Speaker 1: their feelings, so like I be trying to say things
- 51:17Speaker 1: nicely and would maybe add like a little how to it,
- 51:20Speaker 1: and then when they like, hi, high back, I'd be like,
- 51:21Speaker 1: I don't know, but I was serious though I don't
- 51:23Speaker 1: but it's like I don't, I don't, I don't know,
- 51:25Speaker 1: Like I don't be wanting wanting to hurt their feelings,
- 51:27Speaker 1: and then like you're very thoughtful, very much, you know,
- 51:31Speaker 1: and I have like become this person to where like
- 51:34Speaker 1: if I feel like that I've been telling you things,
- 51:36Speaker 1: but I've just learned that I'm passive, you know, because
- 51:39Speaker 1: my sister kind of gave me a read, you know,
- 51:41Speaker 1: and I'm just like, damn, Like I kind of lost
- 51:44Speaker 1: a lot of friendships and relationships for it because I
- 51:47Speaker 1: feel like that I was expressing myself right and I
- 51:49Speaker 1: really was not. You know, they thought I was playing,
- 51:52Speaker 1: but I was dead as serious and I felt like
- 51:53Speaker 1: that I wouldn't be being tooken serious.
- 51:55Speaker 8: I'm like, bye, that's therapist is gonna help me with too.
- 51:58Speaker 8: I just I just doing therapy the past couple of
- 52:01Speaker 8: months and it.
- 52:02Speaker 2: Really helped me.
- 52:02Speaker 1: Was crazy.
- 52:05Speaker 8: I really am crazy, but I needed somebody that didn't
- 52:08Speaker 8: know me and a professional to tell me, you know,
- 52:12Speaker 8: you know, things things that I need to work on myself.
- 52:14Speaker 8: And you know, I think I think everybody should do therapy. Man,
- 52:17Speaker 8: everybody got something going through.
- 52:19Speaker 1: I can't wait to to, you know, like seeing all
- 52:22Speaker 1: of my family to therapy because they're fucked up. We
- 52:24Speaker 1: all are, you know, but it's like, you know, we're
- 52:27Speaker 1: just working.
- 52:28Speaker 3: Nobody's that you recognize that and that you're open to that.
- 52:32Speaker 9: And I hope that you know, if the first therapist
- 52:35Speaker 9: doesn't work out, you could try again and find the
- 52:37Speaker 9: one that works for you.
- 52:39Speaker 1: Because if it don't work, I'm just turning to my cousin.
- 52:41Speaker 1: I mean, my cousin know you just get another What
- 52:46Speaker 1: I'm saying, turn to my cousin getting new therapist.
- 52:49Speaker 2: I'm yew were trying to.
- 53:01Speaker 7: We're like, okay, cousin a band, coucause because my man
- 53:06Speaker 7: and I was playing No. I related to that statement
- 53:09Speaker 7: so much when you said, you know, when you're a
- 53:10Speaker 7: bubbly person, it's hard to set those boundaries because people
- 53:13Speaker 7: expect you to be that way twenty four seven, even
- 53:15Speaker 7: when you don't feel like being that way, Like oh
- 53:18Speaker 7: my god, I get that someone and.
- 53:19Speaker 1: Then like always like you have to understand like a
- 53:22Speaker 1: bubbly person always got a other sad to him, you know,
- 53:24Speaker 1: and it's like my other side, you know, when I
- 53:27Speaker 1: was outside and ship, you know, like bitch, I'm just like,
- 53:31Speaker 1: ch'all really beat you fuck up.
- 53:32Speaker 5: But now you're trying not to go back there.
- 53:34Speaker 2: But you don't fight no more, right, Okay, get too much?
- 53:38Speaker 1: Too much to make sure my security is gonna make
- 53:41Speaker 1: sure on straight, like I have great security, great expensive.
- 53:46Speaker 2: You got layers to get.
- 53:49Speaker 3: You said you got what security?
- 53:51Speaker 1: Because what you because he.
- 53:53Speaker 3: Always trying.
- 53:56Speaker 2: I want you to say, I want you to say Italy.
- 53:58Speaker 1: I know I'm not saying it.
- 54:01Speaker 3: Let's talk about the what what?
- 54:03Speaker 1: What you have?
- 54:03Speaker 3: You said you have one coming?
- 54:04Speaker 1: Yeah, I have an EP coming. I have a bonus
- 54:07Speaker 1: track on it. You know.
- 54:08Speaker 2: Uh, somebody did actually mixed with something.
- 54:11Speaker 1: I actually do have a features with.
- 54:17Speaker 8: Uh.
- 54:18Speaker 1: One of my features start with a G.
- 54:21Speaker 5: I'm not I'm not not starting.
- 54:25Speaker 1: With I got some singing records, you know, I got
- 54:30Speaker 1: some I got some club bangers. You know, Hey, I
- 54:34Speaker 1: got this one record that I'm willing to bet my
- 54:37Speaker 1: body on. Okay, and we've been tweaking this record for
- 54:40Speaker 1: like years on end. When I first got signed this,
- 54:42Speaker 1: when I first made it, and I performed the record.
- 54:46Speaker 1: But now it's totally different, Like it's like it's fucking changed.
- 54:50Speaker 1: So now we have to incorporate that into I performance.
- 54:52Speaker 1: But I don't even want to play it, yeah, because
- 54:53Speaker 1: it's of it. It's called get it. You know what's crazy?
- 55:00Speaker 1: Our team don't even tell me days because they know
- 55:01Speaker 1: that I hold on to them, and I become a
- 55:03Speaker 1: crowd baby when things changing. Oh we haven't even dropped
- 55:11Speaker 1: the name titled, but can you hit it hey on
- 55:15Speaker 1: the name? You know, like when when you go through
- 55:18Speaker 1: so much and they just think that they're gonna break you,
- 55:20Speaker 1: but you don't break. You come back and you come
- 55:21Speaker 1: back harter, come back strong. You just come back. You
- 55:24Speaker 1: come back, You come back. You might take a break,
- 55:26Speaker 1: but you're gonna come back. You kind of bend a
- 55:27Speaker 1: little bit, but then you straighten back up, you come
- 55:29Speaker 1: back resilient.
- 55:30Speaker 5: I swear I was thinking of resilience, resilient evolution.
- 55:35Speaker 1: It might be one of them.
- 55:36Speaker 5: Okay, okay, I'm towards resilience.
- 55:38Speaker 2: What about the comeback?
- 55:42Speaker 1: Wait a minute, cousin, you might you might be right, cousin,
- 55:45Speaker 1: you might be cousin. We had this, We had this
- 55:49Speaker 1: shoot like it was the bitch shoot that I ever
- 55:51Speaker 1: had in my life. You know, like I was like
- 55:53Speaker 1: dagged up. I had some updudes. You know, I switch
- 55:55Speaker 1: my wigs, made a more fucker feel like they was cheating.
- 55:57Speaker 1: You know, I hear from bitching different. Now It's like,
- 56:01Speaker 1: is this for being famous?
- 56:02Speaker 5: Like did you have him in?
- 56:04Speaker 1: Then?
- 56:05Speaker 12: Yes?
- 56:06Speaker 1: Just stood you know I stood it was it was
- 56:10Speaker 1: it was you know we got a great rollout for
- 56:13Speaker 1: you know, I'm nervous because I have never liked put
- 56:16Speaker 1: out a big body of work. I'm excited. Seven okay,
- 56:20Speaker 1: I was it six? Maybe eight?
- 56:22Speaker 3: It's under maybe, honey, the.
- 56:25Speaker 1: World may never know.
- 56:26Speaker 2: You just really don't know, because over ten is the
- 56:29Speaker 2: album shouting.
- 56:31Speaker 5: It could be whatever you wanted to be.
- 56:32Speaker 2: Hello, you say so I'm over here?
- 56:36Speaker 1: Hello?
- 56:37Speaker 2: Is it gonna be a mixtape?
- 56:39Speaker 11: No?
- 56:39Speaker 1: I see.
- 56:41Speaker 3: What else this big boss bed have coming.
- 56:44Speaker 1: Uh, I gotta show on alast Festival, Alaska sundown, so
- 56:52Speaker 1: festive in a last I'm on the stage. That's the
- 56:56Speaker 1: tickets are fucking expensive. Get there, kinda sell some coot down.
- 57:01Speaker 1: I'm talking, I'm fucking jack, just kidding. But no, she
- 57:04Speaker 1: kept saying, I bet my body.
- 57:06Speaker 2: I was like, what to talk about that Sat Louis.
- 57:08Speaker 2: People from Saint Louis gonna know what she talking about.
- 57:10Speaker 2: That's why I ain't even saying that.
- 57:11Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, no, I ain't selling nothing. But
- 57:14Speaker 1: I got a cousin, but no, I'm just playing fuck
- 57:16Speaker 1: okay bye. Look, but yeah, you know I'm on these
- 57:19Speaker 1: big stages. You know I'm dropping the EP that is
- 57:21Speaker 1: that is the biggest thing. I'm a song, a remix
- 57:24Speaker 1: that it's gonna come out on a song that's really
- 57:26Speaker 1: big right now. I'm very excited about you know, I'm
- 57:27Speaker 1: grateful to even be considered to even be on it.
- 57:30Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna fake it. It was hard to
- 57:31Speaker 1: hell to even get on the beat. I'm like, ah, wait,
- 57:33Speaker 1: that different drill beat. It wasn't though, No, it wasn't.
- 57:38Speaker 1: It wasn't.
- 57:38Speaker 3: It's difficult.
- 57:39Speaker 1: You know what's crazy. Back in the day when I
- 57:42Speaker 1: call myself, you know, rap beefing a little bit, back
- 57:44Speaker 1: in the day, it was it was the uh, it
- 57:48Speaker 1: was the drill beat that I literally got on and
- 57:50Speaker 1: literally ate that motherfucker up. So that's how I knew
- 57:53Speaker 1: I was styled the back of the day because a
- 57:54Speaker 1: bitch went from being ratchet to whooping on holes and
- 57:57Speaker 1: can like actually rap about it. I'm like, hell, yeah,
- 57:59Speaker 1: we got that.
- 58:00Speaker 11: Love it.
- 58:01Speaker 3: We gotta. They're giving us to wrap up signal out there.
- 58:04Speaker 3: We can talk to Big Big all day. Look, we
- 58:11Speaker 3: were staying, we're so proud of you.
- 58:14Speaker 9: We see just from the story that you gave us
- 58:17Speaker 9: to now, we're so happy and proud of your evolution.
- 58:19Speaker 3: We know You're gonna continue to grow because that's what
- 58:21Speaker 3: you want. And you go get to you the boss
- 58:23Speaker 3: up on it.
- 58:24Speaker 2: You're welcome anytime on the show. You gotta come back.
- 58:32Speaker 1: We got a snack area.
- 58:34Speaker 2: Are fixing the area. We got snack you know, I
- 58:38Speaker 2: have some water right there for cousin area.
- 58:45Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's what I said.
- 58:47Speaker 1: Every uh, I say every up.
- 58:51Speaker 3: Before we get out of here. You know, we have
- 58:53Speaker 3: a pep talk with the big boss bed.
- 58:55Speaker 1: Can I actually do like a letter to my old self?
- 58:57Speaker 4: Yeah?
- 58:57Speaker 1: I love it? What's up, cousin? What's up me? I
- 59:04Speaker 1: see that you are growing? You know you are evolving
- 59:08Speaker 1: into this wonderful woman, this wonderful person. Keep on working
- 59:12Speaker 1: on yourself. I know it's times to get hard. I
- 59:15Speaker 1: know it's times you got to put on a smell
- 59:17Speaker 1: when you really fucking broken your sad, But you got it. Yeah,
- 59:26Speaker 1: you're growing up. You're rich. Are you like your new house?
- 59:32Speaker 1: You know, damn become a long way and we still
- 59:38Speaker 1: have room to grow, still have room to glow.
- 59:40Speaker 4: You know.
- 59:41Speaker 1: Yeah, like py do, you.
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