Latest / The Trauma Therapist / Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy with Jessica Punzo, PsyD.
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Welcome to the Trauma Theripists podcast. My name is gaming
- 0:03Speaker 1: Person and I interview incredible people who share the story
- 0:06Speaker 1: of how trauma has shaped their lives. And a big
- 0:09Speaker 1: thank you for sponsoring today's episode goes to my guest
- 0:12Speaker 1: and our sponsors. So five four three two one our folks,
- 0:24Speaker 1: welcome back to the podcast. Very excited to have as
- 0:27Speaker 1: my guest today, Doctor Jessica Punzo.
- 0:30Speaker 2: Jessica, welcome, Hi, Thanks for having me awesome.
- 0:34Speaker 1: Doctor Punzo is a licensed clinical psychologist and president of
- 0:37Speaker 1: the APA's Division on Trauma Psychology. She specializes in trauma
- 0:42Speaker 1: and PTSD and owns two practices, Middle Path Psychotherapy focused
- 0:47Speaker 1: on complex trauma and Rooted Journey Wellness where she provides
- 0:51Speaker 1: Kenmine assistant psychotherapy. Certified in psychedelic assisted therapy through the
- 0:56Speaker 1: Intricatives Psychiatry Institute, Doctor Punzo is passionate about educating both
- 1:01Speaker 1: clinicians and the public on the promise of psychedelic therapies,
- 1:05Speaker 1: and we're doing this interview in conjunction with one of
- 1:10Speaker 1: our sponsors, Journey Clinical, so I'm really excited to learn
- 1:15Speaker 1: more about that. But first off, I just got to say,
- 1:17Speaker 1: after reading a bio busy enough, damn.
- 1:22Speaker 2: Yes. Yes. I have a hard time saying no to things.
- 1:28Speaker 3: I get super excited about things. I love what I do,
- 1:31Speaker 3: so when opportunities present them to me, I almost always
- 1:35Speaker 3: say yes, and then I have a very full schedule.
- 1:38Speaker 1: Awesome. So let's start if we can learn a little
- 1:42Speaker 1: bit about you, what got you into this field, and
- 1:44Speaker 1: then we'll segue into KAP kind of an assisted psychotherapy
- 1:50Speaker 1: and journey. So how did this start for you? How
- 1:53Speaker 1: did all this is passion begin?
- 1:57Speaker 3: Let me ask a clarifying question question about it? How
- 2:00Speaker 3: did I get into psychology in general? Or how did
- 2:02Speaker 3: I get in the eketymene world?
- 2:05Speaker 1: First psychology trauma?
- 2:07Speaker 3: And then we'll do Yes, that's a long journey.
- 2:12Speaker 2: So yeah, you know, I actually.
- 2:13Speaker 3: Started undergrad as a pre law major and really thought
- 2:19Speaker 3: I wanted to do be a lawyer.
- 2:21Speaker 2: And so a little bit of a backstory.
- 2:24Speaker 3: Both of my parents are immigrants and so I'm first generation,
- 2:28Speaker 3: and I think there was a sort of unspoken uh rule,
- 2:34Speaker 3: might you say of that you know you're going to
- 2:37Speaker 3: do something. Yeah, so it was like doctor lawyer, that
- 2:42Speaker 3: was kind of I mean, they never said that to me,
- 2:44Speaker 3: and they never pressured me in any way, but it
- 2:46Speaker 3: was sort of just an unspoken expectation.
- 2:51Speaker 1: Yeah, you know.
- 2:52Speaker 3: They they left everything to come here, you know, and
- 2:55Speaker 3: made a life for themselves, so you know, and I'm
- 2:57Speaker 3: an only child, so I feel ahead of additional pressure
- 3:00Speaker 3: to make them proud. And so, like I said, I
- 3:03Speaker 3: was like, all right, I'll be a lawyer. So I
- 3:05Speaker 3: went pre law and quickly learned that that was not
- 3:09Speaker 3: for me. It was very boring and no offense to
- 3:12Speaker 3: the lawyers out there, but wasn't for me. Simultaneously, I
- 3:17Speaker 3: was taking an abnormal psychology class and it's just part
- 3:20Speaker 3: of like general education requirements, and I was like, wow,
- 3:23Speaker 3: this is like really interesting, really fascinating. And then I
- 3:26Speaker 3: learned you could be a doctor of psychology, and sort
- 3:30Speaker 3: of the rest was history. Finished, I changed my major
- 3:33Speaker 3: to psychology and a minor in biology and finished undergrad
- 3:39Speaker 3: and then went straight to graduate school at Adler and
- 3:41Speaker 3: got my side. And then initially when I was when
- 3:45Speaker 3: I first went to Adler, I thought I was going
- 3:46Speaker 3: to do neuroscience because I had the science.
- 3:49Speaker 2: As my minor. I was really interested in biology and
- 3:51Speaker 2: the brain.
- 3:54Speaker 3: It was another field where I'm like I love this
- 3:56Speaker 3: and it's super interesting but not for me, right, I
- 4:01Speaker 3: really wanted to do therapy. I realized, like I love
- 4:04Speaker 3: talking to people, I loved helping people in that way,
- 4:06Speaker 3: and neuroscience was a little less personal for me, and
- 4:11Speaker 3: so I started taking more classes. And then I found
- 4:14Speaker 3: out that we had a trauma concentration in our school
- 4:17Speaker 3: and my mentor was the head of that program. And
- 4:21Speaker 3: so again sort of rest is history. I was on
- 4:24Speaker 3: my first internship and saw a very complex trauma case
- 4:29Speaker 3: and like fell in love with the work and fell
- 4:31Speaker 3: in love with the clients, and that was it. So
- 4:34Speaker 3: I went through the concentration, graduated, and here we are.
- 4:39Speaker 1: That's I mean, just trauma's intense. Yeah, what you know,
- 4:46Speaker 1: you said you encountered a complex case. How what was
- 4:53Speaker 1: that like for you?
- 4:54Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 4:55Speaker 3: You know, I think and I still remember this client
- 4:59Speaker 3: like it was ya yesterday, right, And this was probably
- 5:02Speaker 3: twenty years ago at this point, And I think what
- 5:06Speaker 3: struck me is the depth of the work that was there, right,
- 5:10Speaker 3: that there was something that so terribly happened to this person,
- 5:14Speaker 3: and that they had had and this person in particular
- 5:17Speaker 3: had years worth like they were coming to me in
- 5:20Speaker 3: their sixties and had not and still had been dealing
- 5:22Speaker 3: with trauma symptoms since a child, and I just found
- 5:26Speaker 3: it so sad that they didn't have any help up
- 5:29Speaker 3: until that point, because they didn't have someone who knew
- 5:32Speaker 3: a lot about trauma.
- 5:34Speaker 2: And just the relationship.
- 5:36Speaker 3: It's hard to kind of explain in words when you
- 5:38Speaker 3: work with trauma survivors, it's sort of an unspoken thing.
- 5:43Speaker 3: There's just a depth in the relationship and a specialness
- 5:46Speaker 3: about being able to be a safe place for people
- 5:49Speaker 3: that have historically been harmed by other people. So I
- 5:53Speaker 3: think that was sort of what drew me in, and
- 5:56Speaker 3: just being able to see them get to a place
- 5:58Speaker 3: where they could get better was so rewarding.
- 6:02Speaker 1: Did you feel scared at all? Was there hesitancy at all?
- 6:09Speaker 1: Was there a feeling like holy crap, but still you
- 6:16Speaker 1: wanted to walk into that.
- 6:17Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, totally.
- 6:19Speaker 3: I mean I remember this client was probably highly, highly dissociative,
- 6:25Speaker 3: and at that point in time, I hadn't been experienced
- 6:29Speaker 3: like now, looking back, you know, I've heard so many things,
- 6:32Speaker 3: but at that point, the level of trauma that I
- 6:34Speaker 3: heard it was a lot. It was a lot for
- 6:38Speaker 3: a young therapist, and but you know, a lot of
- 6:43Speaker 3: people ask me, how do you do this? How do
- 6:45Speaker 3: you hold all that? And my answer is I don't
- 6:47Speaker 3: really know.
- 6:48Speaker 2: I just I just love the answer. It's it's I know,
- 6:53Speaker 2: it's so weird.
- 6:54Speaker 3: I just I feel called to that work, and I don't,
- 6:57Speaker 3: you know, like some people work with sex offenders and
- 6:59Speaker 3: I'm like, how do you do that? And They're like,
- 7:01Speaker 3: I don't know, I just do it. I think there's
- 7:03Speaker 3: a specialty for everyone. And this was what called me,
- 7:08Speaker 3: and so yes it was and it has been over
- 7:10Speaker 3: the years, like it has affected me personally, you know,
- 7:14Speaker 3: listening like you can't not Yeah, I mean, you're a
- 7:17Speaker 3: robot if it doesn't, right.
- 7:21Speaker 1: Okay, So you find your one, one of your multiple callings,
- 7:28Speaker 1: one of your passions. What happens after that? Do you
- 7:34Speaker 1: start you graduate and you start opening up your clinic
- 7:38Speaker 1: or what.
- 7:38Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 7:39Speaker 3: So I did a two year fellowship at the VA
- 7:42Speaker 3: in San Diego, so when I had did my internship
- 7:45Speaker 3: out there in California as well, and so I was
- 7:48Speaker 3: mostly working with military sexual trauma in the VA, so
- 7:52Speaker 3: veterans who had been sexually abused while on active duty,
- 7:56Speaker 3: another population.
- 7:57Speaker 2: Very near to my heart.
- 8:00Speaker 3: And you know, I in that space, you know, I
- 8:05Speaker 3: was living in California, but I'm from Chicago, and so
- 8:07Speaker 3: I knew I wanted to come back home and be
- 8:09Speaker 3: with my family. So I transitioned here. And at the time,
- 8:14Speaker 3: I don't think the VA here had any openings, so
- 8:17Speaker 3: just that wasn't an option, and so I started looking
- 8:20Speaker 3: at other jobs, and another one of my areas of
- 8:23Speaker 3: expertise is queer LGBTQ folks, And there was an opening
- 8:29Speaker 3: at the Center on Halstead, which is a large, major
- 8:32Speaker 3: health community health organization in the city, and the position
- 8:37Speaker 3: was for an anti violence director and so basically I
- 8:39Speaker 3: was able to do all of this free trauma therapy
- 8:44Speaker 3: for victims of violence who also identified as a queer
- 8:48Speaker 3: in some capacity. So I went and I got that position,
- 8:51Speaker 3: took that position, did that for a few years, and
- 8:54Speaker 3: then got pregnant and then decided, Okay, I don't know
- 8:57Speaker 3: if I can do full time anymore. I want to
- 8:59Speaker 3: spend time with my child, and then opened my practice
- 9:03Speaker 3: when he was like three months old, and I've been
- 9:08Speaker 3: there ever since.
- 9:09Speaker 1: It's just interesting and fascinating to hear the specialties. I mean,
- 9:14Speaker 1: you've really kind of dived into these particular specialties, which
- 9:19Speaker 1: is very interesting to me, and all of which are
- 9:23Speaker 1: so demanding, not that being a general practitioner isn't. But
- 9:29Speaker 1: so let's talk about your interest in psychedelics. How did
- 9:33Speaker 1: that come about?
- 9:35Speaker 3: So no surprise here my clients, I say, my clients
- 9:38Speaker 3: teach me so much, and over the years have taught
- 9:42Speaker 3: me so many things. I'm indebted to them. But I
- 9:45Speaker 3: actually had a client who was doing ketamine infusions. This
- 9:48Speaker 3: was probably prior to the pandemic, so maybe around twenty
- 9:52Speaker 3: eighteen twenty nineteen, and she was getting these infusions and
- 9:57Speaker 3: I was academy, and I was like, isn't that.
- 9:58Speaker 2: Like a horse tranquiliz Like, what what is happening?
- 10:01Speaker 1: Like?
- 10:02Speaker 3: At this point, I had heard nothing about psychedelicasist that therapy,
- 10:05Speaker 3: nothing about katamine. It was all very new to me
- 10:08Speaker 3: at that time. And she would come in and report
- 10:12Speaker 3: her experiences and I'm like, what, Wow, that sounds really interesting.
- 10:16Speaker 3: And so I said, you know, as as as I
- 10:19Speaker 3: as I I say, as a good therapist would do
- 10:22Speaker 3: uh sort of understand real life understanding of what that meant.
- 10:26Speaker 3: So I asked the provider that was working with her
- 10:29Speaker 3: if he would give me an infusion of kadamine.
- 10:32Speaker 2: WHOA yeah, whoa in.
- 10:34Speaker 3: Terms of for an educational purpose, to understand what my
- 10:38Speaker 3: clients were experiencing in those moments. And he agreed, and
- 10:43Speaker 3: he felt that it was important that therapists working with
- 10:46Speaker 3: clients undergoing catamine infusions did understand that process to really
- 10:50Speaker 3: help them. So went in had an infusion and was like, whoa,
- 10:55Speaker 3: this is uh now I get it.
- 10:58Speaker 2: And then I kind of did a little bit.
- 11:03Speaker 1: You cannot just gloss over that. What the hell? What
- 11:07Speaker 1: did you experience? Yeah?
- 11:09Speaker 3: I mean I had a beautiful experience, you know, and
- 11:14Speaker 3: at that point I was extremely psychedelic naive, had never
- 11:19Speaker 3: you know, had never had a traditional psychedelic drug at
- 11:22Speaker 3: that point in time, and so I was so scared.
- 11:25Speaker 3: I was so nervous. But it also then gave me
- 11:27Speaker 3: that understanding of what clients feel going into that experience,
- 11:31Speaker 3: you know, and and knowing.
- 11:34Speaker 1: Let me just interrupt you here for s because you're
- 11:36Speaker 1: saying a lot of interesting things here. So you said
- 11:39Speaker 1: you were so scared, Yeah, and you were so nervous,
- 11:41Speaker 1: but you did it.
- 11:43Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 11:44Speaker 1: Wow, I have so much respect for you and admiration
- 11:47Speaker 1: for you. Wow.
- 11:49Speaker 2: Yeah, So you do this?
- 11:52Speaker 1: Was it in an office? Was it in Costa Rica? Somewhere.
- 11:58Speaker 3: Yeah, no, no, this was it was more metal base.
- 12:00Speaker 3: So typically ketamine infusion clinics will be more of a
- 12:04Speaker 3: medical model of ketamine tend to be a little more
- 12:07Speaker 3: sterile because right they're doing an IV and so at
- 12:11Speaker 3: that time, yeah, it was just a little little chair,
- 12:14Speaker 3: comfy chair he had. He hooked me up to the IV,
- 12:16Speaker 3: he gave me some music, put the headphones on, and
- 12:20Speaker 3: sort of off.
- 12:21Speaker 1: I went, what did you experience?
- 12:26Speaker 3: And this is this is why I did it, because
- 12:28Speaker 3: it's almost hard to describe, right, and this is where
- 12:31Speaker 3: it becomes challenging. You know, A lot of it was
- 12:34Speaker 3: feeling sort of very warm and like enveloped in like
- 12:37Speaker 3: a marshmallow. I had that sort of feeling almost like
- 12:41Speaker 3: probably like being back in the womb of some sort
- 12:44Speaker 3: of h space. And then there was just a lot
- 12:48Speaker 3: of nature, a lot of abstract like figures, shapes. I
- 12:53Speaker 3: had a lot of themes of like as tech Mayan
- 12:57Speaker 3: visions that came. It was a lot of randomness, but
- 13:04Speaker 3: all in all was like very cool.
- 13:06Speaker 1: And how long did it last?
- 13:09Speaker 3: That was probably about forty five minutes, like the the
- 13:13Speaker 3: extent of the journey, but usually you know, you get
- 13:15Speaker 3: about thirty minutes till it like comes on and then
- 13:18Speaker 3: you have this peak experience and then you're sort of
- 13:20Speaker 3: coming out. So from start to finish maybe two to
- 13:23Speaker 3: three hours.
- 13:24Speaker 1: And do you go in with an intention?
- 13:28Speaker 2: So at that time again no, at that time I know,
- 13:31Speaker 2: I didn't.
- 13:32Speaker 3: It was just to learn and to see, so it
- 13:35Speaker 3: was kind of more educational. But if I, you know,
- 13:40Speaker 3: after that having other experiences, would try to be more.
- 13:44Speaker 2: Intentional about that. But I didn't know what I was
- 13:48Speaker 2: walking into.
- 13:50Speaker 1: So you have that experience, what happens next? How do
- 13:52Speaker 1: things unfold?
- 13:53Speaker 3: Yeah, So after that I was like, oh, wow, this
- 13:56Speaker 3: is this is interesting. And I was seeing my clients
- 13:58Speaker 3: have a lot of like positive benefits from a depression
- 14:02Speaker 3: sort of antidepressional sort of effect from the ketamine. I
- 14:06Speaker 3: was like, Wow, this is this is cool. And then
- 14:09Speaker 3: I started doing a little research and found that you
- 14:12Speaker 3: could pair this with psychotherapy, and I said, oh, how
- 14:16Speaker 3: cool is that? And then I dug a little deeper
- 14:17Speaker 3: and was like, oh, yeah, they also do this with
- 14:19Speaker 3: psilocybin and other compounds like MDMA. And then I, again
- 14:23Speaker 3: digging a little deeper, saw that at that time MAPS
- 14:26Speaker 3: was in the process of clinical trials for MDMA for PTSD.
- 14:30Speaker 2: And I was like, oh my god, like I do
- 14:33Speaker 2: PTSD work, You're something really cool.
- 14:35Speaker 3: Like I have to do this, And so I researched
- 14:38Speaker 3: a couple of programs that were offering certifications and ended
- 14:42Speaker 3: up choosing IPI And yeah, I finished that program last
- 14:46Speaker 3: year and it was wonderful. And now I'm doing CAP
- 14:51Speaker 3: in my office with my clients. It's so cool with
- 14:54Speaker 3: Journey Clinical.
- 14:55Speaker 1: So yeah, Now, for those who maybe who are listening
- 15:01Speaker 1: who aren't very familiar, how does ketamine differ from the
- 15:05Speaker 1: other psychedelic therapies out there.
- 15:09Speaker 3: Yeah, so there's a lot of different compounds, but ketamine
- 15:13Speaker 3: right now is a legal drug that is available medicine.
- 15:17Speaker 2: Is legal all in all states.
- 15:20Speaker 3: It is not a classic psychedelic like we would look
- 15:23Speaker 3: at psilocybin LSD. Those are your true psychedelic drugs, right versus,
- 15:29Speaker 3: Ketamine is technically classified as a dissociative anesthetic drug. So
- 15:33Speaker 3: it's routinely used in surgeries and in the er. A
- 15:37Speaker 3: lot of times they'll give people ketamine, even children, to maybe.
- 15:41Speaker 2: Stitch up a wound. If a small child has a.
- 15:43Speaker 3: Wound, it kind of helps them to dissociate a little
- 15:45Speaker 3: bit so that they can work on the area that's affected.
- 15:50Speaker 3: And high high doses of ketamine, that's where we see
- 15:53Speaker 3: it being an anesthetic and people going to sleep. Sub
- 15:57Speaker 3: anesthetic doses is where we use it in the psychotherapy component.
- 16:02Speaker 1: Now, does that mean that the patient is not going
- 16:08Speaker 1: to experience the degree of psychedelic images that one might
- 16:14Speaker 1: experience on with psilocybin.
- 16:17Speaker 3: It's different, right, because I think it depends on the person,
- 16:20Speaker 3: and some of my clients their journeys will be very
- 16:24Speaker 3: similar to what I've heard and experienced in psychedelics myself,
- 16:29Speaker 3: and then others will be just more of a dreamlike state,
- 16:32Speaker 3: more like my personal experience in psychedelics where it's more abstract.
- 16:37Speaker 3: But every client is so different. That's what I love
- 16:40Speaker 3: about ketamine. You kind of never know what you're going
- 16:43Speaker 3: to get when you get when you get into it.
- 16:46Speaker 3: So and the dose it's dose dependent too, right, So
- 16:50Speaker 3: higher doses we're going to see more dissociative qualities, potentially
- 16:54Speaker 3: more visuals, but some clients just don't report visuals.
- 16:57Speaker 2: But they will feel like a more.
- 16:59Speaker 3: Somatic dissociation from the body, kind of what I mentioned
- 17:02Speaker 3: earlier with that hugging sort of feeling or yeah, all.
- 17:07Speaker 1: Right, let me just remind me what I'm speaking with,
- 17:09Speaker 1: doctor Jessica Punzo. We're talking about ketamine therapy, and now
- 17:14Speaker 1: let's get into your relationship with with Journey Clinical. How
- 17:17Speaker 1: did that come about?
- 17:19Speaker 3: So after I was done with my training and IPI,
- 17:22Speaker 3: I was thinking, all right, now I've been trained in psilocybin,
- 17:26Speaker 3: MDMA and ketamine. I live in Illinois. The only thing
- 17:29Speaker 3: that's legal is ketamine. So that was the option I
- 17:33Speaker 3: knew I had to go. And actually in our IPI program,
- 17:38Speaker 3: they did mention Journey as a potential way to start
- 17:41Speaker 3: doing this work. And so, you know, after I was done,
- 17:45Speaker 3: I was trying to figure out, all right, how am.
- 17:46Speaker 2: I going to do this? How does this work? Right?
- 17:48Speaker 3: Because it's very similar to opening up like a therapy practice.
- 17:52Speaker 3: Now I'm opening a ketemine practice. I wasn't trained on
- 17:55Speaker 3: that per se, you know, so I was trying to
- 17:58Speaker 3: figure out all the logistics of that, how I was
- 18:00Speaker 3: going to charge, was I going to take insurance?
- 18:02Speaker 2: What would that look like? All of this stuff?
- 18:05Speaker 3: And so technically you need a prescriber to prescribe the kedemine, right,
- 18:09Speaker 3: whether you're going to do.
- 18:10Speaker 1: That, ivy.
- 18:13Speaker 3: That can be a nurse practitioner too, anyone who can prescribe.
- 18:16Speaker 3: I mean, so typically it's either an MD or a
- 18:20Speaker 3: nurse practitioner, Okay. And so you know, I could have
- 18:25Speaker 3: partnered with, you know, someone in the community, even the
- 18:28Speaker 3: person that I who did the first infusion for me,
- 18:31Speaker 3: but it felt very isolating. It felt like I would
- 18:34Speaker 3: just I was there, like the only therapist doing this,
- 18:38Speaker 3: and I had no one to kind of talk to.
- 18:40Speaker 2: So I stumbled upon.
- 18:42Speaker 3: Journey because you know that MD's and they just administer
- 18:45Speaker 3: the medicine that they're not trained in keteminicisted psychotherapy, right,
- 18:50Speaker 3: So they have a very medical model way of doing that.
- 18:53Speaker 3: And I think people should know there is a difference
- 18:55Speaker 3: between ketamine infusions medical model versus kedeminicists and psychotherapy and
- 18:59Speaker 3: what we do in Journey clinical.
- 19:02Speaker 2: Because they're different, very different.
- 19:07Speaker 3: And so stumbled upon Journey, And you know, I think
- 19:10Speaker 3: I ended up getting like a free free month from
- 19:12Speaker 3: a referral from another Some of the other people in
- 19:15Speaker 3: my cohort had signed up and were enjoying it, and
- 19:18Speaker 3: I signed up and taught. It's a whole community of
- 19:21Speaker 3: therapists doing this, right.
- 19:22Speaker 1: So also in person online this is all virtual, all virtual.
- 19:27Speaker 3: Yeah, So Journey's platform is like a sort of online
- 19:30Speaker 3: platform that the whole point of it is they're connecting
- 19:33Speaker 3: therapists with prescribers. So the prescribers will do the medical
- 19:37Speaker 3: intake and prescribe the ketamine, but they will only do
- 19:41Speaker 3: that if.
- 19:42Speaker 2: The client has a therapist.
- 19:44Speaker 3: So this is also different than sort of our mail
- 19:47Speaker 3: home sort of ketamine subscriptions that are bordering on probably problematic,
- 19:53Speaker 3: where you just get ketamine shipped to your door and
- 19:56Speaker 3: you don't have to be doing any therapy.
- 19:58Speaker 2: Journey's motto is very strict.
- 20:00Speaker 3: They will only prescribe in a therapeutic container, which is
- 20:04Speaker 3: something that I really appreciated.
- 20:06Speaker 1: So, for example, give us how an idea is how
- 20:10Speaker 1: this would work?
- 20:11Speaker 2: Yeah, so how it worked for me.
- 20:13Speaker 3: The first client I ran through was one of my
- 20:15Speaker 3: long term clients, right, so someone I had been seeing
- 20:19Speaker 3: for at this point probably three or four years, right,
- 20:23Speaker 3: trauma survivor childhood sexual abuse. We had done a ton
- 20:27Speaker 3: of great work, but we're kind of getting to a
- 20:29Speaker 3: plateau which happens in therapy, right, and sometimes sure, you know,
- 20:33Speaker 3: you just you do a lot of work and you
- 20:35Speaker 3: kind of get stuck. And it wasn't that the client
- 20:38Speaker 3: again hadn't made progress or wasn't feeling good, but we were.
- 20:41Speaker 2: Kind of like, there's something else, we need to get
- 20:43Speaker 2: something else.
- 20:44Speaker 3: So the client knew that I was doing this training
- 20:46Speaker 3: and was interested, and so I make the referral and
- 20:49Speaker 3: say the client said, I do want to do this,
- 20:51Speaker 3: I want to try this, and I make a referral.
- 20:54Speaker 3: She sees the Journey Clinical prescriber. They do a medical
- 20:58Speaker 3: intake to ensure, say for ketamine, make sure you know
- 21:02Speaker 3: everything's good from a medical perspective, and then they prescribe
- 21:05Speaker 3: her her prescription. Now, Journey Clinical use rapid dissolving tablets
- 21:10Speaker 3: of ketamine, so ketamine can be done intravenously, intramuscularly, intrnasally,
- 21:17Speaker 3: or sublingually.
- 21:19Speaker 2: So we at.
- 21:20Speaker 3: Journey use sublingual tablets. This way, the client can do
- 21:23Speaker 3: the journeying in the therapist's office, so we don't need a
- 21:26Speaker 3: medical person in the room for monitoring. The clients come,
- 21:31Speaker 3: they take their blood pressure before we make sure that's
- 21:33Speaker 3: in range. It has to be within a certain range
- 21:35Speaker 3: to proceed. Then the client will take the pills themselves
- 21:39Speaker 3: or the tablets. They let them dissolve in their mouth,
- 21:42Speaker 3: They swish it around, and then they spit it out,
- 21:44Speaker 3: and then they lay back on the couch and have
- 21:47Speaker 3: their experience, all while I'm sitting there sort of supporting them.
- 21:53Speaker 1: How long are you setting aside for that experience?
- 21:55Speaker 2: It's about a three hour session, okay.
- 21:59Speaker 1: And obviously well not obviously, but with a client with
- 22:05Speaker 1: the understanding that all everyone's different, is there more of
- 22:10Speaker 1: a intention set in this kind of setting?
- 22:13Speaker 3: Mm hm yes, So I should back up before we
- 22:18Speaker 3: even do. That's that's called the dosing session, that three
- 22:20Speaker 3: hour block. Before that, we have what are called two
- 22:24Speaker 3: preparation sessions. So in those preparation sessions, we're talking about
- 22:27Speaker 3: what is what can they expect when they take ketamine?
- 22:31Speaker 3: What is kind of meine, how does it affect the body?
- 22:33Speaker 3: So a little psycho education about ketamine. And then we
- 22:36Speaker 3: spend the second session all about expectation management and intention setting,
- 22:41Speaker 3: So we're very We spend a whole session just talking
- 22:44Speaker 3: about what are their intentions, what do they want to
- 22:46Speaker 3: get out of it, but also realizing what they want
- 22:49Speaker 3: to get out of it might not exactly be what
- 22:51Speaker 3: they get and how do we manage that?
- 22:54Speaker 1: Well, that was I was thinking, does it even matter
- 22:58Speaker 1: if you set an intention?
- 23:00Speaker 2: I think it does matter, I do, I think.
- 23:02Speaker 3: But what clients will realize was, and this has been
- 23:06Speaker 3: my experience personally, often what they want to come in
- 23:10Speaker 3: and work on is.
- 23:11Speaker 2: Not what comes up in the ketemine session.
- 23:14Speaker 3: So I still think it's important to say, like, why
- 23:16Speaker 3: are we doing this right? And be grounded in that,
- 23:21Speaker 3: but be okay and be flexible with whatever presents itself
- 23:24Speaker 3: in the medicine session. And really the medicine session is
- 23:28Speaker 3: just one part of the work. The real work is
- 23:30Speaker 3: in the integration session. So the integration sessions happen within
- 23:34Speaker 3: usually twenty four to forty eight hours after.
- 23:37Speaker 2: That dosing session.
- 23:38Speaker 3: The reason that we do it in close proximity is
- 23:41Speaker 3: because ketamine is a neuroplastic agent, right, so it really
- 23:46Speaker 3: helps the brain be open to new sort of experiences
- 23:50Speaker 3: or thoughts, right, And so when we have a therapy
- 23:54Speaker 3: session after that, the client's brain is sort of open
- 23:57Speaker 3: in a.
- 23:57Speaker 2: Way that it hasn't been before.
- 23:59Speaker 3: And that is the sort of gold soss of ketamine.
- 24:03Speaker 2: Not the dosing session.
- 24:05Speaker 3: Like, because clients can have no experience sometimes in those sessions, right,
- 24:09Speaker 3: and that can be disappointing for them, and then we
- 24:12Speaker 3: process that. But it's everything that follows that. It is
- 24:18Speaker 3: really has been really amazing to watch.
- 24:22Speaker 1: Wow, So who would you recommend? Who's this four?
- 24:29Speaker 2: It's a great question, you know.
- 24:31Speaker 3: I think when ketamine first came out, or when you
- 24:34Speaker 3: see IV ketamine specifically, most often it's targeted and spravado
- 24:38Speaker 3: is the nasal form, the FDA nasal spray form of ketamine.
- 24:43Speaker 3: It's actually different model. It's esketamine versus racemic ketamine. Probably
- 24:46Speaker 3: could talk your ear off about all this cool scientific steff,
- 24:50Speaker 3: but that is specifically for treatment resistant depression. Typically, that's
- 24:56Speaker 3: what ketamine has been associated people who've tried multiple medication
- 25:00Speaker 3: for their depression without any avail, without symptom reduction. I
- 25:05Speaker 3: think it's like only two, but most of my clients
- 25:07Speaker 3: have probably tried five upward of five different medications. Oh yeah,
- 25:13Speaker 3: and you know when we look at complex PTSD, we're
- 25:16Speaker 3: looking at a ton of symptoms, right, and there is
- 25:19Speaker 3: no there is no medication for PTSD.
- 25:23Speaker 2: So that's how it's been marketed.
- 25:27Speaker 3: But what I say, I really think kindamine can be
- 25:31Speaker 3: for lots of different things. I think it is good
- 25:33Speaker 3: for depression. I've seen it great for anxiety for PTSD,
- 25:38Speaker 3: but I also think it can be for people who
- 25:40Speaker 3: are just feeling stock and or want to do some.
- 25:43Speaker 2: More self growth. Like I don't think people have to be.
- 25:46Speaker 3: So struggling to access this type of treatment. Right, Maybe
- 25:51Speaker 3: you're doing well, but you're just feeling like you don't
- 25:54Speaker 3: know where to go with your life, or you've plateaued
- 25:56Speaker 3: in your therapy, right and you want to try something different.
- 26:00Speaker 3: So I think it could cut across a lots of like,
- 26:02Speaker 3: who could this be for? I think it can be
- 26:04Speaker 3: for a lot of people.
- 26:05Speaker 1: And what about who who is maybe is contraindicated for?
- 26:09Speaker 3: Yeah, so right now, contraindications typically are any sort of
- 26:14Speaker 3: active psychosis, right, or thought disorder. But it's interesting they're
- 26:18Speaker 3: still doing research, right, And it is hard because I
- 26:22Speaker 3: feel like a lot of people who have psychosists or
- 26:24Speaker 3: thought disorders are ruled out from every sort of treatment thereas.
- 26:28Speaker 3: And it's really sad because those people deserve the same
- 26:33Speaker 3: help as everyone else. But right now, that is tends
- 26:36Speaker 3: to be a big contraindication. There was some talk about
- 26:39Speaker 3: bipolar bipolar one because sometimes ketamine can trigger a manic episode,
- 26:46Speaker 3: but it seems like some of that has loosened up
- 26:49Speaker 3: a little bit. But I would say those would be
- 26:51Speaker 3: the two major things. And I would also say the
- 26:56Speaker 3: way that I'm doing ketamine so kindamine assisted psychotherapy with
- 27:00Speaker 3: subling well in my office, I would say, if someone's
- 27:03Speaker 3: like acutely suicidal, this is not going to be the
- 27:05Speaker 3: treatment we're going to go to first. We definitely want
- 27:08Speaker 3: to get someone stabilized first. While catamine and specifically kind
- 27:12Speaker 3: of meane infusions show about an eighty percent reduction in
- 27:15Speaker 3: suicidal ideations, I think doing it in the therapeutics like
- 27:22Speaker 3: container that I'm doing it in that would be too hard,
- 27:25Speaker 3: right because we want them to get the symptom reduction
- 27:28Speaker 3: first and then be able to do the therapy. So
- 27:32Speaker 3: I guess what I'm saying is, people who come to
- 27:34Speaker 3: kedemenis is a psychotherapy, we want them to have some
- 27:36Speaker 3: sort of baseline coping in place, because a lot of
- 27:41Speaker 3: things can come up in the session, and so we
- 27:44Speaker 3: don't want someone who's not resourced at all or has
- 27:47Speaker 3: any sort of support outside.
- 27:49Speaker 1: That makes sense. So as we kind of wind down here, Jessica,
- 27:53Speaker 1: what do you think. One last question here, I mean,
- 27:56Speaker 1: what do you think you bring to this particular passion?
- 28:04Speaker 2: Hmm, say more about that? What I don't know?
- 28:07Speaker 1: Well, I mean it's obvious obvious. Look, it's clear you
- 28:11Speaker 1: have a passion for this work, for getting in there
- 28:13Speaker 1: and working with people who I've experienced some severe you know,
- 28:22Speaker 1: abuse people LGBTQ community. But what is it let me
- 28:31Speaker 1: rephrase the question, what does it take as a therapist
- 28:33Speaker 1: to work in this field of.
- 28:35Speaker 3: KAP Yeah, I think it takes, Like I say, it's
- 28:41Speaker 3: not for the faint of heart.
- 28:43Speaker 2: I'll put it that way.
- 28:45Speaker 3: I got into this I had been already a therapist
- 28:48Speaker 3: for you know, over ten years before I started doing
- 28:51Speaker 3: this work. And I think that that's important. I think
- 28:54Speaker 3: you have to be able to hold a lot of
- 28:58Speaker 3: discomfort as a therapist and hold a lot of pain.
- 29:06Speaker 3: And I don't think a lot of times when we
- 29:07Speaker 3: first get out of graduate school, like I wasn't prepared
- 29:09Speaker 3: for that either, right, And so I think having so
- 29:15Speaker 3: much experience working with trauma and having that ability to
- 29:18Speaker 3: like sit in really hard, hard spaces with people and
- 29:23Speaker 3: hold them in that way had really prepared me to
- 29:26Speaker 3: do this work in ketamine, right, because a lot of
- 29:30Speaker 3: what comes up in ketamine can be super painful, but
- 29:33Speaker 3: also it can be super beautiful. And I want to
- 29:36Speaker 3: also let people know that it's not all like terrible
- 29:39Speaker 3: and hard. And you know, some of my clients it's
- 29:42Speaker 3: like a different experience for them to feel joy, right,
- 29:46Speaker 3: and like they're not used to that and what that
- 29:48Speaker 3: blissful feeling as well.
- 29:51Speaker 2: So to me, I think in order to do this.
- 29:53Speaker 3: Work, you have to be a skilled therapist. You have
- 29:56Speaker 3: to be able to sort of roll and like be
- 29:59Speaker 3: able to to move on your feet, because the reality
- 30:02Speaker 3: with ketamine is sometimes you don't know what you're walking into.
- 30:05Speaker 3: I've had clients, like I said, hanging out there enjoying
- 30:08Speaker 3: themselves and it's all beautiful and then some I mean wailing, screaming,
- 30:14Speaker 3: crying with so much pain, right and because a lot
- 30:18Speaker 3: of times this is the first time they're able to
- 30:19Speaker 3: feel some of that because they've been so detached from themselves.
- 30:25Speaker 1: All right, Tessica, how do people learn more about you
- 30:28Speaker 1: and journey so forth?
- 30:30Speaker 2: Yeah, can visit.
- 30:32Speaker 3: You can just google me my name, you know, and
- 30:36Speaker 3: you should be able to find me pretty easily.
- 30:38Speaker 2: Routed.
- 30:38Speaker 3: Journey Wellness is my Kedemine practice. My other practice is
- 30:42Speaker 3: Middle Path Psychotherapy, which is more of my talk therapy practice.
- 30:47Speaker 3: But yeah, reach out to me there LinkedIn. I'm also
- 30:49Speaker 3: on social media, doctor Jessica Bunzo and yeah, and if
- 30:56Speaker 3: they want to learn about Journey Journey clinical a, get
- 30:58Speaker 3: another easy Google search and we'd love we'd love to
- 31:01Speaker 3: have you.
- 31:02Speaker 1: Awesome. We'll have that all that linked up here at
- 31:05Speaker 1: the STENTS page at the Trauma Therapist podcast dot com
- 31:09Speaker 1: or Jessica awesome, so inspiring. Love to have you back
- 31:13Speaker 1: at a later date and we'll be in touch.
- 31:16Speaker 2: Awesome.
- 31:16Speaker 1: Thank you, so all right, take care him