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Mega Edition: Billionaire Playboy's Club...A Memoir By Virginia Roberts (Part 2) (5/31/26) · The Vault: The Epstein Files

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  Speaker 1: What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the
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  Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're going to pick up
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  where we left off with Virginia Robert's memoir The Billionaires
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  Playboy Club, Chapter seven. A knock came to my apartment
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  door one lazy afternoon while we were in Palm Beach.
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  I looked through the people and I didn't recognize the
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  once familiar face. I asked from behind the closed door,
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  who is it. The voice of the reply was one
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  I wasn't anticipating to ever hear again. It was my
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  junior high crush and childhood friend TJ. The last time
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  I saw him, I was a runaway and he had
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  let me stay at his house for a few days,
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  telling his parents nothing. He kept me hidden away in
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  his room. At nightfall, he said to knock on his
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  window and I could jump through and stay the night
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  until I was picked up by the authorities during school
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  hours and questioned why I wasn't in school. They did
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  some resourcing, finding out I was a runaway, then delivered
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  me back to my angry parents. Oh my god, you
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  finally answer your girl. And then a whirlwind TJ storm
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  back into my life, even moving into my apartment secretly
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  within two weeks of his arrival. He had changed so
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  much from the last time I had seen him. He
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  used to be this hard looking rocker type. Now he
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  was cleaned up, wearing preppy clothes and shooting out tupac lyrics.
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  He had the same old, big brown eyes, though, and
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  when he told me he had heard I was back
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  in town, but he was unable to ever get a
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  hold of me. He just kept knocking at my door
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  every so often. I was told how sweet I thought
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  he must care about me if he was so intent
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  on approaching me, not even thinking he would have spoken
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  to the girls from our junior high circle that would
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  have mentioned to him that I was back in town,
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  what I was doing, and where to find me. We
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  were a drug induced romance which budded from fake emotions.
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  The effects made us feel he got what he wanted,
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  a free ride and not having to work, and I
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  got what I deserved, a man who could let me
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  go away with this multi billionaire I regarded as my
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  second boyfriend. I didn't want to alarm Jeffrey in me
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  having a boyfriend, so I kept it quiet until during
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  a massage I was giving them one afternoon, we were
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  having a conversation about some of my friends, the party
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  girls that I had brought in to meet them. Jeffrey
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  started asking questions about what kind of drugs that they used.
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  Hearing them speak about it in his presence, I thought
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  a person on drugs would be all strung out and
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  looking like hell. But the girls, you know, they look great,
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  he stated, face down during the massage. That's when I
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  told him I had been dabbling in ecstasy lately too,
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  and I thought it was the most amazing feeling one
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  could ever fathom. I tried to describe the euphoric feelings
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  it gave me, and even joke with them about wanting
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  to pet anything furry that was around, and that there
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  was a constant need to flick my tongue ring around
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  in my mouth. It was great having such an open
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  conversation about things Jeffrey had never experienced before, and he
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  seemed okay with everything. I was ellenum as we were
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  having a good laugh together, so I thought I could
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  push it a bit further and tell him the truth
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  about TJ. Since it was bound to come out sooner
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  than later, I'd rather not the latter, when it would
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  look even worse that I kept the truth from him
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  for so long. Well, why were you opening up about
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  things together? I continued by saying, I had met someone
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  from my past and we had been hanging out a
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  lot lately. When I haven't been traveling with you, I've
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  been with him, and I was wondering if you mind
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  it if I started to see this guy. He started
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  to laugh out loud. Are you serious? Of course not.
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  No one in this world is monogamous. Why would I
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  expect you to be. I was smitten with relief, but
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  a little bit disheartened when I heard him speak that way,
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  and I wondered to myself if he had his own
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  personal encounter with heartache. Of course, the evening concluded the
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  same way that had always had, the only reason that
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  I was even there in the first place. Upon his request,
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  I straddled him on top of the table and let
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  him explode with pleasure inside of me, thinking the entire
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  time about TJ. I felt so terrible, but I quickly
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  had to wipe the thoughts of my guilt from my
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  mind not to give Jeffrey the wrong impression. So I
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  had myself busy with two men in my life. But
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  that's not what I really wanted for myself. I wanted
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  an occupation that would eventually set me free from depending
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  on a man as my source of survival. I asked
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  Jeffrey before I left for the evening when my real
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  training was going to begin, and he liked my assertiveness.
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  I thought it meant to him that I was going
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  to be taking my job with him seriously, but it
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  was all part of his master plan to keep me
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  by his side. Within a couple of weeks of my persistence,
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  Jeffrey introduced me to a couple of real working massage therapists,
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  not only with credentials, but with their own clientele too.
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  I was in awe of their teachings. It all made
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  so much sense about the body and what they were saying.
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  I felt like I had picked myself up out of
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  the lurches and had a direction again. I was in
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  the middle of another training session with Jeffrey the recipient,
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  as usual, being it was rare for Glen to ask
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  for a massage, unless, of course, it was for Jeffrey's
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  own pleasure. To watch the punchline of the session when
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  I was shocked to hear Jeffrey ask one of the
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  therapists to now remove her shirt. He had no shame,
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  I thought, even though she was above his usual age criteria,
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  she was still a pretty woman in her early thirties
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  with curly blonde hair and an athletic body for a
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  mother of two children. She didn't hesitate at his request.
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  It looked like something out of a role playing porn scene,
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  with the therapist removing her white uniform to reveal her
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  beautiful nude body and a much darker side to her personality.
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  I couldn't believe it at first. It was such a
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  state of shock, and I began to question myself if
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  this was normal in the massage profession to expect this
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  kind of client tele to request such degrading tasks, even
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  though they were professionals. At the end of the session,
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  she was paid three hundred dollars an additional one hundred
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  for helping to train me as well, and I was
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  paid my usual two hundred dollars. When we were both
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  invited to Jeffrey to join them out by the pool
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  for a cool dip, with Jeffrey making a few phone
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  calls while her and I undressed again for a swim.
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  I wanted to ask her a few personal questions about
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  what she's come to learn about the massage therapy game,
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  but I never got the chance as we were joined
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  by Glain. Moments later. She was asking how my training
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  was going and booked the therapist in for herself the
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  following morning, where she was invited back to do another
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  training session with me. It didn't take me long to
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  figure out why I was at my apartment when I
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  received the phone call from Jeffrey. I thought it was
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  the usual call to come to his house, but he
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  surprised me. Instead, I was going to the exclusive hotel
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  in Palm Beach tonight. The Breakers, where I'd be meeting
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  my first ever clients, only told their first names. I
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  was given some instructions and the address where to meet
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  Glenn and Eva. They were a married couple with one
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  on the way. I was quite concerned when I heard
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  that she was pregnant, being I really didn't know the
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  body that well and I didn't want to inflict any
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  wrongdoing on the unborn baby. But Jeffrey insisted I take
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  the job, just massage or gently where she wants to
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  be rubbed, and save all of the energy for Glenn's
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  massage since it was going to be a four hour
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  job in an emphasized tone of voice. I was going
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  to be coached by Jeffrey to treat Glenn with exactly
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  whatever he wanted, just like I do for Jeffrey himself.
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  It was my last bit of preparation before he sent
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  me out to his friends, and my first taste of
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  responsibility and upholding his reputation. At around seven pm, I
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  took a taxi to the address I was given and
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  found them on the residential side of the giant hotel's
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  extensive property. When I arrived in their apartment, it was
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  a far cry from the lavish place I was expecting.
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  Still really nice, but had a cozier family feel to it.
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  It was just beginning to get dark when Eva and
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  I went into the master bedroom and she undressed her
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  reveal the first naked pregnant body I had ever seen.
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  It was fascinating to see her in the later stages
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  of maternity, and strangely enough, it was a miraculous and
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  wonderful sight. She was a former model and one of
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  Jeffrey's many entourages from his past that had gotten too
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  old for his taste and was married off to a
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  wealthy colleague of his. Lying down on the bed, I
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  adjusted the pillows to try to make her more comfortable
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  and began to massage as Jeffrey had instructed me to
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  softly and slowly so at ease with her nude body.
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  She even asked me to massage her swelling breasts in
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  a non sexual way, not knowing any other way but
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  that way. I was trying to oblige in her request,
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  doing the very best I could to relieve her, but
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  couldn't help but giggle to myself at the very sight
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  of this. She said she was very happy at the
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  end of the massage and rolled over to go to sleep,
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  asking me to turn out the light at the end
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  of it. I closed the door gently, as if not
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  to disturb her, and went to find my other clomb.
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  The apartment's lights had turned out for the sleeping children,
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  and I found Glenn waiting for me in the lounge,
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  where I had to call out excuse me, as I
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  couldn't see him in the dark. There was a throw
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  rug on the ground that he had already placed out
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  as he began to strip down in preparation of his massage.
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  Lying frontward facing me with his exposed and ever growing manhood,
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  I asked him to roll over to begin the massage.
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  He complied with a cheeky smile and from his eagerness
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  to show he was not shy. Indeed, I already knew
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  where this was going to end up. I found it
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  much more strenuous to massage on the floor, but I
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  wouldn't let that hold me back. I wanted to have
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  my career, and this, being my first ever clients, I
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  didn't want them to disapprove. Nearly four hours after I
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  had gotten there, I was still hard at work mentally
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  preparing for the end of the session. He let me
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  know when he was ready to begin the other side
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  to my job, and just like Jeffrey did the first time,
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  he requested me to take off my clothes, starting with
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  my shirt. When I complied, the request kept coming, and
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  before I could change my mind and run away, I
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  was having intercourse with this man that was so comfortable
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  doing all of this while his pregnant wife and children
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  slept in the room beside us. When he had climaxed,
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  we both got up and dressed, and he paid me
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  a large tip, even though Jeffrey would be the one
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  actually paying me for my time spent there. Just like
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  it had all started. It all had ended so quickly,
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  and now that was that I had to accept what
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  my duties were, and now I could go back to Jeffrey,
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  who would be further pleased in my demonstrations to keep
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  them happy. I was called the next morning to come
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  over to Jeffrey's mansion that afternoon for lunch, a swim,
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  and of course, a massage session. Knowing all too well
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  that they'd be expecting the gory details of last night's
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  events with my new clientele, I came there at one
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  pm as requested, and sat down for a light lunch
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  and a swim. Jeffrey was mostly conducting business from his
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  offside pool office, but he came to ask me if
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  everything went well the night before. I told him I
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  did everything asked of me, and I'm quite confident both
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  of my clients were more than pleased with me. He
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  gave me a quick grin before he headed back to
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  the office, throwing a purple grape down his throat as
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  he walked away. Lying out on one of the pool
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  deecks blue and white striped lounge beds, I was waiting
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  for Jeffrey to finish his business so I could give
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  him his massage He never took too long with his
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  work unless there was something wrong, and then we would
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  all have to wear his mood. But today he seemed
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  fine though. Then we went up the stairs and he
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  told me that we would be leaving for his ranch
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  in Santa Fe, New Mexico, in the morning, and I
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  need to be packed and ready tonight. They loved leaving
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  in the spur of the moment. Jeffrey once said he
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  checks with his pilot Larry on the best weather before
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  he heads out to a different destination. I enjoyed spending
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  time at his ranch, being it was my favorite of
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  all of his residences. He had a lavish, Mediterranean looking
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  castle on top of a hill that overlooked his extensive
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  seventy five hundred acres of property. It has an indoor pool,
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  Jim and all the trimmings of extravagance I could only imagine.
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  I had a great time on the quad bikes. Sarah
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  and I often got scolded for tipping one, over going
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  too fast, or trying to go up a steep hill,
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  but we knew those weren't the things he cared about,
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  so it wouldn't matter. My favorite of all was his
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  little town with his own fire station and truck stables
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  full of horses, and little cottages where the housekeepers and
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  ranch hands lived. On my own time, I would take
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  one of the quad bikes down to the stables and
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  saddle up one of his beautiful horses and go for
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  a ride in the open terrain. It was coming up
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  on the end of a very cold winter, and it
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  still had the snow covered mountain tops and brisk air
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  that I loved to take in during my many trail rides.
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  I have been an experienced horse rider since my childhood
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  and could honestly pinpoint some of the best memories of
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  my life being on the back of a horse. I acclaimed,
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  with thrilling my voice. Great, I'll get packed as soon
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  as I get back to my apartment. He threw in
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  packed for a few weeks, as we will also be
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  making a pit stop to la for some business afterwards,
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  and then to NYC. I was used to these round
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  trips with them. It was great as I was saving
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  loads of cash and about to buy myself my first car.
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  All right, folks, we're gonna wrap up right here, and
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  in the next episode, we're gonna pick up where we
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  left off all of the information that goes with This
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  episode can be found in the description box. What was
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  up everyone, and welcome to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles.
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  In this episode, we're picking up where we left off
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  with the Virginia Roberts memoir Billionaires Playboy Club, Chapter seven,
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  Part two. Jeffrey, Golaine, Emmy and I all left the
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  following morning as planned, arriving in only a few hours
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  at his inspiring Santa Fe Palace. Was always a delight.
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  Still frisk in the air, my petit frame looked even
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  smaller in these gigantic overcoats. Nonetheless, I was looking forward
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  to spending time out in the fresh, clean air and
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  open land. After a few days of leisurely spending our
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  time on the ranch, we went to the Indian Markets
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  in Albuquerque for a bit of shopping and sightseeing. Jeffrey
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  wasn't the most off road kind of guy, so when
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  we went sightseeing, it was more like museums, boutique shopping,
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  and local art galleries. Still a splendid trip, though, with
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  me picking up a few nifty collectibles to bring back
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  for my family, and knowing how much my mom loves
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  Indian apparel, I thought it would put me back in
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  her good graces for a while. I hoped at least
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  there was some lengthy time to put a little water
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  under the bridge between my folks and I. With my
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  life heading in a different direction, I didn't see any
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  use in holding on to so much hate, especially that
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  I didn't even have to see them that much. We
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  got back to Zoro Ranch, the name Jeffrey chose to
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  call the Massive Land, and he bought to build his
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  fortress on and Jeffrey told me that he was looking
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  forward to one of my famous relaxing massages. And with
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  the notion, he gave my bags of shopping to one
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  of the many housemaids who greeted us at the front door,
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  and asked her to bring my bags to the exquisite
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  room I was staying in. We headed straight downstairs, just
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  past the massage room, and Jim there is an indoor
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  heated pool, shower and spa. First, Jeffrey wanted to warm
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  up in the spa underneath a decorated ceiling of clouds
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  and blue skies. Starting the massage in the spa, I
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  rubbed his feet while he reclined into the SPA's jets.
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  We spoke of the museum and some of the knickknacks
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  I had bought, and I thanked him for the turquoise
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  earrings and necklace he had got me as a gift,
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  joking about not ever knowing what to get for him,
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  being that he was the richest man I'd ever known.
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  By no far means did we ever have any kind
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  of mutual or respectful bomb between us. But there was
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  a significant softer side he began to share with me
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  that was different from how he treated his other girls.
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  Maybe it was my little feet that filled the shoes
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  for that time being, or the fact my novelty hadn't
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  worn off yet, but whatever it was, I was getting
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  confused from the double sided life that I was leading.
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  He got up from the spa tub shortly thereafter and
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  asked me to come wash him in the shower. It
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  was nothing unordinary to me. I was used to his
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  need to be nurtured and pampered. I performed his request
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  with a cheerful mannerism, letting him think I was taking
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  care of him out of my sheer sweetness. I got
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  the towels ready for him to get out of the shower,
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  and towels dried them, patting down his skin instead of
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  rubbing as previously instructed. You know you have a very
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  maternal instinct. You'll make a fine mother someday, he would
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  constantly claim at my gentleness, I hope, so, I replied,
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  I would love to have my own babies one day,
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  but not anytime soon. Laughing at the very thought of that.
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  We walked up the steps and through the French doors
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  into the gyms adjoining massage room. It was a smaller
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  room than his other houses, placing the emphasis on the
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  large massage bed in the center. I grabbed another clean
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  towel to keep them warm while I prepared the music, lights,
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  and oils. He liked me to use mostly lavender or
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  other aromatherapy sense, which reminded me of woodlands in the spring.
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  Always enjoying the beginning of the massage, I put my
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  heart and soul into training in my profession, I could
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  just close my eyes. I could see only my hands
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  and the areas that needed the most work. And even
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  though I wasn't a professional yet, Jeffrey could feel and
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  told me there wasn't many that could please him during
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  a massage being untrained. I'm sure now that it's something
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  he'd say nice to all the girls but in the
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  time I had known him, I could honestly say it
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  wasn't like him to compliment girls in any other way
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  than regard to sexual performance or their looks. I was
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  flattered at his praise, and when the massage was over,
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  so were the sentiments. I was back to being used
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  for my body and what I could do with it.
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  With him satisfied and offer a nap, I could do
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  whatever I wanted, like Usually I would go down to
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  the stables or something adventurous, but today I was in
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  a melancholy mood. I just wanted to relax and unwind
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  myself in a giant tub in the bathroom. I got
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  out some of the oils I used on Jeffrey, putting
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  them in the steaming water, and pop two of my
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  Xanax pills forgetting about my troubles and focusing on the
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  quiet moment at hand, just wanting to soak up the
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  peacefulness of it. Nearly slipping away to sleep in the tub,
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  I was startled when I got a call on the
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  intercom to come down for dinner. Everybody seemed to be
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  in good spirits at dinner, which helped to lift mine.
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  We all ate our meals and went into the movie
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  room to watch a newly released movie. It was a
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  ritualistic scenario. Most nights that everyone was at ease, we
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  would all sit in one of his various located movie
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  rooms and hang out together, just as he always would.
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  Jeffrey asked, Emmy and me'll both grab a foot during
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  the movie that night and just keep massaging through the film.
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  We were always on call for duty. No matter where
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  we were or whatever time it was. He would just
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  PLoP a foot up or pass over his hand at
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  any given time and require a massage. Even if the
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  film went on for over two hours, I would still
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  be required to sit on the floor rubbing his feet
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  or hands or even his scalp at times. After the
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  credits had rolled, Golaine got up to close the door
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  to the room, and I knew she had received the
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  signals herself and would proceed to manipulate, violate, and use
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  us to satisfy Jeffrey's urges once more before we went
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  to bed. The blue illumination from the empty TV screen
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  was glaring in the room as we watched her undress,
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  and a light that relied on the reflection of the
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  moon through the windows to show its proceeding display. She
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  walked back to the sofa where I was sitting at
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  Jeffrey's feet, still rubbing away, and uncovered her shirt, displaying
• 19:55
  ample bosom for his appeal. Approaching me like a lioness
• 19:59
  hunting her prey, she stood me up and led me
• 20:02
  to the other couch across from Jeffrey and situated herself
• 20:05
  on top of me, sliding her fingers through my dress
• 20:08
  to un button my attire, revealing my girlish figure and
• 20:12
  two small peaks, pushing my head into her breast. I
• 20:15
  was being fondled by Emmy at the same time, which
• 20:17
  took her cue when she saw Glaine look in my direction.
• 20:21
  From an occasional glance upwards, I could see Jeffrey was
• 20:24
  up to his methodical foreplace, stroking his manhood while watching
• 20:27
  the build up to this main event. They both took
• 20:31
  turns making me moan from the touches, and when Galan
• 20:34
  was ready to she would insinuate we do the same
• 20:37
  to her. She urged me downwards until my head was
• 20:40
  between her open legs and giving into her wanton indulgence.
• 20:43
  Twenty minutes passed before Jeffrey exerted his last energies for
• 20:47
  the night. The only advantage of being with an old
• 20:50
  man is they can never last long. The parting to
• 20:53
  her own separate quarters for the night, I called TJ
• 20:56
  for condolence. It was so important for me to feel
• 20:58
  like I had someone out there who saw me as
• 21:01
  more than a pretty girl with vulnerabilities. I needed to
• 21:04
  maintain some sort of connection to my youthful side. But
• 21:08
  it would be to no avail if I was getting
• 21:10
  used to being badly disappointed by all the men in
• 21:13
  my life. Chapter eight. The phone nearly rang out, and
• 21:17
  I was about to hang up the receiver when he
• 21:20
  finally picked up on the other end of the phone,
• 21:22
  I could hardly hear TJ above the background noises. When
• 21:26
  I asked where he was, he told me at our place, baby,
• 21:29
  meaning the apartment Jeffrey had rented for me to be
• 21:32
  staying in alone. He already sounded off his chops, elongating
• 21:36
  his words and slurring his speech. There was music pumping
• 21:39
  and people shouting behind him, and everyone sounded like they
• 21:43
  were having a great time. I was so sick of
• 21:45
  his friends coming over, using my house as a place
• 21:48
  to party and then trashing it so bad that I
• 21:51
  would even have to sometimes throw my furniture out. I
• 21:54
  blew up at him over the phone and threatened to
• 21:56
  kick him out back to his parents' house. So much
• 21:59
  for my relaxing evening, I thought to myself, venturing on
• 22:03
  to tell him, you leech off me using the money
• 22:05
  I leave behind for you for drugs and throw these
• 22:08
  gigantic parties while I'm away, also mentioning the disastrous messes
• 22:13
  I would come home to. I was so close to
• 22:15
  ending it with you, I would openly threaten, But he
• 22:19
  knew better than I did that I couldn't just bring
• 22:21
  myself to do, needing some attachment to my youth through
• 22:25
  all of this. Don't worry, baby, he would say, attempting
• 22:28
  to soothe me with his false words, going out to
• 22:31
  tell me how much he was missing me and how
• 22:33
  he was always thinking about me when I was away,
• 22:36
  which was like all the time. I would soon be
• 22:39
  buttered up and soft for serve. This was my penalty
• 22:43
  for choosing a guy that accepted my lifestyle with my
• 22:46
  other man, as I had so eloquently put to him once,
• 22:50
  as not only acceptable but deemed it cool. The conversation
• 22:54
  ended with an easy goodbye and no I love you
• 22:57
  or anything sweet. We weren't those kinds of partners yet,
• 23:00
  so much time spent away from each other and the
• 23:03
  lifestyle we both led, I couldn't expect much more from
• 23:06
  him then we already had. Jeffrey and I left two
• 23:10
  days later, heading off to Carmel in California for a
• 23:13
  business trip at his leaving Glaane and Emmy to catch
• 23:16
  a commercial flight back to NYC, where we would meet
• 23:19
  up with them later. When we arrived at the hotel,
• 23:23
  we were giving badges for the meeting tomorrow and settled
• 23:26
  into our rooms. We got adjoining rooms, keeping the doors
• 23:29
  open at all times, but sleeping in different beds. He
• 23:32
  liked sleeping alone, even after a late night session. I
• 23:35
  would always go back to my own room. I think
• 23:37
  that's why he liked me so much. I never put
• 23:39
  pressure on him to become intimately more than what we
• 23:42
  already were, never giving him the impression I wanted more
• 23:46
  than what we had. It seemed to keep him happy
• 23:49
  just the way we were together. I hung out with
• 23:51
  Jeffrey that night, going to a restaurant for dinner and
• 23:54
  afterwards watching a movie. Back at the hotel, the next morning,
• 23:58
  we went for an early morning breakfast before for the conference,
• 24:00
  and Jeffrey gave me some money to go shopping instead
• 24:03
  of attending the all day meeting with them. I was
• 24:05
  more than obliged to accept his request and wished him
• 24:08
  a good day before planning to meet back in his
• 24:11
  room around six pm. He gave me five hundred dollars.
• 24:14
  He said it was just enough to have fun for
• 24:16
  the day, and a girl of my means could find
• 24:18
  plenty to do with that kind of money. I walked
• 24:21
  around the many boutiques that lined the streets of the
• 24:23
  picturesque cozy town and picked up some bits of clothing
• 24:27
  here and there, and even met a girl who was
• 24:29
  passing through on a road trip. She was somewhere in
• 24:32
  ear late teens, with golden sunshine tresses, olive skin, and
• 24:36
  blue eyes. Her name escapes me as it was so unexpected.
• 24:40
  I think it was Tino or something like that. But
• 24:42
  she was your typical California carefree chick, offering me a
• 24:46
  few tokes of her jay as we walked down a
• 24:48
  side street together. I was so happy I had met
• 24:51
  this girl, as she was fun, spirited and charismatic or
• 24:55
  relief from the social expectations I had come to known lately,
• 24:59
  but always on call as I had been trained to be.
• 25:02
  I ended up inviting her back to meet Jeffrey at
• 25:04
  our hotel later on as a surprise for him. Maybe
• 25:08
  she was just a bit too care free for Jeffrey's taste,
• 25:11
  but anyhow, she was pretty enough to let him be
• 25:13
  the judge of that matter. All right, we're gonna wrap
• 25:16
  up right here, and in the next episode, we're gonna
• 25:19
  pick up where we left off. All of the information
• 25:21
  that goes with this episode can be found in the
• 25:24
  description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode
• 25:27
  of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking up
• 25:30
  where we left off with the Virginia Roberts memoir The
• 25:34
  Billionaires Playboy Club. Over the next hour of hanging out together,
• 25:38
  I found out that she was on a road trip
• 25:40
  with her best friend, who was still sleeping off the
• 25:42
  hard night of partying from the night before. She was
• 25:45
  originally from the Southern States, and she had a bit
• 25:47
  of a drawl still left in her accent, and she
• 25:50
  had recently left her boyfriend because he was leaving for
• 25:53
  college too far away and not believing in long distance relationships.
• 25:58
  Then it was my turn to dish out my contribution
• 26:00
  to the conversation of getting to know each other better.
• 26:03
  I always got anxiety before I would tell a girl
• 26:06
  what I did for work and romance as such, morally
• 26:09
  I was ashamed of who I was, especially with a
• 26:12
  girl having led somewhat of a normal life. Next, as always,
• 26:18
  I expected to be probe with so many more questions
• 26:21
  and having to make Jeffrey sound ideal and hot for
• 26:24
  the taste of a young girl, and I knew I
• 26:26
  would be point plank lying, so I told her some
• 26:28
  of the truth, which was that he was really rich
• 26:31
  and paid good money for a massage and useful to
• 26:34
  have a round as a contact. I told her I'd
• 26:37
  give her two hundred dollars for a two hour massage,
• 26:39
  with me leading the way and warning her that he
• 26:42
  was known to be frisky during the session. Unexpectedly, she
• 26:46
  said she could use the money, and then came the
• 26:48
  part that I hated the most but had to do
• 26:51
  so they wouldn't be shocked as I was the first
• 26:53
  time I had met him. He does like us to
• 26:55
  be nude, though, and sometimes asked for more than just
• 26:58
  a massage itself. All I could do was wait for
• 27:02
  her response after a shocking sentence like that, and depending
• 27:05
  on the girl, most were sadly taken aback by the money.
• 27:09
  Her care free attitude seemed to disillusion for a moment
• 27:12
  when she gave it some thought and asked me. He's
• 27:15
  not like fat and ugly, is he? No? No, not
• 27:18
  at all, I replied. He's got more of a richard
• 27:20
  gear appealed to him, trying to make him sound a
• 27:23
  little bit more immeasurable than just a rich old man
• 27:26
  that likes to be with girls younger than half his age. Well, then,
• 27:30
  what time shall we meet tonight? She asked? Next, great,
• 27:33
  I thought Jeffrey would be most pleased with my find.
• 27:37
  Knock on my room quietly. You're going to be a surprise.
• 27:41
  Be there at around half past seven tonight and I
• 27:44
  will introduce you to Jeffrey. She threw the butt of
• 27:47
  the second j we shared into the bushes, and we
• 27:49
  strolled into a homemade fudge boutique to get some relief
• 27:52
  for the munchies we now had. When I got back
• 27:56
  to the hotel at around acorda to six o'clock PM,
• 27:59
  as requested, i'd be nobody was back yet, so I
• 28:03
  took some time to set up the oils and bath
• 28:05
  in my room for his massage tonight. I thought I
• 28:08
  would plan it so the girl would be cleaning off
• 28:10
  as Jeffrey liked before he had sexual contact with a
• 28:13
  new girl, and he could walk in and be surprised
• 28:16
  to find a strange, beautiful girl in my room who
• 28:19
  wanted to massage them. Jeffrey walked through the door not
• 28:23
  long after I was done prepping for the night ahead,
• 28:26
  looking like he had a rough day at the office,
• 28:28
  which was very rare for him. He sat down on
• 28:32
  my bed. I asked him how his day was. He
• 28:34
  didn't want to talk much about it, saying it was
• 28:36
  boring and long, rather asking what I got up to
• 28:39
  for the day, being quoi about having a jay and
• 28:42
  his unexpected surprise to come, I told him it was
• 28:45
  a great day of shopping and sightseeing, and I even
• 28:48
  brought him back some local made fudge from the shop
• 28:51
  that had fulfilled my chocolate cravings only hours ago. Telling
• 28:55
  him of the places I ventured into, I mentioned to
• 28:58
  him we'd have to hit the f Fisherman's Wharf tomorrow.
• 29:01
  I saw some locals walking around with bread baskets filled
• 29:04
  with creamy clam chowder and it smelled absolutely scrumptious. He said,
• 29:09
  if the weather were nice, we check it out tomorrow.
• 29:11
  Before we left for La, he wanted to take off
• 29:14
  his jeans and call her shirt and put on his
• 29:17
  normal attire of sweatpants and a sweatshirt, ushering him out
• 29:21
  the door for dinner when he was more relaxed, I
• 29:24
  was lucky when he said he was starving and quickly
• 29:26
  got dressed. We just found a quiet spot to eat
• 29:29
  that was right next to the wharf and got back
• 29:31
  to the hotel just in time for our surprise guests.
• 29:35
  He wanted to go have a shower and settle down
• 29:37
  for a massage, so I told him i'd join him
• 29:39
  in a minute. I just had to make a phone
• 29:41
  call real quick, which he thought was odd and asked
• 29:44
  me if everything was all right. I reinstated that I'd
• 29:47
  just be a minute, trying not to let on about anything.
• 29:50
  The knock came quietly on my room's door, just on time,
• 29:54
  as we had planned, and I told her my idea
• 29:56
  to surprise him. I led her into the bathroom, where
• 29:59
  she orchestra my plan perfectly. Jeffrey finished his shower without me,
• 30:03
  and when he called out for me. I told him
• 30:06
  that I needed him to have a look at something
• 30:07
  in my room real quick, not giving in to what
• 30:10
  is about to be looking at. He came into the
• 30:13
  room where I opened my bathroom door to reveal a
• 30:16
  beautiful nude girl bathing in a thick amount of soap
• 30:19
  bubbles in my tub, looking at him with an alluring intrigue.
• 30:24
  His grin went from ear to ear when she stood
• 30:27
  up and introduced herself, letting the bubbles run down her
• 30:30
  glistening body at an ever slow pace. It was a
• 30:33
  proud moment for Jeffrey. I had done well in his eyes,
• 30:37
  and she was not like the other girls I had
• 30:38
  brought before him, degraded from a lifetime of abuse off
• 30:42
  the streets. This girl was exactly as pro quo, looking
• 30:46
  sweet and innocent as the girl next door. My efforts
• 30:49
  were to show him. I knew that my only responsibility
• 30:52
  was to keep him happy at all costs. I led
• 30:54
  her through the massage on Jeffrey, and of course afterwards,
• 30:57
  gratifying his perversion with a lust request to be fondled
• 31:01
  and watch us become more than just friends. I didn't
• 31:04
  feel too bad at the time with the coercion providing
• 31:07
  many financial rewards, making his scheme enticing to a young,
• 31:10
  impressionable teen, not realizing the terrible memories left to come
• 31:15
  from all of this. Afterwards, he paid her the usual
• 31:18
  two hundred dollars and gave to everyone for their time,
• 31:21
  and took down her name and phone number, writing in
• 31:24
  the infamous Little Black Book of contacts He met in
• 31:27
  every city, but only the ones he really liked made
• 31:30
  it down in his records. Now that's interesting. Keep that
• 31:33
  in mind. We have that little Black Book of Jeffrey
• 31:35
  Epstein's the two of Them. So, like I've said a
• 31:38
  million times, if you're looking for a list, the Black
• 31:41
  Book is it. We went out the next afternoon, as
• 31:45
  I suggested last night, and we ate our clamshowt our
• 31:47
  bread baskets overlooking the wharf's bay, watching the seals playfully
• 31:51
  barking at each other on the rocks nearby. Shortly after,
• 31:55
  we were driven to a private airstrip and took off for
• 31:57
  Los Angeles. On the plane was an unexpected visitor, Matt Groenig,
• 32:02
  the producer of the Simpsons TV show, was catching a
• 32:05
  ride with us. I was so excited, as I loved
• 32:08
  watching the show and acted like a starstruck fan, asking
• 32:11
  him everything from his initial idea for creating the show
• 32:15
  to where he got his characters from. He told me
• 32:18
  that it was all based on his own family makeup,
• 32:21
  but without the crazy father and son scenes of Homer's
• 32:23
  hand around Bart's throat. I was enjoying our conversation when
• 32:27
  Jeffrey insisted that I give Matt a foot massage throughout
• 32:31
  the duration of the short flight. I never turned down
• 32:34
  a client, but when I saw the shape of his feet,
• 32:36
  I nearly threw up the thought of having to touch them.
• 32:39
  He had yellow, crusty tonels that even someone with a
• 32:42
  chainsaw would have had trouble cutting through. And then there
• 32:46
  was the fluffy balls of leftover pieces of sock wedge
• 32:49
  between the crevices of his what he toes now that
• 32:52
  was the real icing on the cake for me. No
• 32:55
  way I could attempt this, I thought. Then I had
• 32:57
  an idea. I went to the back of the plane
• 32:59
  and rinsed a washcloth and warm soapy water and returned
• 33:02
  for his dreaded foot massage, but not before attempting to
• 33:05
  clean them first. In return for my services, Matt was
• 33:09
  kind enough to draw me two quick sketches on blank
• 33:11
  paper from his briefcase of my two favorite characters, Homer
• 33:14
  and Bart. I asked him if he would make them
• 33:17
  out to my little brother and dad, the true fans
• 33:19
  of the family, not missing an episode during dinner over
• 33:23
  the past ten years or so. Next to my a
• 33:25
  fourth size drawing, he was able to fit in the
• 33:28
  quote to my greatest fan from Matt Groening and their
• 33:31
  names next to it. I knew that they'd absolutely love it,
• 33:34
  and it was such a nice gesture. His feet were
• 33:37
  no longer an issue as I laughed it off and
• 33:39
  made a joke to the comedian about getting a pedicure
• 33:42
  before hitting LA's beaches. The flight was only short and
• 33:46
  we arrived in busy LA within the hour, saying goodbye
• 33:49
  to Matt, who was a pleasure to meet. Jeffrey had
• 33:52
  a meeting at a production studio for one of the
• 33:55
  girls he was keeping lard in his grasp, so we
• 33:58
  were off yet again for more business. We were staying
• 34:02
  with one of his old girlfriends, Jeffrey's code for she
• 34:05
  got too old for my taste, but she was still
• 34:07
  nice enough to keep around. She was a tall blonde
• 34:10
  with blue eyes, a stereotypical barbie doll. In her younger years,
• 34:14
  she had been a successful model and now lived on
• 34:16
  the beaches of Santa Monica, with a sweeping view of
• 34:19
  the ocean's landscape as her backyard. The next morning, Jeffrey
• 34:24
  and I went out to breakfast. He said Sarah Kelln
• 34:27
  would be joining us with another one of Jeffrey's girls
• 34:30
  I hadn't met yet. Her name was Nadia Borlyn and
• 34:33
  she was a Yugoslavian model turned aspiring actress with the
• 34:37
  help of Epstein. As he so proudly remarked at the
• 34:40
  table before they arrived shortly after, she was a stunning
• 34:43
  brunette with olive skin and shocking blue eyes, by far
• 34:47
  one of the most beautiful girls I had ever met.
• 34:50
  She and Sarah approached the table shopping bags and hands
• 34:54
  already in the early hours of the day. They both
• 34:57
  pulled out a chair and showed us their new pair
• 34:59
  of Jimmy choose that they bought on their way here
• 35:01
  this morning, and excitedly asked Jeffrey's opinion. He loved doting
• 35:06
  attention and anyone who could make him feel important. We
• 35:10
  all went back to Sarah's apartment that Jeffrey rented for
• 35:14
  on Malibu Beach. This was the first time Jeffrey came
• 35:17
  to visit, and when we got there you could see why.
• 35:19
  It was a tiny, one bedroom shack, too small for
• 35:22
  his likes of accommodation, but she loved it and it
• 35:25
  was plain to see why. The waves lapped underneath her
• 35:28
  porch twice a day. What else could anyone want? Before
• 35:32
  even walking through her door, you could hear the commotion
• 35:35
  of excitedly screaming female voices coming from inside. There were
• 35:39
  about five other girls in Sarah's living room, and she
• 35:42
  had invited them, so Jeffrey have a few different girls
• 35:45
  to choose from. Jeffrey looked at Sarah and smiled, aren't
• 35:48
  you sweet? As all the girls rushed to introduce themselves,
• 35:52
  hoping for the opportunity Sarah had offered them to come
• 35:55
  in the first place. We all had some coffee and
• 35:58
  biscuits while the conversation kept getting louder and louder, every
• 36:01
  girl trying to talk over the next one. Jeffrey could
• 36:05
  only handle so much of that before getting too annoyed.
• 36:08
  Instead of choosing one of the other girls, Jeffrey wanted
• 36:10
  Sarah to show Nadia and I into her bedroom. He
• 36:14
  was anticipating the introduction of his two new favorite girls together.
• 36:18
  What mischief he had hoped we would get up to
• 36:21
  was apparent when he asked where Sarah had kept her
• 36:23
  plate toys and not the Fisher Price ones. Sarah brought
• 36:27
  out quite a collection of her personal toys and was
• 36:30
  giggling on her way out as she shut the door.
• 36:33
  Suddenly the room behind us went quiet, probably hoping to
• 36:36
  catch a moan or groans to laugh at. And I
• 36:39
  felt so degraded having everyone knowing exactly what was going on.
• 36:43
  Knowing my duties well, I was baffled this time, as
• 36:46
  there was no ritualistic massage wanted. He immediately instructed us
• 36:50
  to start kissing and fondling each other with the provided
• 36:54
  toys straight away. Seeing his excitement grow watching us try
• 36:57
  and out do it the other one with pleasure, he
• 37:00
  couldn't keep her straint any longer and started to have
• 37:02
  in her course with the both of us, taking his
• 37:04
  erect penis out of the other to only swap to
• 37:07
  the other girl back and forth. This continued for a
• 37:10
  good fifteen minutes or so, while we continued to engage
• 37:13
  in lesbian acts on each other while the other girl
• 37:17
  was being subdued by Jeffrey's thrusts of penetration. Nadia was
• 37:21
  just as dutiful as I was in fulfilling his demented requests,
• 37:24
  willing to lend her body to Jeffrey and those he
• 37:27
  sent her to for the sake of keeping her acting
• 37:29
  career and putting on a good act At that She
• 37:33
  was never competition, though once I found out where she
• 37:35
  actually came from, I took pity on her for the
• 37:38
  similar life of servitude we were both accustomed to, and
• 37:41
  not that we ever became good friends, but we had
• 37:44
  reason to relate to each other. Later on, Jeffrey, Nadia,
• 37:49
  and I went to a production studio in la where
• 37:51
  we had to meet with Nadia's agent as well as
• 37:54
  the producer of Days of Our Lives. The meeting lasted
• 37:57
  five minutes, with everyone in consent to the proposals. We
• 38:01
  flew all the way out there to talk about money,
• 38:03
  only to be leaving that evening back to NYC. On
• 38:06
  the way to the airport, we stopped at a fifties
• 38:09
  diner and got a cheeseburger and vanilla milkshake. The first
• 38:12
  and only time I saw Jeffrey eat what I considered
• 38:15
  to be real food. Seven lanes to drive in the
• 38:18
  freeway was still aligned bumper to bumper in the heavy rain.
• 38:22
  The sound of downpour on the rooftop of the taxi
• 38:25
  and the rhythm of the windshiel wipers was making me sleepy.
• 38:28
  I was looking forward to sleeping through the long flight back.
• 38:31
  Thank goodness we had a private jet to catch back.
• 38:34
  The trip would be comfortable and not rushed to get
• 38:37
  there on time, though the daily peak hour traffic. Jeffrey
• 38:41
  asked me what I thought of Nadia. More of a
• 38:43
  kiss and tell kind of thing for him, so proud
• 38:46
  to admit some of his tenacious acts of pedophilia to me.
• 38:49
  I knew most people would be embarrassed to even think aloud,
• 38:52
  but I said what he wanted to hear. When he
• 38:55
  asked me what I had thought of her on the
• 38:57
  way back, I replied, she's a train active, funny and
• 39:00
  seems to know what she's doing with you. Laughing at
• 39:03
  my statement, he then started to tell me the history
• 39:06
  behind how he got her five years ago, when she
• 39:09
  was merely a teenager, just turned thirteen. Her father recently
• 39:13
  passed away, leaving Nadia's mother. With a tremendous amount of
• 39:16
  debt and living in a third world country, she didn't
• 39:19
  have the means necessary to raise her own daughter. When
• 39:22
  Golene approached Nadia for the first time at a music school,
• 39:26
  she seemed like a maternal, caring stepmother, telling Nadia's mother
• 39:29
  if she let Nadia go with her, she would see
• 39:32
  to it personally that Nadia received the best education and
• 39:35
  chances in life to make it. In her customs, it
• 39:39
  was an odd for a young girl to be married
• 39:41
  off to bring the family good fortune, so she kissed
• 39:44
  her baby girl goodbye and sent her off to commence
• 39:46
  her life of servitude. I sat there speechless listening to
• 39:50
  Jeffrey Bragg about this endeavor to get her over here,
• 39:54
  shocked that she could stoop so low to use a
• 39:56
  barely teen to oblige his sexual desires. He was laughing
• 40:00
  and giddy as he replayed the memories of her arrival
• 40:03
  over in his head, painting me a horrific picture. I
• 40:06
  had no choice but to imitate a smile to face
• 40:09
  them with All right, folks, we're gonna wrap up right
• 40:11
  here and in the next episode, dealing with the topic,
• 40:14
  we're gonna pick up where we left off. All of
• 40:16
  the information that goes with this episode can be found
• 40:19
  in the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome to
• 40:23
  another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're
• 40:26
  picking up where we left off with Virginia Roberts memoir
• 40:31
  The Playboys Billionaire Club. No pretty girl is safe from
• 40:35
  the allurement of these villains procuring the youth off of
• 40:38
  every street in the world. I knew that day, more
• 40:41
  than ever before, those morals did not exist for people
• 40:44
  like this. Jeffrey once told me that every girl he
• 40:47
  had sexual relations with has benefited in their career, finances
• 40:51
  or an achievement in marriage with a successful colleague of his.
• 40:55
  Mine was the massage career, ever so often still giving
• 40:59
  me a lesson from a professional, which kept me quiet
• 41:02
  for a while longer. I thought I was already knee
• 41:05
  deep in this world. If I gave up, after putting
• 41:07
  myself through all of this hell, it would have all
• 41:09
  been for nothing. So I treaded lightly, constantly at risk
• 41:13
  of being replaced by another willing participant, and playing the
• 41:17
  eager student he wanted me to be. We met Glayne
• 41:20
  and Emmy in NYC and it wasn't a blissful reunion
• 41:23
  as I hoped for. Wanting a break from all of this,
• 41:26
  I was just looking forward to getting back to Palm Beach,
• 41:29
  not leaving for a further four more days. I got
• 41:32
  home late in the evening, as Jeffrey invited me out
• 41:34
  to the movies after he had relaxed at his house
• 41:37
  for a while. After landing, I put my keys through
• 41:39
  the door to my apartment and walked into a quiet house,
• 41:42
  not thinking anyone was at home. I set my suitcase
• 41:45
  on the floor and put my cell phone on charges
• 41:48
  I always did to be accessible for whenever Jeffrey and
• 41:51
  Gleaine would call. I went to get a drink out
• 41:55
  of the fridge, and I heard some noises coming out
• 41:57
  of the back of my apartment, where my bedroom was.
• 42:00
  I started back there and slowly turned my doorknob to
• 42:02
  reveal TJ on top of another girl. When they noticed
• 42:05
  they weren't alone anymore, TJ got off her with promptness.
• 42:09
  I recognized as a girl from seeing her around at parties,
• 42:12
  and she was the town lowy, scattering her trail of
• 42:15
  guys along with her presumable diseases. And I wasn't shy
• 42:19
  to verbalize that. When she tried to open her mouth
• 42:22
  and calm the heated situation between TJ and I, she
• 42:25
  didn't like her cards on the table in front of
• 42:28
  the guy she was screwing around with, and got up
• 42:30
  in a fit of rage to attack me, still nude,
• 42:33
  with only my new white sheets to cover her body.
• 42:36
  I threw her out of my house along with TJ.
• 42:38
  I've been paying for your way for months, only finding
• 42:41
  out you're sleeping with the biggest slut and royal Palm Beach.
• 42:44
  At least have some dignity and higher year standards. I
• 42:47
  didn't really have a leg to stand on since I
• 42:50
  had started this relationship giving him the knowledge I had
• 42:53
  a sugar daddy to answer to. Above them, You're gone
• 42:56
  all the time, and with that old man, what did
• 42:58
  you expect me to do? He was right, I wanted
• 43:02
  what I couldn't have, but I needed some time to
• 43:04
  cool down and accept my situation. I loved having TJ
• 43:08
  around to come home to, and he used to be
• 43:10
  my best friend in school. Days I convinced myself of
• 43:13
  the lies I continued to accept. Days later, I was
• 43:17
  still not speaking with TJ. Mentally adjusting to my circumstances,
• 43:21
  I thought I'd have the day off to relax since
• 43:23
  I hadn't been called all day until about five pm
• 43:27
  when Galayne called and said Jeffrey would like a massage
• 43:30
  in an hour. Grudgingly, I got up from relaxing on
• 43:33
  the couch, got dressed, and put my makeup on, meeting
• 43:36
  wand downstairs. A half an hour later. Jeffrey was already
• 43:40
  lying on the massage table when I walked in. I
• 43:43
  started the massage, being very quiet from my somber mood.
• 43:47
  When Jeffrey picked up on it and said, you know,
• 43:50
  it's not good to massage people when you're angry. You
• 43:53
  could pass on negative energy. I wasn't sure if he
• 43:56
  was being serious or just trying to be nice so
• 43:59
  I could speak about what was bothering me. Not being
• 44:01
  able to contain my emotion any further, I told him
• 44:04
  what happened with TJ and broke down in tears. The
• 44:06
  little heart broke in from living such a lie. He
• 44:09
  turned around from his massage and sincerely paused for a second,
• 44:12
  thinking he was going to console me, but instead he
• 44:15
  laughed at the very prospect of my notion that monogamous
• 44:18
  relationships ever existed. Are you serious? He said, he was
• 44:23
  only doing what every guy in the world does. You
• 44:25
  can't hold that against him, I replied with a light
• 44:28
  hearted gesture, whose side are you on? Anyway? His answer
• 44:32
  stuck with me for many years to come. I'm on
• 44:34
  your side, which is why I'm going to save you
• 44:36
  a lot of grief with this one tip. Never expect
• 44:39
  a man to be faithful, and you'll never be let down.
• 44:42
  It's just the way us men are genetically imprinted. The
• 44:46
  remainder of the massage, I just pretend like I wasn't
• 44:49
  further saddened by his response, but in fact, having tacked enlightened,
• 44:53
  I would never come to him for any other relationship
• 44:56
  advice ever again. He told me that I'd be fine
• 44:59
  if I listened to my mentor. He still loved role
• 45:02
  playing the teacher and me the pupil, like the old
• 45:05
  days before he got rich and only used to be
• 45:07
  a college professor. I finished the massage and fulfilled my
• 45:11
  sexual duties before being sent home, wanting to collapse in anguish.
• 45:16
  TJ was outside my apartment door when I got there,
• 45:19
  his mom waiting downstairs in her minivan just in case
• 45:22
  I kicked him out. Again. He pleaded his guilt and
• 45:26
  promised that he would never see her again, agreeing with
• 45:28
  me that she was a town slut, and he screwed
• 45:31
  up big time. I led him back into my apartment
• 45:33
  and back into my life for that matter, but more
• 45:36
  aware of the world I was being led into, believing
• 45:39
  was of normal conduct accepted by everyone in this sick world.
• 45:43
  Jeffrey was going back to NYC and told me to
• 45:46
  have a few days off before his assistant at the
• 45:48
  office would arrange an e ticket on a commercial flight
• 45:51
  for me to join him later in the week. I
• 45:54
  had just made loads of money from my previous trip
• 45:57
  and wanted to relax like any teenager does, so I
• 46:00
  threw a hotel party that weekend on Singer Island and
• 46:03
  Rivera Beach, inviting only a small group of friends to
• 46:06
  begin with. The hotel room quickly filled up with a
• 46:09
  flood of teens and the pumping music was blaring. The
• 46:13
  room had a balcony overlooking the pool and the beach
• 46:16
  that became the smoker section. I wasn't a real smoker
• 46:19
  at that point, preferring to have a puff or a
• 46:22
  spiffed blunt instead, so I made it to my rule
• 46:24
  to go outside, trying to prevent holes in the carpet.
• 46:27
  But it didn't last too long when our forbidden walls
• 46:30
  came tumbling down. Making so much money that I could
• 46:33
  supply my wild parties with an assortment of drugs like trips, ecstasy,
• 46:37
  and coke, as well as an abundance of alcohol that
• 46:41
  TJ had all the contacts for, made my fellow teens
• 46:44
  admire me. It definitely gave me a head swell, thinking
• 46:48
  here I was so young but so grown up already,
• 46:51
  with all of my peers from high school looking up
• 46:53
  to me. In the wee hours of the morning, we
• 46:56
  were still going hard, with our pupils dilated into little
• 46:59
  black diamonds. We were all having in depth conversations about
• 47:03
  life and where we would all land up when this
• 47:05
  charad was all said and done. Nobody got to sleep
• 47:08
  that night as the room slowly dwindled in numbers as
• 47:11
  people were finding their way home to recover from the
• 47:14
  repercussions of drugs wearing down out of their intoxicated system.
• 47:19
  When I flew out to NYC to meet Jeffrey the
• 47:21
  next day, I was still in a horrible state, not
• 47:24
  knowing what was wrong with me, thinking it was just
• 47:27
  a bad come down. I rushed out of the elevator
• 47:31
  and down the hall to my room, sweating profusely to
• 47:33
  make it just in time to the toilet to throw
• 47:35
  up bile again. For the uncountable time since getting off
• 47:39
  the plane, I was having intense cramps in my stomach,
• 47:42
  and when I was called down to meet Jeffrey in
• 47:44
  the massage room, I had to decline for the first time.
• 47:47
  I told the housekeeper that I wasn't feeling very ill
• 47:49
  after the flight, maybe some of the food for lunch,
• 47:52
  and needed to lie down for a while. Nobody came
• 47:55
  up to check on me for hours or even called.
• 47:59
  Waking up from my much needed nap, I pulled the
• 48:01
  expense of white sheets to find myself in a pool
• 48:03
  of my own sweat and blood. I was covered in
• 48:06
  red stains that drenched the pants I was wearing. I
• 48:09
  had no idea what was going on. I could only
• 48:12
  focus on the dire amount of pain I was in.
• 48:14
  In between the heaves of throwing up and crying simultaneously,
• 48:18
  I was able to reach the phone and called the
• 48:20
  housemaid on the intercom. I told her that I needed
• 48:24
  to go to a hospital. Immediately and slam the phone down,
• 48:27
  only to fall back to the floor, hurtled in a ball.
• 48:31
  She didn't hesitate in calling Golaine, who ran up to
• 48:34
  see what was wrong. Golayne then called Jeffrey, who was
• 48:37
  in his office at the time, and told them to
• 48:39
  hurry up to my level, stressing to him that it
• 48:41
  was an emergency, thinking that they really cared about me
• 48:45
  for the first time since I had known them. They
• 48:47
  came with me to the hospital with me. Now I
• 48:50
  realized I was only a liability in getting them caught,
• 48:53
  and they needed to get the doctors before I could
• 48:56
  say something incriminating. They were suspecting the worst now and
• 48:59
  seeing he never wore a condom with me, and from
• 49:02
  our previous conversations, they knew I always made TJ ware one,
• 49:06
  they feared the situation at hand when he saw the
• 49:10
  catastrophic state I was in at that point, I was
• 49:12
  the housemaid who helped me get up and assisted me
• 49:15
  down to the car where Jojo was waiting for me.
• 49:18
  He drove us to either Lennox Hill Hospital or Mount
• 49:20
  Sinai I can't remember, as it was so blurry in
• 49:23
  such a condition, rushed in for immediate testing, I was
• 49:27
  uncontrollably vomiting and in so much agony. I was given
• 49:32
  an injection to help me subside the intense pain, and
• 49:34
  a nurse came in to ask who would pay for this,
• 49:37
  And although I insisted my parents' insurance still covered me,
• 49:40
  Jeffrey persisted that he could take all of the medical
• 49:43
  bills and gave the nurses information. When the pain relief
• 49:47
  kicked in, everything and everyone dwindled away, until I felt
• 49:51
  like Alice in Wonderland who just swallowed the shrinking tablet,
• 49:54
  and everyone standing around me seemed to move so quick,
• 49:57
  speak so loud, and hover above me. When I awoke
• 50:01
  from my induced state, I was alone in a different room,
• 50:04
  not knowing at all what went on, but feeling a
• 50:06
  little better. I called in the nurse, who looked through
• 50:09
  my charts and checked my vital signs, then told me
• 50:12
  the doctor would be in shortly to inform me of
• 50:15
  the conclusion to my illness. He was a tall man
• 50:18
  with dark hair and a hardened look about him, obviously
• 50:22
  from his job in constantly seeing the worst Tara stories
• 50:25
  man could think of. He just bluntly told me that
• 50:27
  I had miscarried in early stages of pregnancy. I should
• 50:31
  be fine to go home as soon as the course
• 50:34
  of intravenous antibiotics was complete. The news sunk in fast
• 50:38
  and hid a deep nerve. I waited for the doctor
• 50:41
  to close the curtain before I let out any emotion
• 50:44
  and cried from my disastrous lifestyle that was dragging me
• 50:48
  into a world that I wanted a break out of.
• 50:51
  This reoccurring cycle of believing I needed men like Jeffrey
• 50:54
  to succeed in my life was draining. The last bits
• 50:57
  of sensitivity left in my heart was picked up by
• 51:00
  Jeffrey himself, who took the doctor alone to the side
• 51:03
  of the busy hallway and had a private conversation about
• 51:06
  something Jeffrey wasn't comforting at all. Instead, he sent me
• 51:11
  back home to rest for a couple of weeks, and
• 51:13
  I only fell deeper into depression, using all forms of
• 51:16
  self medication to treat my sorrows. All right, folks, we're
• 51:20
  gonna wrap up this episode right here, and in the
• 51:22
  next episode dealing with the topic, we're gonna pick up
• 51:25
  where we left off. All of the information that goes
• 51:27
  with this episode can be found in the description box.
• 51:31
  What's up everyone, and welcome to another episode of the
• 51:34
  Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking up where we
• 51:37
  left off with the memoir by Virginia Roberts The Billionaire
• 51:41
  Playboys Club. Two weeks later, as if Jeffrey was trying
• 51:46
  to lighten my spirits, he told me I'd be going
• 51:48
  to his island to meet a new client. He is
• 51:50
  a Harvard professor named Stephen redacted. We know it's Stephen Pinker.
• 51:55
  I would be spending two days with him, showing him
• 51:57
  around the island, dining with them, and treating him to
• 52:00
  a massage whenever he wanted. And just interject here, Stephen
• 52:04
  Pinker has me blocked on Twitter. Imagine coward. Without Jeffrey
• 52:09
  even verbalizing the need to have sex with him, He
• 52:12
  told me to keep him happy, like I had my
• 52:14
  first client. I packed my suitcase with an island apparel
• 52:18
  and kissed TJ goodbye, who at least offered me a
• 52:21
  warm embrace upon the news of my miscarriage, but none
• 52:25
  other than that, knowing it wasn't his. Stephen was a
• 52:29
  quirky little man with white hair and a mad scientist
• 52:32
  look about him. We arrived separately and I greeted him
• 52:35
  with one of the housekeepers picked him up from the
• 52:38
  airport and arrived by boat instead of helicopter, as Jeffrey
• 52:41
  and Glane often arrive on. We made our acquaintances, and
• 52:45
  he looked as if he was tripping over himself with words,
• 52:48
  obviously delighted with his company and location for the weekend.
• 52:52
  I showed him around as Jeffrey had asked, and took
• 52:55
  him on an adventurous quad bike ride around the small
• 52:58
  curvy pass, leading the way and letting loose my hair,
• 53:01
  doing something that gave me a natural high instead of
• 53:04
  the prescription one. The sites alone were breathtaking from the
• 53:08
  mountainous peaks of the untouched parts of the island. We
• 53:11
  sat at a cliff and just sat there, not saying
• 53:14
  a word to each other besides to compliment the site's
• 53:17
  mother nature had appealed to us. I didn't feel as
• 53:20
  if I owed this stranger or anything but what was
• 53:23
  expected to me by Jeffrey, and I could be polite.
• 53:27
  I just couldn't be myself. We got back to the
• 53:30
  main villa to see what time dinner would be served
• 53:33
  so we could have time to unpack and clean up beforehand.
• 53:36
  We both met him at six pm for dinner. On
• 53:39
  the outside veranda. He sat at the head of the
• 53:41
  table and I sat next to him, politely folding my
• 53:44
  napkin to put in my lap. The first time Jeffrey
• 53:47
  and Glaine had seen me cut meat and eat with
• 53:50
  a fork and knife, they were so appalled making fun
• 53:53
  of my unsophisticated habits. Glaine took the fork and knife
• 53:57
  in her hands and proceeded to show me how to
• 53:59
  polite cut my food neat Now that my mannerisms had improved,
• 54:03
  they wouldn't have to be worried about my etiquette when
• 54:06
  someone important was around anyone. We both drank the red
• 54:09
  wine supplied on the table, and it seemed to warm
• 54:12
  me up on the breezy night. By the time dinner
• 54:15
  was served and another red wine bottle, he seemed to
• 54:18
  get funnier. I made fun of his tasseled hair, and
• 54:21
  he poked at me for my skinny legs, calling me
• 54:24
  a wanna be Anarexic. When dessert was brought out, he
• 54:27
  asked if he could receive one of the delightful massages
• 54:30
  he had been hearing about from Jeffrey. I got more
• 54:33
  red wine down and sweetly complied with his offer, dreading
• 54:36
  the moment i'd have to see his naked body, let
• 54:38
  alone touch it. I asked the housekeeper Kathy, that had
• 54:42
  been serving us that night, to please have someone set
• 54:44
  up a massage bed in one of the cabanas. I
• 54:48
  went to my room to down a fuse anex telling
• 54:50
  him I wanted to freshen up after dinner, but to
• 54:53
  meet me in his cabana in twenty minutes or so.
• 54:56
  I was ready to go, as I had said, twenty
• 54:58
  minutes later with the effects of the t tablets mixed
• 55:00
  with the red wine, and I would be free not
• 55:03
  to feel anything. He was still dressed when I got
• 55:06
  in the cabana, obviously not accustomed to this and a
• 55:09
  lot shyer than what I had been used to. I
• 55:12
  told him he'd need to undress and my face down
• 55:14
  on the table, putting a towel to cover his bare
• 55:17
  bottom to prevent him feeling embarrassed during the massage. I
• 55:21
  gave the massage my earnest as I always had, and
• 55:24
  quickly got through having intercourse with them, not wanting to
• 55:27
  make any foreplay or anything extravagant out of it. I
• 55:30
  let him think that's as good as it got, and
• 55:34
  by the smile on his face. I thought I had
• 55:36
  done enough. The next day, I took him down to
• 55:39
  the beach for a real massage under a tiki hut
• 55:41
  on the water's edge. It was one of Jeffrey's favorite
• 55:44
  places to have a massage, as he droned out to
• 55:47
  the sound of the waves and my gentle therapeutic strokes. Afterwards,
• 55:52
  we had lunch back at the main villa and went
• 55:55
  back down to the beach to swim out to the
• 55:57
  water trampoline about one hundred meters off doc. He didn't
• 56:01
  do any bouncing around or anything like that. It was
• 56:04
  just a good base point for the rest spot after
• 56:06
  a long swim. What was really cool about it, though,
• 56:09
  was you could see through the mesh and watch fish
• 56:12
  swimming underneath. The rest of the afternoon we spent by
• 56:15
  the pool reading magazines and eating fruit plates. Eventually he
• 56:19
  went to his cabana to have an app Later on
• 56:21
  the night, after dinner and my mixed cocktail of Xanax
• 56:24
  and red wine, I asked if he felt like another
• 56:27
  massage before I went to bed. He just wanted to
• 56:30
  stay up watching movies in Jeffrey's theater room. As peculiar
• 56:33
  as that request was, to me. I didn't argue it.
• 56:36
  I just hope I hadn't disappointed him in any way
• 56:39
  that could make it. Back to Jeffrey, I showed him
• 56:42
  how to use the remote and turn the TV on
• 56:44
  when he was finished, before going to bed. The next morning,
• 56:47
  we were both catching a flight from Saint Thomas, and
• 56:50
  we had no time for anything other than breakfast in packing,
• 56:53
  which saved me from having to be too polite, and
• 56:55
  we set our goodbyes from the terminal in the airport,
• 56:59
  both hurriedly off in separate directions. Thankfully, I arrived back
• 57:03
  in Palm Beach, only to be told to catch another
• 57:05
  flight the next day to NYC, where Jeffrey would fix
• 57:09
  me up the money he owed me from treating his
• 57:11
  colleague out to an entertaining weekend. I was fixed up
• 57:16
  more than I had usually made for two days, which
• 57:19
  was great because that car I had been saving for
• 57:22
  was finally within my reach. I had been waiting for
• 57:25
  the freedom of car gives every teenager for a long time,
• 57:29
  and now I had over fifteen thousand dollars saved up,
• 57:32
  I could pretty much afford to go buy myself a
• 57:34
  nice car outright, looking much better than the last time
• 57:38
  I saw Jeffrey acknowledged it. I went to his office
• 57:41
  where he was waiting for me, and he had a
• 57:43
  guest with him. She was unusual looking to the common
• 57:47
  stereotype dropped dead gorgeous girls Jeffrey had normally introduced me
• 57:51
  to of Asian descent. Her name was Renna. Jeffrey had
• 57:55
  met her at an art gallery where some of her
• 57:57
  own artwork was on display. She had a buzz believe
• 58:00
  Hersna about her, and I could then understand why Jeffrey
• 58:03
  liked her so much. She fit into the subservient category
• 58:06
  that he liked his girls to fall under. It was
• 58:09
  apparent to me that they had already slept together in
• 58:11
  the short time span they had met, as Their closeness
• 58:14
  was oddly noticeable, and I wondered what it was he
• 58:18
  was offering to her in exchange for her body. I
• 58:21
  found out later that Jeffrey was buying her artwork, promising
• 58:25
  her the world as an artist, telling her that he'd
• 58:28
  have her work in all the museums in NYC and
• 58:31
  the best art exhibits. Everyone was promised something and seemed
• 58:35
  to be bought off in some way or another to
• 58:38
  be in his company. It was only a matter of
• 58:40
  time that the truth would come out. To my own amazement,
• 58:44
  Reno was to be assisting me in Jeffrey's massage this day,
• 58:48
  not being a total knockout or anything spectacular looks wise,
• 58:51
  that is, but for some reason he seemed intrigued enough.
• 58:55
  As we made our way through the spectacular mansion. She
• 58:58
  was in total awe at every corner, commenting on the
• 59:00
  present artwork and decre that we passed in every hall.
• 59:04
  It no longer seems so grandeur to me anymore, but
• 59:07
  hearing someone else speak about it in such excitement reminded
• 59:10
  me of the days when all of this scene so unforeseen.
• 59:14
  When we got to the massage room, or the dungeon
• 59:16
  as I used to put it for the medieval looking appearance,
• 59:19
  we firstly out of custom, all had a steam shower,
• 59:22
  where Jeffrey expected me to walk her through a servant's duties,
• 59:26
  telling her to take his other foot and start rubbing
• 59:28
  it in small circles and stroking the arches of his
• 59:31
  foot rhythmically. Renna took to her instructions well and began
• 59:36
  massaging him too. When we all went to the shower next,
• 59:40
  and she followed in my exact lead washing his body
• 59:43
  as well. Jeffrey absolutely loved the fact that two teenage
• 59:47
  girls were duly pampering him. Jeffrey wanted to move to
• 59:51
  the massage bed, and I had to further begin to
• 59:53
  show her about the body. Upon his accord, she mimicked
• 59:57
  my every move up his legs and buttocks, keeping up
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  with every stroke, until he could not contain his arousal
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  any longer, and was already requesting us to start kissing
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  each other, the start of the very reason we'd had
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  even met in the first place. He blatantly stopped the massage,
• 1:00:13
  nowhere near being complete, and turned over to announce his
• 1:00:16
  increased arousal in a physical abundance of grotesqueness. Moving over
• 1:00:20
  to the small couch in the corner of the room,
• 1:00:22
  he made space for her to lie me down on
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  the massage table, as he had commanded him to do,
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  in such domineering tone that he wasn't used to being
• 1:00:30
  spoken down to with. From that very moment onwards, and
• 1:00:34
  from the look on his face, he was telling for
• 1:00:37
  her to orchestraate an hour of deliverance upon my meek nature.
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  He started to stroke his erect manhood as he was
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  being tantalized watching her take over every inch of my
• 1:00:47
  body in a dominating act of seduction. I was left
• 1:00:51
  breathless and sore after my first introduction into the world
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  of s and m. Renna considered herself the dominatrix. She
• 1:00:58
  loved bondage, whipping, hit and eventually cutting her sex partner
• 1:01:02
  with little sharp knives until they subdued to her punishment
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  and agonizing pain. She was absolutely crazy if you were
• 1:01:09
  to ask me, and I couldn't help but wonder what
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  got her into this in the first place. All I
• 1:01:14
  knew was that Jeffrey was absurdly taking into the appeal
• 1:01:18
  of watching us to interact, often with her acting as
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  my mistress, who would fondle me with an insurmountable amount
• 1:01:24
  of whips and toys. Then she would love to finish
• 1:01:28
  off every session by hitting me across the face with
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  a hard blow from the back of her hand and
• 1:01:33
  sneering over my curled up body, showing Jeffrey her ability
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  to make others surrender to her extreme force. She could
• 1:01:40
  be so opposite all of a sudden and be tenderly
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  intimate with Jeffrey, stroking his penis lovingly and even speaking
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  in baby talk to him, would he seem to adore.
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  He loved paring us up so much that within months
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  he made Renta an official, renting her an apartment at
• 1:01:56
  the same place he had one for me. During my
• 1:01:59
  extensive trip out to NYC, sending us out shopping together
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  at all of the underground CD sex stores downtown, we
• 1:02:06
  would bring them back thousands of dollars worth of sexy outfits,
• 1:02:10
  sex toys, and bondage material. His favorite one was a
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  black leather studded collar that led down the back of
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  my spine to cuff my hands and feet together, offering
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  Renna the most compromising positions to wield her afflictions, one
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  she was excited to pick out for my usage. She
• 1:02:28
  was good at eradicating my softer side, though, helping me
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  forge an unpredictable scenario of me turning the tables on her,
• 1:02:35
  making her at my will instead of me always being
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  at her twisted discretion. Jeffrey loved the rivalry between us,
• 1:02:42
  both striving to dominate the other one, but to me,
• 1:02:45
  it was just another way of surviving her punishment all
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  for show. I thought she was a madam let loose
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  in the torturesome domain of violent sex and unbearable beatings.
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  I wasn't sure how long I could hold off this
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  charade of SNM. I just didn't want Jeffrey to think
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  I couldn't give him everything that she could, always being
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  replaceable in his company. She and I could often come
• 1:03:08
  across as good friends to his blind eye, but it
• 1:03:11
  was only a matter of time before the animosity inside
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  of me was going to snap. Doing normal things too,
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  made it all bearable. Having a lot of similar interests.
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  We did fun things like go to the theater to
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  watch Phantom of the Opera, or visit several historical and
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  art museums together afterwards treating ourselves to a giant piece
• 1:03:28
  of greasy NYC style pizza. Like I said, we really
• 1:03:33
  liked each other purely as friends, but the dominance in
• 1:03:36
  the massage chambers was taking its toll on our strange friendship.
• 1:03:40
  One average trip back to NYC, she surprised Jeffrey with
• 1:03:44
  the six by six foot oil painting of her and
• 1:03:47
  I lying nude in a yin and yang position facing
• 1:03:50
  each other. Although we were soliciting each other with sexual innuendo,
• 1:03:54
  the picture was still very carefully orchestrated to perfectly betray
• 1:03:59
  the darker side of Jeffrey's thrills. It was an amazing
• 1:04:02
  piece of work besides the lewdness of it, but she
• 1:04:05
  would have known that's exactly what kind of art Jeffrey liked.
• 1:04:10
  He was so astounded by her gift, as he had
• 1:04:12
  previously asked her to construct a small painting of us together,
• 1:04:15
  but was not expecting anything of this grand magnitude she
• 1:04:18
  had presented him with. He lifted her from the ground
• 1:04:21
  and twirled her around before he thanked her profusely and
• 1:04:24
  embellished her with his profound gratitude. The only thing Jeffrey
• 1:04:28
  had to offer, he handed her a small wat of
• 1:04:30
  cash as her payment. It was the most appreciation I
• 1:04:34
  had ever seen him, showing a girl obviously moved by
• 1:04:37
  her gesture. He got her an exhibit in NYC's Metropolitan
• 1:04:41
  Museum of Art, where she submitted her very own piece.
• 1:04:44
  She sculpted an image of my headshot out of clay,
• 1:04:47
  shaping it with the strands of my long hair blowing
• 1:04:50
  across my face. I was taken aback myself at her creation.
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  She really did have an amazing talent. If not for
• 1:04:58
  her meaner streak. She would have been a great right friend.
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  I will never forget Renna for all of the ups
• 1:05:03
  and the downs that we endured together. All Right, folks,
• 1:05:06
  we're gonna wrap up right here, and in the next
• 1:05:08
  episode we're gonna pick up or we left off. All
• 1:05:10
  of the information that goes with this episode can be
• 1:05:13
  found in the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome
• 1:05:16
  to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode,
• 1:05:20
  we're diving right back in to Virginia Roberts memoir The
• 1:05:23
  Billionaire Playboys Club. It wasn't too much longer before I
• 1:05:28
  finally had enough of the abuse in the bedroom, and
• 1:05:31
  I had to tell Jeffrey that I was what I
• 1:05:33
  was feeling. She was getting even more violent as time
• 1:05:35
  went on, and with her questioning me and Jeffrey why
• 1:05:39
  she didn't get brought on long trips with him. She
• 1:05:41
  didn't get the fact that she was just a tool
• 1:05:43
  for him to use. Jeffrey said he was already thinking
• 1:05:47
  about getting rid of her off of his regular list.
• 1:05:50
  He said she was becoming too clingy and he didn't
• 1:05:53
  like the clinginess or jealousy. I never even got to
• 1:05:57
  say goodbye or take opportunity to keep her as a friend,
• 1:06:00
  like a girlfriend to catch up with once in a while.
• 1:06:03
  But that's how it was with Jeffrey. One day you
• 1:06:06
  sat under his blanket of comfortability, and the next, without warning,
• 1:06:10
  you could be discarded like yesterday's news. She would have
• 1:06:14
  taken it hard, but that's the game we were playing,
• 1:06:16
  and it was for those who knew what lines not
• 1:06:19
  to cross. I was further surprised the next day when
• 1:06:22
  Jeffrey gave me one thousand dollars to go shopping downtown
• 1:06:25
  Manhattan to find a classy dress, on top of being
• 1:06:29
  sent to the exclusive beauty salon of celebrity stylist Frederick
• 1:06:33
  Rakai for a new look. It was amazing to be
• 1:06:36
  pampered like royalty. I walked out of their feeling like
• 1:06:40
  I had replaced a young girl with a young woman.
• 1:06:43
  I felt beautiful. He had yet another surprise in store
• 1:06:46
  for me. Glanne called and told me I needed to
• 1:06:49
  go to a photo developing store and ask them for
• 1:06:52
  two ID photos, then bring them downtown to Jeffrey's Manhattan office.
• 1:06:57
  Weird request. I thought I was more used to posing
• 1:07:00
  in full body shots being sexually exposed As a gift
• 1:07:03
  for Jeffrey. I did as they asked and took my
• 1:07:07
  two photos into the office where Jeffrey's assistant was waiting
• 1:07:10
  for my arrival, still not telling me what the headshots
• 1:07:13
  were for. She took them from me and told me
• 1:07:16
  to have a seat for a second. A moment later,
• 1:07:18
  I heard Jeffrey call me into his office. I like
• 1:07:21
  what you've done with your hair. You've got more blondes
• 1:07:23
  suit your glowing ten. I replied with an appreciative thank
• 1:07:27
  you for sending me to such a renounced hairstylist and
• 1:07:30
  shopping money. I showed them my fines for the day
• 1:07:34
  and elegant off the shoulder navy blue dress that had
• 1:07:36
  two layers that would swoosh and sway with my every stride.
• 1:07:41
  I couldn't wait to wear it on a special occasion,
• 1:07:43
  and I wouldn't have to The pictures I had to
• 1:07:46
  bring them, as would proceed to tell me, were for
• 1:07:49
  my first passport. I was so excited we were going
• 1:07:52
  to France for a close friend of Jeffrey and Glen's
• 1:07:54
  birthday party, famed supermodel Naomi Campbell. I was so overjoyed
• 1:07:59
  with ex loo girl my age with a background like
• 1:08:03
  mine was attending socialized parties and globe trotting the world.
• 1:08:07
  It only made it harder for me to see beyond
• 1:08:09
  the elusive walls I had put up to protect myself
• 1:08:12
  from the appalling truth. We left in early April, first
• 1:08:16
  going to London, Paris, and then our final destination being
• 1:08:19
  San Trope in southern France. If Hallmark had a postcard,
• 1:08:23
  Sanchrope would definitely be on the front of it. It
• 1:08:26
  was beautiful spring weather and everywhere you looked, women were
• 1:08:29
  dressed and bikini tops branded with some kinds of designer
• 1:08:33
  label embedded into it, and men were following them around
• 1:08:36
  like harping dogs in heat. In all of the elegance
• 1:08:40
  of the Mediterranean, San Trope was an impressive landmark. Jeffrey
• 1:08:45
  and Glane were staying in one of the private cottages
• 1:08:47
  on the park on the grounds, while Emmy and I
• 1:08:50
  stayed in separate quarters inside the hotel. The old style
• 1:08:53
  cobblestone streets were lined with boutique shops and beauty parlors.
• 1:08:58
  It was the hedonistic stopping grounds of the beyond rich
• 1:09:00
  and famous. The next day we went to lunch at
• 1:09:04
  the grand opening of the infamous Nikki Beach club, where
• 1:09:07
  a cheap glass of champagne costs around two hundred dollars
• 1:09:10
  and if you're not keeping the alcohol consumption flowing like water,
• 1:09:13
  you'd be asked to leave to make way for the
• 1:09:15
  constant flow of prosperous patrons. That's where I first got
• 1:09:20
  to meet Naomi Campbell. She was wearing the typical attire
• 1:09:23
  strutting around Southern France, a DNG bikini top and wrap
• 1:09:27
  around mini skirt to go over her swimsuit bikini. She
• 1:09:31
  was so tall and stunningly beautiful. Her charisma was energetic, funny,
• 1:09:36
  and everyone seemed to hang off of her every word
• 1:09:39
  and laugh at her every joke. Glenn and Jeffrey kissed
• 1:09:42
  her cheeks and wished her a happy birthday, and then
• 1:09:44
  I was introduced and followed in their suite. She had
• 1:09:49
  surrounded by a league of assistants, friends and fans, which
• 1:09:52
  didn't make it easy for us to all converse, but
• 1:09:54
  she got enough time in to invite us a border
• 1:09:57
  yacht of a fellow she was kind of seeing at
• 1:10:00
  the time for the before party ahead of tonight's event.
• 1:10:05
  We went back to the hotel and I gave Jeffrey
• 1:10:07
  a massage in his room before we all headed down
• 1:10:10
  to the pool to soak in some of the years
• 1:10:12
  for a sun rays. I loved wearing my new ball
• 1:10:15
  gown and feeling like a princess. It was absolutely sensational
• 1:10:19
  and made me feel as if I floated in the dress.
• 1:10:22
  I swept up my long hair in a twisted clip,
• 1:10:25
  only letting down a few curly strands, and layered on
• 1:10:28
  the mascara, receiving many compliments throughout the evening. When we
• 1:10:32
  eventually left the yacht to make our appearance at the
• 1:10:34
  main birthday bash, I couldn't help but feel excitement for
• 1:10:37
  the party to come. It was the first celebrity birthday
• 1:10:40
  bash I had ever been to. Being introduced to model
• 1:10:44
  after a model, and the rich men that followed them
• 1:10:47
  around became dizzying. Jeffrey sat back and watched as I
• 1:10:50
  buoyantly worked the dance floor, coming back to wear the
• 1:10:53
  table where he was only to grab another glass of
• 1:10:57
  champagne every now and then. Every so long, he had
• 1:11:00
  introduced me to someone new, pulling me aside to show
• 1:11:03
  off as eager young messuse to his fellow pedos. These
• 1:11:08
  people had so much money pouring out of them. I
• 1:11:10
  don't know why he even thought they'd care in the
• 1:11:12
  first place. It made me feel good, though at least
• 1:11:15
  I knew I made him proud to have me in
• 1:11:17
  his company. Being surrounded by so many of Jeffrey's colleagues
• 1:11:21
  and his like minded people that were considered the most
• 1:11:24
  sophisticated and the highly esteemed of today's world nearly made
• 1:11:28
  the way I was living lately more fathomable, at least
• 1:11:31
  to myself. I thought, if everyone looks up to these
• 1:11:33
  people and they're all accepting of it, I must be
• 1:11:37
  just the way that the world turns. I danced with
• 1:11:39
  the young prince that night, and with all of the
• 1:11:42
  help from the bubbly Champagne, I couldn't remember his name
• 1:11:45
  for the life of me. On one of my trips
• 1:11:47
  back to the table for another glass, Jeffrey leaned over,
• 1:11:50
  quietly whispering in my ear that it was a prince
• 1:11:53
  that I had actually been dancing with, and it didn't
• 1:11:56
  phaze me in the least way. I went back to
• 1:11:58
  the dance floor and continued to let my hair down.
• 1:12:01
  It was a fun bash. The entire crowd sang Happy
• 1:12:04
  Birthday in Naomi, and by the time we got back
• 1:12:06
  to the car to retreat for the night. I was
• 1:12:09
  giddy from the drinking and dancing all evening. We had
• 1:12:12
  a guest in the car, and apparently we had already
• 1:12:15
  been introduced, but I couldn't even remember his name in
• 1:12:19
  the first five minutes of our meeting again. He was
• 1:12:21
  the hotel owner of some large chain in America called Hilton,
• 1:12:25
  staying at one of the cottages near Jeffrey's. He saw
• 1:12:28
  it quaint to loan me out for a night's massage.
• 1:12:30
  To run an almost perfect evening, Jeffrey told me to
• 1:12:35
  come back to the room after I was finished with Rick. Thankfully,
• 1:12:38
  he reminded me of his name, but also a lot
• 1:12:41
  I thought, being so late, I would have never imagined
• 1:12:44
  Jeffrey could stay up this late, but I never made
• 1:12:46
  a fuss out of his requests. I gave him affirmation
• 1:12:49
  of my understood instructions and headed off with this stranger
• 1:12:53
  into the darkness. I dimmed the bright lights in his
• 1:12:57
  bedroom to a softer tone, as it might aid with
• 1:13:00
  the vision of this short, balding man with straggling remnants
• 1:13:04
  of curly brown hair left to show off the remaining
• 1:13:06
  bits of youth left in him. I had to ask
• 1:13:09
  him to undress and lay on top of the towel
• 1:13:12
  that I had picked up from the neatly folded pile
• 1:13:14
  at the end of his bed and spread it over
• 1:13:16
  the duvet. I didn't want to waste a second in
• 1:13:20
  this place, getting right to the very reason I was
• 1:13:22
  even there, turning around while he was getting undressed. Being
• 1:13:26
  our first time together, I wanted to give him the
• 1:13:29
  impression I was actually a therapist and not a finale
• 1:13:32
  to the end of the night's entertainment. Not exactly what
• 1:13:35
  he had in mind, though, given that my impression was
• 1:13:38
  already made for me when Jeffrey arranged for our meeting
• 1:13:41
  in the first place, his chuckle to my response was
• 1:13:45
  condescending as he came up behind me and unzipped my dress,
• 1:13:49
  which floated to the floor as he was saying, you
• 1:13:52
  can't really expect to give me a massage wearing this here, sweetie,
• 1:13:55
  I'll help you out of it. He just wanted to
• 1:13:57
  see the hidden bounty my clothes were hindering ash from seeing.
• 1:14:01
  I just went about my way, trying to get his
• 1:14:03
  hands off of me and to get him to lie
• 1:14:05
  down for the massage. Making quaint conversation with him was
• 1:14:09
  pointless as I was trying to send his thoughts elsewhere
• 1:14:12
  other than the apparent perverted schemes were playing in his mind.
• 1:14:15
  From the heavy breathing he was making and the looks
• 1:14:18
  he was giving to me. I was using all kinds
• 1:14:20
  of tricks in the turnoff book, even asking him about
• 1:14:23
  his wife and his kids. Unquestionably, he was in seventh Heaven,
• 1:14:29
  turning every one of my distractions into another flattering compliment.
• 1:14:32
  He was saying things like, I love what you do
• 1:14:35
  to me. I have never felt like this before. Come
• 1:14:38
  stay with me, and I'll pay you double, no triple,
• 1:14:40
  whatever Jeffrey pays you. Knowing that he was just a
• 1:14:43
  drunk idiot. I wasn't being lured in by any of
• 1:14:46
  his offers of money or a privileged lifestyle. I knew
• 1:14:49
  these cages all too well, and I was better off
• 1:14:51
  sticking with one that I was at least accustomed to.
• 1:14:54
  Already holding back any composure for now. He was going
• 1:14:58
  extremely wild, ravishing at my body, trying to tear off
• 1:15:01
  my panties like a hungered wild animal. After all the
• 1:15:05
  champagne I had drunk that night, it gave me the
• 1:15:07
  nerve that I needed to know exactly how to handle
• 1:15:09
  perverts like this one, who had been no different from
• 1:15:12
  every other schmuck in my life, and I quickly shut
• 1:15:15
  him up with a blowjob lasting no longer than two
• 1:15:17
  terrible minutes. It had only been shy of a half
• 1:15:21
  an hour before I was already getting quickly getting dressed
• 1:15:24
  and hurrying out of his cottage door. When I got
• 1:15:26
  to Jeffrey's cottage, I rushed through the door and told
• 1:15:29
  Jeffrey and Galine, who were sitting in front of the
• 1:15:32
  fireplace reading books, that I had never wanted to see
• 1:15:35
  that guy again. When they asked me what was the matter,
• 1:15:38
  I told them of everything that had happened that night,
• 1:15:40
  even how he offered for me to come work with
• 1:15:42
  them getting paid triple. I established a lot of trust
• 1:15:46
  with Jeffrey that night. He asked me why I didn't
• 1:15:48
  accept the offer, and I responded, who would look after
• 1:15:51
  you if I were gone? Like a Karen grandfather would do.
• 1:15:54
  He pulled me into his chest for a hug and
• 1:15:56
  told me that meant a lot to him. It was
• 1:15:59
  late in the night and I was tired, but still
• 1:16:02
  had to give Jeffrey his massage. That night. He asked
• 1:16:05
  me to just rub his feet as he fell asleep,
• 1:16:07
  and thankfully he was out like a light no time.
• 1:16:10
  The next morning, I took two headache tablets and a
• 1:16:13
  ginger ale instead of a coffee, trying to contain my
• 1:16:16
  hangover as best as possible behind the Paris sunnies. It
• 1:16:19
  was mid afternoon by the time I had felt like
• 1:16:22
  myself again. We spent the day yacht hopping, soaking in
• 1:16:26
  the sunny weather while Jeffrey and Glane caught up with
• 1:16:28
  old acquaintances. Emmy and I were just accessories to look
• 1:16:32
  good on the arms of them. The next day wrapped
• 1:16:35
  up the tail end of our trip and commenced our
• 1:16:38
  flight back to the US. I was paid a generous
• 1:16:41
  amount and set off to go car shopping as soon
• 1:16:44
  as I got back to Florida. Through a private seller,
• 1:16:47
  I was able to pay out right for my car.
• 1:16:49
  I got a Dodge Dakota and cherry red and immediately
• 1:16:52
  had an impressive sound system put in. She was my
• 1:16:55
  pride and joy and taste of freedom. I would love
• 1:16:58
  to drive her down to Lakeworth, BA to sit in
• 1:17:00
  my car and watch the waves while I listen to
• 1:17:03
  my stereo blur music and puffed on a jay, letting
• 1:17:06
  the rest of the world pass by while I sat
• 1:17:08
  back and watched them walk past, wondering to myself what
• 1:17:12
  their story was about. All right, folks, we're gonna wrap
• 1:17:15
  up right here, and in the next episode dealing with
• 1:17:17
  the topic, we're gonna pick up where we left off.
• 1:17:20
  All of the information that goes with this episode can
• 1:17:22
  be found in the description box.