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A 52-Year Era of Peace Begins in 2027? Mayan Wisdom & Sacred Sites | Nan Akasha · Awakening with Natalie Namaste

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  SPEAKER_02: One of the really fun things that's coming forward is at the end of 2027 is something called the sacred fire of the Chickaban.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it's the beginning of a 52-year cycle of peace, an era of peace.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so the Mayan elders, some of them are starting to go around and train people because we can't just la la la la la arrive there and go into the era of peace.
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  SPEAKER_02: We have to prepare ourselves.
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  SPEAKER_02: These sites are so powerful because they raise our consciousness, they open portals, you have your own DNA experiences, you know, clearing, cleansing, and reweaving your DNA.
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  SPEAKER_02: The full moon created the same sacred serpent on the pyramid as the sun does.
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  SPEAKER_02: When somebody says, My life is falling apart, I say congratulations, because that egg has to crack.
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  SPEAKER_02: And we have to be reborn.
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  SPEAKER_02: And we have to be reborn knowing who we are, not to serve anyone else's idea of what life is supposed to be.
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  SPEAKER_05: Namaste, beautiful beings of light.
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  SPEAKER_05: Today I'm joined by Nana Kasha, who is such a clear channel.
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  SPEAKER_05: She's also a Jaguar medicine woman, shamanic healer, sacred psych guide, I feel like a massive portal opener and DNA rewriter, and Nan lead ceremonies and um sacred experiences like all over the world.
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  SPEAKER_05: We were just talking before I pressed record about how you're going to be in Glastonbury and then having a holding a retreat in um Scotland as well.
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  SPEAKER_05: So I'm so happy that we have this moment together.
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  SPEAKER_05: Welcome.
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  SPEAKER_05: Thank you.
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  SPEAKER_02: Thank you so much.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm so excited.
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  SPEAKER_02: It was so it's been so much fun because we met online and then we got to meet a person, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: Recently.
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  SPEAKER_02: And then to reconnect now, it just feels like this little you know wave of fun.
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  SPEAKER_02: So thank you very much.
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  SPEAKER_05: I love it.
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  SPEAKER_05: And um, yeah, because we met in person at the New Living Expo, and that was in this year.
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  SPEAKER_05: Are you going to the one next year in 2027?
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  SPEAKER_05: Oh, I'll get to see you again.
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  SPEAKER_05: So what I'm loving asking at the moment is about your own personal journey.
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  SPEAKER_05: I feel like when someone shares their journey of like how you awakened, how you remembered, like, and the awakening journey is not just one awakening.
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  SPEAKER_05: Hey, it's like it's multiple.
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  SPEAKER_05: So I I I feel like what it does is it opens up our own inner journey and it opens us up to more and more of the eternal self that we are.
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  SPEAKER_05: So I would love you to share as much as you wish about your journey.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes, well, that's a very long conversation, isn't it?
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  SPEAKER_02: For everybody.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, yeah, what's fun about the journey is, and I was just talking to someone yesterday about this, is when you get older and you look back, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: And you look at all the ups and downs, and the pains and the losses, and the joys, and the successes, and the wants, and the you know, traumas, and just like this whole journey.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's a hero's journey.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's what we are, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: And yet when you're going through it, it doesn't feel like, yay, me, I'm the hero, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, it feels a bit confusing, uncertain, and certainly the dark ages we're coming out of, you know, have felt very much like, I think I'm something more, but what's what's missing, you know, here.
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  SPEAKER_02: So what I love most about life now is all that, all the traumas and dramas and ups and downs, because they I don't think they teach, we tend to let them teach us more.
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  SPEAKER_02: They they don't have the potential to teach us more than the joys, but they tend to.
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  SPEAKER_02: And when you look at all of you now, you wouldn't become this if you hadn't gone through some pain and traumas.
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  SPEAKER_02: You don't go to a wise person and say, you know, oh, I want your advice.
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  SPEAKER_02: And they're like, oh, I've never had a single problem, I don't have a scar, everything's perfect in my life, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: Who who wants to learn from that person?
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  SPEAKER_02: No one.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_02: Right.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_02: So, you know, sort of being in the wise woman stage as well.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, but the joy of it is that I've had so many big losses and pains, and so many things that I strive to achieve because I was very driven, you know, and I wanted to be the best at everything because underneath it, I thought my motivation was to please my parents, you know, like most people, to make other people happy, to be liked, to be successful, you know, to be safe, you know, all those things that we're taught.
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  SPEAKER_02: And what's so interesting is, you know, I didn't fit in, I was adopted, and I I they were lovely, they're lovely people, but we're not alike at all.
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  SPEAKER_02: So my mom even says nowadays, she'll say she's 92, and she'll say, you know, it was it was a big challenge for you with your butterfly ways coming into a strict German household.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I was like, oh, nice, now you can recognize that.
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  SPEAKER_02: Of course, we didn't have words for that at the time.
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  SPEAKER_02: So so the biggest thing I know is that I create my reality, we all do.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so if I'm the creator and I chose these situations or these people, how they play out if is completely in the moment up to me.
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  SPEAKER_02: But so I really, really embraced life in the beginning.
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  SPEAKER_02: I was like talking to the fairies and always had imaginary friends and skipping down the sidewalk and you know, doing all the same stuff I do now.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, and it was charming until you were a certain age.
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  SPEAKER_02: And then it was like stop dreaming, grow up, be realistic, you know, you can't have everything you want.
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  SPEAKER_02: Who do you think you are?
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  SPEAKER_02: You're too happy, all of that good stuff.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so, you know, everything through life sort of reflects that same thing because of who we're being and the identity we took on.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I really took on that identity of needing to achieve, to be good enough, to get approval, to be safe, to even I would start a business, I would do really well.
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  SPEAKER_02: I had a fashion design business, I made a million dollars the first year while we sales and we put the money back in the business and we were going, and everything was going really well in the end of the 80s.
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  SPEAKER_02: Everybody went bankrupt, nobody paid me.
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  SPEAKER_02: All the department stores, the whole economy crashed.
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  SPEAKER_02: I didn't know anything about that, uh, that that kind of stuff happened.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so um, you know, all of that was like a huge, like just slamming into a wall at a thousand miles an hour, you know, just running and achieving and and and thinking I'm succeeding and getting to do something I love was very creative.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, but it's it's a huge no from the universe, like now it's time to stop and do something else, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: So the good thing is, is that created complete confusion.
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  SPEAKER_02: I didn't know what to do, where to go.
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  SPEAKER_02: I had all these resources, all this experience, all this education, and um and I had nowhere to go with it.
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, I had to close my business and I didn't know people didn't pay their bills.
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  SPEAKER_02: So there was like an identity deconstruction, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so that's when I just got on my spiritual path.
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  SPEAKER_02: Now I say, Oh, I was so grateful.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I then went out and found spirituality and started teaching meditation and studying uh edit energy work, and I became a homeopathic doctor and a master level mahimotherapist and a reggae master and telling to touch and animal communicator, and worked with shamans and started doing radionics and went really deep into energy healing, which is now just starting to become sort of something people know about frequency work.
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  SPEAKER_02: But I've been working with that.
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  SPEAKER_02: I have instruments for 35 years, 40 years.
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  SPEAKER_02: So all these things that come on your path when you everything falls apart are so amazing.
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  SPEAKER_02: Uh, but I felt like I was in survival most of the time, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: I was in a lot of pain.
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  SPEAKER_02: I thought I was just a horrible person because my business, you know, failed and nobody paid me, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I had this very strong identity.
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  SPEAKER_02: And throughout that, then I got on a spiritual path and I thought if I did everything just right, and I applied that same um mindset and that same approach to spirituality.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm gonna be the best, I'm gonna know everything, I'm gonna read every religion, I'm gonna read every book, I'm gonna have every certification, I'm gonna rise to the top, and if I do it all right, nothing bad will happen to me.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it's okay to be driven, but you know what I'm talking about, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: Eventually you get to realize it's that underlying energy that's creating the results.
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  SPEAKER_02: So you can learn that way, but what is the energy you're putting into it?
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  SPEAKER_02: Then my daughter died.
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  SPEAKER_02: Uh, it took eight years for me to get pregnant, and that was a whole thing.
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  SPEAKER_02: So when that happened, another deconstruction of reality, I didn't believe in anything, didn't believe in anything.
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  SPEAKER_02: I was mad at everything, source, God, whatever you want to call it, you name it.
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  SPEAKER_02: And um, once I decided to live again, which is, you know, people know there's a process you go through with grief, and you just don't care if you're alive.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I would get messages from spirit.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I was very at that point, thankfully, I had uh turned back on most of my senses.
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  SPEAKER_02: I wasn't that vision visual yet at all.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, but energy work and communicating with animals and you know, doing working with shamans and things like this.
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  SPEAKER_02: I I took it in the energy I was bec uh was doing soul readings and things like this.
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  SPEAKER_02: But I really didn't understand that bigger picture that what I'm doing and feeling and thinking and saying is what's creating what's happening to me, you know, what I really believe about myself, which you know took me again.
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, you go through this deep introspection.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's kind of the purpose, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: You're being liberated, but it felt like I was being punished, it felt like I was no good, it felt like I was a failure, felt like, you know, why would anybody want to, you know, like me?
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, all those things that we we tend to take on.
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  SPEAKER_02: Those are stories, those are illusions, those have nothing to do with reality.
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  SPEAKER_02: So when we look at our life, it's supposed to be.
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  SPEAKER_02: Otherwise, why come in a body?
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  SPEAKER_02: Go do something else, you know, if you want, you know, come into a body because we're divine in a human body, we're not a human body.
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  SPEAKER_02: So, as that divine being, we could be a dog, we could be a tree, we could be a butterfly, we could go be something on Venus, we could go to some other time, space, whatever, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: There's this infinite variety of experiencing form.
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  SPEAKER_02: And we have, we're coming out of such a heavy, heavy um mindset, a heavy era of dark ages, really believing that we're separate from source, that we're not divine, we're not magnificent, we're not good enough, we don't have enough.
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  SPEAKER_02: We could try and try.
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  SPEAKER_02: And my belief that I finally found after many, many years, I was then got a divorce.
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  SPEAKER_02: I asked for a divorce after 23 years.
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  SPEAKER_02: That took three and a half years, I lost everything, I had 80 properties, like I just went, I had these huge ups in lives and these huge downs and these huge ups and these huge downs with money, with relationships, with everything, you name it.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I look at it now, like I said, and I'm like, oh yeah, that makes sense because I like things that happen.
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  SPEAKER_02: I like change, I like uh transformation.
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  SPEAKER_02: Now, if I had had a higher level consciousness going through all of that life, right, I would have said, okay, we could dial down the drama a little bit.
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  SPEAKER_02: I know I really don't deserve to be punished because I remember thinking that during my divorce, I wanted out.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, my mother and father got very upset.
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  SPEAKER_02: Eventually, my mother disowned me.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, my husband was not happy, so everybody blamed me.
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  SPEAKER_02: Oh, the kids are upset, it's all your fault, it's all for your fault, it's all your fault.
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  SPEAKER_02: Nobody wanted to know, like, why do you want out?
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  SPEAKER_02: They were just like, oh, can't you just stay miserable and the same so that we don't have to all be upset, you know?
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  SPEAKER_02: So to go through these times that, and everybody I know can relate with their own stories, to go through these uh phases in our life where we are challenged.
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  SPEAKER_02: Do you stay the same to make other people happy?
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  SPEAKER_02: Or do you do what you need to do?
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  SPEAKER_02: Do you listen to your heart?
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  SPEAKER_02: Are you willing to cause pain and perceived pain, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: Everybody has a choice, but like, are you willing to cause this disruption uh and listen to what everybody else thinks is right for you?
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  SPEAKER_02: Or are you going to start listening to your inner voice?
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  SPEAKER_02: Are you going to start following your inner heart?
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  SPEAKER_02: And a lot of the times I didn't have those words.
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  SPEAKER_02: I just was so driven from within.
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  SPEAKER_02: Like everybody is, and it just depends on how much attention, right, or effort, or the universe has liberated you from lots of things and pointed you in new directions.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, there's always an open door, and there's always magic, and it's always better.
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  SPEAKER_02: Everything always turns out better for each of us in the end.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's just going through that and not knowing and having this ego mind that wants to know and wants to control, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: So we have all these levels of being, and we're here to experience them all.
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  SPEAKER_02: And we came at this particular time.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I was so grateful when I found out this is a very intense time.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes.
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  SPEAKER_02: And anybody who chose to be on earth right now that you chose here very specifically, you didn't make a mistake.
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  SPEAKER_02: Oh, came at the wrong time.
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  SPEAKER_02: Nope.
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  SPEAKER_02: Right.
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  SPEAKER_02: We came because of the opportunity right now, because of the evolution that's speeding up, and it's already done and it's already succeeded, and it's already beautiful.
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  SPEAKER_02: So we can all relax and start to remember that we're creating our own experience, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: So when finally I left the US, because I live in Mexico, like you live uh out of the country too, I had uh gone through my divorce, I was recovering, I got online because I met my soulmate Chris, and um, and he was it it in the tech world, let's just say.
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  SPEAKER_02: So he got me online, I started being able to do that business.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, and I moved to California through a whole series of mystical, magical, dramatic, strange experiences, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: So that's what I love is to look back and say, look at all these weird things that lined up that happened, that led you to go here.
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, that, you know, during the pandemic.
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  SPEAKER_02: So when we, after we were in California for a while, everything fell apart again in another very interesting way.
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  SPEAKER_02: And but my children had had moved near my parents and they were had been all over and they were twins, and we were very involved with them.
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  SPEAKER_02: So it was suddenly like we could go.
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  SPEAKER_02: So we were like, okay, we got rid of everything.
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  SPEAKER_02: We started traveling, we headed to Thailand, we stopped here in Mexico for a wedding, and 11 years later, we're still here.
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  SPEAKER_02: So that's how spirit works.
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  SPEAKER_05: I love that.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, so and and you think all these terrible things happen, and then you end up somewhere and you think you need to be somewhere else, and you wake up, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: So, so there's just all of the different mystical, magical things to me now.
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  SPEAKER_02: I love them all, I appreciate them all.
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  SPEAKER_02: I love the losses and the successes, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I I I I can see now underneath it all, I'm the driving force of how I see it, how I interpret it, how I decide what it means, how to react to it.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so the beautiful thing is that everything's in our hands.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it may not seem easy, right, to reclaim hearing your inner voice and realizing that you're the creator and change making the changes you want to see inside here, uh, and taking 100% responsibility for everything that happened to you, even the accident, you know, because we've been trained to blame everything outside of us.
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  SPEAKER_02: But once you get through that and you realize, but that means I'm the one in power, that I am safe and I am strong and I am secure and I am wise and I have everything I need at my fingertips, and I don't need to know it, you know, consciously to have that.
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  SPEAKER_02: So that's why I do what I do because I realized and found out along the path that um if I had been born in the Mayan world, I'm an Ish, which is a jaguar, which is a pure feminine spirit of, and you would have been raised a shaman or a daykeeper, which is another form of healing.
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  SPEAKER_02: So they would do that and raise you that way, and the whole village would raise you that way from the day you were born.
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  SPEAKER_02: So you didn't live in a community where it's like, be what I was, you know, be a banker because I'm a banker, go to the military because I'm a military.
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  SPEAKER_02: Who do you think you are?
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  SPEAKER_02: You get to go be happy.
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  SPEAKER_02: Why are you being a musician, you know?
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  SPEAKER_02: So, you know, those those kinds of things to learn along the way that affirm what you really are.
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  SPEAKER_02: Like, you know, I spent decades and decades and I discovered that, but it would have been really nice to also have had that information in the beginning, yet it was my journey that gave me all the scars and all the wisdom and all the knowing and all the peace and all the ability to watch shit fall apart and not buy into it, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: So yeah, and here we are on the precipice of the era of peace.
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  SPEAKER_05: Absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_05: Oh, that's incredible.
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  SPEAKER_05: And um, you know, I I wanna find out how they how do they know what the little baby is?
• 18:50
  SPEAKER_05: Like how how could they tell that you're a Jaguar medicine woman?
• 18:54
  SPEAKER_02: Well, um, I do Mayan Day sign uh uh charts, they're like astrology charts, and they do what's called a cross, and then there's many different layers to it.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so what they look at is your birthday, and they look at you have a birth sign, you have a conception sign, you have a destiny sign, and you have a left and right hand sign or a feminine, a masculine power sign.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's your basic cross that you start with.
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  SPEAKER_02: Then um it turns into there's there's three trunks of the tree, and it's actually very interesting because in the Mayan sacred calendar called the Solkin, there's only 20 day signs and 13 numbers.
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  SPEAKER_02: So each has to pair up, so it's 260 days, which is about nine-month gestation period.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's a lunar calendar, so on.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so they were masters of calendars, they had calendars within calendars that interlocked with more calendars that interlocked with more calendars, and in use today are a handful, maybe.
• 20:06
  SPEAKER_02: Um, but they had 20 or more calendars.
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  SPEAKER_02: They understood time and space in a way that I'm not sure anybody else has ever.
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  SPEAKER_02: So what they understood was the premise is we know you're divine and you're jumping in this body.
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  SPEAKER_02: So we're not starting with the premise of like you're a sinner.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  SPEAKER_02: You know, like, yeah, because that's how I grew up.
• 20:31
  SPEAKER_02: I didn't have a big religious bring upbringing, but in America, there's that overriding, uh, often Christian attitude, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: That basically, if you're in a body, you're a sinner.
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  SPEAKER_02: If you're in a woman's body, you're a real big sinner, you cause all the problems in the world.
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  SPEAKER_02: And you know, it's blamed through through Eve, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: That whole lineage, this kind of like underlying mindset.
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  SPEAKER_02: And then are you going to heaven?
• 20:56
  SPEAKER_02: Are you going to hell?
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  SPEAKER_02: Is there a hell?
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  SPEAKER_02: Did you go?
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  SPEAKER_02: Were you good or were you bad?
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  SPEAKER_02: This is who decides if you're good or bad, you know, really gets very.
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  SPEAKER_02: Um, the Maya, they just respect everybody equally, men and women, the king and the janitor.
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  SPEAKER_02: They're all the same.
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  SPEAKER_02: You all came with a purpose, a promise, a promise to the universe.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so we think in European terms of kings um uh or leaders being somebody who has power and money over you.
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  SPEAKER_02: They own the land, you know, they they decide the rules, they take your stuff, or they decide whether these laws are happening, if it's fair or if it's not fair.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's a very out of balance relationship.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it's why we have a hard time taking back our power because we see misused power, because we've had lives with so much misused power.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so we think, well, if I have power, I could become that greedy, horrible person or whatever, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: And then you have the idea that that person somehow, you know, like Henry VIII, did he do anything?
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  SPEAKER_02: No.
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  SPEAKER_02: I mean, he ate a lot and married a lot of women and had a lot of people's heads chopped off, you know.
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  SPEAKER_02: But was he out there spiritually communing with nature to make sure that he had the best information for his people, for his land, for his tribe?
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  SPEAKER_02: No.
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  SPEAKER_02: No.
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  SPEAKER_02: And so we don't expect that.
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  SPEAKER_02: But the ancient cultures, the leader was expected to not just have spiritual advisors.
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  SPEAKER_02: And in the Maya world, they always had a priestess and a priest.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_02: And they always had, if there was a uh if they were calling the four directions, there was a man and a woman.
• 22:45
  SPEAKER_02: There was a priest and a priestess.
• 22:47
  SPEAKER_02: If you got married and you were a woman and you wanted to leave the marriage, you didn't have to go prove that you should leave the marriage and tell anybody you just picked up your stuff and you left.
• 22:57
  SPEAKER_02: You kept the house and you kept your stuff and they kept their stuff and nobody discussed it.
• 23:02
  SPEAKER_02: It wasn't like a big drama on why, who, where, what.
• 23:05
  SPEAKER_02: It was everybody respected that you were living your purpose because they thought the individual was the most important thing in society.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_02: If you're not happy, then the family is not going to be happy, right?
• 23:20
  SPEAKER_02: And if the family's not happy, then the village is not happy, and so on and so forth.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_02: So they went right to the core of respecting each person needs to be supported in what their divine mission is.
• 23:34
  SPEAKER_02: So they would just take the day that you're born, and then you have these uh these key signs that you start with.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_02: And so uh birth sign ish is spelled I X, which basically, if you see that word before a name, you know it's a woman, it's a goddess.
• 23:54
  SPEAKER_02: So Ishel.
• 23:55
  SPEAKER_02: If you're familiar with Ishel, she's the the moon, the earth, uh, the medicine, the rainbow goddess of the Maya, and um it's I X and then the rest of her name.
• 24:06
  SPEAKER_02: Uh Ish Mukane is the grandmother who's the heart of the earth.
• 24:09
  SPEAKER_02: They work together to be the earth, and it's Ix and then the rest of her name.
• 24:14
  SPEAKER_02: And so Ish, in its essence, is the embodiment of the sacred feminine, and the uh the totem or the the spirit of it is the jaguar.
• 24:26
  SPEAKER_02: And the jaguar was the second most important um animal spirit to the Maya because they had a whole priesthood, a priestesshood called Balaam.
• 24:35
  SPEAKER_02: And the Balaam is the jaguar, and the jaguar came from Lemuria, and the Balaam, uh the women and men, Balaam came down when the the when the earth had no fire and no light after the floods, and and did all these different things to call back the sun.
• 24:51
  SPEAKER_02: And there's it's it's very, very ingrained in the we're from the Pleiades, we're from Atlantis, we know who we are, we know why we're here, and through time, and we can see out to this time now, right?
• 25:04
  SPEAKER_02: And so if you come in and we support you to become who you were meant to be, then you're gonna be happy, you're gonna feel fulfilled, you're gonna get excited about what you're doing every day.
• 25:15
  SPEAKER_02: You're not doing stuff you don't want to do, right?
• 25:17
  SPEAKER_02: It's gonna be following instead of like what I was explaining, where I was always trying to stop my true nature.
• 25:23
  SPEAKER_02: Don't be talking to fairies anymore, you know, stop that, stop that stuff, go be practical, you know, and and becoming so miserable, even though I loved my husband and I loved my kids, and I I loved so many things about my life, but I was so miserable in the middle part of my life.
• 25:42
  SPEAKER_02: I put all this weight on, I was trying to like just uh weigh myself down so that I wouldn't be big energy is the problem.
• 25:51
  SPEAKER_02: Your energy is too big, you know.
• 25:56
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, yeah, that's that's why so many of us, because what I've noticed if in the solar plexus chakra, if I ever have a moment, and I do this for myself like often throughout the day, I'm like, be fully present, and in that moment I'm fully present, I'm like, whoa, I just feel so much energy, especially in my solar plexus, and it actually is uncomfortable when you first do it.
• 26:21
  SPEAKER_05: It's like it actually feels like anxiety, and that's why I feel like we've been so trained, like all that energy in the body, go eat more or um drink something or do whatever, but just don't feel all that energy, dim it down, don't feel it.
• 26:36
  SPEAKER_05: But if we allow ourselves to feel it, it's it's quite incredible, and and it is like the that energy is the energy in the light that we truly are, like this is our infinite self.
• 26:49
  SPEAKER_05: So I love how the Mayan are they from the beginning, you're just allowed to be who you are, and actually hold on, we want to support you being who you are.
• 26:59
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I feel like this is the way we're going.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_05: This is we're we're coming more into the heart, and in the heart is where the soul vibrates what it desires to experience on earth.
• 27:11
  SPEAKER_05: And I'd love to know because you were also talking about the Mayan calendars.
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_05: Um, like so, do you know the Mayan calendars and like anything, is there anything coming up for humanity that they're um sensing that we should know about?
• 27:28
  SPEAKER_02: Well, um there, yes, there's there's quite a few things.
• 27:31
  SPEAKER_02: One thing is I'm just looking at the date that we are thinking about what today is.
• 27:39
  SPEAKER_02: Um today is I and this is different everywhere, so this is something else that interesting, but I think where I live, it's today or tomorrow, is the Mayan New Year.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_02: And the reason it's different everywhere, so there's a lot of Maya, very active Maya in Guatemala, and I live at the north, north, north.
• 27:59
  SPEAKER_02: I'm on the Gulf, so I live at the very north end of the Yucatan Peninsula.
• 28:03
  SPEAKER_02: So I'm up here and they're down there.
• 28:06
  SPEAKER_02: Their New Year's isn't until August sometime.
• 28:10
  SPEAKER_02: The reason is it's the day of the zenith, the day when the sun is directly above you, and there's no shadows are cast.
• 28:22
  SPEAKER_05: So because today's the 16th of July, the day that we're recording this.
• 28:26
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, so it's it's it's right, because we've I've been doing celebrations, so it's it's like technically today, tomorrow, you know, and if you go out, but it's gonna be different wherever you live.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_02: You see, so it's not like you can have, oh, it's January 1st or you know, December 31st, let's all celebrate New Year.
• 28:46
  SPEAKER_02: No, it's very specific to where you are, because that's an energy that you're interacting with, right?
• 28:54
  SPEAKER_02: And as creators of our life, what we think, what we feel, what we speak literally, very literally, it's so literal, creates our reality, create attracts things that we see, makes us miss certain things that we don't see.
• 29:10
  SPEAKER_02: And so if you're very in tune in the moment to what's happening where you are, because that's where you're living.
• 29:18
  SPEAKER_02: Like, even if you're only there for four or five days, but especially where you live, if you tune in to what is the sacred land, like to me, I live on this land and and uh and I own it, but uh I I didn't plan on buying anything again.
• 29:34
  SPEAKER_02: I used to have a lot of real estate, and then it just started little ideas, you know.
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_02: My daughter said something to me, and I'm like, and I stood on the beach, I was renting houses around here, and then I thought, do I want to?
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_02: Would I?
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_02: Could I?
• 29:48
  SPEAKER_02: Should I?
• 29:48
  SPEAKER_02: I don't know.
• 29:49
  SPEAKER_02: And instead of going the normal, how would I do that?
• 29:52
  SPEAKER_02: I don't know how, I don't have the money, I don't have the time, I don't know what to do, blah, blah, blah, whatever else, right?
• 29:58
  SPEAKER_02: This is what the normal conditioning is.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_02: We have to cut that off immediately because the how is so literally not our problem.
• 30:07
  SPEAKER_02: And there's a million friggin' hows up that you could never imagine, you could never imagine it.
• 30:12
  SPEAKER_02: So if you're over there trying to figure out the how, it's ridiculous, right?
• 30:17
  SPEAKER_02: That is literally trying to find a needle in a haystack.
• 30:20
  SPEAKER_02: But if you're over here going, oh, okay.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_02: So the first thing I did was just said, if there is a land, if there's sanctuary, if there are guardians of the space that are the place for me to work with, then call to me and show me who you are.
• 30:38
  SPEAKER_02: And then everything else that I did, because I take action, right?
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_02: But everything else had to align with that.
• 30:45
  SPEAKER_02: And I would talk to the guardians of the land because this is Mayan land, this is a Mayan village.
• 30:50
  SPEAKER_02: Um, this is uh I live in Telchec Puerto, but then the pueblo is, you know, 15, 10, 15 kilometers into the jungle.
• 31:01
  SPEAKER_02: So I live, and then there the lagoons, the pink lagoons with the crocodiles and the pink flamingos are right here, and then the jungle and the jaguar, and you just drive in, and we're 10 minutes from a pyramid and all of that.
• 31:16
  SPEAKER_02: So, um, so so right here, there's a there's a sacred town nearby that I go to visit the pyramids quite often.
• 31:24
  SPEAKER_02: I have a very intimate relationship with them.
• 31:26
  SPEAKER_02: Everything speaks to me.
• 31:28
  SPEAKER_02: I'm I'm I I don't think I would call myself a trance channel because I don't go into voices and things like that typically.
• 31:34
  SPEAKER_02: It's more like I speak, I communicate, you know, trained shamanically and trained, well, from the very beginning, I was talking to everything, according to my mother.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_02: Right.
• 31:45
  SPEAKER_02: So that was it.
• 31:46
  SPEAKER_02: And so that's what I love to to help people to learn is that you're you are a channel, but you haven't you you have all these ideas, right, that get in the way.
• 31:57
  SPEAKER_02: So if you just start with where you are and you talk to your land and your to your house and to your trees and to the butterflies and to the guardians of the land and the ancestors of the land and the cycles of the land or the cycles of nature.
• 32:12
  SPEAKER_02: Like right now, the turtles are laying nests on my beach, and I go in the morning and I find usually three or four or five of them and tell them to the turtle volunteers, and now they're starting to hatch.
• 32:23
  SPEAKER_02: I haven't seen any hatch yet because they hatch at night, but um, and that happens, you know, for about six months, you know, between starting to see them lay eggs and by the time they end hatching.
• 32:35
  SPEAKER_02: So there's a very special energy.
• 32:38
  SPEAKER_02: And I didn't know before I moved here, but when I started working with this Mayan elder that I work with, he told me that my animal totem is a turtle.
• 32:49
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, and when we were we were thinking about naming the house, I just kept saying, you know, I don't know why.
• 32:58
  SPEAKER_02: I just kept thinking, Tortuga, you know, casa the tortuga, the turtles, turtles.
• 33:02
  SPEAKER_02: So so these things weave in, but they hold medicine, they hold energy, they hold wisdom, they hold memories, they hold healing, they hold all kinds of energies.
• 33:12
  SPEAKER_02: It's like talking to somebody and discovering more and more about who they are and what kind of things they know and what kind of wisdom they have.
• 33:19
  SPEAKER_02: And are they loving?
• 33:20
  SPEAKER_02: And do you just want to be around them when you feel sad?
• 33:23
  SPEAKER_02: Or are they enthusiastic and inspiring?
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_02: And do you want to be around them when you feel like you need to be excited and inspired, you know?
• 33:31
  SPEAKER_02: So being that, um, there's there is uh the equinoxes and the solstices, uh, they have all of the temples have many, many different things that are aligned to them.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_02: Most people don't know about them, they don't let you into most of the temples at these hours.
• 33:50
  SPEAKER_02: Um, so people know about Chichenitsa and this the serpent of light that comes down, but the phenomenon behind that is beyond.
• 33:57
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, it's beyond.
• 33:59
  SPEAKER_02: Just studying that could be a whole life study, how they did that, how they know that.
• 34:04
  SPEAKER_02: There's been scientists and researchers and um and big, big resorts over in Kintataroo that have hired people to build a replica of that pyramid so that it it attracts tourists, right, to their to their resort, but they've never been able to get it to do the solar phenomenon and create this.
• 34:27
  SPEAKER_02: Wow, no matter all the equipment they have, over and over and over.
• 34:33
  SPEAKER_02: And my Mayan Elder, his teacher, who's passed on, lived in a tiny village, nobody knows who he is, knows phenomenal things.
• 34:41
  SPEAKER_02: He still has books written by him that he's not allowed to release yet because there's information about why these powerful sites are so powerful, because they raise our consciousness, they open portals, is why I do the retreats at sacred sites.
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_02: Um, you have your own DNA experiences, you know, clearing, cleansing, and reweaving your DNA, but there's so much here.
• 35:02
  SPEAKER_02: And so the solstices and the equinoxes always have the light coming through certain ways, perfect uh harmony.
• 35:10
  SPEAKER_02: We know about the sun forming this perfect seven triangles of dark and light, uh, those related to the seven chakras, bringing it to the earth and all the other things.
• 35:21
  SPEAKER_02: And I go there and do the sacred chants during that.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_02: But I was there last year and I went about 17 days out of the 30, 33 days that this happens, because people know about two days, but it's 33 days that this happens.
• 35:35
  SPEAKER_02: And I was there one day waiting to talk to the uh to go into this private area.
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_02: I had made a reservation, and there were these guards, and it had been the eclipse the night before.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_02: So I stayed right there next to the pyramids where you can see the pyramids, and and and I watched the eclipse and the pyramids and all this.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_02: So I came in the morning and I'm hanging out with all these Mexican guards, and they were comparing their photos of the eclipse.
• 36:00
  SPEAKER_02: I'm like, oh, that's better than mine.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_02: Can I have yours?
• 36:03
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, that's cool.
• 36:04
  SPEAKER_02: Oh, that's cool.
• 36:05
  SPEAKER_02: Well, all of a sudden, one guy who was a guard, well, of course, he gets to go walk around the sacred site at night.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_02: Nobody else does, right?
• 36:12
  SPEAKER_02: But he does.
• 36:14
  SPEAKER_02: The full moon created the same sacred serpent on the pyramid as the sun does.
• 36:22
  SPEAKER_02: I still get goosebumps.
• 36:24
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, my whole body's singling.
• 36:27
  SPEAKER_02: They had always perfect balance of masculine and feminine, but no one talks about it.
• 36:34
  SPEAKER_02: Nobody, they they don't they don't even like film it and share it.
• 36:40
  SPEAKER_02: They have a museum now there that doesn't have one picture or one information about this whole phenomenon that has made this place famous in the whole museum.
• 36:51
  unknown: Wow.
• 36:51
  SPEAKER_02: Because the military's in charge now.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_02: And the same as at Stonehenge, that's completely surrounded by military bases because they understand the power of these places, and they don't want us there at these power times, they don't want us understanding we that these stones light up and release information, and then the crystals start to vibrate and open portals and people come and go and things happen.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, it's it's there's a lot of documented cases about that.
• 37:22
  SPEAKER_02: So um they understood and they captured that light.
• 37:27
  SPEAKER_02: The the pyramid is exactly half dark and half light on the solstice, but the opposite, depending on if it's in the northern hemisphere or the southern hemisphere.
• 37:36
  unknown: Okay.
• 37:37
  SPEAKER_04: Wow.
• 37:38
  SPEAKER_02: So yeah, the the light comes through the ball court and down in a certain way.
• 37:43
  SPEAKER_02: Um, there's other temples as well.
• 37:44
  SPEAKER_02: There's one here where a sun rises through a particular temple and it hits your third eye.
• 37:50
  SPEAKER_02: And when you go, and sometimes they open that at five in the morning, and we go um, and you get this entire third eye activation.
• 37:59
  SPEAKER_02: That the quality of the light coming through that that temple door is completely different.
• 38:04
  SPEAKER_02: You could step over here and just get the sunlight on you, it's not the same, and it rose, rises, and then we move forward and it rises again, and we move forward and it rises again.
• 38:15
  SPEAKER_02: We start quite far back from the temple, and we were able to get seven different initiations before we got to the fence.
• 38:24
  SPEAKER_02: We couldn't get any closer to the to the temple.
• 38:27
  SPEAKER_02: Um, so everything is filled with symbolism, meaning there isn't a single thing that isn't filled with information, like they stuff.
• 38:38
  SPEAKER_02: When I started working this with this one Mayan elder, he said, Well, I said, you know, the stones speak to me and I can't stop going to them all the time and all this stuff.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_02: And he goes, Well, you know, they're just stuffed with information, like someone just crammed, like a library, you know, just like crams the information in there that comes alive during different times.
• 38:57
  SPEAKER_02: Um, so you know, the equinoxes are my favorite times by far to to do things.
• 39:04
  SPEAKER_02: But one of the really fun things that's coming forward is um at the end of 2027 is something called uh the era of the chickaban, the sacred fire of the chickaban.
• 39:16
  SPEAKER_02: And it's the beginning of a 52-year cycle of peace, an era of peace.
• 39:24
  SPEAKER_02: And so the Mayan elders, some of them are starting to go around and uh and train people because we can't just la la la la la arrive there and go into the era of peace.
• 39:37
  SPEAKER_02: We have to prepare ourselves.
• 39:39
  SPEAKER_02: We're not peace.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_02: How many people do you know are walking in peace, are believing peace, are living peace, are speaking peace?
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_02: You have to match the vibration in order to enter that.
• 39:50
  SPEAKER_02: It doesn't mean the rest of the world will blow up and die.
• 39:53
  SPEAKER_02: It means that they'll continue and you continue living whatever it is that you believe and what you are uh radiating, right?
• 40:01
  SPEAKER_02: So going through the fire ceremonies, um, going through understanding your purpose, your true purpose, whether it's through the Mayan calendar, the Mayan Zodiac, or other systems, but that deeper purpose, because your purpose isn't to pay bills and isn't to worry about if this person likes you and and who cut you off in traffic.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_02: It's all a distraction, you know.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_02: So I love the Mayan cosmology of studying it, writing about it, taking trips, taking people there, living in it, because every day is rich.
• 40:34
  SPEAKER_02: It's full, full, full.
• 40:36
  SPEAKER_02: You know, I never know what I'm gonna do.
• 40:38
  SPEAKER_02: I go a couple of times a week to the certain pyramids, and I never know exactly what the experience is gonna be, because every day is different and the land is different, and I'm different, and I'm constantly in that evolutionary shift.
• 40:53
  SPEAKER_02: So um, it's really fun knowing your Mayan um sign, your Mayan destiny signs, because you have the one main one, but then you have other ones, right?
• 41:04
  SPEAKER_02: You have your conception sign, and that's sort of like your guiding star that's looking out over you, and where certain energies that you want it uh to have as your core, you know, of who you are, uh, then to know what your left power, your your masculine power, your your feminine power is, like how that works together, and then your destiny is sort of like what's in front of you, what's paving the path for you.
• 41:28
  SPEAKER_02: And um, it's not fate, yeah, it's choice, right?
• 41:33
  SPEAKER_02: Because you could live your whole life and not know who you are.
• 41:37
  SPEAKER_03: That's okay.
• 41:38
  SPEAKER_02: And spirit doesn't judge you.
• 41:41
  SPEAKER_02: But if it it living in a cosmos vision where people understood that time went all this time out, and that we're here right now, and there's certain energies here right now, right?
• 41:54
  SPEAKER_02: You know, the Sphinx, everybody loves the Sphinx in Egypt, and and all that was built during the era of Leo, right?
• 42:02
  SPEAKER_02: And we're leaving Pisces, which was the age of the victim.
• 42:09
  SPEAKER_02: That whole Christian fish, you know, the concept of the victim, the victim being who we revered.
• 42:17
  SPEAKER_02: Being a victim made you better, right?
• 42:21
  SPEAKER_02: Made you more uh worthy at some point.
• 42:26
  SPEAKER_02: And none of it's true, it's just a perspective.
• 42:29
  SPEAKER_02: It's like visiting a restaurant or a land that serves.
• 42:32
  SPEAKER_02: Now we're in the age of Aquarius and we're pretty, pretty much in it now.
• 42:36
  SPEAKER_02: We've gone in and out, in and out, in and out, in and out.
• 42:39
  SPEAKER_02: And it's expansion.
• 42:41
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, it's it's thinking bigger and more abstract than you ever have, and it's way beyond AI.
• 42:47
  unknown: Yeah.
• 42:48
  SPEAKER_02: You know, I mean, all that stuff, great.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_02: Okay, just figure it out and play with it and work with it and apply it to great things, you know.
• 42:55
  SPEAKER_02: But it's just a stepping stone to us coming back into our telepathic network and realizing time and space, you know, these are just constructs that we can travel through, that we can access.
• 43:08
  SPEAKER_02: We can speak to anything, we can call on any energy in any moment.
• 43:12
  SPEAKER_02: Everything is always here for us.
• 43:15
  SPEAKER_02: So getting out of the victim mentality and getting out of feeling traumatized and having wound labels has been very, very important for me.
• 43:24
  SPEAKER_02: I even had a meditation for a long time that I used to sell.
• 43:27
  SPEAKER_02: It's so bad, the recording now because it's so old, but it was called Escape the Victim Vibe.
• 43:33
  SPEAKER_02: Because I I realized, you know, like everything's here.
• 43:37
  SPEAKER_02: The universe is like, yes, yes, yes, would you like this?
• 43:39
  SPEAKER_02: This is great.
• 43:40
  SPEAKER_02: And I'm over here still thinking, you know, these things about myself.
• 43:44
  SPEAKER_02: I'm not good enough, or I need to work harder, or maybe one day it'll happen and delaying everything.
• 43:49
  SPEAKER_02: So, you know, becoming the creator of our life means accepting that we are, and then we have to feel safe in ourselves, not just in our bodies, but in our hearts.
• 43:59
  unknown: We have
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_02: feel safe being in our heart and then we can take down some of those walls and those filters that that that um create sabotage and suspicion and and lack you know it's it's and there's a lot of agreements that we've made you know so that's one thing I I loved about a lot of the work that I've done and I've learned is to be able to go in energetically and and to connect the lives and to see where things started and find those vows, agreements, you know, decisions, attachments, you know, contracts, whatever you want to call them that we all have and and also to realize that we're also chose to be here now to free our ancestors.
• 44:41
  SPEAKER_02: Yes that's the DNA work we're doing.
• 44:46
  SPEAKER_05: I can feel oh yeah that's the DNA work.
• 44:50
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah and um I have a few questions so first of all do you do like one-on-one readings about like the Mayan so people can find out like their future the the feminine the masculine okay wonderful I'll include that information in the description below because I mean as you talk about it I'm like oh I I'm interested and and then the other thing you mentioned now it was was like when we feel safe in the heart then all then it can all flow and and so how do we get to that place where we can feel safe in our heart right that's where we begin to really listen from within be in the present moment but even more than you think because I was a big I didn't care about the be in the now I've been doing this stuff for 40 years and it was like gratitude and and be in the now both annoyed me.
• 45:46
  SPEAKER_02: Oh and divine timing those were all my three pet peeves I was like I create my reality I'm not waiting for divine timing because the way I understood it it meant wait that's what it meant wait right you don't get to do what you want right now divine timing only means everything is already ready everything is done everything's there for you and if you want it it means it's already there for you and the universe is like you know and it's in vibrational escrow which is such a great term you know from um Esther Hicks you know like it's vibrating it's fully formed it's just a matter of you focusing on it long enough for it to manifest into the tangible physical world or feel it or whatever way you want to manifest that thing right to so I kind of got lost what did you ask me oh uh oh yeah feeling safe in the heart feeling safe in the heart that's right yeah so so when we feel um oh okay uh if I know who I am what if that's not a good person so that whole idea that we were given that we're not good enough like that whole that's that's one aspect of it right then there's an aspect that comes from our ancestry that says you know if people know who you are you're in danger right maybe you'll have your head chopped off or you'll be burned at the stake or you'll be outcast or you'll be whatever right and those a lot of those things don't happen now but some version of them happen now right so I need to belong to survive was our motto primordial motto we're coming out of that there was a time if you were kicked out of your village in the in the forest in Germany you were gonna die because no way you were surviving on your own that's not true anymore for many reasons not only modern technology but in in we're creators right so that was the depth of separation from source that we are somehow separated we're not so the idea oh yeah we're being we are one gratitude used to feel like a duty okay um you know how do you you be be grateful to come on be grateful pick up a gratitude rock be grateful that this is like self-help is I was being in the secret era I knew a lot of those people I coached a lot of those people I was friends with a lot of those people so I was like gratitude rocks it pissed me off very funny the things you go through right so yes I highly recommend gratitude but it isn't about being grateful for having not what you want and and just settling for that that's not what the point is right so I thought that was acceptance is really big so if you look at the scale of consciousness acceptance is where you take your power back the four states are shame and blame and guilt and anger and craving and addiction and and um all those then you get up to courage and it's a it's a power state that means energy is coming to you now and you can start to feel a little bit more possible and so on.
• 48:44
  SPEAKER_02: When you get to acceptance you literally to me it's like your head pops up above the water and you can breathe and what does it mean?
• 48:54
  SPEAKER_02: Well I avoided that too a long time because it seemed weak to me.
• 48:58
  SPEAKER_02: I don't I'm not accepting this this isn't good enough this is not what I want I'm creating my reality I refuse this and people who say things like well just accept what you have and you know we're not the lucky ones and our family isn't the rich people so just accept your lot in life and that kind of thing that was not okay with me.
• 49:16
  SPEAKER_02: But the other end of it wasn't you know just give up acceptance means okay I'm standing at the corner of fifth and Madison now where do I want to go you just accepting where you are you're not saying I want it I love it I want more of it it's okay so you don't have to condone your trauma you don't have to go hug the people that you feel hurt you.
• 49:40
  SPEAKER_02: It's not about that it's about just accepting what is and stop making it mean something that's burdening you.
• 49:49
  SPEAKER_02: Yes that's huge.
• 49:51
  SPEAKER_02: It's huge it's huge but it's all in our hands.
• 49:55
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah right so you know be very discerning with that constant you know it's wonderful that we have an abundance of healers now and people talking about this now I mean I used to teach this and nobody knew what I was saying.
• 50:10
  SPEAKER_02: Nobody had ever heard the word multidimensional 15 years ago I said whatever 20 years ago I'd say multi-dimensional I'd be like what are you talking about?
• 50:18
  SPEAKER_02: So it's fantastic.
• 50:19
  SPEAKER_02: We also have to be discerning everybody has their own story everybody has their own opinion everybody's at a certain stage and place and we've been taught to trust everyone else to have the answer.
• 50:29
  SPEAKER_02: So this is always about coming back inside here's the power of acceptance at the state of acceptance your emotional body goes into forgiveness.
• 50:38
  SPEAKER_02: Forgiveness is not what you think it is.
• 50:40
  SPEAKER_02: It isn't work it isn't sitting around and going well this person was really mean to me or I really was mean to that person.
• 50:47
  SPEAKER_02: Now I have to find a way to be okay with that it's not something you do.
• 50:53
  SPEAKER_02: If you go and accept okay here I am these things have happened in my life those things have left my life here I'm standing right here I've I've got no friends no money no whatever I don't know whatever your situation is when somebody says my life is falling apart I say congratulations because that egg has to crack and we have to be reborn and we have to be reborn knowing who we are not to serve anyone else's idea of what life is supposed to be so forgiveness is like oponopono where you realize if I'm aware of it I'm creating it.
• 51:31
  SPEAKER_02: Okay Dr.
• 51:33
  SPEAKER_02: Lin healed an entire wing of criminally insane people and never saw them in person or gave them a drug how's that possible because he looked at their chart and he read all the horrible things they did and he said I'm the creator of that because I just became aware of that so I'm the one creating this and he did hooponopono on that forgiving himself for agreeing to that being a reality if we do that with ourselves thank you I love you forgive me I'm sorry it's very simple but it goes very deep because you're talking to yourself because we're the creator.
• 52:16
  SPEAKER_02: So if you forgive all the stories you've made up about yourself if you forgive judging your body is not good enough if you forgive not following your heart when you really wanted to because other people were pressuring you know a lot of my clients are women who want to express their spirituality more openly or more consistently and maybe their spouse or their family doesn't like it.
• 52:40
  SPEAKER_02: And it's a common situation right now.
• 52:43
  SPEAKER_02: Just because somebody who loves you doesn't like what you're becoming or who you are does not mean not do it.
• 52:49
  SPEAKER_02: It's the reason I went through all those trials and tribulations of my life because I was trying to be something for my parents but I was being called to be something else.
• 52:57
  SPEAKER_02: I was trying to be what I was supposed to be as a wife and a mother but I was called to be something else.
• 53:02
  SPEAKER_02: I was living with a depressed person when I'm designed to be happy all the time right it's not their fault so when you find you and you will find you inside of the heart the big S E L F, yourself your divine self because it never left you right and if you want to get into where it lives in your body it lives in your Don Chen so two inches below your belly button I like to put my palm portals my chakras here on my belly button or just below and on my heart and I breathe in and out of them I'm always remembering I'm here now who I am why am I here?
• 53:55
  SPEAKER_02: Did I choose to be here?
• 53:57
  SPEAKER_02: Why am I here what am I doing?
• 54:02
  SPEAKER_02: Everything I'm seeking is right in front of me right now.
• 54:13
  SPEAKER_02: Am I in the eternal present moment?
• 54:16
  SPEAKER_02: I am eternal if I get into the present moment all these walls start to disappear and there's the infinite field everything is here whatever I desire desires me here's my desire but if I'm desiring it from desperation not good enoughness if I'm saying I want it why can't I have it?
• 54:40
  SPEAKER_02: When will I have it?
• 54:41
  SPEAKER_02: I'll never have it I'm not good enough to have it that will be my life till the day I die that's why we're the creator.
• 54:50
  SPEAKER_02: We're waking up to our sacred feminine to become the intuitive creator again because we've been like I I'm the creator okay I'm gonna go work hard and I'm gonna work 40 hours a week and then I'm gonna learn this and do that and I'm gonna do all these things to achieve something and I'm gonna create my life and we can see it works for a while.
• 55:10
  SPEAKER_02: But when we force right we force reality we force form to make form and we forget that the spirit is inside the form and what did you build your business on?
• 55:20
  SPEAKER_02: Did you build it on fear?
• 55:22
  SPEAKER_02: Did you build it on guilt that it's filled with that energy are you attracting clients that are full of fear and guilt maybe that's your path maybe it's also because you believe that about yourself I'm not good enough.
• 55:34
  SPEAKER_02: What if they don't like me when I started doing healing work I was so terrified that people were not going to heal and they were going to be mad at me and you know I would walk around carrying all the burdens of uh did I fix them and what if they don't get fixed and what if they're unhappy and the stress is insane.
• 55:52
  SPEAKER_02: And the reality is I can't be responsible for anything that you do because I can offer you my wisdom my energy my direction my guidance I can open a portal I can create a space I can give you information I can channel information for you but in the end nobody not your mother not your father not the person who hurt you not your ex nobody actually has power to create for you they do because you've given permission because you were told that they have the power that you have to have their permission that you have to make people happy but you don't and it's not an easy bridge to walk across because we're programmed that way and I'm a big people pleaser.
• 56:37
  SPEAKER_02: I spent most of my life trying to please everybody caretaker if you're one of those kind of caretaker people or you want to help everyone take care of everybody.
• 56:46
  SPEAKER_02: It's so beautiful because there's nothing wrong with that desire but it's skewed.
• 56:51
  SPEAKER_02: It's out of balance and it's been you've used it to and to overgive to stress yourself and then create expectations from other people like I'll have clients come to me and like you know I'm helping my cousins and I'm paying these people's rent and I'm doing this for these people and I'm helping those people and now I have nothing left for me.
• 57:13
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah we can't do that because they don't exist without you everything's a projection of your reality doesn't mean that they don't have value but if you want people in your life to be happy you need to be happy if you want you to be abundant if you want them to be prosperous you don't give away all your money and believe in lack thinking that's somehow going to help them and the other thing you don't do is think but I'm their only hope.
• 57:40
  SPEAKER_02: If I don't do this for them then they can't then then what will they do?
• 57:44
  SPEAKER_02: They'll figure it out how to do it for themselves maybe that's a gift it's not to be mean it's to do it in a loving way because we're all learning that that's the pain that we're all experiencing is the trauma of am I good enough?
• 57:57
  SPEAKER_02: Is this the right path?
• 57:58
  SPEAKER_02: What did I do?
• 57:59
  SPEAKER_02: Did I do it right?
• 58:00
  SPEAKER_02: Where do I go from here?
• 58:01
  SPEAKER_02: Why is the world falling apart?
• 58:02
  SPEAKER_02: Why does it seem so difficult?
• 58:04
  SPEAKER_02: Am I doing the right thing?
• 58:05
  SPEAKER_02: Did I do it wrong?
• 58:07
  SPEAKER_02: Oh my goodness it's too much it's too much it's gotta go into the circus I call it the circus the circus is out there everybody's doing whatever they want and flying and doing thank you I'm walking in peace with turtles and love and talking to the fairies and doing what makes my heart sing.
• 58:28
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah and then my heart lets me in and then I come out maybe we should do a process and you know and the thing about the heart is we have layers and layers to protect our heart.
• 58:41
  SPEAKER_02: We have layers and layers that we don't trust ourselves.
• 58:44
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah right but once you get inside there and find all that light and find all that power and find all that magnificence it took me so long to realize that wasn't egotistical to say I'm light I'm divine I'm a magnificent light being oh my gosh you know the the training I got was that was being egotistical but that's actually being humble.
• 59:09
  SPEAKER_05: Yes it's the opposite absolutely oh wow you've given us so much wisdom here I'm actually gonna re-listen because there's a few things that you've said that I've just I I really feel like oh I'm viscerally experiencing it like I know it I know these truths I can feel my whole body vibrating with it so I know we're coming towards the end of our session together so would you like to do um like either a a a channeled message or a an experience or just something yeah would be wonderful.
• 59:47
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah that's my favorite thing to do yay that and go to sacred sites.
• 59:51
  SPEAKER_02: So so um yes definitely well I'm gonna have to check out what what you have down there where you live and maybe come play with you you know in the energies there.
• 1:00:03
  SPEAKER_02: You know because uh Mesoamerica is such an amazing place you know just um kind of written out of the history books when I was growing up and um just being discovered of course the Maya the prophecy was that the wisdom was going to rise again and when I first learned there's five books left how are we gonna know anything and now they're discovering pottery 10 new books uh in caves as they're building the train and now there's new I mean it's literally rising they've discovered two or three new enormous cities in Guatemala ancient Mayan cities that are that had a million people or more living there.
• 1:00:48
  SPEAKER_02: There's over 5,000 pyramids just in the Yucatan state that they can see now because of the technology.
• 1:00:56
  SPEAKER_05: So we're sitting on the most sacred land of light right that has had so much ceremony so much respect so much conversation with with the land and with the nature and with and and the the indigenous wise people the shaman or whatever they call them where you are the the wisdom that's been here just sort of like waiting not to them but for for the western world to find I'm so happy that we're we're we're opening these doors again because they all lead to Atlantis they all lead to Lemuria they all lead back to the same route uh and so we're all related we are that's why I love living here so much because well first of all the people the the people here they are well they're they're incredibly resilient but also they don't push like us westerners like they just they they support each other and they live simply it's simple life I feel backwards here like the traffic that we have is the cows crossing the road and it's just it's I I love it and I just I'm I'm in nature I live around with the trees and the monkeys come and I stop and I listen as the monkeys speak and then the birds and and the wind and the everything it's so and I love the cacao like I do cacao ceremonies and and uh a while back um quite a few years ago in the village that um that I have my my my space here I I started to teach the children Reiki and we would do yoga and we would do I would teach them about the six senses like what's the sixth one and and I had to do it in Spanish and like I had to quickly learn.
• 1:02:46
  SPEAKER_05: And so basically my Spanish is I know spiritual words and and and so for two years I taught them and in the beginning the abuela of the village the abuela she like a few of them they would come the abuelas and they would come and they were they were what interested like what are what are they doing here and so I invited them to lie down and receive Reiki and afterwards we got the nod from the abuelas they're like yep what you're doing is in in alignment it's right it's it's right with the with the nature with the culture with the truth so and now I go into the village and the children like sometimes they'll say to me come let's stand in a circle and send energy to the earth and I like yeah like in my heart I know that there's something bigger that's gonna arise I don't know when or what but I know that like um because I'm able to help more people because like I can work online because of that then I'm gonna somehow bring the energies back and and so I'm already like helping expansive the kids and and we've got a a system where we're teaching the children about cleaning the litter because you know the oceans bring everything that's thrown in the ocean's coming back to the shore.
• 1:03:58
  SPEAKER_05: And so we're we're keeping our our mother earth clean and so this there's that program but I feel like there's going to be something else.
• 1:04:05
  SPEAKER_02: So I'm just open to when it arises yeah yeah absolutely I feel that way too I don't think I'm as far away from from towns I'm like an hour and 15 minutes from Merida um but my little my little village and of course it's it's growing like everything is um but there's no traffic I don't hear cars I don't hear anything right yeah like you said like the traffic is is the wind on the ocean so I'm on the ocean here and it's all dirt roads until you get over there a little way where the where the one paved road is and the I have iguanas everywhere you know I have 18 coconut trees you know and I'm talking to the land and talking to the trees and and everything all the time so many lizards oh my goodness lizard lizard lizard energy and and occasionally a beautiful snake uh mostly when we moved in uh occasionally a beautiful beautiful snake and so yeah I I absolutely love it and and I lived in London I lived in LA um I I and I loved it I loved it I I love to go to cities I love museums I go there for specific things I go to the museums I go to the parks I go to the coffee houses and to the bookstores so but this is such so completely different right than the way I grew up as well and I'm so happy and every now and then Chris will say I never would have believed that I wanted would want to live in a little village like this just never like at one point we went to New York City and we were thinking about moving there.
• 1:05:37
  SPEAKER_02: And so um wherever you are has the magic right but there's something about being you hear the land more and the people still live closer to the land closer to nature and what I am continually delighted by is how warm friendly Kind, helpful, and happy.
• 1:06:03
  SPEAKER_02: Most of them are.
• 1:06:05
  SPEAKER_02: So I can't say everybody.
• 1:06:06
  SPEAKER_02: I don't know everybody.
• 1:06:08
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 1:06:09
  SPEAKER_02: But I and I know the concept of Mexico to a lot of people is bad.
• 1:06:15
  SPEAKER_02: And I'm not telling you go everywhere in Mexico.
• 1:06:17
  SPEAKER_02: There's plenty of places I probably wouldn't go.
• 1:06:20
  SPEAKER_02: But I the people here are warmer, happier, and more friendly.
• 1:06:26
  SPEAKER_02: They have nothing.
• 1:06:28
  SPEAKER_02: And they give me presents.
• 1:06:31
  SPEAKER_02: Right?
• 1:06:32
  SPEAKER_02: They are so kind, so helpful.
• 1:06:35
  SPEAKER_02: Um, I had an accident of a few weeks back and hurt my leg quite bad and I was bleeding, and I was a 40-minute walk away from here because I walked quite far on the beach, and there's nobody here.
• 1:06:45
  SPEAKER_02: I live in a very, very fake, and I found a man cleaning a pool at a house where nobody was at the house, but he was maintaining the pool.
• 1:06:55
  SPEAKER_02: And he helped me clean it, put me on the back of his moped, and drove me home and wouldn't take any money to help me.
• 1:07:06
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
• 1:07:06
  SPEAKER_05: And uh, and so it's it's just not transactional, it's hot.
• 1:07:11
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, yeah.
• 1:07:14
  SPEAKER_02: So that's another thing about the heart.
• 1:07:17
  SPEAKER_02: If you feel safe in your heart, you know.
• 1:07:20
  SPEAKER_02: I had um, okay, we need to move on.
• 1:07:22
  SPEAKER_02: When I lived in Playa, I I did the retreats out of playa, and one of my clients is a uh accountant, and she has an accounting firm, and she was having a lot of problems with her back, and she was going to physical therapists, and she said, I want to come, but I'll come a couple days early.
• 1:07:38
  SPEAKER_02: Do you have a physical therapist?
• 1:07:39
  SPEAKER_02: And I said, Yes, I have the best guy in the world.
• 1:07:42
  SPEAKER_02: You're gonna want to go here, but I want to warn you, it's a Mexican office, okay?
• 1:07:47
  SPEAKER_02: It's not glamorous, it's not pretty, and there's no carpeting on the floors, it's it's little handmade booths, right?
• 1:07:58
  SPEAKER_02: Right?
• 1:07:58
  SPEAKER_02: There's a little gym that they put together, you know.
• 1:08:01
  SPEAKER_02: Uh, but it's they're exceptional.
• 1:08:04
  SPEAKER_02: She left that place like this.
• 1:08:09
  SPEAKER_02: I was there for two hours.
• 1:08:11
  SPEAKER_02: It cost me$20.
• 1:08:13
  SPEAKER_02: They massaged me, they did electro things, they did uh ultrasound, they did this, they did that, they did this, they did that, and they were all happy.
• 1:08:23
  SPEAKER_02: She said, I laid there for two hours listening to all these people working in this place that isn't all that nice, and I'm paying$20.
• 1:08:32
  SPEAKER_02: Nobody here is making a lot of money.
• 1:08:34
  SPEAKER_02: How can they be happy?
• 1:08:37
  SPEAKER_02: Right?
• 1:08:38
  SPEAKER_02: So our mindset tells us you can't be happy if you don't have this.
• 1:08:43
  SPEAKER_05: Crazy, right?
• 1:08:44
  SPEAKER_05: We can be happy right now because that's our natural state of being.
• 1:08:49
  SPEAKER_05: We all the outside things, the moment we start relying on that to make us happy is the moment we lose our true happiness.
• 1:08:56
  SPEAKER_02: Exactly, exactly, yeah.
• 1:08:59
  SPEAKER_05: So different, yeah.
• 1:09:03
  SPEAKER_05: Well, I'm gonna give you some space now to to what do you feel like doing?
• 1:09:08
  SPEAKER_05: A um a channel message or just have space for it.
• 1:09:14
  SPEAKER_02: I don't decide, I'll I let the spirits decide.
• 1:09:16
  SPEAKER_02: So I'm just gonna have another sip of my cacao.
• 1:09:23
  SPEAKER_02: My cacao sister.
• 1:09:25
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah, I love spreading cacao, cacao, and obsidian around the world whenever I go anywhere.
• 1:09:32
  SPEAKER_02: I bring a whole bunch of that so people can have it.
• 1:09:34
  SPEAKER_02: Uh I was making cacao every day for people at the Canadian retreat I just did.
• 1:09:39
  SPEAKER_05: Oh lovely.
• 1:09:41
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
• 1:09:42
  SPEAKER_02: So I'm not sure I'm gonna do it in Scotland, but it is cold there.
• 1:09:45
  SPEAKER_02: Maybe we can get them to whip up some hot water for us.
• 1:09:49
  SPEAKER_02: So, okay, beautiful.
• 1:09:53
  SPEAKER_02: So take a moment wherever you are.
• 1:09:55
  SPEAKER_02: We've been talking about a lot.
• 1:09:57
  SPEAKER_02: There's a lot of energy just moving around and ideas and pinging.
• 1:10:00
  SPEAKER_02: And and and as a shaman, I work on multiple dimensions.
• 1:10:04
  SPEAKER_02: So as we're talking, you're inside of the infinity healing chamber.
• 1:10:08
  SPEAKER_02: And you might just relax now and realize, recognize, or give thanks that you're inside of a sacred healing chamber of gold and silver light above and below, shaped like a pyramid, like a temple of light.
• 1:10:23
  SPEAKER_02: And you're between the worlds, you're wrapped in the all-seeing eye, you're connected to everything through time and space.
• 1:10:32
  SPEAKER_02: It's all here.
• 1:10:33
  SPEAKER_02: You can relax and take a slow deep breath in, bring it up your nose, let it bathe your brain, bathe your third eye, and go right through the center of your brain, bathing all those glands, opening up your all-seeing eye, and then very softly let it go, asking the breath to cleanse, clear, and release you from all the energies that this conversation has triggered, has opened, has released, has transmuted.
• 1:11:05
  SPEAKER_02: And just feel that very softly going down your body through your energy field, your cells, your meridians, through your chakras, through your nervous system, in your blood and your bones, moving through the auric field in every level of your light body.
• 1:11:28
  SPEAKER_02: And take a moment to say in your heart, I'm ready, I'm willing, I'm open, and I am receptive.
• 1:11:41
  SPEAKER_02: This is a declaration, a decree, an order, a command, because you are the creator of your reality.
• 1:11:49
  SPEAKER_02: So as you say that, you simply sit still, bringing your awareness from outside of you, down from the mind, up from the body, coming more and more into the heart center, just allowing your awareness.
• 1:12:09
  SPEAKER_02: Everything else is moving and shifting.
• 1:12:12
  SPEAKER_02: We're calling on the violet flame to move through, to transmute the violet light of fire, to release all of those attachments that it's optimal at this time for you to transmute.
• 1:12:27
  SPEAKER_02: That energy is ready to be in your hands, to open the doors in your heart, to bring strength, peace, and beauty into your awareness in every moment.
• 1:12:42
  SPEAKER_02: Now take another slow deep breath in, bring this one up through your belly button.
• 1:12:49
  SPEAKER_02: Let it scoop into your genusa crystal, your eight original cells, your spirit, your soul, your blueprint, and bring that breath up through the spine, up the central channel, bathing the brain and expanding out through the crown, releasing it up and out when you're ready.
• 1:13:15
  SPEAKER_02: Feel all the tiny little pinpoints, the coronets around your crown opening and lights, pinpoints of light starting to come out, shining up and out, up and out, up and out.
• 1:13:28
  SPEAKER_02: Your head almost looks like a dandelion once it's turned into fluff.
• 1:13:34
  SPEAKER_02: All of those little fluffy wishes coming out, radiating from you, relaxing deeper into the moment.
• 1:13:48
  SPEAKER_02: Bring your awareness down now.
• 1:13:51
  SPEAKER_02: Call in.
• 1:15:02
  SPEAKER_02: Now from my mind, now from my body, now from my aura.
• 1:15:10
  SPEAKER_02: I give them permission to let go, to let go, to let go, to let go, to relax deeper and deeper.
• 1:15:23
  SPEAKER_02: And then feel yourself sinking, sinking, sinking.
• 1:15:31
  SPEAKER_02: You're now sinking into a very deep dark part of your solar plexus.
• 1:15:39
  SPEAKER_02: It's a part that has been without light, without fire, without warmth, without your love, your attention, your trust, or your time.
• 1:15:58
  SPEAKER_02: It is a part of your power that you've hidden through lifetime after lifetime.
• 1:16:07
  SPEAKER_02: It's the part that lights the heart, that warms the heart, that makes the heart, the hearth of your divine home here in a body.
• 1:16:21
  SPEAKER_02: We call on the dragons, the master dragons, Kwan Yin, Buddha, Ishel, Isis, all the masters that have mastered the elements, the realms, and the fifth element.
• 1:16:41
  SPEAKER_02: We call on the dragons of our ancestors, the dragons of our guardian and the dragons that are here within us, the essence in my golden dragon egg, my auric field, that I am a master, that I am here now.
• 1:17:05
  SPEAKER_02: The dragon energies in any form are now coming through time and space, perhaps arising from your spine, your tailbone, your sacral, perhaps breaking out of your cells or your DNA like a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon.
• 1:17:30
  SPEAKER_02: We call the wisdom of the master, the master who knows I am divine, I am here with a purpose, I'm fully funded, I have everything I need, all that I require in every moment and every time to manifest, to achieve, to receive, to enjoy, to create a world of light and love and harmony and peace, to create in every moment from my own inner space.
• 1:17:58
  SPEAKER_02: This is all here.
• 1:18:00
  SPEAKER_02: It's already in me, it's already around me, it is already a part of me.
• 1:18:07
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer ignore you.
• 1:18:08
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer hold the light from you.
• 1:18:11
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer agree to lock you away.
• 1:18:15
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer fear my own power, my own light.
• 1:18:19
  SPEAKER_02: I call now on my guides, my angels, my intuitive network, my higher self, my I am presence, and my body elemental.
• 1:18:29
  SPEAKER_02: I call on dearest Gaia, Ishel Enishmukane, Jaguar Grandmother, Heart of the Earth.
• 1:18:39
  SPEAKER_02: Take all my fear, all my pain, all my agreements, all my decisions, all my decrees, all my contracts, all my orders, all my beliefs that I have made through this life, that I have allowed others to put upon me, and that I have carried for my ancestors and my other lives.
• 1:19:00
  SPEAKER_02: I free it all, I liberate it all.
• 1:19:03
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer need to carry any more shame, guilt, blame, pain, condemnation.
• 1:19:09
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer carry victimhood, addiction, craving, needing, disappointment.
• 1:19:14
  SPEAKER_02: I no longer carry judgment, prejudice, hate, pride, I no longer fear, I no longer am weak, I no longer have the mantle of traumatized and wounded, I no longer resonate with any of these, let them be free.
• 1:19:32
  SPEAKER_02: I now from within call the fire, the fire of this sacred year, the fire of the sacred dragon and the phoenix, the fire of my spirit, the fire of my truth, rise now within me, body, mind, or a spirit, through my emotional field, run through my DNA, burn away these attachments, and let the violet flame transmute with love and grace, and rewire me to the truth.
• 1:20:04
  SPEAKER_02: I am a magnificent being of infinite light.
• 1:20:12
  SPEAKER_02: I have at my fingertips, which are an extension of my heart center, I have in my palm portals which open portals to all dimensions to remove or receive.
• 1:20:25
  SPEAKER_02: I have within my arms that can hold, that can gather, that can build.
• 1:20:31
  SPEAKER_02: I have within my heart and my higher heart all that I need.
• 1:20:38
  SPEAKER_02: There is no power outside of me, there is no power outside of me.
• 1:20:47
  SPEAKER_02: I release it now, let it burn, let it wash, let it be blown away with the gentle breeze, let a hurricane come from the wind dragons, let whatever elementals wish to speak to you.
• 1:21:02
  SPEAKER_02: The tree of life is holding you.
• 1:21:06
  SPEAKER_02: You are within the trunk of the tree of life because it's time for you to know you are supported above and below.
• 1:21:17
  SPEAKER_02: As you allow these energies to soften, to flow from you, feel great gratitude, reverence, respect, joy, love.
• 1:21:32
  SPEAKER_02: Everything I've done, everything I've been is a deep blessing.
• 1:21:37
  SPEAKER_02: I receive the wisdom.
• 1:21:39
  SPEAKER_02: I give everything that I no longer desire to grandmother, and she transmutes it, she remolds it, she composts it, and she gives me back now a bowl of pearls, pearls of wisdom, pearls of power, pearls of strength, creativity, joy, and infinite love.
• 1:22:14
  SPEAKER_02: You now receive this bowl and you walk into the dark part of your heart holding this bowl.
• 1:22:24
  SPEAKER_02: There are pearls, there are gems, there is gold.
• 1:22:29
  SPEAKER_02: These all contain you the keys to your truth to being the intuitive creator, to opening the channels so in every moment you know that you're never alone, you're supported, you're guided, the wisdom, the medicine, the support, the energy, everything it is here.
• 1:22:55
  SPEAKER_02: You go deep into that dark part of your heart and you lay down this bowl.
• 1:23:04
  SPEAKER_02: You touch the floor of this part of your heart and you send great love, gratitude.
• 1:23:14
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you.
• 1:23:17
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you for everything you are and for waiting all this time for me to see you.
• 1:23:23
  SPEAKER_02: I now am going to open the doors for the light to come in so that we can remember our power, our connection, our divinity, our royal blood, our ability to create, and our non-stop 24-7 intuitive guidance.
• 1:23:47
  SPEAKER_02: We are standing now.
• 1:23:51
  SPEAKER_02: You stand tall, you feel lighter, you are a different being, a different body.
• 1:24:00
  SPEAKER_02: You have shed and released so much.
• 1:24:04
  SPEAKER_02: You walk now from this dark part of your heart, and before you doors and walls and shadows, they fly open, they shatter, they dissipate, they dissolve, they're absorbed back into light.
• 1:24:23
  SPEAKER_02: The sun is pouring in now.
• 1:24:26
  SPEAKER_02: Kuku Khan, cuckoo con.
• 1:24:28
  SPEAKER_02: We call to you, great feathered serpent.
• 1:24:30
  SPEAKER_02: Allow us to receive the divine codes of light, allow us to download these into the crown, third eye, throat, heart, belly, sacral, root, and expand out, connect us back into the great mother, to our divine bodies.
• 1:24:52
  SPEAKER_02: I now walk with love, respect, gratitude, and reverence for my body, for my life, and for my power.
• 1:25:01
  SPEAKER_02: With every step I grow a new feather, I grow back into the wise one.
• 1:25:08
  SPEAKER_02: My crown opens, my divine purpose is expanding, and feeling strong, safe, connected, enlightened, and radiating.
• 1:25:27
  SPEAKER_02: Stand in the center of your heart.
• 1:25:31
  SPEAKER_02: Intend for that light to radiate out from the heart and out even further.
• 1:25:39
  SPEAKER_02: And now out in front of you, behind you, up into your head and down into your belly, out around your arms.
• 1:25:48
  SPEAKER_02: I am power, I am light, I am divine, I am supported, I am deeply loved, I am loving, I am lovable, I am light, eternal light, only light.
• 1:26:04
  SPEAKER_02: Expand your heart light now out, encompass your body, expand it out to encompass your room, expand it out to encompass your building, the land, the air, the atmosphere, the trees, and continue to expand it out and down and up until you reach the moon and the stars and down through the rivers and the crystal caves, through all of the channels to the heart of the earth.
• 1:26:44
  SPEAKER_02: I am the light.
• 1:26:47
  SPEAKER_02: I am the light.
• 1:26:49
  SPEAKER_02: There is no darkness within me.
• 1:26:53
  SPEAKER_02: I am safe, I am secure, I am connected, I am strong, and I know that in every moment the exact answer, support, guidance, and energy is here for me.
• 1:27:08
  SPEAKER_02: This is my truth.
• 1:27:09
  SPEAKER_02: I now decree it to be true, I download it to my body, and I transmute all my habits of lack, loss, and not enoughness into this new frequency of divine abundance and purpose.
• 1:27:31
  SPEAKER_02: Now feel it and embody it.
• 1:27:34
  SPEAKER_02: Come back into your heart center, start to send energy from the center of your heart, up through your neck, down through your tummy, down your arms, your shoulders, going into the nerves, the blood, the muscles, the tendons, the bones, through the eyes.
• 1:28:00
  SPEAKER_02: And the nose and the skull and the cheeks and through the hair and the skin.
• 1:28:07
  SPEAKER_02: Feel all of you tingling with this light, with this power.
• 1:28:12
  SPEAKER_02: I am the creator of my reality.
• 1:28:14
  SPEAKER_02: I am an intuitive, aligned creator who channels divine energy that is optimal for me in each and every moment.
• 1:28:25
  SPEAKER_02: And so it is.
• 1:28:26
  SPEAKER_02: So be it.
• 1:28:28
  SPEAKER_02: It is done.
• 1:28:29
  SPEAKER_02: It is done.
• 1:28:31
  SPEAKER_02: It is done.
• 1:28:38
  SPEAKER_02: We'll allow this circle to be open yet unbroken with a clear path of light back to this moment, to this experience, to walk with you in every breath and every step, to radiate, to know that you are gifting to source, to the land, to the people, to the animals, to the air, to every single being that is divine, just like you.
• 1:29:07
  SPEAKER_02: As you radiate your light and love, you get to choose what you are giving, what you are being, and therefore what you are receiving.
• 1:29:20
  SPEAKER_02: We give great thanks to all these sacred energies, to this beautiful opportunity, this experience, receiving graciously and gratefully.
• 1:29:34
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you, thank you, thank you.
• 1:29:39
  SPEAKER_05: Thank you, thank you, thank you.
• 1:29:47
  SPEAKER_05: Wow, Nan, wow, what an experience, what a blessing, truly.
• 1:29:56
  SPEAKER_05: And the beautiful thing is that it's gonna be here, a portal available to everyone always.
• 1:30:03
  SPEAKER_05: People can keep coming back and listening again and again and receiving and experiencing.
• 1:30:10
  SPEAKER_05: And wow, thank you.
• 1:30:12
  SPEAKER_05: This has been such a special time together.
• 1:30:16
  SPEAKER_05: Thank you so much.
• 1:30:20
  SPEAKER_05: And everyone that's been tuning in, thank you for being here.
• 1:30:26
  SPEAKER_05: Take your time to integrate and land and enjoy and just be, really, just be.
• 1:30:33
  SPEAKER_05: And I'm gonna include all the information on how to connect with Nan Nakasha below.
• 1:30:39
  SPEAKER_05: And thank you, Nan, so much for this time.
• 1:30:45
  SPEAKER_05: It's been so so special.
• 1:30:48
  SPEAKER_02: Absolutely.
• 1:30:49
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you.
• 1:30:50
  SPEAKER_02: Oh okay.
• 1:30:54
  SPEAKER_02: Can I I need to show something?
• 1:30:56
  SPEAKER_02: They just told me.
• 1:30:57
  SPEAKER_02: So we're talking about jaguar and and the serpent to the Maya.
• 1:31:01
  SPEAKER_02: In most cultures, the serpent was the wise, it resurrects itself, right?
• 1:31:04
  SPEAKER_02: It's reborn.
• 1:31:06
  SPEAKER_02: And um Atlantis and a lot of the Mayan places are attuned to that, a lot of the temples are attuned to the sacred, the feathered serpent, which is the kundalini that rises again and remembers its spirit, right?
• 1:31:19
  SPEAKER_02: You take back its sacred knowledge and unconditional love, is what that means.
• 1:31:22
  SPEAKER_02: So I want to make sure everybody knows that's what you received.
• 1:31:26
  SPEAKER_02: And the jaguar is uh from Lemuria, and it's the sacred feminine, and it's the one that helps us cross from dark to night to light because of the jaguar vision, seeing in the dark.
• 1:31:39
  SPEAKER_02: And so um the Olmec uh Maya have uh the wisdom of what's happening now, which is we are in the era of uniting sacred masculine and feminine, that's La Maria and Atlantis, and we're becoming jaguar serpents.
• 1:31:57
  SPEAKER_02: So this is a carved jaguar from uh uh a Mayan in in Chichenitsa, and it represents the the red jaguar throne that's in the in the temple inside.
• 1:32:08
  SPEAKER_02: There's three temples inside of the Chichenitsa pyramid, there's three pyramids.
• 1:32:12
  SPEAKER_02: The inner one that I actually got to sit on when I was uh 18 is is a throne, and it's the red jaguar because it's the jaguar in your heart, and the other side is the feathered serpent.
• 1:32:27
  SPEAKER_05: Wow.
• 1:32:31
  SPEAKER_02: The the rattlesnake is what's key is that each time they grow a new rattle, you're growing a new crown chakra.
• 1:32:39
  SPEAKER_02: So every time they would shed their skin, they'd have a new pattern and a new rattle.
• 1:32:46
  SPEAKER_02: And that's the reason these are very strong medicine for shaman if they have a rattle.
• 1:32:50
  SPEAKER_02: I met one that had 13.
• 1:32:53
  SPEAKER_02: I didn't know they get got that big.
• 1:32:55
  SPEAKER_02: And the pattern, they they emerge, right?
• 1:32:59
  SPEAKER_02: When they shed their skin, they're not a baby, they're not helpless, they're not like a little baby kangaroo, right?
• 1:33:06
  SPEAKER_02: They emerge fully formed, better, more, more rattles, more wisdom, more sacred geometry.
• 1:33:16
  SPEAKER_02: That's who we are.
• 1:33:18
  SPEAKER_02: So we're becoming the balance of both of them.
• 1:33:22
  SPEAKER_05: That's incredible.
• 1:33:24
  SPEAKER_05: Wow, thank you.
• 1:33:26
  SPEAKER_05: I'm so glad that you got prompted to show us that so that we can like see it, and because we were already feeling it and experiencing it, and now to see it, it's like, oh, it brings it all together.
• 1:33:39
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, oh, thank you so much.
• 1:33:44
  SPEAKER_05: So much love.
• 1:33:46
  SPEAKER_05: Namaste.