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DELAYED BUT NOT DENIED WITH LATONYA M LITTLEJOHN CO HOST DEEDEE · DA CREW Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Where away. I know, Ma Shad, he's calling him. He
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  Speaker 1: was standing back of the way, count us, but said
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  Speaker 1: he is going to stand back to stand by God.
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  Speaker 1: Shame made away telling do again shut proSP.
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  Speaker 2: Ladies and gentlemen, May I have your attention please? The
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  Speaker 2: show starts in ten eight seven six high three two
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  Speaker 2: one go.
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  Speaker 3: Good evening, Good evening. Why can't I see myself?
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  Speaker 4: Let's not, let's not.
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  Speaker 3: It's like my my camera is.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah, the phone a little bit, whether it's it's my laptop,
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  Speaker 5: I know, it's kind of it's the way I did
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  Speaker 5: the whole thing, the whole thing.
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  Speaker 4: The whole Yeah, there you go. See.
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  Speaker 3: Oh and.
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  Speaker 4: That's what I did.
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  Speaker 3: Alright, family, all right, thank you for tuning in to
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  Speaker 3: another episode of Delay but not denied the podcast. Tonight
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  Speaker 3: will be my last show. I'm taking some time out
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  Speaker 3: for me, our last show.
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  Speaker 4: M hm.
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  Speaker 3: I have a lot on my plate right now and
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  Speaker 3: I can't give the attention to the podcast that I
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  Speaker 3: need to, So I won't say that this is goodbye forever. However,
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  Speaker 3: right now is the best thing for me. So I
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  Speaker 3: thank God for three seasons of being able to reach
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  Speaker 3: out to people and hear their stories, share my story,
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  Speaker 3: have a co host and you know, just being up
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  Speaker 3: under Angela with her guidance. I'm so appreciative of everything
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  Speaker 3: that I've learned in the last three years. So co host,
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  Speaker 3: you said you had some questions for me, or some questions.
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  Speaker 6: I wanted to say that, I think, but to say
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  Speaker 6: that I never saw myself either being on the podcast,
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  Speaker 6: let alone co hosting. But when you link up with you,
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  Speaker 6: there's no kind of what's gonna happen, So listen. I
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  Speaker 6: am so appreciative of that. I remember the first day
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  Speaker 6: we talked and it was nerve wracking. Then I'm still
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  Speaker 6: a little.
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  Speaker 4: Nervous now when I get on.
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  Speaker 6: But for His God, that we were able to share
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  Speaker 6: our disability, share the siplist during months when people had
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  Speaker 6: other things they were saying, we were able to bring
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  Speaker 6: life to that.
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  Speaker 4: So I'm glad we were able to do that.
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  Speaker 6: I'm glad just to be able to have that opportunity
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  Speaker 6: to just be on with my best friend.
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  Speaker 4: My girl, my ride or die. We talk all day long,
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  Speaker 4: so this is just talking for us, y'all. Just see
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  Speaker 4: you as live and I just thank you to Miss
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  Speaker 4: Andrea for allowing me to be able to be a
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  Speaker 4: part of it.
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  Speaker 3: Well, thank you, SI welcome, You're welcome. This is kind
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  Speaker 3: of odd for me being my last show, not having
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  Speaker 3: you know, not having the adequate words to say, ye
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  Speaker 3: me of all people, but very very appreciative. I love
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  Speaker 3: my podcast sisters like they were my actual sisters. I'm
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  Speaker 3: trying to get through this way. I cry. Lord Patria
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  Speaker 3: says she'll miss you too. Oh well, I mean, everybody
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  Speaker 3: still has my phone numbers, so I'm not hard to find.
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  Speaker 3: Even if I have to be a guest on somebody's show,
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  Speaker 3: I'm always open to that. But right now, life is
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  Speaker 3: lifeing and and things are taking a turn for I'm
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  Speaker 3: not gonna say the worst, but things are definitely at
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  Speaker 3: a turning point. When it comes to my mom. She's
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  Speaker 3: been in and out of the hospital pretty much this
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  Speaker 3: entire year. H She was just taken out of I.
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  Speaker 4: See You.
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  Speaker 3: Yesterday place back into a regular room. She had another stroke,
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  Speaker 3: this time it has affected her left side, I think,
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  Speaker 3: is what they said. So, you know, just dealing with
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  Speaker 3: all of that and being an only child and my
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  Speaker 3: mom being my last surviving parent mum, hmm, it's.
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  Speaker 6: A life a lot understaining, especially when it's new to
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  Speaker 6: that when you're new to to seek that kind of scenario.
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  Speaker 6: It's a lot. But God got you. You got to
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  Speaker 6: through way more stuff than this, and so he got through.
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  Speaker 6: He got Mama French eyed, he got out of I SUU.
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  Speaker 4: So we were.
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  Speaker 6: Playing for that. So thank you God that so we
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  Speaker 6: just lost people coped until.
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  Speaker 3: It's my prayer that she she doesn't suffer. That's the
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  Speaker 3: only thing that I'm concerned about. I don't I don't
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  Speaker 3: want to see her suffer.
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  Speaker 6: Of course not, of course not. And God is gonna
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  Speaker 6: honor that.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, Patria says, she gonna bug me a guest
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  Speaker 3: on your show anytime you need me. I'm here, and Trevita,
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  Speaker 3: you're right, I am just taking a break. It it's
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  Speaker 3: so much needed break. I I can't even tell you
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  Speaker 3: everything that I got going on, and just trying to
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  Speaker 3: stay strong for my family because you know, it's a lot.
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  Speaker 3: I've even be.
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  Speaker 4: Dealing with it. You know, you're fun, He's got a
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  Speaker 4: lot with his own. Yeah.
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  Speaker 6: Just everybody's trying to come together and be together, and
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  Speaker 6: that's the most important thing. It's just got to be
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  Speaker 6: there for each other during this time because it's not easy.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah. Hello, mister Antonio Green look at him in his hearts.
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  Speaker 3: I know where those are going.
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  Speaker 7: Now.
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  Speaker 4: I focused on the show. Why are you.
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  Speaker 3: Listen? I'm trying to make about my mom actually had
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  Speaker 3: her last stroke on What day was it that I
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  Speaker 3: text you and told you, Ah, it was Christmas Eve?
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  Speaker 6: Yeah it was. I think it was just hold on.
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  Speaker 3: It wasn't yesterday.
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  Speaker 4: It wasn't it was it was Christmas Eve. It was Christmas.
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  Speaker 4: It was in me one second, I'm looking at my baby.
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  Speaker 3: I watched them plug her up to some I v's
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  Speaker 3: and trying to get her, but just see him. Uh
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  Speaker 3: because of potastical dropped and right before they even plugged
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  Speaker 3: last she stopped responding. She was just like staring out
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  Speaker 3: in the space. She couldn't talk. Yeah, Christmas Eve.
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  Speaker 8: And that's okay, MoMA.
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  Speaker 6: We all go through something, so you gotta be, you
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  Speaker 6: gotta let it's okay.
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  Speaker 4: That's what we're here for real family.
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  Speaker 3: It's just been hard watching my mama go through what
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  Speaker 3: she's going through. She has dementia. So with the dementia
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  Speaker 3: there's there's a lot the good days and bad. I
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  Speaker 3: do enjoy the funny things that she says while dealing
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  Speaker 3: with that because she's been saying some stuff, been out
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  Speaker 3: and about. She out and about and ain't been nowhere.
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  Speaker 3: She yeah, she she's she's been going through a lot,
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  Speaker 3: My mama. This is the smallest I've ever seen my mom,
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  Speaker 3: my mom. When they adopted me, she was like maybe
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  Speaker 3: two hundred and twenty pounds, just chunky, and now she's
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  Speaker 3: like one twenty Wow, nothing but skinning violence and just
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  Speaker 3: watching her go through that, having moments of not wanting
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  Speaker 3: to eat, not having an appetite. She says, she doesn't
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  Speaker 3: have an appetite. I am grateful for the fact that
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  Speaker 3: the nursing home gave her some ice cream for her
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  Speaker 3: birthday and she ate all of that.
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  Speaker 4: So I am you know, a little big god.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm glad that she was able to enjoy some
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  Speaker 3: ice cream. And you know, right, you know, just thinking
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  Speaker 3: back as me being a little girl wanting to eat
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  Speaker 3: ice cream and not eat my dinner. I was always
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  Speaker 3: told no, right, you gotta eat first, then you can
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  Speaker 3: have your dessert. And you know, it's it's like, you know,
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  Speaker 3: people say joke jokingly, you know, it's hard raising your parents,
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  Speaker 3: and it is it, Oh my god, yeah, really is
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  Speaker 3: like I mean to see my mom go back, well,
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  Speaker 3: not go back, but go to a place that we've
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  Speaker 3: never been to before.
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  Speaker 4: M h.
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  Speaker 3: Some days she thinks that my dad is still here.
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  Speaker 3: My dad has been gone since two thous five, and so,
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  Speaker 3: you know, just yeah, and she sees him, she sees him,
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  Speaker 3: she sees some other people that have gone gone on.
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  Speaker 3: And usually for me, what that means is like, it's
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  Speaker 3: not long before she goes I guess when they start
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  Speaker 3: seeing people that they know or whatever. I feel like
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  Speaker 3: it's them welcoming and welcoming them home. Yeah. And so
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  Speaker 3: this is tough, Like, this is really tough dealing with
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  Speaker 3: that and all the mental issues and stuff that I have.
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  Speaker 3: You know, I battle with depression and anxiety that comes
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  Speaker 3: from feeling neglected and abandoned. Yeah. So I feel like
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  Speaker 3: I'm going back into my orphan stage. And it's not
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  Speaker 3: the greatest feeling. It is not. I mean, it's not
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  Speaker 3: a great feeling.
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  Speaker 4: It's not.
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  Speaker 6: It's not it's not an awesome You got family, you
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  Speaker 6: got sister, you got a.
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  Speaker 4: Bunch of sisters. I do myself. You can call it
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  Speaker 4: any time on us. You can crowd cry with you,
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  Speaker 4: you will laugh with you. You know, I laugh with you.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, I am.
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  Speaker 3: I am thankful for you and Travita, because every time
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  Speaker 3: something goes down with my mom, you two are the
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  Speaker 3: first ones I think to contact, and I thank you
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  Speaker 3: both for it, just allowing me to be me and
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  Speaker 3: keeping me lifted in prayer and just standing by my
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  Speaker 3: side with all of this because it's hard. It's hard.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, mhmm.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah. So I just need to take time to give
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  Speaker 3: my mom the attention that she needs right now and
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  Speaker 3: definitely hold her hand through it because I don't I
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  Speaker 3: don't know when the next when the next time might
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  Speaker 3: be the last time.
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  Speaker 6: So yeah, yeah, yeah, because I got to get you
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  Speaker 6: through through it all. Like I said, I've been through it,
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  Speaker 6: probably more times than I would.
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  Speaker 4: Like to think, like to like to recall, but losing
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  Speaker 4: both of my doctor.
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  Speaker 6: Turns, losing my biological mother, losing my foster mother, it
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  Speaker 6: always seems like God always plays me in the right
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  Speaker 6: place at the right time to say my goodbyes before
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  Speaker 6: they leave. I'm thankful for that. I am thankful for that.
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  Speaker 6: Because for my foster mother, I got to visit with
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  Speaker 6: her for about three or four days and then right
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  Speaker 6: Wing Biden and Kamla got into the office.
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  Speaker 3: Wow, yeah I remember this. Yeah, yeah, so it was.
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  Speaker 4: It was.
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  Speaker 6: It was very interesting. But I'm thankful that God does that.
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  Speaker 6: I don't I'm appreciated that he does that. I don't
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  Speaker 6: know if I make your question, we want to do that,
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  Speaker 6: but I kind of am thankful that he does do
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  Speaker 6: that because I get to least in my goode I
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  Speaker 6: get to see how you know what you know, how
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  Speaker 6: they fell or whatever's going on in their mind. And
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  Speaker 6: that's why I keep telling you to try to enjoy
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  Speaker 6: the good days, because she's giving you what she was
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  Speaker 6: supposed to have, right and she.
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  Speaker 4: Didn't know if she had anything. Like you said the
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  Speaker 4: other day, what she gave you a teddy bear.
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  Speaker 3: And I got to show it to you because.
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  Speaker 4: So sweet.
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  Speaker 3: It's the cutest thing.
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  Speaker 4: Just loving on you right now.
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  Speaker 3: My dog. My mama gave me lean it over.
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  Speaker 4: Oh pract.
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  Speaker 6: Oh did you name him yet?
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  Speaker 4: Her?
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  Speaker 3: It's her? She got a pink in her head.
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  Speaker 9: Okay, so no, I have not you know, I gotta
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  Speaker 9: you know, I got one of the dou to be
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  Speaker 9: got in the house.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, she ain't about to guard nothing, so but yeah,
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  Speaker 3: it was kind of weird when my mama was like,
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  Speaker 3: give it to her, give it to my daughter, and
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  Speaker 3: so I'm like, wow, I mean, she knows that I
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  Speaker 3: like stuffed animals or whatever. But you know, I don't
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  Speaker 3: know if this is one of the things that's like
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  Speaker 3: the last thing that she'll ever be able to give me.
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  Speaker 3: You know, I don't. I don't know.
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  Speaker 4: You have that memory.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, Me and my little dog go everywhere since she
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  Speaker 3: gave it to me, Like, every time I go somewhere,
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  Speaker 3: I keep that dog with me. I will probably put it. Well,
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  Speaker 3: I was, I was gonna put it in the car,
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  Speaker 3: but the weather is so crazy.
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  Speaker 4: I don't want the.
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  Speaker 3: Sun to burn it or destroy it. So definitely got
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  Speaker 3: to hide it from k because she thinks everything that
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  Speaker 3: belongs to me belongs to her, and that is not
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  Speaker 3: how this thing here works.
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  Speaker 6: That I was, no, ma'am, it's not.
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  Speaker 3: She saw it. She said, oh, it's just so cute,
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  Speaker 3: and I was like yeah, and I told her, I said,
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  Speaker 3: thank you, put it down.
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  Speaker 4: Why?
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  Speaker 3: But again, this this has been a very tough time
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  Speaker 3: in my life, and I will say that the one
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  Speaker 3: thing that has helped me get get get through it
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  Speaker 3: is knowing that her healing is on the other side.
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  Speaker 3: Whenever God chooses to to do. So she's already said
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  Speaker 3: that whenever he's ready, she's ready. And that was tough
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  Speaker 3: hearing her say that, because you know.
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  Speaker 10: You you want your parents to be here with you
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  Speaker 10: for the long ride.
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, it's like wait a minute, yeah, but.
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  Speaker 3: Again, yeah, but you know that That's one thing like
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  Speaker 3: that has always been hard for me because we don't
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  Speaker 3: know if that's the truth or not. We don't know
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  Speaker 3: if we get to see them.
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  Speaker 4: Again, that's the truth. I have to hold on to that.
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  Speaker 3: I've heard so many different things. I heard that when
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  Speaker 3: we get to Heaven that we all look like Jesus,
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  Speaker 3: So you know, you never we don't know. Nobody knows.
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  Speaker 4: All I know is wie chair and these presents let
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  Speaker 4: things say down here. I'm glad for that. I am
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  Speaker 4: holding on that because I ain't gonna walk in free.
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  Speaker 4: I felt walk I feel yeah, So I'm holding onto something. Yeah,
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  Speaker 4: and your mama wants to get they're gonna be well, well, well,
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  Speaker 4: well daddy is already well.
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  Speaker 3: Absolutely, because right now she's she's going through it. I
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  Speaker 3: don't know who's having it worse me or her, because
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  Speaker 3: you know, just sitting there, looking at her, sitting there
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  Speaker 3: talking to her and just for her to have a
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  Speaker 3: stroke right in front of me. I've never never thought that,
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  Speaker 3: you know, something like that would happen, and just seeing
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  Speaker 3: her face go just yeah yeah, and her her face
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  Speaker 3: had shifted yeah and yeah. And this time it affected
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  Speaker 3: her left side. The last stroke she had affected her
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  Speaker 3: right side.
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  Speaker 6: Okay, Yeah, So.
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  Speaker 3: They don't know if there was a brain bleed or not.
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  Speaker 3: They're supposed to be doing a h M R or
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  Speaker 3: a cat skin or something in the next couple of
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  Speaker 3: days to see what's going on. Yes, ka, Okay, now
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  Speaker 3: all American knows.
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  Speaker 4: Her business that you're about to put it in the
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  Speaker 4: midst of her. Now that.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, Kilani, come here for a second.
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  Speaker 4: America has now heard her. America needs to see her.
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  Speaker 4: Your mini me.
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  Speaker 3: Come he.
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  Speaker 9: Come pretty good. Google, that's right there, y'all.
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  Speaker 3: You tell everybody, Hey, there's other people watching. Just say hello,
• 24:16
  Speaker 3: he said, you see you see what she does? She
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  Speaker 3: come and lay on to do that.
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  Speaker 4: All the time. It's gonna be your hoops in a minute.
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  Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, okay, go play.
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  Speaker 4: That's my girl right there. That's my girl right there.
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  Speaker 3: Girl is a handful Yeah she hi. Ok But I
• 24:58
  Speaker 3: was thinking back to when I first started the podcast.
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  Speaker 3: Trevita is a true big sister because everything she does
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  Speaker 3: I follow.
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  Speaker 4: And they may try to follow me.
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  Speaker 3: Right when she ventured out into the podcast where I
• 25:21
  Speaker 3: watched her shows for a little while and then I
• 25:24
  Speaker 3: was like, hey, I think I want to do that, and.
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  Speaker 6: So to keep doing anything, because I promise I'm gonna
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  Speaker 6: be following behind. So I need to warn it.
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  Speaker 3: Ten If it's it's something that she's doing and I
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  Speaker 3: see her growing in it, then you know it's something like, hey,
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  Speaker 3: I wonder if I could do that or whatever. Like
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  Speaker 3: She's always been the person that I like look up to,
• 25:52
  Speaker 3: well look down there because she little she but she
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  Speaker 3: got the heart of a tall six feet Yeah, that's
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  Speaker 3: my girl. I started this whole podcast thing because of her,
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  Speaker 3: and doing so, I have had some really amazing guests.
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  Speaker 3: I've been fortunate enough to have my family on. I've
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  Speaker 3: had my son on the show once or twice, my
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  Speaker 3: husband at the time he was on, my brother in laws,
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  Speaker 3: both of them. Yeah, I'm grateful. I'm grateful. Yes, absolutely,
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  Speaker 3: that's my little spiny bit for the princess.
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  Speaker 11: She she's not, she's not she's growing up on me.
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  Speaker 3: Tall in spirit. She says she's seven feet tall.
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  Speaker 4: All right, that's what I'm talking about. I completely related.
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  Speaker 6: Listen, it's not it's not nobody around a lot of
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  Speaker 6: short people.
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  Speaker 3: I'm sure yourself. I just feeling like I'm seven feet
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  Speaker 3: tall around y'all because it's it's rare that I find
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  Speaker 3: somebody shorter than me. Okay, go back in there.
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  Speaker 4: My baby alone.
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  Speaker 3: She she invades my personal space all day, every day.
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  Speaker 3: She's here with us until January second, So pray for
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  Speaker 3: me in spirits. Absolutely want to talk.
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  Speaker 4: Mm hmm.
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  Speaker 3: I put on the phone and heartbeat just so I
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  Speaker 3: can get myself together because that looks. But yeah, this
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  Speaker 3: whole journey with the podcast has been amazing. I've met
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  Speaker 3: some of a roller coaster rider. Yes, yes, yes, I.
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  Speaker 6: Mean we even had Girls Night where Trida was off,
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  Speaker 6: Patrise was on, we had the Life.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah. Wow, Trevina has ministered to my soul so many times.
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  Speaker 6: Ya abandon, that's what I call.
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  Speaker 4: She said she's.
• 29:07
  Speaker 3: Four foot eight literally, but seven feet spiritually. Yeah she
• 29:12
  Speaker 3: spiritually she's a giant.
• 29:14
  Speaker 4: She's definitely a giant.
• 29:16
  Speaker 3: Yeah she's definitely.
• 29:18
  Speaker 4: Yeah, yes, we are. So I'm so thankful you allowed
• 29:21
  Speaker 4: me to meet your girl.
• 29:23
  Speaker 3: Could, Yeah, because I don't like to share Travita.
• 29:27
  Speaker 4: I know you don't like to see it anyway, you
• 29:28
  Speaker 4: don't like nobody. I want to see her.
• 29:35
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I saw the sky last night. Well, sillyself.
• 29:39
  Speaker 4: I love he was adorable, was adorable. Oh my god,
• 29:44
  Speaker 4: you love me.
• 29:45
  Speaker 3: I love her voice.
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  Speaker 4: Imagine I could imagine that.
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  Speaker 3: Voice. Yeah, so if I could, I would have put
• 30:01
  Speaker 3: something together to go down memory Lane for the last
• 30:05
  Speaker 3: three years. But I ain't. I ain't have it in me.
• 30:11
  Speaker 4: It's all right, we're going down there. It's all right.
• 30:13
  Speaker 6: Yeah, you got a lot, got a lot to.
• 30:16
  Speaker 4: Get some grace.
• 30:18
  Speaker 3: I'm trying to trying to just being in two states
• 30:25
  Speaker 3: at one time, the back, yeah, back and forth from
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: Georgia to South Carolina is taking its toll on me
• 30:41
  Speaker 3: mentally because the people in Georgia can't drive. And I
• 30:49
  Speaker 3: say that with the utmost respect because I don't drive
• 30:52
  Speaker 3: the greatest, but I do get to where I need
• 30:56
  Speaker 3: to be safely.
• 30:58
  Speaker 4: To be like.
• 31:06
  Speaker 3: That includes me too, then, because.
• 31:13
  Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, way different, way different. You definitely don't
• 31:19
  Speaker 4: want to do New York blocks. Mm hmmm mm hmmm,
• 31:28
  Speaker 4: mmmmm mm hmmm mm hmmm.
• 31:39
  Speaker 6: M h.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 31:52
  Speaker 6: Okay, wow, wow, wow wow. That's how that goes though.
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  Speaker 11: Yeah, wow yeah, okay, yeah, that's like New York and
• 32:19
  Speaker 11: y Enhing.
• 32:21
  Speaker 4: I have to find anybody there. Yeah.
• 32:28
  Speaker 3: The last couple of troops that I've taken to South Carolina,
• 32:32
  Speaker 3: I've actually taken back roads because my anxiety has been
• 32:36
  Speaker 3: so bad since my mom has been going through what
• 32:39
  Speaker 3: she's going through that I me and the highway just
• 32:46
  Speaker 3: we're not vibing. Yeah, we're not. And anybody that knows
• 32:52
  Speaker 3: me knows that I don't mind jumping on the highway,
• 32:58
  Speaker 3: but lately it's just been a no go for me.
• 33:05
  Speaker 3: I I've been taking the back roads and it takes
• 33:11
  Speaker 3: two hours longer than what is really required of me.
• 33:15
  Speaker 3: But I'm like, as long as I get there.
• 33:20
  Speaker 12: What I was, that's all that be cramping from holding
• 33:27
  Speaker 12: the stern wheel for so long, But all.
• 33:31
  Speaker 4: Right, we get that on look, we get it.
• 33:39
  Speaker 3: But but I'm doing I'm so grateful. I'm forever grateful,
• 33:45
  Speaker 3: Miss Angela. You have created a fafe space for all
• 33:51
  Speaker 3: of us to come and share our stories, our journeys,
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: the journeys of other people. Yeah, and it's been it's
• 34:09
  Speaker 3: been a nice ride. So I'm not gonna stay on
• 34:15
  Speaker 3: too long. Dd you got anything else you want to
• 34:19
  Speaker 3: you want to say before?
• 34:21
  Speaker 4: No, I think we should pray.
• 34:25
  Speaker 3: Okay, so we're gonna get to do that.
• 34:26
  Speaker 4: In the beginning.
• 34:27
  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I just jumped right, I just jumped right
• 34:30
  Speaker 3: into it.
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  Speaker 4: God got you doing.
• 34:33
  Speaker 6: We always you can pray anytime, so it ain't got
• 34:35
  Speaker 6: to be affraided.
• 34:36
  Speaker 4: Do whatever God is. God is listening. Yeah, would be
• 34:41
  Speaker 4: like for me.
• 34:42
  Speaker 8: To pray for you.
• 34:44
  Speaker 3: Yeah, because I changed.
• 34:46
  Speaker 6: I've got you, see, I got you. Oh okay, other
• 34:52
  Speaker 6: God in your pressure Jesus his name, Well God, we
• 34:55
  Speaker 6: come to you right now, Father God, first and foremost,
• 34:57
  Speaker 6: thank you, Father God. Thank you for all your many blessings.
• 35:00
  Speaker 6: Father God.
• 35:01
  Speaker 4: We thank you for this outlet. Father Gouve. We thank
• 35:03
  Speaker 4: you for Kanya.
• 35:04
  Speaker 6: We thank you for allowing her to be able to
• 35:07
  Speaker 6: just share her heart, Father God, share her her life
• 35:10
  Speaker 6: with us.
• 35:11
  Speaker 4: Lord Guy, she didn't have to do that, but she does,
• 35:13
  Speaker 4: and Lodguy was just thank you. Father ged. We asked
• 35:15
  Speaker 4: that she was such a mom. Father he asked that
• 35:17
  Speaker 4: she was. Let's go, will be done. Father died.
• 35:20
  Speaker 6: We asked that he will be in little to no pain.
• 35:23
  Speaker 6: Father God and Lorgud. We just asked that she would
• 35:25
  Speaker 6: bless each every person that's viewing this, that's watching rewatching
• 35:29
  Speaker 6: it and just might need to hear from you, Father God.
• 35:33
  Speaker 6: We asked that he would just touch them. We thank
• 35:35
  Speaker 6: you right now for all that you're going to do.
• 35:37
  Speaker 6: We know that you are already ahead of the situation,
• 35:40
  Speaker 6: Father Goy, so we just thank you for being there
• 35:42
  Speaker 6: for us.
• 35:43
  Speaker 4: And always loving on this. We give your name all
• 35:46
  Speaker 4: the glory in the army. What's in Jesus name.
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: We pray Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen Amen. So this is
• 35:58
  Speaker 3: not goodbye, but see you later, maybe, Trevida said, the
• 36:06
  Speaker 3: next chapter will be a blessing. I believe that, I
• 36:09
  Speaker 3: really do. I know that God has a purpose for
• 36:16
  Speaker 3: everything that he does, even with little old me.
• 36:23
  Speaker 4: So I want to love you.
• 36:27
  Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, It's taken me from getting used to for
• 36:32
  Speaker 3: I mean, with the abandonment issues.
• 36:34
  Speaker 4: I'm like, you know, he was abandoned by people by God?
• 36:39
  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but I did so. But yeah, I'm
• 36:48
  Speaker 3: thankful for three years. I will be a guest on
• 36:56
  Speaker 3: some shows. Trevina knows she needs me. I'm here, anybody,
• 37:03
  Speaker 3: Patrice Black Diamond, I'm I'm I'm here.
• 37:09
  Speaker 4: I'm here.
• 37:12
  Speaker 3: Yeah, So again it's not goodbye, but see you later.
• 37:18
  Speaker 3: But just remember what is delayed to you is not
• 37:24
  Speaker 3: denied unto you. What's meant for you will always find you.
• 37:29
  Speaker 3: God does everything for a reason and all we can
• 37:35
  Speaker 3: do is just buckle in and and go for the ride.
• 37:39
  Speaker 3: So with that being said, I say good.
• 37:42
  Speaker 6: Night, good night, ladies, right, thank you for watching.
• 37:51
  Speaker 3: Love you, love you too, love you Travida.
• 37:56
  Speaker 6: Love you Travia, love you to.
• 38:00
  Speaker 4: Lovely Angela.
• 38:04
  Speaker 3: Wow, hollelo.
• 38:11
  Speaker 2: Young.
• 38:11
  Speaker 3: People's nothing wrong with dancing for Jesus, but we can't
• 38:16
  Speaker 3: forget where we come from.
• 38:18
  Speaker 1: Shoot, so if you mind, let's have a little church
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: right now.
• 38:24
  Speaker 3: Something about that name Jesus, listen, shut, Something about the
• 38:35
  Speaker 3: name