Latest / Stuff Mom Never Told You / SMNTY Book Club: A Tale of Two Short Stories
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- 0:05Speaker 1: Hey, this is Annie and Samantha. I'm welcome to Steph.
- 0:07Speaker 1: I never told your production of I Heart Radio. So
- 0:18Speaker 1: before we get into this one quick content warning. We
- 0:22Speaker 1: are going to be discussing issues around weight, weight loss,
- 0:25Speaker 1: fad diets um, and some violence, some grief. Not so
- 0:29Speaker 1: much on those last two, but the first three like
- 0:32Speaker 1: weight weight loss a lot. So if that's something that's
- 0:35Speaker 1: triggering for you, or especially now when we're in the
- 0:38Speaker 1: time of resolutions and and a lot of those often
- 0:41Speaker 1: do involve dieting and weight uh, then I would probably
- 0:46Speaker 1: skip this one, or at least skip the first half.
- 0:50Speaker 1: The first half, yes, because we are doing something interesting
- 0:53Speaker 1: today where we're talking about two short stories that really
- 0:56Speaker 1: had a big impact on me when I is younger,
- 1:00Speaker 1: and I guess now because I still think about them. Um,
- 1:03Speaker 1: and we'll talk more about that in a second. But Samantha,
- 1:06Speaker 1: do you have any short stories that you read in
- 1:08Speaker 1: high school or just when you were younger that really
- 1:10Speaker 1: stuck with you? Yeah, the ones that traumatized me were
- 1:14Speaker 1: the ones that I remember the most. Rose a Rose
- 1:17Speaker 1: for Emily I told you about, which is the William
- 1:19Speaker 1: Faulkner one that I was like, what is this, and
- 1:22Speaker 1: then um, a good man is hard to find, which
- 1:25Speaker 1: is the Flannie O'Connor, And I've actually really went through
- 1:30Speaker 1: all of her short collection because she's a Georgia person
- 1:32Speaker 1: and so I felt like I needed to connect and
- 1:34Speaker 1: I love Southern Gothic like that is probably some some
- 1:37Speaker 1: of my favorite genre books. Like Flanny O'Connor, she's okay
- 1:42Speaker 1: at all, But Carson mccullor's was my person um and
- 1:45Speaker 1: love her stories, so things like that really got into it.
- 1:49Speaker 1: But I those were the ones that pierced my brain
- 1:52Speaker 1: the most of like what is happening? Why did I
- 1:56Speaker 1: read this? Why? Like that? Typically, and I guess it's
- 2:00Speaker 1: probably a sign of a great book. And that's the
- 2:02Speaker 1: same thing I've always said. It's like, yes, I hate them,
- 2:04Speaker 1: but they are amazing writers because they are the worst
- 2:07Speaker 1: for putting this in my head and I can't let
- 2:09Speaker 1: it go. So those two short stories stick with me
- 2:12Speaker 1: the most. From high school. I do love a good novella,
- 2:16Speaker 1: so like hash mccallers has a couple of really good
- 2:20Speaker 1: short novellas. I also read of Mice and Men in
- 2:24Speaker 1: middle school and cried for three days very much, But
- 2:28Speaker 1: I do love s time back as well, who was
- 2:30Speaker 1: not necessarily a Southern Gothic but was kind of in
- 2:32Speaker 1: that time frame. So those are the stories that I remember. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
- 2:40Speaker 1: I I was thinking about this because we're today we're
- 2:44Speaker 1: talking about one that I imagine most of you haven't
- 2:46Speaker 1: heard of, called Lose Now Pay Later. I've never heard
- 2:49Speaker 1: of the story. Me and my friends we read it
- 2:52Speaker 1: in ninth grade, I think, and we still talk about it,
- 2:55Speaker 1: and then we're talking about Neo Gaiman's The Problem with Susan,
- 2:58Speaker 1: The Problem of Susan, excuse me, And I do think
- 3:02Speaker 1: it's really fascinating that when I there were a lot
- 3:06Speaker 1: of literature stories that I read, short stories I read
- 3:08Speaker 1: in literature class that I it's they stuck out to
- 3:11Speaker 1: me and I remember them to this day. And when
- 3:14Speaker 1: I was in tenth grade, we did a whole section
- 3:18Speaker 1: on religious stories from around the world, and that actually
- 3:21Speaker 1: had a huge impact on me and my because I
- 3:24Speaker 1: grew up very religious, but I was kind of stepping
- 3:26Speaker 1: away and that was part of that where I was like,
- 3:29Speaker 1: this story is essentially the same as Noah's Ark, and
- 3:32Speaker 1: it was written way earlier, as being very like logical
- 3:36Speaker 1: about it and annoying about it. But yeah, and then
- 3:39Speaker 1: there was another story that I still think of it
- 3:41Speaker 1: to this day. I can't remember like any of the
- 3:44Speaker 1: details other than the main character was kind of he
- 3:50Speaker 1: was a male teenager and he was kind of a jerk,
- 3:52Speaker 1: and he kind of went out and did all this
- 3:54Speaker 1: stuff and cut his family out and really burnt them,
- 3:57Speaker 1: left them burnt. And then he went through all this
- 4:01Speaker 1: like trauma, and he came back and the family just
- 4:04Speaker 1: accepted him and they were so happy to see him again.
- 4:06Speaker 1: And I just remember for some reason that really stuck
- 4:09Speaker 1: with me. Another one, Harrison Bergeron, which was written by
- 4:13Speaker 1: Kurt Vonnegut in e I reread it. It's really short,
- 4:19Speaker 1: just kind of because I found it online when I
- 4:21Speaker 1: was doing the research for this, and it's got a
- 4:24Speaker 1: lot of interesting stuff in there that might be a
- 4:26Speaker 1: maybe we'll come back if we ever do another short
- 4:28Speaker 1: story thing again, We'll say. Kurt vonnegut short stories are
- 4:32Speaker 1: so different from his uh novels that it threw me
- 4:36Speaker 1: when I first read it, because I was expecting one thing,
- 4:39Speaker 1: but I loved it. I was like, wait, it was
- 4:41Speaker 1: almost reminiscent of Truman Capote and his short stories as
- 4:44Speaker 1: well that I was like, wait, wait what, But I
- 4:47Speaker 1: know that's not the case necessarily because they are very
- 4:49Speaker 1: different styles, very beautiful in each of us way. But
- 4:53Speaker 1: I really enjoyed his store stories. It did go more
- 4:56Speaker 1: into that literary world that I knew because I'm not
- 4:59Speaker 1: a big I five fan, and honestly, I don't think
- 5:02Speaker 1: Hart Boyet is super sci fi. He does have the
- 5:05Speaker 1: futuristic vibe to everything he does, and that's why I
- 5:08Speaker 1: think I like his stuff and I think he's hilarious.
- 5:11Speaker 1: But his actual short stories are very reminiscent to the
- 5:14Speaker 1: literary works to me of Trim and Caponi is like
- 5:17Speaker 1: kind of very lyrical. Yeah, way, but don't get me started.
- 5:23Speaker 1: I want to get you started. Oh my gosh, it
- 5:25Speaker 1: was so fun. Yeah. No, I really enjoyed it and
- 5:28Speaker 1: I'm glad I reread it. And yeah, there's just a
- 5:31Speaker 1: lot of stuff we can talk about now, especially in
- 5:33Speaker 1: our modern context, because it is very fascinating to me
- 5:39Speaker 1: to read a story that's set in the future when
- 5:41Speaker 1: we're kind of approaching that date, Um, right, where are
- 5:46Speaker 1: we when it comes to that, which is a good
- 5:48Speaker 1: segue into the first story we're going to read, Well,
- 5:53Speaker 1: not read that we read and we're going to talk about,
- 5:55Speaker 1: which you can find for free online. And it is
- 5:58Speaker 1: called dues Now Pay Later. So yes, I did. I
- 6:03Speaker 1: read this in ninth grade literature. It's by Carol Farley.
- 6:06Speaker 1: I think it was published, but it was surprisingly hard
- 6:10Speaker 1: to check down. I guess it's just like me and
- 6:12Speaker 1: my friend group that remember this story so well. I
- 6:15Speaker 1: like it. Yeah, it's definitely got some language we get
- 6:18Speaker 1: in trouble for using on this podcast, like crazy and
- 6:21Speaker 1: dumb in it um. And I couldn't find too much
- 6:24Speaker 1: about the author, but he's hoping she isn't a terrible
- 6:27Speaker 1: human being. But me and my friends, yeah, we talked
- 6:32Speaker 1: about the story pretty frequently. And since it's all about
- 6:36Speaker 1: fat diets gone really really wrong, we thought it was
- 6:40Speaker 1: sort of appropriate, um for all this New Year, New
- 6:43Speaker 1: You messaging. And let's get into the plot. So it
- 6:47Speaker 1: is about two girls, Deb and trenja Um and I'm
- 6:51Speaker 1: guessing on how to pronounce that it's t r I
- 6:53Speaker 1: in j A. And they they encounter this news store
- 6:57Speaker 1: at a mall selling something called swooties. And this is
- 6:59Speaker 1: another reason I think it's probably correct, because it feels
- 7:03Speaker 1: very nineties to me, so the shop sounds like the
- 7:06Speaker 1: fanciest frozen yogurt shop you've ever heard of. And yeah,
- 7:11Speaker 1: it reminds me of the fro yo trend which was
- 7:14Speaker 1: taking off in the in the ninety nineties in America.
- 7:18Speaker 1: UM so, very bright, very clean, but no employees in sight.
- 7:23Speaker 1: There's a sign inside the shop that reads sweets plus
- 7:26Speaker 1: goodies equals swooties. I'm pronouncing it swooties, but I guess
- 7:30Speaker 1: it would be I'm saying swooties. I'm sticking with it.
- 7:36Speaker 1: Um Suties came in a variety of flavors peanut butter crunch,
- 7:40Speaker 1: butter rump, pecan, coconut, almond, marshmallow, and chocolate nut mint.
- 7:45Speaker 1: And best of all, they were free. I feel like
- 7:49Speaker 1: those flavors are very adult flavors because as a kid,
- 7:52Speaker 1: I would never go for the coconut almond. I would
- 7:54Speaker 1: be like, what what is this? I might, but it
- 7:58Speaker 1: would be for the cocon not the almond, if that
- 8:01Speaker 1: makes sense. I so like butter fudge crunch, even though like, yeah,
- 8:06Speaker 1: that sounds like it would be a lot more child friendly.
- 8:09Speaker 1: But whatever. So deb the narrator is suspicious, a little
- 8:14Speaker 1: on edge about how bright and um empty the story
- 8:17Speaker 1: is and doubtful that they are truly free is really
- 8:21Speaker 1: excited about it, though so deb mentioned she's on a
- 8:24Speaker 1: diet and it is therefore always thinking about food. The
- 8:28Speaker 1: smell lures them in and they try some from the
- 8:32Speaker 1: automated machine that dispenses a chocolate covered cone and then
- 8:36Speaker 1: a swirl of something with a similar consistency to a
- 8:40Speaker 1: soft serve, which, by the way, I still can't quite
- 8:41Speaker 1: grasp this um. By all accounts, they're delicious, and they
- 8:45Speaker 1: repair try every flavor before leaving trene of vowing to
- 8:50Speaker 1: diet for a whole year to make up for it.
- 8:52Speaker 1: As they exit, they tell others passing by to go
- 8:55Speaker 1: and try some. Yes. So this is the thing we
- 8:58Speaker 1: talked about the most, is the descriptions of how good
- 9:02Speaker 1: they taste like. We still think about how good they
- 9:05Speaker 1: sounded quest we want them. So here's a quote. Swooties
- 9:10Speaker 1: aren't cold like ice cream, are warm like cooked pudding,
- 9:13Speaker 1: but they are blending of both in temperature and texture.
- 9:16Speaker 1: The flavor melts instantly, and your whole mouth and brain
- 9:18Speaker 1: are flooded with taste and impressions. Like the first foodie
- 9:21Speaker 1: I tried coconut almond marshmallow. Suddenly, as my mouth separated
- 9:25Speaker 1: the individual taste, my brain bursted into memories associated with
- 9:29Speaker 1: each flavor. I felt as if I were lying on
- 9:31Speaker 1: a warm beach, all covered with coconut suntan oil. Then
- 9:34Speaker 1: I heard myself giggling and singing as a group of
- 9:36Speaker 1: us roasted marshmallows around a campfire. Then I lived the
- 9:39Speaker 1: long ago moments of biting into the special Christmas cookies
- 9:42Speaker 1: with almonds my grandmother made when I was little. And
- 9:46Speaker 1: that's something we have talked about, is this kind of
- 9:48Speaker 1: nostalgia of of food and how powerful that can be.
- 9:52Speaker 1: So Yeah, Swooties take off, and despite achieving widespread popularity,
- 9:58Speaker 1: the product remains free. Um. People are so excited about
- 10:02Speaker 1: swooties that nobody really asked any questions about it. Um,
- 10:06Speaker 1: someone was paying the rent and the product was determined
- 10:09Speaker 1: to be safe for human consumption. People aligned up to
- 10:12Speaker 1: get their hands on some swooties, and the machines never
- 10:15Speaker 1: seemed to run out, and everyone who partakes starts to
- 10:19Speaker 1: gain weight. UM. Trenja and Deb complain about it, knowing
- 10:23Speaker 1: the swooties are to blame, leading Deb to ask aloud,
- 10:26Speaker 1: if only there was some easy way to eat all
- 10:28Speaker 1: the swooties we want and still not gain any weight. Well,
- 10:33Speaker 1: ask and you shall receive. Deb almost immediately notices a
- 10:37Speaker 1: new fixture in the mall parking lot. A tall, white
- 10:40Speaker 1: telephone booth sized box flashing light next to it reads
- 10:44Speaker 1: the Slimmer um and a thin, tan, short woman with
- 10:48Speaker 1: a quote strange sounding voice is standing outside of it,
- 10:51Speaker 1: telling the girls that it is a machine to make
- 10:54Speaker 1: you slimmer, that if they step inside, they'll lose unwanted fat.
- 10:58Speaker 1: Deb has taken aback at this woman's confidence, knowing that quote.
- 11:02Speaker 1: In the old days, people believed they could lose weight quickly,
- 11:07Speaker 1: but in twenty one they weren't that gullible that they
- 11:11Speaker 1: knew fat diets don't work and that's fat. The woman
- 11:14Speaker 1: explains that it is a new process and that instant
- 11:17Speaker 1: removal of fat costs twenty five yen per pound. Was
- 11:21Speaker 1: this supposed to be based in China or no, so Japan?
- 11:27Speaker 1: So I think because of the time it was written,
- 11:30Speaker 1: Japan was a big economic power, and that's actually one
- 11:33Speaker 1: of the reasons we see so many damaging stereotypes Asian
- 11:37Speaker 1: stereotypes and eighties nineties movies was to kind of combat
- 11:41Speaker 1: that so I think because of when this was written,
- 11:45Speaker 1: she was imagining that in the future, Japan was the power. Yeah,
- 11:51Speaker 1: I mean he also thought that way too. I think
- 11:53Speaker 1: that it was more China at that point in his books,
- 11:56Speaker 1: but that they would be in power in future, which
- 11:59Speaker 1: movie we an't not um though, they are both dubious
- 12:03Speaker 1: that the woman's confidence convinces Death to give it a go,
- 12:06Speaker 1: digging up a hundred thirty yen literally, they just say, well,
- 12:09Speaker 1: I mean, how much money do you have? And the
- 12:11Speaker 1: woman pushes it, takes some money and pushes the men,
- 12:14Speaker 1: and the woman pushes Deb inside the booth, slams the
- 12:17Speaker 1: door behind her. There's a humming sound, and before Deb
- 12:19Speaker 1: can scream, Trenja opens the door, yelling at the woman
- 12:23Speaker 1: when she says that five pounds are gone. In a daze,
- 12:26Speaker 1: Dev says her jeans feel loose, but Trenja says it's
- 12:30Speaker 1: in her all in her imagination. However, when Deb wastes herself,
- 12:33Speaker 1: it turns out to be true. So yes Excited, the
- 12:37Speaker 1: girls scrounge up as much money as they can and
- 12:40Speaker 1: head back to the mall. The woman reveals, for every
- 12:44Speaker 1: ten pounds you lose because you know make trenjeted more
- 12:48Speaker 1: than just five, she has to prick your wrist, leaving
- 12:51Speaker 1: behind a tiny little mark for quote safety reasons. Um
- 12:56Speaker 1: and the girls are so relieved at the weight loss
- 12:59Speaker 1: and the prospect of never having to diet again they
- 13:01Speaker 1: accept this without question. Yes, and soon after slimmers start
- 13:07Speaker 1: appearing all over the world right next to swootie stores.
- 13:11Speaker 1: Everyone loves them, and the population at large gets skinnier.
- 13:15Speaker 1: Some people have four or five pin pricks around their
- 13:18Speaker 1: wrist um, but no one really understands how the machines work.
- 13:21Speaker 1: The machine attendants, who are all just kind of slightly off,
- 13:25Speaker 1: will explain it, but it's too technical to really understand,
- 13:29Speaker 1: and in the words of Trenja, people really didn't care
- 13:31Speaker 1: how they worked because it meant they could eat swooties
- 13:34Speaker 1: all day long and not gain an ounce, and that's
- 13:37Speaker 1: what mattered. Everyone seems to love swooties and slimmers, except
- 13:43Speaker 1: for Deb's ten year old brother, Trevor. He theorizes that
- 13:47Speaker 1: they are the plot of aliens from outer space who
- 13:52Speaker 1: are plumping people up with swooties and then harvesting the
- 13:54Speaker 1: fact collected from slimmers for fuel. That once the dots
- 13:58Speaker 1: circle someone's risk completely will be cold, their fat content
- 14:02Speaker 1: no longer a value, of course, deb and Trenja dismiss him,
- 14:07Speaker 1: deb thinking quote, humans would never sacrifice their freedom and
- 14:10Speaker 1: dignity just so they could eat and still be thin.
- 14:13Speaker 1: Even aliens ought to know that. I could quit eating
- 14:16Speaker 1: suoties and using those slimmers anytime I want. But all
- 14:19Speaker 1: those little blue marks Trencha and I have are beginning
- 14:21Speaker 1: to look like delicate tattooed bracelets, and we both think
- 14:24Speaker 1: they'd look really neat on our wrist. And that's the end. Yeah,
- 14:36Speaker 1: So it was interesting to reread this because it's been
- 14:41Speaker 1: what two decades almost since I read it, and I
- 14:45Speaker 1: could I couldn't find it, and it why. One night
- 14:48Speaker 1: I just was determined to find it, and I think
- 14:51Speaker 1: I texted you about it. Then I was like, we
- 14:53Speaker 1: gotta talk about this, um. But one thing in there
- 14:58Speaker 1: I kind of wanted to talk about um because I
- 15:01Speaker 1: moll culture is kind of dying, has been dying. But
- 15:07Speaker 1: when I was growing up, this was a thing. You
- 15:10Speaker 1: you go to the mall, you'd get your your frozen
- 15:14Speaker 1: yogurt or whatever it was, and there's just so much
- 15:19Speaker 1: The pretzels are so good yes, I know exactly what
- 15:23Speaker 1: you're talking about. I love them too. Um. Oh yeah,
- 15:27Speaker 1: and you would kind of hang out with your friends
- 15:29Speaker 1: and do this um And I think probably in middle
- 15:32Speaker 1: school to high school I would. I would hang out
- 15:35Speaker 1: with friends at the mall sometimes. But you know, we
- 15:37Speaker 1: both grew up in small towns, so this was a
- 15:39Speaker 1: big endeavor, like you had to get out. Yeah, it
- 15:44Speaker 1: was like at least an hour away to get to
- 15:48Speaker 1: a mall. But I do think throughout this and even
- 15:55Speaker 1: we just see it everywhere, is this kind of fad
- 15:58Speaker 1: diet ida, this diet culture thing, this fat phobia of
- 16:06Speaker 1: people wanting to to eat these delicious sounding things but
- 16:12Speaker 1: not wanting to gain any weight from it. And I
- 16:17Speaker 1: don't think I've ever done a fad diet per se,
- 16:21Speaker 1: but I've dieted. I've definitely done some extreme dyet, right.
- 16:27Speaker 1: I would think that I did not do many fad
- 16:29Speaker 1: diets because I just that took too much discipline and
- 16:32Speaker 1: I didn't have that uh meaning like whatever the whole
- 16:36Speaker 1: thirty um I think existed. And I know Atkins was
- 16:40Speaker 1: a huge thing when I was in college, and so
- 16:43Speaker 1: people were all about it and I was like, there's
- 16:45Speaker 1: no way only eating meat is healthy for you. There's
- 16:49Speaker 1: no way. But again, like I was like, whatever, people
- 16:53Speaker 1: do what they need to do. I'm not gonna I'm
- 16:55Speaker 1: not gonna push your judge or anything. But I could
- 16:57Speaker 1: not do it. But I was all about the calorie counting,
- 17:01Speaker 1: like that is something that I have been really dangerously
- 17:05Speaker 1: obsessed with, like keeping underneath a certain amount, and that's
- 17:09Speaker 1: my obsession. Was that instead of just necessarily like and
- 17:12Speaker 1: I guess Calgary counting is a fat of itself, like
- 17:16Speaker 1: kind of a trend in itself tactic, but yeah, it's
- 17:20Speaker 1: a whole level of like, Okay, this level of obsession,
- 17:25Speaker 1: there's something to be concerned about. Yeah. I was the same,
- 17:29Speaker 1: And I think I told you for a while I
- 17:31Speaker 1: was keeping I was using an app to keep track,
- 17:34Speaker 1: and the app actually sent me a message and it said,
- 17:36Speaker 1: if this is true, this is dangerous. Right. Yeah, this
- 17:41Speaker 1: is so pervasive and we've talked about it a lot,
- 17:44Speaker 1: but especially for younger girls who are kind of observing
- 17:49Speaker 1: through perhaps our our moms or other people in our
- 17:53Speaker 1: lives or entertainment, Like maybe we're not directly getting the messages,
- 17:58Speaker 1: which we usually are, but there's also just this underlying
- 18:02Speaker 1: everywhere you look or everything you hear that you should
- 18:06Speaker 1: look this way, And I think for me, it's still
- 18:10Speaker 1: hard to just enjoy something, to just enjoy, Like if
- 18:15Speaker 1: I had a sutie, I would be thinking, like the
- 18:18Speaker 1: whole day like guilt. I'd be feeling guilty and like
- 18:22Speaker 1: how can I counteract that, which is just not a
- 18:26Speaker 1: fun I'm not saying you shouldn't be aware of what
- 18:30Speaker 1: you're putting in your body, but I think it goes
- 18:32Speaker 1: beyond that. It goes to you can't have those You
- 18:36Speaker 1: can't have anything without feeling guilty about it, to be honest. Yeah,
- 18:42Speaker 1: and sort of that whole idea at the end of
- 18:46Speaker 1: ire where they say, you know, we would never give
- 18:50Speaker 1: up everything just to look this way, And kind of
- 18:55Speaker 1: I've been thinking about that in terms of what we
- 18:57Speaker 1: talked about recently with the pandemic and health and how
- 19:00Speaker 1: you and I were saying, like, we know we're going
- 19:02Speaker 1: to pay for this, just like the title of the
- 19:04Speaker 1: story is, like we know I'm not going into the dentist.
- 19:07Speaker 1: I need to go to the dast I'm gonna pay
- 19:09Speaker 1: for this later. But kind of that putting off of
- 19:13Speaker 1: right now, I would rather look this way and I
- 19:15Speaker 1: will deal with the impacts later, which is very not
- 19:21Speaker 1: eating disorder territory. M hmm. Yeah. And then another big
- 19:28Speaker 1: theme throughout this is sort of the whole idea. If
- 19:31Speaker 1: it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.
- 19:35Speaker 1: There is a whole Seinfeld episode about actually frozen yogurt
- 19:39Speaker 1: and this very thing. There's not aliens involved, but there
- 19:42Speaker 1: is lying about content in the ingredients amount. And also
- 19:46Speaker 1: this whole idea of no such thing as a free lunge.
- 19:47Speaker 1: You know, they're giving away this free yogurt and people
- 19:50Speaker 1: aren't really asking questions because they like it. Uh So
- 19:54Speaker 1: it's a big theme throughout. And then just because you know,
- 19:58Speaker 1: I love this, Santa, I wanted to touch on some
- 20:01Speaker 1: of the old tick because this takes place in right
- 20:07Speaker 1: but it's you can tell it's very much an imagined
- 20:10Speaker 1: future that is the product of its time. Also, it
- 20:12Speaker 1: was written for children. It was specifically aimed towards I
- 20:17Speaker 1: think it was I read at high school, but I
- 20:18Speaker 1: think it was am towards like seventh and eighth grade.
- 20:21Speaker 1: But there's the facts machine. I love that in the
- 20:25Speaker 1: eighties and nineties we thought the facts machines. That's the
- 20:29Speaker 1: whole like the future for back back literally is how
- 20:33Speaker 1: they communicate is via TV, which they weren't wrong because
- 20:38Speaker 1: they can do that the whole like computer like skyping
- 20:41Speaker 1: video which didn't exist at that point in time. But
- 20:44Speaker 1: also the fact machine that was in every room, that
- 20:47Speaker 1: every household had, that was the prediction of the future.
- 20:53Speaker 1: I know, it cracks me up every time. Um. Also, yes,
- 20:58Speaker 1: that malls would still be kind of this place where
- 21:01Speaker 1: we congregate and hang out, and maybe we'll also make
- 21:03Speaker 1: a comeback. I don't know, but right now I don't
- 21:08Speaker 1: they seem to be on their way out right, yes,
- 21:12Speaker 1: And then yeah, Japan has an economic power, So I
- 21:15Speaker 1: just I find all that interesting when people are imagining
- 21:19Speaker 1: the future. And I mean, isn't that far away as
- 21:22Speaker 1: scary as that is, But yeah, it's just sort of
- 21:26Speaker 1: interesting to see where we are versus what people imagined
- 21:31Speaker 1: would be the future. Okay, So I do recommend like
- 21:36Speaker 1: if as long as you're not going to be triggered
- 21:39Speaker 1: by a weight issues, which I totally understand. Um, if
- 21:42Speaker 1: you are, and it's definitely I would say, don't risk it,
- 21:46Speaker 1: although you've already come through this, So I recommend it.
- 21:49Speaker 1: Like I said, you can find you can find it
- 21:51Speaker 1: for free online. It's really short, it's like seven pages.
- 22:06Speaker 1: But moving on, let's talk about the Problem of Susan,
- 22:10Speaker 1: which is a Neil game in short story you can
- 22:13Speaker 1: also find online for free. But it's also a whole
- 22:16Speaker 1: concept now, and we're going to talk about that bits.
- 22:20Speaker 1: And I did think, you know, we don't normally try
- 22:23Speaker 1: to highlight works by men in this segment, but because
- 22:28Speaker 1: it did become this whole thing to describe this issue
- 22:32Speaker 1: which we are going to talk about if you haven't
- 22:34Speaker 1: heard of it, I also thought about Forever Winter, Never Christmas,
- 22:37Speaker 1: which is kind of the whole thing of the Lion,
- 22:40Speaker 1: which in Wardrobe is Narnias Forever Winter, Never Christmas, as
- 22:46Speaker 1: a lot of us are preparing to enter the weekend
- 22:48Speaker 1: of snow and chills, I thought it was appropriate. So
- 22:54Speaker 1: did you ever read the Chronicles of Narniasmantha? Oh yeah,
- 22:57Speaker 1: oh yeah. I actually had the old school of version
- 23:00Speaker 1: of it where it begins with the Lion, the Witch,
- 23:04Speaker 1: and the wardrobe, all of the sixties drawings and its glory.
- 23:09Speaker 1: I lost it in a fire and I've been on
- 23:12Speaker 1: the search for that type of that specific series because
- 23:17Speaker 1: I don't like this new switch up with the Magician's Nephew,
- 23:20Speaker 1: which we know is a prequel. I know, but it
- 23:22Speaker 1: doesn't belong in there like that. He wrote it like
- 23:24Speaker 1: that for a reason. I'm weirdly purist about that. I
- 23:27Speaker 1: don't know why. N't necessarily so, but I really have
- 23:31Speaker 1: been trying to find the old school versions of it
- 23:33Speaker 1: because I really loved those books. And it wasn't until
- 23:37Speaker 1: you brought this back up that I forgot the last battle.
- 23:40Speaker 1: I completely forgot what happened out of my head. I
- 23:44Speaker 1: don't know if because you know, it's been so long
- 23:46Speaker 1: and it's been a long long time, and I used
- 23:49Speaker 1: these books when I was teaching the Bible as part
- 23:53Speaker 1: of my curriculum, um in talking about each of the characters,
- 23:57Speaker 1: and I really did forget about Susan's character. In the end,
- 23:59Speaker 1: I was like, oh, yeah, So it's a whole level
- 24:04Speaker 1: of like trying to remember where where we where we
- 24:08Speaker 1: came from with this. Also in the movie Ben Barnes,
- 24:12Speaker 1: That's where I was introduced to Ben Barnes. In the
- 24:14Speaker 1: second movie who is west World? He was a bad
- 24:17Speaker 1: guy in Westworld, Yeah, and then he was Yeah. He
- 24:21Speaker 1: was in several other movies and he's in several other
- 24:23Speaker 1: shows that I absolutely love. He was in He's one
- 24:26Speaker 1: of the marvel Ones. Is an iron fist. I think
- 24:28Speaker 1: he's an iron fist, which is forgettable. But any of
- 24:33Speaker 1: those things I can't remember. But I loved Ben Barnes
- 24:36Speaker 1: and I think he's fantastic. But this I remember then
- 24:39Speaker 1: trying to pair him and Susan Up. I was like, yeah,
- 24:42Speaker 1: he's twenty years older than her. Stuff this that's a
- 24:46Speaker 1: side tracking of all of Chronicles of Narnia. But yes,
- 24:50Speaker 1: I loved it, loved it, loved it. I loved C. S.
- 24:52Speaker 1: Lewis during that time in my wondering because he also
- 24:56Speaker 1: wasn't as a big snob as Tolkien. I'm sorry when
- 25:01Speaker 1: it comes to English literature. I know people are very
- 25:04Speaker 1: very like Puris and that mode too, and so therefore
- 25:08Speaker 1: I felt like he was a little more open. Do
- 25:11Speaker 1: I agree? Like, thinking back on it now and I'm like, oh,
- 25:14Speaker 1: I have a whole different perspective, but yeah, yeah, I
- 25:18Speaker 1: wanted to me at that point in time. Yeah, I
- 25:20Speaker 1: love them. When I was a kid, um, I loved
- 25:22Speaker 1: there was an animated lion, which in the wardrobe I
- 25:26Speaker 1: loved and I went through such an intense period of
- 25:29Speaker 1: loving them that I actually wrote fan fiction for it. Yeah,
- 25:33Speaker 1: but I mean it's pretty it's kind of really. There
- 25:37Speaker 1: are things that I love, love, love more than I
- 25:39Speaker 1: loved that that I never wrote fan fiction for, but
- 25:42Speaker 1: I wrote fan fiction for it, and that's that's pretty
- 25:44Speaker 1: indicative of how much I loved it. I in case
- 25:48Speaker 1: anyone doesn't know what we're talking about, I'm gonna explain
- 25:50Speaker 1: it more in a second. But depending on when you
- 25:52Speaker 1: bought these are a book series of seven books. I
- 25:55Speaker 1: bought them at the time when The Magician's Nephew was
- 25:58Speaker 1: the first in the series, but for people before me, uh, Lion,
- 26:05Speaker 1: which in the Wardrobe came first. So if you're confused
- 26:07Speaker 1: by that, I did. I loved it, and then I
- 26:10Speaker 1: just got so weird about religion and then I kind
- 26:12Speaker 1: of just turned away. But I do remember him pretty well. Um,
- 26:17Speaker 1: and we're gonna, yeah, we're gonna get into all of this,
- 26:19Speaker 1: but okay, for anyone who doesn't know, The Chronicles of
- 26:22Speaker 1: Narnia is yes, a seven books series written by C. S. Lewis,
- 26:25Speaker 1: first published in nineteen fifty through nineteen fifty six, and
- 26:29Speaker 1: there have since been animated and live adaptations for the screen.
- 26:32Speaker 1: We're not going to go too deeply into the plots.
- 26:35Speaker 1: Weirdly enough, you can check out the Saver podcast that
- 26:38Speaker 1: I do. We did an episode on fictional foods of
- 26:41Speaker 1: Narnia for more information. We really want then because I
- 26:46Speaker 1: have a weird picture in my head and then when
- 26:48Speaker 1: someone told him what it was, I was like, wait,
- 26:50Speaker 1: what Yeah, So it's kind of a gelatin based It's
- 26:55Speaker 1: usually lightly sweet with like rose and it's got some
- 26:59Speaker 1: sugar on top, but it's sort of a gelatin light desserts. Now,
- 27:06Speaker 1: that being said, a lot of people have said it's
- 27:09Speaker 1: kind of represents drugs this case, Yes, because it is
- 27:15Speaker 1: something that the which gives out to to Edmund in
- 27:20Speaker 1: particular in this case to kind of get him hooked. Anyway,
- 27:24Speaker 1: I love anybody who doesn't know what we're talking about
- 27:26Speaker 1: must be what is going on here. So many there
- 27:30Speaker 1: is literal Christian workbooks that go along with the series
- 27:35Speaker 1: to talk about and analyze the depth of of the
- 27:40Speaker 1: pretty much the origin story. So it's kind of like
- 27:42Speaker 1: saying this is a taking genesis into a modern detail,
- 27:45Speaker 1: which is also why TOKEN didn't like it, Like as
- 27:47Speaker 1: you're hitting there being too obvious and over the top
- 27:50Speaker 1: right back to right, which we'll touch on in a
- 27:53Speaker 1: second more a little bit. But Okay, despite the fact
- 27:57Speaker 1: that Lewis, who yes, wrote a lot about religion, was
- 28:00Speaker 1: adamant these books weren't an allegory a religious allegory and
- 28:04Speaker 1: specific they have often been interpreted through religious lends, with
- 28:08Speaker 1: Narnia being Heaven and Aslin being God and or Jesus.
- 28:15Speaker 1: There's even a whole magic apple temptation thing that goes on. Yeah,
- 28:20Speaker 1: there's a lot we could get into, but that would
- 28:22Speaker 1: be a different podcast. So for our purposes, we're focusing
- 28:26Speaker 1: on the Pevency children, Peter, Susan, Edmund, and Lucy, who
- 28:30Speaker 1: have adventures and become royalty in Narnia. However, as Susan
- 28:35Speaker 1: grows older, she is quote no longer a friend of Narnia,
- 28:39Speaker 1: a k for a lot of people. Yep, heaven. Even
- 28:42Speaker 1: though yes, Lewis disputed this and said perhaps one day
- 28:45Speaker 1: Susan could find her way. Um, yeah, she's the second oldest,
- 28:50Speaker 1: she's the oldest daughter of this group, but so why
- 28:54Speaker 1: is she no longer a friend of Narnia? Here we go,
- 28:58Speaker 1: Here's the whole exchange from the book the last Battle,
- 29:00Speaker 1: which is the final book. My sister, Susan, answered Peter
- 29:04Speaker 1: shortly and gravely. Is no longer a friend of Narnia, yes,
- 29:07Speaker 1: said Eustace. And whenever you try to get her to
- 29:10Speaker 1: come and talk about Narnia or do anything about Narnia,
- 29:13Speaker 1: she says, what wonderful memories you have? Fancy you're still
- 29:17Speaker 1: thinking about all these funny games we used to play
- 29:19Speaker 1: when we were children, Oh, Susan, said Jill. She's interested
- 29:23Speaker 1: in nothing nowadays except nylons and lipstick and invitations. She
- 29:27Speaker 1: always was a jolly sight too, keen on being grown up.
- 29:31Speaker 1: Grown up indeed, said the lady Polly, I wish you
- 29:34Speaker 1: would grow up. She wasted all her school time wanting
- 29:37Speaker 1: to be the age she is now, and she'll waste
- 29:40Speaker 1: all the rest of her life trying to stay that age.
- 29:42Speaker 1: Her whole idea is to race onto the silliest time
- 29:45Speaker 1: of one's life as quick as she can, and then
- 29:47Speaker 1: stop there as long as she can. Yep, and that's
- 29:51Speaker 1: pretty much it. Um. That's pretty much the attitude about
- 29:55Speaker 1: her from everyone, her family and friends. Notably, Lucy doesn't
- 30:00Speaker 1: say anything during this exchange, as doesn't sing anything during
- 30:03Speaker 1: this exchange, right, I find it. I like, again, we'll
- 30:08Speaker 1: come back to it. But in my mind she had
- 30:12Speaker 1: the very first book. She was already too grown as well,
- 30:15Speaker 1: and they accused her of that from jump, So I
- 30:18Speaker 1: found that interesting that that's how it built up. But
- 30:20Speaker 1: again I forgot the last battle completely, So well, here
- 30:26Speaker 1: we go. Susan was always the more practical one. That
- 30:30Speaker 1: she was a caregiver, and I feel like that seems
- 30:33Speaker 1: on brand, which makes sense because the children had lost
- 30:36Speaker 1: their mother and she was always making sure they had
- 30:38Speaker 1: their COEs and that they ate. She is the oldest
- 30:42Speaker 1: girl and referred to as quote little mother. She was kind, gentle,
- 30:46Speaker 1: and yes, very beautiful. So what's the issue. It seemed
- 30:50Speaker 1: to be she's choosing being an adult over Narnia and
- 30:54Speaker 1: as Land the fantasy essentially. Um Lewis wrote in a
- 30:58Speaker 1: letter about her that she was quote a rather silly,
- 31:01Speaker 1: conceited young woman, even though that really doesn't seem to
- 31:05Speaker 1: match up with everything else we the readers knew about her,
- 31:09Speaker 1: although we are supposed to think her annoying. Um some
- 31:13Speaker 1: believe he did this more out of his need for
- 31:15Speaker 1: her to represent something quote the believer that walks away
- 31:19Speaker 1: from faith instead of telling the story true to the character. Yeah. So, uh,
- 31:25Speaker 1: there's this is kind of a tricky conversation actually because
- 31:29Speaker 1: and we're going to get into it, but it almost
- 31:31Speaker 1: seems like it was just confusion, like it was kind
- 31:36Speaker 1: of out of nowhere. There was no attempt like this.
- 31:40Speaker 1: There was sus mentioned of her. She's not coming back
- 31:43Speaker 1: to Narnia, and that's it. Like there was no attempt
- 31:45Speaker 1: to redeem her or talk to her or anything with her.
- 31:47Speaker 1: It was just like, oh, never talk about her again, right, Yeah? Good.
- 31:53Speaker 1: Like I said to you when we were originally talking
- 31:56Speaker 1: about this, I was like I had to go back
- 31:58Speaker 1: and figure out what happened because I didn't exactly understand
- 32:01Speaker 1: what just happened in the book when I read originally
- 32:03Speaker 1: read the book and to the point, uh, and we're
- 32:06Speaker 1: going to talk about more about this later, I know.
- 32:08Speaker 1: But um, this was during the time that passion and
- 32:11Speaker 1: purity was big. I don't know if you know this book, Annie,
- 32:15Speaker 1: I'm so sorry. I'm very critical. I'm so sorry for
- 32:17Speaker 1: the religious listeners if you're offended by this, But I
- 32:20Speaker 1: will say it brought me a lot of pain. This
- 32:22Speaker 1: one book that talks about a woman's place in religion.
- 32:26Speaker 1: It is very stereotypical, um, and some of the things
- 32:30Speaker 1: that I get what they're saying at the same time,
- 32:33Speaker 1: could be really damaging to women. We talked about this
- 32:35Speaker 1: during the Purity during our episode, but I think that's
- 32:39Speaker 1: what Susan represented as being anti Christian woman if thats
- 32:45Speaker 1: too worldly, Yeah, yeah, now that makes sense, um, And
- 32:49Speaker 1: we're definitely gonna break some of that down to you.
- 32:51Speaker 1: And we are one day going to do an episode
- 32:54Speaker 1: on religious trauma and that's going to be fun. Um.
- 33:00Speaker 1: Last that deserved kind of frightened. So another point to
- 33:07Speaker 1: make here is Peter, who is older than Susan, was
- 33:09Speaker 1: told he was too old to return to Narnia, but
- 33:12Speaker 1: he did and she didn't. And to male characters get
- 33:16Speaker 1: painful redemption arcs, but she does not. And you mentioned
- 33:18Speaker 1: earlier one of the worst characters to me and this
- 33:25Speaker 1: entire book. And yes, it's supposed to be that he
- 33:28Speaker 1: was childish and didn't understand he'd gone through trauma. He
- 33:31Speaker 1: lost his parents too, and was a brat essentially, But yeah,
- 33:36Speaker 1: after he just turned into a dragon for his greed
- 33:38Speaker 1: and then freed of Best Spell, he repents essentially to Muslin.
- 33:43Speaker 1: And becomes whole again. But yeah, I think it's really
- 33:46Speaker 1: interesting because Lucy and Edmund are too old which is
- 33:50Speaker 1: why you see Eustace and Jill come into play, because
- 33:52Speaker 1: they're young enough to believe these, so they technically aged
- 33:55Speaker 1: out too. Yeah. Yeah, and that's um. There are listeners.
- 34:00Speaker 1: You might be surprised at how many people have written
- 34:03Speaker 1: long essays about this, So so many, and they were
- 34:08Speaker 1: all really interesting and a lot of them had different
- 34:10Speaker 1: viewpoints which I found interesting too. Um. But somebody was saying, like,
- 34:14Speaker 1: essentially the message we're supposed to take is that you
- 34:18Speaker 1: have to be young and believe, never grow up and
- 34:22Speaker 1: never like being an adult and take care of people,
- 34:26Speaker 1: or you can't go to what is essentially happened, right,
- 34:29Speaker 1: So it's um, And I just remember the city I
- 34:32Speaker 1: have Somewhere in one of my journals, I went through
- 34:35Speaker 1: and did a whole dive not only in the books,
- 34:39Speaker 1: but compared it to specific Bible verses like I went in.
- 34:44Speaker 1: So yeah again when I say, these meant a lot
- 34:47Speaker 1: to me at that point in time. Um, yeah, And
- 34:49Speaker 1: essentially this is kind of a play into childlike faith,
- 34:52Speaker 1: like he was being literal, even though he probably would
- 34:55Speaker 1: deny it, but it is literal, right, yeah, no, no, no,
- 35:00Speaker 1: He's got a lot of interesting quotes about this, uh C.
- 35:03Speaker 1: S Lewis. But okay, going back to what you were
- 35:19Speaker 1: saying about, you know, the good Christian woman. Um. I
- 35:22Speaker 1: think a lot of folks thought that this whole sort
- 35:24Speaker 1: of writing out of Susan. It was more that she
- 35:28Speaker 1: had become shallow. But a lot of people point out,
- 35:32Speaker 1: and I think we should point out that the things
- 35:35Speaker 1: that are listed are feminine things, patriarchal, feminine things put
- 35:40Speaker 1: onto Susan who has been told she needs to be
- 35:43Speaker 1: an adult and take care of her siblings. And I
- 35:47Speaker 1: think for a long time my interpretation was that too.
- 35:50Speaker 1: Before I kind of got more nuanced as I grow
- 35:51Speaker 1: up well as a kid, I was like, oh, she
- 35:53Speaker 1: wants to grow up. It's just gross, like so shallow.
- 35:57Speaker 1: She could go to Narcia and be having fun, but
- 36:00Speaker 1: instead she wants to do this. But it is very feminized,
- 36:03Speaker 1: Like we can't turn away from the fact that it
- 36:05Speaker 1: is purposely or not that is very feminized the things
- 36:09Speaker 1: he lists, but also these are things that he lists
- 36:13Speaker 1: when women want to feel good about themselves. The lipstick,
- 36:16Speaker 1: the stockings are very specific during a time where you're
- 36:20Speaker 1: supposed to be natural and cowering, and so that was
- 36:24Speaker 1: too bold of her to be. So I feel like
- 36:26Speaker 1: that's to this day that would be listed as a
- 36:29Speaker 1: good god the character to dress up for your man,
- 36:33Speaker 1: only for your man, obviously or for your yea in
- 36:38Speaker 1: this man this very also a heteronormative in this idea.
- 36:41Speaker 1: But but that fact, at that point in time, that
- 36:44Speaker 1: was even too much, and that was being too loud,
- 36:48Speaker 1: essentially too proud of what you look like. And so
- 36:51Speaker 1: for women to be that at that point in time
- 36:54Speaker 1: was a sin. And so you see that turn like
- 36:57Speaker 1: m hmm, yeah, yeah, And I mean I think in
- 37:02Speaker 1: case we didn't make it clear she's a teenager. I
- 37:05Speaker 1: think she may be twenty, like getting at past school
- 37:09Speaker 1: a little bit when this happens. So I mean, it's
- 37:13Speaker 1: just kind of a natural face for for women. But
- 37:19Speaker 1: it does feel like when you're reading it, like, oh wow,
- 37:22Speaker 1: she can't go to heaven because she did this. Yeah yeah,
- 37:28Speaker 1: And and as as we said already C. S. Lewis,
- 37:31Speaker 1: he denies this, but also says she has time to repent,
- 37:34Speaker 1: like it's not over for her, but also it is
- 37:38Speaker 1: for us because no one else wrote that story. We
- 37:42Speaker 1: can imagine it, we can write a fan fix and
- 37:44Speaker 1: if we want. But well, speaking of okay, all of
- 37:48Speaker 1: this discussion around this character led to Neil Gaiman writing
- 37:51Speaker 1: The Problem of Susan in two thousand four, and the
- 37:53Speaker 1: phrase has yes become sort of a catch all to
- 37:56Speaker 1: describe feminists and literary investigation into the character, which, as
- 38:01Speaker 1: I said, there's a lot and it's actually really really interesting.
- 38:05Speaker 1: I recommend going to look into it more. But this
- 38:08Speaker 1: whole thing was later turned into a comic. Both are
- 38:11Speaker 1: fairly graphic in terms of violence and sex and sexual violence.
- 38:14Speaker 1: So just astrix that if that's not something you're into,
- 38:17Speaker 1: you can definitely read about it and not have to
- 38:20Speaker 1: read the whole thing, which is also very short. So
- 38:23Speaker 1: the plot centers on Professor Hastings, an older woman who
- 38:26Speaker 1: strongly resembles Susan, who lost her family in a train crash,
- 38:30Speaker 1: which is how the Last Battle ended. Um Susan loses
- 38:33Speaker 1: her family in a train crash, It opens with her
- 38:36Speaker 1: dreaming that she is with her siblings on a battlefield,
- 38:38Speaker 1: surrounded by the bodies of dead creatures. Later that day,
- 38:42Speaker 1: she is interviewed by a student named Greta, who is
- 38:44Speaker 1: doing a profile on Hastings for the Literary Chronicle. Hastings
- 38:48Speaker 1: is an author known for her work A Quest for
- 38:51Speaker 1: the Meanings in Children's Fiction. The two are discussing the
- 38:54Speaker 1: history of children's fiction and famous examples when Greta realizes
- 38:57Speaker 1: that Hastings lost her entire family and it's rain accident
- 39:00Speaker 1: and says, just like Susan, And she tells Hastings how
- 39:04Speaker 1: much that bothered her as a kid um so much
- 39:06Speaker 1: so that she spoke to her teacher about it, and
- 39:08Speaker 1: the teacher told her Susan still had time to repent
- 39:11Speaker 1: not believing and the sin of Eve. So that was
- 39:14Speaker 1: what the teacher kind of said was her sin was
- 39:15Speaker 1: not believing. Also the whole thing with Eve that we
- 39:19Speaker 1: talked about being a woman. Yes, So all of this
- 39:21Speaker 1: prompts Gretta to say, there must have been something else
- 39:25Speaker 1: wrong with Susan, something they didn't tell us, otherwise she
- 39:29Speaker 1: wouldn't have been damned like that, denied the heaven of
- 39:32Speaker 1: Further up and further in, Hastings says that she doubted
- 39:35Speaker 1: Susan had time for lipstick and nylons after her whole
- 39:37Speaker 1: family died, and that quote. I don't know about the
- 39:39Speaker 1: girl in the books, but remaining behind would have also
- 39:42Speaker 1: meant that she was able to identify her brothers and
- 39:45Speaker 1: her little sister's bodies. There were a lot of people
- 39:47Speaker 1: dead in that crash. I was taken to a nearby school.
- 39:50Speaker 1: It was the first day of term and they had
- 39:52Speaker 1: taken the bodies there. My older brother looked okay, like
- 39:55Speaker 1: he was asleep. The other two were a bit messier.
- 39:57Speaker 1: I remember looking at them and thinking, what if I'm wrong,
- 40:00Speaker 1: What if it's not him? After all, my younger brother
- 40:02Speaker 1: was decapitated. You know a god who would punish me
- 40:05Speaker 1: for liking nylons and parties by making me walk through
- 40:08Speaker 1: that school dining room with the flies to identify ed. Well,
- 40:12Speaker 1: he's enjoying himself a bit too much, Is any like
- 40:14Speaker 1: a cat getting the last ounce of enjoyment out of
- 40:17Speaker 1: a mouse? Right? Which is how the story begins, By
- 40:19Speaker 1: the way, Hastings cuts the interview short, and that night
- 40:23Speaker 1: sleeps in her childhood bed looking through old photos. She
- 40:27Speaker 1: notices children's books on the bedside tables and knows she's
- 40:30Speaker 1: dreaming because she's never kept these kinds of books around.
- 40:33Speaker 1: The one on top of the pile shows two girls
- 40:35Speaker 1: weaving daisies into a lion's maine. Meanwhile, Greta dreams that
- 40:40Speaker 1: she is on the same battlefield and Aslin and the
- 40:43Speaker 1: Witch have come to an agreement. She will take the
- 40:46Speaker 1: boys and he will take the girls. She understands what
- 40:50Speaker 1: must have happened, and she runs, but the beast is
- 40:52Speaker 1: upon her before she's covered a dozen paces. The lion
- 40:55Speaker 1: eats all of her except her head with a long
- 40:58Speaker 1: in her dream, and he leaves the head in one
- 41:01Speaker 1: of her hands, just like the house gat at the
- 41:03Speaker 1: beginning of the story leaves parts of a mouse it
- 41:06Speaker 1: has no desire for for later or as a gift,
- 41:09Speaker 1: again referencing how Susan found a mouse at the door
- 41:13Speaker 1: bats at the beginning of the story. Yeah, yeah, so
- 41:15Speaker 1: that was a lot of that was quote. Greta watches,
- 41:18Speaker 1: unable to shut her eyes as her brothers are transformed
- 41:20Speaker 1: into monsters, and then quote the great piece ate her
- 41:23Speaker 1: little sister more slowly, and it seemed to her with
- 41:25Speaker 1: more relish and pleasure than it had eaten her. But
- 41:28Speaker 1: then her little sister had always been its favorite. Then
- 41:32Speaker 1: the witch disrobes and the lion tongues her and they
- 41:35Speaker 1: have sex, making Greta slash Susan kind of in this
- 41:39Speaker 1: dream um watch, before finally eating her head. Greta wakes
- 41:43Speaker 1: up thinking it's true that Susan didn't die, that this
- 41:45Speaker 1: whole thing actually happened. And then here's another quote. She
- 41:49Speaker 1: imagines the professor waking in the night and listening to
- 41:52Speaker 1: the noises coming from the old applewood wardrobe in the corner,
- 41:55Speaker 1: to the wrestlings of all these gliding ghosts, which might
- 41:58Speaker 1: be mistaken for the sk worries of mycer rats, and
- 42:01Speaker 1: to the padding of enormous velvet pause and the distant,
- 42:04Speaker 1: dangerous music of a hunting horn. She knows she is
- 42:07Speaker 1: being ridiculous, although she will not be surprised when she
- 42:09Speaker 1: reads of her professor's demise. Death comes in the night,
- 42:12Speaker 1: she thinks, before she returns to sleep like a lion.
- 42:15Speaker 1: The white Witch rides naked on the lion's golden back.
- 42:18Speaker 1: Its muzzle is spotted with fresh scarlet blood. Then the
- 42:22Speaker 1: vast pinkness of its tongue wipes around its face, and
- 42:24Speaker 1: once more it is perfectly clean. Okay, so there's a
- 42:32Speaker 1: lot of things we can discuss about this. Obviously, I
- 42:34Speaker 1: did want to include this quote game and set about it.
- 42:36Speaker 1: There's so much in the books that I love, but
- 42:38Speaker 1: each time I found the disposal Susan to be intensely
- 42:41Speaker 1: problematic and deeply irritating. I suppose I wanted to write
- 42:44Speaker 1: a story that would be equally problematic and just as
- 42:46Speaker 1: much of an irritant, if from a different direction, and
- 42:49Speaker 1: to talk about the remarkable power of children's literature. And
- 42:52Speaker 1: He's not the only author to I've spoken out about this.
- 42:54Speaker 1: Philip Pullman said, I just don't like the conclusions Lewis
- 42:57Speaker 1: comes to after all that analysis, the way he touch
- 43:00Speaker 1: children out from heaven or whatever it is, on the
- 43:02Speaker 1: grounds that one girl is interested in boys, she's a teenager.
- 43:06Speaker 1: It's terrible sex can't have that. Yeah, yeah, okay, so yeah,
- 43:13Speaker 1: we've already been I'm so excited that you know a
- 43:15Speaker 1: lot about this. Samantha and I I got some background
- 43:17Speaker 1: and we have kind of how did it impact us?
- 43:33Speaker 1: So as we discussed a lot of people took away
- 43:37Speaker 1: from this whole thing that feminine things like makeup and
- 43:41Speaker 1: stockings are frivolous and sinful and worth shutting you out
- 43:46Speaker 1: of heaven for and eve kind of being the representative
- 43:51Speaker 1: kind of the first example of that, and because I
- 43:57Speaker 1: feel like my favorite character was Lucy, but a lot
- 44:00Speaker 1: of people said, like she, Susan was their favorite character,
- 44:03Speaker 1: and she was generally well liked, even if she wasn't.
- 44:06Speaker 1: She wasn't like a hated character, right, And to have
- 44:09Speaker 1: her just suddenly when you know, even she was queen,
- 44:14Speaker 1: she was Susan the gentle and she was, you know,
- 44:16Speaker 1: taking care of children who needed it and just very
- 44:19Speaker 1: kind and to kind of have that go from that too, well,
- 44:24Speaker 1: she's gone and that's the that's the end of that.
- 44:27Speaker 1: Don't worry. You know, it's interesting too because when we
- 44:30Speaker 1: see the flashbacks where they meet the adult queens and
- 44:35Speaker 1: she is being forced into an arranged marriage, that's right, right,
- 44:40Speaker 1: and she's the one that refuses to do so unless
- 44:42Speaker 1: you can pick her own, which would have been seen
- 44:44Speaker 1: as valiant. But yeah, that's not remembered. It's it's quite
- 44:48Speaker 1: fascinating how the adult version of her in Narnia does
- 44:53Speaker 1: not compare to the adult version of her in the
- 44:55Speaker 1: real world and why would it be so? Um? But
- 44:58Speaker 1: I did, I do remember that a specific scene because
- 45:01Speaker 1: you're like, yeah, girl, go ahead, tell him you're not
- 45:03Speaker 1: gonna marry anyone, you know, like you can choose because
- 45:06Speaker 1: you are the high queen. You do you and then
- 45:09Speaker 1: we see that flip, but like, yeah, it definitely does
- 45:12Speaker 1: feel it needed to be a little bit on the nose,
- 45:14Speaker 1: whether it's it was Louis showing his disapproval for how
- 45:17Speaker 1: women were acting during that time and wanted to bring
- 45:20Speaker 1: him back to this is a religion or not, or
- 45:23Speaker 1: this is godly and what's not? Or whether he just
- 45:25Speaker 1: needed a villain and he found a way to make
- 45:28Speaker 1: one of them a villain and it made sense for
- 45:30Speaker 1: him as she is a woman and disposable. Yeah, well
- 45:35Speaker 1: that's I'm glad you brought that up because somebody wrote
- 45:38Speaker 1: a really interesting essay about kind of that idea, where
- 45:43Speaker 1: the author was saying, there's sort of a funny thing
- 45:47Speaker 1: happening here that game and comments on directly is that
- 45:51Speaker 1: we are really interpreting, like as the audience interpreting in
- 45:56Speaker 1: a way that perhaps he didn't mean it, but it
- 45:58Speaker 1: doesn't change the fact we're in herpreting it that way,
- 46:01Speaker 1: and that's how it impact. It does. But the author
- 46:03Speaker 1: was saying, like, basically, he got kind of lazy, and
- 46:07Speaker 1: so we've got four kids. You've got Edmund, who is
- 46:10Speaker 1: the betrayer who comes back. You've got Lucy who's the
- 46:15Speaker 1: natural believer. You've got Peter, who is like the stuff.
- 46:18Speaker 1: He's Peter at the st Peter essentially, and he needed
- 46:22Speaker 1: somebody to be the opposite of Edmund, of the person
- 46:25Speaker 1: who believed and then walked away, and she was the
- 46:27Speaker 1: one that was left, and so he put it on her.
- 46:30Speaker 1: But we were all as readers like, but wait, it
- 46:35Speaker 1: doesn't make sense with all the other stuff you said,
- 46:39Speaker 1: which which is? I thought that was a really interesting
- 46:41Speaker 1: take on that. And throughout Gaiman's short story, there are
- 46:45Speaker 1: these signifiers of sex associated with evil. You've got the
- 46:49Speaker 1: witches lipstick, you've got handset, professor hasting sexuality, um and
- 46:53Speaker 1: the dream She notices the dead center's penis um and
- 46:56Speaker 1: wonders what it would have been like to kiss him. Um.
- 46:59Speaker 1: She remembers pat sexual experiences with men, making the point
- 47:03Speaker 1: that in this framework, in this story, Susan is tied
- 47:07Speaker 1: to evil for being sexual like this is wrong. There's
- 47:12Speaker 1: also throughout the frivolous desire for youth um quote, there
- 47:16Speaker 1: are things about herself that the Professor despises her smell.
- 47:19Speaker 1: For example, she smells like her grandmother smelled like old
- 47:22Speaker 1: women smell, and for this she cannot forgive herself. So
- 47:25Speaker 1: on waking she bays and scented water and naked and
- 47:28Speaker 1: towel Gied adapts several drops of she nailed toilet water
- 47:31Speaker 1: beneath her arms and on her neck. Um. And that's
- 47:34Speaker 1: kind of like in there too. Of I guess it
- 47:38Speaker 1: feels like a contrast between she wanted to be an adult,
- 47:42Speaker 1: that kind of narrative, she always wanted to be an adult,
- 47:44Speaker 1: and now that she is one, she's also kind of
- 47:47Speaker 1: punishing herself and being societally punished for being an older woman. Right. Yeah,
- 47:53Speaker 1: there's also I just want to put this in here
- 47:56Speaker 1: because it's suck out to me how she thought she
- 47:58Speaker 1: was old when she quote lost what was left of
- 48:01Speaker 1: her virginity at twenty, which I think probably a lot
- 48:05Speaker 1: of us can identify with about thinking that's old and
- 48:08Speaker 1: then when you get older thinking oh no, that was
- 48:10Speaker 1: so young. Yeah, you're a ready exactly exactly. Um. She
- 48:16Speaker 1: also hastings thinks about how young Greta looks. Another interesting
- 48:21Speaker 1: take I read was this kind of idea that like God,
- 48:25Speaker 1: the patriarchy comes for us all that if God, in
- 48:28Speaker 1: the context of literature is the creation of man, and
- 48:30Speaker 1: in this particular case it is if we're saying, like
- 48:33Speaker 1: as Land is the godlike figure and CUIs is a
- 48:36Speaker 1: man of his time that wrote it, and it stands
- 48:38Speaker 1: to reason that he is a part of the patriarchy.
- 48:41Speaker 1: So this whole idea of like the God in this
- 48:45Speaker 1: case as Land punishing Susan for being feminine or not
- 48:50Speaker 1: fitting into whatever rules of this patriarchy, I thought that
- 48:54Speaker 1: was an interesting an interesting take as well. Right, and
- 48:59Speaker 1: when we again, when we talk about Susan's role and
- 49:02Speaker 1: the individual roles that he has placed on these characters,
- 49:05Speaker 1: it is very obvious that it is a very male
- 49:08Speaker 1: lead throughout, whether it's Caspian that we're talking about bin
- 49:13Speaker 1: Barn's character that I mentioned earlier, Um coming to find
- 49:16Speaker 1: the father, and or talking about as Land being this
- 49:20Speaker 1: lion who comes roaring through and Evil being a woman,
- 49:24Speaker 1: a witch till the Swinton who play the hell out
- 49:27Speaker 1: of that character gets hell out of me. I'm not
- 49:29Speaker 1: gonna lie, but like, really obviously again women leader, evil,
- 49:35Speaker 1: bat um, there's definitely notes of that that you have.
- 49:39Speaker 1: You can't really ignore any of that. He does mentioned
- 49:42Speaker 1: to Lucy that she would not be a part of
- 49:44Speaker 1: the battle, that she would be the healer, and though
- 49:46Speaker 1: actually Susan is a part of the battle. She has
- 49:49Speaker 1: the bow and she but she's also has a call
- 49:51Speaker 1: for help, which Peter comes running to. So like, there's
- 49:54Speaker 1: a lot of things for sure. Yeah, yeah, you know,
- 49:57Speaker 1: that's a good point. A lot of people um brought
- 50:00Speaker 1: that up as well. It's like, if you look at
- 50:02Speaker 1: the earlier ones, while she was always sort of the
- 50:06Speaker 1: practical one, she was also pretty like she wrote on
- 50:10Speaker 1: Nason's back, she was there when he was resurrected, like
- 50:13Speaker 1: she was pretty stalwart. So yeah, just not that you
- 50:18Speaker 1: can't go from being stalwart and not being stalard. But again,
- 50:21Speaker 1: it was just one of those things where people were like,
- 50:22Speaker 1: this doesn't track, it doesn't feel right. As we said,
- 50:26Speaker 1: there's that whole messaging of being adult equals being bad,
- 50:31Speaker 1: especially for women. Then there is trauma, so that the
- 50:37Speaker 1: impetus behind this story that Neil Gaiman wrote actually was
- 50:40Speaker 1: imagining like Susan was a woman who was left behind,
- 50:44Speaker 1: she lost her whole family, and there's a scene at
- 50:45Speaker 1: the end where it is kind of confusing, but yeah,
- 50:48Speaker 1: they die in this train accident, and then they're in
- 50:50Speaker 1: Narnia and as the reader, we realized they've died, and yeah,
- 50:55Speaker 1: they're in Narnia and you know, they're happy and embracing
- 50:59Speaker 1: and all this stuff, and Uson really doesn't not mentioned.
- 51:02Speaker 1: So she was just left behind and she's going to
- 51:05Speaker 1: deal with this aftermath. And some people really hurt that
- 51:09Speaker 1: there wasn't even a thought. There wasn't even like exactly,
- 51:16Speaker 1: but if we're looking at a Christian perspective of heaven,
- 51:19Speaker 1: that's the intent is that you will forget that trauma,
- 51:21Speaker 1: and if she has a trauma, part of that trauma,
- 51:23Speaker 1: you don't remember her like that is the joy of
- 51:25Speaker 1: heaven because honestly, that's one of the things that didn't
- 51:29Speaker 1: trek with me. I was really hurt by the idea
- 51:31Speaker 1: that I would forget everyone go to heaven, and that
- 51:35Speaker 1: is kind of that narrative that you forget everyone. And again,
- 51:39Speaker 1: I'm not going to go into the religious back and
- 51:41Speaker 1: forth about religious religious trauma, which I laughed about earlier
- 51:44Speaker 1: because I was like, there's a lot there, but that
- 51:47Speaker 1: is one of the thoughts is yeah, I don't I
- 51:49Speaker 1: think this is why I'm so confused because I'm still
- 51:51Speaker 1: too connected to well, something bad happened that translated into
- 51:55Speaker 1: something amazing happening, And yeah, that means they forget everything,
- 52:01Speaker 1: and so that includes their sister who they had loved.
- 52:04Speaker 1: Um and she is no longer a part of the
- 52:05Speaker 1: story and not no longer a part of the narrative,
- 52:08Speaker 1: and yeah, having her in this case go to identify
- 52:12Speaker 1: the bodies in this short story or like she's going
- 52:14Speaker 1: to be dealing with this right, which is just very
- 52:18Speaker 1: very painful. Um. And something else we've already mentioned, and
- 52:21Speaker 1: we've mentioned a lot that these stories are more forgiving
- 52:24Speaker 1: to white male characters and their trauma, and people pointed
- 52:27Speaker 1: that out a lot of it. They was repenting and
- 52:30Speaker 1: redeeming for a lot of male characters, but not so
- 52:32Speaker 1: much characters like you either were always a believer or
- 52:36Speaker 1: you did one mistake and you're out. Well yeah, and
- 52:40Speaker 1: I don't know if I just remember one thing that
- 52:42Speaker 1: really bothered me and had nothing to do with Susan.
- 52:44Speaker 1: But when they do return, and Lucy was supposed to
- 52:48Speaker 1: make them believe in and ASLN got mad at her
- 52:51Speaker 1: because she did could not convince them, and really kind
- 52:54Speaker 1: of state like called her out again. This is kind
- 52:57Speaker 1: of that trauma, religious drauma that whether C. S. Lewis
- 53:00Speaker 1: meant to do it, whether it was just something that
- 53:03Speaker 1: was like supposed to be storytelling, but it's very true,
- 53:05Speaker 1: like this guilt on Christians in general. Why didn't you
- 53:09Speaker 1: convert them? You partially damn them to hell because you
- 53:12Speaker 1: could not convince them? Right, Yeah, I I will never
- 53:15Speaker 1: forget one time when I was in seventh grade, my
- 53:19Speaker 1: algebra teacher told me, it's like I'm watching you walk
- 53:22Speaker 1: off a cliff and I just want to save you.
- 53:25Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, I had that done at
- 53:28Speaker 1: my workplace when I was a d J j as.
- 53:30Speaker 1: She was just like, you know, I love you so much.
- 53:33Speaker 1: I don't want this for you. And I looked at
- 53:35Speaker 1: I was like, I know what you're doing and it's
- 53:37Speaker 1: sweet and I know you made those love But okay,
- 53:45Speaker 1: math teacher, can we go back to now and then
- 53:50Speaker 1: really briefly to close this up, because I really I
- 53:53Speaker 1: find this so so interesting and legitimately I find this interesting.
- 53:56Speaker 1: A lot of people did make this argument of kind
- 54:00Speaker 1: of a distinction between what C. S. Lewis meant and
- 54:03Speaker 1: what he said he meant versus what we interpreted and
- 54:08Speaker 1: how much how much it matters or shouldn't matter. I
- 54:12Speaker 1: think another interesting point somebody made is unless you went
- 54:16Speaker 1: and like research to this and looked up the letters
- 54:19Speaker 1: he wrote specifically about Susan that people wrote in about
- 54:22Speaker 1: him and like why did you do this? And he
- 54:23Speaker 1: would respond, you wouldn't know. His response, we only have
- 54:27Speaker 1: the books. Really unless you go beyond that, and some
- 54:31Speaker 1: people did. We're saying, like, there's just a very interesting
- 54:37Speaker 1: line between kind of what Gaman was talking about in
- 54:41Speaker 1: this short story of researching children's book and searching for
- 54:46Speaker 1: men like you and I did, and then maybe being
- 54:51Speaker 1: hurt by that or maybe internalizing these messages that might
- 54:54Speaker 1: not have been intended but that did have the impact,
- 54:58Speaker 1: especially for kids that the young age. So I just
- 55:02Speaker 1: I thought that was really interesting. And Lewis once wrote
- 55:05Speaker 1: to someone that he thought this person who was concerned
- 55:10Speaker 1: about Susan should go write the story of Susan. Was
- 55:13Speaker 1: he being smart, alec I don't think so. He might
- 55:16Speaker 1: have been. He said it was like older he liked
- 55:18Speaker 1: children's literature that was more of an adult thing. But
- 55:22Speaker 1: a lot of people did say this was what was missing.
- 55:24Speaker 1: We needed the story of Susan after this, like if
- 55:27Speaker 1: you're just going to write her out, we needed something
- 55:31Speaker 1: and that's why we're still talking about it today. That's
- 55:34Speaker 1: why there's a whole thing called the He could do
- 55:37Speaker 1: a post. Yeah, well maybe it's time not anymore, but
- 55:43Speaker 1: you and I could get in on this. Actually probably
- 55:46Speaker 1: could lawyers and stuff, but this is what the picture
- 55:52Speaker 1: is for. But yeah, this was a fun conversation. I'm
- 55:56Speaker 1: glad we had it. If you could return to it
- 55:59Speaker 1: another day, Uh, absolutely, I think especially when it comes
- 56:02Speaker 1: to like religious religious fiction and women in the connotations,
- 56:06Speaker 1: because I read many a religious romance novels and let
- 56:10Speaker 1: me tell you the amount of marital discourse and what
- 56:16Speaker 1: women were supposed to do and be. Man, that's dramatizing
- 56:19Speaker 1: in itself. Um, not even read one book where she
- 56:22Speaker 1: was raped, got left by her pastor husband, and but
- 56:26Speaker 1: she was accepted by another godly man, so she's okay, wow, yeah,
- 56:32Speaker 1: all right. Well I thought it was something at the time,
- 56:35Speaker 1: and I thought it was something at the time. Was
- 56:37Speaker 1: coming back to now, Oh my god, what was I thinking? Yeah,
- 56:41Speaker 1: I mean, that's that's time what we're talking about. Why
- 56:44Speaker 1: did somebody say it's like we're searching for meaning or
- 56:47Speaker 1: meaning wasn't there, but we made it then. But because
- 56:50Speaker 1: of the product of their time and how we're raised
- 56:52Speaker 1: and how it was written, who can blame us? Who
- 56:59Speaker 1: can blame us? Okay, well, we've we've talked a lot
- 57:01Speaker 1: about this. I love it so listeners. If you have
- 57:04Speaker 1: any short stories or any books um to recommend to
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