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- 0:00And we heard as clear as day, it was like a fist banging on the bed that we just
- 0:11come out of like, "Clear as day, like bang, bang, bang."
- 0:14You know that clear sound of somebody hitting on a metal bed for him?
- 0:17"Wow."
- 0:18Clear as day, and we've just been in there, we're back in, of course there's nothing in there,
- 0:22there's no animals, there's nobody else in there, and we were like, "Okay, it was so
- 0:26crutch."
- 0:27I think it's even now, do you remember the aside of it, you'll be like, "Yeah, that was
- 0:30horrible."
- 0:31Oh man, I got so many chills you telling that.
- 0:34Hi, Caitlyn.
- 0:38Hi, Cassie.
- 0:40Hi, creepy people.
- 0:42Hello!
- 0:45This is PNW Haunts and Homicides, where we chat about true crime, the paranormal, and all
- 0:50things.
- 0:51Spooky in the Pacific Northwest, and sometimes other places.
- 0:55Oooo.
- 0:56Yeah, that's right, we just went to Guadalara.
- 1:00We did, and today we're going somewhere else too.
- 1:04Maybe another country, we'll see.
- 1:07Interesting.
- 1:09We also do a tarot reading at the end of every episode for a little bit of deeper insight
- 1:14into our topic.
- 1:16Well, today is a little bit different of an episode, Caitlyn isn't going to join us the
- 1:20entire time.
- 1:22Oh, I know, she wasn't invited to this interview that I did.
- 1:29No, she was, but it was a little hard to schedule because our guest is in England, England,
- 1:36which fun fact, if you didn't know, there are eight hours ahead of the Pacific Northwest.
- 1:41So, it's a little hard to schedule.
- 1:44We ended up doing it at like my 9am, his 5pm.
- 1:48Oh, beautiful.
- 1:50No, but we got it done.
- 1:54Excellent.
- 1:55Since I had to go to work after it, we didn't really have time to do the tarot.
- 1:59So me and Caitlyn are going to do tarot at the end for Ben.
- 2:02I didn't ask him, I really don't know how he feels about tarot.
- 2:06So, Ben, if you're listening, if you don't, if you don't want the tarot, and you're like,
- 2:11no, then don't listen to the rest of the episode.
- 2:14Yeah, because we're doing it.
- 2:17So.
- 2:18Yeah, so we interviewed Ben, who is an abandoned place photographer.
- 2:23So cool.
- 2:24We found him on Instagram.
- 2:25I think I was like trolling you with one of his photos of like a doll in our stories.
- 2:31Oh, okay.
- 2:32That sounds like you.
- 2:33Sounds like me.
- 2:36And then also, I wanted to quickly show you.
- 2:38I want to get your reaction, because he talks about something later in the interview.
- 2:42Okay.
- 2:43And he made me look at it to get my reaction.
- 2:46And I was like, oh my god, I have to show Caitlyn and get her reaction to it.
- 2:51So I can like, I don't know if we'll keep it at the beginning and just like surprise people
- 2:55when we get there.
- 2:56Or if I'll insert your reaction in the middle, we'll see.
- 2:59Okay.
- 3:00It's fine.
- 3:01It's not like the anticipation is killing me or anything.
- 3:05It's not porcelain dolls.
- 3:08Okay.
- 3:09Well, that's something.
- 3:10So is it just a house at the beginning?
- 3:12Yeah.
- 3:13Okay.
- 3:14So scroll.
- 3:15Okay.
- 3:16This is an abandoned house full of fun surprises.
- 3:22Literally a full.
- 3:25When I say full, it's full.
- 3:29Like I don't maybe we'll get his permission to share some of these photos too.
- 3:32Oh my god.
- 3:34Or just link to it, but it is not insane.
- 3:36Is that like just a nightmare?
- 3:40Okay.
- 3:41So Cassie, I feel like yes.
- 3:43Technically, I don't see any porcelain dolls, but like they're definitely dolls in there.
- 3:51In the mix.
- 3:52Oh my god.
- 3:53That's a lot.
- 3:55That is a lot.
- 3:57There's some fun clowns like towards the end too.
- 4:00There's some skeleton clowns.
- 4:02There's a lot going on here.
- 4:04So that was interesting.
- 4:06That's the kind of fun stuff that Ben likes to take pictures of.
- 4:10Well, not that it's a high bar, but Ben is braver than I.
- 4:16Okay.
- 4:17I'm going to scroll through to the rest of these.
- 4:19Oh my god.
- 4:21There's just keeps going.
- 4:23Okay.
- 4:24Well, they are just piled.
- 4:29I'm picturing an avalanche.
- 4:32Like an avalanche.
- 4:34Like I would be equally fearful of an avalanche that would end my life in this situation.
- 4:40As I would standing on like on a mountain.
- 4:44I yeah.
- 4:45Right.
- 4:46Like, who knows what's buried under there?
- 4:49Could there be a person under there?
- 4:51Or worse, yeah, a porcelain doll.
- 4:56It crawls its way out of all the other toys.
- 4:59Oh my god.
- 5:00Cassie, I'm home alone all day today.
- 5:02Sorry.
- 5:03You are a monster.
- 5:05Apologies I have to drink.
- 5:09I have a bad throat at the minute, so I've got to keep drinking.
- 5:12So apologies.
- 5:13Oh no.
- 5:14That's fine.
- 5:15I have coffee because I literally just rolled out of bed.
- 5:17Amazing.
- 5:18What time is it there?
- 5:199.20 am.
- 5:20I'm way ahead of you here.
- 5:22I don't like the morning.
- 5:24The mornings are terrible.
- 5:25And you're like, it's the evening there.
- 5:27Yeah.
- 5:28Twenty past five in the evening.
- 5:29It's already pitch black.
- 5:30It was horrible.
- 5:31Oh my gosh.
- 5:32Well, it's pitch black in my room because I have blackout curtains.
- 5:34There we are, both vampires.
- 5:36Which is why I don't wake up in the morning.
- 5:38Good.
- 5:39Yeah.
- 5:40So I have Ben with me today from Places Forgotten.
- 5:44That's the one.
- 5:46And you are a photographer of abandoned places.
- 5:49That's what I do.
- 5:51Just as a hobby.
- 5:52Yes, I've been called Worse.
- 5:53I got called a blogger recently and I'm thinking, I've never written a blog in my
- 5:57life.
- 5:58Where does that come from?
- 5:59I was kind of thinking the same thing.
- 6:00You sent me a little news clip of, I don't know if we're allowed to talk about it or
- 6:03not.
- 6:03Yeah, what you talk about that is fine.
- 6:06They call me a blogger and I'm like, I tell you I've written a blog in my life, but okay.
- 6:10I was excited.
- 6:11I'm like, okay, where's this blogger?
- 6:12I do.
- 6:13I want to read it.
- 6:14I feel like I'm holding out myself.
- 6:16So you're basically on Instagram and TikTok.
- 6:19Yes.
- 6:20For an app.
- 6:21Yeah.
- 6:22Hopefully.
- 6:23You know what?
- 6:24I hope we get it.
- 6:25It's like death row.
- 6:26I hope we get it last minute pardon.
- 6:27Yeah.
- 6:28Because a lot of my audience are in the saves.
- 6:29I think it will happen.
- 6:31I think Mr. Beast will buy it.
- 6:32Oh, I didn't think about that.
- 6:34Is the band not happening worldwide?
- 6:36Is it just in the US?
- 6:37I think it's just in the US.
- 6:39But it's interesting.
- 6:40I mean, I know we're weird over here.
- 6:43My last video is from 1.4 million.
- 6:45So I've really been kind of plugging that as much as I can.
- 6:47Yeah.
- 6:48But I don't want it to go because something like 60, 70% of my audience is Americans.
- 6:52Yeah.
- 6:53So, you know, Mr. Beast needed to make this happen in the next day.
- 6:57Well, we'll see.
- 6:58You know, I think it may be me and you.
- 7:00We should put our money together.
- 7:01You might think if they accept them though or, you know, like PayPal or something.
- 7:07Will they take?
- 7:08Actually, it works.
- 7:09Three cents because that's basically all I have.
- 7:12Well, I don't think I should.
- 7:14Maybe no one's offering me.
- 7:15I know.
- 7:16I think Mr. Beast will buy it.
- 7:17I'm hoping he does.
- 7:18Like it needs to be said.
- 7:19I think, no, it's not just that.
- 7:20Look, I think a lot of small businesses have stuff on there as well.
- 7:24That is true.
- 7:25I don't really see what point.
- 7:26I think there's worse since you could focus on the banning tick talk.
- 7:29A lot of people are going to say, oh, well, you know, it's destroying people's brains.
- 7:32Yeah, but if people want to switch off for an hour, that should be up to them.
- 7:35Yeah.
- 7:36You know, not everybody who's going to go and, you know, go to a bar or have a smoke or have
- 7:40a beer, you know, some people want to do that, you know.
- 7:42Right.
- 7:43So, there we are.
- 7:44If I want to kill my brain, let me do it.
- 7:47That's my argument.
- 7:48That's my argument.
- 7:49Well, so speaking of TikTok and your millions of views on the video, which video is it?
- 7:55Well, a lot of my videos, I'm very lucky.
- 7:57A lot of them have got millions on them.
- 7:59A lot of the funeral homes, my biggest one was the funeral home.
- 8:02I could talk about this without people.
- 8:03The funeral home is actually gone.
- 8:05It was in, yeah, it was.
- 8:07It was a funeral home with a pink car skit.
- 8:10And that was in King's tree in the Carolinas.
- 8:14And I just started with tick talk and I put it on the video and it was an amazing funeral
- 8:17home.
- 8:18It had like a pink horse in the back.
- 8:19I don't know if you saw it.
- 8:20I don't know.
- 8:21I don't know.
- 8:22Pink car skit in the back of the house outside.
- 8:24How do I have to look?
- 8:25I saw the pink car skit.
- 8:26I saw a bunch of herses though and those were one of my favorite things.
- 8:31The place was this wide open and even the neighbors that drive past the look of you and they
- 8:35wouldn't care.
- 8:36And I remember I put the video up and I went to the, we'll call it the movies because you
- 8:40aren't talking to the Americans now.
- 8:42Not the cinema.
- 8:44And I remember I came out to use a little hour in terrible terrible patron and it was on
- 8:49a million and I'm like wow an hour and I think within a week it was on 29 million and I
- 8:53was like wow this is crazy.
- 8:55So a lot of my videos are too well.
- 8:58They normally hit between half a million and a million and two million.
- 9:01But my last four videos where I only got like in hundreds of thousands and then this video
- 9:06has been up four days and it's on 1.4 million.
- 9:08So I'm like wow this is actually the best video in like a few that I've done.
- 9:13But you know there's a damn thing that as well.
- 9:17So.
- 9:18Yeah you get noticed.
- 9:20Yeah.
- 9:21But the video's doing really well.
- 9:22Did you look into that case at all?
- 9:24I didn't look into the case.
- 9:26Yeah well I mean I'll quickly tell you though the woman that she murdered her parents.
- 9:31As you do.
- 9:33And she lived in the house with the bodies for four years.
- 9:37For four years.
- 9:39And then they were discovered.
- 9:40Yeah she was arrested and then they found the bodies in the house.
- 9:43She was arrested in October 2023 and she's now in jail and the house was that sim.
- 9:48So I thought why I really needed to do a video in here.
- 9:50So I got in and I documented it all and it's horrifying and now somebody complained that
- 9:55the video offended them.
- 9:57And I saw on the news yesterday that police were investigating this blogger who went into
- 10:01this house and I'm thinking well that's me but I'm not a blogger.
- 10:05And I would thought what was going to come over and you know put in the door.
- 10:10Oh my god.
- 10:11And I've had nothing so I'm like well they can't be that bothered you know.
- 10:13Yeah but like obviously you're not the killer right because they know that she did it.
- 10:18So like why would.
- 10:19What's the hard.
- 10:20And I was reading all the comments people writing on the news and they were like vile, despicable
- 10:25person.
- 10:26All this stuff about me and I'm like yeah that's fair enough.
- 10:29So.
- 10:30Yeah I guess I do see we get kind of get that side too because my co-host we do talk about
- 10:36true crime.
- 10:37She does all the research or it tells me about it.
- 10:40But they people think we're just like sensationalizing trying to make money off of like other people's
- 10:45crimes and doing the victims.
- 10:47But people are interested in it.
- 10:49Yeah.
- 10:50People are interested in it.
- 10:51It's like okay here's an example we have a true crime exhibition in London right now.
- 10:56I'm going to go to it next week and it's got stuff like how can I forget this the guy the
- 11:01great Netflix show with the the acid in the bodies.
- 11:04Dahmer.
- 11:05Dahmer.
- 11:06It's got like Dahmer's glasses there.
- 11:07Oh.
- 11:08And it's got like some of the barrels he used and it's got like Richard Ramirez's
- 11:12Clothes and I can't wait to go like I'm yeah he was a bit weird.
- 11:17Well they were with Ben anyway.
- 11:19So you could say well that kind of thing is sensualizing and making money out of it.
- 11:22But if people are interested and people are interested you know.
- 11:24Right we've always been interested in it.
- 11:27We used to do public hanging like come on.
- 11:29Exactly.
- 11:30I mean you know could you imagine that would be like a morning what are you doing this morning
- 11:33when I'm going to go to the public hanging and then I'm going to go and get bred for
- 11:36dinner you know.
- 11:37Right exactly.
- 11:38Is this that kind of thing in a way people want to see some macabre and some mysterious
- 11:42stuff.
- 11:43Yeah.
- 11:44And then you know so yeah so I'm I'm all for it really.
- 11:47I've been to the Zak Bagans' Museum in Vegas.
- 11:51How was that Vegas how was that I hear that I mean I really like it.
- 11:54It's kind of it's kind of icky though it's kind of like the same thing.
- 11:56He's got like murder - murderabilia is that what they call it.
- 12:01Amazing.
- 12:02Yeah.
- 12:03So it's interesting.
- 12:04Yeah.
- 12:05No I bet.
- 12:06I mean I have a human lung in formaldehyde on my on my counter. A human what?
- 12:11I have a human lung.
- 12:12Oh.
- 12:13I'm so you know I love stuff like this means that Bagans' collection must be amazing but unfortunately
- 12:18I'm not multi-million.
- 12:19Right.
- 12:20I'm not buying respect.
- 12:21I mean it could be amazing you know.
- 12:23Imagine having done this with glasses you know.
- 12:25What somebody had to do is when he was taken to the mall to just swipe them.
- 12:28I did on the same.
- 12:29Yeah.
- 12:30I mean he I feel like if you're if it was like the victims glasses that would be different
- 12:36that would be like icky you know.
- 12:38If it's the person who was doing the bad thing like let's look at their stuff and make
- 12:44money off of it who cares.
- 12:46Well exactly I'm all for it.
- 12:48Yeah.
- 12:49So yeah.
- 12:50So that was my last video but that's doing quite well.
- 12:52People seem to like it and people are like oh it's really disrespectful you can take it
- 12:55down.
- 12:56No I'm not.
- 12:57Yeah.
- 12:58Because most of the people find it very interesting.
- 13:00So how do you get into these places?
- 13:05You know what a lot of people have this thing of oh yeah you know breaking and entering 9.99
- 13:10percent of the time.
- 13:12These places are open if you just want to be creative and you can climb.
- 13:15I'm very going to climbing.
- 13:17So I go to some funeral homes and I'll be like right well all the doors are locked.
- 13:21But I can get in a top window that's open and then I have to jump down into the mortuary.
- 13:25So a lot of places are open or if not if it's closed local kids will open it.
- 13:30But mind you there are some places I've been to that just are not open and I've never
- 13:33been able to go inside and that's just the way it is sometimes.
- 13:36You're not like taking a crowbar with you and like you know a lot of the Americans are fully
- 13:42admitting this and they're like yeah I don't care but no I don't do that just purely because
- 13:47I'm British and if I get caught in America doing that I don't really think you guys would
- 13:51like it too much.
- 13:52Oh yeah.
- 13:53Yeah.
- 13:54Unfortunately but no but luckily I get given a lot of spots that were already open.
- 14:00Have they been opened by somebody else possibly but I get there and it's open that's what
- 14:05I know you know.
- 14:06Yeah just checking doors.
- 14:07Yeah checking doors and to be fair I've done some really good funeral homes and literally
- 14:12I've tried every door window and you sometimes just find a door window that's open and it's
- 14:16like oh wow that was easy.
- 14:18So I did one in the in the carolinas in July and the door was just open and I didn't know
- 14:25that it shut and they were actually going to put it off a sale.
- 14:29And it was in that in period and I was in there and I wanted to go back and get my pictures
- 14:36in the environment room and then the owner and his wife came in and I was like oh the
- 14:42panic and they kind of stormed in and I was like you're Richard.
- 14:47I've been here so long waiting for you and they're like who's Richard I'm like oh I thought
- 14:52you were Richard I thought you were the real estate guy I heard this place was the sale.
- 14:56I didn't even know it was going to be for sale I just made this up and then they were
- 14:59like oh no it's going to be for sale but not yet but how did you find out and I did just
- 15:05think of my feet and they kind of up giving me like a whole tour of the funeral home had
- 15:09no idea that actually been in there for like an hour taking pictures of video I was so lucky.
- 15:14That's hilarious.
- 15:15It's like doing improv.
- 15:19His wife was like you know she's seeing open door you don't walk in and I'm thinking you
- 15:23can't tease me with a funeral home with an open door and I'm not think I'm going to come
- 15:26in.
- 15:27But he was really nice.
- 15:28I actually I actually felt really bad for lying to him but I was like oh yeah I put in
- 15:33the offer definitely I'm sure he told it by now it's all good.
- 15:36Yeah it went to what was supposed to go to and you got cool photos.
- 15:40Exactly so it's all good but it was a really good funeral home to be fast so I was okay.
- 15:45My first instinct probably would be to be like I'm a ghost.
- 15:50Yeah but a sheet on my head.
- 15:55I'm not here.
- 15:57That's real.
- 15:58Absolutely yeah so yeah that was recent but I just try and be careful I don't want to run
- 16:04into neighbours.
- 16:05Neighbors can be worse than owners sometimes.
- 16:07Yeah.
- 16:08Even though I think what we're going to do with you might your own business you know.
- 16:12So yeah but no nine times I'm pretty good because I'm English.
- 16:16I remember I was trying doors at this funeral home and I'm literally like pulling on
- 16:20a door like I was going to give way because it was just real and then this girl like comes
- 16:24around the corner and she's like can I help you and I'm like and I had to make out I was looking
- 16:28for my drone on the roof and her dad got a ladder and we're looking for this non-existent
- 16:33drone on the roof that was not on the roof because I made it up and I'm like oh I thought
- 16:38this place was abandoned he's like oh yeah we're going to reopen this so we've been looking
- 16:44to reopen here for a couple of years and it's one of those you know it's never going
- 16:46to reopen.
- 16:48And I'm like oh I knocked like how do you know I was here he goes all the neighbour called
- 16:53me and said that somebody was trying the doors and I'm like oh right I'm thinking what a
- 16:56snitch.
- 16:57But could you imagine if I was in there I'm looking for my drone in the environment room.
- 17:02Inside yeah I accidentally do it into the window.
- 17:06Yeah it's into the environment room.
- 17:08Yeah silly me so yeah so you've got to think on your feet I think being English helps
- 17:15right.
- 17:16Very touchwood but all the owners are going to see this video and be cursed you can shake
- 17:19an FS like I knew it.
- 17:21There is this place I've been researching for an episode that's here it's called Oculus Anubis.
- 17:26Have you heard of it.
- 17:28Is it in Oregon?
- 17:29Yeah it's not like super well known.
- 17:31Well I haven't heard of it what is it.
- 17:33So I don't know if it's abandoned technically I think some people still live on the property.
- 17:39I don't worry about them.
- 17:40It is they have right don't worry about them but they have like cameras there.
- 17:44Also they're apparently like bankrupt so did the cameras work I don't know.
- 17:48A lot of cameras you know for a show and you'll know if they work and not because if you hold
- 17:51your phone up to them if you don't see a red light.
- 17:54Yeah that's a good good tip good abandoned place tip.
- 17:59So what kind of place is it.
- 18:01So it is no one I mean no one really knows it's kind of like an unfinished property it was
- 18:07supposed to be like a big mansion with like underground tunnels and stuff.
- 18:11The reason it's like so noticeable so the front is like this huge gate like arch gate with
- 18:16like lions in like two pyramids that used to like have fire they don't have fire anymore.
- 18:23There's quite a famous entrance isn't it like a like a bit of a movie layer.
- 18:27And it's in like a small town near Portland and it's like in a residential like neighborhood.
- 18:32So it's like kind of interesting if you stumble upon it like obviously all the teenagers
- 18:36are like ooh what's this you know.
- 18:38Has anyone got any options.
- 18:41People have yeah.
- 18:43All you can see like download there's like a long road from the gate and then there's this
- 18:48big statue it's like an Egyptian statue.
- 18:52And so automatically I don't know why but people think like it's a cult it's like satanic
- 18:59because the Egyptian is satanic for some reason.
- 19:03I don't think the Egyptian is less than that.
- 19:05What I remember studying at school right it's weird it's I don't know why people think
- 19:09that but because it's so secretive and private and like shady stuff is going on.
- 19:14People think they're like a cult or like human traffickers because of like the tunnel thing.
- 19:19Yeah all of that.
- 19:20There's like a unfinished like mansion there's other weird statues all over.
- 19:25It could it could be like child trafficking and all sorts there.
- 19:29I mean I freaking hope not.
- 19:31Yeah I look into this when we come off the call that sounds cool.
- 19:35So let me know if you ever try to try to sneak on.
- 19:38Yeah.
- 19:39But people have been apparently chased out and stuff so I don't know if you if you want
- 19:43to try that.
- 19:44Yes I'm honest to be really scary.
- 19:46I mean I've had a run in with an owner in Illinois that was horrible.
- 19:52Some owners can be really scary to us.
- 19:54It was a it was a funeral home and the guy he'd actually lost his license because he was
- 20:00rather than giving ashes back to the families he was giving back kitty litter.
- 20:04That's awful.
- 20:05So the guy lost his license.
- 20:07I happened to all the time so he lost his license.
- 20:09So I rock up to the funeral home at night and I'm like this could be great and I find the
- 20:16the environment room that was separate from the main the main house and it's got the
- 20:20houses and the garage is from like are this could be great and I booked my motel two minutes
- 20:25away and I managed to get in the environment room and I'm like I'll call it nice cloud everything's
- 20:31good and I go back the next morning and I turn the corner and the
- 20:35the car's there and I'm like what where did this car come from and this was like 630 in
- 20:42the morning and then like the guy comes out and he's like oh hi can it helps you and it's
- 20:47the owner and he's wearing the funeral home business t-shirt driving the funeral home business
- 20:54and I'm thinking hang on a minute you've like been outed for doing the terrible stuff.
- 21:00You've lost your license.
- 21:02The sound probably hates you why you still here I would have left and this guy is still
- 21:06kind of you know wearing the funeral home gear and he's like oh were you here last night
- 21:10because I'd open the door for the prep and I opened it a little hard and it was like that
- 21:16that mess you guys have and it completely like broken on like a doesn't matter it's a band
- 21:21of the band and it had glasses well and a glassful smash and I'm like oh it's flying this
- 21:26is abandoned anyway and I don't man it's all been swept up and I'm like no I'm just
- 21:30cutting through and he's like no you were definitely here last night were you here last night
- 21:34you were looking around and this guy was like ready to lay hands and he was only like probably
- 21:38like 30 something and I thought this is going to be really bad like this is really he's really
- 21:44angry and I just basically said look I've no idea what he was talking about I'm just cutting through
- 21:48I said I thought you'll build it really interesting I thought it was I don't know I made
- 21:53up from rubbish Victorian era or something and and then I just left and he was like don't
- 21:58you film me don't you film me I got my car and I was like why didn't I just leave the minute I
- 22:02saw that car on the drive why did I keep venturing in here you know what was I gonna expect I'm super
- 22:08though but I just I was so surprised because I thought why are you still here you know like if the
- 22:15whole town hates you've been exposed for that why haven't you kind of high-toward an out of here you know
- 22:19money maybe yeah owners owners can be a bit sketchy yeah I'd be worried especially like in
- 22:26America with guns yeah yeah exactly I've never had touch with I've never had that happen thank goodness
- 22:34I don't really like doing houses because houses I think you're more likely I've got friends on
- 22:40Instagram who just do houses on their look amazing I don't I don't know I like I always think
- 22:46with like hospital sooner homes you're better off than houses creep me out because you know I've been
- 22:52in you know Missouri and stuff and I've seen houses with broken windows like something out of an
- 22:57apocalypse film walked up there's somebody living in yeah you know we're like all the dogs running
- 23:02loose and it's just I just feel there's enough houses are kind of a bit more of an invitation for
- 23:06trouble you know yeah and a gun as well a shotgun you know you can imagine like you know cleetus
- 23:12running out with a shotgun yeah exactly that's what I picture for sure but that's why if you know
- 23:17what I'm so lonely easier because you're not really gonna be anybody and everybody that's been in
- 23:21there is most likely dead so you're okay right well speaking of meeting people have you ever met
- 23:27anyone who is not alive anymore a ghost I've had some weird stuff go on I mean I've done I've done
- 23:36a mortuary in Paris that still had brains and stuff in it they left a brain behind it's on my
- 23:41TikTok and like bones and liver and lungs whoa just left behind and just that's creepy and that
- 23:48was really that was really creepy and then recently I did a funeral home in Alabama that was
- 23:52Terry had such a dark energy to it it was horrible I couldn't wait to leave but I was on my own
- 23:58oh that's here he went over for a week then and I did a funeral home in Bama Georgia and Pensacola
- 24:05and I did them all on my own like it's great fun but the one in Alabama was horrible and I did
- 24:13one in Jacksonville where the guy was story the bodies and he didn't have air conditioning and he
- 24:17just left him rotten oh god I did that with Marion if you want to look it up it's the Marion
- 24:23Graham watery okay and the police raided it and they found the bodies and that that was a horrible
- 24:28energy in there as well there was like noises and everything it was so bad man yeah I don't know
- 24:35whether you'd actually like to experience these or whether you're okay seeing them through TikTok
- 24:39all these are on TikTok vote but then the energy in some of these places is horrible like
- 24:43asylums in Europe where they like experimental them patients and stuff they're horrible as well
- 24:48yeah I feel like those would have the most like strong energy in them as asylums yeah like
- 24:56um me and my me and my friend David we did an asylum in Italy a few years ago now this place
- 25:01was huge they used to abuse the patients and stuff it was like a proper asylum like something
- 25:05like an horror story now this place was so hard to get into it took us hours to get in because
- 25:11it was like a fortress oh wow committed yeah we look yeah we looked round every floor every room
- 25:16make sure nobody's in there there's no animals there's no nothing and all of these have like metal
- 25:21beds where they used to chain the the residents the patients to the bed and we photographe and I
- 25:27still remember this still gives me sure shivers that my spine we we photographe this one room and
- 25:31it had like the shoes and it the clothes the bed but we left that room literally went out
- 25:36went to the netrooms and we heard as clearest day uh that it was like a fist banging on the bed
- 25:45that we just come out of like clearest day like bang bang do you know that clear sound of somebody
- 25:50hitting on a metal bed frame wow clearest day and we've just been in there we're back in of course
- 25:56there's nothing in there there's no animals there's nobody else in there and we were like okay yeah
- 26:00it was so crutch I still think to David now do you remember the asylum and he'll be like yeah that
- 26:05was horrible oh man I got so many chills you telling that yeah yeah so that was amazing um the
- 26:12funeral I'm in did an Alabama um I was actually I did it recently and I was on my on my on face
- 26:19fun to my friend Jen in there and I was in the prep room and I said love this place is horrible
- 26:26and literally oh it always gives me shit as well she kind of took a step back and I literally saw
- 26:31somebody behind my shoulder I let back and I was like okay I'm gonna go now and I just got my photos
- 26:37and she said look get the coffins get the car get the casket photos and I just left hard out there
- 26:42it was like it was horrible and half the building was in complete darkness so I was having to go out
- 26:47to do the casket just with a torch and I'm on my own and I'm like there's definitely something it
- 26:53is so weird you can't explain it that's the thing you know like a lot of youtubers would be like oh
- 26:58a demon chase us out sometimes you don't know what it is but you know that there's something that's
- 27:03there with you and it's just creepy do you have any kind of like protection like charms or talismans
- 27:10or crystals or anything that you bring with you no no no I've never I've never I just go with my
- 27:15torch my phone because I only film with my phone oh wow let's go with a torch from you take all
- 27:19the photos with your phone yeah and my video yeah yeah wow yeah I've never had a camera
- 27:26a leg and wrong I think some cameras would be amazing but I think you know you've got to say that
- 27:31you need tripod and I think phones now will probably just as good as some cameras so yeah I just
- 27:37see our pretty good I'm a photographer though so I'm all like there we are gotta have my camera yeah
- 27:41yeah yeah yeah yeah I've got a tripod for my phone so then I want to take a picture of me like on a
- 27:46slab I can do it but yeah no I take them on my phone that's cool yeah easy you're really good thank you
- 27:54thank you I just self-informed I just like I might take 100 photos in the place and use 10 but yeah
- 28:00that's exactly yeah yeah yeah that's oh it's a photographer thing it is it is but I've got
- 28:06prints as well and then my prints came out pretty good I framed my I've got some prints framed in my
- 28:11wall and some people buy my prints nobody's actually bought a print since July last year so I need to
- 28:16start putting that up on my insor store as they look by some prints you know support the starving artist
- 28:21do you have a website yeah it's my dark room yeah dark room okay nice we can link to that too if anyone's
- 28:27interested yeah the prints are like five dollars oh okay but nobody's brought one since July and it's
- 28:32so annoying because those people add to the basket and they don't check out and I'm like just check out
- 28:37I got like a dollar of print you know but hey if I'm 10 that's you know that's that's breakfast
- 28:45a waffle house so yeah by prints everyone decorate your walls my walls blank behind me I need to get
- 28:50some stuff on there do you ever feel like you're in a zombie apocalypse when you go to these places like
- 28:56do you just kind of pretend that the rest of the world is gone and you're the only one there I tell
- 29:02you what so so I was in Japan last year for work and I went to Fukushima whoa you know Fukushima
- 29:09where they had the radioactive disaster yeah wait is it safe oh well I'm perfect yeah look a lot
- 29:15of people now moving back so you're good okay so just like a little radiation have you seen the
- 29:20last of us yes it is just like the last yeah I don't think people understand right you've got
- 29:26entire towns and it's even got the cars left the keys in the ignition you go in the stores it's got
- 29:32everything the register the money in the register everything on the shelves the hospitals are like
- 29:37untouched with like grass you go in the casinos everything it's it's like the best
- 29:43cervix in the world but yeah it's literally like a zombie apocalypse you go in these hospitals that are
- 29:47like 15 floors huge everything I don't know if you're sitting in my postman everything is
- 29:52as left completely like they just walked out well they did yeah they had to you still got all the
- 29:58people like false teeth on the side and like they're closing the wardrobe dude tell us amazing that's
- 30:03so creepy yeah you've been have to look at my post on Instagram got some of the hospital
- 30:08on there from Japan I did look through like a few things yeah I really do like I like I got stuck on
- 30:14like the horses and stuff because those are my favorite ever yeah I just want to drive one yeah I
- 30:20think it's such a shame a lot of the funeral homes have herses in the garage in this one what a shame
- 30:24I'd love to drive one I would just take it and just drive it as my everyday car uh-huh me too yeah
- 30:29I would I've got a friend on Instagram Katie from Boston and she drives a hers so cool she's my
- 30:38idol now yeah yeah yeah she's into the funeral homes I think she's got a calf skin in her in a house as
- 30:44well whoa I think she's headed to a table so that would be cool that would be cool we were giving
- 30:50all these ideas now what is like the weirdest thing you've ever found left in an abandoned place so
- 30:57in Paris I found brains liver lungs and and the brain and the brain was just on the side just
- 31:05like just out obviously for research is it in the jar that a brain no it's out
- 31:10what that is so he stole it though every really annoyed me I went back two years later and then I went
- 31:16back again somebody is sold in it I'm like ew I would have had that ew um and then I did this funeral
- 31:23home recently in cop county and that made the news because it was like 35 boxes of ashes that
- 31:29had a fetus in a jar oh that a fetus apparently apparently I stole the fetus I'm like no I didn't yeah
- 31:38so there's that a lot of things you find is uh human remains lost human remains boxes of
- 31:43remains ashes all the time all the time all the time all the time with their names on the stuff
- 31:49yeah but in a way you know if I'm doing a few more home and there's remains in them like oh
- 31:53his remains of dolly you know hey dolly you know I'm not alone you know dolly is there with me oh that's
- 31:59sweet okay um don't I do that I mean there's always like death certificates you got the
- 32:04herses with the keys still there which is crazy you were trying to start it and see if it works
- 32:09oh the time all the time yeah yeah I tell them but they never turn on it's really this is what I'd
- 32:13love that imagine if that turned on um death certificates you know and personal property of people
- 32:20that have passed um yeah to find these keys you know cars with the keys and stuff and then some places
- 32:27at least you just like everything's just left even even when I have done houses you know you even
- 32:32got like a cereal on the on the kitchen counter like the clothes and the wardrobe and the kids toys
- 32:37on the floor and it's like people just went up in a puff of smoke you know vanished yeah
- 32:42creepy yeah I feel like I've come across some of your photos with like creepy dolls have you
- 32:48you've had those in your photos right yeah yeah so I did a house in Spain in April 2022 that did
- 32:55really well on TikTok and the how the woman they collected dolls and it was just four thousands
- 33:00of dolls oh god how amazing thousands and then I did a house in Liverpool England in in July or
- 33:07beginning of August this year and the woman they collected soft toys like plus keys and I don't
- 33:14know if you're seeing that post head to ceiling every room and you couldn't even move head did you see
- 33:19that post I don't think I have yet I'll have to go look at it yeah you have your phone now I just want
- 33:25to see your reaction yeah on Instagram right or is it TikTok on Instagram yeah on on Instagram now
- 33:30you see the house there with like the pyramid roof yeah click on that and then swipe through the
- 33:36pictures dude oh it's crazy and I went I got given the pen and I thought oh it's just
- 33:43house and toys I had no idea it was like that you can see that's insane right yeah oh my god yeah
- 33:51that was a bedroom you had to go through that to get to the bed this is crazy my co-host like
- 33:55hates dolls and stuff I'm totally gonna show her this yeah I mean could you imagine living that
- 34:01no it would be like I I love dolls and stuff I have like a bunch above my bed I bought like a creepy
- 34:08Ann Bell doll but this many eyeballs staring at me all day yeah yeah that's so pretty yeah but that
- 34:17was pretty crazy but I mean if it comforts you I imagine it comforted her maybe she really just
- 34:22liked the company yes exactly exactly so that was did any of the dolls ever like blink at you or move
- 34:30no but I do walk into the house and they'd all like be falling on top of them they're trying to
- 34:34like save me yeah and then you'll be stepping on some and they start playing the music and dancing
- 34:39and stuff oh that's just literally like the horror film yeah it was great though it was really good
- 34:44did you get videos of that yeah it's on my TikTok oh yeah gonna go check that out too
- 34:50that's okay yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah it's really good it's called Helen's house the lady
- 34:55called Helen lived there apparently she was sound dead Helen surrounded by dolls I don't know
- 35:00how true that is that would be so sad for the dolls I know like our owner is dead what do we do
- 35:06is there anywhere that's like on your dream like list a place that you really want to go I like to go
- 35:14to China one thing I want to do is I don't know if you've seen it you've got the abandoned space
- 35:20rockets in Kazakhstan no it's like an entire side of like space rockets like as in rural life
- 35:29but you it's something like 24 hours to get to Kazakhstan because you have to go via somewhere else
- 35:35and then you've got a 27 mile walk through the desert together wow okay that's a long walk
- 35:42yeah and you can go and I think you can still see it but people have been getting caught and
- 35:49I don't know it look if if I could get there realistically then I would go but
- 35:54I think it would take me about two weeks and I've got no one wants to do it with me right um so I
- 36:01just like jumping up and going to the States like I was in the States for a weekend not long ago I just
- 36:05I went on the Saturday morning and I came home on the Monday night
- 36:07well just to do like grease spots and I was like yeah I flew to Orlando I woke up 4 a.m. I drove to
- 36:14Alabama and I went to Georgia to Cobb County did that one the next morning and the next night I flew home
- 36:20that's crazy just for fun yeah yeah I'm just so hobby I don't make any money from it really yeah
- 36:27if I make any money it goes straight away I don't profit from it at all you know right I mean I feel
- 36:32it we're kind of in the same situation with the podcast that's why that's why people need to buy
- 36:37prints yes just help help out listen to the pod buy prints help us out with our hobbies I see a big
- 36:43big surge in traffic now in dark room I hope so I hope so be too good to have you ever been anywhere
- 36:50in the PNW so like you said you haven't been to Oregon but what about like Washington, California, Alaska
- 36:57I have I've been to California but not for our bags I haven't been to Alaska I've been to Washington
- 37:03okay Washington Washington was really good I did a couple really good hospitals there
- 37:10so that was really good that was really really good hospital that had like thousands of infant or
- 37:14topsy certificates left I've actually got one framed in my kitchen Washington is nice
- 37:20but I haven't done I like I don't think there's a lot in Alaska California there's a couple of
- 37:24bits but not masses but I haven't been to California for a long time but I like Kelly just the
- 37:29traffic was horrible right yeah yeah but I liked Venice Beach I thought was very cool oh nice
- 37:37that's that's places I need to get to really yeah you got to come to Oregon it'll have me there's a lot
- 37:42of ghost towns here I do hear that I do hear that yeah I got I know some people that have been
- 37:47organs on my back and this I want to do the Goonies you see just for the sake of it yeah well you have to
- 37:52you knew the tour yeah do the goon you still yeah and they have the museum thing now yeah with the
- 37:57prison right yeah I knew it's in the old prison I'm sure good fun was there anything else that you
- 38:04wanted to bring up or talk about no I mean you know I think we've covered about the spooky places the
- 38:09funeral homes but yeah no I'm back to the state soon I could do some more funeral homes
- 38:15and those are my favorite the best people always say to me oh you're not sick of doing funeral
- 38:22homes you've seen one you see them all absolutely not no because you've got all different kinds of
- 38:26funeral homes you've got all different looks of prep tables in some of cascets some other
- 38:30verses so no I never get bored of doing funeral homes at the best because we don't have them in England
- 38:35you don't we have more trees and we have like funeral care but it's like a little shop and then you've
- 38:41got like a room out back but we don't have the big funeral homes like you guys have you know with like
- 38:46the chapel and the cascets and the bureau room the barmer room and the cars you know what if I
- 38:50watched the other night happens to know it's really young did you ever watch my girl yeah I think
- 38:55that's why I like like funeral homes and stuff yeah and I remember looking watching it the other night
- 39:00and I was like that's a really nice funeral home and I was like that's the cool environment machine
- 39:04you know because I've got an environment machine in my apartment and I think I've probably
- 39:09where I got the interest from when I was a kid like wow that's in your homes school you know
- 39:13the film she's afraid to go to the prep room I'll be straight down there you know straight up
- 39:17there's nine times at 10 they're always in they're always in the basement yeah so you get into a
- 39:22funeral home and the first thing I do is write prep from my goodness you the prep room look for the
- 39:26door that's got the sign saying soft only keep out for my life danger the sick couple but they use
- 39:32the environment fluid and you open the door and in a split second you're going to think this is great
- 39:37or not you know I did a funeral home in Michigan in Battle Creek last year and it was amazing it was
- 39:44huge it was light everything was in there but somebody had taken out the environment tables I was
- 39:49sorry and there was two they were like head to heads I was really disappointed because I was like
- 39:54this place would have been perfect so you know they're not all amazing some of some have got
- 39:59metal tables which they hey but they're just good fun I like them they all have drains in the floor
- 40:04oh drains here but why is this when you go and they grip the table up and you're like that's right
- 40:09what a bit because it's got the drain man yeah yeah but nine times out of 10 they're pretty good
- 40:15they're pretty good so well you'll have to let me know if you ever do one in Oregon
- 40:19absolutely we'll go and do the greenie yeah maybe there's a funeral home around there we don't know
- 40:25well it's actually I'm sure there is this is I'm sure in useful time there definitely it yeah
- 40:30definitely you're gonna be posted yes definitely all right well that was so cool thanks for
- 40:37reaching out and wanting to come on and talk about this stuff oh you're welcome all right you have
- 40:43a good day you too have a good night thanks Cassie bye bye
- 40:48there is a statue of the mothman in point pleasant in a yearly festival celebrating the
- 40:55creature and the town here's what you've missed on the latest episode of revs beat ow in the middle
- 41:03of this town is a giant metal sculpture of the mothman but looks absolutely freaky is that like
- 41:09some six pack abs there I see yeah he's got a full on six pack no it looks like he's wearing wrestling
- 41:14trunks too to be perfectly honest with me and it does and then does he have like duck feet
- 41:18you got beautiful butterfly wings that are torn is that chest hair it really looks like either
- 41:23chest hair or moth moth moth on the moth on the moth but he's got some bag berry sculpted pecs
- 41:31yeah like a crazy six it is absolutely ridiculous check out this episode ed more
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- 41:46okay well do you think tarot would take your mind off the dolls a little bit I hope so
- 41:55oh so we're using my crow deck I don't know I didn't have like a deck that like screamed abandoned
- 42:02places but my crow deck seemed like I don't know I think that's I think that's a good call are there
- 42:09crows in england then let us know yeah I think so does england have crows I just think it fits for me
- 42:19because like abandoned places especially this one that we've been scrolling through the photos up
- 42:26there's just so much stuff yeah and crows they like to bring you presents so they do they like shiny
- 42:32things they like trash they like to eat trash so yeah so I would just hope that none of my
- 42:38girlfriends would bring me any porcelain dolls and then and then we're good really really stuck on that
- 42:45um my dream is to have crows bring me like a porcelain doll eyeball because it's like little enough
- 42:53it's shiny how cool would that be oh oh I can't wait to be a forest which okay
- 43:01hey so we're thinking about abandoned places send me your send me your energy specifically right now
- 43:09cuz like I feel like that where is that would you ever go to an abandoned place I mean it depends
- 43:20on the place but yeah I don't have anything against a location or a space just based on the fact that
- 43:28it's abandoned right actually kessie we kind of well you weren't there but I kind of have been to
- 43:35an abandoned place with criss we went to tunnel 13 oh that's true yeah yeah you did and I should say
- 43:43too I don't think we said in in Ben's interview but like don't trust fast um yeah we're just we're
- 43:50listening to his story his experiences he's his own person he does what he wants to do yeah um
- 43:56we're not telling you guys to go and find places that are abandoned to like trust pass on just because
- 44:03they're cool absolutely I just want to make that absolutely no I think what I think what is the
- 44:07episode two it goes all the way back to episode two it's dick road don't be a dick just go as far as
- 44:14you're allowed to go um but if you do go further you can always write it to stories and do what's safe
- 44:22and reasonable yeah yeah don't put yourself in danger and we definitely talked about it too in
- 44:27the interview like there can be people yeah I'm sure like all kinds of things that can present
- 44:34some challenges and some dangers so yeah you know just to be cautious of that don't be silly
- 44:41and danger but yeah speaking of I probably wouldn't go to like in a band-in-place if it had like no
- 44:46trust passing signs all over it because like we said it before and I I realized I sound like a
- 44:51hypocritical sometime because I say I'm a sucker for rules but like rules like that that like makes sense
- 44:57you know yeah I think rules like no trust passing but makes sense to me it's not my property so like
- 45:04I can respect that kind of rule if the rules don't make sense to me and they're like unnecessary
- 45:09then I'm like fuck rules I hate rules yeah yeah like don't buy your own tarot deck that kind of rule
- 45:15I just realized I'm always like fuck rules and then I'm like I'm a sucker for the rules and I'm like I'm
- 45:21I'm a paradox well I do think you know part of being an adult and part of being you know somebody who
- 45:30exists in the world as an adult is learning to decipher what you think has value and there are
- 45:39rules that make sense to keep you safe or that you feel like makes sense to you and then there are
- 45:44rules that um you know some asshole made up so right exactly I'm glad we cleared that it's been
- 45:53bothering yeah okay so I'm gonna kind of I feel like it needs to be at the bottom of like kind of the
- 46:01thick stack down here yeah like basically where your pinky is kind of pull everything out here your
- 46:08other pinky oh this yeah this way there you go yeah yeah yeah okay so like the bottom of this one
- 46:14or the top of this one I think the top of the other yeah this one we got woohoo we just didn't
- 46:20we just get oh this is eight we got the eight of swords in reverse and this kind of definitely
- 46:27looks like an apocalypse jixie in here that would make me abandon a place wow it's like a crow tied
- 46:35up in like a red scarfit looks like yeah eyes are covered there's a bunch of cool there's eight
- 46:43swords around them I can't tell if that's just like the sky like the sunset it kind of looks like
- 46:47the sunset through a bunch of clouds it does yeah but it also kind of looks like a mushroom cloud like
- 46:54apocalyptic scene you know wow interesting okay it is swords in reverse okay the eight of swords
- 47:04our keywords are entrapments self-unduing fear helplessness bondage denial and deception dude so
- 47:16that's that's ringing a bell for you it this is kind of crazy yeah okay it's just reminding me of
- 47:23something specific that we talked about in the interview oh okay okay like kind of creepily yeah
- 47:30no this is like it's all coming back you know oh I mean I don't know I know and I'm gonna have to
- 47:39tell you okay well so one of the places that he went into was an abandoned place where
- 47:45prison uh no not a prison it was a house where a woman murdered her parents and like I think wrapped
- 47:52them up and like had them in a closet for four years oh so I'm like and you said like entrapment
- 48:00well and think about the imagery of the card bondage yeah they're all like wrapped like it's wrapped
- 48:05up and it's like inside of the swords oh that's creepy okay in many decks the eight of swords
- 48:15shows a person bound and blindfolded ringed by a prison of swords dude it's like making me want to
- 48:23cry feel so bad for these people I know that's awful because swords represent thoughts and beliefs
- 48:30this card says you've created your own prison with your ideas and only you can free yourself okay
- 48:36she lived in that house for four fucking years dude with her parents in the closet
- 48:43well maybe okay before I go to the interpretation I'm gonna read you one of the extra excerpts here
- 48:50maybe this isn't the classiest connection to make but it says the only thing we have to fear is fear
- 49:00itself it's a quote by Franklin D Rose about okay I'm like okay well she wasn't afraid to have a
- 49:08couple of he well that that makes me feel better because that just like reminds me of Ben just like
- 49:15going to these abandoned places sometimes he goes alone yeah and he's like he says he's kind of
- 49:20scared sometimes but like not really you know so he's just very brave in these situations I feel like
- 49:27yeah oh my gosh there's these ran into people too and he had to like think on his toes and like come
- 49:32up with an excuse of like why he's there and yeah okay to break through the barrier you felt you
- 49:40must change the way you see and do things sometimes this means rejecting social norms or going
- 49:47against the status quo I mean don't do that if you're murdering people and keeping them in your
- 49:51right I think I feel like this is more of a a tie in to Ben who's obvious yeah um doing something
- 50:00very outside of maybe the beaten path oh totally and like people from his TikTok like reported him
- 50:09for going into that house really yeah wow he like got reported to the cops so that's interesting
- 50:15he's definitely doing things that no one else is doing yeah you also need to get focused and get
- 50:21moving perhaps you have your head in the clouds the reverse eight warns you need to get your affairs
- 50:27in order or the situation could worsen oh no is that like a warning to Ben I'm not sure I don't know
- 50:36I don't either not sure how to take that exactly he's safe yeah well I was going to say I mean the
- 50:44fact that like he's had people reporting him if he's had you know run in when he's actually
- 50:50been on site that does sort of like my first thought was oh my gosh be safe yeah please yeah in a
- 50:58reading about money this card says you may not be dealing forthrightly with a financial problem
- 51:03if you've been putting off paying your taxes for example or settling a legal matter take care
- 51:10of it promptly to avoid more trouble sometimes this eight indicates bad advice or deception
- 51:19if the reading is about your job the reverse eight tells you to stop playing the victim you may feel
- 51:25persecuted trapped or limited in your work but you must take responsibility for where you're at
- 51:31and do something about it inner reading about love oh boy you may feel tied to a person
- 51:40perhaps because you're afraid to be alone or unwilling to support yourself which that's interesting
- 51:47because she kept her parents in the home it's like yeah she very easily could have I I suppose gotten
- 51:55rid of their bodies but it's almost like she didn't want to be alone oh that's like a very
- 52:01disturbed person for sure yeah absolutely well and so much of this is about your your mind almost
- 52:10becoming like a it's a prison for your thoughts and so I think that kind of makes sense I mean for
- 52:17someone who's in that sort of a state and I feel like you're sort of trapped in a way too because you
- 52:23obviously can't really have like people over I don't know if she was like leaving the house at all
- 52:29or if she was like too scared to leave that someone would find them while she was gone I mean I really
- 52:33don't know the situation but I only imagine like yeah wow you just must feel so trapped having that
- 52:40hang over your head for four years too yeah that's a long time to live with that information
- 52:46this card can mean you're not facing up to what's really going on if you've been listening to
- 52:53someone else's advice the time has come to listen to your inner guidance okay there is one
- 53:01additional extra excerpt and I'm I'll read that and then you can share any other thoughts that you
- 53:08have about yeah I have one more thought I think okay I think many of our fears are tissue paper thin
- 53:18and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them wow it's interesting I feel like
- 53:25we're getting like mixed messages a little bit here yeah well I think you have obviously
- 53:31if we're picking up on the different energies that are related to kind of all of the different I
- 53:38mean it really runs gamut but you know bends energy is going to be very different than that of
- 53:45you know the abandoned murder house yeah and like your energy to I was asking for your energy and
- 53:53that's funny it talked about like fear the only thing you fear is fear itself I'm afraid that I will be
- 54:01to afraid and you probably want to be blindfolded so you don't have to see the dolls I don't want to be
- 54:09anywhere near dolls blindfolded but if you don't see them are they there yes is that a serious question
- 54:20you can feel them okay I'm done what a ridiculous person yeah okay so the last the last thought I
- 54:31had was it kind of reminded me of see I'm trying to think and talk and it's not working well
- 54:38it's tough it's tough like when I say we're not giving you advice to go and do these things like you
- 54:45have to make up your own decision and that's basically like the last thing that you said there was like
- 54:51you know don't follow other people's advice just do your own what like feels good to you basically
- 54:56that's right just say okay wow that fit that was good yeah yeah um
- 55:05woo this is okay so there's another card and it was like the one at the bottom that I was kind of
- 55:12eyeballing mm-hmm when we split the deck it was that this one at the bottom yeah it's the justice card
- 55:19oh in reverse oh which is also interesting because we all you know justice it's kind of a
- 55:29self-explanatory I feel like yeah I don't know if you want to peruse given the nature of our show
- 55:35right interesting too it's another blind red blindfolded bird oh yeah kind of a different
- 55:48variation of binding but that premise is still there and the imagery on these cards do like look like
- 55:56abandoned places kind of a look that is yeah really interesting they do like with peeling wallpaper
- 56:03and paint and stuff is what that one looks like keywords are rectification decision
- 56:09binding balance and legal matters which I think all speaks for itself yeah um okay
- 56:17the justice card often depicts a female figure robed and crowned or sometimes armoured
- 56:23she holds a sword symbol of the air element and the mind in one hand and in the other a set of scales
- 56:32oh she's holding a sword and we got swords for the other card we did yeah in some deck she appears
- 56:39nude with arms outstretched in a balanced position or she stands between a large set of scales while
- 56:46holding a smaller set this justice isn't blind or blindfolded however her eyes are open
- 56:55suggesting divine justice is that work here rather than the laws of humankind to me I read that
- 57:03almost as like somebody who gets away with that for four years and then I don't know what the
- 57:10circumstances were of the discovery and her capture subsequently but yeah me either um that almost
- 57:17seems like there's like divine intervention in putting a stop to that yeah interesting the justice
- 57:26card can represent an actual legal matter or someone who works in the judicial system
- 57:31whatever the situation you must weigh many factors in order to make a reasoned decision
- 57:39hmm which honestly that kind of makes me think um we were sort of speculating wildly about you
- 57:46know the mental health of someone who would remain in their home with two people that they have
- 57:52killed um and worse yet their own parents but that makes me think of like you have to sort of take
- 57:59into account maybe the mental health of someone who committed this crime as you think about
- 58:06maybe sentencing them that is true yeah yeah justice reversed indicates delays in legal matters
- 58:13or unfairness in some other situation there was certainly a delay a little bit that's exactly
- 58:20where my mind went if you're the person in power you may be unduly severe in meeting out punishment
- 58:26if you're in the powerless position you may feel angry or resentful at being treated unfairly wow
- 58:34your equilibrium is out of whack and you may swing from one extreme to the other that almost makes me
- 58:41think of like a apparent child relationship right because yeah how many times has like an angry
- 58:49kid or teenager said that's not fair yeah does that's kind of the vibe it's giving me
- 58:54in reading about money you may encounter a loss in a legal matter or feel a financial decision
- 59:01isn't fair oh yeah now I want to look more into this story and see like what happened like I know
- 59:08how like did anything come out in the courts of like why oh my god so I mean there's got to be more
- 59:14information about this case yeah perhaps you'll be required to make restitution to someone
- 59:20this card can also represent delays or complications in receiving money that's due to you
- 59:27maybe life and sure and I don't think she's gonna get that payment no I don't think so not so much
- 59:33but I wonder if like she was thinking if they're missing long enough oh yeah of course like kind of
- 59:39the one we talked about with the missing family was that it were they had a certain amount of time
- 59:45to collect yeah we're just pretty typical um obviously it you know I have no idea what the what the
- 59:52terms and conditions are over in England but here in Oregon even dating back to that case from
- 59:59you know the late fifties um it was like seven years so yeah huh if the reading is about your job
- 1:00:08justice reversed can signify an imbalance in your workplace or a lack of cooperation
- 1:00:13or this card may point oh may mean you have to account for an action or mistake
- 1:00:21in some cases it may point to a legal issue involving the organization you work for
- 1:00:27interesting interesting inner reading about love you may feel a relationship lacks balance
- 1:00:34one of you has more power or control than the other sometimes this card indicates having to
- 1:00:40answer for an indiscretion or wrongful action yeah I should say so no notes yeah
- 1:00:52wow I think we found a lot of good connections with that that's crazy yeah I'm glad I remembered
- 1:00:57to pull that card out from the end because I was thinking about it while you were picking the other
- 1:01:03sign I'm like yeah I like both sides for this yeah yeah there's definitely some really interesting
- 1:01:11parallels and like like literally just the connection between the two cards like the red ribbon
- 1:01:18blindfold and the sword thing like yeah have a creepy birthday we'll see you next Tuesday
- 1:01:27unless you get lost in an abandoned place forever and ever or there's a porcelain doll outside your door
- 1:01:41I like how he did a high pitched and I said no yeah housekeeping oh my god we're here to
- 1:01:51bring your brain okay well I it turns out I have a thing so I gotta my ubers here
- 1:01:59oh my god man I have to have Chris log me back into the cameras because I'm not going to build go
- 1:02:08to my door either oh no because what if there's a doll at my door I'm so sorry there's not going to
- 1:02:18be a doll at your door okay. (pnwhauntsandhomicides.com)