Latest / Wrongful Conviction / #023 Jason Flom with Johnny Hincapie
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- 0:04Speaker 1: I think we have the best legal system.
- 0:05Speaker 2: It's just the people that implement it. They get lost
- 0:09Speaker 2: along the way and forget what their job really is.
- 0:13Speaker 2: He just kept on trying to remind me that who
- 0:15Speaker 2: was in authority, who was in control, and how easy
- 0:19Speaker 2: it was for my body to be found in any
- 0:23Speaker 2: alley of New York City.
- 0:25Speaker 3: It's a tough prison when you have the guards going
- 0:28Speaker 3: against you because they are the biggest gang in the prison.
- 0:33Speaker 2: They do that. They'll give a guy a life sentence
- 0:35Speaker 2: and go home in eat spaghetti like it was nothing.
- 0:38Speaker 2: And anybody that said, well, why would you confess to
- 0:41Speaker 2: something that you didn't do? My question to them will
- 0:44Speaker 2: be why wouldn't you confess when somebody's threatening to kill
- 0:46Speaker 2: your life?
- 0:48Speaker 4: The judge, he said, how you feel?
- 0:50Speaker 2: I said, I'm okay. He said, well, the days you're
- 0:52Speaker 2: lucky day you're going home.
- 0:56Speaker 4: This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction with
- 1:16Speaker 4: Jason Flamm. Today, I have a very special guest, a
- 1:20Speaker 4: fellow New Yorker and someone who was wrongfully convicted of
- 1:24Speaker 4: one of the most notorious crimes in the history of
- 1:27Speaker 4: New York, Johnny Incapier.
- 1:29Speaker 1: It was nineteen ninety one of the bloodiest years in
- 1:32Speaker 1: city history. The brutal murder of tourists Brian Watkins, killed
- 1:35Speaker 1: in the subway while defending his family from a pack
- 1:38Speaker 1: of teens, shook the city to its core.
- 1:40Speaker 5: Tourist Brian Watkins was in the subway on September third,
- 1:43Speaker 5: nineteen ninety when he was stabbed in the chest after
- 1:46Speaker 5: a struggle with at least six teenagers.
- 1:49Speaker 1: If you lived in New York back then, you'd probably
- 1:51Speaker 1: remember what it was like. The murder rate was astonishingly hi,
- 1:55Speaker 1: the police force a lot smaller than it is now,
- 1:57Speaker 1: and the long term solutions for those were just beginning
- 2:01Speaker 1: to come into play.
- 2:02Speaker 3: People, though, were out of patience. A high profile crime
- 2:05Speaker 3: like this required quick action. Within twenty four hours, seventeens,
- 2:09Speaker 3: including of an eighteen year old Hincapier, confessed on tape
- 2:13Speaker 3: to taking part in the robbery. Hincapier would later say
- 2:17Speaker 3: that his confession was coerced by an abusive detective.
- 2:20Speaker 6: He says it was a combination of fear, false promises,
- 2:23Speaker 6: and youthful ignorance that led him to confess to a
- 2:26Speaker 6: crime that he did not commit.
- 2:28Speaker 5: He was convicted in nineteen ninety one. Three witnesses came
- 2:31Speaker 5: forward to say Hincapier was not on the subway platform
- 2:35Speaker 5: when the stabbing happened.
- 2:36Speaker 2: Conviction overturned.
- 2:38Speaker 6: Johnny Encopier is out of prison after serving twenty five
- 2:42Speaker 6: years in one of the city's most notorious murder cases.
- 2:45Speaker 5: Johnny Hincapier paid his one dollar bail and ran into
- 2:49Speaker 5: the arms of his parents.
- 2:51Speaker 2: Welcome, Thank you, Jason, thank you for having me.
- 2:53Speaker 4: So Johnny, let's go back. This is over twenty five
- 2:56Speaker 4: years ago.
- 2:57Speaker 2: It's going to be twenty seven in September.
- 2:59Speaker 4: Right, and you were in high school, correct, living in Queens. Yes,
- 3:04Speaker 4: that was life back then.
- 3:06Speaker 2: Life was beautiful for an immigrant family from Columbia, South America.
- 3:11Speaker 2: First saw being raised in Florida, then coming to New
- 3:14Speaker 2: York and being in a neighborhood like Bay Terrace, Queens.
- 3:17Speaker 2: For anybody that knows about that section of Queens back
- 3:20Speaker 2: in the eighties, especially when I was there, it was
- 3:23Speaker 2: predominantly all Jewish, Italian and Irish. It's a residential neighborhood.
- 3:28Speaker 2: You know, you're away from any type of problems in
- 3:31Speaker 2: any of the places in New York City, which the
- 3:33Speaker 2: crime rate was extremely high back then. So growing up
- 3:37Speaker 2: was definitely comfortable around a good group of friends and
- 3:40Speaker 2: family members.
- 3:41Speaker 4: Right and then one night, one horrible night, everything changed
- 3:45Speaker 4: in the worst possible way. There was a lot of
- 3:47Speaker 4: crime in New York City back then. Back then there
- 3:50Speaker 4: was borderline hysteria in terms of the fear that which
- 3:55Speaker 4: the media was really hyping up because it wasn't Mad Max,
- 3:58Speaker 4: but it was. You know, you had to be careful.
- 4:01Speaker 4: And a terrible, terrible crime occurred. A family from Utah
- 4:05Speaker 4: was visiting, took the train. They decided to take the
- 4:07Speaker 4: subway to the US Open to go see the tennis.
- 4:09Speaker 4: Can you take us through what happened and what you
- 4:12Speaker 4: were doing and how you came to be implicated wrongfully
- 4:15Speaker 4: in this terrible scenario.
- 4:18Speaker 2: Oh well, growing up in New York, like you, said Jason,
- 4:22Speaker 2: talking about a time in the eighties where breakdancing had
- 4:25Speaker 2: came out and with rap music, freestyle and house music,
- 4:29Speaker 2: which was like the hit type of music other than
- 4:32Speaker 2: pop music to listen to in the eighties, at least
- 4:35Speaker 2: in New York. But I grew up after being a dancer.
- 4:38Speaker 2: I went into becoming a DJ. As a teenager, I
- 4:41Speaker 2: went to my first club for teens and that kind
- 4:45Speaker 2: of opened up the door for me to work on
- 4:47Speaker 2: weekends at other clubs that were promoting teen nights, and
- 4:51Speaker 2: eventually I ended up working in another major clubs when
- 4:55Speaker 2: I got older, and even started on a minor level
- 4:58Speaker 2: promoting with other individuals those clubs. So I was a
- 5:02Speaker 2: pretty decent minor or pre popular type of guy amongst
- 5:07Speaker 2: the group of people that knew me. Back in September
- 5:10Speaker 2: of nineteen ninety, a good popular DJs was having a
- 5:14Speaker 2: birthday party that he was throwing at Roseline, and everybody
- 5:17Speaker 2: in New York City made plans to go out that night.
- 5:20Speaker 2: So the group of individuals that I had met along
- 5:23Speaker 2: the years and clubs and other parties invited me to
- 5:27Speaker 2: go out because they haven't seen me for a while,
- 5:29Speaker 2: And eventually they had friends that they invited, and their
- 5:32Speaker 2: friends invited other friends. So it was a lot of
- 5:34Speaker 2: people that didn't know each other that went out. But
- 5:37Speaker 2: there was a small fraction of individuals that didn't quite
- 5:42Speaker 2: have enough money to get inside the nightclub, so they
- 5:46Speaker 2: decided to commit a crime, and in the process of
- 5:49Speaker 2: committing that crime, someone died.
- 5:52Speaker 4: Some of these kids because you were kids, I mean,
- 5:55Speaker 4: you were still in high school at the time, went
- 5:57Speaker 4: down thinking I'm going to rob somebody and get some
- 6:00Speaker 4: money so I can go to the club. So they
- 6:01Speaker 4: went into the subway. That's when they encountered this family
- 6:04Speaker 4: from Utah and these were Hispanic kids, right, and the
- 6:08Speaker 4: family Hispanic and black kids.
- 6:10Speaker 2: Right.
- 6:10Speaker 4: This of course prayed on all the fears that were
- 6:13Speaker 4: in the media and the classic stereotypes of the time,
- 6:16Speaker 4: which unfortunately still persisted this day. But at that time
- 6:19Speaker 4: they were really peaking. And let's face the crime sales
- 6:21Speaker 4: newspapers too, so it was on the front page. I
- 6:23Speaker 4: remember the news and this case was on the front
- 6:26Speaker 4: page for a long time.
- 6:28Speaker 2: Yes, what it was to do was.
- 6:30Speaker 4: Major, bold faced headlines. What happened when they went down
- 6:34Speaker 4: to rob this family? Where were you and why did
- 6:37Speaker 4: they pick on you?
- 6:39Speaker 2: When I got out of the train station, I made
- 6:41Speaker 2: literally plans with one friend of mine that night. I
- 6:45Speaker 2: had my wallet and I gave it to a friend
- 6:47Speaker 2: of mine to hold for me because he was wearing
- 6:49Speaker 2: a Fannie pack. So apparently when we got outside to
- 6:52Speaker 2: the street, I didn't see him and ask people, you know,
- 6:55Speaker 2: basically where he was, and some individuals indicated that he
- 6:58Speaker 2: never came out of the train station. Saw on my
- 7:00Speaker 2: way going back inside the train station, I saw another
- 7:04Speaker 2: friend and we were talking, and at that moment when
- 7:07Speaker 2: I got there, he was flirting with some girls and
- 7:10Speaker 2: I asked him and he told me that he thought
- 7:12Speaker 2: that he was out of the platform. So I was
- 7:13Speaker 2: gonna go back upstairs, but I said, you know what,
- 7:15Speaker 2: let me check and let me go downstairs. And I
- 7:17Speaker 2: started going down the escalators, but I heard like a
- 7:20Speaker 2: big commotion of people screaming and saw people coming running
- 7:24Speaker 2: up towards the escalators towards me. So I never made
- 7:26Speaker 2: it downstairs to the platform, and I turned around with
- 7:30Speaker 2: everybody that was coming towards me, and I just went
- 7:32Speaker 2: out to the street. I decided to go to Roseland
- 7:35Speaker 2: and I got online where I saw other people that
- 7:37Speaker 2: I knew, and maybe like a couple of minutes later,
- 7:40Speaker 2: the group of individuals that was downstairs in the subway
- 7:43Speaker 2: platform that committed the crime came then and we all
- 7:47Speaker 2: went inside of Rosan after an individual decided to volunteer
- 7:51Speaker 2: to buy tickets for everyone. But at the end of
- 7:54Speaker 2: the day, with the news was reporting that these group
- 7:57Speaker 2: of individuals that I told you about that stood back
- 8:01Speaker 2: in the platform is that they didn't have enough money
- 8:03Speaker 2: to go inside a roseland and they decided to rob
- 8:08Speaker 2: a family, which they did not know. They were tourists.
- 8:12Speaker 2: They were visiting New York, they were planning to go
- 8:15Speaker 2: see the tennis tournament, and in the process of that
- 8:18Speaker 2: young twenty two year old man with the name of
- 8:20Speaker 2: Brian Watkins died behind a minor stab wound towards the
- 8:25Speaker 2: art of his heart.
- 8:27Speaker 4: Well, there was more to it than that as well, right,
- 8:29Speaker 4: because it started as a robbery, and as these things do,
- 8:32Speaker 4: it progressed from there, right because I think the kids
- 8:35Speaker 4: they attacked the mother, if I remember correctly, and then
- 8:38Speaker 4: the son, which was what really brought everybody's focus to
- 8:42Speaker 4: this case, because the son was sort of a heroic kid.
- 8:45Speaker 4: Brian Watkins was twenty two at the time, and he
- 8:47Speaker 4: came to the aid of his mother and he tried
- 8:49Speaker 4: to fight back and protect her from these predators. And
- 8:53Speaker 4: then one of them stabbed him and they ran out
- 8:57Speaker 4: of the subway, and he ran after them and collapsed
- 8:59Speaker 4: on the stairs and die like in a movie. Right,
- 9:02Speaker 4: just a horrible, horrible thing. And you know, I guess
- 9:05Speaker 4: it really triggered again everyone's emotions, especially because everyone would
- 9:09Speaker 4: hope that they would behave the way that this kid
- 9:11Speaker 4: did in trying to defend his family and his mother.
- 9:14Speaker 4: So it was just a real flashpoint. And we know
- 9:18Speaker 4: in these cases when that kind of stuff happens and
- 9:21Speaker 4: there's a lot of media attention, the cops they play
- 9:24Speaker 4: a little loose with the rules a lot of times. Right,
- 9:26Speaker 4: they become hyper focused on solving the crime. There may
- 9:31Speaker 4: be accolades for them, right if they do. There may
- 9:34Speaker 4: be promotions involved in any case. At a minimum, it'll
- 9:38Speaker 4: take away the pressure that they're feeling from their bosses
- 9:41Speaker 4: when when they get this case resolved. And in this case,
- 9:44Speaker 4: they knew they had a group of kids. It's got
- 9:45Speaker 4: to be tricky to solve a case like that. It's
- 9:47Speaker 4: hard enough to identify one individual in a single perpetrator crime,
- 9:50Speaker 4: but here you have a whole group of kids. So
- 9:54Speaker 4: you happen to have the misfortune, the terrible misfortune of
- 9:56Speaker 4: being inside the club with the kids who actually committed
- 9:59Speaker 4: this crime. But did you know at that time that
- 10:01Speaker 4: they had committed the crime?
- 10:02Speaker 2: No, not at all. No one had mentioned anything about
- 10:05Speaker 2: it before nor after the fact. And I got caught
- 10:08Speaker 2: up with it only because one of the individuals that
- 10:11Speaker 2: did commit the crime I knew from going to school
- 10:14Speaker 2: with him, and he was one of the individuals that
- 10:16Speaker 2: I hadn't seen in such a long time invited me
- 10:18Speaker 2: to go out that night, and because he knew my
- 10:21Speaker 2: phone number. When the detectives asked him the list of
- 10:24Speaker 2: individuals or the names of individuals that they wanted from
- 10:27Speaker 2: him that went out to the colt, they never asked
- 10:29Speaker 2: him that participated in the crime with him, that committed
- 10:32Speaker 2: the crime, but they went out with him that night.
- 10:35Speaker 2: He listed me and a few other individuals that he
- 10:37Speaker 2: knew their phone numbers, and that's how they came to
- 10:40Speaker 2: my house and dragged me out and took me to
- 10:42Speaker 2: the precinct.
- 10:44Speaker 4: So you got dragged out? You were just home with
- 10:46Speaker 4: your parents? Was it daytime? Nighttime? What was the scenario?
- 10:50Speaker 2: It was already evening and I was at home and
- 10:53Speaker 2: the detectives came into my house after they rang the
- 10:57Speaker 2: bell and my mother opened the door and they just
- 10:59Speaker 2: barged in and they asked my mother if I was home,
- 11:02Speaker 2: and my mother was inquiring why did they were asking
- 11:05Speaker 2: about me? And they said that they wanted to ask
- 11:07Speaker 2: me questions about a stolen car. So she called me
- 11:11Speaker 2: and I came downstairs. They said they wanted to take
- 11:14Speaker 2: me to the precinct, and my mother wanted to come along.
- 11:17Speaker 2: And they asked my mother how old I was, and
- 11:20Speaker 2: she said that I just turned eighteen, and they said
- 11:23Speaker 2: there was no need for that, and she kept on
- 11:26Speaker 2: inquiring why and the until they finally confessed that they
- 11:28Speaker 2: wanted to question me about a homicide that took place
- 11:31Speaker 2: in the subway station. And thereafter they just took me
- 11:34Speaker 2: outside and placed me in their police car.
- 11:36Speaker 4: And so she didn't go with you.
- 11:37Speaker 2: No, they told her that she couldn't come. She even
- 11:40Speaker 2: attempted to call an attorney, but it was a holiday,
- 11:43Speaker 2: was labor days, so she wasn't able to get in
- 11:45Speaker 2: contact with anybody. And they took me all by myself
- 11:48Speaker 2: and the car with the rest of the detectives that
- 11:50Speaker 2: were outside and even another car that was escorting them
- 11:53Speaker 2: from a precinct from my neighborhood into Manhattan's North Precinct.
- 11:57Speaker 4: So you got to take it all the way across
- 11:59Speaker 4: the bridge into this city, and then you end up
- 12:01Speaker 4: in the North Precinct and then the town North to
- 12:04Speaker 4: be exactly and did they begin interrogating you immediately or
- 12:07Speaker 4: did they keep you on the holding cell? What happened?
- 12:09Speaker 2: Well, when I got there, the detectives handcuffed me as
- 12:13Speaker 2: soon as I came out of the car, and one
- 12:15Speaker 2: of the detectives told me that there was a lot
- 12:17Speaker 2: of media outside the precinct, so he said that it
- 12:20Speaker 2: was in my best interest that he wanted to cover
- 12:22Speaker 2: my face with his coat and handcuffed me. He did
- 12:25Speaker 2: that exactly. He took me inside. I couldn't see any
- 12:28Speaker 2: of the media. I just heard the cameras flashing and
- 12:31Speaker 2: people yelling things out, like asking questions or who was
- 12:35Speaker 2: I Who was it that the detectives were bringing in.
- 12:38Speaker 2: And they brought me inside and they were still guiding
- 12:40Speaker 2: me until they got me. It was for them a
- 12:42Speaker 2: secure place that the media wasn't able to see me
- 12:45Speaker 2: in a corridor of the precinct. And then they took
- 12:48Speaker 2: me upstairs to a room where I saw it was
- 12:51Speaker 2: a double bunks beds and there was the detectives in
- 12:55Speaker 2: a T shirt laying down smoking a cigarette, and they
- 12:58Speaker 2: uncuffed me and they some word that he wanted me
- 13:01Speaker 2: to be placed, and he said place him in the
- 13:03Speaker 2: back of the room where the tables at in the chair.
- 13:06Speaker 4: And then they began interrogating you soon after that.
- 13:09Speaker 2: Well interesting enough in my case, I came to find
- 13:13Speaker 2: this out much later. The lead detective in my case
- 13:18Speaker 2: was Detective Carlos Gonzalez, the same detective that was in
- 13:24Speaker 2: the investigation of the Central Park five and he had
- 13:27Speaker 2: just been transferred a little less than a year to
- 13:31Speaker 2: Midtown North. So the detective that was in the room,
- 13:36Speaker 2: he was discussing with Carlos Gonzalez. I don't know what,
- 13:40Speaker 2: but throughout the whole entire interrogation, he kept on walking
- 13:43Speaker 2: in and out of the room to just talk with
- 13:46Speaker 2: Detective Gonzales. And when I was left alone in that
- 13:50Speaker 2: room with Detective Casey, who was the detective that interrogated me,
- 13:55Speaker 2: keep in mind that I'm still handcuffed in the chair.
- 13:59Speaker 2: And when I was handcuffed, the detective asked me what
- 14:03Speaker 2: happened that night, and I told him the truth. I
- 14:05Speaker 2: told him exactly what I did from the moment I
- 14:07Speaker 2: left to my house to go to Roseland and immediately,
- 14:12Speaker 2: you know, he didn't believe me. He kept on saying
- 14:14Speaker 2: that he didn't believe me. He kept on calling me
- 14:16Speaker 2: a liar throughout this whole process until he went and
- 14:19Speaker 2: bursted into a big rage and started blowing smoking my
- 14:24Speaker 2: face from the cigarette that he was smoking. He just
- 14:26Speaker 2: decided to really get belligerent with me until he finally
- 14:30Speaker 2: started to beat me up. And when he beat me up,
- 14:33Speaker 2: I was crying. There was like a moment of silence.
- 14:37Speaker 2: There was a long pause, and he basically told me
- 14:40Speaker 2: that I was never going to make it out alive
- 14:42Speaker 2: from that precinct unless I decided to comply with him
- 14:47Speaker 2: in memorizing a story Jesus Christ. He just kept on
- 14:51Speaker 2: trying to remind me that who was in authority, who
- 14:54Speaker 2: was in control, and how easy it was for my
- 14:58Speaker 2: body to be found in any alley of New York
- 15:02Speaker 2: City and nobody would care about it, because the police
- 15:05Speaker 2: department in New York who he worked for, had it
- 15:09Speaker 2: that simple in their power to do such a thing,
- 15:12Speaker 2: and nobody would even point a finger to.
- 15:13Speaker 4: Them, like a Central American dictatorship or something. This is
- 15:17Speaker 4: supposed to be New York City, which is located in America,
- 15:20Speaker 4: the United States, exactly. Yeah, that's supposed to be the
- 15:22Speaker 4: way it is, obviously. I mean, so this is an
- 15:26Speaker 4: unbelievably terrifying situation to find yourself and you're eighteen years old.
- 15:30Speaker 4: We know that the brain doesn't fully develop until you're
- 15:33Speaker 4: about twenty five, and we know that these confessions, these
- 15:36Speaker 4: false confessions, happen so frequently with teenagers because you don't
- 15:41Speaker 4: have enough life experience at that point to be able
- 15:43Speaker 4: to draw on, to be able to rationalize and say, well,
- 15:48Speaker 4: he can't really take me and kill me and dump
- 15:51Speaker 4: my body, because the rational mind would say, well, that
- 15:54Speaker 4: can't happen because my mom saw them come and take me.
- 15:57Speaker 4: But then again, who knows how you would react. Anybody
- 16:00Speaker 4: in that situation would be in a state of complete disorientation,
- 16:05Speaker 4: which is exactly what they were after.
- 16:06Speaker 2: Right.
- 16:07Speaker 4: They were well aware that you couldn't withstand as a
- 16:10Speaker 4: teenage boy with no experience probably with this type of
- 16:14Speaker 4: violence or mental pressure, psychological pressure. They knew that they
- 16:20Speaker 4: were going to be able to get you to say
- 16:22Speaker 4: almost anything if they took these tactics. And what happened.
- 16:26Speaker 4: Did they give you a piece of paper to sign?
- 16:28Speaker 4: Is that what the next thing was? And how I mean,
- 16:31Speaker 4: how long we were in there? At what point did you
- 16:32Speaker 4: get a lawyer? Did they ever ask you if you
- 16:34Speaker 4: wanted a lawyer.
- 16:34Speaker 2: Well, let me just say this, Jason, before I get
- 16:37Speaker 2: to answering that part of your question. Everything that you
- 16:40Speaker 2: just said is absolutely true. You hit it right on
- 16:43Speaker 2: the head. New York had a technique that they call
- 16:46Speaker 2: the read technique where detectives basically questioned an individual to
- 16:51Speaker 2: find out whether he's telling the truth or he's lying,
- 16:53Speaker 2: and if they believe that he's lying, then they start
- 16:55Speaker 2: asking him questions as he's guilty, just to make him
- 16:59Speaker 2: to confess because they don't believe. In my case, they
- 17:02Speaker 2: didn't do any of that. This detective here, from the beginning,
- 17:05Speaker 2: he just said that I was lying and then transition
- 17:08Speaker 2: into beating me up, which he wasn't supposed to do
- 17:10Speaker 2: yet he violated that. Now when I say that he
- 17:13Speaker 2: was threatening to take my life, yeah, that's absolutely true.
- 17:16Speaker 2: A teenager like myself at that time, at that age,
- 17:20Speaker 2: eighteen years old, Yeah, my mind wasn't fully developed, right,
- 17:25Speaker 2: But I truly believe that any individual who has been
- 17:28Speaker 2: threatened with their lives being taken, I don't care how
- 17:31Speaker 2: old you are, right, is scared for their life. That
- 17:34Speaker 2: those individuals that are physically pounding on you are going
- 17:38Speaker 2: to kill you because they say that's exactly what they're
- 17:40Speaker 2: going to do, whether you're eighteen or fifty. And anybody
- 17:43Speaker 2: that would say, well, why would you confess to something
- 17:45Speaker 2: that you didn't do, my question to them will be
- 17:48Speaker 2: why wouldn't you confess? It's exactly to what I just
- 17:51Speaker 2: mentioned when somebody's threatening to kill your life.
- 17:53Speaker 4: And not only that, but you add to it the
- 17:55Speaker 4: fact that I imagine you grew up like I grew up,
- 17:58Speaker 4: thinking that the police were there to protect you, right,
- 18:01Speaker 4: and you respect the police right, and they respect you,
- 18:04Speaker 4: and you know it says right on the side of
- 18:05Speaker 4: the car, to protect and serve right. And I think
- 18:08Speaker 4: most police that is the approach that they take. But
- 18:11Speaker 4: then there's bad ones, and the bad ones like this
- 18:13Speaker 4: guy Gonzalez, who we know was responsible for extracting the
- 18:17Speaker 4: false confessions in the Central Park Geogra case, the notorious
- 18:20Speaker 4: Central Park Jogra case. He's one of those guys who
- 18:23Speaker 4: obviously just didn't give a fuck. It's really hard for
- 18:26Speaker 4: us who are what do you want to call it,
- 18:29Speaker 4: empathetic human beings. It's hard for us to really imagine
- 18:34Speaker 4: what could cause somebody to go so far wrong to
- 18:38Speaker 4: take somebody. They had no idea, they had no evidence.
- 18:41Speaker 4: There was no evidence with you. There's nothing connecting you
- 18:44Speaker 4: to this case. There wasn't even anybody at this point
- 18:46Speaker 4: saying that you did it. I don't believe there was
- 18:48Speaker 4: just this guy who said, I know this guy Johnny
- 18:51Speaker 4: and Gtpia, I have his phone number in my phone
- 18:53Speaker 4: whatever and not my phone right.
- 18:55Speaker 2: Yeah, But by the time they took me to Precinct,
- 18:58Speaker 2: they already had the fashion of the individual that stabbed
- 19:02Speaker 2: Brian Watkins and killed him, so they knew who had
- 19:04Speaker 2: killed him. But, like you said, aside from being over
- 19:08Speaker 2: zealous or any other elements that you want to include,
- 19:11Speaker 2: from racism and just being biased and whatsoever, this detective
- 19:16Speaker 2: just wanted to move up the ladder and didn't care
- 19:19Speaker 2: for him whether I was telling the truth or not.
- 19:22Speaker 2: He just wanted to tag me along with everybody else,
- 19:25Speaker 2: only because one individual knew me.
- 19:27Speaker 4: Right, knew you. But to your knowledge at that point
- 19:30Speaker 4: in time, had any of the other individuals implicated you
- 19:33Speaker 4: in the crime. No, So that's just such a random
- 19:36Speaker 4: and terrible twist of fate that they just decided because
- 19:40Speaker 4: at some point somebody had to say, well, let's go
- 19:41Speaker 4: pick him up. Well, well, let's not go pick that
- 19:43Speaker 4: guy up. He we don't know anything about him. We
- 19:45Speaker 4: go pick him up for it doesn't make any sense.
- 19:47Speaker 4: So from that to beating this false confession out of you,
- 19:52Speaker 4: literally beating it out of you, and we know, literally
- 19:54Speaker 4: beating it into me, right, beating it into you, threatening
- 19:57Speaker 4: you with death. Now all of a sudden, you're in
- 19:59Speaker 4: the system, you've confessed, You're not going home, you're not
- 20:02Speaker 4: going anywhere. You're going to trial. And that trial was
- 20:06Speaker 4: a circus, let's face it, right, I mean, this was
- 20:09Speaker 4: the biggest news in New York. And you were tried
- 20:12Speaker 4: with some of the other kids together, right.
- 20:14Speaker 2: Yes, there was two trials and I was tried in
- 20:18Speaker 2: the first trial. Interesting before I was taken to the
- 20:22Speaker 2: priest and there was one individual that participated in the
- 20:25Speaker 2: crime and made a confession and said to them that
- 20:28Speaker 2: I wasn't even there. So everybody that he knew that
- 20:31Speaker 2: participated in the crime, he mentioned that. He said six
- 20:34Speaker 2: people committed the crime, not and two people left. And
- 20:38Speaker 2: those two people that left that went out with everybody
- 20:41Speaker 2: else that got to that train station was Johnny and Kevin.
- 20:46Speaker 2: So Johnny and Kevin had left. You had the district attorney.
- 20:49Speaker 2: The ADA kept on trying to implicate me, and this
- 20:53Speaker 2: individual kept on correcting the ADA, and he said, no,
- 20:55Speaker 2: Johnny was not there. It was only six of us,
- 20:57Speaker 2: not eight of us. They did it about practicing me
- 20:59Speaker 2: around six times, and this individual was separated from trial
- 21:05Speaker 2: then placed in the second trial because the ADA and
- 21:07Speaker 2: the judge decided that they didn't want the jury to
- 21:11Speaker 2: hear my exportory information from him to them, so they
- 21:17Speaker 2: kept them away from me so the jury couldn't hear this.
- 21:20Speaker 2: And they tried me along with other individuals. Where a
- 21:24Speaker 2: jury looking at a group of guys say, you know,
- 21:26Speaker 2: everybody's guilty.
- 21:27Speaker 4: Right, because the jury, the psychology of a jury would
- 21:30Speaker 4: seem to be that if there's four of you together
- 21:32Speaker 4: and the other three guys, were the other three guys
- 21:35Speaker 4: all guilty, guys, yeah on your side, right, So there
- 21:38Speaker 4: was there was three in you, so you're guilty by association, literally,
- 21:42Speaker 4: and the idea that they're going well justice, Most people
- 21:45Speaker 4: think going into the jury box, the justice system works.
- 21:48Speaker 4: If they got these guys here, they must be the guys.
- 21:50Speaker 4: This is a terrible crime. Everybody can relate to this.
- 21:53Speaker 4: Poor families ordeal. You're there must be a reason, right,
- 21:58Speaker 4: must be a reason. So you are ultimately convicted and
- 22:14Speaker 4: sentenced to twenty five.
- 22:16Speaker 2: Years to life only due to a false confession, like
- 22:20Speaker 2: you said, no weapon, no knowledge, no malice, harbored, no identification,
- 22:27Speaker 2: no DNA, nothing but a false confession.
- 22:31Speaker 4: Not one witness placed you at the scene, no one,
- 22:33Speaker 4: not the family, no one, nobody.
- 22:36Speaker 2: Amazing false confession and sentenced to the same exact sentence
- 22:40Speaker 2: that everyone else in my case received, including the individual
- 22:44Speaker 2: that killed the victim in this case.
- 22:46Speaker 4: So you know, I'm getting the chills now thinking about this,
- 22:48Speaker 4: and now you're here to share the truth that these
- 22:53Speaker 4: false confessions are a plague that we have in our
- 22:56Speaker 4: justice system, and you know, we're making great progress in
- 23:01Speaker 4: terms of New York State just passed finally mandatory videotaping
- 23:05Speaker 4: of interrogations.
- 23:06Speaker 2: Kushell was a part of Proud to say.
- 23:09Speaker 4: I know you were, and I'm glad you mentioned that,
- 23:11Speaker 4: because nobody could deny you the right to do anything
- 23:14Speaker 4: that you want after what you've been through, But instead
- 23:17Speaker 4: you and almost every other wrongfully convicted person I know,
- 23:21Speaker 4: spends a huge amount of your time and energy fighting
- 23:25Speaker 4: to prevent future wrongful convictions for people that you don't
- 23:27Speaker 4: even know, right, It's an amazing thing how you're able
- 23:32Speaker 4: to channel that impossibly horrible experience into something so positive.
- 23:38Speaker 4: And yeah, so my hat's off to you for helping
- 23:40Speaker 4: with that effort, because just that simple change is going
- 23:44Speaker 4: to make such a big difference. Do you think if
- 23:48Speaker 4: your interrogation had been videotaped, is there any possibility of
- 23:53Speaker 4: a jury could convict you?
- 23:54Speaker 2: Absolutely not.
- 23:55Speaker 4: Like, let's imagine this. Let's imagine that prosecutor goes up
- 23:58Speaker 4: in the courtroom and is playing the video and here, oh,
- 24:01Speaker 4: what did he hit him with? There? Was that a
- 24:02Speaker 4: left or a right?
- 24:03Speaker 2: Right?
- 24:04Speaker 4: Oh, he's handcuffed a chair. Oh now he's just threatened
- 24:06Speaker 4: to kill him. And the jury's gonna go, wait, what
- 24:11Speaker 4: you can't do that. Everybody knows you can't do that,
- 24:14Speaker 4: And of course you would confess. When I interviewed Raymond
- 24:16Speaker 4: Santana on the show, and he explained, you know, going
- 24:19Speaker 4: through a scenario different than yours, but similar. His was
- 24:23Speaker 4: more psychological torture than anything else. But he was fourteen
- 24:27Speaker 4: and his interrogation went on, I mean, with no sleep
- 24:29Speaker 4: and no food and no nothing, and just for a long,
- 24:32Speaker 4: long time, and they did threaten to kill him. I
- 24:35Speaker 4: said to him, by the end of it, you would
- 24:36Speaker 4: have confessed to kidnapping the Lindbergh baby. He says, absolutely
- 24:40Speaker 4: anything to make it stop, right, And I imagine that's
- 24:42Speaker 4: probably true for you too.
- 24:44Speaker 2: You know. And that's interesting that you say that, because
- 24:46Speaker 2: it only goes to show how powerful these techniques and
- 24:49Speaker 2: tactics are when used in getting someone to make a
- 24:53Speaker 2: false confession. Because most false confessions they have individuals there
- 24:58Speaker 2: anywhere from five to ten to fifteen hours. With me,
- 25:03Speaker 2: that wasn't even the case. I was there for four hours,
- 25:06Speaker 2: and in those four hours I confessed immediately because they
- 25:10Speaker 2: put their hands on me. This detective Casey physically beat
- 25:14Speaker 2: me up. I was just eighteen for three months, no
- 25:19Speaker 2: trouble with the law, had no criminal record whatsoever. This
- 25:23Speaker 2: is my first time inside a police precinct and, like
- 25:28Speaker 2: you said, looking up to police officers, being taught and
- 25:32Speaker 2: raised by my parents to trust in them when anything
- 25:36Speaker 2: goes wrong, if you had any questions, you stop a
- 25:38Speaker 2: police officer in the middle of the street and ask
- 25:41Speaker 2: him for help. And yet inside this precinct, I'm being
- 25:45Speaker 2: beat up and threatened to die, of course exactly.
- 25:50Speaker 4: You weren't a thug, you weren't a street kid, you
- 25:51Speaker 4: weren't even a fighter. You're an artistic guy, right, You're
- 25:54Speaker 4: a guy who was doing music. I know you got
- 25:56Speaker 4: into theater and dancing and things like that. My mind
- 26:00Speaker 4: is exploding just thinking about what you were going through.
- 26:03Speaker 4: And it's so.
- 26:05Speaker 2: And let me just give you a little interesting fact.
- 26:08Speaker 2: If you would have saw a picture of me, like
- 26:11Speaker 2: a week before or a couple of days before I
- 26:14Speaker 2: was taken into that precinct, and then you look at
- 26:16Speaker 2: the video tape confession. I had long hair back then,
- 26:20Speaker 2: not very long, but long that I was growing, and
- 26:24Speaker 2: it was pushed back, and on the side of my
- 26:26Speaker 2: head you saw two ball spots from the way that
- 26:30Speaker 2: the detective was pulling my hair out. And you would
- 26:34Speaker 2: think that showing this video tape confession to a jury,
- 26:37Speaker 2: they would see the truth and how this detective beat
- 26:41Speaker 2: me up. But back then, nobody did not know anything
- 26:44Speaker 2: about false confessions. So introducing a confession to a jury,
- 26:48Speaker 2: they're believing it immediately and disregarding the physical abuse and
- 26:53Speaker 2: signs on my head of what took place.
- 26:55Speaker 4: Did your lawyer bring that up? Of course, he did,
- 26:58Speaker 4: so you had a competent attorney.
- 27:01Speaker 2: Well, I wouldn't say competent, but he brought it up
- 27:05Speaker 2: to a minimal factor, you know, because he was really
- 27:08Speaker 2: arguing another issue in my case more than this, because
- 27:11Speaker 2: he believed that, no matter how much I wanted to
- 27:13Speaker 2: take the stand, because I was eighteen and experience, that
- 27:19Speaker 2: the DA having this false confession was going to walk
- 27:22Speaker 2: all over me on that stand and prove to the
- 27:25Speaker 2: jury that that confession was to be taken to its veracity.
- 27:29Speaker 4: It probably would have to. I mean, I don't think
- 27:31Speaker 4: there was any good answer to that situation. I think
- 27:33Speaker 4: you were doomed before you walked into that courtroom. So
- 27:37Speaker 4: you end up being convicted and sentenced to twenty five
- 27:41Speaker 4: years to life. And what prison did they take you
- 27:44Speaker 4: to at that point.
- 27:45Speaker 2: Well, after I left Rikers Island, which, let me just say,
- 27:48Speaker 2: Rykers Island back then was atrocious. It was a hell hole.
- 27:54Speaker 2: I literally literally went through hell every single day in
- 27:59Speaker 2: Rikers Island. From the moment that I got there, I
- 28:02Speaker 2: was told that if I wanted to stay alive, I
- 28:05Speaker 2: had it to fight. And the thing about it is
- 28:09Speaker 2: that the first people that were attacking me in Rikers
- 28:13Speaker 2: Island was the very CEOs, the very correction officers. So
- 28:17Speaker 2: to fight a correction officer that has the power and
- 28:20Speaker 2: already going through this transition of being beat up by
- 28:23Speaker 2: a detective from the police department, I was afraid to
- 28:27Speaker 2: fight back. I didn't know how to fight back.
- 28:30Speaker 4: What are you supposed to do? I'm going to fight
- 28:32Speaker 4: a correction officer that doesn't even make any sense. And
- 28:33Speaker 4: you're not I mean you're not a small guy. You're
- 28:35Speaker 4: not a big guy either. I mean you're not like.
- 28:37Speaker 2: Back then, I weighed one hundred and fifty.
- 28:39Speaker 4: Pounds exactly right. So what'd you do?
- 28:43Speaker 2: I just took the beating. I took the beating. I
- 28:46Speaker 2: cried all night behind it, and every single day I
- 28:49Speaker 2: was harassed by correction officers no matter where I went
- 28:53Speaker 2: because of the notoriety of my case, and it was
- 28:55Speaker 2: all over the news for so long, and correction officers
- 28:59Speaker 2: just kept on bringing it up against me until it
- 29:01Speaker 2: got to the point where they got other inmates and
- 29:05Speaker 2: Rikers Onland to attack me. And that's where I decided
- 29:09Speaker 2: to put my hands up and fight back to the
- 29:12Speaker 2: best of my ability. But at the end of the day,
- 29:15Speaker 2: that placed there you know, a lot of people they
- 29:18Speaker 2: were fighting with razors and knives, and I didn't know
- 29:21Speaker 2: how to hold one, and I was afraid to even
- 29:24Speaker 2: use one. So when they used to pull out their
- 29:27Speaker 2: knives and their raisers, I used to just comply and
- 29:29Speaker 2: tell them, what do you want? What are you asking
- 29:31Speaker 2: here for? Or if they were slapping me or kicking me,
- 29:34Speaker 2: or I just took it. I didn't want no cuts
- 29:36Speaker 2: in my face. I didn't want to be stabbed. I
- 29:39Speaker 2: was afraid. I was alone. I was eighteen, and I
- 29:42Speaker 2: didn't know how to deal with it. So I dealt
- 29:44Speaker 2: with with all the fear in the world that I
- 29:47Speaker 2: was going through. And until I went upstate to the
- 29:50Speaker 2: state prison, it was the same treatment because although the
- 29:54Speaker 2: notoriety wasn't the same, but you know, you had now
- 29:59Speaker 2: a record and a file that was created by the
- 30:02Speaker 2: District Attorney's office and the New York City Department of
- 30:05Speaker 2: Corrections that was following me upstate, and this file was
- 30:09Speaker 2: like a red flag making me sound like I'm the
- 30:12Speaker 2: worst of the worst. And you're keep in mind, I
- 30:14Speaker 2: wasn't even in the individual that took this victim's life.
- 30:18Speaker 2: They had me charged as an accomplice, Yet I'm being
- 30:23Speaker 2: treated like if I was the perpetrator in this case.
- 30:26Speaker 2: So even upstate, where there's even more bias and more racism,
- 30:32Speaker 2: I still went through a lot of more horror. I
- 30:34Speaker 2: was placed in segregation, I was set up with weapons.
- 30:39Speaker 2: Just be shown how easily I could have been in
- 30:42Speaker 2: segregation for years. They also had other inmates attempted to
- 30:47Speaker 2: do things and ended up getting me into segregation again.
- 30:51Speaker 2: So agony, my hell hole for so many years did
- 30:58Speaker 2: not go away.
- 31:00Speaker 4: How did you maintain I mean, it's a miracle you
- 31:04Speaker 4: maintained your physical wellbeing. I mean, the fact that you're
- 31:07Speaker 4: here is a miracle. How did you maintain your sanity?
- 31:11Speaker 4: How did you maintain your hope? I mean, because somehow
- 31:14Speaker 4: or other, you managed to get to this place where
- 31:16Speaker 4: you are now an exonerated man. Everyone knows you're innocent.
- 31:20Speaker 4: How do you do that? The scenario your painting is
- 31:24Speaker 4: so so grim, so terribly dark, and like it's everybody's
- 31:30Speaker 4: worst nightmare.
- 31:31Speaker 2: Literally, when I was in there, I was very angry
- 31:35Speaker 2: and very bitter, and I saw so many individuals doing
- 31:41Speaker 2: what they were doing to me, doing to other individuals
- 31:44Speaker 2: for other reasons. Jailhouse prison reasons, whether it dealt with jealousy, drugs,
- 31:50Speaker 2: or hatred, envy, whatever it was. But the difference was
- 31:54Speaker 2: that I saw a lot of these individuals that I
- 31:57Speaker 2: was being told stories about them, or even seeing them
- 32:00Speaker 2: with my own eyes, how they were turning into other
- 32:03Speaker 2: beings that they were never to begin with in the
- 32:07Speaker 2: first place. A lot of them were turning into animals
- 32:10Speaker 2: or were turning into the darkest, worst criminals that they
- 32:15Speaker 2: were becoming inside of a prison. And when I saw that,
- 32:19Speaker 2: I said to myself that, no matter how much I'm
- 32:22Speaker 2: trying to defend myself and fight for my life in
- 32:25Speaker 2: prison from two different parties, the CEOs and the inmates,
- 32:31Speaker 2: I'm not like that. That's not who my parents raised
- 32:34Speaker 2: me to be, and I don't want to become that.
- 32:37Speaker 2: And I just had like an awakening and a conscientious
- 32:41Speaker 2: moment where I thought about my family. I thought about
- 32:45Speaker 2: those simple words when they tell you I love you,
- 32:49Speaker 2: we will always love you, we're your family, and we'll
- 32:52Speaker 2: always be here for you. And those things used to
- 32:57Speaker 2: bleed tears in my heart, just reminding me of who
- 33:02Speaker 2: my family was and how did I end up in
- 33:04Speaker 2: there in the first place. Why was I there, I
- 33:08Speaker 2: asked God and everybody, and I couldnot get the answer
- 33:12Speaker 2: for so many years, so I didn't know how to
- 33:15Speaker 2: deal with that. But because of that moment, I decided,
- 33:19Speaker 2: you know what, I'm just going to fight in a
- 33:22Speaker 2: different way, and it's not gonna be with my fist.
- 33:25Speaker 2: It's not gonna be with my fist because I got
- 33:28Speaker 2: to focus on my innocence here and I turned into
- 33:32Speaker 2: education and I did everything that I could, go to
- 33:35Speaker 2: the law library and write numerous letters to so many
- 33:39Speaker 2: different law firms and law professors and organizations and even
- 33:44Speaker 2: clergy asking for all different types of help. And yet
- 33:48Speaker 2: all of my letters were being rejected or nobody wanted
- 33:52Speaker 2: to help me because I had no evidence at that
- 33:54Speaker 2: time to prove my innocence, nor did I have the
- 33:56Speaker 2: financial resources to hire anybody to help me. And education, yes,
- 34:03Speaker 2: along with my family support, and yeah, a spiritual awakening
- 34:08Speaker 2: as well. I mean, anybody in my opinion that would
- 34:11Speaker 2: say that they never had a spiritual awakening in prison,
- 34:15Speaker 2: I would say that's a bunch of bs. No matter
- 34:18Speaker 2: what gangst the role or hardcore role they want to play.
- 34:21Speaker 2: To anybody and tell them how much of a big
- 34:25Speaker 2: mato man. They were. When you're locked inside a cell
- 34:29Speaker 2: and that CEOs turn that key and turn off the lights,
- 34:33Speaker 2: and you're thereby yourself in four walls in the dark
- 34:37Speaker 2: and eight x ten cell doing twenty five to life,
- 34:40Speaker 2: the only person you can turn to is God. So yes,
- 34:45Speaker 2: I did have that awakening in all those different realms
- 34:50Speaker 2: of life, and that was the only thing that I
- 34:53Speaker 2: was hanging on to, the only thing that I was
- 34:56Speaker 2: clinging on to that kept on giving me that hope
- 34:59Speaker 2: and faith.
- 35:08Speaker 4: What happened to eventually unravel this mess? I mean, because
- 35:13Speaker 4: it's a very difficult thing. Your case was not a
- 35:17Speaker 4: DNA case. I mean, all the cases are difficult, but
- 35:19Speaker 4: at least if it was a DNA case where you
- 35:21Speaker 4: could prove that you weren't there, right, because DNA, we
- 35:25Speaker 4: know it's science, it's pure science. And in this case,
- 35:29Speaker 4: you had a higher degree of difficulty even to prove
- 35:31Speaker 4: it because you weren't convicted based on evidence. So you
- 35:33Speaker 4: can't prove that the evidence is fault because there was
- 35:35Speaker 4: no evidence in the first place. So and as you said,
- 35:38Speaker 4: you weren't a wealthy guy. You couldn't hire a lawyer,
- 35:41Speaker 4: you couldn't attract a lawyer because they look at the
- 35:43Speaker 4: case and they go, well, so how did it break.
- 35:47Speaker 2: Well, my parents and my child did hire an attorney,
- 35:50Speaker 2: but after that they just can't afford what these attorneys
- 35:53Speaker 2: wanted to take my case. They wanted to charge anywhere
- 35:56Speaker 2: over six figures, and my parents basically sold the house
- 36:01Speaker 2: that we lived in. They closed down the businesses that
- 36:04Speaker 2: they had to take this money to hire the attorney
- 36:06Speaker 2: that supposedly was representing me in the beginning, which all
- 36:10Speaker 2: he did was just railroad me and take my family's money.
- 36:13Speaker 2: So all these years of my family going to visit
- 36:15Speaker 2: me in prison, the trips, the tolls, whatever food or
- 36:20Speaker 2: packages they could bring me, this was a financial stretch
- 36:24Speaker 2: for them else exactly. And this keep in mind that, yeah,
- 36:30Speaker 2: I'm innocent. Here there was a victim in my case,
- 36:33Speaker 2: a victim that did not deserve to die. He should
- 36:36Speaker 2: have never died. This crime should have never taken the place.
- 36:40Speaker 2: But the one thing that I can't get over is
- 36:43Speaker 2: that I don't know how this sounds, but because of
- 36:48Speaker 2: the actions of someone else, and because of Brian Walkins's death,
- 36:52Speaker 2: I too became a victim. I became a victim where again,
- 36:56Speaker 2: there was no evidence. Nobody wanted to help me, nobody
- 36:59Speaker 2: wanted to believe me. So while I was in the
- 37:02Speaker 2: theater program, there was a woman that approached me. I
- 37:06Speaker 2: was casted as Tony for Westside Story and she was
- 37:10Speaker 2: my music coach, my vocal coach, and she said, you know,
- 37:14Speaker 2: what are you doing here? You don't look like you
- 37:15Speaker 2: belong here. And I said, it's a long story. I'll
- 37:18Speaker 2: tell you another day. And eventually I told her, But
- 37:20Speaker 2: unbeknownst to me, she winded up contacting a good friend
- 37:23Speaker 2: of her who was a retired police officer, and he
- 37:27Speaker 2: told her, I said, this is a job for Bill Hughes.
- 37:31Speaker 2: And Bill Hughes at the time was working for the
- 37:34Speaker 2: Journal News up in Westchester County and he was like
- 37:37Speaker 2: a man that exposed the corruption of judges, ada's and
- 37:42Speaker 2: police officers. That was his forte. So he decided to
- 37:45Speaker 2: visit me in one of the shows that I was
- 37:47Speaker 2: in the theater and he started digging into my case
- 37:51Speaker 2: and he told me in the beginning, he said, listen,
- 37:53Speaker 2: because you had no evidence, I didn't really believe you.
- 37:55Speaker 2: But the more I started digging into your case and
- 37:58Speaker 2: I saw these flaws and loopoe, it started making me
- 38:01Speaker 2: more interested. So he wrote an article that was printed
- 38:04Speaker 2: in City Limits magazine here in Manhattan, in New York City,
- 38:09Speaker 2: and because of that article, the ex commissioner of the
- 38:13Speaker 2: New York State Division of Parole, Robert Dennison, decided to
- 38:18Speaker 2: get involved with him, and between the both of them,
- 38:20Speaker 2: they just started conducting their own investigation until they found
- 38:24Speaker 2: evidence with witnesses and letters that actually proved my innocence.
- 38:31Speaker 2: And that was the reason why New York State judged
- 38:34Speaker 2: throughout my conviction.
- 38:35Speaker 4: So they were like your angels pretty much right, yes,
- 38:38Speaker 4: so in the way your prayers were answered, I suppose.
- 38:40Speaker 2: Right, yes, they were answered. It took twenty five years.
- 38:45Speaker 2: You know, I'm just glad that I didn't die in there,
- 38:49Speaker 2: because I can't even tell you how many days I
- 38:55Speaker 2: used to wake up in the morning and ask myself
- 38:58Speaker 2: the same question over and over and over, you know,
- 39:01Speaker 2: is this today? Do I want to live? Or do
- 39:04Speaker 2: I want to die? And there was a moment when
- 39:07Speaker 2: I was on my fifteenth year of being incarcerated, all
- 39:10Speaker 2: my appeals were denied, nobody wanted to help me, and
- 39:13Speaker 2: I just got down on my knees inside my cell
- 39:15Speaker 2: and I started crying. Out to God and I told God,
- 39:18Speaker 2: I said, listen, please take my life away, because I
- 39:20Speaker 2: can't take this anymore. I can't do this time. I
- 39:25Speaker 2: didn't do this, you know, I didn't do this, and
- 39:27Speaker 2: I can't be here. I don't want to do this anymore.
- 39:30Speaker 2: Who would, I said to him. All I wanted was
- 39:33Speaker 2: just to wake up the next morning in heaven. I
- 39:37Speaker 2: didn't have the guts to take my own life. I
- 39:40Speaker 2: couldn't do the suicide, but I wanted him to do
- 39:42Speaker 2: it for me. And the next morning, when I woke up,
- 39:47Speaker 2: I saw those bars in front of me, and I
- 39:50Speaker 2: was so mad at God. I was so pissed at
- 39:52Speaker 2: him because I was still there. There was a miraculous
- 39:55Speaker 2: turn that took place in my life because since then,
- 40:00Speaker 2: every single door opened up. And that's when Bill Hughes
- 40:02Speaker 2: and Robert Dennison got involved in my case and everything
- 40:06Speaker 2: just went perfectly. I really couldn't believe it. It took
- 40:09Speaker 2: again twenty five years, but everything worked out so smoothly.
- 40:12Speaker 2: That led to my innocence.
- 40:14Speaker 4: And I'm glad you brought that up to Johnny, because
- 40:17Speaker 4: there are people listening who are in a position to
- 40:21Speaker 4: make a difference like that. To take a call, to
- 40:23Speaker 4: take a letter, to take a case like yours, and
- 40:27Speaker 4: while at the outset they all look borderline hopeless. I
- 40:30Speaker 4: have a saying that pertains to this, which is that
- 40:32Speaker 4: I've seen too many miracles to stop believing in miracles.
- 40:36Speaker 4: At the end of the day, it really comes down
- 40:37Speaker 4: to one person. The impact that any of us can make,
- 40:43Speaker 4: which these two individuals did in your case, it's really profound.
- 40:48Speaker 4: I mean, how somebody can come along and really rescue
- 40:55Speaker 4: somebody like you who needs help as badly as anyone
- 40:59Speaker 4: can have or need help in this fight. It's hard
- 41:02Speaker 4: to think of anybody who's more sort of alone and
- 41:06Speaker 4: more desperately in need of somebody to come along and
- 41:10Speaker 4: be that angel than somebody who's wrongfully convicted like yourself.
- 41:13Speaker 4: And there's so many of you out there, right, there's
- 41:16Speaker 4: so many people who've been wronged by this justice or
- 41:19Speaker 4: injustice system, whatever you want to call it, that it
- 41:22Speaker 4: hurts my soul. Now you're here, you ultimately were freed.
- 41:26Speaker 4: What was that experience? Like this is the flip side now?
- 41:28Speaker 2: Right?
- 41:29Speaker 4: So when I mean I as much as you can't
- 41:32Speaker 4: imagine how the desperation and the misery and the total
- 41:36Speaker 4: shock of being wrongfully convicted. What's it like when that
- 41:40Speaker 4: foot finally comes off your neck?
- 41:42Speaker 2: For me? From my mother, from my family, all the
- 41:45Speaker 2: reporters there. It was a very warm, yet subtle, loud moment,
- 41:54Speaker 2: just seeing that embracing taking place after so long, knowing
- 41:58Speaker 2: that I wasn't going to go back again, and seeing
- 42:02Speaker 2: the two investigators there, which I finally said to myself,
- 42:08Speaker 2: you know, like a realization popped in my head. Immediately said.
- 42:12Speaker 2: The two people that I'm looking up to right now
- 42:15Speaker 2: is these two investigators, Robert Dennison and Bill Hughes, and
- 42:20Speaker 2: we need more people like that. When you ask my
- 42:24Speaker 2: emotions of walking out, I felt valued again. I felt
- 42:31Speaker 2: like I had worth again as a human being, something
- 42:35Speaker 2: that was taken away from me from the moment that
- 42:38Speaker 2: I was incarcerated. You can be rich, you can be intelligent,
- 42:42Speaker 2: you could be nice and good looking, but if you
- 42:45Speaker 2: don't have ethics in this world, you're never going to
- 42:48Speaker 2: do the right thing. All those things are worth nothing,
- 42:52Speaker 2: and we need people to do the right thing. We
- 42:54Speaker 2: need people to have these ethics, to have this courage.
- 42:58Speaker 2: Someone writes a letter like I did, they would want
- 43:02Speaker 2: to respond, especially when I didn't receive any response and
- 43:06Speaker 2: people were turning me down. We need these type of people.
- 43:10Speaker 2: So yes, I felt like I had worth and I
- 43:13Speaker 2: had value in my life again. Walking out of that courthouse,
- 43:17Speaker 2: I was so overjoyed that I felt I don't know
- 43:22Speaker 2: what words or emotions, but I just felt so happy
- 43:26Speaker 2: that I think that all my worries of dying in
- 43:30Speaker 2: prison were gone now. But nonetheless being out here and
- 43:37Speaker 2: speaking constantly, protesting in city Hall and in New York
- 43:41Speaker 2: State legislature, speaking against false confessions, asking for these cameras
- 43:46Speaker 2: to be placed in in DC interrogations room, and even
- 43:49Speaker 2: right now speaking about my story my release in the
- 43:53Speaker 2: last eighteen months has been extremely hard for me. I
- 43:58Speaker 2: constantly remind myself of what I went through every time
- 44:02Speaker 2: I speak about this, and this is not easy. Why
- 44:06Speaker 2: would an individual like myself that came home after twenty
- 44:10Speaker 2: five years and there's nothing waiting for him, no job,
- 44:13Speaker 2: there's nobody saying, okay, we're gonna help you here. Yet
- 44:16Speaker 2: everybody that is a convicted felon, they have some form
- 44:20Speaker 2: of transitional re entry process to go to, but there's
- 44:23Speaker 2: nothing for an innocent individual to go to or nor
- 44:26Speaker 2: source of help or assistance. This has been extremely crucial
- 44:31Speaker 2: for me, extremely hard for me, difficult. I've had nightmares
- 44:35Speaker 2: waking up about prison again, and no matter how hard
- 44:39Speaker 2: I try to put this behind me, I still haven't
- 44:42Speaker 2: found that piece, no matter how much love my family
- 44:45Speaker 2: give me, because they don't know how to guide me
- 44:49Speaker 2: through this process. They can give me all the hugs,
- 44:52Speaker 2: kisses and affection in the world, but they don't know
- 44:54Speaker 2: how to help me. And I don't know how long
- 44:58Speaker 2: is it gonna take. I don't know how long is
- 45:00Speaker 2: it going to take? Until you know, I continue fighting
- 45:04Speaker 2: and fighting and getting more things accomplished with the help
- 45:07Speaker 2: of the Innos Project and so many other networks of organizations.
- 45:11Speaker 2: I don't know when I'm going to receive that sigh
- 45:14Speaker 2: of happiness. But from the moment, you would think that
- 45:17Speaker 2: freedom is nice. It is nice because I would rather
- 45:19Speaker 2: be out here than in there. But it's hard. It's
- 45:23Speaker 2: very hard.
- 45:25Speaker 4: What are you doing now day to day? Like, aside
- 45:28Speaker 4: from advocating and working for justice reform, what's your daily life?
- 45:34Speaker 2: Like?
- 45:34Speaker 4: You wake up and I was staying.
- 45:36Speaker 2: With my parents in the beginning, and when I came home,
- 45:39Speaker 2: you know, while I was in prison, just keep in mind,
- 45:42Speaker 2: I did everything in my power when I said to
- 45:44Speaker 2: educate myself. I facilitated classes, went through the theater program,
- 45:48Speaker 2: and I even got myself a master's degree. I had
- 45:51Speaker 2: high aspirations when I came home, and I wanted to
- 45:54Speaker 2: get myself a good job. But nobody really cared with
- 45:57Speaker 2: all the bias, you know, whether I was innocent or not.
- 46:00Speaker 2: They just didn't want to formally incarcerated an individual working
- 46:04Speaker 2: in their working environment. So it was difficult for me
- 46:07Speaker 2: to find a job, and I winded up gaining employment
- 46:10Speaker 2: and a bail bond agency doing bails. So look at this, ironically,
- 46:14Speaker 2: I'm going to New York City jails every single night
- 46:17Speaker 2: to bail somebody out, and that has been a turmoil
- 46:22Speaker 2: in a nightmare as well. That was giving me some
- 46:25Speaker 2: substance of financial income, but it just wasn't enough. And
- 46:29Speaker 2: it's how New York City's expensive. Right now. You know,
- 46:32Speaker 2: I have my own apartment now, the money that I
- 46:35Speaker 2: saved up, I got an apartment right now. But it's
- 46:37Speaker 2: still very difficult. And I left that job and I'm
- 46:40Speaker 2: looking for another job now. You know, again, you would
- 46:43Speaker 2: think that, you know, there would be some type of
- 46:45Speaker 2: network organization or a system say Okay, you know what
- 46:48Speaker 2: you did twenty five years for a crime you didn't commit.
- 46:51Speaker 2: We're going to help you here get back on your feet.
- 46:54Speaker 2: That doesn't exist for exoneries. It's just not out there,
- 46:58Speaker 2: so it even makes it more difficult.
- 47:00Speaker 4: We'll talk offline about that. I may have some ideas,
- 47:03Speaker 4: but before we have to sign off, I always like
- 47:07Speaker 4: to ask the featured guest, honored guest, if there's any
- 47:11Speaker 4: last thoughts that you want to share with the audience,
- 47:14Speaker 4: get off your chest, anything at all.
- 47:17Speaker 2: You know. I would say that if there were cameras
- 47:21Speaker 2: all over every Prieston in New York, inside every room,
- 47:25Speaker 2: because that needs to be implemented. Cameras need to be
- 47:30Speaker 2: placed in every room in the police precinct because it's
- 47:34Speaker 2: so easy to take someone and put them in another
- 47:36Speaker 2: room when there's not a camera and still beat them
- 47:39Speaker 2: up and then bring him into the interrogation when where
- 47:42Speaker 2: the cameras at so he can make that false confession. So,
- 47:46Speaker 2: now that we have this law passed, anybody out there listening,
- 47:50Speaker 2: anybody that wants to help this be prevented and has
- 47:55Speaker 2: the power to do so, needs to put these politics
- 47:58Speaker 2: to the side. They need to start thinking about human
- 48:01Speaker 2: beings lives here, because if that camera was there twenty
- 48:05Speaker 2: five years ago, I would have never spent twenty five
- 48:08Speaker 2: years in prison. And don't stop believing, don't stop believing.
- 48:13Speaker 2: I know there's a lot of people out there that
- 48:16Speaker 2: are believers or call themselves believers, but I would say this.
- 48:19Speaker 2: A believer to me is someone that when you know
- 48:24Speaker 2: nothing is out there, there's no way you can prove
- 48:27Speaker 2: your innocence, and you write so many letters and you're
- 48:30Speaker 2: getting all the rejection letters like I was. You know,
- 48:34Speaker 2: most people would just stop. Most people were just that's sick,
- 48:37Speaker 2: give up. It takes somebody to wake up morning after
- 48:41Speaker 2: morning and keep on going at it, to see it
- 48:44Speaker 2: there when you don't even see it there, and then
- 48:48Speaker 2: to finally receive your innocence. To me, that's a believer.
- 48:52Speaker 2: So I just want to share that with everybody, say
- 48:54Speaker 2: don't stop believing. And that's the believers that we need
- 48:57Speaker 2: out there in society today to keep on encouraging and
- 49:00Speaker 2: helping with this cause here of innocent people in prison
- 49:03Speaker 2: that are still in there and with false confessions.
- 49:08Speaker 4: I guess it's like I say, you've seen too many
- 49:10Speaker 4: miracles to stop believing in miracles too, and you are
- 49:12Speaker 4: a miracle. Last question, are you on any social media?
- 49:15Speaker 2: You could go on my Facebook page it's Johnny Kopia
- 49:19Speaker 2: joh n n y hi ncapie and on Instagram on
- 49:26Speaker 2: Johnnyincopia Dot seventy two.
- 49:29Speaker 4: Follow him, learn more, get involved. We need your help.
- 49:33Speaker 4: Let's make sure we minimize the future wrongful convictions.
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