Latest / Soul Salon with Ayandastood / you are the MEDICINE we seek URGENTLY
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- 0:00You are the healing that we seek.
- 0:02You are the medicine that we need.
- 0:04You are the messenger of a message
- 0:07that only you can deliver.
- 0:10But if you are like me, you at times doubt your voice.
- 0:13You doubt your ideas and what you are here
- 0:16to express into the world.
- 0:18On the one hand, you want to be more delusional
- 0:20and have the audacity to step into your power,
- 0:23your purpose, your boldest expression in this lifetime.
- 0:27On the other, there is this persistent voice of doubt,
- 0:31of perfectionism, of it's not good enough
- 0:33and it will never be of why even try,
- 0:36if I already know that I'm gonna fail.
- 0:39This message has channeled through me,
- 0:41sent to you by your highest self,
- 0:44calling you forward into your gifts and magic,
- 0:48into your belief in yourself.
- 0:50Because you are, you have been made to be
- 0:54a gatekeeper of your own magic.
- 0:57Someone who blocks us, the collective,
- 0:59from experiencing the gifts of your essence and of your being.
- 1:04And this is by design.
- 1:06You have been conditioned to play smaller
- 1:09than life feels called to be
- 1:10because all life feels called to express,
- 1:13to blossom, to bloom, to take up space, to expand.
- 1:17And life seeks to expand through you.
- 1:20So every time you shrink yourself
- 1:22or you feel and worthy taking up more space
- 1:25or being more seen or sharing your stories,
- 1:27your gifts, your music, life is worse off for it.
- 1:32The force of life that seeks expansion,
- 1:35that seeks infinite possibility is seeking you,
- 1:40your voice, your vision.
- 1:42And so it is so deeply generous of you
- 1:47to refuse to deprive us of your message and of your magic.
- 1:52What do I mean by this?
- 1:54Every time you doubt what you are here to share,
- 1:58you deprive those people who are here to receive
- 2:02what you are here to give.
- 2:03Every time you doubt your music and say,
- 2:06it's not good enough, every time you diminish your writing
- 2:09and say, it's just, it could be better.
- 2:11Let me just edit and edit and edit it
- 2:14until it takes a shape that becomes unrecognizable
- 2:17and that initial flow of divine inspiration is blocked.
- 2:21Every time you doubt and diminish and shrink
- 2:25that voice within you that wants to sing and express
- 2:28and share, you deprive, you neglect all the people
- 2:33who want to experience you.
- 2:35You deprive them of the possibility of that experience.
- 2:39You deprive them of your vibration,
- 2:42of what you offer us even through your energy.
- 2:46So the most generous thing to do would be to say,
- 2:49I'm gonna share this message.
- 2:51I'm gonna share this music even if it helps one person.
- 2:56I will have done my role in this life.
- 2:59If I offer my heart, H-E, art, to the collective
- 3:05and it supports one soul in this world
- 3:07where we all need so much support, we all crave
- 3:10and deserve so much more love than what is being offered,
- 3:13I will have fulfilled my divine purpose.
- 3:16I will have honored myself as a force for healing
- 3:19in this lifetime.
- 3:21So sometimes we are playing this dance
- 3:24between grand ambitions, infinite possibility
- 3:28and actually scaling that down to just supporting one soul.
- 3:32Just as we know that all indigenous peoples
- 3:35have a relationship to the medicine of the earth
- 3:38to plant medicine, to the healing properties of nature.
- 3:42If nature can be medicine and if you are nature
- 3:45then you are someone's healing.
- 3:47You are the offering that someone takes in
- 3:50fuses their day, their life, their heart width
- 3:53and leaves changed, leaves renewed, leaves refreshed,
- 3:56leaves more well, there are so many forms of healing
- 4:00and you are one of them.
- 4:03I believe that we are all one collective body
- 4:06that each of us has distinct functions within this body
- 4:10to bring more healing, especially if you receive this message.
- 4:14So you may be here to detoxify the body of the collective.
- 4:20You may be here to bring music and healing vibrations
- 4:23that instantly serve and soothe the collective nervous system
- 4:27that drop us into our heart and drop us into our deepest
- 4:31and most divine self.
- 4:33You may be part of the wall, you may be part of the collective feet
- 4:37here to take us on an adventure with you and through you,
- 4:40here to open up our sense of what is possible.
- 4:43Maybe through your storytelling you are an alchemist
- 4:46who transforms and transports us to new worlds,
- 4:49to new possibilities.
- 4:52I was listening to an audio book yesterday
- 4:54called There Are Rivers in the Sky by Alif Shafak
- 4:57and it totally transported me to a new world.
- 5:00It was so rich and beautiful.
- 5:02I highly recommend you read or listen to that book.
- 5:04I've just started it, but the intro chapter
- 5:07and the way that she describes a droplet of water literally
- 5:13completely was a soul shift for me.
- 5:17Transformed and transported me to a whole new sense of the world.
- 5:22And you do that, you are an alchemist.
- 5:25You are a spell binder, a spellcaster.
- 5:29And so each time you don't share that gift
- 5:32in the way you feel called, we are less nourished
- 5:35and less possible for it.
- 5:38There are less possibilities unfolding through all of us
- 5:41when we play smaller than we feel called to be.
- 5:45So just as there's medicine in the earth,
- 5:48you are medicine to the collective body.
- 5:50Maybe you are the feet guiding us home, home to the wisdom.
- 5:54We've always known but have forgotten home to our truth,
- 5:57home to our ancestral healing, home to our voices.
- 6:01Maybe you are part of the collective voice here to speak,
- 6:04here to sing, here to allow and be the permission slip
- 6:07for other members of the collective
- 6:09who also feel called to speak and express
- 6:11and you stand and you sing and you speak power
- 6:14and life into us in such a way that we cannot help
- 6:17but feel a faith in our own voices restored.
- 6:21Maybe you are part of the collective eyesight
- 6:24and you are here to see, you are a seeer,
- 6:27you bring fresh perspective, you see and look at
- 6:30what many people are not willing to bear witness to
- 6:32and you open our eyes to what is right in front of us
- 6:36and what has always been.
- 6:38Each of us has a role to play.
- 6:40I believe there is a divine technology of healing
- 6:42baked into the human code and it's so fascinating
- 6:46that we are all given the choice to alchemize our pain
- 6:50into healing for others and ourselves
- 6:52or into further suffering, hurt people, hurt people
- 6:55but healed people also heal people.
- 6:57People who have chosen to be agents of light and love
- 7:02despite the pain that has been inflicted on them
- 7:04and you are one such person, you are someone
- 7:07who has every reason to refuse to be a source
- 7:11of healing in the world and yet has chosen the path
- 7:15of being a voice of generosity, healing,
- 7:17space holding, love.
- 7:20And the fact that you've made that choice,
- 7:22the fact that you've chosen,
- 7:23how can I be of service to the world
- 7:25but also how can I be of service to my inner child
- 7:28to my highest self because when you honor what is true
- 7:31for you, what is a desire for you,
- 7:34you are gonna be your most potent magnetic
- 7:37and of service self.
- 7:39You are going to be your most abundant possibility
- 7:42when you are also honoring that there is an abundant code
- 7:47seeped into baked into embedded in your desires.
- 7:53Within your deepest, soul deep desires, not egoic desires
- 7:56but desires that even if you could tell no one,
- 7:59you would still want to fulfill.
- 8:02Those soul deep desires or how we get to expand through you.
- 8:05So if you have a desire to be seen,
- 8:07if you have a desire to take up more space,
- 8:09if you have a desire to be a storyteller and artist
- 8:12to step into your most vibrant and vital voice
- 8:17and vision and values to really embody your values
- 8:22in the way that you exist in space and time,
- 8:24trust that that desire is part of a deeply intelligent code
- 8:29of healing and expansion that is ancient
- 8:32and that seeks to experience life through you.
- 8:36You are such a generosity, anyone who gets to hear you speak,
- 8:40anyone who gets to be heard and held by your listening
- 8:43and the generous way you listen and you hear even what is unsaid,
- 8:47maybe you are the collective ears, I feel like many of us over here
- 8:50are collective ears, we are listening deeper than the society
- 8:54we've been given towards us to listen, we are hearing
- 8:57what is not being said and we are allowing people within
- 9:02the collective to feel heard through us.
- 9:05Here comes the challenge is that sometimes in that gift
- 9:10of our service is also where we have not been given to.
- 9:14So we hear people but we feel unheard, we see things
- 9:17but we feel unseen and so this is part of the path
- 9:21that many of us walk is okay, I'm giving, I'm giving, I'm giving
- 9:25but how can I also receive?
- 9:28So that just came through and I don't know who needed to hear that
- 9:31but trust that people who deeply want to hear you,
- 9:34people who deeply want to see you, with you through you,
- 9:40they are on their way, they are on their way,
- 9:43people who are so aligned to who you are and who you are becoming,
- 9:46they are on their way to you.
- 9:48So my darling, my love, my angel, my soul sibling,
- 9:51as in we are resonating on the same frequency
- 9:53if this is speaking to you.
- 9:55I heard such an incredible insight from the spiritual teacher
- 9:59of the channel.
- 10:01He said that telepathy doesn't exist.
- 10:03What happens is you can be on the same frequency as someone
- 10:06so it's not that you're reading their mind,
- 10:08you're reading your mind, you're reading your mind.
- 10:12Isn't that so beautiful?
- 10:14You are so attuned that you are reading your own mind
- 10:18but you're on the same frequency so it feels like you're reading their mind
- 10:21but it's really one mind, it's one frequency.
- 10:23I just had to share that because I think that's so delicious.
- 10:26I have a paradigm shift and I was like whoa,
- 10:28my heart is expanded, my mind is open,
- 10:31I feel blown away in the best way and grounded and back
- 10:34and rooted back into myself and you are our rooting.
- 10:37So you are the medicine we are seeking
- 10:40and we want you to believe in yourself by we,
- 10:42I mean the collective who is dreaming through you,
- 10:44who is dreaming of you,
- 10:46the collective who is dreaming through you.
- 10:48Who do I mean by this?
- 10:50If you are a writer, your future readers,
- 10:52if you are a singer, I mean your future listeners.
- 10:54You may think I'm manifesting my career to be a singer
- 10:57but what if also because it's never either or it's both and
- 11:01what if also there are people who are manifesting your voice,
- 11:04they are manifesting your writing,
- 11:06they are manifesting your reading and they don't even know it.
- 11:09Just like did I know that I, one day I want to read a book called
- 11:12I want to read a book called They Are Rivers in the Sky
- 11:15and I wanted to unlock the beauty of poetic, vibrant expression and fiction
- 11:20and I wanted to speak to me in such a way that I feel so inspired
- 11:23to write and speak more through the senses.
- 11:26Did I think that once?
- 11:28I didn't have the conscious desire but this writer came into my field
- 11:32and fulfilled an unconscious desire I didn't even know I had.
- 11:36Someone is doing that through you.
- 11:39Someone is doing that with you.
- 11:41You didn't wake up today and say,
- 11:42I want to hear about how I am medicine.
- 11:44But some way unconsciously,
- 11:46there was a desire to be spoken life into in this way
- 11:50that you have called forth through me
- 11:53because as I was walking this morning, I was like,
- 11:55oh, my word, I have a voice that I'm feeling afraid of sharing
- 11:58but feeling called to shape.
- 12:00So I thought of all the people on this frequency and I thought,
- 12:03well, they are calling me forth into my work.
- 12:06They are calling me to be the medicine that I am.
- 12:09So people are calling you to be the healer that you have felt called to be,
- 12:14to be the filler, to be the spaceholder,
- 12:17but whatever you are manifesting, trust that it wants you back.
- 12:21What you seek is seeking you.
- 12:23I think that's called young who said that.
- 12:25And who you seek to be is a social self.
- 12:28Your higher self doesn't exist in isolation.
- 12:30They're part of a social world.
- 12:32It's so interesting.
- 12:33We're learning a lot of these spiritual concepts
- 12:35from an individualistic imagination.
- 12:38Now, I'm not saying this to create any opposition.
- 12:41I often fall guilty of this myself.
- 12:43So we have to think, oh, how can I infuse a social imagination?
- 12:46A collectivist imagination and layer it on to what I'm learning spiritually.
- 12:51So we learn, oh, you have a higher self.
- 12:53Well, your higher self has friends.
- 12:54Your higher self has readers.
- 12:56Your higher self has listeners.
- 12:57Your higher self has a community.
- 12:59They serve and a community that supports and gives to them.
- 13:02And I learned this really beautiful insight from Jay Shetty that a tree,
- 13:06okay, a tree gives, right?
- 13:07So a tree has fruit that it gives like you do.
- 13:10So you give fruits of your spirit.
- 13:11You give ideas, perspectives.
- 13:13You give music, vibration.
- 13:15You give delight.
- 13:16You give humor.
- 13:17You give whatever you give.
- 13:18You give the energy gifts that you give.
- 13:20But also, it is very important to not only give,
- 13:24because if all you do is give, you will be depleted.
- 13:26But what Jay Shetty said that I found so fascinating is that
- 13:31a tree doesn't receive from the exact same people it gives to.
- 13:35What does he mean by that?
- 13:36It's not like, oh, take this apple and then give me nutrients.
- 13:40Take this apple and give me sunshine.
- 13:42No, it's an ecosystem.
- 13:44I can give you this apple because I've been given sunlight.
- 13:48Because from the roots, I've been given soil.
- 13:51Because from the pollinators, I've been given more life.
- 13:54Because from the birds, I've been given more nests.
- 13:57Because I've been given to, I have so much that is now unfolding
- 14:01and growing and being nourished within me that here you go.
- 14:05Here's an apple.
- 14:06So sometimes as humans, we expect the very same people
- 14:09that we are here to nourish, to be our nourishment.
- 14:12And what if it's not one in one?
- 14:14They can be an ecosystem approach to understanding what it means
- 14:18to be giving and giving and giving and not receiving.
- 14:20Maybe you are seeking receiving from people
- 14:23who are not in a position to give to you.
- 14:25Just like sometimes you may expect things from your parents
- 14:28or your elders that they do not have the tools to give.
- 14:31So how can you say, okay, I want to feel more heard?
- 14:34So instead of expecting the same person who I can tell
- 14:36doesn't even hear themselves to hear me,
- 14:38I'm gonna say, okay, before I speak to this person,
- 14:41I'm gonna speak to a best friend or a soulmate, a soul sibling
- 14:44who's gonna hear me so that I can come to this conversation
- 14:47not expecting someone to give me something
- 14:49they do not have the capacity to give.
- 14:51Okay, okay.
- 14:52So trust that if you are medicine,
- 14:54it's also important for you to be receiving medicine.
- 14:57Who is your medicine?
- 14:59So who do you lean on to nourish your spirit
- 15:02such that you then are in overflow?
- 15:04These are the kinds of questions that I invite you to ask.
- 15:07Okay, you are medicine, you are our healing,
- 15:10you are our highest possibility when you are in yours.
- 15:13And in the social world that you are manifesting,
- 15:16you have people supporting you and pouring into you.
- 15:20And I want to invite you to think,
- 15:22if you think of a bridge between you and that world
- 15:24where you have served your highest purpose
- 15:26and you have served your highest calling.
- 15:29Who is there with you?
- 15:31So bringing this all together, trust that you are medicine,
- 15:36trust that you are healing, trust that you also deserve medicine
- 15:40and healing.
- 15:41I want to remind you your doubt deprives us of your magic,
- 15:45your shrinking keeps us smaller than we feel called to be.
- 15:48You are the permission someone seeks,
- 15:50you are the invitation,
- 15:52someone dreams of receiving,
- 15:54you are the vibration that someone is manifesting
- 15:57and praying for in this moment, believe in yourself
- 16:00because in believing in yourself,
- 16:02you believe in our self,
- 16:04which is ultimately what we are part of,
- 16:06one collective body, one collective healing.
- 16:09And if one part of the body doubts itself,
- 16:11the rest cannot feel in flow and in wholeness.
- 16:15It is deeply important,
- 16:17don't think you're being selfish by doing your own work,
- 16:19you are being so generous by giving to yourself
- 16:22just like each cell needs to be well
- 16:24in order for the whole body to be well.
- 16:26So when you focus on the cell and you say,
- 16:29I'm in a phase of my life where I need to focus on really healing,
- 16:32trust that that is a generosity to the whole system
- 16:35that you are part of, the organ you are part of,
- 16:37the part of the body, maybe the respiratory system,
- 16:39maybe you bring life into the collective body,
- 16:42you bring fresh air, you bring fresh perspective,
- 16:45you bring fresh energy into the body.
- 16:48If you need healing, trust that we all need you to do that healing.
- 16:51We all need you to do that healing and we thank you.
- 16:53We thank you for the work you're doing.
- 16:55We thank you for the invisible work you are doing
- 16:57in order to show up for your art,
- 16:59for your purpose, for your calling.
- 17:01We thank you for the work you are doing to heal your lineage,
- 17:04to become something you've never seen before in your family.
- 17:09We honor you and we honor the work that you are doing.
- 17:13Take a second to place a hand on your heart if you feel cold.
- 17:17Breathing in.
- 17:19I am infinitely worthy, breathing out.
- 17:24I am infinitely worthy.
- 17:28I am deliciously generous.
- 17:31And I am the medicine that someone is calling in today.
- 17:35I'm sending so much love to you.
- 17:38What can you go and do that really honors yourself as medicine
- 17:42that replenishes or revitalizes your spirit, your soul?
- 17:46I want to close this by thanking you for being on this journey with me,
- 17:51for allowing this wisdom and vibration to walk with you
- 17:54through your journey of life today.
- 17:56And for being the divine soul that you are,
- 18:00you help make my dream come true.
- 18:02You are my dream, manifested in human form.
- 18:05And so if I dream of speaking, I know that it is connected
- 18:09to dreaming of you and you listening and receiving.
- 18:13Especially if you are a soul sibling, if you have been in the soul salon
- 18:16and you will be here, I am sending so much love to you.
- 18:19I'm so grateful and I feel this collective energy field
- 18:23that we are creating.
- 18:25To that point, I want to invite you to a free training called
- 18:29the Born to Receive Portal, which will be happening on February 19th.
- 18:33And you can join for free at the link below.
- 18:36I am so excited.
- 18:37The last energy portal was so powerful.
- 18:39Here is what some soul siblings had to say about that event.
- 18:46I hope to see you there.
- 18:47I hope to feel you there.
- 18:48And I hope that you feel worthy of infinite receiving.
- 18:52That's what the training is all about because so many of us don't feel worthy of receiving.
- 18:57And even in ways that are very subtle and subconscious and unconscious.
- 19:01So how can we step into a bigger worth, a bigger capacity to receive?
- 19:06I'm sending so much love to you.
- 19:08You can join that free training below.
- 19:10If you are looking for the next step you can take to work with me.
- 19:14I want to invite you to join SoulCraft.
- 19:17We've just introduced a new tier of this membership,
- 19:19which allows you to show up for your calling each and every week at our body doubling sessions.
- 19:24Take a line action with fellow soul siblings on your frequency who have big dreams.
- 19:29But sometimes if you are like many of us, there's a gap between how you then take action on those big visions.
- 19:35You are a visionary through and through.
- 19:37You have a huge imagination for how you want to express and embody your purpose.
- 19:41But sometimes what feels blocked is actually taking consistent action on those goals.
- 19:46Actually bringing into physical form what you see so clearly in the spiritual realm and the unseen realm and allowing and birthing that into being.
- 19:55If you are looking for fellow midwives and dolers and supporters who can support you as you give creative birth as you show up for your writing each day.
- 20:03Or as you show up for this vision you've had for yours to start a YouTube channel or a podcast or take up more space or step into that next level of a project you've been working on for months or years.
- 20:13Soulcraft is the space for you to do that. I deeply believe in the space and what it can unlock for you, especially if this resonates with you.
- 20:21I know you have a calling on your heart and I know that this technology, this ecosystem that Soulcraft is can help you take action on those dreams.
- 20:29So I've seen it.
- 20:30People have launched YouTube channels.
- 20:32People have started TikToks show up for book projects.
- 20:35People have experienced virality and realized that's actually not what they wanted after all.
- 20:39Like the shifts that happen within Soulcraft are so powerful.
- 20:42We have eight testimonials so far on our website.
- 20:45You can go check those out and I'm so excited if you do feel called to the space.
- 20:50Please know that it is called to you.
- 20:52Just as I said, we are all each other's medicine.
- 20:54We are all each other's co-creators.
- 20:56So if you feel called to be part of a creative community that is soul led, heart led where we take aligned action on our dreams and on our callings together.
- 21:05This is the space for you.
- 21:07We just started today our February 30 day challenge.
- 21:10People have had magical results from taking action with an aligned support system each and every day.
- 21:17Like we said that tree needs a system sunlight water nutrients.
- 21:21And so if you are looking for a ecosystem to support your dreams and visions.
- 21:25One sentence that someone says on a Tuesday that shifts your entire perspective.
- 21:29One experiment someone is running that you think, oh wait, what if I tried that?
- 21:33One message that they channel for you and through you.
- 21:36This is the space for you.
- 21:38You can learn more and join us today and we could be on a call together as soon as those day.
- 21:43Taking a aligned action on our dreams, on our calling and purpose.
- 21:47And honestly the only reason you received this medicine because we are all medicine, but are we taking a aligned action in alignment with that medicine?
- 21:55Sometimes not, but we are divine and sacred and also we are holding so many deep realities of the world.
- 22:01And so we have to be very, we get to be very compassionate with ourselves very loving.
- 22:05I recently learned from a podcast guest that I had unconditional positive self regard.
- 22:10That's something I'm really working on creating within myself supporting myself unconditionally.
- 22:15Being such a loving friend towards myself, especially in my artistry.
- 22:19Not being a punishing perfectionist mom to myself, but really creatively repairing myself and the most unconditionally loving way.
- 22:26So if these vibrations and themes are resonating with you, your next step could be soul craft.
- 22:31If not, I want to invite you again to join the free born to receive portal because you were what?
- 22:38Yes, you were born to receive.
- 22:40I'm sending so much love to you. I'm sending so much love through you.
- 22:43Go under the medicine that you are and also receive medicine because it is your birthright to receive.
- 22:49And I will see you on the next soul session. I love you. Bye.
- 22:53My darling, my love, my soul sibling. Thank you for stepping into the soul salon.
- 22:59If you are still hearing or watching this, we are soul siblings.
- 23:02We are resonating on the same frequency. And so something you may struggle with that I struggle with is the fear of being seen.
- 23:09You know that visibility is involved in you living your creative purpose and being in your power, serving the collective through your gifts, through your magic, through your medicine.
- 23:20In order to do that, you know you need to be more seen than you are allowing yourself to be right now.
- 23:26I have a gift just for you, heart made for us on this frequency.
- 23:31And it is a free ebook called the soulful visibility guide that is soulful visibility.
- 23:37Like we don't just want to be seen. We want to be felt. We want to be heard.
- 23:41We want to move and be moved. So I do have a free gift for you.
- 23:45And all you need to do is go to my website, I understood dot com.
- 23:50And there you will be able to input your email address and receive this directly to your inbox.
- 23:55This is such a juicy and delicious guide. And I change the free offering every few months.
- 24:01So you know, get it while you can. All the links are in the show notes.
- 24:05So thank you so much. I love you. And I will see you on the next soul session.
- 24:09Okay. I love you. Bye.